Evening, pals, I just left my mental nook and was here to check out with our tribe :) This video and its outcome are a pure miracle, please accept my bow and thanks, Xiexie; I'm not a frequent uploader, I tried to, but it didn't work out at the time, so I kind of let loose and focused on my novel. Thank everyone it finally worked out T T I've received several letters and invitations, thanks to that too ^ ^; I read your comments, and my heart pressed all along, it was overwhelming to me the volume of stories and opinions, yet thanks again The day when I finished my video, I lay down on the rooftop, the wind brushed my cheeks so fondly, I just stayed there and meditated on my situation. "It's gonna work," I whispered to myself somehow blindly. I might be too negative and cynical in the tape, please forgive me, I couldn't see a way through, I thought that would be my last dance, but uh-la-la! Sorry for the delay of my message, it's just I am kind of timid when the crowd gets crowded; This is just the beginning of my path, I guess, finally the door is open. When it hit 1000 sus, I actually didn't care about it anymore, it's way beyond my will, so... hurrah to it and bow anew; I'd drop several links here, not being boastful, just in case anybody gets interested in my work/help/e-mail: My Amazon writer page: www.amazon.com/stores/Susan-Wang/author/B0D938F9T6?ref=ap_rdr&isDramIntegrated=true&shoppingPortalEnabled=true My e-mail address: meamoi463@gmail.com Radio Artwork: bff.fm/episode/43299 Thanks: touchtouchpublishing.com/ My Wise*: wise.com/pay/me/wenxih4 谢谢大家，我好开心^ ^~* It means thanks everybody, I am very happy * *
We create and narrate our reality. Thanks for me to connect to you. The heart holds the power. Keep expressing as you do it well. Our inner most being knows the path..
It's not weird at all, I can relate. Been there, done that. You should continue exploring more into writing and creative stuff. Filming is good since you're doing it right now, YT probably a good start. Also probably combine it all together and make something new. Don't give up there. Sometimes our circumstances don't really help us at all but try to find a way, a way to break thru the barrier. Look at it from a different angle. If you're talking about religion...I would recommend having a close relationship with our Lord Jesus. Get to know Him more, I can vouch for Him although I'm nobody. I'm just a lost soul but He found me. He was with me during the dark times and He lifted me up. Seek for Him, you'll understand what I meant. I know, the system sucks but I know I won't be here for too long but I'm glad. Try to make the best out of it, we're all flowers, and flowers don't last long but during these times, we bloom and inspire others. Much love, don't give up.
Susan, you are on the right path to your spiritual awakening, this earth is beautiful, if you have eyes to see...yes right, suicide is not an option, it is a SIN,... we are here for that experience with all difficulties we go through. The religions are man-made and ordered by the evil master (Satan) to confuse humanity and to divide and conquer,...because his time is short, and is coming to an end. There's something wonderful coming for those who keep going through this Tribulation. Please endure to the end and you will be saved, as told by our LORD, FATHER. Remember:'' JESUS IS THE WAY, THE TRUTH, THE LIFE...Good luck...and see you one day on the other side...
So many of us are awakening spiritually now. It is what we came here to do - raise the vibration of the planet and those around us. Believe me, I know it’s not easy. We came here to change how things are on this planet. This is why we feel trapped and it all feels meaningless sometimes. Humans aren’t meant to live this way and we know it. This is a transitional time. Let the mind do what it’s going to do. Let it rage and judge and despair. Just watch. Go into your heart space. Just be. No matter what your life situation is, be the watcher, be the awareness, be present. You are what you’re looking for, keep coming back to that truth. You are me, I am you. I love you. May love, light and peace be with you.
My thoughts exactly. It's happening to so many of us. We have to stay true to our realization. Being in a life that feels so constricting has been taking it's toll on beings who want to live in the truest innermost expression of ourselves. It's time to diverge from our unconscious patterns and be who we were really meant to be.
Spiritual awakening is happening like a domino effect all over the world. We're waking up together and we'll need to follow our passions. Love, harmony, peace, and shed the most fierce white light upon all negativity. Bless you❤
I dissapeared a couple of months ago - no social media, quit all my vices (nicotine, caffeine, bad food, most of the time my internet is turned off, unplugged, no sim in my iPhone, i only shoot videos on it.) The only social media account I kept is UA-cam and its moments like these that I am grateful I did. Makes me hopeful one day I might run into people that get it. Bless you and good luck.
I think it will be necessary for like minded people and souls with a mission to communicate and help each other fulfill each others purpose. it is hard when you feel like there is nobody else like you. I really get it
Disintegration of the family unit is a root cause. Here in the west sense of community is going away. THIS is what controllers want: people who feel rooted to nothing. Stay rooted.
My perspective; I spent my entire life until recently (25 years) as if my deal with death was signed and done. I accepted I am not for this world and this world can't even perceive me nor will it support my nature. It's a perpetual battle of matrix responsibilities, pains, etc. I came to a point knowing my eternal nature that if I am alive after all, I might as well use all of my energy to create in this world an expression of my soul in any way that I can. Otherwise I just fall into non-action and my human experience is gone. Which I wanted for a long time, but I have literal eternity to be outside of my flesh. I embrace the world
After listening to your video i realize that i am not the only one feeling like this. Some say we are all one. That we are here just to feel emotions and learn to love. Your video make me think a lots. I need to change my life. I feel trap into working… gone for days… when i get home i don’t feel like doing anything exhausted… i feel every word you say here. Don’t give up I also feel when i can’t create music and record that i am loosing my time. I want to do music all the time
Wanting leads to suffering! The body and mind is very smart. We fall for it all the time, but we can practice the not wanting, the go with the flow, the observing and just trust the energy that guides the universe, because the same energy guides us too. Blood cells dont question their purpose, they simply trust the process. As human, its beneficial to align with higher order and just trust the process. Guidance comes trough intuition. As long the egomind wants something, it will cause suffering. The mind is a tool and not a guide trough life. All this goes beyond the physical mind. Its limited and programmed by patterns.
"are all one" each and every single living or non-living thing makes up this Universe which we live in but we need work out things because others don't feel our pain, hunger or understand our feelings.
Some of us just have a need to create. You might find that there are jobs where you can create or build or design, but it can also be difficult to make money as a musician or artist these days, so for most of us it becomes a hobby, and it can be very fulfilling, until your job or toxic people or life stress or financial problems make it difficult to focus and enjoy the creative process. But there is a balance to be found. "One Thing", find just one thing that makes you the happiest and the rest of it is a distraction. We don't need all of the garbage that commercials tell us to buy.
When I was younger I used to be so filled with creativity and joy, but that passion got beat out of me over 20 years of working various horrible jobs. After being suicidal I decided to be a creator as well. Not easy getting over the fear of judgement, but getting better over time. Thank you for sharing. Keep up the good work.
In my 20s - when I identified as a writer - I wanted to understand how human existence works. Then life threw at me some obstacles and it made me humble. I realized I will discover new planes in myself and new levels of reality will reveal themselves. I will change whether I want or not into who know what, and reality will change around me, too. I still think the goal of this life is exploration through self-exploration, and the ability to share our thoguhts and feelings and expressing ourselves is a great gift. Nowadays I'm 35, and I focus on being a good person, I try not to be the problem, rather the solution. I try not to be a burden. I try to be responsible, kind, open and patient. Realizations are still coming to me at an accelerating speed, but I know that I can't and shouldn't try to control the exploration process.
I almost quit, too. About 11 years ago. The thing that “saved” me from it all was that I began following an inner-voice that I’d been hearing all my life, the voice I had pushed down for a while. “She” saved me. She gave me micro-steps for working my way back to a healthier version of me- one that didn’t feel like she was going to die of chronic pain and immune issues. It was “lucky.” Fortunate that I listened, as I’m now healthier and happier than I’ve ever felt in my life, including childhood. Follow your heart, sweetheart. You are a very tender soul, created to create, and to enjoy the fulfillment that is attached to that process. Nothing is that serious. Getting off social media is great, as you’d mentioned. Also, anything else that raises dopamine levels, like cold showers and walks. That’ll assist you in feeling like life is worth living. Tapping into your intuitive nudges, whatever they are, is the way to remembering that you are very, very valuable. Keep up the fearlessness 💖🐆 you are an inspiration.
