it's easier to be alone [ FREE AUDIO ]

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  • Опубліковано 27 вер 2024
  • you don't have to ask to use, but please give me credit if you do :D
    if you do decide to use this, i’d love for you to let me know in the comments and i’ll give it a watch!
    yikes so this is a completely selfish audio that I made for myself to express my own feelings. idk if anyone else relates to any of this, but I thought I'd put it up here anyway
    ** please understand that i uploaded this audio so that anyone who happens to feel this way can feel like they are understood. i know (from experience lol) that there is a kind of catharsis in watching videos that accurately express your pain. however, please don’t take this video as an encouragement to isolate yourself from others emotionally or to give up on love. see my pinned comment for more. **
    sorry about the weird flash and lyrics popping back up at the ending, my editing program must have accidentally glitched. i didn’t notice it until after i had uploaded it 😬
    (also this is like 95% quotes about/by emma swan from ouat I'M SORRY I HAVE A SMALL OBSESSION)
    song: lung by vancouver sleep clinic
    quotes: once upon a time, her, doctor who, supernatural, grey's anatomy, ever after - a cinderella story, and the edge of seventeen

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  • @calamythies2045
    @calamythies2045  3 роки тому +613

    after seeing your comments, i just wanted to say...
    fear can be conquered. i would argue it exists to be conquered. yes, you have more fears when you take the risk to love people, but you also gain so much more in return to help yourself conquer those fears. the risk of pain or heartbreak is worth the reward of having the love of another - whether it be a friend, a family member, or a romantic partner. whether your fear comes from too many failed relationships or the absence of any meaningful ones... please don’t give up. i know it is hard, when the mere idea of love feels hopeless and it seems safer to push everyone away. try to remember two things that i often rely on to keep my hope alive: 1) you, in every way, are worthy and deserving of love. no matter what you are told by others or yourself. 2) it won’t be like this forever. there are countless people out there that haven’t met you yet who will love you. don’t be so discouraged from the idea of love that you miss out.
    thank you for taking the time to read this. i hope it helps.

    • @Universe_Energy
      @Universe_Energy 3 роки тому +5

      😔❤️

    • @meh2951
      @meh2951 3 роки тому +11

      13 years old.
      I’ve attempted suicide 4 times, 4 different ways.
      I drink
      My wrists are scarred from the tearing of my own kitchen knives
      ...I’m broken. There’s no way of fixing me, so now I just have to sit and wait. Wait for that one day, when the light comes. When the ground will open me up, and swallow me whole. When I’ll be forced into the darkness of death.
      Away from this hellhole of a world.

    • @jawaddiab1801
      @jawaddiab1801 3 роки тому +4

      @@meh2951 just remember there are alot of people going through this too "im one of them" and we love you and we're here to listen to you!
      if u ever wanna text me im here my ig is "jawad_diab_123"

    • @02986-M
      @02986-M 3 роки тому +5

      Speaking of me 💯. This why I read Romans Chapter 8:31-39. I can't see Elohim but I know He's there for me and He says He loves me. This is what keeps my peace.

    • @Lee-hu4ld
      @Lee-hu4ld 3 роки тому +1

      @@02986-M 💔💔💔

  • @juliaaddink6136
    @juliaaddink6136 4 роки тому +3007

    It’s easier to be quiet than to say all that’s wrong
    It’s easier to walk away than to cause a storm
    It’s easier be distant to people than to get hurt again
    It’s easier to cry alone than to tell someone you’re hurt
    It’s easier to be alone than to let them in

    • @celestate
      @celestate 4 роки тому +42

      "It's easier to walk away than to cause a storm" I felt that lis vibes

    • @juliat.1186
      @juliat.1186 4 роки тому +15

      That’s beautiful! Where did get read that or did you made it up???

    • @juliaaddink6136
      @juliaaddink6136 4 роки тому +16

      Thank you I made it up

    • @LVSnailSandwichContent
      @LVSnailSandwichContent 4 роки тому +10

      @@celestate guess I'm the storm. Storms come. Then go. This one will go. Then the sunshine and rainbows will be there for you both.

    • @celestate
      @celestate 4 роки тому +6

      @@LVSnailSandwichContent Storms won't last forever either so I hope you see sunshine one day too.

  • @melimel0_ch
    @melimel0_ch 4 роки тому +521

    "You're so afraid of losing the people that you love
    that you push them away"
    oof this shit hit hard

    • @friedpear
      @friedpear 4 роки тому +4

      she said she didn’t want me in her life anymore- ive made so many mistakes- i cannot cope with this

    • @julianne8497
      @julianne8497 3 роки тому +2

      This is true and spoke to my soul I never realized this is what I was doing

    • @thoelalger2244
      @thoelalger2244 Рік тому

      This is ridiculous you are mental

    • @ilariapignataro
      @ilariapignataro 5 місяців тому

      I understand this so good

  • @mariadelgado-hernandez5099
    @mariadelgado-hernandez5099 4 роки тому +387

    See there are moments when you realize that you are the problem. That you are the one you can’t trust. That you are the one that well you’re afraid of.

    • @meganreeves6111
      @meganreeves6111 3 роки тому +2

      Never thought of it that way so you thinking that i am afraid of myself?

