To be honest this made me cry because my mom never treats me like this. She never really hugs me, she never really shows me affection, she barely cuddles with me, and when both of my parents found out about me self harming they both yelled. This really warmed my heart, thank you
My mom: what's wrong? Me: nothing My mom: then why are you crying? Me trying to make an excuse: IM ON MY PERIOD AND MESSED UP MY FAVORITE WHITE PANTS!!!
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Love this video it helps me feel cared for.I ask that a video for eating disorder comfort, will be made. Would like to feel comfort for that.Thank you for this video
I'm very happy to announce that I've managed to stay clean from self harm for 166 days. And to any one seeing this you are worthy, you are brave, don't give up.
This is my first time hearing one of your audios and I subscribed so fast 😂 This was amazing, I enjoy emotion based audios but this focused an awful lot on the physical health too and it made my day. Last night was going to be 2 weeks clean but it didn't go as planned. So happy to have found this gem 😆
I am finding this years later but this really makes me cry because my mother never fully understood anything with self harm, and i always would want to do it all over again anytime she would find out. i’ve been dealing with it for over a year. i’ve always felt alone in it no matter how much, or how little, support i’ve gotten. my mother never has provided me with this kind of understanding and comfort. i always, which isn’t much honestly, have had to take care of my own wounds. i have thankfully never used anything rusted, but nothing is ever good to use anyways. i really have been needing something like this. you are such an angel for making this, thank you so much.
@@HappyFeetAudios: I know it's been 3-¼ years, but after twenty-some-odd years of their nonsense and lies, I'm still not healed. Doesn't exactly help I get wrongfully banned from websites that claim to be safe havens for certain community members!! 😭😭😭
Thank you so much for this audio. I have very very bad PTSD from my childhood and I was in my head about a moment that happened between me and my mom when I was maybe 11. I was involuntarily kept in a failing abusivmarriage with her and my stepfather. I remember a night where I got so upset and scared. We lived in an apartment and I had no safe place. So I got cuddled up in my little closet. I put a blanket on the floor and a pillow in there. That was my nook. I was crying that night holding my knees together and balling my eyes out from what happened. And my mom found me in my closet. I hoped she would've just held me. Just cradle me in her arms, and assure me she loved me. But she started to make nasty comments on my ways to self comfort. She took out her phone and started to take pictures of me full on panicking on the floor of my closet. And that's when I knew, I didn't have a mom.... I have such a bad relationship with her. I felt the physical pain in my chest from this audio. She knows I cut. She knows I'm in pain. But she's a selfish person and I got to resort to UA-cam PTSD asmr to help me. I appreciate this. I needed to know what love was for this situation. ThankYou
I am so sorry that you had to go through this. I can't believe your "Mom" thought that was okay. Completely unacceptable in my opinion. I'm happy that you were able to find some comfort in this audio and remember that this experience doesn't define you and you truly are loved.
I relapsed two days ago. I slipped 2 months ago but other than that I have been clean for 2 years. My parents never saw anything. And I have just a few friends that I can't burden with my metal health everyday. My parents don't... understand. It's like my pain is not seen or cared for. So thank you for your audio. I was not home alone today but it really felt like it. I even ended up eating alone cause I didn't got out of my room on time. So thank you for helping me imagine a caring mother :)
It's okay to relapse. The important thing is you are getting back on track. I'm so proud of you for staying clean for 2 years! 🎉 I'm sorry that you don't get the support you need at home, but I'm glad was able to fill this void, even temporarily. You are so strong and I believe in you ❤️
I spent today with my dad and little sister, this is the first time I've seen them in years because of my mother. My little sister is going away to a facility tomorrow, she's scared, I'm scared, I thought when I came home my mother would comfort me (you know considering what's happening) instead I got yelled at for not spending mother's Day with her, and shit on because my dad didn't buy her a gift. She's never bought my father a gift, and I've never spent Father's Day with him. Thank you for this, it's so comforting, loving, caring, and was what I needed to hear.
You are very welcome. Just remember. Even if your own mother can't appreciate you for the amazing person you are, I certainly will. You are so loved and worth so much 😌❤️
This made me feel so happy and safe whenever I cry my mother always just tells me that theres no reason to cry and that I'm being dramatic or she just tells me to shut up
thank u , I'm better . I was doing this because I thought it was my fault when she insulted me, but in fact it's just that she stresses for a nothing so she gets up but now I don't really care of injury
This made me cry. My mom left me when I was young and when I told her I was depressed and I was locked away for trying to kill myself...she complained about her life instead of worrying about my well being...
