ua-cam.com/video/UCe34KMzhQI/v-deo.html this got taken down by Judyphonic so this is the og one but it’s not made by that person it’s a lifesaver that had the og version
oh if youre asking. the original got age restricted not taken down this link is a reupload without the restriction. it got taken down for suicide saying "wanna die" yeah thats pretty much it.
It brings hope even if the songs theme is sad and dark there is always hope in your darkest days that's the message to the song I believe ❤️ That is why it makes you happy because it brings you hope!
I don't know if this is true or not but when the girl says "mushrooms growing on my head" it means shes having suicidal thoughts cuz I heard in Japanese culture mushrooms on peoples heads means they're having bad or suicidal thoughts 🤷♂️
i asked them what our friendships’ theme song was. they said this was. that was nearly three years ago. still friends to this day, they’re doing better, and I bet this isn’t the theme anymore!! :)
Hi, if you’re reading this, someone cares about you. There is a future ahead, be it bright or bleak, there is still hope. Hold on I convinced myself to try harder at life because whether I want it or not, a future exists. Best of luck to you all.
Честно говоря, меня раздражает, что я слушаю иностранную песню не понимая текста, а меня пытаются переубедить совершить Роскомнадзор. Я не понимаю текста песни, наверное, мне повезло слушать эту песню не понимая слов.
Sad that sometimes I feel exactly like this girl, because she's saying she wants to die but is scared of dying too, sometimes life just be like that, when even if you have so many things you care about that they just don't seem enough of a reason to deal with anything anymore. Just a little reminder for myself and others. LIFE IS WORTH IT! NEVER LET YOUR DEMONS GET TO YOU BC THERE IS ALWAYS A REASON TO STAY ALIVE! BECAUSE DEATH IS FINAL! Stay safe and remember your loved even when it don't feel like it! 😘😊❤🩹
I remember loving this song when i was just discovering vocaloid covers and not really relating to it. But now that I'm older and smarter and wiser i do somewhat
Miss wanna die Lyrics I opened my eyes To see A hospital So white and clean I was walking up the roof I think Then cant recall At all a single thing Help a hand for me You were there I know But couldn't reach me The me who would fall Down all The time But stand and reach my hand to See~ Have you tried crossing over yet? *ah wanna die Wanna die but don't really wanna die* You were there you would care Making me aware Every scar, all the blood More and more they're never done Not enought not enought Ah wanna die Wanna die But don't really wanna die If I died you would cry And idk why Every scar all the blood More and more they're never done Not enought not enought . . . . . . . . . . *darkness* . . . . When I forget you im all alone Without a place to go But then played a mirror like a show, the past I used to know~ *A DREAM* Til I see every part of me, eyes of red following and, *I wanna live Wanna live Deep inside I've always been reaching out for a hand,so don't let this be the end Mushrooms growing on my head Still remember even when Where you are when im dead!* Ah wanna die Wanna die But don't really wanna die You were there you would care You know it really isn't fair Everytime I forgot You remain inside my thoughts Not enought Not enought . . . Ah wanna die Wanna die Wanna die But still couldn't die With you by my side Behind~ The days~ I spent- Alone- Afraid... Now you're here- To stay.... Lalala..~ Lalala~ Lalala~ And every scar never fade Memories that replay Rewind... Yet again To the pain We felt on that day~ ... ... ... ... ... ... .. . . . . . . . . ...... ....... ...... ..... ........ . .. . . . . . . . . . . ..... Miss wanna die Lyrics I was bored
listen even if stuff looks like it’s shit i’ve also been what you’ve been through cutting all that stuff but there’s no reason there’s always people that care and if you just decide to end it the people that care would blame themselfs there’s always a reason and time enjoy everything while you can until it’s too late for you to even try enjoy life
