The Night We Met but you're dying slowly and it's raining

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  • @let6962
    @let6962 3 роки тому +9296

    the baby's laughter is right next door, while someone's life is ending someone's life is just starting

    • @adeeeeeee5044
      @adeeeeeee5044 3 роки тому +183

      So creativeee

    • @raghav5110
      @raghav5110 3 роки тому +79

      Damn! :(

    • @sallyz8526
      @sallyz8526 3 роки тому +123

      It actually reminds me when i was a little baby those are last memories before i die

    • @satwyk4259
      @satwyk4259 3 роки тому +43

      If you've read Attack on titan you can now see that one panel once again. Beautiful indeed.

    • @billygaskins6055
      @billygaskins6055 3 роки тому +8

      @@purplekate09 that’s not how it works tho you stay in ur bloodline when u reincarnate so it was just a coincidence

  • @tori6391
    @tori6391 4 роки тому +8548

    Just imagine your on the hospital bed while you can hear the rain sounds from the window and a radio playing on the table which is the night we met, and your just there dying slowly at midnight while no one knows

    • @bellaguajardo2595
      @bellaguajardo2595 4 роки тому +141

      ouch that stung

    • @klyzl
      @klyzl 4 роки тому +245

      this actually happened a lot in hospitals during covid lockdown

    • @robynmicallef6326
      @robynmicallef6326 4 роки тому +87

      ouch..that one hurt a little.. :(

    • @sophiaandisabella3119
      @sophiaandisabella3119 4 роки тому +18

      yoo :(

    • @potato-wu5ei
      @potato-wu5ei 3 роки тому +55

      I read an fanfic called where one of the characters, lets call him Character B, died of FYI in the Character A arms while A slept, in B's hospital bed together with him. A, only noticed when he woke up because B, was way too relaxed and sleeping...

  • @maryhockel7871
    @maryhockel7871 4 роки тому +7783

    POV: this was in my recommended

  • @meow-pu8wc
    @meow-pu8wc 3 роки тому +5396

    People who listen to sad songs while happy is a whole different breed of unstable

    • @localfairy_1113
      @localfairy_1113 3 роки тому +78

      I listen to phoebe Bridgers 24/7 and i very much unstable

    • @Dylan-xo9qx
      @Dylan-xo9qx 3 роки тому +11

      @@localfairy_1113 literally same

    • @hmmmmmm_understandable9279
      @hmmmmmm_understandable9279 3 роки тому +60

      Don't call me out ;-;

    • @RI0TED
      @RI0TED 3 роки тому +48

      HM. No need to slap me in the face with that brick buddy.

    • @claireoverturf8988
      @claireoverturf8988 3 роки тому +34

      I am apparently the most unstable person you'll ever meet then!

  • @user-qm6vt2he5j
    @user-qm6vt2he5j 3 роки тому +5214

    Imagine:
    You cant open your eyes. But you feel you are lying in a bed. Not your own, the sheets feel cold. You hear someone laughing. A child maybe, you cant really tell. It has something comforting, it sounds like the laughing is slowly becoming more quiet, almost like the kid laughing is running down a hallway.
    As you slowly become more conscious you hear a frequent beep joining the now almost disappearing laughter.
    A door opens but you don't know where. Someone is in the room with you. The beep is gone.
    You want to scream to the person to not leave you alone but she doesn't hear you. She leaves and now all you hear is your own breath and the rain. Your breath becomes faster and faster and faster.
    And suddenly...all the memories flash back.
    You feel the pain in your body. In your head as you recall the incidents that happened before you ended up here.
    The fun and joy you felt with him/her. The wind blowing in your hair and messing it up, your partner looking at you like you were the most beautiful person existing in this sad world. He/she looked you deep in your eyes, their love for you written on their face as you shrieked in joy as you screamed faster! He/she speeding up the car.
    Then the crash. You felt like you were dying. The pain was
    everywhere. Panic flashing in your eyes as you cant feel your partners hand. With all your willpower you look over, only to see your partners body next to you. Blood everywhere but a smile on their face as they looked at you. He/she looked you deep in the eyes and said "thank you, thank you so much. I'll wait for you up there".
    You saw their life flashing out of their normally joyfully face. You wanted to hold their hand. Tell them that everything will be fine but you cant move. As you managed to lift your blood covered hand you saw your love not breathing
    Back in reality you realised you must be in a hospital. Suddenly the realisation hit you. They didnt make it...
    Feeling your breath becoming slower again you recall the night you met him/her.
    Dancing in the rain.
    You both run away from the party. Hand in hand and slightly drunk you came to a park with a pavillon. It looked like there was a wedding. The band started playing their instruments. Lead from a violin. It played something from chopin. You looked at your new made friend a grin growing on your face. They returned your smirk and you slowly started dancing to it. Clothes wet just like your hair you looked each other in the eyes. Your chest felt warm... as you realised that the person you are dancing with in the rain in a park to chopin might be your soul mate. The gaze they gave you made you think they feel the same as you slowly leaned in to kiss.
    It was the most beautiful night you ever experienced.
    It was the night you met him/her.
    The pain started to become stronger but you smiled, the rain hitting against the window making you think of them.
    A single tear rolled down your face as you took your final breath.
    "I'm coming darling. You don't need to wait any longer. I'm coming"

    • @shilpasaha3723
      @shilpasaha3723 3 роки тому +261

      This is so GOOD

    • @johasnolife5121
      @johasnolife5121 3 роки тому +279

      wow im sobbing

    • @crankimoo1107
      @crankimoo1107 3 роки тому +236

      Oh man I was not choked up by this song until I read this comment with it

    • @crankimoo1107
      @crankimoo1107 3 роки тому +30

      @@user-qm6vt2he5j oh 100% yeah, beautiful writing!!

    • @mccartneylove807
      @mccartneylove807 3 роки тому +59

      This literally made me cry so hard what the actual hell😭

  • @sydniewint
    @sydniewint 4 роки тому +4873

    I wasn’t planning on crying.There’s not really any reason for me to cry rn.I clicked thinking how beautiful this would sound , and I instantly started crying. This really is beautiful.

    • @haruado1011
      @haruado1011  4 роки тому +45

      Aww tysm ily 😘

    • @camryn8212
      @camryn8212 4 роки тому +2

      same

    • @tesswanjira
      @tesswanjira 4 роки тому +4

      Why is this so tear-inducing?

    • @suvechhachowdhury4810
      @suvechhachowdhury4810 4 роки тому +8

      Fuck. Same. I was washed away by an overwhelming sadness, and the tears came flowing. This is so beautiful.

    • @fazieco
      @fazieco 3 роки тому +4

      I'm glad I have someone else to cry with me rn. This edit just made me think back to my early childhood, with my old friends and the fun we had. God, I remember the last day of elementary school where we promised that we would stay friends forever. Now here we are, halfway through 1st year of high school, barely talking to each other. Dammit, I wasn't planning on crying so much.

  • @ysabelleprincess4373
    @ysabelleprincess4373 4 роки тому +5074

    Whenever i hear this song all i can think about is under the led lights

    • @el-bx5ij
      @el-bx5ij 4 роки тому +42

      PLS ME TOO OMGGG😭😭

    • @haruado1011
      @haruado1011  4 роки тому +53

      Same

    • @ieatdirt1563
      @ieatdirt1563 4 роки тому +14

      Same wtf I knew this song from the fanfiction 🥲

    • @d.ianaaa
      @d.ianaaa 4 роки тому +5

      Same that broke me so much

    • @riversmclaren7271
      @riversmclaren7271 4 роки тому +2

      @Crocodilesoup UwU what fanfiction?

