Don’t give up / Surrender and trust takes time

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  • @pj3737
    @pj3737 Рік тому +6

    Aaron, I came to Christ a year and a half ago because I watched one of your videos. Jesus has changed my life! Thank you so much for being a vessel for reaching the lost. God bless you brother!

    • @aaronkim1074
      @aaronkim1074  Рік тому +3

      Praise the Lord! That is wonderful. Thank you for sharing and may God continue to bless you.

  • @lynnm.2019
    @lynnm.2019 3 роки тому +38

    ✝️🛐🌿 Psalm 34: 18 The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in Spirit. A righteous man may have many troubles, but the Lord He delivers him from them ALL!🛐✝️💞💞

    • @lilianas.fabian4229
      @lilianas.fabian4229 3 роки тому +1

      I needed this reminder tonight, thank you for sharing 🙏 💕

  • @helenazeeman6478
    @helenazeeman6478 8 місяців тому +3

    🌼 hope lives in surrender , what a gift we have in Gods resting place for us🌼

  • @teerianash2945
    @teerianash2945 3 роки тому +20

    Please pray for me Aaron that I am able to surrender, trust and rest in God! I keep feeling like I have to hurry up. I’ve been rushing and that is hurting me with more stress and panic. Thank you!

    • @lynnm.2019
      @lynnm.2019 3 роки тому +7

      Dear one, the Lord is not in a hurry like we are. He works slowly but surely in our lives. You can calm down and be assured that he will finish the work he started in you beloved. He always shows, always. 🛐✝️🙌💞💞

    • @teerianash2945
      @teerianash2945 3 роки тому +2

      @@lynnm.2019 Thank you so much Lynn! I so appreciate and am encouraged by what you said! It’s takes the pressure off!

  • @lynnm.2019
    @lynnm.2019 3 роки тому +16

    I always love to see a video from you Aaron. For such a time as this dearest brother. 🛐✝️🙌💞

    • @chelseagirl278
      @chelseagirl278 3 роки тому +4

      He is lovely, he is so blessed with God’s love and Spirit!

  • @jacquelinejayamaha6372
    @jacquelinejayamaha6372 3 роки тому +10

    We are waiting on God. It's been so painful for many months but I feel Our Father closer and closer in my spirit. My realization that 'The Kingdom of Heaven is within us is becoming more and more real'. Lord, strengthen me, grant me wisdom and patience as I wait for You my Father.

  • @riasheart111
    @riasheart111 Рік тому +1

    Yes, this is my life now. I’m learning, God bless

  • @DiscipleMario
    @DiscipleMario Рік тому +2

    God bless you brother Aaron! God is using you powerfully! I open UA-cam app this is the first video I see and it’s exactly what I needed to hear!! Praise Jesus!! 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🔥🔥🔥🔥🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼

  • @suej5351
    @suej5351 3 роки тому +9

    You bless so many Aaron. I’ve prayed for you in my prayer times. Blessings.

    • @aaronkim1074
      @aaronkim1074  3 роки тому +2

      Thank you Sue for your prayers. God bless you.

  • @noracoyle4988
    @noracoyle4988 2 роки тому +1

    Thank you for your lovley comforting video, in 65 and suffered from insomnia and depression most of my life.

  • @NarutoUzumakiofficial
    @NarutoUzumakiofficial 3 роки тому +24

    It's weird. I was honestly wanting to give up. I'm a lot of pain, a lot of sadness, and stress. I'm so glad i saw this video. Thank you. Maybe there is a god after all. idk.

    • @lynnm.2019
      @lynnm.2019 3 роки тому +11

      Oh there is friend, there is. I am an ex-God cursing atheist who God revealed Himself to. Cry out to Him and He will answer. I am Praying for you right now. 🛐✝️💞💞

    • @onward8231
      @onward8231 3 роки тому +4

      Lamentations 3:19-24
      I remember my affliction and my wandering,
      the bitterness and the gall.
      I well remember them,
      and my soul is downcast within me.
      Yet this I call to mind
      and therefore I have hope:
      Because of the Lord’s great love we are not consumed,
      for his compassions never fail.
      They are new every morning;
      great is your faithfulness.
      I say to myself, “The Lord is my portion;
      therefore I will wait for him.”
      The enemy makes us doubt our purpose, Jesus knows this pain more than we can imagine
      Matthew 26 38
      Then he said to them, “My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death.
      The devil was trying to make him doubt what he was called to endure and tell him that it was too much, to take the sin of the world.

