Please pray for me. I went the wrong way because of a lot of pain due to mental illness, and I feel isolated. I feel like it's so hard to communicate with others because of it. Thanks
It is hard because of the tormenting thoughts. They try to imprison our minds. Keep fighting in faith. Just prayed for you Valerie. Keep on trusting in God. I am also in the healing process. God is good. His ways are higher than ours and He knows what we do not. He is with you.
thank you, thank you Aaron! this brings me so much comfort. I’ve been dealing with anxiety & all the above for the last 7 months. (I’ve emailed you before) It’s been scary & very very hard. these last few days have been horrible, with panic attacks & anxiety all day. I know that I’m walking in the right direction because all that I do & all that I am is involved with God! I know God like I’ve never known Him before and I can’t wait to fully be delivered from this and walk in freedom with Him!
Amen! Keep trusting in the Lord Jesus. Although His children may have to walk down a dark and painful road at times, He has a good purpose for it and He walks it with us. God bless you Isabella!
Thank you Aaron it’s true... it’s like God is undoing some of the unbelief that we held onto that was contributing to the anxieties, depression, suicidal thoughts insomnia etc. once we start to believe and exercise the word we feel have that transformation setting in...I’m so grateful for you I’m still walking in my healing....if it wasn’t for your testimony I don’t know where I’d be... God is truly using you...God bless you too🙏🏽💙
Thank you for the kind words. You are an encouragement to me and others. And I agree with you on God working in many of His hurting children. He is so good. God bless you!
All I can say is WOW I've been feeling the same way !!! Way way more humble to my wife and other people...and seeking God more and more..I really appreciate you brother ....
Thank you so much for today's video! I just realized that I am actually in the process of healing, towards the light! It was an eye-opening message for me:) Thank you again!
Its so helpful to have someone be open about their testimony and walk through the healing process. Jesus has done a mighty work through you. Perfect peace!❤❤❤
Thank you Jesus!!!! Coming out of this almost a year of torment, I can say I'm so grateful God took me through it. I so needed it. So much dross has been scraped off, and my faith has grown so much stronger. Thank you Aaron for being a steadying voice of hope, calling us to surrender to Jesus. I remember finding your videos back in November 2019 when this began! I had no idea how much more torment was headed my way... praise God for being the only one strong enough to save from that!
Amen! It sounds like the Lord has blessed you much through the trial and you came out refined and victorious in Jesus! May He continue to bless you and be your hope and joy.
@@alexusfuller967 hey , November 2019 I had a panic attack, that was brought on by a first date of all things. This cascaded into full blown mental illness. Panic sensations, gut wrenching sensations of doom, hot tingly flashes, depression, anxiety etc. It got BAD. It grew worse and worse until about 9 months in I said "Lord, If I'm to suffer this way for the rest of my life even, please help me to suffer well." This point was surrender. Things didnt automatically get better, but that was the pivotal attitude change reliance of self to reliance on grace. Of course I would pick up and put down my will a number of times thereafter, but the healing process did begin. SLOWLY... so slowly in fact I didnt even notice it at all for months. About a month ago was when I noticed I could actually have relatively consistent peace, even in social situations. I'm still battling heavily, and it's so hard to endure, but by His Spirit I'm still here.... pray for me! I'll pray for you! Lord willing we will be mentally whole this side of heaven❤
This is truly your calling. I need encouragement from demonic attacks, don't understand them. Ongoing4 years. Your words are encouraging. Please keep up the videos.
thank u this was very helpful being that i am currently experiencing all of these things. It can be confusing when 1 day you feel okay and think you are healed and the next is terrible but this was confirmation i needed to know im on the right track.
My suffering has been amped up these past weeks. This video has helped me for the time being. I am definitely only hoping in God. If he does not help, then i wont be helped. But i have been untrusting that He will leave me here in this place. I am going to trust Him tho i do not understand.
Thank you! Really good! I had a really amazing great 3-4 days. Didn’t feel anxious. Had peace. Then yesterday out of no where I felt aneixty and fear. Standing strong in Gods Word. I know I’m healing. And that this is a journey!
Thank you brother Aaron. A very timely message of great encouragement. Recognizing about 3 signs there for me. That means I’m on the rise. . . “Humble yourself and God will raise you up.” 🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻 thank you Jesus...Bless you’re Holy Name...Amen and Amen 🙏🏻🙏🏻😑😑 bless you Aaron. May God keep increasing your anointing as you become less and He becomes more. Thank you Heavenly Father for choosing and equipping Aaron for this vitally important ministry that can reach the masses online. We give you all the Glory and the Praise and the Honor, Amen🙋🏻♂️🙋🏻♂️🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻
How wonderful to have this confirmation that Im on step 5 - what a year it has been - i look back at the things that sent me into turmoil and now realise that i needed it all to reach where i am now
When you love God with all your heart, soul, mind and strength .... that meanings full surrendering... God loves you. In the name of Jesus Christ y’all be healed.
Hi Aaron, and to anyone reading the testimonies and comments here. God has truly used Aaron to help those struggling with Anxiety, Depression, fear & Insomnia. What he shares is absolute truth and completely lines up with bible. I too had suffered this some months ago, I am still in the process of what I call being (pruned) but one comfort I have is that 'God is with me always" and will never leave me or forsake me. The Lord has shown me so much and continues to grow me each day. Although I may still occasionally get fear thoughts or other types of negative thoughts the Holy Spirit reveals this to me and I immediately recognize it and cast those thoughts down, speaking out Gods word in faith believing that I have the Victory in Christ. "He that is in us is greater than he that is in the world". This is my prayer. "Jesus, please help me develop and grow that holy sense of boldness and determination that I need to walk in freedom. You died to give me. Thank you for paying such a high price so I could live free in every area of my life. In Jesus" name, amen". "The Righteous are as bold as a Lion", The Tempter has lost, once we get a hold of that truth, he can do nothing (except try to get us to believe his lies).
Back at the beginning of covid I was in a lot mental affliction. I came across your videos and they helped me to surrender and trust God. I began surrendering bitterness and embraced doing things I have always hated such as housecleaning, (shameful as it is to confess that) . Through some help from a friend, God has helped my gain more daily disciplines. In the past I have given the Enemy strongholds by not taking enough care of my mind, body or my home...but now with God’s help I’m exercising self-discipline which I have never had before, and the enemy has less to ACCUSE me of!! (not sure this is theologically sound? Maybe more just my experience)...I feel freer and less tortured. I don’t know if that makes sense but I thought I would share it in case anyone else could relate. I am not pulling myself up by my own bootstraps I’m doing this with the help of God and it began by fully surrendering.
I completely understand you, not taking care of your body and house is a stronghold!! And I've been exercising discipline as well for the first time this year. God bless you!! How are you now??
The day when I refused to take anxiety medication and God put it on my heart to give Him the chance to heal my mental infirmity He gave me peace. I didn't refuse the medication out of pride like I can do this without medication, but rather God saying..Give me the chance to heal you. The Holy Spirit was empowering me to rather give Jesus that honour rather than medication that would have only put a band aid on my pain. May the Lord Jesus bless you for sharing the encouragement. I could identify with the up and down cycle in between depression/anxiety and God given hope. And we know we are healing like, just as you said, God wins against us. We no longer fight against Him but we embrace Him and kiss the Hand that made the wound for His Glory.
