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  • @alfiezyms2464
    @alfiezyms2464 Рік тому +3057

    I was miserable for years. I related to all these videos and they gave me comfort for a very very long time, I could sit and romantacise my own sadness for hours which turned into days. I can tell you all that one day, it changes. The sun comes out and it changes. Just keep swimming. We are all rooting for you buddy.

    • @atischtm8833
      @atischtm8833 Рік тому +35

      lets get it brother, we happy to hear that! 💪🏻

    • @HotMonkeyDik
      @HotMonkeyDik Рік тому +3

      I have been feeling good for longer than a week, for what feels like the first time in years.
      It started a few months back, I started really appreciating sunsets and the clouds and the sky and the way the trees moved in the wind.
      And then I started being more honest, I took off the mask I wore around people to hide my pain and instead integrated it. When people around you know what you struggle with they then have the opportunity to help.

    • @augie4111
      @augie4111 Рік тому +27

      Wow I really needed this one thanks for this dude

    • @potatopotato5632
      @potatopotato5632 Рік тому +15

      I did exactly that and then I suddenly stopped and now if I feel like watching something sad I stop myself because it's just a waste of time no one is gonna know I'm goin through something if,I never tell them so there's no point.and I think I'm doing better after I stopped and I'll keep doing this and some day I will feel different too :)

    • @cartoonhanks1708
      @cartoonhanks1708 Рік тому +13

      Legit I watch these for catharsis.
      I don't feel sad like this. Life is great stop romanticizing sadness, do something about being sad. You can help it, it just takes time and effort.
      If there's always time then there's always effort to give, so keep doing it.
      Giving up isn't real. You made it up in your brain, your hormones, your dumb monkey brain thought that up.
      Life continues on, you can be a part of it or "decide" not to (which isn't real you will always affect everything around you whether or not you exist or not, the universe takes a different path, your existence and decisions will always affect the universe, even your inaction)

  • @jeredsanders5083
    @jeredsanders5083 11 місяців тому +92

    "of you're a fan of me, you're a fan of yourself"
    This actually made me cry.

  • @metalgearobama
    @metalgearobama Рік тому +739

    These videos are therapeutic for me. When I watch these videos all I feel is pain. And that's a little comforting because I usually don't feel anything.

    • @Andrew_T_Baby
      @Andrew_T_Baby Рік тому +11

      I used to have no feelings or made it so all I felt was emptiness it's disassociation from trauma U have to realise the whole world not just what U can touch there is a spiritual war going around affecting hearts and minds don't lose brother pick up Ur might feel Ur inner spiritual energy I've used them as karmic fuel to save my soul from the void of nothingness pick up Ur pieces and fight for Ur fire back god willing

    • @aneeqarnold5969
      @aneeqarnold5969 Рік тому +2

      I feel the same thank you for this comment. It made my day a bit better.

    • @lordsangeku8800
      @lordsangeku8800 Рік тому +2

      yeah man me too atleast i can feel pain its better than being in a dead body a dead mind i have lost my feeling i have lost myself noboody cares about me so i find ways to feel pain

    • @aneeqarnold5969
      @aneeqarnold5969 Рік тому

      i sympathize so hard with you its painful you know you dont need to get over this pain you can learn to be content with life during the pain @@lordsangeku8800

    • @colbyholmes4310
      @colbyholmes4310 10 місяців тому +1

      Feeling something is so far from nothing, indifference is all I am now

  • @isametroy
    @isametroy Рік тому +272

    "When you're alone it doesn't mean you don't have anyone, it means no one has you." just hits me. they don't get you. they don't understand what you have. you only have yourself, so be yourself.

    • @GavinMoore-dg6zn
      @GavinMoore-dg6zn 6 місяців тому

      Yahushua HaMashiach is the Truth..

    • @retard949
      @retard949 5 місяців тому

      You're not alone. Blows into chicken. Blows into you. Blowing all over.

  • @Gloria2001-k8v
    @Gloria2001-k8v 11 місяців тому +30

    There is no one I can go to for a hug to feel safe and comfort. Being around ppl makes me anxious and sad and isolation makes me feel empty. Loneliness is who I am. I’m 20

    • @Cosmicthunder11
      @Cosmicthunder11 9 місяців тому +1

      Hang in there, buddy. I'm currently 16 and inexperienced with the world, but I do know 1 thing. Where there is darkness and emptiness, there is still a small child with joy and happiness the size of mountains. Life isn't about "us" or "success", it's about the little things that make everything feel better ❤✨️✨️

    • @zac6208
      @zac6208 Місяць тому

      im also 20

  • @girlyyyyyylylylyl555
    @girlyyyyyylylylyl555 9 місяців тому +136

    as a girl, sending hugs to all my men out there struggling. i can tell you guys feel like your troubles are not seen. but I see you. keep going, the pain you feel now is nothing compared to the joy you will feel after the storm.

    • @TommyTartar
      @TommyTartar 9 місяців тому +9

      i just wish to meet someone that would care about me like you do all of us rn
      i just wish to be enough

    • @casualsatanist5808
      @casualsatanist5808 7 місяців тому +4

      Thank you, but im sorry...I must decline.
      I am unworthy of hugs, and of love too.
      Im not trying to downplay your kindness, im just horribly lonely and its all my fault. It really is ALL my fault. My every problem is by my own hand. I am my own tormentor.
      Do me a favour and have a great day.

    • @funkbros3141
      @funkbros3141 7 місяців тому +1

      Wish more womem tried to understamd we have emotions

    • @GavitGameplays
      @GavitGameplays 7 місяців тому +4

      I don't have enough left to believe this.. I'm sorry.

