The imagery of reaching out to the shadow on the panels gave me such CHILLS. And the on beat banging on the steering wheel etc but without actual sound was just.... yes thank you
LYRICS: Verse: Feel like i’m just passing by Its not love it’s just a guy And it’s got me feeling right for the night but In the morning when he’s gone I’m alone with all my thoughts So i gotta drink em up till i'm numb And Pre: (Ooooh) It’s never enough, pass me the cup got nowhere to run, so pour me another one, (ooooooooh) I’m taking it all I’m getting lost Im making a fool of myself With all these vices Chorus: VICES I really don’t know why i'm like this And i just don’t care what the price is Cuz I need these vices (oh) If it’s not drugs its drinks If it’s not drinks its things If it’s not things its people, places i don’t want to be These vices Verse: Is it okay i'm not okay? I don’t sleep too much these days and I hate being awake when the sun’s out Lock my door and shut the blinds They can’t see my bloodshot eyes I got habits i can’t hide in the light and Pre: (Ooooh) It’s never enough, pass me the cup I got nowhere to run, so pour me another one, (ooooooooh) I’m taking it all I’m getting lost Im making a fool of myself With all these vices Chorus: VICES i really don’t know why i'm like this And i just don’t care what the price is Cuz I need these vices (oh) If it’s not drugs its drinks If it’s not drinks its things If it’s not things its people, places i dont want to be These vices And i just don’t care what the price is i’m tryna fill up the silence with all These vices, these vices Bridge: Burning through a cigarette Got somebody in my bed But i’m still just in my head, in my head and All the signs are turning red And I’m starting to regret, and I’m starting to regret To regret these Chorus: VICES i really don’t know why im like this And i just don’t care what the price is Cuz I need these vices (oh) If it’s not drugs its drinks If it’s not drinks its things If it’s not things its people, places i dont want to be These vices And i just don’t care what the price is i’m tryna fill up the silence with all These vices (Oooh)
this is seriously incredible. everything about it. the shots. the cinematography. the acting. the song obvi. the symbolism. the aesthetic of quality is on point.
Set my reminder, I need this. I needed this song. I need this album. This entire year has been devastating along with so much trauma from past ones coming up - not just for me but for everyone. I just lost my sister in June due to hidden addiction that I only faintly knew about and everyday that goes by I have so many regrets. So many what’s ifs, so many things I should have done. I wish she could’ve had this same realization spoken within this song but I know that she is no longer in pain, she’s no longer suffering. She will always be my best friend. Just thank you for helping me get through this. Words can’t even fully express how, just thank you. 😭💖 You are such an inspiration and I’m so excited for more music!
Wow. Where should I begin. I am from Romania, I am 22 years old and I was raised by very strict parents. I don't know how to describe or put this into words, but this song is beyond how wonderful it is musically, and how complex it is. It made me feel like you as an artist, even if you lived a completely different one life, you felt what I felt for years. This song made me feel like someone was feeling that commotion in my heart that I can't explain in words.
this is such a beautiful way to show the song! the song itself is a lyrical wonder and, now this video is beyond magnificent!! so gorgeous! also, congratulations on the album release and charting!!!! you deserve everything that comes your way, Mothica!!!
YESSSS GIRLLLLL it’s been awesome watching you grow (silently from afar lol) and this song hits me so hard in the best way every time. Coming up on two years sober myself and damn, I am just so proud of myself and you and this song and all your work. ❤️❤️❤️❤️
filling the silence is what hit me hard because without vices and things to keep the damage that silence can do away its like being in constant numb pain
Strong love hate going on. Love the intensity and depth. Hate the reflection of reality coming from real pain. Sorry for the pain. Happy something beautiful is coming from it.
This song is great, and definitely relatable for my 17-18 yr old self. Cigarettes, alcohol, people, anything to not think of what was going on in my life at the time.
I love your album blue hour. Mothica you are so beautiful and I’m so proud that you made number 1 with your album. Your music has made me feel powerful and that I shouldn’t let my depression and anxiety take over who I am. So thank you! STREAM BLUE HOUR💙💙💙💙💙
Literally been playing this on repeat on every streaming/music platform I have. Incredible, gorgeous, AND talented? An understatement when talking about Mothica.
