There's was a moment in my life that I felt that, or didn't feel at all, I just didn't care what happened to me or what life threw at me, but now all the feelings came back, and I just can't deal with anymore, I would prefer be cold than feeling what I am feeling right now.
Everyone has a chapter that they don't read out loud...well...mine's a book...but i think that...if i read it out loud it will hurt less...and sometimes i feel better, but it depends on who is listening to me
it's what all helpless souls go through. Never ending, constant pain. We only say we are out of the phase, but really we aren't. We just tuck it all away until it pops back up later in our lives, most likely in our happier times, making them bad.
I just want to tell everyone in the comment section that suffering is inevitable but it only depends on you if you want to learn from it because the only way you could become stronger, wiser and happier if you start learning from yourself and start loving yourself because you wont find love in any one but you BECAUSE THE TRUTH IS THE ONLY THING YOU HAVE IS YOU SO START FUCKING LOVING YOURSELF....WHO DECIDES WHATS PERFECT NO ONE IS PERFECT, PERFECTIONS IS JUST ANYONES INTERPRETATIONS SO FIND YOUR OWN DEFENITION OF PERFECTION!
I just told my mom and dad today. She didn't just say that but it was hard for her to accept the fact.... But they both said that they'll let me speak to a psychologist nonetheless. I hope you both are okay 💜
My dad told me I didn't have anything to be depressed about once I am 16, my ex ghosted me, I have a chronic illness that I cant figure out if its real or just psychosomatic and really just my depression/anxiety, and I almost flunked Junior year Right, I'll just be happy then I guess
I tell everyone how worthwhile life is. The truth when asking me. All i wanna do is walk to the falls and let the water take me. Im no longer scared. Iv been fighting for 19 years. Im 29. I think im just done fighting. Iv pushed to many people away and today without thinking i push the last one away. But whats funny is no-one actualy sees me when im breaking if at all
I’ve felt at truly at home once, that was 12 years ago, I’m 17 and after I left that place I haven’t felt anything, there is no pain or happiness or sadness left in me, only anger is dwelling within my body. Not even a heart or soul anymore. They left long before that happened
Going through abuse my whole childhood and getting bullied through kindergarten to 12 grade and being sexually assaulted multiple times and having bipolar disorder and a disease im my stomach does not help i want to be normal like normal people :/ Ps in my depresso stage.. cant change it for now atleast... Life is nice when your not depressed honestly..
I know how you feel,at school I pretend to be that girl who always happy and sweet,who will always help others ,but I'm not,I hate myself because I don't see myself as anything I am nothing ,I have reached that point we're I hate myself SO much that I cut ,even at school but yet they think I'm still that girl who always smiles...
I don’t even hide it. I mean, I hide my cuts but I don’t smile. I pretty much show no emotion. I don’t speak when I’m out of my house either. The only reason I even go out of the house is because I have no choice.
@@howaboutno3535 if I had the guts to end it, I would’ve a long time ago, just so many things have gone wrong in my life, I mean for starters, my best friend passed away, my dad went to jail ( I hate him and I miss him but I hate that I miss him), my mum is barely ever home, we lost our house, and I feel so much pain and idk what to do anymore to be honest, I’m sorry you probs won’t read this or don’t even care, I’m sorry for bothering u.
@@hydrareaper0076 Sorry to hear that buddy. I did infact read it and I do care :p You're gonna have to stay strong, I know how hard it is as you can probably see by my previous comment and I honestly get what you're going through. Keep your head up!
Same tho. Ut I'm mainly more scared to die and if I wasn't I prolly wouldn't be here but there is ppl that care like my papa and bestfriend but other then that I have noone
you know that pain the pain you wake up with and cry yourself to sleep with. the pain of wanting it to be over but your to scared to end it. the pain of everyone you've ever loved leaving you when you least expect it, after you've told them everything that has happened to you, the reasons you hurt the pain of never knowing if their loved is true and you can trust them the pain of hiding behind a smile and wearing a sweatshirt to hide the burns and cuts you inflicted on yourself the pain of all the rumors made by someone you loved. the pain of thinking that itll all be ok, all the pain will leave, all the stress and the hatred of yourself will be gone, the pain of all the feeling you keep pushing down till the end of the day when you can cry and wish you were dead alone, the pain of having someone ask "are you ok?" "how are you feeling?" "are you sure, you seem upset" and having to lie, the pain of all of these combined making you want to OD on your depression meds that dont even help, I do. I feel it every day and ive been feeling like this since I was 7years old. I was 8 the first time i held a blade to my arm. I was 11 when I thought I would get better when it only got worse. I'm only 15 and I have been through more shit then more adults have through their 35 years of life.
This is beautiful....the fact that I for once felt every single word that’s been written down, the fact that I FELT every word u thought of, or maybe not, maybe it’s just a thought and not an actual feeling, yet again it’s still beautiful.
I say to myself every single day that I will tell someone. But it never happens. Why? Because I’m too deep underwater to care about people wanting to know what’s wrong. I can go a day with saying anything. I wear long sleeves to cover my scars. Today my friend goes up to my and say “Aren’t you hot!?”. I hid my arm behind my back which I’ve been cutting on. He replies with “I know.” But they fucking don’t because nobody cares. After all that I just walk away with him smiling. But nobody can know. I just want to kill myself. But my anxiety holds me back. Anxiety holds me back from pushing a knife into my wrist so hard that I bleed but I’m still left with lines. And soon I’ll fight past that anxiety. Cause... I’ll bleed next time. I’ll bleed till I die. I hate my reflection. One day I was crying so hard that when I looked in the mirror I was so scared. I ran back to my bedroom. And yeah I will bleed till I die cause why don’t I just end the pain instead of living it every SINGLE DAY. But pen knifes don’t make you bleed nor kill you. Kitchen knives might but I always wait. But one day when I pick up that knife I won’t wait. And maybe people will cry maybe they won’t. I’m really not hungry anymore. I’ll eat breakfast and dinner but lunch in school. I can’t. At first people would ask but why would they care. I don’t want to harm anyone but while I’m living I’m harming myself. Maybe not with the knifes but my mind cuts worst then anything. I don’t want to stab myself but I just want to sleep forever. And maybe one day someone will ask “are u okay” and I’ll say “I’m fine.” Like I always do. But maybe I will mean it. But I can’t do this anymore. This fucking world. Why did anyone put me here. Why. Do. You. Want. Me. To. Suffer. But I’m fine.
D e p r e s s i o n Hey. Add my sc please : thatgirlady. I’ll be your friend , you’re not alone. I feel the exact same. Maybe we can relate , I hope. I feel lonely too , I feel so fucking lonely. I feel trapped & none of my friends irl help so I turn to my arms and yk lmao. Nobody cares.
I realise that I never felt comfort in anything that I made pain my own comfort, and the fact that everything changes but not the pain that is scarred under my soul will never change is painful but comforting
it's even worse when you wanna say "I'm used to it" but you don't wanna sound toxic or like an attention seeker so you keep it inside and just walk away.
And than you end up believing you're the only one who can care, so you try to take care of yourself by yourself because you're scared of being sent away for bad thoughts
I wonder how many of those who commented on this video actually live today if there are congrats man youve come a long way. To those who didnt make it. Im sorry man i know you fought it gets the best of us
I have learned that when you are dead inside, you don’t feel the pain. But when you try to be optimistic or feel the good feelings, it kills you again and again. Idk if it’s only me or there are people who feels the same way.
I don’t want to be *helped* I just want to tell someone everything wrong about me and I want them to agree I don’t want reassurance I want someone to see me as the worthless monster I know I am because it’s gotten to a point where *If you can’t see what I see you can’t see me* they just _dont understand that though_ Edit 5/23/2020 - I can say that, while it doesn’t ever really go away, it gets better. I’ve seen it get better, experienced that growth. It’s not hopeless. Not yet.
That's exactly how I feel. I don't want to change how I feel... I'm too use to it but I want to talk to ppl about how or what I'm feeling. I know the ppl around me are trying to understand me but they just don't. Only I can fully understand myself as a person as it's happening all within me, in my head and in my thoughts. I sometimes want someone to think I'm beautiful and talented but I also want them to know that I'm broken, insecure and just trapped. I'm just too emotional and ruined at this point for anyone to help or understand me. I don't want their help anymore it stresses me out and causes more issues than not.
but sometimes they dont. they just think they do. "I'm depressed because my mom took away my Xbox." that's literally what my friend said to me. sometimes they dont know what its really like to feel sad or hurt. and someone saying that to my face hurts a lot
I hate a lot of stuff ab myself but the thing I hate most is that ppl come to me with there problems for advice bc I’ve been through it all I can relate to everyone with there problems depression anxiety loneliness you name it 😔
Yessss. People are always coming to me with their problems and honestly I can relate with them and you. But in case it ever makes you feel down hearing all their probs, know your loved and beautiful. 🙏🙂
If some teenagers could understand that the chemical changes that happen during puberty are very natural and scary and adults understand because they have been through it. Caterpillar to butterfly. Emotions are raw, every failure or mistake magnified in your own mind. People try to tell you it's Okay you are doing fine. You hear it but you don't believe them because you really can't feel it. There is an emptiness all around you disconnected from everyone. You don't understand your own strength and power because you feel foolish. Growing pains come in many forms keep growing to care of yourself do things you thought you couldn't do and appreciate the things you can do. Fatherhood is a good movie. Never-ending story is good Independence and Responsibility Trusting yourself ,owning mistakes with no shame or guilt. Learning to Apologize and not assume too much. The Rest is Still Unwritten. and Perfect clean version by Pink.
A year of ending and beginning, a year of loss and finding…and all of you were with me through the storm. I drink your health, your wealth, your fortune for long years to come, and I hope for many more days in which we can gather like this.”
Once I told the school counselor that “I wanted to leave”...he said “from school?” I just nodded. That’s not what I meant. I wanted to leave and just be gone forever. To rest and never wake.
