Dude. I relate to this so bad. I've been doing nothing with my life, laying around all day, not doing school, not doing anything and getting more depressed and feeling like i lost my mind somewhat. I had a trip about a week ago on mushrooms and i really wanted to have a fun, euphoric trip where it felt like the universe loved me like my very first trip was. What i was met with was tough love. I got no euphoria, i got a lot of guilt and confrontation about how i absolutely need to change. How badly i was treating people, how i was getting worse as a person and making zero progress. I tripped alone that time and i dont want to trip alone again for a long time, but i needed it. Now i know i need to improve but i dont know where to start, i was doing really well before this quarantine. But i will Improve. Im ready to now
This is eye opening for me because I just ordered some shrooms after a few years of contemplating and doing research. My brother is super into psychedelics, they changed his life for the better & i see this so it really inspires me. I feel like now is the right time but im not blind to the fact that the same sort of trip might happen to me since I’m kinda in a similar boat... what dose did you take? At first I wanted to do 1.5 with a friend who is also doing it for the first time but my brother said its practically a microdose and everyone who starts with those should stick to them because all his friends who jumped from like 1.5 to 3.5 ended up doing terrifying shit & getting completely lost within themselves. I said I’ll stay aware and slowly increase the doses over time when I trip so it’s not overwhelming though his response was “if you have to do that you shouldn’t even try increasing” So I’m stuck on what to do, because I don’t wanna be one of those people and want to experience the full potential of psychedelics so now I’m thinking of doing 2.5 as my first dose.... Anyways, glad to hear even though it wasn’t what you expected it still confronted you with things that will be beneficial in the long run.
You got this man, first step in my opinion is find something you enjoy that makes you $, especially if it’s a service other people will need, look at your competition and see what they do well then do it better
If you learn to truly live in the moment, like the Buddha, then you never progress or regress. You are always at your destination, because your destination is here and now. One that truly learns to live in the moment truly lives forever.
Can anyone relate to this? : after you experience a strong psychadelic you feel like "I'll never use a substance again" then after a few months (or however long depending on what's going on in your life) you want/need it again, not like a craving but a calm voice from deep inside saying "it's time now" and weather or not you have a connection the pieces come together
Honestly, this is some honest shit. Most people would never admit they have a problem man, whatever it may be drugs, being a workaholic, cheating, ect. I think a lot of us can relate to this video too. Thank you for being so open and honest, this can honestly help a lot of people man.
this video should be a prime leading example for legalized use of psychedelic substances for curing addiction, depression, and finding a true better self, thank you adam
It's not for the faint of heart though, it can send you spiraling deeper into confusion and dissociation. Not everyone is ready for this kind of intensive self-work and it can destroy you just as easily. As someone wise once said (forgot who), psychedelics are a dangerous shortcut towards self-healing and self-improvement. There are many pitfalls along the way, and if you overcome them you will be handsomely rewarded but if you slip up somewhere you may not make it through the whole way and end up worse. For most people meditation, yoga and exercise are much better and safer tools to use.
@Tabora You don't need to take spoonfuls for it to be potentially harmful to your psyche. I took a normal dose of tested LSD once and it screwed me up mentally for 2 years afterwards.
it’s like I almost felt that wise, trippy Adam was gone because I didn’t visit this channel at all in this period where you ‘lost it’. now I’m back, as an old old subscriber that has seen the very beginning of this channel, I am so happy for you Adam! I grew with you, the highs of the honeymoon with psychedelics, the disappointment and realization in challenging real life, now this, picking yourself up again with integrated wisdom and having lived the psychedelic experience truly. after trial and error, we’ve all come to realize that life truly is a continuous exercise of regaining peace and love, acceptance over your mistakes and doing it better the next time - hopefully. keep it up Adam and welcome back!
Love the point you made "it's not about feeling good right now, its about true reward which comes from a lot of work and dedication", this is so true, and many people seem to miss the point altogether
The thing that makes that difficult for most people who have fallen into the cycle of instant gratification is a lack of hope. It becomes incredibly difficult to do anything that requires months or years of hard labor when you find that you aren't going to ever be able to ultimately achieve your goals. It then becomes easy to say "fuck it" and look for everything hedonistic cause it doesn't matter anyways. Really what you need though is obviously a change of plan because clearly the previous one wasn't working and that is most certainly where psychedelics can come into play.
Powerful shit dude. Gave me goosebumps multiple times, as I completely related to a number of topics you brought up. Thank you so much for this upload. Incredibly brave of you to post this.
I've done LSD over 100 times in my life. The time I dropped 4 hits by myself (with a trip sitter) in the forest of Manning Park BC I had the trip I didn't know I was looking for but found. I essentially experienced the quintessential religious experience and connected telepathically with life the universe and everything. I didn't touch LSD again for 10 years after that day because I didn't need it. And yet I found myself at 33 with a drinking problem that I didn't even really realize I had because everyone I know drinks all the time and always has. I neglected my health for dopamine but in a different way and a mushroom trip made me realize I need to start taking better care of myself. I'm now 5 days short of 15 months clean and sober (except cannabis) and I've never felt better.
Mate being sober but still on the bud isn't a good thing still, u just replaced one drug with another drug. Cannabis is addictive and you will be hooked not before long.