Thank you for this video and for listening to God’s lead! I watched this today because I have fully surrendered. But I’m not dealing with the back and forth thoughts like I’ll have peace and no God is with me and I’m control of things. But then I’ll have moments of depressed and Anxious thoughts. However I don’t let them linger I keep saying Gods word to them and constantly repeating “his grace is sufficient.” It’s hard because I don’t want these thoughts to come and I don’t even want to have to keep convincing and reminding myself. I want to full heartedly believe. And I do full heartedly believe, but I’m also trusting this process and knowing that all of this is working out for my good. Because this is the way God planned it. Pray for me too continue to gain strength of God and grow stronger in faith. And to one day be fully healed and be able to help others. I pray for your strength in God as well thank you so much for this blessing🙏🏾❤️
I am on my healing journey, and I have been feeling God telling me, very clearly, to receive his peace, and to receive like a little child, and I think it’s been difficult for me just to fully receive his peace and joy and love…. Could you please pray for me that God would help me receive his peace and joy and love? And to fully and completely trust that he is healing me? I would appreciate it so much, I believe in the power of prayer so it would mean the world to me, thank you!!!
Good morning Aaron. I am meditating on Psalm 4:8 every night... “In peace I will lie down and sleep for you alone Lord make me dwell in safety.” As you know the anxiety was so bad it caused debilitating insomnia. I don’t get sleepy no matter what I do, then my body aches so bad from the fatigue then the mental stuff starts. I am still taking sleep meds and it is hit and miss, but better than nothing. I believe God is going to deliver me. I am surrendering more and getting a little more peace and less fear, one day at a time. Thank you for your faithfulness.
Thank you for this message of encouragement Aaron. I feel like for the first time in a year and half of pain, I’m on the right track. God bless you and your family.
I gave God everything I told Him I did The night after no sleep I feel bad the next day I need sleep. It seems i center on it all of the time.. I try to give it to God, but when it get close to night i get afraid i wont sleep.. Please pray for me ... I try to surrender
Aaron, I’m in so much pain right now, just typing this out is making me think of the mental pain I’m being tormented by and I’m tearing up. I’ve been through depersonalization/derealization and it’s only getting worse along with so many other things, the worst of them being obsessive thinking and my mind overthinking and ruminating over things I don’t feel comfortable sharing. I don’t want ANY of it and I can’t control anything anymore. I’ve lost all hope. This has just been getting worse and worse ever since COVID-19 started, last week I had the most amazing experience, I’m a member of the church of Jesus Christ of later day saints and went to the temple, I sat in the garden area in the temple and just cried. A little bit later I was FLOODED with total relief of all my pain and everything went away I was just in total shock... and started to cry obviously for a different reason this time. When I came out of the temple I felt like god was Literally living in me and I just wanted the whole world to come to him and I wanted to do everything in my power to help everyone come to him. I felt all his love and infinite power, I can’t even explain I felt as if I was in heaven. And then when I got home I watched your videos on surrender and because I was in gods rest at the time I wasn’t overthinking and obsessive thinking and so I fully understood absolutely everything and was able to completely surrender my life to god. Every time something came up I would instantly surrender it to him without any problems whatsoever and he would take it away. FINALLY I felt without a doubt that all the torment and pain was gone forever and I was done with it all. Usually in school is really when I get tormented and have the biggest struggling dealing with this. The next day at school I was in amazement at how I could so easily just get rid of anything I didn’t want by just surrendering everything to god. Then after lunch I don’t even remember what happened but something started to trigger me to over think everything again and I started to have a panic attack, I ran to the bathroom and I remembered what you said about whenever we start to worry, that’s a sign that we’re trying to take back control so I tried surrendering everything to god and I just couldn’t because I started overthinking everything about what it means to surrender and how it works and literally anything about surrendering I started to obsess about it. And I couldn’t surrender anything to him anymore. In that moment all the pain flooded back to me and I just dropped to the floor. I’m trying so hard to understand everything once again so that I can be able to surrender my life to him once again but I have no control over my mind and can’t comprehend what’s happening, there’s no chance at all whatsoever of understanding whatever my mind is over thinking about and I’ve just lost all hope. I finally found a way out and everything was gone, and now I can’t do that, along with everything else going on. I don’t want to continue. I just feel like this life isn’t worth living anymore. I just over think surrendering and then I can’t surrender it’s so terrible so now I’m not able to do that. Apologies for this comment... Wich isn’t even really a comment anymore it’s a story. Im so lost and the way for me to come to god and be healed was to surrender my life to him. And now I can’t do that. It’s impossible I don’t understand. There is no way out😭😭😭 The way to overcome this is to surrender my life to him, but I can’t surrender my life to him. I’m trapped.
Hi Betty, it usually takes time and some failure to reach total surrender and stay there. It's not unusual to relapse out of total surrender. You must go back to the basics and start again. I know it is extremely difficult, but this is where God calls us to endure and persevere. Do not give up! Watch my videos again if you need to. You were doing well in casting all your anxieties onto the Lord. Go back to that. Surrender completely to God; whatever happens, leave all the consequences to Him. Don't trust in yourself, but Jesus alone. Although I do not believe the Mormon teaching is of God, I want to be sensitive towards you about this because I care for you. I encourage you to seek Jesus alone. Humbly and in faith ask Jesus to show you the way to the truth; then He surely will. I don't know in what way, but He will. Read the Holy Bible for yourself and depend on the Holy Spirit to teach you, as opposed to what your leaders tell you what it means. Let God reveal Himself to you. Don't give up friend. Jesus is all you need. God bless you. You are loved.
Thank you my brother in Christ! Your testimony and all that you've been through and the words of wisdom through God's Holy spirit he has given you to speak are so greatly appreciated and so helpful and encouraging, I myself I'm dealing with depression and it came about with me going through and testing positive for Covid something happened were I began to battling with heavy depression no lie it's been difficult getting help though so God is good all the time! Thanks again and prayers. Please pray for at this time thank you and God bless.
God Bless you brother! Amazing video! Thank you for your ministry. We go through things and don’t understand why, but just like Paul said in the prison, to live is Christ, to die is gain. Rejoice no matter what we go through, because it’s all for our good and for the good of the kingdom!
Aaron everything you mentioned is so true. One thing I’d like to mention is that sometimes we desperately look for the presence of God, reading whole books of the Bible in a matter of couple hours...reading books...listening to videos, all at the same time, and the presence does not come. If you get to this point, stop, go back to the life line verses and meditate on it, the most powerful one for me: Behold, I’m always with you until the end of times.
I truly believe that God led me to your channel and I have no words to express how grateful I am for all the truth you speak! I listen to your vids in the background while I'm doing my stuff and everyday little by little I am gaining enough strength, courage and optimism to let go and let God! Thank you so much for your vids and sharing your testimony, you are very underrated 🙏💖
Awesome video, brother Aaron! I have just prayed for you and your ministry. I have been tremendously blessed by this video. May God continue to give you understanding and power in the Spirit to speak His word.
Thank you Aaron. Keep putting out these videos! Philippians 3:1-3 Paul speaks about writing the same things not being tedious but safe and in verse 3 he speaks of rejoicing in Christ and having no confidence in the flesh. For me this sums up your ministry. Keep reminding us!
