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  • Опубліковано 28 тра 2023
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    Jenny Appleford
    7211 Haven Ave, Unit E-407
    Rancho Cucamonga, CA 91701
    Kyle’s Channel:
    / @kyleapple9702
    INSTAGRAM: jenny_appleford
    FACEBOOK: Our Brave Jenny
    For business inquiries: veganapplefords@gmail.com
    DIAGNOSIS:
    March 19th, 2021 Stage IIIA Non Small Cell Lung Cancer (Non-Smoking)
    February 2022 Stage IV Non Small Cell Lung Cancer (spreading to Brain, and other parts of lung and lymph nodes)
    Gene Mutation EGFR with Exon 20 Insertion
    TREATMENTS: Received or currently Receiving
    2021: 8 Rounds of Chemotherapy (Carboplatin and Paclitaxel) with 30 concurrent radiation treatments to chest and lung
    Failed Immunotherapy directly after Chemo and Radiation (Durvalumab, 1 round)
    2022: Chemotherapy
    10 rounds of Chemotherapy (Carboplatin, Alimta, and Avastin)
    6 with Carboplatin, 4 without
    Targeted Brain Radiation (Completed)
    CURRENT TREATMENT:
    I am on a clinical trial for my specific gene mutation
    Our GoFundMe Link:
    gofund.me/5edf81e5
    The purpose of my channel is to document my cancer journey to look back on, and/or help anyone else going through anything similar. It is also to potentially help loved ones supporting those who are in this fight as well. This is also an easy way to update a lot of people at once. My main goal is to have footage of this journey for my husband and children to look back on. I originally created this channel as a sort of video diary for my
    family.
    Thank you so much for following along on this journey. Your love and support help me so much.

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  • @mandyauger1035
    @mandyauger1035 9 місяців тому +361

    This is just before Jenny starts to get sicker and slowly go downhill, but you can't help but notice how radiating and beautiful she is and glowing. Always, but especially here.

    • @jankrygier1607
      @jankrygier1607 9 місяців тому +28

      Agree! This video popped up on my feed and I decided to rewatch...the restaurant segment is so joyful. I will always remember this. For their family a great memory of probably the last moment of true happiness for these two. 💔💔

    • @antonellaandreotti2917
      @antonellaandreotti2917 9 місяців тому +17

      Lo stavo pensando anch'io...com'è bella, le brillano gli occhi ,è così gioiosa, nessuno potrebbe pensare che è ammalata
      La vita è così ingiusta a volte, un'anima così bella non meritava di soffrire così 💔

    • @ritaharmon
      @ritaharmon 9 місяців тому +33

      And now she is gone😢😢 I’m gonna miss seeing her in these videos!! Her and Kyle are such good role models for their children💖 I hope Kyle and the kids are doing ok🙏🏻🙏🏻 I still can’t believe she went downhill so fast!!

    • @christined2495
      @christined2495 9 місяців тому +20

      @@ritaharmonI feel the same, I’m going to miss her on the videos, and she went downhill so quickly… I’m so sad for this little family

    • @ItsMaisyDaisy
      @ItsMaisyDaisy 9 місяців тому +26

      I totally agree. She looks radiant here. This video says it's just 5 months ago, and it's hard to understand how swiftly she declined and that she's already gone. This video is just pure joy.

  • @IsabelSantosCunha1972
    @IsabelSantosCunha1972 Рік тому +380

    Let's take a moment to appreciate how beautiful Jenny is. Although broken inside, she glows, she has a light around her, and she has the most beautiful eyes and smile. That's how beautiful she is. Of course love helps, but she alone is all beauty.
    Love you guys both. Many hugs from Portugal. 💙 Stay strong.

  • @elainaphillips9245
    @elainaphillips9245 9 місяців тому +164

    Kyle you are amazing, I didn’t even know men like you existed. God bless you

    • @westsidewarrior7285
      @westsidewarrior7285 8 місяців тому +12

      Absolutely 💯 what an amazing, supportive husband and father.

    • @user-uv6kl3cv6x
      @user-uv6kl3cv6x 8 місяців тому +3

      My husband just same loving compassionate man before I was sick

    • @tranquility9325
      @tranquility9325 5 місяців тому +1

      Exactly. There are way too many toxic individuals out here. Their love is rare.😊

  • @juliec4985
    @juliec4985 7 місяців тому +16

    Yes, Jenny, we’re still watching. ❤

  • @xoxoChrissyxo
    @xoxoChrissyxo Рік тому +409

    Jenny,
    I am an infusion oncology nurse and happened to come across your channel. I wanted to thank you and commend you for your vulnerability. Your videos encourage me to not just go through the motions of my job. Everyone has a story to tell and yours is helping so many whether they are going through cancer or not. We are rooting for you.

    • @bohochic2459
      @bohochic2459 Рік тому +22

      Christine, Thank you so much for all that you do. I have no doubt that you have a tender and kind heart. I hope on the days when there is too much to bear that you are reminded how much you are appreciated and valued. This comes from the depths of my heart, as well as from so many other people. I hope you allow yourself time for self-care. You deserve to be at the very top of your priority list. I am sending heartfelt hugs and gratitude from Canada. 🪷💐🩷🌷💐🩷

    • @melissafern3454
      @melissafern3454 10 місяців тому +3

      Absolutely agree!!!

    • @sampal5352
      @sampal5352 9 місяців тому

      100, heartbreaking and just wow, beautiful isn’t the right word for this except the spirits of these two are so transcendent it speaks to something that yes, moves and helps so many suffering and who care for Jenny and her family.

  • @rosebojorquez1237
    @rosebojorquez1237 8 місяців тому +177

    Since Jenny's passing I've been going back and rewatching my favorite videos. She was such a special person, so is Kyle for always being there for her and their family. I pray 🙏 that Kyle and those two beautiful children find their way to finding peace and a bit of happiness without Jenny's physical presence ❤

    • @karenkane3220
      @karenkane3220 8 місяців тому +11

      I have been doing the same thing. I miss her!

