Feeling Awful, More Side Effects (Amivantamab), Family Time

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    Jenny Appleford
    7211 Haven Ave, Unit E-407
    Rancho Cucamonga, CA 91701
    Kyle’s Channel:
    / @kyleapple9702
    INSTAGRAM: jenny_appleford
    FACEBOOK: Our Brave Jenny
    For business inquiries: veganapplefords@gmail.com
    DIAGNOSIS:
    March 19th, 2021 Stage IIIA Non Small Cell Lung Cancer (Non-Smoking)
    February 2022 Stage IV Non Small Cell Lung Cancer (spreading to Brain, and other parts of lung and lymph nodes)
    Gene Mutation EGFR with Exon 20 Insertion
    TREATMENTS: Received or currently Receiving
    2021: 8 Rounds of Chemotherapy (Carboplatin and Paclitaxel) with 30 concurrent radiation treatments to chest and lung
    Failed Immunotherapy directly after Chemo and Radiation (Durvalumab, 1 round)
    2022: Chemotherapy
    10 rounds of Chemotherapy (Carboplatin, Alimta, and Avastin)
    6 with Carboplatin, 4 without
    Targeted Brain Radiation (Completed)
    CURRENT TREATMENT:
    I am on a clinical trial for my specific gene mutation
    Our GoFundMe Link:
    gofund.me/5edf81e5
    The purpose of my channel is to document my cancer journey to look back on, and/or help anyone else going through anything similar. It is also to potentially help loved ones supporting those who are in this fight as well. This is also an easy way to update a lot of people at once. My main goal is to have footage of this journey for my husband and children to look back on. I originally created this channel as a sort of video diary for my
    family.
    Thank you so much for following along on this journey. Your love and support help me so much.

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  • @Fr0galicious
    @Fr0galicious 3 місяці тому +59

    Does anyone else come back to these older videos and cry because you miss Jenny so much? 😭 It still hurts just the same knowing she’s gone. Jenny we miss your sweet beautiful soul. 💙

    • @vielkadenerson2534
      @vielkadenerson2534 Місяць тому +5

      I'm crying right now, it is 2:10 a.m. and I just woke up and felt like watching sweet Jenny ,rip. sweet soal 💖💖💖

    • @barbaraozor2208
      @barbaraozor2208 Місяць тому +5

      Yes, I do. She suffered so much.

    • @pjk1714
      @pjk1714 Місяць тому

      This was released on her birthday last year. I'm thankful the kids had those moments captured on film.🐞

    • @MissMelindas
      @MissMelindas 20 днів тому +1

      I have been watching all of these older videos some of them for the second time. Jenny is truly the most beautiful brave soul. She taught us about fighting a horrible disease yet still finding joy. She will forever have a place in my heart.

    • @euniceegan3729
      @euniceegan3729 13 днів тому

      F. Cancer. Makes me cry whenever I see her channel pop up & i rewatch I think we all need to let our deceased loved ones go but sometimes we just want to pretend they aren’t gone. It’s so comforting to hear their voices again… I wish God didn’t take Jenny when I see her kids

  • @lydiamoore142
    @lydiamoore142 Рік тому +640

    You are such great parents. God, please help Jenny, and heal her body.

    • @libertycan6959
      @libertycan6959 Рік тому +17

      🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @Teewriter
      @Teewriter Рік тому +25

      My heart aches for his family and especially Jenny going through all the pain, hoping and dashed hopes. Prayers going out honey

    • @Nan-59
      @Nan-59 Рік тому +14

      Amen 🙏

    • @annjames1837
      @annjames1837 Рік тому +18

      Hi Jenny, Dr. Jonathan Stegall is an Integrative Oncologist. Maybe trying a holistic approach alongside traditional treatment would beneficial..praying for you Jenny

    • @SharonWard-dx1sv
      @SharonWard-dx1sv Рік тому +4

      Amen ☁️🎺👼💒🙏🌹✨

  • @freshlimejuice
    @freshlimejuice 8 місяців тому +27

    I'm just watching a lot of Jenny's videos to imagine she's still here. The world was a better place with her in it. I really hate cancer.

  • @amandahood7809
    @amandahood7809 6 місяців тому +17

    I so wish Jenny went for quality instead of quantity. Same results in same time frame. Sad she put her body through so much. Drs are great at gaslighting.
    I love and miss you Jenny ❤✨

    • @LillaIvanfalvi
      @LillaIvanfalvi 26 днів тому

      Drs are great at gaslighting... wow! I couldn't agree more :( This whole thing sounds like Russian roulette to me.

  • @julieking4304
    @julieking4304 Рік тому +211

    jenny did not know what she was in for...two years ago, but
    has met every challenge with incredible courage

    • @Lynne...
      @Lynne... Рік тому +13

      I'm not sure if this will help, but it may. I went through chemo and had really bad bone pain. For some reason, and they don't know why, the allergy med Claritin helps bone pain a lot. It might be worth a try.

    • @susano7587
      @susano7587 Рік тому +3

      @@Lynne...yes, that is what I also was told in 2021 when I was having chemo for breast cancer.

    • @mamarobyn
      @mamarobyn 11 місяців тому +1

      She really has....it's unbelievable what she has been thru and still so hopeful, kind, and strong...

  • @cutypieable
    @cutypieable Рік тому +381

    God PLEASE help Jenny through all the pain she is enduring !

  • @scottrogoway7034
    @scottrogoway7034 7 місяців тому +79

    She tried so hard to bring joy to her family as sick as she was. She was an amazing person.