  • @electricgaetar
    @electricgaetar 4 роки тому +3579

    this needs more attention

    • @haruado1011
      @haruado1011  4 роки тому +26

      Yess 🖤🖤

    • @nate_35gtr
      @nate_35gtr 4 роки тому +11

      hii i love your username, what kind of sandwich r u

    • @redeemedthroughchrist878
      @redeemedthroughchrist878 4 роки тому +3

      @@nate_35gtr Hi! I saw your comment and just wanted to leave this message because I genuinely care about you! Commenting because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no, you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is only 1 person who can help you, and you don’t have to try to earn His love, you can come to Him in all your mess, and this person knows the worst about you yet loved you the most to die for you, His name, Jesus. He offers to make you new, you can have a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on…. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, its a free gift! ✞ The best news ever is contained in this message. You are valuable, you aren’t an accident, obviously nothing created everything, you are wonderfully made by God, and He cares for you. I want to tell you the best news you’ll ever hear but there is bad news, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, whether you have have lied or stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (saying OMG), so on. A just judge is going to punish guilty criminals for their crimes and we deserve to go to Hell for our willful crimes, but, if someone takes your Hell punishment for you, how much remains left for you to pay? None, but who would be willing to take your Hell punishment for you? God in His love despite our hatred toward Him, the same God who gave us life, breath and functioning organs, made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice. He took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to live, and then that Son of God offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Jesus took the wrath of the Father dying for our sins, was buried, then rose from the dead! Turn to God today! God offers salvation as a gift, just receive it through believing what Jesus did for you. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” We are not saved from our sins because the Romans beat up Jesus and killed Him! We are saved from our sins because when He was on the tree all of your sin was imputed to Him, and all the full force of God’s wrath of His holy hatred against you and your crimes, and me, and my crimes, that as a Holy God He must pour out. He poured out on His own Son! Trust alone in Him today, and tell others about the Good news of how they can be saved through Jesus as well!! I recommend reading the Bible, the Bible is God’s word, was written by 40+ authors in a span of 1500+ years with 66 books in 3 continents remaining consistent throughout it all fulfilling 2500+ prophecies backed up with 25000+ archaeological evidence, contains more manuscripts and data recorded in history with 57000+ manuscripts, more than any other work of antiquity even with over 2.6 million pages of texts. This is true my friends, trust in Jesus today! “We have more evidence for Jesus than we have for almost anybody from his time period.” Scholarly fact. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. My instagram is @redeemedthroughChrist if you ever need someone to contact, no I don’t need you to follow me, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self, and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled!! ua-cam.com/video/XyNseXdd260/v-deo.html Jesuscares.com ua-cam.com/play/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw.html ua-cam.com/video/b5Ogh7IDgxo/v-deo.html I love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you†

    • @JustMe-if4nu
      @JustMe-if4nu 3 роки тому +2

      @@redeemedthroughchrist878 I'm a satanist lol. Hail satan!!!

    • @spacegalaxy19
      @spacegalaxy19 3 роки тому +4

      @@JustMe-if4nu 💀

  • @dellamoonshine4714
    @dellamoonshine4714 3 роки тому +652

    "whatever our souls are made of...
    his and mine are the same."

    • @_phew
      @_phew 3 роки тому +21

      “He’s more myself than I am.”

    • @Kafka15_
      @Kafka15_ 3 роки тому +16

      "He's half my soul as the poets say!"

    • @Kafka15_
      @Kafka15_ 3 роки тому +16

      "I could recognise him by touch alone, by smell, I would know him blind, by the way his breath came and feet struck the earth.
      I would know him in death, at the end of the world."

    • @heyjude2784
      @heyjude2784 3 роки тому +3

      Isn't it?

    • @copiquinn9578
      @copiquinn9578 3 роки тому +3

      Same.♥️ Night boys.

  • @buk420
    @buk420 3 роки тому +186

    it’s been 8 years since my best friend died. i miss him dearly

    • @vvh0qw32
      @vvh0qw32 2 роки тому +5

      Oh God, I'm so sorry... He's in a better place now, he's not suffering. But you need to know that the day will come when you meet him. I know it's hard and words like these may not necessarily lift your spirits, but you need to know that you are very strong, I believe and I promise, everything will work out.

  • @francisdaduros270
    @francisdaduros270 4 роки тому +6198

    UR SLOWLY DYING ON THE HOSPITAL WHILE REMEMBERING THE DAYS U WERE HAPPY :’)
    Thank u for the likes and u are loved

  • @d.sakuraaa
    @d.sakuraaa 4 роки тому +7377

    TW!
    The baby laughter. That’s you. It’s the first time you laughed. Maybe it’s been a while since you laughed. But that won’t be the last. There’ll be a lot more laughter. I promise. Don’t let the beeps of the machine that’s keeping you here be the last memory the people you love have of you. That’s if you’re lucky. Imagine not having made memories, then being too late. C’mon. You have so much to show them and they have so much to show you. Go explore. Go love. Go live ❤️

    • @thirdygamad6920
      @thirdygamad6920 4 роки тому +14

      😢😌

    • @JoeMama-vt2dy
      @JoeMama-vt2dy 4 роки тому +43

      Thank you. I really needed this :)❤️

    • @kkamila1089
      @kkamila1089 4 роки тому +49

      you made me cry...

    • @d.sakuraaa
      @d.sakuraaa 4 роки тому +6

      @@JoeMama-vt2dy I hope you’re doing ok ❤️

    • @d.sakuraaa
      @d.sakuraaa 4 роки тому +4

      @@kkamila1089 I’m sorry ❤️

  • @paigewillows1510
    @paigewillows1510 4 роки тому +2025

    This hits hard differently especially at night with your eyes closed just imagining and going through memories of your life to this sound it hits and hurts a lot

  • @valeriaprado4396
    @valeriaprado4396 3 роки тому +489

    Im so overwhelmed/exhausted I have many missing assignments. Im so tired. I need to redo an essay because of plagiarism and I still dont know the consequences I will be getting. Im at my lowest. I want to give up. I have no motivation. This song, I cant explain it, I love it. It helps me a lot. Who ever is reading this im so proud of you! You got this!

