Neil Hilborn - Me, But Happy

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  • Опубліковано 22 січ 2017
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    Neil Hilborn, performing at Camp Bar in Saint Paul, MN.
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  • @Len--
    @Len-- 7 років тому +761

    "Before I met you, I wanted to be dead all the time. I still do, because of the, you know, mental illness. But, now that you're here, I don't want to WANT to die anymore."

  • @pastallama4970
    @pastallama4970 7 років тому +833

    Only Neil would say "if you were a breakfast cereal, you'd be 'reason-to-wake-up-o's'" and then follow it with "sure there are probably infinite dimensions, but I'm with you in this one, so why would I try to find them?"

  • @Dumpknoedel
    @Dumpknoedel 7 років тому +1267

    Just imagine.. being loved by this guy.
    if i could make this guy smile for a day i could die knowing my life had a purpose

    • @lydiarom3094
      @lydiarom3094 6 років тому +14

      Aaqilian5.0 fuck off

    • @KandiBabyy
      @KandiBabyy 6 років тому +10

      YASSSSSSSS!!!!.....you can tell he’s such a great person & hard lover. He’s just so amazing, both personality, poetic wise.

    • @user-xj2ci3dp7e
      @user-xj2ci3dp7e 4 роки тому +2

      Really? You sure you will feel the same after two months? Lol

  • @lexuhpro
    @lexuhpro 7 років тому +1428

    MY FAVORITE POET. He makes my heart so happy. I love this.

    • @Jayman2800
      @Jayman2800 7 років тому +4

      Lexie Jordan your last name is Jordan. my first name is Jordan. *there can be only one*

    • @kaitlinchiado4869
      @kaitlinchiado4869 7 років тому +1

      Wizz Da Burrito Boy and my middle name is jordan lol

    • @Jayman2800
      @Jayman2800 7 років тому +18

      Kaitlin Chiado *_There can be only one_*

    • @ilovecookies6371
      @ilovecookies6371 7 років тому +4

      Lexie Jordan
      you Subscribed to OH Wonder.
      i don't know you, but i already like you XD

    • @lexuhpro
      @lexuhpro 7 років тому +1

      Wizz Da Burrito Boy it's actually my middle name but you're right... there can only be ONE

  • @PPeAcELoVeMuSiCC
    @PPeAcELoVeMuSiCC 7 років тому +847

    "but now that you're here, I don't want to want to die anymore." ..now this, this is beautiful.

    • @ME20912
      @ME20912 7 років тому +3

      Dominique R Right!?

    • @JaymeBleh
      @JaymeBleh 7 років тому +2

      Dominique R absolutely beautiful. I feel like you only really get the beauty of it once you've felt it.

  • @trans20gayteen
    @trans20gayteen 7 років тому +1015

    this is so beautifully messy and wonderful.

  • @samwallington8953
    @samwallington8953 7 років тому +305

    0:38 You're the best thing that's happened to me since I was like... _Hilborn_

  • @basielu
    @basielu 7 років тому +510

    "reason to wake up o's" 😂💘 love him

  • @elizabethsmith6477
    @elizabethsmith6477 7 років тому +407

    Neil has never written a bad poem

  • @bubbybunny2655
    @bubbybunny2655 7 років тому +312

    NEIL HAS DONE IT AGAIN

  • @RocciaScoccia
    @RocciaScoccia 7 років тому +73

    "I used to say I wanna die before I'm old but because of you I might think twice"

  • @jasperrosa1369
    @jasperrosa1369 3 роки тому +38

    I like this poem because I think hes talking about how she doesnt make his life better but she makes his life happier

    • @ButtonPoetry
      @ButtonPoetry  3 роки тому +6

      Interesting read Jasper. Love it! Thanks for sharing.

    • @jasperrosa1369
      @jasperrosa1369 3 роки тому +1

      @@ButtonPoetry youre welcome I love this channel!

  • @autumnbatchmen3693
    @autumnbatchmen3693 7 років тому +134

    "I want to thank you for wanting me to be me, but happy." "Before I met you, I wanted to be dead all the time, I still do because of the mental illness but now that you're here I don't want to want to die anymore" These lines are awesome. Neil is by far my favorite poet. I hope some day I could see in perform in person. Can't wait to see more of him :)

  • @jackpattillostanaccount4180
    @jackpattillostanaccount4180 7 років тому +248

    fucking hell neil is my everything

  • @delaneym.7412
    @delaneym.7412 7 років тому +187

    neil my sweet son i will protect u forever

  • @MadiArcher-ji3ck
    @MadiArcher-ji3ck Рік тому +5

    I used the line "I want to thank you for wanting me to be me, but happy" in my wedding vows and it was the most impactful line ❤

    • @ButtonPoetry
      @ButtonPoetry  Рік тому +1

      WOW. WOW MADI! Do you have a video? Can we see your vows? Is that too much??
      Thank you!

