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  • @void9938
    @void9938 4 роки тому +16875

    Stanley Almodovar III, 23
    Amanda Alvear, 25
    Oscar A. Aracena-Montero, 26
    Rodolfo Ayala-Ayala, 33
    Alejandro Barrios Martinez, 21
    Martin Benitez Torres, 33
    Antonio D. Brown, 30
    Darryl R. Burt II, 29
    Jonathan A. Camuy Vega, 24
    Angel L. Candelario-Padro, 28
    Simon A. Carrillo Fernandez, 31
    Juan Chevez-Martinez, 25
    Luis D. Conde, 39
    Cory J. Connell, 21
    Tevin E. Crosby, 25
    Franky J. Dejesus Velazquez, 50
    Deonka D. Drayton, 32
    Mercedez M. Flores, 26
    Peter O. Gonzalez-Cruz, 22
    Juan R. Guerrero, 22
    Paul T. Henry, 41
    Frank Hernandez, 27
    Miguel A. Honorato, 30
    Javier Jorge-Reyes, 40
    Jason B. Josaphat, 19
    Eddie J. Justice, 30
    Anthony L. Laureano Disla, 25
    Christopher A. Leinonen, 32
    Brenda L. Marquez McCool, 49
    Jean C. Mendez Perez, 35
    Akyra Monet Murray, 18
    Kimberly Morris, 37
    Jean C. Nieves Rodriguez, 27
    Luis O. Ocasio-Capo, 20
    Geraldo A. Ortiz-Jimenez, 25
    Eric Ivan Ortiz-Rivera, 36
    Joel Rayon Paniagua, 32
    Enrique L. Rios Jr., 25
    Juan P. Rivera Velazquez, 37
    Yilmary Rodriguez Solivan, 24
    Christopher J. Sanfeliz, 24
    Xavier Emmanuel Serrano Rosado, 35
    Gilberto Ramon Silva Menendez, 25
    Edward Sotomayor Jr., 34
    Shane E. Tomlinson, 33
    Leroy Valentin Fernandez, 25
    Luis S. Vielma, 22
    Luis Daniel Wilson-Leon, 37
    Jerald A. Wright, 31
    May you all never be forgotten. May you all rest in peace and power. May the survivors find strength and serenity.

    • @KateDawnNight
      @KateDawnNight 4 роки тому +635

      Thank you for this. Thank you for taking the time to search these and writing these victims names, they will always be remembered ❤️

    • @lailamaree1937
      @lailamaree1937 4 роки тому +297

      Thank you for this, this absouletely breaks my heart

    • @princessbuttercup5928
      @princessbuttercup5928 4 роки тому +231

      Thank you, this is an important thing to do. So many names, and so young. May they rest 😔

    • @FloraCordero
      @FloraCordero 4 роки тому +358

      Thank you for writing my brothers name it still hurts to this day.

    • @princessbuttercup5928
      @princessbuttercup5928 4 роки тому +146

      xFlorax I am so sorry you lost him. Much love to you and your family ❤️

  • @pockyeatingpanda
    @pockyeatingpanda 4 роки тому +16142

    She was already outside and she went back in for her friend. That’s love. I hope this woman is doing better now, she is so strong.

    • @accordingtovee1393
      @accordingtovee1393 4 роки тому +117

      She has a book out now called, “Survive Then Live: The Patience Carter Story”

    • @lsjaowhwbkwhwksha5926
      @lsjaowhwbkwhwksha5926 4 роки тому +10

      righttt

    • @jellyacc
      @jellyacc 4 роки тому +26

      agreed. her friend is very lucky to have her

    • @ihatehandles111
      @ihatehandles111 4 роки тому +107

      akyra, the cousin did the same thing and lost her life for it :( so incredibly heartbreaking.

    • @LunaStarlight35
      @LunaStarlight35 4 роки тому +4

      @@accordingtovee1393 I need to read that now.

  • @elsieo4455
    @elsieo4455 4 роки тому +16186

    it’s horrible that so many of us are seeing this in 2020

  • @vivianwang6647
    @vivianwang6647 4 роки тому +15880

    The fact that people think she’s acting disgusts me

    • @wobbletoodle8713
      @wobbletoodle8713 4 роки тому +39

      It disgusts me that you think she’s acting

    • @shekinahnsabimana7789
      @shekinahnsabimana7789 4 роки тому +307

      Ikr like how can you deny someone’s experience

    • @edee.
      @edee. 4 роки тому +240

      Mc. zuse who? Vivian wasn’t saying she was acting whatsoever.

    • @shutbadge663
      @shutbadge663 4 роки тому +158

      Mc. zuse I think you read the comment wrong. Don't worry I did too but I caught myself

    • @karolllaaagomez
      @karolllaaagomez 4 роки тому +42

      wow that’s so disrespectful :( what a way to invalidate someone’s trauma

  • @kaylin3533
    @kaylin3533 4 роки тому +13164

    this girl is not acting, this was true. stop saying she was. god, people are so rude.

    • @Isabel-tp4fo
      @Isabel-tp4fo 4 роки тому +63

      euphoriaaa people are saying she’s acting?

    • @shayzadg
      @shayzadg 4 роки тому +42

      its cuz of how dramatic it is...feels like they could have just kept it simple and focus more on the story than on dramatic effects

    • @giannapritchett6137
      @giannapritchett6137 4 роки тому +10

      God*

    • @lonelyfans6935
      @lonelyfans6935 4 роки тому +222

      Davon Grant wdym?? Details are a significant part of explaining events. Why wouldnt u wanna know how she felt or what she saw while all of this was happening. The event itself wasnt simple so how could u ever make it seem that way?

    • @lonelyfans6935
      @lonelyfans6935 4 роки тому +31

      M0neylovesninnaa _. Girl bye 💀

  • @maddalenahylton
    @maddalenahylton 4 роки тому +6161

    The comments saying that she is acting are disgusting. She isn’t showing much emotion in this video and seeming like she didn’t even experience this because she is still in shock. Trauma does funny things to you. I don’t think she still has really realized fully what’s happened. Her whole life shattered, a friend dead. That doesn’t go away soon. Even 2 years later you can still be in shock.