@@zahven How can you gain perspective without experience? This is just one man, you have the same information available to you, that mr psyched substance has. This guys opinion should NEVER change YOUR stance on ANY drug. It's good to use this guy for the information he has, but don't take his word for anything, and a drug tier list is asinine. No drugs are better than any other, and that's pretty much a fact. It's just chemistry, and a tier list literally makes this into something it shouldnt be: this guys singular perspective on any drug should never influence you to do any. This has to start and end with yourself, a tier list changes that.
This channel is so valueable. Certeain experiences can be skipped, if you can learn from other peoples mistakes(i mean not getting in that situation in the first place). A great service that you do to all of us.
Whatever you do, dude, I don't watch you for the trip/drug thingy, I love the way you analize yourself, and your own thoughts and experiences. Go be who you were born to become!
This hit deep. I feel like I give the best advice and have great ideas, yet my words don’t align with my behavior. It takes a lot to look deep within to change that self destructive behavior
Yeah this brutal honesty really brought up a lot of shit in myself and my own personal journey aswell, stuff i'm also working on. Our man Adam does this. I'm so happy for him, and have such an amount of respect that he could do this. My respect and thanks to you Adam is boundless.
this is beautiful. your children will grow up and watch this and be completely inspired by you. having parents that struggle with their own internal battles, if i were to watch a video like this where they face their problems and flaws and mistakes and own up to all of the hurt that they have caused, i would respect them so much more. it's so important to check in with yourself and constantly improve and as a father, you are going to be a great role model. the most important thing in the world is accountability and by making this video, you have shown us your true inner dialogue and the ugliness that exists within all of us, that we are too afraid to show the world, but here you are! showing the world the ugliness that was within you and how you've decided to overcome that. and that is so extremely beautiful.
Your videos are so much more then educational. Being able to expose yourself like this articulately gives people hope that are experiencing fragments of the same issues. Being at a crossroads like the one you were at and being able to overcome the steep slope of changing who you are which is one of the most terrifying experiences brings me and I’m guessing tens of thousands of others hope. Thank you, Adam.
Dude, I LOVE your channel and you have been my go to resource for safely navigating healing. Adam, this video is stunning! Your vulnerability is beyond beautiful and I am so proud of you! I’m bawling as I witness your transformation to literally fight for what really matters. I know this is an older video but damn, it’s so neat to see how far you’ve come. Your introspection and dialing in on the truth of what you were, to what you needed to be, is magnificent. Super inspirational and makes me know I can get off my adderall. Thank you! You really are so awesome! 🥹
halflifemaster678 to bounce of what you said. What hit me is that, he knew he had to take “action” to keep what he was working for in the first place. In that sense I believe so many people can take the word “action” and start making those necessary changes to “our” lives. We auto pilot/suppress things that we need to deal with way to much and it’s time to get it sorted no matter how big or small it may be...
I had DMT on LSD and looked death in the faced, was convinced I died. I told my trip sitter I was dead and my family was going to find me dead on drugs. I wasn't coming back and I was a loser who took DMT and LSD and died, and I had nothing to live for at that point. I would have killed myself if I didn't realize I hadn't died, and that also everything spoken about around the 12:00 minute mark. I have gained the tools to deal with this and other traumatic experience and got off Adderall in a similar story to yours. Thank you for sharing, this is all new to me and its still frightening. Its still a trip my friends.
Give it time, your head will clear up and you’ll be able to look back and laugh at it vs it triggering things, find a friend u can talk with and relate to about it, podcast etc
Dude I absolutely loved the way you explained the issue with the medication that doesn’t only make your appetite depleted but also personality. I was a work zombie throughout my whole elementary middle school. I stopped compeltely after and had a major turnaround near high school and some lsd trips.
Dude, you have been like a spiritual guru for me these past few days. I feel enlightened to a new way of seeing myself. Ive been on my own journey trying to better myself. And im also about to have a child. I appreciate your wisdom
I can not tell you how proud of you I am!! I have tripped only twice, but I know I will do it in the future, your videos are the best help to get ready for it and you help me see things and think things that I would otherwise never have even thought about. It's been almost two years since my first trip, when I started watching your videos just before it when I was researching it you helped me, you helped me prepare for my second trip, and you will help me prepare for my third trip. Thank you for doing this
Forget the past. Forget everything negative about anything. Try to bring up memories from the best time of your life, and think of your mindset from that time. I've noticed that the best time of my life was when I didn't really think about the past times. I only lived in the moment and was experiencing new things.
This doesn't logically follow. It could easily be the case that when you don't like yourself, you look back to the past to escape from the present. If so, preventing yourself from looking back in the past will not solve the fundamental issue: that you don't like yourself. In other words, you have found a correlative factor, but you have never shown that the factor is causative.
I recreationally take a few different substances from time to time. Weed, mdma, dxm, alcohol, nicotine, but during my most recent acid trip I remember having a moment of clarity that almost makes me want to sober up aside from psychedelics. Not that I'm afraid to become some addict I only use in moderation, but I felt that they were specifically distractions from what I'm truly looking for.
@Neon Drip I mean you're not wrong. I'm never going to be straight edge sober though because used correctly and in moderation drugs and nootripics can add so much to your life . I quit drinking altogether because it's just not worth it so I'm currently only on nicotine. And the occasional addy
@@griffinrichmond3442 just another excuse all addicts use. the true high is life, and you definitely don’t need to be taking any drugs to participate in life
For me aging has been about to really connect with my true self. Who I really want to be and to get rid of all the bullshit that has been bothering in a negative way thanks to my childhood and family things that I've realized don't belong to me. So I feel you. Great that you confronted your fears and you are acting more in tune with what your internal voice dictates you. Much love and luck to this new phase.
