We Told The Kids I'm Dying :(
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- Опубліковано 22 лип 2023
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Jenny Appleford
7211 Haven Ave, Unit E-407
Rancho Cucamonga, CA 91701
Kyle’s Channel:
/ @kyleapple9702
INSTAGRAM: jenny_appleford
FACEBOOK: Our Brave Jenny
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DIAGNOSIS:
March 19th, 2021 Stage IIIA Non Small Cell Lung Cancer (Non-Smoking)
February 2022 Stage IV Non Small Cell Lung Cancer (spreading to Brain, and other parts of lung and lymph nodes)
Gene Mutation EGFR with Exon 20 Insertion
TREATMENTS: Received or currently Receiving
2021: 8 Rounds of Chemotherapy (Carboplatin and Paclitaxel) with 30 concurrent radiation treatments to chest and lung
Failed Immunotherapy directly after Chemo and Radiation (Durvalumab, 1 round)
2022: Chemotherapy
10 rounds of Chemotherapy (Carboplatin, Alimta, and Avastin)
6 with Carboplatin, 4 without
Targeted Brain Radiation (Completed)
CURRENT TREATMENT:
I am on a clinical trial for my specific gene mutation
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The purpose of my channel is to document my cancer journey to look back on, and/or help anyone else going through anything similar. It is also to potentially help loved ones supporting those who are in this fight as well. This is also an easy way to update a lot of people at once. My main goal is to have footage of this journey for my husband and children to look back on. I originally created this channel as a sort of video diary for my
family.
Thank you so much for following along on this journey. Your love and support help me so much.
In 1974 my father died of cancer at age 45. I still remember he sat each of us down individually and I was last. (I'm the 10th) I was only 6 but I understood. He told me he would not be able to be there for my life but he really wished he could be. He said he was sad he would miss my graduation, my wedding, my child being born etc. He told me "All through your life you will feel my hand on your shoulder". That conversation proved very important. Because he had the conversation with me, I always felt him with me. He HAS been there for me through my life. Those words have been the hand on my shoulder when I needed it. Just knowing he loved me kept him with me. PS On the subject of a 6th sense, I went to school one day and a nun asked me why I was staring at the clock and not paying attention. It was 9:45 am I looked at her and said "My daddy just died." I FELT it through my solar plexus and just knew. Some years on the anniversary of his death I suddenly look at the clock at 9:45am. You handled this so well. You are and will always be, a beloved wife, mother, sister and friend. Love is forever.
That is beautiful.
I've read through your post three times now and I'm crying it's so amazing. Thank you for sharing!
Thank you Nosy for sharing.
What a beautiful, deeply touching story you shared. I’m so sorry you lost your dad so young, yet am grateful that, in the way you describe, your dad stayed with you. ❤️🩹
I was 8 when my dad passed of Hodgkins in ‘74. Tomorrow is 49yrs he’s been gone. My mom passed of breast ca age 55 was at home in my bed trying to sleep when something deep inside me knew there was something wrong at 1 am. A few minutes later I got the call. I wish I knew what that was about….
Retired psychologist here who spent the early years of my career working with children. You asked for suggestions and here are a few. Kids are amazingly resilient. As time passes, they may appear to forget what you told them. They live in the here and now and are at an age where they barely have a concept of death. For them, six to nine months is a long time. Some denial will set in -- which is very adaptive for them. They need to continue to be children, free of adult burdens. They need to have their own process. This is an enormous amount for them to handle. If they don't mention your death again, it doesn't mean they've forgotten. Its the only way they know how to cope with the enormity of this news, as well as the underlying fear that they will lose their dad too. They will at times just seal it off--kind of like putting it in a box and out of sight. They will proceed with their lives--they will continue to play, act up, make messes, make noise and just be kids. That is normal and that's what they need to do. They may also have questions that pop up now and then, especially the older child. Above all, they need ongoing reassurance that after their mother passes, whenever that happens, they will continue to be safe, loved and cared for, and that their Dad will be there for them for a very, very long time.
What an incredibly helpful comment. I truly hope they see this and appreciate and take your advice. I can tell how good at your job you must have been and how great of a loss to the profession your retirement has likely been.
I agree ❤
well said
I totally agree. As a counsellor of children myself I echo what you have said Francesca. Death is a concept that young children do not understand . Time also is something that barely exists when you are very young. If they see you the next morning Jenny, to them, all is well and the world is as it should be. Time enough to deal with loss for them, for now try and focus on the 'one day at a time' living and they will do likewise.
I read you comment and felt this had to have helped so many and I thank you for sharing. I’m scared and I’m praying for this family and I want to take it away and yet I cry like I’m a child that wants her mom because I know how this works. I’m a daughter who lost her mom and can’t seem to find her way. I miss her so much and I imagine this will be so hard for mom, dad and kids…. I continue to pray for your family!
My father died in a plane crash when I was two years old. I was never told that he died or what happened. I was just left to try and figure that out for myself, as I called out to him every time the door slammed, which was how he arrived at home every day. Later my mother said that you couldn’t talk to a two year old about death. I am 80 years old and to this day I carry the effects of that time. I just discovered this video a few months after you posted it. I am filled with admiration and love and appreciation for you both for the incredible gift you gave your children of the truth. Your story has a rare beauty in its sadness that reaches deep inside my soul. Blessings to you all.
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No age is too young to discuss death. I'm so sorry that happened to you, not being told the truth can be very confusing for children and can skew their beliefs about death permanently.
m'am i Wish u 100 more years. From PL
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That breaks my heart… I can’t imagine how confusing that must have been
I just wanna say my aunt was told she was dying of cancer and had 6 months to live, and she has been living since for 10 years. Never give up! ❤
same my grandma had 6-9 months and lived 11 years
You can't control when you die 😢 but we are all gonna die someday it's not a scary thing
@@allyhanson4866It is darn scary when you leave such a young family behind. Meanwhile, good on you! You must have no young children who will be severely effected by your death...or you are already a senior and lived a full life.
@@SunshineSparkle2000 no I wouldn't leave my son behind I gonna live for him and live for a long time just was in a bad mood no excuse tho I need to live for him your right and I apologize
@@allyhanson4866 please do not apologize to me. It this very young couple, specifically Kyle (who requested advisement in this video), which you owe an apology... not me. Your comment was extremely unempathtic and deliberately hurtful.
