Why I'm Breaking My Silence - The Truth I Could No Longer Hide

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  • @rondahulon2297
    @rondahulon2297 Рік тому +196

    I literally cried when I watched this. I feel exactly the same way ...not good enough... everything I make is ugly...no one cares about my creations...and I have chaos in my mind ALL the time...to the point I'll just sit still and feel afraid to even move...it's paralyzing. So glad to know I'm not alone. Thank u so much for this Steve.

    • @thehartzyhaven
      @thehartzyhaven Рік тому +12

      Oh darling this is so not true! Your work is stunning!❤

    • @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts
      @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts  Рік тому +21

      You are never alone. I think people will be shocked at you feeling like this as the things you make are so awesome and beautiful. The photos in the group are breath-taking. This is why I wanted to share this as people just don't realise the struggles some of us have. x

    • @CreatingwithWinglessAngel
      @CreatingwithWinglessAngel Рік тому +7

      You are not alone with this ❤

    • @magdalenegonzalez8629
      @magdalenegonzalez8629 Рік тому +6

      Steve, Jesus loves you enjoy watching your videos. May God bless you.❤

    • @terryr97
      @terryr97 Рік тому +12

      Create for you. Chances are, if you LIKE what you made, there will be other people who will LOVE your work. Thinking you could have done better inspires us to work on improving. And remember, what you've made will be the only one of its kind piece of art in the world. Reading the comments from your peers tells me that they love the work that you do. I'm sure Michaelangelo and da Vinci criticized their own work as well. If being creative makes you happy, then that's all that matters. 😊

  • @jennyritchie7534
    @jennyritchie7534 Рік тому +43

    I didn’t realise how far down I was, until one day I had a visit to my copd nurse. She looked at me and said very gently are you okay, and for the first time I burst into tears, and boy did I cry. That few words opened the door towards my journey upwards. I still struggle every day, but I’m still here alive and kicking. I love watching your videos. I can no longer work with resin due to my breathing. So I love to watch you. I crochet baby blankets for our nicu unit. So I do so thing creative Beverly day.

    • @karencamille7910
      @karencamille7910 Рік тому +1

      You are not alone
      ..I am your emotional twin!!

    • @wtglb
      @wtglb Рік тому +3

      That’s beautiful that you are creating & giving for the benefit of those little Souls ✨✨✨✨

  • @glitterBombBaby
    @glitterBombBaby Рік тому +125

    You have no idea how much I needed this video. Thank you for being vulnerable and just so down to earth. You are a gem and I'm so honored to be a Steve Mcdonald member!

    • @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts
      @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts  Рік тому +13

      My pleasure. This is exactly why I wanted to share this about myself in the hope that someone can recognise themselves in what I am saying and be able to take some comfort that they are not alone

    • @67sixpack
      @67sixpack Рік тому +4

      Steve how courageous of you. I too suffer from anxiety and my art is my outlet being creative helps deal with all of the stress of my everyday life thank you for being so strong and reaching out to your fan base it's nice to be able to identify with others that have the same types of problems kudos to you and keep creating amazing things!

    • @ladymac8311
      @ladymac8311 Рік тому +3

      I have so much respect for you Steve. You have taught me so much and I thank you for it. This is an excellent video as there are a lot of people out here who suffer just as you do. I take my medication every day and can relate to what you are sharing with us.❤

    • @mariecaldwell4855
      @mariecaldwell4855 Рік тому +1

      I really needed to see this video! thank you so very much❤❤

    • @witch1370
      @witch1370 Рік тому

      Steve love you ❤now wath you meen, i take medicijnen a lots of years now but stay positief that is the besy you can do
      Take care dear steve
      You are a wunderful man
      👋👋👋🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️

  • @wandamcmicheal3965
    @wandamcmicheal3965 Рік тому +30

    As a burned out physician and fellow crafter who also suffers of depression and anxiety , it was so awesome to hear you share with honesty about your struggles. I enjoy your videos so much and appreciate your crafting. Keep up the good work! ❤👏🏼

    • @isabellrc
      @isabellrc Рік тому

      🙌🏻🫶🏻

    • @amandaf1848
      @amandaf1848 Рік тому

      Such an honest and clear description, that you are so awesome to have shared with us, thank you!!! 😍 Here's to a gazillion more small victories

  • @SmartyHarty
    @SmartyHarty 11 місяців тому +3

    There are a lot of us living with mental health issues. Crafting is a great way to focus our brain away from our whirling mind. Asking for help, crying or having a good old shout are positive things to do too. Always here if anyone needs a chat etc. Look after yourselves 🧡💙💛❤💜

  • @tazbaby713
    @tazbaby713 Рік тому +37

    Steve, thank you for getting out of bed today and everyday. I watch several UA-cam 'teachers' but you have touched my heart and are so special to me. I support you and cherish your gifts to us. Please keep up the positivity and sharing and your brilliant teaching. I also have depression and anxiety and you help me know I'm not alone. I love you bunches.

  • @itsalways5oclock236
    @itsalways5oclock236 Рік тому +3

    Thank you Steve for being REAL. You are very much appreciated! Enjoy your crafting 🫶

  • @carolynwalker9920
    @carolynwalker9920 Рік тому +13

    I suffer from anxiety and depression too and I’m totally comfortable having it now. I’m so glad you have shared your experiences ❤❤❤❤❤

  • @deniseshapiro7145
    @deniseshapiro7145 Рік тому +46

    I'm so proud of you for acknowledging these issues. I suffer from depression myself. Not long ago my favorite you tuber for crochet was thinking of stopping because he was so harassed by ignorant people. He finally went to his doctor and is back stronger than ever. Im so grateful for you and others like you. You always make me smile

    • @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts
      @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts  Рік тому +3

      Thank you. I really do understand his feelings. It is amazing how much harassment people can give on line and to UA-camrs, it even comes from within the UA-cam community and you would think they would know better. I am glad he was able to sort things out.

