Even if you don't think so you can change those things, keep trying until you nail it. I used to feel very bad(anxiety and depressions) and had to eat loads of different medicines just to barely live, but now I feel so much better and have tappered down every single medicine, I did change a lot of things in my life though. Cutting out fake friends, quitting bad habits, starting good and healthy new habits which are good for you in the long run etc. It took a while but its not impossible. Don't let the anxiety, depressions ruin your life :-)
Everything is blue 💙 Her flask Her earrings Her eyes And she’s dancing with a metiphorical demon in the middle of the night and he’s bluuuuuuue bluuuuuuue
Except for when things are red, and I think that's intentional. All of the blue imagery is the bad habits/vices/destructive choices we make, and the fleeting red is the promise of control/structure. The switching between blue and red shows the struggle of recovery and relapse. I think this is especially apparent in the devil's design: mostly blue with a small red bowtie. Since this song/video is specifically about alcoholism the devil represents the urge to drink and his bowtie is the thought "maybe things will be different this time. If I avoid hard liquor... If I only have four drinks... If I eat something before hand..." but it always ends up the same way: losing all control, caught in the clutches of her demon. The farther she spirals the more blue the world around her (and even herself) gets, until finally she's so swallowed in blue that she's drowning, no red to be seen, having absolutely no control anymore as her demon drags her into the deep
Are we going to ignore the fact that this is a work of art, all of the small details continue to amaze me I can’t stop watching this! All of the blue tones, the eyes when she saw herself turning into something she didn’t want to be. The lonely no more how awesome the shadow of beezlebub when he’s growing. How they dance is magnetic and an excellent representation of the feeling. Mothica really do be pulling through with amazing lyrics, sound, cinematography, dance everything you can think of also she’s so pretty 😩 also I love beezlebubs expressions! 💙
This is why it's so important to have a support system. Recovery is hard work, and doing it alone is almost impossible. We all need someone who can help intervene when our demons try to drag us into the deep end. I hope y'all stay safe, especially now that we're all isolated because of the pandemic. We're stronger together 💓
We are stronger together! We can't do it alone. I recently lost both my sons to this terrible disease within 7 months from each other. They were only 20, identical twins, Alex & Andre. My song "Say No To Drugs" expresses my pain - it's a fast wild song based on music from the Swan Lake.
One day, this artist. One day will be Mothica really famous. And we all will be able to say that we was here With her since her early beginings! 🖤💢🤍❤️💜💙🤎
The way is this is literally a whole cinematic masterpiece that displays the authenticity and history of what Mothica had to go through. And in such a creative way too!! Now she is shining!! 💙 *edit: THE VIDEO IS ABSOLUTELY INCREDIBLE!! 🌟
This is the most underrated thing I've ever seen, it has a wonderful message, the art, contrasting colours and symbolism are so well executed and the song is so beautiful
I think this is my favorite song off of the album, mostly because of my battle with addiction, it really hits home for me. About to be 1 year 6 months sober though 🥳🥳
Yay!!!! I loved it!!!! You guys did such a great job on everything. I love the colors. I love the lighting. The styling. The editing. Just perfection. Fits the song so perfectly too.
Well, they tried their best to warn me (warn me) That you would only turn me blue (turn me blue) But nothing could have stopped me (nothing could stop me) From falling right into you (into you) Hold me down I'll do anything you tell me to Baby, when I blackout I'm not coming back down I've always been my own worst enemy Blame it on my own anxiety I can barely be around you (be around you) It's the hardest thing I'll ever do (ever do) Bound to live without you (live without you) 'Cause I've got better things to do (things to do) Let me out After everything you put me through Baby, when I blackout I'm not coming back down I've always been my own worst enemy Blame it on my own anxiety I'm losing my magic Not thinking, calm me down In love with my madness Until I drown Baby, when I blackout I'm not coming back down I've always been my own worst enemy Blame it on my own anxiety
I love your music so much it has so much honesty behind it. And i feel i can relate to it. Thank you for putting yourself out there like that to help other people
let's blow this up! the music video was even better than i expected tbh. the cinematography, the actors, the music.. brilliant. love the story and the metaphor for addiction.