When I was talking and feeling like that trying to tell people about similar things in 2019 I got hospitalized with psychosis. Be careful sis, best of luck on your journey!
A mid-life crisis at such a young age. I feel for you. Keep thinking, keep asking questions and most of all, stay true to yourself. To answer your question about why people keep chasing more money than they need to live comfortably: because they’ve been(!) convinced that money will make them happy and that becoming happy is the ultimate goal in life. We are all constantly bombarded by the media with messages that tell us that happiness is the meaning of life. Have a look at stoic philosophy for a different view on what to do with your life. Wishing you all the wisdom and peace of mind. It’s been an honour to have ‘met’ you.
You have a good mind for philosophy. And everything you talk about is prevalent to current time. I always had trouble with caring. I was a nice person. But couldn’t care about myself. Finally in my thirties I had a breakthrough. And I realized before I could actually care. I had to earn such as something real. Instead of fake caring… fake happy smile. It’s about awakening. So basically we feel the philosophy of ancestors and current society. We try to come up with ideas and solutions. But we must learn everything and really understand. And even then we will have to commit to a strategy that is evolved and adapted to one’s own perspective. And even after the mind opens and caring is had. One still has to apply that strategy to the real world. And the act of caring will still be hard like before… Sometimes relationships are based around helping one another. And it’s hard to feel like you can make a difference. That your logic is purposeful to someone else. Sometimes you have to believe. And continue to learn in order to face challenges. You are an important person. Don’t get defeated by existential reasoning. I try to think of how no matter what I do. The lord created an amazing and complex world. The best I can do is offer to the lord. Through my devotion and actions. Knowing that it will be a small return. For that which has already been given.
Thank you for your honesty and vulnerability, it's refreshing. There's clearly a light in you that's looking for an outlet, its glow inevitably seeping into your videos. Just a word of advice: sometimes (not always), when everything seems too heavy, too dark, too difficult, you just need to rest. 🙏
@Ka_Heimei You put yourself in a position of vulnerability when you speak your truth in a genuine way, as she is doing here. I think you are maybe linking vulnerability to a negative connotation. That's not the case at all.
You are right, there is no point to anything. But there's also no option other than homelessness (being a monk is also its own thing with rules and responsibilities). Tarot reading is part of the matrix too, you're going to have to find clients... This is actually where Buddhism leads to, emptiness, there's nothing else to find. You are trying to escape the matrix but there's nothing else but that, any idea of something else is a delusion, like travelling etc... soon after you start to travel, you realize it's the same thing too.. It's all absurd and meaningless, all of it. So try to do something you don't mind doing too much, and enjoy the little things. Enjoy drinking your tea in the morning, eating your food, relaxing during the breaks and off times...
And this lay down and take it mind set is why we are in the situation we are in. If we the people don't decide to think and act for ourselves this will only continue and get worse. We have given our power away as if we are helpless victims. There are absolutely other options than work or be homeless. Just because you are not able to realize them doesn't mean they are not available to us.
@@theUnmanifest That is for each individual to go within, pray and work out for themselves. It's about relying on God/Universe and understanding that abundance comes from source, not from man. If you believe that those are your only two options, you won't be able to realize the other options. So first step is to realize there are other options that you just aren't aware of and second is to realize everything comes from source/God. Then start asking God/Universe or whatever you connect to for clarity and guidance. Start trusting more in God and less in man and the system it has created, it is not of God, it is meant to suppress us. We people of the Earth need to come together and start discussing solutions and implementing some strategies to force change in this planet.
Something I've been doing is practicing zhan zhaung and other meditations bringing awareness to the deeper systems of the body and everything else and I've been practicing wim hof and the act of observing and I've noticed how its allowed things to mend and heal naturally within my body becoming more flexible faster stronger which isn't even the main reason I started it its a plus though I started it cause I've been following my internal sense the universe God my heart intuition whatever and its led me too this and other practices as I've leaned into trusting 😊 honestly been fun😂
Its also been fun learning about the symbiosis of everything from trees to bugs plants ect to the air and rain storms ect its cycles watching all the processes unfold
s wang, some of us came to this timeline to bring awareness to the absurd discrepancies in the world right now. keep doing this, regardless of who's watching/listening.
So awesome!! It's been nearly a year since I've quit my job to pursue my "Why?". The first thing I decided to do was book a flight to Shunde, China, because I have been traveling there since 2018. Every time I go there I feel at home. Then I come back Los Angeles and I feel more like a foreigner. I really enjoy your honesty and philosophy! You really seem to have a very deep understanding of the human condition. Such a creative, progressive, beautiful mind. Thank you! I sincerely appreciate you sharing. Please, continue!
Well it's great to see you reaching out to the world in order to help figure out some of the questions on your mind. Looking at the comments so far I see you have already touched the hearts and minds of many people around the world. Being a writer comes with many challenges just like life in general. You obviously have a great deal on your mind and yes it is complicated and challenging to make sense of everything all at once. Take lots of notes and organize topics into groups, your skills will only improve in time. Your passion for abstract though and your creativity will propel you forward. Stay with it. If you enjoy your work(writing, blogging,sharing) you will be one step ahead of most people who are just grinding the 9-5 to make ends meet. Spiritual practices will improve your ability to see not only your past lives but will help guide you on your true path. Ask the questions, answers and direction will follow. Things may seem futile from time to time but you are here for a reason. Know that many are going through the same, you are not alone. Stay focused on the little things that bring you joy, the rest will follow. Look,your first video is already taking off,soon you may have the funds to travel and the world is open for you. Continue to share your reality, the good bad and everything in between. Perhaps a go fund me type request to support your writing will help as well. Best of luck. I look forward to your next expression of raw thoughts and ideas...
please try some guided meditations if you havent already i would suggest you do the isha kriya these kriya meditations can raise yourenergies but if your body is not strong enough they leave you in a state of existetential crisis
I ask myself these questions often. I felt most free living in my car and working full time so I can leave my country to live in another country where my money can offer me more. More time to be at peace, more time to stay home, cook, listen to silence, stretch, breathe and stare out into space like a cat. Pets make life less lonely. I miss my dog. I gave him away to travel. I realize life is letting go….just like when we all die. The things I value are listening to people, cooking for people, making them laugh, and retreating for 3 days at a time having no contact with people or technology. Stay human my friends. Farm, eat and live simple. Get rid of all your shit. The more the better, life opens up for you.
Our possessions end up possessing us. Controlling us. Not being stuck in a mortgage is so freeing. Makes sense. Look at the word mortgage Mort Gage Death Grip Death Hold Hold . ] -old. i -old
100% true and relatable. One of the biggest "hero's journey" moments in my life was to see all of the stress and anxiety caused by consumerism and materialism, and realize it couldn't possibly be worth it. Work harder, climb the ladder to a more stressful higher paying job, only to finally get home and be so wiped out and on edge, you end up spending all that extra money on drugs, alcohol, consumer products that are supposed to make life better but invariably let you down, need to escape but then you have to jump right back in it, and to be surrounded by friends and acquaintances that insist on this lifestyle making it harder to break free. Burn it, burn it all. Freedom isn't something you buy, you have to turn around, look in the opposite direction, and start walking away and just don't stop, like Forrest Gump, get as far away from it as you can.
Also, "listen to silence", so comforting to hear someone else say that. It is difficult for me to spend time with people anymore because I live in a highly extroverted society, as someone is around they have to start talking about everything and nothing. People are so enamored with their own words, they don't stop to think how beautiful the silence is.
I love silence. I live on a big hill and love to stand out in my back field...listening to the grasses wave in the wind. A rooster in the distance. Paradise❤❤❤❤
I understand 100%, clear your mind and don’t absorb the things in this world that don’t concern you. Anything you think about will poison your thoughts if it’s something that is negative in your mind. Find a calm place in your mind . BLESS YOU AND STAY STRONG
what about the people who have been remembered 200 years after they’ve died..? who’s to say that people in here aren’t destined for the same fate..? just because you believe nothing matters, doesn’t mean that other people will feel the same way.. your ego allows you to think that way, but just because you said that, doesn’t mean that it is the case.. we won’t know anything until we pass this phase of existence.. until then, cheers..