Absolutely loved it! It’s so beautiful and I feel it fits the song soo well! Also, congrats on the album release and the #1 iTunes pop chart! Already have the album on repeat
Wtf every song is just getting better and better 🤩🤩🤩god bless you you are so talented 😍. You know like we need aesthetic feel when you hear a song. this song is the same feeling . 🌻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻
This was so beautifully made, you were gorgeous, your mom did such an amazing job helping you, and I can't express how much I love and relate to this song. So well done and so worth the wait. Love you!
Love this. So much. This literally made me know what i am becoming...just a shell of my past self. This is a very much needed wake up call to me. Thanks for this beautiful music. 💜
I'm so Happy Swell Entertainment Introduce me to your music, (On UA-cam, Not TikTok) I'm so far loving Blue Hour, It Will Be Among my Top 20 Best Albums Of 2020.
I love, love, love your music! And your story is awesome too, really a moving experience you've shared. Thanks for your work and I love you Tiktok channel too!
We're all so proud of you!!! Continue to do what you love and we support you.💙 Also my amazon package came in while I was watching and I straight up said nah it can wait, I gotta see this.
Gentle reminder that if you're here and you haven't streamed Blue Hour, you totally should
🥰
I have never related to an artist this much
Agreed!! I can’t stop listening to it!!! One of my favs!!!
sure , thanks for telling ❤😅
Literally cannot wait
Update: Ive watched it like 5 times holy crap she's beautiful
Ikr
YAY
thank you so much
@@Mothica omg no thank you for one of my new favorite songs ❤️
Man she actually replied that’s so cool
This song (which is hella good) has strong BPD vibes
The imagery of reaching out to the shadow on the panels gave me such CHILLS. And the on beat banging on the steering wheel etc but without actual sound was just.... yes thank you
Tears stream my face
Sober 9 months
This song hits hard.
Love you girl!
Everyday is a struggle
But its worth it
Congrats on 9 months, and on the next 9 months. You're a strong person, never let go of that.
Keep going honey 💜
In four months, you'll have been sober for 9 more months ! Keep up you can do it ! 💜💜💜💜💜
proud of you
keep going!
LYRICS:
Verse:
Feel like i’m just passing by
Its not love it’s just a guy
And it’s got me feeling right for the night but
In the morning when he’s gone
I’m alone with all my thoughts
So i gotta drink em up till i'm numb
And
Pre:
(Ooooh)
It’s never enough, pass me the cup
got nowhere to run, so pour me another one,
(ooooooooh)
I’m taking it all
I’m getting lost
Im making a fool of myself
With all these vices
Chorus:
VICES
I really don’t know why i'm like this
And i just don’t care what the price is
Cuz I need these vices (oh)
If it’s not drugs its drinks
If it’s not drinks its things
If it’s not things its people,
places i don’t want to be
These vices
Verse:
Is it okay i'm not okay?
I don’t sleep too much these days
and I hate being awake when the sun’s out
Lock my door and shut the blinds
They can’t see my bloodshot eyes
I got habits i can’t hide in the light and
Pre:
(Ooooh)
It’s never enough, pass me the cup
I got nowhere to run, so pour me another one,
(ooooooooh)
I’m taking it all
I’m getting lost
Im making a fool of myself
With all these vices
Chorus:
VICES
i really don’t know why i'm like this
And i just don’t care what the price is
Cuz I need these vices (oh)
If it’s not drugs its drinks
If it’s not drinks its things
If it’s not things its people, places i dont want to be
These vices
And i just don’t care what the price is
i’m tryna fill up the silence
with all
These vices, these vices
Bridge:
Burning through a cigarette
Got somebody in my bed
But i’m still just in my head, in my head and
All the signs are turning red
And I’m starting to regret, and I’m starting to regret
To regret these
Chorus:
VICES
i really don’t know why im like this
And i just don’t care what the price is
Cuz I need these vices (oh)
If it’s not drugs its drinks
If it’s not drinks its things
If it’s not things its people, places i dont want to be
These vices
And i just don’t care what the price is
i’m tryna fill up the silence with all
These vices (Oooh)
Thanks
Thanks again 😅
Are you an angel?👼🏻
Thanks again
😌✊🙌🫂
Going to clock into work late so I can watch this 😍😍
omgggg
I wish I was lying but I’m not 😂😂
@@Mothica seriously the lyrics are omfg
this is seriously incredible. everything about it. the shots. the cinematography. the acting. the song obvi. the symbolism. the aesthetic of quality is on point.
aesthetic quality*
as someone in recovery, this song hit. 8 month clean, if anyone else is struggling, you can do this.