I just don't know what to do at this point of my life anymore, i mean, I don't have any type of goal in life. Im basically studying just to accomplish something that I don't even know if i want. I feel like i'm a burden to my parents, because they are raising someone that doesn't know why he is alive, and basically putting resources into nothing.
I get you. All I'd suggest is focusing on building your talents, in the things you like to do. At least, that's what I'm doing. And hope that it all works out in the end.
Just keep doing what you're doing and strive from those little bouts of happiness like an ice cream tube can give you at 3a.m. Very few people were made for truly meaningful things, and most go down in history without leaving absolutely anything significant behind. Go with the flow, find a 9-5 job, and maybe with time you'll find something that interests you enough to pursue it. But don't wait on that. Try to do what you can to keep yourself somewhat happy and wait. You don't have to be successful or self realised for your closest people to want to be with you. Just do you best and don't think too much about how useless you feel. The better part of humanity is useless;)
the dialogue, the content and the music all resonate a feeling of profound sadness, loneliness and maybe regret. An epitome of ‘how should one grieve the loss of their life, while still physically breathing’
Somebody’s already asked... so I’m not gonna ask... I’m just gonna say, I really hope you’re ok. People can’t see the pain we hold inside... it’s not one of our skills as humans. We can perceive emotion, but we can’t see what others keep secret. There’s no way to see past the secret barriers we have. People don’t call to ask if your ok, because they can’t see that your not. But I’m sure they want that call just as much as you do...
My grandma is the only person in my entire life who’s ever asked me,” Are you okay?” And actually wanted to know..... last words before she died was “what’s wrong mija. Are you okay?”she even asked me if when she was gone will I be okay. I had to promise. shit I wasn’t supposed to start crying and make this about me but it’s been almost 6 years and no ones asked me and I know how you feel. I do this sometimes and it’s weird but it helps. Look yourself in the mirror and say out loud, it’s okay, everything’s gonna be okay. You’re gonna be okay. Why bc it always is. Youve survived 34 years (however old you are) and when you couldn’t breath, even when u felt like ur chest was caving in, you survived. U made it thru. All that pain and ur still here. U can do this. It’s gonna be okay.” Maybe not as long as I tell myself but just keep saying it out loud to yourself. Bc it will be. Somehow, someway, it will be okay. Bc it always has, it always does, every day we wake up is proof.
“Get up your fine” -mom “Stop the acting” -brother “I AM NOT GOING TO KEEP YOU UNDER THIS ROOF IF YOU IF YOU DONT STOP THE ACTING” -dad “Your nothing” -friends “Your never going to make it” -bff ...Whats the point in even trying life at this time....
I’m so sorry you don’t atleast have one person. I used to but now it’s just me. Older u get the more they slip away but I do have 6 cats and 6 dogs( I Live in the middle of nowhere on a farm) and they love me, despite me. They make Great friends, and those days when you feel like u can’t where u don’t want to shower, can’t wake up, don’t want to do anything bc u just can’t even when u tel yourself get up try.... well, having an animal depend on you and only you, and knowing “ if I don’t get up and feed it, it’ll die. But I don’t want it to kill it. It’s not their fault I suck. Okay I’ll feed you.” And boom, you have purpose and something to live for. It’s really easy to give up On youself and not care if you live or die, but it’s really hard not caring if something innocent lives or dies (for Me anyways) hope this helps
Hi it maybe Sounds dumb but if you need someone to Talk to just give me one off you socials because i know how it is to have nobody to Talk to when im Down
Dont let them get to you. Yes it may be hard now, and it may feel lile you're alone, like nobody understands you, but there are people that do. Youre not alone. There are better people out there. Ones that actually care and love everything about you and people that will listen. Just. Stay strong, okay? There will be so many times where ending it will seem like an earlier solution, but its not. Things will get better.
I wish I could have someone to talk about everything, someone who will understand and who will open their hearts for me, and I thought I had that people, until they left me ... Sometimes it’s just nice to know, that you’re not alone who is going through this shit....
I remember listening to this when my anxiety and depression began All I do now is suffer it, and I constantly drown and own it. I am stubborn and a pile of mess, I'm glad this helped me accept that so I can keep moving, even when I can't really feel what's around me Edit: thanks for the one like. I needed to listen to this and smile again. I actually managed to grow from this. As much as it still hurts. I'm able to actually sprint and do a good job. I think less of how much I failed and its gotten me somewhere Thank you
When I was 11, I got depression but my parents said I was too young to be depressed. Too young to feel so sad. And they just ignored it. Mental health doesn't matter to them. An Attention seeker, I'm called.
How old are you now? Are you doing any better? I'm 22 and have felt depressed since probably 15. That's always been there, but what's grown even more overtime is self-hatred. That's the one thing you will become more aware of the longer you stay depressed. If you can, I hope you get the support you need. By the time you're adult, it's only then you realize your reality hasn't changed, and by that time it's too late.
I was 11 when i started feeling off and i realised what my parents were doing was abuse I started self harming at the age of 11 it was a once off scratching myself with a pencil. I got older and started doing it more it was bitting really hard to stop myself from screaming. Then i found a knife it was every day cutting. It was too much to take I remember telling my friends and the didn't believe me I was too happy at school. It was fake. I'm falling deeper and i'm not getting help my parents know i cut myself but im too young to be doing it so they pretend i don't
I was 10 when i started cutting? Not for attention just so anyone thinks i do it for attention its not? Everyone says i wish i could be a child again my childhood was ghe worst i dont wanna be a child im a teenager now and still things arent good so theres never a time that my smile was real i wish one day that my smile could be real
I am the same. But the thing is.. I don't feel anything. It's like I'm emotionless but I fake being happy to others, and it hurts me when I write about everything, what I really feel but people dont even see it and just ignore it.. But it's ok. Ignoring will always be part of your life.
Why can't I just take my mask off... I'm tired of pretending like everything is "fine". As kids we looked up to and worshiped the hero's hoping to be one. But as you get older that hope fades and you start to understand the villains...
It isn’t about who is the hero and who is the villain it’s all about the perspective for the hero the villains are doing bad things they need to be stopped immediately for the villains are you’ve been through some shit and they don’t what the heroes to stop them from doing what they want and everyone constantly telling them that they’re wrong that they are the ones who need to be punished they just give up
You know what my dear? I know how you feel about your situation but I am still going to tell you that this is not the end of time my lovely friend I can still introduce you to this great powerful man who helps me to bring my ex back so I still have that belief that he can still help you to bring your ex back, my dear. This is what I have to tell you now if have that believe you can text him via(WhatsApp/+2349058821669)
Never run from your problem dude...just go trough it...I can promised you a beautiful life is waiting you at the future...just have a little hope at yourself
Worst thing about life is the guilty feeling about being selfish thinking you've got everything but still feel like you have nothing. Nothing matters to you anymore, but that thought just sickens you. You want an escape, an exit, but you know that you're gonna leave things ruined in your wake.
ive wanted to give up forever but i cant dont give up dont let the demons in fight against them i know its tiering and i cant understand because im not in your perspective and im not you but i can relate but you need to fight against the dark the demons the hate i know its stressful but you will find the light not in heaven on earth
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you want to talk to someoane who understands, i'm here for you, okay?
That literally speaks to my heart, it's so true. Music has helped me so much and I know I will never be able to talk to my parents abt the stuff that I am feeling because it is abt them.
*me crying my eyes out* "mom I think I have depression" "you're not depressed. you're just having a bad day" I didn't have a bad day. I tried to come forward about how I really feel. I was dismissed. My sister has started showing signs of depression like I did. mom didn't dismiss her.
The first time I tried telling my mom about me feeling so depressed and feeling like killing myself, she said for me to try putting oils on my skin because it will make me feel happier and not depressed.
“What makes you proud of yourself?” Me: “That I cried, I suffered, that I screamed into my pillow at night but I never gave up on life, I never gave up on happiness.”
It’s it great that you don’t have to be good at those things to enjoy them and have fun. I LOVE TO dance and I have no rhythm and look like a fool and my family laughs. My husband says that my singing voice sounds like a dying cat howling..... don’t do it for them. I do it for me bc it’s fun. And like I told My niece and nephew, don’t be embarrassed about it bc the only people that will notice are the ones that arnt having any fun. And they’re jealous. Bc they wish they were happy and having fun too but they’re not so they try to stop yours. Tell them to move aside, not today funablican (fun unable- people not able to have fun)
*"You don't even understand what it's like to be worthless , when nothing you do matters.."* This could be the way how many people in my life see me... Am not narcissistic nor unhelpful.. I just hate it when I do my best to someone and they be like not good enough
You know when your friends askes you are you ok?, You just say, "I'm fine" "I'm fine, just fine" But your not fine, You want to go home, get anything to end your life but then you notice, Your whole life is nothing without you, but you still try to be happy and hide your sadness in you
When your happy you can’t feel you can’t stop crying because deep down in your heart you feel no one loves you yet you smile for everyone around yet no one returns that smile back to you.
Then it's time to start reaching out. If no one wants to listen shout louder. You are strong and you have a voice. I know it can be exhausting but once you are asleep you can't experience all the good things in life. And you deserve to experience them. Please stay strong and keep fighting.
@@XxShade_FrostxX the bigfoot of the class always finds it funny to anger me with nazi and soviet signs,always annoying me with that while we have classes,another former friend always loves to make fun of me,laughs at me feeling like I'm useless,and he does that for no reason,I'm close to becoming a school shooter
I’ve gotten so good at an authentic smile I can fool LITERALLY anyone... you know how people can tell because of like eye creases and things... the little signs... I’ve mastered perfectly, everything that would give away that my smiles aren’t genuine... nobody can see the pain inside... the things that make me not want to smile... nobody will ever know... I live in survival mode, and they all think I’m fine, but there’s so much inside that I can never let out... I can’t hurt anyone now... I guess I think it’s better this way...
Same iam seen as the always happy one no matter what u say u can call me whatever u want and ill laugh and smile with u. I cant show people that i need help bcus iam already useless and a loser so i might aswell be fake.