You're a lovely young free thinker. I ponder all of this stuff daily and I am twice your age. I just try to make the best of the current moment. I wish I could tell you I had the ultimate answer for happiness and fulfillment. But you're not alone ❤
Keep questioning this life, you’re on the right track. A lot of people will see themselves in you or can relate somehow. This is really giving me the courage to share my experiences with others 💗 I have tried a lot of spiritual beliefs/systems and found my way back to Jesus because it was the most simple. I just live by the golden rule in the Bible, “love others as yourself.”
You are a very beautiful soul and I feel a lot of the same things as you. I also feel like these feelings will pass and world will change soon with our lifes too. We will make it through this. Don't worry.
I hit rock bottom in my 30. things have gotten a lot better now, I figured out what was missing, it was gratitude. It was very difficult to learn and required a long gradual process. It was something that I was totally blind to. My situation was not as bad as your I guess, but I do feel empathetic to many of the things you said. I got fired from a few jobs, my mind was always on another planet. I like the ideas you have about religions. These are some of the lessons I learned through my journey that helps me a lot: 1, human beings are meaning making machines. 2, life is suffering. 3, gratitude. wish you all the best and thanks for sharing.
From your testimony I see you have the ability to articulate something of great value. Suffering allows us to see deeply into the truth of things. In this way suffering is the greatest gift, although we might wish to never be given such a gift. Perseverance furthers!
I'm just 10 minutes through the video but I want to say thank you for having the courage to post this video. The way your express yourself and just did a whole hour vunrable video with us is just so admirable. Your athenticity in this video is making an impact .. we all have thoughts we assume are "weird" or something and get stuck trying to curate a perfect image in society , but actually embracing our "weirdness" is the road to being creative and being who we truly are.
Who you are is a divine being having a human experience. Your attachment to your persona is the root of your pain. Meditation has saved my life go within your words have power and create your reality. Realise your divine being and confess positive statements i am eternal I am divine I am free. Persist in positive feelings and free your mind from negative ties to your human avatar. Much Love. On your Journey. X
Peace Love ...walk lightly....trust your heart...stay authentic...we are multidimensional .....you are here for a reason...breath deeply ... be aware now .... be awake now....feel now... see now....Love all of your dimensional self now....send Love in out and all about...Peace Love
@@mojogustavo336 I do understand....breath in peace for yourself...give yourself big hugs full of love...send love to all you are aware of ... into every thought... every movement .....every action..... this is a reminder to every moment now.... we all forget.... be an observer....be love.....
You are not alone with those thoughts. I left society and now living alone. Still working 28 hours a week to pay rent ect. And I thought I am alone. Now I discover that we also are a group. The group of the loners 😅
I am going through my first breakup and I am glad the universe brought me to your video🥺🥺. I've been depressed and this video is really mind opening for me 🫶
Thanks for sharing this, important. I went through this too. I had my 'wake up' in 2021 August and my consciousness opened after years (since age 16, now 32) of bad depression/anxiety. I all of a sudden could start meditating and my mind got more calm minded/clear, began to see into realms that shouldn't be here (i.e. paranormal, UFOs, psycicness and other things) and that changed my mindset. Suicide isn't the answer. So many broken souls. I'm glad people like us are here.
thank you very much for sharing/hosting us here. your words mean a lot, they are not useless or weird. don’t think such nonsense or given credence to those thoughts by speaking them out loud. you are truly a profoundly discerning individual, who’s words invoke deep resonance and introspection within my being. I know you will achieve all that you’ve set out to do, if you believe in yourself you will see this aswell. you harness a lot of power, strength and wisdom that may trouble/befuddle you at times, but with discipline and mental fortitude will only create greatness. thank u for gifting the collective consciousness with these words. I am truly moved.
You have an extraordinary gift. I love you for showing your vulnerability and truthfulness. Expressing yourself the way you have is courageous and brave! Thank you for your existence and I'm honored to be a new subscriber 🙏
I quit my job about two weeks ago to pursue I’m not sure what, life can just be tiring. I also would like to jump from a building or do whatever can get me out of my misery, but I’m also thinking about the aftermath, having to come back and bring all the bs back to a new shi ty life and I also have pets and to be honest they are the only ones stopping me from actually acting on it. I also believe that the universe/source brought them into my life to stop me from acting on it. I know it is crazy but I’m sure of it. I have no family whatsoever, I cut all contact with them. So I have no one but my pets. Since I’m still here, I’m trying to figure out the purpose of me staying alive. I also found out that I am autistic and have ADHD among other things, it suc ks! Thank you for sharing.
What you said about trying to stop it, resonates with a revelation I had about 2 years ago. There’s no getting out of it. If you leave the simulation early, you’ll just be put right back in. The conditions may be even harsher next time. So we should just try to level up while we’re here, rather than hit reset and possibly start at a lower level.
OMG spirituality awakening is everywhere now. I love its humbleness, like it is viral and hits deeply but it is so quiet. It’s unlike TikTok viral videos and all those social media stuff. Great support for you and appreciate your honesty!
You are the first person I have ever heard that has been able to echo my own view of how life is created. Not in the sense that no one else can, you're just the first one I have ever heard. From my view, life is like those endless zoom patterns. You keep zooming and zooming, but it stays the same. Never ending. I am also a creator, a writer. One who has only recently left the Matrix, but left it nonetheless. When I create and write stories, I feel my characters. Sometimes planning things out 100% ahead of time doesn't feel right. Sometimes I need to put the character in the situation they are put in before I am able to write what they feel. Because I first must become the character, before I can write the character. I cry with them, I laugh with them. My favourite way of doing it is through roleplay. Writing stories with other people. Co-creating. I feel my happiest when I am able to write and tell stories. I feel fulfilled, free. When my hand is forced into the matrix, I feel drained. Exhausted. Much like how I created my characters, and how me and my friends create ours together and follow what feels right to the character, I believe we were created too. Co-created by many souls, working together on our planet and stories. While I believe there is a Source of all, I also believe we are all to stand with Source and co-create with them. Not stand under them. Like they are above us. I have never felt Source want me to see it above myself. And it has let me stand beside it many times. Sometimes it is even hard for me to ground myself and see myself more human, because of how connected to it I am. I see the tiredness in you. Both in you, and in my own mirror reflected back to me as I feel tired from this world also. But we got this ❤ I cannot wait to co-create with all of you lovely souls.
Hello from Brazil! I relate with all that you have said, if you create some type of group, like discord, telegran or somthing like that would have a huge impact for our kind of creativity. I bet there is a lot more people like us around this planet and in the future we are going to do reeaaaally amazing things!
I am French and i understand you. I was like you but the Sadhguru's philosophy and spirituality helped me gain perspective on the pleasant or unpleasant events in my life. Now i am able to appreciate the little joys of life. I wake up and i am happy, because i am still here. I said to myself, one more day has been granted to me on the earth of men. It is indeed a privilege because i can still change my life. Love and Force to you !!! 💪💪💪💜💚❤
Yes so many wise teachers saying same things, Sadguru, RJ Spina, Tara Arnold, Eckhart Tolle etc. and grateful some give practical how to reach quieter mind with more ease, with practice more and more, yes! and playing more from heart area then with silent mind, in tune in with intuition, our true self, silence in the mind any time, any where all day regardless, we are more powerful than we think find it to free yourselves, let's do this already, courage, compassion at the same time 💪 💫💞 (sharing from Australia, fast tracked my true self life's purpose mission in last year thank goodness for these wise online teachers freely sharing for us all to easily move through life's ups n downs with modest courage, knowing 'all is well' always)
A beautiful person, with a open Heart & strong Spirit. People like you give me faith in our World! Your ability to build English sentences subconsciously is a good sign you're spiritually mature, ready to progress in big ways! I had the math skills of a child as a 29yr old American man. addition, subtraction, basic multiplication & very simple division, that's it.. By 30 years of age I had worked up to college algebra; quadratic & linear equations, polynomials etc. On this journey of mathematics, very often the answers to the equations I was studying would subconsciously write themselves down on the paper long before I was able to consciously calculate all the operations. Many assignments I spent as much, or more, time simply double checking these answers from the Ether. Fast forward 5 yrs. I'm 35 and have experienced, through altered states of consciousness; breath work, reflection, psychedelics, but most of all meditation, certain events that have shown me the Truth. There is a Fountain of Love not made by the hands of man, a plane of existence so beautiful & blissful no words can begin to describe it's glory. Keep on your path & enjoy the journey !!