    • @kaitlyn148
      @kaitlyn148 4 роки тому +4

      When did the comments say that though

    • @thebusybeanhomecafe4035
      @thebusybeanhomecafe4035 4 роки тому +12

      I literally do not see any that say that. I only see comments like this.

    • @bebeeli6578
      @bebeeli6578 4 роки тому +7

      around 11:15

    • @maddalenahylton
      @maddalenahylton 4 роки тому +3

      Kaitlyn Vanderzwan if you look enough they’re there

    • @jkerthegreat7400
      @jkerthegreat7400 4 роки тому +5

      SSG Playboy how is he or she dumb?

  • @kindredkate8940
    @kindredkate8940 4 роки тому +8210

    The UA-cam algorithm picked this up 2 years late...

    • @cgltmu9911
      @cgltmu9911 4 роки тому +93

      i didn’t even notice this was 2 years old

    • @toanotherplace
      @toanotherplace 4 роки тому +30

      It's relevant again because people need to see that cops are essential and save black lives too

    • @xxcryssmarie224
      @xxcryssmarie224 4 роки тому +148

      @@toanotherplace girl- bye ☠

    • @hermionecherry1007
      @hermionecherry1007 4 роки тому +8

      Oh sweetie, your hella dumb

    • @kindredkate8940
      @kindredkate8940 4 роки тому +29

      Hermione Cherry *you’re

  • @daniihawaii5713
    @daniihawaii5713 4 роки тому +7819

    God I cannot imagine this trauma. This poor baby. I’m hurting for her

    • @mkaylagomez1959
      @mkaylagomez1959 4 роки тому +73

      STAN KIM YO-JONG the only thing here which is disgraceful other than the lives lost and changed is your judgement.

    • @tb1381
      @tb1381 4 роки тому +30

      STAN KIM YO-JONG would you be able to survive what she went through? You’re a whole KPOP stan your life is useless and has no meaning

    • @skarletbueso
      @skarletbueso 4 роки тому +8

      T B Not Kpop but Korean politics. But yeah, I agree w you.

    • @kianaatwell809
      @kianaatwell809 4 роки тому +3

      Gosh please don’t say God’s name in vain!✝️💖✝️

    • @Hallowen2431
      @Hallowen2431 4 роки тому +7

      STAN KIM YO-JONG why are you here

  • @francie862
    @francie862 4 роки тому +3060

    Why tf are people saying she's acting? That's actually disgusting

    • @safiy98
      @safiy98 4 роки тому +72

      Conservatives who think this is a ploy to take their guns away. Absolutely vile human beings.

    • @axelsoncarla
      @axelsoncarla 3 роки тому +8

      They’re cowards

    • @Chillsarahh
      @Chillsarahh 3 роки тому +1

      @@safiy98 uhh I’m a conservative and your wrong. Guns is what save her. How do you know the police got the bad guy. She isn’t lying but it’s not conservatives saying it is cold hearted delusional people. They there own group

    • @cutiesos
      @cutiesos 3 роки тому +5

      @@Chillsarahh ok but that’s not the issue. Police can have guns, that is fine. But the fact that it was so easy for people to just buy MACHINE GUNS and do this? Not ok!

    • @shitakemewmew
      @shitakemewmew 3 роки тому

      @Hailey Julia suarez yeah, i want to know it too

  • @Nani.101
    @Nani.101 6 років тому +11919

    This is so painful to watch. My brother almost went to Pulse that night but something came up and he decided not to go. I'm grateful for the survivors

  • @tirzah9929
    @tirzah9929 4 роки тому +10220

    Do not say the killers name, do not show the killers face. Notoriety is not what they deserve. Focusing on learning the names of the survivors.

    • @jennifercload9390
      @jennifercload9390 4 роки тому +455

      I have said that too. Who cares who the shooter was. I hate knowing the names of any of those monsters

    • @dovelove8986
      @dovelove8986 4 роки тому +196

      Just like your not supposed to say the name of a specific demon because that’s how they come to you. You let them in this way.

    • @vickiefinney6073
      @vickiefinney6073 4 роки тому +134

      Amen. Don't let them get any fame, that's what they want

    • @UserError-gp8sl
      @UserError-gp8sl 4 роки тому +152

      That's like with the shooters of the Columbine Massacre. I heard they hoped someone would make a movie based of it. I hope that never happens. They don't deserve to even have their names remembered.

    • @martha06
      @martha06 4 роки тому +29

      Jennifer Fields same. They do not deserve the recognition and as a meme bee of the public it’s not like we need to know they’re names. They should only give it to the family’s effected IF they want to know.

  • @MamaKnoesEverything
    @MamaKnoesEverything 4 роки тому +7142

    She’s so brave. She went back for her friend.

    • @benjaminbooblue3246
      @benjaminbooblue3246 4 роки тому +27

      Ikr she I very courageous.
      This makes me wanna cry 😢😢😢😢
      A comment with 601 likes and I'm the first to comment 😢

    • @benjaminbooblue3246
      @benjaminbooblue3246 4 роки тому +15

      I'm scared to go to the pulse no 😭

    • @martha06
      @martha06 4 роки тому +96

      Ivy Pool don’t be scared. That’s what they want. My parents have always told me to not be scared because they win that way. We shouldn’t have to live our lives in fear. Xx

    • @theotherone865
      @theotherone865 4 роки тому +21

      And the sad thing is very little people have that courage

    • @bee_3887
      @bee_3887 4 роки тому +12

      Debra Yorke only true friends would do that

  • @brooketaylor6765
    @brooketaylor6765 4 роки тому +1815

    The fact that Akyra made it out and then went back in for her friend and lost her life is so sad.

    • @NekoPanda122
      @NekoPanda122 4 роки тому +190

      @@_blank-_ what is wrong with you, guess you never have anyone really love you to say that such a brave act of love is dumb

    • @its_me1742
      @its_me1742 4 роки тому +78

      @@_blank-_ no, YOU dumb dumb dont ever speak on something you know nothing about

    • @shraqdebaque7071
      @shraqdebaque7071 4 роки тому +65

      @@_blank-_ Imagine its someone u love so much and u are very close to eachother and ur willing to leave them suffering whilst ur out there gonna feel gulity everyday thats messed up If they are gonna suffer u would obviously suffer with them so ur the dumb one here. She was willing to go back in there for that one person not knowing if she was even gonna step out the club alive honestly u better take that back. She was a very brave person and will not be forgotten.