    • @girlyyyyyylylylyl555
      @girlyyyyyylylylyl555 7 місяців тому +5

      everyone in the comments please don’t give up. life is beautiful it truly is. all of you are more than enough. my words of wisdom aren’t very wise but I pray that all of you find the happiness you deserve.💕

  • @Ohrodar
    @Ohrodar Рік тому +74

    21 years old and all the lights are starting to fade i hope you all make it through these dark times

    • @violent_4274
      @violent_4274 Рік тому +1

      May God bless you and your family brother keep up the great work brother meet you at the top God willing❤️🫡🔝

    • @teodorsten7069
      @teodorsten7069 Рік тому

      How u doing?

    • @tardyz
      @tardyz 2 місяці тому +1

      There's no light at the end of the tunnel bro

    • @S0NOFLIBERTY
      @S0NOFLIBERTY 2 місяці тому +1

      I hope you're doing well.

    • @wetzelfam3337
      @wetzelfam3337 Місяць тому +1

      Pls bro talk to me, I don't want no one being that sad

  • @itsjvcob
    @itsjvcob Рік тому +445

    sometimes there’s a strange comfort in sadness. right?

    • @samualcalnan4774
      @samualcalnan4774 Рік тому +10

      I think people can start to feel that once their mind and soul becomes strong enough. My first few times around it felt hopeless. This time I’m a little stronger and I think I know what you mean.

    • @bonfirebarry1
      @bonfirebarry1 Рік тому +9

      It's familiar after the first time, it can feel safe.

    • @Z-q5q
      @Z-q5q 8 місяців тому +5

      I feel nothing anymore, no empathy, no happiness, no love, no hate, nothing, but sadness, sadness stays, and as long as I feel sadness I know I’m still alive, I’ve tried ending my life, many times, but I’ve given up cuz I guess I can’t even do that right, I I guess I’ll just wait it out or something

    • @Applic8799
      @Applic8799 8 місяців тому +3

      “I miss the comfort in being sad”

    • @GavinMoore-dg6zn
      @GavinMoore-dg6zn 6 місяців тому

      Yahushua HaMashiach is the Truth..

  • @princeroddyxrodd5220
    @princeroddyxrodd5220 Рік тому +536

    i feel myself slipping and giving up but these videos got me holding on by a literal thread

    • @icemoney24
      @icemoney24 Рік тому +8

      keep your head up bro

    • @Rowland_Hoskins
      @Rowland_Hoskins Рік тому +6

      Keep going bro

    • @Liam-re6wu
      @Liam-re6wu Рік тому +8

      keep your head up man, Jesus loves you.

    • @rcnewman51.
      @rcnewman51. Рік тому +1

      Same bro… you never walk alone though.

    • @bonfirebarry1
      @bonfirebarry1 Рік тому +1

      I promise you it will get better, I survived where you are, if I did you can too... And let me tell you, when you relax and just exist for a moment things start to feel good again

  • @ykhithegreat
    @ykhithegreat Рік тому +18

    love isnt the solution. you just gotta find yourself. a lover isnt gonna fix anything. find out who you are. the only thing that can make you truly feel better is yourself. The rest only distracts you from what you really feel. i believe in you.

  • @dadayvlogs8777
    @dadayvlogs8777 Рік тому +105

    it’s sad that this is what I watch through out my day. because I’m just lonely.

    • @burrdid
      @burrdid Рік тому +3

      Why are you lonely

    • @dadayvlogs8777
      @dadayvlogs8777 Рік тому +7

      @@burrdid because being a young adult , it’s hard to make friend man.

    • @dilo7811
      @dilo7811 Рік тому +2

      ​@@dadayvlogs8777stay strong brother you will find someone one day. Never give up. Remember somewhere out there there were people like you and now they are doing great so will you

    • @mikejohnzon
      @mikejohnzon Рік тому +1

      You are not alone. Your ancestors are watching you and cheering you on from inside your blood.

    • @burrdid
      @burrdid Рік тому +2

      @@mikejohnzon what does it matter if 1000 people are watching if they do nothing and we can't tell

  • @raccwithastrap8098
    @raccwithastrap8098 Рік тому +29

    Why are these hitting hard? Im sitting in the dark sobbing rn.

  • @user-UKNSPACE
    @user-UKNSPACE Рік тому +235

    If you made it this far and get to watch this video again or for the first time. I’m fucking proud of you , you are loved. Keep going

    • @10pmmemes88
      @10pmmemes88 Рік тому

      Why do you have to lie like that. I'm not.

    • @colbyholmes4310
      @colbyholmes4310 10 місяців тому

      I’m so fucking tired

    • @bignosedarrel4270
      @bignosedarrel4270 9 місяців тому

      Not gonna lie, im sitting in my kitchen drinking orange juice crying at this comment because of how tired I actually am of breathing sometimes

    • @ChocolateDonut-f5g
      @ChocolateDonut-f5g 5 місяців тому

      @@bignosedarrel4270try finding someone as miserable as you and vent
      The feeling is unlike any other it eats you alive and makes you suicidal I don’t know how anyone gets through it but please find someone as sad as you and I think you might not be happy off the bat (happiness isn’t real but it will help

  • @starry4471
    @starry4471 Рік тому +26

    One day, when I'm old and tired, I'll look back at the twisted, bumpy, disastrous road I took to get where I'll be, and see how beautiful the trees and flowers are on its sides. How I wish I will have noticed them when I was working so hard to get through it.

  • @Curry_deliver
    @Curry_deliver Рік тому +70

    "Hope in reality is the worst of all evils because it prolongs the torments of man."
    -Friedrich Nietzsche

    • @thenateshow4371
      @thenateshow4371 Рік тому +2

      True, but the torment builds us up, it makes us stronger. and when we finally do get what we hope for, it's worth it.