    • @cyrusmajlessi8575
      @cyrusmajlessi8575 3 роки тому +3

      I was afraid I would lose you to them like the first one
      Y I sucked up all my dreams threw them out in hopes I would save this one
      My hate and disgust drove u right to them
      Just like them wanted why they mettled , toiled, tormenteded, and bragged , straight laughed in my face standing besides them
      on there conquers
      Wow how did u make this far in life dude????
      God's Footprint's
      He carried me
      And the wonderful strengths of a good partner standing beside you!!!!
      I got laughed at hard at that moment
      Maybe the first words are judgement
      Second words are judgement
      Especially after everyone else's
      Dune been conditioned to the eyes
      lights and group s

    • @chrishess7443
      @chrishess7443 3 роки тому

      Terrified. Hurting someone again coming out of my own pain. I cant allow that to happen to another person ever again. Do I know how it feels to be loved by someone else? No. But I do know how it was to love someone with my all, my entire being, my entire heart and risking being permanently shattered .

    • @mariadelgado-hernandez5099
      @mariadelgado-hernandez5099 3 роки тому +1

      @@chrishess7443 its ok to be afraid. you have to know that even if you think nobody has loved you someone has. when you come across someone you love learn to love them the way they want and need to be loved. take the time to know them and let them in and dont lose hope.

    • @mariadelgado-hernandez5099
      @mariadelgado-hernandez5099 3 роки тому +1

      @@meganreeves6111 i know this is months late but i dont think youre afraid of yourself, i think you just need to take time to find you. Understand yourself and why you act how you act, understand what you feel and well love yourself as much as you can

  • @laylagama1810
    @laylagama1810 4 роки тому +617

    yea, it’s easier nowadays. relationships are not reciprocal anymore. they’re liquid, they’re fragile, they’re selfish. there’s too much selfishness in this world and it isn’t worth to give all of you for somebody. it’s like that phrase: falling in love is like giving a gun to somebody pointed to your heart and hoping they’ll never pull the trigger...

    • @christopherarsalides9221
      @christopherarsalides9221 4 роки тому +33

      Layla Gama but they always pull the trigger and blame you for being shot.

    • @opsie6044
      @opsie6044 4 роки тому +4

      not everyone cry because of relationship...

    • @clouds.recall8610
      @clouds.recall8610 4 роки тому +3

      Oh god i never thought about it in this way. But somehow it make sence.

    • @tea5165
      @tea5165 4 роки тому +3

      true.

    • @bloody_blue_moon5438
      @bloody_blue_moon5438 4 роки тому +8

      If there greed gets the best of them, they will pull the trigger, and there is no way to heal completely from that, there will alwase be a scar, and you will alwase have a fear in your mind that you cant get past.

  • @AAA-zf9ge
    @AAA-zf9ge 4 роки тому +276

    Everything you ever wanted was on the other side of fear

  • @leahdeborah7116
    @leahdeborah7116 3 роки тому +540

    Pov : im crying silently so my parents can't hear me

    • @tomriddle7178
      @tomriddle7178 3 роки тому +4

      me

    • @gabriellawillemse6347
      @gabriellawillemse6347 3 роки тому +8

      every night that happens to me so I know how you feel

    • @sayonara4626
      @sayonara4626 3 роки тому +1

      Is it disappointing that I am to.....

    • @lakentoluao3230
      @lakentoluao3230 3 роки тому +5

      I cry in my closet a dark and perfect place to cry.

    • @yoonie9752
      @yoonie9752 3 роки тому +4

      Sad thing is that they(my parents) thought I was crying when I was laughing yet they cant tell when I'm actually about to cry even with the crack in my voice

  • @thetrikstr
    @thetrikstr 4 роки тому +950

    Feels man..I watch a lot of your videos and it just makes me feel when I can’t

    • @idkguess4723
      @idkguess4723 4 роки тому +16

      The Trikstr me too... people tell me I’m just trying to feel sad when I listen to these... but it’s the only way I feel at all

    • @aidanhutchison8134
      @aidanhutchison8134 4 роки тому +1

      @@idkguess4723 I feel that

    • @faithmamayson8063
      @faithmamayson8063 4 роки тому +2

      I cant even cry because I'm so numb

    • @name5951
      @name5951 4 роки тому +1

      Aidan Hutchison Aiden I felt it as well it hurts more than anything I feel u ah same I feel nothing

    • @name5951
      @name5951 4 роки тому

      Aidan Hutchison Aiden hope ur okay how was ur day.

  • @emmagentelon
    @emmagentelon 4 роки тому +2671

    Someday, I'd like to meet every person who has listened to this. So many wonderful, sensitive people.

    • @erikakaiser6538
      @erikakaiser6538 4 роки тому +55

      lmao im not sensitive just been hurt over and over so much that i can understand these like they have been told to me on repeat my whole life

    • @meganreeves6111
      @meganreeves6111 3 роки тому +8

      I Am a Sensitive girl that is all I have to say

    • @nafisa.t13
      @nafisa.t13 3 роки тому +9

      Who said you can't meet a few of us? Head over to my instagram @ourdarkyouth and if you think my art resonates, it'd be fun to talk. Idk.... I think it's always interesting and a bit magical to meet total strangers over obscure connections. Cheers!

    • @stardust2161
      @stardust2161 3 роки тому +3

      I am one of them . If you want to talk to me about anything I am here. I have Facebook and INSTAGRAM

    • @ayupzenos135
      @ayupzenos135 3 роки тому +15

      Don't you mean broken people?

