I have suffered for years and last night I gave it all to Jesus Christ, the good the bad and the ugly. It was like an upload straight to Jesus took it away and off of me.
I was in Guatemala for a mission trip 2 years ago. A woman there also had an issue of bleeding and spent a lot of money on doctors who couldn't heal her. We prayed for her, and then she went to the bathroom and saw that the bleeding stopped! GOD STILL HEALS TODAY. She followed us to every other church gathering during the next few days after that. And she testified in front of the church about this miracle.
My prayers are with all who are suffering. Don’t give hope, god has sustained you all these days or months or years, he will continue to do so. Glorify God and work on fulfilling his will even at this time. Your rewards will be greater in heaven.
Still up, still here, still trying no matter what. For all you suffering from no matter what don’t worry friends, Jesus Christ will save us, remember, for these sufferings are only temporary but the reward at the end is forever. Been suffering with extreme anxiety, tough panic attacks that hurt my chest, I can’t go to sleep but I know that God, that Jesus Christ will give me the strength to fight every single day. Stay strong and don’t give up.
Do u have triggers that cause them, how do u calm them, I go to jesus, I'm on a med for them but the med I think may be backfiring now, also have lots of other things going on, do u have them daily, mine feels almost constant, nighttime is worst, I need friends I can talk to
@@sweetvictory3100 The triggers are things like being scared that ill get sleep paralysis or thinking that something bad is going to happen to me at night, since like you it usually gets very bad at night. There have been times, just recently too, where i've done nothing but read the bible, and cry. Reading Psalms (especially psalm 91 outloud), spending at least one hour of my day reading the bible, and just reminding myself over and over that God is for me, and all the promises in the bible that Gods going to save me, and you, really helps. it's tiresome, but after some time i've felt a whole lot better after fighting negative thoughts with God's word. i only take meletonin (not sure if i spelled that right) to sleep because any other med really wears off and doesn't work all the time. and yes, everyday i go through this, i think its because we're also in lockdown thats making it worse. i go outside to walk, or just to my neighbors house to talk and it really helps me not focus on any thing going on. change up everyday, do different thin gs to learn and search for God, it really, truly helps. I will be praying for us, i have no problem talking
@@psalm91yeah65 I spend most of my time with god period whether its sermons, bible, devotions, prayer, I used to go out and be able to do things but I'm chronically ill now so I cant do a lot of that stuff anymore, i mainly stay in bed, dont talk to many people but been praying for god to put them in my life, godly women who love, know and follow jesus, I starting to wonder if the one med I'm on is causing more issues, it's a nasty one, I didnt know anything about it when I got put on it, nighttime is a hard time for me becuz its dark, I crave the light and becuz nights are rough due to my symptoms
Thank you! “If I just believe and take Him at His word I will be healed”. Going on life support on the word of God! I can’t take the suffering anymore!
It’s been years, still suffering, but Jesus is getting me through it. I have a peace I have never had before. I was recently delivered and I have peace through all this uncertainty.
She would also have been unclean therefore alone, an outcast. She took great risk at being exposed touching Jesus’s garment. Praying for the broken. The intensity of condemnation can worsen while in God’s word. There is NEVER condemnation like that type of torture from God. God bless you all and God bless you Aaron IJN .( i am still in torment and can’t focus on God’s word and the guilt and worry compounded over my eternal home was being used against me). Thank you Aaron for being a true Christian helping to lift us up❤️🙏
@@sweetvictory3100 even as I still feel condemnation, it’s a lie. I remember whenever God would chastise me, it was pure unmerited love that overshadowed any condemnation that resulted in guilt or human emotion attached to discipline. God bless you IJN.
8 yrs, so many drs, in so much debt, worse off, I feel my faith is weaker right now than at the start of this, panic attacks getting worse, I hate them, I'm so desperate for jesus and his healing, want the fear to go away
I am going through the same thing!! Since 2013! 7 years. Drs don't even know what is wrong with me. I've had to do it ALL myself Even work. I became self employed!
@@godisgracious3505 yep 2013 for me 12/9, will never forget that day when the dr messed me up, I havent been able to work since 2017 and have lost pretty much everything
@@sweetvictory3100 Same!! I also quit my job in 2017 when i got very ill. Drs. Messed me up with antibiotics and kept making me worse by continuing prescribing them.