I'm sure that's a pretty common thing to do. It's hard when you are hurting, but you also have to hide this pain from others. I hope you are doing better now 😊
I told my mom about it a couple days ago i told her i was 3 weeks clean which was a lie she didnt react badly like i thought she would she t9ld me whenever i was freaked out to punch the wall and she wouldnt be mad at if if there was a hole in the wall it made me hapoy because weve always had a tough love thing going on im just happy she wasnt mad at me
I cried through the entire thing my mother saw an old scar and threatened me saying if I was self harming I would regret it thank you this helped with the urges a lot
Happy Feet Audios i had an anxiety attack about a month ago that was so bad that i couldn't handle it on my own so i got a therapist and with his help plus videos like yours I've been able to keep my anxiety levels down so i more than appreciate your work in fact I'm really greatful for it
i have severe depression and i cut all the time and my parents found out. my mom was comforting but my dad was something different. he hit me and said "If you keep cutting, i will kick your ass so hard you'll have a nose bleed for weeks." it got worse from then on. i told them i stopped, but i do it in places where they cant see. im sorry for not being good enough. im sorry for wasting your time. thank you for this audio.
You are most certainly good enough and you are definitely not wasting my time. I'm so sorry how your Dad is treating you. Just remember that no matter how bad things get, you still have me and this community to support you. You are not alone.
I know it is difficult, but it is important to ask for help. It is okay to not be okay and I'm sure your mother would have preferred an awkward conversation over you being dead. Stay strong my friend!
@@HappyFeetAudios Im trying my hardest. Also know, that appreciate the videos like this ome you made. It really comforts me when i cant go to my mom for help
Happy Feet Audios yes it is May he Rest In Peace last Thursday was the anniversary of D-Day 4000 American soldiers died during the battle but their sacrifice helped paved the for the liberation of France and all of Western Europe
Her: What did you trip on? Me: A Blade! *proceeds to hit the woah and cry* In all seriousness I wish my mom was present for me she was never there she still isn’t I’m basically raising my little sister and it’s draining me and I relapsed tonight I regret it but it made me feel again and now I’m listening to an audio to have a feel of a mother figure I just wish my mother was there I wish she didn’t yell at me when she found out i wish she would’ve at least said it’s okay lmaooo now I’m here I just hope I’ll get better
I'm so sorry for all you are going through. It must be very difficult and draining, but I'm proud of you. You are still here, still trying and that is all that matters. If you don't have that mother figure, then I am happy to step up to the plate :) You are strong, you are brave and are very loved.
my mom found out i was suicidal and calmed me a bit but a few days later she went back 2 being strict and always yelling at me making my mental health worst- and 2 days ago she yelled at me for my grades, called me stupid, called me names, and basically told me i was a burden still knowing how bad my mental health is. i don’t even trust her anymore
this made me realize how terrible my family really is, none of my family really cares about my self harm problems,, they never have. they don't even talk to me like im a normal person-
I'm so sorry to hear that. Hopefully, you are either out of the situation or trying to get out of it. No one deserves to be abused. I'm happy this audio helped and I will happily take on the role of online Mom 😊
@@HappyFeetAudios i’m trying to get out of the situation but with the whole covid thing it’s kinda harder but i’m getting there and thanks online mom you’re the best💕💕
@@oheggwoo1800 I know COVID has made alot of things difficult, but I'm proud of you for trying to get out of your current situation. If I could, I would give you the biggest hug and remind you how worthy of love you are. 🤗♥️ Online Mom at your service 😊
Is it okay if I'm not a child and still cry listening to this? 😢 I'm 22 but at times I feel so small, specially when my parents or health professionals treat me wrong. I have BPD. I'm in so much pain ever since I was a little child.
I found out my friend was doing this i talked to him and told him i still cared gave him my phone number and when it told his parents the cried hard they loved him so much that hurt to see him break down
I would love if my mom actually was like this instead my mom just doesn't understand and rather then taking the time to she insults me and gets angry at me I suppose it's stress getting to her so she takes it out on others or something? idk I told my bio mom and my bio dad about my depression about a year ago and their response? Mom: "if you don't know the problem of why you're depressed I can't fucking help you" Dad: "You have no reason to be depressed" Guess it's my fault for not having a reason? And not knowing why I felt/feel this way? If I do anything wrong I get called a dumbass or a pig or some other insult It may not sound bad but being constantly insulted throughout years of your life it kinda makes your mind and confidence go down EXTREMELY fast When I was a kid I'd hurt myself cause I never understood my anger and my emotions Luckily I don't do that stuff anymore tho some outbursts make me hit my but that's very minor compared to what I'd do when I was younger To everyone going through stuff like self harm and depression listen I know times now may be rough but there's always light in the darkness one day everything will be better then now keep hope that things will get better That is my rant on life over with Stay Safe everyone thank you for reading this overly long comment
Thank you for sharing your story. I'm so sorry for all the pain you have been through. Your parents should be helping you to get better, not tearing you down and guilting you about how you feel. As someone with both anxiety and depression, I hate when people dismiss mental health issues just because they don't want to take the time to educate themselves. Just know that you are worthy of love and I'm happy you are apart of this Penguin family. ♥️
I wish my grandma react this way she just yelled at me and she didn't care I hurt myself she was more care that she was gonna get in trouble for whatever and she called crazy and just acted like she hated me for a while
I wish my mom would treat me like this cause my parents are going through a divorce... And they are telling me to choose each other and I don't know who to choose so this helped thank you💕
My mum just found my papers with the mention of my suicidal thoughts and s/h on it and she still doesn't think i should get professional help but she asked my auntie cause she us a M.H professional so im gonna see how things go
damn you really be out here making me cry cuz I never had a mom to grow up with, and let's just say my dad doesn't give two shits about my mental health
I Have To Do Something About This Subject. This Is A Very Serious Topic And I Have A Lot To Say About It. I Don't Like Talking About It But Now I Need Too.