  • @Femke0111
    @Femke0111 2 роки тому +39

    you know its getting bad when you start listening to those video`s and can relate to everything said

  • @marnix2028
    @marnix2028 3 роки тому +78

    I used to cry watching these, now I just stare at the screen

  • @KamKamGrace
    @KamKamGrace 4 роки тому +189

    A story that I read-
    One time I was babysitting this six year old boy, I was wearing shorts. And my scars were showing and I guess he saw them... he pointed at them and he said “ I know how those got there” I replied “ How?” He said “ I’ve seen them before, my big sister had them, and she said mean people put them on your body when they weren’t nice to you because if people are mean then you end up being mean to yourself. My big sister went away, I don’t know where she went, but mommy says she’s on a happy vacation somewhere beautiful, because she was too sad here. I miss her. Please don’t go on vacation.”
    I don’t think I cried so hard in front of someone ever.
    Not my story. But this just proves you hurt people when you leave on vacation. So don’t do it. Please don’t give yourself scars either. I’ve given myself scars and bruises, but I read this and I bawled for an hour because he’s right. I don’t want to go on Vacation when I have people here who love me.

    • @monsterhunter7250
      @monsterhunter7250 4 роки тому

      My nephew does the same to my arms.

    • @bruhhitsme9527
      @bruhhitsme9527 3 роки тому +3

      From the start till the end , you’re expected to care about the feelings of others when no one even tried to look at u .When u finally get a chance to go on vacation , though might not be better but at least a bit different , at least a bit new ....

    • @douxbi8848
      @douxbi8848 3 роки тому +2

      I’ve made a promise to myself I will never die to my own hands I will never give up, but if I die I die, if I crash I crash, but I will never kill myself I will only die to save others so they may live

  • @maryooma9059
    @maryooma9059 4 роки тому +45

    I refuse to my open my heart again because I know that when I do, it’s all gonna flood back in.

  • @WhatTheFleepBro
    @WhatTheFleepBro 2 роки тому +26

    these audios make me feel an emotion i cant describe, not sad, not happy, not fearful, not calming but not stress induring either, i just... feel connected to them in a way

    • @_kentram
      @_kentram Рік тому

      It feels like you are finaly understood and can be at peace

  • @innocent_proto247
    @innocent_proto247 4 роки тому +22

    I've been alone for most of my life and I learned that it's easier to be alone than to be in a relationship

    • @monsterhunter7250
      @monsterhunter7250 4 роки тому +1

      No its not whatever your going through. Its not just because people fuck up doesnt mean its better. I know in your life youve had good times. Everyone just focuses on the bad

  • @sagegeier716
    @sagegeier716 4 роки тому +93

    "For my entire life I've been alone"
    That hit hard bc it's so true
    "Your so afraid to lose the lens you love so you push them away"
    That hit hard too

    • @supravietuitoriblog547
      @supravietuitoriblog547 3 роки тому +1

      Hi, I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone. If you want to talk to someoane who understands, I'm here for you.

  • @ana.williams
    @ana.williams 4 роки тому +67

    I’m surrounded by people that seem and say they supposedly care and love me but how come I still feel so alone

    • @meganreeves6111
      @meganreeves6111 3 роки тому +1

      I Am kinda of with you on that

    • @TheReaper3993
      @TheReaper3993 3 роки тому +1

      I feel that

    • @camdencamp1912
      @camdencamp1912 3 роки тому +1

      i feel the same way. i’ve started to realize that the reason behind this may be because other people aren’t the problem, but the problem is yourself. you are your biggest enemy. the biggest conflict in your life will always be between you and yourself.

    • @lollypop7900
      @lollypop7900 2 роки тому

      I feel that too and it’s heartbreaking

    • @xaeaxii7777
      @xaeaxii7777 Рік тому

      Because nobody will ever understand you the way that the galactic endless dark universe does
      No human is capable

  • @playfullpurple1395
    @playfullpurple1395 4 роки тому +29

    "you're so afraid to loose the people you love so you push them away"
    "Those walls may block out pain, but they block out love too"
    Those hit hard

  • @shaunivo
    @shaunivo 4 роки тому +66

    This is so me, so reliable, beautiful and heartbreaking at the same time... Sometimes you have those moments that you didn't know you needed to hear or see that song/ quote/scene/... at that right moment and this video is that for me, thank you!

  • @engrfka
    @engrfka 4 роки тому +32

    We tend to say that we're OK being alone, but deep inside us we all acknowledge the fact that we're incomplete.

  • @reynaleyva9055
    @reynaleyva9055 4 роки тому +11

    I’ve been so used to being alone and isolating myself that it’s sooo hard to open up now.

    • @jawaddiab1801
      @jawaddiab1801 3 роки тому

      it so hard i feel you we all feel you theres a million of ppl going through the stuff we're going through and its so sad and the thing which is making it harder for me is that im a "man" men dont have feelings men are strong "bullshit!"

  • @kyffhazard6823
    @kyffhazard6823 4 роки тому +103

    How do you miss something, that you never had?
    Solitude is the friend of the Alone. But, if you push her away, to take a chance on Happiness with Company, and that fails, she might become your enemy. Haunting you with visions of your failure to integrate into Normalcy, shackling you tighter to her chains of Isolation. Unless you know how to free yourself with Forgiveness, she will make sure to pull you in so deep, you forget how warm the outside world feels.

  • @celestate
    @celestate 4 роки тому +44

    If they aren't the person that you want to be with for the rest of your life. Then, they aren't the one.

  • @traceyly8345
    @traceyly8345 4 роки тому +187

    How do u let someone in if you’ve been alone for so long?
    I can’t talk to my parents or sisters I can’t talk to my friends....I feel so trapped 😒I’m screaming for help but no one can hear me I tell people to love yourself but I cant seem to do that for my self I don’t know why😖😣

    • @Sariine436
      @Sariine436 4 роки тому +9

      @N KIRANKUMAR I feel like I'm forced to be alone. Like if I try to make friends something then happens and they arent my friend anymore.

    • @madisoncolumbo3596
      @madisoncolumbo3596 4 роки тому +3

      I feel you on that one...

