I know I'm late, but I thought I should say this. My friend sent me this song a day before she committed suicide. I tried to stop her by sending her comforting text messages, but that wasn't what she needed. She needed emotional help and support. But I couldn't give that to her. Your lyrics give me the courage to go on in life and show people what it's all about. Thank you so much for doing that for me. R.I.P Alaynah 2005-2019...We will never forget you...
@@dkfasdh1024 I know. Her parents were killed in a car accident 2 years before, so she was staying with her grandparents. We talked every day and I made sure to keep my eyes on her. I went away on a vacation for a week and a half and unfortunately was not able to talk to her that whole time. I got back the day she sent me that song. Day after, her grandfather told me that she had hanged herself. I still grieve, but I know she's watching over me from above. God bless
Fui al museo y se me hizo raro no encontrar esta obra de arte :(, la música de xam es única y tiene su propio arte, algo que las hace especiales Like a los que aman a xam
Accidentally found this song while I was going through Instagram's music option on Story and I am so glad I did. Your music is amazing, your lyrics has so much meaning and are relatable to how I feel- how have you not blown up yet?
I don't have depression or anything but at some time at random moment i just wanna fade away and disappear from earth , its like i m not built for this world, i don't feel energy for anything i just don't wanna exist although there is nothing stressful or worrysome , its just the micro moments like this i appreciate this song who made me understand others also feel like it in some point of life.❤
Esta canción transmite muchos sentimientos,tu vocesita tiene el poder de transmitir lo que sientes al cantar esta canción,tienes mucho talento😘,de aca hasta que todo acabe juntos xam :3
i always use to listen to this song 24/7. came back a year later and this song is still a bop, your music is so soothing and relatable. you’re so underrated... love your music :)
This song relates to me so much right now.. I have depression and all I do is feel pain in my chest and just crying. Thanks for making this beautiful song man.. hope everything goes well for you bro.
"I just wanna fade away..." Damn strong word XAM I listen to all your music and this is your best as a 10 year old musician my self keep it up my dude hope you reply HOW ARE YOU NOT ON THE RADIO??? Edit: your voice is very soothing ❤ I can't spell😂
Right now I feel like dying Like I wanna paint the walls with my blood Like if I wasn't here maybe my family Wouldn't be going through all this pain I have these blank thoughts of what death feels like Is it painful? My wrist is aching to be cut,to be punctured By the sharp thin corners of a razor But why do you cut ? Because you are nothing ? Because your not worth it? Go ahead and kill yourself You won't be missed When you die you'll be placed in a coffin And that's it? That's what you want? To be placed in a coffin And to be forgotten about Why is that what you want? Right now i feel like dying. Darlene Avalos
I listen to this song everytime i feel down or depressed, it calms me down to know that i'm not the only one who's feeling this way and it's okay to not be okay, that my feelings are valid. thank you for this song, XAM! A lot of love from Indonesia
i dont understand why the whole world isnt a fan of yours yet
❤️❤️❤️
I swear tho he’s the best
IKR
@@xamhki 🔥 been listening to this for a while,just know you saved me my mans
es la primera canción que escucho y me encanto saludos desde argentina me encanta tu music
:(
What the hell does this say?
@@jokoplush420 spanish coments come from a channel of spanish subs call "stranger-" this song have 6M views there.
@@jokoplush420 she said, it's the first song I listen to and I liked it, greetings from Argentina, I love your music
Es la primera canción que escucho, sin duda eres un artista increíble y mereces más reconocimiento; sigue así, llegarás lejos algún día ❤
I listen to this every day
Sameeeee.Came from phhh.He is so underrated
Me too
me too...
Same here
Me too.
Why the hell are you so underrated?!
maybe because the lyrics are fucking trash lmao
memejeek that’s just your opinion, to me they’re really relatable.
@@m3tbii its the most generic sad boy shit ive ever heard, shame because everything else is pretty good.
IKR!!
@@Cryzlrr you shouldn't tell people to kill themselves
hell i love this song, the rythm is so beautiful and your voice so soothing
IKR!!!
I understand and feel it
TIENES UN GRAN TALENTO! ME ENCANTAN TUS CANCIONES OJALA Y LLEGUES MUY LEJOS.
