How I'm Doing - NSCLC Stage 4 Lung Cancer EGFR Exon 20

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  • Опубліковано 6 сер 2024
  • Kyle’s Channel:
    / @kyleapple9702
    P.O. Box
    Jenny Appleford
    7211 Haven Ave, Unit E-407
    Rancho Cucamonga, CA 91701
    INSTAGRAM: jenny_appleford
    FACEBOOK: Our Brave Jenny
    For business inquiries: veganapplefords@gmail.com
    DIAGNOSIS:
    March 19th, 2021 Stage IIIA Non Small Cell Lung Cancer (Non-Smoking)
    February 2022 Stage IV Non Small Cell Lung Cancer (spreading to Brain, and other parts of lung and lymph nodes)
    Gene Mutation EGFR with Exon 20 Insertion
    TREATMENTS: Received or currently Receiving
    2021: 8 Rounds of Chemotherapy (Carboplatin and Paclitaxel) with 30 concurrent radiation treatments to chest and lung
    Failed Immunotherapy directly after Chemo and Radiation (Durvalumab, 1 round)
    2022: Chemotherapy
    10 rounds of Chemotherapy (Carboplatin, Alimta, and Avastin)
    6 with Carboplatin, 4 without
    Targeted Brain Radiation (Completed)
    CURRENT TREATMENT:
    I am on a clinical trial for my specific gene mutation
    Our GoFundMe Link:
    gofund.me/5edf81e5
    The purpose of my channel is to document my cancer journey to look back on, and/or help anyone else going through anything similar. It is also to potentially help loved ones supporting those who are in this fight as well. This is also an easy way to update a lot of people at once. My main goal is to have footage of this journey for my husband and children to look back on. I originally created this channel as a sort of video diary for my
    family.
    Thank you so much for following along on this journey. Your love and support help me so much.

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  • @Michelle-zz7no
    @Michelle-zz7no 9 місяців тому +132

    Knowing she passed away only 5 months after this tells me she was really suffering here and using ALL of her strength to continue to be as interactive with her family as she could be. What an amazing woman 🙏🏼❤️😭.

    • @scottrogoway7034
      @scottrogoway7034 8 місяців тому +22

      just to put yourself in her shoes, hurting so terribly, knowing that things were not going well and keeping a positive attitude and smiles for her family and viewers. She was amazing.

  • @janellestuckey8477
    @janellestuckey8477 8 місяців тому +53

    To know that Jenny passed away just 5 mo after this tells you just how nasty and aggressive her cancer was. She stayed so coherent right up until the very end which was such a gift.

    • @muffydragonslayer
      @muffydragonslayer 8 місяців тому +5

      Jenny will be in our hearts forever, she was so beautiful inside and out❤️

  • @stephenmaddox1823
    @stephenmaddox1823 Рік тому +65

    I am a 75 year old retired pastor. I pray for all of you every day. If God would grant me the ability to trade places with you I would do it in a second.

    • @wrennknits6048
      @wrennknits6048 Рік тому +11

      God bless you, I teared up at your genuine compassion and care

    • @bettyconnearney7943
      @bettyconnearney7943 Рік тому +6

      I was just thinking the same thing💔

    • @eyespy0070
      @eyespy0070 Рік тому +3

      I also was thinking that today.

    • @sapphire6769
      @sapphire6769 Рік тому +8

      Thats so beautiful ,may i ask that you pray for my dad also? He recently passed his suffering makes it so hard to make peace with. Blessings from Ireland 🇮🇪

  • @msab657
    @msab657 Рік тому +114

    I have a PhD in Nursing, and I can tell you, I’ve learned more about the human experience of cancer and chronic disease in the few hours that I’ve watched your videos than I did in 15 years of formal education and 30 years of practice as a Nurse Practitioner. I do feel you will do well and maybe in the future you will consider giving talks to nursing students and other professionals because we need to see what people experience when they leave our office. When we know better, we do better. Thank you.

    • @HelloILoveYou1971
      @HelloILoveYou1971 7 місяців тому +4

      As an oncology nurse, I agree with you 100%

  • @weedoozer
    @weedoozer Рік тому +642

    Miracles can happen. My form of cancer has a survival rate of

    • @Nan-59
      @Nan-59 Рік тому +27

      Remarkable! Miracles absolutely do happen!❤❤❤😊

    • @susanfleming496
      @susanfleming496 Рік тому +12

      So happy for you. 💗

    • @SJC49
      @SJC49 Рік тому +9

      Very happy for you. Obviously fighting the good fight!

    • @Serenitynow958
      @Serenitynow958 Рік тому +23

      My aunt was given “ 3 months to a year” and lived 9 great quality years and was so much older than Jenny! Never give up or accept the statistics!

    • @ingevonschneider5100
      @ingevonschneider5100 Рік тому +2

      Then you got the wrong diagnosis. Noone, noone with a terminal diagnosis will survive. You just can hope for new treatment.