@@godisgracious3505 one dislocated my jaw, she made me stretch it beyond capacity, sharp pain and could barely open mouth after, so many symptoms came after, now my skull to my tailbone has been affected, chronic pain all the time, so many body parts out of place and locked and twisted, cant take meds, migraines, immune system is weak, not absorbing what I can eat, hurts to sleep, sit, move, talk, eat, dizzy, more diagnoses came after I think brought on due to lowered immunity, nightmares nightly now, been to so many drs who have only made me worse or quit on me, been treated horribly by medical community and people in general, was told once I needed surgery but body couldnt handle it, my body is in worse shape now, need infusions again since my body isn't holding, afraid to get them becuz I've reacted to a lot more things since, in fight or flight all the time, I could go on and on, this has affected me mentally, 8 yrs feels like 100 especially when it's worsening, isolated, scared, I didnt start seeking god til after the injury so I never had a foundation laid before this so it's made it very hard to seek and find him and get in his word, I need a break for strength, the pain is too much, god did not make our bodies to handle this much trauma, my husband betraying me via infidelity during all this in march during covid really did me in
@@sweetvictory3100 i know what the fear is like. And the fight or flight feeling constant 24/7. I developed disordered eating due to extreme anxiety that i could not eat. Scared all the time. I have adrenal insufficiency and sometimes i go to sleep and don't know if I'm going to wake up the next day.. I gave my life to God cuz i was DONE! it takes so much discipline to believe God / Jesus can heal It is VERY hard. I am struggling with a ton of anger. Rage.
Please pray for me Aaron I have really bad anxiety I have moments where I feel I can’t breathe other moments I feel like my heart is going to come out of my chest I feel very afraid I need a desperate miracle from God
I prayed for you brother David. May the Lord lead you to total surrender, trust, and rest in Him. It is your faith in His promises that will set you free. I encourage you to continue to watch my videos and read some of the recommended books on my ministry website under the resource tab at www.livinghopeministry.net. God bless you.
Thank you so much Aaron. Hope you are doing well. Your inspiring and important teachings are missed. Looking forward to your next video. Checking daily. Peace & blessings to you and your loved ones!🙏🏼
This message was for me. I know I’m not the only, but what I mean is that as soon as I started listening I started weeping. I always go back to the woman who touched the hem of Christ’s robe, that story has been with me for more years than I can count. Thank you for this message. I need this life support, I have come to the end of myself.
Same. But i think my way of thinking destroyed me first and foremost. After i got ill the tables switched more so. But i am still troubled in the mind. The root cause is my mind.
@@godisgracious3505 mind is where the battle is held. If you come to the end of yourself then STAND and wait on God to make the next move if He lets you live you will be stronger in Him if not then you go to be with Him. There is no fear to be had in either path if you draw close as possible to Him. I know I went through it and FULLY surrendered to Him and gave Him control. Less of you more of Him!
Thank you for your message Aaron. Thank you for this message. I truly believe this message and that woman in the story has ministerd to me in this panic issues for many years. This from the Apostle Paul helps me as well. For now we see in a mirror dimly, but then face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I have been fully known. 1 Corinthians 13:12 ESV I also know that God's timing is perfect. Thank you again for caring so much and continuing to reach to the hurting. Sending so much love to you. God bless you
Hi Aaron, Can you have your wife tell her testimony of how she remained strong during your trial? The type of support she brought to your life? What she found effective in keeping the household together while you were being delivered?
Very Important. My wife just divorced me after a year and a few months of being married. She said she couldn't deal with my depression and anxiety. It sucks that relationships are broken because of lack of information.
tortured is exactly what is going on. I need the life support. it's weird i had this same thing in my mind to do a couple years ago. instead, I watched a few sermons and worldly easy entertainment to get my mind off offing myself. i will do this cause i cannot go on and on being tormented. thank you and please pray for me.
Your videos have helped me so much when I was in the deepest darkest pit. Thank you for sharing and pointing us towards God and tangible resources and way to heal and overcome. I pray for all going through a dark time. It’s painful, but God will heal, YOU have purpose!!❤️
Hi Aaron, I want to thank you for sharing your experience. I went through exactly the same thing you went through. I just went to your website - I wish there was a way to send you a private message like an email or something so I could share what happened to me. The only thing that worked was the Word of God. I listened to John Macarthur sermons, and listened to worship music at every waking moment. I needed to. Watchman Nee also got me through. Thank you and God bless.
That’s my favourite verse ! That was literally me so many years of endometriosis, and I know he has delivered me even when I creeps up I call proverbs over me .
This is such an encouraging video. I’ve had those life support moments where all I could do was focus on the anxiety and the symptoms. I’ve been needing something to help during those times. I love the video with Joni Eareckson Tada. When she quoted 1 Peter 4:1, tears came to my eyes. It really helps put these mental and physical afflictions into perspective. Thanks for the playlist! I will be listening to everything on it! 😊
Thank you so much Aaron. I have been under terrible spiritual attacks and have had a setback in terms of symptoms. Fears that I didn't know I had surfaced and I am glad I watched this video. I assume the playlist you are referring to is under the playlist tab. I'm not sure which one you are talking about though. I hope I find it.