    • @alingoodtime
      @alingoodtime 4 роки тому +39

      Its_Me they commented “lol” so they’re obviously an awful person. don’t bother with people like that

    • @its_me1742
      @its_me1742 4 роки тому +6

      @@alingoodtime i usually don't but sometimes you just have to say something, But thank you💓

  • @aleeh2109
    @aleeh2109 4 роки тому +4795

    Lost a friend in Pulse, watching her read this.. I feel her pain, It’s been 3 years and it feels like yesterday.

  • @DaChanging1
    @DaChanging1 4 роки тому +4313

    When she said “I hopped into the police mans arms and said why would he do this?” I cried

    • @KrisC849
      @KrisC849 4 роки тому +341

      Beastbombshell lmao that doesn’t mean abolish it it’s means put the funds in other places

    • @Caroline-cg6sk
      @Caroline-cg6sk 4 роки тому +29

      Kristol Ari why do people say abolish and defund police if it’s not rlly what they mean? i agree w it i just don’t get why they have to make it misleading

    • @KrisC849
      @KrisC849 4 роки тому +134

      Caroline well no one says “abolish” we want to defund it and relocate the money to support communities that aren’t being taken care of.

    • @Caroline-cg6sk
      @Caroline-cg6sk 4 роки тому +14

      @@KrisC849 tons of people say it!! i keep seeing it all over instagram. even saying defund it is misleading too because it's not like they want to completely take 100% of police funding away

    • @purgatorypoptart
      @purgatorypoptart 4 роки тому +17

      Is higher pay and actual major level requirements especially in training a bad
      Idea? Am I wrong? Retrain police and if you find the bad apple (untrainables) fire and train hired police until however many truly pass the tests and training? And additionally have police self reports be clean, three strikes ur out rule. With limited amount of warnings 1-3??

  • @joefortelka7841
    @joefortelka7841 4 роки тому +822

    The fact that she made it outside, and then WENT BACK INSIDE to get her best friend is amazing and I praise her so much for it.

    • @vanessaajohn
      @vanessaajohn 4 роки тому +73

      But the guilt of having her friend go back with her and her not making it...so much pain to live through I can’t imagine

    • @AC-ze1nh
      @AC-ze1nh 2 роки тому

      It was the wrong call for noble reasons. But they were in a panic and not thinking clearly. In situations like this, it's best to get out, let emergency services do their jobs. She knows that but at the time, they were scared for their friend and its totally understandable.

    • @fn0rd99
      @fn0rd99 Рік тому

      another scripted response.. repeated over and over until idiots believe it is reality.

  • @ei7388
    @ei7388 4 роки тому +4704

    The young woman had already made it outside and then was killed they went back in for her cousin. Sad. I can’t imagine the survivor’s guilt.

  • @rickaris3548
    @rickaris3548 4 роки тому +1303

    the fact that people think it's even possible that someone would act this out is disgusting.

    • @fn0rd99
      @fn0rd99 Рік тому

      rather than convincing people with your fake "consensus" approach here, this constant scripted response makes itself obvious and betrays your organization's efforts to remain covert. Good job, genius.

  • @GirlsOfAqua
    @GirlsOfAqua 6 років тому +2518

    What a beautiful soul...she's brave for sharing her story.

    • @theimaginarygallery5935
      @theimaginarygallery5935 5 років тому

      Fugly, fraudulent soul.

    • @minaaa7551
      @minaaa7551 4 роки тому +22

      The Imaginary Gallery how?

    • @ana-bw1pi
      @ana-bw1pi 4 роки тому +5

      The Imaginary Gallery stop projecting

    • @ana-bw1pi
      @ana-bw1pi 4 роки тому +2

      NoThankYou they’re just projecting their own issues because they don’t know how to deal with them

  • @elledesperado721
    @elledesperado721 4 роки тому +2034

    She is so composed and well-spoken. What a smart young lady. I feel so sorry that this happened to her. I hope this wound finds its own way to heal.

    • @daffodil6654
      @daffodil6654 4 роки тому +38

      Mø Nälayé, I understand and appreciate you explaining to the top comment, but they didn’t say “well-spoken for a black woman”. I myself hate it when others compare a trait to me being a black woman (thus saying it’s unlikely for a black woman to have that certain trait). I think the original comment was leaning towards “well-spoken on the traumatic event they experienced not too long ago”.
      With that being said, I feel that we should be able to be complimented as a person, as long as there aren’t any mentions of racist stereotypes in that compliment.

    • @annalouise5074
      @annalouise5074 4 роки тому +10

      @Mø Nälayé Im sure that wasnt their motive, she is extremely well spoken, we can hear how she speaks, I highly doubt they were referring to her being well spoken 'for a black person' she is just very well spoken , regardless of her race . I think that saying 'saying a black person is 'well spoken' is condescending' is condescending in itself , especially in this context, when Im highly confident they were talking about how calm and well spoken she is while talking about such a tragic event. Im a young black girl and I dont really think this comment was necessary in response especially to that comment.

    • @savannahmiranda267
      @savannahmiranda267 4 роки тому +6

      Mø Nälayé What- She never said ANYTHING about this girl being black. Shut up

    • @13jae85
      @13jae85 4 роки тому +4

      Mø Nälayé i think they meant she tells stories really well and detailed. i, as a white person, am not very well-spoken. it’s not always about race.

  • @user-fb4sb1zi8g
    @user-fb4sb1zi8g 4 роки тому +4322

    She's so strong. What a horrible thing. Thankful for the brave men and women who came to their rescue that night and thankful for God for allowing her and many others make it out alive.

    • @dxiisey6288
      @dxiisey6288 4 роки тому +9

      Me too ❤️

    • @eb.3764
      @eb.3764 4 роки тому +4

      weird

    • @Starmoonplanet
      @Starmoonplanet 4 роки тому +9

      Hel OovaGüdDip ??

    • @athernity7819
      @athernity7819 4 роки тому +4

      Hel OovaGüdDip ?

