dodie - Hate Myself (Live in an abandoned school)

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  • Опубліковано 20 вер 2024
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КОМЕНТАРІ • 778

  • @tessaviolet
    @tessaviolet 3 роки тому +2608

    this is so special

  • @AnaCerezuela
    @AnaCerezuela 3 роки тому +1763

    ✨school girl✨

    • @calahad
      @calahad 3 роки тому +54

      Got promoted from pool girl to school girl by the looks of it.

    • @emmanuel5876
      @emmanuel5876 3 роки тому +2

      💖💖💖

    • @doddleoddle
      @doddleoddle  3 роки тому +126

      COOL GIRL POOL GIRL SCHOOL GIRL wow

    • @aryaX98
      @aryaX98 3 роки тому +8

      legends supporting legends

    • @eva-jg1sm
      @eva-jg1sm 3 роки тому +2

      WILL BE DIFFERENT

  • @max-pm9up
    @max-pm9up 3 роки тому +2212

    Ah yes, school. The place I *hate myself* the most.

  • @trashfire7474
    @trashfire7474 3 роки тому +1364

    It's kind of like a lonely ghost is wandering the halls, haunting the school where her heart broke.

    • @lulumidget
      @lulumidget 3 роки тому +13

      Wait I love this

    • @osh2162
      @osh2162 3 роки тому +10

      It reminds me of the ghost choir a bit, or that animated short of the ghost janitor (love that one and implore you to look it up)

    • @lulumidget
      @lulumidget 3 роки тому +1

      @@osh2162 love me some ghost choir

    • @osh2162
      @osh2162 3 роки тому

      @@lulumidget love that for us

    • @GINSHOTGUN
      @GINSHOTGUN 3 роки тому +3

      I love this concept

  • @earthtoapollo9553
    @earthtoapollo9553 3 роки тому +787

    i just love how everything feels polished but slightly rough around the edges - the abandoned school bathed in sunlight, dodie’s acoustic vocals, the creaks of wood and brushing of fabric. it just feels raw and i adore it

    • @bobarlotte
      @bobarlotte 3 роки тому +5

      Exactly!! You described it so well

    • @mlutra5676
      @mlutra5676 3 роки тому +13

      Ugh I know its gorgeous in some perfectly flawed way... the soft clacks and scrapes of her shoes against the floor as she walks, its all so... organic? I don't even know its just so good damn

    • @user-hello2
      @user-hello2 3 роки тому +3

      Perfectly imperfect

  • @Naiyelli
    @Naiyelli 3 роки тому +804

    dodie: I’m not magical.
    Also dodie: puts out this magical video.

    • @eva.b5354
      @eva.b5354 3 роки тому +15

      she’s not just magical, she’s ethereal, flawless, lovely... so many adjectives to describe perfection

    • @GINSHOTGUN
      @GINSHOTGUN 3 роки тому +2

      @@eva.b5354 YESSS

  • @acesparks
    @acesparks 3 роки тому +627

    cool girl -> pool girl -> school girl
    what's next?

    • @manicmelomaniac4652
      @manicmelomaniac4652 3 роки тому +86

      tool girl. she’s in a shed

    • @acesparks
      @acesparks 3 роки тому +28

      @@manicmelomaniac4652 haha yess and after tool girl she'll be drool girl in an abandoned day-care hahaha

    • @paulbelanger7383
      @paulbelanger7383 3 роки тому +33

      Yule girl, for Xmas, dressed as an elf.

    • @blouiaie
      @blouiaie 3 роки тому +35

      ghoul girl its halloween

    • @UrsulaSkaug
      @UrsulaSkaug 3 роки тому +31

      wool girl, she’s a sheep

  • @evi68
    @evi68 3 роки тому +380

    dodie concert 2022 at a abandoned pool

    • @ryleighd7147
      @ryleighd7147 3 роки тому +4

      yesss make this happen

    • @JamesCDavid
      @JamesCDavid 3 роки тому +1

      She's simply wonderful,so inspiring,I also do music too with little Subscribers to share it with,if you have some free time, check it out

    • @nekokomim
      @nekokomim 3 роки тому +1

      We'll be inside the pool and yes it is!

    • @MR-qw5wb
      @MR-qw5wb 3 роки тому

      I’d attend

  • @hannahcmusic
    @hannahcmusic 3 роки тому +294

    Kenopsia (n.) || the eerie, forlorn atmosphere of a place that’s usually bustling with people but is now abandoned and quiet...

    • @amrit3883
      @amrit3883 3 роки тому +4

      I’m in love with this word

    • @rebecca8836
      @rebecca8836 3 роки тому +2

      HANNAH HEY!!