  • @Lemonie76
    @Lemonie76 Рік тому +26

    Thank you so much for doing this! It takes a lot to open up!
    I think many crafters have ADHD/ADD.
    I was diagnosed last year and it has made all the difference, just understanding why I am the way I am! I now take meds during the day, and my mind is so much clearer!
    I would encourage anyone who thinks they may have ADHD/ADD to get diagnosed! Even if you don’t want to take medication, at least you know why!
    I have discovered I don’t have depression I have overwhelm! When it gets too much for my busy little brain, I just shut down.
    Good luck to all you crafters out there!
    Go see a doc if you’re not feeling right, you would if you broke your leg! Why not for your brain? Xxx

    • @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts
      @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts  Рік тому

      Thank you for sharing with us. This helps so many people to better understand what they may be going through. Thank you again x

  • @DenverCraftingPost-Diane
    @DenverCraftingPost-Diane Рік тому +16

    Thanks! My son passed away last March at the age of 24 in a single car accident. 2 months later, my husband was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer that he battled 10 years ago but found out at ER it’s back with stage 4. I’m a complete wreck and can’t move on. My therapist told me to get some sort of hobby and silly me picked resin. I love it but it’s hard to get out of bed still and these days, I watch videos of all you wonderful creators. So never give up. There are people like me out there that actually need you! And you inspire me to try! For this I say thank you! And especially thank you for speaking about the issue!!!

    • @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts
      @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts  Рік тому +2

      hi Diane, I am so sorry to hear about your son and husband. Thank you so much for sharing and the for supporting me. x

    • @noodles9749
      @noodles9749 Рік тому +2

      Sending you love and hugs. I can't imagine what you are going through but know you are never on your own ❤

    • @simoneboothe3344
      @simoneboothe3344 7 місяців тому +1

      I have cancer and MS so I understand not being able to get out of bed. So I don't. I craft in bed. 😊 I hope the following tips help you. I started with a small stash in my room (just a bag of paper craft essentials). I craft on one of those fold out bed/ tray things. The stash has become an entire, adjoining, craft room 😆. I use a small spirit level to ensure the bed tray is level when pouring resin and I have a bed side unit to rest the moulds on once poured.
      It's not much, but it really helped me.
      Keep on crafting my friend.❤

    • @DenverCraftingPost-Diane
      @DenverCraftingPost-Diane 7 місяців тому

      ⁠​⁠@@simoneboothe3344thank you! I will definitely keep this in mind! I pray for your health to become managed easier.

  • @tammytoth5874
    @tammytoth5874 11 місяців тому +4

    LOVE YOU STEVE ❤❤❤❤ AND THANK YOU FOR PUTTING THIS VIDEO TOGETHER TO HELP US ALL. BLESS YOU DEAR

    • @juliherron8991
      @juliherron8991 11 місяців тому +1

      I also have struggled with these proble

  • @juanitakaye
    @juanitakaye Рік тому +55

    As always, your grace in sharing your vulnerability is to be commended.
    Glad to know the membership group gives you support when youre feeling down.
    Anyone reading comments who has not joined as member, I HIGHLY recommend as the community is super supportive and we do a lot of sharing our struggles in the group!

  • @biancabarbaro801
    @biancabarbaro801 Рік тому +35

    Things like this video are why you are, by far, my favorite crafting youtuber. You are just so genuine. Heart on your sleeve. As a life long sufferer myself, I totally understand this. The members group is part of what keeps me going, knowing that I'm not alone, that we're all struggling together and that makes it just that much easier to push through the really low lows. We love you Steve. You are not an "imposter", you inspire people to expand and advance their crafts, you help us see not only the wins, but the fails as well. You are perfectly imperfect and we adore you for it.

    • @mandicoleman7433
      @mandicoleman7433 Рік тому +1

      Mine too

    • @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts
      @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts  Рік тому +2

      Thank you, I love that, perfectly imperfect x

    • @smbg9725
      @smbg9725 Рік тому +1

      @@SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts I am so glad you shared this. Watching it was like watching my mental health story. Your videos are always so uplifting and entertaining. I look forward to watching them. This video took so much courage for you to make. Thank you for sharing and reminding us it's ok to not always be ok.

    • @SarahMartinDenness
      @SarahMartinDenness Місяць тому

      Bless you Steve.
      I've only just started on my resin craft journey and needed some help and inspiration. You are my favourite, you are clever, honest and so amusing, I watched an out take end part of one of your videos a couple of days ago and proper laughed out loud, it was brilliant ❤
      Long may you continue to help others and in turn, perhaps we can all be here to help you x

  • @christinewilliams9753
    @christinewilliams9753 Рік тому +31

    You share so freely and generously, not only your crafting expertise but now your personal struggles. It takes a great deal of courage to do that. Your warmth and your caring concern for others is what draws people to you and I feel privileged to be one of your VIPs!

  • @lisanelson9979
    @lisanelson9979 Рік тому +4

    Massive respect to you. I have agoraphobia but my meds have been great. Thinking of you.

  • @Ocea_Grizzard
    @Ocea_Grizzard Рік тому +13

    I’m a Resin Artist and I could have said the exact same thing. Know that I recommend your channel to my audience because you are an excellent teacher, and I appreciate all you do. I speak openly about my mental health, and I’m very glad you did this!

