I listened to this song so many times after I found your comment, trying to find the transition. Then I realized I’m an idiot and it was at the start of the song.
Charcoal1002 It was not meant to become a bickering at all , but what you have brought forward is futile . There are plenty words in those lyrics that worth being translated and known so do you truly expect anyone to wonder what does "chuu" mean ? Its meaning is evident .
+Wisteria Rosewood 藤月 i was just sharing something that people may not know about, it's not obvious to everyone just because it is to you. you really don't need to point anytging out here
I hope MARETU becomes more popular one day... So we can see his/her songs live at Miku Concerts!!! I will be so happy if this would happen as MARETU's songs are catchy as hell.
Haha, I guess my wishes came true. And yes, I forgot my password. But, that's just one song. I hope the other more catchier ones get more popular too. Some of MARETU's song are rather vulgar in lyrics though. I guess Brain Revolution Girl got in because the language's not too harsh. Mind Brand is still not in yet. I guess it's because of the fuck you lyrics. Lol, that's just my assumption anyway.
i think its less like an abuser and a victim and two people who are both particially in the wrong and the right. both of them struggle keeping the relationship in tact, and they both love each other, but they end up hurting the other still. a lot of unhealthy relationships are more than just victim and abuser, i guess.
It could really go either way (or both). If from the abuser's perspective, it seems like they feel bad about what they're doing, but are enjoying it too much to stop. They also manage to brush off their actions as something they "can't" change, and that this abuse is their only path forward as they see life as worthless. So they use people as a way to treat their misforuntes or boredom in life. With their lines about how much they want to cry could be genuine (unlikely), or something they're mocking their victim with or trying to guilt them with. That also applies to the lines about how deep their heart has been wounded. But in the end, they still see love as something..."fake". The victim asks them how much they want to wallow in self-pity, and they retrot that the victim just wouldn't understand. If from the victim's perspective, (this is personally my least favourite) then this song is sung from a victim who's been conditioned to accept the abuse or are desperate enough for their abuser's affections to accept what happens. Or my personal interpretation: this is both from the abuser's perspective and the victim's perspective, though the latter comes in only at the end and very sparingly. Majority of the song is dedicated to show much the abuser COULD care about what they're doing, but don't; as well as several reasons for why they did this in the first place. From 4:00, it could honestly be from both sides, as the abuser re-iterates their hypocritical standpoint and the victim becomes disillusions/jaded after what's happened which ironically brings them to become more like their abuser. Extra: Going a bit more in depth of what I think the abuser is doing specifically. The abuser is someone who's lonely, jaded with bonds, and maybe even has the world spit on them often. The victim is a friend of thiers, perhaps a close one. The abuser starts to exploit their relationship to make it as close to a romantic/sexual one as they can to "heal their wounds" as seen from the comments about "love exploding" and a multitude of lines near the end. It's sprinkled throughout the song, but I'll mention the ones I find really good. First, at 0:23. Also the lines about holding hands, and having the victim turn away their head to say "I love you". 3:01-3:18 "If all that viciously flowing innocence of yours ever fully empties out, I'll secretly force my way into your heart! S-s-s-so ready for your love." 3:27-3:32 "I'm in estascy from your sweet voice, that smell of yours (chu is a kissing noise in japan, but the lyrics put it as "simply enraptured )...Ready for your love" Even though they attempt to make it as close to a relationship as possible, they still realize it's not a true romantic relationship if the other person doesn't view it as so, which is why they include lines about being ready for love. Their friend attempts to reason with them and is upset with them (hence dumpster of tears and reasons to get better, and the lines about thinking about what they want to do and getting tired when thinking about it) but the abuser doesn't care enough to stop. The very start of the song could be from both abuser and victim. (Victim is demanding that the abuser take them seriously, Abuser thinks victim sees their infatuation with them as trivial) But near the end, the victim becomes jaded with what's happens and ends up sharing a similar viewpoint to their abuser. The very last two lines Can also be for both abuser and victim. (Abuser is sick of victim fighting back and being upset, and the victim tells them that they don't understand how much they've been hurt. If the victim is the one prompts the second to last line, they are finally numb to the abuser's plight and asks when they're going to stop wallowing in pity. The abuser tells them that they just wouldn't understand how much he was hurt. So yea. -Gimmie your thoughts if ya want. Hope you enjoyed
I personally believe its about a victim who was broken up with over a phone call (explaining the call at the beginning) but when told people marked it off as a joke (explaining the ‘Its not fucking funny’) but the victim believing the old partner was all they deserved they quickly gripped onto the old toxic partner becoming abusive themself and obsessive over the partner
My favorite part is that part at 0:44 that also happens again later but it’s just got this certain sound that reminds me of some other song but I can’t think of what. It’s got like this spooky feel but also something else idk. But when I hear it it makes me think of like a punk zombie haunted house feeling or something? I don’t know but I love it.
i think its the shakey voice? where it kind of riffs up and down combined with the clapping makes it sound very Halloween like, if you listen to the other parts with the same effect its similar. plus theres also i slight high pitched whisper echo following the same tones at times. it the same vocal effect happens at 1:22
Woot, all MARETU songs currently out are translated! Collective high five to everyone who translated these songs. Also thanks to Descent先生 for helping me word some of these phrases. I really wanted to finish all the MARETU songs before I started working on other requests. So, we'll be getting more upbeat songs from now on! Anyway, hope you enjoy!
What I personally think this song means is about a girl who loves this dude, and they are both friends. Every day trying to find courage to ask him out but never does. Eventually he gets a girlfriend and she give up on this love of hers (as seen at the end) but still has a passion for him even though she knows she may never get him
Interpretation No one asked for : This is From the P.O.V of an Abuser,Basically they while obviously seeming quite abusive,Is somewhat Victimizing themselves,Believing they are the better person
I hate how relatable this song is to me. I hate love. I hate loving someone too deeply. I hate how it hurts to love. I hate the pain it comes with love. I just want to become an empty shell of a human uncapable of having emotions.