Thank you so much Aaron. I've been listening to your videos and you are like a brother i didn't have. I am having insomnia the past weeks. But you are right, this is way better than what I have experienced with anxiety before these sleepless nights. I have most of the signs you've mentioned and I'm so glad hearing them. Thank you so much for what you do. Also, the comment section makes me feel I'm not alone in this.
I want to ask you to pray for me I been dealing with anxiety 3 months ago when I got my first bad panic attack and I haven’t been the same every since or felt like myself my names Eduardo god bless you
I'm at this point after more than 5 months of insomnia, mental and physical afflictions. I'm smelling the victory like a hot pie. Jesus already won, IT IS FINISHED.
Hi... Aaron I am really happy and got courage after hearing your testimony... I am always depends on Jesus and seek his blessings to come out of my psychology illness... Pls... Advice me how keep complete faith on Jesus to come out of my illness.... Pls.. Pray for me.......
Please pray for me i have stomach pains all the time for a while and i've never been able to figure out why.. love and peace in the name of Jesus to all
I am not depressed. I am functional. I sleep, eat. I enjoy what I can of life. I laugh. I enjoy music. I interact with others. If you would see me, you would not see that I am hurting inside. I have found a point beyond depression, total hopelessness. The best I can describe it is I have fallen off a cliff and I am destined to either crash onto the rocks below or be caught by God. Me crying on the way down is not going to change anything. That is just my current situation. Looking back on my life it seems so meaningless. I feel like a total failure. If there is no God, I am a mistake of nature. If there is a God, I am open to Him having a plan for me. Getting back to me falling off the cliff. I does seem that I should have already hit the rocks by now but have not.
@@damic7226 Thank you for caring. There is no difference. I wrote that to show that my problems are real. They are not something in my head, a chemical imbalance. Also, they are not just from bad decisions on my part, even though I have made my share. They are by design. That is how I know that there are supernatural forces at work. I have been tormented my entire life. That did not stop with me becoming a Christian. Prayers do not help. Someone asked me what they should pray about concerning me. I just said tell Him "Do something". An atheist once told me that Christianity is ok if it makes you happy. When I said it does not, she asked me then why become one. I did not have an answer. But, I believe God reveals enough of Himself that you need. That is why I have not given up the faith. I am going to tell you something I have not told many people. In 1999, He seems to have He revealed Himself. I had a dream where I came face to face with evil itself (Satan?). I was terrified. Voices (angels?) said "Pray to God and He will make it go away". I did, it disappeared and then woke up, thinking that was strange. I got up and I found that my 17 year old son was not in the house. I found him dead outside with a self-inflicted gun shot to the head. My son enlisted in the army reserve but had not gone to his basic training yet. Technically he was in the army. Before his funeral I got a call from Washington D.C. from the top army chaplain, a general. His said the chaplain locally that would normally call me was on vacation. He called to find out if there was anything he could do for me. It seemed that was by design. In my life, I seemed to have been put into situations where someone else was in a hopeless situation and I helped them. This is not to pat myself on the back. I bring that up because sometimes when I wish I had never been born, I think of those people. Helping them did just as much for me. Now, I need help. I mentioned falling over a cliff and either crashing onto the rocks below or being caught by God. 2021 is when it happens. I end this not knowing if I said too little or too much. Edit: Just to be clear, I was not a believer when the above happened. I became one about 6 months after his death.
I am suffering so bad and starting to doubt my salvation and everything now that its so terrible i cant barely sleep i am praying to god i am doing everything but he does not answer me this is not funny at all i dont know if i am going to make this god bless everyone
At this time, you only have His word to hang onto. So, do just that. Whether you feel or see God answering you, choose to grab a hold of His promises and hang onto them with your life. As for your salvation question, I encourage you to read 1 John and watch videos on youtube from reputable pastors on this subject. God bless you.
@@aaronkim1074 okay thanks anyways i believe god Will save from this i really do Jesus is my only hope i am in that spot right now and sometimes i feel like he is going to take this away from its a New feeling but i dont base my salvation or my situations on feelings god bless you your videos are so good
Hi Nicole, I did not fast during my trial. I encourage you to watch more of my videos as I address some of your questions. I would start with the video on Taking every thought captive and how to overcome anxiety.
I am dealing with a very bad sudden onset of physical pain from a few stupid accidents. This is eating me alive. Doctors say I should recover with time, but I am not seeing any improvement. I pray everyday, but God doesn't seem to extend his hand to me at all. I am a prisonner of my own body. I want to die. I pray and pray and no guidance.
Hi Aaron I been listening to a Hispanic Christian Pastor and he preaches on healing. There is more to healing than surrendering. He preach about healing won’t happen if there is someone you need to forgive and haven’t forgave, sin in your life you haven’t repent on etc. What are your thoughts on this?
I agree with that Pastor. Unforgiveness and/or living in unrepentant sin could be the cause of a person's afflictions. I made a video on each of these two subjects and encourage you to watch them. When you fully surrender and trust in God, you are to live in obedience to God and leave all the consequences to Him. And we are commanded in the Scriptures to forgive one another and to turn away (repent) from our sins. God bless you.
Hi Violeta, yes we do need to repent and willing to turn away from a life of sin...but once you have repented know that you are forgiven and that you are free...sometimes guilt and shame can overwhelm us too. I had some pastors tell me I was holding un-forgiveness and sin in me and that was why I was going through that trail. So I was begging for forgiveness and forgiving everyone every second so the anxiety could go away. But God was allowing it to build me and my testimony.❤️
Aron i need you to answer this because its matter of life and death i have suffered so much with weird thoughts and pain in my body i feel like im going to be possesed and i have hade weird things and demonic attacks and something weird in me but i have trusted christ as my saviour i have believed in the gospel but know when i am so broken i feel like i want to live for Jesus and i pray more now than i have never done this before i want Jesus more now than before i feel weird but in it feels like i am going to be okay anwser this please i love your videos i believe God showed me you but sometimes im doubt im getting better its by night i feel terror and pain in the body like i have never felt before you are blessing and the holy spirit is seen in you and sometimes i praise jesus this is so weird and Jesus is my only hope know but i drink alkhol alot its not something i want to do and this hope is for me for a little while in the mornings it is happening more and more not that much but i have never feelt this before when i get it and this is dying to self happens natural for me when i talked with me mom i talk about Jesus and so with people i was afraid to do it with i am not ashmed of Christ and i feel like a power inside of me that draing me to god and i have forgiven people who have hurt me i have never been able to do that i really hope this is it
Hi Peter, sorry for the late response, I just saw this comment was flagged by UA-cam, likely because it was posted two times. Any affliction, including demonic attacks, can be overcome through surrendering, trusting, and waiting on God. Make your requests known to God, and He will surely help you. All the sufferings are used for His children’s good. Surrender and trust in God. God bless you.
Hey brother Aaron, in your opinion, can we as Christians use things such as therapy as a resource to healthy living and understanding what’s going on in the brain and emotions but not as the ultimate source of healing? For instance, I see a therapist and a trauma coach because of so much that’s happened to me over the years. However, I only see it as a source to living healthier like knowing when to set boundaries on things, learning to cope with my loses, exercises that help overall health, etc. BUT, I only see Jesus as my healer and God being the ultimate healer. I do not see these outside sources as my healer or where my healing will take place. But rather see that coming from the Lord only. It’s brought to a place of being humbled and allowing God to really work in me as I draw closer and closer to Him. But ya I just wanted to know your thoughts on this brother
Hi brother Charles, I think it would be helpful if you honestly answer this question for yourself: Is therapy causing my reliance and trust in Jesus to increase or decrease? May the Lord guide and bless you.
