I'm so sorry to hear about your dad man. This video is heartbreaking and I'm talking about your reaction and your stories too. This music video is absolutely heartbreaking but it didn't make me cry (I know I'm one of the few that didn't cry). But hearing you talk about your dad and his heart attack... I don't know man that just fucking got me. My dad who's my best friend just recently had a heart attack scare and seeing you cry fucking hurt... Thanks for opening up man, loved this vid from you.
I’m one of the few too METALBIRB. I know I’m late to this video but I’m sorry to hear about your dad. I lost my mom suddenly in 2015 to a freak surgery issue that turned septic. She was 47. Been rough even after 6.5 years. She was my rock. Anyways I really love your content. Cheers
Your humanity, your honesty, your dignity and compassion are outstanding my friend. I've lost my father to dementia and my mum has it too now. I can fully relate to this song. I like it as a song but it's very hard to watch. All the very best to you.
So outstanding he promotes BLM and the George Floyd Memorial or something... But besides falling head first into these divide and conquer bullshit, yeah he seems to be a very cool guy.
@@Thystonius Yes it was, I remember hearing him about donating to the George Floyd Memorial and supporting BLM... And what atrocities are you taking about? There are 2 times more whites being killed by police than blacks, and I don't remember hearing that a white being killed (a multi criminal and drug addict, by the way) led to the complete chaos in many US cities by white people, all ignored by the crooked mainstream media and politics.
This video was one of your best. Its something you dont see in youtubers anymore. Being real. Being human. I applaud you for posting this video. Although you may not even read this, i love your channel and have found several new bands because of you. Me and my wife love your stuff and i hope you are doing well in these crazy times. This song made me think back on my own grandparents. All of mine are gone and my last one was my grandmother on my mom's side. She was the sweetest person. She had remarried after my grandfather passed and in later years, her dementia started becoming more apparent. I only saw her a couple times a year, mainly at easter and thanksgiving. She would ask me if i had met a nice girl, and i would have to remind her that she was in fact, at my wedding. Over time, she stopped recognizing us and had to be reminded who we were. She didnt even recognize her own husband. In a way, her passing was easier on us because the woman we all grew up with was no longer there. My heart goes out to anyone going through similar situations. You are not alone.
I'm glad that you ended up doing this video. I'm so sorry for the loss of your dad, I really am. It is hard to not listen to this song and just feel every loss at once. Breaking my heart with those tears! This song really hits hard. What's crazy to me is that the breakdown, as it is getting slower, with Courtney vocalizing is actually exactly what I felt like during the biggest loss that I've been through. It's amazing to me that they were able to put that into music, whether it be Constance losing her memory or it be in the context of Courtney losing her grandmother. It sounds like loss. This is absolutely my song of the year, no question.
I lost my dad to Cancer at the age of 20. I lost my mom to Depression at the age of 34. I'm all that's left. I'm an only child. At the moment, I'm 38. I suffered with homelessness afterwards, but picked myself back up. It's ok to cry. Real men cry! Much love from southern Texas. Rip to your father. He raised a great man!
It is hard to put this out there, but I lost my sister during birth to Trisome 18. Essentially her heart and brain weren't fully developed yet, but she was ready to come out. Long story short that is a shitty thing for a 7 year old to witness and is probably the reason I am a metalhead to the extent that I am. Also why I am so empathetic. The line, "It's hard to lose and wonder why" really got me. Mainly because I was 7 and didn't fully understand what death was and most certainly didn't think you could die before being born. May also be why I have always been more mature than the other kids at school. Now I am in college and only really "cry" about it on her birthday.
I lost my mom this year along with my father this song kills me everytime I listen to it. I can’t listen to it without crying. All I can wish is to hold her once more and care for her she started to not recognize me near the end of her cancer.
Lost my Mom to cancer 8 years ago.....now.my Dad is in his final days with cancer as well. I know i wont ever hear his voice again and it kills me. Keep wishing my Mom would call.....never gets easier. Stay strong
Welp. This was a rollercoaster. Made it through the song... cried at your reaction.... laughed my ass off at "LIKE AND SUBSCRIBE" and the entire ending.
Sat here and teared up all over again with you. Brutally honest reaction, thank you for that. I watched (literally) my dad die from Parkinson's complications, and rapid onset dementia. Also watched my grandmother pass from scleroderma.. so I really feel your pain, and everyone else's here. Stay strong everyone. Thanks for being strong enough to show your emotions and talk, glad I'm a sub.
I'm in that boat now. My dad was diagnosed almost 5 years ago with Parkinson's and about 5 months ago started showing signs of forgetting. The most heart-wrenching thing to hear was when he admitted to there being an instance where he didn't recognize his wife, my mom. I'm not looking forward to what's coming with this terrible disease.
@@kylemartin2312 I don't wish it upon anyone... And I won't sugar coat it and say it won't be that bad. But you will get through it, and life does continue after, just differently. My best advice is be totally honest about everything going on, and deal with it in a healthy manner. It makes a difference. If you ever need to talk, shoot me a message. Take care, and stay strong.
I appreciate that. Also, I'm sorry to hear about your loss. I'm speaking of my step-dad right now but he's been married to my mom since I was 3 (41 now) so he's my dad. My real dad was murdered when I was 19 and losing a parent is the hardest thing I've went through in my life; as I'm sure you can attest to as well.
Wish both of you the best, and I know the rapid onset dementia can be brutal. My aunt whom I've been close with my whole life developed it early into the pandemic and it's honestly staggering how fast it can really crush someone. It has really effected my mother and I just remember the change from week to week it was so fast you would swear it wasn't real.
Spiritbox has some truly heavy breakdowns throughout their catalogue of music, but the breakdown in the Constance video, usually comes from those who watch it....the visuals, the music, and the vocals...beautiful
Every reaction I’ve seen to this song has hit me to the gut but the ones who’ve gotten teary eye’d or cried, fuckin wrecks me 😭💀 Loved this reaction dude and extremely sorry to hear about your pops bro 🙏🏽
My grandmother had Alzheimer's and I watched her every evening for about 6 months while I was in college. It is rough and I'm an empath so it sucked...it pained me to see her not recognize her own sons, much less grandkids, but her sons. Don't know what else to say but sorry about your Father. God bless you bro
You're a really good dude, man. It's really important for folks, especially young men, to see and understand that it's ok for grown men to cry. Even big burly guys like you.
Your ok man. I broke down too. My dad passed in 17 to partial dementia and diabetes complications. I was thinking the exact same thoughts. It's ok to express yourself man. And I'm sorry about your dad. I'm sure he had a heart of gold just like you.