  • @turtleking7772
    @turtleking7772 7 років тому +372

    New tattoo idea "Me, but happy"

  • @madalynheidi
    @madalynheidi 7 років тому +23

    "Omg I'm just kidding, I have to delete that line, you have to fucking vote" 😂😂😂

  • @grace_wav
    @grace_wav 7 років тому +182

    Neil Hilborn is 100% one of my all time faves, never fails to give me goosebumps

  • @Jayman2800
    @Jayman2800 7 років тому +131

    HES SO CUTE.

    • @hxrley
      @hxrley 7 років тому +6

      Wizz Da Burrito Boy I KNOW

  • @keyralites
    @keyralites 7 років тому +34

    "Sure there are probably infinite dimensions. But, I'm with you in this one. So why would I try to find them." 💕

  • @spoofygrump8720
    @spoofygrump8720 7 років тому +19

    It's so amazing to see him go from "OCD" to this. I mean, you can tell that he's really at a better place. I love his poetry so much!

  • @taylorjordyn4893
    @taylorjordyn4893 7 років тому +564

    Last time I was this early to a video MCR was still together

    • @claudiacook619
      @claudiacook619 7 років тому +8

      Taylor Spears TOO SOON

    • @taylorjordyn4893
      @taylorjordyn4893 7 років тому +3

      Claudia Cook it's been more then 3 years! (March.22.2013)

    • @claudiacook619
      @claudiacook619 7 років тому +18

      IT WILL ALWAYS BE TOO SOON

    • @carolinediniz3302
      @carolinediniz3302 7 років тому +10

      Taylor Spears WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU IM TRYING TO MOVE ON MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE IS FUCKING DEAD LEAVE ME ALONE

    • @midousujikin
      @midousujikin 7 років тому +2

      they've been dead for a while broski.

  • @reinerca
    @reinerca 7 років тому +81

    That LAST LINE tho...... NEIL!!!! How do you successfully punch me in my heartstrings every. single. time!?!??

  • @aadilamoolla4068
    @aadilamoolla4068 7 років тому +23

    "We can't really be sad if we're sad in the same place, right?"

  • @angelsimpson8235
    @angelsimpson8235 7 років тому +34

    God if I could just meet a guy that loved me as much as Neil loves this girl... can you imagine being loved by a poet? That would be fantastic. I just want to hear him read quotes, sonnets, soliloquies, books, series', anything with words.

  • @nytemarequeen2365
    @nytemarequeen2365 Рік тому +7

    My husband and I both struggle with mental illness and the desire to unalive ourselves, and my husband suffers severe anxiety and low self-worth. This channel has been an absolute lifesaver for him since he found it, since the connection he feels with these incredible poets allows him to overcome his inner emotional barriers and break down when he needs to, for which I am incredibly grateful because this channel has helped him make a LOT of progress with his mental health. He showed me this video/poem the other night and said it was the most perfect way to express how he feels about me (and Neil is his favorite poet).

  • @asias3000
    @asias3000 7 років тому +437

    CLICKED SO FAST MY THUMB BROKE AF

  • @sarapaolella9694
    @sarapaolella9694 7 років тому +95

    The ending lines were amazing, thanks for having posted this poem, I couldn't ask for a better birthday present! I love Neil so much, I've even bought his book- he's just brilliant

  • @rainbowwwkim
    @rainbowwwkim 6 років тому +5

    I love how he opens up with "this is so stupid" and the audience just freakin loves it. His honestly is beautiful

  • @teenfanclub1373
    @teenfanclub1373 6 років тому +9

    see, this is so genuine. you can tell in every word he says, in the way he says it. the way he gets flustered. it's adorably genuine.