    • @hannahcmusic
      @hannahcmusic 3 роки тому

      @@rebecca8836 beccaaaaa

    • @rebecca8836
      @rebecca8836 3 роки тому +1

      @@hannahcmusic haha I wasn’t sure if you’d know who I was but I’m Becky on Twitter :)

    • @GEEZER666666
      @GEEZER666666 3 роки тому +1

      I remember reading this word a while back and liking it a lot :) fits the atmosphere of the clip very well!
      During COVID times there is a lot of kenopsia in this world...

  • @LeslieLorane
    @LeslieLorane 3 роки тому +177

    I just keep thinking about how many students wandered those same areas in that school having these same self-hating thoughts in their head and how eerie but special that is.

  • @ickyvicky4719
    @ickyvicky4719 3 роки тому +631

    from the artist that brought u pool girl: grade myself

  • @pascale473
    @pascale473 3 роки тому +263

    i hope we get the whole album as a “in an abandoned...” version, love these :)

  • @ayacoval4788
    @ayacoval4788 3 роки тому +117

    [Verse 1]
    Could it be different? Did I ruin the day?
    Oh, do you look angry? Oh, what did I say?
    Filling in the gaps, build a problem that
    Neither of us needs, something wrong with me (Mmh-mmh-mmh)
    I'm getting desperate, losing my mind
    Oh, how do we get here, every time?
    One will fold their arms, one will do the dance
    Really is no need, something wrong with me
    [Pre-Chorus]
    No, I don't think I can help it (Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha!)
    (Nope)
    [Chorus]
    Oh, so illogical, I'm not magical, I can't read your mind
    But how can you not hear the whole conversation?
    I have, sitting still with a brain on fire
    I know, it's a me-thing
    Eyes closed - isn't helping?
    When you go quiet, I hate myself
    When you go quiet, I hate myself
    [Verse 2]
    Look at you sideways, playing a game
    Oh, what if I laugh now, think I'm insane
    Filling in the gaps, build a problem that
    Neither of us needs, something wrong with me
    Pushing a boundary, something to prove
    Strong expectation, you already lose
    Oh, one will fold their arms, one will do the dance
    Really is no need, something wrong with me
    [Pre-Chorus]
    No, I don't think I can help it (K)
    [Chorus]
    Oh, so illogical, I'm not magical, I can't read your mind (Read your mind)
    But how can you not hear the whole conversation?
    I have, sitting still with a brain on fire (Brain on fire)
    I know, it's a me-thing
    Eyes closed - isn't helping?
    When you go quiet, I hate myself
    When you go quiet, I hate myself
    [Bridge]
    Give me a mystery
    Maybe they'll bloom for me
    It's always the quiet ones
    Oh, something here must be done
    I'm hoping I'm ready here
    Don't think they get me, dear
    I'm only proving how
    I'm only worth losing now
    Give me a mystery, maybe they'll bloom for me
    It's always the quiet ones, something here must be done
    I'm hoping I'm ready here, don't think they get me, dear
    (When you go quiet, I hate myself)
    Don't think they get me, dear
    (No I don't...)
    Give me a mystery, maybe they'll bloom for me
    It's always the quiet ones, something that must be done
    I'm hoping I'm ready here, don't think they get me, dear
    (When you go quiet, I hate myself)
    Don't think they get me, dear

  • @whitebear224
    @whitebear224 3 роки тому +730

    plot twist: it's just an ordinary school but looks abandoned cuz of covid

    • @threeisaparty_5944
      @threeisaparty_5944 3 роки тому +39

      She actually just filmed this on a weekend lmao

    • @whitebear224
      @whitebear224 3 роки тому +11

      @@threeisaparty_5944 I knew it 😂 It felt too not-abandoned lmao

    • @dutchik5107
      @dutchik5107 3 роки тому +13

      @@threeisaparty_5944 covid more likely.
      Empty pool. That stays full on weekends

    • @jortslesbian
      @jortslesbian 3 роки тому +4

      I think that was the point-

    • @bendubz9000
      @bendubz9000 3 роки тому +5

      the thing is most schools aren't actually fully shut despite being officially shut, especially primary schools. Children of key workers are still in school when their parents are unavailable to take care of them

  • @Litelight
    @Litelight 3 роки тому +194

    I’d be so creeped out in any abandoned building meanwhile dodie is singing flawlessly

  • @portaldevice5110
    @portaldevice5110 3 роки тому +118

    The long awaited sequel.