I’ve watched so many reactions to this song, and by far, yours is the most touching, genuine and honest ones I’ve seen. It’s hands down the best reaction so far. Really sorry to hear about your dad, man. I can’t even imagine the grief and sorrow I’m going to feel when mine eventually passes. Stay strong, my man! Keep being honest and vulnerable, it’s who you are!
I'm sorry for your loss, the death of a parent must be... I can't even imagine how difficult it must be. I'm a nurse, I'm sad to say I see people with dementia every day and it's tragic. I have to push what I'm seeing to the back of my mind to do my job, but every now and then the gravity of what old age does to people and the sad and lonely lives most of the elderly live can get to me too. To live is to suffer, that's why we've all got to grasp on to those moments of happiness while we can. All my love brother from across the pond.
I can relate to this song to a 'T'. I lost my father to dementia back in 2017 and to watch his last moments asking who I was and why I chose to spend time with him was something I was prepared for because he truly didn't recognize who I was even though he raised me from infant to right at his final breath. I accepted that his time was up, but it was the look in his eyes that haunted me for some time after because he was extremely terrified that it was happening. I stayed by his side til his suffering was over..once the nurse confirmed it was indeed over, I calmly exited his room and collapsed openly weeping that he lived 62 years and raised/watched over me for 34 of them only to forget who I was. I think about him everyday knowing somewhere 'up there', that he is proud of the man I turned out to be.
You're basically one of the only UA-camrs out of all those reaction channels who, after all those years you're doing this, stays true to himself. Others I see change and nearly never for the better. I love the way you are. The videos you made on Black Lives Matter and how you felt about what was going on only brought me to tears, good tears. Open up the hearts of the people who are mature enough to join you. Keep being you and looking forward to more reactions of you, in 2021.
Oh btw, my granddad with Parkinson's died 4 months after his wife and my grandma died with Alzheimer's... a disease that took 15 years to very slowly take her away... they were married 62 years... it is soooo heavy.
Part of me is super stoked about Spiritbox finally getting the recognition they deserve, but then you realize it so successful in part of an immensely painful loss so many have shared. That said, just look through these comments on this or any video for this song and is nothing but love, it's really something special.
Damn, that was one of the most raw and honest reactions I've seen in a while. Thank you, GC. I'm very sorry to hear about your father, and I can attest that this song is hard for anyone to listen to, especially with the backstory and the video. It's beautiful, but it really does just tear at the heart strings. Thank you for going through with this, brother.
Lost my grandpa to Alzheimer’s/dementia. I thank God now that it happened before COVID did. We were all able to see him and be together in the nursing home and then the hospital. Sometimes he’d have moments of clarity and I’m forever grateful I got to be present for one of them. I saw him after that but he had no idea who I was or who he even was, so to my mind it’s the last conversation I had with my grandpa. He was a man of faith, and asked me to read to him from the Bible. I went with the 23rd psalm (the lord is my shepherd, I shall not want...he leads me by still waters and green pastures...though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I will fear no evil for thou art with me...and I shall dwell in the house of the Lord forever). He squeezed my hand with more strength than I thought he had left, and I saw he was crying which of course got me crying and I just squeezed his hand back and said “you’re going to be okay” and he nodded and we just cried together awhile. This song and review takes me back there to that moment and now I’m crying again and it’s okay. I’m thankful. I fear no pain but literally losing my mind is the single most terrifying thing in the world to me. I too am a man of faith but also of doubt and this is my biggest trust issue personally. Thanks man, enjoy your videos.
You're not alone sir. This song got me too, 100% sober. Anyone who has experienced loss of someone, anyone they love and were close to, will connect with the song & video the same way. Even those who haven't but have someone they know who is or has dealt with a tough medical condition, or can even just sympathize with those who have... it will hit you hard. I'm really sorry to hear about your dad as well. It almost certainly must have been and continues to be incredibly tough. You aren't alone; nobody out there is.
Dude you just gave the best reaction to this song in the history of you tube 🤘. It couldn't have been explained any other way. I give you major props for showing " human feelings". I salute you 🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘. Rock on brother.
Thank you for the honesty man. You picked up on exactly what they were getting across. This is the BEST representation I've ever seen of loss. So fucking powerful
Showing emotion makes us human. This song hit me hard as well, I cried during it. I lost my great grandma to Alzheimer's in 2008 and watching the decline is just like it shows in the video...it starts with simple things, then it progresses to not knowing memories, friends, and eventually family and yourself. I last saw her a few weeks before she passed, and she knew who I was, but she had no idea who my grandpa was (her son). It was the hardest thing to watch. This song brought back a lot of those memories
Thank you for being so open with your emotions. I felt similar when I first heard this song, and hearing what you had to say made me feel like I wasn't alone feeling this way. Much love brother
The reaction you had mirrors mine. I have never lost someone to dementia, but it made me think of my mother who just passed in November. I just began sobbing when I heard this song.
I feel like this song has brought people together in a lot of ways. I've seen so many people on UA-cam reaching out to each other. And I know it's made me start reaching out to my parents more while I still can. That's an important song.
I no lie called up my mom and dad after hearing this song and told them I love them. Scared the shit out of them but this song had that power, for me anyway.
Hi from France man. I don't know if you will see this comment, I couldn't react before, it was too hard for me.. but I still want to right it now. Second time I watched this reaction, and second time I cried.. because I can only feel how you were at this moment. Few times ago, I lost a beautiful person who was like a second mum, a person who got Alzheimer and god it was so hard.. so hard to see someone you're close too, who doesn't even remember you, or maybe for 5 seconds sometimes... And as if it was not enough, 3 months ago, I lost my mum.. my only parent, the one who took care of me, my sister and my brothers so well, whatever the cost she paid for it. My true guardian angel. And a b*stard decided that he could take her from us, as if taking the life of someone was something normal.. I still can't believe, atm I'm writing to you, what happened. I just know there is a big hole in my heart, something I could never heal, something which could never be replaced.. someone I could never say again "I love you". All of that.. because narcissistic perverts, a monster, decided he had any right to do this kind of things. But she gave me something really important, something I will use for sure to make my dreams come true, something which will helps me during the rest of my life.. the strengh to go forward without turning back, and do everything to success. This strengh she got during all her life, to grow up without parent, to take care of us.. I will use it the best way possible. She's my guardian angel, and she will always be.. even if she's physicaly not here. I saw a lot of people telling their stories in comments, and to be honest it warms my heart. To you brother, and to everyone in comments (or not) who lived something like this or maybe, sadly, actually living it, I wish everyone to feel better and happiness, because you all deserve it. Losing a parent, a grandparent, a sister, a brother, etc.. nothing of all of this is simple to live, it can't be forgetten, for my case it can't be forgiven.. but we all have to go forward for them, for the ones who are still beside us, and more important.. for ourself. Have a good day everyone, and if some people are not really fine actually, be sure a good day will come, a day which will bring you happiness and hope.. and I wish it to happens fast for everyone! Much love brother
I lost a very dear family friend to Alzheimers right around finals week. I did my damndest to do my final exam, but I just couldn't give it the attention it deserved. She was one of the kindest and most wonderful of human beings I've had the great honor of knowing in this life. This song was something of a cathartic experience for me to find solace. Rest in paradise, Joanne... you are so loved and missed.
