The Tragic Tale of WingsOfRedemption
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- Опубліковано 22 вер 2021
- After finding unexpected success as one of UA-cam's first famous creators, Jordie Jordan would act as a pillar in the Call of Duty community. However, after his true personality shone through in a notorious call of duty 1v1, his life would steadily descend into a state of madness and ridicule.
This is, The Tragic Tale of WingsOfRedemption
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And then a few weeks after this video came out, Wings openly said that the age of consent should be 12 years old. And he wonders why people dislike him.
Gross
He said WHAT
ua-cam.com/video/CI5fjLJZF1g/v-deo.html
This video breaks that down.
Someone put him behind bars
as bad as i feel for wings, he has so many chances to help himself and get help, a friend spending 5k on a shower just for him, cooking his food, and helping him workout is something others would kill for. a man unwilling to help himself is a man who cannot be helped.
If I had a friend like Kyle I would have lost weight ages ago. He was completely there for Wings and Wings didn't care one bit for all the generosity that Kyle gave him. One thing that people lack when trying to lose weight is motivation. And I know you have to want it, but having someone there for you is a lot of motivation.
I think in his case it would've made more sense to get him psychological therapy.
Losing weight is incredibly difficult, especially if its a coping mechanism for deeper issues. You could say, its setting him up for failure...
A predator****
@@kenonerboy Exactly, when I managed to lose weight and keep it off, it was so much more a mental task than a physical one
How can you feel bad for him when he brings everything on himself with the shit he says and does. He’s definitely one of life’s losers because he thinks he’s a victim he said so himself. I have no time for pathetic losers like him who are always asking for help but won’t actually do anything to help themselves.
Seeing a grown man break down and cry makes me feel horrible.
He might be grown, but he’s nowhere near a man.
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
The guy who said the age of consent should be 12? The guy who wished death to a family over getting his ass beat in a video game? This guy? 🤣🤣
I just laughed my ass off because he sounded like a chihuahua
I just feel pity and disgust.
Kyle, is such a good friend... Spending that much money and effort for his friend...
this ratio takes away everything from you... it is the opposite of Kyle 💯💯
Yer but wings didn't deserve him as a friend
@@ucrain4971 Keep drinking the kool-aid youtube nobody
Crazy how on that podcast Kyle was the smaller creator amongst woody and wings to then blow up with fpsrussia metaphorically and in some cases literally I mean that tyre wings lifted damn near took his head off 😂
Yeah but wasn’t he convicted of murder? And that’s the reason he stopped making fpsrussia videos?
He is the human embodiment of disappointment and self-loathing. Sad to see a person fall so low.
@Dream you can shove that video link up your Dream stan arse.
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If anything, his story a cautionary tale for anyone starting too see sucess as a youtuber.
He let it go to his head, and lost everything.
Hi topster
Its wierd ...this is one story from this channel that I dnt really feel sorry for.
I try to sympathise with Wings, but I can’t. I can’t help but feel like he brought it all on himself at times. Alienating his friends, his lack of motivation for anything, giving fuel for the trolls to put on the never ending fire and just not doing a single thing to help himself. You just can’t help someone like that. I’ve been in my own dark places like this and it only started getting better when I chose to do something about it.
This really is a tragic tale
Wings had a lot of shit to deal with. He was obviously not given a great start and he fell back on lying about everything. He recalls being the best at everything before he became an online personality, he was the most athletic, the highest paid, the best player, but when he started streaming it became obvious he’s been lying to himself. All the reasons he isn’t this amazing in real life is never his fault. It’s always based on misfortune. He could never take responsibility.
Dude needs help but he’s also just shitty to everyone, especially those who tried to help him.
Have you never heard of depression before? Or mental illness? Lucky you. He needs a psychiatrist and needs to be medicated
@@Acrylescent "Wings had a lot of shit to deal with." No. No he didn't. He had PKA, all those guys. FPSRussia built an entire routine for him, that he actually lost weight on, but he gave up. He had Woody, one of the best dudes to have in your corner and he insulted him, belittled him, and abused him verbally. He attacks anyone that tries to help him.
Wings may have had challenges, but he also had a lot of people trying to help him.
@@OpenMawProductions Brother.. You literally just said what I said at the end lol. He had challenges, but yeah its no excuse for how he decided to fuck everything up. did you not read the rest of what I wrote?
@@OpenMawProductions No need to repeat what he just said man, just say that you agree.
wings fell to his own irresponsibility and indiscipline. I feel very sorry for the guy. Even shedding a few tears when i saw his breakdown at 16:30. Really made me sad. but he had all the chances in the world to make his life better. with supportive friends and even the opportunity to turn his whole life around... it sucks how he just threw it away.
I thought it was funny
@@johnnydaggers7649 If you think watching someone suffer to this extent is “funny” then you are sick man, there is nothing funny about watching a man deteriorate into a depressed mess
@@johnnydaggers7649 you're one sick human or a child if you find that funny
Mental illness is a bitch.
I don't feel all that bad. he's had every chance possible to improve his life and threw them all away.
I always detested this dude, but I'm a father and seeing his baby photo with his two little teeth coming in really hit me hard. We are products of our environment. The little boy in that photo deserved so much better.
“When you realize every person is exactly how you would be given their DNA and life experiences, it’s difficult not to love them” - John Sonmez
Oh shit. Thank you. I thought I was the only person who felt that way. It's so hard to look at a baby picture and hate that person. I'm also a parent.
Thank you. You’re reasonable and probably a good person. It’s easy to laugh and make fat jokes but it’s mature and honorable to realize what you said! Same with most violent people and angry people.
Everyone always has so many opportunities in life, it’s sad to see the opportunities of one wasted when they go down the wrong path.
I was a cute baby too and I have multiple health and mental situations, nobody fucking cares. He is very lucky to have people still care for him, even his goddamn trolls are actually are people who cared about him that he was being an asshole to. Many of us don't start with silver platter but at least we can try to change, he has his chances and he throws it away
The problem with Wings is a lot of his issues are really his own making, he wasted a lot of money while he was at the top, didn't evolve with youtube and burnt nearly all his bridges with both fans and other youtubers.
Right
He acts like my older brother who has autism. Not tested, but he shows other obvious autistic habits so definitely has it. We were all abused by our evil parents. So, an autistic person who is also abused is not going to handle things well... And my older brother acts EXACTLY like this guy. Probably worse as my older brother would not just throw controllers and shit when losing at a game or be mocked, but also would pin me down and strangle me, kick my dog, etc.
After I escaped I cut off contact with him.
Also, the people bothering this guy are bullies, not "Trolls." Trolls try to be funny with dark humor, these guys just are trying to hurt this guy. And it can make you quicker to anger when you've been so emotionally and verbally abused/drained you can't take it anymore. It's hard for me after I've been stalked online for 3 years by this creep and her goons who cost me my job by calling and emailing the school threatening to go there to kill me. I've had to change my name, move, etc. And, yeah, a few times I did snap at them for the constant block evading, death and rape threats, the disgusting lies, etc.