I'm guessing this song is about an individual who is deeply in love with this other person, but never tried to pursue him/her. The person is ready to throw herself(because it's Miku singing) at her crush, but doesn't have the guts to do it, so I'm guessing she admires her crush from afar like most people. Finally, the girl's secret crush is exposed, but she chose to give up on it instead of pursuing it and decides to just cry it out in order to move on. Idk though, but I don't think the song is that dark compared to Coin Locker Baby.
l think that she likes this guy and the guy is willing to be her boyfriend but she has to give up her virginity thus the lyrics “im not ready to give up this treasure” and she’s considering whether to do it to be with him but she could also mess her up her life for good
This is honestly one of the most easy songs to translate (as in theorize) but many people aren’t thinking like me. The song is about abusive relationships, in the victims perspective. The abuser only wants her for the sake of sex, while she wants to pursue an actual relationship. She doesn’t see this until the middle of the relationship. Of course this causes more arguments. At the end of the song, she gets out of the relationship and is very sad. But similar to maegmist, she moves on and asks if she should keep crying and how she grew up. SO NOW LETS ANYLYZE EVERY SINGLE THING ABOUT THE SONG! The phone ringing at the beginning symbolizes miku calling somebody over the phone. “It’s not fucking funny” symbolizes the pain the victim as gone through and which suffered trauma At 0:22, we get miku talking about a warmth and touch. I believe this is the abuser flirting with her and she is very into it. I think the “nobody believes in a pointless future” is about her wanting to get in a full on relationship with the guy. The next line after that shows how she really loves the flirting which the flirting turns into more uncomfortable vibes, but miku is still impressed and still in the love daze. She really does want to experience all the sides of her new boyfriend after all. She mistakes the constant lust over true love, she wants him to keep this though because she’s facing “true love” from her new boyfriend. On 0:40 she talks about a treasure. I believe that treasure is her purity and/or her body. The treasure could also be her boyfriend flirting with her. She doesn’t want to give into, which goes by what she said. She doesn’t want to give her body. This got me very confused but I feel like she is mistaking “lust love” with “romance and true love,” so miku gets confused and doesn’t want to give it to him. Her wasting it well today, is her asking if she spent her time wisely with this guy. At 1:02, the lust flirting gets her in an actual relationship with the guy. This doesn’t go well. “messing up as if by instinct” could be that this isn’t meant to be, especially if the love was lustful. The pointless relationship is suppose to represent the relationship yet she still wants to feel it. 1:11 is the part that got me super confused. But this could mean too things, one, the girl is repeating what the guy said or, she’s trying to mock herself by saying how naive and how easily she fell down in an abusive relationship . think when her boyfriend said “the sooner the better” symbolizes how he wants to have sex right now, her saying “I love how quickly you give up” is her saying how he’s not flirting with her anymore just straight up asking. When she states she can’t hear his breath anymore, it probably means he has been ghosting her or has been not seeing in a while. She gets very confused and upset and questions things like his intent. 1:25 Many people who suffer from trauma, cannot remember a thing in there trauma at times, maybe this could be her trying to remember all the awful things he did to her. She knows he has done such “things” with her, but she can’t remember when, how, what happened just only the pain and trauma that stuck itch her. If she tries either way, it becomes very difficult and hard. The ghosting of him gets her scared and she tells him not to let go of her hand, most likely saying to not leave her. 1:35 Now she remembers a bit of evidence that might have a connection with the bad things he has done, that evidence wether it’s a text photo. She’s trying to use that piece of evidence to try to aim to what happened there, but while doing this she’s questioning her own tactics. She’s starting to get bored with her own boyfriend but tries not to think about it. She finally realizes the trauma (gaping wounds of mind) he has bring to her. She’s trying to find more evidence. Oh no, not again. Her evidence isn’t sticking all together (I can relate to her in general with these theories) Even trying after try, she just can’t do it. oh my god MARETU I LOVE YOUR LYRICS Anyways, she starts getting aggressive asking the abuser threatening question, like who he think he is for treating her such badly and giving her trauma. Skipping some lines, she knows. She knows she’s hated in an abusive relationship but she can’t get enough. Even how badly the abuser treated her, she still falls into the old love daze like the first time they met. (This is still w.I.p) The next three lines is her directly talking to her boyfriend 3:02 She asking if his romantic love or sexual love ever runs out, she’ll try to fix the relationship so it doesn’t. This means miku still wants his validation, even if it’s not healthy. The part where she says “s-s-s-so, ready for your love” I think she’s trying to symbolize how much she is ready for it. Similar to how a couple might say how much they love love love the said person. However this could also symbolize how she’s not sure if she’s still ready for his love. The next line shows how much she doesn’t want this relationship to end even if she’s still crying after how much he abuses her. But the truth is that she doesn’t want to hear all the bad things he did to her and what her emotions are trying to say. Miku is still trying to fix that fallen boat. even so much to the point she’s not listening to herself and tears she has faced. She still has the old him in her mind, the sweet boyfriend she first met. Again skipping some lines, 3:57 Miku realizes how much trauma and suffering he brought to her. But instead of just ignoring it she wants to do something about it. She wonders why people want this love that brought her trauma (mistaking lust love as for real love). She’s became the text book definition of depressed, can’t feeling anything inside. She views this as growing up from her trauma. she realizes how dumb this whole relationship and asks herself if she wants to keep acting on her trauma. Now the last line “You don’t understand anything” I think means how nobody really does understand the pain she has gone through. Conclusion: Now I do feel like they actually weren’t in a boyfriend-girlfriend type of thing, but in more of, he only saw her for her body type. This song reminds me a lot on Two-Faced lovers by Wowaka which knowing Maretu and his passion for Wowaka, could be what the song is based off of or taken inspiration from. But overall this has to be one of my favorite Maretu newer songs.
How do I pin and favourite comments on youtube videos that aren't mine 😭 THANK YOU THANK YOU FOR THIS!! 💕 I've been looking for interpretations for this song and the whole "having a crush and giving up pursuing it" theme did not line up right for me, especially since the song gives me of a slightly more violent vibe to it. I'm gonna add some minor notes I saw from listening to other utaite covers: 1:10 MARETU did a play on words with "medetai" which can either mean "want to love" (愛でたい) or "how silly/naive" (目出度い) depending on the characters used ((Take this double bracket part with a grain of salt: I tossed those into a translator and I got the words "auspicious" and "conspicuous". So it could mean "How favourable/lovely; your weakness" and/or "How obvious; your weakness".)) 3:15 is confirmed to be se-se-set ready for your love.
I see the word "coin locker" in the heart I'm guessing this song has (I think) a relation to "Coin Locker Baby" ( I'm only guessing tho so I could be wrong)
As interesting as their thumbnails are, I still really want to see maretu make a PV as well (or work with an artist/animator to direct a PV, I think it'd look great [esp if it's by 84yen])
Oh thank you so much !! I wanted English subs for this song since forever ! I think it's about a girl in love with a fictional character. She got bored of the real world and is an anime/internet addict. But she's turning mad because she wants her love to be returned, and she kills herself I guess. But maybe I'm completely wrong, haha !
In my opinion, I think this song is about an abusive relationship, whether that be verbal or physical, and the person they’re singing about feels bad about being an abuser and wants to break off the relationship, but the person singing is a masochist and like being hurt and maybe is even manipulating them to hurt them. I don’t know. That’s kind of how I see it.