I've listened to this an unhealthy amount of times
Mothica is often the only performer in her videos because who why would we need anything more!?
Set my reminder, I need this.
I needed this song. I need this album.
This entire year has been devastating along with so much trauma from past ones coming up - not just for me but for everyone.
I just lost my sister in June due to hidden addiction that I only faintly knew about and everyday that goes by I have so many regrets. So many what’s ifs, so many things I should have done. I wish she could’ve had this same realization spoken within this song but I know that she is no longer in pain, she’s no longer suffering. She will always be my best friend.
Just thank you for helping me get through this.
Words can’t even fully express how, just thank you. 😭💖 You are such an inspiration and I’m so excited for more music!
My condolences to you and your family. Sorry for your loss.
she’s my absolute favorite artist rn every song she releases feels like it was taken out of my brain lmao
Wow. Where should I begin. I am from Romania, I am 22 years old and I was raised by very strict parents. I don't know how to describe or put this into words, but this song is beyond how wonderful it is musically, and how complex it is. It made me feel like you as an artist, even if you lived a completely different one life, you felt what I felt for years. This song made me feel like someone was feeling that commotion in my heart that I can't explain in words.
Here setting my reminder for three days! Can’t wait to see the song come to life in the video 💙🖤💙
this whole album is SO GOOD!!! I love it so much!
she’s so pretty and her voice is angelic 💗
Omg an army and mothica fan?? I stan 💜
SoftYoon omg hi and yes I’m a fan of both 💜
@@bunshookiexoxo4485 You are amazing ❤❤ keep going and I purple you 💜💜
SoftYoon aww you too angel! I purple you too! stay safe okay? bts loves you~ 🥺💗
@@bunshookiexoxo4485 you too angel 💜💜
Underrated. I hope you get the recognition you deserve
I only thinking about this bop
How is this super talented young lady not a superstar yet? I'm feeling a little confused.
The voice of a generation! I hope the video slays!
CANT WAIT
ME EITHER
This music video is so gorgeous I cannot. 😭
OMGGGG I SO HAPPY TO HELP WITH THE FUNDING OF THIS MUSIC VIDEO ITS AMAZING
I just wanna thank spotify for introducing me to this wonderful artist
The visuals
The music
Mothica herself
Everything just CLICKS
this is such a beautiful way to show the song! the song itself is a lyrical wonder and, now this video is beyond magnificent!! so gorgeous!
also, congratulations on the album release and charting!!!!
you deserve everything that comes your way, Mothica!!!
YESSSS GIRLLLLL it’s been awesome watching you grow (silently from afar lol) and this song hits me so hard in the best way every time. Coming up on two years sober myself and damn, I am just so proud of myself and you and this song and all your work. ❤️❤️❤️❤️
filling the silence is what hit me hard because without vices and things to keep the damage that silence can do away its like being in constant numb pain
Thanks to youtube by suggesting this.... This is simply amazing song and listen all day to your stuff and its amazing.....
I just love your songs🖤🖤🖤every since your collab with ellise I've been a fan.
YOU ARE EVERYTHING. YOUR ALBUM IS EVERYTHING. 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙
you cant like things more than once,, the cinematography,,,, the symbolism,,,, im so in love with the video and the song,,, im so glad i found you
Love this Blue Hour!!! Mothica is such a Inspiration!
So amazing
This song is FIRE! Gonna see her in concert with Coheed and Cambria and Dance Gavin Dance and really looking forward to it!
Absolutely love this song. It resonates deeply with me.
Absolutely beautiful 😍 im going to listen to the album in the car its so 🔥🔥🔥
wow.. just wow...
I have been playing this song on repeat!!!! Reminder set to see this❤❤❤
Also the cinematography is so aesthetically pleasing
I’m so happy this is finally released!! I love this song so much!!
This is such an amazing track. The album itself is just incredible💙
OH. MY. GOD. SONG IS SO GOOD AND MUSIC VIDEO LIVES UP TO THAT.
I love your voice. The passion. The emotion. The pain. You are a beautiful human, inside and out. We love you
I think im an addict.
Strong love hate going on. Love the intensity and depth. Hate the reflection of reality coming from real pain. Sorry for the pain. Happy something beautiful is coming from it.
Best. Music. Video. Ever!
The lighting, the timing, its perfect!
ohooooooo mothicaaaaaa aaaa mothicacacaca ccccaaaa what an voice
This song is great, and definitely relatable for my 17-18 yr old self. Cigarettes, alcohol, people, anything to not think of what was going on in my life at the time.