  • @sallymccornack122
    @sallymccornack122 Рік тому +16

    Well done Steve, a huge step, a brave step and I’m sure you have no idea how many people out here. Feel as you do, and I’m grateful to hear what you say.😊

  • @deanaduffey1260
    @deanaduffey1260 Рік тому +13

    You are soooo right. I have been crafting since I was little. My mom taught me how to crochet. I lost her in 2011, I crocheted her a blanket. It helped me work through so much I didn't even know I was holding onto. Lost my brother a few years ago, almost lost my will too. If I didn't craft I probably would have. Anyways, thank you for posting this. It takes courage to let people know you're in a bad spot. You are an awesome person ❤

  • @juliedurrant1242
    @juliedurrant1242 Рік тому +4

    People think having depression is a sign of weakness, but it's actually a sign of how strong you are. If it is a struggle to get up each day, but you do, then that is a strength that anyone who doesn't suffer from depression will never understand. Thank you for sharing.
    Crafting is my happy place and it can really lift my mood.

  • @mrs.diannalynn1383
    @mrs.diannalynn1383 Рік тому +9

    You’re so kind for sharing how people like me have issues with mental health and how we must find ways to cope. Hooray for you 😉

  • @Made4YouResin
    @Made4YouResin Рік тому +18

    Proud of your Steve! Keyboard warriors and social media has had a huge impact on mental health issues and making people hide and think it's not ok to have a bad day! ❤ You know us guys in your group have got your back ❤

  • @StefanieFournier1978
    @StefanieFournier1978 Рік тому +33

    Steve, I can't tell you how much I needed this right now. I have been too stressed and down to even think about doing arts and crafts, or even watch videos about it, for months...but something made me click on your notification. One of the things I've always admired is how genuine and positive you are on your videos. You make wonderful videos and crafts, but you don't sweat the small stuff, and if something doesn't come out perfectly, you run with it with a chuckle instead of editing it out...and you show us that it's ok to enjoy the process as well as simple, satisfactory results. Not everything can be the next Sistine Chapel, and that's ok...and ok to be happy about it. I too share your struggles, and I really appreciate your candor. I have not watched all of your videos, and had not heard you mention it before, but I had a feeling you did. Not because you act mentally ill, but because the way in which you demonstrate good mental health seems mindful and earned.
    Thank you for being here, and being you. The rest of my day has taken a different turn thanks to you. 🤗

    • @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts
      @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts  Рік тому +1

      Thank you, I am so sorry to hear that you have been suffering the last few months. Hopefully this will be able to give you that little nudge to do a little crafting project. xxx

  • @gisellesusca3117
    @gisellesusca3117 Рік тому +12

    This was awesome of you to share! Mental Health issues are sooooo misunderstood and yet very common. Its severity varies, and is never to be taken lightly. Having an outlet such as crafting, is a great way to help empower our brain to assist us in combating mental illness. I applaud you Steve! You are definitely not alone. ❤

  • @bonnieleigland7790
    @bonnieleigland7790 Рік тому +9

    These days how can anyone with an once of intelligence or empathy NOT be depressed and anxious? I just keep on keeping on and rejoice in the good guys like you. It's hard, but it's possible most days.If you stay in bed for a day so what? You would do that for the flu. Depression hurts just as much. Please keep posting.

  • @thealohagirl7745
    @thealohagirl7745 Рік тому +13

    It means so much to me that you spoke up about this. The more we speak up about mental health and bring it into the light, the easier it is to get help and help each other. We love you and your members are like family. I had been feeling kind of alone in my own struggles and I can't tell you how much it helped to hear what you had to say today. Your members are truly a wonderful group of people and we are so grateful to know you! We all need to be here for each other. Thank you for your vulnerability and your honesty. ❤️ So much wisdom in this video ❤️

  • @naudiaangelica6925
    @naudiaangelica6925 Рік тому +4

    As someone with PTSD, Chronic clinical depression, ADD .. you know besides the physical issues... Getting out of bed is some days more than I can do. But getting out of bed is a victory for sure! Asking for help is an act of courage. People seem to think that mental health problems are somehow the fault of the person with them. Certainly, you can choose to learn positive coping mechanisms or you can choose to be a victim or even victimize others, but nobody *chooses* to be mentally ill. It's not a choice. It's a valid health concern, and should be treated as such.

    • @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts
      @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts  Рік тому +1

      Extremely well put, I wish I had said that in the video. Thank you for sharing this. Anyone reading it will certainly be able to relate.

  • @mlfett6307
    @mlfett6307 Рік тому +14

    Steve, you are a joy and a blessing. I love your very human approach to your crafting and your life. Sharing yourself with us on youtube is an act of courage. Thank-you deeply for this.

  • @SoCraftastic
    @SoCraftastic Рік тому +20

    Thank you for sharing such an important message! YT just recommended this video to me today & I’m glad I chose to watch. I’m looking forward to checking out your craft videos as well.

  • @russacajacks436
    @russacajacks436 11 місяців тому +1

    Mr. McDonald you are an absolute pleasure to watch. I appreciate your videos. Tank you so much for sharing!!!!!

  • @tamathagreen8574
    @tamathagreen8574 Рік тому +12

    ohh my gosh.....tears streamed down my checks listening to you, sometimes its a daily struggle sometimes, and sometimes I feel like crawling into bed and staying there. Steve the group you have has helped me soooo much.... listening to your videos and you cracking yourself up..I find my self giggeling rt along with you. Please never stop being "you"! thanks sooo much for being"REAL"

  • @julieharris5502
    @julieharris5502 11 місяців тому +2

    You are so wonderful! Thank you for this video, I suffer from depression and anxiety. My art helps me too. Your sites help make me happy. Keep up the great work!❤❤❤

  • @judyjohnson2699
    @judyjohnson2699 Рік тому +18

    I'm sure it took a great deal of courage to share this - GOOD FOR YOU!! I so enjoy your videos and your sense of humor. Thanks for keeping us in your world!