    • @Curry_deliver
      @Curry_deliver Рік тому

      @@thenateshow4371 What’s the meaning of worth, what’s the meaning of pain, what’s the meaning of being stronger, what’s the meaning of being better. It absolute meaningless in front of the inevitable death. What’s the meaning of this whole things after your death? Everyone will forget you, they don’t even know you existed or not. Parents? Why care? Someone’s feeling is definitely not a matter of life. I don’t know man. I don’t know. I have been through so many struggles and progress in mentality through 20years, I think it’s almost the limit again. It’s worse. The stronger you become, more struggles you get. Day by day, hours after hours, Years after years, no exit.
      We human being’s fundamental of happiness is basically a oblivion. We chase our life to forget those pain. Alcohol, Drugs, Sex, Money, it’s all for the fulfillment of lack happiness.
      Then why we should suffer? Then why we should endure so much struggles to push forward and be better, stronger?
      What if we can just forger ourselves? Just living the life as time passes admitting that there is no meaning afterall? Or why we can just die? Man, I don’t get it anymore. I don’t.
      Apologies man, I think I’m overwhelmed by terrible self conscious and emotions.
      Sorry. Have a good day. I hope you don’t lose any hope or if so, you get another will to live life. I failed and fragmentize my whole hopes and cannot find more. Cheers, my man.

    • @ethanos9051
      @ethanos9051 Рік тому +5

      A man without hope has already died -me

  • @Shinoxxi
    @Shinoxxi Рік тому +70

    Its crazy how alone i feel. How can a human even feel this?

    • @mikeoxlong3113
      @mikeoxlong3113 Рік тому +4

      I understand man, you aren’t alone in this struggle many other people feel the same way, we will get better some day

    • @FoxholeIndustries
      @FoxholeIndustries Рік тому +4

      I promise you that no matter how alone you feel nor how far way he seems to be, God is right there. He is right next you. And he loves you more than anything in the world. Just cry out to him. I know exactly how you feel right now. And I know my words don’t help. They may even make you angry. But I’ll be praying for you. And God is waiting to wrap his arms around you.

    • @mikejohnzon
      @mikejohnzon Рік тому +1

      You are not alone. Your ancestors are watching you and cheering you on from inside your blood.

  • @avertismentguy62
    @avertismentguy62 Рік тому +141

    The moment you can say you're happy for them is when, I think, you can finally let go. Its been 3 years and I've felt it all, the crippling fear of loneliness, the endless regret at every bad thing you ever did or said, the overwhelming hatred at both them and your own self. I finally looked and I saw she was still with the guy she left me for and to my surprise I felt happy that she was with someone she loves. Its a long time coming but I'm ready to move on properly.

    • @KillTheBattery
      @KillTheBattery Рік тому +6

      Can’t really dwell on them leaving forever, can you? She just dumped me (found out she was cheating for the past 3 months) so my wounds are unfathomably fresh, but I’m just happy that she’s doing what she thinks is best. I’m not justifying the aspect of cheating by any means, but if I wasn’t the one to keep her happiness lingering? I’d like her to fill the gap with someone else, I just hope this time around she actually finds her forever person.

    • @puzzLEGO
      @puzzLEGO Рік тому +2

      @@KillTheBattery you found out that she was cheating but then she dumped you?? 🥲🥲

    • @KillTheBattery
      @KillTheBattery Рік тому +4

      @@puzzLEGO didn’t even get the chance to dump her 😭😭 it was a lame last conversation we had, and it was even more lame that I had to figure this out on my own, regardless, I hope she leads a good life, despite her wrongdoings 🙏

    • @puzzLEGO
      @puzzLEGO Рік тому +3

      @@KillTheBattery damn must be hard. You got this bro.

    • @y4b1006
      @y4b1006 Рік тому +3

      @@KillTheBattery I have so much respect for you for that bro

  • @_rumblecrumble6991
    @_rumblecrumble6991 Рік тому +568

    when i first wrote this comment i was in a similar state, but whoever is reading this, stop watching these types of videos that incentivises you to feel sad. go watch a sunset, talk to people, have fun. its okay to be sad, but its better to work to a better future. i love you.

    • @ggeehdjff1644
      @ggeehdjff1644 Рік тому +47

      hey man the time will come, i was wanting a girlfriend for so long and when i got one, she was perfect but that didn’t fulfill the lonely void. i’m not sure if it will ever be filled but i will pray that your time will come and you will find true love. things take time and you will eventually find that girl

    • @SmoothCoaxing
      @SmoothCoaxing Рік тому +15

      Do what you have to to make yourself feel okay, and don’t judge yourself for it. In the meantime do what you can to be the best version of yourself for the special person that is waiting for you just as you are waiting for them, its only a matter of time

    • @casperfevr7358
      @casperfevr7358 Рік тому +12

      Have you tried Jesus?

    • @_rumblecrumble6991
      @_rumblecrumble6991 Рік тому

      @@ggeehdjff1644 ty bro

    • @_rumblecrumble6991
      @_rumblecrumble6991 Рік тому +3

      @@SmoothCoaxing yeah i go to the gym often and i guess i should just work on myself and wait

  • @kieradee
    @kieradee Рік тому +25

    Someone I wish the people around me knew on a deeper level how much I truly care for them. That video of the guy asking the cop for a hug just hits home, I would hug and soothe anyone in my life but they dont ask and Im too scared to reach out first.

    • @Kaieatzgutzzz
      @Kaieatzgutzzz Рік тому +1

      You gotta reach out man. Your stronger then you think. I see you and I’m proud of you.

  • @wetzelfam3337
    @wetzelfam3337 11 днів тому +1

    The shiver down your spine once a quote hits, then you feel nothing

  • @amifever
    @amifever Рік тому +16

    i've felt so alone this past month it's inexpiable. i have people in my life, a boy friend, parents, friends and yet i still feel as though i have no one. i want to be loved the way i love. i just wish that i didn't have to chase after things people get on a daily. hugs, i love you's, and feeling loved.