I am not trying to be weak but i honestly hope that the holy spirit will intercede when I feel too sick and distracted with my illness that i cannot even pray. I'm also very angry and i find it hard to pray when I'm angry.
Yes that is normal to not be able to pray even. Remember much of your torment is coming from the enemy. God will allow the enemy to bring you to a point of surrendering. Remember He is not allowing this to destroy you He could just do that outright He is using the darkness and confusion to get you to the point where you truly give your life literally to Him. Many say they give their life to God but many don’t understand what that can entail. Consider yourself blessed in your suffering as God sanctifies you through your trial. The blessings you will receive once your trial is over will be worth it either here on earth or in Heaven. Draw close very close to Him the one who made you and the one that knows everything you are feeling and experiencing right now!
My mind is the biggest frustration rn I have thoughts that are beyond evil and it scares me bc that’s not me I don’t want to think that and I don’t understand how God can use this thinking for good
Indeed They are not your thoughts I’m going out on a limb but usually when individuals have chronic intrusive thoughts..... they have been the product of being traumatized in some way.... they may have saw certain images fir example.... you “may” have ptsd.... it’s not your fault or your thoughts. Again, most negative thoughts are a result of being injured psychologically God bless
Thank you for God's good massage. I am waiting for God's time to use me. By the way are you pastor? Thank you for visiting my music therapy live streaming. see you again. God bless you
She had 'heard' Jesus had the power to heal....probably had heard several testimonies of Him healing others, each time her faith built upon itself ...so.. full of faith she activated it into action by reaching out to him and touching his clothing ...her faith was not misplaced !! Praise Jesus !! Our faith is still built up by hearing , and reading His word....and in faith...reaching out to Him ...we CAN be healed ...but having watched several of your videos you are correct in stating we are in a spiritual battle for our minds....we must pray on the Armour regularly
Hello, I encourage you to read the books I recommend on the resource tab of my ministry website: www.livinghopeministry.net. The truth will set you free, so seek it.
@holden peng that's fine, I left more comments as i listened, I see the word death come to my mind if I can surrender, I try but fear keeps me from it in areas, i struggle with horrible panic attacks and anxiety now, ptsd and trauma from all I've been thru physically, husband betrayed me on top of this and I have no help, I can't work, I used to listen to sermons all the time, now I can get anxiety during them, my brain has really gotten messed up, demons r prolly attacking me too and I dont know how to fight, dizzy a lot so reading and focusing r hard, barely sleep, I dont know if I'm saved, so theres the fear of letting go, the physical suffering is getting worse, this is the longest I have went without any kind of treatment, jesus is all I have to cry to
I’ve been in your position, it gets better. The Word of God and prayer is the only way. Focus on today only, do what you love even if you feel weak or struggling with your thoughts, and surround yourself around family and friends that will pray and encourage you to continue living your best life in Christ.
@@leeleegonz9908 I've lost the ability to do things I love due to chronic illness and intense suffering, even lost the ability to have my son, 😭 I dont have a real supportive family or community so I'm going g thru this alone 99 % of the time
I am suffering so much and now i am surrendering more and i get clearity sometimes and a little bit hope and i feel like god is going to deliever me is this from god or is it just me
My question is; how do these 4 years of suffering loss after loss bring me closer to God? I feel like I am being assaulted not saved. I prayed constantly asking for help even if I awoke during the night. Listened solely to Christian Music and Sermons from UA-cam. I am told constantly what a kind sweet person I am. But I am mystified. I wholly believe in the Trinity, there is no doubt in my mind. I just no longer believe God is going to help me.
Hi Susan, 4 years is a long time of suffering, but don't give into despair. Whatever His will is for you, it is good, and only God knows how long you must suffer in order for His work in you to be complete. Oswald Chambers went through what he referred to as "4 years of hell." I encourage you to look into his story. With that said, surrender to His will. Your life belongs to Him, so let Him do as He pleases with you; and in doing so, you can simply rest in Him since He is responsible for all consequences after you obey. Moses was in the desert for 40 years, and I imagine he had difficult time, but God knew it had to be 40 years... no more, no less. Choose to believe He is working it all for your good because it's true.
I have suffered for 9 year's susan.. anxiety, depression ,loss,psychosis, uncontrollable negative thoughts..but wen we keep focusing in the word of God and say to ourselves i give my everything to Lord..my thoughts good, bad or worst,my situations, past, present, future and my very being to him..wen we say Lord I don't care if i die,live or suffer i give it to u ..let ur will be done not mine.. slowly he teaches us to rest and depend on on him we eventually it becomes a habit and it will be the best of the best gift that anyone can have..❤️Amen
Offcourse u are our Brother and we are one family in our Lord ...i pray to our Lord and saviour Jesus Christ 🙏..that his holy spirit be with you in every moment of ur hardships. ❤️❤️
Hi Aaron! How long had you been in affliction till you surrendered. How do you surrender when your mind is racing million miles an hour with lies and accusations ?