I agree to this! However I don’t think this about a masochist or at least the victim isn’t one. The lyrics aren’t similar to New darling in which I due agree in New Darling, the “victim” is a masochist. I feel like the victim still wants his love/validation in some way even if it’s abusive. I don’t know how to explain it but similar to drugs, you know it’s hurting you mentally and physically, but it’s so addicting. The boy could be manipulating the victim into feeling that way.
The intro won’t feel the same now that I know it’s sampled from South Park lolllll😭😭😭😭I literally laugh every time 😂😂 I see everyone saying here that the song is about an abuser but I think it’s about both an abuser and a victim, I’ve noticed the lyrics keep switching from the victim to the abuser and vice versa 0:21 here for example is the victim’s turn 1:00 and then here it switches to the abuser And these switches keep happening throughout the song The lyrics of this song somehow hit me so hard (I hope the translation is correct anyway lol) especially the victim’s parts, the victim of this toxic relationship enjoys being a victim and supposedly has victim mentality (this dizziness won’t last too long, I want to soak in it till I’m broken. It’s what makes me happy.) just like me. I’ve never been deeply in a relationship with anyone but this is how I like to be treated, I feel comfort when people step on me, I feel like this is what I deserve..I hate how this song makes me feel…I hate how it even sometimes makes me cry because I don’t understand why it makes me cry (I think I’m about to tear up rn too) I hate how it opens my eyes to my victim mentality that I keep romanticizing. 3:19 this line is what hits me the most, it reminds how my mother keeps giving me advice to better myself and mature, I don’t want to hear any of that…why would I? I’m a victim and I enjoy being stuck like that, I don’t want a better fate for myself…(help😭 the tears are about to come out) This is one of my comfort songs from maretu (and I hate that it is) and it means so much to me (and I hate that it does) I think the “icon” for this song is a winking face because a wink sometimes means a lie (I think?) they’re both lying to themselves that they’re in love and this relationship will work (even though they don’t even see a future for themselves) and the tear coming out shows the hidden struggle Ah another long comment why do I keep pouring my heart into these comments lol 😭
I love how quickly you give up I can't hear the sound of your fading breath I dont know what you wanna do And every time i try to remember it just makes me tired Dont let go of my hand, kay??
I like to think that the song is about a villain pretending to join the 'heroes' out of boredom. They actually start to like the 'main hero' of the story. But then, they were almost exposed to being an enemy multiple times, but the 'main hero' doesnt think its a big deal and still lets them join the adventure. The group then encounters the main villain that the villain who pretended to join in the group works for. The main villain pointed at the villain and revealed the villain is a traitor. The 'main hero' finally confronts the villain, but they try to distract the hero by confeesing to them about their love. The heroes kicked them out of the group. The villain was pissed by the 'heroes' and was 'intoxicated' by the love they felt for the 'main hero'.
I actually thought that Packet Hero and Suji were linked because of a justice thing the Suji song mentioned, and I saw something about the justice thing while looking at another translation for Packet Hero. Then Scrumize could've possibly came after Packet Hero Turns out I was possibly wrong-
this song and scrumize have the same key signature (a flat minor) automatically this means they are connected in every way thanks for coming to my tedtalk
anyone else think this just brain revolution girl but from someone else's pov? like both songs stand for a person in a relationship, and it tell the story from both sides? no? just me? ok
Eh, there's a much bigger atmospheric difference between the two songs. Suji is focused on a nonconsensual, pedophilic relationship and the singer knows what they're doing is horrible wrong, but can't help their urges. Packet hero seems to be more focused on a hidden love or crush. Since the two songs are in the same series, there's speculation that this might be the narrative of the victim in Suji. Their meaning of love is corrupted, described as (sometimes pleasurable) pain. They even describe themselves as broken. It doesn't seem like they want to harm the person they're gushing about, but it's clear that they're a bit too obsessive. Unlike Suji, the narrator doesn't wish to steal or break their lover's innocence, but wait for it to disappear before getting them to love them. (Sorry about the unorganized mess of an opinion.)
heck I just realized too like what if this song is before scurmize then suji comes after it. Like the packet hero person becomes interested and starts a relationship with someone but because they can't do certain things because the other person doesn't want to (I'm guessing maybe have relations because of the whole "let's become adults" thing). They become resentful and unstable then scrumize and suji happened.
yoru yoru l think that she likes this guy the guy is willing to be her boyfriend but she has to give up her virginity thus the lyrics “im not ready to give up this treasure” and she’s considering whether to do it to be with
Yuzuru Hanyu For me, I think it's about a girl wanting to confess her love to her crush but in the end her secret is exposed since a part of the song says "my one and only secret is exposed", thus causing her to give up on confessing to them
i think its about a girl (miku idfk) who's obsessed with another person, she is pessimistic and doesn't find meaning in existence in general until she finds an exceptional pathetic person and becomes obsessed with them . she planned to make the pathetic person fall in love with her just as she kinda is with them (though love and obsession are totally different) it was her only secret until other people found out and told the pathetic person then they stopped being friends or whatever they were and she was left heartbroken
i feel like this is connected to scrumize by it making hints about this song, for me i can resemble a story of 2 people in a relationship, the person who was in scrumize is trying to break from a relationship from this person in packet hero, the person in packet hero is impulsive and feels more with having power and being the controller of the relationship while making sexual threats, heard in scrumize, saying "dont make me touch u there". the person in scrumize is becoming more distant and falling out of love, u can hear by "its not fucking funny!" it may be the person is scrumize talking to the other partner, the partner in packet hero is denying anything to get away from guilt and to keep the relationship going. this is just my interpretation lol
Guys, delete some words, put them in order, and something might appear, telling us what it wants to say *THE SAME WITH THE ANOTHER SONGS* *MARETU WANTS TO TELL US SOMETHING*
That lingering warmth had me in a trance, each touch feeling like a bite. No one believes in a pointless future. I want to feel it poignantly until the day I die It's strange, I want to experience that fear of you These feelings explode inside me, come and cover me with all your love. This "treasure" of mine is so trivial, but I dont want to give up on it. I can feel the beat of my heart in this futon. Did I waste today as well? After all we don't change, we keep on repeating the same superficial mannerisms each day. Messing up as if by instinct A pointless future no one can return to, I want to feel it so deeply I cry, and yet... You're just so cute, I love your weakness. "The sooner the better..." I love how quickly you give up! I can't hear the sound of your fading breath. I don't know what you wanna do, and every time I try to remember it just makes me tired. Don't let go of my hand, kay? Slicing right through that one bit of proof I'd held on to, Aiming for the reward, did I simply just try and wench it open? Life's so boring nowadays, try not to look at it all to closely I just finally noticed these gaping wounds of mind Just following along with all those tutorial videos, spweing out poorly thought-out words So, let's kick off the second half. I pick up that old worn sail and stitch it back together. It can't be, it can't be. I'm on that dried up, irregular course yet again. I just can't treat these open wounds... I don't understand who you really are! Hitting me emotionally, right where it hurts This dizziness won't last too long. I want to soak in it till i'm broken. It's what makes me happy. It's pure happiness, even if i'm hated. I love it when you avert your eyes and say "I love you." ...hey, what are we going to do? ...maybe we should do this! If all that viscously overflowing innocence of yours ever fully empties out, I'll secretly force my way into your heart! Ssssssso, ready for your love. A dumpster full of teary eyes and reasons to better myself, I dont want to hear any of that It hurts, it hurts, I just want to cry. I'm in ecstasy from your sweet voice, that smell of yours Simply enraptured... ready for your love. My one and only secret is exposed, will this wounded love of mine ever come to bear any fruit? Life's so boring nowadays, try not to look at it all too closely I just finally realized how deeply you've cut my heart! Everyone who chases after this thing called "love", is intoxicated by this stinging pain. Still people call out anyone and everyone, searching for some kind of connection.