{Lyrics} Awake I open my eyes to see, A hospital, so white and clean, I was walking up to the roof, I think, Then can't recall at all a single thing, Held a hand for me, You were there I know, But couldn't reach the me, That would fall down all the time, But stand and reach my hand to see.. Have you tried crossing over yet? Ah, wanna die! Wanna die! But don't really wanna die, You were there, you would care, Making me aware Every scar, all the blood! More and more, they're never done, Not enough, not enough... Ah, wanna die, wanna die! But don't really wanna die, If I died, you would cry, And I don't know why... Every scar, all the blood! More and more, they're never done, Not enough, not enough... When I forget you, I'm all alone without a place to go, But then played a mirror like a show, The past, I used to know a dream, Til I see every part of me, Eyes are red, following and, I wanna live, wanna live, Deep inside l've always been, Reaching out for a hand, So don't let this be the end, Mushrooms growing on my head, Still remember even then, Where you are, when I'm dead, Ah wanna die, wanna die! But don't really wanna die, You were there, you would care, You know it really isn't fair, Every time I forgot, You remain inside my thoughts, Not enough, not enough... Ah, wanna die, wanna die, wanna die! But I still couldn't die, With you by my side, Behind the days I spent alone, afraid Now you're here to stay, Lalala lalala lalala lalala~ And the scars never fade, Memories that replay, Rewind, yet again... To the pain we felt that day. Angie恩熙
How is the English one not censored!? Japanese one was restricted because the creator of youtube here was not aware this can harm children but decided to put this on UA-cam Kids!!!!!
This reminds me that I was singing this song infront of the police in Blockmango Jailbreak because he was chasing me, and then he let me go free 😭😭 2:07
i used to put this on and sleep to it after a solid 5 days of that i found my self progressively growing more and more idn how to explain the feeling but i couldn't sleep at all it all felt hurt everything felt wrong but yet i long for that feeling again (someone pls tell me what this is)
I came back to this song because I used to relate to the first part.. now I’m starting to appreciate life and actively want to be alive anyone who is struggling with suicidal thoughts remember life will get better❤️🩹
This song always makes me cry now. Before, it was simply just a gacha song to me and although it was sad, it didn't make me too upset. Now, I bawl as if I was listening to Deep End by Stray Kids' Felix.
Took me forever to find one of theses that wasn't age restricted
same
Yea same
Fr tho
Same
Мне тоже, а ведь я не понимаю значения английских слов, если не читаю текст или не выдумываюсь в слова...
6 years later and this song is still just as amazing
Bro wdym? It's from 3 years ago... Or do you mean the original version?-
I know right
3 years
I think he's talking about the original
I know right
Couldn't find the original, so, I'm here :]
Ye me neither what happened
I found the real one:]
ua-cam.com/video/UCe34KMzhQI/v-deo.html this got taken down by Judyphonic so this is the og one but it’s not made by that person it’s a lifesaver that had the og version
oh if youre asking. the original got age restricted not taken down this link is a reupload without the restriction. it got taken down for suicide saying "wanna die" yeah thats pretty much it.
The OG version is better bro
hey everyone here is a digital hug :)
Thank you, heres a digital smile :)
*hugs back* thanks friend
I don’t feel comfortable with sukana giving me a hug he is gonna like dismantle me :/
Thanks 😊
Dude thanks.
Thats just some suicidal words I’d listen to over and over again
meeee
Same-
Me too
Why does this make me happy-😭
Isso também me deixa feliz 😰
you emo?
@@belcyfradovale1340 yh isso tambebem feliz navidad you too :)
It brings hope even if the songs theme is sad and dark there is always hope in your darkest days that's the message to the song I believe ❤️ That is why it makes you happy because it brings you hope!
@@Axo_Ackermann i have su!cidal thoughts so this also makes me me happy, also it gives me nostalgia.. also I'm vibin at this song
THIS IS ON UA-cam KIDS…
wait-
thats madness
WHA-
@@I_luv_ducksking Yeah Im So Confused
WHAT.
My whole life (i used to be a gacha kid 2018-2021) i thought it was "Mushrooms growing on my head, still remember EATING them"
same TvT
Bruh
Serious bruh moment
i remember being a gacha kid once...
