Bin living with HIV for 20yrs now. I'm a practicing medical doctor. I'm married. I hv 2 kids - a daughter & a son. Both my kids & my husband r negetv. I don't miss my treatments - 1 tablet every evening. My viral load is low, non detectable meaning transmission or infecting anyone is near impossible I hardly get ill, at most malaria once in 2-3 yrs wich I treat and in few days I'm good. I'v never bin admitted into d hospital except wen I delivered my chiren. I told my immediate younger brother wen I got diagnosed. My whole family is aware. I informed my husband evn b4 we got married. Life is good 😅 God is faithful. I gv God all d glory
@@ygg1560she said because she takes her medication and never misses a treatment, her viral count is so low that it is undetectable and it is impossible for her to transmit it to anyone
My mother has been living with Hiv for over 20 years now. Shes living her lifr to the absolute fullest,shes is extremley healthy never misses her treatment wich is literaly one pill a day,shes hardly ill,barely gets the flu or ever a cold,shes honestly healthier than people who are not exposed to the illness,she is also non reactive meaning the virus is completely supressed from being consistent with treatment. She gives all the glory to God almighty.
My mom sadly passed away last year October after living with it for 3 years she jux cld not thrive cos of depression and deep worry .She jux gave up . I cry everyday
There is so much to unpack. The moral of the story...care about yourself and care for yourself. She put her life in the hands of so many strangers. Be mindful ladies of what is going on around you. The goal is to make it home safely with no damage.
@@yairincedano5225you can blame them because someone’s drunk leave them alone. End of story. We forget to blame the people that did it instead of the victim
I appreciate her story and all those who come on the internet to share. My mom have HIV when I was about 1 years old then became full blown and confess to me this when I was of age 9 years old. I didn't know how to process it and I lost focus in school. I loss so much focus on school that I was taken from general education to special education. I completely shut down and cried n stayed in my room and to myself. I hated the world and life. All I worried about was my mom dying so I would rush home to make sure she was still alive. I was paranoid daily because I was afraid I would get a call she died. When I turned 20 yrs old that is when i got the news right before Thanksgiving that my mom died. She passed away from a tumor that burst in her head. I am now 40 years old. I remember all good and bad times with my mom. To everyone dealing with this please I pray for your health and safety. Takecare of yourself and just take it 1 day at a time. God bless you all ❤
God bless all of you. I really appreciate your story because it illustrates how powerful grief can be and how some events can cause us to grieve prematurely for our loved ones and the saying goes that grief is what price we pay for love. I believe it was the physician of queen Victoria who originally said that although she is often the one who is credited with the saying. Regardless I think that sums up the whole relationship between the two emotions and experiences and I am sorry for your loss but I am grateful for your courage to share your story here .❤
I appreciate you sharing your story. We don't talk enough about the impact of life and the lives of others on our mental health, especially in our childhood years. Blessings, love, and comfort your way.
all glory to the Most High God. I feel so in love with my Savior…I feel like it broke God’s heart too, yet it was all part of His plan to bring me back to Him and to bring others that might be going through something similar to Jesus as well.
@MyUndetectableLife god gave you hiv to bring you back to him?? don't you see how cruel that would be if it were true? your poor choices gave you hiv....had nothing to do with god
God bless you. You are inspiring so many. Im praying for your healing. It is not Gods will for you to be sick. It is God's will for you to be well. I believe your healing will soon come. Nothing is impossible for God🙏@MyUndetectableLife
I remember drinking like this not too many years ago🥺💔 Listening to your story reminds me of my past self and it's scary to even think about. I cannot fathom the situations I put myself in. Sis, right down to being an angry drunk except my anger was directed toward whoever got in my face. 2019 I should've died. Can't put it any other way, I should've died. But God! God in His mercy preserved me. I prayed for preservation a lot that year even in the midst of the mess. I thank God that he preserved your life too and kept you for such a time as this. May you fulfill every single thing that He has set out for you in this lifetime in Jesus' name🙏🏾 Thank you for your bravery❤️
Amen me too 🙏🏽. I used to get black out drunk at our house parties that we used to have while I was in college. Thank God one of my roommates didn’t drink and she always kept her on eye on me. I also remember praying so much that year (2019) because deep down I knew I was doing wrong but somehow couldn’t stop. I was literally a slave to sin. Too much temptation around me. I remember one day asking and praying to the Lord that if He wanted me to serve Him, He needed to take me out of the environment I was in. And next thing you know, 2020/Pandemic hits so I had to pack up my things and go home cause my school was closing down. I gave my life to the Lord that year as well and have not gotten drunk or had s3x since because now I’m adamant on doing life GODS way!! My own way did not work. But all praises to Him because He truly does work everything for our good and His glory 🙌🏽✝️❤️🔥!!!
Islam is absent from this scenario. This is considered Haram, and you should return to Allah instead of Jesus. Direct your prayers solely to Allah, without any association. When Allah commands us not to drink, there is wisdom behind this directive.
Amen. I have saved the video to show my daughters, they are 15 and 13 Kids need to be warned about these people out there..,I wish there was PREP for you to drink to protect you against the infection. I love you 😘
That’s the thing there’s medicine that does stop it as long as you go within 72 hours. It is the same stuff they use for PREP to prevent someone getting infected. It’s a 30 day supply
@@eileenwatt8283that’s true …some these people bring suffering upon themselves and play victim. Stop drinking alcohol first and then we can talk. A sober mind makes smart decisions
You are so brave🙏🏾🙏🏾 do not let these comments tear you down. This world is a sick place but only God can judge you. Thank you for raising awareness. We all make mistakes. Now we know to be extra careful. God passed on your grandmother’s strength to you. Keep pushing. You are beautiful both inside and out🫶🏾❤
@@lol7396 um lol have you read more than like five parent comments on this video??? so many ppl calling her a liar or saying "something just doesn't add up"
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God bless you honey. That was very brave of you to come online and bear your heart and share your testimony like that. Sending love and well wishes to you.
YES ONLY GOD can and will judge. But dear one He is not pleased with your life and how you are choosing to honor Him with your body. Bible says be a living sacrifice unto Him. Not sacrifice yourself for someone else's sick desires or even worse your own selfish desires. Get your emotional self healed by reading, God's words and hearing from a true called preacher for REPENTANCE and baptism in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sin.
I nearly gave my narc my v-card because I was beyond love bombed. But when I started seeing his true colours. Things like helping me and being his "queen" for a week, then his "pauper" the next week. I finally let go and I told him that I'm releasing him. Up to this day, he's still in my life, not in a romantic sense. He found a way to be in the same room as me. I know that he's only sticking around to deflower me. And I won't allow him back into my life. I pray to God to give me a man who will be my first and last.
I spent 3 years with a narc got with him at the innocent age of 19 and had my first baby by him he has broken me down in every way I was so happy and full of confidence before him, now I have to seek therapy and it’s helped me give my life to god, he was so mentally abusive would say unspeakable things to me you dodged a bullet remember god says don’t turn back or you will turn into a pillar of salt !
I’m so proud of you for telling your story. May God bless you queen. You have encouraged so many young women and men to make different decisions. God has a calling on your life.
It doesn’t take someone to just be kind. And this is the perfect example why I don’t drink, smoke or just want to be out and about, clubbing, partying, etc… People are just evil. And this kind of evil just irritates me so badly. Not just her story but all this crap that’s happening to the women and kids. And then some women and kids can be sinister too. I hate this world. I hate it here. But I am glad we do have the chance to get to know God while we are here.
I will put it simple for you..what the problem of this world is ,its known as SIN and God hates it so much ..repent and be baptised in the name of jesus christ
Exactly 💯 I turn up my music at home I dance at home 🏡 no alcohol no drugs glad I don't drink or do drugs when I went out it was group of us like 10 or 15 of us make friends never drank only went for dancing you can go out and have fun but be smart 🤓 drink coffee water beverages tea or fake wine go travel cafe or just have good time at your house I would never party or even speak to strangers in no clubs I will stick with my stuck up friends hehe I was told I was stuck up but I just don't want anyone around me that isn't upper class with strong morals and wise this is why it is important to have self love no one cannot love you the way you can usually insecure women that don't love themselves tend to make bad decisions I am a God fearing woman this being said I would be too scared 😰 to commit a sin i tell every human being please save yourself for marriage
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Very brave and courageous of you! This can happen to anyone!!! Doesn’t matter who you are or where you from…doesn’t matter how smart you are….it can happen to ANYONE!!!! God bless you and I hope you continue to inspire others ❤
I remember reading your story… I pray you live a long, healthy, and prosperous life! You didn’t deserve what happened to you. Give yourself some grace. ❤ if you ever want to talk, I’m here. 💕
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Im sorry to hear about your grandmother passing 😢. I too am going through the same ,she’s in hospice right now . She raised me also ! God bless you . I pray God continues to give you strength.
I believe every word you say. Many rapist don’t seem like rapist until they rape. Most people who are raped hide it. Most! You relive it every time you tell especially if you were conscious. Then there is the doubt in people’s mind and the blaming to contend with. Men get away with this all the time.