    • @Starmoonplanet
      @Starmoonplanet 4 роки тому +8

      Hunni that’s not God fault. God doesn’t want bad he wants good. It’s the devil fault for bad things

  • @rebeccamartinez5216
    @rebeccamartinez5216 4 роки тому +913

    when the reporter was saying Akyra's name and trying not to cry.. that broke me. her future was so bright. she was so young!

    • @missccarr89
      @missccarr89 4 роки тому +82

      Anderson Cooper is such a sweet reporter imo.

    • @sunnidavis195
      @sunnidavis195 4 роки тому +48

      @@missccarr89 I agree. I've been watching Anderson since my school days of watching Channel 1 every morning. He doesn't break very often but when he does you can guarantee it's a gut-wrenching scene he's seeing or reporting on.

    • @alixia9900
      @alixia9900 4 роки тому +2

      What time stamp?

    • @xypaisb8026
      @xypaisb8026 4 роки тому +1

      @@alixia9900 @10:30

    • @natnatbat
      @natnatbat 18 днів тому

      I watched that multiple times. Wow. He couldn’t even get the words out.

  • @Layla-jj4dj
    @Layla-jj4dj 4 роки тому +386

    This girl ran back into a building for her friend. Now that, that is bravery.

  • @nicholesilva8258
    @nicholesilva8258 4 роки тому +428

    The fact that she was with another family and not her own must be a parents worst fear knowing they weren’t there to help. 💔

  • @JSandwich13
    @JSandwich13 6 років тому +2251

    It hurts so much. It didn't even happen to me and I can feel her pain radiating through the screen. It must be such a horrendous and devastating experience and I feel for every person and their families effected by this. As a person that's lgbt+ I'm afraid. As a human I'm afraid. But we all have to support one another through these scary times. I'm lucky that in my country, nothing like this has happened for a very long time and I hope we can reach a point where nothing like this happened to anybody in any country.

    • @nganis
      @nganis 6 років тому +22

      Calvin McLaughlin my thoughts exactly, I can't believe anyone would do this

    • @DeiranB
      @DeiranB 4 роки тому +18

      Same, nobody deserves to see and experience what all of the people did that day.. its so sad.. so many lifes are ruined ...

    • @octasmr5811
      @octasmr5811 4 роки тому +2

      honestly same ):

    • @embry_artfreak2699
      @embry_artfreak2699 3 роки тому +1

      Exactly. And homophobes have the audacity to say we’re the bad ones..i just,can’t. You know what,It’s not even that. It’s about someone,ANYONE,DECIDED TO DO THIS,TO INNOCENT PEOPLE. It makes me sick,especially to us minority’s. Like..why? Just why?

    • @fn0rd99
      @fn0rd99 Рік тому

      hah! A bit over the top there pal, you arent getting paid by the word.

  • @theresaandrade8261
    @theresaandrade8261 4 роки тому +877

    She is brave to share her experience, her control by not crying while recounting is amazing, I was crying this whole video

  • @Jahlisac
    @Jahlisac 4 роки тому +476

    The amount of dislikes is Disgusting

    • @kattholleyy
      @kattholleyy 4 роки тому +21

      sometimes people dislike in order to show that they dislike what has happened, ive seen it happen before, it’s not necessarily hate

    • @isabela2098
      @isabela2098 4 роки тому +2

      Katt H - Good point

    • @zigzoomet4207
      @zigzoomet4207 4 роки тому +1

      No it's based on the dislike to like ratio.Everytime someone dislikes 3 bots dislike.

    • @daxmonkeyfeet2574
      @daxmonkeyfeet2574 3 роки тому

      They're all gone now

  • @HEAVYNGABRIELLE
    @HEAVYNGABRIELLE 4 роки тому +450

    she’s not acting.
    get over it.

  • @seniorenyore
    @seniorenyore 4 роки тому +690

    The fact that an American citizen can sit there, mourn over these tragic events and still sit there and say they don't need gun control or better legislation. You can't have Kinder Surprise eggs because it's kills children when they choke and it's a hazard. Yet, anyone can walk into purchase a gun and kill a school full of children and be perfectly okay with that freedom. My dads a hunter, I grew up around guns all my life and even he agrees that tightening things is worth it. He still gets his guns, and others get to be safer.

    • @theostheories6548
      @theostheories6548 4 роки тому +7

      Yeeeessss

    • @quirkypurple3
      @quirkypurple3 4 роки тому +62

      the NRA blocks gun violence research because it makes them look bad. sad to say, but after a bunch of children died in sandy hook and nothing changed, i’m not sure anything will make a change

    • @hyosomoo1437
      @hyosomoo1437 4 роки тому +39

      Because people will lose a lot of money if guns were banned. America’s government only cares about money.

    • @breanajohnson7311
      @breanajohnson7311 4 роки тому +9

      Mø Nälayé that’s blatantly racist and I find you disgusting.

    • @seniorenyore
      @seniorenyore 4 роки тому +1

      @@hyosomoo1437 but if anything if people pay for proper licensing, they could possibly get more money.

  • @lauraelena8212
    @lauraelena8212 4 роки тому +714

    I remember waking up the morning after and seeing the pure horror on my brothers face when her picture was showed on our local news station she was an intern with my brother at a news station in philly

  • @olivlivlivliv
    @olivlivlivliv 4 роки тому +233

    You could walk by any person and never know their past.

  • @Lia-km6ko
    @Lia-km6ko 4 роки тому +146

    how she was shaking while talking, God please bless her.

    • @petal2249
      @petal2249 4 роки тому +4

      @Reece Walker seriously I get that not everyone believes in god but she was leaving a nice comment on a sad video leave her alone

    • @lovepuppy4627
      @lovepuppy4627 4 роки тому +3

      @Reece Walker okay?? god can't bless her because she's not christian or something?? they said nothing about everyone being christian. all they did was say they wanted god to bless her, as in they hope the best for her.

    • @Foxy_rin
      @Foxy_rin 4 роки тому

      Reece Walker get a life 😌💞

  • @jessfromdablock
    @jessfromdablock 4 роки тому +314

    She is so strong. I'm so sorry that her friend passed away. So heartbreaking

  • @Be1smaht
    @Be1smaht 4 роки тому +241

    So young and innocent sweet . There’s a purity to her story just like an innocence. She’s such a sweet lady.