  • @suomynonaanonymous
    @suomynonaanonymous 8 місяців тому +19

    It is so scary and sad how FAST things went the last 6 months. She looked like a completely different person the last 2 months compared to this. She was so strong.

  • @CataclysmDM
    @CataclysmDM 8 місяців тому +20

    I have mad respect for her and Kyle, and the kids too. She held it together so, so well for Kyle and the kids. Just... that's it, really. Respect.

  • @JillyBean1968
    @JillyBean1968 4 місяці тому +4

    Here I am, re watching your channel again….miss you Angel! You fought the fight ❤❤

  • @annheckenbach9396
    @annheckenbach9396 Рік тому +193

    My mother was very ill for all my childhood. It is only now, later in life, that I know how hard she fought, and how very much she loved my brother and me. No matter where it goes from here, they will remember your love, and they will understand your courage. I have never followed a site of this type, but I find myself worrying for you when I don't see you on line. I know I speak for all of us following you in this journey. You stay in our prayers, you and your family.

    • @BeverleyMiller_
      @BeverleyMiller_ Рік тому +7

      I honestly check to see if Jenny has felt up to reaching out...Kyle & her children are her literal strength! I raised my kids alone, but my struggles were no comparison. I feel her tears & understand the emotional roller coaster Jenny speaks of...my heart hurts with her when she takes her time outs in Whinnie's room to video. I pray that releasing her anxiety in those moments gives her the momentary respite she needs to provide reassurance for herself & her children. The same for Kyle, his work must provide an outlet & naturally income, though based on his devotion to his family he must count the seconds before he can return to his precious family. I've prayed for them everyday since 1st watching them. I feel God will continue to bless them in their journey through this painful illness to recovery. I feel a success story is one of a family member who fought a cancer for nearly 30 yrs! There was a nurse who posted of the existence of a multitude of optional trials available. Where there is breath there is hope< Know that your everyday beauty shines in so many ways Jenny💐 while trying to cover your debilitating symptoms. I loved watching you & Kyle Cook dinner together. Your relationship is unique, many never find the love you & Kyle share❤
      Remember each day that God hears your pleas👣
      My gift to you are ladybugs🐞🐞🐞🐞🐞 who colonize in my yard...everyday I wish upon them for your health to return🐞🐞🐞🐞🐞 sweet lady🍃🕊🍃😢

    • @sandragallo2283
      @sandragallo2283 Рік тому +1

      I also worry when she is absent from here. I always hope everything is going so good she wrapped up in normal life and not a hard day.

    • @andreavanbibber1170
      @andreavanbibber1170 Рік тому +2

      Agreed❤

    • @createwithlinda5181
      @createwithlinda5181 Рік тому +1

      I agree, i pray everyday for you Jenny and your lovely family!😘

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  Рік тому +10

      Thank you for sharing that. It helps me to hear from your perspective. I hope you’re doing well 💗

  • @lisapoore4156
    @lisapoore4156 8 місяців тому +10

    Rest in peace Jenny prayers for the family.🙏😇🙏😇🙏😇🙏😇🙏😇

  • @micheleoconnell8749
    @micheleoconnell8749 Рік тому +91

    I’m blown away by the patience and love they always show to their children and themselves. They are so special and I think of them all the time.

    • @zhaviyah84
      @zhaviyah84 Рік тому +2

      Well they wouldn’t film and document the moments they yell and argue would they? Lol

    • @micheleoconnell8749
      @micheleoconnell8749 Рік тому +9

      @@zhaviyah84 Does this look like a couple that does that. I’m shocked by your rude comment. Keep it to yourself please.

    • @Faji9r
      @Faji9r Рік тому

      What does it profit you to gain the world and lose your soul.

    • @JC-tp5lz
      @JC-tp5lz 7 місяців тому

      ​@@zhaviyah84 What a stupid and insensitive comment you've just made! Shame on you!

  • @LM-pk4uo
    @LM-pk4uo 9 місяців тому +8

    no more pain for Jenny.. no more pain ever ever again. you are not gone Jenny, please let us know if you can how it is there in heaven..

  • @crystaltorres5440
    @crystaltorres5440 Рік тому +55

    Not only is it extremely hard to fight your cancer battle but to have to put on a smile for your kid's when you don't feel good is so strong of you. I know you feel like you can't do it at time's but your doing it. You've got this!!! Your so amazing!!! ❤

  • @juliemartin199
    @juliemartin199 Рік тому +246

    God bless you Jenny!❤️ I found your channel a week ago and I have been praying for you constantly, since. My daughter is 28 and is fighting stage 4 metastatic colon cancer. It has spread to her lungs. You BOTH are such fighters!! Prayers & Love❤️💜❤️

    • @wrightjulie9042
      @wrightjulie9042 Рік тому +20

      God bless you and your daughter

    • @twodogsthreecats1724
      @twodogsthreecats1724 Рік тому +11

      Lots of love and hugs and the absolute best wishes for your daughter from an internet stranger, if you dont mind:)

    • @myahowlett6995
      @myahowlett6995 Рік тому +8

      Omg she do young to have this hope she doing ok xx

    • @penelopeprimrose90
      @penelopeprimrose90 Рік тому +2

      I am sorry your daughter is going through this. How long ago was she diagnosed? I know someone with colon cancer and a similar diagnosis. It has all happened so fast.

