After 18 years I lost my baby this weekend and I am wrecked. I am posting this on different pet loss sites because I need to heal and get out there about how much I loved my lil baby!! I think in doggy heaven my lil baby is telling her friends that my mommy loved me so much and I got ribeye, steak, lamb, sweet potatoes, corn, moussaka, pastichio and if I didn't want like or want something or turned my nose up at it, mommy would cook me something else fresh to eat. Mommy always cared, if I was cold and cover me or put a barrier so I would be warm. Mommy was so comfortable to lay in. If she thought I was overheating she would make sure I drank water and put air on for me. Mommy took me on so many vacations. So many road trips, so many cities!!! She took pictures of me every place we went. Mommy would put pillows all around her bed so I could jump and would’nt hurt myself In my old age. Mommy would always make sure I was safe and if she didn't see me for a while she would come look for me. Mommy wouldn't stay at certain hotels if they didn't allow pets or even go if she didn't think I was safe. My safety was always my mommy's main concern. Even when people would get upset with her about me she didn't care and just loved me even more. I wasn’t the cutest thing apparently others said, but mommy thought I was!! She always told me how freaking cute I was no matter how old I got! She told me daily how cute and how much she loved me. I’m like enough already mommy, I get it you love me!! AND I would say back in my own way, mommy ILOVE YOU UNCONDITIONALLY too! If mommy thought I neeed care she would grab and shield me. I’ve almost died many times in my very long life of 18 years and she was always there to care for me. Mommy wouldn’t sleep holding me if I wasnt feeling well AND always check on me. Always at night she would shine a flashlight on me to see if I was breathing and in a safe place. I always liked sleeping close to the edge of the bed for some reason and mommy would gentler so I barely felt it moved the entire pillow to safety. Mommy would always be closing doors as others would keep doors open. I did sneak out a few times but within 30 seconds my protector was there for me. Mommy was so full of love for me. So full of love. 💕 The night before I left earth she held me for 6 hours in her chair and loved me more than anyone else could imagine and said her goodbyes and reminded me of all the fun times we had together. She was crying so much. I couldn’t believe the long life we had together and I wanted to hold on longer but my lil body just couldn’t anymore. I know I wouldn’t have lived as long as I did or eat as good as I did if it wasn’t for my mommy!!!!🥰 I love her so much and I was so lucky she pick me out of my other sisters and brothers and will always love her, but I don't want her to suffer and to just hold on to my memory and the hundreds of pictures and videos that she took of me, and I hated pictures! I would always turn my back and she would say “oh peepers …how do you know I’m taking pictures of you, you are so cute I just love you so much peepers peep peep!!!” We were perfect for each other mommy and enjoyed such a long life together! I love you Mommy and always will ~Peepers
Such great information! I am so glad you said that we will see them again. I fully believe this! I have never lost a pet but many I have had have passed away and I have gotten such sweet and re~assuring signs from them, which is such a great comfort.
After 18 years I lost my baby this weekend and I am wrecked. I am posting this on different pet loss sites because I need to heal and get out there about how much I loved my lil baby!!
I think in doggy heaven my lil baby is telling her friends that my mommy loved me so much and I got ribeye, steak, lamb, sweet potatoes, corn, moussaka, pastichio and if I didn't want like or want something or turned my nose up at it, mommy would cook me something else fresh to eat.
Mommy always cared, if I was cold and cover me or put a barrier so I would be warm. Mommy was so comfortable to lay in. If she thought I was overheating she would make sure I drank water and put air on for me.
Mommy took me on so many vacations. So many road trips, so many cities!!! She took pictures of me every place we went.
Mommy would put pillows all around her bed so I could jump and would’nt hurt myself In my old age.
Mommy would always make sure I was safe and if she didn't see me for a while she would come look for me.
Mommy wouldn't stay at certain hotels if they didn't allow pets or even go if she didn't think I was safe. My safety was always my mommy's main concern.
Even when people would get upset with her about me she didn't care and just loved me even more. I wasn’t the cutest thing apparently others said, but mommy thought I was!! She always told me how freaking cute I was no matter how old I got! She told me daily how cute and how much she loved me. I’m like enough already mommy, I get it you love me!! AND I would say back in my own way, mommy ILOVE YOU UNCONDITIONALLY too!
If mommy thought I neeed care she would grab and shield me. I’ve almost died many times in my very long life of 18 years and she was always there to care for me.
Mommy wouldn’t sleep holding me if I wasnt feeling well AND always check on me. Always at night she would shine a flashlight on me to see if I was breathing and in a safe place. I always liked sleeping close to the edge of the bed for some reason and mommy would gentler so I barely felt it moved the entire pillow to safety.
Mommy would always be closing doors as others would keep doors open. I did sneak out a few times but within 30 seconds my protector was there for me.
Mommy was so full of love for me. So full of love. 💕
The night before I left earth she held me for 6 hours in her chair and loved me more than anyone else could imagine and said her goodbyes and reminded me of all the fun times we had together. She was crying so much. I couldn’t believe the long life we had together and I wanted to hold on longer but my lil body just couldn’t anymore. I know I wouldn’t have lived as long as I did or eat as good as I did if it wasn’t for my mommy!!!!🥰
I love her so much and I was so lucky she pick me out of my other sisters and brothers and will always love her, but I don't want her to suffer and to just hold on to my memory and the hundreds of pictures and videos that she took of me, and I hated pictures! I would always turn my back and she would say “oh peepers …how do you know I’m taking pictures of you, you are so cute I just love you so much peepers peep peep!!!” We were perfect for each other mommy and enjoyed such a long life together!
I love you Mommy and always will
~Peepers
Such great information! I am so glad you said that we will see them again. I fully believe this! I have never lost a pet but many I have had have passed away and I have gotten such sweet and re~assuring signs from them, which is such a great comfort.