    • @stephanieyonkee7788
      @stephanieyonkee7788 8 місяців тому +10

      Me too... I can't stop thinking about her, Kyle and the kids... I don't know how I can feel so attached to people I've never met, but Im so heartbroken about her passing 💔 I pray Kyle and the kids are able to find the strength they need to make it through and find some peace...

    • @phendrahend9530
      @phendrahend9530 8 місяців тому +8

      Me too.. watching but mostly listening to Jenny's voice.

    • @corarose9522
      @corarose9522 8 місяців тому +6

      Same here….rewatching all her videos and shedding a few tears. It’s so unfair how someone so young and who had such a beautiful spirit as Jenny was taken away from her beautiful babies and family. It almost doesn’t seem real and like at any moment we will all wake up from this bad dream and Jenny will be back with us. If only that were true! I’m just glad she’s no longer suffering. As a total stranger it’s hard for me to process that she’s really gone so I can’t even begin to imagine what her sweet family is going through. I just pray for strength for them. I know she will always be there for them in spirit. Rest easy sweet Jenny.❤

    • @nicoledomett9437
      @nicoledomett9437 8 місяців тому +9

      It's so nice that Ellis and winny will have these to watch.

  • @Rebecca236
    @Rebecca236 9 місяців тому +124

    This is my favourite video of Jenny. Can't believe I'm so sad about someone I never met. 😭 💖 💔 Lot's of love to Kyle, Ellis, Winnie & your family xxx

    • @SamHart-yc3pt
      @SamHart-yc3pt 8 місяців тому +7

      I feel the same , have not ever met Jenny or her family… and I Miss her so much😢

    • @nicoleobrien4524
      @nicoleobrien4524 8 місяців тому +4

      Me too

    • @PennyJackson123
      @PennyJackson123 24 дні тому

      One of my favorite videos of her and the kids too 🫶🏻

  • @judewhitbread2394
    @judewhitbread2394 5 місяців тому +11

    As others have said, this film stands out as a perfect tribute to Jenny and her incredible beauty inside and out.
    What a gift for family and friends to watch, in time, when feelings are less raw.

  • @nancycosta2448
    @nancycosta2448 Рік тому +383

    Kyle works full time, takes care of Jenny and the kids, cooks and cleans, pays the bills, in other words he does everything. God bless him. I hope he is strong enough.

    • @getyourownlife
      @getyourownlife Рік тому +162

      He does exactly what a man who cherishes his wife would do...especially when she's fighting for her life.

    • @battybethc8061
      @battybethc8061 Рік тому +50

      It's beautiful what he does for her! My daughter and teenaged grandchildren are like that to me! I am fighting cancer as well. And it's dreadful! But with my family here with me, I feel so blessed! Let's hope Jenny beats this! She is so sweet just like my daughter! She deserves to have a man like Kyle. Jenny is so wonderful! He is awesome! Jenny, l want you to beat this! You can! Prayers going up for you and your beautiful family. 🙏🫶

    • @zhaviyah84
      @zhaviyah84 Рік тому +21

      Yep. Awful. Lucky they have so much outside support.

    • @17topaz
      @17topaz Рік тому +16

      God bless you Jenny !! Never give up hope !!❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @LoverofSunflowernBees
      @LoverofSunflowernBees Рік тому +8

      @@getyourownlifeI hope he is too emotionally because he has two beautiful children that need him.

  • @nicoledimiceli6144
    @nicoledimiceli6144 8 місяців тому +62

    I am so glad you two had this beautiful evening together. Memories forever. You will never be forgotten Jenny

  • @user-sb5kf3md7n
    @user-sb5kf3md7n 6 місяців тому +11

    The love between these two beautiful people is so strong! Kyle has been the most supportive and loving husband ever. I pray for him and his children to be strong and healthy and hold each other up when things get tough. We love you Jenny, rest peacefully. ❤️

  • @karenhenley2195
    @karenhenley2195 8 місяців тому +38

    Jenny is gorgeous, that never changed during her entire cancer journey. Of course, she was always beautiful before cancer invaded her life. She should be here for Kyle, Ellis, Winnie, the rest of her family, and her many friends. Jenny being gone makes absolutely no sense. My cousin died suddenly at age 35 with a 2 year old son. She was married and loved teaching her first graders. She got septis and died in a week. All these years later, and I still never will accept it. It made absolutely no sense either.

    • @SeeingHimNow
      @SeeingHimNow 8 місяців тому +3

      Very sorry to learn of your loss too, especially the child growing up with hardly any memories of her 😢

  • @liveyourbestlife143
    @liveyourbestlife143 Рік тому +89

    When you said you wanted to get Ellis a wedding band to leave behind. I burst into tears. You are so amazing. My father was sick before I was born. He went out of his way to leave each of us special items that we would truly appreciate and truly showed he was thinking of us. Hopefully you will be there of course. But if GOD calls you home , trust me these things will bring them comfort for the rest of thier lives.

  • @brandip77
    @brandip77 8 місяців тому +39

    Sweet Jenny. I’m seeing this about 10 days after you passed. I’m so sorry your beautiful family was robbed of you. Your little family is lovely, and you seem like such a kind soul. I will continue to lift them in prayer. Rest in peace. 🙏🏾💔

  • @amberdawn5672
    @amberdawn5672 9 місяців тому +44

    Her little boy looks identical to Kyle. They are both adorable. I pray they continue to handle this tough situation. Kids possess the power of resilience. May you all be blessed.

    • @InvisibleVicky
      @InvisibleVicky 9 місяців тому +4

      Gorgeous kids. I can’t stop crying

  • @debs1042
    @debs1042 8 місяців тому +12

    Gosh she so beautiful here sparkling eyes I miss her so much I’m so sad 😢😢

  • @ColleenNurse
    @ColleenNurse Рік тому +43

    I lost my husband recently 50 yrs together. Doing lung cancer without him 😭 . I have my children. We will get thru this. Prayers to you sweetheart

    • @madakamads
      @madakamads Рік тому +9

      My dear, I hope you find in your children the strength you need to go through such trying phase. Your husband would've wanted you to try your best ❤ Lots of love and prayers to you from Brazil.