I realise those who have been watching for long may get the picture but since I'm just seeing you Bianca 4d 1st time, whooo..kinda lost, the story is all over the place but kudos for being brave sis
What a beautiful and courageous woman you are! God has a plan for your life and future. So glad you eventually escaped the snares of the enemy. Though this happened to you… ALL things work together for those who love the Lord. Thank you for sharing this story with us, it’s very personal. But this can happen to anyone. None of us are exempt. We must be careful. God bless you girly. When this life is over you’ll have a new body! No more illness, no more sorrow, no more pain. I loveeeee you my sister in Christ. Keep going ❤
I’m sorry something is telling my spirit that there’s something not right with her story. If it’s true God forgive me but there’s something off about this entire thing .
The same thing that I am saying she's not telling the truth there more secret that is about her this not of God if she's a true Christian she should have done the right thing with all of this drinking with a stranger plus why she listen to him that he wants to take the hiv test another day and why she wanted to take an HIV test first that is just real strange for a person wants to take an HIV test first to date someone unless she was going to do unprotected sex with him she not telling the truth about her Story look.her talking about her smiling maybe had the virus before getting in hooked up with him
Thank you for sharing this, I feel seen and you are not alone. Rape culture is prevalent and people would rather blame you than aid you and account for the actions of abusers. This is painful, common, and not your fault but your responsibility to heal from - mine as well. But you are never alone, never. Never at fault. Never, but you will always have time to grow- something you’ve helped me already to do. Thank you.
God continue to bless this young woman The strength and courage it took for you to tell your story thank you. Your grandmother is proud. I will be sharing your video with my daughter.
DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam thank you once again for your outstanding commitment to my health well-being and I am forever grateful for curing me off HSV2 with your roots.....
DRETIKOCURE I just wanted to say a big thanks for helping me get cured of herpes simplex virus I was facing, I will be happy to recommend your YT profile to other people around.....
Me too with the Lyme, also since middle school. It's the worst of terrible illnesses imo. I'm doing better with it now. Using herbs and other methods. Hope you are healing ❤️🩹
love i am so happy you shared your story.But to be honest, i had to keep rewinding the story because i felt lost and confused.Its all over the place love but readiing the comments and watching @ the same time helped me to understand.May God continue to guide you, bless you and protect you.Stay strong hun
DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam thank you once again for your outstanding commitment to my health well-being and I am forever grateful for curing me off HSV2 with your roots......
DRETIKOCURE I just wanted to say a big thanks for helping me get cured of herpes simplex virus I was facing, I will be happy to recommend your YT profile to other people around.....
DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam thank you once again for your outstanding commitment to my health well-being and I am forever grateful for curing me off HSV2 with your roots.....
DRETIKOCURE I just wanted to say a big thanks for helping me get cured of herpes simplex virus I was facing, I will be happy to recommend your YT profile to other people around....
Sorry for what happened to you, I hope that your story goes through every corner of the world, so people can learn the message and be more careful. You are brave for sharing your story, best wishes to you. Thank you for sharing!!!
DRETIKOCURE I just wanted to say a big thanks for helping me get cured of herpes simplex virus I was facing, I will be happy to recommend your YT profile to other people around........
Your story is inspiring coming from a woman who was diagnosed with the same dis-ease!!!!! It’s been 17 years!!!! I’m sending you love & may God continue to be with you & glorify him all the days of your life!!!!!! Peace & Love 🙏🏾❤️
Please people... whenever you in this situation and you arent sure whether tou had sex with someone or not...please go to hospital...and get emergency medicine.....you sharing your story doesnt help anyone if you dont give a solution.....please always go to hospital if you arent sure you had sex with someone or if you got raped...never believe them when they say they used a condom
I take responsibility for my role in all of this. Part of the reason why God has blessed me so much, I don't have hatred in my heart for KF. I feel so loved. I appreciate you for being here (:
She's taking accountability and not playing victim like you'd like her to.The man was wrong and should be convicted but she also done things that allowed this to happen.Understanding the role you played and not always playing victim as if you did nothing at all wrong is matu
There's a lot of holes in the story and she's jumping, like from getting tested, to drinking wine, to being in the room there is no context etc. anyways I get the message, that's what matter I guess. @@somebody6779
@@somebody6779 I’m confused about the story. I get tested every year and one thing I don’t play with is my health. I’m locked down until marriage. Since God is our healer I believe He can healed my sister in Jesus name. #Godisreal💯❤️❤️❤️
Hello, your story is very good, honestly, I am also HIV+. At first, when I found out, my world collapsed, I went into a great depression, so much so that one day I took my uncle's gun, who is a police officer, and I put it in my mouth. I was about to pull the gun. trigger but at that moment my cousin entered the room and hugged me telling me that the company and the treatment was the endless fight to be able to deal with the disease, I started taking the ART but I still don't assimilate it very well, I hope there will soon be a cure for this, greetings and good luck to all
I’m happy you did not end your life. Medicine has advanced so much and people can still live a healthy normal life with HIV . The stigma around it is just from ignorance.
Having HIV is not a life sentence you can live as long as you want if you accept it’s just an illness like any other disease. There are a lot of chronic diseases worst than HIV and people have been living with their medication. Seek therapy and hear from people who were like you but have overcome the stigma and now living their normal life.
Bianca… I’m so proud of you, it’s hard to come out with things like this but I hope you know this is extremely helpful for others who have been through what you have. I’m glad that you obviously found strength in your struggle and the assault that was forced upon you. I’m sending you prayers and I want you to know that you’re an inspiration. ❤️✝️
I’m so glad you decided to share your story it’s really sick that he seen that you were drunk and vulnerable and unconscious, and he chose to take advantage of you he knew what he did God bless you
No, the "vibes" thing is something you should use as a final decision. Maybe the start of question or investigation but that like intuition, gut feelings etc should not be the close or final conclusion. I just seen a show where someone was doing the whole "im getting these vibes " and was dead wrong.
Also Bianca I’m so Proud of u n your Bravery 4 Telling your Truth🔥🔥🔥👍!!!… n your Grandmother’s Smiling Down at u 4 Helping the World with this Powerful Testimony🎯💜💐🙏….
Thanks Bianca for sharing and there is surely a bright future ahead of you. The condition obviously can’t stop you for fulfilling every dream that you once thought of. Am sad to see some of the insensitive comments because can happen to o anyone if they are under influence. Thank you for inspiring and thoughtful encouraging the millions of other victims out there.
Sorry to hear about what happened to you. It seem like you leaving out alot, hopefully one day you will feel comfortable about being totally honest so that you can help another person.
@@Bianca.Ordonez_ You don’t have to guess hon. just what I said! See the thing about the internet is people know each other. Tell the whole story love, don’t romanticize it!!
She could've been uncomfortable or embarrassed, there is a lot of actual good and reasonable reasons why people may laugh or smile in serious situations.
Thanks so much for being courageous enough to share your story with us. I know it wasn’t easy, but I thank God for blessing you with the strength to do so. You are a true gem 💎 and a beautiful reflection of God. I want you to remember this ALWAYS!!!!!❤❤❤❤❤
To be honest this wouldn't have happened to her if the first guy she went on a date with was a gentleman enough to escort her back home or better yet call her a uber that could have taken her home. You are brave for telling your story 😊
@@nbd6213it’s really not, the first guy was a predator as well. He intentionally plied her with alcohol but when she got more drunk than he could handle he tossed her to the curb. He should have made sure she made it home.
@@nbd6213you reaching by bring up 9/11 ….had the person who brought her the liquor not left her out there she would have not been picked up I get it I used to think like that to people like us the people who don’t drink will never understand how sloppy a person can be and leaving her like that was dead wrong know way I have family smh who drink .
Giving you a 15 minute hug omg holding you tight baby girl. Wioes your tears away❤😢 sometimes you just never know how bad it is for others while you cry and complain. This could've been me after my SA as a child i was reckless and hypersexual. I was playing with my life. Now I'm dealing with reproductive issues feel cursed by my ways way back when. Just know you are loved and you're stronger than me 😢
@@susanschuck8841 it’s just hard to believe because of how she told it. I’m sorry that happened to her but it seems to be missing parts & broken up it’s just not making sense
I have to say ive shared a moment with this man before, i was 21 years old and he was 31. We inched a convo about a relationship and i never liked the controlling behavior and immediately saw the red flags with things he would ask of me. Forcing me not to go out and share time with my friends and trying to keep me away from things I wanted to do as a young adult. I heard about him having HIV years later and I thank god every single day that It wasnt my calling for it. Im so upset this happened to you this is sad. That man had too many demonic tats to trust em.
Can you describe some the demonic tats he had? I pulled up his picture on Google and tried zooming in on his pictures, but the only one I could see closely was the A in the circle.
Girl.. That was not your fault and you had no control over that. You did not deserve this. I'm glad that you have become in terms with the fact but that was not your fault by ANY means. Thank you so much for sharing your story. I wish you all the best in life. ❤
Thanks for sharing your story. It took great courage. I ran across your video randomly, and the title caught my attention. The story alone is a true testament that deserves to be shared. God put it on your heart to tell your story, and again thank you. This one hits differently.
Bianca, you are such a beautiful person. May God continue to heal you with his healing hands. Thank you for your video and so many women, like me, to know our surroundings and to be wise out there.
