Mothica - oh god (Official Music Video)
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- Опубліковано 21 жов 2024
- forever fifteen ep - MARCH 19
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Directed by Mothica
Edited by Kyle Blaich
Cinematography by Jacob Lane Dugger
Lighting by Peter Garland
Styling Assistant by Drew Cockrell
Special thanks to Bianca Posey, Sleeping Lion, Kyle McCammon, Nicole & Zealyn.
I'm so nervous to share this because it's the first video I've directed! I had the idea to show the aftermath of a wild night out. I hope this feels as realistic to you as it did to me. Can't wait to share more music and visuals with you! As always, thank you for supporting me.
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LYRICS:
oh god
what did I do
i’m out of control again
woke up
blacker then blue
probably lost a friend
PRECHORUS:
my throat's so fucking dry from saying sorry
wake up a different person in the morning
forget every lesson daddy taught me
i never learn, I just make it worse
CHORUS:
oh god
what have I done?
what did I say last night?
did I play the fool?
did I make you believe
I was having a good time?
cause i’ve been drinking all of my emotions
until i’m sick until i’m broken
oh god
what have I done?
what have I done?
SECOND VERSE:
oh no
should've stayed home
but it’s hard to be alone sometimes
dark thoughts
got me so low
i’d do anything to clear my mind
CHORUS
bridge:
wasted
all the nights I missed
poison on my lips
all alone
i’m done
i’m done hiding it
i’m done fighting it
on my own
CHORUS
if you watched this, you are now my best friend
I wish!! One thing keep up the Good work.. 👊💘
💙
I can definitely relate to this song i drank all my problems away but the next day my problems would come back to haunt me drank and drank till one day i got sober been clean a year now and i absolutely love your music been a fan for awhile now ❤
YAAAAAAY
Aww yayyy
I really enjoyed the song, but like...girl...are you okay?
I hope you are because I've been following you through your musical journey for wow almost 3 years and it would suck to see you hit a rough patch.
I found you on TikTok earlier today and now I’m a huge fan!!
HELLO 🥰🥰
Same!!!
Same!!
Nose ingles pero Same!!
@@zuremosudoku2492 Ditto. Found her like a month or two ago and never even thought of checking her youtube out. Now I'm here liking every god damn thing. What an artist.
OKAY BUT SIS- YOU REALLY DESERVE MORE FAME. THIS HITS ME, I CAN VIBE SO BAD ON THIS. SOMEONE GET THIS GIRL WHAT SHE DESERVESSS
I really love the part “Cause I’ve been drinking all of my emotions,
’Til I’m sick, until I’m broken”
The way you sang...it’s really heartbreaking. The emotions you put in there is just genuine. It hits me so bad. You deserve the fame, Mothica. Sending love from Malaysia.
💙☺️ the "oh God" at the beginning ☺️🌠
I love her voice in the chorus so much it's crazy, could listen to this song 24/7
I´m so proud of you! I admire your transformation and your power to change for a better version of you. It is truly inspiring!
Currently in the process of trying to be sober.
here for you!
Three years ago but same...currently.
found you because of tiktok and now you are my favorite artist as of now.
annie Barrie ah thank you so much! 💙💙💙
Literally just listened to Vices now i’m gonna be crying and binge watch and listen to all your songs!!!!!💗
Saaaame. You just can't stop once you start xD
holy shit i'm so addicted to your music, success for you
I’m excited for you. I think you’ll go far, looking forward for more releases, keep it up!
blessed day when Spotify recommended me this fire song
you deserve more!!! i been sober for past few years and its because of the songs which made me realize what i have been doing with my life. you inspire me more with your songs. i could relate...and two advises from your best friend
1. never do that shit again.
2. surround your self with people who really love u "really" and keep doing what you are doing now .
much love
You have such a beautiful way of describing the ugly struggles of surviving ourselves, while also surviving this world we struggle through. It takes a lot of courage to expose weakness, imperfection. You manage to make it into art. Captivating art. Bravissimo.
Remember me here before this blows up
this mv is so underrated
Crazy how so many artist are on the radio who genuinely have no real talent. Yet, we have you, who is extremely talented with an amazing voice and not on the radio. I found you on tiktok and I was instantly drawn to your voice.
Your music is truly motivation for me!! Thank you so much
Honestly, I'm obsessed. Your music is so good... You're officially up there with Halsey for my favorites. ♡ 😍😍
i just wanted to say your songs are so relatable to my life... i love it.
This is such a powerful song. Amazing.
You are by far one of the most talented people I’ve came across in a long time... Your music deserves more hype! 😍
i love this music so much man its a blessing
I can’t stop playing or singing all your songs serously on repeat ♥️
just came across your newer works and man im hooked on your style ty for the songs
You came up on my FyP with “vices”- been waiting for it to blow up and now listening to this and love you. Thank you for beautiful expression, happy for your success and strength to share your experiences and voice with all of us!
I relate to this on a personal level! & other songs! Especially when u said "My throats so fucking dry from saying sorry"
Whenever I’m feeling down, I listen to this and Forever Fifteen. It’s a way for me to release stress.
I'm 56 and came across one of your other songs earlier - I think this is now song 5 - great voice and videos - impressive
I can’t stop listening to your music, oh my god it’s so good. You’re helping me and so many other people❤️
I am in love with mothicas voice, haven’t been able to relate to a song so well
I just listened to vices and now I’m listening to all your songs. Now you are my favorite artist
I'm here from tiktok girllll I'm even MORE in love. You're going places.