    • @dragonfly2577
      @dragonfly2577 4 роки тому +4

      Tracey Ly Nor can I. I’m in the same spot as you and I’m drowning. I’m suffering now too. Everything has gotten so bad for me in my life that I have stopped telling my friend about my life. I have stopped telling her when I hurt myself on purpose. I’m just numb and want to escape but don’t know how.

    • @madisoncolumbo3596
      @madisoncolumbo3596 4 роки тому +3

      Dragon_Frost I feel you shouldn’t shut your friend out, I know it’s hard to express your feelings when you feel that it’s no use...but your friend wants to know when your hurting so they can help you. I know what it’s like on both sides, being the one hurting and the friend who is blinded by your friends hurt. But remember there are people who do love you, you just might not have found them yet.☺️💓💓♥️♥️♥️

    • @freyjasmith12
      @freyjasmith12 4 роки тому +1

      I feel the same as all of u

  • @zengyuanable
    @zengyuanable 4 роки тому +51

    i feel like that all the time. i feel like ill never take a chance. i wish someone would understand me.

  • @huskybigboi4895
    @huskybigboi4895 4 роки тому +2

    Never been in love, just too much fake love, girls using me and never really knowing how it feels to be loved by a significant other, I'm still lost.. trying to find myself and that someone.. I just go on with life not knowing really, but just seeing and thinking about others around me and I'm just waiting for that someone to talk to me. There's someone out there for everyone

    • @huskybigboi4895
      @huskybigboi4895 4 роки тому

      @Brøken x sure I'd love to, my insta is huskybigboi17, lol aha

    • @huskybigboi4895
      @huskybigboi4895 4 роки тому

      @Brøken x my names Robert it's a pleasure ella😇

    • @huskybigboi4895
      @huskybigboi4895 4 роки тому

      @Brøken x just lmk how you wanna talk on any social media 👉👈😇

    • @huskybigboi4895
      @huskybigboi4895 4 роки тому

      @Brøken x hey its alright to feel that way, I feel that all the time but its always good to hear from someone who feels the same way

    • @huskybigboi4895
      @huskybigboi4895 4 роки тому

      @Brøken x what's ur ig or sc?

  • @yeetjones8036
    @yeetjones8036 2 роки тому +4

    “You were the one I depended on the most, you let me down in ways that I can’t-“
    I feel this so much. It hurts.

  • @damarisbeatriz6468
    @damarisbeatriz6468 3 роки тому +2

    The quotes of once upon a time (hook, emma, regina and snow) really hits different now wow

  • @jonathanborchardt4606
    @jonathanborchardt4606 4 роки тому +11

    My Fiancée just left me after a three year relationship. Between certain life events and her own depression/anxiety she just entirely shut down and shut me out. I had dealt with issues on a similar scale during the time following my military service. Depression and PTSD plagued me and it was actually her that pulled me out of that pit. You’d think with that experience I’d have been able to recognize the signs but I was blind to them. She struggled on in darkness and in my own confusion I began to silently resent her. I was the person she needed most and instead of diving in after her I sunk into my old dark waters. I told myself I did everything I could and ultimately her battle was one I couldn’t fight... but that’s a lie, isn’t it? I was scared and fearful of failure. I knew that in losing her I would lose that piece of myself as well and that thought was paralyzing. In our own ways we both gave it our all in our weakened state. I do not regret the time and I pray you do not either. Hearing the quotes in this video was chilling because I heard them in our voices. These were the sentiments we both shared in the days before she left. I’m not angry and I’ll always miss you. You taught me so much and helped me grow as a person. There’s a part of me that will always love you Ariel, but I’m locking it away and burying it deep. It’s easier being alone.

  • @spenceranderson6857
    @spenceranderson6857 4 роки тому +8

    I'm so scared... That that feeling is never gonna go away..

  • @maxine4665
    @maxine4665 4 роки тому +59

    "It's harder to love somebody than to walk away from him"
    - Amelia Shepherd -

    • @cyrusmajlessi8575
      @cyrusmajlessi8575 3 роки тому

      Not all people are stubborn like a mule... No interaction no action

  • @domwaite9818
    @domwaite9818 3 роки тому +3

    "People arent meant to be together forever"
    Not a quote from the video, but one that has stuck in my head every now and then since the day i heard it.

  • @_dxsia_9558
    @_dxsia_9558 4 роки тому +7

    HOW MANY" IM FINES" IS IT GONE TAKES FOR THE WORD TO WAKE UP.we are not okay :( we are not fine. We are all hurting, we are all broken, we are all in pain.

  • @syxfqhh
    @syxfqhh 3 роки тому +3

    why everything in this video is so scarily relatable, like it just translating whatever I do into words.

  • @neonmajic673
    @neonmajic673 3 роки тому +3

    The Dean audio brought back so many memories after the disappointing ending we got

  • @janorahbustos13
    @janorahbustos13 8 місяців тому +1

    “I’m scared that the feeling is never going to go away”
    This hits hard

  • @laurenballa3460
    @laurenballa3460 4 роки тому +3

    it would be so easy to just be alone, but i’d get sad alone. you wouldn’t get disappointed by anyone. so it’s better to be alone.

  • @sleepy-k1u
    @sleepy-k1u 4 роки тому +2

    It’s easier to be alone.... it’s better to be sad then happy because you know that happiness is going to go away but you don’t know when your sadness is going to go away because it never does.....

  • @prestoncombs8148
    @prestoncombs8148 3 роки тому +5

    I can't explain how many times I've listened to this and seen my reflected emotions spoke through other people's words. Pain creates so many forms of people.... Some gain off it. Some lost from it. Some are completely gone because of it but how do I take pain?? I take it alone..... And that's dangerous but that's what makes us the strongest.