DRETIKOCURE I just wanted to say a big thanks for helping me get cured of herpes simplex virus I was facing, I will be happy to recommend your YT profile to other people around.....
Shes not. Shes lying saying he r@ped her so that she isn't viewed in the same manner as a promiscuous woman with HIV. Keep in mind, after he passed she came out on ig claiming to be HIS GIRLFRIEND! Shes the one who exposed that he had aids. She said "I blacked out, i don't remember consenting to $ex" then says "It smelled like p!ss and a traphouse. He had 2 dogs. He was moving the next day. I woke up and he help me as I weeped." She is a LIAR! She is the reason nobody believes us real SA victims! She remembers verbatim what he said when it's convenient but not when it's something that makes her look bad. I'm huge on body language and her language is off-her voice at the beginning of the video while talking about her grandmother quivered and fluctuated bc that was a really emotional thing for her. Her voice when telling this lie is steady, monotone, and controlled. She even has a smirk on her face but she wasn't smirking when talking about her dead granny. I closed my eyes and listened and it sounded like she was reading off a page. She keeps changing tenses-she says "he says" and "he said" which is an indicator of dishonesty. Her brain isn't processing her lies fast enough to switch them to past tense. She would get more respect by accepting the fact she went on a date with one guy and slept with a random stranger who picked her up on the side of the road after being kicked out the same exact night. The truth won't get her sympathy though. "The truth will be told at some point" is what she said at the very end of this video meaning she isn't telling the truth. She would've said "The truth is finally out". She admitted she hates men and always has had an aggressive nature toward them so theres no reason to believe she wouldn't try to hurt a man post mortem. She didn't even go and get a SA kit or file a police report when he was alive. She's disgusting.
I respect the courage to be vulnerable to the world. Don't take a negative comment to heart or personal, many just don't understand their behaving poorly for giving in to Warfare. I have worked for years with individuals who are positive or at risk for becoming positive. So it warms my heart. Be bless Angel.
DRETIKOCURE I just wanted to say a big thanks for helping me get cured of herpes simplex virus I was facing, I will be happy to recommend your YT profile to other people around......
Yes, it's "Missing The REAL Truth" Lol. Please tell me what was, why "Precursor the I had just got Tested for HIV" 🤔 What was that about. When I decided to change my life and getting tested for HIV Terrified me to the point it Scared the "B'JESUS straight into my body" 😅 I speak it figuratively, but it literally did. I waited for those results, and in the meantime, I wasn't into going on any dates or meeting any men. NaH, I told myself if it came back ➕️ then I take my Losses and except I'm to livey life alone, that my punishment I'd done unto myself for my sinful ways. These people talking about they been living with it for 10,20 years...like "it's no big deal "Life Goes On ..oh blee blah dah. Does it really now, sure it does but they need to stop with the B.S. that it'd be nearly impossible for them to infect anyone else. It's a deadly disease, they can try to sugar coat it all they want, but most don't live as long as people without it. So, why mention that I had just got tested before telling and reselling her story@? ALSO "WHY" on earth you wouldn't be gtfo that guy's place. If he really SA you, why would you get into a relationship "situationship" with your attacker!? So, the times "I didn't remember the having "s3x" part with a man, I left promptly the next morn and did my best to never see that , prayed to never run into dude again. Why would I wanna carry on with a man who I didn't remember having s3x with, and if I asked him and yhen he lied, and then he said we did. So, I'm what a God glorifying sinning woman that wants to be with a man that sa mean and is a liar. 🤔 Them Christians so smart and good women to look past the evil sinning man. The kind that lead by example, thinking they "Can Change" him with her g👀d touch, body included , that will make him a g👀d man. This thing is so littered with God's Will, Glorifying God, Testimony, it's off-putting. The truth would be more glorifying.."hoed around, hey females don't think this "carousel ride is innocent amusement ride fun" because you might just pick tje wrong horse and wind up with this deadly disease HIV, it's no fun, its meds, its shame, its scary, and you don't want it so don't flow in my footsteps and change your ways, before it becomes your story too. Be honest you don't know who gave you the HIV. It could have been any # of guys. Stop hiding behind the truth. So, some get lucky hoeing around and get off scott free but others no so much so. So what it's God's Will that he protects some from the HIV and others curses them with it. Yet you're blessed to be given it and just is blessed is the one without HIV. Sounds pretty "f** up to me." Yeah, just keep telling yourself that long enough and your bound to believe it too. This to me, sounds like a show my Mom and I watched last night, something this guy said. Why would a person (esp. someone in law enforcement feels the need to say that he couldn't phone right away because he had just moved into a "Legal Sublet," so he didn't have a phone hooked up yet. Hhhm, I guess I've always thought that when something is LEGAL you don't need to add "Legal to it". These are funny things to me that reveal a more telling truth that one is trying to cover up to justify their actions. Like they know they are in the wrong, but not really because everyone does it so it can't be that wrong..right🤔 Trying to convince themselves that what their telling others is the truth, therefore it must be the truth..to them to. It's how I see people try selling the story as the truth,even if they're buying their own lie, but others aren't. The Sea of Sheep always fall for it, but the goats smell some "garbage" they just can't get past. I guess it's just built in lie detectors when "Something seems off" to us. I can only speak for myself, being a Cappy, goat born just smells rotten to me. Just versions of the truth, there's t👀 many gaps to be a credible account. Baaa..🐐 Don't be f👀led by the sheep. See, the goats have learned it's better to climb to the top of the mountain, where they can see the bigger picture, and better yet to find the clues in the stepping stones on the way up to understand what's missing from it..the whole picture. They just don't miss a beat..er I mean h👀f. 😅
I had to stop the video, I am sorry for your pain. Thank you for sharing your story and for being a vessel of God/Love. Wishing you the best of lives sis.
Omg, I'm so sorry, that happened to you! The events of that night were just so terribly lined up 😭 say their names, call them bei their name- you did that girl! So glad, that you're trying to find the silver lining, and sorry for your loss of your grandma. She would be so proud of you ❤
You are strong minded! God wills your peace and happiness, you know your grandmother is proud of the wonderful eloquent woman you are. GOD BLESS YOU SISTER 🙏🏼✝️❤️
My beautiful sister. This took guts to do. You might of seen my last comment, on the older video. You have truly confronted the events of that night like a champion. You are gonna live a long good healthy life, with your baby. A beautiful one i hope. This guy can't hurt anyone else now. They're making huge strides with HIV now too, who knows we could get a cure before your baby finishes College!
Why did you not go to the DR and let them know that you did not know if he had any STDs, they could have gave you emergency medicine to stop the infection?
I’m not gonna lie for what she went through. She sure is smiling a whole lot in this video. I think she care more about the attention in the views then actually what happened to her. This shit, really crazy and sad bro.
Was just thinking of you! & ty no matter how ready I was supposed to be due to her age, I was not ready at all. Feels weird knowing I have to move on and keep living like she didn't exist. Feels a bit like being frozen in time. Anyway, hope you're well.
Why not get dropped off at a 24-hour restaurant? A bus or train station? Or just sit in the hotel lobby getting coffee to sober up? The entire scenario of her evening was off. Was she on a date in pants, a dress and heels what? Cause a dress and heels would have been dangerous walking the streets late nite. Not understanding the blacking in and out or what happened in that hotel room.
@@Bianca.Ordonez_ sorry to ask but how long does a blank out last?? It definitely differs but damn I'm guessing your " blank out" took months because even after a day or 2,you can still go see a doctor.
When you started feeling sick you went to get a check up and they told you that day? Did you tell him? What did he say? I’m so curious 🧐 I like full detailed/ chronologically ordered stories lol
How is that you got symptoms that quick? And your story is confusing well I am not here to judge I want to know did that guy pass away hope he rots for what he did could you been assaulted when you passed out when you said he found you outside? And why did you not call police or report this???
DRETIKOCURE I just wanted to say a big thanks for helping me get cured of herpes simplex virus I was facing, I will be happy to recommend your YT profile to other people around......
You are strong for even telling your story I can’t believe some of the comments and how cruel they are like this is real life situations that happen to women and men god bless your heart ❤
Proud, glad, some of you people in the comments are exactly why women like her go through unnecessary hardship. Before getting to the angel guy, your story was laced with bad decisions. People learn from this. ONE BAD DECISION LEADS TO THE NEXT.
Sending you extra love sorry to hear about your Grandma passing 🙏🏽🕊️ this situation you endured is deep layers of trauma mixed with love lust loyalty secrets and on his side somewhat evilness and master manipulation at it’s best I think he took advantage of you mentally from the moment he laid eyes on you but something about you made him fall in love in the process he wasn’t expecting that part keep telling your story I think your amazing strong beautiful definitely a lover and fighter the list goes on live your life ❤️💫💯
You are BRAVE to put this on SOCIAL MEDIA!!! Some of the people on these Platforms are mean and evil!!! So BEAUTIFUL YOUNG PEOPLE, KNOW YOUR VALUE!!!! The Middle School kids are talking about sex like it’s a Dance. They don’t care who hears them. They had a conversation with me present about a “Threesome!” Lord HELP US!!!! 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
When you said “did I get HIV that night? I’m not sure” Does that means that you had unprotected sex with him after that night too? I’m honestly not judging, but as you shared the story, I’m curious about it. By the way that you described his living conditions ( filthy), I could not let that person touch me again (once sober). I hope you are mentally strong 🙏🏾
This is the part that changes things in my mind. If he took advantage of her - and I believe he probably did - he is wrong. But if she continued to be with him, willfully, after seeing his living conditions.. and after finding out he had HIV.. the responsibility for everything after that first night is on her. Personal responsibility. This story reminds me of a life I used to live and it makes me sick to my stomach
I found out a close relative had it and a week later they died. He never took meds and didn't tell anyone he had it out of embarrassment and my God sister died the same way and told no one until her dying day. This hurt so much I wish he could. have taken meds and at least tried to live with it.