My aunt has fought stage 4 Cancer. Colon and lung.She was also told she had six months to live, and it's 7 years later and she is still kicking it. We thought on numerous occasions that she was not going to make it. She is Cancer free now for the last 8 months. She fought for 7 years. She has had such relentless positivity. Don't let a doctor tell you when you are going to die. They don't know. When you are meant to go, you will. Please keep fighting. Don't give up !❤
My grandmother had colon cancer and was told she had 1 year to live. She was 70 when she was told that.
She ended up living until she was 93 and a heart attack is what took her.
I hope this lovely young lady has many years to come and can spend time with her family. I hate that this happens to people.
WOW, Candice Johnstone, that is incredible to hear!! I am praying hard for Jenny and her Family to have the same experience❤
That is so true. Doctors are not infallible. Miracles happen every day. My uncle had lymphoma and was told he had 6 mos to live by a reputable hospital in Chicago. He lived for 35 more years. God grants us blessings every day.
@@The-CoffeeMananother MIRACLE. Tell Ellis and Winnie to pray hard. God won’t ignore 2 Children’s prayers.
Agree completely my Dad was told he been dead in 1999 but he's still with us
But he did have a lung transplant.
Lung cancer.please keep the faith
I pray you make it and your going to be ok miracle's happen Jennifer 🌹💓
And I have to say I never expected to be so attached to someone I've never actually met in person. I feel like I've known you and kyle for years. You are truly extraordinary people.
Agreed. They are the most beautiful couple.
I totally agree. They are like family to me. Love them all dearly and am praying so fervently for them .
Me, too. From, Australia ❤ ~
I feel the same. I'm truly in shock, and Mad mad Mad. I'm amazed AT how Jenny is handeling IT so well.
I agree also! From Canada. Love to all of you.
My parents never told me. Thank you for being honest with your kids.
That was my parents solution too, dont tell me for my own good. Keep me in the dark until its too late. Made me confused when things happened all at once as a kid and looking back makes me godamn angry to this day. No one told me my Aunts cancer had returned, no one thought to tell me it was terminal and she was on a clock. No one in my family thought to tell me my Great Grandma was going down hill until all of a sudden she was in hospice. I absolutely wouldve carved out time to talk to her one last time, ask her questions about her experience as a Rosie the Riveter in WWII (which apparently no one else thought to do) and then boom she is dead before I know it. So frustrating. Just be honest with your kids and tell them stuff.
@@sergeantbigmacAgree. My Grandma died when I was about 6 or 7. I was staying with my Aunt when I overheard her on the phone talking about it and I was there while my parents and other family went to the funeral. I was so upset. Not only did they not tell me she died, I didn’t get the option of going to her funeral. I know I was young, but it hurt. Truth is always better.
Watching this because I miss seeing Jenny. And I’m reminded once again how incredible you are Kyle.
Does anyone know how Kyle and the kid's are doing now
“Can’t I die with you?” Winnie went directly to the heart of grieving. Amazing parenting for amazing children ❤
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Jen I have watched ur videos from day one no words can express the sorrow and love I have for u and ur family in my heart ur beautiful ur sweet u are loved by all and keep the love and prayers ur an amazing family we can all learn from this love each day laugh each day enjoy each day
Jenny, I know you want ideas....maybe you could make little time capsules for the kid's birthdays up to whatever age you choose...with letters, small gifts, or whatever you feel moved to give them.
@@pamsbirdinghat’s actually a great idea(although it’s sad at the same time). I think that is one of the only ways someone could feel the presence of a friend/family member/etc. who have passed away. It could kind of reassure them in a way that everything is fine and that person is still with them
When she said that, it instantly hit me right in the centre of my heart. 😢
I had to have The Talk with my boys (9 and 12 then) that their mom had 0% chance of living for 5 years, because of the cancer that had been found by accident during surgery. Probably the hardest, most gut-wrenching thing I’ve ever had to do. You want to protect them, and not cause them any pain. But you did exactly the right thing, and in exactly the right way! And, 30 years later, my wife is still with us! Doctors are smart, but they don’t know everything.
May God bless you and your family always. I'm happy that God had the last saying.❤
This is why it's probably better not to burden or traumatize the kids with that if it's not undeniable and immediately impending
I believe God has the final say
@@jriverar1436 God or whatever anyone believes in after this life has nothing to do with who lives or dies from cancer or any other illness. It suggests some people are more worthy and chosen to live, whereas others are allowed to die.
No. It does nor suggest that. It suggests that for everyone, there is an appointed time.
And is is beyond our limited, human understanding. But not to the Lord, for all things work out by His divine plan.
And His love is beyond our comprehension. This life is an instant, for ALL, then there is forever.
Re-watching just to see and hear Jenny. How can i miss someone i didnt even personally know. I believe in my soul Jenny is so proud of how you are doing with your babies Kyle. Prayers ❤
Me to hun❤
I just found their channel… I never watched them in real time. I wish I had known her when she was alive, she just seems like the purest soul 😢
When my friends husband got told he had months to live him his wife and their 3 children made a memory area in the garden. The children loved doing this and asked dad what he’d like and they all designed it together. When he passed they planted an apple tree and scattered his ashes. There’s 2 benches and fairy lights, it’s so pretty and somewhere for the children to go when they are feeling down.
I am so sorry and sad for you guys. I want you to know l am praying for you all. You are such strong and amazing people and it seems your children are as well. Ellis is right, there are miracles and l will continue to pray for one. God bless all of you! 😊❤🙏
That was such an awesome thing for them together
My son Will, passed when he was 12 years old in 2018. There was a story we read together called The Water Bug Story..by Dorothy Britt. It's such a great story about the transition from life. It's a children's story but it also brought me great comfort. He also left me a to do list of things he wanted me to do after he left, and he secretly made charms with his fingerprints on them and had them sent to me after his passing with the help of one of his hospitals. He was very thoughtful and kind. I do think those things help the ones that are left behind to have things to hold onto....I'm sorry that this is happening to your family its very hard to know that you have a set amout of time...anticipatory grief is very challenging and scary.... It's good to be honest with children they know and catch onto alot more than most ppl think. Terminal is such a silent but loud word....have as much fun as possible and make memories, have parties, laugh enjoy all the little moments together.
what a magical boy.
Your boy was a blessing. I think your ideas are wonderful. I'll probably have to borrow some ideas from your comment too. God bless you and your family.
Amen
My daughter died when she was 12 in 2021.
@Trekkifulshay I am really sorry about your loss. I lost my sister I'm 2017 kidney cancer she was 40 and my mom 2021 endometrial cancer she was 64 . I miss them everyday of my life
Retired school psychologist here. I’d recommend sharing your prognosis and the kids’ knowledge of it with their teachers and school counselors/psychologists this fall. A lot of times kids vent their big feelings about stressful family events when they are at school (and conversely vent school stressors at home). This will allow the teachers to be understanding and extra supportive. It will also have them keeping an eye out for particularly difficult moments/periods and sharing their observations with you. I think you’ve mentioned in the past that the kids are doing some therapy individually or as a family. I really feel this is essential.