    • @libranpoet
      @libranpoet Рік тому +5

      Praying for you and your precious daughter!

  • @peacefulpoate5613
    @peacefulpoate5613 Рік тому +2

    Wrapping our arms around you in comforting hugs 😊

  • @pahbradley
    @pahbradley Рік тому +38

    You should never say you don’t know why you are emotional! You and your body is going through so much! If anyone ever makes negative comments about you and how you respond, feel or see things in your life, I say block them! You are living your life and your family’s lives so NEVER feel like you need to be sorry or explain. Prayers and love

  • @mayaluna11
    @mayaluna11 Рік тому +90

    You push through and create (with Kyle) a happy home for kids & pets. It's always impressive, but becomes a masterclass when you're unwell. Very specific prayers now: fluid begone & pain relief from the cath. You are loved Jenny ❤

  • @micheleostrie5411
    @micheleostrie5411 Рік тому +1

    You are the absolute perfect mama…and Kyle the perfect daddy…❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @lisarichard2463
    @lisarichard2463 7 місяців тому +3

    Jenny was such a beautiful Soul ❤

  • @teresawells9281
    @teresawells9281 Рік тому +56

    Prayers for comfort. Mentally and physically. And many more prayers for easy and effective treatment.

  • @theseagulls7035
    @theseagulls7035 Рік тому +93

    You’re unbelievably courageous. The way you are dealing with your cancer is inspirational. It’s obvious your beautiful family give you all the love and strength you need. I’m a cancer survivor of 27 years and I certainly didn’t deal with mine with the same grace as yourself.

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  Рік тому +15

      I have my not so graceful moments too. As you know, it’s hard. 💗

    • @christinedavis5813
      @christinedavis5813 Рік тому +2

      I so Agree with your Comment I am not Handling My Diagnosis Very well, Jenny and her Whole Family are inspirational I watch her and I try and be better at how I react because of her

  • @annedarcy3725
    @annedarcy3725 8 місяців тому +6

    I find myself looking at all of jenny kyle videos, jenny was so trying her best in this one, jenny is a beautiful mother and wife, i find myself looking at lost pennys since jennys passing, she sure was a inspirational woman, missing jenny ❤️

  • @mamaninacooks
    @mamaninacooks Рік тому +34

    I love how you steal away little moments away from your wonderful family and talk to us. It’s such an honor that you trust us with your hardest moments that you don’t want your kids to see. We are here for you, we love you, and we pray for you and your family everyday. 🙏🏻♥️🙏🏻♥️🙏🏻

  • @chrisbeaman8520
    @chrisbeaman8520 8 місяців тому +7

    I love looking back at these vlogs! Miss you jenny. Prayers for Kyle and family

  • @cindymcdonald3808
    @cindymcdonald3808 Рік тому +36

    It is 10:53 pm (MST) as I type for the first time this little message to this precious family❤I truly understand your journey as I walk with my son (dependent adult) who had stage 4 cancer in 2020 and having had to stay in the Cross Cancer Institute (Alberta, Canada) for 3 months. I took pictures everyday to document my son’s journey and how Cancer affects the whole family. I pray for you Jenny as you are precious to the Lord Jesus including your precious little family. We stand upon this bible verse “In my affliction I trusted in Your Word and it has given me Life.” (Psalm 119:50📖). Thank You Jenny in all your strength, times of tears and hope in your journey that you❤️😔selflessly share with us. I love you’s in Jesus Name✝️❤️

  • @pamelabrown9484
    @pamelabrown9484 Рік тому +2

    Tomorrow is not promised to any one of us...THIS IS LIFE...
    Live each day as if it is your last.
    Love everyone...desperately.
    Dreams do not end because one is ill.❤🙏

  • @sarahender7610
    @sarahender7610 Рік тому +4

    I had NSCLC/ Squamous cell stage 4 in 2014, beat that. Then in 2020, developed adenocarcinoma in right very upper lung. Had a wedge taken out and survived that. In 2024, it will be 10years since being diagnosed. You got this!!!!

    • @ukmary1968
      @ukmary1968 Рік тому +2

      Congratulations. I'm glad you're still here

  • @amandacallow1095
    @amandacallow1095 Рік тому +79

    These videos are such a gift for your children, to be able to see later in life. My grandmother passed from lung cancer, and I appreciate the notes from her home nurse, and her hand-written notes. Your love for your family is so evident.

  • @user-rx7yj2hb6o
    @user-rx7yj2hb6o Рік тому +8

    Jenny, thank you for showing the real side of cancer. You and your family are in my prayers. You are the sweetest family!