Wow, this is why I do what I do. God has called me to share my story so that people can see that life doesnt end post diagnosis, we are still worthy and loved by God. And therefore, are worthy of love and self love like anyone else in this world 🩷 so sorry for your loss
Bin living with HIV for 20yrs now.
I'm a practicing medical doctor.
I'm married.
I hv 2 kids - a daughter & a son.
Both my kids & my husband r negetv.
I don't miss my treatments - 1 tablet every evening.
My viral load is low, non detectable meaning transmission or infecting anyone is near impossible
I hardly get ill, at most malaria once in 2-3 yrs wich I treat and in few days I'm good.
I'v never bin admitted into d hospital except wen I delivered my chiren.
I told my immediate younger brother wen I got diagnosed.
My whole family is aware. I informed my husband evn b4 we got married.
Life is good 😅
God is faithful. I gv God all d glory
Amen! God is so good! Glory to God indeed 🩷🩷
Amen 😊
God is with you
What if you give it to your patients do your employers know you have it?
@@ygg1560she said because she takes her medication and never misses a treatment, her viral count is so low that it is undetectable and it is impossible for her to transmit it to anyone
My mother has been living with Hiv for over 20 years now. Shes living her lifr to the absolute fullest,shes is extremley healthy never misses her treatment wich is literaly one pill a day,shes hardly ill,barely gets the flu or ever a cold,shes honestly healthier than people who are not exposed to the illness,she is also non reactive meaning the virus is completely supressed from being consistent with treatment. She gives all the glory to God almighty.
thats wonderful
Wonderful.
My mom sadly passed away last year October after living with it for 3 years she jux cld not thrive cos of depression and deep worry .She jux gave up . I cry everyday
@@lovelebene8924I’m so sorry 😢 sending my condolences 💔
She should give glory to medication.
This can happen to any of us so never feel horrible about yourself, you are amazing then and now...sending so much positivity.
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SO TRUE ESPECIALLY WHEN WE DO NOT KNOW WHAT THEY ACTUALLY PUT IN THOSE "SHOTS" stay strong everyone, God be with you.
@@Bianca.Ordonez_😮😢
No a lot of wmn don't let a rando rawdog em
@@AndreiGeorgescu-j9ptroll alert troll alert cringe
There is so much to unpack. The moral of the story...care about yourself and care for yourself. She put her life in the hands of so many strangers. Be mindful ladies of what is going on around you. The goal is to make it home safely with no damage.
Amen 🙏🏽
Also ask God for discernment.
This sounds like she is lying
You can be mindful but there is always a creep watching. Unfortunately she was taken advantage of. May God continue to give her strength!
@nataliemiller3106 Yes, and the date was the root of all her problems. She needs to vet her dates better.
You can’t consent to sex if you are intoxicated. This is sexual assault and battery.
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But it’s our mistake to drink until get drunk and then we cannot blame other people with crazy mind we got rape for our mistake and getting drunk
@@yairincedano5225you can blame them because someone’s drunk leave them alone. End of story. We forget to blame the people that did it instead of the victim
Maybe he was drunk too and therefore he couldn't consent to an SA.
@@julial3325 negative
I appreciate her story and all those who come on the internet to share. My mom have HIV when I was about 1 years old then became full blown and confess to me this when I was of age 9 years old. I didn't know how to process it and I lost focus in school. I loss so much focus on school that I was taken from general education to special education. I completely shut down and cried n stayed in my room and to myself. I hated the world and life. All I worried about was my mom dying so I would rush home to make sure she was still alive. I was paranoid daily because I was afraid I would get a call she died. When I turned 20 yrs old that is when i got the news right before Thanksgiving that my mom died. She passed away from a tumor that burst in her head. I am now 40 years old. I remember all good and bad times with my mom. To everyone dealing with this please I pray for your health and safety. Takecare of yourself and just take it 1 day at a time. God bless you all ❤
May God bless you too❤
I am glad that there are people like DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam who just want to help other people who are struggling with Herpes virus,.
God bless all of you. I really appreciate your story because it illustrates how powerful grief can be and how some events can cause us to grieve prematurely for our loved ones and the saying goes that grief is what price we pay for love. I believe it was the physician of queen Victoria who originally said that although she is often the one who is credited with the saying. Regardless I think that sums up the whole relationship between the two emotions and experiences and I am sorry for your loss but I am grateful for your courage to share your story here .❤
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I appreciate you sharing your story.
We don't talk enough about the impact of life and the lives of others on our mental health, especially in our childhood years.
Blessings, love, and comfort your way.
I am so proud of you my sister even though your stories broken my heart. I am proud of you for being strong and not broken
all glory to the Most High God. I feel so in love with my Savior…I feel like it broke God’s heart too, yet it was all part of His plan to bring me back to Him and to bring others that might be going through something similar to Jesus as well.
@@abdulaliakbar1175 you are entitled to feel however you want.
LEAN IN GOD HONEY..
@MyUndetectableLife god gave you hiv to bring you back to him?? don't you see how cruel that would be if it were true? your poor choices gave you hiv....had nothing to do with god
God bless you. You are inspiring so many. Im praying for your healing. It is not Gods will for you to be sick. It is God's will for you to be well. I believe your healing will soon come. Nothing is impossible for God🙏@MyUndetectableLife
I remember drinking like this not too many years ago🥺💔 Listening to your story reminds me of my past self and it's scary to even think about. I cannot fathom the situations I put myself in. Sis, right down to being an angry drunk except my anger was directed toward whoever got in my face. 2019 I should've died. Can't put it any other way, I should've died. But God! God in His mercy preserved me. I prayed for preservation a lot that year even in the midst of the mess. I thank God that he preserved your life too and kept you for such a time as this. May you fulfill every single thing that He has set out for you in this lifetime in Jesus' name🙏🏾 Thank you for your bravery❤️
Amen me too 🙏🏽. I used to get black out drunk at our house parties that we used to have while I was in college. Thank God one of my roommates didn’t drink and she always kept her on eye on me. I also remember praying so much that year (2019) because deep down I knew I was doing wrong but somehow couldn’t stop. I was literally a slave to sin. Too much temptation around me. I remember one day asking and praying to the Lord that if He wanted me to serve Him, He needed to take me out of the environment I was in. And next thing you know, 2020/Pandemic hits so I had to pack up my things and go home cause my school was closing down. I gave my life to the Lord that year as well and have not gotten drunk or had s3x since because now I’m adamant on doing life GODS way!! My own way did not work. But all praises to Him because He truly does work everything for our good and His glory 🙌🏽✝️❤️🔥!!!
You are a survivor/ warrior, and I am so glad you are doing well now❤🤍🤎
,@@jennjennsuu
amen
THE GLORY IS FOR GOD ALONE 🙏
Thank you for being vulnerable with us. Your story will not go in vain. I am so so sorry you had to experience any of this.
Unprotected sex ,drugs and alcohol will get people into trouble
alcohol is the root cause of most bad decisions
@@Henry_Mukolwethat’s why In islam it’s completely haram, bc it makes u incapable of making ur own decisions and much more
Islam is absent from this scenario. This is considered Haram, and you should return to Allah instead of Jesus. Direct your prayers solely to Allah, without any association. When Allah commands us not to drink, there is wisdom behind this directive.
Jesus is Lord
@@diamond9223 Jesus is prophet and he is human just like you and me. God is way powerful than simple human being. Does Jesus know the hour?
Amen. I have saved the video to show my daughters, they are 15 and 13
Kids need to be warned about these people out there..,I wish there was PREP for you to drink to protect you against the infection. I love you 😘
That’s the thing there’s medicine that does stop it as long as you go within 72 hours. It is the same stuff they use for PREP to prevent someone getting infected. It’s a 30 day supply
Kids needs to know not to drink when they become adults. If she had not gotten drynk she would have not put herslef in that position. .
@@NatashaCarter-si5ozI was coming to say this exact thing❤
@@eileenwatt8283that’s true …some these people bring suffering upon themselves and play victim. Stop drinking alcohol first and then we can talk. A sober mind makes smart decisions
Is prep save?
I’m glad you found peace and bravery to share and I’m sorry you endured such terrible acts.
You are so brave🙏🏾🙏🏾 do not let these comments tear you down. This world is a sick place but only God can judge you. Thank you for raising awareness. We all make mistakes. Now we know to be extra careful. God passed on your grandmother’s strength to you. Keep pushing. You are beautiful both inside and out🫶🏾❤
The comments are the least of her worries
I am confused by it.