  • @rialequay1787
    @rialequay1787 4 роки тому +1865

    Why did they pull them in like that to do a press conference?! Just weird.

    • @Be1smaht
      @Be1smaht 4 роки тому +183

      Ria Lequay idk. Because people want to know.but it’s selfish

    • @dominiquejenkins5495
      @dominiquejenkins5495 4 роки тому +85

      They agreed to it

    • @maybewise
      @maybewise 4 роки тому +177

      Because they were adults in the clear, and everyone kept pestering the hospital to know what happened. So I'm sure the doctors asked if they were comfortable speaking directly to press about it.

    • @chy3596
      @chy3596 4 роки тому +14

      Yea weird af

    • @hansikasathianarayanan2679
      @hansikasathianarayanan2679 4 роки тому +40

      It’s better to show the victims perspectives or the whole situation will just be forgotten and no one will realize the pains that some people face like for example myself I didn’t even hear about his until I watched the video we are so ignorant so it’s better to talk about then go quiet

  • @litlpupup
    @litlpupup 4 роки тому +133

    y’all clearly don’t understand how trauma survivors react when talking about their experience. this is not acting.

  • @zahriahkaharah2034
    @zahriahkaharah2034 4 роки тому +141

    I couldn’t stop crying this entire video. There’s so much hate in this world. I pray our love overshadows it all.

  • @kailamichelle6126
    @kailamichelle6126 4 роки тому +594

    I’m a black international student planning on going to the US for uni this Fall and watching this honestly fills me with so much terror about going to the states

    • @taylorwilliams2101
      @taylorwilliams2101 4 роки тому +129

      I’m so sorry.💕 I wish there was something I could say to make you feel less anxious, but I’m really not sure what to say. I live the in U.S. and I’m hoping you have an the best experience possible while you’re here.🥰

    •  4 роки тому +46

      United States is safe most of the time. (At least safer than other countries like my own Brazil)

    • @taylorwilliams2101
      @taylorwilliams2101 4 роки тому +29

      BRASIL NA AMÉRICA I agree it depends on the area a little (just like it does anywhere). I live in a very safe part of the U.S.

    • @toanotherplace
      @toanotherplace 4 роки тому +15

      Your chances of dying as a pedestrian or a rider in a car or plane are much higher

    • @sharna1961
      @sharna1961 4 роки тому +8

      then dont go

  • @nonag709
    @nonag709 4 роки тому +408

    I think that the fact that you are allowed to legally own a machine gun is horrible. So much less lives would have been taken if he was only allowed to use a hand gun.

    • @bananaboat5031
      @bananaboat5031 4 роки тому +76

      Exactly unless your fighting in a war they should be banned

    • @cutiesos
      @cutiesos 3 роки тому +24

      Exactly! What regular person needs a machine gun.

    • @jw2862
      @jw2862 2 роки тому +8

      Good luck convincing skitzo Republicans of this obvious fact

  • @jennifercload9390
    @jennifercload9390 4 роки тому +330

    Sweetheart your pain is so real. Not just physically but mentally. I am so incredibly sorry this happened to you and your friends. I pray for a day when we can live our daily lives without fear of these mass shootings. God bless you and all who were affected. Toledo, Oh stands with you

  • @miawallace2306
    @miawallace2306 4 роки тому +118

    I want to know how many views this got prior to the UA-cam algorithm putting it upfront 2 years later. This brave girl probably didn’t think her story deserved a wide audience until now. Thank you for telling your story, keep strong!

  • @yulianaurenaa
    @yulianaurenaa 4 роки тому +174

    It’s Disgusting To know, That people say that she is an “actor”. After All she Went threw..We should all Support her. She lost her friend, A part of her life. Wth people.

  • @gwendolenramirez6543
    @gwendolenramirez6543 4 роки тому +412

    How does someone dislike this video?? That’s harsh.

    • @viola4825
      @viola4825 4 роки тому +59

      STAN KIM YO-JONG Awwwww just because you don’t have a life doesn’t mean that you should ruin theirs. They’re stronger than you will ever be

    • @katef8564
      @katef8564 4 роки тому +30

      STAN KIM YO-JONG Oh no, it’s another kpop stan 🤦🏻‍♀️

    • @brenda08ventura
      @brenda08ventura 4 роки тому +11

      Kate F that person not K-Pop related

    • @Ray-kg2oi
      @Ray-kg2oi 4 роки тому +13

      @@_blank-_ you........is sickening.....

    • @Hyyh_cas
      @Hyyh_cas 4 роки тому +3

      Gwendolyn Gamboa well one reason someone may dislike is because it was too sensitive for them to watch, dislikes don’t always mean that they didnt like the video, it’s may also mean that the content was too sensitive for others. You always have to remember that it’s their choice and no one should be called names ( and I know you didn’t call anyone names but I’m just saying) or degraded(I know you didn’t degrade either but I’ve seen it) for having their own opinion because you may not know what it means. They also may have taken offense to something in the video( I don’t know what they would take offense to but that’s their personal opinion and feelings) too. Just keep these things in mind.

  • @jjane2960
    @jjane2960 4 роки тому +65

    Patience and Akyra were so brave for going back inside to find their friend. Patience is so brave for sharing her story. R.I.P to all the victims - you are never forgotten.

  • @julianapelaez6034
    @julianapelaez6034 4 роки тому +268

    I remember that I was in Berlin, Germany when this happened. Just in front of the Brandenburg gate people were putting flowers, candles and pride flags to show their support to what had happened at pulse.

    • @fn0rd99
      @fn0rd99 Рік тому

      thats embarrassing.

  • @ameliaraee
    @ameliaraee 4 роки тому +141

    She’s a real friend. She went back into a SHOOTING to get her friend. 😔💕

  • @Honey-pv1zg
    @Honey-pv1zg 4 роки тому +169

    Even though the horrific situation was terrible this video, this woman, and survivors of mass shootings are beautiful people. I hope they all find peace

  • @boctorwho
    @boctorwho 6 років тому +349

    Rest easy for everyone that passed away 😔❤️🙏🏼

    • @annieoldenburg4461
      @annieoldenburg4461 6 років тому

      🙏=high five

    • @boctorwho
      @boctorwho 6 років тому +8

      Annabelle's Pet's it can mean both but I meant it in a prayer way 🙄

    • @annieoldenburg4461
      @annieoldenburg4461 6 років тому

      Łêäh 123 it really doesn't.but I get what you mean

    • @smaytaganya1446
      @smaytaganya1446 4 роки тому

      @@_blank-_ Who is that?