  • @donnabaardsen5372
    @donnabaardsen5372 Рік тому +93

    Jenny, I absolutely understand what it's like to be sick all the time. I was born with genetic EDS, and underneath that umbrella is: SLE, Scleroderma, Sjogren's, mild MS, RA, OA , Hashimotos Thyroiditis, a stroke at 25, heart attack at 44. And the list grows. I literally feel sick all of the time. So it's one day at a time regardless of what our challenges are, and leaving everything in God's hands. We do the best we can, as you are doing. You are doing amazingly well, and have a wonderful husband. We're rooting for you!!!!

    • @danakavanagh
      @danakavanagh Рік тому +6

      I have it too. No heart attack but an aortic aneurysm and CKD.

    • @donnabaardsen5372
      @donnabaardsen5372 Рік тому

      @@danakavanagh Not sure what you mean. My list is long, so what you're referring to isn't clear. Also, don't know what CKD is.

    • @joycevillano755
      @joycevillano755 Рік тому +5

      @@donnabaardsen5372 CKD is chronic kidney disease.

    • @reginaschell5349
      @reginaschell5349 Рік тому +1

      My prayers are ALWAYS with you Jenny. You are a warrior & such a beautiful, wonderful mother & wife. I hate you have to go thru this. God Bless 🥰

    • @Beelzebubby91
      @Beelzebubby91 Рік тому +1

      I have EDS too, the Hypermobile type. I’m only 21. Has it gotten worse or stayed the same as you got older? It’s something I’m worried about :/

  • @LindaRobertson-io3zt
    @LindaRobertson-io3zt 9 місяців тому +2

    This makes me so upset. Jenny, I will watch your videos forever. So not fair. Very very not fair. You are the sweetest. Love you.

  • @Devonbroyles
    @Devonbroyles 8 місяців тому +4

    I miss these videos so much I miss seeing Jenny’s beautiful face 💔 she held it together so gracefully for her family im so glad the kids have all these memories to look back on 😔💜

  • @judyragen3892
    @judyragen3892 Рік тому +3

    Dear Heavenly Father, I humble ask in the name of JESUS.....you have raised the dead and performed many miracles. I ask you to please use your mighty power to heal this wonderful person Jenny Apple . Her family needs her so . 😢🙏🕇 AMEN

  • @traceybradshaw6558
    @traceybradshaw6558 Рік тому +62

    Jenny you are a true inspiration to me as I was just diagnosed with kidney cancer. I have to tell you that I love the scene of your daughter picking out the birthday card with the Pug on it, as I have 9 of them. Four of my babies (pugs) love to watch tv with me. So when they saw the card they all became very excited and stood up in front of the tv and barked with their tails wagging as fast as they could ! Please know that you and the family are in my thoughts and prayers always ❤🙏

    • @SJC49
      @SJC49 Рік тому +7

      Prayers for you. Fight hard!

    • @patriciabarnhart1886
      @patriciabarnhart1886 Рік тому +3

      Tracy, do you live near a DuPont plant? They poisoned our water here in southeastern Ohio……my husband had a double kidney cancer wham.
      He was also a Marine, stationed at Camp LeJeune, a toxic dump site.
      One of my young coworkers has slayed Kidney Cancer👏👏👏

    • @lclark715
      @lclark715 Рік тому +1

      Prayers for you for your upcoming cancer treatment. We had two Pugs - they are the best!

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  Рік тому +4

      Oh my goodness that’s so cute about your dogs :) I’ll have to get a shot of our dog in another video for them. My pug watches tv sometimes and I think it’s the cutest. So far her favorite was Beverly Hills Chihuahua.

  • @krisjames4276
    @krisjames4276 Рік тому +1

    Sending you love and prayers Jenny. ❤❤❤🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🌹🌹🌹🌹

  • @tauntasmom
    @tauntasmom Рік тому +26

    Hi Jenny, I just recently found your channel, I have become so fond of the loving person full of grace that you are! You are a very special person who is worthy of being loved and supported and I thank you for so bravely sharing your journey! I can see and feel the struggle you face at times when making these videos, I hope and pray that being able to vent and share with so many of us who care and love you so much gives you some solace, because girl, you are so loved, and you deserve it, ALL of it!!!!
    We are here for you, praying and consistently supporting you every minute of every hour of every day! Love you SO, SO much!
    In addition, I would like to ask those of you who agree to join me in sending a message to Kyle,
    Kyle you are truly an example of how ALL men should love their wives, THANK YOU for loving Jenny the way she deserves to be loved, for giving her dignity she is worthy of, for the support, care and uplifting you selflessly and genuinely never waiver on THANK YOU, you deserve to be recognized for being a one in a million husband, and father, it shows all of us who pay attention that this world still does have good people in it....thank you again, we love you!

