Bad Start To New Treatment ( Amivantamab ) Targeted Therapy for Stage 4 Lung Cancer

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  • @MegaCj65
    @MegaCj65 Рік тому +172

    Jenny and Kyle, I reached out to K&J Trucking after watching your video. They will be praying for you at their company prayer session. You have an army behind you as you continue to battle this awful disease. Much love to you and your family!

  • @teresayoung8578
    @teresayoung8578 Рік тому +14

    Ashley is the best sister she is such a blessing

  • @precioushopeatchison
    @precioushopeatchison Рік тому +14

    So good to watch these videos after Jenny has left us. Remembering is a wonderful gift of love.

  • @et1016
    @et1016 Рік тому +201

    Kyle looks very worried. I hope he’s continuing with his therapy. God bless.

    • @juanitawhite7486
      @juanitawhite7486 Рік тому +39

      Yes I agree. You could see the worry in his eyes and I know he’s exhausted as so is Jenny. He has the look of desperation in his eyes for his wife. Praying for a complete healing in her body and strength for Kyle. 💜🥰

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  Рік тому +62

      I know 😔 I see it him today too. He still see his therapist.

    • @suzyq4982
      @suzyq4982 Рік тому +11

      I actually thought he also looked upset - aw lovely man stay strong x

    • @lunita.1111
      @lunita.1111 Рік тому +19

      I actually think he is just looking at Jenny with absolute love and appreciation of the beautiful being and soul she is. His heart must be breaking ++ xxxxxx

    • @sherribrawn3757
      @sherribrawn3757 Рік тому +5

      I thought so too....😢

  • @marycarroll-uf4jj
    @marycarroll-uf4jj Рік тому +106

    I am worried about Kyle. He looks so sad and scared. Glad her sister was with her for this stressful day. Jenny is my hero. She is so brave and always tries to be positive. God bless these two. Such an amazing couple. Why do they have to be going through this??