    • @rdhr_m
      @rdhr_m 4 роки тому

      Rebecca T The killer who murdered those innocent people

  • @ioanairimescu6451
    @ioanairimescu6451 4 роки тому +273

    for me,as a foreigner, i find this kind of stuff unreal and still cant comprehend this was real and this kind of stuff happen in real life. just hope USA will solved this guns issue sooner cause is already too late.

    • @dana-mp5ti
      @dana-mp5ti 4 роки тому +16

      @@shelbyb.1529 I feel like if they've got a gun or weapon they'll use it. Laws dont scare them, I feel like solving the gun issue would help

    • @guesswho9791
      @guesswho9791 4 роки тому +29

      sketchbookmyday _3647 can’t shoot a gun if you don’t have one, right?

    • @hmarzote007
      @hmarzote007 4 роки тому +2

      @@guesswho9791 Well lawless pple will have guns illegally anyway so why take it away frm law abiding citizens who cud use it to protect themselves..who cud be at gun point in their own homes.

    • @mkaylagomez1959
      @mkaylagomez1959 4 роки тому +20

      Varte Hmangaihi if you actually look at the stats in countries with stricter gun laws, it does prevent such frequent mass shootings.

    • @fatk1ttyy
      @fatk1ttyy 4 роки тому +2

      Mkayla Gomez, I agree

  • @Lokis_Tea
    @Lokis_Tea 4 роки тому +53

    How can anyone dislike this? I can’t understand how people can’t realize how much pain this was.....:(

  • @alyssachristine667
    @alyssachristine667 6 років тому +105

    As I watch this, tears stream down my face. I can’t even imagine.. I just declare healing over everything that has happened with any of the shootings in Florida. Very devastating. How hurt do you have to be yourself to take so many lives? RIP to all the victims. Prayers for all the loved ones who lost a little joy.

    • @theimaginarygallery5935
      @theimaginarygallery5935 5 років тому

      Then you are under heavy mind control. In a tiny club like that rat trap, at no time would running into an enclosed bathroom be the choice when there are exits all over the place for safety.

    • @fn0rd99
      @fn0rd99 Рік тому

      oh stop. you idiots keep repeating this script.

  • @RawrzErica
    @RawrzErica 4 роки тому +23

    When I found out my sister passed away i was so much in shock. I didn’t cry until about two hours in. I was consoling everyone and making sure everyone was comforted and then someone just gave me a look and I bursted into tears. Even when I talk about it now and it’s only been almost two years I talk calmly. Even joke sometimes but late at night I cry about it. It’s not nearly as bad as what this woman went through but you cannot judge someone by how calm they talk about a situation.

    • @jkerthegreat7400
      @jkerthegreat7400 4 роки тому +3

      Erica Zuniga I’m so sorry about your sister. Prayers to you and your family and everyone who passed away this night.

    • @adanmartin5093
      @adanmartin5093 4 роки тому +2

      I'm so sorry for your loss, you're a great person and I hope it gets easier as life goes on.

  • @yungconejita
    @yungconejita 4 роки тому +92

    The trauma that she lives everyday...I can’t even imagine. Shame on people calling her an “actress,” you have no idea what this woman saw and how it impacts her in her day to day. May she experience love and understanding every day.

    • @fn0rd99
      @fn0rd99 Рік тому

      shame on paid trolls trying to manipulate the gullible by using dozens of sock puppet accounts in a sad attempt to control people with fake "social shaming".

  • @heatherblanchard5492
    @heatherblanchard5492 4 роки тому +167

    The Dr holding onto her arm during press conference is Angel sweet man !

  • @jasminee8107
    @jasminee8107 4 роки тому +38

    This girl and Akyra ran back in to save their friend Tyara... and Akyra didn’t make it back out.... instead she died on top of her friend. These women are brave, all of these people are strong and worthy, and I am so disgusted and appalled by this man’s decision to take life and death in his own hands. I appreciate Akyra, and I lift her up because had she not been there in front of her friend... maybe it would’ve been Tyara’s name on the list. This is friendship, this is love, this is the ultimate sacrifice and she is an amazing young woman for that. May these people never be forgotten and may this live in everyone’s memory for eternity.

  • @nicolewilliams9253
    @nicolewilliams9253 4 роки тому +113

    Wow Akira was outside & they went back in ☹️

  • @racheltucker4749
    @racheltucker4749 4 роки тому +280

    3 hours is far too long. are u kidding me. they should have been there is 20 min tops.

    • @brooketaylor6765
      @brooketaylor6765 4 роки тому +31

      It was because of the bomb threat and they probably had to approach the situation safely.

    • @aizawasscarf8927
      @aizawasscarf8927 4 роки тому +25

      I had no clue it took 3 hours until now omg... :(

    •  4 роки тому +26

      I remember that he was in communication with the media & police through out and he was saying he had put explosives on the hostages. I'm sure SWAT did the best they could to coordinate his take down and prevent even greater deaths.

    • @zoeyschmidlin2070
      @zoeyschmidlin2070 4 роки тому +10

      It was a hostage situation. They cant just burst in there they had to negotiate cuz the person who captured them could kill them all with literally a flick of a finger.

    • @racheltucker4749
      @racheltucker4749 4 роки тому

      @ wow i didnt know that, thank you for letting me know.