    • @song4mozart
      @song4mozart 6 місяців тому +4

      She was one of the most beautiful people I've ever met. This is why I continue to watch her videos. Her channel is about love.

    • @elainecaudill2173
      @elainecaudill2173 2 місяці тому

      I had2 nodule gave surgery fist time then proton beam they will check my brain i pray it not there i could not go through that im 73

    • @barbaraozor2208
      @barbaraozor2208 2 місяці тому

      😢

    • @barbaraozor2208
      @barbaraozor2208 2 місяці тому +1

      Yes, I do. Life is so unfair. Sweet, precious kids have to grow up without their mommy. 😢

  • @lauramenzies9042
    @lauramenzies9042 7 місяців тому +13

    RIP Jenny 5/11. Watching these videos now knowing that you are no longer here, so sad.

  • @zulasue3777
    @zulasue3777 Рік тому +191

    I know a nurse that was having difficulty with her cancer treatment and someone suggested using cannabinoids for side effects and it was a game changer for her. Something to think about. I also had a hospice patient whose daughter had cancer when young and her doctor suggested the same and had great success with her side effects. Sending you love, Light and big gentle hugs and know we care and are right there rooting for you.

    • @sallyostling
      @sallyostling Рік тому +17

      I've never had a good reaction to marijuana, but I was never sick. I second the idea. Give it a shot. You don't have to smoke it anymore.

    • @Bee_Kind_Always
      @Bee_Kind_Always Рік тому +25

      I’ve been using medical cannabis for five years due to chemo induced peripheral neuropathy. Helps me sleep. I was offered gabapentin but I chose cannabis. Very helpful for me. I hope you get some relief Jenny. Positive vibes coming at you from Connecticut 💙

    • @juratepletzke7180
      @juratepletzke7180 Рік тому +21

      The dispensary employees are quite knowledgeable about all their products. There are many gummies to choose from. Please check with your care team if you decide to add THC to your arsenal of meds, as there may be some contraindications. Some health care providers will give their patients a medical marijuana card, which enables you to buy more potent products. By all means please do keep your pain management team in the loop.

    • @marlenejones6266
      @marlenejones6266 Рік тому +18

      Good suggestion. The edibles can help a ton since I know Jenny won't use a Marijuana that has to smoked. A friend of mine used edibles and like u said it was a game changer. I hope they find something to help sweet Jenny. She is one of the sweetest people and I know we all wish she could get over all of these side effects.

    • @tracyd693
      @tracyd693 Рік тому +22

      Another suggestion...I also agree with using cannabis. But don't use sativa. Use indica. Good way to remember which one to use is sativa- cerebral. This strain tends to get you in your own head, hence cerebral. Can make you more anxious. Indica- in da couch. Relaxing and helps with pain and anxiety. In da couch, meaning you're relaxed so much that you're in the couch, as in you can't get up. Kind of a funny way to remember what type to use. Hope this is helpful 😊

  • @freespeech8996
    @freespeech8996 Рік тому +169

    I am right here crying with you, Jenny. I am begging God to take away all of your pain! Love you!

    • @sharonjones4995
      @sharonjones4995 Рік тому +10

      Jenny, my heart breaks for you, I pray every day that God blesses you with a healing. I wish I could take your pain away, you are a beautiful inspiration to all of us. I saw the little mermaid with my nieces and nephews and we all loved it. Have a wonderful time with your very special family. 🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻

    • @kimyoung3484
      @kimyoung3484 Рік тому +3

      🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @kathydilorenzo9744
      @kathydilorenzo9744 Рік тому +1

      We don’t have to beg! God hears our prayers!

  • @yukiefromoz2573
    @yukiefromoz2573 7 місяців тому +36

    Hard to think that this was only 5 months ago. And now she isn't here. 😥At least no more pain. Run free Jenny

  • @maureenmcgrath8169
    @maureenmcgrath8169 Рік тому +112

    Sometimes it’s just so brutal. If I need a break, I leave the video running so you get credit for the minutes, while I’m out on my balcony just breathing, and praying for you.

    • @Anna_Fortunka
      @Anna_Fortunka Рік тому +12

      just wanted to say, you seem like a uniquely beautiful and kind person
      Best

  • @alyssajenaway3781
    @alyssajenaway3781 Рік тому +258

    I have no memories of ever doing makeups with my mother and shes still alive. I honestly think you live life more fully than most of us Jenny. Going to do make up play tomorrow with my daughter thanks to you Jenny! We should all be making those memories just in case. You really are so wonderful going out feeling flat.

    • @barbaraanderson8391
      @barbaraanderson8391 Рік тому +23

      Your comments really struck me! We are never too old to learn from others. Jenny is generous and so loving to allow us to peek into her world. Kyle helps her to accomplish her goals and even dreams through his love for her ❤! Enjoy your “date” with your daughter, with added meaning and light. Alyssa, thank you for sharing 🌺! I am 75 and still learning 🙏🏻🤗

    • @Rita-yw2tn
      @Rita-yw2tn Рік тому +11

      My mom wasn’t the kind of mom that did things like that with us most likely because she had 7 of us children and I understand that she couldn’t take out the time with so many kids running about and doing gosh knows what . lol .. But I do have a lot of good memories with her she was a very good mother and she loved all of us so very much and she showed us that in so many ways . I hope you and your daughter have a wonderful time together that’s something that she will never forget and she will do it with her daughter(s) someday . 💕💕