omg she NEEDS to create a song about dreams or nightmares like as tho u want to be in a better place so u go lucid dreaming and at the end wakes up. It would start with her walking and people judging and looking at her or violence or something and then she goes home and take a dream pill and goes to sleep kinda like a alice and wonderland thing but its mothica so like she goes through and battles the stuff then wakes up idk i am just throwing ideas out
I love the story telling in this video and production put into this. The make up, costumes, props, lighting-pairs so well with her song/performance. I feel like music video aren’t made like this as often lately. So lovely to see all the work and artists vision coming together.
i love how visually intriguing it was. stunning in every way & you look so beautiful in red ❤️ i can’t wait to see other videos you release & thank you for letting us join you on your journey ✨
I just got over a really toxic relationship involving substances and, thank you so much for making this! It means a lot and I’m happy that even if I’m not getting the actual meaning that I and other people found it inspiring. ILYSM!!!
Since you liked the song Blackout about addiction, can you please tell me what you think of this song: "Say No To Drugs"? I recently lost both my sons to this terrible disease within 7 months from each other. They were only 20, identical twins, Alex & Andre. My song "Say No To Drugs" expresses my pain - it's a fast wild song based on music from the Swan Lake. ua-cam.com/video/wPBc0MUMTIU/v-deo.html
Her expression at 2:10 is so relatable. It's one thing to be seduced by temptation when you're at a party with your friends on a Saturday night. But here, she's just going about her normal day all by herself, and it's like 10 a.m. on a Tuesday, but temptation rears its ugly head, and her expression says, "This is completely ridiculous, but sure, fine, I give in."
I just saw her pop up again on instagram and Im so glad I did! this is an increadible music video and its such a shame that so many people who follow her on tiktok and insta will likely not come and watch this...its heartbreaking really, she deserves so much love you#ve gained a new subcriber on here today mothica! I can't wait to see what you create next ^^
*• Lyrics •* Well they tried their best to warn me. That you will only turn me blue. But nothing could stop me. From falling right into you. *_Hold me down... I'll do anything you tell me too._* *_Baby when I blackout... I'm not coming back down_* *_I've always been my own worst enemy._* *_Blame it on my own anxiety._* I can barely be around you. It's the hardest thing I'll ever do. Bound to live without you. Cause I've got better things to do. *_Let me out... After everything you put me through._* *_Baby when I blackout... I'm not coming back down._* *_I've always been my own worst enemy._* *_Blame it on my own anxiety._* I'm losing... My magic... *Not thinking calm me down.* In love with... My madness... *Until I Jump.* *_Baby when I blackout... I'm not coming back down._* *_I've always been my own worst enemy._* *_Blame it on my own anxiety._* *• Credits to: Style pop •*
Maybe you can listen to my song "Say No To Drugs." I recently lost both my sons to this terrible disease within 7 months from each other. They were only 20, identical twins, Alex & Andre. It's a wild fast song based on music from the Swan Lake.
McKenzie: “comment and i’ll give you a post card with inspirational messages on the back” also McKenzie: “only people that watched the premier can comment 😌”
i can’t wait until mothica gets the recognition she deserves
Same!!!
lol i’ll be one of the OG’s haha
Yesss!
Mothic be like: Me too.
You mean the over 700 likes to your message? :) I agree!
"I've always been my own worst enemy, blaming on my own anxiety"
Sooo relatable.
Even if you don't think so you can change those things, keep trying until you nail it. I used to feel very bad(anxiety and depressions) and had to eat loads of different medicines just to barely live, but now I feel so much better and have tappered down every single medicine, I did change a lot of things in my life though. Cutting out fake friends, quitting bad habits, starting good and healthy new habits which are good for you in the long run etc. It took a while but its not impossible. Don't let the anxiety, depressions ruin your life :-)
*chefs kiss* a masterpiece 👻👻🖤🖤
Omg hi Eva I love your videos
eva i stg i love you so much
Wow Eva, hi!
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Came here to simp the devil, stayed for the absolute banger this song is.
THIS COMMENT
YES
Simp Beelzebub. I know I do and I was straight.
