this is like when youre dying but youre not in pain and everyone but you is crying and you have one more wish- to listen to this song while youre leaving so that you could have your last movie moment. it's perfect.
I'm sure I have anemia, but my parents don't believe me. They didn't want to take me do analyses to be sure I'm healthy. All they say is "stop loving being sick" and "stop being dramatic" these words hurt way more than being sick. I can't focus in class, I used to always focus and work hard, but now I just can't, always having headaches, needing long naps to get my energy back, shortness of breath, fast heart beats. If anemia goes untreated for a long time it causes heart failure. It's been 3 months since I'm having these symptoms, but nobody cares. If I get a heart failure I'll only have 5 more years to live, I'm just 14! I just wanna live, I wanna make my dreams come true, but they don't understand, and they'll never do. I guess I'll just sit here, dying and nobody's caring... Edit: found out I have sinus tachycardia :) it's a heart condition when the heart beats faster than usual even at rest
I'm very sorry to hear that I know how hard it is when your parents don't understand what your going through even when you try to explain them but it's fine if they don't understand you have yourself your worth living and you will make it out happy ❤️I hope your parents understand you and remember your very strong
Your gonna get through this I promise your gonna give pain to others I might not know you but I love you okay?you matter your gonna be okay sometimes well.. it doesent seems like it won't but . Everything is gonna be okay.💗
As your in the hospital knowing that this are your final moments and the people who meant a lot to you aren't there to help you or talk to you, your just alone in the room, tears dropping from your eyes as you can't say your final farewell to them and the only things that are with you in the room are your best memories and the things you regret for not doing, then you look at machine beeping at constant speed knowing that it can stop any time soon and the only thing you can do is cry, as your crying the nurse enters the room and sees you in this condition, she knows that there isn't any people coming to see you, so she hugs you, as she hugs you, you can hear this song playing in the room next to yours, there isn't any tears lefts on your eyes, your closest people and your memories are slowly fading away from your mind and your life flashes before your eyes, the nurse whispers to you "everything is going to be okay", as she says this, the song from the next room starts to reach at it's end part, and the machine beeping sounds starts to slow down, the nurse get's up to get you some water, once she grabs the glass of water, the machine stops beeping.
I didn't know what I was expecting. It feels like when I was put on a 72 hour hold, in the emergency room. When I was singing in my ER room like I was a prisoner, trying to block out the other guy screaming that the doctors did something bad to him. It reminds me of when I was thinking of my, at the time, best friend. I remember when he told me how, if circumstances were different and we were in the same neighborhood, he would have loved to walk with me to school. And I broke down because I thought my life was over, that I had dug myself a hole, that there was no way that would ever have that experience. It was worse than thinking about how much I wanted to die and how I would do it. At the time, I thought he and all of my friends would hate me because of my suicidal thoughts. In that room, I lost track of time. I learned that melatonine didn't work on me, I had my blood removed from my body four times. The feeling of latex on my skin makes me want to vomit.
Roaming on UA-cam to cry after a massive heart break !!!! Don't know why I'm so unlucky , don't have much money , the I loved the most left me ....convincing myself that I can overcome this and one day I'm gonna have everything and make my mom-dad proud and die peacefully in the end!!! Amen
Sam if you're reading this I'm so sorry for humiliating you.. I regret it every day.. You were the best thing that's ever happened to me and you were my first and last love.. In my dreams we are always together but the guilt is getting too much now.. Whatever happens to me, don't blame yourself.. I loved you more than anything or anyone but my dreadful decision tore us apart.. I hope they put my engagement ring on me when I'm lowered into the ground.. We will meet again one day but for now goodbye my presh presh.. ❤❤❤
Omg are you okay?? Please don't do anything to hurt yourself. You are loved, you are in this world for a reason. We all make bad decisions, but we can make suc amazing things afterwards !!! ❤ I'll think about you. Please please stay safe
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this is like when youre dying but youre not in pain and everyone but you is crying and you have one more wish- to listen to this song while youre leaving so that you could have your last movie moment. it's perfect.
POV: soon you would get married but you had an accident, your fiance plays your favorite song while crying because he knows you will leave.
Her : "See you in another life my love ...."🙂
I'm sure I have anemia, but my parents don't believe me. They didn't want to take me do analyses to be sure I'm healthy. All they say is "stop loving being sick" and "stop being dramatic" these words hurt way more than being sick.
I can't focus in class, I used to always focus and work hard, but now I just can't, always having headaches, needing long naps to get my energy back, shortness of breath, fast heart beats. If anemia goes untreated for a long time it causes heart failure. It's been 3 months since I'm having these symptoms, but nobody cares.
If I get a heart failure I'll only have 5 more years to live, I'm just 14! I just wanna live, I wanna make my dreams come true, but they don't understand, and they'll never do. I guess I'll just sit here, dying and nobody's caring...
Edit: found out I have sinus tachycardia :) it's a heart condition when the heart beats faster than usual even at rest
@полумесяц thanks for caring, I'll try to convince them asap
I'm very sorry to hear that I know how hard it is when your parents don't understand what your going through even when you try to explain them but it's fine if they don't understand you have yourself your worth living and you will make it out happy ❤️I hope your parents understand you and remember your very strong
@@natasha7422 thanks so much fr it means a lot to me❤ love you
Plz stay safe and eats a lott. You matters. Be happy and be yourself, you have a lot to see and enjoy
I LOVE YOUU SO MUCH. Please take care of yourself ❤️❤️
Am I that desperate to listen someone crying for me?