But police are now involved and someone is looking at a year in jail, so.... ^_^
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Kyle is such a wholesome dude. I didn't know how deep this story went
I feel like the amount of people who feel bad for wings don't realize the extent to which people went to help this tub of lard and every time he gave up, squandered the help he was given or down right refused it. The FPS boot camp is a prime example. He had a great friend who went above and beyond to help him.....dude wanted to write w few days after arriving, it took Kyle begging him to stay. Then there's the survival trip, yea it would have been hard for someone in his shape but I doubt they were going to do anything extreme probably just walk a half mile into the woods, make a fire and eat some food but instead of getting out of his comfort zone wings bailed at the last minute and ruined his friendship with the only 2 people they actually tried being friends with him. I bet he wouldn't have even told them he went coming if kyle didn't fall him, he's just a selfish prick and now I feel bad for kelly she got dragged into this waste it spaces life and he's pulling her down with him
@@thedoge9590 You talk about "kNoWiNg hIs StOrY" then you bring up *Kelly* as if SHE'S some kind of victim?
Bro, she was cheating on him with his DISCORD mods. Yeah, Wings is uncool but NOTHING justifies that, period.
If she wanted out of the relationship, she should say so. She doesn't, she realizes that she's just as ugly and fat and socially-inept as Wings is, possibly even moreso because she can't even hack it as a streamer herself, so she stays around Jordie to leech off his stream money instead of getting herself a job because she's literally too out of shape to work one. Wings is too but at least he straight-up admitted that already.
Kelly isn't some poor, innocent little victim in all this. She *chose* to marry Wings because she wanted to live off of a streamer's money and only realized AFTERWARDS that not all streamers make the same big bucks.
They deserve each other, one's a crybaby and the other's a useless leech.
“Hello this is fpsrussia and today we make fat man not so fat by lifting big tyre”
If you want a more in-depth story, I can recommend Fredrik Knudsens "Down the rabbit hole"-episode about him.
in an alternate reality. that kid who took his place as #1 at his school in sports never happened and this downward spiral either would of never happened or heavily delayed
He is now a professional athlete who set multiple NFL records
wow
and an alter-alternate reality where none of those things happened, wow what a thought-provoker
In short, his ego, pride and insecurity basically fucked him over
And a lack of critical thinking, nobody is invincible, only the best of the best are able to get themselves out of just about every situation, still not invincible though, life bites everyone in the ass...he's asking for the trolling though, ive been trolled, you just make a joke out of them and ignore them, I've never instigated just defended, being the instigator and the loser...well, learn your lesson...that's where his ego came in I guess, couldn't possibly bare the fact that he has to improve to get the respect that HE DEMANDS
@@DJC_2003 i'm pretty sure most people deserve basic human respect.
you talked about how you've been trolled and you just make a joke out of them.
well, here's a vibe-check. you're lucky, if you've been trolled and you had enough self-esteem and friends to just make a joke out of it and think nothing of it, you're lucky.
doesn't seem you're self-aware about it though.
if somebody can just think nothing of personal attacks they are lucky and good for them but idk how they'd manage to muster up enough stupidity to obligate others of doing the same thing lmaooo
@@absolutenothing7094 I was talking about the respect he demanded in the community, I've been bullied and belittled my entire life even by my parents, they aren't personal attacks if you don't personalize the bullshit they say, why should I feel like shit because some fuckwit gets off on emotional supply, you're giving them what they want simply by getting in your feelings, it's not that hard to avoid...I don't have close friends either, I'm not even sure what you mean by being "self aware of it" it's not like I transcend conciousness when a hemorrhoid appears...I'm a lone wolf for good reason, nobody can make me happier than I can make me...I don't think I'm lucky either, I just have self respect, something everybody can aquire, albeit theyd have to work for that change
@@absolutenothing7094 nothing an M16 can't solve, yes narcs deserve death, the ones that choose to stay ignorant to their destructive behavior anyway...
@@absolutenothing7094 except for maybe a terrorist uprising
I think we all need a Kyle in our life. What a genuinely kind, good natured friend
Unfortunately he was a friend to a real-life Cartman.
Most wholesome guy to ever live. That is a true friend
Woody too tbh
Kyle is none of those things lol
@@evergreenrider how so?
Damn this reminds me of how I used to act 2 years ago. I grew up with my own childhood issues, and it gave me the mindset that the world owed me for the upbringings I had and the trauma I was given. Eventually, because of that mindset at 17-19 years old, it ended up hurting those that I love. I was diagnosed with bpd and all that, but I still don't believe that it's an excuse for my narcissist and abusive ways. I had to find out the harsh reality of my own actions and accept that my actions are the reason why I was digging myself in a deeper hole. My ex is the reason why I'm taking my treatment and therapy seriously, and we work together on making our friendship strong. In a way, I see the old me when I see these breakdowns from wingsofredemption. You've got to open your eyes one day and realize that you can't blame the world or anyone else for your ways. You've got to be the change and understand that making up excuses and pushing people away is only going to make things worse. Accepting responsibility is difficult, but it's one of the best things I've ever come to accept in my life and I feel like my life has improved massively and I've become to be more grateful for my ex who went through hell because she cared about me and the fact I have the chance to make things right and treat her the way I should've in the beginning, is honestly one of the biggest things I'll always be grateful for. You can choose to better yourself, or end up being miserable.
TLDR
@@video0fiend Good for you. DO you want a cookie?
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Motherlover I ain't reading all that
@@terminator2387 Then don't? No ones forcing you lol.
16:16
Is that moment where a man dosent know whats next. All your dreams, expectatives, and desires are gone, your'e alone, theres no one is there to help you. You talk with your heart and soul towards your audience, but your words get crushed and destroyed by those who dont actually realize that they are deteriorating your mental health and sanity, as you slowly aproach the point of no return. They won, you lost. And sadly, everyone on this society appears to be like that these days...
No better weapon than suffering in isolation.
kyle is a literal saint, he clearly cared a lot.
I never knew FPS Russia is Kyle, super nice guy.
fps russia
@@romanbellic6048 yes my brother
Kyle does nice things (rarely), but he's a sociopath and a hypocrite.
@Militant Milk Man yeah lol
How Ironic. He's "Wings of Redemption" and yet. He never redeemed himself.
Like Icarus, he flew too high into the sun and his wings melted.
He melted everything except body fat
🤣➡️ ua-cam.com/video/fRgY1sHPkHk/v-deo.html .
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@@ksi6268 hey do get paid for spamming? Im curious.v
No wings could get him off the ground pimp
Flew too close to the fridge light.