Wait you can eat the suicide thoughts!? Yaya
I don't know if this is true or not but when the girl says "mushrooms growing on my head" it means shes having suicidal thoughts cuz I heard in Japanese culture mushrooms on peoples heads means they're having bad or suicidal thoughts 🤷♂️
I don't know why but I always imagined that it ment like- that she's burried and mushrooms are growing in the place her head is 😭😭
That's exactly how the saying was made lmao@@fajnymuchomor5456
The fact that most of this song's videos are age restricted but this one is also on UA-cam kids makes it even better
Bro saved me from age restriction
Lol, I'm not even deppressed or anything, I just remember the chorus being in tons of gacha videos 💀
IVE HEARD THIS SONG IN POPPY PLAYTIME WAY TOO MANY TIMES😭
bro this song is stuck in my head and it's on repeat, I hate it but love it. it keeps making me cry every time 😭
Real
2024 anyone?
Me
hello there
HELLOO
Me fr..
Yeah I'm I'm still here...👍
I had this at full volume singing all the lyrics even though it's been years since I've listened to this
i asked them what our friendships’ theme song was.
they said this was.
that was nearly three years ago.
still friends to this day, they’re doing better, and I bet this isn’t the theme anymore!! :)
Aww :)
I used to be obsessed with that song when I was like 8- am I the only one lmao
Same i sung it infront of my parents once when i was younger 💀 my parents told me of for listening to this
Frrr
Hi, if you’re reading this, someone cares about you. There is a future ahead, be it bright or bleak, there is still hope. Hold on
I convinced myself to try harder at life because whether I want it or not, a future exists.
Best of luck to you all.
^-^
Честно говоря, меня раздражает, что я слушаю иностранную песню не понимая текста, а меня пытаются переубедить совершить Роскомнадзор. Я не понимаю текста песни, наверное, мне повезло слушать эту песню не понимая слов.
@@chocdraws thankyou ❤️ you too.
@@BepTyWKAI wish I didn’t understand them
No im alone
I have no friends and my family is busy
and to think that this song is still a masterpiece
It is still a masterpiece ✨
Sad that sometimes I feel exactly like this girl, because she's saying she wants to die but is scared of dying too, sometimes life just be like that, when even if you have so many things you care about that they just don't seem enough of a reason to deal with anything anymore. Just a little reminder for myself and others. LIFE IS WORTH IT! NEVER LET YOUR DEMONS GET TO YOU BC THERE IS ALWAYS A REASON TO STAY ALIVE! BECAUSE DEATH IS FINAL! Stay safe and remember your loved even when it don't feel like it! 😘😊❤🩹
I love this song. It's reminded me of 2018.
Not me being obsessed with this song when I was like 8 lol
me: cool song
my freind: is that the song when huggy wuggy falls💀
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💀💀💀💀💀
💀💀💀💀💀💀💀
how old is your friend
uhh 8
The fact that this is on UA-cam kids is amazing lol
(This is not a copy of the comment that already mentioned it was already on UA-cam kids)
Bro this my favorite song rn it explains me 😭
U okay?
heeeey, are you okay? 人生に問題がありますか？ :( Sorry, I don't know English well
i hope youre doing better...
Same 😭
@@strwberry_kittenz u okay?
finally one that isn't age restricted
This song (English and Japanese) lowkey saved me tbh
Good song with a terrifying meaning
I've been listening to it for a long time
(2024)
should i be concerned that I've been listening to this song on loop for hours and hours in multiple days?
Who couldn't find this song either
I remember loving this song when i was just discovering vocaloid covers and not really relating to it. But now that I'm older and smarter and wiser i do somewhat
What the flip man 😡
I always loved this.
I love this song:)
I always listen to this song when I'm going to a school trip to Penang :)
It really calms my heart like someone is accompanying me
Every time i hear this song i get chills
I'm playing this on loop
Me to
Miss wanna die
Lyrics
I opened my eyes To see A hospital
So white and clean
I was walking up the roof
I think Then cant recall
At all a single thing
Help a hand for me You were there I know
But couldn't reach me
The me who would fall Down all The time
But stand and reach my hand to
See~
Have you tried crossing over yet?