Yes.
I was wondering why I am listening to this and actually loving this too (also another vid on yt but with Lovely)
this song really is something else 🥺
Ikr
i wish this happen to me in real life so i can stop the pain
We're getting through this :')
Same here buddy
Same.
Your gonna get through this I promise your gonna give pain to others I might not know you but I love you okay?you matter your gonna be okay sometimes well.. it doesent seems like it won't but . Everything is gonna be okay.💗
I Was in the same position as you but i'm fine now 😊 your pain will stop trust me❤️ and you're gonna have a good life ❤️
As your in the hospital knowing that this are your final moments and the people who meant a lot to you aren't there to help you or talk to you, your just alone in the room, tears dropping from your eyes as you can't say your final farewell to them and the only things that are with you in the room are your best memories and the things you regret for not doing, then you look at machine beeping at constant speed knowing that it can stop any time soon and the only thing you can do is cry, as your crying the nurse enters the room and sees you in this condition, she knows that there isn't any people coming to see you, so she hugs you, as she hugs you, you can hear this song playing in the room next to yours, there isn't any tears lefts on your eyes, your closest people and your memories are slowly fading away from your mind and your life flashes before your eyes, the nurse whispers to you "everything is going to be okay", as she says this, the song from the next room starts to reach at it's end part, and the machine beeping sounds starts to slow down, the nurse get's up to get you some water, once she grabs the glass of water, the machine stops beeping.
Im so sorry……i have heard stories that men sacrifices life’s for humanity……and i saw the worriers battling the depression;)
It hits diffrent whille you think that everyone on this planet will die and they will never come back...
I didn't know what I was expecting. It feels like when I was put on a 72 hour hold, in the emergency room. When I was singing in my ER room like I was a prisoner, trying to block out the other guy screaming that the doctors did something bad to him.
It reminds me of when I was thinking of my, at the time, best friend. I remember when he told me how, if circumstances were different and we were in the same neighborhood, he would have loved to walk with me to school. And I broke down because I thought my life was over, that I had dug myself a hole, that there was no way that would ever have that experience. It was worse than thinking about how much I wanted to die and how I would do it. At the time, I thought he and all of my friends would hate me because of my suicidal thoughts.
In that room, I lost track of time. I learned that melatonine didn't work on me, I had my blood removed from my body four times.
The feeling of latex on my skin makes me want to vomit.
You are amazing for making it out alive ok?
How are you now?
It's ok if you say that you are worse now
Videos like this are a treasure for me.
When I woke up in hospital after I almost died for the first time I cried to. But for the different reason.
I love these videos
Me: just watching random viedos and try to put my life together
UA-cam: how about dying?!
Omg amazing, I was waiting for this one 🥰!!
Ok heart earth sounds ok but I cannot seriously have someone making the same crying noises for six minutes I just wanna die in piece
the crying sound like a meme lol but at the same time very depressing
Speechless 🖤🥀🖤
Roaming on UA-cam to cry after a massive heart break !!!! Don't know why I'm so unlucky , don't have much money , the I loved the most left me ....convincing myself that I can overcome this and one day I'm gonna have everything and make my mom-dad proud and die peacefully in the end!!!
Amen
Thanks :)
It needs fucking more attention masterpiece❤
The man's voice crying 💔
this was my life in early 2022
my life 2 years ago
I Love it 🖤🖤
do you want me to cry, why am i listening to this
Sam if you're reading this I'm so sorry for humiliating you.. I regret it every day.. You were the best thing that's ever happened to me and you were my first and last love.. In my dreams we are always together but the guilt is getting too much now.. Whatever happens to me, don't blame yourself.. I loved you more than anything or anyone but my dreadful decision tore us apart.. I hope they put my engagement ring on me when I'm lowered into the ground.. We will meet again one day but for now goodbye my presh presh.. ❤❤❤
Omg are you okay?? Please don't do anything to hurt yourself. You are loved, you are in this world for a reason. We all make bad decisions, but we can make suc amazing things afterwards !!! ❤ I'll think about you. Please please stay safe
Pov: your brother is losing the love of his life who was your best friend but you can't cry because you want to be the strong and supportive one
Sounds like me when I cry when hurt harmed or wounded or when in hospital bed crying
World seems so big but for me it's so small.
The crying made me cry…it sounds like my brothers cry’s 💔
I miss you grandma.why you let me alone and broken.i really miss you 😖😖
ThE pAiN!1!1!1
your in a hospital slowly dying while listening to another love, also 096 is next to you.
Always wanna be a adult…..and then boom depression
Depression: how about dying!!!!
I almost died
donno how i came back🥴
My great grandma is so sick and feels like I'm gonna lose her anytime😢😢😭
Can you please do empty crown...??..Cuzz it'll match really well...
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Hi, I loved it, I'm a new follower, could you make a video of the song without me
Check my channel
Can you make please the truth untold- Bts
The ending holy shit
I wish this happen to me 😞💔
Al menos te quita las ganas de irte 🤍 o sentir que importas
Can I ask for a video with the song (i feel empty-kina) please
I hate to hear that voice crying aww my gad pls dont add that coice
Why always we say the end.....💔😭
I feel like Bokuto 😭😭😭😭❓
What the? No? Pls :'))
the crying was unrealistic & dramatic u wouldn’t cry that much in hospital if ur slowly dying like that wtf
im pretty sure thats someone else crying in the same room as you
Not. Absolutely not!
WTF ????
Wtf is this
gay