There are literally no comments tearing her down though smh
@@lol7396 um lol have you read more than like five parent comments on this video??? so many ppl calling her a liar or saying "something just doesn't add up"
These are the worst comments ever. . God bless this brave beautiful girl. ❤
I know your story, I’ve been following you ever since, I’m so glad to see that you are a survivor. Thank you for sharing. Protect yourselves ladies
Thank you for being here 🩷🫂🩷
@@Bianca.Ordonez_do you know you can get a healing spell to help get rid of the HIV ?
All thanks to Dr Abiola on UA-cam for curing me from Hiv #drabiola🎉😊😊
I am glad that there are people like DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam who just want to help other people who are struggling with Herpes virus.
DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam thank you once again for your outstanding commitment to my health well-being and I am forever grateful for curing me off HSV2 with your roots......
God bless you honey. That was very brave of you to come online and bear your heart and share your testimony like that. Sending love and well wishes to you.
I am glad that there are people like DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam who just want to help other people who are struggling with Herpes virus,
I’m glad you felt comfortable to tell your story. You have helped so many people by just being open and honest. God bless you ❤
🥹🫂 God is so good, God bless you too, love.
@@abdulaliakbar1175 God is the only judge.
YES ONLY GOD can and will judge. But dear one He is not pleased with your life and how you are choosing to honor Him with your body. Bible says be a living sacrifice unto Him. Not sacrifice yourself for someone else's sick desires or even worse your own selfish desires. Get your emotional self healed by reading, God's words and hearing from a true called preacher for REPENTANCE and baptism in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sin.
I nearly gave my narc my v-card because I was beyond love bombed. But when I started seeing his true colours. Things like helping me and being his "queen" for a week, then his "pauper" the next week. I finally let go and I told him that I'm releasing him. Up to this day, he's still in my life, not in a romantic sense. He found a way to be in the same room as me. I know that he's only sticking around to deflower me. And I won't allow him back into my life. I pray to God to give me a man who will be my first and last.
I spent 3 years with a narc got with him at the innocent age of 19 and had my first baby by him he has broken me down in every way I was so happy and full of confidence before him, now I have to seek therapy and it’s helped me give my life to god, he was so mentally abusive would say unspeakable things to me you dodged a bullet remember god says don’t turn back or you will turn into a pillar of salt !
Nah don't even leave him in your life at all
Ladies pay attention to these red flags 🚩 it does show up in the beginning of the relationship!
Satan has sent this man to destroy you. Stay.FAR away from him!
Gurl… that’s sad
I’m so proud of you for telling your story. May God bless you queen. You have encouraged so many young women and men to make different decisions. God has a calling on your life.
I am glad that there are people like DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam who just want to help other people who are struggling with Herpes virus
Thank you for your efforts and please keep up the good work DRETIKOCURE on YT curing Herpes virus. I know it's challenging but not impossible.
It doesn’t take someone to just be kind. And this is the perfect example why I don’t drink, smoke or just want to be out and about, clubbing, partying, etc… People are just evil. And this kind of evil just irritates me so badly. Not just her story but all this crap that’s happening to the women and kids. And then some women and kids can be sinister too. I hate this world. I hate it here. But I am glad we do have the chance to get to know God while we are here.
I also hate it here
I will put it simple for you..what the problem of this world is ,its known as SIN and God hates it so much ..repent and be baptised in the name of jesus christ
Amen 🙏
Exactly 💯 I turn up my music at home I dance at home 🏡 no alcohol no drugs glad I don't drink or do drugs when I went out it was group of us like 10 or 15 of us make friends never drank only went for dancing you can go out and have fun but be smart 🤓 drink coffee water beverages tea or fake wine go travel cafe or just have good time at your house I would never party or even speak to strangers in no clubs I will stick with my stuck up friends hehe I was told I was stuck up but I just don't want anyone around me that isn't upper class with strong morals and wise this is why it is important to have self love no one cannot love you the way you can usually insecure women that don't love themselves tend to make bad decisions I am a God fearing woman this being said I would be too scared 😰 to commit a sin i tell every human being please save yourself for marriage
@@arnelabih1845yeah u doing too much calm tf down
Omg I am so sorry! I so glad you are ok, walking with Jesus!💘🙏
DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam thank you once again for your outstanding commitment to my health well-being and I am forever grateful for curing me off HSV2 with your roots......
I am so happy you have peace !! With God at your side, you're unstoppable !! God bless you !!
Amen!! Thank you 🩷🩷🩷 appreciate you sister 🩷
I am glad that there are people like DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam who just want to help other people who are struggling with Herpes virus,.
“So through this, God will be glorified.” Amen sister, Amen! Continued blessings to you!
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I am glad that there are people like DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam who just want to help other people who are struggling with Herpes virus,
I got lost after 5 minutes…. I get it how you could be drunk n blacked out but lots of us are lost on a lot.
Rewatch it then and maybe you’ll understand
@@Bianca.Ordonez_ no thank you. I just don’t feel a genuine energy from you. Good luck on your journey though love.
@@sc76695 God bless you.
@@Bianca.Ordonez_ thanks, God bless you too🥰🙏
Some of you just comment from your anus. Was she supposed to describe the actual sex part or what??!
Very brave and courageous of you! This can happen to anyone!!! Doesn’t matter who you are or where you from…doesn’t matter how smart you are….it can happen to ANYONE!!!! God bless you and I hope you continue to inspire others ❤
I am glad that there are people like DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam who just want to help other people who are struggling with Herpes virus,.
I remember reading your story… I pray you live a long, healthy, and prosperous life! You didn’t deserve what happened to you. Give yourself some grace. ❤ if you ever want to talk, I’m here. 💕
I am glad that there are people like DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam who just want to help other people who are struggling with Herpes virus,
making a mistake is no big deal it's how you recover that matters that's life. god bless you beautiful 💕
She dealing with a life time situation for not dealing with her trauma.
@@lashurediscussion4970 them? you make right decisions all your life? you do not.
@@lashurediscussion4970 it's better to not judge people.. we all going to die anyway. just enjoy life while here
It's best to dodge the bullet, let's hide under the wings of God.
DRETIKOCURE I just wanted to say a big thanks for helping me get cured of herpes simplex virus I was facing, I will be happy to recommend your YT profile to other people around........
This story was all over the place. I wanted to listen but I can’t keep track of what is what…..
@LunaBobbi - This crafty (religous) young lady is taking us 4 a ride with her weird tale - anything to make a few bucks from UA-cam 🤑🤑🤑
Because she’s lying.
Im sorry to hear about your grandmother passing 😢. I too am going through the same ,she’s in hospice right now . She raised me also ! God bless you . I pray God continues to give you strength.
Pray she’s doing well ❤️
I believe every word you say. Many rapist don’t seem like rapist until they rape. Most people who are raped hide it. Most! You relive it every time you tell especially if you were conscious. Then there is the doubt in people’s mind and the blaming to contend with. Men get away with this all the time.
do you have an OnlyFans?
Thank you for your efforts and please keep up the good work DRETIKOCURE on YT curing Herpes virus. I know it's challenging but not impossible.
I realise those who have been watching for long may get the picture but since I'm just seeing you Bianca 4d 1st time, whooo..kinda lost, the story is all over the place but kudos for being brave sis
I'm not understanding her tbh she's all over I don't mean to be rude.
so confused about the start to end 🤔
I don't understand how yall are confused. Start the video over and LISTEN! It's very loud and clear. 😒
@@Big-Kei… Yes very confusing…she is bad at telling her story…😢
Same… I need a map to navigate
I see why so many people are saying it's confusing. It's confusing for real. Because she moved on to another topic before finishing up the first one.
What a beautiful and courageous woman you are! God has a plan for your life and future. So glad you eventually escaped the snares of the enemy. Though this happened to you… ALL things work together for those who love the Lord. Thank you for sharing this story with us, it’s very personal. But this can happen to anyone. None of us are exempt. We must be careful. God bless you girly. When this life is over you’ll have a new body! No more illness, no more sorrow, no more pain. I loveeeee you my sister in Christ. Keep going ❤
Amen❤
I’m sorry something is telling my spirit that there’s something not right with her story. If it’s true God forgive me but there’s something off about this entire thing .
May God forgive you
it's not just you. Anyone with an ounce of discernment can see.
LISTEN I JUST MADE A COMMENT and came back to watch and saw this. She needs to take this down. This is dangerous.
The same thing that I am saying she's not telling the truth there more secret that is about her this not of God if she's a true Christian she should have done the right thing with all of this drinking with a stranger plus why she listen to him that he wants to take the hiv test another day and why she wanted to take an HIV test first that is just real strange for a person wants to take an HIV test first to date someone unless she was going to do unprotected sex with him she not telling the truth about her Story look.her talking about her smiling maybe had the virus before getting in hooked up with him
I said the same thing.
ohh, so sorry for that, stay strong like that, this is a nice decision to let you stay free of worries.
DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam thank you for using your herbs to unravel the complexities of HPV and provide me with the finest medical care possible🚩🚩
Thank you for sharing this, I feel seen and you are not alone. Rape culture is prevalent and people would rather blame you than aid you and account for the actions of abusers. This is painful, common, and not your fault but your responsibility to heal from - mine as well. But you are never alone, never. Never at fault. Never, but you will always have time to grow- something you’ve helped me already to do. Thank you.
Thank you for your efforts and please keep up the good work DRETIKOCURE on YT curing Herpes virus. I know it's challenging but not impossible.
God continue to bless this young woman
The strength and courage it took for you to tell your story thank you. Your grandmother is proud. I will be sharing your video with my daughter.
I am glad that there are people like DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam who just want to help other people who are struggling with Herpes virus.
DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam thank you once again for your outstanding commitment to my health well-being and I am forever grateful for curing me off HSV2 with your roots.....
DRETIKOCURE I just wanted to say a big thanks for helping me get cured of herpes simplex virus I was facing, I will be happy to recommend your YT profile to other people around.....
Hey B, stay strong, you're not alone with a terrible disorder. Chronic Lyme, since i was in Middle School. Bless you.
Me too with the Lyme, also since middle school. It's the worst of terrible illnesses imo. I'm doing better with it now. Using herbs and other methods. Hope you are healing ❤️🩹
love i am so happy you shared your story.But to be honest, i had to keep rewinding the story because i felt lost and confused.Its all over the place love but readiing the comments and watching @ the same time helped me to understand.May God continue to guide you, bless you and protect you.Stay strong hun
HOW I GOT HIV
ua-cam.com/video/DBDWFMn8OOg/v-deo.html
How I Got My Black Eye..the End and the Beginning
ua-cam.com/video/mQQ1XYSq4ww/v-deo.html
Hopefully these two videos help 🩷
DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam thank you once again for your outstanding commitment to my health well-being and I am forever grateful for curing me off HSV2 with your roots......
DRETIKOCURE I just wanted to say a big thanks for helping me get cured of herpes simplex virus I was facing, I will be happy to recommend your YT profile to other people around.....
I’m so sorry this happened to you! You’re so brave, thank you for sharing your story and inspiring us all with your incredible strength. God bless x
I am glad that there are people like DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam who just want to help other people who are struggling with Herpes virus.
DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam thank you once again for your outstanding commitment to my health well-being and I am forever grateful for curing me off HSV2 with your roots.....
DRETIKOCURE I just wanted to say a big thanks for helping me get cured of herpes simplex virus I was facing, I will be happy to recommend your YT profile to other people around....
Thank you for your efforts and please keep up the good work DRETIKOCURE on YT curing Herpes virus. I know it's challenging but not impossible.
Sorry for what happened to you, I hope that your story goes through every corner of the world, so people can learn the message and be more careful. You are brave for sharing your story, best wishes to you. Thank you for sharing!!!
I am glad that there are people like DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam who just want to help other people who are struggling with Herpes virus,
Didn't you say that this was fate? And gods will?
I'm lost watching this story 😢😢 Sorry this happened to you..But ur telling this story wildly🤞🏾🙄
DRETIKOCURE I just wanted to say a big thanks for helping me get cured of herpes simplex virus I was facing, I will be happy to recommend your YT profile to other people around........
FAKE
Ugh, I'm so sorry! Something similar happened to me. Except that I got pregnant and I kept the baby. Thank God that didn't happen to you.
Oh wow well congratulations but baby is a rap baby.
Same but I didn't keep it. Sorry about that ignorant person calling your innocent child a r* baby. I don't view it that way, and I wish you both well.
New baby, a new human life is as innocent as God's face and he or she is only yours. May God bless you with beautiful life, for you and the baby.💕
Why did you keep a rape baby?
I hope you don’t hate the baby. You did the right thing keeping your baby, it’s not their fault. God bless you.
Your story is inspiring coming from a woman who was diagnosed with the same dis-ease!!!!! It’s been 17 years!!!! I’m sending you love & may God continue to be with you & glorify him all the days of your life!!!!!! Peace & Love 🙏🏾❤️
I'm sorry that you went through this😥 but girl you lost me😩
FAKE
This can be any one of us. Thank you for your story.
No, it can't. Bfr.
Please people... whenever you in this situation and you arent sure whether tou had sex with someone or not...please go to hospital...and get emergency medicine.....you sharing your story doesnt help anyone if you dont give a solution.....please always go to hospital if you arent sure you had sex with someone or if you got raped...never believe them when they say they used a condom
Here you are, saving the day. The hero no one knew they needed! 🦸🏽♀️
Shes going to incorporate your scene into her next story
The start of your paragraph is insane … just irresponsible
It’s not your fault. These men don’t take accountability and they’re monsters but you will persist and progress
I take responsibility for my role in all of this. Part of the reason why God has blessed me so much, I don't have hatred in my heart for KF. I feel so loved. I appreciate you for being here (:
@@Bianca.Ordonez_ Thank you. That's very mature of you and I wish these comments here had your mentality. I wish you the best.
She's taking accountability and not playing victim like you'd like her to.The man was wrong and should be convicted but she also done things that allowed this to happen.Understanding the role you played and not always playing victim as if you did nothing at all wrong is matu
I’m confused.
About what?... It's in the title description. AYE bro/GURL go get tested, cause right now you're testing my patience 🙏 Lawd have mercy.
There's a lot of holes in the story and she's jumping, like from getting tested, to drinking wine, to being in the room there is no context etc. anyways I get the message, that's what matter I guess. @@somebody6779
@@somebody6779nigga what
This still seems kinda raw. All the emotions and ideas aren't perfectly processed and shelved yet. She's getting there though.
@@somebody6779 I’m confused about the story. I get tested every year and one thing I don’t play with is my health. I’m locked down until marriage. Since God is our healer I believe He can healed my sister in Jesus name. #Godisreal💯❤️❤️❤️
Hello, your story is very good, honestly, I am also HIV+. At first, when I found out, my world collapsed, I went into a great depression, so much so that one day I took my uncle's gun, who is a police officer, and I put it in my mouth. I was about to pull the gun. trigger but at that moment my cousin entered the room and hugged me telling me that the company and the treatment was the endless fight to be able to deal with the disease, I started taking the ART but I still don't assimilate it very well, I hope there will soon be a cure for this, greetings and good luck to all
I heard about a plant called the duck plant that helps detox your body. Hope you get everything you need. Take care of yourself.
I’m happy you did not end your life. Medicine has advanced so much and people can still live a healthy normal life with HIV . The stigma around it is just from ignorance.
@@YPM498 I think you meant to write to @aikemumonz6973
Having HIV is not a life sentence you can live as long as you want if you accept it’s just an illness like any other disease. There are a lot of chronic diseases worst than HIV and people have been living with their medication. Seek therapy and hear from people who were like you but have overcome the stigma and now living their normal life.
Wow amen cure will come
Bianca…
I’m so proud of you, it’s hard to come out with things like this but I hope you know this is extremely helpful for others who have been through what you have. I’m glad that you obviously found strength in your struggle and the assault that was forced upon you. I’m sending you prayers and I want you to know that you’re an inspiration. ❤️✝️
I’m so glad you decided to share your story it’s really sick that he seen that you were drunk and vulnerable and unconscious, and he chose to take advantage of you he knew what he did God bless you
She gives me weird vibes for some reason 🤷🏻♀️ I think it’s the way she smiles sarcastically. Like is this “testimony” even real
Ikr. She is too excited! Cringe. I feel weird now.
How dare you question her truth?! I hope no one does that to you 🙄
She said in the video why she's sarcasticly laughing and smiling. Did u read that part? 🙄😒
No, the "vibes" thing is something you should use as a final decision. Maybe the start of question or investigation but that like intuition, gut feelings etc should not be the close or final conclusion. I just seen a show where someone was doing the whole "im getting these vibes " and was dead wrong.
Sometimes laughter is a pacifier of pain….
Also Bianca I’m so Proud of u n your Bravery 4 Telling your Truth🔥🔥🔥👍!!!… n your Grandmother’s Smiling Down at u 4 Helping the World with this Powerful Testimony🎯💜💐🙏….
Amen!!! 🫂💞
@@Bianca.Ordonez_May the Lord comfort you and walk with you.
Thanks Bianca for sharing and there is surely a bright future ahead of you. The condition obviously can’t stop you for fulfilling every dream that you once thought of. Am sad to see some of the insensitive comments because can happen to o anyone if they are under influence. Thank you for inspiring and thoughtful encouraging the millions of other victims out there.
What's wrong with her? 1 minute she's whispering next she's telling the story all or most of this story is lies lies
Sorry to hear about what happened to you. It seem like you leaving out alot, hopefully one day you will feel comfortable about being totally honest so that you can help another person.
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Yes things seem a bit off I hope one day we can hear it thank you.
@@Bianca.Ordonez_ You don’t have to guess hon. just what I said! See the thing about the internet is people know each other. Tell the whole story love, don’t romanticize it!!
@@BeautifulSoul-zk6lo 😂
I was raised by my grandmother as well, she's literally the woman I love the most in the world, a grandmother's love is unconditional
Well done ! We are overcome by the blood lamb and the words of our testimony. May God be glorified !!! ❤
Amenn!, 🩷🩷🩷
I love you for being honest from a survivor from the wrath of Larry Henry.