Krepper Krepper I know I don’t know you but you are a beautiful person. Everyone needs you in this world and your family and friends would be lost without. You have every reason to live. ❤️
I realized death is just really the beginning, you are reborn probably in a happier place or in different part of universe. But life as it is will never be linear always happy line, so where ever you go.It won't help you escape the problem. It will just make it worse.
I don't feel like dying but yes sometimes that thought do comes in my mind as well!. What you wrote is totally relatable , Everyday just putting a mask on and faking a smile so that no one understands what's happening with us . If you want we can be friends! I would love to hear you out... Maybe I might be able to help you and if not maybe we can be atleast good friends✌️🤗✨. Stay strong though you will survive💯✨
yesterday i was forcing myself to cry. i had to watch some sad video about a dog because i havent been able to cry and it was scaring me. im watching these again and i cant cry. i want to. i want to feel something. anything.
You know, even if I show my parents my symptoms of depression and anxiety because I can’t tell by words, it hurts how they don’t get it, how I’m being stopped and being “lazy” how much I want to disappear but can’t because I physically still feel, to the point where emotions eat the inside of me but can’t really express it, how I’m stuck here with trust issues and how I hurt myself like my sleeping, eating schedule and how I damage my eyes with the amount of screen time, how I’ve become such an introvert and how I’m one of those 20% of people who don’t and can’t tell someone they’re hurt, and how much pain they have to suffer. It’s funny how I’m also alive because I can’t think of any ways to kill myself cause I can’t find anything to kill me because I do t want to physically feel pain.
"I can't think of any ways to kill myself coz I'm scared feel the physical pain ".... The exact feeling I'm having everyday. The only way I can perhaps give up my life through is gunshot to the brain but it's impossible to get a gun where I live in.... if I could get my hands on a gun, i won't exist on this earth....
Same here. If you ever want to talk more I'm here if you want, as much as it may register as a lie in your brain, I mean it and I will listen my best. That's exactly it, I spend so much time on screen because I never have motivation to go anywhere and I feel like online is the only way to stop this mental pain because everyone on the outside world can be so fake you don't even want to associate yourself with them. And it only makes you want to stay on more when your parents say we're "just being addicted" to it but they really fail to see the real problem. My mom said to my sis she has nothing to be depressed about like, I wish parents will just OPEN their eyes I can't think of any ways either, I'm always to scared or keep thinking if I really do want to go. And you don't want to risk surviving and then going through even more pain than you were when you attempted way more mentally any physically. It really sucks ass but, all of us together can really get through it
@@tranquillrainbows9493 man, that must really suck, especially how our parents generation just don’t get us and no it’s fine, I’ll figure something out and I hope you and people who are suffering will figure something out as well
Yea... People should be more aware of what's happing outside of thier life If they don't have depression/anxiety Because they think I just want attention I have not been diagnosed but I have all the symptoms , so im pretty sure i do have it , and i have social anxiety Its just sad to see people get hate because they think that they are faking.....
I look back and realize that I used to be so happy all the time. I remember my laugh and my little smile. Now I can't even laugh. I am always sad. I used to love myself but now I see my reflection and all I want to do is punch the mirror and scream. I just cry and ask why I'm the way I am. I'm a monster in a stranger's body and I don't want to be that
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you want to talk to someoane who understands, i'm here for you. I know it doesn't look like that, but everything will be okay, I promise. And if it's not, we will make it okay.
I hate when people say that, no person is to young or to old to have feelings or problems. And btw being sad and depression are to way different things. 🙏🙂
Update: I have decided to delete my old comment, as all your kind worlds have made me feel much better. I’m on my very last year of high school(senior) I thank the kind people that left a comment and made me feel better of who I can be and may become. If you ever feel useless, alone, or dumb like I did, share your thoughts and feeling, you are not alone. This world is filled with kind people that are willing to help. The only thing you need to do is share and listen...
Intelligence isn't exactly based on what you know, that's knowledge, intelligence is much more complex and fascinating, and it comes in so many different forms and shapes, sadly many people see intelligence as for instance... Understanding complex maths, or being a physicist, which don't get me wrong are impressive acts, but that's not what intelligence really is, you could be emotionally intelligent or spiritually intelligent, and even if you're not don't let intelligence shape who you are, as personality and kindness are important too. :)
I feel like dieing and not existing in the world but, there's something or someone that makes me not end my life so fast.. This song is reflecting on my life...
One of my good friends hung himself right after we graduated from high school. That was 7 years ago and I still think ab him & miss him. It was a rough time for our friend group, his family, and many more. I struggle everyday with depression.. Wishing u could just go and rest forever and be greeted by angels to heal your loneliness and pain. But we tend to hang on bc we know it’ll hurt others. Especially you’re family. Hang in there.
My brothers girlfriend committed suicide. She thought nobody cared and wanted it all to end. I saw what that did... to my brother most of all... to my mom who had to see him suffer... to her friends... to her family... she was tired of living... of fighting... but I don’t fight for myself. No. I fight for the people that it would break if I ever left. You might be tired of fighting. Think your a disappointment. Think nobody cares about you enough to even notice if you disappear. You couldn’t be more wrong. I have no idea who you are. I don’t know what your life’s like. I have no clue. But I do know one think for sure, and that is that someone... someone would miss you. Someone would care. Someone would see that you were gone, notice your disappearance. Be sad. And that persons family would cry. And their lives would change. And they might become sad and want to not live anymore. And that would break the people that loved them. Look. What I’m trying to say, is that every tiny decision, no matter how small, can have giant effects on people you don’t even know. So no matter how ‘insignificant’ you think you are... your not. And just so you know... I would miss you. Keep fighting. Not for yourself, but for the people it would break if you left. Because it would break someone. Even if you don’t think so.
Stumbled upon this video nearly 3 years ago never related to anything more in my life. Crossed paths with this video again today and it still hits home hopefully the next time this video comes up on my page I wont relate to it as much. To all the people struggling I love you, keep fighting.
To the person scrolling through the comments, it’s ok, your amazing, you may not be perfect but neither is anyone else. There are people who legitimately care about you even if sometimes it doesn’t seem like it. You may feel worthless or stupid but your not, everyone has there absolutely amazing quality’s. And those are the important things. Stay strong It’ll be ok I promise
I....I wish I had seen this earlier.....because it means a lot....I I'm actually....well on suicide watch at the hospital right now because well....about a hour ago I I nearly succeeded however the paramedics....s saved my life....... I wish that they hadn't.......
Every Person who knows you must feel great having a friend like you are. I wish some persons were so nice and understanding. I hate these people who aren't nearly as much as you are because i wasted a lot of my time loving them. I wish I would have the Courage to kill myself, but unlucky for me i don't.
I used to cry then i got numb feeling nothing.... I opened my heart again for him and now tears are flowing from my eyes while i'm staring blankly at nothing feeling nothing
@Alicia Oustad-Morales giving kindness to people like these isnt alwats the right thing to do as it makes them think its fine that they stay that way theyll keep thinking some random people on the internet would comfort them when things start to have a bad turn
@Alicia Oustad-Morales you're not helping anyone by defending them not a single person who has been diagnosed with depression by a doctor would do these things specially if their name is involved
@Alicia Oustad-Morales youre not as pure as you think you would instead say some offensive word to someone obviously making a joke instead of being civilized and asking them why they said what they said
@Alicia Oustad-Morales this is the internet people joke about everything doesnt matter if some crybaby like you gets offended now fuck you and get the fuck off the internet if you cant take jokes
@Alicia Oustad-Morales i know a couple of people who had been diagnosed with depression and if i ask any of them if theyll every consider doing this none of them would yes they would
Hey, I noticed no one's reached out you, how are you doing lately? I hope you're doing good, don't give up! I'm always here if you or anyone needs to talk😉
I only truly smile when I am with one certain friend alone because when I am with this friend alone she will listen and care for me and I am glad I know I have one good friend so just keep looking for that one good friend
You are not worthless, you are so much more. You just don't know. You are certainly a very gracious person. Please you are so much more than worthless. Be you are and don't change a thing, accept who you are and love yourself the way you are. Take care of yourself and have a great day!
@@a1oexo i- did you say three words then put ¨i´m proud¨ after- im not trying to say anything bad about it just trying to say that thats two words lol also i proud of all of you for holding on this long, all the pain you might of endured and people that may have been there and are now not, or not it doesn´t matter, what does is that you all are still here and breathing, so with that i just wanna say, keep fighting, cause someone out there does care and always will, and just as someone great once said. *Thank you for Being Here*
Then who's speaking? If that was the case, then there wouldn't be anyone speaking (or typing, whatever) right now. But I can hear every word you say. And so can everyone else in this comment section.
its crazy how so much can change in such little time. last year, i was the happiest kid alive. now ita rare i go t bed without crying myself to sleep. i dont even care what other ppl think of me now. i dont know what to do.
Words can't describe how much I want to have someone, who I can talk to, who feels and understands what its like when you are Empty. Stay strong everyone, you aren't alone, probably there are people near you who knows how your emptiness feels, they just hide it as you do ~
we all know that girl that talks and talks, we think shes always happy because thats the emotion she show in public, but truly, thats the girl that cries herself to sleep.. and im one of them.