    • @lindahammett4087
      @lindahammett4087 Рік тому +9

      Sweet Jenny! You make me want to live life to the fullest. You are an inspiration to all of us. I think many of us would go to bed and cover our heads until all of our pains and discomforts were over. I think you have to be the best Mother ever. Every time I see you in so much pain and discomfort I want to hug you so very much and try to make it all better! But I know who can do that. No,not just Kyle, but Jesus can. So, I pray for you and your precious family, asking God to ease the pain and discomfort you feel so much of the time. Jenny keep on doing what you need to do and we will keep praying for you to keep trying to kick cancer out of your precious body.❤

    • @anniebee854
      @anniebee854 Рік тому +4

      I'm really praying for God to take this pain away. I am so sorry you have to have pain! You're attitude is amazing! Your nails are beautiful! We are all staying positive that this treatment is attacking this cancer hard. Praying daily!⚘️🪻🌷🌻🌹🌸

    • @mzgri
      @mzgri Рік тому +3

      I have fond memories of putting makeup on my daughter for special occasions and she is 43 now. My mother never did though, but she was a loving mother to my sisters and I.

  • @anastazijamuller5278
    @anastazijamuller5278 Рік тому +190

    Beautiful mom, charming dad and adorable kids.... and you know, in fairy tales, the good guys always win and the bad ones disappear. I wish you a long fairytale life without cancer, without pain and without fear. 🧜‍♀️

  • @elizabelthe
    @elizabelthe 8 місяців тому +27

    I honestly miss her so much I can’t believe we’ll never hear her voice again. I can’t imagine what her family is going through knowing and loving her so deeply. Unimaginable. Beautiful Jenny, you beat cancer baby you really did, and you changed the world. Your story has impacted so many, and I imagine there’s at least one viewer who will go on to become a researcher or doctor or even a donator who will work to make sure this never happens to a person again. You are kicking cancers ass even now, angel. I know you’re looking down on your husband and your beautiful babies and protecting them, holding them like they held you. Fly high, beautiful girl.

  • @valeriegood8427
    @valeriegood8427 3 місяці тому +3

    Jenny fought so hard. So strong. I hate pain. Headaches & nausea especially. Seeing Jenny in so much pain & still trying to put her best foot forward. She never gave up. So many reasons to fight for her life. Her suffering is over. Shes a beautiful Angel at peace now with no pain. Vale Jenny.

  • @michellelair3102
    @michellelair3102 Рік тому +103

    Oh sweet Jenny. I hope you realize that you inspire tens of thousands of people around the world every damn day. You are a beautiful soul. We love you! #YouGotThis ❤

  • @Bb14029
    @Bb14029 Рік тому +150

    I am a silent watcher, but I just have to say what a beautiful family you have! You both are such wonderful parents. I’m so sorry for all the pain you have. You are an inspiration in your strength!

  • @teresaterry62
    @teresaterry62 Рік тому +79

    I've been watching your journey and I'm not one to comment but I needed to tell you what a beautiful soul you are. I've never seen such a strong and positive woman as you. I hope you know what an inspiration you are. Your little family is so precious and adorable and I pray for you to get through this awful disease. You are lovely 🌹

  • @BeBlessedToday
    @BeBlessedToday Рік тому +52

    You have such a loving mother's heart. You sucked it up and captured such a special time for your children. You looked like a spring bouquet in your floral dress. You are one amazing momma 💐

  • @donnabruskie806
    @donnabruskie806 Рік тому +82

    I’m so sorry to see you suffer so much but extremely proud of you for making a memory for your kids. Godspeed brave lady.

  • @michellehiggins4657
    @michellehiggins4657 Рік тому +44

    Lord please heal Jenny 🩷
    I choked up so much when you were rubbing the kids and holding their hands during the movie! You are such an amazingly strong Mama! One day the kids will look back and see just how much you fought for them!

  • @kmcclarney
    @kmcclarney 8 місяців тому +7

    I miss you Jenny

  • @rcpcash
    @rcpcash Рік тому +87

    Really glad to see so many people praying! Keep it up everyone!!! 🙏🙏🙏

    • @toebiter69
      @toebiter69 Рік тому +5

      If god was a kind being, he wouldn't require thousands of people praying for a woman with cancer to cure her. He'd just do it.

    • @rcpcash
      @rcpcash Рік тому +4

      @@toebiter69 I will pray for you too. What she is going through now is nothing like what you will be going through if you don't find him :( Consciousness can't be explained by scientists and life is the only exception to entropy!

    • @tammylargent8543
      @tammylargent8543 Рік тому +5

      Yes we need to start a prayer chain. My heart is breaking for this beautiful mom

    • @tammylargent8543
      @tammylargent8543 Рік тому +2

      Jade Mills It's having faith. Even if it takes thousands of prayers! Sadly sometimes it takes that hun...We need to pray and have faith, not question, I know that's hard to do sometimes. Why anyone has to suffer. I get that! But I will never stop having faith God hears us and we can be stronger in numbers. We all question how God let's people suffer at some point in our lives I promise. Especially kids. And especially how evil people live when good people pass. I still say keep praying, never stop believing our prayers won't be answered. It's all I have! I lost my mom when I was 4. Believe me I've questioned....how can we look at this beautiful lady and not continue to pray for a miracle for her. I can't even begin to understand what she's going through 😢. I don't know her but love her too much to stop praying she gets a miracle!