Oh- you KNOW know 💔😞🫂
@@Bianca.Ordonez_ yall need to expose dude.
I hope you both live long lives and are able to get past this horrible thing🙏🏽💕🤗😔🥰😢
Who is Larry Henry?
@@alisonsmith77Larry Henry is King Face’s real name.
I’m sorry but this story is so weird, why is she laughing them whole time and nothing makes sense to me. It’s like a movie
She is trying to stay positive.
She could've been uncomfortable or embarrassed, there is a lot of actual good and reasonable reasons why people may laugh or smile in serious situations.
She was crying thought. 😢
Thanks so much for being courageous enough to share your story with us. I know it wasn’t easy, but I thank God for blessing you with the strength to do so. You are a true gem 💎 and a beautiful reflection of God. I want you to remember this ALWAYS!!!!!❤❤❤❤❤
To be honest this wouldn't have happened to her if the first guy she went on a date with was a gentleman enough to escort her back home or better yet call her a uber that could have taken her home. You are brave for telling your story 😊
LMFAO this is such a reach. That’s like saying 9/11 wouldn’t have happened if no flights took off that day but I guess
@@nbd6213it’s really not, the first guy was a predator as well. He intentionally plied her with alcohol but when she got more drunk than he could handle he tossed her to the curb. He should have made sure she made it home.
@@nbd6213 Right. Would have been better if she didn't drink so much or drink at all on a date...
This wouldn’t have happened if she was a responsible ADULT and chose not to drink when she knows she can’t handle her liquor.
@@nbd6213you reaching by bring up 9/11 ….had the person who brought her the liquor not left her out there she would have not been picked up I get it I used to think like that to people like us the people who don’t drink will never understand how sloppy a person can be and leaving her like that was dead wrong know way I have family smh who drink .
Giving you a 15 minute hug omg holding you tight baby girl. Wioes your tears away❤😢 sometimes you just never know how bad it is for others while you cry and complain. This could've been me after my SA as a child i was reckless and hypersexual. I was playing with my life. Now I'm dealing with reproductive issues feel cursed by my ways way back when. Just know you are loved and you're stronger than me 😢
This story throwing me off a bit
Exactly I honestly don’t believe her. she’s giving the vibes like she’s not being truthful. Next
And smiling to damn much and her tone isn’t convincing AT ALL but if she did go through this, I hope she can continue to heal 😢
I don’t think she is lying.
@@susanschuck8841 it’s just hard to believe because of how she told it. I’m sorry that happened to her but it seems to be missing parts & broken up it’s just not making sense
Wild
A young woman being so open about her HIV positive status is so important and helpful. HIV is not a life sentence anymore. Get tested, guys.
You have a gift for telling your story ❤ im in tears right now. May God bless you for sharing, it will help so many people 🙏🏾
Amen, glory to God 🥺🩷
I have to say ive shared a moment with this man before, i was 21 years old and he was 31. We inched a convo about a relationship and i never liked the controlling behavior and immediately saw the red flags with things he would ask of me. Forcing me not to go out and share time with my friends and trying to keep me away from things I wanted to do as a young adult. I heard about him having HIV years later and I thank god every single day that It wasnt my calling for it. Im so upset this happened to you this is sad. That man had too many demonic tats to trust em.
Wow the same man she’s talking about ? Where was he from ?
@@mersaidesmiller-breland9472 YUP, QUEENS NY AT the time
Can you describe some the demonic tats he had?
I pulled up his picture on Google and tried zooming in on his pictures, but the only one I could see closely was the A in the circle.
Girl.. That was not your fault and you had no control over that. You did not deserve this. I'm glad that you have become in terms with the fact but that was not your fault by ANY means. Thank you so much for sharing your story. I wish you all the best in life. ❤
"Alas.. he wont be doing that anymore." Heavy words. God is your vindicator. Thank you for being brave enough to share your story and speak your truth
Wat does she mean by that? Did he get arrested?
he passed away@@briaspleasures
@@briaspleasuresHe died.
@@jackiekirui9140 Yall fell for his self proclaimed death? He left the country
This story is.confusing, cant wrap my head around.it at all. It makes.no sense to me sorry😊
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I agree the sense is not sensing. It sounds fake.
It's not your story, it don't have to make sense to you
BC shes so busy trying to frame herself as the victim shes double talking and misrepresenting the facts. If it quacks like a duck it aint a dog.
@@ObeyDaqSwaqq😫😫😫
Thanks for sharing your story. It took great courage. I ran across your video randomly, and the title caught my attention. The story alone is a true testament that deserves to be shared. God put it on your heart to tell your story, and again thank you. This one hits differently.
All thanks to Dr Abiola on UA-cam for curing me from Hiv #drabiola🎉😊😊
I am glad that there are people like DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam who just want to help other people who are struggling with Herpes virus,.
Bianca, you are such a beautiful person. May God continue to heal you with his healing hands. Thank you for your video and so many women, like me, to know our surroundings and to be wise out there.
DRETIKOCURE I just wanted to say a big thanks for helping me get cured of herpes simplex virus I was facing, I will be happy to recommend your YT profile to other people around.....
Discernment is needed listening to this story. You are not saying the whole truth
I thought it was just me, its like she is down playing the story and going in circles while leaving out parts!
Shes not. Shes lying saying he r@ped her so that she isn't viewed in the same manner as a promiscuous woman with HIV. Keep in mind, after he passed she came out on ig claiming to be HIS GIRLFRIEND! Shes the one who exposed that he had aids. She said "I blacked out, i don't remember consenting to $ex" then says "It smelled like p!ss and a traphouse. He had 2 dogs. He was moving the next day. I woke up and he help me as I weeped." She is a LIAR! She is the reason nobody believes us real SA victims! She remembers verbatim what he said when it's convenient but not when it's something that makes her look bad. I'm huge on body language and her language is off-her voice at the beginning of the video while talking about her grandmother quivered and fluctuated bc that was a really emotional thing for her. Her voice when telling this lie is steady, monotone, and controlled. She even has a smirk on her face but she wasn't smirking when talking about her dead granny. I closed my eyes and listened and it sounded like she was reading off a page. She keeps changing tenses-she says "he says" and "he said" which is an indicator of dishonesty. Her brain isn't processing her lies fast enough to switch them to past tense. She would get more respect by accepting the fact she went on a date with one guy and slept with a random stranger who picked her up on the side of the road after being kicked out the same exact night. The truth won't get her sympathy though. "The truth will be told at some point" is what she said at the very end of this video meaning she isn't telling the truth. She would've said "The truth is finally out". She admitted she hates men and always has had an aggressive nature toward them so theres no reason to believe she wouldn't try to hurt a man post mortem. She didn't even go and get a SA kit or file a police report when he was alive. She's disgusting.
I’m
Out!
Bye 👋🏽
That's what I was thinking too. She's all over the place with her story.
I agree she’s not telling the truth
Six minutes in the story i start having a headache. Sounds like friction.
Hi Barely this intrest me and yes same just happened I ended up with a headache.
She's not telling the real version. This entire video is acting, manipulating etc.
She’s leaving way too much out. She only telling the parts she wants you to know. She’s too drunk to remember the rest aka red flag
I was thinking the same thing yall
I respect the courage to be vulnerable to the world. Don't take a negative comment to heart or personal, many just don't understand their behaving poorly for giving in to Warfare.
I have worked for years with individuals who are positive or at risk for becoming positive. So it warms my heart. Be bless Angel.
DRETIKOCURE I just wanted to say a big thanks for helping me get cured of herpes simplex virus I was facing, I will be happy to recommend your YT profile to other people around......
I am little confused why did you go get tested prior to the date night?
She was screwing around.
