LYRICS: Verse: Feel like i’m just passing by Its not love it’s just a guy And it’s got me feeling right for the night but In the morning when he’s gone I’m alone with all my thoughts So i gotta drink em up till i'm numb And Pre: (Ooooh) It’s never enough, pass me the cup got nowhere to run, so pour me another one, (ooooooooh) I’m taking it all I’m getting lost Im making a fool of myself With all these vices Chorus: VICES I really don’t know why i'm like this And i just don’t care what the price is Cuz I need these vices (oh) If it’s not drugs its drinks If it’s not drinks its things If it’s not things its people, places i don’t want to be These vices Verse: Is it okay i'm not okay? I don’t sleep too much these days and I hate being awake when the sun’s out Lock my door and shut the blinds They can’t see my bloodshot eyes I got habits i can’t hide in the light and Pre: (Ooooh) It’s never enough, pass me the cup I got nowhere to run, so pour me another one, (ooooooooh) I’m taking it all I’m getting lost Im making a fool of myself With all these vices Chorus: VICES i really don’t know why i'm like this And i just don’t care what the price is Cuz I need these vices (oh) If it’s not drugs its drinks If it’s not drinks its things If it’s not things its people, places i dont want to be These vices And i just don’t care what the price is i’m tryna fill up the silence with all These vices, these vices Bridge: Burning through a cigarette Got somebody in my bed But i’m still just in my head, in my head and All the signs are turning red And I’m starting to regret, and I’m starting to regret To regret these Chorus: VICES i really don’t know why im like this And i just don’t care what the price is Cuz I need these vices (oh) If it’s not drugs its drinks If it’s not drinks its things If it’s not things its people, places i dont want to be These vices And i just don’t care what the price is i’m tryna fill up the silence with all These vices (Oooh)
The imagery of reaching out to the shadow on the panels gave me such CHILLS. And the on beat banging on the steering wheel etc but without actual sound was just.... yes thank you
this is seriously incredible. everything about it. the shots. the cinematography. the acting. the song obvi. the symbolism. the aesthetic of quality is on point.
Set my reminder, I need this. I needed this song. I need this album. This entire year has been devastating along with so much trauma from past ones coming up - not just for me but for everyone. I just lost my sister in June due to hidden addiction that I only faintly knew about and everyday that goes by I have so many regrets. So many what’s ifs, so many things I should have done. I wish she could’ve had this same realization spoken within this song but I know that she is no longer in pain, she’s no longer suffering. She will always be my best friend. Just thank you for helping me get through this. Words can’t even fully express how, just thank you. 😭💖 You are such an inspiration and I’m so excited for more music!
Wow. Where should I begin. I am from Romania, I am 22 years old and I was raised by very strict parents. I don't know how to describe or put this into words, but this song is beyond how wonderful it is musically, and how complex it is. It made me feel like you as an artist, even if you lived a completely different one life, you felt what I felt for years. This song made me feel like someone was feeling that commotion in my heart that I can't explain in words.
YESSSS GIRLLLLL it’s been awesome watching you grow (silently from afar lol) and this song hits me so hard in the best way every time. Coming up on two years sober myself and damn, I am just so proud of myself and you and this song and all your work. ❤️❤️❤️❤️
this is such a beautiful way to show the song! the song itself is a lyrical wonder and, now this video is beyond magnificent!! so gorgeous! also, congratulations on the album release and charting!!!! you deserve everything that comes your way, Mothica!!!
filling the silence is what hit me hard because without vices and things to keep the damage that silence can do away its like being in constant numb pain
Wtf every song is just getting better and better 🤩🤩🤩god bless you you are so talented 😍. You know like we need aesthetic feel when you hear a song. this song is the same feeling . 🌻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻
Love this. So much. This literally made me know what i am becoming...just a shell of my past self. This is a very much needed wake up call to me. Thanks for this beautiful music. 💜
I love your album blue hour. Mothica you are so beautiful and I’m so proud that you made number 1 with your album. Your music has made me feel powerful and that I shouldn’t let my depression and anxiety take over who I am. So thank you! STREAM BLUE HOUR💙💙💙💙💙
Strong love hate going on. Love the intensity and depth. Hate the reflection of reality coming from real pain. Sorry for the pain. Happy something beautiful is coming from it.