  • @revebaebae
    @revebaebae 3 роки тому +77

    dodie is actually KILLING it with these live videos she’s so talented and has gotten so much better over the years!! love you lots dodie

  • @plutobeorbitin397
    @plutobeorbitin397 3 роки тому +122

    I love that dodie makes songs of things I can’t put into words

  • @ivy6662
    @ivy6662 3 роки тому +77

    for some reason this concept is so haunting

  • @emilyrosesparkes8123
    @emilyrosesparkes8123 3 роки тому +175

    My god this is beautiful 🤩 how do the vocals have the gorgeous echoes and yet the baritone uke is so perfectly muted ?! HOW DOES THAT EVEN WORK ?! This so glorious x

    • @bgm8253
      @bgm8253 3 роки тому +5

      I bought my own guitalele because of her but I still can’t figure out how she plays with that muted sound on her strings 😔🗿

    • @trinidadyamamotokalm9634
      @trinidadyamamotokalm9634 3 роки тому +12

      @@bgm8253 it's bc she strums with her wrist (and also the side of her hand) on the strings too, so the sound doesn't last long and doesn't sound so strong

    • @Twentynyne
      @Twentynyne 3 роки тому +1

      Probably the vocals recorded separate from the uke

    • @evansdaybellchambers
      @evansdaybellchambers 3 роки тому +9

      @@bgm8253 it’s a technique called palm muting, you can search it up on UA-cam for a tutorial.

    • @bgm8253
      @bgm8253 3 роки тому +1

      @@evansdaybellchambers I know what palm muting is but I think she’s doing something different. I’ve seen a couple of times this thing she’s putting behind her strings that looks like it’s there to mute it

  • @joshuashain5891
    @joshuashain5891 3 роки тому +61

    UK: Schools are closed cuz Covid
    dodie: I'm built different

    • @mantasvilcinskas
      @mantasvilcinskas 3 роки тому +1

      you know this was filmed probably ages go, before the new strain maybe even

  • @e4ana
    @e4ana 3 роки тому +33

    I REALLY LOVE HER NEW AESTHETIC IS SO GOOD

  • @abbymorehouse4430
    @abbymorehouse4430 3 роки тому +26

    THE SECOND “maybe you’ll bloom for me” IN THE FAST ONES OOOO OMG IT GAVE ME LIL HAPPY

  • @sabrinang6123
    @sabrinang6123 3 роки тому +45

    i too sing about hating myself while within schools, but for some reason its not quite as beautiful as this is

  • @wokery
    @wokery 3 роки тому +65

    THIS IS A VERY GOOD SURPRISE THANK YOU DODIE

  • @jayliebenberg7549
    @jayliebenberg7549 3 роки тому +50

    It’s hard to hate yourself while listening to music this good

  • @yahni6977
    @yahni6977 3 роки тому +93

    DODIE UR FIT LOOKS AMAZING HERE!! The abandoned school is a pure vibe ❤️

    • @whitebear224
      @whitebear224 3 роки тому +4

      Right? And if I wear something like that I'd look like a dumbass or a douche. But she can _get_ it, ya know?

    • @yahni6977
      @yahni6977 3 роки тому

      @@whitebear224 but bet u would look amazing in it thoo even if u say thatt

    • @luuuuux_
      @luuuuux_ 3 роки тому

      @@whitebear224 you would look great dear

  • @Ace-kg4dh
    @Ace-kg4dh 3 роки тому +25

    i don't know why
    but the fact this is in an abandoned school makes me connect to this so much more

  • @RobisonRacing68
    @RobisonRacing68 3 роки тому +41

    I can't walk and chew gum while you can walk, strum a uke, sing notes like no other AND not get lost in an abandoned school. :)

  • @lizziethewitch7770
    @lizziethewitch7770 3 роки тому +7

    I like how the audio changes from being in large echoing rooms to more intimate smaller rooms where the sound is blunter

  • @ada-ce4hi
    @ada-ce4hi 3 роки тому +16

    also like, the movement from going to the pool was so awesome. like cool girl - hate myself. I LOVE IT SO SMART AND COOL

  • @erinpennington19
    @erinpennington19 3 роки тому +27

    I’m sensing a theme with the names of these locations 😂

  • @anikamanelkar7067
    @anikamanelkar7067 3 роки тому +28

    these videos are the most soothing things i’ve encountered on youtube

  • @ccampbellmusic
    @ccampbellmusic 3 роки тому +2

    That “ohhh” at 1.26 is heaven ✨

  • @lachlanreid945
    @lachlanreid945 3 роки тому +25

    Damn how she sound AND look pretty??