    • @supravietuitoriblog547
      @supravietuitoriblog547 2 роки тому

      Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someoane to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?

  • @sleepybear5884
    @sleepybear5884 3 роки тому +2

    "You were the one I depended on the most and you let me down in ways that I can't even....I just don't think I can trust you."

  • @luisarocho9170
    @luisarocho9170 4 роки тому +9

    Yes, I can relate to this video and the others you have made. My ex is putting a wall and it's afraid to be loved. He is too afraid to admit it. He dissapointed me because when I need him the most he is not here by my side. I was always by his side. Always. Love is not always happiness. It have ups and downs. The reason life exist is to love. Yes, I'm alone because I am in love with him.

  • @joanjett8814
    @joanjett8814 3 роки тому +2

    Isn’t it incredible how god can make sure you receive a voice of reason to so many questions you want answers for but never seem to find .. thank you for this

  • @teritt
    @teritt 4 роки тому +7

    And love doesn’t have to mean relationships, it can be friendships, family, even adopted children can be where love is found. Romantic relationships don’t always mean happiness, but you have to be willing to try and be open with people in order to find happiness at all.

  • @Scott21
    @Scott21 3 роки тому +2

    You know sometimes it just really adds up and you just end up breaking down with a extream catharsis of everything. That was tonight for me and I ended up finding this video after so much crying and shaking.

    • @supravietuitoriblog547
      @supravietuitoriblog547 2 роки тому

      Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someoane to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?

  • @qasai3840
    @qasai3840 3 роки тому +8

    Its hard to fall in love when you dont trust yourself

  • @samflower9401
    @samflower9401 3 роки тому +2

    This video is litterally describing my life and I think I'm gonna cry. I miss the person I was in love with but we were so afraid we didn't feel the same about each other. So we walked away, breaking each others hearts.💔

    • @supravietuitoriblog547
      @supravietuitoriblog547 3 роки тому

      Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you want to talk to someoane who understands, i'm here for you.

  • @daltonhensley463
    @daltonhensley463 4 роки тому +29

    I needed this today thank you

  • @nemplayer1776
    @nemplayer1776 2 роки тому +1

    I'm not afraid of losing people, I'm just incapable of having people I want around me. Learned to accept that and now I'm fine on my own. Love is not a requirement for a happy life for me.

  • @user-tv9ed9td8q
    @user-tv9ed9td8q 3 роки тому +4

    i never heard something so matching to my thoughts before

  • @mariah_2577
    @mariah_2577 3 роки тому +1

    I’ve spent the past couple years pushing people away. I thought that not letting in any feelings will keep me safe. I’m so numb. I don’t feel excited for Christmas in two days. I don’t feel anything. I can’t cry, I can’t sleep, I am so numb.

  • @sophiekillick1818
    @sophiekillick1818 4 роки тому +4

    Most of this is from once upon a time - such an amazing series , recomded it so much! It’s abit werid at first be gets better and better I swear you just need to get into it

  • @leofoster5131
    @leofoster5131 2 роки тому +1

    I just can't say goodbye again, it's easier to stay alone than be left crying alone in the dark again.

  • @Myrkul-D
    @Myrkul-D 4 роки тому +25

    There’s a reason on why I said “I love being alone” it’s because I knew, I knew that I couldn’t do love mentally, I am destined to be alone forever due to mental problems that I have.

    • @syxfqhh
      @syxfqhh 3 роки тому +4

      I feel you. I can't even picture myself to be destined to get married or even fall in love. I hope you're okay & wishing you a strength to keep living ❤️

    • @Myrkul-D
      @Myrkul-D 3 місяці тому

      ⁠@@syxfqhh​​⁠well I’m still alive. Existing. I’m sure you know how it goes. How it’s gone. 2 major changes that happened in my life were that I had 2 girlfriend’s one of which was just a situationship. But both of them broke up with me. The second happened before this past new years. But it’s been harder than ever before. I had to make sure 3 people didn’t kill themselves in the span of 2 days. Judging back and forth with that and work. And when the time came, afterwards. Where I nearly killed myself out of the amount of stress and mental strain I couldn’t bring myself to go to anyone. There have been so many times in my life that I’ve pushed people away out of fear. And I think that’s why I didn’t ask for help this time too. But I’m still here, still going. Because I don’t think that they would be able to find someone like me to make sure they stay alive. So I live on. Well, I continue to exist. And I miss, I miss so much of just having the feeling of someone hug me. It feels like forever since I was given a hug.

  • @stilesxlacrosse2421
    @stilesxlacrosse2421 3 роки тому +2

    Love is just pain disguised by someone we think has our back.... :(

  • @BrowniesAndGames
    @BrowniesAndGames 4 роки тому +104

    to everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus
    to everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
    to everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. when you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time.
    to everyone who is drawing, you got this. you're art is amazing. keep your head up (or down, depends on where your paper is) and remember that you matter.
    i love you all

    • @kd_ashton2354
      @kd_ashton2354 3 роки тому +2

      Thank you. The drawing one made me smile a bit.
      I’ve just been losing motivation and there’s so much schoolwork. Thing is, I can’t do some of them because my computer isn’t compatible with the things we’re supposed to be on. Like, y’know, apps and programs and stuff. Now I have a tab but it’s not the same as using it on the computer. I can’t save file on it the same way it’s supposed to on the computer which makes it hard. I wanna ask for help so I can do something but I’m too scared of...idk, something. Sometimes I just wanna scream and ask for help, but I can’t. I’ve thought about telling my mom, who is very kind, loving, and understanding. I thought it would be easy, but it’s not. The work gets me stressed but I can’t do anything cuz I’m stuck in my bed. I wanna be productive, I really do, but I don’t know what the hell is stopping me from doing things! Like, I know that it’s tiring but I also know that it would benefit me, I would have less stress and everything would be better but I can’t. I can’t believe I even have the bravery to even send this here.