So relatable brother. You intellectually verbalized my journey, I appreciate all of these videos. I think it's so important to be properly educated and informed before you take anything.
@@robbierichard1743 I would say if you are looking to heal do mushrooms instead of acid as it's more natural and you wont have that uncertainty about the purity. Psychedelics are used to treat depression and can massively help change your perspective for the better. Just know that it will only show you the path and how to change, you are the one that will have to walk it! Your mindset and setting you are in prior to the trip can make a huge difference, state our loud what you seek from the trip and even write it down as Adam said. Safe tripping brother 👊
@@trollwayy5981 You DEFINITELY want to write with pen on paper. Texting in your phone will absolutely be impossible lol. That much is not negotiable. But yes, recording audio clips of yourself vocalizing your thoughts is the best option.
@@trollwayy5981 Have you already tried shrooms or any other psychedelics? Watch 'Your Mate Tom' on UA-cam discussing his acid trips. He gives an accurate description because he doesn't jump off a cliff with high doses like PsychedSubstance does lol
This guy is telling some REAL fucking tone of truthful shit. From the bottom of my heart i hope that humanity start taking his experience in this reality for real.
I've been through a similar experience with stimulants and personality alterations. I'm glad you have come to your senses. The best video in a long time thanks adam.
I feel like this video showed up for a reason. I love you man i feel like im going through something similar and in all honesty it was a lot more than i expected starting out but after watching a lot of your videos i seen i wasn't the only one having trouble on the journey. I was low key losing faith for a bit on whether i could make it through but this is what i needed man thanks again just know you've definiteley helped in my journey. Peace and love.✌🌍
I am proud of you, for being aware of the situation. We will support you no matter what happens. Take care of your family and yourself. Also, reach out some love to Decota. He misses you too.
Adam, not only did you help me get ready for my first trip but you've helped me be able to reflect on myself and better myself. I love you and your videos
Everything you said about having to be healthy for your kids is so true. My parents weren't healthy and now I don't remember most of my childhood or what it's like to not be depressed and anxious all the time or how to trust people.
I needed this video. Because I’ve devolved as a person too, and forgotten who I truly was. I’ve hurt people too and been selfish. It’s amazing that you are self aware enough to see the faults in yourself and changing them. I hope I can do the same.
Holy shit he’s back! Man, this speaks to me so hard. I am so glad that you released this. I love you so much, man. You are an incredible human. Thank you for this video and thank you for being you. Go love that family, man. Go love yourself. So good to see you for who you are. It’s funny, I had been scared of facing myself for very similar reasons. I went on this bender that started with kratom and then oxys and before I knew it I was leaving my house in the middle of the night to go smoke meth and heroin at some guy’s house that I barely even knew. I was gone. Just completely lost myself and I HATED who I saw in the mirror. What the fuck am I doing smoking meth and heroin!? Who am I? I went into a depression for a few days after that and realized I had lost who I was and needed to come back. I didn’t know how. I had no starting ground. So I finally decided to face myself and I took 4 grams of mushrooms. Alone. With the full intention of killing who I was. It took 2 sessions for me to wake the fuck up but I was finally back. My family missed me. I missed me. I am now a much stronger, humbler, kinder, more sober version of myself with absolutely NO desire to put that disgusting shit into my body anymore. I needed that wake up call, just like you. Thank you for helping me see that I’m not alone. It feels so good to be back and I’m glad to have you back. Peace and love, man
This video was actually really eye opening for me. I didn't really realise how much I lie to myself until this video made me question it. Thank you Adam.
Hey man, I've given you crap in the last year of which im sure you didnt even see but hopefully you'll see this... Much respect for exposing yourself like this man. It's not easy by any stretch. Hang in there and keep honest with yourself and you will be fine bro. Peace man
Vyvanse is a prodrug for dextroamphetamine Dexedrine IS dextroamphetamine Adderall is a mixture of dextro and levo amphetamine. Dextroamphetamine has larger effects on the central nervous system for those wondering
This touched me, I have been trying to figure out how to let go and move on from my traumatic childhood. I love the positives that psychedelics can open up in your mind when you use them safely and properly. I think I need to have another trip to help guide me where I need to go.
This video is so powerful!! Your passion shook me to my core and woke me up about myself in ways. The Great Spirit was speaking through you in this video, no doubt✌️
Dude, your process is so inspiring to me. My first experience with Ayahuasca sent me into psychosis. I've been trying to heal from the trauma of that ceremony ever since. Seeing your process has let me know I'm not alone and showed me how much courage I have had in just returning to those spaces. Thank you so much for educating. Please keep doing what you are doing
Amazing video Adam ...... This was the psychedelic video I needed to watch. "I TRUST MYSELF" You have helped clarify why the chaos and terror is an extremely valuable trip. Well done 🙂🙏🗝
You speak truth, I can feel the emotion through the screen. I’ve been feeling a lot like this, and it’s definitely helped give me some insight to what I needed. Thank you. Keep being strong
The first time I truly tripped solo I had a bad one and freak out. I tried to wake my wife but she couldn't so I ended up in the bath and finally grinned and bare it and it was such a prideful feeling that I did it alone and is still one of my most awarding experiences
my deepest congratulations for beating the demon that is amphetamines and ego and materialism. I watched both of my parents lose everything and everyone they loved to methamphetamines and they are still battling. You are strong and you are an inspiration to many people. You keep people safe in their journey of finding themselves and I hope you continue on this journey and I’m sure you will be an amazing father of your new child, as well as a reborn partner to jasmine. Stay strong and stay positive. You have helped more people than you know
I always appreciate the "real talk", takes courage to freely talk about your mental state, and thanks for punching me in the face with a life lesson.