In one part of the video, you mentioned how a person who experiences and witnesses severe pain isn't able to perceive the world the same way as before, or as someone who was raised under a glass bell jar. That really rings true. I'm still in awe how tremendous pain - caused by whatever reason, shifts your reality. I don't have a good grasp of it yet, is it splitting of self, reality, society or something else? But life reaches some other dimension afterwards. I'm still looking for a solid explanation. By the way, you have an interesting flow of thoughts, thank you for sharing them on the Internet :)
Thank you for talking about the elephant in the room. You are not alone , life is a journey. And you make all the choices, good or bad. It’s beautiful that you are able to honestly share your inner soul with people viewing this video. You must understand that you have giving so much to so many just because you did this video. I’m overwhelmed by your words, because we are all of the oneness. Follow your inner voice and you will go in the direction that is for you to contribute to this world. I look forward to seeing your growth in your journey. I’m a 74 year old man , who has asked the same questions along the way of my life . Now I’m just an observer, with wisdom from all that I’ve learned. Don’t quit just go with the flow of the life river journey. Follow your inner voice.
Thank you for sharing, I've been having a lot of the same thoughts on my mind and like a lot of us, and am very glad to realize we're all in this together. I sense how it's all shifting and deeply to the roots of our society as it's propped up today-- the change is already here, now I guess we're just watching it unfold in these times
You are deep into your spiritual awakening! You speak such truth and honesty. I have been feeling the exact same so my life. I have same beliefs. You’re tapping into the universal consciousness. We are all here together demanding society to wake up. You are loved. Meet Your spirit guides. Pray. Ask for guidance and wisdom. Find a guru a teacher. The process can be brutal waking up as your matrix world is crumbling. I love you! Please keep posting videos.
You excel in photography.. even with cinematography. I watched your "I went to Fujian Seaside" video, and I was kinda startled by your talent. Any decent amateur director should always have someone like you by their side. I'd take a chance with you, if you lived in Australia and was a local.
Love and Mercy ❤ Life is really strange and when your going through hell seriously keep going. Your soul on display here is beautiful and very very relatable.
I think we can thank the wealthiest people in the world and celebrities for the current state many valuable people on earth find themselves in, without the means for a comfortable life-because of the greed of those who control the flow of money.
I can relate to many things you said in this video. I hope you keep sharing these thoughts with others. I hope you find peace and happiness. Keep going strong and never give up. Some of your best days are ahead of you. You will see in time. Much love and respect to you. Have a great day no matter what. Thank you
I am glad that you are here. I have also walked a path of hopelessness and sought escape, and explored different ways of thinking and believing. Keep seeking. You will find creative family. We need each other! ❤
We have all chosen to be born to travel this journey called LIFE. Life is to be experienced. With experience comes understanding. All situations carries with it the potential for happiness or sadness, depending on our response to it. This is a world of duality and illusion, where all phenomenon goes through birth, growth, decay and death. So, treat life as a river, do not hold on to it's banks. As regards to suffering, iron ore will curse the furnace that tortures it, but will be glad for the experience when it looks back. Be wary of religious dogma, political propaganda, and medical big pharma. We have the freedom to exercise our own judgement and intuition. Do not be manipulated to fight other people's battles. Instead of negativity, we can always choose joy, equanimity, compassion, and loving-kindness. Be kind to others where we can; because we may never pass this way again. Happy journey😊.
I went thru a very traumatic time and I'm still healing from it. Suffering is learning. Without suffering you will never learn. You are not the body. Not even your mind. You will learn with time until you know who you are. You must always hang in there and keep your destructive thoughts at bay. Keep pushing thru your goals and accomplishments. Many have a void or emptiness they can't fill but you have to fill it yourself so you will never need anyone to fill it for you. And you'll be whole again. Stay strong. :)
The path of letting go in order to find the truth. A thousand deaths to lead to our rebirth in our intended form. Acceptance without judgement, the detachment from attachment. The learning to love the self without conditions. The hero’s journey. From the shadows we are born into light. You are on your way. Subscribed. Follow your light.
this is beautiful.. first video i have ever seen but you and let me tell you you are not alone our akashic record will find us.. even when we feel lost your journey is beautiful
Hello Young Lady, you’ve hit on many topics that I have pondered over and over at some point in my life. Moreover…Life can sometimes be tough, it’s definitely no walk in the park for any of us humans!! I’ve found that we all have internal questions that no one can answer or explain properly!! Keep on going, life is so unpredictable…take one day at a time!! I wish all the best for you! You are helping so many people just by opening up and being honest with your thoughts verbally!!
I feel you. This earth is a hard place. We live in samsara. I'm almost 76 years old and still searching for comfort. Remember, nothing on earth is permanent. Do what you can do. Be your own dreamer. Helping others is helpful.
Thank you for your message! Your honesty really did a lot to me and I hope it did the same for many other people, too Thank you! I wish you very best at your journey of being a Creator!
I feel each and every word you have spoken. And because of that (perhaps I am just staring at the mirror) it seems to me that you don't feel like deserving anything at all. I listen to you and it's like you don't believe your pain is true as if your reasons are not strong enough for that... Well... I surely feel this way. I resonate with everything you said so far (currently at 15min, I couldn't wait until the end to make this comment), the way you physically hold your body, the way you formulate phrase, perhaps the way you think (? Probably not), the way you care (or not) about things around you. And I am not even going into the details about your speech, it's more like I feel what's beneath your skin.
God bless you, you are speaking truth. I’ve wanted to make a vid like this for like 4years and go all the way deep (nearly everything), i will defo do it now. “The greatest human act is to inspire” 👍❤️
birthing pangs of an awakening. you are a facet of the universe experiencing itself. I hope that you do not become jaded. everything in this life is temporary, including joy and sorrow. I understand your frustration friend. namaste
Evening, pals, I just left my mental nook and was here to check out with our tribe :)
This video and its outcome are a pure miracle, please accept my bow and thanks, Xiexie; I'm not a frequent uploader, I tried to, but it didn't work out at the time, so I kind of let loose and focused on my novel. Thank everyone it finally worked out T T
I've received several letters and invitations, thanks to that too ^ ^; I read your comments, and my heart pressed all along, it was overwhelming to me the volume of stories and opinions, yet thanks again
The day when I finished my video, I lay down on the rooftop, the wind brushed my cheeks so fondly, I just stayed there and meditated on my situation. "It's gonna work," I whispered to myself somehow blindly. I might be too negative and cynical in the tape, please forgive me, I couldn't see a way through, I thought that would be my last dance, but uh-la-la!
Sorry for the delay of my message, it's just I am kind of timid when the crowd gets crowded; This is just the beginning of my path, I guess, finally the door is open. When it hit 1000 sus, I actually didn't care about it anymore, it's way beyond my will, so... hurrah to it and bow anew; I'd drop several links here, not being boastful, just in case anybody gets interested in my work/help/e-mail:
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We create and narrate our reality.
Thanks for me to connect to you.
The heart holds the power.
Keep expressing as you do it well.
Our inner most being knows the path..
It's not weird at all, I can relate. Been there, done that. You should continue exploring more into writing and creative stuff. Filming is good since you're doing it right now, YT probably a good start. Also probably combine it all together and make something new. Don't give up there.
Sometimes our circumstances don't really help us at all but try to find a way, a way to break thru the barrier. Look at it from a different angle.
If you're talking about religion...I would recommend having a close relationship with our Lord Jesus. Get to know Him more, I can vouch for Him although I'm nobody. I'm just a lost soul but He found me. He was with me during the dark times and He lifted me up. Seek for Him, you'll understand what I meant.
I know, the system sucks but I know I won't be here for too long but I'm glad. Try to make the best out of it, we're all flowers, and flowers don't last long but during these times, we bloom and inspire others.
Much love, don't give up.
Susan, you are on the right path to your spiritual awakening, this earth is beautiful, if you have eyes to see...yes right, suicide is not an option, it is a SIN,... we are here for that experience with all difficulties we go through. The religions are man-made and ordered by the evil master (Satan) to confuse humanity and to divide and conquer,...because his time is short, and is coming to an end. There's something wonderful coming for those who keep going through this Tribulation. Please endure to the end and you will be saved, as told by our LORD, FATHER. Remember:'' JESUS IS THE WAY, THE TRUTH, THE LIFE...Good luck...and see you one day on the other side...
congrats! happy for ya!