    • @kd_ashton2354
      @kd_ashton2354 3 роки тому +2

      @@Shifaathefish sometimes I just don’t know how I feel. I wanna ask for help but what do I say. Am I sad?angry?just hungry? Overworked? Worrying too much? Thing is I have no reason to be sad. I’ve got a good life, good parents, good friends,everything I need. I never really wanted anything other than watch some videos, draw, talk with friends, sleep and eat. I feel like my emotions are all over the place. Like I was just crying cuz I was watching an emotional movie and literally a second later, I’m not even exaggerating, I accidentally dropped my tab and I was like, depressed mode activated. Like why did I do that, what just happened, I’m pretty sure I was holding it tightly. I’m usually very happy and just relaxed but then I just cry randomly. Like I cried my self to sleep fro two weeks straight one time and didn’t know why. I woke up at 5, went out walking with my sister at six, ate breakfast and then watched YT, next thing I knew I was in bed crying at 1-3pm straight, and then slept. Like what the hell, why was I crying.
      Y’know that feeling where your empty, then it makes you sad cuz ur empty, but you don’t realize that and wonder why are you sad and you start to feel bad, then feel bad for feeling bad even though you know it’s okay to be sad sometimes?
      And as I’m writing this, I realize that even if I don’t have anything to be sad about, do I have anything to be happy about? Sure I have my family and friends and I do things for them and with them. But I ask myself sometimes, do really not want anything? Or have people just been making the choices for me and I’ve forgotten what I actually wanted? Did I used to have anything I wanted, but it was turned down because we didn’t have any money, so I had to pretend it was okay by making an excuse like “it’s okay, I didn’t need it anyways” and start to believe it? And now I think that I shouldn’t waste money on things that I want cuz it’s a waste, I don’t need it and I never had any wants anyways. And my toys as a kid we’re just books. That’s it, no boxes, no like put the shapes in the box, I think I remember putting letters but I don’t know. My mom was always at work at the time, and she was only an agent, a lot less pay that what she has now, so maybe that’s why? Plus I was always quiet ever since a kid. My mom tells me I don’t cry or complain like my sister does.

    • @kd_ashton2354
      @kd_ashton2354 3 роки тому +2

      @@Shifaathefish yeah

    • @kd_ashton2354
      @kd_ashton2354 3 роки тому +3

      I always seem to make friend easier online than in real life. I still have to wait for them to talk to me or do something so I can talk to them

    • @BrowniesAndGames
      @BrowniesAndGames 3 роки тому +2

      @@kd_ashton2354 hello ashton, I’m in the same position as you but as a content video creator, if you want to talk about life, or just have a friendly conversation, you can add me on social media, I’m really social on Snapchat : alphabrownies👻
      Have a good day

  • @alexisperryman2282
    @alexisperryman2282 4 роки тому +10

    I never needed to talk to someone than I needed to talk to u now
    I’ve never felt so low and so lost in my life, and I’m scared out of my mind. It feels like nobody want to listen or they just talk about them selves. I just want u to listen

  • @jasmeenbrar1034
    @jasmeenbrar1034 4 роки тому +10

    Thank you for making these videos 🥺💛

  • @savagepanda2480
    @savagepanda2480 3 роки тому +4

    Wow this hit close to home with me. I have walls. I'm afraid to trust because of fear of being hurt and alone. I'm alone. Fighting my demons daily.

  • @ooiysen
    @ooiysen 3 роки тому +6

    “I’ve never been in love.”
    Because I’ve never felt it
    Because I’m scared of it
    Because I’ll ruin it
    Because I don’t know about it
    Because...
    *I won’t make it long enough to experience it*

  • @wayneroberts1962
    @wayneroberts1962 3 роки тому +1

    The worst feeling is the feeling of betrayal, when when you catch the person you loved so much with someone else, it’s not like an anger or sadness, that doesn’t describe the feeling well enough it’s more of a ball of burning hot lead was dropped right in the middle of your chest and you can’t get it off. The only thing to do is end the relationship right then and there and start over. It’s awful

  • @becho6871
    @becho6871 3 роки тому +21

    Dear person whoever reads this,
    Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
    Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
    Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
    I love you and send you hugs.
    You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
    YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
    I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
    You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
    You’re beautiful inside out.
    I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
    I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
    It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
    I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
    I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
    I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
    If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
    If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
    If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
    And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
    All I want for you is to stay and feel alive.
    Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
    I need you here with me :).
    Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
    Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
    I am sorry you feel misunderstood.
    But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
    Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
    - The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
    I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
    This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it.
    And in case no one told you today, I am so proud of you.
    I hope you will remember my words- becho :)
    Until tomorrow, my friend :)

  • @TheSpeakEasyLounge
    @TheSpeakEasyLounge 2 роки тому +1

    I recognized most of these voices right away! These are the voices of the cast from "Once upon a Time". Scenes from the show. Emma Swan, Snow White, Captain Hook, Ruplestilskin, Regina, The Evil Queen and more. So glad that I found this. Thanks for sharing.

