Thank you. My best friend ended his life in 2001, 18 years on still not a day goes by where I don't think of him. It's a life sentence, the pain never goes away! It has changed me and the way I look at life, the Sunday7th October 2001 changed my life forever!
Same I lost my friend in 2002. I don’t even notice the anniversary because it’s part of my daily thoughts, not something that comes and goes. You are missed John and your friends loved you.
I’m a mother of a child who died by suicide and I wish often that I could do elective suicide. Prepaid my living kids, then got to leave. I’m sure they are stressed and tired of seeing me suffer. It’s complete hell and torture.
Be kind to yourself Pam. I know the hurt and suffering you’re going through. I have flashes of my partners death. I sometimes think by dying i might join her. One day maybe I will , but it won’t be on those same terms. The world can be a dark place, my partner is my light and she guides me. Please reach out if you feel like you’re in a dark place. Know that you’re not alone.
On 1-21-2011 I shot myself in the head. I still have that bullet in my head. My family disowned me and I suffer more surviving, than I did trying to die. My story is complicated, however I come from a respectable and decent life. I've never thought I had depression, as I was beautiful, popular and charming. I believe I stuffed down sadness, as a child and that dormant darkness surfaced. I don't think it's a disease. I believe it's our soul that is damaged and is ultimately why we can't heal. Any thoughts? I'd be honored to privately chat.
I hope you're doing better now. My dad lost his life to depression last week and I'm completely lost at the moment. I think you're right, his soul was damaged from childhood and we've only learned now that he may have contemplated this for many years.
Lisa, I'm part of the people sorry to hear of your suffering. Sad to learn of your action - no judgement - and wish to be part of the chorus of people that support you. Life is hard and none of us escape it untouched by strife. I don't have answers for you personally but can offer to interact, to listen. Cheers mate. Here's to today finding you with a better balloon, a better domino, a better set of cards, something better, inside. Hugs, chief.
My husband and vest friend of 27 years. Struggled for his whole life with depression. He self admit himself in a It behavioral center under a baker act. Somw how he passed away there. I don't know if he did it to himself if they medicated him wrong,but this is the worst struggle in my whole life. You think that they're safe and a facility like that and watched over. They didn't discover him dead for twelve to fifteen By the estimate of the autopsy. I can't believe I dropped him off there.
Thank you. My best friend ended his life in 2001, 18 years on still not a day goes by where I don't think of him. It's a life sentence, the pain never goes away! It has changed me and the way I look at life, the Sunday7th October 2001 changed my life forever!
Same I lost my friend in 2002. I don’t even notice the anniversary because it’s part of my daily thoughts, not something that comes and goes.
You are missed John and your friends loved you.
I’m a mother of a child who died by suicide and I wish often that I could do elective suicide. Prepaid my living kids, then got to leave. I’m sure they are stressed and tired of seeing me suffer. It’s complete hell and torture.
Be kind to yourself Pam. I know the hurt and suffering you’re going through. I have flashes of my partners death. I sometimes think by dying i might join her. One day maybe I will , but it won’t be on those same terms. The world can be a dark place, my partner is my light and she guides me. Please reach out if you feel like you’re in a dark place. Know that you’re not alone.
This is where you lean heavy on your husband, the father of your kids. I pray he holds you close and you to he. Life is tough to get through alone.
On 1-21-2011 I shot myself in the head. I still have that bullet in my head. My family disowned me and I suffer more surviving, than I did trying to die. My story is complicated, however I come from a respectable and decent life. I've never thought I had depression, as I was beautiful, popular and charming. I believe I stuffed down sadness, as a child and that dormant darkness surfaced. I don't think it's a disease. I believe it's our soul that is damaged and is ultimately why we can't heal. Any thoughts? I'd be honored to privately chat.
I hope you're doing better now. My dad lost his life to depression last week and I'm completely lost at the moment. I think you're right, his soul was damaged from childhood and we've only learned now that he may have contemplated this for many years.
Lisa, I'm part of the people sorry to hear of your suffering. Sad to learn of your action - no judgement - and wish to be part of the chorus of people that support you.
Life is hard and none of us escape it untouched by strife. I don't have answers for you personally but can offer to interact, to listen.
Cheers mate. Here's to today finding you with a better balloon, a better domino, a better set of cards, something better, inside. Hugs, chief.
I'm sorry you had to go through that
Trauma and sadness can be impossible to overcome.
My husband and vest friend of 27 years. Struggled for his whole life with depression. He self admit himself in a It behavioral center under a baker act. Somw how he passed away there. I don't know if he did it to himself if they medicated him wrong,but this is the worst struggle in my whole life. You think that they're safe and a facility like that and watched over. They didn't discover him dead for twelve to fifteen By the estimate of the autopsy. I can't believe I dropped him off there.
Thanks very much in regards to the presentation of this video a quick note I've already subscribed. Best of thanks for the presentation.
Thank you ! It helps so much to listen and learn I’m not crazy !
I wish that I could have had a doctor like this when my father died.
Thanks for putting this together.