    • @kenzierocks1240
      @kenzierocks1240 Рік тому +3

      Mary Carroll…you beg a question that so many ask. It’s encouraging to know that we all, no matter our sufferings, have an appropriate answer. One of hope, to be fulfilled by God’s promises. But firstly, it behooves us to know that God does not pick and choose or show partiality to selected individuals that he, in some way, deems more necessary to suffer over that of others. He is the ALL LOVING and almighty Sovereign of the universe. Psalm 135:7 tells us that God is Sovereign over ALL things. God is the creator of all living things. When he created the earth, it was for the purpose of mankind to enjoy, inhabit, and live forever upon, in peace and harmony. If we begin at Genesis 1:1, it says: In the beginning God created the heavens AND the earth. It tells us he created the light, darkness, the waters/seas. He called the dry land Earth. He created the seasons, sea creatures, flying creatures, domestic animals, creeping animals, and wild animals. Verse 27 says: And God went on to create man in his image, in God’s image he created him; male and female he created them Verse 28: Further, God blessed them, and God said to them “Be fruitful and become many, fill the earth and subdue it.”
      When we say the Lord’s Prayer at Matthew 6:9-13 we ask for your kingdom come, your will be done, on EARTH as it is in heaven. It’s import to note that the theme of the Bible, from Genesis to Revelation, is God’s kingdom (government)
      All of this can be beyond our comprehension but Revelation 11:18 assures us that God will bring to ruin those ruining the earth. He has PROMISED that he is going to restore this earth back to his original purpose, from what Adam’s and Eve’s blatant disregard/disobedience lost for all mankind, a global paradise, and give all of His faithful servants the opportunity to live in PERFECTION, FOREVER, upon this restored earth, 23:19 says: God is not a mere man who tells lies, nor a son of man who changes his mind. When he says something, will he not do it? When he speaks, will he not carry it out? Hebrews 6:18 backs this scripture up and tells us that it is impossible for God to lie.
      With those things said, it takes us back to the beginning, our original parent’s, Adam and Eve. They disobeyed God, resulting in sin and the loss of perfection. So, we all inherit sin and imperfection. We will continue to until God restores our imperfect conditions. It took a perfect man, Jesus, God’s son, to die, as a ransom sacrifice, on behalf of all mankind, in order to buy back what perfect man, Adam, lost. Luke 19:10 says: For the Son of man (Jesus) came to seek and to save what was lost. It’s because of what Adam lost, that we continue to endure various trials and tribulations. None of us are exempt from this, as Ecclesiastes 9:11 tells us: Time and unforeseen occurrences befalls all mankind, which leads to, why?
      The Bible clearly teaches us that God does not cause us to suffer. For example, the Bible says that when we go thru trials, it would be a mistake to say “I am being tried by God” Why? Because James 1:13 says: With evil things, God cannot be tried, nor does he himself try anyone” - In other words, God never causes the trials we face or the suffering that follows. To do so would be wicked. Job 34:12 tells us that God does not act wickedly.
      If God does not cause us to suffer then who or what does? Sadly, humans are often victimized by other imperfect humans. Ecclesiastes 8:9 says: All of this I have seen , and I applied my heart to every work that has been done under the sun, during the time that man has dominated man to his injury. We see this happening in the world on a daily basis and getting worse, each day. But God is only going to allow this but for so long. He’s not going to let his human race die out. Revelation 7:9 speaks of a great crowd that no man is able to number that will enter into his promised new world/restored earth. Additionally, we will, no doubt, at some point, face unexpected calamities, such as sickness and much more. Many “unexpected events” can happen simply because of being in the wrong place at the wrong time. Which takes you back to Ecclesiastes 9:11 at the very beginning of this comment where, again, it says that time and unforeseen occurrences befalls all mankind. None of us are excluded from this or specifically chosen by God to suffer, while others might not.
      The Bible teaches us that ultimately the “ruler of this world,” Satan the Devil , is responsible for human suffering. John 5:19 says: We know that we originate with God, but the whole world is lying in the power of the wicked one. So, it is Satan-not God-who causes people to suffer. Additionally, God helps us to bear our suffering.
      Some think that God is indifferent to our trials. For example, one writer cites what he calls God’s “apparent lack of mercy or pity in reaction to our suffering.” This writer argues that if God exists, he must view humans with “pitiless indifference.” Many have found comfort in the truth alone-the thought that God is aware of everything we suffer, even the trials that others may not be aware of or fully understand. Proverbs 14:10 says: The heart knows it’s own bitterness and no outsider can share in its joy. Psalm 31:7 says: I will rejoice greatly in your (God’s) loyal love, for you have seen my affliction; you are aware of my deep distress.
      God is not only aware of our human suffering but deeply affected by it and, although God is vastly superior to humans, he feels empathy for those who suffer-as if his pain were in his heart! Indeed, God is very compassionate and merciful.
      According to the Bible, God will bring an end to the suffering of every human on the planet. By means of his heavenly kingdom, He will drastically change the human condition-for the better, as mentioned above. Regarding that time, the Bible promises at Revelation 21:3,4: Look! The tent of God is with mankind, and he will reside with them, and they will be his people. And God himself will be with them Verse.4: And he will wipe out every tear from their eyes, and death will be no more, neither will mourning nor outcry nor pain be anymore. The former things have passed away.
      What about those who have already fallen asleep in death? We have such a wonderful hope. Something to greatly look forward to. God will bring them back so that they too can enjoy life here on earth without suffering. Will anyone be plagued by painful memories of past suffering? No, for Jehovah promises at at Isaiah 65:17: For look! I am creating new heavens and a new earth; and the former things will not be called to mind, nor will they come up into the heart.
      Psalm 37:10,11 says: Just a little while longer, and the wicked will be no more. You will look at where they were, and they will not be there. Verse 11: But the meek will possess the earth, and they will find exquisite delight in the abundance of peace.
      Psalm 72:7 says: In his days the righteous will flourish and peace will abound until the moon is no more.
      Referencing that peace will abound until the moon is no more, meaning the moon is forever.
      We are living in very tumultuous times. 2 Timothy 3:1 says: But know this, critical times hard to deal with will be here (I encourage you to look this scripture up in your personal Bible and read verses 2-5 as it describes the times we’re living in)
      Luke 21: 10, 11 says: Nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom (governments) Verse 11: There will be great earthquakes, and in one place after another food shortages and pestilences Verse 18, 19 says: But not even a hair on your heads will perish. By your endurance you will preserve your lives.
      1 Corinthians 10:13 says: But God is faithful, and he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear.
      Jesus is the greatest man, the greatest teacher to ever live and walk this earth. Again, he died on our behalf. He understands our earthly sufferings. He tells us at Matthew 11:28-30 where he compassionately tells us: Come to me, all you who are toiling and loaded down, and I will refresh you Verse 29: Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am mild tempered and lowly in heart, and you will find refreshment for yourselves Verse 30: For my yoke is kindly, and my load is light.
      Matthew 6:34 says: Never be anxious about the next day, for the next day will have it’s own anxieties. Each day has enough of it’s own troubles.
      It sums up what we all endure daily, on some level; hence the advice, no matter what each of us is facing on a daily basis. Our troubles are our troubles, no matter what they might be. Personally, I think it’s the best advice/admonition that Jesus ever gave and, thru difficult times, we will do well to TRY practicing it.

    • @debrahalbert6578
      @debrahalbert6578 Рік тому +2

      ❤❤❤😥😥 God Bless them both. So strong & loving ❤️ ❤❤

    • @ninaappelt9001
      @ninaappelt9001 8 місяців тому +2

      It's okay for Kyle to be scared and sad. Who wouldn't be?

  • @cvlink1218
    @cvlink1218 7 місяців тому +4

    What a cancer warrior Jenny was. I am fighting cancer too and I truly feel God's plan was for Jenny to teach us to realize how important we are and how to be a cancer warrior. RIP Jenny!