    • @NarutoUzumakiofficial
      @NarutoUzumakiofficial 3 роки тому +1

      @@lynnm.2019 thank you for praying. It means more than you know. Isn't that i don't believe in him. I more don't believe in religion. I mean most people my age where i live are atheist leaning as non of my classmates believe. I was raised non-religious myself.

    • @NarutoUzumakiofficial
      @NarutoUzumakiofficial 3 роки тому

      @@lynnm.2019 I think i also see things differently and non-binary. I think a lot of people's view of God is twisted, or at very least they lack empathy for other people. but my problem is i think i might have to much empathy for others, and seeing suffering has a toll on me. I can't even help myself due to my own issues of being sickly, and a not so good pass. I hear it's a gift from God to be an empath but idk. I'm a boy to see being an empath is kinda rough because guys don't show emotion as much

    • @NarutoUzumakiofficial
      @NarutoUzumakiofficial 3 роки тому

      @@onward8231 good verses.

  • @alexa.sanchez
    @alexa.sanchez 3 роки тому +21

    God always uses you to tell me and many other people what we need to hear ! God bless you. Thank you for sharing this.

  • @Anonymous-km5pj
    @Anonymous-km5pj 2 роки тому +1

    Isaiah 46:4 and even to your old age I am he; and even to hoar hairs will I carry you: I have made, and I will bear; even I will carry, and will deliver you.
    Good running from bear analogy. God bless

  • @edward72810
    @edward72810 Рік тому +2

    I thought I’ve seen all of your videos. This is actually my first time watching this video it was so timely. It came across my UA-cam page as another recommended video of yours I’m so glad the
    Lord gave it to me to watch 🙏

  • @antothomas8488
    @antothomas8488 3 роки тому +11

    I also have anxiety attacks. Pls pray for me.

    • @tilltheend7902
      @tilltheend7902 3 роки тому +3

      Go to Jesus and cry out to Him with all your life. He will save you. He has saved me and savez me every day. But cry out to Him with all your might like the blind man crying after Jesus.

    • @vijaymorwani
      @vijaymorwani 3 роки тому

      Listen to this video all the day as much as you can i will be with you youtube

    • @RagazzaFit25
      @RagazzaFit25 3 роки тому

      ill pray for us both

  • @bowmadman9562
    @bowmadman9562 3 роки тому +6

    I've been waiting for month's to be restored..I keep thinking I must have blasphemed his spirit to the point of no return even though I'm not sure where or when this happened. I go before him in tears almost daily. I feel like my life has been hijacked...I tell God I can't live without his Love and presence...it's like I'm in hell constantly in my mind. I keep saying I'm not leaving you, like Peter said where else can I go! You are the eternal life!!! I keep waiting...this isn't pleasant at all.

    • @aaronkim1074
      @aaronkim1074  3 роки тому +1

      Hello, by the sound of your serious concern of blaspheming the Holy Spirit, and not even knowing when you may have done it, it tells me you probably never did such a thing. Remember, if you are thinking of thoughts you do not want to think of: they are not from you. Don't let the devil trick you into thinking his blasphemous thoughts are yours. I encourage you to watch these videos from Matt Slick and John Piper on this subject:
      ua-cam.com/video/PdnLgIVF6Ow/v-deo.html
      ua-cam.com/video/DO-Ie7fASAk/v-deo.html
      All you have is Jesus. Cling to Him and rest in Him.
      God bless you,
      Aaron

    • @bowmadman9562
      @bowmadman9562 3 роки тому +2

      @@aaronkim1074 thank you Aaron, I've walked in freedom in Chirst for many years but just this past year I had an incredible encounter with the power of the Holy Spirit, in a way that never felt so powerful! After a couple months of flying high...I questioned should I get baptized again after this spiritual awaking...I felt like Jesus was telling me I didn't need to but I did anyway because I thought what could it hurt I just wanted to show my devotion...days following I felt like an all out assault was launched at me chest pain, anxiety, panic attacks, blasphemous thoughts, self condemnation..I couldn't fight it off or pray it off...I've been beaten up ever since. I ruminate on this daily. I'm getting mentally/physically wore out..I just want to walk in peace. I contemplate suicide quite a bit even... I've got three kids and a great wife that love me but I feel like I've lost God and what use am I now...I've just been in hell in my head..I feel like a shell of the man I once was. I need healing.