Hey, do you wish to get your ex back or recover someone you love? If yes, then i'd like to recommend a spellcaster who brought my ex back. text him +234907 497 5451
For years I have tried finding a way to put how I feel into words to explain it to people who ask me about how my depression and anxiety makes me feel this nailed it to a painful degree
I remember a girl in my class who had lost her mom and had to become mature at 15, tell me she just smiles, that she's not happy. And then she turned towards me and asked "But..you're happy right? You smile so sincerely and you seem like you're really happy?" I told her "No. I'm just smiling because I have to.". I told this with a smile on my face
I feel like there's no point in life anymore like no one would care if I no longer exist I feel as though if I died today everyone would forget in a week and move on bc I'm not something to be dweld on some days I feel emotionally empty like there is no such thing as joy or fear or anything other than empty but no one cares when I say something they just tell me I'm living or to get over it bc they don't care bc society today is shit we forget the value of people and how they feel we forget that life is something that you should Cherish and preserve while it here bc some day it will not be here yet we take our lives bc it makes it better it make the pain and sadness go away but it doesn't to others it will matter to those who care and it will scar the ones who find our body's hanging or cut up or in a bath tub or any other way they will see how they didn't do anything when they could have and then they will blame themselves and it will start the cycle over again for someone else yet we still feel alone and no one cares enough to save us from our self if they did they would have been there and done something yet half the time they don't the disgard our emotions as if they are a joke but there not they are real and should be taken seriously and if they don't care they don't deserve our time bc someone out there cares.please tell someone if u feel this way it will most likely not get better when u keep it inside it will get worse and keep getting worse if u don't say something to someone who cares and will do something to help
Wanting to die and at the same time understanding the pain you'll pass to others is one of the most difficult things to live through. Life is a struggle, but theirs people all over the world that care about your existence. You've got 4 right here. 💙
You are liked! Someone notices when you leave the room! You exists! And the world is so glad you do! Shamilla and everyone who feels this way, you all matter! You are cared for
I used to listen to these at night and just stare at the ceiling and cry. Until it came to the point I listened to these and no longer could cry. I haven’t listen to these in so long but it came up on my recommended and I decided to click on it and hear I am again just staring at the ceiling.
![it's easier to be alone [ FREE AUDIO ]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/19IU3VKCweI/mqdefault.jpg)
![it's easier to be alone [ FREE AUDIO ]](/img/tr.png)
it's scary how once you get used to it, you aren't bothered about anything anymore.
nothing matters.
tata chim I know right, it’s like you grow colder
Yeah my mom'll cry on my shoulder and I'm just..annoyed..it hurts but I can't help it
No matter how much I feel I can never let it out.
I know
There's was a moment in my life that I felt that, or didn't feel at all, I just didn't care what happened to me or what life threw at me, but now all the feelings came back, and I just can't deal with anymore, I would prefer be cold than feeling what I am feeling right now.
“Everyone has a chapter that they don’t read out loud” I don’t know who that quote is by but I love it.
But we all have a chapter that we never read out loud. Song called misunderstood but maybe u heard it somewhere else
I have no chapters its empty i am not a book fuck my story who cares ditch that story coz most of it is just negativity
Everyone has a chapter that they don't read out loud...well...mine's a book...but i think that...if i read it out loud it will hurt less...and sometimes i feel better, but it depends on who is listening to me
My chapter is love for people I can’t have
I feel like my chapter is coming to end😢 but I can't as I'm going to be a dad but in scared I'm going to fail my little boy like I fail everyone else
I used to cry watching these, now I just stare at the screen. I've truly lost my ability to feel. I'm just... Numb.
same
Same you’re not alone
Same here bro but you know keep goin
same
Same, i guess, but its cuz we are growing, aha
"I'm not useless, I can be used as a bad example" I remember reading this quote a long time ago and it still rings in my head
I am laughing for some reason.
I...am sorry
😂😂😂this made me laugh. Thanks for that!
My mom uses me as an example to my brothers when I'm literally in the same room. I'm trying to be better.
@@ExplorifyQuestsit’s funny because it hurts so good 😂
The drowning part is such an accurate representation of depression...
it's what all helpless souls go through. Never ending, constant pain. We only say we are out of the phase, but really we aren't. We just tuck it all away until it pops back up later in our lives, most likely in our happier times, making them bad.
I just want to tell everyone in the comment section that suffering is inevitable but it only depends on you if you want to learn from it because the only way you could become stronger, wiser and happier if you start learning from yourself and start loving yourself because you wont find love in any one but you BECAUSE THE TRUTH IS THE ONLY THING YOU HAVE IS YOU SO START FUCKING LOVING YOURSELF....WHO DECIDES WHATS PERFECT NO ONE IS PERFECT, PERFECTIONS IS JUST ANYONES INTERPRETATIONS SO FIND YOUR OWN DEFENITION OF PERFECTION!
Mine feels like quicksand hearing an avalanche
It's like your drowning and people are a few feet away saying learn how to swim
true
It's so ridiculously easy to pretend that everything is alright.
@Anyolina Fernandez people call me an attention seeker if i tell People how i feel
Yet it's so...so hard to actually admit you need help. Life's messed up
Not for me... I’ve never been able to hide it... people think it’s all for attention but I’m just really hurting...
Maybe you're just lucky and not hurting that much which is why you're able to hide it?
It is I can’t take it anymore
"Mom, I have depression."
"Your too young to have depression hun"
"Yeah.. Ok.."
I really felt this comment. I told my mom about 6 months ago and she said the same thing..I’ve been hiding how i feel for months.
@@sofiagiraldo8602 Hey, I'm doing better now and I know you can do it too. O bet you could get through anything, Just don't give up!
@@edan3358 hey bro you mind if I get your opinion on this track it would really mean a lot ua-cam.com/video/8Jx90DF51vs/v-deo.html
I just told my mom and dad today. She didn't just say that but it was hard for her to accept the fact.... But they both said that they'll let me speak to a psychologist nonetheless. I hope you both are okay 💜
My dad told me I didn't have anything to be depressed about once
I am 16, my ex ghosted me, I have a chronic illness that I cant figure out if its real or just psychosomatic and really just my depression/anxiety, and I almost flunked Junior year
Right, I'll just be happy then I guess
“Depression is living in a body that fights to survive with a mind that wants to die” -unknown
Truer words have never been spoken
This is my current predicament right now
@@rizukiminashiit'll be okay, you're not alone. hold on, you got this.
so true. Feeling like this rn because my life is miserable
I just wanna go home, a home where I’m actually belong
I tell everyone how worthwhile life is. The truth when asking me. All i wanna do is walk to the falls and let the water take me. Im no longer scared. Iv been fighting for 19 years. Im 29. I think im just done fighting. Iv pushed to many people away and today without thinking i push the last one away. But whats funny is no-one actualy sees me when im breaking if at all
I’ve felt at truly at home once, that was 12 years ago, I’m 17 and after I left that place I haven’t felt anything, there is no pain or happiness or sadness left in me, only anger is dwelling within my body. Not even a heart or soul anymore. They left long before that happened
My home isn’t home anymore :(
Going through abuse my whole childhood and getting bullied through kindergarten to 12 grade and being sexually assaulted multiple times and having bipolar disorder and a disease im my stomach does not help i want to be normal like normal people :/
Ps in my depresso stage.. cant change it for now atleast...
Life is nice when your not depressed honestly..
same
People think I’m fine because I look fine but they don’t realize that I’m just that good at hiding my pain under sleeves and a fake smile.
I know how you feel,at school I pretend to be that girl who always happy and sweet,who will always help others ,but I'm not,I hate myself because I don't see myself as anything I am nothing ,I have reached that point we're I hate myself SO much that I cut ,even at school but yet they think I'm still that girl who always smiles...
i gave up on hiding but still noone cares and that made me from depressed to suizidal and a drug lover cause i forget about these cunts xD
I don’t even hide it. I mean, I hide my cuts but I don’t smile. I pretty much show no emotion. I don’t speak when I’m out of my house either. The only reason I even go out of the house is because I have no choice.
Moon?
Brendan Schroeder wdym?
If I could die without hurting anyone. Trust me, I would
Same
If I wasn't a fucking pussy I'd probably be dead.
@@howaboutno3535 if I had the guts to end it, I would’ve a long time ago, just so many things have gone wrong in my life, I mean for starters, my best friend passed away, my dad went to jail ( I hate him and I miss him but I hate that I miss him), my mum is barely ever home, we lost our house, and I feel so much pain and idk what to do anymore to be honest, I’m sorry you probs won’t read this or don’t even care, I’m sorry for bothering u.
@@hydrareaper0076 Sorry to hear that buddy. I did infact read it and I do care :p
You're gonna have to stay strong, I know how hard it is as you can probably see by my previous comment and I honestly get what you're going through. Keep your head up!
Same tho. Ut I'm mainly more scared to die and if I wasn't I prolly wouldn't be here but there is ppl that care like my papa and bestfriend but other then that I have noone
The worst part is that the pain is so unbearable and it won’t go away. You feel like your suffocating in your own sadness.
its been a year… i hope u doing alr
@@SkandiBall I’m doing ok tyyy
you know that pain
the pain you wake up with and cry yourself to sleep with.
the pain of wanting it to be over but your to scared to end it.
the pain of everyone you've ever loved leaving you when you least expect it, after you've told them everything that has happened to you, the reasons you hurt
the pain of never knowing if their loved is true and you can trust them
the pain of hiding behind a smile and wearing a sweatshirt to hide the burns and cuts you inflicted on yourself
the pain of all the rumors made by someone you loved.
the pain of thinking that itll all be ok, all the pain will leave, all the stress and the hatred of yourself will be gone,
the pain of all the feeling you keep pushing down till the end of the day when you can cry and wish you were dead alone,
the pain of having someone ask "are you ok?" "how are you feeling?" "are you sure, you seem upset" and having to lie,
the pain of all of these combined making you want to OD on your depression meds that dont even help,
I do. I feel it every day and ive been feeling like this since I was 7years old. I was 8 the first time i held a blade to my arm. I was 11 when I thought I would get better when it only got worse. I'm only 15 and I have been through more shit then more adults have through their 35 years of life.
Hope u are ok 😊
This is beautiful....the fact that I for once felt every single word that’s been written down, the fact that I FELT every word u thought of, or maybe not, maybe it’s just a thought and not an actual feeling, yet again it’s still beautiful.
WHY ARE WE FEELING THE SAME?