    • @JamesCDavid
      @JamesCDavid 3 роки тому

      She's really beautiful,and amazing
      ,I also do music too with little Subscribers to share it with,if you have some free time, check it out

  • @jonpeau5601
    @jonpeau5601 3 роки тому +18

    I fr thought she started beatboxing coming out of the basketball court and then realized it’s just shoes lmao

  • @charliehilfiker6935
    @charliehilfiker6935 3 роки тому +14

    I love this new aesthetic of recording live in abandoned places

  • @a.graciesmith7766
    @a.graciesmith7766 3 роки тому

    i love how the acoustics in the school change as you walk its so beautiful

  • @eva.b5354
    @eva.b5354 3 роки тому +23

    THIS IS BRILLIANT i adore u

  • @BrianAmbrozy
    @BrianAmbrozy 3 роки тому

    It's really incredible how the acoustics and light of the spaces are just as much a character in this performance, if not more, than Dodie herself. True art.

  • @oliviadobos
    @oliviadobos 3 роки тому +6

    there is something so comforting about this

    • @JamesCDavid
      @JamesCDavid 3 роки тому

      Everything about this is perfect,she's magical,I also do music too with little Subscribers to share it with,if you have some free time, check it out

  • @nshira2707
    @nshira2707 3 роки тому +1

    the like light acadameia malory towers vibe i love sm idk why

  • @njslim
    @njslim 3 роки тому

    Every song is spellbinding. I’m an addict.
    My favorite room is the gym, but they all have something.

  • @DanielLawrence
    @DanielLawrence 3 роки тому +1

    the audio quality is kinda crazy... if you crank it up you can hear the sneakers of the person filming when they walk around Dodie. And ZERO other background noise. no birds, no wind.... pretty dang cool.
    oh, and of course, Dodie knocks it out of the park with this one (as always).

  • @holly1448
    @holly1448 3 роки тому

    in high school, walking through the halls after theatre practice was so special. it was so quiet and peaceful for once. thank you dodie, for reminding me of the good of those years.

  • @Methylenedioxy
    @Methylenedioxy 3 роки тому +1

    Beautiful and haunting. It's almost as if the ghosts are listening.

  • @patthesoundguy
    @patthesoundguy 3 роки тому

    I love how gentle and dynamic this is.

  • @epochabi
    @epochabi 3 роки тому

    The little footsteps adds something, I love this so much

  • @hannah2729
    @hannah2729 3 роки тому

    love how the acoustics change from room to room🥺

  • @emw1658
    @emw1658 3 роки тому +1

    This is what magic feels like

  • @Roseyaps
    @Roseyaps 3 роки тому

    The vibes the surroundings give the song. It's like she's walking through abandoned thoughts

  • @user-wz7cx7pq5t
    @user-wz7cx7pq5t 3 роки тому +2

    yes

  • @komaldsouza6725
    @komaldsouza6725 3 роки тому

    These places don't feel abandoned when you sing so beautifully in them✨

  • @sleepingcolours
    @sleepingcolours 3 роки тому

    The way the light hits her tho. dodie is so beautiful 😭

  • @strobohobo
    @strobohobo 3 роки тому

    I like hearing the rustling and footsteps.

  • @marcelet8884
    @marcelet8884 3 роки тому

    The vibe of this music and the empityness of the school makes me love more this song

  • @tangyjenna
    @tangyjenna 3 роки тому +5

    all the steps and echos feel so lively and real. this is amazing, thank you dodie

  • @sophiekeeling4405
    @sophiekeeling4405 3 роки тому +1

    I'm lying in bed, as ever struggling to sleep. What do I do? I swing open my laptop, cosy up, and put this video on repeat. Dodie, you truly are magical. Thank you for somehow making upbeat songs relaxing. Thank you for making us all feel that we can relate to somebody, and have someone to look up to. Thank you for not making everything you do sound edited. It sounds so perfectly raw, and special, something that so few people do these days. I think I can happily go to sleep now... :))

  • @mylow248
    @mylow248 3 роки тому

    the way that they were able to use so many different types of spaces to make her voice sound a certain way is phenomenal. there probably a musical term for this that im not clever enough to know.

  • @beanstaIkjack
    @beanstaIkjack 3 роки тому

    I love her voice and her music style

  • @augustviolin
    @augustviolin 3 роки тому +1

    dodie is the moment

  • @faifto6626
    @faifto6626 3 роки тому

    this whole aesthetic is just *chefs kiss*

  • @KatysTheName
    @KatysTheName 3 роки тому +12

    YES this is something VERY nice indeed, go dodie !!!!

  • @fernsehdesign
    @fernsehdesign 2 роки тому

    incredible camerawork, choreography, sound and everything. Just wow.