Hi Nicole, I totally surrendered after 3 months of torture, and it took me another 3 months to learn to stay surrendered. I was able to surrender when my mind was racing by willing myself to focus on God’s promises and casting all my worries into God’s hands. When I was suffering, I was afraid of the word depression because it caused me anxiety. Overtime, I learned it was the lies from the devil that made me afraid. So, when I encountered “triggering” words that caused fear, I declared the fear a lie and trusted in God’s promises and kept dwelling on God’s promises. I encourage you to do the same. I encourage you to continue to watch my videos and read some of the recommended books on my ministry website under the resource tab at www.livinghopeministry.net. God bless you.
Your not alone, things happen to us like this so we call on to God or help and give ourselves up to him, God wants to save his children, he doesn’t want us to die and not enter in to heaven, we are all in this together just keep calling on to God and read his word, God will help just keep on going.
Sorry for the late response: - Handbook to Happiness, by Charles Solomon - The Normal Christian Life, by Watchman Nee - Bone of His Bones, by FJ Huegel - Battle of the Mind, by Bill Loveless - The Bondage Breaker, by Neil Anderson - The Ins and Out of Rejection, by Charles Solomon - Victory in Christ, Charles Trumbull (Search for free version online) - The Indwelling Life of Christ, Ian Thomas
can someone pray so that i can stop having doubt and fear i have horrible anxiety that makes me think im going to get alzheimers young and its scary im also scared of having brain damage i got a disease that might also affect the brain i dont want to doubt ive thought about suicide but havent done bc im scared of going to hell
Why do I feel like I'm faking wanting Jesus to take over or for even wanting him in my life?? I do want him but I think I don't. Is this normal? Also, why do I think this nightmare is self imposed and that I just keep pushing myself further down, without knowing it? I'm so tired. And I want help from people but I keep thinking that I'm just seeking negative attention and keep myself from reaching out. Is any of this wrong or right or...??
It’s your flesh not wanting to surrender to God. God often uses painful circumstances to force the flesh into submission. A good prayer is, “Lord, I’m willing to be made willing.” You must rely on God for everything; including coming to full surrender and trust in Jesus alone.
But what if you have a family and you have to work all day to support them? I have truly surrendered everything to God, but I can bear to seem my children lose everything. Surely, God doesn't want that, does he? Difficult to understand his ways.
I have suffered for years and last night I gave it all to Jesus Christ, the good the bad and the ugly. It was like an upload straight to Jesus took it away and off of me.
I was in Guatemala for a mission trip 2 years ago. A woman there also had an issue of bleeding and spent a lot of money on doctors who couldn't heal her. We prayed for her, and then she went to the bathroom and saw that the bleeding stopped! GOD STILL HEALS TODAY. She followed us to every other church gathering during the next few days after that. And she testified in front of the church about this miracle.
My prayers are with all who are suffering. Don’t give hope, god has sustained you all these days or months or years, he will continue to do so. Glorify God and work on fulfilling his will even at this time. Your rewards will be greater in heaven.
Still up, still here, still trying no matter what. For all you suffering from no matter what don’t worry friends, Jesus Christ will save us, remember, for these sufferings are only temporary but the reward at the end is forever. Been suffering with extreme anxiety, tough panic attacks that hurt my chest, I can’t go to sleep but I know that God, that Jesus Christ will give me the strength to fight every single day. Stay strong and don’t give up.
Do u have triggers that cause them, how do u calm them, I go to jesus, I'm on a med for them but the med I think may be backfiring now, also have lots of other things going on, do u have them daily, mine feels almost constant, nighttime is worst, I need friends I can talk to
@@sweetvictory3100 The triggers are things like being scared that ill get sleep paralysis or thinking that something bad is going to happen to me at night, since like you it usually gets very bad at night. There have been times, just recently too, where i've done nothing but read the bible, and cry. Reading Psalms (especially psalm 91 outloud), spending at least one hour of my day reading the bible, and just reminding myself over and over that God is for me, and all the promises in the bible that Gods going to save me, and you, really helps. it's tiresome, but after some time i've felt a whole lot better after fighting negative thoughts with God's word. i only take meletonin (not sure if i spelled that right) to sleep because any other med really wears off and doesn't work all the time. and yes, everyday i go through this, i think its because we're also in lockdown thats making it worse. i go outside to walk, or just to my neighbors house to talk and it really helps me not focus on any thing going on. change up everyday, do different thin gs to learn and search for God, it really, truly helps. I will be praying for us, i have no problem talking
@@psalm91yeah65 I spend most of my time with god period whether its sermons, bible, devotions, prayer, I used to go out and be able to do things but I'm chronically ill now so I cant do a lot of that stuff anymore, i mainly stay in bed, dont talk to many people but been praying for god to put them in my life, godly women who love, know and follow jesus, I starting to wonder if the one med I'm on is causing more issues, it's a nasty one, I didnt know anything about it when I got put on it, nighttime is a hard time for me becuz its dark, I crave the light and becuz nights are rough due to my symptoms
Thank you! “If I just believe and take Him at His word I will be healed”. Going on life support on the word of God! I can’t take the suffering anymore!
i hope you are doing much better.