I'm also only 15, and can't agree more with you.. I just want to talk )
Avalon Annabeth I’m here for u, dm me any time( ig: dandoonie.r)
I don’t have depression or anxiety I just always feel lonely and worthless tho it hurts it really does
Fucking same wtf
Same
I say to myself every single day that I will tell someone. But it never happens. Why? Because I’m too deep underwater to care about people wanting to know what’s wrong. I can go a day with saying anything. I wear long sleeves to cover my scars. Today my friend goes up to my and say “Aren’t you hot!?”. I hid my arm behind my back which I’ve been cutting on. He replies with “I know.” But they fucking don’t because nobody cares. After all that I just walk away with him smiling. But nobody can know. I just want to kill myself. But my anxiety holds me back. Anxiety holds me back from pushing a knife into my wrist so hard that I bleed but I’m still left with lines. And soon I’ll fight past that anxiety. Cause... I’ll bleed next time. I’ll bleed till I die. I hate my reflection. One day I was crying so hard that when I looked in the mirror I was so scared. I ran back to my bedroom. And yeah I will bleed till I die cause why don’t I just end the pain instead of living it every SINGLE DAY. But pen knifes don’t make you bleed nor kill you. Kitchen knives might but I always wait. But one day when I pick up that knife I won’t wait. And maybe people will cry maybe they won’t. I’m really not hungry anymore. I’ll eat breakfast and dinner but lunch in school. I can’t. At first people would ask but why would they care. I don’t want to harm anyone but while I’m living I’m harming myself. Maybe not with the knifes but my mind cuts worst then anything. I don’t want to stab myself but I just want to sleep forever. And maybe one day someone will ask “are u okay” and I’ll say “I’m fine.” Like I always do. But maybe I will mean it. But I can’t do this anymore. This fucking world. Why did anyone put me here. Why. Do. You. Want. Me. To. Suffer. But I’m fine.
D e p r e s s i o n Hey. Add my sc please : thatgirlady. I’ll be your friend , you’re not alone. I feel the exact same. Maybe we can relate , I hope. I feel lonely too , I feel so fucking lonely. I feel trapped & none of my friends irl help so I turn to my arms and yk lmao. Nobody cares.
it's_morgan lol felt
“Life isn’t reality until you’re alone, in a dark room asking why nowhere is home”
facts-
My life isn't reality until I realize I need help and find out how to obtain it
Yep
@@COVERVERSEs Sometimes, it just be like that😔
@@antbone7640 mhm
I realise that I never felt comfort in anything that I made pain my own comfort, and the fact that everything changes but not the pain that is scarred under my soul will never change is painful but comforting
It sucks when you can think or say "I'm used to it"
it's even worse when you wanna say "I'm used to it" but you don't wanna sound toxic or like an attention seeker so you keep it inside and just walk away.
And than you end up believing you're the only one who can care, so you try to take care of yourself by yourself because you're scared of being sent away for bad thoughts
Ik , people should not be used to it
@@naomitadele4693 exactly..
It sucks more when you stop saying sad things so you wont bother anyone with your problems.
it's funny how parents ignore depressed kids and blame it on us.
Funny they think it's drama-
*gets yelled at by my new family*
@@posumau i can relate man
All they think we are doing is lying so we can get their attention while in reality all our moments that seem like we are happy are lies
Hannah Lazer mhm...I told my mom, she said it was a PHASE.
Who else is in quarantine, just reflecting on how much we all hate ourselves?
Lemon Wolf Tea me:)
Me :")
Glad that I'm not the only one :')
I already hated myself. Yes :>
Me
I wonder how many of those who commented on this video actually live today if there are congrats man youve come a long way. To those who didnt make it. Im sorry man i know you fought it gets the best of us
I smile infront of people, but when I'm alone I cry while I'm slowly giving up
you've got this it'll get better
I dont even cry.Ive lost the ability to cry even when a loved one dies.
I have learned that when you are dead inside, you don’t feel the pain. But when you try to be optimistic or feel the good feelings, it kills you again and again. Idk if it’s only me or there are people who feels the same way.
@@lepepe honeslty same at this point...
Oh please don't ever give up get help or whatever you have to do but don't give up.
I don’t want to be *helped*
I just want to tell someone everything wrong about me and I want them to agree
I don’t want reassurance
I want someone to see me as the worthless monster I know I am because it’s gotten to a point where
*If you can’t see what I see you can’t see me*
they just _dont understand that though_
Edit 5/23/2020 - I can say that, while it doesn’t ever really go away, it gets better. I’ve seen it get better, experienced that growth. It’s not hopeless. Not yet.
Same
I feel the same
That's exactly how I feel. I don't want to change how I feel... I'm too use to it but I want to talk to ppl about how or what I'm feeling. I know the ppl around me are trying to understand me but they just don't. Only I can fully understand myself as a person as it's happening all within me, in my head and in my thoughts. I sometimes want someone to think I'm beautiful and talented but I also want them to know that I'm broken, insecure and just trapped. I'm just too emotional and ruined at this point for anyone to help or understand me. I don't want their help anymore it stresses me out and causes more issues than not.
Same.
Same bro same
İ just want to restart my whole life. İt failed.
felt
Me too
really mine did to. It all started when I took away my sisters friend
And yet you’re exactly where you’re supposed to be despite how you feel. How beautiful.
And you can.
Ask God, he can make you a new creation.
His creation! your LOVED
"What can be hidden behind a smile is scary"
Dont know who said that but love it
Jimin from BTS
When he says "I feel that way everyday of my life Every damn day!" You can hear the pain in his voice.
Not only I can hear it i can feel it
It’s how I feel every day
I feel it ..
Just imagine. Saying this to someone. And they say. “I feel the same way.”
but sometimes they dont. they just think they do. "I'm depressed because my mom took away my Xbox." that's literally what my friend said to me. sometimes they dont know what its really like to feel sad or hurt. and someone saying that to my face hurts a lot
@@zoomy979 Yeah, same. My friend said to me "I'm so depressed. I didn't get my new phone my mom promised I would get on my birthday."
I hate a lot of stuff ab myself but the thing I hate most is that ppl come to me with there problems for advice bc I’ve been through it all I can relate to everyone with there problems depression anxiety loneliness you name it 😔
Yessss. People are always coming to me with their problems and honestly I can relate with them and you.
But in case it ever makes you feel down hearing all their probs, know your loved and beautiful. 🙏🙂
That’s happen to me before I pored my heart out to my best friend and all she said is that she felt the same way
The teenagers who cry themselves to sleep at night were once the kids who had light in there eyes and hope in the heart🖤
Their
@@satvikkumble3465 💀
Sounds like me
If some teenagers could understand
that the chemical changes that
happen during puberty are very
natural and scary and adults understand because they have
been through it.
Caterpillar to butterfly.
Emotions are raw, every failure or mistake magnified in your own mind. People try to tell you it's
Okay you are doing fine.
You hear it but you don't believe
them because you really can't feel it.
There is an emptiness all around you
disconnected from everyone.
You don't understand your own
strength and power because
you feel foolish.
Growing pains come in many forms
keep growing to care of yourself
do things you thought you couldn't do and appreciate the things you can do.
Fatherhood is a good movie.
Never-ending story is good
Independence and Responsibility
Trusting yourself ,owning mistakes
with no shame or guilt. Learning to
Apologize and not assume too much.
The Rest is Still Unwritten. and
Perfect clean version by Pink.
sounds like i just got described by someone i don't know
A year of ending and beginning, a year of loss and finding…and all of you were with me through the storm. I drink your health, your wealth, your fortune for long years to come, and I hope for many more days in which we can gather like this.”
Once I told the school counselor that “I wanted to leave”...he said “from school?” I just nodded. That’s not what I meant. I wanted to leave and just be gone forever. To rest and never wake.
I know it can be hard to talk to people but you can talk to me any time.
@WaterTypeWolf You can talk with me if you feel sad. :' )
Eat this cupcake, it will make you feel better.
{\ /}
( • - •)
> 🧁
Yessss
Who doesn’t want eternal peace lol?
same can I join?
I just don't know what to do at this point of my life anymore, i mean, I don't have any type of goal in life. Im basically studying just to accomplish something that I don't even know if i want.
I feel like i'm a burden to my parents, because they are raising someone that doesn't know why he is alive, and basically putting resources into nothing.
i love you. don't give up. x
I get you. All I'd suggest is focusing on building your talents, in the things you like to do. At least, that's what I'm doing. And hope that it all works out in the end.
Just keep doing what you're doing and strive from those little bouts of happiness like an ice cream tube can give you at 3a.m. Very few people were made for truly meaningful things, and most go down in history without leaving absolutely anything significant behind. Go with the flow, find a 9-5 job, and maybe with time you'll find something that interests you enough to pursue it. But don't wait on that. Try to do what you can to keep yourself somewhat happy and wait. You don't have to be successful or self realised for your closest people to want to be with you. Just do you best and don't think too much about how useless you feel. The better part of humanity is useless;)
absolute same
i feel the same way but i love you and i never want u to give up NEVE|R OKAY PROMISE ME OKAYY
I’m drowning
In this ocean of tears
I’m drowning because i pushed myself in
Same 😞
Same too
the dialogue, the content and the music all resonate a feeling of profound sadness, loneliness and maybe regret. An epitome of ‘how should one grieve the loss of their life, while still physically breathing’
All I really wanted, was someone to text me or call, and ask if I’m okay..
Hey, are you okay?🥺
Somebody’s already asked... so I’m not gonna ask... I’m just gonna say, I really hope you’re ok. People can’t see the pain we hold inside... it’s not one of our skills as humans. We can perceive emotion, but we can’t see what others keep secret. There’s no way to see past the secret barriers we have.
People don’t call to ask if your ok, because they can’t see that your not.
But I’m sure they want that call just as much as you do...
I'm here, you can text me whenever you want. 5511934745708
My grandma is the only person in my entire life who’s ever asked me,” Are you okay?”