Depression industry shill
I’m so glad he stopped taking that shit, it might as well be legal meth.
@@virgobro2025 shill? Really?
It's not easy being smart.
Yes, but putting in 4 ad breaks does not add to the authenticity
Helluva way to finish mental health awareness month. Stay strong brother!
holy shit i had forgotten
Dude. I relate to this so bad. I've been doing nothing with my life, laying around all day, not doing school, not doing anything and getting more depressed and feeling like i lost my mind somewhat. I had a trip about a week ago on mushrooms and i really wanted to have a fun, euphoric trip where it felt like the universe loved me like my very first trip was. What i was met with was tough love. I got no euphoria, i got a lot of guilt and confrontation about how i absolutely need to change. How badly i was treating people, how i was getting worse as a person and making zero progress. I tripped alone that time and i dont want to trip alone again for a long time, but i needed it. Now i know i need to improve but i dont know where to start, i was doing really well before this quarantine. But i will
Improve. Im ready to now
hope you're doing fine man
This is eye opening for me because I just ordered some shrooms after a few years of contemplating and doing research. My brother is super into psychedelics, they changed his life for the better & i see this so it really inspires me. I feel like now is the right time but im not blind to the fact that the same sort of trip might happen to me since I’m kinda in a similar boat... what dose did you take? At first I wanted to do 1.5 with a friend who is also doing it for the first time but my brother said its practically a microdose and everyone who starts with those should stick to them because all his friends who jumped from like 1.5 to 3.5 ended up doing terrifying shit & getting completely lost within themselves. I said I’ll stay aware and slowly increase the doses over time when I trip so it’s not overwhelming though his response was “if you have to do that you shouldn’t even try increasing” So I’m stuck on what to do, because I don’t wanna be one of those people and want to experience the full potential of psychedelics so now I’m thinking of doing 2.5 as my first dose.... Anyways, glad to hear even though it wasn’t what you expected it still confronted you with things that will be beneficial in the long run.
Same with me
You got this man, first step in my opinion is find something you enjoy that makes you $, especially if it’s a service other people will need, look at your competition and see what they do well then do it better
I get what you mean man. I hope your doing alright since then
psychedsubstance: Do your own research before trying psychedelics
me: you ARE my research
I know this is just supposed to be a nice comment, but please, don't think that watching the videos of one single person is "enough" research.
Same
@Christopher Cruz If you think not researching a psychoactive substance before taking it is fine you’re an idiot
Natural selection
I do my research aside from these videos... but i have to agree. If there's someone i trust, then it's adam. He deserves to be trusted
Nobody that I know would never EVER talk about themselves in the way this guy does i really respect him and his openness on things
So glad you're in a better space Adam, take it easy dude you deserve it
I wish I could explain the extent of his suffering and pain. He's more than your average person.
666 likes I’ll change that
Noah everyone is an average person.. no more no less.
@@luckyjohny181 This. Everyone's life, emotions, senses are the same chemicals and brain impulses.
@@luckyjohny181 I tell myself that everyday. If only it were true
“If you’re not “progressing in life, you’re regressing.” Couldn’t agree more.
Regressing is progressing, failure catapults success. Life is a lesson and everything is always perfect when you look at all sides
@@hugo8789 Thats even more perfect description
Hugo.I lol life means nothing. It’s probably not even real, technically.
If you learn to truly live in the moment, like the Buddha, then you never progress or regress. You are always at your destination, because your destination is here and now. One that truly learns to live in the moment truly lives forever.
I read this as he said it, never having seen this video. And it was what i needed to see / hear. Good shit
Your honesty sends ripples through the world mate. Tears and cheers.
🍻 *Cheers* 🍻
Can anyone relate to this?
: after you experience a strong psychadelic you feel like "I'll never use a substance again" then after a few months (or however long depending on what's going on in your life) you want/need it again, not like a craving but a calm voice from deep inside saying "it's time now" and weather or not you have a connection the pieces come together
Yes yes,indeed.
I've never seen a more relatable comment
It’s called a nature/spirit walk my guy
shrooms
hell fucking yeah bro
The NEW Adam is better, because your motivation is true, and it's based upon LOVE. Congrats on the new addition to your family.
Honestly, this is some honest shit. Most people would never admit they have a problem man, whatever it may be drugs, being a workaholic, cheating, ect.
I think a lot of us can relate to this video too. Thank you for being so open and honest, this can honestly help a lot of people man.
True strength
honestly agree with you
this video should be a prime leading example for legalized use of psychedelic substances for curing addiction, depression, and finding a true better self, thank you adam
It's not for the faint of heart though, it can send you spiraling deeper into confusion and dissociation. Not everyone is ready for this kind of intensive self-work and it can destroy you just as easily. As someone wise once said (forgot who), psychedelics are a dangerous shortcut towards self-healing and self-improvement. There are many pitfalls along the way, and if you overcome them you will be handsomely rewarded but if you slip up somewhere you may not make it through the whole way and end up worse. For most people meditation, yoga and exercise are much better and safer tools to use.