    • @amifever
      @amifever Рік тому +3

      not a bf anymore but its fine

    • @cartoonhanks1708
      @cartoonhanks1708 Рік тому

      You have a self-esteem problem

    • @mikejohnzon
      @mikejohnzon Рік тому

      Take care of the people that love you. Alot of us dont even have that and have to comfort ourselves with the idea of someday having what you have.

  • @creamstick363
    @creamstick363 Рік тому +14

    Watching this makes my heart felt not empty. I used to thugg it out to the point that i didnt feel how to be sad and cry. Watching this makes me feel sad but at the same time relieve.

  • @yntybeats112
    @yntybeats112 Рік тому +83

    im 18 and this is the worst i've felt in my whole life. my gf broke up with me and i quit school. worked a lonesome job for a year. had the urge to bike in front of speeding cars. I was seeing my life from a third person perspective and I thought I was a miserable sorry human being.
    im 19 now im doing much better and I guess I dragged myself out of it. went to the gym spoke to my old classmates got my drivers licence applied to a new school and got in. im reading books and im trying to have fun in my life. I still miss her some times. but im honestly not ready to have a relationship. I still have a lot to learn about being happy by myself and with myself.

    • @callumfoster8074
      @callumfoster8074 Рік тому +4

      That's great to hear man! I'm happy to hear you took action to change your life and to made an effort to feel better about yourself. Keep your head up king

    • @yntybeats112
      @yntybeats112 Рік тому

      @@callumfoster8074 thank you so much brother. i really apreciate you

    • @Matas04
      @Matas04 Рік тому +2

      Damn, good for you, im 19 as well. Planning on setting myself on fire, idk how it'll go

    • @abrahamdiopvlogs
      @abrahamdiopvlogs Рік тому

      @@Matas04do you wanna talk bro?

    • @solaireastora5394
      @solaireastora5394 Рік тому +1

      ​@@Matas04don't do it man, roll the dice on something dumb, go cross country, just live, i know its hard sometimes actually most of the time, but the good moments are around the corner your just gotta keep walking and get there

  • @marcospizarro7890
    @marcospizarro7890 Рік тому +44

    4 minutes in and this is the best core core compilation on youtube

  • @Chekitout_
    @Chekitout_ 2 місяці тому +3

    Please be careful with what you watch. These videos while comforting only perpetuate what you’re feeling and what you tell yourself. It will keep you there.
    Find reaffirming things. Because you are worthy of love, joy, peace, success. Keep going. Put something kind on and keep going.

  • @Pines-2451
    @Pines-2451 11 місяців тому +6

    I wouldn't consider myself depressed or lonely. But I somehow still relate to these videos. I felt like I was alone for a time. I tried to cover it up but I just felt alone. Even when I was with my friends. I think its because that my two best friends are dating and if I'm being honest I am a little jealous of them because I was never able to find real love and still can't to this day. I work out to try and make it so I don't have to chase after girls. But in reality, its just a cover up, just to make me feel good about myself, to make me feel like I'm actually doing something that's worth it. I just wish I had someone I'm close to I could talk about all this in real life. Because I really feel like I need a hug from someone, I've only ever been hugged by family, not even my really close friends. Yeah I may not be truly depressed, yeah I might not be truly lonely, but it damn well feels that way and I just wanna fix it.

    • @bon_donson
      @bon_donson 9 місяців тому

      Sometimes you take nothing but Ls and keep going and that's your statement into the void. I think it's beautiful

  • @janus2096
    @janus2096 Рік тому +46

    Hope is what pushes us. Keep hoping it will get better, and it will.

  • @slippyboi5289
    @slippyboi5289 Рік тому +80

    If markiplier and charlie were the only voices i ever heard on the internet ever again, i wouldnt mind that

    • @rufio.5961
      @rufio.5961 Рік тому +1

      Mde + mati >>>>>

    • @Andrew_T_Baby
      @Andrew_T_Baby Рік тому +3

      Charlie used to pss me off just monotone complaining Tryna reach the 10min mark everytime but he's using his platform for good most recently and I can respect him for that but Markiplier is a goat a loving bonfire heating all those around him

  • @OkDay-14
    @OkDay-14 3 дні тому +1

    I have loved this girl for years.
    She has no clue.
    I’m her best friend.
    She is the only thing in this world I want.

  • @GloriousLuke
    @GloriousLuke 3 місяці тому +1

    that opening voice message hit so hard for me, it perfectly described everything im going through right now, thank you so much for doing what you do, and to everyone going through the same thing Stay Strong! we’ll all get through it!

  • @jaydenleard8408
    @jaydenleard8408 Рік тому +17

    I haven’t cried in a while. I’ve been holding it in. I cried a lot to this. It helped me get some of those emotions out in a way? To stare at the ceiling and just listen and let it go. Let that anger go. To wish that he raised me the way i wanted to be raised. The will smith with his dad thing will get me everytime. I hope i can show that i’ll know how to raise my kids. I want them to have a good dad.

  • @starry4471
    @starry4471 Рік тому +76

    I managed to keep myself sane all by myself for 8 months. It's starting to crumble. The empty feeling of sitting in a room, occupied by nothing but my own thoughts, is taking stones out of the foundation I worked so hard to build. I gotta get out there and be with people. I'm 19, unemployed, out of money, and my mind is slowly failing me. I have to stop the cycle from starting again.

    • @akhiljoseph3507
      @akhiljoseph3507 Рік тому +1

      Keep going man, it’s tough out here but seek out those small wins. One win snowballs into another, and then another

    • @mikejohnzon
      @mikejohnzon Рік тому

      You're still very young. Believe me, with time and effort you get stronger and it gets funner, just be be patient and dont give up.