I watch this particular reaction from time to time because it's the most authentic reaction out of any reactions I've ever seen on UA-cam. Unmatched just like this song/video.
This song came out 3 days before my grandmother died of dementia and related medical issues. Because of covid I couldn't be there with her in the end so I had this song on repeat. I'm proud of you for not editing out the tears and dealing with the emotions. This song definitely NAILS the sadness in watching a loved one whither in front of you. My grandmother Nancy was such a strong and fierce woman her whole life and to see her reduced to a confused, whimpering shell of her former self seemed like an especially cruel trick the universe was playing. Besides the emotions of seeing the items in the background of the shots disappearing as Constance forgets the memories that make those items have meaning to her the way the ending breakdown get so loud and chaotic as her thoughts become so clouded and confused was brilliant. The way the tempo trudges down into a grinding halt and the distorted synth chords blead into the lush keys as she is reunited with her husband hit me so hard I wept openly. Thank you for sharing this and being strong enough to allow us to relate to you through it.
My husband lost his grandpa to dementia, and having known him before it, it was heart wrenching. Also lost my grandma in February of this shitty year to pneumonia and dementia. And having lost my other gramma, who was my best friend and like a mother to me in 2016....this song just brutalized my heart. We all lost our shit, it's okay. This song is painfully real. Painfully beautiful.
Man that song is impossible to not get emotional too, that song will take a tear from a stone. It's all good for us men to shed a tear too were human too. So sorry to hear about your dad. Keep the head up man your an absolute legend and a gent.
I Love how you were enjoying the beat in the beginning, just like me, when i come to realize the story in the video, it hit home.. i remember being in the hospital coming back from outstation to visit my grandma who also had alzheimers/dementia & stroke, i was the last person to feed her, she was so happy to see me, when i went to the restroom, came out wanting to continue to feed her, she was panicking "she said you're not my grandson, who are you" great reaction bro
This song tore me tf up when i first heard it as well, it got me thinking about all the loved ones I've lost over the 21 years I've been on this earth. I honestly can't listen to this song too much because it sucks me into such a depressive state that it makes it hard to go about my day without being an emotional wreck. Really appreciate the reaction my guy and I can't tell you how much it means that you even uploaded the video in it's entirety. Thank You so much.🖤
My truly heartfelt condolences to hear about your father. I lost mine very suddenly in 2009 and it hasn't gotten much easier, to be honest. He was mid-sentence with me having a conversation when he suddenly had a heart attack and died in front of me. He was 52. I know exactly how you feel. I have since realized that you will never "get over" what happened but, rather, learn to live with the change. No matter how much time goes by, I find there are certain things that send me straight back to the shock and horror that I felt that cold February morning. Moving songs, in particular, are very quick in this aspect. Just know that the pain you feel will always signify how much you loved him. I truly hope you find some sense of peace soon, although it will undoubtedly take time. I always hold out hope that I will see my dad again after I pass and I hope the same for you. Thank you for all you do. You affect all of our lives for the better and THAT is a testament to how successfully your dad raised you. Much love from Minnesota.
Sorry to hear about your dad man...i lost my dad 12 years ago, my grandma a couple of years later. I still cry for both of them, it will never stop. But it won't be pure grief, for me it's just brief moments of happiness that i had those people in my life and also sadness it couldn't last longer...
real talk. i feel ya on the father stuff. sorry to hear he passed. my dad passed away as well suddenly, from a heart attack as well a few years back. he was only 52. was toast before the ambulance could even arrive on scene. hardest thing I've seen to this day was my father's lifeless shell in the hospital a few hours later and it still chokes me up to even think about it. I had no idea it even happened until my aunt and cousin came to get me at work. Makes me regret a lot in my own life, as we always didn't see eye to eye, and then I catch myself thinking "just one more day of watching the stars and shooting the shit". you take it for granted and then it's ripped away before you can blink.
Love this reaction. My step mom died 3 days before this song came out and i love this song even tho i cry every time. Then end when it gets chaotic and heavy and then the piano comes back in and it feels like everything is gonna be ok. I cry every time at that part. ❤
That was real man, I felt a lot like that when I listened. I have a Grandmother who's suffering from Alzheimer and just lost my Grandfather who was her rock. seeing this takes me back to how my family struggled to keep up now that she's with us. Don't feel bad about having that reaction man, that's real shit and what makes music transcend just notes.
I’m so glad you decided to do this. For some reason (and I’ve only seen a few of your reactions) I remember thinking “I would love his opinion on this” and you did not disappoint. Yeah this song and video still wreck me, but it’s beautiful. Sorry for your loss and keep doing exactly what you’re doin. It’s awesome.
I'm with you man, i've lost my dad in 2017 through cancer and i'm still not over it but it's important to keep the good memories alive. It was a worst time time of my life yet because after his dead my girlfriend left me, my old band split up and i fell into a deep depression which was hard to get out again, something i could have never managed without a good friend of mine and i'm very thankful for this. I'm also a musician but never managed to put my emotions into a song yet, last year i released my new bands first album, there wasn't a song about him or my emotions but at least i dedicated it to him.
Man, what can I say about it? I totally feel you and I'm so sorry for your lost. I collapsed watching this video because I can relate. My grandfather passed away and he was like my father, he raised me and he had a brain stroke that made him struggle for almost a year and he kept forgetting many things and he couldn't move anymore, he died in 2014. My mother was diagnosed of breast cancer a year later and during that time I had to leave my country (Venezuela) in order to get her money and help. She passed away almost 2 years ago and I was here (Colombia) without a proper job and being unable to go there when I wanted to. I feel you, man. It's ok to face our feelings and my advice is to remember the best of them in order to move forward. Horns up, brother.
Only just discovered this song a few minutes ago. And i had the exact same reaction man. This song is beautiful and hits hard. Music is more than just melody, you know it's a piece of art if it makes you emotional like this. Love this reaction video. Peace bro.
This song really hit me hard. But then I watched you talk about losing your dad and how your voice changed talking about it. Really broke me down. I always have the fear of the day when my parents pass on it’s tough. Condolences and great reaction.
The gravity of this video is beyond words. My condolences to you and your family for your loss. This is the most genuine reaction to this song/video I have witnessed so far. Thank you.