Please, I need prayers. I have turned my life around and dedicated my life to the Lord. I am so depressed and having suicidal thoughts. I don’t want to die, I know those thoughts come from Satan. Just pray for me.
Hi Aaron, thank you for the job you do to help so many! I have a question. Did you take a natural supplement, herbal or such to help you while you was recovering from all that? Blessings to you and yours!
Thank you for the encouragement! I did not take any supplements or medication while I was recovering. It was 100% surrendering and trusting in the word of God that led to my complete healing.
After you out of your affliction do you always keep your minding occupied with something? Can you stay idle for sometime? Do negative thoughts come back ?
That was one of my concerns too, if the thoughts was going to stay gone or would they come back... now I’m not afraid of those thoughts anymore I fight them off with the word of God... those negative thoughts are lies from Satan... when the enemy comes in like a flood the Spirt of the Lord will lift a standard against him!! Tell your thoughts that!!🙏🏽💙💪🏽
Hi Aaron. Did you ever consider getting personal prayer/deliverance ministry? I know a ministry that specialises in getting to the root of mental and emotional traumas and it is done by prayer and sometimes deliverance from evil spirits.
What exactly does it mean to surrender? I still don't get it. I am borderline, praying fiervently for 10 years already to be healed to stop having these rages and stop being this terrible person who just hurts everybody to ged rid of myself and it doesn't end..please help
Ask for forgiveness and turn from your sins... know that God loves you and has the best plan for your life... hear the word believe it and do it...life and death is in the power of your own tongue speck blessings to yourself and over yourself no matter how you feel and allow it to manifest.🙏🏽💙🙌🏽 Also be good to other’s even if they don’t understand you!!! God wants us to love people as we love ourselves.
Hi Gwen, I think the web would do a better job than me, but from what I understand it feels like you are no longer living in reality; as if everything is fake. For me, I don’t know if I suffered from this, but there was a point in my trial I felt like I was outside of my body and I was looking at the back side of my body. It felt like my soul was trying to separate from my body. I wouldn’t waste your time researching these conditions because it can lead to more harm. Instead, focus on the solution: Jesus and His promises. God bless you.
mr Kim i had a talk with a parent today and im not doing much in life now in terms of growing or learning a skill or getting a job ,im 23 female and my family was 97% dysfunctional and i had a very hard time most of my days until now , a lazy ass is how someone could tell seeing me BUT i have traumas and anxiety and stuff they know nothing about they try to make me promise them things like that i will go do this or that when i know im not ready 4 it now and i know cause i tried other times recently even and i just could not take it mentally and physically i was feeling so much pain so much more ANXIOUS AND AFRAID AND TORMENTED AND THE PAIN WAS IN PHYSICALLY IN MY BODY I COULD NOT FOCUS AWAY. i need healing but THEY DONT KNOW and THEY WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND if i told them.MY LIFE WAS A TRAGIC MESS FOR YEARS A HELL I JUST started to recover off last few months ago .I NEED TIME TO GET MYSELF TOGETHER BEFORE I GO OUT THERE OR SIT IN A CLASS I WAS PREVIOUSLY BULLIED AT .I DON'T WANT TO FEEL GUILTY AND ASHAMED CAUSE CLEARLY THATS HOW IT SEEMS LIKE THIS PARENT TRYIN TO MAKE ME FEEL .IVE BEEN HUMILIATED AND ABUSED SEVRLY AND EVEN IN THIS YEAR , THE TRUMA STILL FRESH BUT NO ONE KNOWS OR BELIEVES OR CARES TO KNOW THE TRUTH ABOUT ME OR MY LIFE .PLEASE TELL ME I SHOULD NOT HURRY UP , TELL ME I SHOULD NOT FEEL GUILTY AND ASHAMED , TELL ME THAT THEY DONT KNOW WHATS BEST FOR ME , PLEASE TELL ME SOMETHING MR KIM , i have no one to tell me and i dont want to cry today
I’m sorry to hear of your sufferings. Although others may not understand what you are going through, the Lord Jesus surely does. I encourage you to reach out to Dr. John Woodward for phone counseling as I did at 865-429-0450. Also, I encourage you to continue viewing more of my videos as they were made for suffering Christians. May the Lord comfort and bless you.
@@aaronkim1074thank you mr.Kim i do watch your videos and i feel they are like a light in the dark just the testimony alone has helped me to have hope idk what i would do if there wasn't that testimony i can relate to so much .Im glad you got a relief from all that and .Um, what kind of doctor is that ?
I dont have depression anymore i just have a little bit of anxiety & derealization, its hard but there is nothing to hard for God !
Exactly ❤️💪🏽 nothing‼️
How are you now
What is derealization?
hi marlen if you see this could you please reply back i’ve been feeling the same way and the thought of derealisation is scaring me so much
@@Marthese8 hii text me on instagram, i am here to help ! 💘
Please pray for me. I went the wrong way because of a lot of pain due to mental illness, and I feel isolated. I
feel like it's so hard to communicate with others because of it.
Thanks
I'll pray
Lord I rebuke the lies the devil has fed Valerie. I pray for Valerie’s spirit to be restored. Please remind Valerie of your promises and love. Amen.
I prayed for you too Valerie. God bless you.
It is hard because of the tormenting thoughts. They try to imprison our minds. Keep fighting in faith. Just prayed for you Valerie. Keep on trusting in God. I am also in the healing process. God is good. His ways are higher than ours and He knows what we do not. He is with you.
God can heal you, and he’s Always with you and so are we!!!! 💪🏽❤️
So, so grateful for your total honesty and transparency. So helpful. Ty
thank you, thank you Aaron! this brings me so much comfort. I’ve been dealing with anxiety & all the above for the last 7 months. (I’ve emailed you before) It’s been scary & very very hard. these last few days have been horrible, with panic attacks & anxiety all day. I know that I’m walking in the right direction because all that I do & all that I am is involved with God! I know God like I’ve never known Him before and I can’t wait to fully be delivered from this and walk in freedom with Him!
Amen! Keep trusting in the Lord Jesus. Although His children may have to walk down a dark and painful road at times, He has a good purpose for it and He walks it with us. God bless you Isabella!
Yes God he is able and willing🙏🏽💪🏽
@@aaronkim1074 can I please have your email? I am a new believer and my mind is totally shattered.
How are you doing now?
Thank you Aaron it’s true... it’s like God is undoing some of the unbelief that we held onto that was contributing to the anxieties, depression, suicidal thoughts insomnia etc. once we start to believe and exercise the word we feel have that transformation setting in...I’m so grateful for you I’m still walking in my healing....if it wasn’t for your testimony I don’t know where I’d be... God is truly using you...God bless you too🙏🏽💙
Thank you for the kind words. You are an encouragement to me and others. And I agree with you on God working in many of His hurting children. He is so good. God bless you!
All I can say is WOW I've been feeling the same way !!! Way way more humble to my wife and other people...and seeking God more and more..I really appreciate you brother ....
