Nightmares Music Video
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- Опубліковано 7 вер 2024
- 😱Song: I wake up in a dark room, with adrenaline causing my body to shake. It takes me a few minutes to realise where I am and that I'm okay. I look to my phone, on my bedside table, to check the time - 12:11am. The brightness hurts my eyes, so I wince and plonk back down onto the bed. It's not the first nightmare I had that month and there was no way I was going to be able to go back to sleep for a few hours yet. So why not write a song? I figured I wasn't sleeping anyway. This was the night I wrote Nightmares. I later find out that I am diagnosed with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder and that's why I have so many nightmares where my dreams should be. I understand that at 23 having PTSD is an abnomily, but my life up till now has been quite the journey.
😱About The Video: I think what's different about this video in compared to the other chapters of my Zone Out story, is that there's sort of no resolve. Nothing comes around at the end to fix things or save the day, there's no escaping. And I think that's an important part of Trauma to represent. Sometimes traumatic things happen that impact us greatly & we can't fix them, there's no happy ending, we just got to learn to cope, live with it & hopefully write our own happy ending later on once healed. To shoot in the house, I hired an Air BNB & the owner generously granted us permission to film! Each character is someone from my past who caused me Trauma but adapted into their own surreal monster. I've always been a massive fan of the horror genre and want to either make or be apart of a horror movie, this is the closest I've come so far to doing that. This video was a lot harder to make both emotionally as it is about my childhood trauma & technically due to the video effects I was after. I couldn't of asked for a better team to execute it. With my DOP/Cinematographer Robert C. Morton, Cinematography Assistant Clemence Le Sayec,
Acting Cast; Anna Brooke Joyce
Miguel Cullen-Green, Kaymin Farmer & Kurt J. Lawther, Make-Up Artist Trang Winbi & Editor Cristobal Olguin, who I am all very grateful, for having created this together.
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So good Jessie. Glad to be a part of your creative discography 😊🎉
Thanks Kaymin🥰! I couldn't of done it without you 😃 and the rest of the team! Your character is so on point! You're a great & expressive actor💜!
Hey lovely! You are so talanted! Your lyrics capture what its like to suffer from PTSD terrors so well, I used to get them really bad for a few years after a traumatic time in my life, I can relate to your lyrics, the nightmares grow less and less with your healing journey, mine have not completely gone away but slowly I am getting more peaceful sleep. What a creative music video youve done an incredible work here! Cant wait to see what else you come up with!
Hey! Thank you so much🥰! I'm so glad my lyrics and art reached you, I really hoped I would be able to have people who have experienced similar struggles feel represented and heard with this video💜! I'm happy you're sleeping better now💖! Mine were the worst through 2019-2020, around the time I wrote the song, things like therapy, medication and herbal medication have helped them become less intense and less frequent - but for me they haven't completely gone away and those who have suffered trauma will always be living a silent battle, so I felt it was a really important experience to express. Thank you for your kind words🙏! I've got one last chapter to create for Zone Out till I can move on to my newest album, so I hope you also enjoy that one too when it's released 🤗🥰
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You look beautiful Jessie ❤
Your videos just keep getting better and better ❤
Thank you💖! That was really down to Trang Winbi who did the Make-Up Art 😁! She's been working with me since Calm In The Eye Of The Storm 😃
@@clairekitchen280 Thanks 🥰, I do try to learn and get better each time 😃, you learn something new each experience 😄
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Creative and catchy ❤
Thank you so much🥰! I'm very passionate about artistic expression. It may seem very random, but everything has a purpose, even if it only makes sense to me 😂