And thats on the most underated artist who deserves more recognition
Honestly
So true
I'm from the future and I can tell you now, she'll blow up soon 😌
agreed
@@gentimperley8554 haha we were hereeee
Everything is blue 💙
Her flask
Her earrings
Her eyes
And she’s dancing with a metiphorical demon in the middle of the night and he’s bluuuuuuue bluuuuuuue
Except for when things are red, and I think that's intentional. All of the blue imagery is the bad habits/vices/destructive choices we make, and the fleeting red is the promise of control/structure. The switching between blue and red shows the struggle of recovery and relapse. I think this is especially apparent in the devil's design: mostly blue with a small red bowtie. Since this song/video is specifically about alcoholism the devil represents the urge to drink and his bowtie is the thought "maybe things will be different this time. If I avoid hard liquor... If I only have four drinks... If I eat something before hand..." but it always ends up the same way: losing all control, caught in the clutches of her demon. The farther she spirals the more blue the world around her (and even herself) gets, until finally she's so swallowed in blue that she's drowning, no red to be seen, having absolutely no control anymore as her demon drags her into the deep
@@delicateghoul LOL they were making a Halsey reference.
@@SecretEclair 😂😂😂 But the ✨ struggle ✨ to explain bruuhhhh
Everything is grey
Her hair
Her window
Her rings
And she's covered in sadness
But apart at what it seems
And she's blueeeeeee, blueeeeeeeeee
She had to one up Percy Jackson lol
Found you via the duck, staying for the astounding freaking talent
Same😳
Are we going to ignore the fact that this is a work of art, all of the small details continue to amaze me I can’t stop watching this! All of the blue tones, the eyes when she saw herself turning into something she didn’t want to be. The lonely no more how awesome the shadow of beezlebub when he’s growing. How they dance is magnetic and an excellent representation of the feeling. Mothica really do be pulling through with amazing lyrics, sound, cinematography, dance everything you can think of also she’s so pretty 😩 also I love beezlebubs expressions! 💙
I know right! It's so blue 😂
Dance with the devil in the pale moonlight 🤔😎🤘
red lights symbolizing danger, the blue demon linked with her blue alcohol bottle, everything is perfect!
THAT IS MY MOTH ART IN THE BATHROOM.
I REPEAT.
THAT IS MY MOTH ART IN THE BATHROOM.
YOOOOO
This is why it's so important to have a support system. Recovery is hard work, and doing it alone is almost impossible. We all need someone who can help intervene when our demons try to drag us into the deep end. I hope y'all stay safe, especially now that we're all isolated because of the pandemic. We're stronger together 💓
So true, sometimes good friends can basically "save us"
We are stronger together! We can't do it alone. I recently lost both my sons to this terrible disease within 7 months from each other. They were only 20, identical twins, Alex & Andre. My song "Say No To Drugs" expresses my pain - it's a fast wild song based on music from the Swan Lake.
@@irenashiloh8808 damn that sucks, I'm so sorry for your loss :(
@@delicateghoul Thank you.
One day, this artist. One day will be Mothica really famous. And we all will be able to say that we was here With her since her early beginings! 🖤💢🤍❤️💜💙🤎
I wish you luck in your music career! @mothica
yas
One year later welp she did become become famous
Yes!💖
Wow !
Came here from the duck and was not disappointed in the slightest
yes thank you! I wasn't sure if thats the same person because I was looking for the oblivion tattoo. but yeah I'll stay for the music too
explain
The way is this is literally a whole cinematic masterpiece that displays the authenticity and history of what Mothica had to go through. And in such a creative way too!! Now she is shining!! 💙
*edit: THE VIDEO IS ABSOLUTELY INCREDIBLE!! 🌟
DEADASS THIS VIDEO IS AMAZING!!!!!
This is the most underrated thing I've ever seen, it has a wonderful message, the art, contrasting colours and symbolism are so well executed and the song is so beautiful
MOTHICA THIS IS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING. The colors, the production, your voice. Perfect
''I can barely be around you'' while looking in the mirror, is my favorite detail
Can people start realizing that this woman is a genius? She deserves so much more!
I think this is my favorite song off of the album, mostly because of my battle with addiction, it really hits home for me. About to be 1 year 6 months sober though 🥳🥳
Yay!!!! I loved it!!!! You guys did such a great job on everything. I love the colors. I love the lighting. The styling. The editing. Just perfection. Fits the song so perfectly too.
wow. the cinematography on this!
❤️
this is beautifully done, so proud. we’re gonna make sure you don’t have to smash that duck. let’s get mothmom the views she deserves
One of the most beautiful and symbolic videos I’ve ever seen!
she’s like if brendan urie and billie eilish and taylor swift merged into this and i’m living for it
URNIE
@@concernedsoloist6369 yeah kinda like how she did the music vid it remind me of something from panic at the disco
@@cantsleep7912 it’s Urie lol that’s why she did that
@@bethanyg.7680 oooooo ooops srry
frrrr
god this woman is so talented,,,, I wish I had more role models like her growing up
why was my only thoughts and the end "that poor poor suit" lol also amazing song and lovely amazing video
mothicas voice + a powerful, inspirational message about her past + a dash of halloween = a masterpiece
Just stayed listening to get music but I love it and I'm sorry pumped for more!