Exactly
I just feel you should DELETE THIS redo it because it’s all over the place and missing something
Absolutely right on it
You are a real one because I was about to say the same thing.. 1+1 here is =200,how? Lie detectors is needed ASAP
@@AngieP79626Right 😫 im so confused smh.🤦🏽♀️
Yes, it's "Missing The REAL Truth" Lol. Please tell me what was, why "Precursor the I had just got Tested for HIV" 🤔 What was that about. When I decided to change my life and getting tested for HIV Terrified me to the point it Scared the "B'JESUS straight into my body" 😅 I speak it figuratively, but it literally did. I waited for those results, and in the meantime, I wasn't into going on any dates or meeting any men. NaH, I told myself if it came back ➕️ then I take my Losses and except I'm to livey life alone, that my punishment I'd done unto myself for my sinful ways. These people talking about they been living with it for 10,20 years...like "it's no big deal "Life Goes On ..oh blee blah dah. Does it really now, sure it does but they need to stop with the B.S. that it'd be nearly impossible for them to infect anyone else. It's a deadly disease, they can try to sugar coat it all they want, but most don't live as long as people without it. So, why mention that I had just got tested before telling and reselling her story@? ALSO "WHY" on earth you wouldn't be gtfo that guy's place. If he really SA you, why would you get into a relationship "situationship" with your attacker!? So, the times "I didn't remember the having "s3x" part with a man, I left promptly the next morn and did my best to never see that , prayed to never run into dude again. Why would I wanna carry on with a man who I didn't remember having s3x with, and if I asked him and yhen he lied, and then he said we did. So, I'm what a God glorifying sinning woman that wants to be with a man that sa mean and is a liar. 🤔 Them Christians so smart and good women to look past the evil sinning man. The kind that lead by example, thinking they "Can Change" him with her g👀d touch, body included , that will make him a g👀d man. This thing is so littered with God's Will, Glorifying God, Testimony, it's off-putting. The truth would be more glorifying.."hoed around, hey females don't think this "carousel ride is innocent amusement ride fun" because you might just pick tje wrong horse and wind up with this deadly disease HIV, it's no fun, its meds, its shame, its scary, and you don't want it so don't flow in my footsteps and change your ways, before it becomes your story too. Be honest you don't know who gave you the HIV. It could have been any # of guys. Stop hiding behind the truth. So, some get lucky hoeing around and get off scott free but others no so much so. So what it's God's Will that he protects some from the HIV and others curses them with it. Yet you're blessed to be given it and just is blessed is the one without HIV. Sounds pretty "f** up to me." Yeah, just keep telling yourself that long enough and your bound to believe it too. This to me, sounds like a show my Mom and I watched last night, something this guy said. Why would a person (esp. someone in law enforcement feels the need to say that he couldn't phone right away because he had just moved into a "Legal Sublet," so he didn't have a phone hooked up yet. Hhhm, I guess I've always thought that when something is LEGAL you don't need to add "Legal to it". These are funny things to me that reveal a more telling truth that one is trying to cover up to justify their actions. Like they know they are in the wrong, but not really because everyone does it so it can't be that wrong..right🤔 Trying to convince themselves that what their telling others is the truth, therefore it must be the truth..to them to. It's how I see people try selling the story as the truth,even if they're buying their own lie, but others aren't. The Sea of Sheep always fall for it, but the goats smell some "garbage" they just can't get past. I guess it's just built in lie detectors when "Something seems off" to us. I can only speak for myself, being a Cappy, goat born just smells rotten to me. Just versions of the truth, there's t👀 many gaps to be a credible account. Baaa..🐐 Don't be f👀led by the sheep. See, the goats have learned it's better to climb to the top of the mountain, where they can see the bigger picture, and better yet to find the clues in the stepping stones on the way up to understand what's missing from it..the whole picture. They just don't miss a beat..er I mean h👀f. 😅
Why? If where story how she remembered it.
I had to stop the video, I am sorry for your pain. Thank you for sharing your story and for being a vessel of God/Love. Wishing you the best of lives sis.
I am glad that there are people like DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam who just want to help other people who are struggling with Herpes virus,.
Countless thanks to you DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam for working out wonders, HSV1&2 curd with Herbal medicine.🎈
Omg, I'm so sorry, that happened to you! The events of that night were just so terribly lined up 😭 say their names, call them bei their name- you did that girl! So glad, that you're trying to find the silver lining, and sorry for your loss of your grandma. She would be so proud of you ❤
You are strong minded! God wills your peace and happiness, you know your grandmother is proud of the wonderful eloquent woman you are. GOD BLESS YOU SISTER 🙏🏼✝️❤️
Sorry for your loss, my grandmother raised me and I love her very much!
DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam thank you for using your herbs to unravel the complexities of HPV and provide me with the finest medical care possible.🚩
My beautiful sister. This took guts to do. You might of seen my last comment, on the older video. You have truly confronted the events of that night like a champion.
You are gonna live a long good healthy life, with your baby. A beautiful one i hope.
This guy can't hurt anyone else now.
They're making huge strides with HIV now too, who knows we could get a cure before your baby finishes College!
Why did you not go to the DR and let them know that you did not know if he had any STDs, they could have gave you emergency medicine to stop the infection?
I have been thinking about that
Thank you for your efforts and please keep up the good work DRETIKOCURE on YT curing Herpes virus. I know it's challenging but not impossible,.
I’m not gonna lie for what she went through. She sure is smiling a whole lot in this video. I think she care more about the attention in the views then actually what happened to her. This shit, really crazy and sad bro.
I don't see the original story from four years ago😂 she must have taken it down or I can't find IT!
GOD Bless
Sorry for your loss 💞
Was just thinking of you! & ty no matter how ready I was supposed to be due to her age, I was not ready at all. Feels weird knowing I have to move on and keep living like she didn't exist. Feels a bit like being frozen in time. Anyway, hope you're well.
DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam thank you for using your herbs to unravel the complexities of HPV and provide me with the finest medical care possible.🚩
Why not get dropped off at a 24-hour restaurant? A bus or train station? Or just sit in the hotel lobby getting coffee to sober up? The entire scenario of her evening was off. Was she on a date in pants, a dress and heels what? Cause a dress and heels would have been dangerous walking the streets late nite. Not understanding the blacking in and out or what happened in that hotel room.
Everything really off, go back to the hospital and get PEP or something.. Regardless whether you trusted his words or not
Maybe I should make a video about what happens when a person blacks out. (:
@@nenala7684 im unclear on your comment- but God sees your heart.
The whole store is drunk and bizarre
@@Bianca.Ordonez_ sorry to ask but how long does a blank out last?? It definitely differs but damn I'm guessing your " blank out" took months because even after a day or 2,you can still go see a doctor.
You are amazing, my sister. This world needs you. Stay blessed!
This is Gonna b Extremely Important Bianca🎯💜🔥🔥🔥👍n Happy Monday😀!!!….
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I am glad that there are people like DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam who just want to help other people who are struggling with Herpes virus
DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam thank you for using your herbs to unravel the complexities of HPV and provide me with the finest medical care possible.🚩
Sorry for the passing of your grandmother ....prayers to you 🙏🙏
When you started feeling sick you went to get a check up and they told you that day?
Did you tell him? What did he say?
I’m so curious 🧐 I like full detailed/ chronologically ordered stories lol
Stay strong baby Sis.
I am glad that there are people like DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam who just want to help other people who are struggling with Herpes virus,.
How is that you got symptoms that quick? And your story is confusing well I am not here to judge I want to know did that guy pass away hope he rots for what he did could you been assaulted when you passed out when you said he found you outside? And why did you not call police or report this???
DRETIKOCURE I just wanted to say a big thanks for helping me get cured of herpes simplex virus I was facing, I will be happy to recommend your YT profile to other people around......
This makes me so sad. You are a beautiful person
You are strong for even telling your story I can’t believe some of the comments and how cruel they are like this is real life situations that happen to women and men god bless your heart ❤
Gn, Thanks for posting and my condolences to you and your family god bless .💐
Thank you for your kind words
I am glad that there are people like DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam who just want to help other people who are struggling with Herpes virus
DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam thank you for using your herbs to unravel the complexities of HPV and provide me with the finest medical care possible🚩
Proud, glad, some of you people in the comments are exactly why women like her go through unnecessary hardship. Before getting to the angel guy, your story was laced with bad decisions. People learn from this. ONE BAD DECISION LEADS TO THE NEXT.
God bless you sweetheart. Our Father has you in His hands and you will flourish. Amen 🙏🏿 ❤️
Sending you extra love sorry to hear about your Grandma passing 🙏🏽🕊️ this situation you endured is deep layers of trauma mixed with love lust loyalty secrets and on his side somewhat evilness and master manipulation at it’s best I think he took advantage of you mentally from the moment he laid eyes on you but something about you made him fall in love in the process he wasn’t expecting that part keep telling your story I think your amazing strong beautiful definitely a lover and fighter the list goes on live your life ❤️💫💯
DRETIKOCURE on UA-cam thank you for using your herbs to unravel the complexities of HPV and provide me with the finest medical care possible🚩🚩
You are BRAVE to put this on SOCIAL MEDIA!!! Some of the people on these Platforms are mean and evil!!! So BEAUTIFUL YOUNG PEOPLE, KNOW YOUR VALUE!!!! The Middle School kids are talking about sex like it’s a Dance. They don’t care who hears them. They had a conversation with me present about a “Threesome!” Lord HELP US!!!! 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
When you said “did I get HIV that night? I’m not sure”
Does that means that you had unprotected sex with him after that night too?
I’m honestly not judging, but as you shared the story, I’m curious about it.
By the way that you described his living conditions ( filthy), I could not let that person touch me again (once sober).
I hope you are mentally strong 🙏🏾
This is the part that changes things in my mind. If he took advantage of her - and I believe he probably did - he is wrong. But if she continued to be with him, willfully, after seeing his living conditions.. and after finding out he had HIV.. the responsibility for everything after that first night is on her. Personal responsibility. This story reminds me of a life I used to live and it makes me sick to my stomach
I found out a close relative had it and a week later they died. He never took meds and didn't tell anyone he had it out of embarrassment and my God sister died the same way and told no one until her dying day. This hurt so much I wish he could. have taken meds and at least tried to live with it.
Wow, this is why I do what I do. God has called me to share my story so that people can see that life doesnt end post diagnosis, we are still worthy and loved by God. And therefore, are worthy of love and self love like anyone else in this world 🩷 so sorry for your loss
Thank you for your efforts and please keep up the good work DRETIKOCURE on YT curing Herpes virus. I know it's challenging but not impossible,