  • @christinevenner183
    @christinevenner183 Рік тому +10

    I'm so glad you didn't quit YT.
    I always see you as a happy person who makes me smile when I watch your videos.
    It shows how hard you work to present a happy outlook to your viewers when you yourself are struggling.
    Your strength to carry on, regardless of how you feel, is inspiring.
    Keep on being you. ❤

    • @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts
      @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts  Рік тому +2

      Thank you Christine. I try hard to be happy in my videos. The trolls nearly made be quit, but they are never going to get the better of me now. x

  • @zarah_hydeist
    @zarah_hydeist Рік тому +15

    It's so very important to shine a light on mental issues. I too have been struggling for years, and I do get help and I am on medication. But crafting, as well as music, gives me a sense of calmness, and even purpose in some way. And since I became a member of the channel and Steve's Facebook group I've been getting so much love and support, not only from the members, but from Steve as well. 💜

    • @Hudson95
      @Hudson95 Рік тому +2

      Same here! Stay strong, friend. xo, Fern

    • @zarah_hydeist
      @zarah_hydeist Рік тому +2

      @@Hudson95 Thank you, you too💕

    • @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts
      @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts  Рік тому +1

      Thank you. The group is such a great support to so many including me. I love music, but I don't have a musical bone in my body. I have longed to learn to play the guitar, and have one, but I never seem to be able to learn it. Perhaps I should give myself a break and give it another go.

    • @zarah_hydeist
      @zarah_hydeist Рік тому

      @@SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts I've never mastered the guitar either. My instrument is the tin whistle. Quite easy to learn and has a lovely soothing sound🌸

  • @AmandaKnox-ev8bv
    @AmandaKnox-ev8bv Рік тому +9

    Just watched the video. Everything you said totally resonated with me. I also have mental health issues - I have manic depression and anxiety. Sometimes it's really difficult to walk through the front door which is a pain when you own a gift shop!
    I have imposter syndrome and I'm my own worst critic, so when someone like yourself says you like my work, it means a lot!
    Thank you for doing the video. It must've been tough opening up like that. You've made me feel that it's 'normal' to feel this way and that I'm not alone. I love showing my work in the FB group and I love being a member of it as well. Thank you for being you!

    • @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts
      @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts  Рік тому +1

      sharing your experiences will really help others who read your comment. It is really appreciated

  • @Hudson95
    @Hudson95 Рік тому +22

    This brought tears to my eyes. Beautifully stated and I love that you are advocating for something that's still so misunderstood -- in general and in the medical world. You're doing everything you can, taking all the right steps. Thank you for sharing! Love, a fellow sufferer ❤❤❤ Fern

    • @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts
      @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts  Рік тому

      Thank you Fern, it was a hard video for me to make as I have in the past always hidden my mental health issues. Now I have a platform, I have to use that for raising awareness and to show the real me. I hope it will help someone watching x

  • @TheMorgan48612
    @TheMorgan48612 11 місяців тому +1

    I have 2 job's 1 being a Home Healthcare and 2 I clean motel rooms for family motel. Both jobs can be stressful and rewarding at the same time. When I went into one of the rooms to clean I found affirmation notes stuck all over the room. Before i realized what i was doing I found myself reading them all that was visible. Things like "you got this", "you are amazing" "you are great" "you can do anything" and many others. By the time I was done in that room I walked out feeling like a whole new person. One day I saw the man who rented the room. I gave him a smile and told him ty for his personal affirmation notes and that they help me get thru the rest of my day. He then told me his story of his battle with depression. He says those lil sticky notes are what helps him to get thru his hard days and that they really work. I believe they do. Anyway love your videos, love that you keep it real. And I'm thankful for all your videos even the ones u think are not your best or not good. Keep up the good work and remember you're awesome you're amazing and you can do anything 😊

  • @DebJonesWriter
    @DebJonesWriter Рік тому +12

    I think, like you, that the way to break down barriers and reduce stigma about mental health is to do just what you’re doing. Being open and honest. It takes courage, that’s for sure. Thank you for starting the conversation : )

    • @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts
      @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts  Рік тому +2

      Thanks Deb, this was a very hard video to make as I am putting myself in a vulnerable position. But I think I have to do that to be able to support others in any way I can.

    • @katstorm13
      @katstorm13 Рік тому +1

      I sometimes try and advocate for people when the content creator and comments call someone crazy etc. I say what would you do if you're loved one became mentally ill that bad. To try and be compassionate and know that it isn't that persons fault.

    • @dalialovesdoggies4361
      @dalialovesdoggies4361 Рік тому

      ​@@SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts7:55 💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋

  • @emanuelavecchi7433
    @emanuelavecchi7433 10 місяців тому +1

    My God! You are a great person. I really DO understand you, as all what you say is always happening to me.
    I'm a teacher (hard job), suffering from fibromyalgia (not recognised as an illness in my country) and I've been treated from depression for two years. 😢
    You are very strong in your fragility, you look strong to others when you're devastated inside. Thanks God art helps people like you ad me get the power to go on.
    Wonderful guy, please, think about all the people who love you, appreciate you, and are like you. Go straight on, don't turn back, you are great!!!!!❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ A big hug from Italy.