It’s been years, still suffering, but Jesus is getting me through it. I have a peace I have never had before. I was recently delivered and I have peace through all this uncertainty.
How were you delivered?
She would also have been unclean therefore alone, an outcast. She took great risk at being exposed touching Jesus’s garment. Praying for the broken. The intensity of condemnation can worsen while in God’s word. There is NEVER condemnation like that type of torture from God. God bless you all and God bless you Aaron IJN .( i am still in torment and can’t focus on God’s word and the guilt and worry compounded over my eternal home was being used against me). Thank you Aaron for being a true Christian helping to lift us up❤️🙏
Yes I wish k had someone to talk to like him daily
@@maggiej8358 yeah its gotten so bad that scripture can cause anxiety, sermons too, it's pretty out of control due to my circumstances
@@sweetvictory3100 even as I still feel condemnation, it’s a lie. I remember whenever God would chastise me, it was pure unmerited love that overshadowed any condemnation that resulted in guilt or human emotion attached to discipline. God bless you IJN.
Thank you so much Brother! God is faithful, I woke up to this video this morning and Jesus knew it was just what I needed to hear😭❤
8 yrs, so many drs, in so much debt, worse off, I feel my faith is weaker right now than at the start of this, panic attacks getting worse, I hate them, I'm so desperate for jesus and his healing, want the fear to go away
I am going through the same thing!!
Since 2013!
7 years.
Drs don't even know what is wrong with me.
I've had to do it ALL myself
Even work. I became self employed!
@@godisgracious3505 yep 2013 for me 12/9, will never forget that day when the dr messed me up, I havent been able to work since 2017 and have lost pretty much everything
@@sweetvictory3100 Same!! I also quit my job in 2017 when i got very ill.
Drs. Messed me up with antibiotics and kept making me worse by continuing prescribing them.
@@godisgracious3505 one dislocated my jaw, she made me stretch it beyond capacity, sharp pain and could barely open mouth after, so many symptoms came after, now my skull to my tailbone has been affected, chronic pain all the time, so many body parts out of place and locked and twisted, cant take meds, migraines, immune system is weak, not absorbing what I can eat, hurts to sleep, sit, move, talk, eat, dizzy, more diagnoses came after I think brought on due to lowered immunity, nightmares nightly now, been to so many drs who have only made me worse or quit on me, been treated horribly by medical community and people in general, was told once I needed surgery but body couldnt handle it, my body is in worse shape now, need infusions again since my body isn't holding, afraid to get them becuz I've reacted to a lot more things since, in fight or flight all the time, I could go on and on, this has affected me mentally, 8 yrs feels like 100 especially when it's worsening, isolated, scared, I didnt start seeking god til after the injury so I never had a foundation laid before this so it's made it very hard to seek and find him and get in his word, I need a break for strength, the pain is too much, god did not make our bodies to handle this much trauma, my husband betraying me via infidelity during all this in march during covid really did me in
@@sweetvictory3100 i know what the fear is like. And the fight or flight feeling constant 24/7.
I developed disordered eating due to extreme anxiety that i could not eat. Scared all the time.
I have adrenal insufficiency and sometimes i go to sleep and don't know if I'm going to wake up the next day..
I gave my life to God cuz i was DONE!
it takes so much discipline to believe God / Jesus can heal
It is VERY hard.
I am struggling with a ton of anger.
Rage.
“Your faith has healed you” praise God
Please pray for me Aaron I have really bad anxiety I have moments where I feel I can’t breathe other moments I feel like my heart is going to come out of my chest I feel very afraid
I need a desperate miracle from God
I prayed for you brother David. May the Lord lead you to total surrender, trust, and rest in Him. It is your faith in His promises that will set you free. I encourage you to continue to watch my videos and read some of the recommended books on my ministry website under the resource tab at www.livinghopeministry.net. God bless you.
Going on life support in the Word of God .🙌🙌🙌🙌
Thank you so much Aaron. Hope you are doing well. Your inspiring and important teachings are missed. Looking forward to your next video. Checking daily. Peace & blessings to you and your loved ones!🙏🏼
This message was for me. I know I’m not the only, but what I mean is that as soon as I started listening I started weeping. I always go back to the woman who touched the hem of Christ’s robe, that story has been with me for more years than I can count. Thank you for this message. I need this life support, I have come to the end of myself.