    • @suecosano4887
      @suecosano4887 Рік тому

      ​@Jade Mills I get that. All we can do is send positive thoughts & good vibes. Prayers for those who believe.

  • @jeribravo2334
    @jeribravo2334 Рік тому +57

    Jenny, you are amazing! I could tell you felt extra ill, yet you got your children ready, you got yourself ready, and you turned a difficult day into a day for all of you to remember! You are a WONDERFUL mother, and Kyle is a PHENOMENAL father. Together you are a source to be reckoned with! I am praying for your healing; you are an inspiration to me!

  • @patriciaanzelc5386
    @patriciaanzelc5386 Рік тому +258

    I’m sorry that you are in such pain. I have insomnia tonight so I just saw this. It’s a good opportunity for me to say a little prayer for you at 1:45 am.❤️

    • @kathyann9643
      @kathyann9643 Рік тому +14

      Me too!

    • @denisenaustdal4465
      @denisenaustdal4465 Рік тому +8

      Praying for you sweetheart!🙏♥️🤗

    • @ArleenLong-yp6pq
      @ArleenLong-yp6pq Рік тому +8

      You are such a special Mom, ❤

    • @angelawilliams4239
      @angelawilliams4239 Рік тому +13

      I’m sending lots of love to Jenny. Hopefully no insomnia for me tonight,had it last night. It’s 9.31pm Tuesday here in Australia, so trying to read, and watch you tube to get my mind of things in general.

    • @JBCricket617
      @JBCricket617 Рік тому +10

      I’m praying for Jenny and her family🙏🏻❤️

  • @ChaiLatte13
    @ChaiLatte13 8 місяців тому +10

    It's so sad to see the decline you had after the amivantamab treatment. It really hurt you. ☹ I can't believe this was only a few months ago.

  • @camshaftshaft2711
    @camshaftshaft2711 Рік тому +25

    Always remember the hospice isn’t just for end of life care ! People do leave the hospice all the time ! They can help you out especially if you can’t control your pain ! Praying for you to recover !

    • @Cnote-kd7sf
      @Cnote-kd7sf 11 місяців тому +3

      What are you talking about people leaving hospice all the time? It IS for end of life care. In fact, you can't pursue treatment while in hospice. It becomes all about comfort care, like symptom management. Life prolonging measures have ceased or have been exhausted. I know there are certain exceptions like stroke patients. But that's about it. Maybe you're thinking of palliative care?

  • @kerrypapworth1526
    @kerrypapworth1526 Рік тому +116

    Oh dear Jenny my heart truly breaks for what you are having to endure. Sending you so much love and strength from Australia. 💐💕

    • @Sammy-il1qf
      @Sammy-il1qf Рік тому +1

      ​@dani cali When I lived in the UK I loved M&S Percy Pigs! We don't have them in Australia but family sends them to my kids on occasion.

    • @margaretmunce1501
      @margaretmunce1501 Рік тому +1

      I’m in Australia too! 🇦🇺🇦🇺

    • @kerrypapworth1526
      @kerrypapworth1526 Рік тому +1

      @@danicali-FKSUBS that’s a lovely idea. I’m going to send some treats from Australia. 💐💕

    • @kerrypapworth1526
      @kerrypapworth1526 Рік тому

      @@margaretmunce1501 hello fellow Aussie 💐💕

    • @kerrypapworth1526
      @kerrypapworth1526 Рік тому +1

      @@shirleyvalentine2794 oh Shirley thank you so much for reminding me, I would have actually forgotten and bought all the things that I love. 💕

  • @Maria_Crete
    @Maria_Crete Рік тому +68

    you're SO unbelievably brave, Jenny... I know this doesn't alleviate your pains and tiredness from it all, but it's so special and amazing that you're gathering all your strengths to offer a nice afternoon to the kids..... You're a unique, kind-hearted human being......

    • @diannemalone6709
      @diannemalone6709 Рік тому

      My pain has been bad for a few weeks. Using my CPAP machine helps with pain. Ask for oxygen for severe pain. Bless you 🙏

  • @sherryjenkins3897
    @sherryjenkins3897 Рік тому +58

    Jenny I just have to take a moment to say thank you for sharing your journey. I keep you in my prayers. I'm cheering for you. You're a wonderful mother and wife.

  • @kym6896
    @kym6896 Рік тому +66

    Kyle cracks me up!! He has such a good balanced personality and sure loves his family🤠

  • @libranpoet
    @libranpoet Рік тому +70

    It's just so sad that meds that are meant to treat cause so much pain. I am so sorry. Definitely ask for anything you feel you need to get through. Sending so many prayers and love, dear Jenny.

  • @ceebedor7290
    @ceebedor7290 Рік тому +81

    In your quiet and with eyes closed, even at the worst of times, you may find some relief as you hear the voice of God saying: You have this, Jenny. And I have you. Sending love and prayers to you wonderful four.

    • @yolandabenitez8674
      @yolandabenitez8674 11 місяців тому

      Your a very strong lady and your have any amazing husband that loves you so much a beautiful family Jenny my prayers are with you and your family love you stay strong.

  • @maxinebellows741
    @maxinebellows741 Рік тому +29

    Oh, Jenny, you looked so beautiful in that dress! I'm sure your kids will always remember that movie with you. Hang in there and know that with all of us praying for you, you will kill that darn cancer!!! I, too, am a cancer survivor.

    • @Ann65.
      @Ann65. Рік тому +1

      Jenny looked gorgeous didn’t she! Both Princess’s were beautifully turned out. ❤ And not forgetting that handsome, kind little man who held his sister’s ponytail..Also his Dad.