  • @sgtyeesgrl
    @sgtyeesgrl Рік тому +206

    Jenny, YOU ARE SPECIAL! You deserve a million rings. They are both so beautiful, and the meaning you applied to them, and shared with us, is such a blessing to all of us watching this right now. As someone who is terminally ill, I understand how hard, sad, scary, and unpredictable every minute is. I try not to be scared, but the truth is I am scared now all the time. My days are getting shorter, and the times I am actually able to get out of bed, or eat a real meal etc are less and less. You have taught me so much about how to traverse this journey with grace, kindness, gratitude, compassion, and most of all ❤️ LOVE. Your family is so beautiful, and they obviously love you so much. I don’t have that, but I feel blessed that you share your family’s journey with us. It makes me feel less alone in some bananas way. Bless you all, keep giving yourself grace, and know how much you are loved by all of your extended family in us viewers. Maybe we’ll meet someday in the next life and watch over our loved ones together💜

    • @deboramccallum3987
      @deboramccallum3987 Рік тому +13

      AWWW..that's a touching comment..the last piece about seeing her is heartwrenching.

    • @Noonecares3203
      @Noonecares3203 Рік тому +12

      Blessings to you for comfort and peace. ❤

    • @lisadelgatto9654
      @lisadelgatto9654 Рік тому +11

      God Bless You. Your response gave me chills. Although not terminal, My productive days are fat far behind me, although my brain can get much done in my fantasy mind. I'll keep you in my prayers.

    • @jankrygier1607
      @jankrygier1607 Рік тому +9

      Wishing you comfort and peace as part of this community.

    • @gulzarkhan1452
      @gulzarkhan1452 Рік тому +7

      Oh, Good God, i will pray for you right from now, May almighty lessen your pain & suffering , please stay strong , we humans are not immortal , one day we all have to go to our creator, that's the reality but we should not forget the life hereafter will be Amazing, no.sufferings no sadness .

  • @kimberlypuravida5690
    @kimberlypuravida5690 9 місяців тому +83

    Gawd, I am just bawling..you both deserved to grow old TOGETHER! This isn't fair, it is horrible. I can't stop crying and I have only "known" you for a short time.😭❤

    • @InvisibleVicky
      @InvisibleVicky 9 місяців тому +10

      I can’t stop. It’s so unfair

    • @kimberlypuravida5690
      @kimberlypuravida5690 9 місяців тому +21

      @@InvisibleVicky I know, I'm so incredibly angry, my mother was not a kind loving person, she was not generous or a good mother. She got lung cancer cause she smoked most of her life and she survived in her 70's. The injustice of cancer makes me so incredibly angry. Jenny deserved to show her children how beautiful a mothers love can and should be. She deserved to grow old with Kyle. She deserved to share her bright light with the world and heal others with her joy. F#$% cancer.

    • @revelgirl1742
      @revelgirl1742 8 місяців тому

      Yes, F##K Cancer.

  • @AnneMarieBibby1966
    @AnneMarieBibby1966 8 місяців тому +11

    Jenny, you truly were beautiful inside and out. Miss you! ❤

  • @melaniestout9072
    @melaniestout9072 Рік тому +127

    My daughter asked why I watched this because she thought it would be depressing. But it is not for me, it makes me believe that you can find happiness and kindness in the world and with the ones you love. I know you struggle and I admire how you are strong through it all and include your children always. You have an amazing husband to support you. I like both rings equally!! LOL

    • @karenanderson717
      @karenanderson717 Рік тому +6

      I agree.

    • @MaryMacElveen
      @MaryMacElveen Рік тому +16

      I find in watching these stories are life lessons of what of what is truly important.

    • @Purplecolors162
      @Purplecolors162 Рік тому +5

      I agree! It’s so sweet watching the two of you so much in love!! ❤❤

    • @dixiebullock5060
      @dixiebullock5060 4 місяці тому +1

      She is a gem ..I love the diamond!! Get what makes you happy.You 2 are so special!!!!❤❤❤❤

  • @737DRVER
    @737DRVER Рік тому +214

    Kyle is rich...he doesn't have to pretend. He's a great husband, father, and has a big heart! How much richer does anyone need to be? Thank you for sharing your life with us!

  • @sherylroomeswright590
    @sherylroomeswright590 8 місяців тому +8

    Me too I can’t stop watching her videos. So so sad of her passing

  • @moiragreen5850
    @moiragreen5850 9 місяців тому +8

    You truly were an Angel on earth ❤
    Goodnight sweet Princess, and may flights of angels sing thee to thy rest ❤

  • @ariandmary
    @ariandmary Рік тому +148

    Kyle is an incredible husband. And Jenny radiates with beauty inside and out ❤

    • @crystalbaugh5105
      @crystalbaugh5105 Рік тому +2

      she really does❤❤❤

    • @fionaanderson5435
      @fionaanderson5435 Рік тому +4

      You are right. First thing I thought when opening this clip is how lovely Jenny looks.

  • @PoeticJustice7
    @PoeticJustice7 Рік тому +77

    Jenny, You look beautiful. No one would ever know you have cancer. I’m a cancer survivor & I pray for you & your family as you move forward with a new plan to overcome this latest challenge. God bless you & help you stay encouraged & comforted❤️

    • @Romulan2469
      @Romulan2469 Рік тому +7

      I pray for her to survive this horrible disease too. She has tremendous courage and strength to not allow it to completely take over her life and to enjoy the small things that make life worth living. God bless her and her wonderful family! Sending blessings of healing, positivity and love to Jenny and everyone else who is affected by this horrible disease. 🙏🙏

    • @roseannhaley9159
      @roseannhaley9159 Рік тому +1

      Love your new ei g ,gorgeous!

    • @Nan-59
      @Nan-59 Рік тому +2

      @@Romulan2469 Yes! Amen 🙏

    • @barbaravyse660
      @barbaravyse660 Рік тому

      I was going to say the same thing. She was glowing.