This was so beautifully made, you were gorgeous, your mom did such an amazing job helping you, and I can't express how much I love and relate to this song. So well done and so worth the wait. Love you!
Absolutely loved it! It’s so beautiful and I feel it fits the song soo well! Also, congrats on the album release and the #1 iTunes pop chart! Already have the album on repeat
Literally been playing this on repeat on every streaming/music platform I have. Incredible, gorgeous, AND talented? An understatement when talking about Mothica.
I'm so Happy Swell Entertainment Introduce me to your music, (On UA-cam, Not TikTok) I'm so far loving Blue Hour, It Will Be Among my Top 20 Best Albums Of 2020.
This song is great, and definitely relatable for my 17-18 yr old self. Cigarettes, alcohol, people, anything to not think of what was going on in my life at the time.
I love, love, love your music! And your story is awesome too, really a moving experience you've shared. Thanks for your work and I love you Tiktok channel too!
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Gentle reminder that if you're here and you haven't streamed Blue Hour, you totally should
🥰
I have never related to an artist this much
Agreed!! I can’t stop listening to it!!! One of my favs!!!
sure , thanks for telling ❤😅
LYRICS:
Verse:
Feel like i’m just passing by
Its not love it’s just a guy
And it’s got me feeling right for the night but
In the morning when he’s gone
I’m alone with all my thoughts
So i gotta drink em up till i'm numb
And
Pre:
(Ooooh)
It’s never enough, pass me the cup
got nowhere to run, so pour me another one,
(ooooooooh)
I’m taking it all
I’m getting lost
Im making a fool of myself
With all these vices
Chorus:
VICES
I really don’t know why i'm like this
And i just don’t care what the price is
Cuz I need these vices (oh)
If it’s not drugs its drinks
If it’s not drinks its things
If it’s not things its people,
places i don’t want to be
These vices
Verse:
Is it okay i'm not okay?
I don’t sleep too much these days
and I hate being awake when the sun’s out
Lock my door and shut the blinds
They can’t see my bloodshot eyes
I got habits i can’t hide in the light and
Pre:
(Ooooh)
It’s never enough, pass me the cup
I got nowhere to run, so pour me another one,
(ooooooooh)
I’m taking it all
I’m getting lost
Im making a fool of myself
With all these vices
Chorus:
VICES
i really don’t know why i'm like this
And i just don’t care what the price is
Cuz I need these vices (oh)
If it’s not drugs its drinks
If it’s not drinks its things
If it’s not things its people, places i dont want to be
These vices
And i just don’t care what the price is
i’m tryna fill up the silence
with all
These vices, these vices
Bridge:
Burning through a cigarette
Got somebody in my bed
But i’m still just in my head, in my head and
All the signs are turning red
And I’m starting to regret, and I’m starting to regret
To regret these
Chorus:
VICES
i really don’t know why im like this
And i just don’t care what the price is
Cuz I need these vices (oh)
If it’s not drugs its drinks
If it’s not drinks its things
If it’s not things its people, places i dont want to be
These vices
And i just don’t care what the price is
i’m tryna fill up the silence with all
These vices (Oooh)
Thanks
Thanks again 😅
Are you an angel?👼🏻
Thanks again
😌✊🙌🫂
This song (which is hella good) has strong BPD vibes
Literally cannot wait
Update: Ive watched it like 5 times holy crap she's beautiful
Ikr
YAY
thank you so much
@@Mothica omg no thank you for one of my new favorite songs ❤️
Man she actually replied that’s so cool
Tears stream my face
Sober 9 months
This song hits hard.
Love you girl!
Everyday is a struggle
But its worth it
Congrats on 9 months, and on the next 9 months. You're a strong person, never let go of that.
Keep going honey 💜
In four months, you'll have been sober for 9 more months ! Keep up you can do it ! 💜💜💜💜💜
proud of you
keep going!
The imagery of reaching out to the shadow on the panels gave me such CHILLS. And the on beat banging on the steering wheel etc but without actual sound was just.... yes thank you
as someone in recovery, this song hit. 8 month clean, if anyone else is struggling, you can do this.
this is seriously incredible. everything about it. the shots. the cinematography. the acting. the song obvi. the symbolism. the aesthetic of quality is on point.
aesthetic quality*
Going to clock into work late so I can watch this 😍😍
omgggg
I wish I was lying but I’m not 😂😂
@@Mothica seriously the lyrics are omfg
Set my reminder, I need this.