  • @TommyJD-nf6yh
    @TommyJD-nf6yh 4 роки тому +5

    I put my wall up long ago, but then i met a girl, and she was different i dropped my walls, i feel in love, i tried my best, i did everything to make her happy, then she cheated and now im broken, im alone, i dropped my walls and now i have no defences, i cried all my tears to the point where it hurts to cry, i felt all this pain and now i want to die, but im to much of a coward to say goodbye...💔💔😭

  • @stormclouds2239
    @stormclouds2239 3 роки тому +2

    My fear is being alone and this hits home so hard that I almost cried

  • @wolfguard997
    @wolfguard997 4 роки тому +15

    "Ik that life without love is no life at all." Well then I guess I have no life at all

    • @francoisefr688
      @francoisefr688 4 роки тому

      Nah dont you love yourself? :(

    • @wolfguard997
      @wolfguard997 4 роки тому

      @@francoisefr688 well I don't Ik it's sad but what can I do right.

    • @obamasleftshoe3746
      @obamasleftshoe3746 4 роки тому

      @@francoisefr688 I wish I could

  • @miguelrebelo6483
    @miguelrebelo6483 Рік тому +1

    Love always turns into pain, one way or another. Love, is not worth it at the end of the day.

  • @music4you110
    @music4you110 2 роки тому +3

    It’s easier to be alone because you don’t have energy to try, you don’t have the patience to listen, you don’t have the courage to look ahead, you just feel.. alone. You think it’s better being alone because your stuffed animals accept you, your mirror doesn’t laugh when your crying, your covers keep you warm when your cold, your makeup isn’t mad at you for not putting it on, so you just feel accepted. I’m here to say, who cares what the girl said when you didn’t have makeup on, who cares your crush didn’t accept you, WHO CARES that you have flaws?! ✨Get back up, no matter how many times you get pushed down✨

  • @dan9314
    @dan9314 4 роки тому

    This girl guys she means the absolute world to me id chose her 110 times over myself and yet im so scared of losing her because she's been the only one to talk to me the last couple of years and talked me out of ending it all and she has covid right now and I havent heard from her in a few days

  • @jamesdubya5169
    @jamesdubya5169 4 роки тому +35

    mate why aren't you on Spotify? I found these and they're amazing and I'd love to listen to them on Spotify. also does anyone know what this kind of music is called? because it's separate from lofi but I love it.

    • @bcirillo20
      @bcirillo20 4 роки тому +1

      This band is amazing. Similar to Lofi type music but more of a soft acoustic and sorta electronic effect to them. Many of their songs often get used to score shows and movies. Such a beautiful sound. Check them out. They’re called Vancouver Sleep Clinic and this song specifically is titled, “Lung”.

  • @dakotajohanson167
    @dakotajohanson167 2 роки тому +1

    It’s easier to be alone then u won’t be in so much pain

  • @venussta
    @venussta 4 роки тому +50

    Once upon a time scenes. Like if you recognized that they are from OUAT. ❤️❤️❤️

  • @auxiechan8024
    @auxiechan8024 3 роки тому +1

    these videos make me want to feel but all i feel is,well. nothing,i feel nothing.

  • @torihoman8903
    @torihoman8903 4 роки тому +3

    Got so excited when I heard it was Once Upon A Time😂

  • @pinkieobbies8483
    @pinkieobbies8483 3 роки тому +1

    Sometimes, you let the person you love the most to go, because you scared if you ever gonna make it worse.

  • @samaralacey3317
    @samaralacey3317 4 роки тому +7

    I've never been in love because when I get close to anyone they can't stand my mental state I push everyone away I let everyone down they tell me be happy, get outta your mood everyday but no one has realised that I'm always sad and they tell me to get outta my mood everyday but no one asks me what going on no one checks on my ill just stay in my room for house and only come out to eat and when I eat I get told I'm gonna get fat or I have a chubby stomach I can't handle it anymore I am having a battle in my mind everyday and I don't think I'm going to win this battle

    • @snoopyw6589
      @snoopyw6589 4 роки тому

      Samara Lacey I will love you for who you are

    • @snoopyw6589
      @snoopyw6589 4 роки тому

      Samara Lacey yes you are your gonna because there are people who except you for you. I’m one of them! Baby nobody’s perfect

    • @francoisefr688
      @francoisefr688 4 роки тому

      I feel you!

  • @RWO3
    @RWO3 3 роки тому +1

    “I know a LIFE without (more then one type of) LOVE❤️ is no life at ALL”...😇🥰🙏

  • @YailinVigil
    @YailinVigil 4 роки тому +5

    Being alone is easy..
    you won’t get hurt by anyone
    You won’t lose anyone precious
    You won’t have to deal with anyone
    You wont have to show them how broken you actually are...

  • @lychee7993
    @lychee7993 4 роки тому +1

    Those killian and Emma lines and the song really j gave this vid a little bit more depth for me personally

  • @billrodgers8856
    @billrodgers8856 4 роки тому +8

    I'm alone yet I have so many ppl around me
    I'm sad yet I'm numb
    Im suicidal yet I dont wanna die
    When will this end??
    Loving can hurt and it does hurt and thats why people distance themselves away from reality away from people, away from everything. Because once your hurt your always going to be scared of getting hurt again.
    IDEK WHAT LOVE LOOKS LIKE ANYMORE...
    Anyways I'm fine, thanks for asking 😁😭

    • @belenburgert1827
      @belenburgert1827 4 роки тому

      omg bby please take care of yourself!!!! love exists! within yourself and everyone around u

    • @name5951
      @name5951 4 роки тому

      Belen Burgert wish I could

    • @belenburgert1827
      @belenburgert1827 4 роки тому +1

      i know it’s hard but please, please try! and if u need help then yes! u get help! cinderella needed help and that’s fine it’s more than fine actually. and i know i don’t know u but at any given moment u can change your life. like just like that. u don’t need to tell anyone or anything like that you can make a choice inside of yourself. i love u and i believe in u

  • @yourmom-mw9wl
    @yourmom-mw9wl 3 роки тому +2

    Ever since I can remember, there is a part of me that always reminds me that everyone I love will one day be gone. I think this part of me also makes me believe that I will never be loved, and won’t allow anyone to love me. In fear of one day losing them. Scary right?