The phone ring into the drum roll, that's a sexy transition.
agreed. so freakin hot
0:00 so hot
I listened to this song so many times after I found your comment, trying to find the transition. Then I realized I’m an idiot and it was at the start of the song.
HONESTLYYY
Simplicity * seriously?
I love the intro the vocal build up and then you hear, ''It's not fucking funny''.
+the spirit of abysmal despair "Saeyoung" "Saeold"
I was listening to my mix, and this came up. I've never listened to this song, but I immediately knew it was Maretu. XD
When I heard that I laughed
I thought it was 'im not fucking funny' .>.
0:13
"its not fucking funny" "welcome to the mindfuck" "how did I let this shit happen?"
I love maretu.
Also "what the hell"
Also the "wow"
Also "like this"
@@alpha9775 Also the "STOP"
also "this is life"
I love how MARETU tuned Miku's voice in this. It has such a quirky, unique sound and it's fantastic
Ri Yui Lee who the hell is maretu??
Mica weaboo otaku the creator of the song
Ikr?? I always love it when Miku is tuned in low pitches.
@@micatnono8100 I- I have no words..
@@sticks2221 me too lmao
I see 'lol' in that heart
I thought it wasn't fxxking funny?
lol
yeah
ithinkireallyneed somehelp
Its not fucking funny
Rhiannon LalisaIsMyEverything
xd
wara
3:29 "chuu" is the japanese equivalent of "mwah" or "smooch," or any kiss noise, just in case people don't know ^^
Has nearly 5 minutes of japanese lyrics yet translates the most evident onomatopoeia ever ... my most sincere congratulations.
+Wisteria Rosewood 藤月 uh, sorry to bother you man
+Wisteria Rosewood 藤月 seriously though i really don't see ypur point
Charcoal1002 It was not meant to become a bickering at all , but what you have brought forward is futile . There are plenty words in those lyrics that worth being translated and known so do you truly expect anyone to wonder what does "chuu" mean ? Its meaning is evident .
+Wisteria Rosewood 藤月 i was just sharing something that people may not know about, it's not obvious to everyone just because it is to you. you really don't need to point anytging out here
Toxic relationship? Drugs? Suicidal thoughts? What a mystery this song.
Most likely toxic relationship
It definitely feels like a toxic relationship
But maybe it does to me because I've been in one I dunno
@@cirquedutournesol ok
Zachari Yuley awe, I hope all has gotten better by u!
I think it’s abusive relationship
3:01-3:41 Is easily my favorite part.
Winged Notepad m
S a me
Winged Notepad Nice. Also cool profile picture. I'm a fan of PowaPowa-P's works too ^^
You have good taste
Let's make a meme eith these parts-
Mine too
I hope MARETU becomes more popular one day... So we can see his/her songs live at Miku Concerts!!! I will be so happy if this would happen as MARETU's songs are catchy as hell.
Well...one of MARETU'S song is on Project diva ( Brain Revolution Girl ) so...that may mean something, right? ❤
Haha, I guess my wishes came true. And yes, I forgot my password. But, that's just one song. I hope the other more catchier ones get more popular too. Some of MARETU's song are rather vulgar in lyrics though. I guess Brain Revolution Girl got in because the language's not too harsh. Mind Brand is still not in yet. I guess it's because of the fuck you lyrics. Lol, that's just my assumption anyway.
i think they are more popular now
They are pretty famous right now! comment from 5 years ago..
your wish has come true
MARETU has this deliciously dark feeling. I love it!
ninashiki me too! XD
this is late but it's like dark chocolate. its like. rlly rich and. y'kno. dark
Yeah, and then you check his playlist and there's just a video of a Russian guy chainsawing ice while drinking vodka, love this man
@@catboyuwu5361 lmaooo what
@@shuyotirah9132 No really go to his channel playlists, that's the only thing there, it's amazing
I still can’t tell if this is from the perspective of an abuser or the victim.
Shiloh Blake the lyrics scream abuser bit sometimes it switches from the victim as well
i think its less like an abuser and a victim and two people who are both particially in the wrong and the right. both of them struggle keeping the relationship in tact, and they both love each other, but they end up hurting the other still. a lot of unhealthy relationships are more than just victim and abuser, i guess.
Might be a current abuser who was a victim in the past and is now continuing the cycle of abuse.
I interpreted it as a person who has two sides and struggles in relationship with themselves...
It could really go either way (or both).
If from the abuser's perspective, it seems like they feel bad about what they're doing, but are enjoying it too much to stop. They also manage to brush off their actions as something they "can't" change, and that this abuse is their only path forward as they see life as worthless. So they use people as a way to treat their misforuntes or boredom in life. With their lines about how much they want to cry could be genuine (unlikely), or something they're mocking their victim with or trying to guilt them with. That also applies to the lines about how deep their heart has been wounded. But in the end, they still see love as something..."fake". The victim asks them how much they want to wallow in self-pity, and they retrot that the victim just wouldn't understand.
If from the victim's perspective, (this is personally my least favourite) then this song is sung from a victim who's been conditioned to accept the abuse or are desperate enough for their abuser's affections to accept what happens.
Or my personal interpretation: this is both from the abuser's perspective and the victim's perspective, though the latter comes in only at the end and very sparingly. Majority of the song is dedicated to show much the abuser COULD care about what they're doing, but don't; as well as several reasons for why they did this in the first place. From 4:00, it could honestly be from both sides, as the abuser re-iterates their hypocritical standpoint and the victim becomes disillusions/jaded after what's happened which ironically brings them to become more like their abuser.