I needed this song. I need this album.
This entire year has been devastating along with so much trauma from past ones coming up - not just for me but for everyone.
I just lost my sister in June due to hidden addiction that I only faintly knew about and everyday that goes by I have so many regrets. So many what’s ifs, so many things I should have done. I wish she could’ve had this same realization spoken within this song but I know that she is no longer in pain, she’s no longer suffering. She will always be my best friend.
Just thank you for helping me get through this.
Words can’t even fully express how, just thank you. 😭💖 You are such an inspiration and I’m so excited for more music!
My condolences to you and your family. Sorry for your loss.
I've listened to this an unhealthy amount of times
she’s my absolute favorite artist rn every song she releases feels like it was taken out of my brain lmao
Here setting my reminder for three days! Can’t wait to see the song come to life in the video 💙🖤💙
Wow. Where should I begin. I am from Romania, I am 22 years old and I was raised by very strict parents. I don't know how to describe or put this into words, but this song is beyond how wonderful it is musically, and how complex it is. It made me feel like you as an artist, even if you lived a completely different one life, you felt what I felt for years. This song made me feel like someone was feeling that commotion in my heart that I can't explain in words.
Mothica is often the only performer in her videos because who why would we need anything more!?
this whole album is SO GOOD!!! I love it so much!
you cant like things more than once,, the cinematography,,,, the symbolism,,,, im so in love with the video and the song,,, im so glad i found you
I remember when I found Mothica two years ago bc we both have a song on spotify named "Out of It" been exciting to watch her grow as an artist 🎨 ❣
That's really cool
YESSSS GIRLLLLL it’s been awesome watching you grow (silently from afar lol) and this song hits me so hard in the best way every time. Coming up on two years sober myself and damn, I am just so proud of myself and you and this song and all your work. ❤️❤️❤️❤️
I only thinking about this bop
this is such a beautiful way to show the song! the song itself is a lyrical wonder and, now this video is beyond magnificent!! so gorgeous!
also, congratulations on the album release and charting!!!!
you deserve everything that comes your way, Mothica!!!
I have been playing this song on repeat!!!! Reminder set to see this❤❤❤
filling the silence is what hit me hard because without vices and things to keep the damage that silence can do away its like being in constant numb pain
The voice of a generation! I hope the video slays!
she’s so pretty and her voice is angelic 💗
Omg an army and mothica fan?? I stan 💜
SoftYoon omg hi and yes I’m a fan of both 💜
@@bunshookiexoxo4485 You are amazing ❤❤ keep going and I purple you 💜💜
SoftYoon aww you too angel! I purple you too! stay safe okay? bts loves you~ 🥺💗
@@bunshookiexoxo4485 you too angel 💜💜
I just wanna thank spotify for introducing me to this wonderful artist
Thanks to youtube by suggesting this.... This is simply amazing song and listen all day to your stuff and its amazing.....
So amazing
This song is FIRE! Gonna see her in concert with Coheed and Cambria and Dance Gavin Dance and really looking forward to it!
This music video is so gorgeous I cannot. 😭
Underrated. I hope you get the recognition you deserve
CANT WAIT
ME EITHER
Absolutely love this song. It resonates deeply with me.
OMGGGG I SO HAPPY TO HELP WITH THE FUNDING OF THIS MUSIC VIDEO ITS AMAZING
I love your voice. The passion. The emotion. The pain. You are a beautiful human, inside and out. We love you
Jumped over here from your live to watch it myself!!! 💙💙💙
YOU ARE EVERYTHING. YOUR ALBUM IS EVERYTHING. 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙
I think im an addict.
IM TRYING TO FILL UP THE SILENCE! WITH ALL THESE VICES Ohhhhh
ohooooooo mothicaaaaaa aaaa mothicacacaca ccccaaaa what an voice
Also the cinematography is so aesthetically pleasing
Love this Blue Hour!!! Mothica is such a Inspiration!
I just love your songs🖤🖤🖤every since your collab with ellise I've been a fan.
The match cuts and the editing tight to the tempo I’m like 🤯🤯🤯 Bravo to everyone involved!
OH. MY. GOD. SONG IS SO GOOD AND MUSIC VIDEO LIVES UP TO THAT.