Lol funny hippy
That would be cool if there were centers for people to use these substances safely. We need to get rid of the negative stigma behind psychedelics.
@Tabora You don't need to take spoonfuls for it to be potentially harmful to your psyche. I took a normal dose of tested LSD once and it screwed me up mentally for 2 years afterwards.
@@Patatmetmayo please share more of your story 🙏
Adam, we love you.
We wish the best for you , your family.
Thank you for everything
drug user family?
dude im so fucking proud of you, I'm happy you're doing better and wish you the best
it’s like I almost felt that wise, trippy Adam was gone because I didn’t visit this channel at all in this period where you ‘lost it’. now I’m back, as an old old subscriber that has seen the very beginning of this channel, I am so happy for you Adam! I grew with you, the highs of the honeymoon with psychedelics, the disappointment and realization in challenging real life, now this, picking yourself up again with integrated wisdom and having lived the psychedelic experience truly. after trial and error, we’ve all come to realize that life truly is a continuous exercise of regaining peace and love, acceptance over your mistakes and doing it better the next time - hopefully. keep it up Adam and welcome back!
This video doesn't feel like a trip story, it feels more like a motivational video, at least to me.
Agreed.
Here, have a little dopamine hit.
Nah
Jams “here, have a bump with me”
“I just got out of fucking jail”
👀
Milk n Oreos = Dopamine
much needed thank u
Love the point you made "it's not about feeling good right now, its about true reward which comes from a lot of work and dedication", this is so true, and many people seem to miss the point altogether
Indubitably.
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I think there needs to be a balance u have to have something you like in life besides hard work I think
The thing that makes that difficult for most people who have fallen into the cycle of instant gratification is a lack of hope. It becomes incredibly difficult to do anything that requires months or years of hard labor when you find that you aren't going to ever be able to ultimately achieve your goals. It then becomes easy to say "fuck it" and look for everything hedonistic cause it doesn't matter anyways. Really what you need though is obviously a change of plan because clearly the previous one wasn't working and that is most certainly where psychedelics can come into play.
He started saying it at exactly the same time I started reading it lol
“If I’m not practicing what I preach, then what good am I”
Your whole speech thing at around 23:00 really hit home for me. I really need to start making some changes and practice what I preach
This was very emotional. I appreciate you sharing this
He is a very transparent and honest human being
The strongest
this was the best psyched video ever. much appreciated.
Yeah honestly this described the psychedelic experience better than any other video he's made
totally agree with you guys!
Gravity of his soul just pulled me in.
Yes!!!
Yep.
I RESPECT you so much for this man. I needed this video today. I realllly needed this buddy.
Hope you're doing well dude.
@@rattttooooo stay up
Holy Hell.
Justin, I didn't know that you liked PsychedSubstance!!!!! *=O*
@@DMTInfinity he's a fake
@@diggestbik3238
Ah... Yeah... I just clicked on his account.
Oh well... To bad.. *=/*
That sounds like one hell of a journey, man. I'm proud of you. It takes a certain kind of strength to be this vulnerable
Powerful shit dude. Gave me goosebumps multiple times, as I completely related to a number of topics you brought up. Thank you so much for this upload. Incredibly brave of you to post this.
I've done LSD over 100 times in my life. The time I dropped 4 hits by myself (with a trip sitter) in the forest of Manning Park BC I had the trip I didn't know I was looking for but found. I essentially experienced the quintessential religious experience and connected telepathically with life the universe and everything. I didn't touch LSD again for 10 years after that day because I didn't need it. And yet I found myself at 33 with a drinking problem that I didn't even really realize I had because everyone I know drinks all the time and always has. I neglected my health for dopamine but in a different way and a mushroom trip made me realize I need to start taking better care of myself. I'm now 5 days short of 15 months clean and sober (except cannabis) and I've never felt better.
Ehsa good to hear man. Hope everything stays on the up for you, keep going
Glaad man
Love to see it good stuff 🙏
Mate being sober but still on the bud isn't a good thing still, u just replaced one drug with another drug. Cannabis is addictive and you will be hooked not before long.
@@demonetizedhistory5806 alcohol kills cannabis doesn’t
You should make a drug tier list video, it would be quite easy and interesting if you elaborated on each drug and which tier position they go in
Ozzie goblin has made one
@@vilgotaxelsson6094 goblin should have made weed S tier lol ... and shrooms A tier
Quit thinking in tiers. Drugs are all equal, and all have their specific purposes. What would this guys drug list even do for you?
Aaron Evans give a new perspective?
@@zahven How can you gain perspective without experience? This is just one man, you have the same information available to you, that mr psyched substance has. This guys opinion should NEVER change YOUR stance on ANY drug. It's good to use this guy for the information he has, but don't take his word for anything, and a drug tier list is asinine. No drugs are better than any other, and that's pretty much a fact. It's just chemistry, and a tier list literally makes this into something it shouldnt be: this guys singular perspective on any drug should never influence you to do any. This has to start and end with yourself, a tier list changes that.
Powerful self realizations u got there my guy.
