My cat passed away at 22, we were the same age and it broke my heart. I know this was posted awhile ago but I'm sorry for your loss. Life is weird. Iv experienced "coincidences" that feel very surreal and strange in away I struggle to explain. I appreciate your your videos! I'd listen to you talk while playing video games!
related to cats, months ago one of mine developed a tumour behind her eye out of fucking nowhere. my mom was a veterinarian (not now) and usually takes care of whatever issues arise, however this was so weird that we had to go to a special place. so im driving to this place and i know how to drive for 6 years and i never crashed it, but this idiot before me pressed the break on a green light and got my motor destroyed (then he proceeds to get away, leaving me there with a broken car). i manage somehow to get to the veterinary but they couldnt do nothing, and we made her pass away at night in home. life sometimes feels like your worst enemy for real, throwing shit at you in the worst moments
I’m really sorry for the loss of your cat. The paw print is so beautiful. I have often felt life and people in general are weird. I have faith and believe that the spiritual world is more real than the physical. God can protect us from bad things in this world such as you not being downstairs when the house was burgled.
I'm so very sorry to hear your cat passed away. It surprises me sometimes how indifferent people can be when hearing that someone has lost a pet. I've had 4 cats in my life. I've lost two but gratefully I still have two that I love, who crack me up and drive me up the wall on a regular basis. Again sorry for the loss of your cat. When your ready, the best thing you can do is rescue a new one and have that unconditional love in your life again.
I'm so sorry for you loss. As a cat mom I can imagine how bad it is. And about life being programmed? Sometimes I feel that way too. I live with many issues and I feel like I'm programmed to be like that and there's no way out. Sometimes I also feel like whatever I do in a certain situation, the outcome won't be decided by me. I don't feel any control and this freaks me out because I need to control everything or I get anxiety. Guess my anxiety always wins. Anyway I wanted to write my strange thoughts here in comments, I feel kinda safe here. Stay safe and take care of yourself in any way possible. Again.. I'm sorry for your loss.
I used to think I thought I know a piece of everything. I was so wrong after being diagnosed with Schizophrenia. I really wish I don’t have Schizophrenia though. Sorry for your loss. I hope your cat is on a better place. 💕 My cat is 3 years old.
I commented on Instagram when you posted it. Again, I am so sorry to hear about Audrey. I know exactly what you are going through. My ex-husband and I adopted a senior cat a long time ago and when he passed, I had such a hard time dealing with it. It took me months. We loved him so much and he loved us. I still get teary eyed when I think about him, sometimes. That’s wonderful that you got the paw print. You have beautiful pictures of her and the print that you can cherish forever. There will come a time when the grieving will subside and you will have room in your heart to give your love to another fur baby or two. As for life being “pre-destined” - I think there are some very odd things that happen to many of us, in life that may make us think life is written out for us, already. I was someone that thought my life was pre-destined to be cursed. I had a shitty childhood and a partially shitty adulthood because of the bad decisions I made, as a result of my low self-esteem. Someone at my former job showed me a book. I listened to it, and started listening to more self-help books and getting help for myself with therapy etc. My life, now, is nothing like what it was. My path changed because of it. I believe in the multiverse theory. The web pattern of clouds in which stars form in galaxies and the web pattern of “clouds” in which galaxies form makes me believe this pattern exists on a much larger scale to form other universes. I’ve had “prophetic” dreams and think sometimes our dreams show us the many paths we can take. And when they come true, that is one of the paths. Maybe in another universe, you did not go to sleep early and take your dog with you. And maybe in another universe, I never helped myself, Hope you are able to feel a bit better sooner than later. And P.S.-you are not dumb - you are are an extremely intelligent person.
I'm sorry for your lost that your cat that pass away. I wish you path will guide to the righteous path. your cat will be always be remember by you and us. I wish I can be your friend, I been watching your video for 7 year now. I learn a lot from you and insight about life in general. Keep updating once you got something in your mind. I think your sprit guide trying to guide for your safety..withouts animal the world will be cruel, I know you will be ok, time will heal you. Be safe where ever you go my friend. hope to see you soon.
Sorry about your cat brother. I had to say goodbye to mine last December and it was hard. This illness has made me not really enjoy being around people and my cat was my sense of friendship and companionship. I still really miss her. The pain gets easier though man. You probably gave it a very good life and you'll be reunited after death.
I'm so sorry for the loss of your cat. It's such an awful feeling losing a member of the family like that, because pets are family. Life feels weird and just everyday feels so blurred to me sometimes. It's an odd thing to explain, but I'm sorry it's all stacked on top of everything you already go through. Good vibes to you! ✨
We love you Jacob!!!! I'm sorry to hear you lost your best friend. Animals truly give you something that human life can't. Compassion. Friendship. Loyalty. I am only wishing you the best in your journey towards healing. Sending you the best of hugs now.....