“Did you trip while taking out the trash? Am I close?” Yep, that’s right. Don’t worry about it. “No? Then will you tell me?” ...shit. I became all too good at making lies about my scars. It gets better. I’m going on three years clean.
I'm almost 12 i hate everything about me and what I've gone through The shit my mother have put me threw has me very fucked up my dad was a alcoholic and My brother used to....nevermind but this helped a lot i have a online mom and she helps me alot :)))
What's the worst thing to say to someone who self harms. When they tell you the reason don't say is that all. May seem minor to you but can be huge to them.
@@HappyFeetAudios actually I owe you a lot of thank yous, this is exactly what happened to a friend who I love dearly who was depressed and having suicidal thoughts and her mum said what have you got to be depressed about, friend told her and that.. Woman said is that all. Those 3 words devastated my friend and left her on the edge. I think because I lost my dad to suicide I'm always hyperaware, partly for the totally selfish reasons that I can't lose someone else I love to suicide, the guilt over dad wrecked me and I know that guilt will be with me forever. I picked up on cues she didn't even know she was giving off. But I turned to all these type of videos because my biggest fear was making things worse. So thank you. I know all these videos say you aren't professionals and professional help is being sought now. But the comment sections were also wonderful, with people giving their own stories and advice . I just wish I'd known my dad was on the edge.
@@justtracie8636 Unfortunately, I've lost people to suicide as well. I'm so sorry you had to go through this situation, but I'm glad you can help others because of it. No matter how hard things get, please remember you are loved, you are worth it and you have a purpose in this world 😊♥️
@@HappyFeetAudios thank you, you have no idea how much I needed those kind words, I don't have a large friend group as its very hard for me to trust because a couple of weeks after dad died my 2 best ' friends' said they couldn't be friends any longer because of my dad's suicide. In their religions I was tainted by dad's suicide. That seriously messed my head up. So yeah your words meant a lot
I think I have a good idea for something like this, I have a character who has a rather interesting backstory, if you wanna know what it is, feel free to let me know.
@@HappyFeetAudios This character is similar to a werewolf, but instead of a wolf, it's a sabertooth tiger, his mother was a normal human, while his father was a "weresaber," she was left alone to raise her son, named Ace. He was bullied in school due to his fangs, which he wore a mask to hide, but he didn't self harm, but he had severe depressive episodes and kept them hidden away from his mother. That's all I can think of at the moment, if this could be done, I'd be ecstatic, but it's cool if not, it's your choice. Have a great day/afternoon/evening/night or whatever time it is for you. 💙
@@HappyFeetAudios I fully understand. I'm just happy to contribute, or at the very least attempt to, lol. Have a kitty cat, he'll try his best to keep your days bright and lovely. 🐱
I was wondering if in the future you could use gender neutral pronouns in your POV's? I'm a guy and hearing myself getting called good girl kinda takes me out of it :|
To be honest this made me cry because my mom never treats me like this. She never really hugs me, she never really shows me affection, she barely cuddles with me, and when both of my parents found out about me self harming they both yelled. This really warmed my heart, thank you
You are very welcome. I'm sorry that you aren't shown the affection that you deserve, but know that you are cared about.
Maria Salazar ya mine told me i was being selfish and didn’t give 2 whatever’s about anyone else
Same 🥺😩
Same bestie
Same
"What do u have"
A KNIFE >:3
"NOOO!!"
YES also i ruined the 169 likes XD
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damn does anyone’s mom actually treat em this way? this warmed my heart :’)
Awww! Thank you so much!
Sad, really is, this would feel suffocating 😖 No implied criticism
My mom: what's wrong?
Me: nothing
My mom: then why are you crying?
Me trying to make an excuse: IM ON MY PERIOD AND MESSED UP MY FAVORITE WHITE PANTS!!!
That's a pretty creative excuse 😊
Actually happened to me, I'm sad :(
Eliadore awe, *Hug* I accidentally ruined my light grey tights :(
"You know you don't have to be perfect for me to love you right"
That hit right in the feels
Well, it is a true statement ♥️ All the hugs 🤗
That moment when you've fallen and can't get up.
