Everything Fades
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- Опубліковано 5 сер 2023
- i talk with cody (PumpedUpLicks from Little Kid is too evil for Virtual Reality) about some funny stories and some not so funny stories
my first video with cody • Little Kid is too evil...
music
Weezer - Island in the Sun (Earthbound cover) • Weezer - Island in the...
Dreamscape - 009 Sound System (Mario64 cover) • Starscape (Dreamscape ...
Touch Detective OST - A Mother's Lullaby • Touch Detective A Moth...
Reality - Cat Beats • "Reality" Old School B...
Brazil - Xavier Cugat & Orch. • Brazil by Xavier Cugat...
the song at the end is Wheezie covering "If You Have Love in Your Heart" by AJJ - Розваги
4 new vids here this week
Fr?
yeet
Where? 😭
Symor lied as naturally as he breathed~
the vids are on this second channel im commenting from not main @@Rituraj-cp8qn
Oh, Cody... He was way too young to go through all that, I can't comprehend how bad this affected his mental health.
For God so loved the World that he gave his only begotten son that whoever belives in him shall Not perish but have everlasting life Amen
Seeing Cody grow up over the years has been wild and I really hope life gets easier for him after losing his mom. You should check back with him after he becomes a marine biologist
Syrmor… this concept you made… interviewing people you meet over vr chat is so simple yet you’ve made it more meaningful than I could have imagined. What is supposed to be this silly game where you mess around with strangers, you somehow make these deeper connections with them on a vulnerable, human level. Tragedies unite people, and this gives these people an outlet to talk about it. In a sense, it’s more honest in how people are more comfortable confiding in strangers or drunks. It’s extremely cathartic and empathetic in a way. Good on you, and never stop.
Yeah, I think one great thing about vrchat is that it can be easy to be vulnerable, because if someone tries to put you down or aren't being nice you can just block that mf 😂
That flashback moment with Cody and his friends was really wholesome but sad. I can’t stress enough just how relatable and depressing this is growing up. I mean I understand life gets pretty busy and hectic, but you’ve got to have just a little time for friendships. Its like that one demonstration from the professor and the mayonnaise jar about life “No matter how full your life may seem to be, there is always room for a couple of beers with a friend”
Idk about you guys but i kinda want friends in my life, even when nothing else feels to matter anymore🥲
so real. all the friends i have are either distant, would rather kick it with other people or are committed to another person so sure i have friends technically but people in our lives seem to go away easier than they come in. so yeah I understand where you’re coming from!
I wish I had those kinds of friends to distract myself with
That's beautiful but what the fuck does a mayonnaise jar have to do with time well spent
For God so loved the World that he gave his only begotten son that whoever belives in him shall Not perish but have everlasting life Amen @@skinlord2902
For God so loved the World that he gave his only begotten son that whoever belives in him shall Not perish but have everlasting life Amen
@@luciel2428for God so loved the World that he gave his only begotten son that whoever belives in him shall Not perish but have everlasting life Amen
When my wife had cancer, I spent what felt like weeks sniping people on a Arma 3 Wasteland server.
Every night til 2-3am, always alone, the lamest way possible.
Server had permanent stats and I ended up with 230 kills and 3 deaths.
Stoped when she got better and didn’t touch the game since.
Oh Cody, I'm so sorry to hear about your mum. As someone who lost their dad to cancer, this video has me bawling. You've grown up into an amazing person, and I hope you have an amazing life because you deserve one 💖
my computer has “do good die great” etched into the glass. iconic. my status on VRC is currently “do bad die worse”. never forget
ps, i have also lost a parent and i’m so sorry cody.
My step-dad who had a big impact on me and basically raised me passed away two weeks ago. I’m in the process of selling everything I own to drive from Oregon to Indiana to live with my mom through the next steps. I hope we’ll both find peace in our time together. I’m 27 and I can’t imagine experiencing this any younger.
This channel always feels touching but this episode really got me. I hope ‘this too shall pass’.
sorry to hear that, feel better soon my brother
Im so sorry for your loss, wishing you the best 🫂❤️
God, I hope Cody doesn't beat himself up about how he felt and how he's coped.
What he described rings very similar to an experience I had as a kid, my memory is still fuzzy about the details but seeing someone you love like that.. it's traumatic. I barely processed what was happening around me.
I hope the very best for him. He deserves it. He's grown so much and I can empathize with him greatly. I'm so sorry Cody for your loss. You aren't alone.