    • @brenda3535
      @brenda3535 3 роки тому +14

      i’m so proud of you too ! you got this ! please know that you are loved and cared for by many, including me. i know everything is so exhausting, but everything will get better. but please, stay here. the world is not ready to lose an angel like you. i’m here if you ever need to talk

    • @Kristina-rp5ku
      @Kristina-rp5ku 3 роки тому +6

      i hope that you’re okay and doing well :) i’m so proud of you

    • @valeriaprado4396
      @valeriaprado4396 3 роки тому +7

      @@brenda3535 tysm !! ily, your words mean everything. Im doing so much better right now thank you :)🤍🤍

    • @valeriaprado4396
      @valeriaprado4396 3 роки тому +6

      @@Kristina-rp5ku tysm !! ily, your words mean everything to me, Im doing so much better right now, thank you :)🤍🤍

    • @user-kk4kn7jv5d
      @user-kk4kn7jv5d 3 роки тому +3

      @@valeriaprado4396 This made me so happy! I'm glad you're doing good these days. You're loved :)

  • @cranesdelirium
    @cranesdelirium 3 роки тому +56

    "I didn't know we were making memories, we were just living"

  • @dianap3919
    @dianap3919 4 роки тому +5847

    I want hear this when I will be dying...
    EDT:OMFG thank u so much for likes

    • @haruado1011
      @haruado1011  4 роки тому +176

      Yw but stay safe and dont die ❤️❤️

    • @dianap3919
      @dianap3919 4 роки тому +54

      @@haruado1011 I'll try💘

    • @dianaulian1337
      @dianaulian1337 4 роки тому +21

      If u want to talk to someone just let me your ig and it would be a pleasure to talk to you,i've been through hard times too,at least all go...

    • @redeemedthroughchrist878
      @redeemedthroughchrist878 4 роки тому +20

      @@dianaulian1337 Hi! I saw your comment and just wanted to leave this message because I genuinely care about you! Commenting because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no, you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is only 1 person who can help you, and you don’t have to try to earn His love, you can come to Him in all your mess, and this person knows the worst about you yet loved you the most to die for you, His name, Jesus. He offers to make you new, you can have a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on…. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, its a free gift! ✞ The best news ever is contained in this message. You are valuable, you aren’t an accident, obviously nothing created everything, you are wonderfully made by God, and He cares for you. I want to tell you the best news you’ll ever hear but there is bad news, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, whether you have have lied or stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (saying OMG), so on. A just judge is going to punish guilty criminals for their crimes and we deserve to go to Hell for our willful crimes, but, if someone takes your Hell punishment for you, how much remains left for you to pay? None, but who would be willing to take your Hell punishment for you? God in His love despite our hatred toward Him, the same God who gave us life, breath and functioning organs, made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice. He took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to live, and then that Son of God offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Jesus took the wrath of the Father dying for our sins, was buried, then rose from the dead! Turn to God today! God offers salvation as a gift, just receive it through believing what Jesus did for you. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” We are not saved from our sins because the Romans beat up Jesus and killed Him! We are saved from our sins because when He was on the tree all of your sin was imputed to Him, and all the full force of God’s wrath of His holy hatred against you and your crimes, and me, and my crimes, that as a Holy God He must pour out. He poured out on His own Son! Trust alone in Him today, and tell others about the Good news of how they can be saved through Jesus as well!! I recommend reading the Bible, the Bible is God’s word, was written by 40+ authors in a span of 1500+ years with 66 books in 3 continents remaining consistent throughout it all fulfilling 2500+ prophecies backed up with 25000+ archaeological evidence, contains more manuscripts and data recorded in history with 57000+ manuscripts, more than any other work of antiquity even with over 2.6 million pages of texts. This is true my friends, trust in Jesus today! “We have more evidence for Jesus than we have for almost anybody from his time period.” Scholarly fact. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. My instagram is @redeemedthroughChrist if you ever need someone to contact, no I don’t need you to follow me, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self, and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled!! ua-cam.com/video/XyNseXdd260/v-deo.html Jesuscares.com ua-cam.com/play/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw.html ua-cam.com/video/b5Ogh7IDgxo/v-deo.html I love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you†

    • @urjagokani4228
      @urjagokani4228 4 роки тому +3

      @@redeemedthroughchrist878 I love the way u gave so much time to write all of this I tend to find the most internally beautiful ppl in the comment section of the best music ❤️

  • @melaniealexander9330
    @melaniealexander9330 4 роки тому +2311

    “Hey look at me, youre gonna be okay. You’re gonna be fine. You’re gonna get all better and we’re gonna leave here. As soon as you’re better we can go anywhere you want to. I promise. Just listen to the sound of my voice and not the machine. hey listen to me, I love you so much. I don’t wanna lose you. Not like this”

    • @mika2832
      @mika2832 3 роки тому +45

      stop it

    • @abdavis-kc9pi
      @abdavis-kc9pi 3 роки тому +16

      bRUH

    • @natalienelson4634
      @natalienelson4634 3 роки тому +28

      Oh no oh no oh no here come the tears

    • @threeanna2287
      @threeanna2287 3 роки тому +24

      k I cried so much but where is this from???

    • @greekgod3850
      @greekgod3850 3 роки тому +11

      lol instead my parents said that they were gonna kill me

  • @rei8592
    @rei8592 4 роки тому +2834

    THE WAY MY PILLOWS SOAKED WITH MY TEARS-
    edit: lol guess im famous now or whatevr

    • @devadathkv3169
      @devadathkv3169 3 роки тому +7

      I hope ur fine

    • @rei8592
      @rei8592 3 роки тому +3

      @@devadathkv3169 I- well- 🥲💯🙏

    • @devadathkv3169
      @devadathkv3169 3 роки тому +2

      @@rei8592 I didnt get u

    • @rei8592
      @rei8592 3 роки тому +5

      @@devadathkv3169 in conclusion im mentally unstable

    • @devadathkv3169
      @devadathkv3169 3 роки тому +2

      @@rei8592 Talk to someone...It really helps coz it helped me.

  • @aneeshatavadia7352
    @aneeshatavadia7352 3 роки тому +112

    POV: You just gave birth to a baby girl in the hospital.. but the delivery was too complicated... now you're on your death bed.. you feel the life out of you slowly being sucked away.. All you hear is the ECG machine and the rain.. but your baby's laugher is what rings in your ears.. that is what makes you want to hold on.. to see her grow up.. to see her happyy..
    The line which says "I had all of you, most of you, some and now none of you".. reminds you of how you felt when you first saw your baby during sonography.. your baby was within you.. just to yourself... and as the delivery day came closer, you could feel yourself worsening.. you wish you could be taken back to that sonography day.. when you knew that your baby was right there with you..

    • @avani9651
      @avani9651 3 роки тому +2

      😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

    • @hostile_brat2450
      @hostile_brat2450 3 роки тому +5

      That baby laughing after she killed her mummy, (that was a joke I'm not serious)

    • @nectaroftheswans
      @nectaroftheswans 3 роки тому

      I don't have a uterus, so I did not give birth to that damn sadistic baby .

    • @nidhirathore4911
      @nidhirathore4911 3 місяці тому +1

      Now I'm crying for a child i didn't even have

  • @julie_864
    @julie_864 3 роки тому +34

    5 seconds before clicking on the video I was totally fine.
    The song starts, my smile fades but I love this song. The rain. It's not even dark yet. I almost broke into pieces by hearing the baby laughs. You, remembering your whole life maybe ? I couldn't explain why that broke me but I got so emotional I felt like crying.
    My life is not in danger, I'm not depressed, just the power of music and surrounding noises.

  • @ahaha1369
    @ahaha1369 4 роки тому +2641

    I hate how my family calls me selfish because of attempted suicide but I don't think they realize that they're kinda being selfish as well for forcing me to go through so much pain and then tell me I'm fine. they all cared when I was almost dead but now that I'm ”better” they stopped caring again, kinda like I'm invisible.

    • @haruado1011
      @haruado1011  4 роки тому +165

      you are not selfish stay safe and happy!