"The whole world has fallen in love with a dream" Huzur Baba Sawan Singh Ji Maharaj
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So many of us are awakening spiritually now. It is what we came here to do - raise the vibration of the planet and those around us. Believe me, I know it’s not easy. We came here to change how things are on this planet. This is why we feel trapped and it all feels meaningless sometimes. Humans aren’t meant to live this way and we know it.
This is a transitional time. Let the mind do what it’s going to do. Let it rage and judge and despair. Just watch. Go into your heart space. Just be. No matter what your life situation is, be the watcher, be the awareness, be present. You are what you’re looking for, keep coming back to that truth.
You are me, I am you. I love you. May love, light and peace be with you.
Thank you I love you may all beings be well 🙏💖
What an amazing time to be alive truly
Yes!! Not sure I could have said it any better. You obviously get it.
My thoughts exactly. It's happening to so many of us. We have to stay true to our realization. Being in a life that feels so constricting has been taking it's toll on beings who want to live in the truest innermost expression of ourselves. It's time to diverge from our unconscious patterns and be who we were really meant to be.
peace be within thee
Stay real. Sharing human things like this is what can save us all. Stay honest.
Truth❤
This isn't real, this is BS. I would think you would know it is BS coming from a TylerDurden user name and profile pic. The irony.
@@RunninUpThatHillh Not the Truth.
Spiritual awakening is happening like a domino effect all over the world. We're waking up together and we'll need to follow our passions. Love, harmony, peace, and shed the most fierce white light upon all negativity. Bless you❤
I dissapeared a couple of months ago - no social media, quit all my vices (nicotine, caffeine, bad food, most of the time my internet is turned off, unplugged, no sim in my iPhone, i only shoot videos on it.) The only social media account I kept is UA-cam and its moments like these that I am grateful I did. Makes me hopeful one day I might run into people that get it. Bless you and good luck.
In a world of fake celebrities and empty narcissists, it's nice to listen to someone authentic. More rooftop videos, please.
The collective consciousness is fully opening its eyes after over a decade of restless slumber. I am so happy to be here.
Happy to have you :)
A decade? As far as I can it looks like the last 12,000 years have been affected.
A century. The last time we had consciousness shifts like this was when Carl Jung was still alive.
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I want daily zoom meetings with people like us.
I would probably feel more like I'm at home in this world.
I think it will be necessary for like minded people and souls with a mission to communicate and help each other fulfill each others purpose. it is hard when you feel like there is nobody else like you. I really get it
Disintegration of the family unit is a root cause. Here in the west sense of community is going away. THIS is what controllers want: people who feel rooted to nothing. Stay rooted.
I am a deep feeler too..I keep myself happy by being of service to others. That's how I belong.
@@RunninUpThatHillh they have also destroyed communities and with cancel culture on the rise all the bonds are falling
@@RunninUpThatHillh that is great, I am going to start playing music in nursing homes, i have that feeling i need to be of service too
My perspective; I spent my entire life until recently (25 years) as if my deal with death was signed and done. I accepted I am not for this world and this world can't even perceive me nor will it support my nature. It's a perpetual battle of matrix responsibilities, pains, etc.
I came to a point knowing my eternal nature that if I am alive after all, I might as well use all of my energy to create in this world an expression of my soul in any way that I can. Otherwise I just fall into non-action and my human experience is gone. Which I wanted for a long time, but I have literal eternity to be outside of my flesh. I embrace the world
Fantastic perspective, I've come to a similar one. Wish you well
Wow this sums up perfectly how I feel as well.
we're all in this together
Such a beautiful perspective. Proud of you fellow human 😊
This is greatness
the algorithm worked hard to reach me
After listening to your video i realize that i am not the only one feeling like this. Some say we are all one. That we are here just to feel emotions and learn to love. Your video make me think a lots. I need to change my life. I feel trap into working… gone for days… when i get home i don’t feel like doing anything exhausted… i feel every word you say here. Don’t give up
I also feel when i can’t create music and record that i am loosing my time. I want to do music all the time
Wanting leads to suffering! The body and mind is very smart. We fall for it all the time, but we can practice the not wanting, the go with the flow, the observing and just trust the energy that guides the universe, because the same energy guides us too. Blood cells dont question their purpose, they simply trust the process. As human, its beneficial to align with higher order and just trust the process. Guidance comes trough intuition. As long the egomind wants something, it will cause suffering. The mind is a tool and not a guide trough life. All this goes beyond the physical mind. Its limited and programmed by patterns.
"are all one" each and every single living or non-living thing makes up this Universe which we live in but we need work out things because others don't feel our pain, hunger or understand our feelings.
Some of us just have a need to create. You might find that there are jobs where you can create or build or design, but it can also be difficult to make money as a musician or artist these days, so for most of us it becomes a hobby, and it can be very fulfilling, until your job or toxic people or life stress or financial problems make it difficult to focus and enjoy the creative process. But there is a balance to be found. "One Thing", find just one thing that makes you the happiest and the rest of it is a distraction. We don't need all of the garbage that commercials tell us to buy.
This was fascinating. Ironically you might have a talent for loose discussions of spiritualism and philosophy. Keep creating, you have a fire for it!
When I was younger I used to be so filled with creativity and joy, but that passion got beat out of me over 20 years of working various horrible jobs. After being suicidal I decided to be a creator as well. Not easy getting over the fear of judgement, but getting better over time. Thank you for sharing. Keep up the good work.
Same here of trying to overcome judgement! Just subscribed to you, keep going!
In my 20s - when I identified as a writer - I wanted to understand how human existence works. Then life threw at me some obstacles and it made me humble. I realized I will discover new planes in myself and new levels of reality will reveal themselves. I will change whether I want or not into who know what, and reality will change around me, too. I still think the goal of this life is exploration through self-exploration, and the ability to share our thoguhts and feelings and expressing ourselves is a great gift. Nowadays I'm 35, and I focus on being a good person, I try not to be the problem, rather the solution. I try not to be a burden. I try to be responsible, kind, open and patient. Realizations are still coming to me at an accelerating speed, but I know that I can't and shouldn't try to control the exploration process.
Another nonsense is - I identify as crap people say. Be simple stay real.
I almost quit, too. About 11 years ago. The thing that “saved” me from it all was that I began following an inner-voice that I’d been hearing all my life, the voice I had pushed down for a while. “She” saved me. She gave me micro-steps for working my way back to a healthier version of me- one that didn’t feel like she was going to die of chronic pain and immune issues.
It was “lucky.” Fortunate that I listened, as I’m now healthier and happier than I’ve ever felt in my life, including childhood.
Follow your heart, sweetheart. You are a very tender soul, created to create, and to enjoy the fulfillment that is attached to that process. Nothing is that serious. Getting off social media is great, as you’d mentioned. Also, anything else that raises dopamine levels, like cold showers and walks. That’ll assist you in feeling like life is worth living. Tapping into your intuitive nudges, whatever they are, is the way to remembering that you are very, very valuable. Keep up the fearlessness 💖🐆 you are an inspiration.
might have been 1 hour with nobody there but we here now. :)
When I was talking and feeling like that trying to tell people about similar things in 2019 I got hospitalized with psychosis. Be careful sis, best of luck on your journey!
A mid-life crisis at such a young age. I feel for you. Keep thinking, keep asking questions and most of all, stay true to yourself. To answer your question about why people keep chasing more money than they need to live comfortably: because they’ve been(!) convinced that money will make them happy and that becoming happy is the ultimate goal in life. We are all constantly bombarded by the media with messages that tell us that happiness is the meaning of life. Have a look at stoic philosophy for a different view on what to do with your life. Wishing you all the wisdom and peace of mind. It’s been an honour to have ‘met’ you.
You have a good mind for philosophy. And everything you talk about is prevalent to current time. I always had trouble with caring. I was a nice person. But couldn’t care about myself. Finally in my thirties I had a breakthrough. And I realized before I could actually care. I had to earn such as something real. Instead of fake caring… fake happy smile. It’s about awakening. So basically we feel the philosophy of ancestors and current society. We try to come up with ideas and solutions. But we must learn everything and really understand. And even then we will have to commit to a strategy that is evolved and adapted to one’s own perspective. And even after the mind opens and caring is had. One still has to apply that strategy to the real world. And the act of caring will still be hard like before… Sometimes relationships are based around helping one another. And it’s hard to feel like you can make a difference. That your logic is purposeful to someone else. Sometimes you have to believe. And continue to learn in order to face challenges. You are an important person. Don’t get defeated by existential reasoning. I try to think of how no matter what I do. The lord created an amazing and complex world. The best I can do is offer to the lord. Through my devotion and actions. Knowing that it will be a small return. For that which has already been given.
