Forest Blakk - Find Me [Spoken Word]
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- Опубліковано 29 вер 2024
- My thoughts on love extend deeper and deeper with each passing minute. I often wonder what it all means or where it all goes when we close our eyes for the long awaited sleep. Do we awake in another space and time? Do we remember those we’ve left behind or those who have left before us? Like breadcrumbs carefully placed between two hearts can we make our way back to one another? Before a story can be told it must first begin, that is what “Find Me” is: the beginning. If by chance we get lost in this life or the next...Find me, where I first found you!
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Find Me
Written by: Forest Blakk
Produced by: PARKX
I was once told that walking through a doorway could cause someone to forget even the most precious memories they had
Memories of good, memories of bad, memories of love and of loss
All tucked away neatly
Stored like the worn out blankets that were kept to dress the rainy days and bad habits that happen from time to time
Or what it felt like to rest your head on a friend's shoulder that still carries with it the creases from where you last placed your heart
Just like that
Gone within a single step
That somehow three beams and an imaginary line drawn across some old aching floorboards were all that stood between you and the infinite silence of the very things that once colored your mind with sound
It's funny
You can make yourself believe almost anything if you
If you think about it for long enough
Was that you?
I was once told that the love I felt beating inside my chest was nothing more than my mind playing an unfair trick on my heart
And like a pair of dice dancing along the uneven pavement
Their fate, much like yours or mine had already been decided
That even the cracks that drew their faults between two opposing sides could not escape a fate that was always destined to be sealed
To think
That someone could actually believe that the swelling tides of my heart were no more than an anxious highway of ins and outs anchoring my imagination to the castles I've been building in the sky…
Well, maybe “they” are the crazy ones?
Then again, I have been known to misplace my hope in the way things fall
And if I had to confess there stands a greater chance that I have all but lost my mind in here
So I suppose it’s better off this way
Because I’ve always believed that the odds of finding what you seek
Tend to favor those who are open to seeking them in the first place
And I for one have never quite understood how odds stand to get even without that frame in mind
To be clear
I’ve seen a million faces
I've seen a million different faces
Each one mirroring that of your own
And still, none of them felt like home to me
None of them have felt like you
So here we are
And I can vaguely and strangely trace your outline
I can remember what it felt like to hold you
I can remember what it was like to stare blindly into your eyes for what felt like an eternity
How could I forget that?
I could never forget that
I could never forget you
No matter how long it takes for my words to make their way through the vastness of this place we’ve called home
I unto you and you unto me
I say them and will continue to do so
Day after day
Night after night
Never knowing if you‘ll actually hear them
There is no place for time here
Just overlapping moments where I thought I’d found you
Where I thought I heard the sound of your breath
Where I felt your heart as it waited patiently for mine retracing the steps that we left in the life before last
Before our eyes closed
Before the great divide
Before a doorway stood between you and me
As it stands
I've found myself in that doorway again
With both feet in and your heart on my sleeve
But I can’t bring myself to walk through this time
Not yet at least
Not until I take one last look and see that it was you
That It was always you
Our hearts strewn across those old fragile floorboards
The silhouettes of each and every one of our memories playing out like a story that we both know we’ve seen before
I remember now
This was where I first found you
And beyond those closed doors
I will find you again
My love
I will find you again
I will find you again
I will find you
I will find you
Written and Directed by Forest Blakk
Filmed by ÖzkanFilms
Edited by ÖzkanFIlms/Forest Blakk
Second Camera by Khashayar Khalili
Anyone else just start crying out of the blue? Or have I lost my mind in this world?
I do, everytime.
✋
Yes 🥹
This hurts me beautifully.
It’s been me
All week off and on😢
Thank you for this. At the age of 29 I was widowed, In October of 2020, my wife got sick and passed away while I was away for military training.
This had me reflecting on the memories that I hold dear, And matches my desire and hope that the day will come where I'll find my beautiful wife once more and get to live the many things once more that I miss. Her laugh, her eyes, her smile, her touch, all the small things that I deeply miss about her.