The last line of Cody gives me Night in the woods vibe omg I love it lol
Do bad die worse is up there too
I thought same thing
poor kid.. listening to how he speaks about it now hits me so deep in my stomach. i can feel the pain he has buried so deep. i hope things get better for him.. he deserves happiness
Syrmor always has the most interesting interviews
I’m crying over here 😭 Cody was so young, we literally watched him grow up… the clips you pulled. I hope he finds a nice girl and settles down and enjoys life… man.
Nah i completely forgot about him till you showed the old videos. Kids grown up
I miss your videos Syrmor, I wouldn’t have been the same through my teenage years without your videos, you’ve helped me look at every person uniquely, and start asking people their stories myself. Thank you for what you’ve done for me, hoping to see some more content too.
Man my mom was diagnosed with ovarian cancer 2 weeks ago and it is kind of advanced, this video hit me like a truck. Im doing my best to enjoy time with her. To all other fellas reading this going through the same, my best wishes to y'all.
uu got this bud
@@isaacwong5966 ❤️ thanks pal
hey man, I hope everything gets better for you, you got this
@@misscandy2873 hey thanks. I am very lucky, the outcome has been really positive. My mom is just another kind of tough I cant explain it. It is not over, this cancer likes to stuck around a lot. But the outlook is so much better now. If the treatment didnt work we could have lost her by now but the effects have been amazing. Still a long road ahead but the sorrow the stress the pain way easier to handle. Not that it is gone, also the initial shock helped me handle the whole thing but since this month ive started to look at things more positevely. Dont know where the end of the road is, maybe 2 years maybe 30, i will try my best to enjoy the ride and stick with the best of it
hope everything is going well❤
your brain does amazing things to protect yourself. so sorry for what he went through
Rest in peace to Cody’s mom. May I jus say, shoutout to all the friends and family that support each other at our lows. Blessings in disguise during the times we struggle.
My mom died a few weeks before I graduated ninth grade. At the end of the year, the students would get together and be presented with awards for best grades, best sports, whatever. At the end of the ceremony, when it seemed like it was over, they called me in front of the entire ninth grade and presented me with this huge Stanley Cup looking thing for “overcoming adversity.” Thanks Jr High!
When I was like 30 seconds away from dying last year and was saved at the last minute by nurses, you dont feel much when youre dying, youre just like going asleep and dont realize youre going away forever. Well I didnt in my case. And yeah being very very sick hurts a lot but its more painful to watch the people who love you hurt than is actually for you even if it hurts a lot... physical pain is a thing but emotional pain is much worse. I bet being dying and seeing your kids in emotional pain over it must be the worst thing ever for a parent.
Sufficiently cryptic title but a hell of an intro
Is it cryptic?
@@stroads.more vague but same difference in the manner he meant it lol
bro i remember cody from day 1. i hate that this happened to him. this actually made me cry. i hope all is well my man.
As someone who lost their mom at a young age (I was 6) I can relate to Cody. So so sorry for your loss. People can’t really understand it until they’ve lived it. I love watching old Syrmor videos of you and your chaos!
Feel bad for this kid, I went through this in my early 20's and cared for my father.... It wrecked me for a while, couldn't imagine going through it at that age.
Aw man, not the passage of time! Nice to hear from this kid again, hope things go well for him in the future.
There’s no other channel on UA-cam with a vibe like this one.
Omg Cody has grown up so much it’s crazy
I hope there will be a catch up video with Jordan if there wasn’t one already
this channel is so so special, Syrmor, you should feel very proud of the platform you’ve created that gives people a place to voice their stories. it all saved me, fr.
So glad you’re coming back.
“Florida, it fucking sucks here, but other than that it’s perfect”
Still better than california
@@RT-qd8ylyeah idk bout that
Just like Texas 💀
I hope you’re doing well Syrmor. It’s been 6 months since this vid. Just hope things are doing good. I appreciate all of the discussions you have with so many people. Had me going and watching many other videos of past content that I have enjoyed.
Hope to see a new video sometime. Take care of yourself.
he posts on his second channel all the time
@@fishticles5What is his second channel called? I want to subscribe to him 🙏
@@cousinpizza6958 its the pinned comment
@@fishticles5 Oh that's his second channel, thank you , I really appreciate it ☺️
@@cousinpizza6958 I didn’t know he had a second channel 😅 well I’m glad he’s still doing their thing.
These videos help me so much. They helped me through quarantines, they helped me through a new move, new places. At 33, even though I'm probably much older than the age of these people you interview, somehow I always connect to something really important in myself everytime I watch your stuff syrmor. Thank you.