Very good idea!!!! Very very useful information....
Excellent advice!
Another psychologist over here! I agree with everything you have recommended!!
You are amazing xx
Play therapist here. And yes yes yes!!
Rewatched this again today ( December 2023) and bawled like a baby. Miss you Jenny & always praying for your Kyle & sweet kids.
Me too 😢, feel so bad with Christmas here … my heart goes out to kyle , he’s really struggling . My love and prayers and hugs to Kyle , Winnie and Ellis . ❤️🎄🐞
Me too...April 1st happy Easter apple family
Oh God...
Can't imagine the pain she felt. And I am not talking about physical pain, Jenny seemed to have been courageous and not fearful of dying.
But the pain of knowing you won't see your kids grow up...
That must be really horrible and painful.
No child wants their mom to die. I was 36 when my mom died of lung cancer….and I felt just like Ellis and Winnie…and now it has been 38 1/2 years and I STILL miss my mother. I lost my oldest son almost 5 years ago…4 days before his 54th birthday…and I have needed my mother. SO much. You are both so loved and have helped so many people.
I am so sorry. My Mom passed, and I miss her every day.❤❤❤
I’m so sorry for your loss. My mom also passed 7 yrs ago. I’m 63, but still needed her as my best friend, my rock when I had to deal with complications from Lupus and was always there for me. My dad died 13 yrs ago and it brought our entire family to our knees and Mom was heartbroken until the day she died. She was actually relieved knowing she only had 6 mos to live as she just wanted to be with Dad. The grief and loss never goes away. Life goes on and now I’m a grandmother and my mom knew our oldest son and wife were expecting, but she knew she’d never get to meet her great grandchild.
I’m so sorry
I was 35 when I lost my mom, and it felt way too soon. That was 15 years ago and still at least 2-3 times a week I think "I need to call mom and tell her . . .". It was painful at first but now I'm so grateful for that impulse.
So sorry about your mom. My mom passed from lung cancer in 2014 and she was 55 and I 36. I miss her every day 😢❤❤❤
My Mom left me a book that answered all of the questions I never thought to ask. Her favorite color, food, songs, etc. There are some wonderful journals that ask questions like those that would be so great for your kiddos down the road. Help them to know you as adults. They will crave that.
I’m am so sorry you had to live this day, but you are doing it with grace, love, and absolute honesty. I guarantee you are changing lives daily too by helping complete strangers understand what’s really important. I will continue to pray for you and your family. God Bless.
I love this. ❤❤❤
I have one that my mom and I filled out together I cherish it! We never got to fully finish it but for as far as we got int it….I’m grateful for it. So I got one for me and my kiddos! I want to be sure that they have something like that to look back at…to always be able to remember things about their mama and the things I did growing up and the things we did together!
What a wonderful idea!
It is a legacy package. My friend did one for her girls. There are people that help put these together and think of things that you don't.
What a fabulous idea!
I feel awful for her thinking that she didnt have 6-9 months and that she only had 3 months left. R.I.P Jenny She died November 5th 2023
Aww💔
I think the cancer in the lung progressed quicker than the doctor's expected. They were more concerned by the brain cancer, but in the end, the cancer in the lungs was just an absolute beast. Hope she's resting well, and I thank her for all the sparkles I see on the daily.
@heatherbukowski2102 Kyle explained one day that her entire left lung was just one big tumor.
I read somewhere that once you get the diagnosis of LMD disease, the average life expectancy after that is about three months (with treatment). So, unfortunately, the "6-9 months" was wishful thinking of the doctor. I was crushed when Jenny died. Rest in Peace , sweet Jenny!
@@nadlerskidno 6 months is the usual time they give. Plus she wasn't able for a long time to get any treatment for the lung cancer. So it spread and took over her lung.
Awe Jenny, only got 3 1/2 months. I’m so sad you’re gone. But Kyle is doing an amazing job! ❤️
You guys are amazing!
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This is the saddest video I’ve ever watched. I don’t want you to die & leave those precious kids. I’m praying for a miracle! And Kyle, you are the best support anyone could ever have. Love you all! ❤
I’m with Ellis and I’m praying for a miracle. Two of my children predeceased me and I’m praying to them for a miracle. Six to nine months is not carved in stone. Just keep doing what you’re doing and know that so many of us love you all! 🩷🩷🩷🩷
Miracles still happen.
Yeah sure does if it's the Lord's will ❤ 🙏
Praying 🙏
I’ve read of one case of LMD being cured with methotrexate. Praying for a miracle too. It is absolutely possible.
Rest easy now, we will remember you
This whole video is heartbreaking, but when you said that your son said "we need to start practicing tying my shoes, cause I want to learn from you, before you die" OMG my hearttttttt😢tears poured out. I pray for a miracle and you make it through this, or at least have MUCH MUCH MUCH longer to live. 🌹
Tears won't stop as I'm watching. You are so amazing and inspiring. My sweet son passed away from brain cancer, and 2 of my nephews lost their battle with lung cancer...all in 2021. My husband was diagnosed with stage 4 metastatic prostate cancer 5 months ago and was told that he will have to be on chemo and Lupron for the rest of his life. Only my faith and trust in God holds me together; and knowing that we will all be reunited for eternity, and our lives here on earth are but a breath in comparison. I love your beautiful family so much.
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OMG me too, I keep trying to stop my tears but they just keep rolling down my
cheeks.😢😢😢, So sad,,I'm miracle
Intravenous Vitamin C, IVERMECTIN, FENBENDAZOLE, fasting. Do you think your husband would be fit enough to do these? Chemo is seriously hard on the body. As is radiation. Radiation killed my dad. All my aunts and uncles went very quickly after diagnosis. Please research.
What an amazng family you are! I wish you many good days ahead to enjoy each other to the fullest. ❤ Your family will remain in my heart forever. ❤️
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For Jenny to say "I'm so sorry for anyone else to go through this" says alot about her character. I am not giving up praying for you guys and for a miracle. #prayforjenny
They are a beautiful family xx
She is an such amazing strong young lady. To say I hate this for her is an understatement 😢😢
I have ALOT of serious medical issues which make treating my cancer with a guaranteed life saving surgery impossible. My heart is shot so no anesthesia for me. Ive had intense radiation. Didnt work. Theyre trying something else. Im just going to just keep getting up every day I open my eyes. I no longer keep track of the months. Im just living. Ill pray for your family. Keep living. Dont "bury" yourself before youre really gone. Take care. 💖
@@queenbee3647hun.. I don’t think you meant to comment this as a reply to this comment?