*started listening to her music
Well, they tried their best to warn me (warn me)
That you would only turn me blue (turn me blue)
But nothing could have stopped me (nothing could stop me)
From falling right into you (into you)
Hold me down
I'll do anything you tell me to
Baby, when I blackout
I'm not coming back down
I've always been my own worst enemy
Blame it on my own anxiety
I can barely be around you (be around you)
It's the hardest thing I'll ever do (ever do)
Bound to live without you (live without you)
'Cause I've got better things to do (things to do)
Let me out
After everything you put me through
Baby, when I blackout
I'm not coming back down
I've always been my own worst enemy
Blame it on my own anxiety
I'm losing my magic
Not thinking, calm me down
In love with my madness
Until I drown
Baby, when I blackout
I'm not coming back down
I've always been my own worst enemy
Blame it on my own anxiety
papa smurf looks different here
Looks like Papi Smurf
Daddy smurf
😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
Omg all of her songs are so addicting WHY DOES IT NOT HAVE MILLIONS OF VIEWS???
I love your music so much it has so much honesty behind it. And i feel i can relate to it. Thank you for putting yourself out there like that to help other people
let's blow this up! the music video was even better than i expected tbh. the cinematography, the actors, the music.. brilliant. love the story and the metaphor for addiction.
Literally starts watching the countdown 😍
This video is a work of the highest craftsmanship.
omg she NEEDS to create a song about dreams or nightmares like as tho u want to be in a better place so u go lucid dreaming and at the end wakes up. It would start with her walking and people judging and looking at her or violence or something and then she goes home and take a dream pill and goes to sleep kinda like a alice and wonderland thing but its mothica so like she goes through and battles the stuff then wakes up idk i am just throwing ideas out
I love the story telling in this video and production put into this. The make up, costumes, props, lighting-pairs so well with her song/performance.
I feel like music video aren’t made like this as often lately. So lovely to see all the work and artists vision coming together.
wow this is amazing!! please don’t hurt your duck:(
💜💜💜💜things to look forward to in 2020: Mothica💜💜💜💜
THIS WAS AMAZING IM SO PROUD OF YOU
I've related to music videos before, but Ive never had an opening scene be so relatable that I actually felt it.
i love how visually intriguing it was. stunning in every way & you look so beautiful in red ❤️ i can’t wait to see other videos you release & thank you for letting us join you on your journey ✨
Go watch Hangover & all her other videos on here!
@@TheJunkFairy i totally am, today i actually have time to binge watch them!!💙
I’m so glad I found Mothica early, I get to see her get famous! Because with this quality of music, she deserves to get big.
Also she’s so pretty wtf
This was a lot more powerful than I thought it’d be. Amazing ❤️
You are my new obsession
WHEN WILL MOTHICA GET THE RECOGNITION SHE DESERVES??? yt algorithm pls pick this up
Mothica saving 2020! 🖤
I just got over a really toxic relationship involving substances and, thank you so much for making this! It means a lot and I’m happy that even if I’m not getting the actual meaning that I and other people found it inspiring. ILYSM!!!
whoever did the colours of this video needs a raise
Michigan, Wisconsin, Georgia and Pennsylvania turning blue last minute:
Why am I obsessed with the underlying beat omg. Those are the best type of songs
okay, so no one is gonna talk about the fits? or the kinda scary blue devil man?
Everything was beautiful! Was not disappointed. Came for the free post card but staying for the MUSIC!
I'm still trying to get sober. This captures it perfectly.
Instagram is such a wonderful place to finally find new artists!!!!! So good!
Never clicked so quickly
This am whole video touched me
I swear to god, I can't stop listening to this! At home, while riding to work, when I'm actually supposed to be listening to a zoom call....
your eyes will forever shine
I keep coming back to this, this is so good, and to think I was brought here by a duck kettle 😳
i can never get over any song from this album
I thought this was going to be some big artist I've slept on for years and then I saw this had less than 40k views and I was like wtfff??