    • @BUCK23_
      @BUCK23_ Рік тому

      You' are not in this alone

    • @njames69
      @njames69 Рік тому

      I’m in the same boat but I’m 20 and starting to bald because of genetics, we’re in this together 🤝.

    • @douglasfort7646
      @douglasfort7646 Рік тому

      You got this dawg! Just realize you woke up today, that’s a whole blessing in itself!

  • @tonkajahari3010
    @tonkajahari3010 6 місяців тому +3

    Every day is a gift. That’s the only way to think in order to survive.

  • @tannjaminobraham5170
    @tannjaminobraham5170 Рік тому +8

    Maybe put the phone down and just find what makes you feel this way, not ruled by your emotions but instead examine your self and truthfully find Your view, see past the emotions find the truthful good that has always been in you, just look at yourself and be open with yourself, find you, be kind be smart be open, it is your veiw❤

  • @AtlasTheJester
    @AtlasTheJester Рік тому +6

    I wish i was enough. I hope someday i can truly love the person ive become. I hope someday others can love the person im growing to be. You never stop growing, especially when you feel youve hit the bottom, its just hard to push yourself back up. We all wake up and feel like we're stuck in a cycle, whatever that cycle may be. At the same time, maybe that can be comforting. Someday life will get better, and even if it doesn't? Then take comfort that maybe theres a reason youre here. Even if that reason is as simple as "im just another cog to help the machine keep turning. Maybe that cycle is growth it self. I just hope some day i can see it, and if i cant then i know that theres an end to it. One way or another. If i die, I'll die with a smile on my face and ill doe with the comfort in knowing that i was truly right after all. To anyone who is struggling, know that it may not get better; but you will grow stronger. Even if you buckle under the weight of your own dreams and aspirations then know thats okay. Sometimes the weight of the world bears down on us, but there'll always be a reason to keep going; no matter how small that may seem

  • @susanbarrett4783
    @susanbarrett4783 Рік тому +12

    even though u see dark days the sun always come thru the clouds buddy keep fighting we all love never give up

  • @freedomgoddess
    @freedomgoddess 11 місяців тому

    being sober from the all the sadness, either passing or long-lasting, really gives you the opportunity to experience this from a different perspective. still the same dark or bright room, still 01:11 eastern european time, still stuck effectively working from dusk till dawn.
    happiness really is a road, a path we take to nowhere. but as long as we're on it, things work out.
    take care.

  • @Xyz10_
    @Xyz10_ 4 місяці тому +1

    14 year old girl here.
    These videos always make me cry I swear.
    It gets better..
    You'll be okay ❤
    Nothing is permanent
    I'm proud of ya 💕🫶🏻

  • @bigtrampxox
    @bigtrampxox Рік тому +8

    i have felt so tired and miserable for the past three years now.. i didn't have the best childhood growing up and since 11 i have been effected. a lot of people tell me that i am mature for my age, and that i'm smart etc, but that's because ever since a young age i had to grow up. anyways, when i was younger my brother was very bad and always had my parents attention due to this, but that's effected me greatly. now whenever someone gives me attention i fall for them, no matter who that person is i think they're perfect. recently i was in a relationship that i'd like to call my first love, and tbh i thought it would last but no teen relationship lasts. i like to tell my friends i'm over it but i'm not, i can't process what's happened, i can't accept the fact i now have no one to talk to about my feelings, my secrets etc. we left eachother on a bad ending and that's the worst part. i wanted us to end with respect, and in a way that we understand. ofc i ruined it, which isn't surprising. ever since i've gotten this mentality that's really brought me down, i believe i'm not good enough at all. no matter how hard i try people still get mad at me and i still ruin everything. the only thing i want in life is to make someone proud, to make someone happy and to make someone accept me. i feel like i just ruin everything good no matter what, and it's getting unbearable. i just want to be happy again tbh, but that's hard when your mentality is pushing you down

  • @becausewhynot6288
    @becausewhynot6288 4 місяці тому +9

    You ever feel like every day is the same as the last? You ever feel like it’s been like that your whole life? You ever feel like the loop won’t stop?

    • @Jules-vk9sp
      @Jules-vk9sp 3 місяці тому +2

      Yeah It can last for years, but one thing is for sure, it only stops if you keep pushing

    • @AnarchPunk
      @AnarchPunk 2 місяці тому +1

      Since the day I was born.

  • @Dreamer_516
    @Dreamer_516 Рік тому +5

    my mom died when i was 12 in 2015 now im 20, sometimes before going to sleep i remember the good old times i got with her when she was there with me :c ... y'all should respect and listen and do what ur mom ask you to do something cus not having a mom anymore its very hard to live without this maternal love..

    • @Cosmicthunder11
      @Cosmicthunder11 9 місяців тому

      Hang in there. If you need someone to talk to, I'm here. 😊❤

  • @noahbarnes9770
    @noahbarnes9770 Рік тому +15

    My heart is genuinely in pain as if I’m experiencing heartbreak and I’m not even breaking up with my girlfriend but imaging myself as the first guy making that call… dude I pray I don’t lose her.

    • @livepigmaster_431
      @livepigmaster_431 Рік тому +1

      I’ll pray for you too (:

    • @atischtm8833
      @atischtm8833 Рік тому +1

      whats truly yours, will never disappear from your life
      take it easy man, yourself is everything what you need💪🏻

    • @doejohn7548
      @doejohn7548 Рік тому +1

      At least you have a girlfriend I’m 26 and still nothing people In high would call me ugly and it fucked me up I think my confidence

    • @mikejohnzon
      @mikejohnzon Рік тому +1

      Don't be afraid of losing her. Just enjoy her while you still have her. And if she does leave you will eventually be fine and will find something better. Never base your happiness on somebody else.