Powerful is an understatement
@Julien Paradis Ptsh 💔
This channel is so valueable. Certeain experiences can be skipped, if you can learn from other peoples mistakes(i mean not getting in that situation in the first place).
A great service that you do to all of us.
Whatever you do, dude, I don't watch you for the trip/drug thingy, I love the way you analize yourself, and your own thoughts and experiences. Go be who you were born to become!
if you dont practice what you preach in this life,
your words mean nothing
and if your words mean nothing,
you mean nothing.
23:08
Schajan Matalebi thats a crazy good quote, wow
Facts
This hit deep. I feel like I give the best advice and have great ideas, yet my words don’t align with my behavior. It takes a lot to look deep within to change that self destructive behavior
@@YogiNoGi i feel exactly the same, i feel like i need to be the living proof of my ideas or theyre ignored.
WHY DO I SEE THE COMMENTS EXACTLY WHEN HE SAYS THAT
Time to light up some good stuff and listen to one of the wisest persons in this platform. Much love from Spain, Adam.
Lmao bruh 💀
That’s the move 🍁🤤
I just felt the most emotion from a person online from this video, I was locked on the whole time.
Same
Also same
Yeah this brutal honesty really brought up a lot of shit in myself and my own personal journey aswell, stuff i'm also working on. Our man Adam does this. I'm so happy for him, and have such an amount of respect that he could do this.
My respect and thanks to you Adam is boundless.
yes! nicely said. also what @Kirdesleh says as well, it's relatable
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Seeing someone else with adhd having the same problems as me has made me feel not alone for the first time in adulthood, thank you adam.
this is beautiful. your children will grow up and watch this and be completely inspired by you. having parents that struggle with their own internal battles, if i were to watch a video like this where they face their problems and flaws and mistakes and own up to all of the hurt that they have caused, i would respect them so much more. it's so important to check in with yourself and constantly improve and as a father, you are going to be a great role model. the most important thing in the world is accountability and by making this video, you have shown us your true inner dialogue and the ugliness that exists within all of us, that we are too afraid to show the world, but here you are! showing the world the ugliness that was within you and how you've decided to overcome that. and that is so extremely beautiful.
When he said that you need multiple trips to heal. That hit me hard
thats true it hit me hard last week
scared to trip rn idk y
@@kanhaiwilson5859 i feel you
word
@@kanhaiwilson5859 just do it bruh its worth it
Gotta love when the circle completes itself.
Good bye Vyvanse Adam. Hello reborn Adam.
Glad you're back man.
Very vulnerable of you to do this man, I agree with you completely, no addicts want to hear this.
Love you man!
💖 ❤ 💖 ❤ 💖
Your videos are so much more then educational. Being able to expose yourself like this articulately gives people hope that are experiencing fragments of the same issues. Being at a crossroads like the one you were at and being able to overcome the steep slope of changing who you are which is one of the most terrifying experiences brings me and I’m guessing tens of thousands of others hope. Thank you, Adam.
Dude, I LOVE your channel and you have been my go to resource for safely navigating healing. Adam, this video is stunning! Your vulnerability is beyond beautiful and I am so proud of you! I’m bawling as I witness your transformation to literally fight for what really matters. I know this is an older video but damn, it’s so neat to see how far you’ve come. Your introspection and dialing in on the truth of what you were, to what you needed to be, is magnificent. Super inspirational and makes me know I can get off my adderall. Thank you! You really are so awesome! 🥹
Some of the hardest decisions require the strongest will. Proud of you adam
Yung BB thank you thanos
@@jadenbatt3158 they called me a madman
So much respect for you. Youve helped myself and many other people. We all love you
Your words acted as my spiritual healing. It's good to be reminded not to live on auto-pilot and emotional ignorance. Thank you so much.
halflifemaster678 to bounce of what you said. What hit me is that, he knew he had to take “action” to keep what he was working for in the first place. In that sense I believe so many people can take the word “action” and start making those necessary changes to “our” lives. We auto pilot/suppress things that we need to deal with way to much and it’s time to get it sorted no matter how big or small it may be...
I had DMT on LSD and looked death in the faced, was convinced I died. I told my trip sitter I was dead and my family was going to find me dead on drugs. I wasn't coming back and I was a loser who took DMT and LSD and died, and I had nothing to live for at that point. I would have killed myself if I didn't realize I hadn't died, and that also everything spoken about around the 12:00 minute mark. I have gained the tools to deal with this and other traumatic experience and got off Adderall in a similar story to yours.
Thank you for sharing, this is all new to me and its still frightening. Its still a trip my friends.
Give it time, your head will clear up and you’ll be able to look back and laugh at it vs it triggering things, find a friend u can talk with and relate to about it, podcast etc
Hey man we love you ❤️❤️
Dude I absolutely loved the way you explained the issue with the medication that doesn’t only make your appetite depleted but also personality. I was a work zombie throughout my whole elementary middle school. I stopped compeltely after and had a major turnaround near high school and some lsd trips.
"Turn the volume up on the Shpongle." needs to become a euphemism for something.
Glad you are doing better Adam. Keep up the good work/life balence.
I want to be the strongest version of myself.
I lied to everyone around me and hid myself from the world and from love. I want to be whole.
Too many people do not understand the processes/experiences by which psychedelics can be therapeutic. Videos like this are changing that. Much love!