Oh god I've listened to this song so many times.
I love this song so much, i guess my city loves it too when im playing your song in my car 🤣
AHH I FOUND YOU ON TIKTOK!!! bro your music SLAPS
Ooooh I'm so EXCITED!!
This is outrageously good. The lyrics, the beat, the badass video with night vision bits? Perfect.
this is absolutely gorgeous. its may 31, 2021. 7:20 pm in california. you have 70.8k subscribers. this song has 197,446 views. the world is missing out.....
One of my favourite songs. I’ve been listening to this on repeat for the last week or so while writing my book.
Oml, had this song downloaded (nightcore) only to find out years later it's yours and I was a fan way earlier than I expected to be. Feel so proud of my taste in music tbh hehe
I just can't explain how satisfied I am. I heard this song somewhere and really liked it, but only knew the first line that too wrong 🤦🏻♂️ but finally found it😌
Vivian Veeshal SO HAPPY TO HEAR THAT
@@Mothica 🙏🏼💙
I can not wait for this to blow up ❤️❤️ the effort is fantastic I love this
Amazing. Can relate . Love you girly you are amazing. Keep it going
wow i love your voice and music. i found this song hours ago in a spotify playlist and now i just keep on listening to your songs. if you‘d come to germany someday i‘ll absolutly come to your concert. i hope your alright!
Luisa Goldstein id love that!
Your music is so awesome!!!! :D
Found this on spotify and it's oh god so good
Been there so many times, thank you for speaking out and sharing
It's not always that we see great artists like you, I can wait to see you keep growing!! Keep up with the great work!
soooo hecking good
I'm obsessed
Amazing as always!!! Ily
This song really really hit me…. As have all of your songs. You are truly a gift. You help me cope with all my mental health issues. When I’m at my lowest, I put on your music, and I don’t feel so alone and can get myself back up and keep going. Please know how important your music is….
Great to see you’re still at it. I wonder what a bear face mix of this would sound like.
Most def can relate that’s for sure
This is what extreme talent looks and sounds like! Keep it up
Love the aesthetic
I love your music so much ! So happy that one of your song popped out from my Spotify account 🙏🙏🙏
I understand this song being related to you absolutely amazing journey overcoming addiction, but let me tell you.... This hit me hard being someone who is Bipolar and goes through rapid cycling and experiences the highs and lows. I found you through TikTok, but your music found a place in my heart. Thank you. Thank you so much!
I can not wait for blue hour to come out, I saw the tik Tok and it sounds amazing!!
I've been binging your music and this is one of the tracks that hits hard for me. I have felt like this so many times
Aahhhhhhh this is so gooood, I’m so glad my friend got me into your music
this is. just so good
I’ve been watching your tiktoks for awhile now and listening to your music, especially when I’m alone. It’s harder when I’m around people because your music hits me so deep. I feel like i can feel every lyric you sing and relate to it. Don’t stop making music ever please 🥺
Found you just a little bit ago through recommendations... and I so deeply feel your music, they describe a lot of feelings I have dealt with as I struggle with anxiety and depression as I have for the longest time and I love finding music that can portray what I've been feeling. I love your music!💕
Insanely gorgeous and so is ur music.
You got this!
Sending warmest wishes from Russia, amazed with your inner power for getting through all of this. We are here for you, never give up and do what you do.
You are incredible.
Love this song!
You are such an inspiration. You are so talented.
You are a very beautiful person and amazing artist! Thank you, for sharing your awesome sound and lyrics.
I'm early! 🥰 I hope to see you in concert again
Seriously the best
Love this !!!!!!!!!!!!! Omg your riffs I love it this needs more appreciation I could tell you work hard
This song slaps the absolute hardest and the music video just captures the essence of it so well. This song showed up in one of my Spotify made for you playlists a few weeks ago and I loved it immediately and then you came up on my fyp on TikTok talking about mental health and addiction and I was intrigued. I’m not usually one to vibe to an entire album but Blue Hour is just banger after banger and I have no choice but to stan.
I actually love this?? Amazing singing with brilliant lyrics I am blown away defo a new favourite of mine
this isn’t fair. u are so underrated, u deserve more !!
Oh yeah..I love this
Wow the video is amazing! Also your voice is stunning as always😍😍
Almost 11 months sober and this song really speaks it all
Omg 😳i love this
Okay. I am here because of the remix we all know which one. Didn't expect your solo stuff to be THIS GOOD. Wow.
Your music is only getting better and better!! And what a good music video
1 year later and I still love this song
Why this is not in top charts...??
Love it 💕💕
oh god you're just amazing ❤️ i'm in love
Love this so much
So I've been listening to this song for HOURS now on reply and I still can't get sick of it like wOw
Just came across this song... For reasons. It would be perfect for the opening credits if I finally turn my psychological thriller into a film.
I found you on TikTok and I have listened to almost every song by you and I’m in. Love with them! Love it
SO FKN GOOOOOD
ooooo hooop what a song man
OMG i love your voice and your songs, keep up with the hard work!! :>
Snapped!!
I'm zoning out to this. Love this song so much!
sooooo cooool
I saw you in DC last night with Coheed & Forever Fifteen got me hooked. You put on such a good show. Congrats on your sobriety 🖤
This is so pure!
i see a star!!1!!