Much love, brother. Nobody is immune to experiencing the hardships of life. While we all cope with our feelings differently, expressing those feelings is perfectly normal. My great grandfather recently passed away from Alzheimers and my great grandmother more recently passed away as well. So this song definitely hit home for me too. I'm glad you uploaded your sincere and genuine reaction from the song. No one should sit with their emotions alone so I'm glad you expressed them to your viewers. We support you til the end!
Man you are a legend for being brave enough to let your guard down and be so honest emotionally about the video and your dad. I lost my father-in-law a year ago (11/11/2020) due to a sudden heart attack and I've struggled to grieve properly since, but seeing you be so forthcoming emotionally has been inspiring as silly as that sounds. Keep being awesome dude 🤘
Damn, brother you got me over here sitting in bed 315 am and my pillow is soaked, I hold so much inside and once something triggers that emotion in me i loose it. Cheers to you and it's awsome that your willing to share your compassion.
I feel for you man and all the fatherless and/or motherless out there at a young age. As someone who lost both and my great aunt who was like a second grandma to me who also had Alzheimer’s it was a very strange time. Sad but you definitely in my opinion become stronger in time but it’s tough to deal with for sure. Spiritbox did a wonderful thing putting this song and video out much love to them. And much love to you dude it. You won’t forget but life returns in time. Stay strong man. ✌🏻
This song still hits me so damn hard even after several time listing to it and watching the video. My godmother died from Covid -19 this years, both of my grandmother dont remember who i am cus of alzheimer, i can relate to both the video and the lyrics in it and damn its hard every single time but such a beautiful song. Great reaction, great story, i cried with you :(
Love u man,my mother died 3 years ago from cancer and i cant get rid of pain and sadness i keep inside of me.We are in this together and showing emotions is beautiful. ♡♡
lost my grandma last year, this song hits the feels for sure, she too had dementia and stopped eating etc. it was sad to watch her degenerate over time. while I miss her and love her, I know she is at peace. Thanks for the reaction @Galacticriminal, this song is amazing and you're my fav reactor! Feeling connects us all.
Man this song just has the IT factor. It has the feeling and emotion behind it meaning the whole true story of both the song writing and video. It also has what I would describe as that "push" from calm to fear almost. Being someone whose grandmother and several since pasted and current relatives have dealt with dementia I just think the combo of it all together just take me back to memories in both a good and bad way. It's an amazing job imo I hope it's a big hit for them and honestly even with all this I didn't really get choked up till I watched your video talking about your dad. Also would like to put out there the old woman in the video did a great job with her acting.
I feel you bro. I exactly react in this way every time I listen to this song. Be emotional, be sad, be depressed, be everything u are. Thia song is so sad and makes me more sad everyday
I cried for who knows how long after seeing this video for the first time. I lost my grandfather in almost this same way. Every time I hear this song I break down. Now it's not tears of sadness but of joy and happiness. That I got to experience his presence on this planet for the short time that it was. Bless you and all that feel this way when watching this.
This song and this video, I will carry it with me until I have life probably, I perfectly understand that moment I felt the same empathy, my grandmother slowly died with dementia / Alzheimer's first her memory and then her slim body didn't hold up, it was hard for me to realize that my dear granny was leaving day by day, in her green eyes I no longer reflected myself as before, she no longer remembered what I called myself, only the memory brings me to tears. I'm sorry for your story man!
Brother, I lost my grandfather to dementia 2 weeks before this was released. The last time he recognised me was on my wedding day in August and he passed in November. This song brings the exact emotions you showed and I'm glad you posted this. His death hit me so hard, the closest person I have ever lost.
love you man. This song is that special kind of feeling that just hits right in the soul. and we might be gingers but... this song even hits us in the soul. proud of you for being you man. NEVER STOP. YOU INSPIRE ME TO KEEP GOING AND BE MYSELF. lost my father in 2016 and ive felt like ive been mentally in 2016 this entire time and im just trying to learn to live with that.
I love you man. It doesn’t get any easier. We just have to get stronger. At least that’s what I keep telling myself after losing both of my parents and then my father-in-law passed the same way that your dad did. I want to wish you the best.
I don't think you told me about your dad but I am so sorry for your loss man. I lost my grandfather who I was very close to earlier this year from three heart attacks in succession while having surgery on his intestines. Then last year my dad started exhibiting the early symptoms of dementia. It is mostly under control now with meds but he isn't really the dad I always knew. And I have to watch him deteriorate every day. Your story hit hard man. If you ever want to talk my DMs are always open to you.
I love this! And I feel you bro! I had the same experience.. with this song, and in life.. I lost my Dad randomly in 2019 from a heart attack as well. Right in front of my mom in her front room in the middle of the living room floor. I also have a big heart and appreciated you sharing this! 🖤🙏🏼 💪🏼love your videos my guy! 🤘🏻
Lost my grandma to dementia years back. This video made me cry first time through. You are the best. Love your channel. Would love to have a few beers with you man.
Thank you for sharing ! I'm sorry for your loss, real sorry ! I feel the same about that song, and two years after it got released, the tears just come on front again ! All the love to you and your family !
I'm so sorry to hear about your dad man. This video is heartbreaking and I'm talking about your reaction and your stories too. This music video is absolutely heartbreaking but it didn't make me cry (I know I'm one of the few that didn't cry). But hearing you talk about your dad and his heart attack... I don't know man that just fucking got me. My dad who's my best friend just recently had a heart attack scare and seeing you cry fucking hurt... Thanks for opening up man, loved this vid from you.
Best wishes to you and your dad 💜
I’m one of the few too METALBIRB. I know I’m late to this video but I’m sorry to hear about your dad. I lost my mom suddenly in 2015 to a freak surgery issue that turned septic. She was 47. Been rough even after 6.5 years. She was my rock. Anyways I really love your content. Cheers
Its never bad to show emotion. Its what makes us human. Salute brother
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Don't worry. Pretty sure everyone cried during their first listen at least.
It’s my 31st listen and I still cry I lost my mom just this year so it hits mad hard
@@subi_zer0779 damn.
Yeah, if you don't shed a tear you have no soul
@@subi_zer0779 I'm sorry dude. :(
Listened to this song about a hundred times already. Still crying like a baby.
"This isn't even a f***ing review of the music."
Yeah, man. It really is. it's the best review you could have given.
yeah man, it really was
The ultimate form of reaction video.
Your humanity, your honesty, your dignity and compassion are outstanding my friend. I've lost my father to dementia and my mum has it too now. I can fully relate to this song. I like it as a song but it's very hard to watch. All the very best to you.
So outstanding he promotes BLM and the George Floyd Memorial or something... But besides falling head first into these divide and conquer bullshit, yeah he seems to be a very cool guy.
@@ArcHelios117 it was not about BLM but about the atrocities police officers executed against innocent people. Don't be so harsh.