    • @aaronkim1074
      @aaronkim1074  3 роки тому +3

      This is definitely an attack from the devil. This is the time for you to learn how to resist the enemy and submit to God as James 4:7 commands. I encourage you to watch my videos for guidance and encouragement. Also, consider reaching out to Grace Fellowship International for phone counseling as I did at 865-429-0450. Don’t give up! God bless you.

    • @bowmadman9562
      @bowmadman9562 3 роки тому +1

      @@aaronkim1074 thanks sir....I've been encouraged by your videos. I'm not going to let the devil win.

  • @gwensmith3256
    @gwensmith3256 3 роки тому +2

    I watch this often. It bless me every time.

  • @godsbarbie218
    @godsbarbie218 3 роки тому +3

    God bless you brother 🙏🏽💙 yes we are God’s children, we have to recognize his voice and ignore the strange voice of the enemy!!

  • @JrBizzle
    @JrBizzle 3 роки тому +5

    Your videos truly help, thank you.

  • @vanessaorozco9035
    @vanessaorozco9035 3 роки тому +10

    Been feeling a little bit better but it still comes here and there i think im learning to trust God been reading the Word alot more now . i cant wait to be completely free from this

    • @shopbkln6021
      @shopbkln6021 3 роки тому +2

      In same boat, how r u doing??

    • @vanessaorozco9035
      @vanessaorozco9035 3 роки тому +1

      @@shopbkln6021 soso it comes and goes still

    • @Sirie7206
      @Sirie7206 Рік тому

      @@vanessaorozco9035 What are you experiencing?

    • @vanessaorozco9035
      @vanessaorozco9035 Рік тому +1

      @@Sirie7206 hi
      So I was good for like a year !! Did good and had a seasonal allergy flare up and that triggered anxiety back up 😟😟🥺
      All kinds of symptoms fearful and worried about everything.!!

    • @Sirie7206
      @Sirie7206 Рік тому +1

      @@vanessaorozco9035 I hope you recover soon. It’s nice to know you were good for a year!!! It can be so crippling.

  • @reygillera3276
    @reygillera3276 3 роки тому +2

    Hi, I just wanna share these songs that helped me:
    Because He Lives
    Give Me Jesus
    His Eye is on the Sparrow
    God Leads Us Along
    What a Friend We Have in Jesus

  • @gloriawalker3381
    @gloriawalker3381 3 роки тому +3

    Thank you Aaron still listening to your teaching this is a good teaching because many times I thought the Lord was not with me for your comforting messages from the Lord 🙏

  • @randycryer3759
    @randycryer3759 2 роки тому +2

    also remember Daniel when nebuchazener tried to force them to not pray or bow down to idols they were faced with the fiery furnace and he told him we will not bow down and we will continue with our God and he is able to save us from your furnace but even if he don't we will still serve him

  • @drumaboi24
    @drumaboi24 2 роки тому +1

    Thank you brother for this video, I’m currently going through the same thing as well right now, Insomia , anxiety, Evil thoughts, depression. Hanging in there thanks to the grace of God. Will keep asking for prayers. Thank you again.

  • @gwensmith3256
    @gwensmith3256 3 роки тому +2

    Thank you for this video. God bless you

  • @joshuacimpan6499
    @joshuacimpan6499 3 роки тому +1

    Amazing how timely these videos are. There truly is a SOVEREIGN GOD out there!

    • @aaronkim1074
      @aaronkim1074  3 роки тому

      God bless you brother. Hope you are doing well in the Lord.

  • @davidschulz5334
    @davidschulz5334 3 роки тому +1

    Thank you brother, a great word of encouragement from a brother who understands. Keep it up. God Bless from Wisconsin.

  • @lynnm.2019
    @lynnm.2019 3 роки тому +1

    Thank you again for delivering this great comfort to us dear brother Aaron. 🛐✝️🌿💞

  • @caslan1000
    @caslan1000 3 роки тому +1

    Thank you Aaron. I just absorbed this much needed message! Thank you and thank you Father!