Wings just slayed his fight with Boogie. Hopefully he keeps going on with weight loss, and gets well.
He already quit working out and went back to fast food. Anyone who thinks he would change after the fight don’t know what a predicate is. He’s ducking his next fight opponents already due to the fact they’re not disabled like boogie
@UrBoyGee. I’ve seen people change, it’s always possible with commitment, and hard work. Wings may not be well yet, but if he truly commits he can change.
Btw Im betting he won’t really change unfortunately, so you are right most likely about him, and in general you are right.
@UrBoyGee. I’ve seen people change, it’s always possible with commitment, and hard work. Wings may not be well yet, but if he truly commits he can change.
Btw Im betting he won’t really change unfortunately, so you are right most likely about him, and in general you are right.
I hope so!
He just had a pizza party on stream. He looks way bigger and is feuding with the last few people that are willing to play games with him anymore.
Dude, I’m hooked on your videos. I’m seeing so many UA-camrs from the past that I totally forgot about.
this ratio wont forget
I don’t get all the sympathy Richard gets. He said the age of consent should be 12. He ignored his crying wife when she wanted to talk about her possibility of having cancer. He kicked an animal in a cage. He blames everyone else for his mistakes and never owns up to them. Why anyone would defend him is beyond me.
He looks like a fapper, that’s why lol
Internet savior complexes
He's one of those "It's not me, it's everyone else in the world that's the problem" kind of people. Ugh. We don't need any more of these. We already have Tim Poole.
@@LunalovaniaGaming he has hundreds of detractors and yet he still thinks he has done nothing wrong. If it was just a few people, maybe it’s other people and not him, but it’s an overwhelmingly majority of people. At a certain point, it should click. But he has 62IQ, so I’m expecting too much.
@@LunalovaniaGaming I personally believe he has this because of the intense disorders and isolation. It probably didn't help that he was bullied so often.
Kyle is a saint, not many people get that opportunity to become a better person
I wish I had a friend like that 🥲
Aka FPS Russia
@@Cheirador123 i saw that picture they showed and i was like wait hold up i know that guy haha
He actually is kinda scummy, but that was a very kind thing of him to do!
@@penguinfromtheholy A scummy person wouldn't spend thousands on someone's shower & let a controversial streamer live in their own home just to help them out
I can’t believe the way I binge watch these stories. I see a name of someone I don’t know and I have complete confidence that this creator is gonna give me a good story. Well done good sir.
As much as I feel bad for him because of his childhood, he had multiple opportunities to overcome the odds and better himself and his life yet he actively did everything he could by choice to do the opposite.
Pro syndicate is one of the few CoD players that can say “I destroyed this mans whole career with one game.”
@Sam eh he still doing good on Twitch and his loyal fans still watch him in the LifeofTom channel. Plus when he streamed he got like 10k+ viewers
@Sam of course he's probably doing 10 times better than Wings. Now he's focusing more on his vlog channel. I'm pretty sure he's living a happy and healthy life
@Sam yeah he lost lots of fans and his gaming channel barely getting views anymore. He's kinda ruin his UA-cam channel tbf
Didn't he screw up and run some kinda fixed gambling csgo bs?
@@yucatansuckaman5726 he did along with Tmartn but that was years ago. Forgive BUT NEVER forget.
"Transfer student beats him in P.E. class"
*Ah yes, the first episode of any sports-harem anime. A classic.*
Whoa, not a bad idea actually 🤔
Lol If only that transfer student did not come to his school
@Cristo Alba okay that it the grandma who let him eat so much if the grandma did not give him so much juck food he will beat that student
or the start of an ntr doujishi
@@popeo1973 uuuh ook lmao
This was heartbreaking for me to listen to. Chat can be so cruel for no reason
I agree that his chat was really cruel but in a way, he didn’t make life better for himself so he made himself easy pickings.
Umm it wasn’t for no reason. At all! It very much had multiple reasons to go the way it did. I do not feel bad for the dude one bit. At any point he could have decided to be a different person. Stop making him out to be any kind of victim. Life is hard for everyone in their own way. Doesn’t excuse someone being a horrible person period
He said he thinks the age of concent should be 12... he is totally cool with a 45 yr old guy banging a 16 year old... he forced his ex's 9 year old son? He might have been younger he held him down and gave him an enema to teach him a lesson. You honestly feel bad for this guy?
really well put together videos- thoroughly researched, engaging, and well edited. Thanks!
His mother was my bus driver in high school. She was such a sweet lady and always supported/was so proud of Jordie! I hope she’s doing well. It’s sad to see how he’s fallen.
Damn this hit hard :(
He bought her 'house' (it's a trailer on half an acre), and she made him pay it off 3 times for only 25% of it
@@pollos6631 bASED mother
Doubt it.
I’m shocked 444 people believed that.
In another timeline, Wings' father stuck around and raised him up to be a fit, responsible, healthy streamer with millions of subs.
In another timeline youtube comments are not carbon copy of that one dude's comment that was funny 4 years ago.
@@AnimatedStoriesWorldwide dude just shut up💀 LMAO it's the internet everyone copies everything . Should've just scrolled down 🤦
Still turns out a prick
@@kanaech.6796 That is cringe logic.
In a very near alternative universe all he had to say was "great game syndicate I underestimated your skill but let's play again sometime" and he'd be completely fine, he might've not lost any weight but he'd still be just a regular cod streamer instead of a man baby
Wingsofredemption 🤝 Nikocado Avocado
Part of me feels bad for them because it saddens me that they lost their way. But at the same time, it sucks that they reject even the smallest opportunity to redeem themselves so they are only to blame if they just keep digging deeper to their own graves.
That said how come Kyle can still stand up with his heart made out of heavy gold? A true bro who is still there for wings even if he is a screw up.
You can add EDP to that list. It's quite sad and funny. 3 morbidly obese men who were never afraid to speak their mind, then throw their life away and ignored all the chances to make their future brighter.
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I feel so bad for Kyle. Litterally spent 5K to help Jordie and he just left after 1 week
No wings was there for 4 weeks. He left a few days short of the month. Which I don't blame him, Kyle's manager? Whatever kitty is to him is a royal Cu n t... I listened to a few of the pod cast episodes from that time and kitty was on and she was beyond insanely annoying
A lot of people dont seem to realize that Kyle was also the owner of FPSRussia, he got jabbed by the government so hard yet he still kept a positive outlook for himself and Jordan.
That experience also probably humbled him alot
I used to follow every single FPSRussia video until the the ATF did him dirty. Forgot about him and didn't listen to his podcast. I'm glad he turned out to be an amazing person. Still heartbreaking to see Jordie stumble this far despite getting help.