Dude, you have been like a spiritual guru for me these past few days. I feel enlightened to a new way of seeing myself. Ive been on my own journey trying to better myself. And im also about to have a child. I appreciate your wisdom
I can not tell you how proud of you I am!!
I have tripped only twice, but I know I will do it in the future, your videos are the best help to get ready for it and you help me see things and think things that I would otherwise never have even thought about.
It's been almost two years since my first trip, when I started watching your videos just before it when I was researching it you helped me, you helped me prepare for my second trip, and you will help me prepare for my third trip. Thank you for doing this
Forget the past. Forget everything negative about anything. Try to bring up memories from the best time of your life, and think of your mindset from that time.
I've noticed that the best time of my life was when I didn't really think about the past times. I only lived in the moment and was experiencing new things.
This doesn't logically follow. It could easily be the case that when you don't like yourself, you look back to the past to escape from the present. If so, preventing yourself from looking back in the past will not solve the fundamental issue: that you don't like yourself.
In other words, you have found a correlative factor, but you have never shown that the factor is causative.
You helped me break new grounds with myself last night. for that adam i cant thank you enough.
I recreationally take a few different substances from time to time. Weed, mdma, dxm, alcohol, nicotine, but during my most recent acid trip I remember having a moment of clarity that almost makes me want to sober up aside from psychedelics. Not that I'm afraid to become some addict I only use in moderation, but I felt that they were specifically distractions from what I'm truly looking for.
What are you looking for
Bro literally dropped last night and I had that some clarity it’s insane !
@@coztac1991 experience and truth
@Neon Drip I mean you're not wrong. I'm never going to be straight edge sober though because used correctly and in moderation drugs and nootripics can add so much to your life . I quit drinking altogether because it's just not worth it so I'm currently only on nicotine. And the occasional addy
@@griffinrichmond3442 just another excuse all addicts use. the true high is life, and you definitely don’t need to be taking any drugs to participate in life
For me aging has been about to really connect with my true self. Who I really want to be and to get rid of all the bullshit that has been bothering in a negative way thanks to my childhood and family things that I've realized don't belong to me. So I feel you. Great that you confronted your fears and you are acting more in tune with what your internal voice dictates you. Much love and luck to this new phase.
So relatable brother. You intellectually verbalized my journey, I appreciate all of these videos. I think it's so important to be properly educated and informed before you take anything.
I know this is clichéd but you genuinely did release this at the right time for me personally 🙏
Exactly same
Ditto, felt like too exact to be coincidence. I’ve never even watched this channel before
agreed
Same
@@robbierichard1743 I would say if you are looking to heal do mushrooms instead of acid as it's more natural and you wont have that uncertainty about the purity. Psychedelics are used to treat depression and can massively help change your perspective for the better. Just know that it will only show you the path and how to change, you are the one that will have to walk it! Your mindset and setting you are in prior to the trip can make a huge difference, state our loud what you seek from the trip and even write it down as Adam said. Safe tripping brother 👊
Writing things down is extremely powerful
If and when i take my first acid tab i want to write everything down or to record myself
@@trollwayy5981 You DEFINITELY want to write with pen on paper. Texting in your phone will absolutely be impossible lol. That much is not negotiable. But yes, recording audio clips of yourself vocalizing your thoughts is the best option.
AustinPowerz0069 like Im thinking this year but is it like what he said in the video?
@@trollwayy5981 Have you already tried shrooms or any other psychedelics? Watch 'Your Mate Tom' on UA-cam discussing his acid trips. He gives an accurate description because he doesn't jump off a cliff with high doses like PsychedSubstance does lol
On MDMA writing is cool too
This vulnerability and honesty is incredible, Adam. Much love and respect.
I love hearing you speak. It's very relaxing.
He does have a beautiful voice.
Agreed!
This guy is telling some REAL fucking tone of truthful shit. From the bottom of my heart i hope that humanity start taking his experience in this reality for real.
I've been through a similar experience with stimulants and personality alterations. I'm glad you have come to your senses. The best video in a long time thanks adam.
" This life is all about the 'true reward,' the *long term* benefits. "
Epic quote.
Hope you're doing well bruh.
Everybody needs you.
oh nani nani
This feel like a quaalude
No sleep in my body
ain't no bitch in my body
Adam is a rare masterpiece who most be protected at all times ❤️
Sometimes your videos are like a therapy session for me and I love it
I feel like this video showed up for a reason. I love you man i feel like im going through something similar and in all honesty it was a lot more than i expected starting out but after watching a lot of your videos i seen i wasn't the only one having trouble on the journey. I was low key losing faith for a bit on whether i could make it through but this is what i needed man thanks again just know you've definiteley helped in my journey. Peace and love.✌🌍
I am proud of you, for being aware of the situation. We will support you no matter what happens. Take care of your family and yourself. Also, reach out some love to Decota. He misses you too.
good to see you back, hope things are going better for you
Your picture is flying saucer attack's self titled album.
@@pokesprite266 it is
Your honesty is inspiring. Your journey is beautiful, Adam.
Goosebumps all over me! I wish more people would be as honest with themself as you. You are an awesome human being. Love for you and your family ❤️
Respect for facing your problems and admitting your mistakes on video. 🙌
Brave man, honestly I love this. I'm so pleased you're feeling better. Keep smiling buddy x
Adam, not only did you help me get ready for my first trip but you've helped me be able to reflect on myself and better myself. I love you and your videos
Everything you said about having to be healthy for your kids is so true. My parents weren't healthy and now I don't remember most of my childhood or what it's like to not be depressed and anxious all the time or how to trust people.