  • @reygillera3276
    @reygillera3276 3 роки тому +8

    I don’t know if I’m the only one who’s thinking about this but sometimes I ask myself, “Why do I have so many problems?”
    I know most of them are my fault because I was so careless before I became a Christian. I’m still fifteen and most of my friends and classmates who are at the same age as me are just enjoying their life and seemed to be fine. They might have some issues right now but not as scary and as big as mine. There are times where I really feel guilty about my mistakes in the past because the memories still haunts me. I always fear what will happen in the future. But everytime I remember that Jesus died for me and I’m already forgiven, I feel better. Maybe these problems are the reason why I must learn how to rely on God, and not on myself. Although I cry everyday and reality is so painful, I’m glad I’m learning things that God wants to teach me.

    • @aaronkim1074
      @aaronkim1074  3 роки тому +3

      Hi Kim, you are doing well in learning to trust in God. God often uses hardships to train His children into surrendering and trusting in Jesus alone. This is the best way to live. I encourage you to watch this video I made on dealing with problems:
      ua-cam.com/video/LEKlV7xlIC4/v-deo.html
      I encourage you to watch more of my videos as they were made for suffering Christians. No matter what you do or think, surrender, trust, and rest in Jesus. God bless you.

  • @DJ50068
    @DJ50068 3 роки тому +2

    For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. 2 Corinthians 4:17. Many are the afflictions of the righteous: but the LORD delivereth him out of them all. Psalms 34:19

  • @mgeter1975
    @mgeter1975 2 роки тому +1

    Another well spoken Word Aaron!

  • @salohcinlaen990
    @salohcinlaen990 3 роки тому +1

    Very informative. God bless you

  • @TonyaA7
    @TonyaA7 3 роки тому +1

    This hits home strongly . I needes this word ..

  • @weldapurba6044
    @weldapurba6044 3 роки тому +1

    Preach brother!!!

  • @shopbkln6021
    @shopbkln6021 3 роки тому +1

    Pls pray for me brooke, having crazy anxiety attacks, lots of fear and health issues. Please pray God protects me❤️

  • @Thesailormoonbeam
    @Thesailormoonbeam 3 роки тому

    Harassed the the devil. Thank you for these videos ❤️

  • @jaygar681
    @jaygar681 3 роки тому +1

    Thank you so much. This was helpful.

  • @scotta5250
    @scotta5250 3 роки тому +3

    I've been suffering with a rare and bizarre form of anxiety for 23 years. My mind is so uncontrollable, that my hair is falling out rapidly. I'm at the point of desperation. I've tried everything that I know to get healed. I'm in despair.

    • @adrianaruiz8005
      @adrianaruiz8005 3 роки тому +2

      Praying 🙏🏽

    • @priscill3651
      @priscill3651 3 роки тому +1

      Praying your deliverance is coming

    • @aaronkim1074
      @aaronkim1074  3 роки тому

      It sounds like you are ready to exchange your life for Jesus’ life. This is a blessed thing. I encourage you to watch a video I made on Exchanging your life for His. God bless you.

  • @sunkuyi2713
    @sunkuyi2713 3 роки тому +2

    Thank you!

  • @ysabellagranada375
    @ysabellagranada375 2 роки тому +1

    than you so much, you really helped a lot i' appreciate you!!♥️

  • @teerianash2945
    @teerianash2945 3 роки тому +2

    Thank you so much Aaron! I needed to hear this right now! I’ve been having panic attacks worrying about this.

    • @marshmeiiowcream20aj77
      @marshmeiiowcream20aj77 3 роки тому +1

      I need Jesus....I'm having so much anxiety

    • @tilltheend7902
      @tilltheend7902 3 роки тому +3

      @@marshmeiiowcream20aj77 Jesus is truly all we need. He will deliver us. Let us cry out to Him. He will come and rescue us. There is power in His Name. He saved me from panic attacks and is saving me every day through anxiety snd depression. He holds my hand through the dark valley. Our Father is holding us. Come unto Me says Jesus and I Will GIVE YOU REST. WE NEED JESUS EVERY SECOND OF OUR DAY. HE IS OUR VERY LIFE. Even the fact that there is a struggle is a work of the Holy Spirit bringing us to draw near to our Saviour.