  • @mariaacuna4947
    @mariaacuna4947 Рік тому +68

    I’m in such admiration of your bravery and positivity in the face of such a scary situation. You and your family are always in my thoughts and I’m praying for effective options for you! Please let us know if there is anything more we can do for you!

  • @maryannlarson3041
    @maryannlarson3041 Рік тому +37

    Jenny, your an inspiration. I had 2 great years with my husband before cancer took him to heaven at 59 yrs old. We made the most of life, doing all those things on his bucket list. I love how you are giving your children memories. They will have those in their hearts forever.

    • @choochiefreddy
      @choochiefreddy Рік тому

      I don't really know her entire story as I do not follow really. You said she is giving her children memories that they will cherish... Jenny looks pretty good. Is she going to be okay overtime? I pray so🙏🙏

    • @louern123
      @louern123 Рік тому

      🙏🏻💔

    • @zhaviyah84
      @zhaviyah84 Рік тому

      @@choochiefreddy she has stage 4 cancer …. No she isn’t going to be ok. Are you dense ?

    • @annaarka3161
      @annaarka3161 Рік тому +1

      I don't think that dying is in their plans anytime soon,so please be careful how you express yourself..Noone knows how things will turn out and since there are still options for Jenny,these words shouldn't be said..

  • @sandykalmeyer9523
    @sandykalmeyer9523 Рік тому +80

    I’m not vegan, but that pasta with the cashew purée and veggies looked amazing. I may try that! I love seeing you film and post, Jenny. You and your loving family mean so much to all of us. I could be your grandma but just know that you help me in so many ways…truly you do. Love and hugs and many prayers from Oklahoma!

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  Рік тому +18

      You should try it, sooo good! Thank you for the support 💗

    • @tauntasmom
      @tauntasmom Рік тому +6

      @sandykalmeyer, what a kind and touching thing to say to Jenny, people like you restore the fact there are good people still in this world! Also, I too was left with the desire to make that cashew mac dish, it just looked so good, seeing her children approving it lol, made another check mark on the have to try list! The ingredients coming from Sprouts is another plus....#teamsprouts

  • @joyceweber4299
    @joyceweber4299 Рік тому +2

    YOU MY LADY ARE SO STRONG GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY

  • @bethd9160
    @bethd9160 Рік тому +28

    I so understand how terrible it feels to be sick, but Jenny you are muscling through admirably.
    Sending up prayers.

  • @bettycesky4947
    @bettycesky4947 Рік тому +24

    We love you Jenny and your family. Prayers for healing. ❤

  • @lovereigns4017
    @lovereigns4017 Рік тому +31

    I've never encountered a woman like you, Jen. You inspire. To challenge us with your patience, kindness, loving attitude and fore bearance. Nothing will defeat you, Jen no matter what.❤❤❤ Iris

  • @nicktheriac1217
    @nicktheriac1217 Рік тому +40

    I started watching this a few weeks ago and feel like I am there with her. It breaks my heart for her. Kyle is so awesome and what every husband should be but isn’t. Jenny, just know, you probably have lived more in the last few years dealing with your illness than most people live in 80 years. You make me realize how we take life for granted and I pray for you and your family. You are loved and thank you for sharing your life with us to make us better people. Londa

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  Рік тому +3

      💗💗💗

    • @lisanevins3605
      @lisanevins3605 Рік тому +2

      When you were telling us in the video that you were feeling ill all the colour had gone out of your face, very pale. When you later returned it was much better and seemed to of returned to normal. I'm so sorry this is happening to you. You do an amazing job of caring for children & they know you are ill. I'm glad you have medicine for your mental health because I can't imagine coping without it & doing so would be determental to your health. The only choice you have is the one your making right now & your busy living. Keep on. And rest when you have to. Sending ❤ fr Canada 🇨🇦

  • @m.lolitaa9940
    @m.lolitaa9940 Рік тому +65

    ❤you guys just radiate love and I’m praying 🙏🏽 for you Jenny and all the people who suffer from this horrible desease that is Cancer.

    • @AAE759
      @AAE759 Рік тому +2

      They are pure love and light and their family is so precious. 🫶🏼🌈🙏

  • @coolstamper
    @coolstamper Рік тому +5

    We all wish you didn’t have this fluid problem or any of this too Jenny. I’m praying that one day you will be healed and you can put all of this behind you. I’m sooooo happy you have Kyle…he’s a keeper!!! More men need to be like Kyle…sooooo loving and supportive! Prayers and blessings for you Jenny! God bless!!! ❤️🙏🏻❤️

  • @StephSancia
    @StephSancia 7 місяців тому +1

    Dear Kyle, I'm looking at the thumbnail for this video and I'm thinking of you today, I'm with you in your grief. Look after yourself, put YOU first, Blessings 🙏

  • @normarideout62
    @normarideout62 Рік тому +10

    Prayers to you and your family 🙏🙏🙏

  • @aliceschmid9697
    @aliceschmid9697 Рік тому +33

    EGFR is a huge signaling pathway. Huge. Every one of those components can be targeted. Excellent. No need to worry about running out of options.