Extra: Going a bit more in depth of what I think the abuser is doing specifically. The abuser is someone who's lonely, jaded with bonds, and maybe even has the world spit on them often. The victim is a friend of thiers, perhaps a close one. The abuser starts to exploit their relationship to make it as close to a romantic/sexual one as they can to "heal their wounds" as seen from the comments about "love exploding" and a multitude of lines near the end. It's sprinkled throughout the song, but I'll mention the ones I find really good. First, at 0:23. Also the lines about holding hands, and having the victim turn away their head to say "I love you".
3:01-3:18
"If all that viciously flowing innocence of yours ever fully empties out, I'll secretly force my way into your heart!
S-s-s-so ready for your love."
3:27-3:32
"I'm in estascy from your sweet voice, that smell of yours
(chu is a kissing noise in japan, but the lyrics put it as "simply enraptured )...Ready for your love"
Even though they attempt to make it as close to a relationship as possible, they still realize it's not a true romantic relationship if the other person doesn't view it as so, which is why they include lines about being ready for love. Their friend attempts to reason with them and is upset with them (hence dumpster of tears and reasons to get better, and the lines about thinking about what they want to do and getting tired when thinking about it) but the abuser doesn't care enough to stop.
The very start of the song could be from both abuser and victim.
(Victim is demanding that the abuser take them seriously, Abuser thinks victim sees their infatuation with them as trivial) But near the end, the victim becomes jaded with what's happens and ends up sharing a similar viewpoint to their abuser. The very last two lines Can also be for both abuser and victim. (Abuser is sick of victim fighting back and being upset, and the victim tells them that they don't understand how much they've been hurt. If the victim is the one prompts the second to last line, they are finally numb to the abuser's plight and asks when they're going to stop wallowing in pity. The abuser tells them that they just wouldn't understand how much he was hurt.
So yea.
-Gimmie your thoughts if ya want. Hope you enjoyed
I personally believe its about a victim who was broken up with over a phone call (explaining the call at the beginning) but when told people marked it off as a joke (explaining the ‘Its not fucking funny’) but the victim believing the old partner was all they deserved they quickly gripped onto the old toxic partner becoming abusive themself and obsessive over the partner
My favorite part is that part at 0:44 that also happens again later but it’s just got this certain sound that reminds me of some other song but I can’t think of what. It’s got like this spooky feel but also something else idk. But when I hear it it makes me think of like a punk zombie haunted house feeling or something? I don’t know but I love it.
i think its the shakey voice? where it kind of riffs up and down combined with the clapping makes it sound very Halloween like, if you listen to the other parts with the same effect its similar. plus theres also i slight high pitched whisper echo following the same tones at times. it the same vocal effect happens at 1:22
@@moleculegirl yeah I think it’s the voice shake, also memento mori
I know! It kinda remind me of me trying to speak while crying, you get this shaken voice.
Fuck, this IS catchy. Can I listen to it again, and again, and again?
Yes
literally my life
does maretu start every song with a quick english curse? lmao
A lot of them do
Sweet potato
WeLcoMe To ThE MinD fUck
Well 6 tracks off of his 15 track album (coin locker baby) have those beginning parts, a lot of his newer songs don’t have it as much though
*WELCOME TO THE MIND FUCK*
*How could I let this shxt happen?*
After listening to every MARETU song like 100 times, I finally decided for this one to be my favorite!
BASED
@@pallolafer Thanks for reminding me of this song after 6 years. Time to get back on a listening spree.
@@UgyBoogie I didn't even notice this comment was 6 years old lmao, I'm glad you still have good taste 👌
@@UgyBoogie don't forget about it ! :D
@@amechan4828 I'm on it, KAngel!
Woot, all MARETU songs currently out are translated! Collective high five to everyone who translated these songs. Also thanks to Descent先生 for helping me word some of these phrases. I really wanted to finish all the MARETU songs before I started working on other requests. So, we'll be getting more upbeat songs from now on! Anyway, hope you enjoy!
+FreedomT1 subs Really? :0 Do you know where I can find the translation of MARETU's song Tehamint? OwO
I only see 7 songs on nico, never heard of Tehamint. >_>
+FreedomT1 subs www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm19897886 I hope I`m not telling you shit xD If I am I'm very sorry >w
+MsSpaceCookie It's weird, it doesn't show up in their list of songs. O_o. I'll get to it...eventually >_>
+FreedomT1 subs It's not your kind of music i guess? xD
What I personally think this song means is about a girl who loves this dude, and they are both friends. Every day trying to find courage to ask him out but never does. Eventually he gets a girlfriend and she give up on this love of hers (as seen at the end) but still has a passion for him even though she knows she may never get him
The One 666 yeah that’s what I thought my dude
every teenage girl can relate to atleast one of maretus songs
Interpretation No one asked for : This is From the P.O.V of an Abuser,Basically they while obviously seeming quite abusive,Is somewhat Victimizing themselves,Believing they are the better person
I forgot I commented THIS HOW DID THIS FET 174 LIKES MY GOD
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@@Snowstriken idk but hi fellow homestuck-
@@moemoethecoolest Hello there fellow homestuck
I really like this theory!
i relate to this on an emotional and spiritual level
welcome to the side that never wins, nice to meet you ! :)
same honestly
Same, kinda?? Eeeeeee
@@Rivweokegom pfp!!
@@furinaadefontainee
idate pfp :33
also i got two notifications in a row mentioning my pfp-
I hate how relatable this song is to me. I hate love. I hate loving someone too deeply. I hate how it hurts to love. I hate the pain it comes with love. I just want to become an empty shell of a human uncapable of having emotions.
I'm guessing this song is about an individual who is deeply in love with this other person, but never tried to pursue him/her. The person is ready to throw herself(because it's Miku singing) at her crush, but doesn't have the guts to do it, so I'm guessing she admires her crush from afar like most people. Finally, the girl's secret crush is exposed, but she chose to give up on it instead of pursuing it and decides to just cry it out in order to move on.
Idk though, but I don't think the song is that dark compared to Coin Locker Baby.
Julius Dinlasan thanks for the interpretation, friend
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"Coin locker" is in the heart, though
l think that she likes this guy and the guy is willing to be her boyfriend but she has to give up her virginity thus the lyrics “im not ready to give up this treasure” and she’s considering whether to do it to be with him but she could also mess her up her life for good
Actually, i know it's been 2 years, but Miku is actually in love with a female, not a male. OwO
This is honestly one of the most easy songs to translate (as in theorize) but many people aren’t thinking like me.
The song is about abusive relationships, in the victims perspective.