I wish and prayed you will find happiness and all the missing pieces once again. Stay safe and stay blessed
Bless you. I lost mine at 34, I was 30. It never goes away, the pain. It never goes. And I miss him everyday. God bless you. I used to be an atheist, but now I have to believe in God else what do I have. Nothing. Just a jar of ashes buried in a crematorium. I talk to him, I pray for him every night, I miss him with my whole being. But he wouldn't want me this way, he'd want me happy and smiling and moving on so I have to try at least. Mind you, there is no TRY, u either do it or you don't. I hope u can heal hun.
I'm so sorry for your loss.
I hope that your heart has started to heal and you can find happiness again.
Gabriella Papadakis & Guillaume Cizeron brought me here 🔥❤️⛸️
According to the likes you are not the only one
margaretttka me too
Same for me 🖤✨🖤
The same 🖤
Listening all the time...
Me too.
I know it’s been a few years since this came out but I found this over Tik Tok, I have since then and listening to this on repeat, it makes me think of her… How much I miss her… I love her… As much as I wish she would come back I know most likely she won’t… it has been one year approximately six months since we parted ways, yet I still have not forgotten about her. I still have every memory, photo, video, everything we ever gave each other, etc. because it feels damn near impossible to forget about every thing I have done with this girl in my life to make each second worth living, one day she opened a door and never looked back. I still remember what she told me, “we just have to do this.” I will never know exactly why she wanted to separate but I hope that she one day finds this so I can tell her how proud I am of her, every accomplishment, every success, every breakthrough, everything, I am so thankful to have been able to of met such a wonderful and loving young woman. I thank God for the chapter I did have with her each and every single day, I will never forget how amazing she is and was to me, like I said, I love her…😭💔
My husband has just been diagnosed with Bipolar and felt like I had lost him forever, trapped in his manic world. This has helped me immensely to keep going for him, he is slowly becoming who he was again. Thankyou x
Resonates with dreams, unexplained feelings & questions I've had, it's good knowing that others out there feel this way too⭐🌟
This song hits me hard because it is a mirror image of home and you. Memories day after day night after night. Beautiful job telling the story. Especially part of that it was destined to happen. He found me. I thank God every day. I listen to it about every day! Thank you🙏♥️
A dance in the rain, I walk in the wind, I stare at the stars & wait for the sun to rise yet you have not returned to me, we stood in the door way of the Devine but why were we afraid to cross & close the in between ~ find me again as the words are spoken here find me again~ Jenny
Absolutely touching..to the bottom of the soul. The best feeling human can ever realized. Love is wondeful. Happy those, who feel🫶
My partner decided to leave and I still don't understand what happened. When I heard this it felt as if it was written just for me and it expresses the way I feel. I could have never expressed my feelings as beautifully as this. Thank you
Damn man. Where did you come from?? This has to be the best spoken word I’ve heard and it resonates so well with me. Swear you were a famous poet bro.
Really appreciate the love
@@ForestBlakk I have never had someone speak the words my soul feels. Thank you 🙏 I hope he’s out there and finds me again.
What makes this prose so beautiful is the fact that it's so relatable and real. Keep channeling this honesty because there's nothing more powerful than the spoken and written truth.
Thank you Shawn
Fascinating!💝💝💝
Spoken words does something unreal to my heart's rhythm! ❤️
Wunderschön ❤
Speechless.
My son told me about your band , ❤ such beautiful words that touch my heart .
WOW!!!!!!
Dude...thank you. Thank you so much
I can't seem to find the words to express my emotions towards this, so beautiful that I can't express, so beautiful , sincere , true , deeeep but very simple, unable to talk my beating heart and unstable breath, you brought me to a total totally other place,none , you literally changed my view of life of love of distance, art I guess that's it maybe , congratulations your words and letters escaped through the heart of people from the other corner of the world
My friend sent this to me and I'm so glad he did. You're truly incredible!
I LOVE EVERY BIT OF IT.
love it, thank u🌹
I felt this so much - thank you for this gift
Please do more like this! Please!
This is amazing wow the most beautiful thing I've ever heard
Wonderful poetry, well done. Question: Is the music yours too? Truly enhances the intensity and depth of the piece. This form is your best.
you are incredible.
I love these omggggggggggggggg. You are so talented.
This is exquisite!