Oh no! *Helps you back up* No one is allowed to fall on my watch :)
sadred1121 I NEED HEALING I NEED HEALING I NEED HEALING I NEED HEALING I NEED HEALING I NEED HEALING I NEED HEALING I NEED HEALING I NEED HEALING I NEED HEALING I NEED HEALING I NEED HEALING I NEED HEALING I NEED HEALING I NEED HEALING I NEED HEALING I NEED HEALING I NEED HEALING I NEED HEALING I NEED HEALING I NEED HEALING I NEED HEALING I NEED HEALING I NEED HEALING I NEED HEALING I NEED HEALING I NEED HEALING
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hex kia Jackcepiceye: STOP IT
hex kia *”OoOHHh No GuYs iVe mcfaLllENn!! oh nO IvE mCFaLllEnN SoOrRy”*
10/10 so comforting and heartwarming
Thank you so much Allen! It really means a lot to have my creation appreciated :)
Love this video it helps me feel cared for.I ask that a video for eating disorder comfort,
will be made. Would like to feel comfort for that.Thank you for this video
Animefan I'm so glad you enjoyed this audio. I will put your request on my list ♥️
I'm very happy to announce that I've managed to stay clean from self harm for 166 days. And to any one seeing this you are worthy, you are brave, don't give up.
Congratulations 🎉 I'm so proud of you 😊
I’m absolutely awed and speechless. This is honestly incredible. I’m SO impressed. You’re so amazing. Keep it up. I love this one so much
Thank you so much! I really appreciate the feedback!
This is my first time hearing one of your audios and I subscribed so fast 😂 This was amazing, I enjoy emotion based audios but this focused an awful lot on the physical health too and it made my day. Last night was going to be 2 weeks clean but it didn't go as planned. So happy to have found this gem 😆
That is very kind of you to say. Thank you so much! I'm sorry things didn't go as planned, but I'm proud of you for trying to better your life!
I am finding this years later but this really makes me cry because my mother never fully understood anything with self harm, and i always would want to do it all over again anytime she would find out. i’ve been dealing with it for over a year. i’ve always felt alone in it no matter how much, or how little, support i’ve gotten. my mother never has provided me with this kind of understanding and comfort. i always, which isn’t much honestly, have had to take care of my own wounds. i have thankfully never used anything rusted, but nothing is ever good to use anyways. i really have been needing something like this. you are such an angel for making this, thank you so much.
You are very welcome. :)
I wish my parents would act like this.. everytime I struggle with self harm again, they get damn violent...
I'm so sorry to hear this. *Penguin hugs* I hope things get better for you.
@@HappyFeetAudios: I know it's been 3-¼ years, but after twenty-some-odd years of their nonsense and lies, I'm still not healed. Doesn't exactly help I get wrongfully banned from websites that claim to be safe havens for certain community members!! 😭😭😭
@@Alysa-Aiday I'm sorry you have had this experience as well.
You cleaning my self harm cuts. “I know it hurts it’s okay”
My mom cleaning my self harm cuts”I don’t wanna hear it. You have no reason to complain”.
I'm sorry you had that experience, but I'm here now to ensure that you get the support you need :)
Happy Feet Audios Thank You so much! This was an amazing audio! Your amazing!
Thank you so much for this audio. I have very very bad PTSD from my childhood and I was in my head about a moment that happened between me and my mom when I was maybe 11. I was involuntarily kept in a failing abusivmarriage with her and my stepfather. I remember a night where I got so upset and scared. We lived in an apartment and I had no safe place. So I got cuddled up in my little closet. I put a blanket on the floor and a pillow in there. That was my nook. I was crying that night holding my knees together and balling my eyes out from what happened. And my mom found me in my closet. I hoped she would've just held me. Just cradle me in her arms, and assure me she loved me. But she started to make nasty comments on my ways to self comfort. She took out her phone and started to take pictures of me full on panicking on the floor of my closet. And that's when I knew, I didn't have a mom.... I have such a bad relationship with her. I felt the physical pain in my chest from this audio. She knows I cut. She knows I'm in pain. But she's a selfish person and I got to resort to UA-cam PTSD asmr to help me. I appreciate this. I needed to know what love was for this situation. ThankYou
I am so sorry that you had to go through this. I can't believe your "Mom" thought that was okay. Completely unacceptable in my opinion. I'm happy that you were able to find some comfort in this audio and remember that this experience doesn't define you and you truly are loved.
I relapsed two days ago. I slipped 2 months ago but other than that I have been clean for 2 years. My parents never saw anything. And I have just a few friends that I can't burden with my metal health everyday. My parents don't... understand. It's like my pain is not seen or cared for. So thank you for your audio. I was not home alone today but it really felt like it. I even ended up eating alone cause I didn't got out of my room on time. So thank you for helping me imagine a caring mother :)
It's okay to relapse. The important thing is you are getting back on track. I'm so proud of you for staying clean for 2 years! 🎉 I'm sorry that you don't get the support you need at home, but I'm glad was able to fill this void, even temporarily. You are so strong and I believe in you ❤️
I need someone to act like this my mother found out I cut and she yelled and punished and threatened me
I'm so sorry. In my opinion, that is unacceptable. Count me as your online Mom, here to support you :)
@@HappyFeetAudios im juss sayin
That response time
Great job tbh
I love you hehe
@@HappyFeetAudios ok want to email or?
