Відео

Yep I would definitely buy this!! Wait.. what am I buying?? 🤔

Suicide is forever Susan. Please seek medical help for your psychological issues. Don't depend on YT!!!

It is not nice to see you suffering, but I do like seeing your sincerity and genuine emotion

How are you now Susan?

Amazing views, I'd be glad if you shared them more often! I'm really grateful to at least have a glance of how beautiful the world can be and especially if it's far from civilization.

This video was so engaging. You chose excellent locations that showed the paradox of this important city so vividly. You have a good eye for vivid views and camera angles. The soundscape of the city was fun to listen to. You commentary is, as always, meaningful and relevant with regard to how you are feeling and what you are observing around you. Thanks for sharing.

If you like writing, you can use ai imagine generating to express the ideas and stories. It may help. Then learn from UA-cam how to edit videos. I’m thinking on something you like to do and that can also help you. And don’t be afraid of criticism, this can help you improve. ☺️

Thanks!

This is so interesting, Susan. The sound effect and music were awesome too.

if you have one new sub if it means anything at least at all.. and its me

Wow. This is so brilliant and distinctive. I was fascinated throughout. You shared such deep insight and lucid analyses. Your affirmation to stay true to yourself is wonderful. I am glad that staying true to yourself includes your natural appearance, which is so refreshing and attractive. You are so real. I loved this, Susan. Thanks for sharing.

It's always good to view your videos, Susan. Your videography and sound are consistently good. You creatively added some interesting imagery and well selected music in this one, as you often do, and this adds value and depth to the subject you are addressing. Your notes added interest background and context information. 😊🌹🌺🌻

it's winter in the world i hope ur warm

remember this 👌🏻it means wings, and you know how to fly

You are loved. You matter. Never give up on yourself; take time for yourself, breathe deeply. Allow yourself to feel, and let the feeling flow outward. Holding on to a thought/feeling can make you obsess - don’t let it control you. You are the key to your happiness, and you will overcome. Don’t you dare give up on yourself. If you haven’t heard it today, I love you. ❤️

inspiring 30min analysis

The video in your presentation is how I was introduced to your channel.

comparison is the thief of ALL joy.. you are comparing your life to things you see online and the people around you and you cannot appreciate what you have.. there are souls with far less things on earth who experience happiness and joy.. you must take a break from being online and truly go within and all the answers to this life are right inside of you.. you're searching outside of yourself and feeling bad for yourself when YOU are the answer.. the answers to life will not be on UA-cam.. they never were and they never will be..

I envy you. You are not in physical pain. Your future self will look back on this and laugh. The people who are successful on this platform are mostly soul-less idiots. You have a soul, and so you can not rely on this platform which promotes the soul less and extricates those who speak the truth.

Wow great story Susan. ! For me it shows when we give of ourselves unconditionaly healings and miracles/magic can happen. .

we are artists. it is a long winding road ♾️

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👊🤠💛' You're worried and that means you are responsible. Just keep goin. Some more time and you'll be good.

I feel your pain, but I am not understanding your unrealistic expectation of being super popular, super quick. You need to just get a basic job and do the videos in your spare time. Rome was not built in one day, and your channel will not grow overnight...it will take time. I would like to feel more sorry for you but you need to look inwards first. Then the outside will get brighter. You obviously hated your previous job, so get a basic job like retail or waitress...that will allow the time and space to breathe and find yourself.

Be strong and bless u with confidence and good luck

Susan, follow this step guide line: step 1. Find a job to pay bills, living expense. step2. Build an emergency fund for rainy days. step3. Side hustle, if there is snow in your country, go knock on door to door ask your neighbour if u can shovel their houses for $15-$20/house, lawn mowing, cutting grass. Step 4. Find a mentor that can help you on whatever passion you are searching for. Step 5 learn finance and apply it.

Hello from the UK, Susan. At least you're not ugly, like me hehe

I think you should start writing again. It seems as though writing makes you feel whole

The great Casey neistat a filmmaker and UA-camr said "you think you're going to make a career out of it. you're in UA-cam for the wrong reasons." Most artists never make it big. So stop feeling sorry for yourself. I'm glad you're going through the sorrow it will make you stronger.