And actually wanted to know..... last words before she died was “what’s wrong mija. Are you okay?”she even asked me if when she was gone will I be okay. I had to promise. shit I wasn’t supposed to start crying and make this about me but it’s been almost 6 years and no ones asked me and I know how you feel. I do this sometimes and it’s weird but it helps. Look yourself in the mirror and say out loud, it’s okay, everything’s gonna be okay. You’re gonna be okay. Why bc it always is. Youve survived 34 years (however old you are) and when you couldn’t breath, even when u felt like ur chest was caving in, you survived. U made it thru. All that pain and ur still here. U can do this. It’s gonna be okay.”
Maybe not as long as I tell myself but just keep saying it out loud to yourself. Bc it will be. Somehow, someway, it will be okay. Bc it always has, it always does, every day we wake up is proof.
Just try ok? Just try.
“Get up your fine” -mom
“Stop the acting” -brother
“I AM NOT GOING TO KEEP YOU UNDER THIS ROOF IF YOU IF YOU DONT STOP THE ACTING” -dad
“Your nothing” -friends
“Your never going to make it” -bff
...Whats the point in even trying life at this time....
Stay strong.. don’t listen to what other people say. Everyone has a life worth living, even if it doesn’t feel like it.
I’m so sorry you don’t atleast have one person. I used to but now it’s just me. Older u get the more they slip away but I do have 6 cats and 6 dogs( I
Live in the middle of nowhere on a farm) and they love me, despite me. They make
Great friends, and those days when you feel like u can’t where u don’t want to shower, can’t wake up, don’t want to do anything bc u just can’t even when u tel yourself get up try.... well, having an animal depend on you and only you, and knowing “ if I don’t get up and feed it, it’ll die. But I don’t want it to kill it. It’s not their fault I suck. Okay I’ll feed you.” And boom, you have purpose and something to live for. It’s really easy to give up
On youself and not care if you live or die, but it’s really hard not caring if something innocent lives or dies (for
Me anyways) hope this helps
Hi it maybe Sounds dumb but if you need someone to Talk to just give me one off you socials because i know how it is to have nobody to Talk to when im Down
Dont let them get to you. Yes it may be hard now, and it may feel lile you're alone, like nobody understands you, but there are people that do. Youre not alone. There are better people out there. Ones that actually care and love everything about you and people that will listen. Just. Stay strong, okay? There will be so many times where ending it will seem like an earlier solution, but its not. Things will get better.
Keep going brother it will get better
I wish I could have someone to talk about everything, someone who will understand and who will open their hearts for me, and I thought I had that people, until they left me ... Sometimes it’s just nice to know, that you’re not alone who is going through this shit....
I'm here
Astrix Tucker Thank you) I wish we could talk
@@delyaabdukarimova7136 why cant we
Astrix Tucker I don’t know, why won’t we? Let’s
@@delyaabdukarimova7136 email?
I remember listening to this when my anxiety and depression began
All I do now is suffer it, and I constantly drown and own it. I am stubborn and a pile of mess, I'm glad this helped me accept that so I can keep moving, even when I can't really feel what's around me
Edit: thanks for the one like. I needed to listen to this and smile again. I actually managed to grow from this. As much as it still hurts. I'm able to actually sprint and do a good job. I think less of how much I failed and its gotten me somewhere
Thank you
When I was 11, I got depression but my parents said I was too young to be depressed. Too young to feel so sad. And they just ignored it. Mental health doesn't matter to them. An Attention seeker, I'm called.
How old are you now? Are you doing any better? I'm 22 and have felt depressed since probably 15. That's always been there, but what's grown even more overtime is self-hatred. That's the one thing you will become more aware of the longer you stay depressed. If you can, I hope you get the support you need. By the time you're adult, it's only then you realize your reality hasn't changed, and by that time it's too late.
I was 11 when i started feeling off and i realised what my parents were doing was abuse I started self harming at the age of 11 it was a once off scratching myself with a pencil. I got older and started doing it more it was bitting really hard to stop myself from screaming. Then i found a knife it was every day cutting. It was too much to take I remember telling my friends and the didn't believe me I was too happy at school. It was fake. I'm falling deeper and i'm not getting help my parents know i cut myself but im too young to be doing it so they pretend i don't
I was 10 when i started cutting? Not for attention just so anyone thinks i do it for attention its not? Everyone says i wish i could be a child again my childhood was ghe worst i dont wanna be a child im a teenager now and still things arent good so theres never a time that my smile was real i wish one day that my smile could be real
@@aki-lm7ii I can relate. People thinks its fake but how can you fake pain
I got deppression when i was like 10, I'm 12 now, yeah...
The weird part is, my life isn't even that bad, I don't know why i feel like that.
Someone once asked me: How can you smile every day?
•
Someone said to me: You are so happy! I’m jealous.
•
Yea....happy.
Just do things that makes you happy! Don't be sad.
{\ /}
( • - •)
> 🧁<
You can have a cupcake. :3
StOp PLzz .-. 🥺💓
@@just_azraa5360 that's the thing, you can't be happy if you are scared to show what you really feel to the others, be happy
Carlos Tapuera i will try, thank you! :)
I am the same. But the thing is.. I don't feel anything. It's like I'm emotionless but I fake being happy to others, and it hurts me when I write about everything, what I really feel but people dont even see it and just ignore it.. But it's ok. Ignoring will always be part of your life.
Job: As long as you graduated high school we will hire you
Interviewer: So you got no working experience?
I just wanna go home, a home where I’m actually belong
@@juliabernard25 Me too
@@juliabernard25 yeah i wish my home was amazing and insane fun
Working makes me want to die even more
I know exactly what you mean
Why can't I just take my mask off... I'm tired of pretending like everything is "fine". As kids we looked up to and worshiped the hero's hoping to be one. But as you get older that hope fades and you start to understand the villains...
It isn’t about who is the hero and who is the villain it’s all about the perspective for the hero the villains are doing bad things they need to be stopped immediately for the villains are you’ve been through some shit and they don’t what the heroes to stop them from doing what they want and everyone constantly telling them that they’re wrong that they are the ones who need to be punished they just give up
Girl please don't do nothing stupid
@@jasonamiller2983 please don't call me a girl..
Kk
we are villains. why do you think we are stuck in this depressing shithole.
I just cried the hell out in my toilet.
"Now I'm numb watching this with no expression"
You know what my dear? I know how you feel about your situation but I am still going to tell you that this is not the end of time my lovely friend I can still introduce you to this great powerful man who helps me to bring my ex back so I still have that belief that he can still help you to bring your ex back, my dear. This is what I have to tell you now if have that believe you can text him via(WhatsApp/+2349058821669)
@@Maryjane-ch9gz nice scam ;)))))))))) 😅😅😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡
*Hugs*
@November this is amazing
Them: “You Okay”
Me: “Im Alright”
Sometimes I just want to disappear and run away from everything,including
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
Myself:)
That " :) " at the end.......
Dude I really hope that you'll get better and always remember that you are not alone 💙
There is hope
ok boomer
same
That is how I feel
Never run from your problem dude...just go trough it...I can promised you a beautiful life is waiting you at the future...just have a little hope at yourself
Worst thing about life is the guilty feeling about being selfish thinking you've got everything but still feel like you have nothing. Nothing matters to you anymore, but that thought just sickens you. You want an escape, an exit, but you know that you're gonna leave things ruined in your wake.
I try to stay positive everyday, but I can’t do it anymore, I’m tired of being in pain and having no one to tell.
I’m sorry...
Hey davonte. I feel your pain man
ive wanted to give up forever but i cant dont give up dont let the demons in fight against them i know its tiering and i cant understand because im not in your perspective and im not you but i can relate but you need to fight against the dark the demons the hate i know its stressful but you will find the light not in heaven on earth
Bro you good?
.. i feel ya, text me at insta if anyone needs friends , @sharx7781
ross... you can spill it all out in this , depressed... community , everyone here feels you
Me: I’m fine 🙂
People: She’s just faking
Parents: you’ll be fine
Music: It’s okay I’m here, I care, I’m with you
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you want to talk to someoane who understands, i'm here for you, okay?
Gos for he too
There are chapters of life that we want to tear off and crumple
That literally speaks to my heart, it's so true. Music has helped me so much and I know I will never be able to talk to my parents abt the stuff that I am feeling because it is abt them.
So true. I dont know where i would be without music
*me crying my eyes out*
"mom I think I have depression"
"you're not depressed. you're just having a bad day"
I didn't have a bad day. I tried to come forward about how I really feel. I was dismissed. My sister has started showing signs of depression like I did. mom didn't dismiss her.
... becuse she loved them more then you.... but I’ll always be here to listen to you go of and cry
The first time I tried telling my mom about me feeling so depressed and feeling like killing myself, she said for me to try putting oils on my skin because it will make me feel happier and not depressed.
Me too, everything’s gonna be ok. Is your sister older or younger?
@@littlemisskiller7164 Oh my God- does she really think that’ll work?
Don’t give up if you don’t think anybody loves you then just know that God does God will always love you no matter what
The fact that all of us here can actually understand each other more and better then the ppl in our own lives is amazing :,)
yess! i luv it here
:') we're suffering from the same thing.
"i am fine or maybe i am fine pretending to be fine"
“What makes you proud of yourself?”
Me: “That I cried, I suffered, that I screamed into my pillow at night but I never gave up on life, I never gave up on happiness.”
Please don’t give up you are worth everything ❤❤❤
"you can't dance, you are so bad. Ahahahah"
"you can sing, your voice makes me sick"
"
"you can't be with us, your face HAHAAAHA"
Dear self, Im sorry.
“You cant dance” “you cant sing” i cant do any other those..
I can't do anything correct.
I'm a failure.
I failed my family.
I can't even speak FML
It’s it great that you don’t have to be good at those things to enjoy them and have fun. I LOVE TO dance and I have no rhythm and look like a fool and my family laughs. My husband says that my singing voice sounds like a dying cat howling..... don’t do it for them. I do it for me bc it’s fun. And like I told
My niece and nephew, don’t be embarrassed about it bc the only people that will notice are the ones that arnt having any fun. And they’re jealous. Bc they wish they were happy and having fun too but they’re not so they try to stop yours. Tell them to move aside, not today funablican (fun unable- people not able to have fun)
@@jessicagambo6453 thank you, i love you..