    • @NannieD
      @NannieD Рік тому +1

      Are you talking about estimated glomular filtration rate?

  • @Giggy2495
    @Giggy2495 Рік тому +2

    Praying for Jenny and the entire family🙏❤️

  • @BabyDee72
    @BabyDee72 Рік тому +29

    This family. Jenny, Kyle, Ellis and Winnie? Handle such a hard/tumultuous journey with Grace. Both their parents and families are such wonderful support!! They truly are shining examples of what a real family should be, how kids should be, and of course Flower and RIP Shiloh. My daughter and I are always sending hugs and prayers and will light candles for each of you for strength and blessings💙🌻🥰

  • @ladykaycey
    @ladykaycey Рік тому +18

    Jenny I'm so glad you found a therapist who you clicked with. I'm autistic and we tend to have severe anxiety and depression in peaks and troughs so although I can't begin to know how you can feel, I understand your description of your feelings of anxiety. I think of you and your family every day and keep you in my prayers 🙏

  • @iamwinningrightnow
    @iamwinningrightnow Рік тому +2

    Hoping and praying for you!

  • @ExploringthWorld
    @ExploringthWorld 9 місяців тому +1

    I can't believe it was only 5 months from when Jenny passed. Already miss her so much.

  • @EyeAmSpiritual
    @EyeAmSpiritual Рік тому +25

    Jenny- staying in present moment will help you feel grounded- Its a conscious effort but it helps- Remind yourself when you do activities that you are work in progress- you are healing yourself- You are aware of the energies- You are strong- you are grounded etc...- don't forget to BREATHEEEEEE...🙏 - and I believe its a great thing you have this gene mutation. One day at a time.. Sending Blessings 🙌

  • @gdstiger9319
    @gdstiger9319 Рік тому +9

    You look so much better now praying for no pain! You just did a lot today!

  • @anniecouture8870
    @anniecouture8870 Рік тому +2

    I love your fashion shows and I love Kyle. He’s so funny! Beautiful family ❤

  • @olivedog1880
    @olivedog1880 Рік тому +33

    Jenny and Kyle are a power couple. They’re soul mates and their kids are happy. That’s what matters ❤
    Edit: I absolutely LOVE nutritional yeast on popcorn! The best!

  • @eh6454
    @eh6454 Рік тому +3

    Positive thoughts and prayers, Jenny 💜

  • @amberjohannes9817
    @amberjohannes9817 Рік тому +19

    Keeping you and your beautiful family in my prayers 🙏 ❤..your an amazing woman...you got this Jenny..

  • @moussaka4738
    @moussaka4738 Рік тому +10

    Jen, you are the perfect example of encouragement to many of us who may have different burdens to bear. You bring HOPE to all of us. You and your husband are open and candid about the most devastating situations yet keep your dignity. We all need to cry and 'let it out', but are NOT a drama queen especially in front of your children to make them feel sorry, guilty, responsible, anxious, worry..constant worry. I was around Winnie's age and it was an emotional circus. Thank you Lord for strengthening Jenny's loving and caring for her family. Your videos are the best gift you can give ANYONE who is going through a difficult time...either emotionally or physically...HOPE, lots of love, and acceptance. You're my hero.

  • @PhunkyPrincess
    @PhunkyPrincess Рік тому +1

    Praying for you. 🙏🏾

  • @MrHappyBats
    @MrHappyBats Рік тому +18

    You are allowed to be emotional and it is hard to be sick all the time. You are a wonderful human being , wife, daughter, and mother. As a chronically ill person you make me look like me look like a big baby 😅. I truly aspire to have your strength and courageousness ❤

  • @gaylefw5072
    @gaylefw5072 Рік тому +39

    This warms my heart so much to see the family bond you all have even in the face of adversity. It also warms my heart that you connected with your new therapist. That's fantastic ❤ Congrats to Ellis on his award; it says so much about you and Kyle's loving guidance. Jenny, I love seeing you with a giant smile on your face and laughter. It's never fun to go through all of this cra* but you continue to persevere. Sending so much love to my favorite family of four xoxo ❤❤

  • @retiredcatlady
    @retiredcatlady Рік тому +1

    Retired RN. What a beautiful family. Hope prayers and hugging you all.🎉

  • @danahollenbeck6717
    @danahollenbeck6717 Рік тому +1

    Jenny I love Watching you and ur family. I had breast cancer 1 year ago. I wish I could be as tough as you. You are so strong.

  • @terishumaker7461
    @terishumaker7461 Рік тому +16

    Jenny, you are definitely in my prayers daily! You are a light in this world even while facing unimaginable difficulty. You are one of my heroes for sure! Hugs and love to you, Kyle, Ellis, and Winnie.❤

  • @JessicaCarnahan-vt8mz
    @JessicaCarnahan-vt8mz Рік тому +7

    Many thoughts and prayers for y'all ❤

  • @debbycarathers9305
    @debbycarathers9305 Рік тому +4

    Researchers are coming up with new treatments every day…..keep that in mind. I have a friend who had cancer all over her body & was told her time was short. However, she had a gene mutation & four years later after targeted immune therapy she’s still clear & living life. I believe targeting your mutation will give you amazing results! May God bless you & your family!