@@HappyFeetAudios ilovetosingnowandalways@gmail.com
Thank you for this 😊
I spent today with my dad and little sister, this is the first time I've seen them in years because of my mother. My little sister is going away to a facility tomorrow, she's scared, I'm scared, I thought when I came home my mother would comfort me (you know considering what's happening) instead I got yelled at for not spending mother's Day with her, and shit on because my dad didn't buy her a gift. She's never bought my father a gift, and I've never spent Father's Day with him. Thank you for this, it's so comforting, loving, caring, and was what I needed to hear.
You are very welcome. Just remember. Even if your own mother can't appreciate you for the amazing person you are, I certainly will. You are so loved and worth so much 😌❤️
@@HappyFeetAudios Thank you so much! I hope you have an amazing day!
This made me feel so happy and safe whenever I cry my mother always just tells me that theres no reason to cry and that I'm being dramatic or she just tells me to shut up
I'm so sorry. You will always have a safe place here.
I'm so d e p r e s s e d rn lmaO
Phansplier is my religion Oh no. I'm sorry.
Thank you Mumble 💜 I needed this. Ive been trying so hard the last few days and nothing is helping. 😭
fi1513 Awe. I'm so sorry you are having a rough time right now. Positive thoughts and energy your way for a better tomorrow 😊
Thank you so much Lauren you have no idea how much some of these audios help me ❤️
You are most welcome 😊
12/10 I'm sobbing
I wish my mom treated me like this
Thank you so much for this
You're very welcome. *Hugs* 🤗
First time i ever heard a viewer's voice in an ASMR :O
Miyuru Eranda I'm glad you enjoyed the audio 😊
Her: "I'm home early!!"
My anxiety: 📈📈📈
SAMEEE
when a yt video comforts u more than ur own mother
I'm so sorry you aren't getting the support you need at home.
i really did this ofr a time in my life because of my mother
ЯΣD ЯIØŦ I'm so sorry to hear that. I hope you are doing better now ♥️
thank u , I'm better .
I was doing this because I thought it was my fault when she insulted me, but in fact it's just that she stresses for a nothing so she gets up but now I don't really care of injury
ЯΣD ЯIØŦ I'm glad to hear you are doing better ♥️
♥️ thx
I lost my mom almost 2 years ago and this is what I needed, thank you
I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm happy that I could provide some level of comfort for you.
This made me cry. My mom left me when I was young and when I told her I was depressed and I was locked away for trying to kill myself...she complained about her life instead of worrying about my well being...
I'm so sorry. You deserve so much better than that. *Hugs*
We had a cat at home so i always blamed it on him when it wasn’t
I'm sure that's a pretty common thing to do. It's hard when you are hurting, but you also have to hide this pain from others. I hope you are doing better now 😊
AHHH THIS IS LIKE MY MOM, BUT this is why I have half of my depression left.
Oh no! I'm sorry to hear you are still struggling. I'm right there with you. We got this!
I told my mom about it a couple days ago i told her i was 3 weeks clean which was a lie she didnt react badly like i thought she would she t9ld me whenever i was freaked out to punch the wall and she wouldnt be mad at if if there was a hole in the wall it made me hapoy because weve always had a tough love thing going on im just happy she wasnt mad at me
I'm proud of you for asking with your Mom ❤️
I cried through the entire thing my mother saw an old scar and threatened me saying if I was self harming I would regret it thank you this helped with the urges a lot
*Hugs* I'm happy this audio was helpful.
I'm new to your channel and i gotta say i love your videos i look forward to seeing more
Chris Casias Well, first of all, welcome! Second, thank you so much 😊 It means alot to have my work appreciated 😊
Happy Feet Audios i had an anxiety attack about a month ago that was so bad that i couldn't handle it on my own so i got a therapist and with his help plus videos like yours I've been able to keep my anxiety levels down so i more than appreciate your work in fact I'm really greatful for it
Awe! That is so sweet! I'm so glad my videos have helped :)
Thank you so much. I just wish my mom was like this. All she does is get mad at me.
I'm so sorry *Penguin hugs*
@@HappyFeetAudios thank you for the hug :)
i have severe depression and i cut all the time and my parents found out. my mom was comforting but my dad was something different. he hit me and said "If you keep cutting, i will kick your ass so hard you'll have a nose bleed for weeks." it got worse from then on. i told them i stopped, but i do it in places where they cant see. im sorry for not being good enough. im sorry for wasting your time. thank you for this audio.
You are most certainly good enough and you are definitely not wasting my time. I'm so sorry how your Dad is treating you. Just remember that no matter how bad things get, you still have me and this community to support you. You are not alone.
*i need a mother like this*
I'll be your online Mom 😊
@@HappyFeetAudios yey :D
Best way to fall asleep tonight.
Awe! Thank you!
Thanks mommy
You're welcome little one ❤️
When my mom found out she got mad at me 😢
I'm so sorry. Penguin hugs!
