Two Years Later I Contacted Him... and it Changed Everything
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- Опубліковано 15 вер 2024
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This video wasn't really about the guy or what happened with him it was more or less understanding myself. A while ago I saw that I had the tendency to make toxic behavior choices and the outcomes were ruining my life. So I took drastic action and did the opposite of what I could think of to correct things. I have been following a strict way of interacting with guys since then and it involved rules and guidelines. I realized that if I could be self aware and explain it to you in a video, that I was actually ready to make exceptions to the rules I created. I was ready to allow for play while still following my guidelines in general.
You literally see my discovery process of what my mind does as it unravels the intricacies of a pivotal life moment for me. When I began this story I didn't know this was a clear example of play. I just knew that it was different and it felt good and I didn't know why. It felt strange at the time because clearly what I did made no sense but I could see the value regardless but it was hard to explain why to someone else. My literal actions made no sense.
Intuition doesn't actually always make logical sense but it leads you to positive and sometimes negative outcomes, but there is a joy in doing something because of intuition that you don't necessarily get through making choices so analytically. I find it fulfilling when I am able to evolve to a point of easing up my analytical brain and incorporating things that do not necessarily make sense or have a clear end goal. Intuition can let you explore things for the simple joy of it. Rules and guidelines are there still as backups so you can stay on the specific path but allow you to explore off of it if you choose. Basically the combination of the two things in harmony allows you to never be truly lost.
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I think it’s important that you made the effort to have a true, authentic, interaction with someone. Authentic interactions can’t be rehearsed, or filtered, which is hard to do in modern society when everyone is following “rules”. WHO makes these rules and are they even good for us? I love your story, thank you. ❤
There was something so pure and authentic about your “cringe” moment…it’s the art of imperfection. It’s ok to not be perfect. ❤❤
Good luck to you. Thank you for sharing.
Aw I really appreciate your comment. You’re so right authentic interactions have a vibe of their own. I wonder why all these rules get made when following them doesn’t feel as good as something just because. I feel people have to allow spontaneous magic to happen a little more without fear of being hurt. It’s so hard hence why rules are set in place. Anyways I felt you get it and I thank you for that. It made me smile.
I've done the same thing with people I've had various types of relationships with. If I have negative feelings associated with someone I try to have an interaction or message exchange that will leave me with more positive feelings about them. bc the negative memories always eat away at me when I think back on them.
I love that you tell me that cause sometimes I’m like why did I doooo that!??? But it helps me understand that it might make sense to do in some cases if other people try the same tactic for the same reason. It really does feel better!
@@saywinkepilogue It sure does help ease your mind even if it doesn't completely fix the relationship.
@@christinacampbell5952 absolutely! ❤