Prayers for you all and a Miracle God Bless
Today is the day I listened to Kyle tell all of us that you passed away Jenny. Rip beautiful. I love your outlook on life and your ability to move forward as appropriate. Your family was so blessed with your presence in your life. RIP JENNY
I am sobbing here, re-watching this, knowing she is gone. We've all grown to absolutely love Jenny, Kyle and those two children. I can barely type this. What wonderful, thoughtful parents. I will go cry myself to sleep now....blessings be to all, life is so short....xoxo
Everytime Ellis ties his shoes, he'll think of his mommy the rest of his life. ❤️ 🙏
My thoughts exactly!
You built a community of followers who are emotionally invested in your family. That will not change when you have gone to sleep. If kyle keeps this going we will be right beside him and the kids. All of us will be the extended family who cheer the kids on through all of their milestones. We will be a friend to Kyle. We will encourge him, support him and be an ear when he needs to talk or vent or cry. We will not leave your beautiful family. We will support them as we have strived to support you Jenny. We will be here for as long as needed. We love you and we love your family.
Amen! So well said, and I completely agree! They are my family, that’s how I see it. I have never cried so many tears (especially since I usually don’t cry easily) or grown so emotionally attached to people I technically “don’t know” via UA-cam videos. People talk a lot these days about para-social relationships, but this feels so different. I genuinely love and care about this family like they were my own.
It’s difficult to describe, but it feels like there is a spiritual element to it. Like God has gathered this community together to help support this family through it all, knowing this community would be greatly needed. He knew what this journey would entail, and wanted this incredible family surrounded by as much love, faith, support and prayers as possible. I’d say that was a success.
I’m certainly not going anywhere. I will forever remain part of this community. While I do hope Kyle continues making videos, I understand if he doesn’t. That said, my support and prayers for their family will never go away, even if Kyle doesn’t continue with the videos. I’m here to stay, and will support in ANY way that is needed at ANY time. We all will. 💕🙏🏻✝️🌻
What a lovely thing to write
I was thinking of you talking about the miscarriage. Then I remembered reading, (can't remember where) about all that have lost their baby will be reunited and you will love and nurture that baby throughout eternity. I feel calm in knowing you will be mothering in heaven.
Amen! Thank you for saying what I couldn't.
Praying daily for a miracle -I am so sorry…
I just wanted to hear Jenny’s voice again and see her beautiful face 😭😭😭😭
My ❤ goes out to you both . I will pray for complete healing. Jesus says to lay your burdens on him and come to him . He loves you .
@@janeeuclide2542she did pass about 5 months ago in November. Please still pray for Kyle and the kids. I will also. ❤
Just re-watched this - your beautiful kids are growing up beautifully, dear Jenny........
I've never cared about someone so much that I've never even met. I feel like I've known you forever. You're a beautiful soul Jenny. You are in my prayers.
@user-di7jh1is1j oh my goodness how could you even write that comment and then go ahead and push the button to send it.
This beautiful lady is dieing she doesn't get another 2 or 3 yrs she gets a stinking 9mths and that's only me taking the longest time given.
Please say sorry to them please 😢😢😢😢
@@denisejeffery3602that’s a troll account that leaves nothing but negative comments….
I’ll never in a million years understand how someone can text out a comment like that and actually press SEND and not feel badly….
My only thought is that someone like that is so lonely, and so hurt, that’s all they can do…. Is hurt people in return…..
It’s best to not even give them any of your energy…. Just pray for their souls…
I’ll never understand trolls… very sad.
Sending love to you Denise, from Oregon…
❤️💕~Trina~
I’m so sorry to hear that you had to tell the kids. I’m still praying for a miracle.
Amen
Amen ☁️🎺👼💒🙏🌹✨
Me too......me too! I know miracles do happen because I've seen them.
Amen
Amen 🙏
Was watching Jenny’s memorial today So tragic such a young beautiful woman so full of life & joy was taken so soon. God bless Kyle & the children RIP Jenny
I go to this free sleep away camp called camp kesem. im thirteen and my mom has cancer. camp kesem is a place for children from the ages of 6-17 whos parents are affected by cancer. i think that would be an amazing place for your kids. it has helped me feel whole again. they have chapters all over the country. sending you love and prayers.
You are an amazing person. To be so thoughtful to offer advice and share your experiences to those who are in need is touching. Sorry you are having to deal with so much at a young age. I can tell your mom has raised a great kid. I'm wishing you and your family all the best.
My sister had lung cancer and was told she had 3 months to live. She lived 2 years. Only God knows the time for all of us.
Jenny, my prayers are with you. Kyle, you are so strong. Keep that strength going even though your heart is breaking.
When your children watch these videos, they'll be so grateful that you were such wise parents. My heart breaks for you. You'll be remembered with love, Jenny.
I can’t stop crying. I am brokenhearted at the news. What an absolutely beautiful soul. ❤
The video about her passing popped up on my timeline and it was the first introduction to this family. I don’t know why I’m so determined but I’m going to watch every episode all the way to the beginning. I care about complete strangers.
I care about complete strangers, too.
When she said 6-9 months to live; I felt that 😭
Me too!!
Me too, I just found this channel. I’m going to watch all her & Kyles videos. I’m so sorry 😢 💔 life’s so unfair! 🙏 🕯️ such young children, dang..
Are we all truly strangers in the grand design? ❤
don’t give up, it’s not over yet. love you guys
I was given 6-9 months ,two years ago,,
Granted I was given a new therapy at 3 months .
I am praying for you beautiful people ,that a similar thing happens for you.
I watched their wedding video last night, so beautiful. Kyles vows were so touching. They said they were best friends first. Such a beautiful love story with such a heartbreaking ending. Rest Jenny , no more fear or pain .
It's 3/16/2024, and I am rewatching all these videos. You all comfort me, and I am grateful for you and your beautiful family. ❤Jenny❤
Winnie is so bright. When she told you she didn't want you to die in that video, and then she reached for you, I was so amazed by her, because she's so little. At 3, an age many kids don't understand what death is, she seems to know. She's wise beyond her years. Perhaps the higher power made it so, so with her sensitivity she never forgets her sweet memories with you. Your son is amazing, as well. He's so compassionate and kind. I saw him put his hand on you as you hugged Winnie. He's just so thoughtful. They have so much love for you, so much love to give the world. The love you have given them will impact this world for decades to come. Thank you for letting us in your world. The love we see is so moving and impactful.