  • @iloveurdad5299
    @iloveurdad5299 4 роки тому +44

    For anyone saying she's acting,you need help. She's still in shock. It's not easy seeing your loved ones dying. I'm honestly disgusted by those saying she's acting or not showing how sad she is. Trauma is a real thing and she's clearly still in pain
    I hope she's doing better now. I'm praying for all the survivors and all those coping with the deaths of loved ones❤

  • @gabrielleruvimbo1208
    @gabrielleruvimbo1208 4 роки тому +86

    The fact that we’re seeing this in 2020 2 years late. What’s going on?😔

  • @dani2889
    @dani2889 4 роки тому +296

    My high school did a original play over the pulse shooting and it was very emotional but portrayed it very well it was called “6.12.16.49…”

    • @maraivfrance2557
      @maraivfrance2557 4 роки тому +4

      Where can I watch it

    • @theterminator8242
      @theterminator8242 4 роки тому +2

      Mara Loly •France it was a high school play

    • @nordette
      @nordette 4 роки тому +20

      What's the significance of those numbers?

    • @maraivfrance2557
      @maraivfrance2557 4 роки тому +1

      Champion Holloway my school used to record plays and sell or put it on UA-cam

    • @theterminator8242
      @theterminator8242 4 роки тому

      Mara Loly •France that’s interesting I have never heard of that. Do u know how many got sold

  • @nataliasanchez929
    @nataliasanchez929 4 роки тому +86

    this is so devastating , i’m so sorry that people have to go through this pain.

  • @jayla6347
    @jayla6347 4 роки тому +33

    my heart breaks for this girl. i’m only two minutes in, and it’s so sad that she feels guilty for being a survivor. baby it’s not your fault, you’re lucky to have survived and that’s a beautiful thing. embrace it :( it isn’t your fault and isn’t your job to feel guilty

  • @lottem9144
    @lottem9144 6 років тому +44

    This is so powerful, everyone should be watching this!

  • @daniellemccormick9981
    @daniellemccormick9981 4 роки тому +71

    I can’t even imagine the guilt she must feel to tell her friend to go back inside when they’re safe and then she dies🖤 god rest her soul and bless the other 2 girls

    • @fn0rd99
      @fn0rd99 Рік тому

      then dont try. its just social engineering crap

  • @jazlynknight3906
    @jazlynknight3906 4 роки тому +88

    You can hear the pain and heartbreak in that reports voice when he spoke about Acuria🥺

    • @aijaprime7553
      @aijaprime7553 4 роки тому +10

      that’s what really broke me💔

    • @thecutestofborg5604
      @thecutestofborg5604 4 роки тому +5

      That's Anderson Cooper. He's one of the good ones.

    • @LeratoM98
      @LeratoM98 4 роки тому

      I know right, really felt that 🙁

    • @Jessica-eo5hg
      @Jessica-eo5hg 4 роки тому +2

      @@thecutestofborg5604 but some just don't see that in him because of the people he criticizes

  • @batmama739
    @batmama739 4 роки тому +31

    Idk how people think she’s acting .... I don’t see any act in this. You can see the exhaustion in her face and hear it in her voice. She’s tired. I understand that pain. I’d like to remind people , usually the people who are crying the loudest and making the most fuss are the ones that are acting.

  • @Bbycakesxb
    @Bbycakesxb 4 роки тому +114

    I got 1 min in and I can’t. This is traumatic for me to watch but I can’t even image how traumatic this was for her! My heart is with you sis ❤️ hopefully I can gain the courage to watch the rest of this.

  • @emily-xw1kw
    @emily-xw1kw 4 роки тому +65

    She is one strong woman. Wow. I'm speechless.

  • @haninmustafa9774
    @haninmustafa9774 4 роки тому +21

    God Bless her. I’m so proud that she is speaking her story publicly. We have to do something to stop the hate & violence.

  • @Buhn001
    @Buhn001 4 роки тому +52

    The fact that people even kill other human beings is just vile and disgusting! 🤭

  • @ilad.8800
    @ilad.8800 4 роки тому +17

    With the craziness of 2020 I completely forgot this happened. It horrible. This is a tragedy that should never be forgotten. I’m so sorry

    • @ilad.8800
      @ilad.8800 4 роки тому +1

      I seriously don’t understand how I could have forgotten this

  • @chrisayala614
    @chrisayala614 4 роки тому +30

    This 100% happened my co worker Luis was killed. We worked at universal together. It still hurts. The city still hurts. But remember love will always win. We need more love nowadays

    • @adanmartin5093
      @adanmartin5093 4 роки тому +3

      I'm sorry for your loss. Put love out into the world, be the change you wanna see.

    • @alexandert.6933
      @alexandert.6933 4 роки тому

      🙏🙏🙏

  • @bw7400
    @bw7400 4 роки тому +5

    Patience, thank you for sharing your story - I cannot fathom the strength you have to relive that day in order to educate us all. You are so extraordinarily brave. I pray that you continue to find peace. RIP to all those who lost their lives that day, such an immense tragedy

  • @danielewenkhare3600
    @danielewenkhare3600 4 роки тому +35

    Thanks 🙏🏾 for sharing your story Patience Carter, what shocked me was when you said ppl were thinking ur story is a lie, like NO WAY, why on earth would someone think she’s making this up, yet she witnessed it in person, and so on I still bare the thoughts of Orlando in my heart 💓

    • @fn0rd99
      @fn0rd99 Рік тому

      wow, excellent proof that it was real. Because your brain cant handle it. Okey dokey.

  • @christinea878
    @christinea878 4 роки тому +20

    This woman is so strong for going through her trauma again

  • @Pinkyhotwheels
    @Pinkyhotwheels 6 років тому +27

    Wow this is extremely powerful....Lord bless those that survived that tragic night!!

  • @jesusmorales6192
    @jesusmorales6192 4 роки тому +52

    Un amigo mio murió ese día y yo no puedo dejar de pensar en el... me dolió mucho su muerte y le pido a Dios fortaleza para los familiares y los sobrevivientes.. Rodolfo Ayala Ayala siempre estaras en mi corazon. Gran amigo nunca olvidare todo lo que hiciste por mi.😪

  • @champagnesupernova777
    @champagnesupernova777 4 роки тому +92

    I’m only part way though and I’m wiping tears away

  • @futuremrshusband314
    @futuremrshusband314 4 роки тому +32

    That press conference made no sense to me! Why did they do that to them especially 2 days after the shooting. Oh no

  • @celinaphem3895
    @celinaphem3895 4 роки тому +6

    My love goes out to her. She has so much strength to tell her story. There’s a lot of people who don’t believe her. A lot of people don’t think it’s right she’s telling her story, Reliving her story, But talking about it helps HEAL! Talking about my experience at Route 91 has helped me heal.
    Sending you my support and love girl !

