guys!! i didn’t make this video to encourage anyone to commit/attempt suicide. i made it when i was at a very low point in my life in order to express myself and i uploaded it thinking that no one would see it. if you’re suicidal, please reach out and talk to someone.
@@blackin4863 everything is going to be alright 🖤 patience is key and you are worth love..... Your life is the most precious..... You have to know darkness before you know light and you were given this life because you are strong enough to live it❤️ you may not understand today or tomorrow, but eventually god will reveal why you went through everything you did..... and when you think you should give up, remember the reason why you held on for so long❤️it can be very tough but you'll get through this and i have faith in you... You were put on this earth for a reason.... You are amazing and beautiful ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️👑
Hey, I care about you, a lot of people do. Please stay strong and dont give up. If not for yourself, for others. Live for the things and people you love, but dont give up.
me: *sat on the edge of a cliff* me depression: jump. my anxiety: but imagine how it will feel. you will break your legs. you will break your neck. you will feel it all before your gone.
You'd be dead before hitting the ground. Either that or you wouldn't even expierence the fall because of adrenaline. The last thing you'll actually "feel" is the jump.q
Amateurs. As a weeb I am unable to be emotionaly hurt again. Banana Fish. (Anime) Suicidal. (Ereri/Riren Fanfic) I’ll Hold You Tight. (Daisuga Fanfic) Inside. (Kagehina Fanfic) Wish I Were. (Daisuga Fanfic) In Another Life. (Bokuaka Fanfic) An Endless Galaxy. (Kuroken Fanfic) Ereased. (Anime) Given. (Anime)
Yesterday I saw you're comment and say: what such a hard shit, and now, I lost someone, now I'm crying, wondering why I'm not the dead, and it was just yesterday, yesterday, just yesterday!!!!!! Sorry TT
i am afraid living life without doing something other will be proud of.I want people to know me for something good ,i don’t want to leave this word without people knowing I was here
Usually people would say that their depression would make them jump. Whereas my anxiety wants me too but then It also tells me...what if I survive and feel 100x more pain.
my depression: jump! my heart: your mums gonna be sad tho my anxiety: what if you don’t actually die and just hurt yourself bad my eating disorder: yeah uhm hi yk they’ll see you naked right my maladaptive illness: bro what about all the fictional characters you will never see again huh? my dark humor: you can play football with hitler tho
Andy i’m sorry ik it can be tough but u need to understand that no matter how hard it may seem atm things will get better trust me. please know so many people love u, things will get better think about ur future, ur family, ur friends the people that mean the most to u, u will get through this trust me 🥰
Andy Same bruh,I have only one thing wrong with me which is my family calling me names like extra piece etc.and it is not even a big deal but bruh I never thought of cutting myself and Amy suicidal thoughts I just see grey and black for some reason bruh.I cry listening to songs imagining some other stories I make up.
ya know whats crazy, its like everybody hates u and nobody cares. but as soon as your gone, everybody loves u and knew u their whole life. *is that just me?*
You sat in the hospital bed hearing one of your relatives crying beside you as your heart monitor was showing your heart slowly beginning to stop, the last thing you heard was your relative cry out in sadness as your heart stopped completely.
I remember when I was younger I would laugh so hard I cried... then a few more years later I hurt so bad I cried... Now I cried so hard I can't cry anymore...
please dont do that to urself, there is more people who love u than u think. they would be so sad, so hurt. i know, its hard now. i know u think u can't take all this, but look. after every rainy day or even days, sun rise again. if u're feeling sick, i mean psychically, find help, talk to others about what u feel. just font hurt urself. be safe, love u♡
Let's be honest, we all had those moments when we wanted to end it all. Edit: I saw the replies and it made me sad. I know it can get hard at times but life will get better I promise.
my ex-best friend once said to me “i know your in pain but your ok because there’s plenty of time to get better and i’m here, i truly believe you can get through this alone but that’s not gonna stop me from leaving you” he left and i’m still not emotionally ok.
I also have said that to my friend, and I know she is dying right now, but I really want to careless about it, because I'm selfish, and I think they are better without me
@@maxissad5823 family doesn't forget. When I put my self in their shoes, I just see myself blaming myself. Yk? That's why I haven't taken a permanent step til now. Although I have tried. A few times.
Everyone here I want you to know that so many people care about you and even though I don’t know you, I care and would be horrible if anything happened, your life is precious and Jesus gave you this life not for you to take it but to do wonderful things, if you guys need to talk let me know
this is extremely accurate tbh, ive been there but THANKFULLY came out alive, the sounds of sobbing, the bpm machine beeping while you just lie there unable to do anything. Yea thats fuckin scary especially when u couldnt talk or move for the first 2 months of recovery, not to mention the lack of sleep due to overthinking and trauma. as a boy who survived 7 floors down, losing my eye and making tons of people cry. I wanna say its not worth it, you'll hurt others 100 times more than u hurt urself trust me. Suicide is soo fucking scary as well so please dont give up, if u need to talk to someone look for ur closest friends or uk, contact the suicide hotline. Hope you stay safe and sane out there and thanks for reading have a nice day :D
every night, even if i dont want to, i imagine this: my guy bestfried, secretly my crush, has depression. once we hang up together and i saw his scars on arms. i started to cry, while telling him: ,,tommy, u can tell me everything. if ur hurting, tell me. if ur sad, tell me. if u feel like u cant continue, tell me. i will always listen. always. i will always try to help u." i told his best friend dan about it. we both promised we will help him and care for him (as we always did). then, about month after dan came to my house. i opened the door. ,,he did it." ,,what? who did wha-" then i realize. *he* did *it*. i started crying. i fell on the floor. dan giving me his hand telling me: ,,they can save him, he is in hospital. we gonna visit him." then we drove to the hospital. he already was there, so he decided to leave me alone with him. this is me now. crying madly. because i feel failure. failure, because i couldnt save him. because i feel like i could help him, but i didnt. crying madly. because i want to bring him back. back to life. but i cant do anything about it. crying madly. because now i realize, how much it hurts others if i did this. so ill never do it. then, the alarm starts. he is dying. doctor came, but its too late. he died. *** few days after, on his funeral. me, being one of the most crying people here. me, having speech about him, because everyone in class felt like i should do that. and then adter it all ends, me, telling his parents and sister: *i was in love with your son* and me, nevefully recover from this. this is just what my head came up with, but it still hurts a lot. bonus: me, once looking at class photo with my kids, and them asking names of all my classmates. they point on him. im starting crying again. because even if i have husband now, i never really stopped loving him. PS: thank u for the likes, i never got that many!
You are me 😂 im imagine this too. About my best friend..... And it's so sad. She try to kill herself one time and now she's alive. And i know ahe gonna repeat it over and over
"Mama..." "Yes honey?" "Is daddy sleepy?" "You could say that..." "Mama?" "Yes?..." "Will daddy wake up?" "I'm...Not sure..." "Oh..." ------------------------------- "Oh how I will miss you..." "You'll come back,right?" "I'll always be with you..." "Yeah..." "Honey don't cry..." "I'll miss you...Don't leave!" "Shhhh....here comes the sun..." "No...please..." "Do do do do~" "Here comes the sun..." "And I'll say..." *looks at sun through window* "It's alright..."
death sounds so peaceful to me, other people are scared of death but i love death, i can finally let go of all the pain & anger that’s been building up throughout my life. i can finally rest, death is so beautiful.