She's so wise, my heart breaks when they told that she has noticed mummy is getting worse, things a 3 year old shouldn't have to worry about, she's just a baby. This shows too that it's important to tell and be honest because even very small children notice and worry, like how would it be if they pretended mum is getting better when she sees it's not true.
@@teijaflink2226. I 💚wish 💚people 🩷would 💚tell us 💚what type 🩷of cancer they have where it is how long it took to metastasized to another organ if it is small cell, or non-small cell, and how long did it take them or their loved one to die because people like me was just diagnosed three months ago it would really help us because UA-cam doesn’t tell us anything. Thank you.
@@godschild3640Jenny was diagnosed in 2021, about 2 years ago, with non smoking small cell lung cancer.
@@kenzierocks1240 Can 🥶you please 🥶tell 🥶me if Carcinoma is small or large cell cancer … can you please tell me if I have cancer in the bone marrow and in the lymph node I’m reading my pet scan I have stage four lung cancer . I was just diagnosed it says. MARROW ,physiologic activity demonstrated. … then it says, metabolically, active bilateral pulmonary nodules as described above. Metabolically, active left. Hilar lymph node. .. this is my third month of knowing that I had cancer. This is my last test. Could you please please tell me the truth I’m not gonna get mad. I love you and I pray that you don’t have cancer I pray for whatever is happening with Jenny and thank you very much. I’m now following her and I cry because they’re the best people I’ve ever seen. I pray for your family too if you could just please answer so that I can not cry in front of the doctor so I’ll be prepared so I can get my children ready. Also, I would greatly really really appreciate it if you could answer my question thank you.
I’m really praying for supernatural healing. My aunt was given two weeks to live, she never received chemo or radiation, but she’s still here three years later. You two are so strong… I’m praying for you both and the kids!
My husband's grandmother was given a week to live and sent home on hospice care. She had cancer. She's still here 6 years later and no cancer. God heals in the name of Jesus if it's His will. I recommend seeking the lord Jesus and follow him. Find a church that preaches the truth and get prayed on for healing. Faith is what moves God. Doubt doesn't. Please seek him.
I am a Christian too, but I find supernatrual healing a tough issue... what happens for one will not always happen for another :(
Praying for healing.
I’m so sorry 🙏🏼😢
@@megansland8920 While it is true that not everyone is healed, there are actual cases of God choosing to do so. We do not know the ultimate outcome or what God may choose to do, but we are praying daily for Jenny to receive a miracle. God is able, and that is what we're praying for. Why not pray for that? Supernatural healing in Jesus's name does happen! I am a 23 year cancer survivor...Stage 4 Non-Hodgkins Lymphoma.
Never give up, Jenny! Commit your life fully and completely to Jesus Christ, and no matter the result, you are a winner! But God can do anything!
I miss your voice Jenny, I watch every video that pops up, the ones I never watched and the ones I watched already, the silly ones and the fun ones and the sad ones, the cancer ones and the healthy ones, doesn’t matter I watch them all. I hope you’re happy and peaceful up there with Leo
I do the same thing. She is a friend I never met and yet I miss her voice and just the way she was able to share this most uncomfortable, horrible part of life with grace and beauty of heart.
@@JN-qj1ol Stay strong love 💕 here for you
RIP Jenny, this is so sad to watch, prayers Kyle, their kids, and their other family and friends
My heart is breaking for you all. I’ve recently been diagnosed with cancer & have the fear of leaving this life early. I’m a mum to 3 young boys. It’s every parents worst nightmare to go before their children. What brings me comfort is to know that they have a wonderful father & that everything we have built around us will go on. Sending love ❤️
I’ll add you to my prayers & ask for complete healing. The path before you must be filled with a lot of uncertainty. I myself and I’m sure others would love to share information to possibly help - things others have done to cure themselves. But it will be deleted as usual. I’ve tried to share it with Kyle & Jenny - but YT deletes it within mins of posting. One is a man who cured the exact same cancer she has and is alive today after given just months to live. He can be found if searched for.
Don’t be afraid to step out of your box to at least learn what others have done to help themselves when the medical profession has given up. Some have used ‘repurposed’ medicine while detoxing at the same time. Even just posting their name is flagged & deleted.
I do know absolutely without doubt, where I’ll go when I take my last breath. And it will be far greater than anything I experienced here on earth. Have you heard of NDE’s? My father had it happen to him when a 70ft house trailer fell on him. He physically died under that trailer, but his soul/spirit was sent back. His story is amazing. He went to heaven. Only the Lord knows why he was returned. I’ve read hundreds of stories about this and it’s given me great peace about it all. I believe that if we get past our fears of death, we can begin to see more clearly. But I do know if you first put EVERYTHING in the hands of Jesus, all else will come easier. ❤
lung cancer? :(
I just prayed for you.
Actually the worst nightmare is when kids die before parents. Not the other way round
“The scientists discovered, through trial and error, a product in their canine product line, fenbendazole, that was batting 1.000 in killing these different cancers in the mice. The scientist was later diagnosed with stage 4 brain cancer and was given a grim prognosis of only three months to live. She decided to try the fenbendazole, and after six weeks, showed a clean scan.
Joe Tippens had been initially diagnosed with small cell lung cancer. The cancer later spread to his neck, right lung, stomach, liver, bladder, pancreas and tail bone. Like the scientist from Merk Animal Hospital, Joe was told he only had three months to live. In 2017, after hearing the story of the scientist who treated her cancer with a canine drug, Joe decided he was going to do the same.”
Let’s see if this stays up. Please check out this info ❤
You're not dying Jenny. You are living, living each moment to the fullest. Life is hard, so hard but with acceptance comes peace. It does not mean you give up, you are just not a person who gives up. Neither of you are going to give up. You just have to stay alive for the next treatment. You are a miracle. None of us knows what the future holds.
You will be in my prayers tonight, tomorrow and always. You are one amazing family.
😢❤😢❤😢❤
So true. Let's face it. We all start dying the moment we are born. Living in our modern world has become so easy, relatively speaking, that we forget how fragile life is. We're naive or delusional to think that old age is guaranteed. It's not. Nor should it be. Some people live short lives, others live long lives. And let it be said that a long life is not always a blessing. So we play the hands we are dealt and make the best of what life throws at us. I can speak with some experience regarding young children and a mother's cancer. My mom died at age 36 of a metastasized leg tumor that was undiagnosed in 1960, and eventually, cancer spread throughout her body. I was 5 years old at the time, and my sister was 4. I honestly don't have any actual memories of her, so I doubt your very young children will retain many, if any, first-hand memories of you. Of course, the rest of your family can keep you alive in their hearts by retelling family stories, sharing pictures, etc. It's nice that we live in a video age so your voice and mannerisms have been recorded for posterity. The parenting mantle will pass from you to Kyle, and life will go on.