*ah wanna die
Wanna die but don't really wanna die*
You were there you would care
Making me aware
Every scar, all the blood
More and more they're never done
Not enought not enought
Ah wanna die
Wanna die
But don't really wanna die
If I died you would cry
And idk why
Every scar all the blood
More and more they're never done
Not enought not enought
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. . . . . .
*darkness*
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When
I forget you im all alone
Without a place to go
But then played a mirror like a show, the past I used to know~
*A DREAM*
Til I see every part of me, eyes of red following and,
*I wanna live
Wanna live
Deep inside I've always been reaching out for a hand,so don't let this be the end
Mushrooms growing on my head
Still remember even when
Where you are when im dead!*
Ah wanna die
Wanna die
But don't really wanna die
You were there you would care
You know it really isn't fair
Everytime I forgot
You remain inside my thoughts
Not enought
Not enought
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Ah wanna die Wanna die
Wanna die
But still couldn't die
With you by my side
Behind~
The days~
I spent-
Alone-
Afraid...
Now you're here-
To stay....
Lalala..~
Lalala~
Lalala~
And every scar never fade
Memories that replay
Rewind...
Yet again
To the pain
We felt on that day~
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Miss wanna die Lyrics
I was bored
You did good😂😂
@@BryanWarne-yw4pw ty
Yes u did very great pal
Bro singing the whole song
@@nuchcharin1515did that 300 times
Little me used to listen to this only because it sounds like a cool song..
Five years later I’m su!c!dal and this song now hits different
listen even if stuff looks like it’s shit i’ve also been what you’ve been through cutting all that stuff but there’s no reason there’s always people that care and if you just decide to end it the people that care would blame themselfs there’s always a reason and time enjoy everything while you can until it’s too late for you to even try enjoy life
@@Exrivine okay I’ll Try to
I have only ONE person and that’s My partner will :)
@@ExiledChunk456-dx3lr ty ty stay safe please
@@Exrivine I’ll try my best
did not expect someone here, im friends with a depressed guy, i know how you feel, gl hope you get out the trenches man
i listened to this when i was 5 years old and i am 12 now 😪
(this is how u know i was not a normal child growing up)
HELP??? bro is NOT normal 😭🙏(dw youre not alone im weird)
@@ztrawberryyy dang gang ik how it feels to be weird
Ew why is there a child here. Shoo
Help- I’m getting 2019 Gacha kid flashbacks😭
*falls off a skyscraper with black shadow on my face, as to indicate depression*
Fr
{Lyrics}
Awake I open my eyes to see,
A hospital, so white and clean,
I was walking up to the roof, I think,
Then can't recall at all a single thing,
Held a hand for me,
You were there I know,
But couldn't reach the me,
That would fall down all the time,
But stand and reach my hand to
see..
Have you tried crossing over yet?
Ah, wanna die! Wanna die!
But don't really wanna die,
You were there, you would care,
Making me aware
Every scar, all the blood!
More and more, they're never done,
Not enough, not enough...
Ah, wanna die, wanna die!
But don't really wanna die,
If I died, you would cry,
And I don't know why...
Every scar, all the blood!
More and more, they're never done,
Not enough, not enough...
When I forget you,
I'm all alone without a place to go,
But then played a mirror like a show,
The past, I used to know a dream,
Til I see every part of me,
Eyes are red, following and,
I wanna live, wanna live,
Deep inside l've always been,
Reaching out for a hand,
So don't let this be the end,
Mushrooms growing on my head,
Still remember even then,
Where you are, when I'm dead,
Ah wanna die, wanna die!
But don't really wanna die,
You were there, you would care,
You know it really isn't fair,
Every time I forgot,
You remain inside my thoughts,
Not enough, not enough...
Ah, wanna die, wanna die, wanna die!
But I still couldn't die,
With you by my side,
Behind the days I spent alone, afraid
Now you're here to stay,
Lalala lalala lalala lalala~
And the scars never fade,
Memories that replay,
Rewind, yet again...
To the pain we felt that day.