I relate, it doesn't bother me either. Especially in this society there's no hope left I'm humanity we're all waiting for this covid to take us out or natural situations i see it each day
Pov(based off a true story); The months passed, and you are afraid this might be your last day here. Your sister/family/friend/whoever visits you as they were informed. Your favorite song plays and your mother/sister/aunty/daughter/wife(or whoever) is sobbing. Praying that you live. This was your motivation. *Keep pushing! I will make it out of this emptiness* you pushed against the unbreaking surface. You cannot make it. *I should have never taken that drug..* your sister(or whoever) sobs louder as your heart starts beating slower. The song was almost ending. Slowly, the motivation fades. You were being dragged down, trying to reach for the surface. You failed. The music completely stopped, your sisters(whoever) cries start to get louder but muffled. The monitors loud, long siren like beep is the only thing that was loud and clear.. (i just based it off of when I watched someone die :) they were so close, but they died anyway)
Depression is like a rotten heart. It's dark and heavy, yet it's stilö besting. As it starts to replace your own, happy and healthy heart you notice the difference. You stop caring about anyone or anything, knowing that there is no point. It's just making others happy. So you pretend that your happy, even though you feel like your chest gets crushed by this invisible weight. You've gotten so used to have that rotten heart, beating in your chest that eventually the pain turns into numbness. You get so tired that even the strangers knows that your not fine. They can see it in your eyes. Your friends asks you what's going on, your family wonders why your not smiling anymore. Even though you know it's pointless, you say "it's nothing, just tired" and yes. You are tired. Tired of pretending, tired of carrying that heart of darkness you seem to embrace anyway. You are tired of livinf. The endless thoughts in your brain takes over, making you forget how beautiful life can be. You shut everyone out in fear of ruining it. Like yoi ruin everything else. As you are so used to it, you never notice that the rotten heart beats slower than usual. It's getting weaker and weaker. Scars covers your arms as the string of life, time to time reminding you that you still live. However, that reminder is quickly to be forgotten as you notice others around you starts to avoid you. They stop caring and you wonder.. did they ever even care? You go along with it. Until one day, that rotten heart stops beating at all and you succumb to the darkness. You make a plan. How can I go without hurting others? You wonder. In the end, you don't care about that. Your just so tired to even think about it. So you take pills, a knife, anything to make it stop. And if you don't succeed, you know that the people who stopped talking to you are faking the kindness. Why would they care now? But you have to go along with it, again. And some day, you start to notice that your original, pure heart takes over again. And the rotten one has no choice but to leave.
I am so sorry for u. keep your positivity up and don't listen to haters. i bet your mom was one one the bestes and bravest soul. Don't let someone drag u down u are enought ❤️
Me: on a roof My depression: Jump My anxiety: What if I survive and people will be disgusted by me Edit: MOM IM FAMOUS!... oh wait... you won't even care nvm.
song : call my friends and tell them that i love them my mind : hah, what friends? the friends who left you when I needed them most? it's sad how the people you thought they care about you, ( 'family' or 'friends') left you when you needed them the most. now, it's not even painful, im used to it.
They say "I'll be there for you no matter what" but you know yourself that it's all a lie and that you only can count on yourself...even that is difficult..
for everyone in the comments: hi! my name is josh, it's going to be okay. i understand where you're coming from because I've been therebut please listen to me when i say you need to be patient, everything will be okay. i know you feel like no one will miss you but that's not true, whether you believe it or not there are people who care for and love you. there are people that become happy when they see your smile, there are people who don't know what they'll do without you, the universe itself will miss you because it lost someone so precious and beautiful. recovery is hard but one day you'll get there, you'll hit a milestone, you'll be able to fight the urges a little bit easier than before, you will be okay and you will get there. i know you will.
pov: you slowly open your eyes. you look around. it’s midnight, the only light is the one on the monitor. you then look to your right to see your friend crying at your bed side, then your mom to the left of them. panicking, you look at your arms only to see IV’s and tubes. confused you try to remember what happened. then it hits you. you start to have a feeling of dread wash over your entire body, as your heart rate gets faster, the more anxious you get. you know what’s happening. you look at your mom and friend and start crying. you don’t want to go. you don’t want to leave. i want to stay with you guys. i’m so sorry...i’m so so so sorry.. i regret this so much. i love you guys. i don’t want to go yet. please. you start balling and the only words you manage to get out is “thank you” everything begins to fade as you slowly see faces hover over your body. you try your best to stay conscious. this is it. your dying. you can’t escape.
**sitting on a bridge** Depression: jump already will you, I want you to be gone Anxiety: the waters gonna feel like cement and your neck will detach and you will have uncomfortable drowning sensation filling your lungs
one of the saddest things is laying in a hospital bed, not being able to make noise, make movement, or make contact with anything or anyone one. just barely being able to see, and hearing family/friends sobbing, and you can’t do anything, not a thing, all you can do is listen to them suffer...
there's so many comments here, so i belive no one would see this.., i miss you grandpa, im sorry that i can't hug you for the last time.. im sorry i wasn't there.. im sorry im sorry im sorry... thankyou for everything, thankyou for showing me the light in this dark world.. i miss you, i love you, thankyou
I am so so sorry!! You must be going through a lot. Maybe your best friend is now in peace and doesn’t have to go through the pain she was feeling here. I hope the best for you!! ❤️
That pain is hard to describe to other people who don't understand and I'm glad you could even speak of it. I can bet your friend is happy she stopped her constant headache and pain🙂. You don't have to be stable or be anything bc you don't owe anything but I think your friend would want you to keep going and have your memories with her treasured not missed but loved❤ time will change and so will you🙂
omg i´m literally crying now this is so good. The increasing crying and the heart monitor beeping make it so much better. Its like i could feel the pain of the person crying.
Lyrics: Take me to the rooftop I wanna see the world when I stop breathing, turnin' blue (blue) Tell me love is endless, don't be so pretentious Leave me like you do (like you do) If you need me, wanna see me Better hurry 'cause I'm leavin' soon Sorry can't save me now Sorry I don't know how Sorry there's no way out (sorry) But down Mm, down Taste me, the salty tears on my cheek That's what a year long headache does to you I'm not okay, I feel so scattered Don't say I'm all that matters Leave me, deja vu (mm) If you need me, wanna see me You better hurry, I'm leavin' soon Sorry can't save me now (sorry) Sorry I don't know how (sorry) Sorry there's no way out (sorry) But down Mm, down Call my friends and tell them that I love them And I'll miss them But I'm not sorry Call my friends and tell them that I love them And I'll miss them Sorry
SENDING VIRTUAL HUG FOR ALL THE GUYS WHO'S SAD OUT THERE. Y'ALL ARE STRONG AND I'M VERY PROUD OF YOU GUYS! KEEP LIVING! ❤ edit: i hope it helps to y'all : D
This has made me realise how valuable my life is. I tried to kill myself at 11, 12 and 13 and I'm currently 15; alive and healthy. I've been given chances and I'm proud of myself for getting here. Bullying, sexual harassment, social anxiety and my parents getting the Coronavirus. But I'm still here. This year has been awful and I'm so proud of everyone who has made it this far in life, please remember that you are loved and cared for and that you matter. It might not seem like a good place now but trust me it will lighten up, it might not seem like it but I promise it will. Care for yourself, healing will take some time but I'm sure you'll get there. Keep going. One foot infront of the other. You will make it through this. Your friends and family will help you. You are amazing, beautiful and valid. You aren't just a person, you're a life.