Thank you for your honesty and vulnerability, it's refreshing. There's clearly a light in you that's looking for an outlet, its glow inevitably seeping into your videos. Just a word of advice: sometimes (not always), when everything seems too heavy, too dark, too difficult, you just need to rest. 🙏
@Ka_Heimei You put yourself in a position of vulnerability when you speak your truth in a genuine way, as she is doing here. I think you are maybe linking vulnerability to a negative connotation. That's not the case at all.
You are right, there is no point to anything. But there's also no option other than homelessness (being a monk is also its own thing with rules and responsibilities).
Tarot reading is part of the matrix too, you're going to have to find clients...
This is actually where Buddhism leads to, emptiness, there's nothing else to find.
You are trying to escape the matrix but there's nothing else but that, any idea of something else is a delusion, like travelling etc... soon after you start to travel, you realize it's the same thing too..
It's all absurd and meaningless, all of it.
So try to do something you don't mind doing too much, and enjoy the little things. Enjoy drinking your tea in the morning, eating your food, relaxing during the breaks and off times...
And this lay down and take it mind set is why we are in the situation we are in. If we the people don't decide to think and act for ourselves this will only continue and get worse. We have given our power away as if we are helpless victims. There are absolutely other options than work or be homeless. Just because you are not able to realize them doesn't mean they are not available to us.
@@faithwilliams4554 what other options are there ?
@@theUnmanifest That is for each individual to go within, pray and work out for themselves. It's about relying on God/Universe and understanding that abundance comes from source, not from man. If you believe that those are your only two options, you won't be able to realize the other options. So first step is to realize there are other options that you just aren't aware of and second is to realize everything comes from source/God. Then start asking God/Universe or whatever you connect to for clarity and guidance. Start trusting more in God and less in man and the system it has created, it is not of God, it is meant to suppress us. We people of the Earth need to come together and start discussing solutions and implementing some strategies to force change in this planet.
Something I've been doing is practicing zhan zhaung and other meditations bringing awareness to the deeper systems of the body and everything else and I've been practicing wim hof and the act of observing and I've noticed how its allowed things to mend and heal naturally within my body becoming more flexible faster stronger which isn't even the main reason I started it its a plus though I started it cause I've been following my internal sense the universe God my heart intuition whatever and its led me too this and other practices as I've leaned into trusting 😊 honestly been fun😂
Its also been fun learning about the symbiosis of everything from trees to bugs plants ect to the air and rain storms ect its cycles watching all the processes unfold
s wang, some of us came to this timeline to bring awareness to the absurd discrepancies in the world right now.
keep doing this, regardless of who's watching/listening.
So awesome!! It's been nearly a year since I've quit my job to pursue my "Why?". The first thing I decided to do was book a flight to Shunde, China, because I have been traveling there since 2018. Every time I go there I feel at home. Then I come back Los Angeles and I feel more like a foreigner. I really enjoy your honesty and philosophy! You really seem to have a very deep understanding of the human condition. Such a creative, progressive, beautiful mind. Thank you! I sincerely appreciate you sharing. Please, continue!
Well it's great to see you reaching out to the world in order to help figure out some of the questions on your mind. Looking at the comments so far I see you have already touched the hearts and minds of many people around the world. Being a writer comes with many challenges just like life in general. You obviously have a great deal on your mind and yes it is complicated and challenging to make sense of everything all at once. Take lots of notes and organize topics into groups, your skills will only improve in time. Your passion for abstract though and your creativity will propel you forward. Stay with it. If you enjoy your work(writing, blogging,sharing) you will be one step ahead of most people who are just grinding the 9-5 to make ends meet. Spiritual practices will improve your ability to see not only your past lives but will help guide you on your true path. Ask the questions, answers and direction will follow. Things may seem futile from time to time but you are here for a reason. Know that many are going through the same, you are not alone. Stay focused on the little things that bring you joy, the rest will follow. Look,your first video is already taking off,soon you may have the funds to travel and the world is open for you. Continue to share your reality, the good bad and everything in between. Perhaps a go fund me type request to support your writing will help as well. Best of luck. I look forward to your next expression of raw thoughts and ideas...
please try some guided meditations if you havent already i would suggest you do the isha kriya these kriya meditations can raise yourenergies but if your body is not strong enough they leave you in a state of existetential crisis
Please make more of these kind of videos. I haven’t listened to something so comforting in a long time. Keep being you and sharing your wisdom
I ask myself these questions often. I felt most free living in my car and working full time so I can leave my country to live in another country where my money can offer me more. More time to be at peace, more time to stay home, cook, listen to silence, stretch, breathe and stare out into space like a cat. Pets make life less lonely. I miss my dog. I gave him away to travel. I realize life is letting go….just like when we all die. The things I value are listening to people, cooking for people, making them laugh, and retreating for 3 days at a time having no contact with people or technology. Stay human my friends. Farm, eat and live simple. Get rid of all your shit. The more the better, life opens up for you.
Our possessions end up possessing us. Controlling us.
Not being stuck in a mortgage is so freeing. Makes sense.
Look at the word mortgage
Mort
Gage
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Grip
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Your dog 🫱🫀🫲 :(
100% true and relatable. One of the biggest "hero's journey" moments in my life was to see all of the stress and anxiety caused by consumerism and materialism, and realize it couldn't possibly be worth it. Work harder, climb the ladder to a more stressful higher paying job, only to finally get home and be so wiped out and on edge, you end up spending all that extra money on drugs, alcohol, consumer products that are supposed to make life better but invariably let you down, need to escape but then you have to jump right back in it, and to be surrounded by friends and acquaintances that insist on this lifestyle making it harder to break free. Burn it, burn it all. Freedom isn't something you buy, you have to turn around, look in the opposite direction, and start walking away and just don't stop, like Forrest Gump, get as far away from it as you can.
Also, "listen to silence", so comforting to hear someone else say that. It is difficult for me to spend time with people anymore because I live in a highly extroverted society, as someone is around they have to start talking about everything and nothing. People are so enamored with their own words, they don't stop to think how beautiful the silence is.
I love silence. I live on a big hill and love to stand out in my back field...listening to the grasses wave in the wind. A rooster in the distance. Paradise❤❤❤❤
I understand 100%, clear your mind and don’t absorb the things in this world that don’t concern you. Anything you think about will poison your thoughts if it’s something that is negative in your mind. Find a calm place in your mind . BLESS YOU AND STAY STRONG
thank you for your words. you are not alone, i resonated with every word you said
Never give up. You will find what you're looking for
I LOVE YOU!!!
NO MATTER WHAT
I ACCEPT YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE!
I CARE ABOUT YOU.
I LOVE YOU!
Everything 99% of you do makes no difference and will be forgotten in 200 years. So enjoy your life, give up everything that is chaining you down.
what about the people who have been remembered 200 years after they’ve died..?
who’s to say that people in here aren’t destined for the same fate..?
just because you believe nothing matters, doesn’t mean that other people will feel the same way..
your ego allows you to think that way, but just because you said that, doesn’t mean that it is the case.. we won’t know anything until we pass this phase of existence..
until then, cheers..
@@TheMindfulOpinion❤
Yes civilization is simply a waste of time. Just a pile of bones left in the museum some kids passing by
@@TheMindfulOpinion Read - the heat death of the universe
You're a lovely young free thinker. I ponder all of this stuff daily and I am twice your age. I just try to make the best of the current moment. I wish I could tell you I had the ultimate answer for happiness and fulfillment. But you're not alone ❤
Keep questioning this life, you’re on the right track. A lot of people will see themselves in you or can relate somehow. This is really giving me the courage to share my experiences with others 💗 I have tried a lot of spiritual beliefs/systems and found my way back to Jesus because it was the most simple. I just live by the golden rule in the Bible, “love others as yourself.”
You have woken up! Congratulations!
You are a very beautiful soul and I feel a lot of the same things as you. I also feel like these feelings will pass and world will change soon with our lifes too. We will make it through this. Don't worry.