To Cody and everyone else who has been through difficult times like this, remember that "the light-soaked days are coming." It'll be okay, even if it's not okay right now.
ive been really suicidal recently which is scary cos ive not had thoughts like this in nearly 2 years and watching you again made me wanna pick back up my oculus quest and jump on vrchat. its been well over a year since i last played and i forgot how great it is to just interact with ppl SPECIFICALLY in vr chat rather than just going out to the skatepark everyday hoping to bump into ppl to talk to and skate with like i usually do cos its rare that ppl open up in a public setting like that. I remember in my darkest times a few years ago i was on vr chat constantly so when im really feeling down and cant make it out the house at least i can hop on vr chat and have a laugh and maybe even a deep convo with a stranger.
I’m really glad Cody is trying to make sense of his feelings about the loss of his mom and isn’t leaving them aside to deal with them later, if at all, in bursts of pain he can’t quite place internally. Even if he can’t grasp everything he feels right now because he can’t completely remember what happened at the time of his mom’s passing, he at least is making an effort to understand how he’s dealing with the trauma and that shows a lot of emotional depth for someone his age. It also helps that he has friends he feels safe to talk to about the things he’s going/gone through and who encourage him to go through this process emotionally. That’s not something to take for granted in situations like these. I really hope the best for this dude, and I hope you get to be a marine biologist, Cody. I’m rooting for you, bud. ❤
when my dog died in in 2022, Elden Ring had just came out. I just sat in the discord with friends and played for like 8 hours a day. I would mute my mic often and just cry loudly and then go back to playing and joking around. Elden Ring really helped me not isolate and continue forward. I miss you Zilla, RIP baby girl.
imagine crying over a fuckin DOG DAWG 😂
when my dog (who I’ve had for most of my life) passed away last year I think the main thing that kept me from blocking other people out and isolating was the fact that I could direct my energy to helping take care of my brother’s dog and my friend’s dog while they were out of town. It’s funny how the main thing that helped me process the loss of my dog ended up being the presence of other dogs that weren’t mine. But even with that I still cry over her every once in a while when a wave of grief washes over me. All this is to say I hope you never feel bad or anything over mourning your Zilla because mourning comes in different forms for everyone and grieving over family never really stops I think, we just grow stronger around it over time. And pets are definitely beloved members of the family.
@@JustAnAverageGuy5731 Imagine never finding someone to love to and laugh to other people that had love before
crazy the first syrmor vid I saw was of cody when I first moved to colorado, now I've moved back to colorado and get to see the recap of cody
This guy dealt with something through his childhood that I currently cannot deal with as a full grown adult. Absolute legend proud of you man
That ending really hit in a "tell me how you really feel" kind of way.
I'm sorry that you lost your mom, Cody. Losing a loved one in so hard. I remember when I lost my grandmother in my Sophomore year. It was the hardest thing I ever had to go through. Your mother was a very loving and wonderful person and I hope you never lose your memory of her. Keep going, hon. It will be okay. And it's okay to cry.
“Let me customize” 😂
I know going through hard stuff sucks but it helps us grow. Cody has made a lot of progress and I hope his future looks bright ❤
I'm glad I could come back to this after being so long since I've watched any of these videos.
I was the same as cody when my dad had cancer, things just happened and I was just kinda there... living... like a sentinent object just like he said. I'm sorry for your loss Cody, I hope you're doing better
Dude, if someone's mom died at my school and the teachers told the class not to "make mom jokes" that's basically giving kids the golden pass to relentlessly bully that child.
man did he stop making videos? i hopes he comes back someday
he has a second channel called syrmor and stuff he just uploaded like a day or two ago
Oh my god, I don’t think I could feel more sorry for Cody. I wished I had followed his story closer. I had gone through almost the same thing with my dad, passing away recently, but I started and then stopped watching this channel pretty early. Keep on man. and also currently just started playing bl2 tvhm for the first time tho w gauge, only 2 legendaries so far lmao
cody seems like a friend i would need when i was younger
edit: my moms currently struggling from our arson house fire incident that was on national news, shes 35 and a risk of her dying at 50. she was in a coma for 7 days ( i counted each day i visited)
and talked to cops and investigators since i was the only one to actually witness it besides her, though i was 12-13 at the time in 2019, im pretty sure my brain started to forget that story too.
what was more messed up is that my ex, 4 months ago made fun of me for that while we were breaking up and it lead me to a really dark past, a deep depression (which now medicated for dysthymia) it makes me scared to this day that one day my mom could just die, her coughs are bad sometimes she collapses and im only 16 now
SYRMORS ABILITY TO MAKE ME LAUGH AND CRY AND PONDER AND LIVE AND REFLECT AND APPRECIATE ALL IN ONE VIDEO
what a rollercoaster of emotions... hope you're doing well Cody.
