I played NieR: Automata and it changed everything

Hi! It has been a while since my last video (about 4 months wow) and while I have been very unmotivated, I decided to pump out this low-quality song that I made in less than an hour to get myself back into the rhythm of composing, so I'm sorry about that. However, it made me realize that I actually don't know how to write emotional music just like the music of NieR: Automata, which I played recently and has become one of my favorite games of all time, more in the captions :)
Note: I really have no idea how to write a sad song so this year, I will learn!