Yeah my body and mind are both being tortured, the physical has affected my mind bad
Same.
But i think my way of thinking destroyed me first and foremost. After i got ill the tables switched more so. But i am still troubled in the mind. The root cause is my mind.
@@godisgracious3505 a dr messed me up and it's been a downward spiral.since, each dr I went after made me worse and gave me no hope
@@godisgracious3505 mind is where the battle is held. If you come to the end of yourself then STAND and wait on God to make the next move if He lets you live you will be stronger in Him if not then you go to be with Him. There is no fear to be had in either path if you draw close as possible to Him. I know I went through it and FULLY surrendered to Him and gave Him control. Less of you more of Him!
@Azureblu 50 please pray for me
Thank you for your message Aaron. Thank you for this message. I truly believe this message and that woman in the story has ministerd to me in this panic issues for many years. This from the Apostle Paul helps me as well. For now we see in a mirror dimly, but then face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I have been fully known.
1 Corinthians 13:12 ESV
I also know that God's timing is perfect. Thank you again for caring so much and continuing to reach to the hurting. Sending so much love to you. God bless you
Never Give Up, God & Jesus Are Forever!
Hi Aaron,
Can you have your wife tell her testimony of how she remained strong during your trial? The type of support she brought to your life? What she found effective in keeping the household together while you were being delivered?
Very Important. My wife just divorced me after a year and a few months of being married. She said she couldn't deal with my depression and anxiety. It sucks that relationships are broken because of lack of information.
@@lynnmelo so sorry to hear, yes, through thick and thin, marriages have to be a team
Thank you for the good suggestion. I'll talk about it with my wife. God bless you friend.
tortured is exactly what is going on. I need the life support. it's weird i had this same thing in my mind to do a couple years ago. instead, I watched a few sermons and worldly easy entertainment to get my mind off offing myself. i will do this cause i cannot go on and on being tormented. thank you and please pray for me.
Your videos have helped me so much when I was in the deepest darkest pit. Thank you for sharing and pointing us towards God and tangible resources and way to heal and overcome. I pray for all going through a dark time. It’s painful, but God will heal, YOU have purpose!!❤️
Thank you for these videos brother Aaron. God bless from the UK
Oh, thank you for the encouragement.
Thank you Brother
Hi Aaron, I want to thank you for sharing your experience. I went through exactly the same thing you went through. I just went to your website - I wish there was a way to send you a private message like an email or something so I could share what happened to me. The only thing that worked was the Word of God. I listened to John Macarthur sermons, and listened to worship music at every waking moment. I needed to. Watchman Nee also got me through. Thank you and God bless.
Hi Sarah, praise God for leading you through your trial. Feel free to contact me at Christmylife123@gmail.com.
That’s my favourite verse ! That was literally me so many years of endometriosis, and I know he has delivered me even when I creeps up I call proverbs over me .
Thanks for always being so genuine
God bless you Aaron kim you are helping a lot of people.
Thank you brother. You are helping me a lot.
you are an ongoing blessing, Aaron, I will keep you and your loved ones in prayer...........much Love in Christ
Thanks For sharing ur blessings of inspiration n GOD'sgrace.....GOd bless😇😇😇😇🙏
Thanks!
🙏💙🕊🕊🕊
your videos have really helped me. Thank You n God Bless ya.🌈
This is TRUTH!!
Thanks again
Thanks brother ❤️
Ill take the advise
This is such an encouraging video. I’ve had those life support moments where all I could do was focus on the anxiety and the symptoms. I’ve been needing something to help during those times. I love the video with Joni Eareckson Tada. When she quoted 1 Peter 4:1, tears came to my eyes. It really helps put these mental and physical afflictions into perspective. Thanks for the playlist! I will be listening to everything on it! 😊
Thank you so much Aaron. I have been under terrible spiritual attacks and have had a setback in terms of symptoms. Fears that I didn't know I had surfaced and I am glad I watched this video. I assume the playlist you are referring to is under the playlist tab. I'm not sure which one you are talking about though. I hope I find it.
It is the one with a lot of sermons.
I am not trying to be weak but i honestly hope that the holy spirit will intercede when I feel too sick and distracted with my illness that i cannot even pray.
I'm also very angry and i find it hard to pray when I'm angry.
Yes that is normal to not be able to pray even. Remember much of your torment is coming from the enemy. God will allow the enemy to bring you to a point of surrendering. Remember He is not allowing this to destroy you He could just do that outright He is using the darkness and confusion to get you to the point where you truly give your life literally to Him. Many say they give their life to God but many don’t understand what that can entail. Consider yourself blessed in your suffering as God sanctifies you through your trial. The blessings you will receive once your trial is over will be worth it either here on earth or in Heaven. Draw close very close to Him the one who made you and the one that knows everything you are feeling and experiencing right now!