I needed this video. Because I’ve devolved as a person too, and forgotten who I truly was. I’ve hurt people too and been selfish. It’s amazing that you are self aware enough to see the faults in yourself and changing them. I hope I can do the same.
Do a podcast with Joe Rogan!
Would watch... defenitely.
Joe Rogan is way too overrated
"crazy man, have you ever had gay sex?"
@@stankoproduction it happened to *a buddy of mine*
This needs to happen.
Thank you for your videos Adam.
Whatever you do I'm sure your subscribers will accept it.
Holy shit he’s back! Man, this speaks to me so hard. I am so glad that you released this. I love you so much, man. You are an incredible human. Thank you for this video and thank you for being you. Go love that family, man. Go love yourself. So good to see you for who you are.
It’s funny, I had been scared of facing myself for very similar reasons. I went on this bender that started with kratom and then oxys and before I knew it I was leaving my house in the middle of the night to go smoke meth and heroin at some guy’s house that I barely even knew. I was gone. Just completely lost myself and I HATED who I saw in the mirror. What the fuck am I doing smoking meth and heroin!? Who am I?
I went into a depression for a few days after that and realized I had lost who I was and needed to come back. I didn’t know how. I had no starting ground. So I finally decided to face myself and I took 4 grams of mushrooms. Alone. With the full intention of killing who I was. It took 2 sessions for me to wake the fuck up but I was finally back. My family missed me. I missed me. I am now a much stronger, humbler, kinder, more sober version of myself with absolutely NO desire to put that disgusting shit into my body anymore.
I needed that wake up call, just like you. Thank you for helping me see that I’m not alone. It feels so good to be back and I’m glad to have you back. Peace and love, man
This video was actually really eye opening for me. I didn't really realise how much I lie to myself until this video made me question it. Thank you Adam.
I’ve been going through your collection the last few days man and I really appreciate your candidness
Again, so interesting and educative. I keep “the LSD trip to end an depression” in reserve for future.
Thanks Adam it was another excellent video!
Psychedelics can give you depression. Sometimes you don't want to know the answers.
Congrats for your future son/daughter, that shit made my day happy. love ya adam
Hey man, I've given you crap in the last year of which im sure you didnt even see but hopefully you'll see this... Much respect for exposing yourself like this man. It's not easy by any stretch. Hang in there and keep honest with yourself and you will be fine bro.
Peace man
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I didn't expect to be hit this hard while watching this video. Thank you.
I hope you get better man ur fans are always here for you
The 15 people who disliked the video probably clicked the wrong thumb.. congrats Adam! This is going to be your best trip💪
or else they're upside down, like bats
@@azerohiro that could be, master Wayne. Or what if.. hear me out.. they're Australian
Vyvanse is a prodrug for dextroamphetamine
Dexedrine IS dextroamphetamine
Adderall is a mixture of dextro and levo amphetamine.
Dextroamphetamine has larger effects on the central nervous system for those wondering
oh my god Adam. I'm in tears. I've loved you since your first video, we are very similar. This was intense
“Not only does he look like the guy from split, he is he guy from split” 😂
Jenni Abrego haHEEEha
the best quote in the entire video
Mr Kemper simp
Read this as he was saying it lol
@@r_starchild2157 yeh and me haha
This touched me, I have been trying to figure out how to let go and move on from my traumatic childhood. I love the positives that psychedelics can open up in your mind when you use them safely and properly. I think I need to have another trip to help guide me where I need to go.
I didnt get to finish this earlier but this is one of the best videos I've ever seen in my life and I'm glad I watched it!
Ads on a psychedsubstance vid?? This is great, youtube isn't screwing you on this vid for once!
Not yet at least
This video is so powerful!! Your passion shook me to my core and woke me up about myself in ways. The Great Spirit was speaking through you in this video, no doubt✌️
Dude, your process is so inspiring to me. My first experience with Ayahuasca sent me into psychosis. I've been trying to heal from the trauma of that ceremony ever since. Seeing your process has let me know I'm not alone and showed me how much courage I have had in just returning to those spaces. Thank you so much for educating. Please keep doing what you are doing
Amazing video Adam ......
This was the psychedelic video I needed to watch. "I TRUST MYSELF" You have helped clarify why the chaos and terror is an extremely valuable trip. Well done 🙂🙏🗝
You speak truth, I can feel the emotion through the screen. I’ve been feeling a lot like this, and it’s definitely helped give me some insight to what I needed. Thank you. Keep being strong
Very interesting video. There's this atmosphere of genuine love and honesty when watching you talk about yourself. Thank you for sharing this.
The first time I truly tripped solo I had a bad one and freak out. I tried to wake my wife but she couldn't so I ended up in the bath and finally grinned and bare it and it was such a prideful feeling that I did it alone and is still one of my most awarding experiences
my deepest congratulations for beating the demon that is amphetamines and ego and materialism. I watched both of my parents lose everything and everyone they loved to methamphetamines and they are still battling. You are strong and you are an inspiration to many people. You keep people safe in their journey of finding themselves and I hope you continue on this journey and I’m sure you will be an amazing father of your new child, as well as a reborn partner to jasmine. Stay strong and stay positive. You have helped more people than you know