Same
Wish i had a mom like u😔 listening made me feel so home🙈
Well then, consider me your online Mom 😊
That Was Good I love it cause I love the audio from you
Alphonzo Moody Awe! Thank you ❤️
My mom died when I was 4 and my father doesn't care about me......I love this ,thanx twt
I care about you and you are quite welcome. *Hugs*
I love this audio i thought i was actually in the house with you 😊
This helps me a lot. My parents are both emotionally and physically abusive. I just cut 2 min and I can't stop crying. Thx so much for this
Oh my God. I'm so sorry. Is there anyone else you could stay with? Please do your best to get out of that situation.
@@HappyFeetAudios thx so much. I am trying to get out of it. But I need to graduate and that's in 2 years. So I can move out
@@a.e.8105 Please stay safe.
I actually love this
Now I swear I’ve heard some of this audio before... I can’t quite put my finger on it 😂😂😂
Where would that be?
Why the hell can't I have a mom like this
Well, you have an online Mom now :)
@@HappyFeetAudios I need a cuddle time! And thank you for the video ! Your audio is the best!
I’m on my moms account and this warms my heart she would always do this for me 🥺
4:20 Me: Every night, I dream the same dream. And then the nightmare begins.
Her: What kind of nightmare did you have?
This brings me back to when i threatened to kms and had police called on me because i couldnt face my mom about this
I know it is difficult, but it is important to ask for help. It is okay to not be okay and I'm sure your mother would have preferred an awkward conversation over you being dead. Stay strong my friend!
@@HappyFeetAudios Im trying my hardest. Also know, that appreciate the videos like this ome you made. It really comforts me when i cant go to my mom for help
You are very welcome. I'm glad my audios can bring some level of comfort to you.
This video was fantastic I absolutely loved it
Thank you so much!
Happy Feet Audios your welcome a U.S Army cadet was killed in a accident recently
Oh my God! That's awful.
Happy Feet Audios yes it is May he Rest In Peace last Thursday was the anniversary of D-Day 4000 American soldiers died during the battle but their sacrifice helped paved the for the liberation of France and all of Western Europe
Very true :)
I wish this is what it was like, after I got stitches my mom pulled into a parking lot and yelled at me
I'm so sorry.
Thank you
When my mom saw my scars she said, “I used to self harm too” and then never brought it up again lol 😹😹😹
So odd, but at least she understands.
And this is calling out my m o m m y i s s u e s
No mommy issues allowed. 😋
Thank you so much for this!
When my mom found out I self harm she said she was gonna call the police and turn me in for being a mental
I'm so sorry. Just know that I love and accept you.
@@HappyFeetAudios thank you so much!
Her: What did you trip on? Me: A Blade! *proceeds to hit the woah and cry* In all seriousness I wish my mom was present for me she was never there she still isn’t I’m basically raising my little sister and it’s draining me and I relapsed tonight I regret it but it made me feel again and now I’m listening to an audio to have a feel of a mother figure I just wish my mother was there I wish she didn’t yell at me when she found out i wish she would’ve at least said it’s okay lmaooo now I’m here I just hope I’ll get better
I'm so sorry for all you are going through. It must be very difficult and draining, but I'm proud of you. You are still here, still trying and that is all that matters.
If you don't have that mother figure, then I am happy to step up to the plate :) You are strong, you are brave and are very loved.
why i start crying when i saw this wtff
Oh no! *Penguin hugs STAT*
My mother does treat me like that 🥹💜thank you so much
You are very welcome :)
my mom found out i was suicidal and calmed me a bit but a few days later she went back 2 being strict and always yelling at me making my mental health worst- and 2 days ago she yelled at me for my grades, called me stupid, called me names, and basically told me i was a burden still knowing how bad my mental health is. i don’t even trust her anymore
I'm so sorry. Your Mom sounds like a very toxic person. If it means anything, I'm happy you are here. *Hugs*
this made me realize how terrible my family really is, none of my family really cares about my self harm problems,, they never have. they don't even talk to me like im a normal person-
I'm so sorry. We are all here for you.
I started self harming again 😭
Oh no! All my love and penguin hugs 🐧🤗 You are strong and I believe in you.
Where do you find a mom like this? :,D
I love this mommy
Hi Happy Just Wanna See How Is You & what Is Ur Next Audio Going to be About ?
Alphonzo Moody Hello! I am working on Yandere Kidnapping Part 2 😊
will I be hearing that new audio tomorrow Or sunday
Alphonzo Moody Probably Sunday since I work tomorrow, but I'm excited to share it 😊
Still Working On Ur New Audio?