Sorry, I’m about to reference something here but I think it goes well with this comment: “who cares if one more light goes out? Well I do.” To everyone out there, I hope you’re okay. There will always be people who care about you and want the best for you, sometimes we don’t see it or surround ourselves with it. I hope everybody can get out of this together
imagine this while you're listening to this song - you are crying emotionless , there literally nobody seeing all of your tears , nobody heard your cries and nobody cares cause you choose to keep your 'serious illness secret' by yourself ; your anxiety make your hand and body shaking while you're writing "good-byes letters" for your family , friends and yes , of course , your loved one . you're dying and the only thing you could do now is laying on the floor , letting all the pain and sad moment killing you slowly in your cold , small , dark room and your eyes was slowly closed with tears falling off your eyes but all the pain is slowly fading away , and the last things you do is smiled , cause you know that you'll never feels all of that sad feelings and pains again , cause you'll never have to continue your life being depressed , being hurts and broken heart anymore . 😊
This sounds like it’s promoting suicide: DO NOT DO IT PLEASE. STAY ALIVE. THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO LOVE AND NEED YOU AND COULDNT LIVE WITHOUT YOU. I LOVE YOU. DEATH IS NOT THE ANSWER. BETTER THINGS ARE AHEAD OF YOU, I PROMISE. GOD LOVES YOU AND HAS A PLAN FOR YOU. HE WILL NEVER KEEP YOU IN THE DARK. EVERY BAD STORM HAS A PURPOSE FOR LATER. I LOVE YOU.
2014: “I want to die...” “No! Don’t. Everything will be alright! Everything will be just fine. Don’t worry, I’m here...” 2020: “I want to die...” “lol me too.” Ha. Did anyone notice this change? Everyone’s miserable, everyone doesn’t give a fuck anymore. But seriously. You’ll be alright. The storm won’t last forever. “You and my life were like this. We gotta dance in the rain, dance in the *pain.* Even though we crash down, we are gonna dance in the plane.” - Kim Namjoon
I lost my dad to cancer and he was dying infront of me and i was crying at his bedside thinking of all the times how my dad had been the pillar of my life he literally took half of my heart with him and this sound reminded me of that moment
"was it fun being a happy kid? Smileing at the world not worrying about anything? " Yes "I thought so, I see when you got older it got hard for you. And this was your only way of getting out?" Yes "Hm,did you enjoy it all?" Yes "You wanna go back now don't you?" Yes "Well,I'm sorry sweetie but we can't go back on the things we did" ... "Everyone misses you now, but you'll be more happy here now" ...ok (Don't mind me it was Random :') hah)
the person crying sounds exactly like my mother, it’s so identical that’s it’s incredibly scary and sad...and I think if I was actually in this situation...I don’t know what my mother would be like...maybe even worse but I hate to think more of it. I don’t have a very close relationship with my mother :/ but it’s not like I don’t react to my own mother breaking down...
"Yesterday is history" "Tomorrow is a mystery" "But today is a gift that is why it is called the present" 🥺 -Master Oogway (Kung Fu Panda) Edited: Thank ya'll for 700+ likes!
My depression: Life can’t get worse than this. how about we just stop existing. No one would notice. We’re just a waste of space anyway... My anxiety: but what if it hurts to die? Would others even care? What would happen to Our best friend that has been there for us? Would she care? My heart: we would just hurt others that do care. If we die then it would break others hearts. Even if others don’t notice... We should stay alive for our best friend at least... ...right...?
Hey I hope you’re doing better :)) if life can’t get worse then you should stay for when it gets better right :) it’ll get better i promise and even if it may not seem like it there are so many people that care about you and love you so much which ik is weird coming from someone who doesn’t know you but just trust and you’re NOT a waste of space. If staying alive for yourself isn’t good enough then just think of all the people you’ve made happy and all the people that’ll miss out on you and everything you have to offer if you leave :( What helps me is thinking about all the good things that can come in the future like meeting your soulmate or having a family or even little things like cool tv shows that are gonna air lol You’re so strong i wish you so much love❤️ hang in there 😊
POV: *[so this is how it ends..]* *the story* why did i do this?! i wanted it to e over with, not bring more pain to me and my family!! your failed suicide attempt has left you in the hospital, in so much pain! you silently cry as your mother sobs while sitting next to you. suddenly a million memories fill your head. you start to regret what you did, hoping you'll be fine..but that isnt the case. the docter walks in and tells you that you dont have long left.. theres a 25/100 percent of you being able to live.. it was low. you gave up. called all your freind and told you that you loved them.. you hug your mom for what felt like a thousand years.. then you hear the ringing of the Electrocardiogram and before you know it.. you see white bright lights.. your in heaven? it looks even nicer than you thought. you feel free crisp air running through your hair. before you know it, you wake up. it was just a dream!!
The women crying in backround sounds like my mother it felt like i killed my self and she was here and cried becouse she losts her only daughter i have no words its perfect
It broke my heart reading this, i just want you to know, you'll be okay. It wouldn't be perfect there would be something missing.. You just have to stay strong.. Even though you might feel like that persons staring, or that persons talking? What are they saying, it doesn't matter. Because your beautiful, strong, amazing, and deserve to be alive more than alot of people in this world, so stay strong. K? :) ❤
This reminds me of the time my best friend attempted suicide. I was there in the hospital sobbing when she didn’t make it. This was one of our favorite songs.
Pov: Your talking to your mother beside you, shes sobbing, you tell her sorry that theres no way out, and theres no way to save you now. You hear the flatline, the doctors rushing, everything goes black, and your mothers panicked screeching as you slip away into darkness, one last time.
guys!! i didn’t make this video to encourage anyone to commit/attempt suicide. i made it when i was at a very low point in my life in order to express myself and i uploaded it thinking that no one would see it. if you’re suicidal, please reach out and talk to someone.
I’ve already talked about this with someone... but.... it doesn’t change the fact that I cut myself and that I wanna die...
@@blackin4863 everything is going to be alright 🖤 patience is key and you are worth love..... Your life is the most precious..... You have to know darkness before you know light and you were given this life because you are strong enough to live it❤️ you may not understand today or tomorrow, but eventually god will reveal why you went through everything you did..... and when you think you should give up, remember the reason why you held on for so long❤️it can be very tough but you'll get through this and i have faith in you... You were put on this earth for a reason.... You are amazing and beautiful ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️👑
Kaity -pooh thanks you... I just hope that this pain will gone soon...
@@blackin4863 it will go away ❤️ be patient with yourself and don't be too hard on yourself ..... Be positive❤️❤️❤️you are a strong person
EMMA MORRIS you’re NEVER useless. ever. that’s ur brain talking and it’s wrong. you deserve love and happiness, you deserve to be okay.
“My depression wants me to die but my anxiety is afraid to go.” - some guy I talked to
I felt this
Same
This 💯
i guess this is why anxiety comes with depression... nothing is for no reason. damn but my depression went away only anxiety stayed.
My case
I need "Lovely but your're slowly dying in the hospital" PLEASEEEEE.
Alessandra Paulina on it!
done!
Max Matters
The dedication...I respect.
Damn, its the next video for me... The cuincidence
I love how that’s the next recommendation for me lol
Me: crying really badly as the video ends
*a Pizza Hut add shows up*
I got tiktok adds :'
BAAHHAGSDH BRUHH 💀💀
I'm sorry I laughed so hard tho😭😭😭
the pizza hut ad would make me cry more
Ok it is 3 am I am about to make your comment like go from 665 to 666 😈
anxiety: they're gonna see your side profile in the casket
HAHA PLSS THIS MADE ME CACKLE AT 2 AM 😭
@@Goobergoomba
NOPE BYE!!!