    • @rypumpsiron186
      @rypumpsiron186 3 роки тому +60

      I’m a week late. I just want to say your pain is valid no matter how big or small they are. You’ve gotten through 100% of your bad days to make it through this one.

    • @payton8167
      @payton8167 3 роки тому +41

      you're not invisible. you're real. so are your feelings. you got this. we are all happy that you survived. sure if you took your life, some would move on and walk forward but next time you feel like doing it. think about that one person that will stop walking. because they can't seem to move on. suicide doesn't remove the pain. it just passes the pain on. I promise the world will not be better without you. you're here for a reason. the world needs you. don't leave us so soon. you are loved. remember that

    • @nomiroh
      @nomiroh 3 роки тому +10

      Hi, I love you so much, please be strong !! 💖

    • @doublediana
      @doublediana 3 роки тому +7

      Theres this note on our mugs in my country that says:you're going to feel better soon:)if you need to talk,let me know

  • @isa-wr3cx
    @isa-wr3cx 3 роки тому +94

    the way my eyes filled with tears even thought i have nothing to cry about-

  • @chill.itsjustdark
    @chill.itsjustdark 4 роки тому +912

    You could add the heart thingy sound and then at the end your heart stops.

    • @salomonik721
      @salomonik721 4 роки тому +62

      "The heart thingy sound" ... lol

    • @RandomPerson-ym3vd
      @RandomPerson-ym3vd 4 роки тому +54

      ohh like the long beep
      If they did that I probably never would’ve stopped crying lmao

    • @rlylownick6383
      @rlylownick6383 3 роки тому +18

      I wouldn't be able to listen to it... Because it gives me anxiety...

    • @chill.itsjustdark
      @chill.itsjustdark 3 роки тому +8

      @@rlylownick6383 oh I understand lol. I listen to worse stuff than this

    • @caffeine665
      @caffeine665 3 роки тому +6

      an electrocardiographic heart monitor dead zoning would be a great addition to the ending of the song!

  • @scratchyloll564
    @scratchyloll564 3 роки тому +381

    POV:
    You are very old and are sitting alone in your home, you lie down on your bed and fall asleep. As soon as you do you start to fall, you look around and see clouds and a heavenly sky. You’re dying. As you fall your life flashes before your eyes:
    The sleepover you had with your friends in elementary school, your first school dance, driving down an empty road laughing with your closest friends, the graduation of high school, getting into college, moving into your dorm, the graduation of college, your deepest heart break, getting a job, meeting the love of your life, getting married, moving into a home, getting promoted, getting a pet together, slow dancing next to a window while it’s snowing with your loved one, having a child, sleepless nights, kindergarten, hanging your child’s finger painting, having a second child, them graduating high school, then college, mourning the loss of your favorite pet, retirement, attending weddings, children moving away, your spouse passing, you thinking about how for the first and last time in your life you were truly happy, and in peace, you let go. You soar high above the treetops, and skies, you create a rainbow to show your family that you are okay, and you rejoice with your beloved pet, spouse, siblings, parents, and grandparents. You look back on every choice you made, they all contributed to making you, you. With a last breath of the air in your lungs, you say with joy and confidence, “thank you”.

  • @06sky._
    @06sky._ 2 роки тому +3

    Imagine dying beautifully like this.. when u r in the hospital.. with some melody in the background... Clock ticking.. someone holding ur hand... Tears flowing down ur eyes, thinking about the memories u had... And slowly falling asleep and never waking up..

  • @edvin2210
    @edvin2210 4 роки тому +410

    "I found you."
    A trembling, tender laugh escaped Akaashi. He smiled.
    "You found me."

    • @kylee3108
      @kylee3108 4 роки тому +8

      I found by sleeping at last is really good 🥺

    • @littlefishy98
      @littlefishy98 4 роки тому +1

      Aww!! I love it!!

    • @nightblood4892
      @nightblood4892 4 роки тому +1

      I'M CRYING PLEASE

    • @cheekennuggies9249
      @cheekennuggies9249 3 роки тому +9

      Second reference ive seen, now im bawling my eyes out 😀👍🏻

    • @lanidimonaco
      @lanidimonaco 3 роки тому +1

      How dare you make me cry this hard

  • @Intracaedes
    @Intracaedes 4 роки тому +434

    POV: Its raining, it’s always raining. Nothing but the rain. At least for you, you’ve been asleep for long periods of times. You are awake, you look over to your faithful partner. They give you a smile, and a comforting squeeze of your hand. You’re slipping away from them, it’s almost too sad to bear. You hear a baby’s laughter as you make an effort to smile. It hurts, but you raise your voice, “Take me back to the night we met.”
    Your partner gave a pained smile, pushing hairs from your fading eyes,
    “I had all of you and then some of you, now none of you.”
    You finished with the last energy you had,
    “take me back to the night we met.” Everything fades away as you slowly leave your body. You let the darkness engulf you as you hear them repeat for the last Time “take me back, babe.” You then hear shuffling and a door clicking. Then pure silence mixed with the gentle chime of a lullaby with everything fading out. It’s gone, your gone.

  • @CookieMonster-cx3fw
    @CookieMonster-cx3fw 4 роки тому +52

    The baby laughter reminded me so much of my baby brother. He's the reason I keep going on in life

  • @xhandaiyue
    @xhandaiyue 3 роки тому +44

    hits different when you're listening at this while having a breakdown and its midnight.

  • @sthv971
    @sthv971 3 роки тому +40

    imagine that your pain disappears, your sadness, your pain, all the darkness that you have inside you disappears. You are finally happy, happy like the newborn baby and you hope he has a better life than you. Your last tear runs smoothly down your head . You hear your loved ones cry but you can't do anything anymore even if you scream one last time how much you love them ,they won't hear youbecause your last breath flew away like a little butterfly. Now you can close your eyes. Everyone loves you.

    • @zxrosoul334
      @zxrosoul334 2 роки тому

      Yes- Imagine is a great word. As for me, I can't say it'd ever happen.

  • @williamjamesnevarez2387
    @williamjamesnevarez2387 4 роки тому +387

    Just imagine you and your soulmate sneak out in the middle of the night to go sit on top of a roof or go to a park to just watch the stars as this song plays