辛い時この曲を聞くと自分に当てはまりすぎて勝手に涙がでてとまらない。この曲を聞かなくてもいい人生が良かった
*100,000!* ❤️
Esta canción es demasiado bella para ser real 💕
Algunos de español
:v
Si bro
No
Siii
Si
I just wanna fade away
I just wanna die today
Erase me from your memories
That way you wont remember me...
I just got back after 3 years and it still has a very special spark to it. No matter how many times I listen to it, I love it.
It's so sad and reletable at the same time. You're an idol, XAM! We love you.
Is amazing 💚
i'm from México
I know I'm late, but I thought I should say this. My friend sent me this song a day before she committed suicide. I tried to stop her by sending her comforting text messages, but that wasn't what she needed. She needed emotional help and support. But I couldn't give that to her. Your lyrics give me the courage to go on in life and show people what it's all about. Thank you so much for doing that for me.
R.I.P Alaynah 2005-2019...We will never forget you...
Abby Disanto my friend also committed suicide and I told her a lot of stuff that made her feel comforted but then she still decided to do it..
I’m crying because of this
@@vonnimc1
No, no! Don't cry!
She was so Young...
@@dkfasdh1024
I know. Her parents were killed in a car accident 2 years before, so she was staying with her grandparents. We talked every day and I made sure to keep my eyes on her. I went away on a vacation for a week and a half and unfortunately was not able to talk to her that whole time. I got back the day she sent me that song. Day after, her grandfather told me that she had hanged herself. I still grieve, but I know she's watching over me from above. God bless
i stayed awake all night for this
THANK GOD I DID
Me encanto😭❤😍..
Mereces más exito.!😭❤
Fui al museo y se me hizo raro no encontrar esta obra de arte :(, la música de xam es única y tiene su propio arte, algo que las hace especiales
Like a los que aman a xam
Siii
I love this song!!!! Oml how isn’t this song the most famous song ever?!
This describes exactly how I feel. This hits all my weak spots and I cry every time I listen. Thank you so much.
I love this song
Makes me cry
I had the same problem
Desde que la conoci no dejo de escucharla , me identifico mucho :''v
This is the best song i find in UA-cam. I love it
ღAlejandra ღ same🥰
Same ❤️❤️❤️
COMO NO ESCUCHE ESTA CANCION ANTES .Muy buena nesecitas mas reconocimiento tienes un nuevo subscriptor😜
Your voice timbre is fire bro. Never change it.
I feel super identified, I liked it a lot. It has an excellent lyrics.
Man...he too good that even vevo was too jealous to hit him up
So emotional and beautiful 🤩
just going back through his songs that i used to listen to when i was depressed. i can listen to these and see who far i’ve come:)
happy for u! ❤️
Accidentally found this song while I was going through Instagram's music option on Story and I am so glad I did. Your music is amazing, your lyrics has so much meaning and are relatable to how I feel- how have you not blown up yet?
That's so cool! Thank you so much ❤️
It's the first time I've heard a song that I can relate to the lyrics like this. Many tears came to my eyes. thank you for writing a great song.🖤
I only can say, that this is awesome
Thank you Jimin! 💖
Beautiful voice and sad tone I love these types of songs because they make me feel like I'm not the only one who suffers with pain in my songs.
Te amo
❤️
This song is so amazing. It's super relatable and I'm in tears.
This song will forever be great 🖤specially when you can actually related to the lyrics
You are great man. Love from Spain
Underrated but this is such a mood it’s sad.
I don't have depression or anything but at some time at random moment i just wanna fade away and disappear from earth , its like i m not built for this world, i don't feel energy for anything i just don't wanna exist although there is nothing stressful or worrysome , its just the micro moments like this i appreciate this song who made me understand others also feel like it in some point of life.❤
Esta canción es de las mejores que he escuchado, aunque sea triste es hermosa y tu voz... Uff tu voz es arte chico y mereces mas reconocimiento ❤
this is the one song i come to when im sad.. idk why but i feel comfort while listening to this song.
still listening to this before I go to sleep, it’s just perfect:(
Damn! This is what I call Music. Music that speaks to you and explains exactly how you feel inside!