The abuser only wants her for the sake of sex, while she wants to pursue an actual relationship. She doesn’t see this until the middle of the relationship. Of course this causes more arguments. At the end of the song, she gets out of the relationship and is very sad. But similar to maegmist, she moves on and asks if she should keep crying and how she grew up.
SO NOW LETS ANYLYZE EVERY SINGLE THING ABOUT THE SONG!
The phone ringing at the beginning symbolizes miku calling somebody over the phone.
“It’s not fucking funny” symbolizes the pain the victim as gone through and which suffered trauma
At 0:22, we get miku talking about a warmth and touch.
I believe this is the abuser flirting with her and she is very into it. I think the “nobody believes in a pointless future” is about her wanting to get in a full on relationship with the guy. The next line after that shows how she really loves the flirting which the flirting turns into more uncomfortable vibes, but miku is still impressed and still in the love daze. She really does want to experience all the sides of her new boyfriend after all. She mistakes the constant lust over true love, she wants him to keep this though because she’s facing “true love” from her new boyfriend.
On 0:40 she talks about a treasure. I believe that treasure is her purity and/or her body. The treasure could also be her boyfriend flirting with her. She doesn’t want to give into, which goes by what she said. She doesn’t want to give her body. This got me very confused but I feel like she is mistaking “lust love” with “romance and true love,” so miku gets confused and doesn’t want to give it to him. Her wasting it well today, is her asking if she spent her time wisely with this guy.
At 1:02, the lust flirting gets her in an actual relationship with the guy. This doesn’t go well. “messing up as if by instinct” could be that this isn’t meant to be, especially if the love was lustful. The pointless relationship is suppose to represent the relationship yet she still wants to feel it.
1:11 is the part that got me super confused. But this could mean too things, one, the girl is repeating what the guy said or, she’s trying to mock herself by saying how naive and how easily she fell down in an abusive relationship . think when her boyfriend said “the sooner the better” symbolizes how he wants to have sex right now, her saying “I love how quickly you give up” is her saying how he’s not flirting with her anymore just straight up asking.
When she states she can’t hear his breath anymore, it probably means he has been ghosting her or has been not seeing in a while. She gets very confused and upset and questions things like his intent.
1:25 Many people who suffer from trauma, cannot remember a thing in there trauma at times, maybe this could be her trying to remember all the awful things he did to her. She knows he has done such “things” with her, but she can’t remember when, how, what happened just only the pain and trauma that stuck itch her. If she tries either way, it becomes very difficult and hard. The ghosting of him gets her scared and she tells him not to let go of her hand, most likely saying to not leave her.
1:35 Now she remembers a bit of evidence that might have a connection with the bad things he has done, that evidence wether it’s a text photo. She’s trying to use that piece of evidence to try to aim to what happened there, but while doing this she’s questioning her own tactics.
She’s starting to get bored with her own boyfriend but tries not to think about it. She finally realizes the trauma (gaping wounds of mind) he has bring to her. She’s trying to find more evidence. Oh no, not again. Her evidence isn’t sticking all together (I can relate to her in general with these theories) Even trying after try, she just can’t do it.
oh my god MARETU I LOVE YOUR LYRICS
Anyways, she starts getting aggressive asking the abuser threatening question, like who he think he is for treating her such badly and giving her trauma. Skipping some lines, she knows. She knows she’s hated in an abusive relationship but she can’t get enough. Even how badly the abuser treated her, she still falls into the old love daze like the first time they met. (This is still w.I.p)
The next three lines is her directly talking to her boyfriend
3:02 She asking if his romantic love or sexual love ever runs out, she’ll try to fix the relationship so it doesn’t. This means miku still wants his validation, even if it’s not healthy.
The part where she says “s-s-s-so, ready for your love” I think she’s trying to symbolize how much she is ready for it. Similar to how a couple might say how much they love love love the said person. However this could also symbolize how she’s not sure if she’s still ready for his love.
The next line shows how much she doesn’t want this relationship to end even if she’s still crying after how much he abuses her. But the truth is that she doesn’t want to hear all the bad things he did to her and what her emotions are trying to say. Miku is still trying to fix that fallen boat. even so much to the point she’s not listening to herself and tears she has faced. She still has the old him in her mind, the sweet boyfriend she first met.
Again skipping some lines, 3:57 Miku realizes how much trauma and suffering he brought to her. But instead of just ignoring it she wants to do something about it. She wonders why people want this love that brought her trauma (mistaking lust love as for real love).
She’s became the text book definition of depressed, can’t feeling anything inside. She views this as growing up from her trauma. she realizes how dumb this whole relationship and asks herself if she wants to keep acting on her trauma.
Now the last line “You don’t understand anything” I think means how nobody really does understand the pain she has gone through.
Conclusion:
Now I do feel like they actually weren’t in a boyfriend-girlfriend type of thing, but in more of, he only saw her for her body type. This song reminds me a lot on Two-Faced lovers by Wowaka which knowing Maretu and his passion for Wowaka, could be what the song is based off of or taken inspiration from. But overall this has to be one of my favorite Maretu newer songs.
How do I pin and favourite comments on youtube videos that aren't mine 😭
THANK YOU THANK YOU FOR THIS!! 💕 I've been looking for interpretations for this song and the whole "having a crush and giving up pursuing it" theme did not line up right for me, especially since the song gives me of a slightly more violent vibe to it.
I'm gonna add some minor notes I saw from listening to other utaite covers:
1:10 MARETU did a play on words with "medetai" which can either mean "want to love" (愛でたい) or "how silly/naive" (目出度い) depending on the characters used
((Take this double bracket part with a grain of salt: I tossed those into a translator and I got the words "auspicious" and "conspicuous". So it could mean "How favourable/lovely; your weakness" and/or "How obvious; your weakness".))
3:15 is confirmed to be se-se-set ready for your love.
I see the word "coin locker" in the heart I'm guessing this song has (I think) a relation to "Coin Locker Baby" ( I'm only guessing tho so I could be wrong)
As interesting as their thumbnails are, I still really want to see maretu make a PV as well (or work with an artist/animator to direct a PV, I think it'd look great [esp if it's by 84yen])
+RaineDrops thank you for mentioning 84yen
i love 84yen's animation work a lOT
Well bud, 4 years later he dID. Twice. Once for his song ヤミツキ which looked really cool... and then one for magical doctor,,, uhhhhh
*アシドトリプ*
+SarP - -
Acid trip indeed--
“ITS NOT FUCKING FUNNY!”
-Cartman, like, literally. That’s where that comes from.
i thought that was kyle
always love drum parts of maretu
Oh thank you so much !! I wanted English subs for this song since forever !