Alphonzo Moody Yes, but will upload tonight.
i really need a mother figure bc my mother is abusive, this really was amazing and really helped thank you
I'm so sorry to hear that. Hopefully, you are either out of the situation or trying to get out of it. No one deserves to be abused. I'm happy this audio helped and I will happily take on the role of online Mom 😊
@@HappyFeetAudios i’m trying to get out of the situation but with the whole covid thing it’s kinda harder but i’m getting there and thanks online mom you’re the best💕💕
@@oheggwoo1800 I know COVID has made alot of things difficult, but I'm proud of you for trying to get out of your current situation. If I could, I would give you the biggest hug and remind you how worthy of love you are. 🤗♥️
Online Mom at your service 😊
@@HappyFeetAudios oh my stars you’re literally too sweet I can’t- you’re the best online mom👉👈💕
@@oheggwoo1800 Always here to hug you when you are upset and smack the people that bother you 😋
Is it okay if I'm not a child and still cry listening to this? 😢 I'm 22 but at times I feel so small, specially when my parents or health professionals treat me wrong. I have BPD. I'm in so much pain ever since I was a little child.
I'm so sorry. *Hugs* Of course it's okay to cry.
I found out my friend was doing this i talked to him and told him i still cared gave him my phone number and when it told his parents the cried hard they loved him so much that hurt to see him break down
I'm really happy you were there for your friend and I'm glad they have supportive parents 😊
I would love if my mom actually was like this instead my mom just doesn't understand and rather then taking the time to she insults me and gets angry at me
I suppose it's stress getting to her so she takes it out on others or something? idk
I told my bio mom and my bio dad about my depression about a year ago and their response?
Mom: "if you don't know the problem of why you're depressed I can't fucking help you"
Dad: "You have no reason to be depressed"
Guess it's my fault for not having a reason? And not knowing why I felt/feel this way?
If I do anything wrong I get called a dumbass or a pig or some other insult
It may not sound bad but being constantly insulted throughout years of your life it kinda makes your mind and confidence go down EXTREMELY fast
When I was a kid I'd hurt myself cause I never understood my anger and my emotions
Luckily I don't do that stuff anymore tho some outbursts make me hit my but that's very minor compared to what I'd do when I was younger
To everyone going through stuff like self harm and depression listen I know times now may be rough but there's always light in the darkness one day everything will be better then now keep hope that things will get better
That is my rant on life over with
Stay Safe everyone thank you for reading this overly long comment
Thank you for sharing your story. I'm so sorry for all the pain you have been through. Your parents should be helping you to get better, not tearing you down and guilting you about how you feel.
As someone with both anxiety and depression, I hate when people dismiss mental health issues just because they don't want to take the time to educate themselves.
Just know that you are worthy of love and I'm happy you are apart of this Penguin family. ♥️
Using this since my mom would send me to a psych ward.
I'm so sorry. *Hugs*
Happy Feet Audios Huggies. You’re doing great things ❤️
I wish my grandma react this way she just yelled at me and she didn't care I hurt myself she was more care that she was gonna get in trouble for whatever and she called crazy and just acted like she hated me for a while
I'm so sorry to hear this. I hope things have improved for you :)
i wish my mom was like this, she just yelled at me and told me i ruined everything
I'm so sorry. You have not ruined anything. You are an amazing person, who deserves love and happiness. ♥️
@@HappyFeetAudios 🥺 thank you 💕 you made my day
@@sarahdominymusic You're very welcome. I truly mean it.
how did you know i cry when i get a the smallest things😶
we will have to get a tetanus shot.
ANOTHER ONE?! I JUST GOT IT.😦😭
Well then, you are covered my dear :) I'm glad you enjoyed the audio :)
This was a few years ago but 31 seconds in i realized that my mom never handled my sh like this and instead made it worse
I'm so sorry.
I really wish u were my mom
What an incredibly sweet thing to say. Thank you.
My entire family yelled at me for it and they guilt trip me about it till this day...
I'm so sorry. That is truly unacceptable on their part.
What is this? Amateur hour?
I always clean my blades first, and then apply hydrogen peroxide after. This prevents infection
I'm glad that you keep yourself safe, but I'm sorry you have to cut in the first place.
I wish my mom was like this all she did was scream and yell at me
That was definitely not the correct thing to do on her part.
I wish my mom would treat me like this cause my parents are going through a divorce... And they are telling me to choose each other and I don't know who to choose so this helped thank you💕
I am so sorry Aidan. No child should be put in a position to choose between parents. Just remember that their divorce is not your fault.
My mom yelled on me, when she saw my scars.
I'm so sorry. No judgement here. I view scars as a reminder that you went through a hard time and survived. *Hugs*
That's nice, thank you ^-^❤️
2:40 a what shot now?
Tetnus shot.
My mum just found my papers with the mention of my suicidal thoughts and s/h on it and she still doesn't think i should get professional help but she asked my auntie cause she us a M.H professional so im gonna see how things go
I hope you are able to find the help that you need. Just remember that you are loved, life is worth it and I believe in you :)
My mom doesn't be that nice about my self harm scars she doesn't patch mine I patch my own, but she hugs and kisses me and we talk
Although you still have to deal with a lot on your own, I'm glad that you have a Mom who loves and supports you.