Que coisa mais perfeita❤❤
this is life, I love your music, thank you for existing.♡
Esta canción transmite muchos sentimientos,tu vocesita tiene el poder de transmitir lo que sientes al cantar esta canción,tienes mucho talento😘,de aca hasta que todo acabe juntos xam :3
one of the best songs to exist
*T e a m o* 💕
Enchanting ❤ I've been absolutely addicted to your songs. Much love.
Maann, es increíble el tema ❤ Saludos de Argentina 🇦🇷
i always use to listen to this song 24/7. came back a year later and this song is still a bop, your music is so soothing and relatable. you’re so underrated... love your music :)
This is exactly what our heart says ♡ thanks!
ME ENCANTA!
This song is the most beautiful of the world
This song has to go viral!I love it so much and you are so talented ,it make me chill whenever I’m not feeling well😌❤️👌🏼
This song is so calming. Two years later and I’m still listening to it. Idk it just brings me comfort when I feel like I’m suffocating with dread
I love this song so much I can relate in so many ways , this is like my favourite song right now😍😍😍
I'm ADDICTED to this song, it defines me completely ✨🙂
Love, Max ♥ I'm forever a fan despite the name change your music is beautiful and relatable. 💯 ♥
💖
New favourite song!!!
I love your music man
This song relates to me so much right now.. I have depression and all I do is feel pain in my chest and just crying. Thanks for making this beautiful song man.. hope everything goes well for you bro.
This song is my whole life in a song
This song it’s just too good, i keep listening over and over again when I’m sad or in a bad mood, somehow it calms me down.
Estúpida depresión!! DIOS ESTA CANCIÓN ME LLEGÓ
Vas a llegar lejos amigo, desde ya felicidades🎊
Me encanta tu voz... Me mueve mariposas en el estómago. Amo tus canciones.
your such a good artist keep it up i have heard one of your songs and i'm already a fan of yours
Description of my life.
love you music. ❤️
wow bro que buena música haces bendiciones y abrazos saludos desde México, éxitos tu puedes 😉😿
FAVORITE SONG THANK YOU❤️
Como te amo,sé que no me entiendes pero eres tan hermoso ❤
I'm happy I discovered you with this song🖤
Soy el unico escuchandola en pleno 2020?😞
No, 2021 y aquí ando
ugh, i love this song.
my best regards from Colombia!
"I just wanna fade away..." Damn strong word XAM I listen to all your music and this is your best as a 10 year old musician my self keep it up my dude hope you reply HOW ARE YOU NOT ON THE RADIO???
Edit: your voice is very soothing ❤ I can't spell😂
You are amazing, the world needs to appreciate this masterpiece and all your music!
i love this music :,v, XAM is genius in the music sad.
Saludos desde Argentina :)
best song ever 💕 thanks xam
Right now I feel like dying
Like I wanna paint the walls with my blood
Like if I wasn't here maybe my family
Wouldn't be going through all this pain
I have these blank thoughts of what death feels like
Is it painful?
My wrist is aching to be cut,to be punctured
By the sharp thin corners of a razor
But why do you cut ?
Because you are nothing ?
Because your not worth it?
Go ahead and kill yourself
You won't be missed
When you die you'll be placed in a coffin
And that's it?
That's what you want?
To be placed in a coffin
And to be forgotten about
Why is that what you want?
Right now i feel like dying.
Darlene Avalos
Pondría esta canción mil veces más, me encanta, siempre que estoy triste la escucho. Sin duda es mi canción favorita 💖
Fan vad bra!!! Du kommer ju bli as känd!!!
Tackar 💕
I always listen to it before I sleep.
Eres jodidamente bueno
Drop some more man, this shit healthy.
Se ha convertido en mi canción favorita
Your so underrated this song is so relatable I cried u deserve more fame
Haces arteeee.💗
Beautiful.🚀
Que obra de arte, 🥰🥺
I listen to this song everytime i feel down or depressed, it calms me down to know that i'm not the only one who's feeling this way and it's okay to not be okay, that my feelings are valid. thank you for this song, XAM! A lot of love from Indonesia
amazing
Please don't stop writing Songs, this song is the reason that I'm still alive (and my old English Teacher)
"I couldn’t be happy even If I tried..."
Why is this so underrated??? Such a masterpiece
Why the hell isn't you so popular that you deserv???
Love u Dion. Thanks for showing interest
I can relate 😢
It's hella dope dude it's relatable too
❤❤❤