  • @shellybuttrum8869
    @shellybuttrum8869 Рік тому +68

    This is the first time ive ever seen kyle look sad and scared. It almost looks like hes been crying. He loves jenny so much. I necer met them but adore this couple And pray things work out 🙏

    • @LucilleVerreault-is6ko
      @LucilleVerreault-is6ko Рік тому +1

      God bless you Jenny ,you got a wonderful husband and I hope you gonna true with that. And I pray foryou .❤❤❤

    • @ElkeLange-s2o
      @ElkeLange-s2o 10 місяців тому +1

      Auf deutsch uebersetzen

  • @crimenexdor
    @crimenexdor Рік тому +6

    Prayers to to you Jenny, I know your with the lord now. May you rest in the arms of his angels we miss you. ❤❤❤❤

  • @ramonakent356
    @ramonakent356 Рік тому +189

    I love you so much Jenny keep on fighting! My mama died at the age of 53 with breast cancer because the doctors in those days back in the 70s diagnosed her with bursitis. She had so much cancer in her body when they did the operation, and when they finally found it, they said they pulled the original mast out. The rest of it was so long it came from inside her fingertips like an octopus. She suffered so much and died at the age of 53. With the technology that they have today, I believe you will survive this. Always fight for yourself with the doctors and if you think they are not doing enough or they’re missing some thing you have to fight for yourself don’t forget.

    • @psrwhite
      @psrwhite Рік тому +24

      I am so sorry for the loss of your mom. I had breast cancer in 2006. I still get the brush off from doctors regarding my concerns and worry about recurrence. They will say "oh you are 5 years out, ( now they say 10 years out)! It is so frustrating. Be diligent about your own health as the chance of getting cancer is high since your mom had it. Sending hugs and love.❤❤

    • @sandrahunt4436
      @sandrahunt4436 Рік тому +12

      I’m so sorry Ramona.

    • @heatherme7535
      @heatherme7535 Рік тому +10

      I'm sorry Ramona I can relate because my mom died of breast cancer too at 54. Sending love ur way.

    • @karenclement4518
      @karenclement4518 Рік тому +12

      Jenny, don't be discouraged, I have echos done every 3 months, and even have my port where yours is. When they give you that med pk. With benadryl and steroids, I start to doze during infusion. But my doctor says, there are so many meds, so I hold on to that. hang in there sister.....

    • @louern123
      @louern123 Рік тому +3

      💔💔💔

  • @barbarakirsch2538
    @barbarakirsch2538 Рік тому +101

    Jenny. I am a licensed psychiatric nurse practitioner. Do whatever you have to do to take care of your mental health- whatever that means. The mind and body are connected as one. You will have a better outcome from your treatment!! We are in your corner. Sending healing energy throughout the universe to you! 🙏🙏💕

    • @LP-hs6yz
      @LP-hs6yz Рік тому +1

      Me too. Hello, Barbara!

    • @kibeast
      @kibeast Рік тому +1

      Mind and body, especially your gut. Get your gut health in prime condition it can help your mental health and really boost your immune system! Start with eating organic whole foods that contain prebiotics and probiotics! Then probably eliminate a lot of the foods you currently eat lol. Food is medicine!

    • @cerorchid
      @cerorchid Рік тому +3

      ​@@kibeast She is vegan. What should she cut out??

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  Рік тому +9

      I think it’s so important too. I’m actively trying so hard 💗 thank you

    • @Bombabingbong66
      @Bombabingbong66 Рік тому +1

      ​@@cerorchid Sugar n Carbs.

  • @angelajones-4872
    @angelajones-4872 Рік тому +64

    Signs everywhere!! I love it!! Keep being positive and know that God has a plan! Love and prayers always!!

  • @toryisawesomeable
    @toryisawesomeable Рік тому +39

    Thank you for sharing your journey with us, Jenny. Cancer is such a terrible thing. Currently, my mom has "terminal" brain cancer at age 56, my mother in law has breast cancer, and my cousin has stage 3 colorectal cancer. I went from never having had first hand experience with cancer to all of that in the span of a year. Watching your journey has been helpful for me to know we're not alone. You're so strong and doing great. All the love

  • @Lesleymehnert
    @Lesleymehnert Рік тому +45

    Kyle’s heartbroken and trying his hardest not to show it.. don’t give up, this is only the beginning. There will be more trials Jen. X

  • @CarolWRN
    @CarolWRN Рік тому +73

    I listened to Whitney Houston “The Greatest Love of all” just for you, Jenny. I’m an RN who used to work in oncology. You are a very strong person. Keep positive!! You’re doing great!! 🙏❤️

    • @AnnKing-j8v
      @AnnKing-j8v Рік тому +4

      Hi Jenny and Kyle.what a beautiful couple you are.and amazing children Winnie and Ellis.keep strong dear Jenny.❤

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  Рік тому +4

      Thank you 💗

    • @monarchkind69
      @monarchkind69 Рік тому +2

      My God you are a beautiful Family im tearing ❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @rebeccam6128
    @rebeccam6128 Рік тому +45

    You and Kyle have touched so many lives out here. We love you and are in your corner. Sending prayers your way! I recently finished a series of chemo and radiation treatments. I am humbled by how helpless I felt and how my family was there for me. My baby sister drove me 2 hours each way, 5 days a week for 5 weeks to get radiation. I got to see her in a new light as she reached out to me. I feel really bonded. My husband and kids have been amazing too.
    Know that you are surrounded supporters and love! ❤

  • @JillyBean1968
    @JillyBean1968 8 місяців тому +2

    Here I am….re watching your channel. Miss you so much Angel…you fought the good fight!!❤

  • @sharondurivage401
    @sharondurivage401 Рік тому +40

    Love that you had a Sister Day!! Nothing like the love between sisters. So sorry you had a rough treatment day, Jen! I am praying for you.