🤯🤯🤯...👋Here I am!! You found me! I’m over here!! 😝
❤️❤️❤️
Incredible dude!
Much love Jay! Thank you dude!
Great words ❤
Great comment!!
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
"It wasn't meant to be beautiful. It was supposed to make you feel something."
This does both.
Truly incredible man. My sister sent this to me during a tough time and it has truly helped me. Much respect to you.
Really glad it helped you out! Really glad you have an awesome sister!!
I hope you’ll create another one🥺 I LOVE IT!! Pleaseee do🥺
Spotify recommended this for me, and I'm so glad it did. Amazing words.
I love this!!!!!! Thank you!
Same, found this thanks to Spotify!
Same
Me too!
Spotify also recommended me
lyrics:
I was once told that walking through a door way, could cause someone to forget even the most precious mememories they had.
Memories of good, memories of bad, memories of love and of loss.
All tucked away neatly, stored like the worn out blankets that were kept to dress the rainy days and bad habits that happened from time to time.
But what it felt like to rest your head on a friends shoulder that still carries with it the creases from where you last placed your heart.
Just like that, gone within a single step.
That somehow three beams and an imaginary line drawn across some old aching floor boards were all that stood between you; and the infinite silence that the very things that once coloured mind with sound.
It's funny, you can make yourself believe almost anything if you um... think about it for long enough.
"Was that you?"
"Was that you?"
I was once told that the love I felt beating inside my chest was nothing more than my mind playing an unfair trick on my heart.
And like a pair of dice dancing along an uneven pavement, and their fate, much like yours or mine, had already been decided.
That even the cracks that drew there faults between two opposing sides cannot escape a fate that was always destined to be sealed.
To think, that someone could actually believe that the swelling tides of my heart were no more than an anxious highway.
Of ins and outs, anchoring my imagination to the castles I've been building in the sky.
Well, maybe they, are the crazy ones.
Then again, I have been known to misplace my hope in the way things fall.
If I had to confess there stands a greater chance that I've all but lost my mind in here.
So I suppose it's better off this way.
Because I've always believed the odds of finding what you seek tend to favour those who are open to seeking them in the first place.
And I for one have never quite understood how odds stand to get even without that frame in mind.
To be clear, I've seen a million faces; I've seen a million different faces, each one mirroring that of your own.
And still, none of them have felt like home to me.
None of them have felt like you.
So here we are, and I can vaguely, and strangely trace your outline.
I can remember what it felt like to hold you.
I can remember what it was like to share blindly into your eyes for what felt like internity.
How could I forget that?
I can never forget that.
I could never forget you.
No matter how long it takes for my words to make it through the vastness of this place we've called home.
I onto you, and you onto me.
I say them and will continue to do so.
Day after day, night after night.
Never knowing if you'll actually hear them.
There is no place for time here.
Just over lapping moments where I thought I'd found you.
Where I thought I'd heard the sound of your breath.
Where I felt your heart, as it waited patiently for mine.
Retracing the steps that we left in the life before last.
Before our eyes closed, before the great divide.
Before a doorway stood between you and me.
As it stands, I found myself in that doorway again.
With both feet in and your heart on my sleeve.
But I can't bring myself to walk through this time.
Not yet at least.
Not until I take one last look and see that it was you.
That it was always you.
Our hearts strewn across those old fragile floorboards.
The silhouettes if each and every one of our memories playing out like a story that we both know we've seen before.
I remember now.
This was where I first found you.
And beyoned those closed doors,
I will find you again.
My love,
I will find you again.
"I will find you again..."
"I will find you."
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Sorry if any of the words are out of place. I hope you enjoy :). I wrote this out because it means a lot to me and it has a kind of hidden meaning to me. Although other people my age may think that poetry is lame I think that it is beautiful. It creates an understanding and opens up your mind to new opportunities.
🖤
@@ForestBlakk did you write this?....i am so identified with it. Love across lifetimes, fate and eternal love are concepts that have burdened and interest me all my life. Thank you for pouring this out on to the world, I am personally touched, and grateful for the courage you have to express your soul. I truly love this. Thank you.