This comment is great. Thankyou.
@@dianeturner9503Truly we are born to die.
@@dianeturner9503 That's your personal experience. I was 5 when my father died of lung cancer, and I have many wonderful memories of him. The videos that I have help a lot as well. Their original GoFundMe info from March 2022 says Ellis is 6 and Winnie is 2, meaning that Ellis may be 7 already, or will soon be, and Jenny mentioned in this video that Winnie is 3. But she even says Winnie is 4 when she's talking about Leo, the baby they lost, so I'm not sure. But honestly, you have no idea how much they'll remember, and saying to a dying mother that her children probably won't remember her is a pretty harsh thing to say.
Yvonne hope you see this, death is not the worst thing he'll is people don't turn the life over to Jesus Christ with a short time we all have left they're going to miss Heaven. The word of God says so God cannot look on sin Jesus died on the cross to save us all I know I'm not Catholic I was nothing before Jesus save me maybe someone's told you the gospel I don't know but like I said I was singing in a bar country music but that was after my daddy died he was from West Virginia and he taught me to play guitar and sing he died when I was 19 about myocardial infarction he was only 45 years old I hope he's in heaven I know his mother is because I let her to Christ which it was 83 years old that's what people have to make sure they know what they were to die today would they be in heaven. To believe the gospel means to repent Jesus took your place on the cross he was a scapegoat for you how many would die on the cross it's awful painful isn't it? What the Son of God did it for God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son that whosoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life. I hope you I hope you turn today Yvonne to Jesus and each one of us can have a hope that death cant touch.
I hadn’t followed this family until I saw kyles video today randomly pop up in my suggested videos. Strange thing is, I have no idea why, seeing as this isn’t remotely close to the videos I commonly watch. However, I truly believe the universe works in mysterious ways. After watching the video Kyle uploaded of your passing, (and yes, I know she won’t ever read this comment but I’m still addressing it to her,) I was motivated to watch more of your videos because I thought, ‘this woman must be incredibly special seeing how genuinely heartbroken and emotional but strong her husband is when speaking about her.’ So I did, and through those videos, this one especially, all within just these last couple hours, I realized I finally have the strength to leave a toxic marriage that isn’t serving my children and I because witnessing this love, the love for your kids, and the absolute heartache one would feel knowing their time was limited with their children made me realize life really is too short to be anything but happy, present, and the best possible mother and human without the stress of any toxicity blocking that happiness. Thank you, even in your afterlife, you just helped a complete stranger wake up to what truly matters most in this world.
Wishing you the very best.....I hope you and your kids are OK ❤
@@user-ri9sz6jl9i thank you so much, I appreciate that you took the time to leave a kind comment. Thank you. 😌
@@Scarybritishstories thank you 🙏
Stay safe and smart. Wishing the best future. Life is too short to enable and you are worth more ❤🙏
Just wanted to say I hope you're alright....... take care sweetie 😘
I miss you and you were so strong and courageous throughout your whole Journey. Your channel has influenced so many and I am so thankful you took us through EVERYTHING even at your worst. You will forever be missed! 🙏🏼✝️🙏🏼✝️
My heart started racing seeing this. I’m still in disbelief from your last video, and am just so sad and heartbroken. You’re both so very brave and strong, and are handling this with such grace. Sending prayers, love and hugs. My father-in-law beat lung cancer and my mother colon cancer stage 3, so I’m staying positive, and will only think positive thoughts. We love you both, and will keep your babies close to our hearts🙏🏻❤🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻❤️
I'm a realist and believe in science. I ALSO BELIEVE IN GOD AND KNOW HE CAN HEAL ANYONE. HE CAN MOVE MOUNTAINS!!! KEEP TALKING TO YOUR HEAVENLY FATHER. HE KNOWS YOU. HE LOVES YOU❤
I had to get spinal taps every other day for several months. And trust me, lay still. Spinal headaches are very painful. God bless you all, prayers
Your bravery and kindness/compassion as parents is wonderful…to tenderly tell your children the hardest news of their lives must have been devastating. My prayers for their hearts, and for you both as you travel this journey. 💙🩵💚
You're such great parents and I can't imagine how hard it was for you both. You're babies are gifts from God and he will always be with them. I'm praying hard for you and your family and friends. I know he does make miracles happen. God Bless you Jenny, Kyle, Ellis and Winnie ❤🙏❤️
Jenny and Kyle, also please tell your kids that there is always hope. And miracles do happen. We will pray for that and for a new treatment to make that happen.
Can you feel the love from all of us?! If we could take this away from you we surely would. Continued prayers for you all.❤️🙏
I'm so sorry. This is so brutal. I pray for your family. I can't even imagine how hard and torturous what your'e going through is.
This came on right after a Kyle live so I watched again. I still don’t know how you had the strength to retell this day without falling apart. Jenny you are such a special soul. I pray that you are soaking up Gods goodness in heaven!
YOU'RE ALL LOVED, CARED ABOUT & PRAYED FOR BY SO MANY OF US.🙏🏻
When my husband passed away my little girl was only 3 1/2 and once we’d had him cremated we scattered his ashes at his favourite beach. My little girl took my hand as tears ran down my cheeks and looked and me and said, ‘don’t be sad mummy, remember this was only his body’❣️Children that deal with loss are wise beyond their years. Love and hugs to you and especially Winnie and Ellis ❤❤❤❤
lost my dad at age 3 and my mom when i was 17, both to cancer. it sucked so much to be an orphan at that age. it's important anyone gets the right support after or even before a close person's passing, therapy and all. we all want kids to be kids, but not everyone can afford such a luxury. i had to grow up really fast, which lead me to not really connect with my peers, but i'm still very responsible (and some may say uptight) for my age. I regret not being involved with my mom's chemo and trying to talk to her more about what she's feeling, because i didn't want to make her think about it and get sad. Family members didn't tell me much. They didn't tell me her last surgery didn't go well. They didn't tell me she was ACTUALLY dying. Every day after i came back home from school i asked them how mom was doing in the hospital, they told me she was better. she wasn't. There's no use "protecting" someone younger from the gravity of the situation. so what if my grades got worse? who cares? they were already affected by the stress of watching my mother wither away for years. I would have visited my mom more in the hospital, maybe i would have even seen her die, something that would have helped me heal.