I knew I saw him from somewhere! It’s just still weird seeing him speak with his normal accent
@@chavezchavo I still think wings can turn everything around, but I really wish the people harassing him would lay off. The types of people who follow and make fun of lolcows are very toxic and his community is full of horrible people. I feel very sad for wings honestly. And yes he’s done some bad stuff too, we all have, but it’s kinda no wonder he clings onto the few comforts he has.
@@HieronymousLex I agree that the trolls should stop. But also, Jordie needs to actually put some effort into his own life if he wants people to stop the trolling and bullying
Kyle seems like the kind of person with a heart of gold though. Man just dropped 5k and a ton of his own personal time and a room/meals in his own home to help him just because he wanted to
I'd give anything for a friend like that.
Kyle deserves better after all he has gone through.
I find it funny that it isn't mentioned that Kyle is FPSRussia from the olden days of UA-cam. He was a pretty chill guy. Too bad he got completely fucked by the government.
Wish that I had a friend that can help me like Kyle >_>
Lol
who else is here after the boxing fight?
Wings just got a boxing win over Boogie tonight.
Perhaps this is the beginning of a Redemption Era.
I feel bad for him. but he did bring all of this on himself. He had the help that many people would kill for and he threw it away
I heard he said the age of consent should be 12 now I have no sympathy left for him
@@uhuh.2232 Ok sympathy for him gone. What the actual fuck
@@Arrusoh Sorry but he deserves every second of it. He said he thinks the age of consent should be 12. He has been recorded multiple times being racist and using the N word. He constantly blames everyone on his team for HIM dying in every single game he has ever played, he is literally the poster boy for "toxic gamer". He constantly lies, begs (or demands) people on twitch to give him donations. He constantly bans longtime supporters, people who still support him and give him money and want to play with him even after proving he is scum. Someone could ask him "hey wings how's your day going" and his response would be "don't ask me questions about my personal life. Mods ban that guy. I'm not here to talk about my life I'm here to make money. How do you think I'm doing? I'm miserable. I hate this game I hate video games I only play to make money". He is literally a piece of trash.
@@Arrusoh seriously wtf what a creep
@@uhuh.2232 don't you think that him saying that is a result of all the bad experiences he had to go through in his life? The guy still needs help, yeah it's creepy but it shows how fucked up his head is
Wings: “I don’t know why you guys keep bullying me. It’s hurtful”
Also Wings: *becomes disrespectful to Syndicate*
@Dream you are not the real Dream. Get a real job
and also begins disrespecting and betraying the mass majority of the very few friends he has left
I mean syndicate kinda is a disrespectful person also
Also Wings: Abuses animals, gives death threats, solicits money and makes predatory comments.
And least we not forget about his casual racism and use of the n word. There's a few complications that showcase this.
This is why I always tell people that they shouldn't play games if they rage out. I stopped playing most games since I'd always break stuff, and nothing else really got me angry anyways.
That is why I hate playing online and prefer to play single player games. Online games just bring out people's ugliness for some reason.
@@MrEgofreak lol I still would gladly take campers over scum bags who use aim bots and wall hack cheats if u don't got real skill for a game u shouldn't be playing it
Jordan has turned down so many easy life changing opportunities. He was in the right place at the right time and was in good with great people he could've had such a better life had he of had some self discipline. Kyle took a month (most personal trainers charge a insane amount to do a month if training) he learned how to manage his eating, sleep and how to lift weight and do home exercises.
Wings struggled to get up on time for the pka podcast (the final straw according to Woody and Kyle) wings had no job but couldn't wake up for an hour and do barely any work.... He used sleep as a excuse which is a really bad sign of not having any self discipline or even self control. I'm amazed he made as much money as he did realistically wings would be living with his mom still living on disability
"Ban anyone that knows what i said" is probably the most underrated wings clip in the whole saga
Nah ban any variation of laughter
Nah “consequences has actions, pimp” is the the goat clip
Nah it's def "Ban Final Surgery 7 please"
This one is certainly one of my favorites. It's so ambiguous lol
@@shidposting4011 its funny but no way
Last week an emotional Wings said he wanted to become a ‘better streamer and person’ and an hour later he was raging at and bullying two young children on Apex Legends. He’s married, his house is paid off yet he wallows in pity and laziness.
@Pantsmonster the youngest one was definitely under 10 and the oldest was 12 at a push I’d say. The language he was using and his attitude to then was despicable. They seemed nice teammates who knew the game plus they didn’t even know who he was.
How is he married....
@Melissa Waterman I can't even this is just a dumpster fire 🔥
I'm done trying to post thoughtfull comments. The children are playing sir.
I dont understand why yall still watching him
Coming back to this after Wing's got his redemption via his boxing win makes me realise that he still has ways to go, but still I'm proud of him
Edit: He said the age of consent should be 12, fuck him, hope he wallows in his filth
This aged well
@kevinkehoe9950 I had too much hope for the guy. If he still ain't gonna change his ways, then that's on him
@@kevinkehoe9950wait what happened
@@ilikeeggs6011Wings went back to his old habits
@@ilikeeggs6011he said in public that he believes the age of consent should be 12
Even if his content is bad and he has a bad tempermanent you can't help but feel sad and bad for him.
After all the shit he said and did to his friends? Yeah nah, the man is absorbed with himself to the point he'd rather throw himself to the sharks than use the rope his friends threw at him multiple times throughout his career. People only have so much patience for someone, that amount of patience becomes smaller the more you see someone do it live at 4k, the man literally told woody a bunch of inappropriate shit about his wife and kids. Wished a multi-month long subscriber the death of his parents because said subscriber won against his mediocre 1v1 skills in cod and last but not least, insituated self deletion through twitter that almost got himself in trouble with the fbi.
@@toopink4death492 All true but it’s still bad to have a human go through what he went through even if they are a hateful person and sort of deserve it
first time I've seen someone mistake temperament with impermanent 💀
@@hundkebab2433 my bad dude I’m on an iPhone 6 🥲
I will never feel bad for him lmaoo I enjoy his misery since he's such a horrible person
We all knew this one was coming. Real talk.
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I don’t think he will ever realize that the reason why he’s getting trolled is because all he does is give trolls attention.
The bullies are solely responsible for this mess. He may not have 100 charisma, but he abuse the gets is disgusting
@@morradi10000 you mean trolls??
@@morradi10000 the only thing disagree with is when they show up at his house or swat him. Other than that he deserves 100% of what he gets.
Exactly if you give them attention your basically just asking for more and more to come and troll you for a reaction I don't understand why he doesn't just ignore them.
@@ricniks4619 ummm....
Because he has feelings?? It's basic common sense??
And ignoring them is only temporarily helpful. It's not a good long-term bully-busting strategy.
And trolls don't do it for reaction.
They do it for certain kind of reaction.
It doesn't mean you shouldn't react at all. You just shouldn't react negatively.
Silence is only a temporary solution.