  • @Lt.852
    @Lt.852 8 місяців тому +41

    When Kyle just randomly says that Jenny looks so beautiful and glowing while she’s talking… (and she did, look so literally glowing beautiful and happy and not remotely ill looking at all!)
    Now after her passing it made me think of how when a star in the night sky dies, it burns bigger and brighter in all its glory right before it burns out.
    I guess it happens to people too as well as the stars in the sky. Dear God hold Jenny in your loving arms and comfort her until the day she is reunited with her dear ones once again. Watch over her family and let their hearts be soothed in your grace. ♥️

    • @liviamoon
      @liviamoon 7 місяців тому +2

      So lovley words.❤️🙏🕊️

    • @user-fj1mh5yk3i
      @user-fj1mh5yk3i 6 місяців тому

      Bóg nie trzyma umarłych w ramionach ! Jezus Syn Boży uczył że Bóg jest Bogiem żywych a nie umarłych Ale pamięta o nich i da im zmartwychwstanie. Bóg obiecuje w Biblii że wskrzesi umarłych a żywi nie umrą . Bóg zaprowadzi na Ziemi pokojowy Nowy Świat . Bez chorób cierpień bez śmierci . Czytaj Objawienie Jana rozdział 21 wiersz 3 - 5. Jenny śpi snem śmierci ale Bóg ją wskrzesi do życia wiecznego . A wiesz dlaczego umieramy ? Bo pierwsi ludzie Adam z Ewą zbuntowali się przeciw Bogu i stracili życie wieczne . Umarli ale zanim ich dosięgła starość śmierć wydali na świat dzieci. A my jesteśmy ich potomstwem a oni są naszymi przodkami i dlatego w genach nam przekazali śmierć ale Jezus umarł za nas żeby nas wyzwolić z grzechu i śmierci Przeczytaj Ewangelię Jana rozdział 3 wiersz 16 . O zmartwychwstaniu czytamy w Biblii w Izajasza rozdział 26 wiersz 19

  • @connielahman5725
    @connielahman5725 7 місяців тому +8

    I remember watching this videos months ago.I’m sad that this Beautiful Angel is no longer with us. Without a doubt she touched and left an imprint on many a heart 💞

  • @inkandpencilstain6146
    @inkandpencilstain6146 Рік тому +64

    “Last night I was in the hospital. Tonight I was in the jewelry store.” You are hilarious! You deserved every bit of your beautiful day❤ K+J=Forever Sweethearts

  • @SuperCmay
    @SuperCmay Рік тому +67

    My mom died when I was 18 and my sister was18 months from breast cancer.I raised her, she is 29 now. I wish our Mom would have done this so my sister could really see our Mom's personality.. I think this is wonderful and special.

    • @karenmurkot2153
      @karenmurkot2153 Рік тому +12

      What a great sister you are!

    • @ChristineSaupe
      @ChristineSaupe Рік тому +2

      I think you, Charley May, must be wonderful and special. Blessings to you from London xxx

  • @Michelle-zz7no
    @Michelle-zz7no 9 місяців тому +21

    Kyle, I’m so sorry. How heartbreaking to lose your beautiful wife and best friend. It’s so unfair. Praying for all of you 🙏🏼❤️🙏🏼.

  • @porlina8784
    @porlina8784 6 місяців тому +12

    Hi Jenny ..... Just so you know .... Kyle and the kids are doing a great job since you left .... You are beautiful and ... Kyle misses you so much and when the kids are sad he is so great at sorting it out .... When you are all together again you can give him the biggest hug .... Rest easy and be patient until you are all together again ❤

  • @joanschwimer1855
    @joanschwimer1855 Рік тому +181

    So glad you bought both! They are both beautiful and if jewelry “sings” to you, it goes home with you. When you are happy which you so deserve, enjoy it! Macy’s rocks for sales and specials. Remember that every “no” for treatment brings you closer to the “yes”. The doctors will figure it out!👍

    • @Slambam73
      @Slambam73 Рік тому +7

      Agree! I look at jewelry as art pieces, and they should give you joy when you look at them. They're you're wearable mood boosters😊

  • @lynnehasman4591
    @lynnehasman4591 Рік тому +85

    I’m now starving…..the scallops, the fettuccine, the truffle dish, oh my gosh! The two of you and your sweet little treasures have captured my heart. I’m a hospital chaplain in western New York, and I’m keeping you all in my prayers. Jenny, you have an inner light that just radiates out of you.

  • @kariconover4036
    @kariconover4036 7 місяців тому +5

    This video is like the beautiful calm for the wicked storm. 😢

  • @libranpoet
    @libranpoet 8 місяців тому +14

    Rewatching radiant Jenny before the painful downswing. The family was golden here, living in the moment, basking in love and great food. I've been an L.A. girl my whole life, and I totally get that feeling of not belonging. You're in the jungle, baby! Rest well amd soar with the angels, beautiful girl!

  • @ImaBeliever
    @ImaBeliever Рік тому +46

    I get so emotional watching your videos because I have never seen a family like yours that is so loving and your children are so well behaved and thoughtful- my tears come because I wish we had more Jennys and Kyles in this world. That dinner made me so hungry! Your rings are perfect! It's hard to choose because one is like a princess ring and the other-the perfect wedding ring, I pray for you every night and to me, you taking us on your journey is a testament of when you have children, how you can shine through the pain and not be consumed with your health. How you project light and love, kindness and consideration to those around you. I just love you and your family so much!💍💍👩‍❤‍👨❤👧👦👨‍👩‍👧‍👦🥰🌺

  • @lynettehoselton9519
    @lynettehoselton9519 Рік тому +48

    That is soo sweet Kyle asked “if you want to show us together” he loves his wife so much and taking you to a special place to let you know how special you are. It just warms my heart, thank you!