@@Thystonius
Yes it was, I remember hearing him about donating to the George Floyd Memorial and supporting BLM... And what atrocities are you taking about? There are 2 times more whites being killed by police than blacks, and I don't remember hearing that a white being killed (a multi criminal and drug addict, by the way) led to the complete chaos in many US cities by white people, all ignored by the crooked mainstream media and politics.
@@Thystonius
My bad, I misread, I thought you wrote "against black people" instead of "against innocent people".
This video was one of your best. Its something you dont see in youtubers anymore. Being real. Being human. I applaud you for posting this video. Although you may not even read this, i love your channel and have found several new bands because of you. Me and my wife love your stuff and i hope you are doing well in these crazy times.
This song made me think back on my own grandparents. All of mine are gone and my last one was my grandmother on my mom's side. She was the sweetest person. She had remarried after my grandfather passed and in later years, her dementia started becoming more apparent. I only saw her a couple times a year, mainly at easter and thanksgiving. She would ask me if i had met a nice girl, and i would have to remind her that she was in fact, at my wedding. Over time, she stopped recognizing us and had to be reminded who we were. She didnt even recognize her own husband. In a way, her passing was easier on us because the woman we all grew up with was no longer there. My heart goes out to anyone going through similar situations. You are not alone.
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You’re the man. And don’t worry. It got all of us, including us, man. Love you bro. ❤️
I'm glad that you ended up doing this video. I'm so sorry for the loss of your dad, I really am. It is hard to not listen to this song and just feel every loss at once. Breaking my heart with those tears! This song really hits hard. What's crazy to me is that the breakdown, as it is getting slower, with Courtney vocalizing is actually exactly what I felt like during the biggest loss that I've been through. It's amazing to me that they were able to put that into music, whether it be Constance losing her memory or it be in the context of Courtney losing her grandmother. It sounds like loss. This is absolutely my song of the year, no question.
I lost my dad to Cancer at the age of 20. I lost my mom to Depression at the age of 34. I'm all that's left. I'm an only child. At the moment, I'm 38. I suffered with homelessness afterwards, but picked myself back up. It's ok to cry. Real men cry! Much love from southern Texas. Rip to your father. He raised a great man!
This song gets me every single time
I keep going back to it, and watching people's reactions..WHY it gets me everytime!
Sorry to ear about your father.sometimes even the strongest person needs to let the emotions flow.cheers buddy
This song hit home for me... my grandpa had Dementia and it was hard to see him in decline.
Exactly why luv this guy.
It is hard to put this out there, but I lost my sister during birth to Trisome 18. Essentially her heart and brain weren't fully developed yet, but she was ready to come out. Long story short that is a shitty thing for a 7 year old to witness and is probably the reason I am a metalhead to the extent that I am. Also why I am so empathetic. The line, "It's hard to lose and wonder why" really got me. Mainly because I was 7 and didn't fully understand what death was and most certainly didn't think you could die before being born. May also be why I have always been more mature than the other kids at school. Now I am in college and only really "cry" about it on her birthday.
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Spiritbox needs to see this holy shit 😭
I lost my mom this year along with my father this song kills me everytime I listen to it. I can’t listen to it without crying. All I can wish is to hold her once more and care for her she started to not recognize me near the end of her cancer.
Lost my Mom to cancer 8 years ago.....now.my Dad is in his final days with cancer as well. I know i wont ever hear his voice again and it kills me. Keep wishing my Mom would call.....never gets easier. Stay strong
@@soothingzounds73 trying man you as well I just wasn’t ready for both so fast.
@@subi_zer0779 never can be ready for it. Ive felt lost since my Mom passed...i cant imagine both being gone...condolences brother
Beautiful reaction my dude. Let those emotions out. Real men cry.
Aww, all the HUGS, man. All of them.
Welp. This was a rollercoaster. Made it through the song... cried at your reaction.... laughed my ass off at "LIKE AND SUBSCRIBE" and the entire ending.
Bro. Fucking same first time I watched it. My grans name was Constance too... killed me.
Oh no shit?... bro that is heaaaaaaavy.
My dude....thank you...that was real..
Sat here and teared up all over again with you. Brutally honest reaction, thank you for that. I watched (literally) my dad die from Parkinson's complications, and rapid onset dementia. Also watched my grandmother pass from scleroderma.. so I really feel your pain, and everyone else's here. Stay strong everyone. Thanks for being strong enough to show your emotions and talk, glad I'm a sub.
I'm in that boat now. My dad was diagnosed almost 5 years ago with Parkinson's and about 5 months ago started showing signs of forgetting. The most heart-wrenching thing to hear was when he admitted to there being an instance where he didn't recognize his wife, my mom. I'm not looking forward to what's coming with this terrible disease.
@@kylemartin2312 I don't wish it upon anyone... And I won't sugar coat it and say it won't be that bad. But you will get through it, and life does continue after, just differently. My best advice is be totally honest about everything going on, and deal with it in a healthy manner. It makes a difference. If you ever need to talk, shoot me a message. Take care, and stay strong.
I appreciate that. Also, I'm sorry to hear about your loss. I'm speaking of my step-dad right now but he's been married to my mom since I was 3 (41 now) so he's my dad. My real dad was murdered when I was 19 and losing a parent is the hardest thing I've went through in my life; as I'm sure you can attest to as well.
Wish both of you the best, and I know the rapid onset dementia can be brutal. My aunt whom I've been close with my whole life developed it early into the pandemic and it's honestly staggering how fast it can really crush someone. It has really effected my mother and I just remember the change from week to week it was so fast you would swear it wasn't real.
Spiritbox has some truly heavy breakdowns throughout their catalogue of music, but the breakdown in the Constance video, usually comes from those who watch it....the visuals, the music, and the vocals...beautiful
I feel you bro. Hit a bunch of us hard.
Every reaction I’ve seen to this song has hit me to the gut but the ones who’ve gotten teary eye’d or cried, fuckin wrecks me 😭💀 Loved this reaction dude and extremely sorry to hear about your pops bro 🙏🏽
Your humanity and vulnerability is (part of) why we love you.
My grandmother had Alzheimer's and I watched her every evening for about 6 months while I was in college. It is rough and I'm an empath so it sucked...it pained me to see her not recognize her own sons, much less grandkids, but her sons. Don't know what else to say but sorry about your Father. God bless you bro
You're a really good dude, man. It's really important for folks, especially young men, to see and understand that it's ok for grown men to cry. Even big burly guys like you.
Your ok man. I broke down too. My dad passed in 17 to partial dementia and diabetes complications. I was thinking the exact same thoughts. It's ok to express yourself man. And I'm sorry about your dad. I'm sure he had a heart of gold just like you.