Since you liked the song Blackout about addiction, can you please tell me what you think of this song: "Say No To Drugs"? I recently lost both my sons to this terrible disease within 7 months from each other. They were only 20, identical twins, Alex & Andre. My song "Say No To Drugs" expresses my pain - it's a fast wild song based on music from the Swan Lake.
ua-cam.com/video/wPBc0MUMTIU/v-deo.html
When that bass hits. OMG!
I wouldn’t mind mail, it makes be look important, also this is a pretty bopin song. Keep it up
Can’t have a car ride without blasting some MOTHICA!!
Her expression at 2:10 is so relatable. It's one thing to be seduced by temptation when you're at a party with your friends on a Saturday night. But here, she's just going about her normal day all by herself, and it's like 10 a.m. on a Tuesday, but temptation rears its ugly head, and her expression says, "This is completely ridiculous, but sure, fine, I give in."
I legitimately can't stop playing this. I even played it at work cause it was so stuck in my head.
I just saw her pop up again on instagram and Im so glad I did!
this is an increadible music video and its such a shame that so many people who follow her on tiktok and insta will likely not come and watch this...its heartbreaking really, she deserves so much love
you#ve gained a new subcriber on here today mothica! I can't wait to see what you create next ^^
Staaaaawp this is so good 😍
*• Lyrics •*
Well they tried their best to warn me.
That you will only turn me blue.
But nothing could stop me.
From falling right into you.
*_Hold me down... I'll do anything you tell me too._*
*_Baby when I blackout... I'm not coming back down_*
*_I've always been my own worst enemy._*
*_Blame it on my own anxiety._*
I can barely be around you.
It's the hardest thing I'll ever do.
Bound to live without you.
Cause I've got better things to do.
*_Let me out... After everything you put me through._*
*_Baby when I blackout... I'm not coming back down._*
*_I've always been my own worst enemy._*
*_Blame it on my own anxiety._*
I'm losing... My magic... *Not thinking calm me down.*
In love with... My madness... *Until I Jump.*
*_Baby when I blackout... I'm not coming back down._*
*_I've always been my own worst enemy._*
*_Blame it on my own anxiety._*
*• Credits to: Style pop •*
Thank you for all the lyrics 😁
No problem ^^
i am telling myself now i will see u in concert one day,,, i love you QUEEN
OMG. It’s cool! Like from Russia 🇷🇺 👍
friggin goddess i’m crying
facts : You randomly found this in your recommandation feed, decided to give it a go and now you can't listen to something else
Maybe you can listen to my song "Say No To Drugs." I recently lost both my sons to this terrible disease within 7 months from each other. They were only 20, identical twins, Alex & Andre. It's a wild fast song based on music from the Swan Lake.
can we talk about how incredibly well produced her music videos are??? THIS IS SPECTACULAR
just know i’ve been here since day Duck Kettle got a goth gf
The aesthetic in this video is what I WANT in life. The vibes are IMMACULATE!!!
Everyones simping over the demon, but ima simp for instead lmaoo
I Love this song so muchhh ❤️❤️
McKenzie: “comment and i’ll give you a post card with inspirational messages on the back” also McKenzie: “only people that watched the premier can comment 😌”
3 am dance vibes are my favourite thing ever
How is this the Panic at the Disco mixed with Melanie Martinez I never knew I wanted?
The way I love this woman wow
am i the only one worried how long they stayed down there at the end. like i’m sure it’s edited but.
The vibes are immaculate
Please watch this video a bunch of times so the duck kettle doesn't get it.
This girl Mothica has a beautiful voice, inside and out/ props to the video director/ shit looks dope ngl
She kinda looks like a young meryl streep
Aye, nice profile pic
@@galacticlizard6555 ayyy, you got a nice profile pic too
Came for the postcard, stayed for the amazing production?? The execution?? The lyrics?? The vocals??
Bad...bad...lover! Down boy!
Her voice is so addicting!!!
amazing! can’t wait for venues to open back up again!
Yes yes yes
Everything about this is just perfection
One of my favorites songs beautifully directed
You can tell so much work went into this
Full body chills and crying in the bath tub at 6 am. Absolutely incredible
I love you perceptions on life and how you interpret them to your music. I just vibe with it.
Mothica is so underrated omg
I came here for mail but I'm never leaving??? I love this. Gives me Adventures of Sabrina feels❤❤
Literally the BEST artist of 2020