  • @pamhelms291
    @pamhelms291 8 місяців тому +8

    Jenny was such a pretty woman. Beautiful smile. Love your heart Jenny.. i know your family misses you.😢

  • @BrownUKSugar
    @BrownUKSugar Рік тому +58

    I lost my sister a year ago to cancer she was only 33 you remind me so much of her your such a beautiful light to this world you remind me that good ppl still exist. Thankyou so much for sharing your journey with us Jenny :)x

  • @jenniferoram4458
    @jenniferoram4458 Рік тому +130

    What a lovely thoughtful Mum you are, and thanks to you and Kyle your precious children are such a credit to you. Prayers and a big hug are on their way to you from a little piece of sunny England. You are all always in my prayers.x❤

    • @lisawhite3648
      @lisawhite3648 Рік тому +9

      I just started following y'all.What a Beautiful family.I pray!!Alot your family will be in my 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻.Your Beautiful Jenny.I do like my wine❤

    • @Romulan2469
      @Romulan2469 Рік тому +3

      Jenny is amazing! So courageous and a wonderful person who has been going through so much, but she will always have our love and support! Sending you healing vibes and love Jenny!

    • @paulinejensen7968
      @paulinejensen7968 Рік тому +1

      "Sunny" England😀

    • @marty3711
      @marty3711 Рік тому +4

      Jen take your health issues to God and leave them there don't ask for healing and then take back. Leave it, show your faith and remember it's in God time. Sometimes the things we ho through is mot to punish us some times is strengthen us or the people around us . To strengthen love , family, etc God knows your story ,knows why your on this journey. Ask for healing ,guidance and trust our great healer who knows every cell in our bodies ,who knew us before our birth he will not leave us but we have to trust and have impossible faith Jen. No matter what happen in the future Jen you are a testimony to many persons. A motivator, an inspiration. So too Kyle. Love you guys the faithful will continue to pray to Jesus Christ to intercede on your behalf. Ultimately its God's will that will be done. Continue to be brave even in weak times ,trust and live Jen live

    • @kkmhj
      @kkmhj Рік тому +2

      @marty3711 amen-so true♥️pray with belief that the Almighty is putting things together and leaving it all at His feet. God bless you for sharing that…🙏🏼

  • @MsMamatube
    @MsMamatube Рік тому +44

    I don't comment but I follow you...
    You look absolutely lovely & not ill at all.
    Your hair is classic & feminine.
    Your makeup enhances your God given beauty. Your dress is sweet & perfect for you.
    Your loving kindness & attitude are so inspiring.
    I love how you're both living in the moment....as we all should.
    Much love to you both.

    • @juliewalter-it7ri
      @juliewalter-it7ri Рік тому +2

      Ellis is Mama twin, so Handsome . 😊

    • @bambis896
      @bambis896 Рік тому +5

      I agree with all you said. Jenny is beautiful inside and out. She also has very pretty eyes which it is true, are the windows to the soul. Kyle is such a sweet, loving and supportive husband and the way he looks at Jenny, you can tell he is so in love with his wife. They have cute kids who take after both parents. I found this channel roughly a month ago and love and pray for Jenny and her family daily.

  • @ClaudiaRusso-tr2qg
    @ClaudiaRusso-tr2qg 8 місяців тому +18

    I loved watching this and seeing Jenny enjoy eating a really nice meal, her facial expressions, her natural beauty and Kyle's sweet way of serenading her, his glowing love for her. ❤ It's bittersweet to watch after her passing and yet it's a testament of their love for each other, their bravado in the face of devastation and a legacy that they leave to their children. In the face of heartbreak, love makes the heartbreak bearable. R I.P. Jenny.❤

  • @lcote367
    @lcote367 9 місяців тому +24

    Who else is rewatching while waiting for an update? 💔

  • @littlemissshihtzu
    @littlemissshihtzu Рік тому +53

    WOW! I don't think I've ever enjoyed watching two people eat more than I enjoyed watching the two of you!!!! As far as I'm concerned, you guys have the brightest shining stars in all of Hollywood! Wishing you many more years of delicious dinners together! Sending love, hope, hugs and prayers!!! ⭐💖💓💞⭐

    • @amirah919
      @amirah919 6 місяців тому

      Is calamari vegan?

  • @mandahinsch9113
    @mandahinsch9113 Рік тому +31

    You are such a nice couple. I am praying for your recovery.From South Africa

  • @originallyme4life562
    @originallyme4life562 9 місяців тому +18

    What a BEAUTIFUL family!!❤❤❤❤ Rest peacefully Jenny....so happy you are healed now! 🕊️🕊️🕊️🙌🏾🙌🏾

  • @Turkeyinthehay
    @Turkeyinthehay Рік тому +58

    If there ever was a time to splurge on joyful memories, it's now. Never be intimidated going to a "fancy" place. You two are more than acceptable for any setting. Gorgeous ring choices - I hope you wear them for a long, long time!

  • @sherylforbister5493
    @sherylforbister5493 Рік тому +98

    OkJenny, I’ve been struggling lately. I’ve had some anxiety and sadness. After watching you, I know longer will let myself struggle. I just can’t waste time being like this. Thank you for being so beautiful.

    • @bohochic2459
      @bohochic2459 Рік тому +5

      Sheryl, I truly understand. My heart is filled with compassion. Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing with us. You are not alone. This lovely community is holding the space for you, too. Envision yourself surrounded by a group hug. Sending you heartfelt healing hugs and loads of love from Canada. 🌷💐🩷

    • @toocooltobecruel
      @toocooltobecruel 11 місяців тому +5

      I feel the same Sheryl. Been struggling with severe ocd and anxiety and their vidoes are so helpful. It puts everything into perspective and gives me motivation to also keep fighting my mental illness. Sending love to everyone 🫶🏼✨

    • @Elizabeth.C.Holmes
      @Elizabeth.C.Holmes 7 місяців тому +1

      I hope u are feeling better now. ❤

  • @janemacmurray
    @janemacmurray Рік тому +39

    Jenny and Kyle … I laugh with you and I cry with you ! You have touched MY heart, and without a doubt, you have touched the hearts of everyone. The rings are absolutely stunning, and Jenny, you so deserve them ❤. God bless you precious child. Sending love and prayers from Canada 🇨🇦.

  • @lr2714
    @lr2714 7 місяців тому +4

    Thank you for buying her 2 beautiful rings! Jenny is such a natural beauty!

  • @debbiebetts6442
    @debbiebetts6442 6 місяців тому +4

    Jennys rings are lovely , but nothng sparkled quite like her beautiful eyes. God Bless you Kyle .