  • @sparklytacocactus9977
    @sparklytacocactus9977 7 років тому +34

    "but now that you're here i don't want to want to die anymore"
    hit me like truck

  • @claudiacook619
    @claudiacook619 7 років тому +21

    I got Neil's book for Christmas and it was honestly one of the best gifts ive ever asked for let alone received

  • @fiddly-digits
    @fiddly-digits 7 років тому +6

    "Sure there are probably infinite dimentions, but i'm with you in this one, so why would i try to find them?" Damn... beautiful

  • @sparksflywityhu
    @sparksflywityhu 7 років тому +25

    Why does he do this to me?! HES SO GOOD

  • @leahwilton785
    @leahwilton785 6 років тому +2

    The way he says 'Its true' after 'the new way to say I love you in just ramping our foreheads together' makes me heart smile.

  • @zanyiakelly1982
    @zanyiakelly1982 7 років тому

    No matter what you're saying I cant seem to not shed a tear oh great Mr. Hilborn. You came to MSU once last semester and I missed you. A sad day, a very sad day indeed.

  • @TheInnerSanctuary
    @TheInnerSanctuary 7 років тому +57

    This dude sounds like my soulmate. I want one.

  • @dutchess2121
    @dutchess2121 6 років тому +2

    "We can't really be sad if we're sad in the same place" BROKE ME. Holy shit

  • @nadiajade8239
    @nadiajade8239 7 років тому +20

    You're the best. You always make me smile. Thank you for doing what your doing 💕

  • @maddyolson7166
    @maddyolson7166 7 років тому +3

    his little interjections make me giggle he's so cute

  • @FondofVanilla
    @FondofVanilla 7 років тому +116

    #OhmygodImjustkiddingIhavetodeletethatlineOhmygodyouhavetofuckingvoteokalright

  • @crimsondusk14
    @crimsondusk14 4 роки тому +2

    This is such a accurate portrayal of love, love is beautiful and messy

  • @samihighsmith8934
    @samihighsmith8934 7 років тому +10

    Neil always kills it with the final lines!

  • @CameraShySmash
    @CameraShySmash 6 років тому +1

    His delivery is so intense and passionate and gorgeous and ugh I’m obsessed

  • @ieuandeakin6497
    @ieuandeakin6497 7 років тому

    can't wait to see this wonderful man tonight

  • @alyssamullis1896
    @alyssamullis1896 7 років тому +2

    Why does this make me cry everytime?

  • @grooFrazz
    @grooFrazz 7 років тому +4

    Ahh how I love Neil Hilborn

  • @tarapatel3528
    @tarapatel3528 7 років тому

    The man, the writer, and the reason I started listening to Button Poetry! I haven't came across one poem or poem reading of yours I have not liked. Kuddos!!!

  • @coffeeconceptsgirl
    @coffeeconceptsgirl 7 років тому

    Ohmygosh whomever this person is, he's talking about in this poem -- there's so much love in all the right messes.

  • @makaylaascencio1284
    @makaylaascencio1284 7 років тому +5

    I LOVE HIS WORK AHHHHHHH

  • @crs1221
    @crs1221 7 років тому

    I absolutely love the passion this guy has at delivering his poems!! They are amazing!!

  • @BVBarmy-hg5ed
    @BVBarmy-hg5ed 7 років тому

    He always has the best poems. He's probably my favorite

  • @aedannnnn
    @aedannnnn 6 років тому

    This is so sweet I’m sobbing

  • @daviejones5001
    @daviejones5001 5 років тому

    His personality just pours out in all his poetry. It all feels so raw and genuine

  • @dahniacampos1857
    @dahniacampos1857 7 років тому

    Neil has my heart.

  • @JaymeBleh
    @JaymeBleh 7 років тому +1

    I could listen to this over and over again.

  • @MKMSxSIN
    @MKMSxSIN 7 років тому

    Thank you for existing

  • @AG-xl4hy
    @AG-xl4hy 7 років тому

    you are a beautiful soul, I identify with your pain (among other things) and I can't thank you enough for sharing your words with us. You have no idea...I listen to your poems when I feel like I can't get any lower. Thank you!!

  • @allyshimmer
    @allyshimmer 7 років тому +2

    I just discovered him like 2 hours ago and I have been speeding through videos of him!!!

  • @bubblegum1076
    @bubblegum1076 3 роки тому

    Ugh I love all your work I'm glad you're happy now

  • @emilyehlis537
    @emilyehlis537 7 років тому

    Neil Hillborn you are amazing and the only reason I'm subbed to button poetry

  • @denaanderson929
    @denaanderson929 7 років тому +16

    I love this. He is one of my favorite people.

  • @legacyofboom56
    @legacyofboom56 7 років тому +3

    He's got such a good personality and I love it

  • @sdjgpsijag
    @sdjgpsijag 7 років тому

    Honestly the best poet I have ever heard. Love this guy!