BITCH I'M ALIVE!
NOOO
I wish i had someone to cry for me ....
When the line is flat... everyone start loving you
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Bruh im crying Rn Because im worried about you
Hey, I care about you, a lot of people do. Please stay strong and dont give up. If not for yourself, for others. Live for the things and people you love, but dont give up.
can i use your comment in my next song?
my family when i almost died before and then they start treating me like trash after i recovered
me: *sat on the edge of a cliff*
me depression: jump.
my anxiety: but imagine how it will feel. you will break your legs. you will break your neck. you will feel it all before your gone.
Don't do it. You'll be okay, I know it seems hard but you have to keep going for a brighter outcome, You can do this.. Your amazing and strong. ❤
I honestly think we’d be dead before all the pain
@@hello-ey9kd wow I wish
Nah I would just jump I wouldn’t have listened to my anxiety
You'd be dead before hitting the ground. Either that or you wouldn't even expierence the fall because of adrenaline. The last thing you'll actually "feel" is the jump.q
bruh this is the saddest shit ever
Jacob Hasegawa it be like that sometimes 😔
have u seen that one with sucide? that shit hurt. its the same song but pov ur on the top of a building breathing ur last breaths
@@heutemalmanierismus ah shit that video hurted me to the soul
@@heutemalmanierismus what's the name of the video
Amateurs.
As a weeb I am unable to be emotionaly hurt again.
Banana Fish. (Anime)
Suicidal. (Ereri/Riren Fanfic)
I’ll Hold You Tight. (Daisuga Fanfic)
Inside. (Kagehina Fanfic)
Wish I Were. (Daisuga Fanfic)
In Another Life. (Bokuaka Fanfic)
An Endless Galaxy. (Kuroken Fanfic)
Ereased. (Anime)
Given. (Anime)
Does anybody else have that feeling when they cry your heart feels like it’s breaking into pieces
I can’t physically cry
Had that feeling in 4th grade
@@cinarefendigil7234 God I'm sorry for you
@@Anna-vg6fw wdym?
no but must be nice tho
it’s not that i wanna die, it’s just that i wouldn’t care if i did.
i know that feel :( i just don't feel alive . and i would not care if i dies anyway
I thought i was better for not wanting to die but you're right, i feel the same way, it's just that i wouldn't care
this. this is it.
Well, the fear of not knowing what came afterwards kept me alive.
thats exactly the perfect explanation of what i feel
Honestly I don’t want anyone to cry when I die throw a party and dance without me.
Shirly Deleg THIS.
HONESTLYYY
Max Matters YEA-
Oh my..YES.
CHA CHA REAL SMOOTH- 😂😂😂😂😂
at this point i’m just living for the people around me🤷🏻♀️
Same
I'm only Living for my mom and my little twin siblings
living for my dad and my brother. if i die my dad will kill himself and my brother will have to live with my abusives mother
living for for my two best friends, who live thousands of miles away
I try to live for me please to the same its a little better
“do better in school”
“worthless”
“lazy”
“you never wanna go outside”
“you’re always cold”
“get all A+”
im sorry mom.
That’s my life but with more swears
@@thestrangeoneyt4692 im so sorry.
I actually started crying rn it just hits too close to home
yep thats me
@@thestrangeoneyt4692 same
The fact that this felt real when I lost someone it feels like I was in their position but thank you I Love this
Javier Alfaro i’m sorry for ur loss
Max Matters thank you and I am doing well
Sameeeeeeeeeee
Yesterday I saw you're comment and say: what such a hard shit, and now, I lost someone, now I'm crying, wondering why I'm not the dead, and it was just yesterday, yesterday, just yesterday!!!!!! Sorry TT
@@rosycardona80 be strong.. ❤
this hits different when you have missing assignments in school due tomorrow
edit: yes i am watching you.
dghsjk :( fck
we don’t talk abt it...
HAHA TRUE
or when your appendix just burst:,)
SHUT UP IM LITERSLLY SCREAMING
I’m not afraid to die, i’m just afraid if i will have a painful death..
I don't even care about that all i am scared of is how much it will effect the people i love...thats the only thing that scares me about death
I don’t want to commit suicide or anything like that I just want to disappear to somewhere where my issues and that aren’t real
YES THANK YOU
@@klaradurisova3161 hold on to that. never let that go. you'll know you can
i am afraid living life without doing something other will be proud of.I want people to know me for something good ,i don’t want to leave this word without people knowing I was here
Why are we making ourselves sad on purpose lmao
LO LA i do not know😔✌️
LMAOO IDK ITS ACTUALLY KINDA FUN CRYING IN UR ROOM AT 1 AM
Cuz its fun for us😚✌
DONT EXPOSE ME LIKE THAT
Because crying releases endorphins that makes you feel good. It's like a built in drug
This hits different when your alone with headphones laying upwards at 3am
It really does
Me rn....
Thats what im doing rn
Thats what i doing rn with mh arms full with self harm scars
Hell, this hit different any time of day. It’s 4:48 p.m. on a beautiful autumn day with a slight breeze, and I feel empty.
me: vibing
person: crying
me: AY YOU BETTER SHUT UP IM TRYNA VIBE
I was crying but this made me laugh
LMFAO
Omg same
@@mejustme6080 HOBI
@@lauravera7508 im your hope you're my hope im jhope 💜
I literally started crying
glittergrunge i used to always cry to this song before i literally ran out of tears
Yes I’m about to cry
@@maxissad5823 yes I can't cry anymore I feel sad and nothing I don't have another feelings
same :'(
Don’t cry because your a bad no
Usually people would say that their depression would make them jump. Whereas my anxiety wants me too but then It also tells me...what if I survive and feel 100x more pain.
me: on a rooftop
my depression: jump just end it
my anxiety: what if you hurt the people you love
my dark humor: do a flip!
PLEAASEEHW
oh meee
me too I can't stop laughing at the dark humor tho
IS IT OKAY IF I LAUGH
LITEARLLY
me at the beginning: sad
me when I imagine that I'm dying with AirPods in: dont u laugh, it's the middle of the night dont you dare-
THIS COMMENT 😭😭😭😭😭
@@ionnoi8260 im crine bc thats what im doing rn
@@sethezequieldumlao7646 same
Fuq-HAHAHAA
a-are you stalking me 👀
Me: slowly dying...
Person: crying
Also me: *WHO PUT THE MUFFINS IN THE FREZZA*
I DID🦎
Don't make me laugh i'm trying to die 😾
•a n g e l• stop crying bitch😾😾😾
so im bawling my eyes out rn but I couldn't help but laugh at this
@@maxissad5823 WHATCA GONNA DO ABOUT IT
my depression: jump!
my heart: your mums gonna be sad tho
my anxiety: what if you don’t actually die and just hurt yourself bad
my eating disorder: yeah uhm hi yk they’ll see you naked right
my maladaptive illness: bro what about all the fictional characters you will never see again huh?
my dark humor: you can play football with hitler tho
man I’m fucked up
well its called dark humor for a reason right?
football w hitler🤣😭
I can relate with the characters in my maladaptive daydreaming. I will miss them if i die even though they are my fantasy
Pov: You're listening to the song while you read the comments and cry
Thats what i literaly did
that's literally me
me rn
me
Indeed.
I just don't want to die, but I want to stop feeling like this, is that too much to ask?
Andy hold on, andy. you’re stronger than you think. reach out and talk to someone, you got this
@@maxissad5823 I do, thank you again.