    • @lynnm.2019
      @lynnm.2019 3 роки тому

      @@tilltheend7902 Amen, What an encouraging word! It all serves to drive us to his feet and that is where we find Him and the truth that sets free. 🛐✝️🙌💞💞

  • @siennacharlton5570
    @siennacharlton5570 2 роки тому +1

    Please pray for me I'm suffering with the same thing as you and I don't sleep. I just have depressing thoughts all day and night and I can't get any peace:(

  • @roxanncorston9403
    @roxanncorston9403 2 роки тому +1

    I LOVE JESUS. SAVED FOR YEARS! YET FEAR DEATH???? I'M ON MEDICATION AND GOING THROUGH REALLY DEBILITATING WITHDRAWAL. I DON'T RECEIVE MY MEDICATION UNTIL TOMORROW BUT IT SEEMS LIKE FOREVER WHEN HEART POUNDS, MIND RACES....I CAN BARELY MOVE. I AM DESPERATE FOR GOD! DESPERATE FOR HEALING. A MIRACLE! GOD BLESS YOU ALL. FEELS GOOD TO CRY KNOWING IM NOT ALONE.

    • @JuneHeffer
      @JuneHeffer 2 роки тому +1

      Praying in agreement for you, sister! Father in the name of Jesus please come through strong and in a miraculous way for Roxann! Give her strength, peace and comfort.. even joy, Lord. Surround her with yourself, minister to her and encourage her. Make this her testimony of your glory, power and amazing love! You are our healer and our rescuer. We put all our hope in You and are never put to shame. Your Word says you show mercy to those who put their trust in you, and that's exactly what we're doing Father. Thank you for your love and total healing for my sister in Jesus name!

    • @dalyp7799
      @dalyp7799 2 роки тому +1

      The side effects of medication are not good for one’s body , the Lord can heal you , if you just ask .
      Don’t depend on medication ask The Lord for healing .

    • @roxanncorston9403
      @roxanncorston9403 2 роки тому

      @@JuneHeffer I humbly thank you!!!!!! Truthfully!

    • @roxanncorston9403
      @roxanncorston9403 2 роки тому +1

      @@dalyp7799 Agreed. I'm weaning off and with Holy Spirit counseling etc
      I've never been better in 2 year's ! Long stry but I thank you! God bless you all!!! Such precious precious people you are!

  • @veronicavak2143
    @veronicavak2143 3 роки тому +2

    🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

  • @crimsoniron937
    @crimsoniron937 3 роки тому +8

    Hey Aaron. I have a statement and a couple of questions. I'm having hard anxiety and confusion when trying to read the word. I don't know where to start first of all.
    1. Now, if God is in control and nothing can touch us without His permission, why would He allow these attacks that stop me from reading the life blood I so desperately need?
    2. Is it bad to listen to audio Bible instead of reading it?
    Last one: I watched a video about NOT plucking single verses out of scripture. That they should be read in context. This confused me. Should I put the verse in context before I use it singularly?

    • @aaronkim1074
      @aaronkim1074  3 роки тому +7

      Hi Chris,
      Your questions are understandable and honest. God allows hardships and resistance from the enemy for our good, including interference from the enemy as we try to seek God. What you are speaking of is spiritual warfare. So, when you feel resistance when you try and read the word or pray, let that be an encouragement to you since the devil knows you are doing the right thing. And most importantly, keep reading and praying as you seek Jesus and rely on Him.
      It is fine to listen to the Bible. Reading or listening both results in being fed the word of God. Also, yes, you should understand verses in the Bible in context. Without context, people can make it mean whatever they want. The goal is to understand what God was really saying, and context is sometimes vital. To read in context, it is good to understand what the passage was saying before going into the particular verse you are studying. So, reading a paragraph before and after often helps. Also, using a good study Bible is very helpful as the commentary often helps with the context. I would recommend the NIV Life Application study Bible or the NKJV Thomas Nelson study Bible. It takes work, but the return is worth more than any amount of money. God bless you.

    • @lynnm.2019
      @lynnm.2019 3 роки тому

      Dear brother, it is not up to YOU to guide and lead yourself into all truth. Praise be to God that is the work of the HOLY SPIRIT in you. "Come unto me all you that labor and are heavy laden and I will give you Rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn of me, for I am meek and lowly in heart and you will find rest for your Souls. Matthew 11:28 🌿✝️💞

    • @crimsoniron937
      @crimsoniron937 3 роки тому +1

      @@aaronkim1074 Thank you my friend. God bless your steps and your hands to prosper.