  • @kerrytaggart8206
    @kerrytaggart8206 Рік тому +32

    You are an amazing mother. You and your husband have given more to those kids than many children get in a lifetime. Beautiful memories. Just goes to show the strength and love of a mother. God bless you sweet momma.

  • @wendyc3833
    @wendyc3833 Рік тому +40

    Oh Jenny, you're breaking my heart. I'm sitting in my house in England watching your fashion show and I welled up a bit. I'm praying so hard for you right now.....your video's remind me to be grateful for at least one thing, no matter how small, every single day. I hope today is a better day for you.

  • @susanw4364
    @susanw4364 Рік тому +36

    My heart breaks for you, Jenny. Praying for your complete healing.

  • @littlemissshihtzu
    @littlemissshihtzu Рік тому +47

    Jenny, you radiate so much beauty from the inside that there is literally nothing that could taint or alter your beauty on the outside! The effort you made to go to the movies with your kids, even while feeling so unwell, is commendable. You made a magnificent memory that will last forever. You are giving Winnie and Ellis the most invaluable gifts - your time and your love! Praying for you every single day without fail. 🙏💖😇

  • @rayneebranch9690
    @rayneebranch9690 Рік тому +84

    Yes, Amen! You can choose how you react to the pain. Don't ever feel bad for asking for things to keep you comfortable. It doesn't make you weak......in fact it is the opposite. I hope you are able to get some pain control. I absolutely LOVE your nails Jenny! They are so stinkin cute! I am still praying for you, Kyle and the kiddo's. You are such an inspiration. I think you are such a brave woman and I look up to you! Much love my friend.

    • @kathygillman5450
      @kathygillman5450 Рік тому

      Do t read all of those. They are worse case scenario! Don't sugar coat your pain as pain also causes 70% of those sides Honey! Less is more sometimes. I am full of infection which is adding to pain in my stomach so need to call my pain Dr too. Co pay for antibiotics if $629. If my Gastro would fill out one piece of paper Pharma would drop price if possible but they haven't done paperwork. Between cancer, illeostoy, Stent in ureter infections are chronic. Cancer is secondary right now which is insane

  • @wrightjulie9042
    @wrightjulie9042 Рік тому +22

    Because of the both of you your kids have a loving, fun, and close family! You teach them about respect along with morals and values! There incredibly lucky to have such amazing parent as you and Kyle!

  • @deefitzgerald2906
    @deefitzgerald2906 8 місяців тому +5

    Jenny U are NO Longer in Pain….U Now are FREE…..Rest BEAUTIFUL Lady……🙏

  • @DavidHernandez-oc1oz
    @DavidHernandez-oc1oz 8 місяців тому +5

    I'm so grateful that she's no longer suffering

  • @ZandTsMama83
    @ZandTsMama83 Рік тому +21

    I’m a silent watcher here, I just appreciate you and your husband for being upbeat and doing the most amazing things for your kids. Also, Jenny, you SOUND better today. ❤❤❤

  • @Idgjy
    @Idgjy Рік тому +17

    3:30 a.m. in Gilbert, AZ....Something woke me up, so I had rice pudding with fresh strawberries.... and looked to see what Jenny was doing. If all of us on here could take a bit of your pain and carry it for you, I'm sure the majority of us would do that. I feel so helpless and I hate that feeling. I'll be real blunt here.....sometimes when I am feeling like my life sucks, all I have to do is think of you, Jenny, and my grateful attitude comes back to me. I am sorry you have this battle on your hands. You are still beautiful, inside and out. I pray to God who listens to me, who loves us all, and who holds us when we struggle. You are cared for. I hope you feel better soon.

    • @kathygillman5450
      @kathygillman5450 Рік тому

      You are so blessed w such an amazing husband and family!! The loneliness of Cancer and being so sick is awful. Movie looked wonderful. Call your Doctor!!!!!!

  • @catholicreligionteacher295
    @catholicreligionteacher295 Рік тому +45

    I am praying for you tonight, Jenny. You are so strong and so brave.

  • @mindydavis9132
    @mindydavis9132 Рік тому +29

    Jenny..I’m sure all of us truly truly appreciate your transparency as you navigate these incredibly challenging times and I am sending you and your family tons of love and peace .I hope you know how loved you are ♥️🌹

  • @57Runnergirl
    @57Runnergirl Рік тому +17

    I'm speechless about your Supreme effort to give those adorable children the best memories possible! If ever there should be a God granted miracle, you should be at the top of the list. Praying for you everyday. 🙏

  • @natatron
    @natatron Рік тому +46

    I'm always in awe of your positive attitude when you're in so much pain and feeling so terrible. You're strength is so inspiring Jenny!

  • @kat8436
    @kat8436 7 місяців тому +7

    You’re such a precious person. I’m so sorry you’re went through this. Rest in peace

  • @lianna1634-cruising4ever
    @lianna1634-cruising4ever 8 місяців тому +5

    Jenny and Whinny are gorgeous 😍

    • @wcgl5595
      @wcgl5595 7 місяців тому

      Whinny? What kind of spelling is that?

  • @TSBS986
    @TSBS986 Рік тому +75

    Your bravery and determination to give your best to your children is truly remarkable. If anyone is able to beat this cancer, Jenny Apple…..you are.

    • @Romulan2469
      @Romulan2469 Рік тому +6

      She can and she will beat this horrible cancer! Sending her love and healing vibes always, and as always her courage and her strength is immeasurable. She's an inspiration to us all! Keep fighting Jenny!