Andy i’m sorry ik it can be tough but u need to understand that no matter how hard it may seem atm things will get better trust me. please know so many people love u, things will get better think about ur future, ur family, ur friends the people that mean the most to u, u will get through this trust me 🥰
Andy Same bruh,I have only one thing wrong with me which is my family calling me names like extra piece etc.and it is not even a big deal but bruh I never thought of cutting myself and Amy suicidal thoughts I just see grey and black for some reason bruh.I cry listening to songs imagining some other stories I make up.
@@sanaali9626 you got this, I believe in you. Don't pay any attention to them. Just think of living life for yourself, we'll get through this together
sometimes, it's not the song that make you emotional, it's the people and things that come to mind when you hear it
yes
never heard something more accurate
ya know whats crazy, its like everybody hates u and nobody cares. but as soon as your gone, everybody loves u and knew u their whole life.
*is that just me?*
That's my life in a comment...
"Knew" you in their whole life.
You sat in the hospital bed hearing one of your relatives crying beside you as your heart monitor was showing your heart slowly beginning to stop, the last thing you heard was your relative cry out in sadness as your heart stopped completely.
the indigenous ry bread damn😳
this is me except i was the one by the bed.
Wait I thought the person dieting was the one crying
Oops I meant dieing don't y'all go correcting my grammar I swear
My heart did stop cause u didn’t wanna see my grandma.... die but u suddenly came back to life......but is dying to much to ask for?
I remember when I was younger I would laugh so hard I cried... then a few more years later I hurt so bad I cried... Now I cried so hard I can't cry anymore...
Kitty Tail i know how that feels :(
i just stopped showing feelings alltogether. i dont feel any feelings most of the time either way.
I know a lot of people say this, but it does get better. Not always good, but better.
sometimes i need to cry to feel better, but i just cant shed the tears to be able to cry. but i want to and need to
same
So your telling me billie jus came to my hospital bed and started singing while I die ?
I would love that tbh
AYO i’m tryna DIE HERE BILLIE
POV: the cashier keeps scanning your item wrong, you're standing there like ._.
Jitoshu LMFAOOOO
Lmaooooo 😭
HDHABDHSBDHS how to unsee this hfbrhf
This both ruined the whole aesthetic AND made it better 😭😭✋🏻
Hahahahah I love this
Sound like me when I was crying when my best friend passed away 🕊 rip she died of cancer I hope to see her soon tho
I_love_cedric_and_draco i’m sorry for your loss 💗 stay strong, sweetheart, people love you.
omg im so sorry! if you need anything im here for you!🥺🖤
I’m so sorry that happened I hope your doing better, do you know if she was a Christian just wondering
I'm sure she is watching over you, and guiding you each step of the way.
omg im sorry for your loss 🥺 i want to give you a big hug right now i hope you feel better someday...ily babe dont cry . shes in a safe place
POV: It's 3AM and your listening to music while crying over everything
Nooo you are wrong it is 2 am hahaja (sobbing loudly inside)
Yes
it’s actually 6 in the morning and i haven’t gone to bed yet ✨
@@briannamcclung7902 same but i’m quietly sobbing ✨
Exactly.
Nobody:
Me: literally wishing this scene happens but i am too afraid
are you ok?
Yep (i guess)
please dont do that to urself, there is more people who love u than u think. they would be so sad, so hurt. i know, its hard now. i know u think u can't take all this, but look. after every rainy day or even days, sun rise again. if u're feeling sick, i mean psychically, find help, talk to others about what u feel. just font hurt urself. be safe, love u♡
Look at the bright side plz
There's always a second solution 🖤
@@dianalovesu5162 thank you, i really needed this.🤍
Let's be honest, we all had those moments when we wanted to end it all.
Edit: I saw the replies and it made me sad. I know it can get hard at times but life will get better I promise.
i am in THAT moment
Yeah now
yeah :( but i’m glad i learned that i’m only living for my family :)
Going through it rn lol
I’m still in that moment and it won’t end for sure..
"Call my friends and tell them that I love them."
Just hearing the crying, actually broke my heart.
Why am i doing this to myself at 1 am?
I cant cry im infront of my sisters at 12 am ilysm❤🔫
me at almost 4 am- 🕳👩🦯
_A girl that I knew and loved as taken by cancer yesterday. She was so strong._
i’m so sorry. 💗
i’m so sorry
She's look at your became young and have kid and be old. She's with you... Always
I am so sorry for your loss
I'm so sorry. I lost someone a few years ago to cancer. it is so unfair. I hope ur doing ok.
gosh this made me rethink ending everything. i thought of the sobs being my mum as i pass away beside her. damn. thank you
i’m glad that i made you rethink about everything. your mom and so many other ppl would be devastated. you matter bby💗
This also made me think of how my bf wouldn’t be able to say bye cuz he lives rly far now:/
my ex-best friend once said to me “i know your in pain but your ok because there’s plenty of time to get better and i’m here, i truly believe you can get through this alone but that’s not gonna stop me from leaving you” he left and i’m still not emotionally ok.
I also have said that to my friend, and I know she is dying right now, but I really want to careless about it, because I'm selfish, and I think they are better without me
random girl: - crying -
me: please shut up, i can't hear the song.
She should save them for the funeral 🙄
@@staringatsun lmaoo it’s cause someone died and the girl is crying the entire time
The beeping's annoying too
girl i was thinking the same thing
@@syafinisabudin7452 just listen to the original then lmaoo
I want to. I really do. But my family is going to be so sad.
Maya i want to too. they’ll be devastated.
I think they will cry for a month and then they will forget~ yeah quite possibly
•a n g e l• no they would not, you’re more important than u think, girl, period
@@maxissad5823 family doesn't forget. When I put my self in their shoes, I just see myself blaming myself. Yk? That's why I haven't taken a permanent step til now. Although I have tried. A few times.
Everyone here I want you to know that so many people care about you and even though I don’t know you, I care and would be horrible if anything happened, your life is precious and Jesus gave you this life not for you to take it but to do wonderful things, if you guys need to talk let me know
this is extremely accurate tbh, ive been there but THANKFULLY came out alive, the sounds of sobbing, the bpm machine beeping while you just lie there unable to do anything. Yea thats fuckin scary especially when u couldnt talk or move for the first 2 months of recovery, not to mention the lack of sleep due to overthinking and trauma.
as a boy who survived 7 floors down, losing my eye and making tons of people cry. I wanna say its not worth it, you'll hurt others 100 times more than u hurt urself trust me. Suicide is soo fucking scary as well so please dont give up, if u need to talk to someone look for ur closest friends or uk, contact the suicide hotline. Hope you stay safe and sane out there and thanks for reading have a nice day :D
RandomGD wow, you’re so strong for going through that. i’m glad you’re still with us. take care, i love you 💗
this hits different when you lying on your bed with your eyes closed.
also. in another life... ifykyk
YOU REALLG WENT THERE HUH ✋🥲
every night, even if i dont want to, i imagine this:
my guy bestfried, secretly my crush, has depression. once we hang up together and i saw his scars on arms. i started to cry, while telling him: ,,tommy, u can tell me everything. if ur hurting, tell me. if ur sad, tell me. if u feel like u cant continue, tell me. i will always listen. always. i will always try to help u."
i told his best friend dan about it. we both promised we will help him and care for him (as we always did).
then, about month after dan came to my house. i opened the door.
,,he did it."