It's a beautiful tribute to what a lot of us feel. it was put together so incredibly well. Peace to you bro
I’ve watched so many reactions to this song, and by far, yours is the most touching, genuine and honest ones I’ve seen. It’s hands down the best reaction so far. Really sorry to hear about your dad, man. I can’t even imagine the grief and sorrow I’m going to feel when mine eventually passes. Stay strong, my man! Keep being honest and vulnerable, it’s who you are!
With my dad in a home all alone during corona with alzheimers, this song hits so damn hard. i cant see it a single time without tears!
Hell yeah dude, your reactions are always honest.
I'm sorry for your loss, the death of a parent must be... I can't even imagine how difficult it must be. I'm a nurse, I'm sad to say I see people with dementia every day and it's tragic. I have to push what I'm seeing to the back of my mind to do my job, but every now and then the gravity of what old age does to people and the sad and lonely lives most of the elderly live can get to me too. To live is to suffer, that's why we've all got to grasp on to those moments of happiness while we can. All my love brother from across the pond.
I can relate to this song to a 'T'. I lost my father to dementia back in 2017 and to watch his last moments asking who I was and why I chose to spend time with him was something I was prepared for because he truly didn't recognize who I was even though he raised me from infant to right at his final breath. I accepted that his time was up, but it was the look in his eyes that haunted me for some time after because he was extremely terrified that it was happening. I stayed by his side til his suffering was over..once the nurse confirmed it was indeed over, I calmly exited his room and collapsed openly weeping that he lived 62 years and raised/watched over me for 34 of them only to forget who I was. I think about him everyday knowing somewhere 'up there', that he is proud of the man I turned out to be.
Youre the man, Galactic. You had me crying. Thanks brother.
You're basically one of the only UA-camrs out of all those reaction channels who, after all those years you're doing this, stays true to himself. Others I see change and nearly never for the better. I love the way you are. The videos you made on Black Lives Matter and how you felt about what was going on only brought me to tears, good tears. Open up the hearts of the people who are mature enough to join you. Keep being you and looking forward to more reactions of you, in 2021.
Oh btw, my granddad with Parkinson's died 4 months after his wife and my grandma died with Alzheimer's... a disease that took 15 years to very slowly take her away... they were married 62 years... it is soooo heavy.
Part of me is super stoked about Spiritbox finally getting the recognition they deserve, but then you realize it so successful in part of an immensely painful loss so many have shared. That said, just look through these comments on this or any video for this song and is nothing but love, it's really something special.
Damn, that was one of the most raw and honest reactions I've seen in a while. Thank you, GC. I'm very sorry to hear about your father, and I can attest that this song is hard for anyone to listen to, especially with the backstory and the video. It's beautiful, but it really does just tear at the heart strings. Thank you for going through with this, brother.
Lost my grandpa to Alzheimer’s/dementia. I thank God now that it happened before COVID did. We were all able to see him and be together in the nursing home and then the hospital. Sometimes he’d have moments of clarity and I’m forever grateful I got to be present for one of them. I saw him after that but he had no idea who I was or who he even was, so to my mind it’s the last conversation I had with my grandpa. He was a man of faith, and asked me to read to him from the Bible. I went with the 23rd psalm (the lord is my shepherd, I shall not want...he leads me by still waters and green pastures...though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I will fear no evil for thou art with me...and I shall dwell in the house of the Lord forever). He squeezed my hand with more strength than I thought he had left, and I saw he was crying which of course got me crying and I just squeezed his hand back and said “you’re going to be okay” and he nodded and we just cried together awhile. This song and review takes me back there to that moment and now I’m crying again and it’s okay. I’m thankful. I fear no pain but literally losing my mind is the single most terrifying thing in the world to me. I too am a man of faith but also of doubt and this is my biggest trust issue personally. Thanks man, enjoy your videos.
You're not alone sir. This song got me too, 100% sober. Anyone who has experienced loss of someone, anyone they love and were close to, will connect with the song & video the same way. Even those who haven't but have someone they know who is or has dealt with a tough medical condition, or can even just sympathize with those who have... it will hit you hard. I'm really sorry to hear about your dad as well. It almost certainly must have been and continues to be incredibly tough. You aren't alone; nobody out there is.
Dude you just gave the best reaction to this song in the history of you tube 🤘. It couldn't have been explained any other way. I give you major props for showing " human feelings". I salute you 🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘. Rock on brother.
Thank you for the honesty man. You picked up on exactly what they were getting across. This is the BEST representation I've ever seen of loss. So fucking powerful
I'm so sorry for your loss. This was the most raw and real reaction to this song I've seen yet. Thank you for doing this one, love the channel
Showing emotion makes us human. This song hit me hard as well, I cried during it. I lost my great grandma to Alzheimer's in 2008 and watching the decline is just like it shows in the video...it starts with simple things, then it progresses to not knowing memories, friends, and eventually family and yourself. I last saw her a few weeks before she passed, and she knew who I was, but she had no idea who my grandpa was (her son). It was the hardest thing to watch. This song brought back a lot of those memories
Beautiful song. This one got me too due to similar experiences with family.
Condolences, my friend.
Thank you for being so open with your emotions. I felt similar when I first heard this song, and hearing what you had to say made me feel like I wasn't alone feeling this way. Much love brother
The reaction you had mirrors mine. I have never lost someone to dementia, but it made me think of my mother who just passed in November. I just began sobbing when I heard this song.
I feel like this song has brought people together in a lot of ways. I've seen so many people on UA-cam reaching out to each other. And I know it's made me start reaching out to my parents more while I still can.
That's an important song.
I no lie called up my mom and dad after hearing this song and told them I love them. Scared the shit out of them but this song had that power, for me anyway.
Hi from France man. I don't know if you will see this comment, I couldn't react before, it was too hard for me.. but I still want to right it now.
Second time I watched this reaction, and second time I cried.. because I can only feel how you were at this moment.
Few times ago, I lost a beautiful person who was like a second mum, a person who got Alzheimer and god it was so hard.. so hard to see someone you're close too, who doesn't even remember you, or maybe for 5 seconds sometimes...
And as if it was not enough, 3 months ago, I lost my mum.. my only parent, the one who took care of me, my sister and my brothers so well, whatever the cost she paid for it. My true guardian angel.
And a b*stard decided that he could take her from us, as if taking the life of someone was something normal.. I still can't believe, atm I'm writing to you, what happened. I just know there is a big hole in my heart, something I could never heal, something which could never be replaced.. someone I could never say again "I love you". All of that.. because narcissistic perverts, a monster, decided he had any right to do this kind of things.
But she gave me something really important, something I will use for sure to make my dreams come true, something which will helps me during the rest of my life.. the strengh to go forward without turning back, and do everything to success. This strengh she got during all her life, to grow up without parent, to take care of us.. I will use it the best way possible.