  • @juwairiyaumar7761
    @juwairiyaumar7761 4 роки тому +35

    To think of the amount of people who've past by this woman of steel not knowing her story..

  • @KateBlondell
    @KateBlondell 3 роки тому +9

    I don’t think anyone has said anything about how 3 hours is a short period of time, but it’s 3 HOURS!

  • @Jordan-nv6hb
    @Jordan-nv6hb 4 роки тому +31

    Honestly because they don’t have gun control it makes me terrified or scared to be living in america I wish I was living in australia or canada just somewhere thats much safer than america

  • @GratiaPrima_
    @GratiaPrima_ 4 роки тому +150

    Evil. Pure evil. Literally the opposite of what Jesus taught. I starred crying when she mentioned seeing the blood on everyone’s faces.

    • @SincerelySage
      @SincerelySage 4 роки тому +2

      I don’t think the killer was Christian. Was he ?

    • @ginaabello3938
      @ginaabello3938 4 роки тому +1

      @@SincerelySage idk

    • @onewish2230
      @onewish2230 4 роки тому +2

      Faizah Giwa no he was Islamic, claimed to be a solider of God. He planned the shooting after Abu Wahib was killed in an air strike.

    • @thebusybeanhomecafe4035
      @thebusybeanhomecafe4035 4 роки тому +3

      @saimah patel Well, it's true, wether you believe it or not. And just because he was highly religious doesn't mean that he understood the teachings and lessons in the Qur'an. He might have been mentally ill. That's why he did such a horrible thing. No person right in the head does that. This was because he was not a good person, not because your religion isn't good.

    • @minkbratz5562
      @minkbratz5562 4 роки тому

      @@onewish2230 well, we don't know the killer, and he should never be known.

  • @ThatNerdydad
    @ThatNerdydad 4 роки тому +86

    For me at least I still morn pulse it’s terrible and I still can’t believe that this happened 😭 rip 49 your souls live on and we love you and to all the survivors your so strong

  • @lisakelly5208
    @lisakelly5208 6 років тому +81

    No one should have to go through this

  • @darashininger
    @darashininger 4 роки тому +45

    It’s not a foolish game.
    It’s lives you’ve taken away

  • @jaywithani2753
    @jaywithani2753 3 роки тому +3

    It takes a special someone to go back in for a friend. So brave, so strong, so incredible. I hope she truly has found her happiness and peace once again. And rest in peace to everyone who lost their lives that night.

  • @myplaylists6310
    @myplaylists6310 4 роки тому +2

    I stand with you and I am so honored that I got to hear your story. Thank you so much for sharing.

  • @becrazyitsfun6064
    @becrazyitsfun6064 4 роки тому +11

    The look she gave at 1:50 is just heartbreaking, man. You can see the sadness, the trauma, and the guilt she's feeling. Don't be guilty, girl!

  • @sarahaque6640
    @sarahaque6640 4 роки тому +32

    Me trying to find hate comments: 👁👄👁

  • @Emilyk1317
    @Emilyk1317 6 років тому +159

    Started watching through this quickly but its evident this will take proper watching, im gonna save this until later and give the girl the focus she deserves

  • @tommyornothing7301
    @tommyornothing7301 4 роки тому +46

    You’re so brave. Chills.

  • @jlr2282
    @jlr2282 4 роки тому +72

    Shes incredibly strong and articulate.

  • @wildest_fae
    @wildest_fae 4 роки тому +20

    there is such a short time between all three shootings mentioned, and that is one of the scariest things.

  • @Be1smaht
    @Be1smaht 4 роки тому +31

    I’m so glad she is reclaiming
    her life

  • @denise331
    @denise331 4 роки тому +37

    I feel guilt for being alive because I’m a nurse and watch people suffer everyday. Thus, I have severe depression and wish I could die by giving my organs to people that don’t have depression & don’t have to see trauma everyday & want to live & have reasons to live and people that love them.
    I hope this girl mentally survives

    • @cookie3lively902
      @cookie3lively902 4 роки тому +1

      STAN KIM YO-JONG thats not nice

    • @denise331
      @denise331 4 роки тому +2

      Cookie3 Lively thank you Cookie! It’s people like Stan KIM that push others over the edge and people like you that pull us back. 💖

    • @reagansanderson5381
      @reagansanderson5381 4 роки тому +3

      No. You are helping those people and you are worthy.

    • @adriana8109
      @adriana8109 4 роки тому +2

      STAN KIM YO-JONG wow

    • @denise331
      @denise331 4 роки тому +1

      Reagan Sanderson thank you!! Let’s hope this young girl stays mentally strong!! Thank you!! As nurses we really have no one to go to when we have mental distress. Thank you for being kind!

  • @MoreofAaliyah
    @MoreofAaliyah 4 роки тому +13

    all these comments are calling out people who are saying shes acting yet i dont see any of the comments about her acting........

    • @Foxy_rin
      @Foxy_rin 4 роки тому

      She said when she was telling people her story some people said she was acting

    • @crystaleunoia3974
      @crystaleunoia3974 4 роки тому +3

      People theorized that she was a crisis actor after the Pulse shooting happened. I don't think they're mainly referring to the comments when they complain about people accusing her of being an actor.

    • @BadAtTeaDude
      @BadAtTeaDude 3 роки тому

      Crisis actor

    • @BadAtTeaDude
      @BadAtTeaDude 3 роки тому

      Waynel Sexton
      David Wheeler
      Rob Parker
      Ray Parker
      David Hogg rehearsals and changing stories...

    • @fn0rd99
      @fn0rd99 Рік тому

      yep there goes another one. Probably just a comment bot, with some unit 8200 clown handing escalations.

  • @rubywallen7119
    @rubywallen7119 4 роки тому +10

    this is just so devastating. i cannot imagine what that trauma, physical and emotional pain feels like. may all of the victim rest in power

  • @stacy8935
    @stacy8935 3 роки тому +6

    That poem was hauntingly beautiful. She is so so brave, and strong, but I wish she never had to be.