Thank you, it feels the same to me 💙
This is amazing!!!! I don’t know what led me here.... but I find this by accident.... I’m touched with your words.....
Beautiful
Gabriella Papadakis and Guillaume Cizeron - Brought me here also... an absolutely sensational and awesome skate! So beautifully emotional....
me tooo!
This hits so deep. For as long as i remember, i feel an unexplainable longing for someone i've known in a life before this one. And your words explain this feeling inside me so accurate, it's crazy. Thank you, friend.
I feel that too. It's like this merging timeline. When sometimes I can actually feel his breath on my neck, the whispering voice in my ear as I almost have this ache inside for him when we never even met. But I already know and feel the energy so close to me. This poem hits home. That place of home that I never known in this life time.
I get this too. I've had dreams of a woman. I'm looking at her through the eyes of someone else. But i feel nothing but love and content. But when i wake up, i feel sadness. Ive been dreaming about her for years. I tried to drive my car off a mountain road once. But every time i would try, she would appear at the end of the road and it stopped me from driving over.
The universe has sent me a lot of synchronicities.. but this is the biggest one it's ever sent. I honestly don't know how I found this
This reached so deep into my mind. How I feel about the man I’m in love with, how I feel we will never be together regardless of how we feel about each other because of the people we are with. I love him. I will always love him. But nothing feels like home. He is my home. My future, my solace, the pause between each beat of my heartbreak.
Awww god...I feel for you jenicide...I lost something extraordinary 3 months ago...someone who gave me love, happiness and validation...things I now know were missing in my life before she threw herself into my arms one warm night in France when she cried on my shoulder before opening her heart to me...never have I ever experienced such an upheaval or outpouring of emotion...never again can such an experience be repeated for me...I am in despair...these lyrics mean a lot to me...if I could ever find a way back to her I would do it on my hands and knees no matter how long i had to crawl...but because of the people around her, I know it can never happen...life sucks, my heart is dying, tears come, my body aches... I miss what she gave me...it was my life
Don’t ever give up! I felt these words as you spoke. They say if you let them go and it’s meant to be they will find their way back to you. Wishing you so much comfort, peace, happiness..❤️❤️
Im there now and just as everything was right with the world his ex decided she needed to make chaos of the only happiness ive ever known
@@bobnolan7739 I’ve only just now seen your reply as I keep notifications off. Sitting in a parking lot doing deliveries for my job. I hope with every ounce of energy I can send toward you, an unknown entity- a fellow human in suffering, that you find your way back to your love again. Whether through her or the unseen paths we inevitably walk to our many possible destinations in life.. I hope you never shut down. Never stop loving through each painful desperate beat of your heart. Your capacity to feel is rare. Never let that die. The world would be dimmer without it. Know that you are acknowledged and seen, whoever you are. 🖤
@@patricialongmire1879 I’m so sorry to hear that my darling
Papadakis e Cizeron 💛
The best!
Yup
Exactly... incredible connection...!!!
Woahh! They are soulmates...
Thank you Forest. I don't understand all your words but the ones I do were already in my heart for the love of my life, my brother. I wouldn't have believed two people could be so close, think the same thoughts at the same time, burst out laughing together in a crowded room where no one else saw the humor, finish each other's sentences, spend some of every day together even when, on a few occasions, we lived in different towns. We adored each other. Maybe that's why neither of us found that 'one true love.' Because we already had it and no one else could compare. When he went through the doorway without me, my life stopped. Nothing has meaning. I know he'll be the one that comes for me when it's my time to go through that doorway. I will leap through that doorway! 💔
This is so absolutely Beautiful, Only one who knows true Love will completely understand..❤
I love how P/C fans come here. We stan the best team in the world, with the best FD so far this season, with the amazing work of Forestt Blakk. Guy, go at IDF, European or worlds championships to see their masterpiece!
find me again.. find me in your memory...
Too powerful to even comment appropriately to address the deep beauty, sorrow, love, loss, and hope found here....
I cry every time. I've listened more times than I can count but it really starts when I hit 2:20. I know it's different for everyone but this hits a deep part of my soul.
Thank you! I was recommended this and I find the coincidence too powerful to dismiss as mere chance.