@Azureblu 50 where's your testimony
Wow what a powerful word 🙏🙌🙌🙌
My mind is the biggest frustration rn I have thoughts that are beyond evil and it scares me bc that’s not me I don’t want to think that and I don’t understand how God can use this thinking for good
Same here
@Azureblu 50 tysm!
Indeed
They are not your thoughts
I’m going out on a limb but usually when individuals have chronic intrusive thoughts..... they have been the product of being traumatized in some way.... they may have saw certain images fir example....
you “may” have ptsd.... it’s not your fault or your thoughts. Again, most negative thoughts are a result of being injured psychologically
God bless
Thank you for God's good massage. I am waiting for God's time to use me.
By the way are you pastor?
Thank you for visiting my music therapy live streaming.
see you again.
God bless you
She had 'heard' Jesus had the power to heal....probably had heard several testimonies of Him healing others, each time her faith built upon itself ...so.. full of faith she activated it into action by reaching out to him and touching his clothing ...her faith was not misplaced !! Praise Jesus !! Our faith is still built up by hearing , and reading His word....and in faith...reaching out to Him
...we CAN be healed ...but having watched several of your videos you are correct in stating we are in a spiritual battle for our minds....we must pray on the Armour regularly
Thank you
Thank you for your videos
You saved my life Aaron
Praise God. God bless and strengthen you friend.
I BACKSLIDED AND i got anxiety and mental illness i guess again...i feel pain and worry ....should i read ..im tired...idk
Hello, I encourage you to read the books I recommend on the resource tab of my ministry website: www.livinghopeministry.net. The truth will set you free, so seek it.
@@aaronkim1074which one is essentiial to start with
Title scares me, up, cant sleep, suffering bad and it's getting worse
@holden peng that's fine, I left more comments as i listened, I see the word death come to my mind if I can surrender, I try but fear keeps me from it in areas, i struggle with horrible panic attacks and anxiety now, ptsd and trauma from all I've been thru physically, husband betrayed me on top of this and I have no help, I can't work, I used to listen to sermons all the time, now I can get anxiety during them, my brain has really gotten messed up, demons r prolly attacking me too and I dont know how to fight, dizzy a lot so reading and focusing r hard, barely sleep, I dont know if I'm saved, so theres the fear of letting go, the physical suffering is getting worse, this is the longest I have went without any kind of treatment, jesus is all I have to cry to
I have prayed for you!
I am also going through a very severe time in my life that sometimes I just want to end it all. I understand!
I'm sooo with you
I’ve been in your position, it gets better. The Word of God and prayer is the only way. Focus on today only, do what you love even if you feel weak or struggling with your thoughts, and surround yourself around family and friends that will pray and encourage you to continue living your best life in Christ.
@@leeleegonz9908 I've lost the ability to do things I love due to chronic illness and intense suffering, even lost the ability to have my son, 😭 I dont have a real supportive family or community so I'm going g thru this alone 99 % of the time
I am suffering so much and now i am surrendering more and i get clearity sometimes and a little bit hope and i feel like god is going to deliever me is this from god or is it just me
My question is; how do these 4 years of suffering loss after loss bring me closer to God? I feel like I am being assaulted not saved. I prayed constantly asking for help even if I awoke during the night. Listened solely to Christian Music and Sermons from UA-cam. I am told constantly what a kind sweet person I am. But I am mystified. I wholly believe in the Trinity, there is no doubt in my mind. I just no longer believe God is going to help me.
Hi Susan, 4 years is a long time of suffering, but don't give into despair. Whatever His will is for you, it is good, and only God knows how long you must suffer in order for His work in you to be complete. Oswald Chambers went through what he referred to as "4 years of hell." I encourage you to look into his story. With that said, surrender to His will. Your life belongs to Him, so let Him do as He pleases with you; and in doing so, you can simply rest in Him since He is responsible for all consequences after you obey. Moses was in the desert for 40 years, and I imagine he had difficult time, but God knew it had to be 40 years... no more, no less. Choose to believe He is working it all for your good because it's true.
Thank you for responding. I really appreciate your encouragement.