    • @redeemedbyjesus9510
      @redeemedbyjesus9510 4 роки тому +3

      Hi! I saw your comment and just wanted to leave this message because I genuinely care about you! Commenting because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no, you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is only 1 person who can help you, and you don’t have to try to earn His love, you can come to Him in all your mess, and this person knows the worst about you yet loved you the most to die for you, His name, Jesus. He offers to make you new, you can have a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on…. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, its a free gift! ✞ The best news ever is contained in this message. You are valuable, you aren’t an accident, obviously nothing created everything, you are wonderfully made by God, and He cares for you. I want to tell you the best news you’ll ever hear but there is bad news, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, whether you have have lied or stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (saying OMG), so on. A just judge is going to punish guilty criminals for their crimes and we deserve to go to Hell for our willful crimes, but, if someone takes your Hell punishment for you, how much remains left for you to pay? None, but who would be willing to take your Hell punishment for you? God in His love despite our hatred toward Him, the same God who gave us life, breath and functioning organs, made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice. He took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to live, and then that Son of God offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Jesus took the wrath of the Father dying for our sins, was buried, then rose from the dead! Turn to God today! God offers salvation as a gift, just receive it through believing what Jesus did for you. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” We are not saved from our sins because the Romans beat up Jesus and killed Him! We are saved from our sins because when He was on the tree all of your sin was imputed to Him, and all the full force of God’s wrath of His holy hatred against you and your crimes, and me, and my crimes, that as a Holy God He must pour out. He poured out on His own Son! Trust alone in Him today, and tell others about the Good news of how they can be saved through Jesus as well!! I recommend reading the Bible, the Bible is God’s word, was written by 40+ authors in a span of 1500+ years with 66 books in 3 continents remaining consistent throughout it all fulfilling 2500+ prophecies backed up with 25000+ archaeological evidence, contains more manuscripts and data recorded in history with 57000+ manuscripts, more than any other work of antiquity even with over 2.6 million pages of texts. This is true my friends, trust in Jesus today! “We have more evidence for Jesus than we have for almost anybody from his time period.” Scholarly fact. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. My instagram is @redeemedthroughChrist if you ever need someone to contact, no I don’t need you to follow me, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self, and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled!! ua-cam.com/video/XyNseXdd260/v-deo.html Jesuscares.com ua-cam.com/play/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw.html ua-cam.com/video/b5Ogh7IDgxo/v-deo.html I love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you†!
      -

    • @williamjamesnevarez2387
      @williamjamesnevarez2387 4 роки тому +2

      @@redeemedbyjesus9510 thank you sooo much I really appreciate that and I do believe in god or a something that helps us when we’re in need

    • @williamjamesnevarez2387
      @williamjamesnevarez2387 3 роки тому +1

      @Bushcraftowy Nożownik you will trust

    • @yasmine_00
      @yasmine_00 3 роки тому

      oh my.

    • @yazmin1417
      @yazmin1417 3 роки тому

      our last night 🥺

  • @tiffanyquinn7273
    @tiffanyquinn7273 4 роки тому +500

    Were going to boost this. This needs attention

  • @tarynshaw6518
    @tarynshaw6518 4 роки тому +772

    Me about to fall asleep:
    The baby: 👺

    • @haruado1011
      @haruado1011  4 роки тому +35

      im sorry for that lmaoo

    • @tarynshaw6518
      @tarynshaw6518 4 роки тому +32

      @@haruado1011 lmao honestly it’s nice but it scared me ahhaha

    • @Alex-jb8ly
      @Alex-jb8ly 3 роки тому +5

      Lmaoo

    • @A1ainaRose
      @A1ainaRose 3 роки тому +5

      PLEASE

    • @hibaid1424
      @hibaid1424 3 роки тому +4

      Samee, it was creepy but it made the song better

  • @jasmine-ix8mp
    @jasmine-ix8mp 3 роки тому +12

    'i had all and then most of you, some and now none of you'.
    thats my favourite bit

  • @ergoproxy6609
    @ergoproxy6609 Рік тому +5

    I still listen to this . I come back to it whenever i can't fight anymore and whenever i feel numb or unable to express any feelings or cry ..
    13 sep 2023
    1:30am

  • @remvnar3766
    @remvnar3766 4 роки тому +470

    under the light of a galaxy that was once theirs, kenma could still feel as though kuroo was still with him, even if just for a while.

  • @crystalh6475
    @crystalh6475 4 роки тому +153

    this cute but sad at the same time 😭

  • @suzannorman2027
    @suzannorman2027 4 роки тому +194

    This gives me the vibe of: you fell in love when You were younger with a man/woman and we’re together till you were 18. At 18 y’all get into a fight and break up. A day later you realize that was a mistake and you try to find them only to realize they have moved away and you had no way to contact or find them. your 22 with them still in mind you try to find them one more time and with luck you do...only to find they are now happy and married. Now at 85 years old you are married had children and they have children. You love your wife/husband and family of course but as you listen to your grand children running and playing at your peak of death. You remember when you first met them and you wish you could go back and redo it all. And only you wouldn’t have been a coward maybe they would have been in your life today

    • @suzannorman2027
      @suzannorman2027 4 роки тому +15

      Moral of the story: tell them you love them before it’s too late

    • @redeemedbyjesus9510
      @redeemedbyjesus9510 4 роки тому +3

      @@suzannorman2027 Hi! I saw your comment and just wanted to leave this message because I genuinely care about you! Commenting because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no, you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is only 1 person who can help you, and you don’t have to try to earn His love, you can come to Him in all your mess, and this person knows the worst about you yet loved you the most to die for you, His name, Jesus. He offers to make you new, you can have a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on…. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, its a free gift! ✞ The best news ever is contained in this message. You are valuable, you aren’t an accident, obviously nothing created everything, you are wonderfully made by God, and He cares for you. I want to tell you the best news you’ll ever hear but there is bad news, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, whether you have have lied or stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (saying OMG), so on. A just judge is going to punish guilty criminals for their crimes and we deserve to go to Hell for our willful crimes, but, if someone takes your Hell punishment for you, how much remains left for you to pay? None, but who would be willing to take your Hell punishment for you? God in His love despite our hatred toward Him, the same God who gave us life, breath and functioning organs, made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice. He took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to live, and then that Son of God offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Jesus took the wrath of the Father dying for our sins, was buried, then rose from the dead! Turn to God today! God offers salvation as a gift, just receive it through believing what Jesus did for you. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” We are not saved from our sins because the Romans beat up Jesus and killed Him! We are saved from our sins because when He was on the tree all of your sin was imputed to Him, and all the full force of God’s wrath of His holy hatred against you and your crimes, and me, and my crimes, that as a Holy God He must pour out. He poured out on His own Son! Trust alone in Him today, and tell others about the Good news of how they can be saved through Jesus as well!! I recommend reading the Bible, the Bible is God’s word, was written by 40+ authors in a span of 1500+ years with 66 books in 3 continents remaining consistent throughout it all fulfilling 2500+ prophecies backed up with 25000+ archaeological evidence, contains more manuscripts and data recorded in history with 57000+ manuscripts, more than any other work of antiquity even with over 2.6 million pages of texts. This is true my friends, trust in Jesus today! “We have more evidence for Jesus than we have for almost anybody from his time period.” Scholarly fact. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. My instagram is @redeemedthroughChrist if you ever need someone to contact, no I don’t need you to follow me, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self, and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled!! ua-cam.com/video/XyNseXdd260/v-deo.html Jesuscares.com ua-cam.com/play/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw.html ua-cam.com/video/b5Ogh7IDgxo/v-deo.html I love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you†!
      -

  • @reghanpalmer656
    @reghanpalmer656 3 роки тому +64

    this gave me an unbelievably large sinking feeling in my chest. this hurts so bad. i think i want it fight to stay here now

    • @janneduartee9212
      @janneduartee9212 3 роки тому +1

      Did you fight? I hope you did

    • @reghanpalmer656
      @reghanpalmer656 3 роки тому +2

      @@janneduartee9212 yes of course:) still am. are you?

    • @janneduartee9212
      @janneduartee9212 3 роки тому +1

      So glad you did, hope you’re doing great.