  • @swilson5346
    @swilson5346 Рік тому +1

    I read your sister’s sweater and teared up a little 😢. How sweet 😊

  • @CoffeeisLife2
    @CoffeeisLife2 Рік тому +49

    I also believe in signs, Jenny. I believe there are no coincidences, only divine intervention. As you said, you need to stay positive and believe things will get better. You got this, Jenny! ❤💪🏻

    • @ryanblanchard2508
      @ryanblanchard2508 Рік тому +1

      Unfortunately she didn’t make it

    • @ninaappelt9001
      @ninaappelt9001 8 місяців тому

      Sadly, there were no miracle cures for Jenny. RIP, sweet lady.

  • @glendamock2041
    @glendamock2041 Рік тому +10

    My husband and I pray for you every morning. We pray for your complete recovery and peace of mind.

  • @janeschmidt9611
    @janeschmidt9611 Рік тому +68

    Thank you to Ashley for taking such good care of your sister and to Jenny’s doctors and nurses who are helping Jenny become cancer free! 🥰🦋

    • @Sedgies
      @Sedgies Рік тому +12

      Yes. You’ve been such a good sister. Thanks from all of us.

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  Рік тому +7

      They were all so great 💗

  • @milleka3504
    @milleka3504 Рік тому +69

    You don’t know me but I felt compelled to leave you a message today. Stay strong Jenny. You have got this. A half treatment is better than none. I’ll keep you in my prayers and support from here in the U.K. the best I can. God has a plan for us all. Look to him for your strength when you need it most. he won’t fail you. God bless you and your fab family. Heaart❤

    • @zhaviyah84
      @zhaviyah84 Рік тому +3

      So kind of god to give her cancer hey 👏🏽🙄

    • @diligent_seeker
      @diligent_seeker Рік тому +15

      @@zhaviyah84 That's silly; God did not give her cancer. We live in a fallen, sin cursed world in which there is suffering.

    • @SharonWard-dx1sv
      @SharonWard-dx1sv Рік тому +2

      ​@@diligent_seeker Amen ☁️🎺👼💒🙏🌹✨

    • @Lunachic0711
      @Lunachic0711 Рік тому +3

      @Zhaviyah the enemy makes us sick but God heals us.if we never went through any bad things,how could we grow personally and spiritually?

    • @jacquelinemcgrath3168
      @jacquelinemcgrath3168 Рік тому +3

      Sending love and hugs to you Jenny ❤❤🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

  • @MadamePopova
    @MadamePopova Рік тому +28

    Crying along with you, Jenny. You are right in saying that we have to trust the plan. You got this, Jenny.

  • @breathlessinbedvlogs
    @breathlessinbedvlogs 9 місяців тому +1

    I miss your vlogs Jenny. One day I randomly found your videos while trying to better understand my MIL's diagnosis of pancreatic cancer. She passed away very suddenly this summer. Exactly one month later, I stopped being able to swallow solid food. Turns out I've lost motility in my esophagus and we're still trying to determine why but these last 7 months of being "the unwell mom" have been so scary. I think that's why I related to your vlogs so much. They also have helped me process my MIL's passing. Thank you for that. I literally went back and listened to every video while cleaning houses until I'd heard them all.
    I'm truly sorry for everything you and your family went through and are still going through today. Rest peacefully brave Jenny ♥️

  • @jazzhamster4168
    @jazzhamster4168 Рік тому +38

    Please imagine you see Jenny healthy and happy she won the battle, imagine it as hard as possible! Love you guys! x

  • @rosemarygonyaw9673
    @rosemarygonyaw9673 Рік тому +40

    I find myself praying for you and Kyle and the kids often throughout the week. I feel led to keep you in my prayers. You are so strong and I believe God is using this journey of yours for his glory. You keep fighting the good fight. Focus on Jesus!

    • @zhaviyah84
      @zhaviyah84 Рік тому

      You Christian’s are nuts. Lead to prey. Why not do something actually helpful. Fkn ridiculous

  • @Unashamed832
    @Unashamed832 Рік тому +8

    You are so brave. Proverbs 3:5,6 Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not to your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him and He will direct your path. God loves you. Thank you for sharing your precious family. You guys are such a blessing. ❤

  • @pattyraley9492
    @pattyraley9492 11 місяців тому +2

    Watching this video makes me Sad , really sad for Ashley. Losing her Sister and best friend. Ashley You were and Amazing sister to Jenny … 😇❤️

  • @joancahill4446
    @joancahill4446 Рік тому +34

    Jenny as a nurse as a mother as someone who has many family members who had cancer , i am sure i speak for everyone , i wanted to jump into the Tv and give you , kyle , family a big hug , we all just absolutely love you all , i have a routine , when you are going for test , treatment , i sit back and i concentrate , on my prayers and i remove courage and healing from my body to yours , i know you can do this , as you have a circle of love ❤️ around you all ( love from Melbourne Australia 🇦🇺 xx