Angie恩熙
Why would you put this on a lyric video😐
Imma poke his eyes for commenting the lyrics there is already the lyrics in the description
Ahhh the good old poppy playtime animations
The gacha life old times 😭😭
I actually relate to this song and it makes me sob every time i hear it.
I know this is suicidal but I love and will always love this song and now its stuck in my head lol
This is what i listen to when i feel like I'm gonna cry for no reason 🙃🙃🙃
Idk why but i still like the song maybe because its relatable 😊
Very relatable
Very very relatable
Very very very relatable
Very very very very relatable
Very very very very very... not really relatable
Not age restricted lesss goooooooooo 😍😍😍😍
Thanks, i love this song
Bro this is gonna be my fave song actually it already is !!! its so true !! Life of many of us.... Sadly...
Anyone 2024?
HAII XD
Me
ME
here
Me 🧐🖐️🥺...
MY EYES WIDEND WHEN I REMEMBERED I USED TO SING THIS AS A KID!:0
2024😢
Me
Me in 2024😢
Me
No I'm in 2025
Every body is sad
teh best song ever.
How is the English one not censored!? Japanese one was restricted because the creator of youtube here was not aware this can harm children but decided to put this on UA-cam Kids!!!!!
Well it's too late because unfortunately children listen to this song now ( I got introduced to this song wayyyyy to young)
Why 💀 Just why
This brings me much joy for some reason
That high note at the end
finally one not giving me a phone number to therapy
Anyone in 2024
I dont know why but i love the animation of the original one
1:06 it happens
I remember the lyrics! After 6 years I still know them!
I love this mysic❤,
Idk why but this song reminds me of a girl in the anime “Home!”😢
I love it
Ogs know this song
I can't wait for the day when I can listen to this longer than 1 minute every time I hear this it brings back bad memories
Keep trying ❤
You'll get there one day
I like this song ❤
Good Tune but Dark Lyrics 👀👀
Is it just me or I’m just getting sadder of this song?
It's not just you
@@1-あいこ-1not rlly
2:02 was they main part..
I remember this song from my poppy playtime phase
Toda vez q escuto essa música eu começo a chorar pq eu lembro de uma epoca que fiquei muito doente e tive que ir para o hospital
haha its the funny preview 2!!!
This made me cry bcuz it made me recognise my hear of dying and life😢😢😢😢😢
I remember being obsessed with this song 😭
Jumping for joy rn
listen to this in 1.25 playback speed it sounds really good
love this songs beat and the voice on the video!
POV: you are here again.😊
This reminds me that I was singing this song infront of the police in Blockmango Jailbreak because he was chasing me, and then he let me go free 😭😭 2:07
This Is My Favorite Japanese Song !
This song brings hope even if the songs theme is sad and dark there is always hope in your darkest days that's the message to the song I believe ❤️
This good!
finally something that dose not ask me if I need to call the suicide hot line.
I love this song ❤
I like the one who sang this song because he is like me.. :)
🫂
@@flcn1785 thanks..
I love it the most😊
I love this song
That was age restricted for a kids 😢 0:52
Nah why do I remember all the lyrics after 6 years
FRRRRR I love it AHAHAHAHA
I like this song
Me trying to beat the "weird kid" allegations but then this song comes on:
Why does it have fnaf theme songs melody in the back between the break like i listened to it not long ago and am so sure its exactly it😅
i used to put this on and sleep to it after a solid 5 days of that i found my self progressively growing more and more idn how to explain the feeling but i couldn't sleep at all it all felt hurt everything felt wrong but yet i long for that feeling again (someone pls tell me what this is)
Ah yes, listening to depressing songs as im depressed and suicidal. This is very healthy for me
Growing up listening to the song without knowing my future self would relate to this song
Accurate.
When I was like 6-7 I didn't understand why people would kill themselves. Now I do
I came back to this song because I used to relate to the first part.. now I’m starting to appreciate life and actively want to be alive anyone who is struggling with suicidal thoughts remember life will get better❤️🩹
Good old days of 2021
This song always makes me cry now. Before, it was simply just a gacha song to me and although it was sad, it didn't make me too upset. Now, I bawl as if I was listening to Deep End by Stray Kids' Felix.