  • @christinamccormack3127
    @christinamccormack3127 Рік тому +40

    My name is Chris and I'm from London. In 2017 my sister lost her husband to bowel cancer. I recently started following your journey and I am so touched by it. Watching you makes me feel strong and gives hope to many. Thankyou for sharing your story. Kyle is amazing, I just hope he doesnt fall through the sofa. Ha ha. Thankyou to you both for being such wonderful people.

  • @wendyrodriguez5375
    @wendyrodriguez5375 Рік тому +45

    Jenny you are doing the right thing with this daily journaling.
    Our mother passed when I was in 4th grade. She tried to leave us messages, and it showed how much she worried about leaving us. We know she’s here in spirit. And it made us want to represent her in life ❤❤❤❤

  • @cc-qu7gz
    @cc-qu7gz 8 місяців тому +3

    Jenny had so much loveliness and beauty and strength and kindness and sweetness.

  • @joycependleton589
    @joycependleton589 7 місяців тому +5

    I am watching this after watching the Live memorial service for Jenny today.
    I would have loved to have met her in person. Such a special young lady.
    People can really learn a lot from her. She is no longer physically here but here videos are going to influence everyone who watches them for some time to come. She set such a good example for all of us.

    • @sandidee9360
      @sandidee9360 4 місяці тому +1

      Beautiful words and so true❤

  • @americaneagle697
    @americaneagle697 Рік тому +74

    When I was going through cancer, my 2 little granddaughters saved my sanity! When I see your beautiful children, I know how much they lift your spirits. I'm praying for you.

    • @524FrmGrl
      @524FrmGrl Рік тому +4

      We love you Jenny & Kyle!

  • @crazylady61
    @crazylady61 Рік тому +34

    Jenny, it amazes me how despite feeling unwell and going through this gruelling experience, you always manage to smile, be cheerful, look lovely and uplift me...your wonderful attitude is a joy to see, so Thank you for allowing us into your life to share your journey with all it's ups and downs. Sending hugs in abundance to you and your beautiful family. xxxx

    • @aliceobrien8390
      @aliceobrien8390 Рік тому +1

      All people with cancer try to carry on the best thay can not always be easy but important to show the people around u thst u are doing the best u can,😢❤

  • @pamelawilliams2846
    @pamelawilliams2846 9 місяців тому +7

    My mom passed when I was a kid. My daughters and I will try on her rings and watch home videos of her together. They never met her. But, we keep her alive in our home. When my first was born, she looked and still looks exactly like my mother. It’s like mom put her face on my baby to heal my heart. I know you all are in The hardest days of your lives. And it will never be exactly easy. But, Jenny truly is with you all. And maybe one day, she will put her face on one of your kids future children. ❤️

  • @tameramares5785
    @tameramares5785 8 місяців тому +9

    I'm so glad her babies have these videos to always look back on..💜

  • @162sam
    @162sam Рік тому +16

    You two are the most beautiful people ever! We are all thinking and praying for you Jenny, xx

  • @mars8344
    @mars8344 Рік тому +100

    What a nice date!!! The food looked wonderful!!!! I taught fifth grade for 20 years, and I never liked the saying, "Killing two birds with one stone," either, so we would always say, feeding two birds with one seed. Haha!! Hope you continue to enjoy your weekend!!! Love to all!!! 💛💛💛💛

    • @Lockz5789
      @Lockz5789 Рік тому +3

      Love both rings Jenny I would have gotten both also couldn’t decide because they both are for you

    • @thatswhatisaidCA
      @thatswhatisaidCA Рік тому +3

      If it was one seed for two birds, they'd prob get into a nasty fight 😆

    • @kathleenlanglinais1072
      @kathleenlanglinais1072 Рік тому +4

      Wear one on each hand! They are both beautiful!

    • @Shannonkay2023
      @Shannonkay2023 Рік тому +4

      “…feeding two birds with one scone…” 🐦 🐦

    • @kathleendevolder7015
      @kathleendevolder7015 Рік тому +4

      So happy you had a romantic date night!! I think both rings are beautiful!! Be decadent & wear one on each hand❤ if you're sown find some sunshine & watch them sparkle!! Best of luck on your next trial - will be praying for a better outcome!!! 😊

  • @akt3729
    @akt3729 7 місяців тому +5

    I love this video and Jenny’s smile. She had the best voice too. So relaxing to listen to her talk. She was such a special person and I will never forget her. ❤️ RIP lovely lady.

  • @pinklife-kristina3066
    @pinklife-kristina3066 7 місяців тому +6

    I took this evening to watch ALL Jenny because she is on my heart 💗 Can I just say with watching this after our sweet Jenny has passed that not only is this my favorite… It just shows you EXACTLY who and what Jenny was all about 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗

  • @sarahg7566
    @sarahg7566 Рік тому +34

    Just have to say - it's hard to stop watching you guys. Jenny, You have the most beautiful soul. And your relationship is a lesson in love. Take good care of yourselves.

  • @terishumaker7461
    @terishumaker7461 Рік тому +60

    Jenny you and Kyle both deserve to feel special everyday! Your love story is actually being played out in each video you make; it's beautiful. I became teary eyed during this one. Lots of love to you all, from Texas!❤

  • @karishort1891
    @karishort1891 9 місяців тому +22

    Somehow, I missed this 5 months ago. I'm so grateful you two had this wonderful night together. I was half way through before I even realized I was bawling. You are ALL in my prayers ❤️

  • @morganwhite2176
    @morganwhite2176 8 місяців тому +7

    You both had more happiness together than most couples in a lifetime, because you were forced to find the ‘silver linings’. You are both heroes, God bless you, you haven’t lost Jenny. She is just going to see you at the finish line for later and is now an angel ❤Much love, warmth and admiration. Wishing whatever healing is possible at this time. xx

  • @dianerosati4973
    @dianerosati4973 Рік тому +27

    You deserve BOTH rings and they’re both absolutely beautiful!!! I’m sending huge hugs!!!!