  • @judycowling14
    @judycowling14 Рік тому +1

    It's not weird Jenny,..Kyle worries me a little,not his usual self,know he has support but just knowwe are praying for you all in New Zealand ❤

  • @song4mozart
    @song4mozart 11 місяців тому +4

    There were so many signs throughout Jenny's journey. If nothing else, I hope and pray her journey has brought others closer to God and our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. 🙏🏼

  • @swilson5346
    @swilson5346 Рік тому +1

    God bless you all 🙏🏾💕

  • @StudioLifeWithMel
    @StudioLifeWithMel Рік тому +5

    I'm sorry you had a rough day. I am keeping you and your family in my prayers. The love between you and Kyle is so sweet and refreshing to see. It is rare nowadays. Flower is so precious.💖

  • @shannonf.5350
    @shannonf.5350 Рік тому +2

    I never comment but I wanted to tell you & Kyle what an inspiration you 2 are. Trusting in God, full heartedly on this terrible journey says so much about you. May God comfort both of you mentally and physically

  • @kkmhj
    @kkmhj Рік тому +24

    We all know what the key words are for your precious furbaby 😂 Jenny, you are a rockstar continuing to take each day as it comes -cancer is ugly but you take it with such grace. I tell you this a lot, but you have the BEST of families♥️you got this…😊

  • @xkiaradanielle
    @xkiaradanielle Рік тому +2

    I don’t know you Jenny, but I pray for you and your family often. You’re someone who I can feel the good energy and the positive soul through the screen. You have such a beautiful family, I hope you know you got a UA-cam society family on here that adores you and you continue to inspire! 🤍🤍🤍🤍

  • @cynthiacatherinehoward8615
    @cynthiacatherinehoward8615 Рік тому +4

    Hi Jenny, Flower has certainly stolen the show and won our hearts! My Yorkshire terrier Walter likes watching Flower on your videos. It’s wonderful that you have such a sweet smart sister to be there with you through your cancer treatments when Kyle isn’t able to go with you. Please remember your always close in my heart, thoughts, and prayers sweetheart. We Love ❤️ you!

  • @song4mozart
    @song4mozart Рік тому +2

    I love you, Jenny! And I love when you sarcastically giggle and laugh. Lol You are so cute!

  • @ktpoll8238
    @ktpoll8238 Рік тому +6

    Hang in there and keep fighting! You are so strong! Oh and
    My 3 dogs went crazy when you started talking about treats.

  • @carollisenbee4568
    @carollisenbee4568 Рік тому +1

    Love you all watching from Denver Colorado I'm a retired💝 nurse✨ and am praying for you all, God Bless you Kyle💔 and Jen, Ellis and Winnie❤❤❤❤🎉 ❤ love 🌹you so very✝️ sorry you're going through this tough time. ✨Jesus be with the Apple 🌹 family.... 🙏✝️

  • @gaylefw5072
    @gaylefw5072 Рік тому +55

    Your entire family is always in my prayers. You go through so much pain and sadness, Jenny. I am so overjoyed when I see that huge smile on your face and hear your laughter. You know it's ok to go from Chemo Cute to Chemo Comfort, right?! Through hard times there can be goodness and you always remind me of that. Sending love to my favorite family of four ❤❤❤❤

    • @sdd123
      @sdd123 Рік тому +4

      Sending prayers and lots of positive thoughts and energy your way. One day at a time. I get infusions and they want to switch and is normal for anyone to be anxious when switching a medication. I am scared to switch but need to get better. ❤❤❤

    • @donnaperales371
      @donnaperales371 Рік тому +4

      Pray Jesus 🙏 heals you totally 🙏🕊️ love you 💞

    • @Lockz5789
      @Lockz5789 Рік тому +2

      Love Flower

    • @Lockz5789
      @Lockz5789 Рік тому +3

      Prayers for you and your caring family you are so blessed

  • @MollyFitzBrown
    @MollyFitzBrown Рік тому

    I feel support from my “Angels” sometimes too, I totally understand ❤ keep up your fight and following your plan/path ✨

  • @laurievillotta7935
    @laurievillotta7935 Рік тому +7

    This video made me cry. The pictures of you during your infusion brought to my knee’s. Jenny you have been so brave and continue to fight so hard. We love you and continue to pray for you.

  • @sandrajones7896
    @sandrajones7896 Рік тому +1

    Flower is a great addition to your family. He loves you all so much and our animals give great comfort. Praying for your family.