Thank you so much for today's video! I just realized that I am actually in the process of healing, towards the light! It was an eye-opening message for me:) Thank you again!
Its so helpful to have someone be open about their testimony and walk through the healing process. Jesus has done a mighty work through you. Perfect peace!❤❤❤
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Thank you Jesus!!!! Coming out of this almost a year of torment, I can say I'm so grateful God took me through it. I so needed it. So much dross has been scraped off, and my faith has grown so much stronger. Thank you Aaron for being a steadying voice of hope, calling us to surrender to Jesus. I remember finding your videos back in November 2019 when this began! I had no idea how much more torment was headed my way... praise God for being the only one strong enough to save from that!
Amen! It sounds like the Lord has blessed you much through the trial and you came out refined and victorious in Jesus! May He continue to bless you and be your hope and joy.
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If you dont mind I'd like to hear more of what you experienced. What kind of torment did you experience? You said for almost a year.
@@alexusfuller967 hey ,
November 2019 I had a panic attack, that was brought on by a first date of all things. This cascaded into full blown mental illness. Panic sensations, gut wrenching sensations of doom, hot tingly flashes, depression, anxiety etc. It got BAD. It grew worse and worse until about 9 months in I said "Lord, If I'm to suffer this way for the rest of my life even, please help me to suffer well." This point was surrender. Things didnt automatically get better, but that was the pivotal attitude change reliance of self to reliance on grace.
Of course I would pick up and put down my will a number of times thereafter, but the healing process did begin. SLOWLY... so slowly in fact I didnt even notice it at all for months. About a month ago was when I noticed I could actually have relatively consistent peace, even in social situations. I'm still battling heavily, and it's so hard to endure, but by His Spirit I'm still here.... pray for me! I'll pray for you! Lord willing we will be mentally whole this side of heaven❤
Hi Dave! How are you now?
This is truly your calling. I need encouragement from demonic attacks, don't understand them. Ongoing4 years. Your words are encouraging. Please keep up the videos.
thank u this was very helpful being that i am currently experiencing all of these things. It can be confusing when 1 day you feel okay and think you are healed and the next is terrible but this was confirmation i needed to know im on the right track.
My suffering has been amped up these past weeks. This video has helped me for the time being. I am definitely only hoping in God. If he does not help, then i wont be helped. But i have been untrusting that He will leave me here in this place. I am going to trust Him tho i do not understand.
Thank you LORD for your precious Hand on Our lives ❤️
Thank you! Really good! I had a really amazing great 3-4 days. Didn’t feel anxious. Had peace. Then yesterday out of no where I felt aneixty and fear. Standing strong in Gods Word. I know I’m healing. And that this is a journey!
How are you doing now?
I'm being healed!❤️ Glory to God 🙏.
Thank you brother Aaron. A very timely message of great encouragement. Recognizing about 3 signs there for me. That means I’m on the rise. . . “Humble yourself and God will raise you up.” 🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻 thank you Jesus...Bless you’re Holy Name...Amen and Amen 🙏🏻🙏🏻😑😑 bless you Aaron. May God keep increasing your anointing as you become less and He becomes more. Thank you Heavenly Father for choosing and equipping Aaron for this vitally important ministry that can reach the masses online. We give you all the Glory and the Praise and the Honor, Amen🙋🏻♂️🙋🏻♂️🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻
Thank you for the encouragement! May the Lord bless, guide, and comfort you!
@@aaronkim1074 thanks so much🙏🏻♥️🙋🏻♂️
How wonderful to have this confirmation that Im on step 5 - what a year it has been - i look back at the things that sent me into turmoil and now realise that i needed it all to reach where i am now
When you love God with all your heart, soul, mind and strength .... that meanings full surrendering... God loves you. In the name of Jesus Christ y’all be healed.
Hi Aaron, and to anyone reading the testimonies and comments here. God has truly used Aaron to help those struggling with Anxiety, Depression, fear & Insomnia. What he shares is absolute truth and completely lines up with bible. I too had suffered this some months ago, I am still in the process of what I call being (pruned) but one comfort I have is that 'God is with me always" and will never leave me or forsake me. The Lord has shown me so much and continues to grow me each day. Although I may still occasionally get fear thoughts or other types of negative thoughts the Holy Spirit reveals this to me and I immediately recognize it and cast those thoughts down, speaking out Gods word in faith believing that I have the Victory in Christ. "He that is in us is greater than he that is in the world". This is my prayer. "Jesus, please help me develop and grow that holy sense of boldness and determination that I need to walk in freedom. You died to give me. Thank you for paying such a high price so I could live free in every area of my life. In Jesus" name, amen". "The Righteous are as bold as a Lion", The Tempter has lost, once we get a hold of that truth, he can do nothing (except try to get us to believe his lies).
Thank you brother in Christ.
Back at the beginning of covid I was in a lot mental affliction. I came across your videos and they helped me to surrender and trust God. I began surrendering bitterness and embraced doing things I have always hated such as housecleaning, (shameful as it is to confess that) . Through some help from a friend, God has helped my gain more daily disciplines. In the past I have given the Enemy strongholds by not taking enough care of my mind, body or my home...but now with God’s help I’m exercising self-discipline which I have never had before, and the enemy has less to ACCUSE me of!! (not sure this is theologically sound? Maybe more just my experience)...I feel freer and less tortured. I don’t know if that makes sense but I thought I would share it in case anyone else could relate. I am not pulling myself up by my own bootstraps I’m doing this with the help of God and it began by fully surrendering.
I completely understand you, not taking care of your body and house is a stronghold!! And I've been exercising discipline as well for the first time this year. God bless you!!
How are you now??
Thanks Aaron! I think im on my way to healing. Glory to God
The day when I refused to take anxiety medication and God put it on my heart to give Him the chance to heal my mental infirmity He gave me peace. I didn't refuse the medication out of pride like I can do this without medication, but rather God saying..Give me the chance to heal you. The Holy Spirit was empowering me to rather give Jesus that honour rather than medication that would have only put a band aid on my pain.
May the Lord Jesus bless you for sharing the encouragement. I could identify with the up and down cycle in between depression/anxiety and God given hope. And we know we are healing like, just as you said, God wins against us. We no longer fight against Him but we embrace Him and kiss the Hand that made the wound for His Glory.
God bless you brother ! This video has helped me so much ! Thank you !
Amen for this video, Aaron!
Thank you for this video and for listening to God’s lead! I watched this today because I have fully surrendered. But I’m not dealing with the back and forth thoughts like I’ll have peace and no God is with me and I’m control of things. But then I’ll have moments of depressed and Anxious thoughts. However I don’t let them linger I keep saying Gods word to them and constantly repeating “his grace is sufficient.” It’s hard because I don’t want these thoughts to come and I don’t even want to have to keep convincing and reminding myself. I want to full heartedly believe. And I do full heartedly believe, but I’m also trusting this process and knowing that all of this is working out for my good. Because this is the way God planned it. Pray for me too continue to gain strength of God and grow stronger in faith. And to one day be fully healed and be able to help others. I pray for your strength in God as well thank you so much for this blessing🙏🏾❤️
I am on my healing journey, and I have been feeling God telling me, very clearly, to receive his peace, and to receive like a little child, and I think it’s been difficult for me just to fully receive his peace and joy and love…. Could you please pray for me that God would help me receive his peace and joy and love? And to fully and completely trust that he is healing me? I would appreciate it so much, I believe in the power of prayer so it would mean the world to me, thank you!!!