He’s had some bad shit go his way and I can sympathize with that. But who the heck’s heard of a friend who spends 5K to modify their own shower, cook healthy meals and prepare a workout plan all just for their friend? There are many people who’s own husband/wife won’t go that far. Again I get there were tough moments but you gotta meet people halfway (though arguably his friend went way past that).
Wings of redemption is pathetic this dude has had so many chances to redeem himself and he just doesn’t even try, honestly you can’t feel empathy for a man who refuses to help himself
I'd say the reason why we root for him and hate him when he fails, is because there is little bit of Jordie in all of us. We all know what its like to stumble and what it takes to get up. This guy just can't find it in him and it's both upsetting and heartbreaking.
Right, being diagnosed bipolar with social anxiety at 14 and progressively shittier living situations and a developed coping eating habit was probably p*ssy shit that anybody can get out of, they just need people like you to tell em "lmao what a b*tch, I don't even feel sorry for bro lol"
@@bigbro890 you're right
He has manic depression .. if he was a woman you'd feel way worse for him..
Fascinated by wings to this day. It's like a combination of black mirror and the Truman show...except it's real and anyone in the world can play a part.
Excellent comparison
Look up Chris Chan lmao
Exactly
@@Halagini it only took 12 years for kids to find out about him. Nothing is new
@@Halagini The letter he wrote to Null from prison a few days ago is just... ugggh. Never change Chris, never change.
This dude lets every minor inconvenience rule his life. It's almost poetic how it seems his entire life can be boiled down to someone being better than him at something, it's like he's incapable of accepting that yeah you're not always going to be the best of the best at something. He's somehow incredibly self conscious and overconfident, however his ability doesn't match his confidence.
Narcissism in a nutshell. Huge ego covers massive insecurities.
Someone will always be better than us and that's okay, since we're all good at something in our own way and people need to accept that.
B1: Why doesn't he appear offline B2??
B2: LOOK HERE.. LOOK! LISTEN!! APPEARING OFFLINE DOES NOT STOP IT!!, B1.
Even his weight gain when he was a child started from that
@@ayaanmirza1677 according to him it started when a single foreign kid moved to the neighborhood and was the only kid more athletic and somehow that one kid being more athletic made him give up sports and get fat. I'm not kidding I love how he had to throw in that the "kid" was an illegal immigrant. Just couldn't help himself lol
I love these Sunnyv2 vids a lot, I always gain some knowledge of what made shit go wrong and take that advice into my own life for the better.
Loved that quote you put in at the end. So true
Back when I was a kid - I learned a lesson that he never did. Getting angry, and displaying that anger does nothing for you, Unless you have the ability to actually be a threat to those people. Otherwise, no matter how angry you are, how much you yell, thow or break your own shit - it's just comedy to them. And like all comedy, they're gonna want to see it at any moment.
You come on the internet like that, they're going to eat you alive. You either have to remain unflappable, or learn how to use the only "weapons" you have - your brain, and your words.
Mf I just kinda realised I would have ended up in the same state. I had a very short temper as a kid (still do but it's controllable) and it would have fuked my life over. I often thot that being angry on people would make them stop but it does the opposite as you said.
One day during 6th grade I just stopped lashing out and got a Lil bit quieter. And man it has brought me to a better place in life. It scares me just how one's life could be as miserable as this dude
Very well put
When I was a kid, these other kids starting stealing my hat off my head at recess. This got me really angry and I would chase after them, until one day I realized that not chasing them resulted in them getting bored and they stopped doing it. Moral of the story: someone should have stolen Jordie's hat as a kid.
And that is why I'm always angry with my classmates because I could just endure their punches due to my height and weight.
Wa
the ugly reality is that he put himself through this. he's the only one he has to blame for all the shit he's done, and he's the only one who can get himself out of this situation.
True but theres really no wxcuse for the trolls. They are as much of a shitty being as Wingsofredemption is
Daddy
He does, but really what he needed was therapy. He's been depressed for a while, and never got proper help.
@@mushmush4980 yeah i agree. it doesn't excuse what people say to him, but I think there's better ways to spend his time then hang around the people that hurt him? Like i get that maybe streaming brings some kind of comfort (maybe) or at least something that he likes. Self help or seeking help is super hard to do but someone has to break the cycle at some point
yes
Wings earned his W today
A man unwilling too help himself is unable to be helped.
Truest comment here
Wings is his biggest enemy, no matter how many times he wants to shift blame to the trolls he is the reason its like this and until he realizes this his life will keep getting worse.
🤣➡️ ua-cam.com/video/fRgY1sHPkHk/v-deo.html .
its still fucked up,no matter who he is harassing a man until he cries and goes insane is still horrible behaviour,you wouldent like it if you couldent comment on something without 2000 people invading your comment and spamming your most embarassing memories publicly.
@@aziirax3400 *Wouldn’t *Couldn’t *Behavior
Not completely. You can't just put it solely on him. Sometimes trolls are just complete assholes and his reaction to them may not be helping BUT it doesn't mean trolls are free to go after him.
I’m here waiting for the Redemption
This man was doomed from the start. You can’t have this big of an ego, and at the same time be so insecure in yourself. Hes constantly battling reality against the delusions of himself in his head.
Most people with big egos are insecure
@@supwititproductionz3738 True, but they are also normally too proud to show people that it's getting to them and trying to bluff their way through.
Bro always got such calming piano music in the background
The exurb1a shout-out was unexpected but thoroughly appreciated, one of my favourite channels, deserves more recognition
Never forget that this man called factory workers lazy and said that when he sees someone busting their ass from working outside, he doesn't see a hard worker but instead sees someone who "fucked up somewhere." Not to mention the dog kicking and verbal abuse of all his ex friends and people who loved him. Dude legit deserves all of this
He has it all coming.
He calls factory workers "lazy" but then spends all day yelling at people in a video game and threatening to ban others, not to mention not even attempting to gain control of his weight. If that's not true laziness, then I'm not sure what is.
As a factory worker. Trust me there are lazy ones on the line. But they usually disappear quickly.
He’s pretty much just reflecting what he is, is all.
Honestly though, people in working is very lazy, you're the main factor as a beginner. He is right
As much as Wings deserved (most of) what that came to him in the end, I can't help but feel that there was a missed opportunity here.
He's clearly been depressed for years to the point where much of it's been mistaken for his personality, and despite the attempts from positive people like Kyle to push him in the right direction, the lack of proper therapy and recognition of his inner problems is what pushed them away. Unless we see the unlikely event where he can snap out of it all on his own, he'll waste the last portions of his youth trying to go back the "good" old days.
🤣➡️ ua-cam.com/video/fRgY1sHPkHk/v-deo.html .