  • @KarenMartin-d2j
    @KarenMartin-d2j Рік тому +8

    Kyle dont feel guilty, you totally deserve a wee day, yourmental health needs to just chill when it can, sending massive hugs to you guys.❤ 25:50

  • @donsheilaalways4875
    @donsheilaalways4875 Рік тому +4

    God is faithful to watch over his own. Love you and your family and pray for you daily. Love in Christ

  • @janewilding1345
    @janewilding1345 Рік тому +13

    How lovely to see your sister with you today Jenny, like you she’s very special ☺️. I also have a wonderful sister who is always in my corner like Ashley is for you 🥰. We’re blessed to have them in our lives.
    Sending love 💕, prayers 🙏 and hugs 🤗 from across the pond 🇬🇧 xx

  • @lindathompson9334
    @lindathompson9334 Рік тому +13

    Thanks for the update and sharing your thoughts. Kyles eyes sure got big when you said 80 percent had negative reaction to the treatment. I pray that the treatment gets better and does the trick to work on your cancer. I'm glad your family takes such great care of you.

  • @susanzelisko6845
    @susanzelisko6845 Рік тому +3

    Omg flower is so adorable. I love those expressions

  • @tracyspencer4845
    @tracyspencer4845 Рік тому +2

    Sending prayers for you at my local church, Joni and Friends, Calvary Chapel Chino Hills (Pastor Jack Hibbs), and many, many more!! I love you and your family even though we have never met! I will not stop praying for healing, comfort, peace, mercy, grace, joy and HOPE!! Never give up on HOPE...JESUS IS OUR ONLY HOPE!!! I Peter 5:7 "Casting ALL your care upon Him, for He cares for you." I have been through this with my husband...my tears are your tears I share with you...

  • @jodiemorgan8063
    @jodiemorgan8063 Рік тому +3

    Hi, I’m in a clinical trial for a medication as I have non-alcoholic cirrhosis and I honestly believe that all clinical trial nurses are secretly Disney prince and princesses. This is because they are the sweetest and kindest people on Earth. They go above and beyond to take care of you. I just adore each and every one of mine.
    Also your sister is gorgeous. Your so lucky to have such a beautiful family.
    Take care from Jodie in Melbourne Australia ❤️💐🐨

  • @RandiMarie_1983
    @RandiMarie_1983 Рік тому +10

    First, I'm so sorry you had a tough time. Second, the best thing you can do mentally is allow yourself to fall apart without feeling any guilt when needed. Say this sucks, cuss about it, holler about it, scream into a pillow, cry about it, literally anything that can take any extra simulations and anxieties out of those moments and just get it out, get it all out. Then keep going and don't feel the need to apologize or feel any less than, you got this and you got this strong girl 💪

  • @cindym3340
    @cindym3340 Рік тому +24

    Love seeing you and your sweet sister. Praying for your complete healing. You got this Jenny.💕🤗🙏🏻

  • @jankrygier1607
    @jankrygier1607 5 місяців тому

    What a testament of faith. I continue to be amazed by the legacy of this woman.

  • @1CuteRN
    @1CuteRN Рік тому +6

    Jenny, I’m telling you the light in your eyes is so bright and beautiful! I commented on it on your last video and it hasn’t dimmed a bit. It’s so wonderful to see the peace you’ve finally allowed yourself. Keep fighting! You’ve got this! ❤

  • @grammy621
    @grammy621 Рік тому +1

    Flower is beautiful like her loving family 🌸🐶

  • @elizabethgibbens
    @elizabethgibbens Рік тому +56

    Hi Jenny, I love how strong you were today even though the medicine gave you a reaction. I agree with you to trust the plan. Think positive,Jenny. God loves you as we do!🦋🐞🦋🐞🦋🕊

  • @juliebird723
    @juliebird723 Рік тому +2

    Stay strong, beautiful lady. Give Kyle a hug. He looks down. Keep on keeping on. ❤

  • @TheGaredbug
    @TheGaredbug Рік тому +9

    Just feel what you feel. Allow yourself to feel it. Its ok to complain . This is all about you, Jenny. I have you in my prayers. God's got this and so do you.

  • @unomex3x
    @unomex3x Рік тому +27

    I like that you are wearing your hair in the ponytails now jenny it's a playful cheerful way to cope with the in-between stage and it looks cute 😀 so glad your sister could spend the day with you she is a good support system and loves you so much and I know she is a comfort to you especially on a day like this when you don't quite know what to expect. Love from the ATL❤edit: also try not to think of it as one treatment option down when something doesn't work out try to tell yourself instead "I'm one step closer to where I really need to be now" I know it's hard, but try. 🤗

  • @willimina362
    @willimina362 Рік тому +17

    Thank you sooo much for sharing your journey and the real sides of fighting cancer. Whether it’s smiles or tears, we are here for you, too. Hugs to you and your lovely family. 💙

  • @jaelancaster5506
    @jaelancaster5506 Рік тому +1

    We see you Kyle and are sending you hugs and support.,You are the world’s Best cancer husband ❤❤❤❤

  • @helenmoniz1474
    @helenmoniz1474 Рік тому +16

    I just recently starting following you on your journey and you are a inspiration of strength. I went through breast cancer and the fear is overwhelming but the love we receive helps the soul try to cope .

    • @pamelahancock5679
      @pamelahancock5679 Рік тому

      Wow your 2d treatment

    • @zhaviyah84
      @zhaviyah84 Рік тому

      Not really. She has an incredible support system. In life you fight. What’s she meant to do ? K*ll herself ? It’s just survival of the fittest.