  • @conegallery
    @conegallery Рік тому +136

    It comes to my mind to think about how much pain the CANCER is feeling as it's being destroyed by this treatment... *hugs

    • @OscarsMama
      @OscarsMama Рік тому +7

      Maybe, maybe not. Let's hope

    • @conniepeiffer7319
      @conniepeiffer7319 Рік тому +32

      @dani cali not kind I love her and her wonderful family They are fighting this so hard. Prayers

    • @angelawilliams4239
      @angelawilliams4239 Рік тому +41

      @@danicali-FKSUBS, I know you probably didn’t mean to, but that’s actually a pretty hurtful thing to say for someone who’s already feeling bad enough fighting this hideous disease. We need to stay kind and supportive. Hugs.💕

    • @HarleyDavidson2022
      @HarleyDavidson2022 Рік тому +24

      @@danicali-FKSUBSplease delete this comment! Please find it in your heart to be kind everyday. This comment was not needed on her feed. She’s going through a hard time… please don’t make her feel worse than what she does. Please check yourself! Reevaluate your heart and thinking! Kindness is FREE!

    • @xraylife
      @xraylife Рік тому +1

      Its probably not feeling anything seeing as it came from the VX.
      Tons of people going straight to stage 4 - not even worth treating.

  • @average_life
    @average_life Рік тому +10

    Jenny, I have lived with chronic pain/ disabled for 13? years now. My baby just turned 21. She was just 9 when our world "flipped".
    You are enough! You and Kyle are winning and still making a beautiful life for them!❤
    I made every little moment as special as we could. I always worried about not being or doing enough. My children have been such a blessing and strength. With the beautiful perspective of adults- they have been able to tell and show me just how much all the little things meant. That my love was always enough. There were things I couldn't do, promises broken or altered to accommodate. My self care was so critical to it all. The pain meds scared me, and I tried so hard to avoid them. But finding a balance and allowing myself to Use them- there are so many options and improvements to my quality of life- once I addressed my fear and shame of them. Let your team help you find that balance. Give yourself grace!❤ You are a beautiful, wonderful mom and wife, blessed with an incredible husband, family and village! I pray for everything that you desire, for peace, for comfort, continued joy, love and memories! The face sores, the full body pains, nerve pains. I suffer many of the same. I am always happy to talk, give any advice for things I have found to help. If you are intested, I will give you contact info. Or just know my empathy, love and light are for you and support you. ❤

  • @Jordysmoldystraw
    @Jordysmoldystraw Рік тому +21

    Those kids adore you. They will remember because you’re videoing everything and they will be able to see what wonderful parents you guys are. Jenny - Hold on. You got this! Sending you prayers and positive energy! ❤

    • @LaLadybug2011
      @LaLadybug2011 Рік тому

      Amen! And just prayed here in Louisiana for Jenny and her family. ❤️

  • @MrJade515
    @MrJade515 Рік тому +54

    Oh Jenny my heart breaks for you. If I could take your pain I would. Prayers are going up for you sweet lady! 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼❤❤❤❤

    • @nicholamc2629
      @nicholamc2629 Рік тому +11

      I know! Wouldn’t it be amazing if all of us who follow Jenny were able to take a little piece of the pain away from her. I so admire and love her. Love to you too. ❤

    • @jackiec.5758
      @jackiec.5758 Рік тому +5

      Tori and Nichola, IK! Or she could sit her pain on a shelf and rest from it any time needed. Jenny, hang in there; we are here praying for you, loving on you, and sending hope your way. ❤️

  • @lj9524
    @lj9524 Рік тому +25

    Jenny, dearest Jenny…I am so sorry you are having so much pain and agony💔 You are an explorer on the front line for all the other people who someday will be diagnosed with lung cancer. You are a hero who doesn’t want to be a hero- just want to be a loving wife, mother, sister, aunt, daughter and friend. I am glad your therapist is helping you to advocate for yourself. ((Hugs)) ❤️

  • @carolbrines430
    @carolbrines430 Рік тому +20

    Love the runway show. The children are adorable. Through your pain, you are teaching your children, so many valuable lessons and giving them beautiful experiences with their mommy.

  • @maricormier121
    @maricormier121 Рік тому +29

    You are a great mom despite your horrible pain. You are AMAZING!

  • @nubbie2545
    @nubbie2545 Рік тому +25

    I'm here watching you, and I can't even express how much I admire you. Your strength is remarkable.

  • @daniellelevine9638
    @daniellelevine9638 Рік тому +30

    14:26 Has my heart ♥️ going BOOM 💥. Ellis is so engaged and helpful with Winnie. A TRUE testament to your parenting them very well.

    • @michelemoyna2691
      @michelemoyna2691 Рік тому

      What does. (14:26). Mean ⁉️. TH❌

    • @Jaque1961
      @Jaque1961 Рік тому

      ​@@michelemoyna2691calm down!!! It's a time stamp. RELAX!!!