    • @janneduartee9212
      @janneduartee9212 3 роки тому +1

      And yes I am as well, time heals all

    • @arianamarie_
      @arianamarie_ 3 роки тому +1

      is it really worth staying cuz rn I'm just exhausted

  • @Ank1t.Yadav_
    @Ank1t.Yadav_ 3 роки тому +2

    God thank u so much for every morning im waking for every breath im taking for every thought im thinking for every touch im feeling for giving me everything without even asking for it...... ❤

  • @aerin-gp9nr
    @aerin-gp9nr 4 роки тому +210

    All I think about is in another life 😭😭

  • @areiender3262
    @areiender3262 4 роки тому +158

    Pov: you hold your significant others hand as you say “I love you” one last time....

  • @kaede7723
    @kaede7723 4 роки тому +107

    it reminds me of my self when i was at the hospital for like a month loosing hope the person who stayed at my side that time is the one who's gone now imissu:(

  • @illegalarts6622
    @illegalarts6622 Рік тому +2

    Our world is slowly getting hotter and hotter, and my state is at risk of another mass fire. Its been concerning. The idea of having to evacuate my home again. And yet by coincidence, after I finished listening to this I walked to my back door and saw rain. Its been ages since it last rained. So maybe someone somewhere is living their last moments, but they bring the rain.
    And to all of you that are going through depression and feeling suicidal. You can make it a little better I promise. I've done permeant damage to my body, but I am still standing. The pain never leaves, but I've made room for love and happiness again. So what is stopping you. I'll most likely never meet you, but I'll love you like you are family. Take care and hold on, the rain makes way for new life.

  • @kaciporter8223
    @kaciporter8223 3 роки тому +6

    The laugh sounds so happy and free 😩😭🥰🥰

  • @liv9290
    @liv9290 4 роки тому +44

    "i had all and then most of you, some and now none of you." that hit a little too close to home

  • @muhamadfarhan7275
    @muhamadfarhan7275 4 роки тому +33

    Everytime I play this song. I always feel sad and depressed about memories that i don't even have

  • @morganstacey8624
    @morganstacey8624 4 роки тому +397

    Bokuto no longer smelled like a hospital.
    Bokuto smelled like... Home.

    • @sabrinatufano7288
      @sabrinatufano7288 4 роки тому +11

      in another life reference

    • @tunacakes999
      @tunacakes999 4 роки тому +12

      STOP IM SOBBING

    • @gravymilk8244
      @gravymilk8244 4 роки тому +12

      nOOO EVERYTIME I FINALLY FORGET ABOUT IT IT SOMEHOW MAKES ANOTHER APPEARANCE hsfoiajifoh this is torture

    • @holly-lo6kp
      @holly-lo6kp 4 роки тому +2

      ow 🤭

    • @jen-bs6tf
      @jen-bs6tf 4 роки тому +3

      for gods sake...

  • @RafaelcezarF
    @RafaelcezarF Рік тому +1

    Idk why I clicked in this video but I cried for 10 minutes. That fear of dying really came together with all the suppressed feelings inside me

  • @becho6871
    @becho6871 3 роки тому +33

    Dear person whoever reads this,
    Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
    Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
    Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
    I love you and send you hugs.
    You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
    YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
    I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC.
    You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
    You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is.
    Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink.
    I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
    I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
    It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
    I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
    I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
    I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
    If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
    If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
    If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
    And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
    All I want for you is to stay and feel alive.
    Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
    I need you here with me :).
    Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
    Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
    I am sorry you feel misunderstood.
    But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
    Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
    - The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
    I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
    This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it.
    And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you.
    I hope you will remember my words- becho :)
    Until tomorrow, my friend :)

    • @Yavuzselim684
      @Yavuzselim684 3 роки тому

      Thank you

    • @HUNTRESS-lf5em
      @HUNTRESS-lf5em 3 роки тому

      You just saved my life.

    • @anushkavm3335
      @anushkavm3335 3 роки тому

      This comment is so wholesome 🥺
      Thank youuuuu!!

    • @ayanoaishi2356
      @ayanoaishi2356 3 роки тому

      Thank you so much

    • @ShiannKraft
      @ShiannKraft 6 місяців тому

      Thank you. I broke down crying when i read this. Cause i've been having problems in my life

  • @sihamadams7153
    @sihamadams7153 4 роки тому +443

    Reminds me when Justin was in the hospital and everyone went to see him 💔

    • @hannahs.5864
      @hannahs.5864 3 роки тому +3

      *sobs*

    • @yosoygroot2132
      @yosoygroot2132 3 роки тому +2

      I wanna cry

    • @yoonieverze
      @yoonieverze 3 роки тому +3

      Nooooooooooooo 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

    • @fasin9424
      @fasin9424 3 роки тому +1

      Yes. Same hit my mind😭

    • @aparajita_a
      @aparajita_a 3 роки тому +19

      Justin Bieber?

  • @69dawg
    @69dawg 4 роки тому +47

    "I found you", "you found me" , In another life we shall meet again.

    • @emmatheriault5847
      @emmatheriault5847 4 роки тому

      This hit me so hard, let say my pillows are wet

    • @69dawg
      @69dawg 4 роки тому

      @@emmatheriault5847 HELP , so you've read in another life, huh? ;)

    • @emmatheriault5847
      @emmatheriault5847 4 роки тому

      @@69dawg no I’m sorry but should i read it, is it on wattpad

    • @kisakis_stars
      @kisakis_stars 3 роки тому

      ouch >:/

  • @greyay
    @greyay 4 роки тому +128

    Bokuto spoke, his voice peaceful. Healthy. Whole.
    "I found you."
    A trembling tender laugh escaped Akaashi. He smiled.
    "You found me."
    bye im gonna cry

    • @akshitupadhyay3111
      @akshitupadhyay3111 3 роки тому +2

      what movie or series?

    • @greyay
      @greyay 3 роки тому +2

      @@akshitupadhyay3111 this is from a fanfic called in another life but the characters are from haikyuu

    • @akshitupadhyay3111
      @akshitupadhyay3111 3 роки тому +2

      @@greyay ohh haikyuu, thanks

    • @ilcwm162
      @ilcwm162 3 роки тому

      Damn i thought this was from anhonaha,

  • @matea9792
    @matea9792 3 роки тому +5

    the baby laughs had me in tears because i miss being small so much

  • @chickendinner1899
    @chickendinner1899 3 роки тому +2

    She heard her baby's giggle one last time, it was the most adorable thing she had ever heard. She realized if this was dying it wasn't so bad after all, she died happily and satisfied just hearing her baby's giggle was enough for one day, or a lifetime even.