  • @lisasargent2841
    @lisasargent2841 Рік тому +3

    Everytime, you said TREATS (which was quite a few), Flowers cute eyes just got bigger and bigger, her little body stiffened up like a bird dog waiting to retrieve or receive something great. She loved your attention & kisses. You're a great human being, Kyle.

  • @Timsgal777
    @Timsgal777 Рік тому +21

    Praying for the absolute best for this trial, your eyes look especially sunshiney today. Much love to you and your whole family.

  • @yanniegrannie
    @yanniegrannie Рік тому +18

    You're so brave and I'm so happy someone was able to make you feel like you were truly seen. You so deserve that. Kyle is amazing to, I see his worry and his strength 🩷 love to you all

    • @francesmcwilliams1729
      @francesmcwilliams1729 Рік тому

      Kyle, you are strong but i see the intense hurt and love inside you. Jenny will forever love you and her beautiful children. Take one day at a time and put one foot in front of the other.
      Jenny you are so strong and it has been amazing to see you struggle on a daily basis and going and going. You and your family are all loved so much and take one day at a time. May God Richly Bless you all

  • @kathygillman5450
    @kathygillman5450 Рік тому +13

    Youvare so blessed to have such an amazing family! I cant imagine having all that family support. They always do EKG abd Echos before and after new treatnents or starting a new one. I always bring a fuzzy comforting blanket to relax me! Youve got this!!!

  • @annabizaro-doo-dah
    @annabizaro-doo-dah Рік тому +2

    Seeing the concern on Kyles face had me in tears😢 I hope more than the world it improves over time & succeed.

  • @marcialogsdon2586
    @marcialogsdon2586 Рік тому +17

    I've had you in my prayers Jeni, Kyle and the kiddos. God is with you my dear!Love you all !❤❤❤

  • @tracysanders6900
    @tracysanders6900 Рік тому +1

    God is in control.. Keep fighting you are so lucky to have so many supporting you♥️we all love you 🙏

  • @coleengoodell7523
    @coleengoodell7523 Рік тому +28

    Thank you for the update. Praying that this treatment gets easier and is THE one that gives you the victory over this battle. Along with the Lord of course. Your family is absolutely amazing! Love what your sister's shirt said.
    Hope you have a peaceful and pain free Memorial day weekend. May God be with you and yours always.
    🐞🙏

  • @NosyHausfrau
    @NosyHausfrau Рік тому +2

    Flower is the cutest thing ever! Great video. I'm not surprised you and your sister have such a wonderful relationship. You're both so kind. I am sorry you are struggling. Under the blanket was cute though. You are such a great couple.

  • @annecarrick8168
    @annecarrick8168 Рік тому +11

    Jenny you are a warrior, so lovely to see your sister with you. As ever hugs and prayers for you all.❤

  • @suzanneroche1243
    @suzanneroche1243 Рік тому +1

    Your illness is so sad and is the last thing a nice person like you deserves! Talk about bad timing! Being young, married, with kids who need you, I admire your strength! The only reason you’re going through this is because God is testing you to be one of his trusted helpers! I hope your efforts bring a permanent remission! ❤

  • @barrbuff
    @barrbuff Рік тому +3

    Great seeing more of your sister, more up close and personal. I have a younger sister (3 years) helping me through my cancer journey. Nothing like the bond of sisters IMO. Love.

  • @cdanilana
    @cdanilana 6 місяців тому

    Jenny is such a beautiful soul - from where she is, watching over all of you, family!

  • @kakiesigman6581
    @kakiesigman6581 Рік тому +21

    I get so much inspiration from you. I love how open you are and the support from Kyle. My cancer journey has just begun, 5 rounds of chemo, and to see what you have done gives me strength to accept that I can do this. God does have a plan for each of us and I don’t question. My faith keeps me grounded and positive. Sending prayers your way.

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  Рік тому +5

      I feel the same as you. I’m sorry you have to deal with cancer as well, sending you prayers 💗

    • @Woodsyintroverts
      @Woodsyintroverts Рік тому

      Hi Jenny…I’ve been following your journey for awhile now. You are so strong and your family is so wonderful. Kyle is a rock for sure. Your children are beautiful. You Jenny are so strong and such an inspiration for people also on this journey. I am a cancer survivor and I understand some of what you are experiencing. God does have a plan and you are right just trust that plan. No matter what happens all will be well. Your Angel was there with you holding you strong. Sending you and your family so much healing energy. 💜💐

    • @janarledge4428
      @janarledge4428 Рік тому +4

      Praying for you sweetie

    • @jacquitirone
      @jacquitirone Рік тому +3

      Prayers for you Katie🙏😇

  • @marcospacheco9689
    @marcospacheco9689 Рік тому +1

    Jenny Dont beat Yourself up Your a Freaking Warrior a fighter. Crying is ok let it out. Ive been watching a while Your in My Prayers. Love Natalie e

  • @anniebee854
    @anniebee854 Рік тому +3

    I'm so glad your team is so good to you! I am sure they adore you! It's good to hear the reaction is normal so let's all pray the next one goes great! Praying for you and Kyle daily!