I have suffered for 9 year's susan.. anxiety, depression ,loss,psychosis, uncontrollable negative thoughts..but wen we keep focusing in the word of God and say to ourselves i give my everything to Lord..my thoughts good, bad or worst,my situations, past, present, future and my very being to him..wen we say Lord I don't care if i die,live or suffer i give it to u ..let ur will be done not mine.. slowly he teaches us to rest and depend on on him we eventually it becomes a habit and it will be the best of the best gift that anyone can have..❤️Amen
Will you pray for healing for my anxiety and anxious thoughts
Offcourse u are our Brother and we are one family in our Lord ...i pray to our Lord and saviour Jesus Christ 🙏..that his holy spirit be with you in every moment of ur hardships. ❤️❤️
@@aizensosuke6031 Thank you 🙏
Needing Heavenly deliverance...Pentecostal ministers made me worse. Watched "Selfish no More" guy...wish I could have his experience & be set free
Hi Aaron!
How long had you been in affliction till you surrendered. How do you surrender when your mind is racing million miles an hour with lies and accusations ?
What books did you read? I can’t read books on depression it puts me in fear ...
Hi Nicole, I totally surrendered after 3 months of torture, and it took me another 3 months to learn to stay surrendered. I was able to surrender when my mind was racing by willing myself to focus on God’s promises and casting all my worries into God’s hands. When I was suffering, I was afraid of the word depression because it caused me anxiety. Overtime, I learned it was the lies from the devil that made me afraid. So, when I encountered “triggering” words that caused fear, I declared the fear a lie and trusted in God’s promises and kept dwelling on God’s promises. I encourage you to do the same.
I encourage you to continue to watch my videos and read some of the recommended books on my ministry website under the resource tab at www.livinghopeministry.net. God bless you.
Had a life support moment this morning, very bad, medication had to be used but I thought that was it
ua-cam.com/video/faFtY-b3Zf8/v-deo.html
Your not alone, things happen to us like this so we call on to God or help and give ourselves up to him, God wants to save his children, he doesn’t want us to die and not enter in to heaven, we are all in this together just keep calling on to God and read his word, God will help just keep on going.
@@veronicavak2143 what is the video about
Can you post the books from your website? It says I am not able to access it in my area.
Sorry for the late response:
- Handbook to Happiness, by Charles Solomon
- The Normal Christian Life, by Watchman Nee
- Bone of His Bones, by FJ Huegel
- Battle of the Mind, by Bill Loveless
- The Bondage Breaker, by Neil Anderson
- The Ins and Out of Rejection, by Charles Solomon
- Victory in Christ, Charles Trumbull (Search for free version online)
- The Indwelling Life of Christ, Ian Thomas
can someone pray so that i can stop having doubt and fear i have horrible anxiety that makes me think im going to get alzheimers young and its scary im also scared of having brain damage i got a disease that might also affect the brain i dont want to doubt ive thought about suicide but havent done bc im scared of going to hell
Same boat, ill pray for you my friend!
@@joe2825 thank you
I prayed for you. I encourage you to watch more of my videos as they were made for suffering Christians. God bless you.
@@aaronkim1074 thank you so much i really enjoy watching them
Why do I feel like I'm faking wanting Jesus to take over or for even wanting him in my life?? I do want him but I think I don't. Is this normal?
Also, why do I think this nightmare is self imposed and that I just keep pushing myself further down, without knowing it? I'm so tired. And I want help from people but I keep thinking that I'm just seeking negative attention and keep myself from reaching out.
Is any of this wrong or right or...??
It’s your flesh not wanting to surrender to God. God often uses painful circumstances to force the flesh into submission. A good prayer is, “Lord, I’m willing to be made willing.” You must rely on God for everything; including coming to full surrender and trust in Jesus alone.
But what if you have a family and you have to work all day to support them? I have truly surrendered everything to God, but I can bear to seem my children lose everything. Surely, God doesn't want that, does he? Difficult to understand his ways.
Please tell me where i can read free book by Charles trumbul
Here it is: www.baptistbiblebelievers.com/Books/VictoryInCHRISTbyCharlesGTrumbull.aspx
Hey brother, can I please contact you?
Hi Sam, yes, you can reach me at Christmylife123@gmail.com.
Where is the Playlist?
It’s under my channel’s playlist section. It’s labeled, life support.
Thank you Aaron. Do you have an email please. Jacqui
Hi Jacqueline, yes, feel free to reach me at Christmylife123@gmail.com. God bless.
Where do I find the playlist?
Click on my channel thumbnail icon, and then click on playlists.
Did God heal you supernaturally or did you have to take antidepressants?
My faith in His word led to my healing. No medication helped me.
Hello Aaron how are u doing? Please I need to talk to you this very important @aaronkim
Hi Abimbola, feel free to reach me via email at Christmylife123@gmail.com.
May YAHUSHUA bless you and your family!💟🙏
YAHUSHUA=IAM SAVES
Please, use that real Hebrew Name already, it will bless and protect you.
I find freedom in Christ But I can’t j keep it It’s like I’m on a roundabout
You need to continue to surrender until it becomes the norm. It’s common for people to go back and forth. Don’t give up. God bless you.
I relate to this may God help us remain surrendered