  • @colligancrafts660
    @colligancrafts660 Рік тому +5

    I’ve struggled with depression since 1989. I’m on and off meds all the time thinking ‘I’ll be ok’ and I never am. Thanks for being so honest and real. That is what’s important. And have fun with crafting!!

  • @BarbaraChandler-e6l
    @BarbaraChandler-e6l 11 місяців тому +2

    You are a great artist I am a retired mental health nurse and appreciate all your teaching watching your videos all the time

  • @Dr.Rae.
    @Dr.Rae. Рік тому +3

    You have been my favorite crafter for a very long time and if it is possible, I love you even more now!!!! You are an absolute joy and I appreciate your willingness to willingness to share and be vulnerable with us!

  • @reneebeckmann8211
    @reneebeckmann8211 11 місяців тому +1

    I am so proud of you for sharing this part of your life with us, complete strangers, yet friends.

  • @MollyHelfgott
    @MollyHelfgott Рік тому +3

    Kudos to you for telling your story! It took me a long time (years) to finally seek help for depression and anxiety, and it was the best decision I have ever made! Keep those videos coming! ❤❤❤

  • @dianenortness2131
    @dianenortness2131 Рік тому +2

    Your authenticity shows through the videos! Thank you Steve!

  • @deniselovelace3075
    @deniselovelace3075 Рік тому +8

    I’m so glad you shared your struggles. Your openness and the way you carry your heart is what makes this group so special. I too have suffered from depression and anxiety that started when I was in my 20s. I got excellent therapy and medications of which I am still on. I am 64! Crafting has always been comforting for me as well. I don’t just love your videos but have come to appreciate you as a person do much that I can’t wait to watch. ❤

  • @heidimarcum4631
    @heidimarcum4631 11 місяців тому +1

    Oh Steve- you have no idea of the joy you bring to my life. You started me on my resin adventure - I watch you because of your wit, patience, knowledge, kindness, and good heart. You are so valuable - just know that I value you as a friend and teacher!

  • @arianrhod
    @arianrhod Рік тому +5

    Thank you Steve. I am bipolar and took early retirement 2 years ago for similar reasons, plus I am a caregiver to my elderly father. Your videos have given me ideas to help me cope. I look forward to your videos everyday.

  • @vickieblankenship1484
    @vickieblankenship1484 11 місяців тому +1

    Thank You for sharing. Depression/Anxiety are very real. I love your videos. Praying for you. God Bless you!

  • @swcrafting
    @swcrafting Рік тому +5

    We all love you, Steve! 🥰I struggle daily as well and when it comes to my crafting I feel like I am nowhere near as talented to others. Mostly because I compare myself to people who are using machines I cannot afford (i.e. 3D printers). I never feel good enough but, I keep going and the encouragement of you and the members group has everything to do with my being able to move forward and take some chances.

    • @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts
      @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts  Рік тому +1

      I am so pleased the group has helped you. I do understand what you are feeling. Your work is amazing and you are growing your UA-cam channel as well xx

    • @swcrafting
      @swcrafting Рік тому

      @@SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts Thank you

  • @annihavenga8130
    @annihavenga8130 11 місяців тому +1

    Hi Steve! Thank you for this video! I also love crafting, especially when I can use stuff that other people throws away, but I tend to think I'm not good enough? Yet when I do muster up the courage to do some crafting, people tells me I'm very talented, but I never agree with them!? So thank you so much for honesty and humbleness! Please NEVER STOP making your videos! You are a very encouraging person!!!!

  • @barbseed4434
    @barbseed4434 Рік тому +12

    Very courageous of you to open up about your mental illness struggles ❤ . Like you, I find that getting busy creating something helps me turn off my negative thoughts. Watching your videos you present a confident, happy person, which gives my day a lift. Keep fighting the good fight. As many have stated I am so very thankful for this group and their encouragement and having your compassion driving it. Hugs ❤

    • @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts
      @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts  Рік тому

      Thank you. Crafting is without a doubt a massive positive thing in my life. I am not sure I would still be here if I didn't have my crafting.

  • @MizJaniceResinArt
    @MizJaniceResinArt Рік тому +2

    I see you as a well-loved person. I know that when i watch your videos, i come away with a smile, a giggle, and warmth in my heart because of your lovely community.

  • @palimino13
    @palimino13 Рік тому +6

    Thank you so much for saying this! It means so much to hear that someone else is going through the same battles! I know I'm not alone and I appreciate it more than I can put into words!

  • @LoriPeace
    @LoriPeace 11 місяців тому +1

    I can empathize, can completely relate. Thank you so much for opening up and letting us know what's going on with you -- please know that you're NOT alone!

  • @mariemacgill3685
    @mariemacgill3685 Рік тому +10

    I can only imagine how hard that was to do but it’s a wonderful to all who suffer . unfortunately we are many battling mental health but I agree crafting is a great way to help control the black dog overwhelming us . keep up your great work x

  • @SilvanaTheNonCraftingCrafter
    @SilvanaTheNonCraftingCrafter Рік тому +2

    Thank you so much for your courage, openness & wonderful sense of humour

  • @ravynalexander1895
    @ravynalexander1895 Рік тому +6

    Thank you Steve ❤ this video came at a very pivotal moment in my life. I have been suffering from a depression for a long time now and am not able to mask it well anymore. Just hearing your story helped me feel better and I got up and got some things done. I also haven't been able to find a job since April and it is making things quite difficult as I hope my resin art starts to sell soon. God bless you!