Good morning Aaron. I am meditating on Psalm 4:8 every night... “In peace I will lie down and sleep for you alone Lord make me dwell in safety.”
As you know the anxiety was so bad it caused debilitating insomnia. I don’t get sleepy no matter what I do, then my body aches so bad from the fatigue then the mental stuff starts.
I am still taking sleep meds and it is hit and miss, but better than nothing. I believe God is going to deliver me. I am surrendering more and getting a little more peace and less fear, one day at a time.
Thank you for your faithfulness.
Thank you for this message of encouragement Aaron. I feel like for the first time in a year and half of pain, I’m on the right track. God bless you and your family.
Glad to hear and praise the Lord. God bless you too Sharai.
I gave God everything
I told Him I did
The night after no sleep I feel bad the next day
I need sleep. It seems i center on it all of the time..
I try to give it to God, but when it get close to night i get afraid i wont sleep..
Please pray for me ...
I try to surrender
Keep on surrendering everything to God. Ask the Lord to help you surrender. Tell Him you are willing to be made willing. Let Him do it all.
Thank you for making these videos Aaron, your helping so many people ❤
Aaron, I’m in so much pain right now, just typing this out is making me think of the mental pain I’m being tormented by and I’m tearing up. I’ve been through depersonalization/derealization and it’s only getting worse along with so many other things, the worst of them being obsessive thinking and my mind overthinking and ruminating over things I don’t feel comfortable sharing. I don’t want ANY of it and I can’t control anything anymore. I’ve lost all hope. This has just been getting worse and worse ever since COVID-19 started, last week I had the most amazing experience, I’m a member of the church of Jesus Christ of later day saints and went to the temple, I sat in the garden area in the temple and just cried. A little bit later I was FLOODED with total relief of all my pain and everything went away I was just in total shock... and started to cry obviously for a different reason this time. When I came out of the temple I felt like god was Literally living in me and I just wanted the whole world to come to him and I wanted to do everything in my power to help everyone come to him. I felt all his love and infinite power, I can’t even explain I felt as if I was in heaven. And then when I got home I watched your videos on surrender and because I was in gods rest at the time I wasn’t overthinking and obsessive thinking and so I fully understood absolutely everything and was able to completely surrender my life to god. Every time something came up I would instantly surrender it to him without any problems whatsoever and he would take it away. FINALLY I felt without a doubt that all the torment and pain was gone forever and I was done with it all. Usually in school is really when I get tormented and have the biggest struggling dealing with this. The next day at school I was in amazement at how I could so easily just get rid of anything I didn’t want by just surrendering everything to god. Then after lunch I don’t even remember what happened but something started to trigger me to over think everything again and I started to have a panic attack, I ran to the bathroom and I remembered what you said about whenever we start to worry, that’s a sign that we’re trying to take back control so I tried surrendering everything to god and I just couldn’t because I started overthinking everything about what it means to surrender and how it works and literally anything about surrendering I started to obsess about it. And I couldn’t surrender anything to him anymore. In that moment all the pain flooded back to me and I just dropped to the floor. I’m trying so hard to understand everything once again so that I can be able to surrender my life to him once again but I have no control over my mind and can’t comprehend what’s happening, there’s no chance at all whatsoever of understanding whatever my mind is over thinking about and I’ve just lost all hope.
I finally found a way out and everything was gone, and now I can’t do that, along with everything else going on. I don’t want to continue. I just feel like this life isn’t worth living anymore. I just over think surrendering and then I can’t surrender it’s so terrible so now I’m not able to do that.
Apologies for this comment... Wich isn’t even really a comment anymore it’s a story.
Im so lost and the way for me to come to god and be healed was to surrender my life to him. And now I can’t do that. It’s impossible I don’t understand. There is no way out😭😭😭
The way to overcome this is to surrender my life to him, but I can’t surrender my life to him. I’m trapped.
Hi Betty, it usually takes time and some failure to reach total surrender and stay there. It's not unusual to relapse out of total surrender. You must go back to the basics and start again. I know it is extremely difficult, but this is where God calls us to endure and persevere. Do not give up! Watch my videos again if you need to. You were doing well in casting all your anxieties onto the Lord. Go back to that. Surrender completely to God; whatever happens, leave all the consequences to Him. Don't trust in yourself, but Jesus alone. Although I do not believe the Mormon teaching is of God, I want to be sensitive towards you about this because I care for you. I encourage you to seek Jesus alone. Humbly and in faith ask Jesus to show you the way to the truth; then He surely will. I don't know in what way, but He will. Read the Holy Bible for yourself and depend on the Holy Spirit to teach you, as opposed to what your leaders tell you what it means. Let God reveal Himself to you. Don't give up friend. Jesus is all you need. God bless you. You are loved.
Thank you my brother in Christ! Your testimony and all that you've been through and the words of wisdom through God's Holy spirit he has given you to speak are so greatly appreciated and so helpful and encouraging, I myself I'm dealing with depression and it came about with me going through and testing positive for Covid something happened were I began to battling with heavy depression no lie it's been difficult getting help though so God is good all the time! Thanks again and prayers. Please pray for at this time thank you and God bless.
Thank you for the encouragement! Keep your focus on the Lord Jesus, while casting all your anxieties over to God in humility and faith. God bless you!
God has not given you a spirit of fear.💙🙏🏽
God Bless you brother! Amazing video! Thank you for your ministry. We go through things and don’t understand why, but just like Paul said in the prison, to live is Christ, to die is gain. Rejoice no matter what we go through, because it’s all for our good and for the good of the kingdom!
Aaron everything you mentioned is so true.
One thing I’d like to mention is that sometimes we desperately look for the presence of God, reading whole books of the Bible in a matter of couple hours...reading books...listening to videos, all at the same time, and the presence does not come. If you get to this point, stop, go back to the life line verses and meditate on it, the most powerful one for me: Behold, I’m always with you until the end of times.
That's such a beautiful verse, I have it as a wallpaper on my phone.
I truly believe that God led me to your channel and I have no words to express how grateful I am for all the truth you speak! I listen to your vids in the background while I'm doing my stuff and everyday little by little I am gaining enough strength, courage and optimism to let go and let God! Thank you so much for your vids and sharing your testimony, you are very underrated 🙏💖
Praise the Lord! Thank you for the encouragement. May the Lord continue to strengthen and bless you.
Keep making such videos bro. It really helps to have faith in recovery for anxiety and panic disorders sufferers
God Bless you Brother
God bless you too brother!
Awesome video, brother Aaron! I have just prayed for you and your ministry. I have been tremendously blessed by this video.
May God continue to give you understanding and power in the Spirit to speak His word.
Thank you Aaron. Keep putting out these videos! Philippians 3:1-3 Paul speaks about writing the same things not being tedious but safe and in verse 3 he speaks of rejoicing in Christ and having no confidence in the flesh. For me this sums up your ministry. Keep reminding us!
Amen! Thank you for the encouragement and God bless you Randy.
I was encouraged by your videos for the previous month and had many changes in my life. I am reading "Handbook to Happiness."