I think it's about a girl in love with a fictional character. She got bored of the real world and is an anime/internet addict. But she's turning mad because she wants her love to be returned, and she kills herself I guess. But maybe I'm completely wrong, haha !
In my opinion, I think this song is about an abusive relationship, whether that be verbal or physical, and the person they’re singing about feels bad about being an abuser and wants to break off the relationship, but the person singing is a masochist and like being hurt and maybe is even manipulating them to hurt them. I don’t know. That’s kind of how I see it.
I agree to this! However I don’t think this about a masochist or at least the victim isn’t one. The lyrics aren’t similar to New darling in which I due agree in New Darling, the “victim” is a masochist. I feel like the victim still wants his love/validation in some way even if it’s abusive. I don’t know how to explain it but similar to drugs, you know it’s hurting you mentally and physically, but it’s so addicting. The boy could be manipulating the victim into feeling that way.
3:42 - 4:32 Is a great song choice for animation if its about your crush finding about your love but gets rejected
I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS THANK YOUU
Wtf is ur profile pic and why is it so familiar!
"ITS NOT FUCKING FUNNY" 'welcome to the mindfuck" MARETU SAMPLES EVERYTHING I LOVE JIM
好きな曲の英訳見ながら聴くと勉強にもなって一石二鳥
Thank you so much for translating this, I've been waiting for 10,000 years
This is definetly my favourite MARETU song, I love everything about it :)
The intro won’t feel the same now that I know it’s sampled from South Park lolllll😭😭😭😭I literally laugh every time 😂😂
I see everyone saying here that the song is about an abuser but I think it’s about both an abuser and a victim, I’ve noticed the lyrics keep switching from the victim to the abuser and vice versa
0:21 here for example is the victim’s turn
1:00 and then here it switches to the abuser
And these switches keep happening throughout the song
The lyrics of this song somehow hit me so hard (I hope the translation is correct anyway lol) especially the victim’s parts, the victim of this toxic relationship enjoys being a victim and supposedly has victim mentality (this dizziness won’t last too long, I want to soak in it till I’m broken. It’s what makes me happy.) just like me.
I’ve never been deeply in a relationship with anyone but this is how I like to be treated, I feel comfort when people step on me, I feel like this is what I deserve..I hate how this song makes me feel…I hate how it even sometimes makes me cry because I don’t understand why it makes me cry (I think I’m about to tear up rn too) I hate how it opens my eyes to my victim mentality that I keep romanticizing.
3:19 this line is what hits me the most, it reminds how my mother keeps giving me advice to better myself and mature, I don’t want to hear any of that…why would I? I’m a victim and I enjoy being stuck like that, I don’t want a better fate for myself…(help😭 the tears are about to come out)
This is one of my comfort songs from maretu (and I hate that it is) and it means so much to me (and I hate that it does)
I think the “icon” for this song is a winking face because a wink sometimes means a lie (I think?) they’re both lying to themselves that they’re in love and this relationship will work (even though they don’t even see a future for themselves) and the tear coming out shows the hidden struggle
Ah another long comment why do I keep pouring my heart into these comments lol 😭
you don't tell me wants funny and whats not
Ruined the 69 likes, Not sorry.
@@BurnedRxce You just stabbed my brain
@@gypsies.zetzip Oh no
“ITS NOT FXXKING FUNNY!”
Oh it is VERY fucking funny.
quite dank
Ah, I just love poppy and catchy songs that are actually depressing.
From 3:02 to 3:35 it has a sort of circusy scent that reminds me of kikuo
I just realized it’s so silly now😭😭😭😂😂😂😂😂I’m ded
I wish these two would collab
I think Maretu reused that general sound for his song Pink. like am i alone in hearing Pink in that
I love how quickly you give up
I can't hear the sound of your fading breath
I dont know what you wanna do
And every time i try to remember it just makes me tired
Dont let go of my hand, kay??
3:02
Just a landmark for me.
love maretu sampling south park of all things
It's nOT FUCKING FUNNY.
+Touch My Ice Cream And I'll Cut You I like your name
Klara omg what
ME TOO BuT i just found you in the comments why am I so amazed
This is the highlight of my day omg
Yea
This is a really nice break from contemplating suicide. It is very nice to see you here.
I looked for this video for a long time...
just because I wanted to hear 'it's not fucking funny'.
I like to think that the song is about a villain pretending to join the 'heroes' out of boredom. They actually start to like the 'main hero' of the story. But then, they were almost exposed to being an enemy multiple times, but the 'main hero' doesnt think its a big deal and still lets them join the adventure. The group then encounters the main villain that the villain who pretended to join in the group works for. The main villain pointed at the villain and revealed the villain is a traitor. The 'main hero' finally confronts the villain, but they try to distract the hero by confeesing to them about their love. The heroes kicked them out of the group. The villain was pissed by the 'heroes' and was 'intoxicated' by the love they felt for the 'main hero'.
I actually thought that Packet Hero and Suji were linked because of a justice thing the Suji song mentioned, and I saw something about the justice thing while looking at another translation for Packet Hero. Then Scrumize could've possibly came after Packet Hero
Turns out I was possibly wrong-
Your not the only one who thought that.
I thought pink and packet hero were linked because they sounded similar.
damn the lyrics in the end cut me in the heart
See what you did there.
An Overused Meme:Appears on Reddit
Me Who Saw it One-Million Times Already: 0:13
I'll secretly force my way into your heart
this song and scrumize have the same key signature (a flat minor)
automatically this means they are connected in every way
thanks for coming to my tedtalk
3:03 best part yee
wonder if maretu knows how much his songs lead me thru breakdowns
anyone else think this just brain revolution girl but from someone else's pov? like both songs stand for a person in a relationship, and it tell the story from both sides? no? just me? ok
So catchy and i just LOVE the lyrics
god the ending is so good
Nice job with this translation.
unless im readin the lyrics wrong and overthinking this, this is pretty much the same as "Suji", right?
Eh, there's a much bigger atmospheric difference between the two songs. Suji is focused on a nonconsensual, pedophilic relationship and the singer knows what they're doing is horrible wrong, but can't help their urges. Packet hero seems to be more focused on a hidden love or crush. Since the two songs are in the same series, there's speculation that this might be the narrative of the victim in Suji. Their meaning of love is corrupted, described as (sometimes pleasurable) pain. They even describe themselves as broken. It doesn't seem like they want to harm the person they're gushing about, but it's clear that they're a bit too obsessive. Unlike Suji, the narrator doesn't wish to steal or break their lover's innocence, but wait for it to disappear before getting them to love them.
(Sorry about the unorganized mess of an opinion.)
heck I just realized too like
what if this song is before scurmize then suji comes after it.