  • @lizhaley803
    @lizhaley803 Рік тому +2

    Jenny, you are so brave and positive. Kyle you look exhausted.. you need to take care of yourself.

  • @barbc.3093
    @barbc.3093 Рік тому +10

    It's great to see you have your sister with you for support and especially ❤! I just lost my sister 2 weeks ago, very sudden and unexpectedly. God Bless you Jenny and will continue to pray for you, Kyle and the kids. Much love from Michigan 🤗❤

    • @cathythomas298
      @cathythomas298 Рік тому +3

      So sorry for your loss 🙏. Sisters are extremely important and special.

    • @GlassOdessey025
      @GlassOdessey025 Рік тому +3

      The sudden death of a loved one has to be tuff. I'm so sorry. I can't even imagine the pain you must feel. Just take it day by day and week by week. Keep all your memories of your sister close. I'm sure she's watching over you every step of the way. 🙏🙏

    • @susanfleming496
      @susanfleming496 Рік тому +2

      I'm so sorry for the loss of your sister. 💗

    • @avijitsow6647
      @avijitsow6647 18 днів тому

      I am so sorry for the loss your sister may she rest in peace❤❤🕊️

  • @FrancesJones-d5q
    @FrancesJones-d5q Рік тому +2

    God Bless you and your sister for going with you. Sorry you had a reaction to ur new treatment. We will pray for good vibes.❤❤

  • @ladonnamorse1019
    @ladonnamorse1019 Рік тому +8

    I love your videos. You are so honest. I am an Infusion nurse and it is so fascinating to hear you as a patient share your experience with cancer treatment.❤

    • @cerorchid
      @cerorchid Рік тому

      I, too, have worked as an infusion nurse. 😊

  • @StephanieGriffith19
    @StephanieGriffith19 Рік тому +2

    To watch your story … to see your vulnerability yet love and fight is … I don’t know the words to do your story justice. It’s LIFE AND BEAUTIFUL!! God bless you and keep fighting!!! Your family’s got you!!! ❤❤❤

  • @gigiknowsbest7391
    @gigiknowsbest7391 Рік тому +7

    I'm so comforted by the sounds and sightings of Flower. I love your updates and feel encouraged. ❤

  • @audreymills-koontz7245
    @audreymills-koontz7245 Рік тому +2

    You have such pretty eyes. They are the window to your soul. You can see how much love you have in your heart through your eyes.

  • @FSmith123
    @FSmith123 Рік тому +14

    Wishing you all the best. I think you are amazing, brave and such a lovely person. You handle everything with such grace. I’m pulling for you!

  • @nathalielandtmeters8041
    @nathalielandtmeters8041 Рік тому +2

    I live thousends of miles from you but I think about you very much. You are in all my prayers. I admire you and Kyle !

  • @virginiadavis2933
    @virginiadavis2933 Рік тому +7

    Jenny, you are such an inspiration, I am just so sorry you and your family are going through this. It was nice to meet your sister. Jenny you have a lot of people who loves you. Kyle love to you and Jenny is so fortunate to have you

  • @anitaspencer6650
    @anitaspencer6650 Рік тому

    God Bless this precious, precious couple...May God give them the strength they need 🙏

  • @2069Cal
    @2069Cal Рік тому +3

    Jenny you got this! The Greatest Love of All by our beloved Whitney Houston is one of my favorites from her. Keep singing girl! Hi to Kyle and the kiddos!!

  • @girlsbasketballharvey2312
    @girlsbasketballharvey2312 Рік тому +2

    If he dont look at me the way Kyle looks at Jenny, I DONT WANT IT!!

  • @marty3711
    @marty3711 Рік тому +3

    She is a great person. Loved. Praying for you always Jen❤❤🇯🇲🇯🇲🇯🇲🖤💚💛

  • @lindseyb9267
    @lindseyb9267 Рік тому +2

    You and your sister are adorable together! ❤❤

  • @creatingalifeworthliving2727
    @creatingalifeworthliving2727 Рік тому +7

    Love your sister’s jumper Jen! How sweet is she?! 🙂 I love to see the support you have around you. Stay positive xx

  • @nancychurvis8442
    @nancychurvis8442 Рік тому +2

    So glad you have your sister. I can see the love you two share. You are so lucky to have one another. My sisters have helped me get through some pretty terrible times. Much love to you and all my prayers.

  • @NEGAN_Jane
    @NEGAN_Jane Рік тому +7

    You are so strong, Jenny.❤
    Never stop fighting!
    Love from Larisa-Jane in Sydney Australia ❤

  • @paulabrown6840
    @paulabrown6840 Рік тому

    I also love that beautiful song!
    I played it over and over in my 30’s.
    I feel so thankful that I found your channel! You and your family are so precious!

  • @cindr78
    @cindr78 Рік тому +8

    You made me smile at the end with Flower!! Prayers for comfort and healing Jen!! 🕊️❤️🕯️

  • @pilarorozco2737
    @pilarorozco2737 Рік тому +1

    Praying for you everyday Jenny dearest…and your lovely family…and yes Kyle seems very worried but you are going to be ok!! Pili from Mexico 🙏🏻♥️🌹