  • @anitasiecker9734
    @anitasiecker9734 Рік тому +50

    You ARE special, Jenny! Both rings are so pretty, and you deserve them😊. It was a joy to watch you two experience a date night splurge!! Love you guys💞

  • @StephSancia
    @StephSancia 9 місяців тому +10

    4th November 2023 ~ you've created a world of LOVE Jenny ❤ Love you Lady for you being you and ALL that you stand for. Keep Breathing, Keep Living ❤

    • @pjk1714
      @pjk1714 9 місяців тому +3

      You are right, she created something special here.
      It's up to us to be there now returning it to the children and Kyle.🤍

    • @Sabouma28
      @Sabouma28 8 місяців тому +1

      and a day later she was gone

    • @StephSancia
      @StephSancia 8 місяців тому

      @@Sabouma28 I hear you but as far as I'm concerned Jenny is not gone Jenny is very much in my life and I suspect in many other lives as well Jenny has created a world of love and I sat here this evening on the 16th of November listening to Kyle given update about his few days without Jenny and the kids crying and everything and I sat here and I cried my eyes out cuz I love that lady yeah I still love her as a cancer carer and as a cancer survivor she meant a lot to me and she still does and actually I think that we should actually create a foundation called the Jenny Apple foundation you know because Jenny has brought a unity of love to all people who have been touched by cancer you know and that's very special and priceless so Jenny maybe not of this world but actually she is she's very much a part of the spiritual world a part of everybody's thoughts probably more so than when she was a part of this earth in bodily form but as an angel a spirit call it what you will Jenny is shining bright and she always will do in my eyes as long as I live although I've got more years behind that in front but I'm down to less than half a kidney and renal failure after kidney cancer but Jenny was a very very special lady and she still is shining bright so yeah how does everybody feel about creating a foundation called the Jenny Apple foundation because in reality she has brought us all together. God bless Jenny God bless Kyle and the children and God bless just everybody who has been touched by cancer and God bless everybody that is going through trauma and difficult times and God bless everybody that is happy and contented Love love love Love is all you need 🙏

  • @jackpack3506
    @jackpack3506 4 місяці тому +2

    Thankfully she was enthusiastic enough to make a lasting video for the children and Kyle to rewatch. What a beautiful and strong woman. Gone too soon from all of her loves.

  • @jayden16100
    @jayden16100 Рік тому +31

    You guys make us all realise how special the little things are. Love to you both. ❤

  • @trudyramgren8817
    @trudyramgren8817 Рік тому +10

    You two are the cutest and most terrific people!!!! Is Kyle a saint?? Lol. He is awesome a true family man. It's so wonderful to see him by your side and taking good care of you. Your children are adorable. Just adorable!! I wish you many blessings and recovery Jenny. You truly are beautiful!! Hugs and love to you ❤

  • @marievickers7848
    @marievickers7848 9 місяців тому +9

    How beautiful does Jenny look in her white dress.
    She is amazingly strong.❤

  • @carlabren1
    @carlabren1 Рік тому +42

    I’m so happy you lashed out and bought the 2 rings, they are beautiful like you. You are a shiny diamond 💎 even when unwell. Your love for each other is such an example of how people should live their lives and respect each other. Leaving the rings for your kids is so special and the plain band is a brilliant idea for Ellis. I hope you wear them both one on each hand. Much love from Melbourne australia! I watch every video and have for a long time now xx

  • @marylaporte4522
    @marylaporte4522 Рік тому +21

    Jenny. I obviously have not met you as I lived in Ottawa, Canada but you truly strike me as the most authentic and brave women I have ever seen!! Somehow, through such devastation you manage to radiate light and love to everyone around you even in a virtual world. I have no idea how I came about to see your videos but I feel blessed and you definitely make me feel more grateful for life!! Keep going strong, I can’t think of anyone who deserves more of a miracle than you and your beautiful family ❤❤❤❤

  • @Therealgirlinthedesert
    @Therealgirlinthedesert Рік тому +26

    Awe Jenny, you have such a tender heart (along with Kyle). Yes i definitely watched until the end. Your precious moments talking with Kyle are my favorite. You will always cherish these moments. Love you all. ❤

  • @azdesertrat9104
    @azdesertrat9104 Рік тому +28

    I am saddened by how I feel this video is taking us. The reality of stage 4 setting in. Jenny, you are such a beautiful mom, wife, sister, daughter, friend, I pray for you every night since I've subscribed to your channel. How blessed are you to have an amazing partner like Kyle. You deserve to be treated like a queen, and thank you Kyle for showing other men watching your videos how a real man supports his wife and kids. I love both rings and how beautiful will Winney look in that pink gemstone with diamonds. My prayer is that you will be around to see both your children grow and marry. God bless you my friend!

  • @jenntown
    @jenntown 8 місяців тому +8

    I just watched this today (hadn’t seen many of the earlier videos) and started crying while watching it. What a beautiful woman and a beautiful soul. I love the “cutting two apples with one knife” and just doing what you can do to find joy along the way in a tough journey. SO touching and so sad. I don’t even know her and was crying so I can imagine how devastated her husband, family and children are to lose her. But good for her for leaving this vlog behind for them- and us as well, it reminds us that there is goodness in this world. In Jenny, and in the beautiful children she left here.

  • @guyrussell9233
    @guyrussell9233 Рік тому +8

    Don’t stress about “how” you look!, you have the most gorgeous warm smile that lights up your whole face almost like a “rare Christmas crystal” on a cold winters day! ❤❤❤ NINA

  • @deec505
    @deec505 Рік тому +40

    Firstly, Kyle, I love you. I don't come across many people who catch and release.
    Jenny, when you said you weren't wearing makeup, I couldn't believe it. You are one of the most beautiful women I've ever seen. Don't forget to bring some cuisine to Flower. You don't have to act. You both absolutely fit in. You both just seem to acclimate yourselves anywhere.❤ Home life and family is the most important, and you have that down pat. You both deserve this❤

    • @marciaogden7273
      @marciaogden7273 Рік тому +3

      Dear Kyle and Jenny ❤ Both of you radiant love ❤ for each other and your children ❤ Be proud of yourselves as role models to everyone suffering from cancer and the families ❤ Your positive memories keep all in love with you and family ❤

  • @amywilliams6696
    @amywilliams6696 8 місяців тому +4

    My heart is sink and watching this. Can't believe this was only four and a half months ago

  • @MsLittlehummingbird1
    @MsLittlehummingbird1 9 місяців тому +7

    I'm so so happy Jenny got her rings. She is so very proud plus she's thinking about leaving them to her children.. you are special and will always be special Jenny!❤

  • @judyhall8653
    @judyhall8653 Рік тому +57

    I was just diagnosed with Stage 4 Liver Cirrhosis. My emotions have been up and down as I struggle to come to terms with exactly what this means. You cannot live with a diseased liver so it is just a matter of time. I stumbled across your story and it has inspired me. I look forward to your videos and the love that you have for your kids and husband. My husband is the same as yours and I couldn't do this without him.