I'm sorry to hear about your cat. I kind of understand how you feel, my cat was shot a couple of weeks ago. It was more of my younger son's cat because it slept with him, and he seemed to have more of a connection with it. We have lost quite a few pets within the last year and throughout my lifetime. I guess I don't take it so hard because I was raised in a more rural environment for pets were more tools than family members. I guess I have learned to harden my heart a little too much. I completely get you on the concept that things seem to be predestined. I think about that quite a bit myself. Sometimes it's actually very comforting you know that things are progressing the way they should or supposed to according to the plan whether it's God's plan, destiny, or whatever you want to call it.
Ever thought about getting out and about Cycle for a few hours aday, swim, walk by the beach, go talk to the trees like I do. Trees are big friends, I love them.
Now that youre going through such a tough time you should try to update us a bit more often, like once a week for example, i think it might help you to have us the viewers to vent out too, sorry for your loss!
It's not programmed, it's chaotic. They probably robbed you because nobody was in the room, they checked it out and saw it's empty, so they robbed it. If you were downstairs with the dog, the dog would react and they would not rob you.
Cats have a very grounding and protective personality. Not that you could ever replace your kitty, but animals around always help me with anxiety. Also, don’t be too hard on yourself, the past year and a half has felt so strange and awful for a lot of people.
I know that what I say wont change anything about how you feel but I just want to tell you... you are not alone. Things have happened in my life that makes me feel just like you, I dont understand what is life or destiny purpose with us, Ive been feeling really confused and terrified at the same time, scared that at this pace something really bad can happen anytime. Hope youll get through it pal :///
I'm sorry to hear about the loss of your cat. Cats really are the best. I was very touched when you showed her paw print. I'll be sure to show extra appreciation for my cat. Life is weird. I often like to think about Carl Jung's collective unconscious - not in the subtext of modern New Age terminology, which is full of woo woo - but as he presented it himself with the best resources he could at the time. Perhaps your unconscious picked up on the robber's conscious plans via the collective unconscious, and thus subconsciously encouraged you to go to sleep? Maybe quantum entanglement has something to do with it, especially as some scientists are discovering that our brains are filled with biophotons, and photons are dimensionless, timeless and massless, hence subject to the laws of quantum mechanics. Idk. Times are fucking crazy right now, hope everything gets better for you and everyone of us suffering with mental illness during these times.
I'm so sorry to hear about your cat 😢 You have a broken heart. That is why you feel "weird". Death gets us to thinking about life, if that makes sense. And because you are especially sensitive to frequencies, you feel more. More people are beginning to realize there are no coincidences. Life is strange indeed. We are living in exciting times! It was nice to see you post on yt again. I was going to unsubscribe yesterday and I didn't, and here you are. Coincidence? 🤔 Be well, Jacob 🌻
Perhaps the robbers have been around several times before and just heard the dog and went on robbing some other place. This would insert the whole situation back into a reality of chaotic probabilities without any bigger order required for explanations.
*11:00** do you remember which brand your mom got?* your immune sys needs you to wait 6m-1y between shots (evn if you dont encounter the virus in-between, which alters everything.) ive probs ranted on all this before. since it feels like it is all i do. but interesting, the insight, of not wanting to wait for the shot. as w all schiz, it is likely an amplified legit feeling that is nornal for everyone: which explains a lot of the pandemic. which was a +++ difficult time for me. _JC
havent you been on youtube for years?. I think I was a kid when I saw your first video. Everyonce in awhile I think, i wonder how that guys doing. Anyway sending prayers in the name of Jesus. Tootaloo
something weird happened to me last night. i had a dream about a skin disease. i didnt even remember my dream until i got out of the shower and while i was in the shower i found a skin abscess on me. made me think i was psychic lol
Thieves often possess the technique of hypnosis. Perhaps when your house was robbed, you encountered hypnosis. If you don't care whether you take the dog or not, you can't understand your own desire for it or whether it was an induced feeling.
Cats live less than humans. They leave earlier. The main thing is that you loved her, she had her own home. When your favorite cat dies, it's just as hard when your close relative dies. Only you calm down faster. I believe in reincarnation. When I lose someone, I say to myself - he's gone to start a new life. When the one you love leaves, the connection with him is not lost. And you find yourself in two worlds. You can feel him, you can touch him with your feelings, or he can. There is a higher level of feeling than usual and you can hear each other. Just don't get me wrong. These are not hallucinations. And it seems to get better not when you let go of the departed, but when he leaves you. This is my opinion.