If I’m being completely honest with myself I do get a kick out of seeing his life crumble and how he reacts to it and that’s obviously why he is even given any views. With that being said I can’t morally justify being entertained by it because here you have a guy that’s completely lost and has no idea how to dig himself out of the hole he dug himself into. I’d truly like to see him make a 180 and actually stick that way this time. I think when he was on that podcast with Kyle and Buddy we got to see the best of him and if he made his intentions clear and was completely genuine about being sorry and wanting to change his life maybe they’d accept him back. I just wish him the very best but damn that dude has gotta get his shit together.
Bro he's 35
The longer you spiral into depression and the insecurities are all you have left it's a very hard thing to get out of. Especially as you get older. "Old dogs can't learn new tricks."
@@paulj6805 That's actually shocking to me
This guy has all the youth sucked out of his mentality that he acts like he's lived it already. If you told me he was middle age I'd be none the wiser.
Never forget, Wings repeatedly said on several occasions that the age of consent should be lowered to 12.
I've been watching several videos on this channel and I have never heard of a lot of these fallen UA-camrs, and I've been on UA-cam and subbed to many channels since the early 2000's.
Surprised you haven’t discussed this guy sooner. Hard to be empathetic to someone who burned every bridge. He’s in his own prison now.
Theres an older video sunny did from over a year ago so now you don't gotta be surprised
@@chineseobama6043 is this the same video
@@1vanic nah this is a bit longer and different
Check out TRO’s (2 hour) episode on Wings for more details: ua-cam.com/video/LNHbm7GBHwg/v-deo.html
🤣➡️ ua-cam.com/video/fRgY1sHPkHk/v-deo.html .
Kyle is an absolute 💎 gem ... We all need a friend like that.
Your loss Wings 😢
does everyone know thats fpsrussia.. i feel like im the only one suprised that kyle was involved in this
@@sarcasm4371 honestly if you followed the original crew in their limelight it was pretty evident. Doubly so if you listened to PKA
I'm almost certain Kyle is FpsRussia
@@lootacris7140 I'm also surprised
I wish I had and have a friend like Kyle.
Love your videos dude. I'd like to see you do one on UA-cams Yammy Noob and his recent controversies
This is a nostalgia trip I had no idea the drama with syndicate this early he was my og favorite UA-camr growing up still go back to some of his videos
fun fact: Kyle is FPSRussia
thristyvitamin
You watch PKA
Hello thirty :)
Whats up checkmark?
@@Beef1624 clearly a man of culture
Most chairs would crack under that immense pressure as well.. Big ups to Richard's chair for holding it down all these years
🤣➡️ ua-cam.com/video/fRgY1sHPkHk/v-deo.html .
More like holding it up tbh
Wheel torque
😂😂😂💀💀💀💀💀💀😂
He probably went through a few lol
'going to live with him to be his trainer'
*wings flips tire in perfect form to absolutely destroy your back*
Upsetting to think that Syndicate would go on to scam many people including minors out of their money running CSGO gambling scams… especially after reading that Skype log
Jordie peaked in his childhood and never managed to rebound from that. I think it's necessary for kids to be taught that they are not gifted just because they have an advantage, they need to make themselves earn that advantage i.e. put down grit and keep their motivation up.
No don't do that, this is how porn stars and strippers are made.
🤣➡️ ua-cam.com/video/fRgY1sHPkHk/v-deo.html .
And how would you know
yeah the thing with the exchange student literally destroyed his life from that moment lmao
cant blame him on that one since his living situation was bad but hes always shown himself to be the cool calm collected full of wisdom guy but once he went live he couldnt hide it, dude has a meltdown when someone on siege dies or doesnt play at his "high" level when doing casual
Someones rationalizing child abuse...
He was his greatest problem. His attitude. His view on life. His lack of gratitude for those trying to help him
@You'll never know me because this is the internet I know you, don't need to worry.
I know You as much as I know me. that doesn't say much right now.
But in the coming years. You'll see how much I know You.
You know it’s bad when Jesus says this about you.
@@lenguapelona9622 But that is moon Jesus.
idk if i'm just being too empathetic, but man.. i truly feel awful for him. I've not had a difficult life, and i will never pretend i've had it super rough, but emotionally and physically, things really have been hard, and the idea of wanting to do anything and everything to feel connection and get out of a vicious cycle of loneliness is something i've felt so many times. there's nothing more soul crushing than that feeling of pure loneliness. some of it may even come out of suicidal ideation, figuring that being alive is just such a difficult thing, and to be fair, it is. it sucks, and sometimes it really really hurts, and although i disagree with his interpretation of all these things, i really do understand that feeling.
He probably still thinks choking against Syndicate is the source of all his problems.
“If I lose this, I’ll hear about it for years.”
Over 10 years after the 1v1 on Bog, there are NEW documentaries being published about this from VERIFIED channels 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
Not exactly, it was moreso his REACTION to the 1v1 that spurs discussion. Like yea, get ya shit smacked and take an L, but, Wings never GGs and leaves it. He made it worse by making excuses, blaming the console controller, blaming Woody, burning his own standing with PKA- his OWN podcast!- , to then go on attempting to fix a rematch with Syndicate, I believe wherein he'd keep 2,000 of the 5,000 dollar pot while Tom lost by a narrow lead, and finally by attempting to deplatform and censor those like Keemstar and Sean Ranklin who would cover or discuss it..
It wasn't so much the 1v1 that ruined him, but his braggadocious demeanour behind it and why he could never be wrong or apologetic whatsoever.
he is a human being that is entirely made up of a victim mentality, a lack of self awareness and narcissism. he will never realise the true reality of the situation that he created for himself because that would be soul crushing for him, so naturally nothing is ever his fault
He's also an example of why we should sterilize all trailer park people.
@@oldmandoinghighkicksonlyin1368 nah the example of why we should cull all people with IQs lower than 100💀
Ok whateverr
🤣➡️ ua-cam.com/video/fRgY1sHPkHk/v-deo.html .
@@oldmandoinghighkicksonlyin1368 Eh, don't judge folk based on their living conditions; as a yokel who's never lived in a place with more than 1,5000 people, trailer park people are some of the coolest I've met. Except wings, he's the kind of individual who ought to be taken out of the gene pool.
The fact that wings could have been a nba star if it wasn’t for some kid who said f### you and put him in second place
Funniest comment 🤣🤣🤣
Wings reminds me of my classmate from elementary school who went through the same stuff wings did but wasn’t willing to do anything to improve himself as a person
I legit felt absolutely horrible when he started sobbing at 16:50. Ive been to that point of loneliness myself, and I can understand the absolute frustration and anger at every attempt failing.
Sure, he partly did it to himself by turning his back on friends wanting to help him, but when you are that low, even helping hands seem terrifying.
I don’t feel as bad when he said that he had nobody in front of his wife and told his wife that she won’t be the ideal woman when she’s losing weight and only using her for her insurance
We've all been low before, only most of us don't stream it when we are.