  • @carolynhall1302
    @carolynhall1302 Рік тому +20

    You're an amazing mum Jenny, making memories even when you feel so awful xx

  • @corarose9522
    @corarose9522 7 місяців тому +7

    Jenny was such an amazing mother and those sweet babies will forever treasure these memories with her. RIP beautiful soul.❤

  • @Sammy-il1qf
    @Sammy-il1qf Рік тому +31

    You've endured so much pain, on and off, for about 2-3 years now Jenny. I can't imagine how that must take a toll on you both mentally and physically. You're doing so well, putting on a brave face for your kids, and being as involved as you are able to be in their lives, despite the struggle w pain. Hoping the pain eases for you as each day goes by. Hugs 🤗 from Brisbane 🇦🇺

  • @supersparklee123
    @supersparklee123 Рік тому +38

    Awww, Winnie getting her makeup done on camera for the memories 🥹🥹🥹 You all look fabulous for the movie! I hope you enjoyed! 🍿 I love your dress, Jenny! I hope you’re pain free and cancer free one day! I believe in God’s miracles! ❤🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

  • @siennajames462
    @siennajames462 Рік тому +15

    Such a beautiful person. Inside and out. You are an amazing mum and so strong.

  • @Lesleymehnert
    @Lesleymehnert Рік тому +14

    I love when Kyle does the fashion show, he’s so funny

  • @stephanypasnin1474
    @stephanypasnin1474 Рік тому +22

    I remember when i had the last 3 chemo injections i had so much pain bone. It was so hard to deal with. I actually found out how many individuaI bones i have. I would squirm all day and night. No relief. I feel for you . Those drugs are just horrible. It just compounds too. I use to say to myself every minute that went by was a minute i was closer to the end. Sending u hugs hun ❤

  • @blahblahblah1988
    @blahblahblah1988 Рік тому +8

    Currently in the middle of losing my dad to cancer.. We got the news that there is nothing more they can do for him & to find hospice care this week. Had to step away from your channel for a bit just bc it brings up so many emotions to watch other families be so affected by cancer as well.. but it’s really helpful to see others who are struggling with similar situations & still maintaining such a calm, positive attitude. It helps me stay strong & keeps me from losing it. Always sending prayers to you and yours🙏🏻 So glad you are responding to treatment❤️

    • @avalon1108
      @avalon1108 Рік тому +2

      Sending love from Pennsylvania.

  • @geralynburns4770
    @geralynburns4770 8 місяців тому +4

    I just feel like screaming Jenny come back!!! 😢

  • @angelat1436
    @angelat1436 Рік тому +33

    Rest Jenny, it’s ok to rest, you’re children will understand and your body needs it especially after going through such hard treatment. Love you and your family ❤

  • @lindacook9300
    @lindacook9300 Рік тому +17

    The "cat walk" has got to be my favorite part and the Kyle waves 😄 You guys are just too dang cute! I'm just so sorry Jen has to go through all this pain. 😣

  • @joshuamcnicoll9216
    @joshuamcnicoll9216 Рік тому +3

    One of my old friends was diagnosed with stage 3 lung cancer a couple of years ago. He tried quite a few different treatments over the course of the year, and nothing helped him either. Then he came across this Antineoplaston therapy, which he tried out. After 6 months, he was nearly cancer free, and his cancer had reduced by nearly 80%. Unfortunately, he couldn't complete the treatment as he passed away in a car accident. May he rest in heaven.
    Hope you find something that works to let you stay with your family.

  • @annedarcy3725
    @annedarcy3725 6 місяців тому +2

    Jenny tried every treatment to live for her family, in my eyes she was a very remarkable brave woman, so loved and never forgotten, her smile was beautiful and so brave, jenny beat cancer in the end ❤

  • @dottie6573
    @dottie6573 Рік тому +10

    Jenny, whether any of us have 5 or 45 years ahead of us, memories of special family times are always held dear in our loved ones hearts. I am in awe of your strength and determination when making memories. You are an inspiration to many. I hope your pain team can help you get on top of the horrible side effects. Warm, gentle hugs to you and your amazing family 💗

  • @bettynesbitt4503
    @bettynesbitt4503 Рік тому +19

    You dear sweet soul, beauty radiates from you. The memories you and Kyle are making for your children are so special, you dont always have to be strong, sending big hugs and prayers for gour upcoming week.

  • @lyricalaska
    @lyricalaska Рік тому +21

    Praying for you, dear Jenny! Yes, please let your management team know EVERYTHING that is happening to you. It's important because you are important!!

  • @andygossard4293
    @andygossard4293 5 місяців тому +3

    I love this family so much. Jenny we miss you and wish you were here enjoying life.

  • @christanza8977
    @christanza8977 Рік тому +30

    Praying for pain relief. You are such a brave mother and wife. So proud of you and your strength, may God work a spiritual and physical healing for you and your family🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

  • @kree8100
    @kree8100 Рік тому +31

    Hi Jenny from across the pond, I am sat here crying my eyes out , it breaks my heart to see you in so much pain you are so strong and I will still be here when you beat this horrid disease stay strong

  • @susanjohal6850
    @susanjohal6850 Рік тому +2

    Dear precious lady, hang in there. By law they have to include all possible side effects. It could have occurred one in 5 million people, but they have to include it. Know that our Father in heaven loves you more than anyone on the face of the earth. You are such a special individual, lean on Him, He hasn't at all abandoned you, never will. You shall continue to receive many, many prayers on you and your family's behalf. God bless you all.