Fancifull beliefs such as would occur to any mind which is insufficently occupied. You've got to overcome your fear of people and live a bit. Never mind schizophrenia, it will take care of itself, just overide your autism and get out there and meet some people. You won't regret it. It will seem easy in retrospect.
You are not alone. But I does not matter what I say. You have to say it for yourself. I really like watching your videos. I got diagnosed with schizofrenia too. Sorry about your cat. You should be more worried if you did not feel anything. I believe. And about that feeling of everything being programed. Ive believed that too. Still do it sometimes.... like .... I can get psycotic thinking about it. I feel people or something ..... from another dimension Having me hoooked up. Giving me syrinches and stuff .... talking to me. Telling me im just a puppet in this dimension. But it is a uncomfortable feeling so I push the delusion away. Cuz it makes me dizzy
Life is pretty fucking weird.. Our primitive mind makes everything seem so normal and every day but sometimes that conscious side gets a little too full footed on the gas.
I love every time you upload man. Even if it's sometimes grim news, it's still good hearing from you. Hoping for your good health
My dad just died and it sucks. I keep thinking about conversations we had together and keep thinking I'll never get to have them with him again.
I'm so sorry about your kitty.
My cat passed away at 22, we were the same age and it broke my heart. I know this was posted awhile ago but I'm sorry for your loss.
Life is weird. Iv experienced "coincidences" that feel very surreal and strange in away I struggle to explain. I appreciate your your videos! I'd listen to you talk while playing video games!
My cat is struggling with his health, so I understand part of what you're going through. Sorry for your loss
i'm sorry about the kitty. your souls will reunite again one day. a bond like that is everlasting.
related to cats, months ago one of mine developed a tumour behind her eye out of fucking nowhere. my mom was a veterinarian (not now) and usually takes care of whatever issues arise, however this was so weird that we had to go to a special place. so im driving to this place and i know how to drive for 6 years and i never crashed it, but this idiot before me pressed the break on a green light and got my motor destroyed (then he proceeds to get away, leaving me there with a broken car). i manage somehow to get to the veterinary but they couldnt do nothing, and we made her pass away at night in home. life sometimes feels like your worst enemy for real, throwing shit at you in the worst moments
so sorry about your cat dude youl see again in heaven
I’d love to listen to you talk every day. So relatable
I’m really sorry for the loss of your cat. The paw print is so beautiful. I have often felt life and people in general are weird. I have faith and believe that the spiritual world is more real than the physical. God can protect us from bad things in this world such as you not being downstairs when the house was burgled.
I'm so very sorry to hear your cat passed away. It surprises me sometimes how indifferent people can be when hearing that someone has lost a pet. I've had 4 cats in my life. I've lost two but gratefully I still have two that I love, who crack me up and drive me up the wall on a regular basis.
Again sorry for the loss of your cat. When your ready, the best thing you can do is rescue a new one and have that unconditional love in your life again.
I Love you and i am so grateful for your existence, i feel so comfy seeing you and hearing your voice lmao, stay safe and i am sorry for kitty :(
I'm so sorry for you loss. As a cat mom I can imagine how bad it is.
And about life being programmed? Sometimes I feel that way too. I live with many issues and I feel like I'm programmed to be like that and there's no way out. Sometimes I also feel like whatever I do in a certain situation, the outcome won't be decided by me. I don't feel any control and this freaks me out because I need to control everything or I get anxiety. Guess my anxiety always wins.
Anyway I wanted to write my strange thoughts here in comments, I feel kinda safe here.
Stay safe and take care of yourself in any way possible. Again.. I'm sorry for your loss.
I used to think I thought I know a piece of everything. I was so wrong after being diagnosed with Schizophrenia. I really wish I don’t have Schizophrenia though. Sorry for your loss. I hope your cat is on a better place. 💕 My cat is 3 years old.
I commented on Instagram when you posted it. Again, I am so sorry to hear about Audrey. I know exactly what you are going through. My ex-husband and I adopted a senior cat a long time ago and when he passed, I had such a hard time dealing with it. It took me months. We loved him so much and he loved us. I still get teary eyed when I think about him, sometimes. That’s wonderful that you got the paw print. You have beautiful pictures of her and the print that you can cherish forever. There will come a time when the grieving will subside and you will have room in your heart to give your love to another fur baby or two.