,,what? who did wha-"
then i realize. *he* did *it*. i started crying. i fell on the floor. dan giving me his hand telling me: ,,they can save him, he is in hospital. we gonna visit him."
then we drove to the hospital. he already was there, so he decided to leave me alone with him.
this is me now. crying madly. because i feel failure. failure, because i couldnt save him. because i feel like i could help him, but i didnt.
crying madly. because i want to bring him back. back to life. but i cant do anything about it.
crying madly. because now i realize, how much it hurts others if i did this. so ill never do it.
then, the alarm starts. he is dying. doctor came, but its too late. he died.
***
few days after, on his funeral. me, being one of the most crying people here. me, having speech about him, because everyone in class felt like i should do that. and then adter it all ends, me, telling his parents and sister: *i was in love with your son*
and me, nevefully recover from this.
this is just what my head came up with, but it still hurts a lot.
bonus:
me, once looking at class photo with my kids, and them asking names of all my classmates. they point on him. im starting crying again. because even if i have husband now, i never really stopped loving him.
PS: thank u for the likes, i never got that many!
Damn that made me cry so bad...
this is making me cry omg
im sorry i didnt mean to make u cry :((
@@dianalovesu5162 oh no! you’re fine. dw about it :)
You are me 😂 im imagine this too. About my best friend..... And it's so sad. She try to kill herself one time and now she's alive. And i know ahe gonna repeat it over and over
"Mama..."
"Yes honey?"
"Is daddy sleepy?"
"You could say that..."
"Mama?"
"Yes?..."
"Will daddy wake up?"
"I'm...Not sure..."
"Oh..."
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"Oh how I will miss you..."
"You'll come back,right?"
"I'll always be with you..."
"Yeah..."
"Honey don't cry..."
"I'll miss you...Don't leave!"
"Shhhh....here comes the sun..."
"No...please..."
"Do do do do~"
"Here comes the sun..."
"And I'll say..."
*looks at sun through window*
"It's alright..."
oh. oh god. that’s beautiful.
i love this
S-shit man...
I literally cried
:( "here comes the sun" my fav song, now I'm imagining my die.
death sounds so peaceful to me, other people are scared of death but i love death, i can finally let go of all the pain & anger that’s been building up throughout my life. i can finally rest, death is so beautiful.
but just dont come for it too early..
are u ok..?
me too. it’s the end of a cycle
it's beautiful, it's just not something u should want
I relate, it doesn't bother me either. Especially in this society there's no hope left I'm humanity we're all waiting for this covid to take us out or natural situations i see it each day
Hearing that woman cring I imagine mom and that makes me cry harder
Ikr 😞 it made me think that too im crying even harder too
im so sorry
Roses are red
Violets are blue
If you need to cry
I'll be here for you
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Aw❤
thx🤧🥺
@@mendrezjohncarloa.7194 any time dear
Thank you
Actually this makin me laugh ...well thanks ,:D
Pov(based off a true story); The months passed, and you are afraid this might be your last day here. Your sister/family/friend/whoever visits you as they were informed. Your favorite song plays and your mother/sister/aunty/daughter/wife(or whoever) is sobbing. Praying that you live. This was your motivation. *Keep pushing! I will make it out of this emptiness* you pushed against the unbreaking surface. You cannot make it. *I should have never taken that drug..* your sister(or whoever) sobs louder as your heart starts beating slower. The song was almost ending. Slowly, the motivation fades. You were being dragged down, trying to reach for the surface. You failed. The music completely stopped, your sisters(whoever) cries start to get louder but muffled. The monitors loud, long siren like beep is the only thing that was loud and clear..
(i just based it off of when I watched someone die :) they were so close, but they died anyway)
all i can say is, chills.
also
ly
@@andrea-ht8xz Aww ty, ily too :)
i wish i was as strong-
you’re so strong, and you write beautifully. take care
スベタbakuhoe you’re stronger than u know 💗
Depression is like a rotten heart. It's dark and heavy, yet it's stilö besting. As it starts to replace your own, happy and healthy heart you notice the difference. You stop caring about anyone or anything, knowing that there is no point. It's just making others happy. So you pretend that your happy, even though you feel like your chest gets crushed by this invisible weight. You've gotten so used to have that rotten heart, beating in your chest that eventually the pain turns into numbness. You get so tired that even the strangers knows that your not fine. They can see it in your eyes. Your friends asks you what's going on, your family wonders why your not smiling anymore. Even though you know it's pointless, you say "it's nothing, just tired" and yes. You are tired. Tired of pretending, tired of carrying that heart of darkness you seem to embrace anyway. You are tired of livinf. The endless thoughts in your brain takes over, making you forget how beautiful life can be. You shut everyone out in fear of ruining it. Like yoi ruin everything else. As you are so used to it, you never notice that the rotten heart beats slower than usual. It's getting weaker and weaker. Scars covers your arms as the string of life, time to time reminding you that you still live. However, that reminder is quickly to be forgotten as you notice others around you starts to avoid you. They stop caring and you wonder.. did they ever even care? You go along with it. Until one day, that rotten heart stops beating at all and you succumb to the darkness. You make a plan. How can I go without hurting others? You wonder. In the end, you don't care about that. Your just so tired to even think about it. So you take pills, a knife, anything to make it stop. And if you don't succeed, you know that the people who stopped talking to you are faking the kindness. Why would they care now? But you have to go along with it, again. And some day, you start to notice that your original, pure heart takes over again. And the rotten one has no choice but to leave.
The fact that the crying sounds just like mine when my mom was dying....
She's with you
🥺💘 by ur side
She will always be by your side
I am so sorry for u. keep your positivity up and don't listen to haters. i bet your mom was one one the bestes and bravest soul. Don't let someone drag u down u are enought ❤️
Her soul is always with you.
POV: ur that Someone crying at 12:00 pm and no one hears u cry
Edit: y'all dont make me sad and DA FAQ i have never got this many likes!
Anthony Gonzalez noo dont cry🥺💗
its 11:36 a.m but yes :(
Half 3 where I am :’)
No need to narrate my life bro
@@StarboyJuno lol same
Me: on a roof
My depression: Jump
My anxiety: What if I survive and people will be disgusted by me
Edit: MOM IM FAMOUS!... oh wait... you won't even care nvm.
This is what I feel like right now...
my anxiety: no it would be mad embarrassing to survive from it then...
facts
ooh that hit hard-
same i hope you get better bb i love you ❤️
The fact that I'm more afraid of living then I am of dying
I’m listening this while the sky is crying... and this is so- 😔
Darely Chalamet “the sky is crying” 🥺
the fact that my name is sky and im crying rn is ;-;
Kim Haru i love your name!! so beautiful
somebody called the rain god a pussy
Darely Chalamet mijmnrfjncrnc
I don’t know why but this reminded me of In another life....
“I found you”
“You found me”
Oh my gosh I just read that and I’m still crying over it
and that's on "you are beautiful" :(
Icy Storm i can’t fucking escape that story😔
This just made me cry bro-
Can’t ever escape this story 😭
PAIN. ALL I KNOW IS PAIN.
WHY DID I START LAUGHING WHEN I HEARD THE CRYING I THOUGHT THAT WAS ME GFUCHKEFYFEYIRFW BYE-
omgg sis u did notttt hahaha
I CANTJDJDJ
eye-
You make me laugh thank you
i want to cry until i read this comment SKSKSKSK BYE- 💀😭
song : call my friends and tell them that i love them
my mind : hah, what friends? the friends who left you when I needed them most?
it's sad how the people you thought they care about you, ( 'family' or 'friends') left you when you needed them the most.
now, it's not even painful, im used to it.