  • @emmafresconi7817
    @emmafresconi7817 4 роки тому +35

    This gives off In Another Life vibes, I'm crying 😢

    • @redeemedbyjesus9510
      @redeemedbyjesus9510 4 роки тому +1

      Hi! I saw your comment and just wanted to leave this message because I genuinely care about you! Commenting because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no, you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is only 1 person who can help you, and you don’t have to try to earn His love, you can come to Him in all your mess, and this person knows the worst about you yet loved you the most to die for you, His name, Jesus. He offers to make you new, you can have a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on…. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, its a free gift! ✞ The best news ever is contained in this message. You are valuable, you aren’t an accident, obviously nothing created everything, you are wonderfully made by God, and He cares for you. I want to tell you the best news you’ll ever hear but there is bad news, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, whether you have have lied or stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (saying OMG), so on. A just judge is going to punish guilty criminals for their crimes and we deserve to go to Hell for our willful crimes, but, if someone takes your Hell punishment for you, how much remains left for you to pay? None, but who would be willing to take your Hell punishment for you? God in His love despite our hatred toward Him, the same God who gave us life, breath and functioning organs, made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice. He took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to live, and then that Son of God offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Jesus took the wrath of the Father dying for our sins, was buried, then rose from the dead! Turn to God today! God offers salvation as a gift, just receive it through believing what Jesus did for you. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” We are not saved from our sins because the Romans beat up Jesus and killed Him! We are saved from our sins because when He was on the tree all of your sin was imputed to Him, and all the full force of God’s wrath of His holy hatred against you and your crimes, and me, and my crimes, that as a Holy God He must pour out. He poured out on His own Son! Trust alone in Him today, and tell others about the Good news of how they can be saved through Jesus as well!! I recommend reading the Bible, the Bible is God’s word, was written by 40+ authors in a span of 1500+ years with 66 books in 3 continents remaining consistent throughout it all fulfilling 2500+ prophecies backed up with 25000+ archaeological evidence, contains more manuscripts and data recorded in history with 57000+ manuscripts, more than any other work of antiquity even with over 2.6 million pages of texts. This is true my friends, trust in Jesus today! “We have more evidence for Jesus than we have for almost anybody from his time period.” Scholarly fact. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. My instagram is @redeemedthroughChrist if you ever need someone to contact, no I don’t need you to follow me, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self, and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled!! ua-cam.com/video/XyNseXdd260/v-deo.html Jesuscares.com ua-cam.com/play/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw.html ua-cam.com/video/b5Ogh7IDgxo/v-deo.html I love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you†!
      -

    • @jasiah.1902
      @jasiah.1902 4 роки тому +1

      omgggg ikr

    • @mika2832
      @mika2832 3 роки тому +1

      nice profile picture my guy

  • @cinnialu2013
    @cinnialu2013 4 роки тому +1190

    Am I the only one who thought of 13 Reasons Why , when Justin is in the hospital? :((

    • @yaseminaaliyah
      @yaseminaaliyah 4 роки тому +31

      yes and now im balling my eyes out 😔✊

    • @alessandraverdeveneracion1846
      @alessandraverdeveneracion1846 4 роки тому +4

      I only read the book, i can't remember he was ever in a hospital. I suppose it happened on the movie, y?

    • @leninhub1243
      @leninhub1243 4 роки тому +8

      @@alessandraverdeveneracion1846 yes. after the first season, there is a deviation from the plot of the book

    • @nicollezendejas4692
      @nicollezendejas4692 4 роки тому +1

      Yes omg 😭

    • @ar.elaine
      @ar.elaine 4 роки тому +1

      oh god don’t remind me 😭😭😭

  • @sinarosenwald6309
    @sinarosenwald6309 4 роки тому +209

    Lyrics
    I am not the only traveler
    Who has not repaid his debt
    I've been searching for a trail to follow again
    Take me back to the night we met
    And then I can tell myself
    What the hell I'm supposed to do
    And then I can tell myself
    Not to ride along with you
    I had all and then most of you
    Some and now none of you
    Take me back to the night we met
    I don't know what I'm supposed to do
    Haunted by the ghost of you
    Oh, take me back to the night we met
    When the night was full of terrors
    And your eyes were filled with tears
    When you had not touched me yet
    Oh, take me back to the night we met
    I had all and then most of you
    Some and now none of you
    Take me back to the night we met
    I don't know what I'm supposed to do
    Haunted by the ghost of you
    Take me back to the night we met

  • @siddhib9482
    @siddhib9482 3 роки тому +285

    “Be a Clay Jensen in a world full of Bryce Walker”

    • @sigurdchristiansen785
      @sigurdchristiansen785 3 роки тому +25

      gonna kms because of this cringe

    • @suppengeist8051
      @suppengeist8051 3 роки тому +2

      @@sigurdchristiansen785 you have no idea maybe one day you understand bro..

    • @alessiia_ls
      @alessiia_ls 3 роки тому +1

      this.

    • @Gabriel-em5ys
      @Gabriel-em5ys 3 роки тому +3

      Fuck ya man I just ended 13 reason's why and now I'm crying my ass off.

    • @ThatcurlyfryD
      @ThatcurlyfryD 3 роки тому +2

      @@sigurdchristiansen785 su1cide is never something to joke about. Ever!

  • @chelsea7112
    @chelsea7112 3 роки тому +2

    Whenever I hear this song it reminds of all the memories I had as the happiest child & the memories of each person that I still love either lost or still here, most importantly memories that take to places I’ve never been before...

  • @haruado1011
    @haruado1011  4 роки тому +77

    so ill make a video like short documentary ...not very high quality but ill try my best ty for all comment,view and life story.

  • @helianna8858
    @helianna8858 4 роки тому +68

    me: *looks at the title*
    also me: well looks like im about to cry

  • @elagurcan
    @elagurcan 4 роки тому +28

    That's just... Oh god its gorgeous and saddest thing

  • @randomperson2423
    @randomperson2423 3 роки тому +8

    God, the child laughing.. sound exactly like my baby brother. I’m crying rn. But this honestly makes me want to stay alive, I never want to go trough something like that. 💔

  • @gaiip3625
    @gaiip3625 3 роки тому +1

    THIS GIVES ME "THE GALAXY IS ENDLESS (I THOUGHT WE WERE, TOO)" VIBES TOO MUCH I'M SOBBING RIGHT NOW

  • @hey6217
    @hey6217 4 роки тому +63

    POV: ur dying in the hospital, remembering all the best moments with your lover who had passed away and raising your kids all the way to adulthood with them, and then you breathe your final breath and depart to heaven to be reunited with your lover

  • @Jp-ru4mg
    @Jp-ru4mg 4 роки тому +7

    I remember this sadness, strangely comforting, yet so wrong and impulsive.

  • @ant5994
    @ant5994 4 роки тому +118

    POV: this song is representing your life from birth to death, all the memories you made over the years flash in your mind. with the last beep of your life line you got a glimpse of your deceased relatives with open arms, waiting for you.

  • @RachelRose.T
    @RachelRose.T 3 роки тому +1

    I love the sound of the baby giggling idk why but it makes me smile❤️

  • @AhmadKhan-dn6yh
    @AhmadKhan-dn6yh 2 роки тому +1

    Thinking of what my friends would have said is what kept me going. I'm glad to have friends like them. Who knows what I would have done or where I would be if it hadn't been for them and for that I am in truly in their debt which I can never repay. I hope I get the courage to tell them that one day before it's too late.

  • @Katie-eh1bm
    @Katie-eh1bm 4 роки тому +47

    Not me replaying the ending of deathly hollows in my head with this song playing

  • @bokuaka__ushiten_lover_sta6167
    @bokuaka__ushiten_lover_sta6167 3 роки тому +18

    ... "you scape from reality, you are free now, Tendou"

  • @michu6624
    @michu6624 4 роки тому +73

    This laughing baby is my little brother that have no idea whats going on and want to play💔

  • @Sunflower_that_loves_you
    @Sunflower_that_loves_you 8 місяців тому +2

    POV -
    You lost your 5 yr old girl and husband in a car accident. You are at the hospital , the doctor has announced that they are no more. You are sitting in the lobby, bombarded with all the moments your girl laughed , your husband laughed with you but now it only brings unending streams of tears . The last thing your husband told you was to get married , have children and live and have many grandchildren .