As for life being “pre-destined” - I think there are some very odd things that happen to many of us, in life that may make us think life is written out for us, already. I was someone that thought my life was pre-destined to be cursed. I had a shitty childhood and a partially shitty adulthood because of the bad decisions I made, as a result of my low self-esteem. Someone at my former job showed me a book. I listened to it, and started listening to more self-help books and getting help for myself with therapy etc. My life, now, is nothing like what it was. My path changed because of it.
I believe in the multiverse theory. The web pattern of clouds in which stars form in galaxies and the web pattern of “clouds” in which galaxies form makes me believe this pattern exists on a much larger scale to form other universes.
I’ve had “prophetic” dreams and think sometimes our dreams show us the many paths we can take. And when they come true, that is one of the paths. Maybe in another universe, you did not go to sleep early and take your dog with you. And maybe in another universe, I never helped myself,
Hope you are able to feel a bit better sooner than later. And P.S.-you are not dumb - you are are an extremely intelligent person.
I'm sorry for your lost that your cat that pass away. I wish you path will guide to the righteous path. your cat will be always be remember by you and us. I wish I can be your friend, I been watching your video for 7 year now. I learn a lot from you and insight about life in general. Keep updating once you got something in your mind. I think your sprit guide trying to guide for your safety..withouts animal the world will be cruel, I know you will be ok, time will heal you. Be safe where ever you go my friend. hope to see you soon.
Sorry about your cat brother. I had to say goodbye to mine last December and it was hard. This illness has made me not really enjoy being around people and my cat was my sense of friendship and companionship. I still really miss her. The pain gets easier though man. You probably gave it a very good life and you'll be reunited after death.
I'm so sorry for the loss of your cat.
It's such an awful feeling losing a member of the family like that, because pets are family.
Life feels weird and just everyday feels so blurred to me sometimes. It's an odd thing to explain, but I'm sorry it's all stacked on top of everything you already go through.
Good vibes to you! ✨
I’m so sorry you lost your precious kitty. My avatar is my sweet girl I lost in a very similar way. They never leave your heart.
We love you Jacob!!!! I'm sorry to hear you lost your best friend. Animals truly give you something that human life can't. Compassion. Friendship. Loyalty. I am only wishing you the best in your journey towards healing. Sending you the best of hugs now.....
I’m so sorry to hear about your cat. I’m so happy to see you. My heart aches for you knowing that things have been hard for you.
The Program thing is just a different articulation of what people in philosophy called determinism, or just destiny.
I'm sorry to hear about your cat. I kind of understand how you feel, my cat was shot a couple of weeks ago. It was more of my younger son's cat because it slept with him, and he seemed to have more of a connection with it. We have lost quite a few pets within the last year and throughout my lifetime. I guess I don't take it so hard because I was raised in a more rural environment for pets were more tools than family members. I guess I have learned to harden my heart a little too much.
I completely get you on the concept that things seem to be predestined. I think about that quite a bit myself. Sometimes it's actually very comforting you know that things are progressing the way they should or supposed to according to the plan whether it's God's plan, destiny, or whatever you want to call it.
Jacob I love u so much I’m sooooooo happy to see this new video
Ever thought about getting out and about
Cycle for a few hours aday, swim, walk by the beach, go talk to the trees like I do.
Trees are big friends, I love them.
Now that youre going through such a tough time you should try to update us a bit more often, like once a week for example, i think it might help you to have us the viewers to vent out too, sorry for your loss!
It's not programmed, it's chaotic. They probably robbed you because nobody was in the room, they checked it out and saw it's empty, so they robbed it. If you were downstairs with the dog, the dog would react and they would not rob you.
During that story about the robbery all I could think is "Wow, God was really looking after him." I've had experiences like that, too. Pretty neat!
Cats have a very grounding and protective personality. Not that you could ever replace your kitty, but animals around always help me with anxiety. Also, don’t be too hard on yourself, the past year and a half has felt so strange and awful for a lot of people.
I know that what I say wont change anything about how you feel but I just want to tell you... you are not alone. Things have happened in my life that makes me feel just like you, I dont understand what is life or destiny purpose with us, Ive been feeling really confused and terrified at the same time, scared that at this pace something really bad can happen anytime. Hope youll get through it pal :///
Was this recently made? I missed u so much.
so sorry about your cat, I hope you feel better soon ❤️
I have thought life is eventually programmed, a little while ago myself. I found it helpful to comprehend that, for it all balances out
I'm sorry to hear about the loss of your cat. Cats really are the best. I was very touched when you showed her paw print. I'll be sure to show extra appreciation for my cat.