    • @aizensosuke6031
      @aizensosuke6031 3 роки тому +1

      Brother Chris i also encourage u to watch "Derek prince"videos it will help u alot ..i agree with Brother aaron anything that keeps u from being with God are demon's..There are lot's of evil spirits .. spirit of anger spirit of insanity,..i have Gone through anxiety disorders and depression u r not alone brother...

  • @emmanueltanifum2012
    @emmanueltanifum2012 3 роки тому +2

    Please Aron, I'll like to explain to the meaning of surrender. Cos I surrender every minute. Yet I still fear death. Then I get all worked up again that I'm not a Christian. Otherwise why will I be afraid of death. Then I get anxious all over again that I may be going to hell fire and I can't sleep

    • @aaronkim1074
      @aaronkim1074  3 роки тому

      Hi Emmanuel, I encourage you to reach out to Dr. John Woodward at Grace Fellowship International for phone counseling as I did. Also, regarding your uncertainty in being saved or not, bring that question to God in faith and humility, and then wait for Him to answer. God bless you.

    • @emmanueltanifum2012
      @emmanueltanifum2012 3 роки тому

      @@aaronkim1074 thanks brother Aaron for the assurance that God will answer

    • @emmanueltanifum2012
      @emmanueltanifum2012 3 роки тому

      OK I Will. But I'm not in America. I will

  • @joeniagarcia1761
    @joeniagarcia1761 3 роки тому +1

    Hey, have you tackled the topic of medication? That would be great to hear from you!

    • @aaronkim1074
      @aaronkim1074  3 роки тому

      Hi Joenia, I haven’t made a specific video on this topic, but I’ll consider it. Thanks for the thought and God bless you.

  • @josephtguerrero
    @josephtguerrero 3 роки тому +2

    Just been awhile not saying anything since last two weeks about when i just shock my family and myself having bad mental issues going through since last year. I feel i just wanted to quit since I lost most of my life and health just like my marriage especialy now feel more alone than ever even i try to seek God's faith and love still is so hard sometimes i think something else which I really don't want to go that far before i did or maybe sometimes not much now.

    • @aaronkim1074
      @aaronkim1074  3 роки тому +1

      Hi Joseph, I encourage you to watch more of my videos and focus on surrendering and trusting in Jesus alone. Don’t give up. There is hope because of Jesus.

    • @josephtguerrero
      @josephtguerrero 3 роки тому

      @@aaronkim1074 actually to tell you the truth i did try to sucide myself with a kitchen knife couple of times but some reason how much force to stab myself just stop inches away. Not sure try again at the stomach but few inches away even how hard i wanted to. but still trying to fight this and with understand of God. Actuallyl doing this alone figuring out who is God really even I know something just doing this myself is hard or harder...

    • @aaronkim1074
      @aaronkim1074  3 роки тому

      Joseph, I’m sorry to hear of your pain. You don’t need to take your life, but you can instead hand it over to God. Once you surrender your life to Him, give Him your permission to do as He pleases with you. Remember: His plan for your life is better than any other plan. I encourage you to reach out to Dr. John Woodward as I did when I was suffering. You can reach His ministry at 865-429-0450. Don’t give up, but place your humble existence in God’s care.