*"You don't even understand what it's like to be worthless , when nothing you do matters.."*
This could be the way how many people in my life see me... Am not narcissistic nor unhelpful.. I just hate it when I do my best to someone and they be like not good enough
oh my, I've found my people here. hello every lonely heart that's here late at night crying
Yup we are all here
but what if you lost it....
then is there anyhope?...
Hello
Its daytime. Actually 11:11AM ...I'm sitting in the bathroom crying my eyes out while my family is in the kitchen laughing and talking.
You know when your friends askes you are you ok?, You just say, "I'm fine" "I'm fine, just fine" But your not fine, You want to go home, get anything to end your life but then you notice, Your whole life is nothing without you, but you still try to be happy and hide your sadness in you
Well i dont have friends.
My so called friends don’t even ask me if I’m ok
What friends?
@@tidsadverbial exactly..
@@kaitlynbolt6432 mine doesnt even ask "how are you" why answer me in the first place if you dont care how i am?
"you don't know what it's like to be worthless" damn bro i feel like that everyday i feel you
Music is now the only thing that keeps me living
Same
For me is music and nature.
Same.
Same and it keeps me sane in this insane life
truly.
When your happy you can’t feel you can’t stop crying because deep down in your heart you feel no one loves you yet you smile for everyone around yet no one returns that smile back to you.
Hey... i love you even tho i dont know you💜💜💙💙
Just because im smiling and laughing doesnt mean im ok,it just means Im tired...Im tired of everything
Then it's time to start reaching out. If no one wants to listen shout louder. You are strong and you have a voice. I know it can be exhausting but once you are asleep you can't experience all the good things in life. And you deserve to experience them. Please stay strong and keep fighting.
I am tired of my life.... Just wanna relax like a dead body never want to get up
"I am a school joke" "you don't how is like to be worthless" 😭😭 i wish i could never relate to those words
I ligit am the school joke.Everyone finds my pain and suffering funny. They find it’s cool to hurt me infront of their friends
@@XxShade_FrostxX the bigfoot of the class always finds it funny to anger me with nazi and soviet signs,always annoying me with that while we have classes,another former friend always loves to make fun of me,laughs at me feeling like I'm useless,and he does that for no reason,I'm close to becoming a school shooter
@@noskope69xx84 so am I. People like that can be so insolent and stupid as they don't think of the consequences of their actions.
"it's easier just to deal with it later".
This is so relatable.
I’ve gotten so good at an authentic smile I can fool LITERALLY anyone... you know how people can tell because of like eye creases and things... the little signs... I’ve mastered perfectly, everything that would give away that my smiles aren’t genuine... nobody can see the pain inside... the things that make me not want to smile... nobody will ever know... I live in survival mode, and they all think I’m fine, but there’s so much inside that I can never let out... I can’t hurt anyone now... I guess I think it’s better this way...
shut the fuck up
@@notsorry4873 how about you shut up? We don’t need your negativity here
Is it worth it?
Same iam seen as the always happy one no matter what u say u can call me whatever u want and ill laugh and smile with u. I cant show people that i need help bcus iam already useless and a loser so i might aswell be fake.
I always wanted to die but I can't because of my family I can't die
Krepper Krepper i want to give u a hug
Love them than you love yourself for loving them. I hope you get what im saying. Thats what im doing right know. Stay strong
Krepper Krepper I know I don’t know you but you are a beautiful person. Everyone needs you in this world and your family and friends would be lost without. You have every reason to live. ❤️
I realized death is just really the beginning, you are reborn probably in a happier place or in different part of universe.
But life as it is will never be linear always happy line, so where ever you go.It won't help you escape the problem.
It will just make it worse.
I’ve felt similar but remember that you have to stay strong ok
Apparently I’m to Young to have Depression I’m 11.
I cry every day.
I Smile just to cover it up.
I wish I was dead.
I just know I’m not alone.
I don't feel like dying but yes sometimes that thought do comes in my mind as well!.
What you wrote is totally relatable , Everyday just putting a mask on and faking a smile so that no one understands what's happening with us .
If you want we can be friends! I would love to hear you out... Maybe I might be able to help you and if not maybe we can be atleast good friends✌️🤗✨.
Stay strong though you will survive💯✨
An no one is ever to young we just all that got shit in are lives that make us wanna die
Komitet Gosudarstvennoy Bezopasnosti stfu they aren’t too young. being young does not mean your feelings aren’t valid.
Im also 11 and trust me you and i are not to young
right i wanna cut myself so bad but im scared. (no im not trying to act depressed because im not but at this point i feel worthless)
yesterday i was forcing myself to cry. i had to watch some sad video about a dog because i havent been able to cry and it was scaring me. im watching these again and i cant cry. i want to. i want to feel something. anything.
You know, even if I show my parents my symptoms of depression and anxiety because I can’t tell by words, it hurts how they don’t get it, how I’m being stopped and being “lazy” how much I want to disappear but can’t because I physically still feel, to the point where emotions eat the inside of me but can’t really express it, how I’m stuck here with trust issues and how I hurt myself like my sleeping, eating schedule and how I damage my eyes with the amount of screen time, how I’ve become such an introvert and how I’m one of those 20% of people who don’t and can’t tell someone they’re hurt, and how much pain they have to suffer. It’s funny how I’m also alive because I can’t think of any ways to kill myself cause I can’t find anything to kill me because I do t want to physically feel pain.
"I can't think of any ways to kill myself coz I'm scared feel the physical pain ".... The exact feeling I'm having everyday. The only way I can perhaps give up my life through is gunshot to the brain but it's impossible to get a gun where I live in.... if I could get my hands on a gun, i won't exist on this earth....
Same here. If you ever want to talk more I'm here if you want, as much as it may register as a lie in your brain, I mean it and I will listen my best.
That's exactly it, I spend so much time on screen because I never have motivation to go anywhere and I feel like online is the only way to stop this mental pain because everyone on the outside world can be so fake you don't even want to associate yourself with them. And it only makes you want to stay on more when your parents say we're "just being addicted" to it but they really fail to see the real problem. My mom said to my sis she has nothing to be depressed about like, I wish parents will just OPEN their eyes
I can't think of any ways either, I'm always to scared or keep thinking if I really do want to go. And you don't want to risk surviving and then going through even more pain than you were when you attempted way more mentally any physically.
It really sucks ass but, all of us together can really get through it
@@sushansaakya48 yeah, I’m on the same boat
@@tranquillrainbows9493 man, that must really suck, especially how our parents generation just don’t get us and no it’s fine, I’ll figure something out and I hope you and people who are suffering will figure something out as well
Yea...
People should be more aware of what's happing outside of thier life
If they don't have depression/anxiety
Because they think I just want attention
I have not been diagnosed but I have all the symptoms , so im pretty sure i do have it , and i have social anxiety
Its just sad to see people get hate because they think that they are faking.....
My anger turned into depression and now I’m scared and numb I worry everyday when my parents don’t show up the usual time I’m scared and numb
I look back and realize that I used to be so happy all the time. I remember my laugh and my little smile. Now I can't even laugh. I am always sad. I used to love myself but now I see my reflection and all I want to do is punch the mirror and scream. I just cry and ask why I'm the way I am. I'm a monster in a stranger's body and I don't want to be that
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you want to talk to someoane who understands, i'm here for you. I know it doesn't look like that, but everything will be okay, I promise. And if it's not, we will make it okay.
Youre not alone i feel you.
thats wt i m feeling rn
I had someone who I used to talk to about my depression. It was how we bonded. He's gone now. Not spiritualy, but he can't be next to me anymore.
Me: mom I have depression and-
My mom: your to young to be sad hun
Me: yea I Geuss...
Samee
It hurts
I hate when people say that, no person is to young or to old to have feelings or problems.
And btw being sad and depression are to way different things. 🙏🙂
Yea its true i now what you veel
I didnt tell anyone yet I don't know how to
Update: I have decided to delete my old comment, as all your kind worlds have made me feel much better. I’m on my very last year of high school(senior) I thank the kind people that left a comment and made me feel better of who I can be and may become.
If you ever feel useless, alone, or dumb like I did, share your thoughts and feeling, you are not alone. This world is filled with kind people that are willing to help. The only thing you need to do is share and listen...
Pls don't end it
@@fish2783 its true
Same, I’m in high school and no matter how much I’m still dumb and don’t know anything. I feel so useless
Intelligence isn't exactly based on what you know, that's knowledge, intelligence is much more complex and fascinating, and it comes in so many different forms and shapes, sadly many people see intelligence as for instance... Understanding complex maths, or being a physicist, which don't get me wrong are impressive acts, but that's not what intelligence really is, you could be emotionally intelligent or spiritually intelligent, and even if you're not don't let intelligence shape who you are, as personality and kindness are important too. :)
@@fish2783 agree with ya
you are greater than the sum of your parts
I feel like dieing and not existing in the world but, there's something or someone that makes me not end my life so fast.. This song is reflecting on my life...
One of my good friends hung himself right after we graduated from high school. That was 7 years ago and I still think ab him & miss him. It was a rough time for our friend group, his family, and many more. I struggle everyday with depression.. Wishing u could just go and rest forever and be greeted by angels to heal your loneliness and pain. But we tend to hang on bc we know it’ll hurt others. Especially you’re family. Hang in there.
My brothers girlfriend committed suicide.
She thought nobody cared and wanted it all to end.
I saw what that did... to my brother most of all... to my mom who had to see him suffer... to her friends... to her family...
she was tired of living... of fighting... but I don’t fight for myself. No. I fight for the people that it would break if I ever left.
You might be tired of fighting. Think your a disappointment. Think nobody cares about you enough to even notice if you disappear.
You couldn’t be more wrong.
I have no idea who you are. I don’t know what your life’s like. I have no clue.