  • @MackieJackCreations
    @MackieJackCreations Рік тому +19

    Jenny, you are one of the strongest people I’ve seen go through treatment for Stage 4 cancer.
    Your attitude, and sense of calm, is amazing.
    I know you’re scared, and I so wish you weren’t having to experience this, but no matter how sick you are, you still make time for your family. It amazes me.
    God bless you & your beautiful family. I am saying an extra prayer right now for you.
    Feel better … sending big HUGS! ❤️

  • @garybrunet6346
    @garybrunet6346 Рік тому +17

    Jenny you are in my thoughts and prayers. I’m not a very religious person but I’m praying for you and your family! You are so brave to go through these treatments! We appreciate you for finding the strength to document and share this harrowing journey. I’ve enjoyed watching you interact with you sweet children and your loving Kyle! I’ve also enjoyed the good memories you are creating for your family!😊🇨🇦🙏

  • @naomivantonder1161
    @naomivantonder1161 Рік тому +10

    Hold on Jenny, I pray that the next lot of treatment will go well. You are such a strong woman and loving mom and wife. My heart is breaking for you when you feel so sick.❤

  • @jameshoopes6467
    @jameshoopes6467 7 місяців тому +3

    I’m sorry that you’re gone, Jenny. I’m sorry that you went through this. But you fought a courageous fight and in respect to your wishes, you beat cancer. Rest in peace.

  • @jessicagrover402
    @jessicagrover402 11 місяців тому +6

    Watching them do their makeup and hair with the “dingle hopper” made my day. I can’t imagine how awful Jenny feels and she puts that mom face on and keeps it moving. This was beautiful to watch. They’re the luckiest kids to have parents like you both ❤
    PS - I promise they will remember this forever. When they’re grown they’ll really appreciate just how much you did as a mom for them. I have a feeling at their age now they already know just how lucky and grateful they are to have a mom like you. Sending you so much love and prayers always ❤

  • @MarilynMayaMendoza
    @MarilynMayaMendoza Рік тому +28

    Hi Jenny, I’m glad you are seeing a therapist and learning how to advocate for yourself. Sidenote. As I got older my nails got really thick and oddly shaped. But they were always weird.Take as much pain medication as they let you. I was stubborn about taking medicine for osteoarthritis until the pain got unbearable. Sending you much love and aloha

  • @dr.patriciahorton8394
    @dr.patriciahorton8394 Рік тому +7

    Thank you for your kind comments Jenny. I also consider your family as my family ❤❤❤❤

  • @vloggingwithconnie1635
    @vloggingwithconnie1635 8 місяців тому +2

    You won cancer now you are free May God keep you safe.we missed you you are not in pain anymore ❤

  • @karenkatuls9995
    @karenkatuls9995 Рік тому +11

    Oh honey, I’m sorry you’re feeling so sick. Praying for continued healing and no pain. 🥰

  • @itscomplicated9780
    @itscomplicated9780 Рік тому +27

    Jenny, please call your team and get the medicine you need. Prayers and love. Please let us know how you are doing.

    • @margarita5155
      @margarita5155 Рік тому +1

      Sounds like it's not strong enough , definitely

  • @carolannid2390
    @carolannid2390 Рік тому +28

    I am so sorry you are having such intense side effects.😢 You are such a strong, faithful warrior. Sending hugs, hope, love, & prayers. PS- You and Kyle are amazing, loving parents! Such a joy to watch the videos you share. Thank you!

  • @pamthompson3812
    @pamthompson3812 7 місяців тому +2

    What an amazing, strong woman. She fought the battle with love for her family. So very sorry she had to leave us

  • @glitzzygem
    @glitzzygem 6 місяців тому +2

    Those are the most beautiful nails I've ever seen. They look very pretty. The nail design brought a smile to my face.

  • @rainbomama
    @rainbomama Рік тому +32

    Sending comfort and peace vibes to you. I'm sorry that you're in so much pain and having to go through so much. I admire you so much for this strong fight that you're putting up. I don't know who is luckier, you or Kyle. You both have a gem in each other. He is such a strong presence, calming and so adoring of you. The love between the two of you is what everyone should aspire to.

    • @Emma-um4cr
      @Emma-um4cr Рік тому +6

      Don’t know why but I’m only replying to this is because I can’t leave my own message . Jenny please take what you can to make your life easier when needed and if it works . It’s scary what your going through . I’m not a lung cancer sufferer but my dad is .He’s gone through the immunotherapy after he got lung cancer twice and lost his lung unfortunately cancer has come back and is inoperable .we got this news last week and they are going to do intensive chemotherapy and radiotherapy. It’s so hard to be positive sometimes but , he’s still here and fighting at 75 . I send you everything I have in my heart to get through this recent setback ❤❤❤❤

  • @6885annt
    @6885annt Рік тому +11

    Jenny, you are such a good mom! When these treatments are over and you get this cancer out of your body, you will be so proud of these videos. I regret not making some with me and my kids when I had cancer but I was so sick, in and out of the hospital, and in a hospital bed when home. No one really thought about making videos but I’m grateful I was able to make each of them a scrapbook. These memories are so important!

  • @wendyhack8644
    @wendyhack8644 7 місяців тому +2

    Jenny’s random videos keep popping up 😢 what a sweetheart she was trying so hard.

  • @pauletbrowneyes61069
    @pauletbrowneyes61069 7 місяців тому +2

    That little girl is so stinkin' beautiful!!!! R.I.P Jenny. I think those two babies are in really good hands!

  • @ImRedWebb
    @ImRedWebb Рік тому +21

    Oh Jenny... I just want to yell you how amazing you are. ❤ Your story has touched me so deeply. Each time you post, your love of your family is palpable. I am sending all of you love and prayers. 25:44

  • @Netehope123
    @Netehope123 6 місяців тому +3

    Poor darling Jenny. No more pain. You went through so much atrocity in your body for your children and husband.🥲💜