It's completely normal to 'fuzz out' those memories, kiddo. You'll bring them out and clean them up as you become ready to. It's also completely okay to go home and play a video game after a loss like that. So many people want to fit grief into a box.
When we lost my sister to cancer a few years ago, I wasn't entirely ready for it. I was living in another state, and so I knew about it but was disconnected from it. We didn't talk a lot, but when she made the choice to stop treatment and allow the brain swelling to take over in hospice, I got to her. When she passed, my brother-in-law and I started cracking jokes, about how she was probably already in Heaven, micromanaging the first angels she saw. The woman had dictated to our middle sister what she was allowed to say at the funeral lmao
Don't let anyone tell you that you're strange for blocking periods of that time out, or making them hazy. Don't let anyone tell you you're awful or a psycho for going home and playing a video game. It's clear your brain knows what you need to make it through this in a healthy way, and you are very much doing well if this video is anything to go by. You're a good kid. Not too shabby for a demon cat kid.
Sorry to hear about your mom Cody no wonder I haven't seen you around and just like you I use humor to cope as well I lost my dad in 2020 to cancer as well so ofcourse it's not fun especially at your age. You know the Kitten Marching Bands door is open my man we always be here ❤
I can't express how impactful this video was. Thank you for making this, and Cody, thank you for sharing your story.
Sometimes time can be the only friend you can count on. "Everything Fades"
Damn cody, you inspired me when I was in a dark place man. Do good die great is in my bio cause I just wanna live by that so much. You're a great person and I wish u all the best , just wanted u to know you've affected peoples live for the better and I'm rooting for you!
felt the way he coped and the fuzzy memory.
The day after my grandma died I just remember going to school, coming home and playing minecraft. I remember way less about 10th grade than I do 9th or 11th. It's like my brain dumped most of it out so I wouldn't think about it.
I'm still wearing the Do bad, die worse hoodie. Time flies by fast huh
i really relate with cody. my mom was very mentally unwell and i don’t remember much of anything of my mom from my childhood. she died in 2019 from a car accident that was likely caused by a coughing fit that made her pass out (she was a life long smoker). i played a lot of fallout 4 and minecraft after seeing my mom in the hospital and after she died. i also understand the story of going through the school day, and the day of seeing his mother completely brain dead. i understand and i hope he keeps healing, as well as anyone else who goes thru this type of thing. much love cody
hi milkbattery, i'm thinking about you and hope you're having a good day.
man that emotional whiplash between stories... i feel that, grieving alot...
He wished him to dissappear.
Was the last video 😢
Much love to cody so sorry for your loss. On a side note i did think for a second that "fuck you" was going to be his message to everyone lol.
Yo that thing about going to video games after experiencing trauma is something I completely relate to
Last year me and my family were going bacl home after visiting my grandparents for mother's day, and like 3/4 of the way we almost crashed front first into another car, only to then tumble and end up upsidedown
I was fucking terrified, and so was my dad, mom and sis, but thankfully we were okay, only minor cuts and bruises, but it was pretty clear that we almost died and we were all pretty shook up.
First thing I did when I got home was download Resident Evil 4 Remake lol
Dang, I think I was like 17 watching these in my room an just smiling, time definitely goes by fast.
This video genuinely made me cry. I'm so sorry, and I hope you have such a great and happy life.
Love listening to these
For me its been 2yrs since I lost my sister. I have to agree I'm alive. Thank God for friends and family that was around. I also trying to block out how she died. Ya and that realization of someone you love just gone. I hope Cody your truly doing ok. Just never stop reaching out.❤
Thats honestly such a well put together video. I hope you get the level of views from back in the day again. Just leaving this comment here for the algorithm
Hope your well man hope to see more videos
The subject matter plus the Minecraft music got me. It sucks he had to go through this. I hope things are well for him and you too Syrmor.
this channel is a time-capsule for vrc
i never talk about this but, when i was 15 i lost my mom to cancer and this video really helped me feel like i wasn’t the only one whose been through this. i remember doing all the same things that Cody did with his mom with my mom like watching detective shows and it just hurts man. chemo really makes someone a different person and as a kid, having your parent being 2 different people changes you. there’s so many things that Cody talks about i can relate 100% to especially being a kid going through something like this this and using gaming as a get-away. Cody if you’re reading this, i love you man and if you ever need anything please reach out to me. if anyone else has lost a parent, just know you’re not alone. it’s all gonna be okay i promise. God bless. ❤
This is off topic but have you ever been able to interview Jordan again? Our wholesome angel cat? I'm stoked to see our satan cat again though! Gonna be a good video!