Whole album is 🔥 🔥 🔥
I cant get over your voice and this album. Literally all I've been listening to for like two weeks
Your entire album is a mood and I’m in love with it.
i love this song so much omg
this is a real underrated track . really feel this one , always have
Wtf every song is just getting better and better 🤩🤩🤩god bless you you are so talented 😍. You know like we need aesthetic feel when you hear a song. this song is the same feeling . 🌻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻
This was awesome love the visuals cant wait for the vinyl!! New favorite artist!
Anyone else get TØP vibes from the cinematography? I LOVE IT!!!!!
I'm from Tulsa and can I just say that I am so proud of you! I have this song in my hype playlist that I listen to when I'm feeling down.
Best. Music. Video. Ever!
The lighting, the timing, its perfect!
I’m so happy this is finally released!! I love this song so much!!
I just listened to three of her songs in a row and I feel Iike I found a new artist which songs are going on my playlists right away
Love this. So much. This literally made me know what i am becoming...just a shell of my past self. This is a very much needed wake up call to me. Thanks for this beautiful music. 💜
I love your album blue hour. Mothica you are so beautiful and I’m so proud that you made number 1 with your album. Your music has made me feel powerful and that I shouldn’t let my depression and anxiety take over who I am. So thank you! STREAM BLUE HOUR💙💙💙💙💙
That beat during the chorus is amazing! It's been stuck in my head all day
Watching it again cause it’s so good!!!
Just amazing 🤩
Strong love hate going on. Love the intensity and depth. Hate the reflection of reality coming from real pain. Sorry for the pain. Happy something beautiful is coming from it.
Your voice is amazing!
If I could please have just a 10 hour loop of this please like.... I've never been so emotional and related to a song before... 💙
This was so beautifully made, you were gorgeous, your mom did such an amazing job helping you, and I can't express how much I love and relate to this song. So well done and so worth the wait. Love you!
U sing sooo welllllll
This is probably my favorite song of yours well top five anyway. Thank you for putting it not only on paper but out to the public. I feel your pain
This so hit me pretty hard. I am 23 and I’ve been sober for 5 months. I don’t know how long it will last but I’m taking it one day at a time.
Absolutely loved it! It’s so beautiful and I feel it fits the song soo well! Also, congrats on the album release and the #1 iTunes pop chart! Already have the album on repeat
Literally been playing this on repeat on every streaming/music platform I have. Incredible, gorgeous, AND talented? An understatement when talking about Mothica.
I'm so Happy Swell Entertainment Introduce me to your music, (On UA-cam, Not TikTok) I'm so far loving Blue Hour, It Will Be Among my Top 20 Best Albums Of 2020.
Inlove with this video!!! Look at you go!💖💖🙌
the editing is *chef's kiss*
Wow... i loved the lyric video and this is just wow amazing video great style and cinematography
This will be so awesome!
Spotify brought me here! Glad!! ❤️❤️❤️
This song is great, and definitely relatable for my 17-18 yr old self. Cigarettes, alcohol, people, anything to not think of what was going on in my life at the time.
Proud would be an understatement ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻
I found a new song to headline my playlist. Keep it up, you are amazing.
Love this song
This song is just...amazing. The video shows how this song makes me feel and I love that!
your music & story make me want to get clean again. thank you
YES JUST CAME FROM YOUR LIVE!:) LOVE LOVE LOVE and can’t wait for more :)
ONE OF THE BEST SONGS OF 2020
This song deserves more attention
umm tell me why this is a masterpiece
i have listened to it non stop for 2 days
loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee
This song hits me pretty hard. I am 23 and I’ve been sober for 5 months. I don’t know how long it will last but I’m taking it one day at a time.
It's so unique. Just like you. Love it! 😍😍😍
This is so gooddddd. Ugh.
I love, love, love your music! And your story is awesome too, really a moving experience you've shared. Thanks for your work and I love you Tiktok channel too!
Just listened to this song and I immediately subscribed,this is the fastest subscription I've ever made. Great song
Blue hour 💙
This is absolutely incredible.
I can't stop listening omg I love this song so muchhhhh and love even more mothica 💕
beautifully done as always
It’s so dreamlike. I love it. 🖤
How is this super talented young lady not a superstar yet? I'm feeling a little confused.
Beautiful, that’s all I can say..I’m speechless
literally my fav song rn prob