I'll stop rambling now. Fight until you can't anymore. It'll be alright. People will be alright. Support is important
Sending Love and Prayers for you from Germany.❤️🙏🕊️
I relate to this so much 🩷 thanks for sharing!
I just don't know how Jenny coped with all the treatment . It seemed really painful at times. She seemed to gain an inner strength she was so very brave . Her husband also seemed to a strength to be able to deal with all of this terrible situation. Each time she visited the hospital for treatment and spoke about it i thought how cruel this terrible disease is . At least she gas no pain now.
Kids can feel the vibes. They know more than you think.
100% true.
Guys, I don’t even know what to say. I can’t believe it, really. Jenny, you were supposed to be the one who survived. It wasn’t supposed to end this way. I’m still going to pray for a miracle for you. Please don’t stop fighting. ❤
I'm thinking the same thing. I feel so sorry for you both. I don't mean to sound depressing. Just that my heart is breaking for you both, and for your children. I'm not sure what to say about it. Everyone keeps telling you two to stay strong. Anything I say, won't really make any kind of difference. Hold onto the good memories and treasure them. Hold those memories close to your heart. You may not have long left, but you have each other. 🌷
I’m praying for a miracle for you both. In faith and Jesus name.
@@catherinegrace2366sometimes miracles don’t happen.
@@nancyfarkas3592clearly that is implied. No need for the lack of positivity. Keep hope in your heart
@@nancyfarkas3592loopp0llun
Cancer is so cruel and so is time. Time doesn’t care that you are hurting, it just keeps going. It doesn’t care that u need more of it, that u need it to at least slow down…time just keeps going. Praying that your family has more and more time with you. You all deserve it!!❤💔❤️🩹
You're comment is so accurate and heartbreaking 😭
May she rest in power and her family find all the love and support they need to make it through such a difficult time
I also have stage 4 lung cancer. Your videos popped up and I sometimes watched them, but other times couldn't. It hit too hard to home. My children are grown with families of their own. My kids can process this, but you made me aware that I need to sit down with the grandchildren and have "the talk." I've been fortunate to still be alive for 2.5 years, but the brain has 2 new growths and I know my time is limited. Thank you so much for giving me some guidance in talking to my precious grandbabies.
Sending you many prayers 🙏🙏🙏🙏
Prayers for you & your family ❤️🙏
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Pal sending love and light your way🙏🙏🙏
Sending Prayers 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 please get more opinions- alternative
My best friend had a rare cancer only children get when in her 30's.
The Dr told her to get her affairs in order. Forty years later she is still here. There are miracles for sure.
I am praying for you and your family..
Hugs and prayers.
Amen.
Amen ❤🙏🌹🌼🌺
I just stumbled onto this... wow, that was hard to watch. I was sobbing and I've never seen you before. Ican't imagine how hard that was and how much strength it took to have that conversation with your kids.
I'm praying for you 4, that you get your miracle. 💔
😢 Same here
@@jillr759Finally someone with common sense
I don’t get why this needs to be out on the net some things should be kept private
@@jillr759 Wow... Who tells their kids they're dying? How about someone who's actually dying? As if a 3 year old wouldn't notice their mom is gone. Are you out of your mind? What should they have done in your high and mighty ignorant opinion?
This is absolutely heart breaking. As a mother, I applaud her strength through this. Kyle, absolutely amazing the strength you carry. Such a beautiful soul taken far to soon. I’m so sorry
Jenny and Kyle, you are selflessly and generously helping millions of others who will be in your position in the future. The stark honesty shown from both your perspectives is invaluable. Thank you. Sending love and prayers to you and the children.
Agreed, completely. She will always have a living legacy of destigmatizing the topic of death. It really should be talked about more, in an honest way that allows everyone to feel and process and grow. I'm in awe at her and Kyle's brave leadership, for not just their family, but for all of us when it comes to dealing with the painful aspects of living (and dying).
Jenny is also going through grief for all what cancer has stolen from her. Very painful for her and her family.Big hugs.
I’m rewatching these videos cuz I miss jenny
Oh Jenny - WHY do such great people die of cancer? I lost my fiance on Christmas, and my dear sister-in-law (expecting her 2nd grandson in November) to pancreatic cancer in May. I am gratified and gifted to be loved so much, many people don't get that. But I am so, so sad to see you both go through this. Thank you for all you've shared. Sending wishes for an easy time of it.
I live about an hour from you. It’s crazy but all I want to do is drive down there, wave a magic wand and fix this. I’ve been through cancer twice so I get the sick feeling of fear. You guys are loved by many.
As difficult as it was and as much as you never would have wanted to have this conversation, you have given your beautiful children a gift. As a bereavement counselor I have tried to help families see that these difficult conversations give children time to process what is happening. We often forget that we (adults) are processing the entire time from the moment of diagnosis. When children are kept in the dark, usually to “protect “ them, that time to process and prepare is taken from them. You are doing a wonderful job. In the meantime, I am also praying for a miracle!
Thanks for your professional insight as my instincts are to not tell the children, to not let them feel that pain till it was absolutely necessary.….as a Mother I cannot imagine this. My heart breaks for this incredible young family.❤
I agree
Oh, my heart goes out to both of you and your beautiful children. How brave you all are.. prayers for you.
You are right. I have met people who lost a parent as a child and never getting the TRUTH wrapped up in love and understanding from any adult was a scar that was very tough. These wise parents are truly putting the children’s tender hearts first not focusing on how hard it is for them…
Totally agree. When I was 7 and my uncle had a sudden brain aneurysm and was in a coma, I remember wanting my parents to be straight with me because they were dancing around the subject but I was old enough to understand. He passed away after a couple of days.
I can't imagine what it's like to live with the disease and think that you have a maximum of 6 months to live, while also having small children. I'm so sorry 😞 the world is so damn unfair.
🖤Rip beautiful 🖤
She died on the 5th of november 2023
❤️🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
Thank you for being so brave and I’m so sorry that you have to look at your babies and tell him that you won’t be with them much longer. God bless you and your family.
Przecież ona nie żyje !
you have more courage than i can possibly imagine
I would be a total mess
The legacy you are leaving them is one of bravery, honesty, and such incredible love. What an amazing gift.
could not agree more and will help a lot of mother's and father's an experience of love and waiting for a loss.....just not right.....I don't understand life simetimes
Not everybody has the chance to say to their loved ones how much they love them before passing, or fixing unfinished business, or realising about the beautiful life they were able to enjoy. Thank you for sharing your process so realistically, so we all can reflect on what being alive is and not take anything for granted
This makes it all more important to tell and show your loved ones how much you love them every day. ❤️🙏🕊️
I really wish the kids had been older when this happened. It’s so sad to lose your mother this young 😢
I lost my mother when I was pretty young, though not as young as your children. I just wanted to tell you both what an amazing gift these videos will be for them in the future. There is nothing better you could leave for them, I promise.