  • @0mega_c0re11
    @0mega_c0re11 10 місяців тому +2

    20 years old khhv i think i have been depressed for 4 or more years, i dont know for how long i felt like this you just kind of forget you know

  • @Atticus-ou2pq
    @Atticus-ou2pq Рік тому +7

    When I listen to this while working out I feel not even happy I just feel empty and no matter how many weights I lift I felt like crap but now I’m working harder and becoming the person I wanna be

  • @mikejohnzon
    @mikejohnzon Рік тому +5

    Work to take care of the people who love you. Nothing in this world is more rewarding than seeing your family and friends doing well because you were there for them. If nobody loves you then be there for yourself and pursue what is important to you. But don't give up.

  • @larrybriones8322
    @larrybriones8322 Рік тому +5

    Keep yall heads up life is beautiful

  • @N.o.h.e.3
    @N.o.h.e.3 5 місяців тому +1

    Glad 2 kno everyone is still here to the vids, makes me feel less alone.

  • @Ayanami00
    @Ayanami00 Рік тому +8

    9:13 that's the reason why I never spoke out until recently I had my first panic attack and then developed anxiety disorder and cardiophobia or cardiac anxiety diagnosed by my therapist and I constantly and daily feeling absent and heavy headed, before I had my panic attack and after was so different such as my new fear of death and lonely, and physically changed like my hands feels slow and delayed and my chest have sharp pains constantly and then cause more cardiac anxiety. I used to have dysthymia for 5 years and I always kept in me like a black hole until recently I'm so on edge and I can't escape like I usually can 😢

    • @midragga
      @midragga Рік тому +1

      Dude I feel you on that. When I had my first panic attack... oh my gosh it was like I was slowly having my soul pulled out from my chest. Thinking everyday "when will it end?". Man I don't know what happened but that shit slowly evaporated.. with time.. it was a dark place full of pain, anguish, and agony.. but I survived. These days I'm in a bit of a trough, but I'll manage. I just hope you read this and realize you're not alone buddy. Don't give up, don't abandon hope and don't abandon yourself 👍

    • @Ayanami00
      @Ayanami00 Рік тому +1

      @@midragga got u bro

  • @silverbilver4103
    @silverbilver4103 7 місяців тому +4

    I’m lonely, I have family but no friends but I keep going, one step at a time and the small changes keep me pushing forward.
    I can’t say that everything is gonna be fine.
    Just one more step 😅

  • @jessemaio267
    @jessemaio267 6 місяців тому +1

    I know these videos can bring a certain comfort to those who suffer and experience loneliness; even for myself. To anyone who is experiencing deep loneliness, please don't make a habit of watching these videos as it only amplifies those feelings.... at least in my experience. Go outside and LIVE. No matter how hard it is, do what you can to experience life in all its beauty, because it is there and it is worth seeing. And weather you believe it or not, God loves you tremendously and is watching over you every moment of your life.

  • @lcduvient5224
    @lcduvient5224 4 місяці тому

    These videos help me articulate how i feel to my friends. We have a nice understanding that the way i feel doesnt impact the way i live or my mindset for improvement. They also know it doesnt mean i cant feel joy either, it just serves the purpose of explaining all of the ways in which i feel to help me be transparent. Which is nice

  • @subject_changed4690
    @subject_changed4690 5 місяців тому

    I cried the first of these kinds of vids I watched... Nothing felt so personal and so understanding more in my life. It felt like how I let things just kinda flow out when I heard the song my grandpa used to always sing to me and my siblings. I remember him mostly through that song.
    Days after he passed, it still didn't click, not even when I was lowering his casket into.the ground, I knew he was in it but I didn't believe it. I spent the time comforting my closest aunt and my mom. After that, it felt like there was something missing. I still felt like I'll wake up to see him in the morning... It wasn't until later that day, when the elders who really knew him, came together and we met at the house I loved in with him. Where most of my memories lived. It was nice hearing everyone talk about him and how much reverence that had for him. It came to one of his cousins and his talked about a song he shared with my grandpa. I wanted it to be the song he always sang to us, and it was. As soon as I heard him sing.. I felt my tears well up. Eventually it built up enough in me to where I just broke down in tears... I miss my grandpa.

  • @artofthesharingan5403
    @artofthesharingan5403 5 місяців тому +1

    I think the hardest thing about accepting you're in pain, is accepting that you're alone.

  • @Slazza
    @Slazza 2 місяці тому

    These are one of the few things that make me feel anymore. Man life really does hit you like a train. I wish I could cry. I’m over tired

  • @miguelroyocano2920
    @miguelroyocano2920 8 місяців тому

    I find comfort in this videos because they do what I can't, express all the overwhelming pain that I feel

  • @highz0815
    @highz0815 3 місяці тому

    A hug is the most underrated gesture ever

  • @Felix1659
    @Felix1659 Рік тому +3

    Keep your heads up kings, work on yourselfs, start loving being comfortable in uncomfortable situations.

  • @Ollie-y3g
    @Ollie-y3g Місяць тому +2

    every night I sleep alone,I eat alone I drink alone I live alone even when there’s family deep down I’m miserable I spend every night crying my eyes out until my eyes get so swollen where I can barely close them

  • @WeAreBlank18
    @WeAreBlank18 Рік тому +87

    You know what I realised.
    When people who try to achieve great things fail, they feel really depressed, yet, when gamers fail at a no hit speed run close to the end of the challenge, they get angry.
    I think it's better to be angry than depressed, because it means you care enough about what you're doing.
    If I were to fail and get angry, that make’s me happy, because it means I've got a dream, something that I know I want.

    • @randomguyoninternetidk4014
      @randomguyoninternetidk4014 Рік тому +5

      That’s interesting, like genuinely interesting.