We love you and we hear you! 🩷🌷🫶
Your being is beautiful and comforting. ❤ thank you for sharing a piece of your heart and mind with us.
I don’t want to do this anymore either. It’s pointless and this world is pointless.
I hit rock bottom in my 30. things have gotten a lot better now, I figured out what was missing, it was gratitude. It was very difficult to learn and required a long gradual process. It was something that I was totally blind to. My situation was not as bad as your I guess, but I do feel empathetic to many of the things you said. I got fired from a few jobs, my mind was always on another planet. I like the ideas you have about religions. These are some of the lessons I learned through my journey that helps me a lot: 1, human beings are meaning making machines. 2, life is suffering. 3, gratitude.
wish you all the best and thanks for sharing.
From your testimony I see you have the ability to articulate something of great value. Suffering allows us to see deeply into the truth of things. In this way suffering is the greatest gift, although we might wish to never be given such a gift.
Perseverance furthers!
I'm just 10 minutes through the video but I want to say thank you for having the courage to post this video. The way your express yourself and just did a whole hour vunrable video with us is just so admirable. Your athenticity in this video is making an impact .. we all have thoughts we assume are "weird" or something and get stuck trying to curate a perfect image in society , but actually embracing our "weirdness" is the road to being creative and being who we truly are.
Who you are is a divine being having a human experience. Your attachment to your persona is the root of your pain. Meditation has saved my life go within your words have power and create your reality. Realise your divine being and confess positive statements i am eternal I am divine I am free. Persist in positive feelings and free your mind from negative ties to your human avatar.
Much Love. On your Journey. X
i don’t think you’re weird at all, you just say how you feel and thats the singular best quality a person can have
your realness and vulnerability have been a blessing to witness. thank you
You are not alone in this my friend :)
Peace Love ...walk lightly....trust your heart...stay authentic...we are multidimensional .....you are here for a reason...breath deeply ... be aware now .... be awake now....feel now... see now....Love all of your dimensional self now....send Love in out and all about...Peace Love
That's a really nice load of bullshit
Many thanks.
Look at where the peace love hippy dippy bs got us.
@@mojogustavo336 I do understand....breath in peace for yourself...give yourself big hugs full of love...send love to all you are aware of ... into every thought... every movement .....every action..... this is a reminder to every moment now.... we all forget.... be an observer....be love.....
You are not alone with those thoughts. I left society and now living alone. Still working 28 hours a week to pay rent ect. And I thought I am alone. Now I discover that we also are a group. The group of the loners 😅
Appreciate your honesty and rawness. We hear you. Sending happy vibes, peace, and success your way!
I am going through my first breakup and I am glad the universe brought me to your video🥺🥺. I've been depressed and this video is really mind opening for me 🫶
pay attention on it, bro
it's very profound if you look from the right lenses
stay safe
Yes there's beings who control us and this place, but it's also a dream. Keep spreading the truth, immortal soul
Wow, I like your truthfulness.
Don’t change yourself.
Life is just life.
Enjoy your experience.
You have free will, you can do what u feel like.
Thanks for sharing this, important.
I went through this too. I had my 'wake up' in 2021 August and my consciousness opened after years (since age 16, now 32) of bad depression/anxiety. I all of a sudden could start meditating and my mind got more calm minded/clear, began to see into realms that shouldn't be here (i.e. paranormal, UFOs, psycicness and other things) and that changed my mindset.
Suicide isn't the answer. So many broken souls. I'm glad people like us are here.
Happy to see this today. Harmonic frequencies. Thank you for your vulnerability and bravery. I will keep you in my positive thoughts.
thank you very much for sharing/hosting us here. your words mean a lot, they are not useless or weird. don’t think such nonsense or given credence to those thoughts by speaking them out loud. you are truly a profoundly discerning individual, who’s words invoke deep resonance and introspection within my being. I know you will achieve all that you’ve set out to do, if you believe in yourself you will see this aswell. you harness a lot of power, strength and wisdom that may trouble/befuddle you at times, but with discipline and mental fortitude will only create greatness. thank u for gifting the collective consciousness with these words. I am truly moved.
You're a wise, old soul. You're going to do good at this.
You have an extraordinary gift. I love you for showing your vulnerability and truthfulness. Expressing yourself the way you have is courageous and brave! Thank you for your existence and I'm honored to be a new subscriber 🙏
I quit my job about two weeks ago to pursue I’m not sure what, life can just be tiring. I also would like to jump from a building or do whatever can get me out of my misery, but I’m also thinking about the aftermath, having to come back and bring all the bs back to a new shi ty life and I also have pets and to be honest they are the only ones stopping me from actually acting on it. I also believe that the universe/source brought them into my life to stop me from acting on it.
I know it is crazy but I’m sure of it. I have no family whatsoever, I cut all contact with them. So I have no one but my pets. Since I’m still here, I’m trying to figure out the purpose of me staying alive. I also found out that I am autistic and have ADHD among other things, it suc ks!
Thank you for sharing.
It was fun listening to you and you talked about really important topics. The world is kind of mad these days.
Good luck on your path!
You're not alone. Many souls are experiencing the same. ❤❤❤
Just hang on. it's a bumpy ride.
What you said about trying to stop it, resonates with a revelation I had about 2 years ago. There’s no getting out of it. If you leave the simulation early, you’ll just be put right back in. The conditions may be even harsher next time. So we should just try to level up while we’re here, rather than hit reset and possibly start at a lower level.
OMG spirituality awakening is everywhere now. I love its humbleness, like it is viral and hits deeply but it is so quiet. It’s unlike TikTok viral videos and all those social media stuff. Great support for you and appreciate your honesty!
So glad to have found your channel, I was watching it in the morning before heading off for a yoga class and hanging out in the park with my friend.
You are the first person I have ever heard that has been able to echo my own view of how life is created.
Not in the sense that no one else can, you're just the first one I have ever heard.
From my view, life is like those endless zoom patterns.
You keep zooming and zooming, but it stays the same. Never ending.
I am also a creator, a writer. One who has only recently left the Matrix, but left it nonetheless.
When I create and write stories, I feel my characters.
Sometimes planning things out 100% ahead of time doesn't feel right.
Sometimes I need to put the character in the situation they are put in before I am able to write what they feel. Because I first must become the character, before I can write the character.
I cry with them, I laugh with them.
My favourite way of doing it is through roleplay. Writing stories with other people. Co-creating.
I feel my happiest when I am able to write and tell stories. I feel fulfilled, free.
When my hand is forced into the matrix, I feel drained. Exhausted.
Much like how I created my characters, and how me and my friends create ours together and follow what feels right to the character, I believe we were created too.
Co-created by many souls, working together on our planet and stories.
While I believe there is a Source of all, I also believe we are all to stand with Source and co-create with them. Not stand under them. Like they are above us.
I have never felt Source want me to see it above myself.
And it has let me stand beside it many times. Sometimes it is even hard for me to ground myself and see myself more human, because of how connected to it I am.
I see the tiredness in you. Both in you, and in my own mirror reflected back to me as I feel tired from this world also.
But we got this ❤
I cannot wait to co-create with all of you lovely souls.
Hello from Brazil! I relate with all that you have said, if you create some type of group, like discord, telegran or somthing like that would have a huge impact for our kind of creativity. I bet there is a lot more people like us around this planet and in the future we are going to do reeaaaally amazing things!
They call it quiet quitting, 10's of millions are doing it.
Scary af that doctors and other important positions are doing it too.
Love your deep thinking and being able to express it to others. Others that feel deeply and understand you are out there. Sending love from C.A. .
I am French and i understand you. I was like you but the Sadhguru's philosophy and spirituality helped me gain perspective on the pleasant or unpleasant events in my life. Now i am able to appreciate the little joys of life. I wake up and i am happy, because i am still here. I said to myself, one more day has been granted to me on the earth of men. It is indeed a privilege because i can still change my life. Love and Force to you !!! 💪💪💪💜💚❤
Yes so many wise teachers saying same things, Sadguru, RJ Spina, Tara Arnold, Eckhart Tolle etc. and grateful some give practical how to reach quieter mind with more ease, with practice more and more, yes! and playing more from heart area then with silent mind, in tune in with intuition, our true self, silence in the mind any time, any where all day regardless, we are more powerful than we think find it to free yourselves, let's do this already, courage, compassion at the same time 💪 💫💞 (sharing from Australia, fast tracked my true self life's purpose mission in last year thank goodness for these wise online teachers freely sharing for us all to easily move through life's ups n downs with modest courage, knowing 'all is well' always)
@@KezLOA Love and Force to you my friend, all the best !!! 💪💪💪💜💚❤
@@Ameny-kd5ox thank you so much from all the way over there, go you too! May love power fill you and your life always 🥰💞 💪 xo
A beautiful person, with a open Heart & strong Spirit. People like you give me faith in our World!