Yeah I've sobbed like that a couple times... No point wallowing in it for me though, I prefer to have a moment of self reflection and see what makes me sob like that.
I hope wings gets his ray of hope to beat his demons, but it doesn't concern me, I only want to succeed in my goals.
No, he didn't PARTLY do it to himself, he did every single bit of it to himself! He's done absolutely nothing to help himself and demands everyone else to do everything for him. I have zero sympathy for someone like that!
You feel bad for someone who says the age of consent should be 12 years old? You feel bad for someone who ignores his wife's cancer scare? I definitely don't!
Wings is a bully, a narcissist, and he treated his friends like shit. Kyle AKA FPSRussia once noted that when Wings himself was on top, he used that power to punch down, not to help others or further the community. Don't feel sorry for him because he wouldn't feel sorry for you.
True! Wings’ behaviour created his downfall
🤣➡️ ua-cam.com/video/fRgY1sHPkHk/v-deo.html .
Speaking of sorry, this dude NEVER apologises for his mistakes.
Dude legit wielded his clout and relevance to hurt others, but when other UA-camr “trolls” do it he cries and plays the victim lmao
I mean are we surprised? He's THAT guy. The loser who has no skill and who knows he's a loser and he tries to overcompensate by minimizing everyone elses achievement
Nice vid man. I love your Chanel and your accent
As someone who is well versed with wings of redemption I can confirm he is not a good person. Refused to go see his dying grandma who took care of him and didn’t go to her funeral cuz he wanted to play video games. Stole 15,000 dollars saying it was for surgery with no proof and weeks later ended up with a brand new truck. The list goes on
Never seen a grown man deflect all responsabilities as much as this dude. "If you think i can hold down a job, i can't"
And who's fault would that be? He acts as if it's some sort of food allergy
It,, is like some sort of food allergy he's very mentally ill and has a really hard time managing his emotions. Like yeah to an extent its his own fault for refusing help literally being HANDED to him but he's not lying or deflecting when he says he can't hold down a job, he probably literally cant. He might not be able to even if he does accept help.
being a youtuber is probably one of the easiest jobs out there and he cant do that without blowing up at people, imagine that working in a store or something? No matter what u think of him this guy Does have debilitating mental health issues LOL, the issue is his refusal to do anything about it
It is like a food allergy. I’m turning 20 this year and I am similar to this guy. I have bipolar and it’s hard to control my emotions. I can’t even keep a job because of my mental illness. I’m so glad you have it easy. You can just get up and be like I hate work but here I go. Where for me, it is literally fucking hard to get out of bed to even get myself food
@@hoho3575 it’s hard to do stuff about a condition like this. I only feel for the guy cuz I understand what it’s like. Cuz he’s prolly ashamed of what he’s like but he still is the way he is. You can’t do much when you believe you’re worthless when you’ve been shown you’re worthless your whole life. You can say a lot but you have no idea
@@Mediumkate547I literally spent 2 years in a ward, stop trying to play mental illness Olympics with people you know nothing about.
Other than that I can see what you mean, but the difference is this guy has been handed far more opportunities to recover than most people struggling with mental illness and he still refuses to try. Chances are you have it a lot worse than he does.
Man. Binged last 24 hours straight of your content. Didn’t know 90% or more of these guys since I’m not into game streaming or UA-cam influence but your videos kept me wanting more. I’m an old dude but love your content and your honest take. Seems as your dead on opinions can literally make a channel of they follow your advice. Thanks Sunny for your efforts.
Oh absolutely, it doesn't *just* bash them
I've been doing the same thing XD
Funny, I was about to compliment the content and creator. I am in my 40s and know very few of the influencers/streamers. Perhaps it is a little Schadenfreude, or just morbid curiosity, but watching people who have had the opportunity to succeed and managed to flush it all away perhaps makes me feel better about my life of wasted opportunities? 🤣
@@wolfiemcwolf6617 I mean, it makes not-morally-dubious people feel better about themselves, and encourages them to do better in comparison. At least for me it does :)
@@0bashie Maybe you should stop being a furry then.
This was such a good video, this is actually really interesting.
I hope he gets better, I think has potential to be a great guy
I love optimistic people like you. We need more of it m
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@Omabat he may have had lots of opportunities but we never know what's going on in his head, so he still has potential to get better
@@brandonlee7382 do you feel the same about Trump ?
@Dan Kanerva I honestly don't know enough about trump. All I know is he's orange and he wanted to build a wall.
Wings never accepted the bigger fish mentality, there's always a bigger fish, always someone bigger than you, stronger, faster, always someone better at the thing you're good at and not being able to accept this simple truth will lead to you getting angry, I had this with art, living in australia as a kid I was the best in my year but my family and I moved to the UK after almost 7 years in Aus, when I started school I found that not only were there kids in my class and year that were as good as me but kids that were also better than me and it made me angry for awhile but eventually I accepted this because I began to understand there will always be better artists than me.
As a small-sized-fish artist this was exactly the comment I needed to see today. Thank you!
So true. Also it goes to show you if that foreign exchange student never came he would've grown up to be a totally arrogant jock douchebag who got put in his place alot sooner than later
I think it oversimplifies his issues but ok
All well n good saying that but do you have dozens of trolls to remind you of your worst moments? Any chance this man has of finding the mental belief or even the ability to reflect healthily gets diminished by the 24/7 trolls. He could get a job and he'll still see troll comments. There needs to be rehab for people who need space from noise on the internet and focus on recovery. No internet darling can survive once mental health struggles begin and their audience becomes toxic.
The beat thing about art is, the beauty is in the eye of the beholder
Wings is truly an inspiration, guiding others in how you should NOT be as a person.
Seriously, these videos changed my life. Basically told me I was a shitty person, and things have gotten exponentially better sense I've watched them.
The fact there is a meme of him raging and crying right now makes me feel even worse for him
16:45 I feel bad for every time I laughed at that gif now that I know the full story of its history
I've never seen a person, so unwilling to actually put in the effort required to achieve his goals. After the surgery he tried nothing, he eats takeout every day because he "can't be bothered" to learn how to cook. He feeds trolls at every single moment. He comes up with excuses not to do anything that might put him outside of his comfort zone. He can still display regular bouts of toxicity, recently he was getting pissed off at literal children. It's insane how many chances this guy has had to change. But he won't.
deep fake clout surgery
he needs mental health counseling but people in his situation will never seek it on his own
He drinks chili like it's water. Disgusting
Oh god oh god im exactly like this why did some random ass comment show me the mirror oh how did i let myself get so bad
its why I hope his trolls can put the nail in the coffin.