My best friend, my first love passed in October last year. I feel she sent this to me. Thank you for this beautiful piece. Miss & love you Rachel💙 “and still none of them have felt like home to me. None of them have felt like you.”
Love to you and Rachel!
Forest Blakk 💙💙
This touched me deeply, words beautifully spoken, my heart melted. It’s like putting my unspoken words in your voice. Thank you!
@Forest Blakk The 4 time ice dance world champions chose your song for their free programme !!! Cant wait to discover it !!!
Emilie Le Roux where can I see this?
@@ForestBlakk I will repost here their performance ! It will take place tomorrow !
Emilie Le Roux can you message me on Instagram
@@ForestBlakk I will
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How can a human write something soo heavenly ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
This is so powerful. I have held so much grief for so long. This made me feel like someone else has also felt the depths of the grief I have. I miss my “home” I miss feeling whole. It’s been a journey to heal.
After listening to your beautiful words, I was reminded that love is never erased. It remains in the deepest part of ourselves, often waiting to be discovered. I look forward to hearing more of your work :) Sophia
The world needs your art forever - please don’t ever stop creating
This is absolutely beautiful! Gabi & Guillaume's FS to this is M A G I C!
Just... WOW. This is hypnotizing me. The text
The lyrics
The ryhme
The voice
That voice of yours will be forever harmonizing in my head.
PapCiz brought me here and I listened to every song. Got a new favorite now, thank you Gabby and Guillaume 💗
I heard this song yesterday for the first time on Spotify. I wasn't crying, but my tears started to fall and fall. It was like hearing the same truth I know from my other half whom I never seem to be able to find and meet. It was painful to hear but strangely reassuring that he has also been looking for me.
🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
Zgjui
You
what a beautiful homage to this artist from gaby and guillaume.your music and your speech will go around the world and will be known all over the world from now on
I am in love with your words and thoughts. It helped me to deal with something which i was holding back for a long time. I want to thank you for this. You are making a great impact
Wow, that is absolutely wonderful to read! So thrilled to know that "Find Me" helped you out!!
Forest Blakk .. it did help me. Thank you again for being so inspiring
I've never felt that kind of love before, but this hit me all the same. I have felt love. And the people I've loved have gone on. "I've seen a million different faces... But none of them have felt like home to me. None of them have felt like you... I can remember what it was like to hold you. I can remember what it was like to stare blindly into your eyes for what felt like an eternity. How could I forget that. I could never forget that. I could never forget you."
This made me pause. I tried to see if I could remember my grandfather's eyes. My best friend's eyes. I didn't know then, when I was so young, to take in those memories. I didn't know I would need them and that I would lose them.
Thank you for sharing your truth 🖤
So true ...
good programa ice dance Papadakis and Cizeron,
My soulmate just went through a major psychose. And everything has changed now. The love is ‘lost’ and i dont know if it will ever come back. Your words and voice has had an tremendous impact on me, somehow helping me describing my own. The grief has started all because of this song that was sent to me. Thank you for sharing this.
Breathtakingly beautiful. 💚 Resonates with my grief after losing my love
This is one of my all time favorite pieces of writing that I've have ever heard. I couldnt even count how many times I have listened to this. To me this is all said perfectly.
Randomly stumbled upon this on spotify and got hooked from the very first word. The deeper I got in the more it caught me and I even had some tears rolling down. This is absolutely beautiful and magical. Thanks so much!
Love is Gravity Between souls.
I will always...
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Found you thanks to Spotify Release Radar. So pure and touching music, thank you for your work man ❤️
Thank you Spotify for helping you.... Find Me!
This was one of the most profound feeling I could get from a "song". It seems more a letter, a letter that in the end I keep wishing she could reply back.
2:20 best part so I can hear it and cry over by replaying it one million times
I agree...and I disagree because there are no best parts in this piece, just one best 'whole' of intricately, painstaking written pieces. :)
Hits home
A couple of days ago Spotify showed me you and I was a bit curious about what you were, so now I got stuck with this one and I keep playing this over and over again. This is just incredible!
This made me cry, the pain there is just so much.