Amen. Praise the Lord! God bless you Misun.
Thank you very much! Very encouraging message.
Thank you so much Aaron. I've been listening to your videos and you are like a brother i didn't have. I am having insomnia the past weeks. But you are right, this is way better than what I have experienced with anxiety before these sleepless nights. I have most of the signs you've mentioned and I'm so glad hearing them. Thank you so much for what you do.
Also, the comment section makes me feel I'm not alone in this.
Aaron, I appreciate your humble and honest words. They help me to keep trusting and submitting to the Lord.
Thanks bro needed this
thank you brother Aaron I really appreciate you for sharing your won testimony to others to help and encourage them also
Thank you, God bless you ! 🌞
Pray for me brother im lonnie deocampo im winning brother God is my strength , i surrender it all my anxieties and depression to him🙏
So relevant thanks for sharing
Absolutely spot on 👍🏻
Thank you as always 🙏🏾
I want to ask you to pray for me I been dealing with anxiety 3 months ago when I got my first bad panic attack and I haven’t been the same every since or felt like myself my names Eduardo god bless you
I prayed for your Eduardo. May the Lord lead you to total surrender and trust in Him. God bless you.
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I just prayed for.
You
I'm at this point after more than 5 months of insomnia, mental and physical afflictions. I'm smelling the victory like a hot pie. Jesus already won, IT IS FINISHED.
How are you feeling today?
Hi... Aaron
I am really happy and got courage after hearing your testimony... I am always depends on Jesus and seek his blessings to come out of my psychology illness... Pls... Advice me how keep complete faith on Jesus to come out of my illness.... Pls.. Pray for me.......
Hi Clara, I encourage you to watch more if my videos, if you haven't already, as they were made for suffering Christians. God bless you.
Pray for me need healing from depression and anxiety
I have all of these now Aaron!!!!
Glad to hear. Praise God!
Aaron number 4 its really hard im still angry at god whenever i feel i would sleep late. Im telling god to take because i cannot bear it anymore
Please pray for me i have stomach pains all the time for a while and i've never been able to figure out why.. love and peace in the name of Jesus to all
Did you figure out why?
@@Sirie7206 im now cured thank you ^^ Glory to God
I am not depressed. I am functional. I sleep, eat. I enjoy what I can of life. I laugh. I enjoy music. I interact with others. If you would see me, you would not see that I am hurting inside. I have found a point beyond depression, total hopelessness. The best I can describe it is I have fallen off a cliff and I am destined to either crash onto the rocks below or be caught by God. Me crying on the way down is not going to change anything.
That is just my current situation. Looking back on my life it seems so meaningless. I feel like a total failure. If there is no God, I am a mistake of nature. If there is a God, I am open to Him having a plan for me.
Getting back to me falling off the cliff. I does seem that I should have already hit the rocks by now but have not.
How are you now?
@@damic7226 Thank you for caring. There is no difference. I wrote that to show that my problems are real. They are not something in my head, a chemical imbalance. Also, they are not just from bad decisions on my part, even though I have made my share. They are by design. That is how I know that there are supernatural forces at work.
I have been tormented my entire life. That did not stop with me becoming a Christian. Prayers do not help. Someone asked me what they should pray about concerning me. I just said tell Him "Do something".
An atheist once told me that Christianity is ok if it makes you happy. When I said it does not, she asked me then why become one. I did not have an answer.
But, I believe God reveals enough of Himself that you need. That is why I have not given up the faith.
I am going to tell you something I have not told many people. In 1999, He seems to have He revealed Himself. I had a dream where I came face to face with evil itself (Satan?). I was terrified. Voices (angels?) said "Pray to God and He will make it go away". I did, it disappeared and then woke up, thinking that was strange. I got up and I found that my 17 year old son was not in the house. I found him dead outside with a self-inflicted gun shot to the head.
My son enlisted in the army reserve but had not gone to his basic training yet. Technically he was in the army. Before his funeral I got a call from Washington D.C. from the top army chaplain, a general. His said the chaplain locally that would normally call me was on vacation. He called to find out if there was anything he could do for me. It seemed that was by design.
In my life, I seemed to have been put into situations where someone else was in a hopeless situation and I helped them. This is not to pat myself on the back. I bring that up because sometimes when I wish I had never been born, I think of those people. Helping them did just as much for me.
Now, I need help. I mentioned falling over a cliff and either crashing onto the rocks below or being caught by God. 2021 is when it happens.
I end this not knowing if I said too little or too much.
Edit: Just to be clear, I was not a believer when the above happened. I became one about 6 months after his death.
I am suffering so bad and starting to doubt my salvation and everything now that its so terrible i cant barely sleep i am praying to god i am doing everything but he does not answer me this is not funny at all i dont know if i am going to make this god bless everyone
At this time, you only have His word to hang onto. So, do just that. Whether you feel or see God answering you, choose to grab a hold of His promises and hang onto them with your life. As for your salvation question, I encourage you to read 1 John and watch videos on youtube from reputable pastors on this subject. God bless you.
@@aaronkim1074 okay thanks anyways i believe god Will save from this i really do Jesus is my only hope i am in that spot right now and sometimes i feel like he is going to take this away from its a New feeling but i dont base my salvation or my situations on feelings god bless you your videos are so good
Amen
Did you fast and pray? Did it get worse before it got better? What did you focus on when your fearful thoughts got the better of you ?
Hi Nicole, I did not fast during my trial. I encourage you to watch more of my videos as I address some of your questions. I would start with the video on Taking every thought captive and how to overcome anxiety.
I am dealing with a very bad sudden onset of physical pain from a few stupid accidents. This is eating me alive. Doctors say I should recover with time, but I am not seeing any improvement. I pray everyday, but God doesn't seem to extend his hand to me at all. I am a prisonner of my own body. I want to die. I pray and pray and no guidance.
I encourage you to watch more of my videos if you haven't already, starting by choosing the titles that seem most relevant to you. God bless.
Don't worry God can do anything 🙏🙏
How do you co cent rate on your work and submit at the same time?
Hi Aaron
I been listening to a Hispanic Christian Pastor and he preaches on healing. There is more to healing than surrendering. He preach about healing won’t happen if there is someone you need to forgive and haven’t forgave, sin in your life you haven’t repent on etc. What are your thoughts on this?
I agree with that Pastor. Unforgiveness and/or living in unrepentant sin could be the cause of a person's afflictions. I made a video on each of these two subjects and encourage you to watch them. When you fully surrender and trust in God, you are to live in obedience to God and leave all the consequences to Him. And we are commanded in the Scriptures to forgive one another and to turn away (repent) from our sins. God bless you.