  • @axl_or_toby
    @axl_or_toby 3 роки тому +5

    The way I cried so much in the last two hours that I even started to tremble

  • @Chrissoanti1706
    @Chrissoanti1706 4 роки тому +8

    You know everybody goes through a bad day but you still live after it... one day at a time kid

  • @cassandrathomas2693
    @cassandrathomas2693 4 роки тому +11

    Listening to this at 4am hits way different 🤤

    • @haruado1011
      @haruado1011  4 роки тому +1

      Good night 💤 just sleep :))

  • @ilaidaxr.
    @ilaidaxr. 4 роки тому +32

    That was what I accualy need.

  • @Jackson-sh3bs
    @Jackson-sh3bs 3 роки тому +6

    It’s impossible not to cry while listening to this

  • @dondy3375
    @dondy3375 3 роки тому +3

    I was listening to this nonstop before and after my surgery last month. It helped me calm down. I was a little disappointed it went well but it is what it is

  • @marialuiza2483
    @marialuiza2483 4 роки тому +7

    I finally find that special person, that person that feels like home, but he's so far away... but I'm gonna got it, definitely

  • @izzyf.5627
    @izzyf.5627 4 роки тому +60

    I listen to this song for comfort. I’m suppose to have a serious surgery on my back in January. It’s the third one to hopefully fix my pain. I have sm anxiety like what if I die or what if It makes it worse. This song really helps relax me.

    • @haruado1011
      @haruado1011  4 роки тому +2

      Stay safe and get well soon ❤️

    • @izzyf.5627
      @izzyf.5627 4 роки тому

      Thank you 🥺💕

    • @arianaj2199
      @arianaj2199 4 роки тому +1

      hope everything gets better, ily stay safe! wishing you the best of luck and i hope it goes well

    • @aa-rongloopy6691
      @aa-rongloopy6691 4 роки тому +1

      I had major surgery in April and I’m still here, you’ll be fine

    • @arii925
      @arii925 3 роки тому +1

      you got swag bro. pain is temporary swag is for life. you got this

  • @hierok.5125
    @hierok.5125 4 роки тому +38

    This makes me envision a deathbed and the last thoughts are all the regrets.
    I have a lot of regrets.

    • @FrostBlueFire
      @FrostBlueFire 3 роки тому +2

      Seek to fulfill those regrets, life is to short for us to us to fight ourselves on coulda, woulda, shoulda. You may not get what you hope to achieve, but if you tried, you've done the most you can to fulfill them. Live happily while ya can bud

  • @laurencoughlan5800
    @laurencoughlan5800 3 роки тому

    this brings back memories...... the oxygen machine..... the rain as it pours....... the beeping of the machines..... time moving slowly but at the same time fast...... the tears rolling down my cheeks..... the fear...... the emptiness..... the memories flashing before my eyes........ holding their hand...... thinking of our childhood together...... our little laughs running around the gardens....... never getting to tell them the truth...... never getting to say I love you..... not being ready to say goodbye..... saying goodbye..... blaming myself...... never feeling the same way again........

  • @3doomguy
    @3doomguy 3 роки тому +2

    The description is everything I needed to hear

  • @llt_8515
    @llt_8515 4 роки тому +32

    Its like im missing something... this THING will complete me. Im to scared to be me. Im scared that ppl will judge me, im scared ppl would not love me, im scared that I would be alone, I want love, but im mentally not ready, I dont want love but I do. Its a tiny person that makes me do what I dont want to do, he created my depression, my anxiety, and my lonlyness. He's hella mean.

    • @elizabethortiz2041
      @elizabethortiz2041 3 роки тому +1

      This just describes how I feel, and It feels good knowing I’m not crazy or that I’m not the only one. I hope your okay, I’ll try to be

  • @tas7822
    @tas7822 4 роки тому +4

    oh my god, this made me so sad, yet wanting to live my life to the fullest.

  • @fatemehmoridi7030
    @fatemehmoridi7030 4 роки тому +5

    I feel my heart out of my chest while this song is playing..

  • @olivia.weston
    @olivia.weston 3 роки тому +2

    *take me back, to the night we met.*

  • @widiyartiwidiyarti7784
    @widiyartiwidiyarti7784 3 роки тому +1

    Even with the struggle and abuse we experience in our lives. Don't forget, life itself is beautiful and even if it's short, it's the longest thing you'll ever experienced. There has been many people who became successful in life, why? they believe theyre worth something, they fought until the end. So lad and gals, don't give up, keep fighting, be brave and believe in yourself! Every human being is worth something

  • @IWARHOUNDI
    @IWARHOUNDI 3 роки тому +8

    Please please please do more songs like this. The laughing baby, the ventilator effect, it’s just perfect. If I’m to die in a hospital, this is how I want to die. A baby laughing with two new parents that have huge smiles on there face next door and just me and a flashback of my life.😌

  • @shamskh7154
    @shamskh7154 3 роки тому +3

    This give me 13 reasons why chills 😔

  • @elise1771
    @elise1771 4 роки тому +10

    I love this. Never delete it.

  • @tayokaiser859
    @tayokaiser859 2 роки тому +2

    This makes me think of all the people dying of Covid in the hospital. After a long life of love happiness pain and sorrow you catch a virus that’s ultimately ends you’re life. How sad

  • @Sunflower_that_loves_you
    @Sunflower_that_loves_you 8 місяців тому +2

    If I'm not thriving - doing my meditations, yoga, workout 7 days a week, extensively studying after coming home , hanging out with friends , being on top with all deadlines, vc with my family everyday , getting 8 hrs of sleep, eating healthy , buying fruits daily ,practicing creative hobby, journaling ..... Then I'm falling apart . And i mean literally falling apart. I will be awake whole night , scrolling , eat anything and everything , drink half a glass a water, forget to brush or bath or call family and dont even bother about opening and communicating with anyone , just rot in my bed

  • @ixzymanion3345
    @ixzymanion3345 3 роки тому +7

    I feel like the laughing is flash backs of my past.

  • @janellecalderon9600
    @janellecalderon9600 3 роки тому +3

    I’m currently crying-🥲 I love this song so much and this just made the song 100x times better❤️

  • @haruado1011
    @haruado1011  4 роки тому +115

    My last vid: ua-cam.com/video/FgYHVe7cac8/v-deo.html
    Tysm for +400? k views thats insane bro
    i need ideas for new videos so pls give me

    • @elagurcan
      @elagurcan 4 роки тому +2

      Lil peep star shopping pls🥺🧸❤️

    • @haruado1011
      @haruado1011  4 роки тому +1

      @@elagurcan ill make it

    • @haruado1011
      @haruado1011  4 роки тому +1

      Ela türk müsün sldpçsofös

    • @melissadc6455
      @melissadc6455 4 роки тому +1

      May I ask why all your vids surround death & loss? Are you grieving or trying to appeal to the grieving? I've been down this road and leaving people better than you've found them would be a good idea for your next video. Challenge yourself, ease the burdens, save a life, it'll be a worthy 35k views. Here if you need some light in your darkness. ✌&❤

    • @angelina-5547
      @angelina-5547 4 роки тому +1

      One last kiss before we disappear

  • @Jeel31
    @Jeel31 3 роки тому +1

    One of the best video UA-cam ever recommended me