Like the packet hero person becomes interested and starts a relationship with someone but because they can't do certain things because the other person doesn't want to (I'm guessing maybe have relations because of the whole "let's become adults" thing). They become resentful and unstable then scrumize and suji happened.
3:01 Does anyone else hear "Pink" (A different song by Maretu) in this? or is that just me
I HEARRR IT
So glad this song has a track on Musica now
ikr. they have it at the arcade in my local mall, and every time I go there I play this on it lol
My favorite song so far
Agreed
The fact that coin locker is in the one of the symbols makes me think if this has something to do with coin locker baby or the entire album
yoru yoru
l think that she likes this guy the guy is willing to be her boyfriend but she has to give up her virginity thus the lyrics “im not ready to give up this treasure” and she’s considering whether to do it to be with
Yuzuru Hanyu For me, I think it's about a girl wanting to confess her love to her crush but in the end her secret is exposed since a part of the song says "my one and only secret is exposed", thus causing her to give up on confessing to them
i think its about a girl (miku idfk) who's obsessed with another person, she is pessimistic and doesn't find meaning in existence in general until she finds an exceptional pathetic person and becomes obsessed with them . she planned to make the pathetic person fall in love with her just as she kinda is with them (though love and obsession are totally different) it was her only secret until other people found out and told the pathetic person then they stopped being friends or whatever they were and she was left heartbroken
COIN LOCKER is in the heart, maybe this is the prelude to or what led up to coin locker baby?
Wow thats literally the most relatable song for me
i feel like this is connected to scrumize by it making hints about this song, for me i can resemble a story of 2 people in a relationship, the person who was in scrumize is trying to break from a relationship from this person in packet hero, the person in packet hero is impulsive and feels more with having power and being the controller of the relationship while making sexual threats, heard in scrumize, saying "dont make me touch u there". the person in scrumize is becoming more distant and falling out of love, u can hear by "its not fucking funny!" it may be the person is scrumize talking to the other partner, the partner in packet hero is denying anything to get away from guilt and to keep the relationship going. this is just my interpretation lol
I was reading Pop Team Epic to this song, it made everything so dark and odd
this song is dope
3:30 *shivers*
Am I the only one who heard the "it's not fucking funny!" Part as Craig from South Park 😭
it sounds more like kyle to me but i hear it too😭
I genuinely believe he sampled South Park for this one
3:02
Flipnote
why is nobody talking about the fact that the "It's not fucking funny" line is from fucking South Park
WHAT? ITS FROM SP?
Me: *laughs at an unfunny joke because my humor is weird*
Them: 0:13
0:50 Does anybody hear pink???
Oh yea
Also here too 3:02
Also 1:18 - 1:33
Guys, delete some words, put them in order, and something might appear, telling us what it wants to say
*THE SAME WITH THE ANOTHER SONGS*
*MARETU WANTS TO TELL US SOMETHING*
I don't understand ToT
Okay, I know I'm 2 years late but uh...
I can't be the only one who notices "Coin Locker Baby" in the heart...
It only says coin locker
1:21 the best part :v
Finally someone said it
I love how _wiggly_ her voice gets lmao
Guys..are we gonna talk about in the heart one of the words is literally "coin locker", does it make it tied with coin locker baby maybe?
Damn, this song is good!
So Coin Locker is connected to this? I see it inside the heart eye
Excuse me, Coin Locker Baby sorry got it wrong the first time
Coin Locker Baby, Suji, Uminaoshi, Scrumize, Darling, Mind Brand and Kokatsu are related to this song
*i fucking love maretu and neru..*
I thought at the beginning it said "IM A FUCKING PONY" like some reverse equestria girls fanfic or something
READY FOR YOUR LOVE⁉️⁉️
1:48 really "Wonds of mind"? Or is it "mine"?
Is it bad that I laughed when she said, “it’s not fucking funny?”
I laugh everytime ever since someone said it’s from south park 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
That lingering warmth had me in a trance, each touch feeling like a bite.
No one believes in a pointless future.
I want to feel it poignantly until the day I die
It's strange, I want to experience that fear of you
These feelings explode inside me, come and cover me with all your love.
This "treasure" of mine is so trivial, but I dont want to give up on it.
I can feel the beat of my heart in this futon. Did I waste today as well?
After all we don't change, we keep on repeating the same superficial mannerisms each day.
Messing up as if by instinct
A pointless future no one can return to, I want to feel it so deeply I cry, and yet...
You're just so cute, I love your weakness.
"The sooner the better..." I love how quickly you give up!
I can't hear the sound of your fading breath.
I don't know what you wanna do,
and every time I try to remember it just makes me tired.
Don't let go of my hand, kay?
Slicing right through that one bit of proof I'd held on to,
Aiming for the reward, did I simply just try and wench it open?
Life's so boring nowadays, try not to look at it all to closely
I just finally noticed these gaping wounds of mind
Just following along with all those tutorial videos, spweing out poorly thought-out words
So, let's kick off the second half. I pick up that old worn sail and stitch it back together.
It can't be, it can't be. I'm on that dried up, irregular course yet again.
I just can't treat these open wounds...
I don't understand who you really are!
Hitting me emotionally, right where it hurts
This dizziness won't last too long.
I want to soak in it till i'm broken. It's what makes me happy.
It's pure happiness, even if i'm hated.
I love it when you avert your eyes and say "I love you."
...hey,
what are we going to do?
...maybe we should do this!
If all that viscously overflowing innocence of yours
ever fully empties out,
I'll secretly force my way into your heart!
Ssssssso, ready for your love.
A dumpster full of teary eyes and reasons to better myself,
I dont want to hear any of that
It hurts, it hurts, I just want to cry.
I'm in ecstasy from your sweet voice, that smell of yours
Simply enraptured... ready for your love.
My one and only secret is exposed,
will this wounded love of mine ever come to bear any fruit?
Life's so boring nowadays, try not to look at it all too closely
I just finally realized how deeply you've cut my heart!
Everyone who chases after this thing called "love", is intoxicated by this stinging pain.
Still people call out anyone and everyone, searching for some kind of connection.
2:58 best part imo
for some reason i expected 1:37 to have more oomph but it lacked it :/
3:01 Don't mind me
The “it’s not f***ing funny” is sampled from South Park 😂
OH MY F*CKING FROG IT IS
2:47
is it just me or does the "its not f*cking funny!" sound like its from south park?
i think it is, maretu samples a lot of lines from english media
Loving how Miku sound is now lol mans
Packet heros UNITE
Very epic
0:38 and 1:17
Is that the same melody that PINK uses?
0:12 IT'S NOT FXXKING FUNNY
if you look at the heart you'll see the words "coin locker" so maybe this means it's related to Coin locker baby (i kinda doubt it though)
3:02 i was lookin for u