  • @UTFremove
    @UTFremove 7 років тому

    Neil is hands down my favorite poet and for some reason the poem out of all of them is so damn pure and has to be my favorite one yet.

  • @stephaniemaris4878
    @stephaniemaris4878 5 років тому

    This poem is so dorky and real that it's absolutely precious and I love it!

  • @lauhren8444
    @lauhren8444 7 років тому

    that last line was so beautiful. this whole poem is so beautiful

  • @alexahen1998
    @alexahen1998 7 років тому

    I loved this so much

  • @bakintaco
    @bakintaco 7 років тому

    I've been waiting for this video to be posted for so long

  • @Sarabi124
    @Sarabi124 7 років тому

    I love this so much

  • @taleea
    @taleea 7 років тому

    oh my god i love this so much. even when he's reading joking lines i want to cry. ughhh this is just so beautiful.

  • @emilybennett8409
    @emilybennett8409 7 років тому

    this is so wonderful. such a blessing

  • @lalrindiki6963
    @lalrindiki6963 3 роки тому

    I felt in love with this messy poem

  • @janinesanchez7013
    @janinesanchez7013 7 років тому +8

    "We can't really be sad if we're both sad in the same place, right?"

  • @nielsmller8816
    @nielsmller8816 Рік тому

    Niel Hilborn reminds me alot of Michael Strunge, not in style or cadence, but in being so true and bare in their poetry and I think that is why I love both of them so much

  • @lukeh3234
    @lukeh3234 7 років тому

    This is great. This is wonderful and his.comments make it better

  • @geockles7950
    @geockles7950 7 років тому

    ARGH THIS IS BEAUTIFUL

  • @cburton98
    @cburton98 7 років тому +2

    Yesss I love Neil Hilborn

  • @erintownsend7440
    @erintownsend7440 7 років тому

    It's just so beautiful that you can see on his face how in love he is.

  • @eden9465
    @eden9465 7 років тому

    Oh wow I absolutely love this

  • @gabrielai2299
    @gabrielai2299 7 років тому

    I GOT CHILLS. I just love it

  • @jacks4461
    @jacks4461 6 років тому

    I honestly just want an entire autobook of his poems. I want to hear his voice every time I read them because it's amazing

  • @Thatgenderconfused3mo
    @Thatgenderconfused3mo 7 років тому

    Such an amazing poet. I love him so much he's so cute and so passionate in his poems❤️

  • @yalen3054
    @yalen3054 7 років тому

    GOD I LOVE THIS GUY, Hes always so humorous but he ends strong every time. LAST LINE GAVE ME CHILLS

  • @itsdaizia
    @itsdaizia 7 років тому

    I love him so much😭 So inspirational.

  • @philiciaivey7387
    @philiciaivey7387 7 років тому

    I love keeping up to date on his poetry, he is in my top 3 poets 💚

  • @jujubalaranjaeazul
    @jujubalaranjaeazul 7 років тому

    please more Neil! !

  • @Kayla-jr9pj
    @Kayla-jr9pj 7 років тому

    This made me smile so much

  • @joguevara7051
    @joguevara7051 7 років тому

    I love this too much

  • @morgandumkee494
    @morgandumkee494 7 років тому

    All my favourite songs have one lyric that hits me hard, and makes me think. This dude's poetry does that with every other line

  • @taylahs8936
    @taylahs8936 7 років тому

    i love this so so much!!!

  • @malahatfatima
    @malahatfatima 7 років тому

    this man is a gem

  • @joshuaramos4253
    @joshuaramos4253 7 років тому

    his work is amazing

  • @catherinemackay9143
    @catherinemackay9143 5 років тому

    geez this is now one of my favorites. so incredibly good.

  • @lostmind8173
    @lostmind8173 5 років тому

    I stopped crying for this ❤️

  • @teagannam
    @teagannam 3 роки тому +2

    I absolutely love the silly, heartfelt, genuinely *happy* energy of this poem. Perfectly captures how love can make you feel like a little kid on a sugar rush lol.. so few spoken poems leave me laughing and grinning like an idiot but here we are :)))

  • @alyssakane8731
    @alyssakane8731 7 років тому

    awh i loved this

  • @SelenaHernandez
    @SelenaHernandez 7 років тому

    Amazing! I love it all!

  • @carlataylor7829
    @carlataylor7829 7 років тому

    I love him so much he puts so much into his performance