Hi Violeta, yes we do need to repent and willing to turn away from a life of sin...but once you have repented know that you are forgiven and that you are free...sometimes guilt and shame can overwhelm us too. I had some pastors tell me I was holding un-forgiveness and sin in me and that was why I was going through that trail. So I was begging for forgiveness and forgiving everyone every second so the anxiety could go away. But God was allowing it to build me and my testimony.❤️
Aron i need you to answer this because its matter of life and death i have suffered so much with weird thoughts and pain in my body i feel like im going to be possesed and i have hade weird things and demonic attacks and something weird in me but i have trusted christ as my saviour i have believed in the gospel but know when i am so broken i feel like i want to live for Jesus and i pray more now than i have never done this before i want Jesus more now than before i feel weird but in it feels like i am going to be okay anwser this please i love your videos i believe God showed me you but sometimes im doubt im getting better its by night i feel terror and pain in the body like i have never felt before you are blessing and the holy spirit is seen in you and sometimes i praise jesus this is so weird and Jesus is my only hope know but i drink alkhol alot its not something i want to do and this hope is for me for a little while in the mornings it is happening more and more not that much but i have never feelt this before when i get it and this is dying to self happens natural for me when i talked with me mom i talk about Jesus and so with people i was afraid to do it with i am not ashmed of Christ and i feel like a power inside of me that draing me to god and i have forgiven people who have hurt me i have never been able to do that i really hope this is it
Hi Peter, sorry for the late response, I just saw this comment was flagged by UA-cam, likely because it was posted two times.
Any affliction, including demonic attacks, can be overcome through surrendering, trusting, and waiting on God. Make your requests known to God, and He will surely help you. All the sufferings are used for His children’s good. Surrender and trust in God. God bless you.
Hey brother Aaron, in your opinion, can we as Christians use things such as therapy as a resource to healthy living and understanding what’s going on in the brain and emotions but not as the ultimate source of healing? For instance, I see a therapist and a trauma coach because of so much that’s happened to me over the years. However, I only see it as a source to living healthier like knowing when to set boundaries on things, learning to cope with my loses, exercises that help overall health, etc. BUT, I only see Jesus as my healer and God being the ultimate healer. I do not see these outside sources as my healer or where my healing will take place. But rather see that coming from the Lord only. It’s brought to a place of being humbled and allowing God to really work in me as I draw closer and closer to Him. But ya I just wanted to know your thoughts on this brother
Hi brother Charles, I think it would be helpful if you honestly answer this question for yourself: Is therapy causing my reliance and trust in Jesus to increase or decrease?
May the Lord guide and bless you.
Please, I need prayers. I have turned my life around and dedicated my life to the Lord. I am so depressed and having suicidal thoughts. I don’t want to die, I know those thoughts come from
Satan. Just pray for me.
How are you?
God bless you..will pray for you
Hi Aaron, thank you for the job you do to help so many! I have a question. Did you take a natural supplement, herbal or such to help you while you was recovering from all that? Blessings to you and yours!
Thank you for the encouragement! I did not take any supplements or medication while I was recovering. It was 100% surrendering and trusting in the word of God that led to my complete healing.
@@aaronkim1074 Thank you my brother. Blessings!!!
After you out of your affliction do you always keep your minding occupied with something?
Can you stay idle for sometime?
Do negative thoughts come back ?
@Azureblu 50 thank you so helping and God bless you
That was one of my concerns too, if the thoughts was going to stay gone or would they come back... now I’m not afraid of those thoughts anymore I fight them off with the word of God... those negative thoughts are lies from Satan... when the enemy comes in like a flood the Spirt of the Lord will lift a standard against him!! Tell your thoughts that!!🙏🏽💙💪🏽
@@godsbarbie218 thank you so much
@Azureblu 50 how did you learn to surrender? Do you explain me the process in actions and thoughts wise?
Hi Aaron. Did you ever consider getting personal prayer/deliverance ministry? I know a ministry that specialises in getting to the root of mental and emotional traumas and it is done by prayer and sometimes deliverance from evil spirits.
What exactly does it mean to surrender? I still don't get it. I am borderline, praying fiervently for 10 years already to be healed to stop having these rages and stop being this terrible person who just hurts everybody to ged rid of myself and it doesn't end..please help
Ask for forgiveness and turn from your sins... know that God loves you and has the best plan for your life... hear the word believe it and do it...life and death is in the power of your own tongue speck blessings to yourself and over yourself no matter how you feel and allow it to manifest.🙏🏽💙🙌🏽 Also be good to other’s even if they don’t understand you!!! God wants us to love people as we love ourselves.
Don't worry
Good evening Aaron. What is derealization and depersonalization?
Hi Gwen, I think the web would do a better job than me, but from what I understand it feels like you are no longer living in reality; as if everything is fake. For me, I don’t know if I suffered from this, but there was a point in my trial I felt like I was outside of my body and I was looking at the back side of my body. It felt like my soul was trying to separate from my body. I wouldn’t waste your time researching these conditions because it can lead to more harm. Instead, focus on the solution: Jesus and His promises. God bless you.
Is this for every problem deliverance healing i just wonder
These are my opinions for coming out of trials primarily involving mental afflictions.
Hello Aaron. I have heard you mention that people some times email you. How can I get your email so I can email you questions?
Hi Melissa, feel free to email me at Christmylife123@gmail.com.
Hi Aaron Kim...can I talk to you sir on Messenger?
Hi Mike, I primarily communicate via email, so feel free to reach me at Christmylife123@gmail.com. God bless you.
What’s your email??? I would love to have a conversation with you!
Hi Hunter, you can reach me at Christmylife123@gmail.com.
mr Kim i had a talk with a parent today and im not doing much in life now in terms of growing or learning a skill or getting a job ,im 23 female and my family was 97% dysfunctional and i had a very hard time most of my days until now , a lazy ass is how someone could tell seeing me BUT i have traumas and anxiety and stuff they know nothing about they try to make me promise them things like that i will go do this or that when i know im not ready 4 it now and i know cause i tried other times recently even and i just could not take it mentally and physically i was feeling so much pain so much more ANXIOUS AND AFRAID AND TORMENTED AND THE PAIN WAS IN PHYSICALLY IN MY BODY I COULD NOT FOCUS AWAY. i need healing but THEY DONT KNOW and THEY WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND if i told them.MY LIFE WAS A TRAGIC MESS FOR YEARS A HELL I JUST started to recover off last few months ago .I NEED TIME TO GET MYSELF TOGETHER BEFORE I GO OUT THERE OR SIT IN A CLASS I WAS PREVIOUSLY BULLIED AT .I DON'T WANT TO FEEL GUILTY AND ASHAMED CAUSE CLEARLY THATS HOW IT SEEMS LIKE THIS PARENT TRYIN TO MAKE ME FEEL .IVE BEEN HUMILIATED AND ABUSED SEVRLY AND EVEN IN THIS YEAR , THE TRUMA STILL FRESH BUT NO ONE KNOWS OR BELIEVES OR CARES TO KNOW THE TRUTH ABOUT ME OR MY LIFE .PLEASE TELL ME I SHOULD NOT HURRY UP , TELL ME I SHOULD NOT FEEL GUILTY AND ASHAMED , TELL ME THAT THEY DONT KNOW WHATS BEST FOR ME , PLEASE TELL ME SOMETHING MR KIM , i have no one to tell me and i dont want to cry today
I’m sorry to hear of your sufferings. Although others may not understand what you are going through, the Lord Jesus surely does. I encourage you to reach out to Dr. John Woodward for phone counseling as I did at 865-429-0450. Also, I encourage you to continue viewing more of my videos as they were made for suffering Christians. May the Lord comfort and bless you.
@@aaronkim1074thank you mr.Kim i do watch your videos and i feel they are like a light in the dark just the testimony alone has helped me to have hope idk what i would do if there wasn't that testimony i can relate to so much .Im glad you got a relief from all that and .Um, what kind of doctor is that ?