As a person who has gone through the worst year of their life and is extremely lonely, i can understand all the feelings Jordie has. Sometimes i see the humanity within him, but most times its ruined with his attitude. Hopefully he finds the help he needs and some much deserving peace
perfectly neutral response
The last 2 years of my life have been the absolute lowest pits of hell I’ve ever been thru. Destroyed the most perfect soul-mate relationship and hurt her irreparably, moved from a beautiful little comfy home into a piece of crap place, became an alcoholic and severe drug addict, lost a very great paying job, reclused myself away from family and friends, wasted tens of thousands of dollars of savings on debauchery and addiction, racked up thousands of dollars in debt, lost my grandparents, let my mind become overflowed with horrible thoughts of meaningless/nihilism/hatred…lonely, frustrated, no companionship…made mistake, after mistake, after mistake…and filled with regret.
But with all that, starting with that horrible breakup…I have meditated and realised, very painfully and over the last months and months of reflection, that I caused all this myself thru inferiority and self-doubt, which in that very beginning festered into the increasingly severe mental illness that became the catalyst for my past 2 years of utter self-destruction.
I had a great life, a GREAT life, and it quickly devolved into the worst 2 years I’ve ever experienced (and I was homeless at 6 with a schizophrenic beer-guzzling-dad-hating mother, so I didn’t exactly have a great upbringing).
All bcoz I let the seeds of doubt and self-hate get the better of me.
That’s my point tho…I realise the monster I’ve become and I know what I have to do to fix it. I owe it to my own soul, to the blessing of life, and to those who love/loved me, to stop being such a POS.
I’m doing a lot better now, still nowhere near out of the dumpster…but I am becoming a better man, by reflecting on my deep faults, and changing my life.
Sorry for the rant, it’s for catharsis and to help those in similar slices of self-created hell. Tc boys
@@DonRoyalX same. I'm about to embark on another attempt to claw out of the 'hole'. I messed up, BAD. But your post helps.
Yep, like there are times when you completely empathise with Jordie and feel so much pity for him, like that time he had a wholesome convo with Fredrick Knudson or that time he vibed with a troll and went with the flow of his memes. But then he turns around does some bullshit like ignores his wife whilst she broke down, lies a bunch of times about his life and when someone points out that lie, he lies again, then he neglects his animals, and so on. He goes above and beyond to make you dislike him and I just don't understand why.
He dead
His cry sounds exactly like Cartman..
15:55 lives in my head rent free 😭😂
just in case anyone still feels bad, he recently quit playing a game midstream because he was unhappy with the amount of donations he was given (he had just made $60 in an hour lmao)
he also bosses and berates the only ppl willing to team up and play with him, its really depressing to witness
@@Unknown_Genius seems different from ur usual squad banter tbh. nothing is ever his fault and he always has something to say. idk you have to see the compilations out there to see what im talking about. btw he's even cursed at children before for not taking the game "seriously enough." this type of behavior is already pathetic enough from a teenager, let alone a full grown man
$60 an hour? I need to start streaming.
@Militant Milk Man Cost of living in Conway SC is about 25% less than the national average.
$60 ain’t even a living wage, so it’s kinda justified. Especially if he was still streaming earlier that day
There's definitely a lack of emotional maturity on Wings' part, which is unfortunate because if that's not something that's taught/learned as you grow up, it's much harder to achieve later on. But honestly, the kicker to me is that even when he was embarrassed about losing that COD 1v1, if he could have looked at the bigger picture, he really missed out on some good opportunities.
His broken controller would have been hilarious if he'd just rolled with it. If he'd just played off the 1v1 loss with humor, he would have gotten the best kind of "negative" publicity that would have driven traffic to his podcast or YT channel while people try to figure out who this guy is challenging Syndicate, they'd be exposed to his content. If his content was good, he'd be netting new followers.
the greatest thing for a person to learn, is how to laugh and poke fun at themselves. one time i got so mad at a game that i smacked the laptop i was playing on, and it broke the screen. my friends and i both thought it was hilarious. i know for a fact that i was stupid for doing it, and it's even a little embarrassing that a dumb game made me that angry, but i definitely can't defend my rage the way he always seems to. after all, i still find the incident really funny and even make jokes about it whenever somebody asks me to play it. if he could've done the same thing and not senselessly defend his actions in anger, i think he wouldn't have suffered as much hate as he did and like you said gained some publicity from it.
he had so many opportunities to turn his life around, but its kinda hard when you are at your low point in life. everything just feels and looks terrifying.
So true. He treated his friends like shit by acting like they were fucked up for streaming it and he also burned a bridge with Syndicate that if he hadn't could have resulted in good content considering Cod and Syndicate were at their height at that time
At least he got in the ring! More ballsy then anything you ever done.. lol
16:33 "I just cant take this sh*t no more" got me hitting different
Sensitivity to criticisms, embarrassments, and rejections is a known trait of those of social anxiety. They can be very defensive, and admitting that they're wrong can be very difficult and painful (as it may lead to humiliation, rejection, and/or lowered self-esteem).
Irritability is also a known symptom of depression. The more depressed you are, the more irritable you are. And as we all know, angry outbursts can make situations worse-like further humiliation, which can trigger social anxiety, which can worsen their depression and irritability.
Besides lowering self-esteem, both conditions can also lead to chronic loneliness, which can make you question relationships, others' positive opinions of you, and your worthiness of others' trust/respect.
So, depression and social anxiety are already an awful mix on their own. Add in immaturity, overwhelming negativity from online critics and trolls, and generally being an a-hole to others (esp. those trying to help them), and you prolly get the kind of hell Wings has ended up in.
I don't excuse Wings' bad behavior and actions, but as someone struggling with MDD and social anxiety, it's painful to see him go through this. With the right treatment and the right support and by learning how to deal and live with his mental health, he can turn his life around. It's not easy, but it's worth it in the end.
Sorry for the long comment. Just giving me two cents.
Great comment! Those issues aren't fun to have. His crying at 16:20 broke my heart, there have been times in my life I felt like that. Hopefully you can overcome those mental health issues, wish you the best!
Still not a excuse so whats the point of this? He still has to help himself and if he can't fuck him.
@@keonkla Just my attempt at explaining his situation based on what I know and my own experiences. I also wanna share this info about depression and social anxiety, which are common yet still misunderstood mental disorders. And it's misunderstanding and ignorance that's contributing to the discrimination and stigma while also making it difficult for sufferers to find support (an important part of recovery).
I suffer from major depressive disorder and I've lived with it most of my life. I have never used it as an excuse for awful behaviour, because it's not. In order to grow as an individual I believe we need to own the bad shit we do, hold ourselves accountable for it, and admit that we acted like an asshat. If we can't do that then we will simply continue to behave in all sorts of stupid ways. I don't believe that he has ever once considered himself to be at fault for anything, and he sees himself as a victim to this day. Without him realising that most of his problems are actually his own fault he won't change one little bit unfortunately.
As a person with mental health issues (Bi-polar disorder) he has to help himself before someone else can try,if he doesn't try to keep himself straight no one else can help him.