They say "I'll be there for you no matter what" but you know yourself that it's all a lie and that you only can count on yourself...even that is difficult..
right when you needed them. it sucks
Took my feelings and put them into words
for everyone in the comments: hi! my name is josh, it's going to be okay. i understand where you're coming from because I've been therebut please listen to me when i say you need to be patient, everything will be okay. i know you feel like no one will miss you but that's not true, whether you believe it or not there are people who care for and love you. there are people that become happy when they see your smile, there are people who don't know what they'll do without you, the universe itself will miss you because it lost someone so precious and beautiful. recovery is hard but one day you'll get there, you'll hit a milestone, you'll be able to fight the urges a little bit easier than before, you will be okay and you will get there. i know you will.
You made my day a little brighter, thanks (:
Bless your kind soul ☺️
Okay but like if I don’t get to haunt people I’m gonna be pissed
Edit: I- pls this is some shit I said at like 2am
Edit 2: YOU GUYS WILDIN PLS- ✋😩
Kōshi Sugawara EXACTLY LIKE WHAT WILL BE THE POINT DUDE
EXACTLY when i die i better be a ghost,, ghosts are epic aa fuck man
I'm gonna haunt all the evil people in the world.
SAMMEEEEE
Ok sugawara chill u still have kids to take care of 😭
*"I found you"*
*"You found me"*
;-;
Oh GOD i was looking for in another life comment 😭😭
Missing Halloween?
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🪂
🕳
"Why doesn't it hurt?"
"It's supposed to hurt."
This hits hard knowing i have midterm exams tomorrow
Cómo te fue?
same
@Пламена Тодорова good luck!
And now its already finals... :/
SAME
pov:
you slowly open your eyes. you look around. it’s midnight, the only light is the one on the monitor. you then look to your right to see your friend crying at your bed side, then your mom to the left of them. panicking, you look at your arms only to see IV’s and tubes. confused you try to remember what happened. then it hits you. you start to have a feeling of dread wash over your entire body, as your heart rate gets faster, the more anxious you get. you know what’s happening. you look at your mom and friend and start crying. you don’t want to go. you don’t want to leave. i want to stay with you guys. i’m so sorry...i’m so so so sorry.. i regret this so much. i love you guys. i don’t want to go yet. please. you start balling and the only words you manage to get out is “thank you”
everything begins to fade as you slowly see faces hover over your body. you try your best to stay conscious. this is it. your dying. you can’t escape.
I wish i had someone to cry after me
@@arandomperson1732 it’s okay bbs. it’ll be alright 🥺🥺 i loves you. keep your head up, you can do this ❤️❤️
This made me Suicidal
The 16 dislikes are people who couldn't see through their tears
**sitting on a bridge**
Depression: jump already will you, I want you to be gone
Anxiety: the waters gonna feel like cement and your neck will detach and you will have uncomfortable drowning sensation filling your lungs
one of the saddest things is laying in a hospital bed, not being able to make noise, make movement, or make contact with anything or anyone one. just barely being able to see, and hearing family/friends sobbing, and you can’t do anything, not a thing, all you can do is listen to them suffer...
there's so many comments here, so i belive no one would see this.., i miss you grandpa, im sorry that i can't hug you for the last time.. im sorry i wasn't there.. im sorry im sorry im sorry... thankyou for everything, thankyou for showing me the light in this dark world.. i miss you, i love you, thankyou
He loves you too. Hug him in your dreams... he will be always here for you... even if you don't see him...
He loves you.
@@youdecideslytherin9697 thankyou 🥺🥺
This sounds like the night I learned my best friend had killed herself, let's just say I haven't been stable since that night
I am so so sorry!! You must be going through a lot. Maybe your best friend is now in peace and doesn’t have to go through the pain she was feeling here. I hope the best for you!! ❤️
@Miu - Iruma thank you
@@dhritiratna7944 thank you
That pain is hard to describe to other people who don't understand and I'm glad you could even speak of it. I can bet your friend is happy she stopped her constant headache and pain🙂. You don't have to be stable or be anything bc you don't owe anything but I think your friend would want you to keep going and have your memories with her treasured not missed but loved❤ time will change and so will you🙂
i’m so so so sry, keeps your head up. she is watching over you!🖤
omg i´m literally crying now this is so good. The increasing crying and the heart monitor beeping make it so much better. Its like i could feel the pain of the person crying.
Lyrics:
Take me to the rooftop
I wanna see the world when I stop breathing, turnin' blue (blue)
Tell me love is endless, don't be so pretentious
Leave me like you do (like you do)
If you need me, wanna see me
Better hurry 'cause I'm leavin' soon
Sorry can't save me now
Sorry I don't know how
Sorry there's no way out (sorry)
But down
Mm, down
Taste me, the salty tears on my cheek
That's what a year long headache does to you
I'm not okay, I feel so scattered
Don't say I'm all that matters
Leave me, deja vu (mm)
If you need me, wanna see me
You better hurry, I'm leavin' soon
Sorry can't save me now (sorry)
Sorry I don't know how (sorry)
Sorry there's no way out (sorry)
But down
Mm, down
Call my friends and tell them that I love them
And I'll miss them
But I'm not sorry
Call my friends and tell them that I love them
And I'll miss them
Sorry
SENDING VIRTUAL HUG FOR ALL THE GUYS WHO'S SAD OUT THERE. Y'ALL ARE STRONG AND I'M VERY PROUD OF YOU GUYS! KEEP LIVING! ❤
edit: i hope it helps to y'all : D
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Cute! Thanks, you too ❤️
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This is genius, but honestly you need to give more aestethic to the thumbnail so people are more interested to click. Keep up the good work (:
i think this is perfect right now
Netta Mäensivu thank you so much!
c c thanks for the feedback :)
Tbh, the thumbnail was what made me click on the video lol
The thumbnail is fine the way it looks :3
and when you die, suddenly everyone loves you...
This has made me realise how valuable my life is. I tried to kill myself at 11, 12 and 13 and I'm currently 15; alive and healthy. I've been given chances and I'm proud of myself for getting here. Bullying, sexual harassment, social anxiety and my parents getting the Coronavirus. But I'm still here.
This year has been awful and I'm so proud of everyone who has made it this far in life, please remember that you are loved and cared for and that you matter. It might not seem like a good place now but trust me it will lighten up, it might not seem like it but I promise it will. Care for yourself, healing will take some time but I'm sure you'll get there. Keep going. One foot infront of the other. You will make it through this. Your friends and family will help you. You are amazing, beautiful and valid. You aren't just a person, you're a life.
I’m so happy you’re around, even if you’re a stranger through a screen. I’m happy I got to read your comment
Sorry, I’m about to reference something here but I think it goes well with this comment: “who cares if one more light goes out? Well I do.” To everyone out there, I hope you’re okay. There will always be people who care about you and want the best for you, sometimes we don’t see it or surround ourselves with it. I hope everybody can get out of this together
you are so strong, we are prouf of you
I'm proud of you. Your strong.
Well said. Hope your on the way to your 18th ❤❤❤
Why’d I just come up with a full monologue while listening to this like I was actually dying and comforting the person crying?
Bro same
the doctor: you have 4 minutes and 44 seconds to live:(
me: why not :)
What about the ads that's gonna come out of nowhere:(
@@deathflower8648 They will wake them up 💀💀
I want to listen to this song when they do tell me that
I wanna tell my parents how i feel but i know if i do they will want to "talk" which i hate talking to people about my feelings...
It’s okey I feel u❤️ if u wanna talk I’m here ily :)
same /:
I've never found someone who understood me that well...