  • @myka8712
    @myka8712 3 роки тому +2

    Hello my brother in Christ! I am a Christian and I love God and my life except im under so much emptiness and depression I am aware that many people may not experience this and it may seem not a trival thing to the majority. My problem isn't really tied to sin, I find myself loving God so much so that I am able to repent and put away with whatever he wants me to though im not perfect. All my life since from childhood until now being an adult my issue has and always been the hate I have. I am angry at God and I dont want to be. Its because I really hated being born my race. I hated being Filipino Chinese, and not just my race but being Asian in general. I dont hate the people or the culture. I just so happen to feel very unfortunate and I didnt like my fate in life. I didnt like my reality and I sure didn't want to accept it all. I wish God didn't make me Asian, that I wasn't born Filipino. I wish I didnt have to be this ugly, and have this appearance. I couldn't accept my background. I wanted to be born Caucasian, Hispanic, or European instead and thought it really is unfortunate for me to be this way and be the way I am. Other people are very lucky to have their reality and be born the way they are with the race their given. No matter what scripture says that I am fearfully and wonderfully made or that I am made in God's image. It didn't stop me for hating how I came about in this world. I had no control over this and didn't choose to be this way. I didnt care so much if God thinks I'm beautiful or he made me just the way he wanted me or for whatever purpose that is why I am this way and why this is my race. My heart is hardened and I dont accept me for who I am and for being Myka, I dont accept being born Filipino, I dont accept how I look and how I am and I really wish when God made me the thought of making me never even exist in his mind, it would be better of had I been something else. Theres no way I can accept my reality. I wish I wasn't born Asian I wish I'm not like this. In my heart I couldn't identify myself as one and I feel stuck. I am ugly and Asian and I just won't be okay with myself. I couldn't accept it and wouldn't accept it. God I don't accept this at all and if you think that this is how it should be for me I dont you made a mistake with me and even if people tell me God makes no mistake your decision towards me is a mistake and I'll keep that thought no matter what I'm told because here I am having to live with me for ever I didnt want this to be this way and I didnt ask to be this.

    • @aaronkim1074
      @aaronkim1074  3 роки тому +2

      Hello,
      I’m sorry you are suffering. I’ll assume you are a Christian as a write you. It sounds like you understand the truth in that God made you in the way He wanted. The bottom line is your will vs God’s will. God made you and everyone and everything else in all creation for His pleasure and glory. He made you Asian because He wanted to. But, He always does everything best. Meaning, you are best off being the race that you are because He has a specific plan and purpose for your life; and that includes you being Asian and looking the way you do. When your life is done, you will likely see He made you just right. Complaining about how God made us will look very silly later because God works all things for the good of His children and He is good. It’ll look like a deer complaining why it wasn’t a moose. God made that deer perfect, and it is indeed beautiful in God’s eyes and He loves that deer. It’s a matter of surrendering to His will for your life verse your will for your life. And His will for your life is good and better. It’s okay to give in to His will.

    • @myka8712
      @myka8712 3 роки тому +1

      @@aaronkim1074 Amen amen brother! This gave me peace. Thank you.

  • @tammybenjamin3037
    @tammybenjamin3037 3 роки тому +1

    I feel so discourage .

    • @aaronkim1074
      @aaronkim1074  3 роки тому +3

      I encourage you to continue watching more of my videos as they were made for suffering and discouraged Christians.

  • @joshuamatsui98
    @joshuamatsui98 3 роки тому +1

    I love you brother

  • @medamarfil8706
    @medamarfil8706 3 роки тому +1

    🙂

  • @gwensmith3256
    @gwensmith3256 3 роки тому +1

    When you say you gave all consequences, what exactly do you mean? Thanks for your reply.

    • @aaronkim1074
      @aaronkim1074  3 роки тому +1

      Hi Gwen, after you do what you believe God wants you to do, you refuse to worry of what happens next, but trust in Jesus with whatever happens; this is what it means to leave all the consequences to God. This is living by faith. An example is this: When I was suffering in my trial, I was worried about my health, sleep, family, etc and was frozen with fear so that I couldn't do anything properly. As I started to surrender and trust in God, I focused on walking with God and doing what I believed God wanted me to do (e.g. working, taking care of my family, grocery shopping, etc), and then I left all consequences to God. So, all the "what ifs" I left it to God. If my body failed me and I died in the process, I no longer cared, but left all consequences to God.
      This is possible for all of God's children. It's a matter of surrendering, trusting, and resting in God.
      God bless you.

    • @gwensmith3256
      @gwensmith3256 3 роки тому +1

      @@aaronkim1074 thank you for helping me through this trial. God bless.

  • @emmanueltanifum2012
    @emmanueltanifum2012 3 роки тому +1

    Please am seriously considering seeing a deliverance minister. Its just unbearable. Yet there was a day I surrendered and felt at peace. But the next day, the thoughts came rushing back like a wind. I know one way or another

    • @aaronkim1074
      @aaronkim1074  3 роки тому +1

      Emmanuel, seeing a deliverance minster may be good; however, I encourage you to continue to surrender and stay surrendered before God while trusting in His word. You felt peace by surrender. You can continue to feel peace by continuing to surrender. It is possible to stay surrendered as a new way of life. God bless you.