@@HappyFeetAudios thanks, but I just cut within 2 days so they don't care anymore
@@Ash1RReacher I'm so sorry. Just remember that I care. *Hugs*
@@HappyFeetAudiosI wouldn’t know that my mom would do that anymore, she wouldn’t care if I did that cutting
damn you really be out here making me cry cuz I never had a mom to grow up with, and let's just say my dad doesn't give two shits about my mental health
I'm so sorry. If no one else cares about you, then I will. I believe in you and proud of you for how far you have already come in life 😊🤗
@@HappyFeetAudios aa thank you so much!!🖤🖤
@@fierybread3531 You're very welcome 😊
I Have To Do Something About This Subject. This Is A Very Serious Topic And I Have A Lot To Say About It. I Don't Like Talking About It But Now I Need Too.
god what i would give for this my mom doesnt give a fuck about it or anythign abt me lmao
I'm so sorry to hear that.
Jeez my mom would just be mad at me
Not this "mom" 😊
“Did you trip while taking out the trash? Am I close?”
Yep, that’s right. Don’t worry about it.
“No? Then will you tell me?”
...shit.
I became all too good at making lies about my scars. It gets better. I’m going on three years clean.
That's fantastic! I'm proud of you 😊
:( I cant
Scooby Doo Oh no. I'm sorry.
I'm almost 12 i hate everything about me and what I've gone through The shit my mother have put me threw has me very fucked up my dad was a alcoholic and My brother used to....nevermind but this helped a lot i have a online mom and she helps me alot :)))
That you do 😊
"Be a big girl" bu... but am boy 😅
I'm sorry. I will make sure to change the title so that there isn't any confusion.
Can you do comforting for tic attack please
I will put it on the to do list 😊 Any certain situation or scenario you are wanting to see?
minecoukd nevrr pass for scrapes tho
imean ik it doesnt in this either fully but like therewas stilla chance yk
Is this how your mom is supposed to treat you? Damn, I thought she was just strict.
I just googled what abuse is. I'm either being a spoiled brat or they're actually abusive
Well, mostly just my mom
I'm so sorry to hear this. It definitely sounds like you are not in a good situation. I hope things get better for you.
What's the worst thing to say to someone who self harms. When they tell you the reason don't say is that all. May seem minor to you but can be huge to them.
I completely agree. Saying "is that all" invalidates the person's feelings and can make them feel worse.
@@HappyFeetAudios actually I owe you a lot of thank yous, this is exactly what happened to a friend who I love dearly who was depressed and having suicidal thoughts and her mum said what have you got to be depressed about, friend told her and that.. Woman said is that all. Those 3 words devastated my friend and left her on the edge. I think because I lost my dad to suicide I'm always hyperaware, partly for the totally selfish reasons that I can't lose someone else I love to suicide, the guilt over dad wrecked me and I know that guilt will be with me forever. I picked up on cues she didn't even know she was giving off. But I turned to all these type of videos because my biggest fear was making things worse. So thank you. I know all these videos say you aren't professionals and professional help is being sought now. But the comment sections were also wonderful, with people giving their own stories and advice . I just wish I'd known my dad was on the edge.
@@justtracie8636 Unfortunately, I've lost people to suicide as well. I'm so sorry you had to go through this situation, but I'm glad you can help others because of it. No matter how hard things get, please remember you are loved, you are worth it and you have a purpose in this world 😊♥️
@@HappyFeetAudios thank you, you have no idea how much I needed those kind words, I don't have a large friend group as its very hard for me to trust because a couple of weeks after dad died my 2 best ' friends' said they couldn't be friends any longer because of my dad's suicide. In their religions I was tainted by dad's suicide. That seriously messed my head up. So yeah your words meant a lot
@@justtracie8636 You're very welcome. 😊
I think I have a good idea for something like this, I have a character who has a rather interesting backstory, if you wanna know what it is, feel free to let me know.
Sure! I would love to hear about it 😊
@@HappyFeetAudios This character is similar to a werewolf, but instead of a wolf, it's a sabertooth tiger, his mother was a normal human, while his father was a "weresaber," she was left alone to raise her son, named Ace. He was bullied in school due to his fangs, which he wore a mask to hide, but he didn't self harm, but he had severe depressive episodes and kept them hidden away from his mother. That's all I can think of at the moment, if this could be done, I'd be ecstatic, but it's cool if not, it's your choice. Have a great day/afternoon/evening/night or whatever time it is for you. 💙
@@RazorSaysRawr I think that is an amazing character idea, but not something I'm looking to do at the moment. Thank you for your suggestion! ❤️
@@HappyFeetAudios I fully understand. I'm just happy to contribute, or at the very least attempt to, lol. Have a kitty cat, he'll try his best to keep your days bright and lovely. 🐱
@@RazorSaysRawr Thank you Razor. That is incredibly kind 😊
I was wondering if in the future you could use gender neutral pronouns in your POV's? I'm a guy and hearing myself getting called good girl kinda takes me out of it :|
Of course. This is an older audio, which I know needs to be updated. I will definitely keep my POV's gender neutral moving forward.
Stop my mommy issues are showing-
Do moms actually act like this?
It's how I would act.