She's my guardian angel, and she will always be.. even if she's physicaly not here.
I saw a lot of people telling their stories in comments, and to be honest it warms my heart. To you brother, and to everyone in comments (or not) who lived something like this or maybe, sadly, actually living it, I wish everyone to feel better and happiness, because you all deserve it. Losing a parent, a grandparent, a sister, a brother, etc.. nothing of all of this is simple to live, it can't be forgetten, for my case it can't be forgiven.. but we all have to go forward for them, for the ones who are still beside us, and more important.. for ourself.
Have a good day everyone, and if some people are not really fine actually, be sure a good day will come, a day which will bring you happiness and hope.. and I wish it to happens fast for everyone!
Much love brother
I lost a very dear family friend to Alzheimers right around finals week. I did my damndest to do my final exam, but I just couldn't give it the attention it deserved. She was one of the kindest and most wonderful of human beings I've had the great honor of knowing in this life. This song was something of a cathartic experience for me to find solace. Rest in paradise, Joanne... you are so loved and missed.
I watch this particular reaction from time to time because it's the most authentic reaction out of any reactions I've ever seen on UA-cam. Unmatched just like this song/video.
This song came out 3 days before my grandmother died of dementia and related medical issues. Because of covid I couldn't be there with her in the end so I had this song on repeat. I'm proud of you for not editing out the tears and dealing with the emotions. This song definitely NAILS the sadness in watching a loved one whither in front of you. My grandmother Nancy was such a strong and fierce woman her whole life and to see her reduced to a confused, whimpering shell of her former self seemed like an especially cruel trick the universe was playing. Besides the emotions of seeing the items in the background of the shots disappearing as Constance forgets the memories that make those items have meaning to her the way the ending breakdown get so loud and chaotic as her thoughts become so clouded and confused was brilliant. The way the tempo trudges down into a grinding halt and the distorted synth chords blead into the lush keys as she is reunited with her husband hit me so hard I wept openly. Thank you for sharing this and being strong enough to allow us to relate to you through it.
My husband lost his grandpa to dementia, and having known him before it, it was heart wrenching. Also lost my grandma in February of this shitty year to pneumonia and dementia. And having lost my other gramma, who was my best friend and like a mother to me in 2016....this song just brutalized my heart. We all lost our shit, it's okay. This song is painfully real. Painfully beautiful.
Man that song is impossible to not get emotional too, that song will take a tear from a stone. It's all good for us men to shed a tear too were human too. So sorry to hear about your dad. Keep the head up man your an absolute legend and a gent.
I Love how you were enjoying the beat in the beginning, just like me, when i come to realize the story in the video, it hit home.. i remember being in the hospital coming back from outstation to visit my grandma who also had alzheimers/dementia & stroke, i was the last person to feed her, she was so happy to see me, when i went to the restroom, came out wanting to continue to feed her, she was panicking "she said you're not my grandson, who are you"
great reaction bro
that final bass part is so angry and full of grief. It just gets you, you know.
I still cry like a baby each time I listen to this song, it does pull at your strings. Hugs man
We all love you ❤
My dad passed in 2010 from cancer and I can't talk about it out loud without losing it. I feel you brother.
This song tore me tf up when i first heard it as well, it got me thinking about all the loved ones I've lost over the 21 years I've been on this earth.
I honestly can't listen to this song too much because it sucks me into such a depressive state that it makes it hard to go about my day without being an emotional wreck.
Really appreciate the reaction my guy and I can't tell you how much it means that you even uploaded the video in it's entirety. Thank You so much.🖤
My truly heartfelt condolences to hear about your father. I lost mine very suddenly in 2009 and it hasn't gotten much easier, to be honest. He was mid-sentence with me having a conversation when he suddenly had a heart attack and died in front of me. He was 52. I know exactly how you feel. I have since realized that you will never "get over" what happened but, rather, learn to live with the change. No matter how much time goes by, I find there are certain things that send me straight back to the shock and horror that I felt that cold February morning. Moving songs, in particular, are very quick in this aspect. Just know that the pain you feel will always signify how much you loved him. I truly hope you find some sense of peace soon, although it will undoubtedly take time. I always hold out hope that I will see my dad again after I pass and I hope the same for you. Thank you for all you do. You affect all of our lives for the better and THAT is a testament to how successfully your dad raised you. Much love from Minnesota.
Sorry to hear about your dad man...i lost my dad 12 years ago, my grandma a couple of years later. I still cry for both of them, it will never stop. But it won't be pure grief, for me it's just brief moments of happiness that i had those people in my life and also sadness it couldn't last longer...
real talk. i feel ya on the father stuff. sorry to hear he passed. my dad passed away as well suddenly, from a heart attack as well a few years back. he was only 52. was toast before the ambulance could even arrive on scene. hardest thing I've seen to this day was my father's lifeless shell in the hospital a few hours later and it still chokes me up to even think about it. I had no idea it even happened until my aunt and cousin came to get me at work. Makes me regret a lot in my own life, as we always didn't see eye to eye, and then I catch myself thinking "just one more day of watching the stars and shooting the shit". you take it for granted and then it's ripped away before you can blink.
Love this reaction. My step mom died 3 days before this song came out and i love this song even tho i cry every time. Then end when it gets chaotic and heavy and then the piano comes back in and it feels like everything is gonna be ok. I cry every time at that part. ❤
That was real man, I felt a lot like that when I listened. I have a Grandmother who's suffering from Alzheimer and just lost my Grandfather who was her rock. seeing this takes me back to how my family struggled to keep up now that she's with us.
Don't feel bad about having that reaction man, that's real shit and what makes music transcend just notes.
I’m so glad you decided to do this. For some reason (and I’ve only seen a few of your reactions) I remember thinking “I would love his opinion on this” and you did not disappoint. Yeah this song and video still wreck me, but it’s beautiful. Sorry for your loss and keep doing exactly what you’re doin. It’s awesome.
I'm with you man, i've lost my dad in 2017 through cancer and i'm still not over it but it's important to keep the good memories alive.
It was a worst time time of my life yet because after his dead my girlfriend left me, my old band split up and i fell into a deep depression which was hard to get out again, something i could have never managed without a good friend of mine and i'm very thankful for this.
I'm also a musician but never managed to put my emotions into a song yet, last year i released my new bands first album, there wasn't a song about him or my emotions but at least i dedicated it to him.
Man, what can I say about it? I totally feel you and I'm so sorry for your lost. I collapsed watching this video because I can relate. My grandfather passed away and he was like my father, he raised me and he had a brain stroke that made him struggle for almost a year and he kept forgetting many things and he couldn't move anymore, he died in 2014.