But I do know one think for sure, and that is that someone... someone would miss you. Someone would care. Someone would see that you were gone, notice your disappearance. Be sad. And that persons family would cry. And their lives would change. And they might become sad and want to not live anymore. And that would break the people that loved them.
Look. What I’m trying to say, is that every tiny decision, no matter how small, can have giant effects on people you don’t even know. So no matter how ‘insignificant’ you think you are... your not.
And just so you know... I would miss you.
Keep fighting. Not for yourself, but for the people it would break if you left. Because it would break someone. Even if you don’t think so.
Stumbled upon this video nearly 3 years ago never related to anything more in my life. Crossed paths with this video again today and it still hits home hopefully the next time this video comes up on my page I wont relate to it as much. To all the people struggling I love you, keep fighting.
0:24 that part made me tear up 💔
I remember when I told one of my friends that I was depressed she said, "But u always look so happy!" I dont really feel. I'm just kind of numb
Well i have no friends.
@@NepNepYT you are literally everywhere writing this lel
@@NepNepYT same.
To the person scrolling through the comments, it’s ok, your amazing, you may not be perfect but neither is anyone else. There are people who legitimately care about you even if sometimes it doesn’t seem like it. You may feel worthless or stupid but your not, everyone has there absolutely amazing quality’s. And those are the important things.
Stay strong
It’ll be ok
I promise
I....I wish I had seen this earlier.....because it means a lot....I I'm actually....well on suicide watch at the hospital right now because well....about a hour ago I I nearly succeeded however the paramedics....s saved my life.......
I wish that they hadn't.......
@@targaming0575 im here writing my suicidal message I don't want to fucking live anymore i dont even matter
The truth is no one cares, its our fault that we are weak, its just the ugly truth!!
Every Person who knows you must feel great having a friend like you are. I wish some persons were so nice and understanding. I hate these people who aren't nearly as much as you are because i wasted a lot of my time loving them. I wish I would have the Courage to kill myself, but unlucky for me i don't.
@@targaming0575 How are you doing now man? I hope you are alright...
I used to cry then i got numb feeling nothing....
I opened my heart again for him and now tears are flowing from my eyes while i'm staring blankly at nothing feeling nothing
i'm nothing . i'm a FAILURE . i just wanna rest forever
@Alicia Oustad-Morales giving kindness to people like these isnt alwats the right thing to do as it makes them think its fine that they stay that way theyll keep thinking some random people on the internet would comfort them when things start to have a bad turn
@Alicia Oustad-Morales you're not helping anyone by defending them not a single person who has been diagnosed with depression by a doctor would do these things specially if their name is involved
@Alicia Oustad-Morales youre not as pure as you think you would instead say some offensive word to someone obviously making a joke instead of being civilized and asking them why they said what they said
@Alicia Oustad-Morales this is the internet people joke about everything doesnt matter if some crybaby like you gets offended now fuck you and get the fuck off the internet if you cant take jokes
@Alicia Oustad-Morales i know a couple of people who had been diagnosed with depression and if i ask any of them if theyll every consider doing this none of them would yes they would
Do You remember when You smiled for real.......
yeah I don’t either
Hey, I noticed no one's reached out you, how are you doing lately? I hope you're doing good, don't give up! I'm always here if you or anyone needs to talk😉
i love you
I only truly smile when I am with one certain friend alone because when I am with this friend alone she will listen and care for me and I am glad I know I have one good friend so just keep looking for that one good friend
I only remember the bad memories
When I was 8 and my dad had come out of hospital, but nothing was the same after that
"You don't know what it's like too be worthless"...
I do..
You are not worthless, you are so much more. You just don't know. You are certainly a very gracious person. Please you are so much more than worthless.
Be you are and don't change a thing, accept who you are and love yourself the way you are.
Take care of yourself and have a great day!
Nobody is worthless. You are you. There is nobody that can replace you.
I’m still watching these kind of videos 8 years later. I’m so tired. When is this sadness, brokeness, hopelessness going to be over
Sometimes you just need a good cry. Even if you aren’t sad.
That's so true for me its not even funny😅
Stiles aka Dylans voice is just beautiful
Asian kids: Mom, dad, I GOT FIRST IN SCHOOL
Asian parents: Well, our friends kids just jumped grades and went straight to uni. So you're useless.
You are so useful and deserve everything you work hard for.
@@adityas3587 Same here. Kind of sucks when there ain't any compliments for what we've done. Just criticism.
@@shumpiremadness2372 Sometimes I just need three words to make me feel better
...
"I'm proud"
@@a1oexo I hear ya man. We all do.
@@a1oexo i- did you say three words then put ¨i´m proud¨ after-
im not trying to say anything bad about it just trying to say that thats two words lol
also i proud of all of you for holding on this long, all the pain you might of endured and people that may have been there and are now not, or not it doesn´t matter, what does is that you all are still here and breathing, so with that i just wanna say, keep fighting, cause someone out there does care and always will, and just as someone great once said. *Thank you for Being Here*
"I'm nothing". I feel that way every day of my life. Seriously.
Me too 😅in my values
ua-cam.com/play/PLXxV2294FuOg8czjUVfgEfBeV_HItdZQk.html
same bro, if i could end my life
Then who's speaking? If that was the case, then there wouldn't be anyone speaking (or typing, whatever) right now. But I can hear every word you say. And so can everyone else in this comment section.
It's great.. when people expects you to be always happy.. and when you show them your true self they laugh and leave you alone...
its crazy how so much can change in such little time. last year, i was the happiest kid alive. now ita rare i go t bed without crying myself to sleep. i dont even care what other ppl think of me now. i dont know what to do.
Dammit....My girlfriend sent me this (cus I think she struggles with depression) and I don't normally cry...But this just made me tewr up ;-;
Take care of her
Not like my ex he left me when he found out I self harm and I suffer from depression
suga pop I’m sorry
He didn’t deserve you at all if he did that. Take care of yourself, you deserve more than him and more than how you’re feeling right now
@@snowflake9517 that happened with me too
@@snowflake9517 omg are you ok
Words can't describe how much I want to have someone, who I can talk to, who feels and understands what its like when you are Empty. Stay strong everyone, you aren't alone, probably there are people near you who knows how your emptiness feels, they just hide it as you do ~
ua-cam.com/play/PLXxV2294FuOg8czjUVfgEfBeV_HItdZQk.html
we all know that girl that talks and talks, we think shes always happy because thats the emotion she show in public, but truly, thats the girl that cries herself to sleep.. and im one of them.
Hey, do you wish to get your ex back or recover someone you love?
If yes, then i'd like to recommend a spellcaster who brought my ex back.
text him +234907 497 5451
Yes I am like this, but because it's so true I dont even know what to say but "I'm like that too"
❤🙂
*I just can't get enough of this.Because everytime when I watch it , the more it resembles to me.*
For years I have tried finding a way to put how I feel into words to explain it to people who ask me about how my depression and anxiety makes me feel this nailed it to a painful degree
UA-cam recommends me this 6 year after, this hits hard
I remember a girl in my class who had lost her mom and had to become mature at 15, tell me she just smiles, that she's not happy.
And then she turned towards me and asked "But..you're happy right? You smile so sincerely and you seem like you're really happy?"
I told her "No. I'm just smiling because I have to.". I told this with a smile on my face
When it said I'm a school joke a failure that hit me hard and doing and nothing matters that hit hard too because I'm all of that 🙁....
"Don't you get it? im nothing! a failure. the school joke. you dont even know whats it like to be worthless. nothing i do matters."
Idk why but now listening to this type of audios everyday has been a routine for me..
I feel like there's no point in life anymore like no one would care if I no longer exist I feel as though if I died today everyone would forget in a week and move on bc I'm not something to be dweld on some days I feel emotionally empty like there is no such thing as joy or fear or anything other than empty but no one cares when I say something they just tell me I'm living or to get over it bc they don't care bc society today is shit we forget the value of people and how they feel we forget that life is something that you should Cherish and preserve while it here bc some day it will not be here yet we take our lives bc it makes it better it make the pain and sadness go away but it doesn't to others it will matter to those who care and it will scar the ones who find our body's hanging or cut up or in a bath tub or any other way they will see how they didn't do anything when they could have and then they will blame themselves and it will start the cycle over again for someone else yet we still feel alone and no one cares enough to save us from our self if they did they would have been there and done something yet half the time they don't the disgard our emotions as if they are a joke but there not they are real and should be taken seriously and if they don't care they don't deserve our time bc someone out there cares.please tell someone if u feel this way it will most likely not get better when u keep it inside it will get worse and keep getting worse if u don't say something to someone who cares and will do something to help
I care if you exist
i care if you exist. we can talk about it if you want, but if youre not okay with that it's okay.
i care
Wanting to die and at the same time understanding the pain you'll pass to others is one of the most difficult things to live through. Life is a struggle, but theirs people all over the world that care about your existence. You've got 4 right here. 💙
don't u get it.... I'M NOTHING... 💔
I'm worthless nothing I do is appreciated.
I'm in all pre ap.
Top band.
WHAT ELSE DO I HAVE TO DO...to get any damn appreciation
I'm not perfect. Sometimes I just want to say shut up or don't come in my bedroom
@@bellawinberry5532 I get it but...I share a room with my twin so I can't do that
@@ambie7437 you want to be friends
@@bellawinberry5532 sure
"I'm the school joke" im actually just disliked and ignored, non existent
Same:/
Same luv...
I'm hated and treated like a shadow, a phantom, a ghost
@Alex M Being bullied, teased humiliated.... please don't say that. Rather embrace being unnoticed than going through that trauma and sadness.....
You are liked! Someone notices when you leave the room! You exists! And the world is so glad you do! Shamilla and everyone who feels this way, you all matter! You are cared for
I used to listen to these at night and just stare at the ceiling and cry. Until it came to the point I listened to these and no longer could cry. I haven’t listen to these in so long but it came up on my recommended and I decided to click on it and hear I am again just staring at the ceiling.