ABSOLITELY. A huge treasure. Invaluable.
That’s true!
Jenny, THOUSANDS out there are praying for you and thinking of you daily! Thank you for the impact you’ve made, and you’ve affected so many people going through the same thing! You are an Angel! ❤
My first husband died from cancer He was age 52 in 2011 my Thoughts and prayers to you. Both and your kids.✝️🛐 then my baby girl age 18 died in 2015 😭😭😭❤️🙏❤️🦋
I saw an old clip of her saying she learned she had cancer in march 2021. I didn’t realize it was so short a time. I thought she had cancer a few years longer. I didn’t realize she had so short a time. So sad
I have a sticky note on my computer monitor at work that says;
PRAY for JENNY APPLE!
So, many times a day, I take your name to Jesus' ear Jenny. I won't stop either. Sending you, Kyle and the children much love fromLouisiana.❤️
I lost my gf of 14 years on April 14. She was only 39. I remember the day the doctors told she only had 3 months to live. As much as it devastated me, it hurt even more watching her say it. Just remember as long as you have air in ur lungs there’s hope. I’d suggest putting your trust in God.
I'm so deeply sorry
Its weird but they don’t mention God it’s sad 😢
Sorry for your loss 😞
I had a pastor when I lived in California his name is Ed and he got diagnosed with leukemia and the church kept praying for him and he was healed
This type of stuff wrecks me. As a mom to two young kids I can’t fathom this.
I am so devastated for your loss, Kyle. Jenny is so clear-eyed in the face of this news. I pray that your family is covered in peace and that your children are surrounded by their mothers spirit forever.
Honey, you're still alive so live each day to the fullest. Make memories for Kyle and the kids to hold on to. God has a time for all of us. No one is promised tomorrow. Just make each day count. My heart goes out to you all. My prayers also. I have followed you all on this journey and watched the courage you have all shown. Everything I just wrote is from the heart but it really doesn't mean much coming from someone not in your position. Love to you all.
Beautifully said…💖
You two are so strong and really positive. My mom was a hospice nurse. The little ones could benefit from a child psychologist to talk to. I’m so attached to the two of you. Love you all!!
@@humansponge. Please tell us what type of cancer you have how long did it take to metastasize? Is it a small cell or non-small cell and all the things that you’re going through for people like me that just found out we love you we hope the Jesus Christ comes before all of us dies, and I will pray for you.
@@godschild3640PLEASE STOP DRILLING PEOPLE!!! NOT YOUR CONCERN!!
@@humansponge And it’s worrying that Winnie asked if she could die with her. Poor little angels
I'm so sad it took her in 3 months time! 😢
She gave it all she had and then some. Her body just couldn't take anymore.
It is so unfair. Jenny only got to live a little over 3 months from this time. My heart breaks for you Kyle and especially for your awesome children.
What happened to the 8 months that was promised?
they can never promise anything on that subject @@eddiew2325
@adamramos7333 eh it was 4 months ago
Know this- Those kids are going to grow up to be extraordinary people. You and Kyle are the gold standard ❤️
You two have changed me. Never before have I been so steadfast in asking "How can I be better?" And then actually trying to follow through. I love you. I continue to pray for you all.
You don't love them. You've never met them
@@chazlon5061As a Christian, having been saved by asking Jesus to become Lord of your life, you very much can love someone without "knowing them." Jesus loved me so much that he died on the cross so that I could spend eternity with him!! He did the same for you. All you have to do is accept his free gift. God Bless You ✝️❤🙏🏻
Amen!
@@chazlon5061 I find your message quite sad and untrue. It must be horrible to live like you do.
What a beautiful person Jenny is. My first time watching any video of yours. But I can see you have a kind and beautiful soul. This world needs a lot more people like you. I'm sorry for what you're going through.
Life is so unbelievably unfair. May sweet and extraordinary Jenny rest peacefully❤️🕊️what an absolute incredible women
I've been a silent watcher for more than a year. Thank you for being such open, loving people. Your children are in good hands. And thank you for allowing me (us) the privilege of praying for all of you. It is an honor to be able to lift you up in prayer, to ask God to keep you in his hands, and to ask that his angels surround you and your family, giving you comfort and His everlasting love.
Amen. I feel the same way, it is such an honor and privilege to lift Kyle, Jenny, Ellis and Winnie our the Lord in prayer. I stand in agreement with you and all who are fervently praying for this precious family.
Amen!
Heartbreaking.
So very heartbreaking.
Amen
My tears are flowing 😢I don’t know how you both are getting through this. I’ll never understand why bad things happen to such good people. Like I said before this makes me mad. You guys are such wonderful parents and your babies are blessed to have you. Jenny, they will always have you in their hearts 💕 I can’t imagine how you can even smile. You both are so strong,I admire you both. I feel so ashamed of myself for all of my faults , failures and shortcomings. You both have encouraged me to be a better person and to show kindness to others. Thank you for letting me follow your journey. I’ll pray day and night for you and your beautiful loving family! I’ve loved your babies from day one ❤
I am very sed and I think that you are strong and very strong 😢I prey for you and all of you ❤
I think the hardest question in life is why hard and painful times happen to good people. Or why some people go through one hard time and storm after another, and others seem to go through life with nothing bad. There’s no real answer for those questions. Though it is possible to find the joy and comfort during those hard times. The imperfect world is full of hurt of all kinds. Just know that you are never alone.
my mom died when i was 8 almost 9 years old, she was diagnosed with cancer before i was adopted at birth... Neither her or my dad ever talked to me about her diagnosis, although she was always sick around me, she had a machine at home for medication and everything, I was just kind of left out of the loop, and this resulted in a LOT of anger issues for me as a kid because I knew something was up but it was brushed off all the time, and I know it probably wouldn't have been easy knowing what was going on but if i did instead of just being ignored, it would have at least given me an answer. I don't know how it would have affected me honestly, but the way it was handled definitely wasn't good for me at all and I still wonder WHY. So I just wanted to say that it's so important to tell your kids what's going on. Kids DEFINITELY know something is up... kids are smarter than a lot of us adults give them credit for.
I'm so sorry. You are so right.
RIP Genny …My heart is broken 💔