    • @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts
      @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts  Рік тому

      I am so pleased that this could help you. I hope that you are able to find a job soon and that your resin also starts to sell x

  • @TAUHEEDAHHASAN
    @TAUHEEDAHHASAN 11 місяців тому +1

    Praying for you. I suffer from things as well. I keep on pushing

  • @lindahobbs5545
    @lindahobbs5545 Рік тому +3

    Thank you for sharing. I keep my feelings so pent up and act so cheerful, but deep down I am not. I always wondered if I would ever be able to stop the meds, but just missing them a few days is horrible. Thanks for sharing Steve!

    • @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts
      @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts  Рік тому

      You are so welcome! I have tried several times to come off them, it just isn't viable for me. The withdrawal is the worst.

  • @kimclayton5814
    @kimclayton5814 11 місяців тому +1

    Thank you for being real and transparent. Mental health needs to be treated the same as any other disease or illness. There needs to be more treatment and help available to patients. Mental health needs to have its rightful weighted place in the Healthcare world!! Without stigmas and the negativity that has been associated with it. It is no different than diabetes, cancer, etc. It is time things change for the better. It is time that more awareness is brought to it. Thank you for doing this. I am on Lexapro for anxiety and depression. I have been through a lot. But I never gave up. I am back to my normal self with the help of this med. Going strong. Learned self patience, acceptance, and building on my strengths. Don't let other people's short comings or negativity be your problem. Because it isn't. It is theirs. Take the time to really get to know yourself. I was surprised how much I learned about...me.😊 Be true to yourself and your happiness. Figure out what you really want in your daily life and who. Sometimes certain other people can be triggering stress and anxiety in your life. So take charge of it one step at a time. Seek out the things that make you happy and will be a possitive in your life. Like crafting!!!!! I agree with all that you said. I am with you❤ 😊

  • @kesami123
    @kesami123 Рік тому +5

    Thank you for sharing Steve! I've had to make decisions in my life to manage my anxiety and depression, such as deleting Facebook, limiting my time on social media and taking time out of the day to just read. I've also recently had my meds adjusted and I'm finally feeling better, more "alive", if you will. I, too, will be on meds for the rest of my life, but that's ok. I no longer look at it as a sign of weakness or a failing, it's just who I am, and I like me.

    • @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts
      @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts  Рік тому

      Thank you for sharing. Meds are just part of our lives and they enable us to be on a somewhat level field most of the times. I feel better just by accepting that

  • @NicolaBirch-k4x
    @NicolaBirch-k4x 11 місяців тому +1

    Thank you Steve for being so honest I’m just coming out of having a mental health crisis and to hear what you were saying has made me realise I’m not the only one that thinks that way, so thank you so much x

  • @vickicole2485
    @vickicole2485 Рік тому +7

    You’re one in a million 💕 thank you for sharing your struggles and keeping things real.

  • @pjshat
    @pjshat 11 місяців тому +1

    I have SOOO much I’d love to say to you! All positive! But I’m just going to say I ABSOLUTELY AND COMPLETELY LOVE YOU! You are AMAZING! And so genuine! Thank you thank you thank you! ❤

  • @squallbunny
    @squallbunny Рік тому +3

    Thank you SO much for being courageous enough to share that. I really needed those reminders, especially today. I have bipolar and ocd and crafting is such an incredible outlet for me, too. I'm really proud of you for being so vulnerable and thankful for it, too.
    I already loved your channels but I do even more so now 💙 wishing you all the best

  • @MiMiLfE
    @MiMiLfE 11 місяців тому +1

    Thank you for posting this .. I have PTSD and started playing with resin and love it. I am so glad you did not stop because your videos have helped me tremendously! I am thinking about selling some small items and you are the inspiration.

  • @triciavereen1503
    @triciavereen1503 Рік тому +3

    Thank you for allowing yourself to be vulnerable and share some of your struggles. I struggle with mental health as well.....daily. I appreciate you. Sending you love and encouragement and continued strength. 💜

  • @PinBallReviewerRepairs
    @PinBallReviewerRepairs 11 місяців тому +1

    I have autism here and I struggle with posting videos as well.
    I have so many back logs of pinball repairs that I need to get up.
    And for me I some times will troll the trolls back but most of the time I just block them.
    And my craft is getting a broken pinball machine back up and running.
    And getting it cleaned up and stuff too.
    And I been watching a lot of resin craft stuff as I am thinking of using resin to repair cracked or broken ramps on pinball machines. :)
    One thing I still love to do on UA-cam and other pinball places on the web is help others with there pinball problems. :)

  • @ladybrite4116
    @ladybrite4116 Рік тому +5

    Steve, thank you for this video so much. I have had issues most of my life. You inspire me and watching you crafting and the members on fb have been a huge help when I am having a rough time ❤❤❤

    • @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts
      @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts  Рік тому +1

      You are so welcome and I am so pleased that we can help. The members group is a great community of very supportive people.