    • @sharonpinkerton8297
      @sharonpinkerton8297 Рік тому +1

    • @phyllisjohnson2566
      @phyllisjohnson2566 Рік тому +1

      Oh, Yes, it is just gorgeous!

    • @phyllisjohnson2566
      @phyllisjohnson2566 Рік тому +1

      They are just Beautiful ❤️, God Bless you!!

    • @phyllisjohnson2566
      @phyllisjohnson2566 Рік тому +1

      I Love 💕 Both of your Rings! Please wear them both!!

    • @bubblesxo
      @bubblesxo Рік тому +2

      I am so sorry to hear that. That's a really tough situation. Sending lots of love and prayers 💗💗. Hope you are able to cope emotionally and manage your symptoms. My mom passed away from the same condition, except it happened unexpectedly. I knew she had fatty liver disease, but I wasn't aware of the full extent of damage.

  • @wendyturner3787
    @wendyturner3787 Рік тому +5

    My mom had cancer when I was a teenager and she left us letters and keepsakes and we all really appreciate it. I think this is a great idea!

    • @ninaappelt9001
      @ninaappelt9001 3 місяці тому +1

      I feel like Jenny left them all kinds of things for the future.

  • @heiditate6989
    @heiditate6989 Рік тому +3

    The rings are gorgeous just like you Jenny! You are such a special person.

  • @dianefort3984
    @dianefort3984 Рік тому +2

    They are beautiful Miss Jenny, and they look beautiful on your hands. And you deserve both of them for sure.❤

  • @laurenridgway919
    @laurenridgway919 Рік тому +65

    Those kiddos are so cute and they love their momma and the camera, clearly! Love you, Jenny. So glad you were recommended in my UA-cam sidebar one day! ❤

    • @psrwhite
      @psrwhite Рік тому +14

      I am so impressed how you keep your kids in the loop. You try to tell them what's happening and how you are handling it in words they can understand. You are also teaching and showing them how to handle adversity, serious illness, and the challenges life always throws at us. You are showing me too!! Sending hugs and love.

    • @roseannhaley9159
      @roseannhaley9159 Рік тому +10

      Pink saffire,my favorite

    • @debbykownacki1146
      @debbykownacki1146 Рік тому +9

      Jenny you are and amazing person and mommy. Your kids are so adorable! And I never saw a husband like yours he's amazing too! God bless ❤

    • @marcospacheco9689
      @marcospacheco9689 Рік тому +2

      Same

    • @marcospacheco9689
      @marcospacheco9689 Рік тому +2

      i love the purple. rings That's my cancer color

  • @dianegorman2595
    @dianegorman2595 Рік тому +31

    I lost my partner of 18 years, 2 years ago in January from small b cell lymphoma of the brain. I only had 9 months with her until she was gone. I love that you two are making the most of every minute of every day. Your rings are beautiful! I love them both. Pink is my favorite color..and what woman doesn't love diamonds? Prayers going up for you daily.🙏

    • @battybethc8061
      @battybethc8061 Рік тому +6

      I'm sorry for your loss! My prayers going up for you and your loved one. I pray you find peace and comfort knowing your dear loved one is in a better place, suffering no more. 🙏🕯🫶

  • @rosalaurice89
    @rosalaurice89 5 місяців тому +2

    I feel so sad for you. I feel sad for your husband and children. I wish cancer didn't exist. RIP....your story has really inspired me to embrace life more every day because you never know what the future holds. It was so loving of you to record this journey for your children and to help others. You were unbelievably brave. 😢

    • @hbennett5640
      @hbennett5640 5 місяців тому +2

      She was brave, kind and just a sweetheart❤.

  • @gracemunuhe9023
    @gracemunuhe9023 7 місяців тому +2

    Oh what a lovely video Jenny was such a special human being!!!!

  • @Krajisnika87
    @Krajisnika87 Рік тому +13

    My precious Jenny, you are special, and loved by a lots of people, you are a blessing and a light in this World. You can do it and you will do it, survive.

  • @fredsmith3456
    @fredsmith3456 Рік тому +32

    Jenny, continued prayers for you and your beautiful children and your stalwart husband.
    The example you set is…….world class.

  • @machellelokersonvlog1273
    @machellelokersonvlog1273 8 місяців тому +4

    You guys were so beautiful together! Living life to it’s fullest and inspiring those of us who have come to your channel. 🙏🥰

  • @riaavelar8491
    @riaavelar8491 9 місяців тому +4

    Watching this video and then hearing the news today is just breaking my heart. 😢😢😢

  • @KarenAnne1965
    @KarenAnne1965 Рік тому +32

    I’m
    Still
    Watching! I am
    Waiting for
    Ring 2.
    Edit: I Love both rings. Good job. I feel
    Sad
    And happy too, watching and listening to you and Kyle. Thank you for sharing you.
    I love the levity and the honesty.

  • @bellavita3097
    @bellavita3097 Рік тому +8

    Yes, virgin drinks are the best no dehydration. That was such a cute picture of you both in the booth. Looking towards the camera. What a great photo. that’s amazing for your husband to thank the waiter very kind.

  • @hyper_on_rr8623
    @hyper_on_rr8623 9 місяців тому +6

    No place like home. RIP sweet momma

  • @toddc6682
    @toddc6682 8 місяців тому +7

    She is so beautiful!