Dude how is this not more out there
@@not.ur.average_4rtist lol
imagine this while you're listening to this song -
you are crying emotionless , there literally nobody seeing all of your tears , nobody heard your cries and nobody cares cause you choose to keep your 'serious illness secret' by yourself ;
your anxiety make your hand and body shaking while you're writing "good-byes letters" for your family , friends and yes , of course , your loved one .
you're dying and the only thing you could do now is laying on the floor , letting all the pain and sad moment killing you slowly in your cold , small , dark room and your eyes was slowly closed with tears falling off your eyes but all the pain is slowly fading away ,
and the last things you do is smiled , cause you know that you'll never feels all of that sad feelings and pains again , cause you'll never have to continue your life being depressed , being hurts and broken heart anymore . 😊
This sounds like it’s promoting suicide: DO NOT DO IT PLEASE. STAY ALIVE. THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO LOVE AND NEED YOU AND COULDNT LIVE WITHOUT YOU. I LOVE YOU. DEATH IS NOT THE ANSWER. BETTER THINGS ARE AHEAD OF YOU, I PROMISE. GOD LOVES YOU AND HAS A PLAN FOR YOU. HE WILL NEVER KEEP YOU IN THE DARK. EVERY BAD STORM HAS A PURPOSE FOR LATER. I LOVE YOU.
@@maddyrae8565 its hard it's so hard when you have so much anger and sadness
@@maddyrae8565 omg , thankyouu 😭❤
i want this.
@@kotaowens9334 ikr 🌚✨
This is amazing
Jackson Is Trash im late asf lol but thank you sm!!!
They will only care about you when its too late and the line is flat...
2014: “I want to die...”
“No! Don’t. Everything will be alright! Everything will be just fine. Don’t worry, I’m here...”
2020: “I want to die...”
“lol me too.”
Ha. Did anyone notice this change? Everyone’s miserable, everyone doesn’t give a fuck anymore. But seriously. You’ll be alright. The storm won’t last forever.
“You and my life were like this. We gotta dance in the rain, dance in the *pain.* Even though we crash down, we are gonna dance in the plane.” - Kim Namjoon
chile that’s legit namjoons line from his album how you get that mixed up😭😭
@@lamslams3334 I DID? I GOT THAT FROM THE INTERNET. I. AM. ASHAMED. I. AM. SORRY 😭😭😭 I’ll change it!
Zia Gaming JSHSJJSSN ITS OK!! it’s from his song moonchild if you wanna check it out! :D
Namjoon affs (crying)
his lyrics give me so much hope in life I just miss rm and I wish I could just meet him in real life right now and tell him that
I lost my dad to cancer and he was dying infront of me and i was crying at his bedside thinking of all the times how my dad had been the pillar of my life he literally took half of my heart with him and this sound reminded me of that moment
I'm so sorry stay strong, i'm here if you wanna talk🤍
"was it fun being a happy kid? Smileing at the world not worrying about anything? "
Yes
"I thought so, I see when you got older it got hard for you. And this was your only way of getting out?"
Yes
"Hm,did you enjoy it all?"
Yes
"You wanna go back now don't you?"
Yes
"Well,I'm sorry sweetie but we can't go back on the things we did"
...
"Everyone misses you now, but you'll be more happy here now"
...ok
(Don't mind me it was Random :') hah)
this made me cry so hard.
cards are ace it’s fine!!!
cards are ace 🥺 it’s totally fine
you know it hurts when this was the most peaceful and like “finally” moment you’ve ever felt
the person crying sounds exactly like my mother, it’s so identical that’s it’s incredibly scary and sad...and I think if I was actually in this situation...I don’t know what my mother would be like...maybe even worse but I hate to think more of it. I don’t have a very close relationship with my mother :/ but it’s not like I don’t react to my own mother breaking down...
"Yesterday is history"
"Tomorrow is a mystery"
"But today is a gift that is why it is called the present" 🥺
-Master Oogway (Kung Fu Panda)
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@@kittyyoongi9843 ahhhww don't be sad 🙂
Love this
@h o n e yツ uwu don't cry HEHE
@Volomette ops sorry about that hehe
My depression: Life can’t get worse than this. how about we just stop existing. No one would notice. We’re just a waste of space anyway...
My anxiety: but what if it hurts to die? Would others even care? What would happen to Our best friend that has been there for us? Would she care?
My heart: we would just hurt others that do care. If we die then it would break others hearts. Even if others don’t notice... We should stay alive for our best friend at least...
...right...?
Yes,,
Hey I hope you’re doing better :)) if life can’t get worse then you should stay for when it gets better right :) it’ll get better i promise and even if it may not seem like it there are so many people that care about you and love you so much which ik is weird coming from someone who doesn’t know you but just trust and you’re NOT a waste of space. If staying alive for yourself isn’t good enough then just think of all the people you’ve made happy and all the people that’ll miss out on you and everything you have to offer if you leave :( What helps me is thinking about all the good things that can come in the future like meeting your soulmate or having a family or even little things like cool tv shows that are gonna air lol You’re so strong i wish you so much love❤️ hang in there 😊
ITS IN WRITING
What if you do not have a best friend to live for ?
My exact feelings
This hits different when you have lost you loved in a hospital and you just couldn't say goodbye...
POV:
*[so this is how it ends..]*
*the story*
why did i do this?! i wanted it to e over with, not bring more pain to me and my family!!
your failed suicide attempt has left you in the hospital, in so much pain!
you silently cry as your mother sobs while sitting next to you.
suddenly a million memories fill your head.
you start to regret what you did, hoping you'll be fine..but that isnt the case.
the docter walks in and tells you that you dont have long left.. theres a 25/100 percent of you being able to live..
it was low.
you gave up.
called all your freind and told you that you loved them..
you hug your mom for what felt like a thousand years..
then you hear the ringing of the Electrocardiogram and before you know it.. you see white bright lights.. your in heaven?
it looks even nicer than you thought.
you feel free crisp air running through your hair.
before you know it, you wake up.
it was just a dream!!
The women crying in backround sounds like my mother it felt like i killed my self and she was here and cried becouse she losts her only daughter i have no words its perfect
It broke my heart reading this, i just want you to know, you'll be okay. It wouldn't be perfect there would be something missing.. You just have to stay strong.. Even though you might feel like that persons staring, or that persons talking? What are they saying, it doesn't matter. Because your beautiful, strong, amazing, and deserve to be alive more than alot of people in this world, so stay strong. K? :) ❤
Same. I love my mom too much
This comment just made me cry because I love her too much and she’s so nice to me the last thing I wanna do it break her heart
I'm literally in tears I-
This is what my dad probably felt when his friend passed away 2 years ago.
Anxiety _Day your dad is so strong
Max Matters thx!
I'll be back in 10 years. don't forget me, kind people of this humanity.
I will be here for these 10 years, until u come
This reminds me of the time my best friend attempted suicide. I was there in the hospital sobbing when she didn’t make it. This was one of our favorite songs.
I'm so sorry. She's in a better place now.
Aw man that’s really sad. And I’m really sorry for your loss 😔
sorry for your loss. she would be proud of you for sticking around, even without her...
keep pushing love
the last 30 seconds of this hit different
This gave me memories I don’t want. I
Started crying half way through.
same the crying reminded me of when i was crying when my cat died
Pov:
Your talking to your mother beside you, shes sobbing, you tell her sorry that theres no way out, and theres no way to save you now.
You hear the flatline, the doctors rushing, everything goes black, and your mothers panicked screeching as you slip away into darkness, one last time.