  • @EtherealMadness
    @EtherealMadness 10 місяців тому +1

    Steve, thank you so much for this video. For all of your videos but this one in particular, thank you. I've learned so much from you, you are such an inspiration. Love your channel.
    I'm bipolar 2, I suffer from anxiety, ptsd and adhd. I've never opened up about my mental issues, I felt so ashamed by it recently because my mother asked me to put my meds away before her friend was to come over for coffee and she didn't want them to see my meds. (I take care of my elderly mother after my father died 2yrs ago and was helping her take care of him after he had had a stroke). Steve, I was mortified, I felt beyond awful and ashamed about it and I shouldn't, it's not right but unfortunately that's the mentality we're up against. It is a struggle, it sucks but that's just the way it is and I try to do my best to cope but sometimes it can be very difficult. Thank you for being so open and honest about it all. Dealing with the stigma has been hard and it took me quite some time to accept it and move on.
    Crafting, whether I'm making jewelry or doing projects with resin has been so very therapeutic for me. I'm so happy when I get in the zone working on my crafting.
    I am so grateful that you didn't quit making videos! Thank you! ❤️ I cannot thank you enough for sharing your knowledge and experience. I've learned so much from you and I don't know what I'd do without your videos. I wouldn't be doing anything with resin, I know that. I really appreciate you. Someday I'd like to have my own channel so I can share all I've learned with others. I am a bit hesitant, perhaps a bit scared and intimidated by the trolls, people can be so mean online and there's no reason for it.
    Everyone here is so nice and it's such a great environment. Thank you all for that. It's so refreshing. I find it necessary to be surrounded by positive people.
    Thank you again Steve for opening up and shedding light on mental illness. And thank you to all who are so nice and supportive here. You are appreciated and loved, don't ever forget that. ❤️🐾🐶🐾❤️😊 🤗

  • @BeatriceStair
    @BeatriceStair Рік тому +7

    I look forward toward your videos daily Steve. Thanks for sharing your story as many struggle with mental health issues. Your channels have reached so many and we all appreciate you bringing us together! The support in your groups is the best! Keep doing what you are doing! We are here for each other!!

    • @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts
      @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts  Рік тому

      Thank you. Anything I can do to help people through my videos is important for me to do as I hate to think of others suffering

  • @MagicMistic66
    @MagicMistic66 11 місяців тому +1

    I just started working with resin and I found your UA-cam channel and I enjoy it very much. Bless you keep enjoying your art !

  • @Momnpop98
    @Momnpop98 Рік тому +4

    How did you know that I was going through this at this very moment? I know it's not all about me, but very uncanny that I saw this during my own self-deprecating moment...❤

    • @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts
      @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts  Рік тому +1

      Why shouldn't it be all about you? Sometimes we have to think of ourselves and be all about us for a while. Don't every worry about that. I am pleased I could help in a small way xx

  • @daniellenunn-weinberg5381
    @daniellenunn-weinberg5381 11 місяців тому +1

    Thank you for this video. It seems that everyone I know, including myself, suffer all of these issues and more. I spent the first three days of this week crying incessantly. Doing something creative is what saves me.

  • @traciedavey2282
    @traciedavey2282 Рік тому +4

    Thank you for sharing this with us, it takes a lot of courage to show your vulnerability. I’v never felt like I was good enough from an early age, always trying to be and do better than anyone else, stressing about everything being perfect for my family, stressing that I haven’t done enough for my family. I nearly ended it all 4 years ago because my husband of, then, 29yrs had an affair, which made me feel even more worthless than I already did. It was only when I opened up to one of my friends and she helped me get the help I needed that things started to get a bit better. There are still days we’re I don’t want to do anything and feel down but I have my animals to keep me going, knowing that I have to look after them gives me purpose. X

    • @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts
      @SteveMcDonaldArtsandCrafts  Рік тому

      Thank you Tracie, this was a tough video for me to make, but I am glad I made it. Opening up to someone is without a doubt a great step to recovery. I am so pleased you found someone to talk to x

  • @catbenjamin5838
    @catbenjamin5838 Рік тому +1

    Good day. You also open yourself up to people that love you and appreciate you ❤. We got you cause you got us.

  • @melodyadams-hughes6294
    @melodyadams-hughes6294 Рік тому +3

    Thank you for sharing. It takes a lot of strength to share when you’re struggling especially on such a public forum. You have a good community on here who will support you whenever and wherever we can. ❤
    You have been an inspiration for me and I love your videos. xx

  • @57janp
    @57janp Рік тому +2

    Aww Steve, you are so amazing, I just want to throw my arms around you and give you a big hug! There are far too many people dealing with mental health issues that deny there is anything wrong. I hope your speaking so openly helps others to realise they’re not alone. You are one of my favourite you tube hoomans! God bless you darling, keep up the good work and squidgy widgies!❤️

  • @Lisa-uy9ox
    @Lisa-uy9ox Рік тому +1

    I'm telling you right now that hearing you speak that truth of yours has helped me more than you know. And for that along with all of the wonderful creations I've watched you do since I've found your channel and never would have realized that you have the same issues that I do.... For that, I thank you so very, very much!! You are my new favorite you tuber!!

  • @Bluescorpio72
    @Bluescorpio72 Рік тому +2

    Thank You, for your honesty and encouragement.

  • @lechatbotte.
    @lechatbotte. Рік тому

    So true Steve. Mental health issues are the invisible illnesses. Break a leg and people run to sigh your cast but have a broken mind they run the other way. I belong to NAMI for years. I so understand. I love you Steve you’re so kind to everyone.

  • @AndyVaught
    @AndyVaught 9 годин тому

    Glad you stayed. I really like watching your creations

  • @deborahestrada9528
    @deborahestrada9528 Рік тому +1

    You're not alone. My whole family has problems. We stand with you. Just know 3 out of 4 is having problems too. You're not alone. Thank you for doing this video and letting all of us know. We love you❤❤❤!!

    • @mariasetticase3171
      @mariasetticase3171 Рік тому

      I'm glad you fight through and keep going.I know your struggle God Bless

  • @dewancoffman7912
    @dewancoffman7912 Рік тому +1

    I've just recently found your channel & have been watching all your videos! I love crafting, I got away from it the last few years due to serious issues with my health & personal life. It's been hard. This video has touched my heart and really speaks to me. Thank you for sharing such a personal story. You are definitely not alone! You have given me the courage to reach out! Bless you!