Your ability to build English sentences subconsciously is a good sign you're spiritually mature, ready to progress in big ways!
I had the math skills of a child as a 29yr old American man. addition, subtraction, basic multiplication & very simple division, that's it..
By 30 years of age I had worked up to college algebra; quadratic & linear equations, polynomials etc. On this journey of mathematics, very often the answers to the equations I was studying would subconsciously write themselves down on the paper long before I was able to consciously calculate all the operations. Many assignments I spent as much, or more, time simply double checking these answers from the Ether.
Fast forward 5 yrs. I'm 35 and have experienced, through altered states of consciousness; breath work, reflection, psychedelics, but most of all meditation, certain events that have shown me the Truth. There is a Fountain of Love not made by the hands of man, a plane of existence so beautiful & blissful no words can begin to describe it's glory.
Keep on your path & enjoy the journey !!
In one part of the video, you mentioned how a person who experiences and witnesses severe pain isn't able to perceive the world the same way as before, or as someone who was raised under a glass bell jar. That really rings true. I'm still in awe how tremendous pain - caused by whatever reason, shifts your reality. I don't have a good grasp of it yet, is it splitting of self, reality, society or something else? But life reaches some other dimension afterwards. I'm still looking for a solid explanation.
By the way, you have an interesting flow of thoughts, thank you for sharing them on the Internet :)
Thank you for talking about the elephant in the room. You are not alone , life is a journey. And you make all the choices, good or bad. It’s beautiful that you are able to honestly share your inner soul with people viewing this video. You must understand that you have giving so much to so many just because you did this video. I’m overwhelmed by your words, because we are all of the oneness. Follow your inner voice and you will go in the direction that is for you to contribute to this world. I look forward to seeing your growth in your journey. I’m a 74 year old man , who has asked the same questions along the way of my life . Now I’m just an observer, with wisdom from all that I’ve learned. Don’t quit just go with the flow of the life river journey. Follow your inner voice.
Thank you for sharing, I've been having a lot of the same thoughts on my mind and like a lot of us, and am very glad to realize we're all in this together. I sense how it's all shifting and deeply to the roots of our society as it's propped up today-- the change is already here, now I guess we're just watching it unfold in these times
i dont think u r babling , tanks for sharing u are very smart and kind and a beautifl woman i wish u the best
You are deep into your spiritual awakening! You speak such truth and honesty. I have been feeling the exact same so my life. I have same beliefs. You’re tapping into the universal consciousness. We are all here together demanding society to wake up. You are loved. Meet Your spirit guides. Pray. Ask for guidance and wisdom. Find a guru a teacher. The process can be brutal waking up as your matrix world is crumbling. I love you! Please keep posting videos.
Money is the reason why we all compete. We believe that here. We see the world as a place where children should be safe to pursue their craft.
This exact quitting has come across in my mind so strongly. To hear it from someone is affirming that many more are on this awakening stage
You excel in photography.. even with cinematography. I watched your "I went to Fujian Seaside" video, and I was kinda startled by your talent. Any decent amateur director should always have someone like you by their side. I'd take a chance with you, if you lived in Australia and was a local.
Love and Mercy ❤ Life is really strange and when your going through hell seriously keep going. Your soul on display here is beautiful and very very relatable.
I think we can thank the wealthiest people in the world and celebrities for the current state many valuable people on earth find themselves in, without the means for a comfortable life-because of the greed of those who control the flow of money.
we can chg this
I can relate to many things you said in this video. I hope you keep sharing these thoughts with others. I hope you find peace and happiness. Keep going strong and never give up. Some of your best days are ahead of you. You will see in time. Much love and respect to you. Have a great day no matter what. Thank you
thank you for sharing your story and experiences. i can relate in many ways.
I am glad that you are here. I have also walked a path of hopelessness and sought escape, and explored different ways of thinking and believing. Keep seeking. You will find creative family. We need each other! ❤
taoism helped me alot
We have all chosen to be born to travel this journey called LIFE. Life is to be experienced. With experience comes understanding. All situations carries with it the potential for happiness or sadness, depending on our response to it. This is a world of duality and illusion, where all phenomenon goes through birth, growth, decay and death. So, treat life as a river, do not hold on to it's banks. As regards to suffering, iron ore will curse the furnace that tortures it, but will be glad for the experience when it looks back. Be wary of religious dogma, political propaganda, and medical big pharma. We have the freedom to exercise our own judgement and intuition. Do not be manipulated to fight other people's battles. Instead of negativity, we can always choose joy, equanimity, compassion, and loving-kindness. Be kind to others where we can; because we may never pass this way again. Happy journey😊.
its comforting, your babbling.
Seriously?
@@stevengould3294 yeah
Own your Soul. Religion is just a cover. Stillness, and your words have power. No escape since you are always creating.
people are exhausted its a sad reality and we are also fed up with everything
we all need to ride up and take our joy back
1:11:41 BEAUTIFUL SMILE! 🎉 thank you for sharing. you’re not alone in the way you feel.
I went thru a very traumatic time and I'm still healing from it. Suffering is learning. Without suffering you will never learn. You are not the body. Not even your mind. You will learn with time until you know who you are. You must always hang in there and keep your destructive thoughts at bay. Keep pushing thru your goals and accomplishments. Many have a void or emptiness they can't fill but you have to fill it yourself so you will never need anyone to fill it for you. And you'll be whole again. Stay strong. :)
This is so real. It’s refreshing
The path of letting go in order to find the truth. A thousand deaths to lead to our rebirth in our intended form. Acceptance without judgement, the detachment from attachment. The learning to love the self without conditions.
The hero’s journey.
From the shadows we are born into light.
You are on your way.
Subscribed. Follow your light.
I dont know why this was recommended to me but I find you fascinating for some reason.
this is beautiful.. first video i have ever seen but you and let me tell you you are not alone
our akashic record will find us.. even when we feel lost
your journey is beautiful
Hello Young Lady, you’ve hit on many topics that I have pondered over and over at some point in my life. Moreover…Life can sometimes be tough, it’s definitely no walk in the park for any of us humans!! I’ve found that we all have internal questions that no one can answer or explain properly!! Keep on going, life is so unpredictable…take one day at a time!! I wish all the best for you!
You are helping so many people just by opening up and being honest with your thoughts verbally!!
I feel you. This earth is a hard place. We live in samsara. I'm almost 76 years old and still searching for comfort. Remember, nothing on earth is permanent. Do what you can do. Be your own dreamer. Helping others is helpful.
I feel just like you. We see too much horrible and sadness in the world and we internalize it. Live for the moment sis 🙏
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ enjoy your conversation it was nice and relaxing ☺️ humbling
Thank you for your message! Your honesty really did a lot to me and I hope it did the same for many other people, too
Thank you! I wish you very best at your journey of being a Creator!
I feel each and every word you have spoken.
And because of that (perhaps I am just staring at the mirror) it seems to me that you don't feel like deserving anything at all. I listen to you and it's like you don't believe your pain is true as if your reasons are not strong enough for that...
Well... I surely feel this way. I resonate with everything you said so far (currently at 15min, I couldn't wait until the end to make this comment), the way you physically hold your body, the way you formulate phrase, perhaps the way you think (? Probably not), the way you care (or not) about things around you. And I am not even going into the details about your speech, it's more like I feel what's beneath your skin.
I can relate so much with you and what you are experiencing / feeling.
God bless you, you are speaking truth. I’ve wanted to make a vid like this for like 4years and go all the way deep (nearly everything), i will defo do it now. “The greatest human act is to inspire” 👍❤️
birthing pangs of an awakening. you are a facet of the universe experiencing itself. I hope that you do not become jaded. everything in this life is temporary, including joy and sorrow. I understand your frustration friend. namaste