  • @saumyasawleshwarkar8259
    @saumyasawleshwarkar8259 3 роки тому +10

    OMG POSTIE RETURNIE

  • @ShoutingAllAboutLove
    @ShoutingAllAboutLove 3 роки тому +1

    Appropriate ambience 🤍 I love you, Dodie!

  • @rhylanlucas_professional
    @rhylanlucas_professional 3 роки тому +3

    Love you more than life itself ❤️

  • @thefairmaidenoffandom2820
    @thefairmaidenoffandom2820 3 роки тому +1

    That OUTFIT

  • @maximum_hedro0m136
    @maximum_hedro0m136 3 роки тому +1

    I stumbled upon you 4-5 years ago and you are one of those artists I keeping coming back to for the days in my head. Your voice carries my thoughts when I need if most thank you for all of your work.

  • @johannaplockl463
    @johannaplockl463 3 роки тому

    1:00 the little "3, 4" mouthing ahh I love it

  • @dinofluff
    @dinofluff 3 роки тому

    I love singing the backup vocals along with Dodie

  • @danielliu26
    @danielliu26 3 роки тому +1

    These locations are so awesome and fitting

  • @jays.harmony
    @jays.harmony 3 роки тому

    the whole "live in abandoned _____" is literally one of my favourite things u do rn

  • @iriswithluv
    @iriswithluv 3 роки тому

    the background, the outfit, the echo, the vibes 🥰

  • @LePsychicSidekick
    @LePsychicSidekick 3 роки тому

    I love how this is becoming a series

  • @pollitognoche9568
    @pollitognoche9568 3 роки тому

    Literally one of the most amazing songs ever

  • @ninobarbey
    @ninobarbey 3 роки тому

    Omg seing dodie playing acoustic with a small guitar has such a past dodie's vibe!! I love it ❤️

  • @nerdqueen6597
    @nerdqueen6597 3 роки тому

    dodie singing in abandoned areas is something very special to me

  • @jordanw3085
    @jordanw3085 3 роки тому

    1:43 getting closer to belting! I'm so excited to hear the rest of this album and everything that comes after it

  • @grandmaorange2124
    @grandmaorange2124 3 роки тому +1

    the moment i turned this on my cat started watching my computer and he watched every minute, so anyway this is now my favorite video

  • @kathyroxable
    @kathyroxable 3 роки тому

    Got so much love for dodie, shout out to my crew who's been here since 2014

  • @christopherschwers5202
    @christopherschwers5202 3 роки тому

    Dodie your music make me want to cry in all the best ways

  • @gnat685
    @gnat685 3 роки тому

    loving the ambience of this

  • @moncam
    @moncam 3 роки тому

    the vibes are immaculate

  • @madeleine1803
    @madeleine1803 3 роки тому

    just... beautiful. perfect. impressive. everything like that.

  • @annemiek1402
    @annemiek1402 3 роки тому

    I am loving the whole vibe of this album already omg

  • @toskafr
    @toskafr 3 роки тому

    the vibe is indescribable

  • @kendallstallworth9081
    @kendallstallworth9081 3 роки тому +1

    I am so excited for this album

  • @lauramartens1015
    @lauramartens1015 3 роки тому

    the acoustics, the optics, your voice, i'm obsessed xxx

  • @dray2882
    @dray2882 3 роки тому +1

    this song is so special to me. you’re insane

  • @NorangeBunny
    @NorangeBunny 3 роки тому +6

    Ahhhh I knew there was a reason to look forward to 5pm

  • @weaponinmymindx
    @weaponinmymindx 3 роки тому

    honestly love that you can hear the footsteps in this, makes it feel more like authentic i guess haha

  • @audrieieie1510
    @audrieieie1510 3 роки тому +1

    Sounds so good!!

  • @whenlohaz
    @whenlohaz 3 роки тому

    I can already picture myself listening to this in the middle of the night while laying on my bedroom floor and dodie's footsteps way too loud in my hearplugs

  • @julietjones756
    @julietjones756 3 роки тому

    I don’t think i have anything original to say but dodie you are amazing im literally constantly astounded by you

  • @ryrythefrenchfry5700
    @ryrythefrenchfry5700 3 роки тому

    Man this gave me goosebumps

  • @megen-ellenelson7711
    @megen-ellenelson7711 3 роки тому +2

    She speaks to me on an ethereal level.

  • @bedtimepoet
    @bedtimepoet 3 роки тому

    literally the definition of swag

  • @aimeebrooks4303
    @aimeebrooks4303 3 роки тому

    The atmosphere is immaculate ✨✨✨

  • @heidiosthed
    @heidiosthed 3 роки тому

    i love her too much