  • @wendyburrett2186
    @wendyburrett2186 Рік тому +2

    Oh my goodness Steve well done for speaking out. You are not alone and I’m sure you help so many people on your journey. Thank you so much for your honesty and inspiration. Bless you xx

  • @ShulaMG
    @ShulaMG Рік тому

    I’m glad you got out of bed today. I always look forward to seeing what neat experiment you are trying. 💜💜💜

  • @lindaweaver9267
    @lindaweaver9267 11 місяців тому +1

    😂Thankyou Steve for this I am fortunate that I do not suffer with depression but it's lovely that you can speak out about this has it helps a lot of people

  • @daniela23au
    @daniela23au Рік тому +1

    Im so glad u downloaded this video. u have no idea how this helps . Also, I suffer from anxiety and the times I feel low I watch ur videos over and over, make me feel better, and also learn so much. Thecraft is so relaxing, and I love it. Thank you so much for ur time ,hugs from Australia 🇦🇺

  • @jenniferspengler4688
    @jenniferspengler4688 Рік тому +2

    I can relate with so much of what you said. But the main thing I want to say here is that I love your channel because you always have unique but attainable ideas and results, and your passion is palpable! I haven't noticed your mood declining but I'm glad you feel like you can share that with us. Good on you for not feeding the trolls, and kudos for allowing joy into your life. I isolate and withdraw quite a bit myself, and sometimes I have to force myself to do something like crafting, even though I love doing it. I will take a note from your book and allow myself the joy of small crafts, like for me making abstract art with markers on copy paper that I will later cut into bits and use in resin... :) Thank you for sharing your story with us, and thank you for sharing your talent with us! You are innovative and have a niche all your own here! ♥

  • @DanielDan-rg9zw
    @DanielDan-rg9zw 11 місяців тому +1

    I'm the same and I'm afraid to do anything with my supplies because I'm afraid of wasting them... I'm also "afraid" of putting a price on my stuff, I can't just say "I'm selling this piece for X$!"
    The only pieces I've sold is when someone said "Hey, this is cool, want x$ for it?" And I accept because they put the price, notcme and it also seemed reasonable!
    You are right, we should enjoy the process more than being afraid of the results!
    Also my dyslexia read the title "Why I'm breaking my silicone!" xD

  • @Jddubber
    @Jddubber Рік тому +1

    I have mental health problems and physical health problems after a bad accident, sometimes I cant get out and about so I started crafting (primarily painting odd things) as a way to calm myself.I also find youtube a useful tool and a good coping mechanism to help. I find videos like yours to be very good for the mind so thank you for making them, you are helping without even realising

  • @reneedaniel5688
    @reneedaniel5688 Рік тому

    I suffered from severe depression as a teenager. My help came from music and books. I would escape into them. Now and then I have slight bouts of depression. I luckily didn’t need medicine. My creative side helps me also. I truly enjoy your videos. I would never have guessed you had issues. Thanks for sharing.

  • @NaiyaBladesinger
    @NaiyaBladesinger 11 місяців тому +1

    I love the "if you want to leave a negative comment, don't bother. it made me chuckle so hard. As a creator myself (writer and crafter) I can't read my own reviews. it doesn't matter that I slaved over a book for x number of years and put it out into the world. i still read it today and think it's not good enough. I should have done better (all the while editors are telling me the book is fine, it's compelling. it could use line editing, but it's a solid book). I don't sell the crafts I make, I give them away as gifts to friends and loved ones, but it's because I don't think I'm good enough to sell my crafts. I'm a 3D printer (resin and fdm) and resin pour crafter and those crafts bring be so much happiness.
    Imposer syndrome is everywhere. but let me share a few lessons I've just learned (and I'm 50):
    - Doing anything WITH INTENTION is harder than "doing something for fun". you can do both and you should. but choose when you engage with each. Let your "for fun" come first. let it hone your skill. Work the intention into it when you engage with others.
    - There are people who WANT to help you. Letting them help you is one of the hardest things you will ever do. It will also be one of the things you are most grateful for.
    find peace, happiness and joy in all you do friends. that is my wish for you.

  • @emilyhird2332
    @emilyhird2332 11 місяців тому +1

    Just discovered you, thank you for sharing this very important topic. Well done for sharing, persevering and blessing others with your arts and honesty. ❤ Louise and Emily

  • @roku3216
    @roku3216 Рік тому +1

    Getting help is the strongest, smartest thing to do. The people that get help to manage their mental health are the ones who have it together in the ways that count. I use something, myself, for PTSD-related brain fog. So, that said, I have learned such good stuff and had so much fun with your videos, i'm really glad you've made them. I love that you do this and inspire me to try new things, or to try my usual things with new products. Have a great day, Steve.

  • @summerroper
    @summerroper Рік тому +1

    You have no idea how much that helped me! Even started crying a bit because I understand. I said for a long time that I wanted to do crafting for a living but dues to medical problems I couldn't get myself up to work and now that I do have that strength I had to get a job, so work full time, take care of my two young kids, and the house and I am finally doing my first craft booth next month and of course feels like something keeps telling me it won't work and I'll probably just embarrass myself. So you really helped me strengthen up with that. 😊

  • @jackiepena1541
    @jackiepena1541 Рік тому +1

    Thank you Steve for sharing this video. I’ve dealt with mental health for a very long time & it took this long for me to seek assistance through compassionate therapy & it does help a bunch. Art therapy has been a lifesaver for me & now I feel I’m not alone anymore. Just taking it one day at a time. I’m very happy to be part of this channel & love watching your videos. 🩵🩵🩵🩵

  • @SkipConcannon
    @SkipConcannon Рік тому

    You’ll never walk alone, Steve. I’ll always keep a good thought for you. Please keep up the great work.