My mother was diagnosed of breast cancer a year later and during that time I had to leave my country (Venezuela) in order to get her money and help. She passed away almost 2 years ago and I was here (Colombia) without a proper job and being unable to go there when I wanted to.
I feel you, man. It's ok to face our feelings and my advice is to remember the best of them in order to move forward.
Horns up, brother.
Only just discovered this song a few minutes ago. And i had the exact same reaction man. This song is beautiful and hits hard. Music is more than just melody, you know it's a piece of art if it makes you emotional like this. Love this reaction video. Peace bro.
This song really hit me hard. But then I watched you talk about losing your dad and how your voice changed talking about it. Really broke me down. I always have the fear of the day when my parents pass on it’s tough. Condolences and great reaction.
The gravity of this video is beyond words. My condolences to you and your family for your loss. This is the most genuine reaction to this song/video I have witnessed so far. Thank you.
This is still the most earnest reaction to a song I have ever heard. I go back to it a lot. Thank you.
Much love, brother. Nobody is immune to experiencing the hardships of life. While we all cope with our feelings differently, expressing those feelings is perfectly normal. My great grandfather recently passed away from Alzheimers and my great grandmother more recently passed away as well. So this song definitely hit home for me too. I'm glad you uploaded your sincere and genuine reaction from the song. No one should sit with their emotions alone so I'm glad you expressed them to your viewers. We support you til the end!
Man, this was a therapy. Pretty sure this was your best reaction ever. Hope you are felling a little lighter now. Cheers!
Man you are a legend for being brave enough to let your guard down and be so honest emotionally about the video and your dad. I lost my father-in-law a year ago (11/11/2020) due to a sudden heart attack and I've struggled to grieve properly since, but seeing you be so forthcoming emotionally has been inspiring as silly as that sounds. Keep being awesome dude 🤘
Damn, brother you got me over here sitting in bed 315 am and my pillow is soaked, I hold so much inside and once something triggers that emotion in me i loose it.
Cheers to you and it's awsome that your willing to share your compassion.
I feel for you man and all the fatherless and/or motherless out there at a young age. As someone who lost both and my great aunt who was like a second grandma to me who also had Alzheimer’s it was a very strange time. Sad but you definitely in my opinion become stronger in time but it’s tough to deal with for sure. Spiritbox did a wonderful thing putting this song and video out much love to them. And much love to you dude it. You won’t forget but life returns in time. Stay strong man. ✌🏻
This song still hits me so damn hard even after several time listing to it and watching the video. My godmother died from Covid -19 this years, both of my grandmother dont remember who i am cus of alzheimer, i can relate to both the video and the lyrics in it and damn its hard every single time but such a beautiful song. Great reaction, great story, i cried with you :(
Love u man,my mother died 3 years ago from cancer and i cant get rid of pain and sadness i keep inside of me.We are in this together and showing emotions is beautiful. ♡♡
lost my grandma last year, this song hits the feels for sure, she too had dementia and stopped eating etc. it was sad to watch her degenerate over time. while I miss her and love her, I know she is at peace. Thanks for the reaction @Galacticriminal, this song is amazing and you're my fav reactor! Feeling connects us all.
Man this song just has the IT factor. It has the feeling and emotion behind it meaning the whole true story of both the song writing and video. It also has what I would describe as that "push" from calm to fear almost. Being someone whose grandmother and several since pasted and current relatives have dealt with dementia I just think the combo of it all together just take me back to memories in both a good and bad way. It's an amazing job imo I hope it's a big hit for them and honestly even with all this I didn't really get choked up till I watched your video talking about your dad.
Also would like to put out there the old woman in the video did a great job with her acting.
I lost my mom suddenly in 2017. This song made me think of her and made read losing my grandma, whom I'm very close to.
This song damn near broke me. And your reaction is not only warranted, but appreciated. Thank you for posting this❤️🤘
I feel you bro. I exactly react in this way every time I listen to this song. Be emotional, be sad, be depressed, be everything u are.
Thia song is so sad and makes me more sad everyday
I cried for who knows how long after seeing this video for the first time. I lost my grandfather in almost this same way. Every time I hear this song I break down. Now it's not tears of sadness but of joy and happiness. That I got to experience his presence on this planet for the short time that it was. Bless you and all that feel this way when watching this.
This song and this video, I will carry it with me until I have life probably, I perfectly understand that moment I felt the same empathy, my grandmother slowly died with dementia / Alzheimer's first her memory and then her slim body didn't hold up, it was hard for me to realize that my dear granny was leaving day by day, in her green eyes I no longer reflected myself as before, she no longer remembered what I called myself, only the memory brings me to tears. I'm sorry for your story man!
Brother, I lost my grandfather to dementia 2 weeks before this was released. The last time he recognised me was on my wedding day in August and he passed in November. This song brings the exact emotions you showed and I'm glad you posted this. His death hit me so hard, the closest person I have ever lost.
im sorry man((( this is sad
love you man. This song is that special kind of feeling that just hits right in the soul. and we might be gingers but... this song even hits us in the soul. proud of you for being you man. NEVER STOP. YOU INSPIRE ME TO KEEP GOING AND BE MYSELF. lost my father in 2016 and ive felt like ive been mentally in 2016 this entire time and im just trying to learn to live with that.
So sorry for your loss Galactic ❤️
you are such a strong person! to show us your weakness and emotions is so precious
I love you man. It doesn’t get any easier. We just have to get stronger. At least that’s what I keep telling myself after losing both of my parents and then my father-in-law passed the same way that your dad did. I want to wish you the best.
This is by far, the only song that still brings tears to my eyes.
I don't think you told me about your dad but I am so sorry for your loss man. I lost my grandfather who I was very close to earlier this year from three heart attacks in succession while having surgery on his intestines.
Then last year my dad started exhibiting the early symptoms of dementia. It is mostly under control now with meds but he isn't really the dad I always knew. And I have to watch him deteriorate every day. Your story hit hard man. If you ever want to talk my DMs are always open to you.
I love this! And I feel you bro! I had the same experience.. with this song, and in life.. I lost my Dad randomly in 2019 from a heart attack as well. Right in front of my mom in her front room in the middle of the living room floor. I also have a big heart and appreciated you sharing this! 🖤🙏🏼 💪🏼love your videos my guy! 🤘🏻
Lost my grandma to dementia years back. This video made me cry first time through. You are the best. Love your channel. Would love to have a few beers with you man.
Metal heads have the most sensible and amazing hearts on earth. We all understand you Bro, let emotions flow!! It’s ok! You are awesome 🤟🏻
Thank you for sharing ! I'm sorry for your loss, real sorry ! I feel the same about that song, and two years after it got released, the tears just come on front again ! All the love to you and your family !
This was the hardest hitting video I think I've ever watched, sorry for your loss man