  • @gerirussell7180
    @gerirussell7180 Рік тому +1

    I find myself putting my hands on the tablet screen-as if i am touching you. And then i ask God to completely touch and heal you. I keep you and your beautiful family lifted up before the great healer and to strengthen Kyle as he selflessly cares for you. Blessings.

  • @anitapeterson525
    @anitapeterson525 Рік тому +11

    Thank you for being so transparent with your beautiful family. It gives me strength for my medical issues. God Bless you and your family. :)

  • @cynthiaamitrano8915
    @cynthiaamitrano8915 Рік тому +5

    My sister had metastatic breast cancer and she was amazing. She never complained one time. If you asked her, she’d always say”oh, I’m fine”. Incredible. I know she suffered horribly.

    • @auggiedoggiesmommy1734
      @auggiedoggiesmommy1734 Рік тому

      It’s so sad that she couldn’t tell her family that she was in pain, or scared. What a terrible burden to not b able to let go of even once that must’ve been exhausting

    • @ukmary1968
      @ukmary1968 Рік тому

      It's awful watching those we love suffer

  • @enigma_-_79
    @enigma_-_79 Рік тому +1

    That’s great that you found a therapist who is a good fit for you. Speaking in private should give you space to express your emotions in a healthy way and hopefully he will give you a toolbox full of tools that help you manage and understand your “dark times.”
    The food looked amazing. A good diet will help a lot.
    Chin up! The new treatment you are getting might be exactly what you need. Kyle and you are very special people you deserve a very specialised treatment that will turn the sickness into strength.
    Fight on young lady, fight on!

  • @cheylingarber5886
    @cheylingarber5886 Рік тому

    Jenny you have the strength of 1000 soldiers and we are the army behind you❤

  • @alyssaandrus1
    @alyssaandrus1 Рік тому +6

    You look really pretty today! I'm glad you are enjoying your family😊

  • @ruthgirl
    @ruthgirl Рік тому +12

    Praying that this new treatment will be the answer and that your anxiety and pain will be diminished. It's great to be strong but it's also normal to have the feelings and worries you have. Hopefully your new therapist will be able to guide you on the journey in a way that is right for you.

  • @kathywest5000
    @kathywest5000 Рік тому +1

    Praying that the catheter helps you feel comfort Jenny. Sending hugs 🥰🫂

  • @kaylahiltermann4339
    @kaylahiltermann4339 Рік тому +11

    i recently watched your cancer diagnosis video and that led me here. there is a stark difference between these two versions of you. even though you are “sicker” now, you appear much stronger, sure of yourself, and full of life. hang in there, you’re doing great sailing out the storm of the century. sending good juju.

  • @suzanne296
    @suzanne296 Рік тому +9

    You and your family light me up. True blessing you are. Keep the fight and know others care about you.

  • @theheierfam9380
    @theheierfam9380 Рік тому +25

    Continued prayers sent your way for full healing, strength and comfort. May your next trial be successful! ❤ 🙏🏻

  • @ruthfoss8463
    @ruthfoss8463 Рік тому +1

    Jenni, today is the first in so so many days that I went to the clinic (Cleveland Clinic) for my labs and then hit my favorite stores! I was alone but I really enjoyed myself and felt good physically and emotionally! I was out for 4 hrs. I fixed a light dinner for my husband and I, still felt pretty good! But right now? I’m in the bed. Yep I feel so bad. You’re right! Cancer is not easy, not enjoyable and scary! It seems there’s always something to remind me I’m not well. Meds, pain, nausea, e ability to do what I want when I want to. It’s a fight and a struggle right? I have 4 kids, a hubby, 2 dogs and 9 cats (not all cats are inside) and 3 grands. And.I want to be around! As I know you do. I have a deep faith in God. He is my only hope. And I spite of what I/ see, feel or think He does all things well. He is walking with me and sometimes carrying me through this place. He will never leave me and He will sustain me. That gives me such comfort! I am praying for you and Kyle and your sweet children. God is in control! Love to all!🤍🧡

  • @MissBe737
    @MissBe737 Рік тому +2

    We are here with you and for you Jenny. We love you ❤

  • @nancydrugan6137
    @nancydrugan6137 Рік тому +9

    The Play Dough slime your babies gave you for Mother's Day is so precious, and I loved watching you three at play making gooey things with decorations! You are creating so many beautiful memories with Winnie and Ellis; they will always know how much you love them! Thank you for sharing your feelings, Jenny about the next step since the Bleu treatment has stopped working. I understand your fear and anxiety, but you know we are all storming heaven with love and prayers for you and your family. I choose to feel positive about your next step!