    • @meetyomaker2396
      @meetyomaker2396 Рік тому +1

      This made me tear up. I try my hardest to do what is right in my life. I’m tired of smoking weed. I’m tired of doing the same thing and feeling the same way over and over again. I’m tired of losing motivation. I’m just tired man

    • @haraldderleon8526
      @haraldderleon8526 Рік тому

      That's a genuinely good thought

  • @cooldud-f4n
    @cooldud-f4n 11 місяців тому

    When we feel lonely and lost we tend to sit and think and fantesies about our feelings and thoughts but remember there are others who will sitdown with you and comfort you and boost you up when you need it but remember you can ask for help on your own time but never not ask for help.

  • @JadenKief
    @JadenKief Рік тому +2

    Keep pushing. Moving forward. Keep grinding. Keep trying. Keep going. Everything is going to be okay.

  • @thepilgrim1842
    @thepilgrim1842 3 місяці тому +1

    The biggest smiles often hide an ocean of tears

  • @bradyhouston4494
    @bradyhouston4494 Рік тому +5

    like I just don’t know how to feel anymore i feel like a robot just going through the motions i have no confidence in myself to even try to fix how i feel idk i just wanna be happy again even if i’m still alone

    • @NevartRennug
      @NevartRennug 5 місяців тому

      Read, books won't leave you 😂

  • @Maximus-xc1hn
    @Maximus-xc1hn 2 місяці тому +1

    and just when the butterfly thought it was about to die, it learned to fly

  • @Notobys
    @Notobys Рік тому +1

    I am here to say one thing, there s hope i was depressed during 5 years and i manage to be good now.
    Don t loose hope

  • @SaimonR.
    @SaimonR. Місяць тому

    This and similar videos are a wonderful work of art. Thanks to these videos, I feel like I'm not the only one and all that. This is the first time I've cried in the last 6 years. Thanks to the author for the well-chosen content.

  • @Kaieatzgutzzz
    @Kaieatzgutzzz Рік тому +1

    Dismiss the idea that you are cursed, to suffer for eternity and start bringing little joys into your life now. It will build up in time.

  • @Dc08416
    @Dc08416 21 день тому +2

    Yeah ik nobody will read this but maybe im typing this in hopes someone will. Maybe it’s just for myself to open up a little bit. But honestly i hate my life it’s not particularly happen stance because even before i had to leave my dad and before i broke up with someone whom i thought was someone who cared about not only my feelings but us… yk. And before moving schools middle of the year and moving houses losing all my friends who weren’t really friends at all and did things behind my back. Not only did this not change how i felt but I don’t know what to do with myself. I’m 17 and I have no direction in life and I even enlisted to the marine corps in July and leave in 6 months. Yet I can’t wait to leave I want to make my parent’s proud and do something with myself. And when I die atleast my mom will get more than just a dead son. I used to never cry but I go to sleep crying I shower crying. I sit in my backyard alone staring at the ground lmao idk man I’m bored ig💀

  • @xenonxan184
    @xenonxan184 Рік тому +4

    cory is the only reason i'm still alive he always kept me cheered up and he got me where i am today

  • @mikelguerrero8061
    @mikelguerrero8061 4 місяці тому

    Feeling lonely feeling down but feeling so happy to feel something .
    It's not hard to be sad it's hard to be human . We all need something, someone sometimes all along it was just ourselves

  • @LofiGaming600
    @LofiGaming600 Рік тому

    Dealing with emotional abusive parents all through my life taught me the "phrase I hate you", could mean soo much.

  • @realshiibobb
    @realshiibobb Рік тому +2

    I've been thinking about taking my own life for over 2 years now, and i still do. I seriously need help, but my parents won't notice. I never have the strenght to get out of bed and go to school, every single day. i'm just exausted. I'm tired. I wish i could change everything about me, but it's something i have no control over. Since the beginning of 2023, my mental health got much worse. I believe that i am at my lowest point in my life right now. It feels like everything is against me, literaly everything. My brain, my friends, my school, everything. I only have one person that i can talk to, but if i want to talk to her, i always feel like i'm a burden to her. I don't have anything i'm looking forward right now. I don't have any plans for my future, except for maybe going to the military if can make it this far.

  • @segginetahi
    @segginetahi Рік тому +1

    these videos to me are like a warm blanket on a cold winter morning

  • @thechuckybucks4354
    @thechuckybucks4354 Рік тому +1

    Learn to be happy by your self before you love anyone, teach yourself to continue, if your at your worst then you can only go up

  • @martinkhalaf7025
    @martinkhalaf7025 5 місяців тому

    I am a 14 y old boy and watching these videos makes me feel like im busy like im doing something with my life.
    I think that that sadness is what keeps me going.
    The body is young yet the mind is much more understanding. Hope everyone has a nice day i wish the best for your mental health

    • @CMAKdaSILLY
      @CMAKdaSILLY 5 місяців тому

      I'm 12 and I'm the same but I don't understand anything

  • @dadadadana
    @dadadadana Рік тому +3

    Why I feel good while watching sad videos

  • @kanaios
    @kanaios Рік тому +1

    I don't really talk about my problems, but I often feel sad. I just want to tell whoever is reading this to keep going. I'm not there yet, but don't give it all up. I don't know how it feels at the end of these troubling times we all share, but I hope you do.

  • @poesclips
    @poesclips Рік тому +4

    I been through sm and I’m ok now even tho no one knew I was going through tough times but idc this just makes me wanna know outta the men I do know, I wish I knew which one of them we’re struggling right now and how I can help them. The fact I can’t help people I don’t know needs help is killing me rn pls seek help brothers cause Ik how it feels to wanna end it all, PLEASE CHASE THE LIGHT. Chase hope, chase the reason why your still here don’t let these bull shit feelings end you chase your power, personal strength, chase GOD, find the flame of life PLEASE!!!