    • @accountonline7441
      @accountonline7441 3 роки тому

      My dear, I know how you feel about that. I was so sad when my ex left me for the past 6 years... Then on this faithful day I came across a video on UA-cam there was this friend of mine that drop a message on my email, and she explained perfectly well to me that there is this great powerful man that can help me with my situation. Then for that moment, I was doubting her but I was having this mindset let me try if it is going to work for me know then and I message him on his WhatsApp number low and behold the man told me that I should give him only three days that my ex is going to come back to me. On that faithful day my ex text me in the first place I was so very excited and now my ex is with me now I am so great full to him.
      You can text him on his WhatsApp
      +2349058821669
      Greetings from Denmark 🇩🇰 🤗

  • @Lucy-fs8oq
    @Lucy-fs8oq 3 роки тому +3

    I have loved people over and over but all they ever do is hurt me.. so I block everyone out.. ' a life without love, is no life at all ' guess I don't have a life worth living...

  • @creativitylive
    @creativitylive 7 місяців тому +1

    it really resonated in my heart...thank you

  • @Marie-tw2kc
    @Marie-tw2kc Рік тому

    thank you.
    I refuse to give up. I may fail a lot but I believe in all of us. and I can't believe I'm saying this but I believe in myself too.

  • @Ashi_kun
    @Ashi_kun 2 роки тому +1

    I wish being alone would be a choice when it mostly isn't. Just lack of people around who gets you.

  • @troyhooper6896
    @troyhooper6896 2 роки тому

    After so much pain it's just better for everyone around

  • @lunatvt9016
    @lunatvt9016 4 роки тому +3

    I'm always lonely it hurts so much right now but I'm fake smiling because I want everyone one to think I'm okay but I'm not okay I don't even know who I am anymore it is so great being lonely

    • @seaofthewind5854
      @seaofthewind5854 4 роки тому +1

      Sometimes all you have to do is fake it to make it, but always remember you are smart, you are amazing, and most of all you are IMPORTANT. You will find that person I know it.

    • @lunatvt9016
      @lunatvt9016 4 роки тому +1

      @@seaofthewind5854 do you really think so?

    • @seaofthewind5854
      @seaofthewind5854 4 роки тому +1

      Luna 205 moon, yes I truly believe in what I said before. You may be lonely and not alright now but that does not have to be like this forever. Find the positive things in life that you love and you will find yourself. Keep being amazing.

  • @aleshawilliamson9534
    @aleshawilliamson9534 4 роки тому +1

    "You were the one I depended on the most and you let me down in ways I can't even."

  • @sz2996
    @sz2996 4 роки тому +2

    "It may keep out pain, but it may also keep out love" see that's the thing. Love will sooner or later always turn into pain anyway...

  • @jace3132
    @jace3132 4 роки тому +6

    I keep screaming but God doesn't hear me

  • @kaileyklahn7135
    @kaileyklahn7135 3 роки тому

    i constantly feel myself falling apart and i dont want the person who gave me life to know that i dont want it anymore...

  • @mikebunn1220
    @mikebunn1220 4 роки тому

    All different people, feelings different things, hurt in different ways by different people, but we all have listened to this and felt something. Why do the good guys alway get hurt the most.

  • @athenamoilna1042
    @athenamoilna1042 4 роки тому +5

    What do we have to change so we can be love

  • @gisamubarack6313
    @gisamubarack6313 4 роки тому +1

    I've been living my whole life without feeling alone(22years) but i don't know why i felt alone after watching this video.

  • @bloodborn9358
    @bloodborn9358 4 роки тому +3

    0:30 its killian and Emma from Once Upon A Time im a huge fan

    • @mae8018
      @mae8018 3 роки тому

      I love ouat too!

  • @xxBabyBoyJunitoxx
    @xxBabyBoyJunitoxx 4 роки тому

    It's easier to be alone than to carry the pain from my pasts relationships and to remember the pain I've given back.

  • @galactic9453
    @galactic9453 4 роки тому +1

    These videos make me feel ways I didnt know I could feel

  • @cathhernbrandt
    @cathhernbrandt 4 роки тому +12

    Who said ”love has been to rare in your life” or something like that

  • @oshlloydCaptures
    @oshlloydCaptures 3 роки тому +1

    today was the day that broke me, and i find myself listening to this.(again) I love each and everyone of you. but today was the day I couldn’t carry on. I wanted to add my last note. For years suicide scared me, the nightmares were horrible. But today is the day i finally understood, it’s my path.

    • @johnnewton8017
      @johnnewton8017 3 роки тому

      Friend, I hope this note finds you... Your beating heart matters to this world! Those of us that feel that same despair also feel the brokenness of others. Sometimes just having pain recognized is enough to make it to the next lighthouse and little do we know.... our flickering, fading light might just be the light that someone else needs to make it to their lighthouse.

  • @lizz-cz5vd
    @lizz-cz5vd 4 роки тому

    It's so hard knowing that this will probably never get better. Knowing I love him more than I have ever loved anyone and he will never know...

  • @Leo-dl5uh
    @Leo-dl5uh 4 роки тому +1

    Feels like its my story..love this..and it made me sad.