  • @susanbowman1566
    @susanbowman1566 Рік тому +4

    I enjoyed your update today. There was a moment when you said you needed some time alone and you sat quietly, just filming . I felt as though we all shared that peaceful moment together.

  • @sdd123
    @sdd123 Рік тому +1

    Congratulations to Ellis and Winnie.😊😊😊

  • @silvialogan9226
    @silvialogan9226 Рік тому +2

    Jenny, I understand you very well that having cancer is very stressful. It is difficult to be sick all the time and be in so much pain and worrying if the new treatment does not work. I had to live many years with my mother who had advanced breast cancer and I felt devastated when she said that she was feeling so sick, weak, and in so much pain. She passed away at age 62 in November of 2009.

  • @kymmcvicker6746
    @kymmcvicker6746 Рік тому +5

    You are a strong, beautiful Mother and while I dont know you I am super proud of you! My handsome kind husband John passed away 2 years ago from brain cancer. I so wish that he had had been able to make videos like this. Our daughter Stormie was 10 when he passed away. She told me the other day that she forgot what her Dads voice sounds like. So I had to rummage around to find videos for her. Keep up you fighting spirit enjoy the highs and let Kyle, your family and love ones help you through the lows. Stormie and I pray for you and your beautiful family everyday.

  • @cutypieable
    @cutypieable Рік тому +13

    There aren’t words adequate enough to describe how much I admire Jenny and Kyle. The love they feel for one another is palpable even through the computer screen. They definitely took their vows seriously. I pray that God sends a miracle their way. God bless the entire family.

  • @mrsmary23
    @mrsmary23 Рік тому

    Baby girl is mini Mommy and Little buddy is mini Dad…beautiful family. In our prayers and loved tremendously guys.

  • @libbyrn8974
    @libbyrn8974 Рік тому +1

    My husband was diagnosed with a large brain tumor cancer 8 years ago. He had life expectancy of 2 years. He’s been stable except 3 years ago small new grown chemo akd radiation put it back in remission. Well it’s there but our idea of remission means it’s not growing. I’m praying for you. You’re amazing and love seeing you embracing memory making as well. Please don’t take this wrong. So many people have sudden tragedies where things were left undone and unsaid. I’m some bizarre way it can be a blessing as well as stressful to know we need to embrace every moment. We forget to do that in daily life. But when you realize time could be numbered, it feels that the moments are a little more special and a little more magical. Much love and hugs.

  • @kentuckylady7344
    @kentuckylady7344 Рік тому +18

    Jenny, you are so brave and strong. I know you don't feel that way, but it shows sweetie. You are in so many of our prayers. Please keep enjoying your wonderful family and when you get a chance give us an update. Love and prayers coming your way.

  • @lisaauman2050
    @lisaauman2050 Рік тому +6

    Kyle you and your snicker laugh, your too funny, Jenny I don't know how you don't crack up laughing too, your whole family is so special, My prayers are way up for you Jenny,🙏🙏 when you cry I cry, because I don't like you being so sick, hope you have a feel better day, Love you all❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @wendymichiko
      @wendymichiko Рік тому +1

      Yes! That snicker laugh always gets me! 😂

  • @annettecarroll3410
    @annettecarroll3410 Рік тому +1

    Vibes and prayers heading your way 🙏🏻🙏🏻

  • @kimpayne3598
    @kimpayne3598 Рік тому +2

    You are the absolute best Mommy to Ellis and Winnie! You push through your daily pain to be present in each of their accomplishments and milestones! Praying for you always!!!!!!
    Your dinner looked delicious. I have been a vegetarian my entire life. I will have to try one of your recipes. I will be praying for you as you begin a new treatment. Praying your body will quickly adjust to the new treatment. We love you! ❤️

  • @almurray2000
    @almurray2000 Рік тому +10

    First view, first comment, first like. Love you guys!

  • @KristySI
    @KristySI Рік тому +15

    Jenny, first off I want to thank you for sharing your journey with all of us. You are so brave and I look up to you so much. I also believe by you sharing, you are helping so many people to not feel alone, who are going through Cancer. I can't imagine how hard it must be to push through those hard days. You have a beautiful kids and they are so very blessed to have you and Kyle as parents. I truly look up to both of you, for your strength and perseverance. Know that people are rooting for you and your family, sending prayers, love and light.

  • @pattybennar1251
    @pattybennar1251 2 місяці тому

    Their little girls voice has Jenny's tone of voice.SWEET n LOVING

  • @lynnbradshaw4137
    @lynnbradshaw4137 Рік тому +1

    You are so brave jenny.it's ok to feel tearfull love and hugs xx

  • @cathytauscher6760
    @cathytauscher6760 Рік тому +2

    Attitude is everything and your whole family deserves a HUGE award 🥇

  • @susancockerill8108
    @susancockerill8108 Рік тому +7

    We love you like family. You all look adorable. Kyle waving to his fans on the catwalk was absolutely inspiring.