  • @TGibson-z3x
    @TGibson-z3x 2 місяці тому

    If I don't make it out of my situation. Please make it out of your situation for both of us. Too many souls getting stuck in the mud nowadays.

  • @BuftyFufties
    @BuftyFufties Рік тому +5

    "i could use a hug" always brakes me

  • @steelheadstalker
    @steelheadstalker 7 місяців тому +1

    I've been going through the comments and I see a lot of young guys talking about giving up. Please don't do that, you haven't even started to live. I'm sixty and miserable when you get to my age and life isn't what you wanted it to be, then maybe give up, I know I'm done at this point in my life, just waiting for the end.

  • @cameronarcher1410
    @cameronarcher1410 7 місяців тому

    I have come back to this video for a while now been in this fight against depression for 8 years and I have tried it all and I have given into my depression and just promised myself that no matter what I can’t kill myself cause my friends would die too and I feel that if they can stay strong for me then it’s my job to stay here for them cause I’m not strong I’m just determined to stay till there happy enough that when I’m gone they can look back and say he tried to be strong for us I don’t want my friends to cry because I’m gone I want them to say he was here for the time we needed him most stay strong boys remember suicide is a solution to temporary problems

  • @Kb_003
    @Kb_003 9 місяців тому +6

    Man im fuckin 14,i shouldn't relate to this as much as i do

    • @eno-gsp
      @eno-gsp 8 місяців тому +2

      same bro

    • @Mugiwara808
      @Mugiwara808 8 місяців тому +1

      Hey hope both of you young men are doing better and it’s okay to feel like this it’s apart of being a man you just need to know when it’s okay to be vulnerable and with who if you need someone to talk to I’m here if you need someone to just listen I got you no matter what struggle or abyss you may be lost in your never fighting it alone god bless

    • @GenghisGunt
      @GenghisGunt 5 місяців тому +1

      There's still time for you. Rise up.

  • @chillganghq1014
    @chillganghq1014 16 днів тому +1

    Sometimes I feel like I don't live for me, rather I live for others. I'm 17

  • @luccas151
    @luccas151 Рік тому +8

    6:12 always catches me

  • @nevermind-c4
    @nevermind-c4 6 місяців тому +4

    I never hated anyone more then the guy in the mirror

  • @cind3rs936
    @cind3rs936 Рік тому +21

    im too drunk and i nearly drowned myself in a fucking sink, but this shit made me feel like someone, anyone knew how i felt , thank you

    • @lasldva9713
      @lasldva9713 Рік тому +1

      How it's going?

    • @Cosmicthunder11
      @Cosmicthunder11 9 місяців тому

      Hang in there, buddy. How are you? How are you REALLY?

  • @yeastbeast157
    @yeastbeast157 Рік тому +8

    Therefore, in order to keep me from becoming conceited, I was given a thorn in my flesh, a messenger of Satan, to torment me. Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.” 2 Corinthians‬ ‭12‬:‭7‬-‭10‬ ‭NIV‬‬

  • @MrBlack252
    @MrBlack252 5 місяців тому

    "Somewhere along the line I lost the piece of myself that made me feel like I could do anything. Eversince then I've been spending every waking moment trying to grasp a reality where I drift through life incomplete. It's hard, but I gotta find a way, I must find it again, even without certainty that if I do, that void will magically be filled and I will once again feel like I matter. Even without that being a guarantee, I have to keep going. I cannot give up on myself. I have to whether the storm until that time of my life comes around again. If I have to wait the rest of my life for a chance, just a chance, then that's what I'll do. Because I have to."

  • @kevintran8923
    @kevintran8923 11 місяців тому +3

    To the beginning of the video to 3:08 is so relatable cause this happen to me and I already done it now I just wanna cry

  • @Blizzard-dp6tf
    @Blizzard-dp6tf 2 місяці тому

    “You only know what it’s like to be sad because you know what it is like to be happy” Jordyn Kankam

  • @elliewilliams-w5g
    @elliewilliams-w5g Рік тому +4

    i dont have anyone to call. growing up, the words i love you were enough to make me break down. im still a teenager. hell, i start freshman year in a few weeks but why does a little girl like me have to experience the pains and trauma of a thousand lives? im ellie from socal, not some great carrier of burdens

  • @bibaboulouba
    @bibaboulouba 5 місяців тому

    For those wandering and wondering, the first song is Need 2 from Pinegroove. You're welcome :)

  • @FBNathann
    @FBNathann 5 місяців тому

    I honestly watch all these videos to see if im still able to feel emotion but I just feel nothing and I cant with this emptiness

  • @noaharias7251
    @noaharias7251 10 місяців тому +1

    bawled my eyes out on the very first clip

  • @kadelrohdri7898
    @kadelrohdri7898 2 місяці тому +1

    If you are reading this right now, don't get caught up in this genre of videos, for me it created a loop of negativity, if you want to feel better, start doing things, hobbies you want to put time into? Start now. A girl/guy you want to talk to? Shoot your shot. Just forget about your own thoughts for a day and live in the present, it feels so different, trust me it's all in your head.

  • @Lucifermorningstar21
    @Lucifermorningstar21 9 місяців тому

    Thank you for making this

  • @passinv9282
    @passinv9282 10 місяців тому

    The start bro.. the start perfectly summarizes how and what I feel

  • @slow350zde3
    @slow350zde3 2 місяці тому +1

    The first one reminds me of this Ecuadorian girl I fell in love with she was introduced by my friend and she was short and cute with a beautiful personality she easily made me feel in love but I never had the courage to say what I felt about her and that first audio made me feel exactly that.

  • @kurtlogan6912
    @kurtlogan6912 11 місяців тому +1

    I always listen to this hours on hours it comforts me, what’s the next step