I want to experience life 😢

This world wouldn't be a world without you in it.

i feel your pain i feel the same way right now with how my life is going

this is the same girl who said committing suicide is not going to work and knows from others experience that it didn't work for them. you said so at 106:32 in this vid ua-cam.com/video/CPMTJgkVv1c/v-deo.html Ive heard similar stories as well. The majority of creatives in this world are forced to work meaningless jobs and do their passion on the side and they're still pro at it yet suicide is still a temptation even if we don't know what comes next . i myself don't know and am concerned if the day will come that i will be in a similar situation but only a little bit because i don't have the guts to pull it off especially considering what if after death it could be worse. Most likely they will rebirth u into a similar plane of existence because they always seem to do that and then call it as your choice to have been born lol, under the cover of the soul they role play this way. seems unfair.

You just live in the wrong country 😢

Let's look at it this way, are you looking for love or are you looking for something to love you back, which is more important, or is everything important, or is there is hierarchy order of importance, are you able to define things, or is nothing stimulating anymore, don't you worry, this is normal, the cloudy days will come, and it will go, the sun will come out again, nice, bright and warm, again, don't give in and don''t give up <3

It’s been a day since you uploaded this video, and I hope you’re feeling a bit better, Susan. Making a living creatively isn’t easy. In fact, it’s probably among the hardest of all jobs-unless you’re an Alaskan crab fisherman or a stunt person. It’s tough because of the vulnerability involved: the willingness to go through the emotional ups and downs to create something meaningful. That’s also what makes people want to watch, read, listen to, or look at your art. The struggle is real because creatives don’t always fit into ‘normal’ life. You’re different because your job is to tell stories about the human experience-the good, the bad, and everything in between. And not everyone can do that. But to do it well takes time. I watched your video about boarding school, and you’re a gifted storyteller. You took an ordinary experience and turned it into something authentic and captivating. But now, it seems like you’re at a creative crossroads, looking for validation, and maybe a little guidance. You were brave enough to bare your soul to the world, and it’s clear that many people see and appreciate you. Your life and your stories are worth sharing. It might also be time to think about options to support your creativity, both financially and mentally-and it sounds like you’re already considering that. Sometimes, others can see potential that’s hard for us to recognize in ourselves. You mentioned writing a few times, so why not explore it further in a new way? UA-cam isn’t the only option-platforms like Substack can help build an audience around your unique voice. Or maybe even explore professional storytelling more broadly. So many doors are open to you. Ultimately, you’re still finding your creative voice, and that’s okay. Our 9-to-5 jobs don’t define us, but they can provide a structure that lets us pursue our passions. Use this pain and frustration to create something new-whether it’s essays, poetry, or journal entries. And remember: in the end, it’s about the journey, not the destination. Finally, remember your own story about wings of imagination that can carry you through this creative journey. Take a step back, see what’s worked and what hasn’t, and let the support of your audience guide you forward, even when things feel tough.

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the world is your oyster :)

we all start from different points with different attributes. You can't judge yourself on results because you are unique. You can only judge yourself based on what's within your control... like your efforts, your sincerity, your heart. None of us know all the answers to life. We can only give our best guess at what to do and learn from it. If you fail, you fail. But have no regrets knowing you did the best with what you have.

Love this complexion. To do a sketch drawing.🎨

I don't know if this is the right time to write this, but if you can, come to the U.S.A. Things are wonderful here for creative types.

Your content has been a bright spot in my day for awhile, and you’re part of the reason I picked up a webcam, and started my own channel: Aster The Pioneer. I know how you’re feeling all too well, but I promise you, all things happen for a reason, and these uncomfortable seasons often lead to some of the most beautiful changes when the dust settles. Allow that dust to settle. This situation isn’t over yet, and it could be a redirection, or could still swing in your favor, I mean, you even sent them a letter! But in the meantime, give yourself some grace, and be a friend to yourself through this difficult time. You’ve got this family ❤

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Stay strong community here in this channel so supportive without ur vids i wouldn't be seeing them. Im also in ur shoes rn but ur vid makes me feel not alone and the community here also

Dont worry baby everithing Will went Fine,dont give UP, keep fighting no matter what,Just Go ahead and fight!!!love from a friend from Brazil 🇧🇷 we are with you!!!!!

i know exactly how you feel. Being idle is not good. Get the job, any jobs, and document that, vlog about it. your channel will keep growing and growing... document everything in your life like this. make some more fun creative videos from time to time when you feel like it. With a job and that going, you'll be more tired, but you wont be worried about the void, emptiness. Life goes on bless you

simps gonna love this one

Do you have like friends or date or anything? 99.999999% of people in the world don't have a big YT channel.

Sorry that you feel stuck. I hope you get access to those funds, if you have a trusted friend in a country that is supported then that'll probably work since they can act as a beneficiary.. Be careful about where you apply for jobs though, alot of overseas jobs are scams or worse. 💀