Life is weird. I often like to think about Carl Jung's collective unconscious - not in the subtext of modern New Age terminology, which is full of woo woo - but as he presented it himself with the best resources he could at the time. Perhaps your unconscious picked up on the robber's conscious plans via the collective unconscious, and thus subconsciously encouraged you to go to sleep? Maybe quantum entanglement has something to do with it, especially as some scientists are discovering that our brains are filled with biophotons, and photons are dimensionless, timeless and massless, hence subject to the laws of quantum mechanics. Idk. Times are fucking crazy right now, hope everything gets better for you and everyone of us suffering with mental illness during these times.
I'm so sorry to hear about your cat 😢 You have a broken heart. That is why you feel "weird". Death gets us to thinking about life, if that makes sense. And because you are especially sensitive to frequencies, you feel more. More people are beginning to realize there are no coincidences. Life is strange indeed. We are living in exciting times!
It was nice to see you post on yt again. I was going to unsubscribe yesterday and I didn't, and here you are. Coincidence? 🤔
Be well, Jacob 🌻
I’m so sorry for your loss
Perhaps the robbers have been around several times before and just heard the dog and went on robbing some other place. This would insert the whole situation back into a reality of chaotic probabilities without any bigger order required for explanations.
*11:00** do you remember which brand your mom got?* your immune sys needs you to wait 6m-1y between shots (evn if you dont encounter the virus in-between, which alters everything.) ive probs ranted on all this before. since it feels like it is all i do.
but interesting, the insight, of not wanting to wait for the shot. as w all schiz, it is likely an amplified legit feeling that is nornal for everyone: which explains a lot of the pandemic. which was a +++ difficult time for me. _JC
Life is only weird if some one makes it weird.....
havent you been on youtube for years?. I think I was a kid when I saw your first video. Everyonce in awhile I think, i wonder how that guys doing. Anyway sending prayers in the name of Jesus. Tootaloo
you are correct, the scripting is real
Sorry that your cat passed away. We got a paw print in the mail when our dog had to be put to sleep. So nice 😊
something weird happened to me last night. i had a dream about a skin disease. i didnt even remember my dream until i got out of the shower and while i was in the shower i found a skin abscess on me. made me think i was psychic lol
Like we are living in a virtual reality right!
your starting to awaken
I’m super sorry about ur kitty❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
im so sorry to hear about your cat💜💜
Thieves often possess the technique of hypnosis. Perhaps when your house was robbed, you encountered hypnosis. If you don't care whether you take the dog or not, you can't understand your own desire for it or whether it was an induced feeling.
Hey dude!
Sorry to hear about your cat x
You should rewatch the Matrix trilogy before the 4th one comes out:) something to look forward to
So glad you got the vaccine I have my second one in august. I know what you mean about the scripted life thing.
Have you considered adopting a new kitten?
Cats live less than humans. They leave earlier. The main thing is that you loved her, she had her own home. When your favorite cat dies, it's just as hard when your close relative dies. Only you calm down faster. I believe in reincarnation. When I lose someone, I say to myself - he's gone to start a new life.
When the one you love leaves, the connection with him is not lost. And you find yourself in two worlds. You can feel him, you can touch him with your feelings, or he can. There is a higher level of feeling than usual and you can hear each other. Just don't get me wrong. These are not hallucinations. And it seems to get better not when you let go of the departed, but when he leaves you. This is my opinion.
how its going?
Fancifull beliefs such as would occur to any mind which is insufficently occupied. You've got to overcome your fear of people and live a bit. Never mind schizophrenia, it will take care of itself, just overide your autism and get out there and meet some people. You won't regret it. It will seem easy in retrospect.
Parasitic Oppression .....watch it!!
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I don't even know how to react to this video. Everything happens for a reason though
I had some side effects with the second one
You are not alone. But I does not matter what I say. You have to say it for yourself. I really like watching your videos. I got diagnosed with schizofrenia too. Sorry about your cat.
You should be more worried if you did not feel anything. I believe.
And about that feeling of everything being programed. Ive believed that too. Still do it sometimes.... like .... I can get psycotic thinking about it. I feel people or something ..... from another dimension Having me hoooked up. Giving me syrinches and stuff .... talking to me. Telling me im just a puppet in this dimension.
But it is a uncomfortable feeling so I push the delusion away. Cuz it makes me dizzy
I find death hard for i always seem to laugh
Hey mate
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Not really I would do something about that..........................
Not really why is that????.....
Life is pretty fucking weird.. Our primitive mind makes everything seem so normal and every day but sometimes that conscious side gets a little too full footed on the gas.
Sorry about your cat!
If you feel it all scripted why not flip the script and reverse the programming?
I can't sleep due to drugs Only I take sleep supplemens, that's helps me.
Sorry about your cat
Sorry you lost your cat.