There is beauty in pain … for if there were no suffering there would be no compassion ❤❤❤
I believe a person can feel the thoughts of a person from a distance. When she thinks of me I can feel her presence on my shoulders like a burst of worm sunshine. Then in turn when I think of her I know she feels the same way.
Song of Songs sounded in my heart while listeting both lyrics and music. None of human being is able to feel my heart as Him..couldnt restrain the tears ..
Soooooo beautiful I'm crying in the middle of the street alone 😢
It's such a pity that Gaby and Guillaume weren't allowed to just use this track, as it is, fully, or with a little cut to make it fit 4 minutes.
Your name is really accurate
One of the most beautiful pieces of writing I have ever heard.
Apple Music suggested "Music by Forest Blakk" and I listened to this song. Stopped my car, had a good cry. Proceeded to listen to more of your music and found "Swipe Right" - had another good cry. Came home and asked my girlfriend to listen to both songs, she had a good cry.
Thank you for these touching songs. Should you ever find yourself touring down into the southeast (please say Birmingham!), let me know!!!
I love that!!!!!! Thank you for sharing your heart with my words!
I'm blown away by every word. You are incredible.
Thank you so much!!!
I can’t express what these words feel and mean to me.....
I lost my beloved wife, Corinne, to Ovarian Cancer August 28, 2017. Then I lost my precious daughter, Erin, to the same dragon October 22, 2019. Your words have me in tears. It is this hope that keeps me going. Both of them were amazingly strong women, full of faith, hope, and love to the very moment they left. I don't know what lies beyond the veil. But my faith says it is utterly amazing and will put to shame my feeble attempts to imagine it. I don't know the particulars; I choose instead to embrace the mystery. But I do believe in my heart that ... "I will find you again. I will find you again. I will find you again."
This found me at the right time.... and gave me answers that I’ve longed for. Thank you ❤️🙏🏻
I hope he finds me again, when I close my eyes forever and walk through those pearly gates 🥰
It is quite strange how curious life can be, sometimes. I found this creation exactly the day my ex boyfriend was moving out of our house, after a long, sometimes happy and exhausting 4 years relationship. I couldn't help the urge to send him this, once he was out. Like a goodbye ritual.
The lyrics are so familiar and precise that, for a moment, I thought another self wrote it in a parallel world and send it here, in the exact moment it needed to be listened.
It tore me. It broke me. But it made me extremely happy at the same time.
Thank you, Forest.
Love has no boundaries. He said I break my own heart. He is home to me- feel his heart still. I am here. Happy but alone.🙏😇💕🌻💫
Why was this removed from Spotify?!?!?!?! I love this
ortxa : it should still be on Spotify. Try checking again. Let me know :)
No words to describe how utterly breathtaking this is. Thank you. ❤️
I feel like you did a great job describing how you feel! Thank you!
Im still hoping he will find me again..
I will always hope
I would have loved them skated to the entire spoken word.
Last night the most beautiful woman that I have had the privilege of meeting shared this magnificent work of art with me. I have been listening to it and finding new meanings constantly. I have cried tears of sadness, joy, and release. Thank you universe for people like Forest.
Misty, I can and I will and all I ask for in return is honesty. You say it’s not a need but a want but for me there has always been a need. I was so caught up in an illusion that I failed to see what was always right there, in front of me was always you. Now I can only do so much. In your hands you hold that little ember of light. Together we add little pieces of ourselves to it and watch it grow or you can just hold it and remember what once was. Either way it is yours forever. The choice it ultimately in your hands. You have taken the lead and every first step, you are brave and you are strong. Can you take my hand now and let me lead for a while? Together I know we will find each other again
My heart feels sooo broken and i know no one will ever heal it unless you... unless him... unless my love who doesnt love me at all...
I love you mio italiano bebu
A broken heart will always heal!
Don't leave me behind don't make me wait another life time please I need you now
It's really beautiful words and make me miss someone really dearly to my heart so much
what a beautiful lyric... I came across it watching Papadakis and cizeron skating with the lyric as a background... after finding the source with all the words... woww the depth to their skating in huge... i just love the text... such a beautiful lyric... ❤now i will look up all the lyrics of Blakk... just love it❤❤❤
Soul shaking. Thank you.😌