Syrmor's voice got a lot deeper.
My mom lost her dad at 18 suddenly when he had a heart attack. My dad just had a stroke and he is leaving the hospital today but i know how lucky we got with this one. Life is a gift
That kid knows what’s up. Friends are like seasons. They Come and go
Went through this kind of thing at a fragile part of life, watched my mother slowly die to stage 4 ovarian cancer over the course of 4 years.
Most of the time when i remember her, it's of the lighter moments and of before, like car rides and trips to the local antique district, eating ice cream in the country...
I definitely didn't expect to hear AJJ in this, but I'm glad to hear it.
My dad died of blood cancer almost 10 years ago now, I was 10yrs old. Listening to Cody talk about it, I could relate word for word at every point, the school telling the other kids, the delirium. Just that moment when you realise they're gone, like fully gone erased from the earth. I just wanted to say that Cody, if your reading this, thanks.
Those closing words are pretty much what I've taken away from it all too. I'll never stop crying over him but I'll keep loving everyone else while I can
I still have all my friends from my friend group in elementary school, and every time we meet people they say how rare that is. It's hard to keep the friend group together especially with social media, everyone just goes oh well they'll always be there but I got off social media and so I had to put a lot of effort into keeping everyone together over the years. There were points where we didn't see each other for a long time but we still go on at least one trip a year somewhere. My mom lost her mom when she was only 16 and she's never recovered from it so I can imagine how difficult it is for someone that young for that to happen to. Life just ends sometimes and you never know when it is going to come
Yup. Thank you Cody, now I cherish the time when I was happy
Love how they have Titanfall skins
Much prayers for cody i know he says hes ok but still praying .
I just recently met Cody and I can say with confidence is that he is such a funny guy. Glad i'm able to say I know someone as cool as him and Cody if you are reading this im actually lying and you are sooo weird and sooo sillyyy
Thanks for still uploading
What a beautiful video. godspeed cody
hearing 2018 cody talk about his friends cut to 2023 cody was like a punch in the gut
Jesus.. I’m so sorry Cody. Nobody tells you how to cope or mourn, you are free to do it how you need to for yourself 🖤.
I hope everything goes well for you always.
cody is an angel and deserves good things.
0:43 i love this convo
People can only be replaced toward a meaningless thing like a job or a class. But not a meaningful thing like a relationship. People cant be replaced
Jesus Christ, being here from the first video of Cody, this hurts.
Cody, if you’re reading this, you’re a goddamn trooper and you honestly seem like a really chill person to talk to. Take care of yourself, kid.
5:20 My brain fuzzed out my experience too. Exactly the same way. I had a cousin who got cancer while we were in our young teens. I had just met him probably several years prior and he was my favorite cousin, I'd say. We were closest in age and had a lot in common, and just really connected well. He had marrow cancer in his arm which he had to amputate. There was a point where it seemed like he would be okay but then it came back and a tumor grew on his shoulder which was visible and quite large.. He lost the battle to it. I was with him through most of it along with my other cousins, but it's mostly a blur now. Hard to remember the visual memories but I know what took place chronologically.
Why this guy not upload no more
This one hit why to close to home granted I'm an adult now but just losing a parent isnt easy, I hope Cody is doing okay, which it seems like he is
Want to hug. Also lost family in a shitty pointless way. It is a scar that never heals
This video hit in a unique way
I vividly remember this kid back when I used to play
I can’t wait for more
the AJJ outro fire
0:35 This definitely was a coping mechanism. The British physists did the experiment, where they would suggest to people who has experienced recent car crashes to play tetris the next thing right after getting all required at the waiting room in hospital and after. Surprisingly the game actually reduced stress and even in some cases the perceived physical pain, since it's switched the people attention from trauma and painful event to a more monotonous and engaging activity. So yeah, you might feel guilty, but you shouldn't - it's most likely an unconscious coping mechanism on his part.
Whoah! That whole baby-Zombie transition lands hard.