This so hit me pretty hard. I am 23 and I’ve been sober for 5 months. I don’t know how long it will last but I’m taking it one day at a time.
IM TRYING TO FILL UP THE SILENCE! WITH ALL THESE VICES Ohhhhh
This was awesome love the visuals cant wait for the vinyl!! New favorite artist!
I love your album blue hour. Mothica you are so beautiful and I’m so proud that you made number 1 with your album. Your music has made me feel powerful and that I shouldn’t let my depression and anxiety take over who I am. So thank you! STREAM BLUE HOUR💙💙💙💙💙
I cant get over your voice and this album. Literally all I've been listening to for like two weeks
Proud would be an understatement ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻
I'm from Tulsa and can I just say that I am so proud of you! I have this song in my hype playlist that I listen to when I'm feeling down.
Literally been playing this on repeat on every streaming/music platform I have. Incredible, gorgeous, AND talented? An understatement when talking about Mothica.
I DIDN'T KNOW THIS WAS HER SONG?? I'VE BEEN LISTENING TO THIS FOR A FEW MONTHS NOW WTH
Love It :)
The match cuts and the editing tight to the tempo I’m like 🤯🤯🤯 Bravo to everyone involved!
Your entire album is a mood and I’m in love with it.
Whole album is 🔥 🔥 🔥
Inlove with this video!!! Look at you go!💖💖🙌
I remember when I found Mothica two years ago bc we both have a song on spotify named "Out of It" been exciting to watch her grow as an artist 🎨 ❣
That's really cool
If I could please have just a 10 hour loop of this please like.... I've never been so emotional and related to a song before... 💙
This song hits me pretty hard. I am 23 and I’ve been sober for 5 months. I don’t know how long it will last but I’m taking it one day at a time.
This is absolutely incredible.
YES JUST CAME FROM YOUR LIVE!:) LOVE LOVE LOVE and can’t wait for more :)
it's one thing to be a good songwriter, another to be a good performer, but to be both and also be able to create videos like this? goddamn
Absolutely loved it! It’s so beautiful and I feel it fits the song soo well! Also, congrats on the album release and the #1 iTunes pop chart! Already have the album on repeat
This is probably my favorite song of yours well top five anyway. Thank you for putting it not only on paper but out to the public. I feel your pain
umm tell me why this is a masterpiece
i have listened to it non stop for 2 days
loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Wtf every song is just getting better and better 🤩🤩🤩god bless you you are so talented 😍. You know like we need aesthetic feel when you hear a song. this song is the same feeling . 🌻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻
Spotify brought me here! Glad!! ❤️❤️❤️
This is so gooddddd. Ugh.
Anyone else get TØP vibes from the cinematography? I LOVE IT!!!!!
This song deserves more attention
I'm so excited for this!! I already know it's gonna be amazing. 💙💙
How could it not be it’s Mothica
@@dylanwolfe1291 true
Beautiful, that’s all I can say..I’m speechless
This song is just...amazing. The video shows how this song makes me feel and I love that!
This was so beautifully made, you were gorgeous, your mom did such an amazing job helping you, and I can't express how much I love and relate to this song. So well done and so worth the wait. Love you!
You are amazing. Manifest your greatness.
Love this. So much. This literally made me know what i am becoming...just a shell of my past self. This is a very much needed wake up call to me. Thanks for this beautiful music. 💜
I'm so Happy Swell Entertainment Introduce me to your music, (On UA-cam, Not TikTok) I'm so far loving Blue Hour, It Will Be Among my Top 20 Best Albums Of 2020.
That beat during the chorus is amazing! It's been stuck in my head all day
It's unreal how much joy this brought me
Blue hour 💙
Jumped over here from your live to watch it myself!!! 💙💙💙
Yessssss!!! So gooood
Dude she is amazing I just love her
The PRODUCTION VALUE OH MY GOD
YES YES YES YES YES
I love, love, love your music! And your story is awesome too, really a moving experience you've shared. Thanks for your work and I love you Tiktok channel too!
We're all so proud of you!!!
Continue to do what you love and we support you.💙
Also my amazon package came in while I was watching and I straight up said nah it can wait, I gotta see this.
i love this song so much omg
It’s so dreamlike. I love it. 🖤
I just listened to three of her songs in a row and I feel Iike I found a new artist which songs are going on my playlists right away
cant wait.
your music & story make me want to get clean again. thank you