Youre mother is truly a piece of work pfff. I can relate from a distance. My grandmother treated my mother like crap and my mom suffered from depression her whole life because of that. She is almost 80 her mom is long gone but the pain not. I feel for you sweetie. Nobody should grow up like that. I am proud of you. And I love you. We never met but you are so so in my ❤. Big hug
That’s means the world! Thank you. I’m so sorry your mum went through it too. It blows my mind the things she did really she got unbearable after my dad passed I think he was a buffer. It is something that stays with you forever for sure and if my dad we’re still here he’d be disgusted with all of them ❤️
OMFG THIS IS FIRE!!!! You are such a powerful, inspiring, beautiful being and I'm so inspired by you. 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥You're absolutely full to bursting with magick. Just LOOK at you sparkling through alllllllll of the muck and mud you've had to move through 😍😍😍😍😍😍
Such a powerful video -- inspiring and thought-provoking. You're so well spoken about these very deep, sometimes clouded, emotions. And your art is amazing. I too had a narcissistic mother (also an alcoholic, also a hoarder). While yours fed you too much as a means of control, mine never fed me at all. I love the way you weave your craft into your emotional work. I hope you know how special you are. Thank you for sharing, for making yourself vulnerable. You are so strong, Candy.
What a Horrific Childhood ...... As a mother of girls ......I just can not get my head around your NARCISSISTIC Mother !! You are Beautiful inside and out !! I would love you to create a Healing Oracle deck with the art work that you have already created.....truly needed for so many people !! 😘
@@emmajade7434 Emma that’s just it isn’t it I don’t think I ever truly accepted truth till I had my own children and looked back on everything with a mothers eyes and the question “would you do this to your own kids?” Then I could see things for what they were ❤️
This was wonderful Candy, I found myself agreeing with a lot of what you were saying at the beginning. I have recently had the Morrigan come to me brought through by Brigid, I think it can sometimes happen the other way too. This video was so magical 🥰💖
Aw Candy this made me cry! Some of things you spoke about are what I am going through right now and I related so much to what you said. I’m on a health journey too (1stone down so far) and I’m reclaiming myself from all the toxicity and abuse. If you ever need a health buddy to keep you motivated and offer encouragement you can always reach out to me. 😊 I wish you every success with your journey and I know you’ll absolutely get there! Sending you love ❤❤
I am sat here nodding my head in agreement. I lived with a 'shapeshifter' for 9 years. In the end I felt I was going mad! Thank goodness I walked away. It took me 4 years as they kept pulling me back in. An awful time but I came out the other end stronger and more aware. I am now in a much healthier relationship. 😊❤ Your poem and artwork is so impactful and moving. Thank you Candy.
@@lizzieh5284 they say that the average amount of times to leave a narc and finally succeed is 7 times. It took me two times and when I let him back it was a living hell!
Thank you for being so open and honest. I am so sorry you had to go through all that as a child. You are such a lovely person. I too have had an unhealthy rekatiinship with food in the past due to childhood trauma. We are survivors and that is something to be proud of.❤❤❤😊
Wow... I love your beautifully embodied craft, you really owe it and it shines with strength! I love your artworks and how you speak about the spirits of art and the way you see and understand shapeshifting. So rich, so touching, so deep... Thank you❤
Aww Candy, this is a beautiful video. Thank you for sharing your reflections, this resonated with me so deeply. I've been struggling with a shapeshifter in my life so your video was very synchronistic for me. Sending lots of love and virtual hugs! 🧡🧡🧡
@@CandySoulAndSoil I actually cut the abusive friendship off recently and ever since, things have been getting increasingly better. I feel personally that it's helpful to shapeshift for the better, to change, evolve, and grow stronger. 💚
You are so brave. So strong. So beautiful, the warrior. I binge as well as a coping mechanism, but my antidepressants really have helped me. Your Russian doll metaphor is perfect. I have my late brother in law's Russian dolls. I will see them in a brand new light. Thank you.
Thank you, Candy for sharing this topic and your journey. I have had similar experiences and your suggestions to deal with 'shapeshifters' are incredibly empowering.
This video struck such a chord within me, it was so powerful to hear you speak about loving the whole person and not waiting until we fulfil someone else’s agenda. Loved this!
Gosh… truly…you are SUCH a ‘treasure’ to the tarot community (especially artistically & authentically)!! I just appreciate the heck out of ‘you’ and all the amazingly unique content you share ♥️🥰 mentioned before, but the uncanny similarities between our moms is a thread that is rarely found with others (NOT THAT WOULD WISH THAT ON ANYBODY), but just know that I will never find the proper words to express how much it truly means to me just to know someone out there understands and is healing and coming out other side. You ALWAYS inspire me in ways no other content has been able to and just sending ya ALL the love (always) 💕🤗 Btw: that pen and ink of kitsune?! Just WOW! 🤩
Wow just thank you so much. I always talk About the paths I walked because I know they were brutal at times. Being betrayed by the people who are meant to be closest to you is tough territory to navigate. To know it’s reached even one person who knows this path as theirs is everything to me so I cannot truly thank you enough for telling me this. I send you all the love I have. We’ve got this and we aren’t alone ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Youre mother is truly a piece of work pfff. I can relate from a distance. My grandmother treated my mother like crap and my mom suffered from depression her whole life because of that. She is almost 80 her mom is long gone but the pain not. I feel for you sweetie. Nobody should grow up like that. I am proud of you. And I love you. We never met but you are so so in my ❤.
Big hug
That’s means the world! Thank you. I’m so sorry your mum went through it too. It blows my mind the things she did really she got unbearable after my dad passed I think he was a buffer. It is something that stays with you forever for sure and if my dad we’re still here he’d be disgusted with all of them ❤️
@@CandySoulAndSoil I am sure he would. 😪
OMFG THIS IS FIRE!!!! You are such a powerful, inspiring, beautiful being and I'm so inspired by you. 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥You're absolutely full to bursting with magick. Just LOOK at you sparkling through alllllllll of the muck and mud you've had to move through 😍😍😍😍😍😍
Thank you so much Lisa I appreciate that I really do 🥰❤️🥰❤️ (straight back at you too)
Such a powerful video -- inspiring and thought-provoking. You're so well spoken about these very deep, sometimes clouded, emotions. And your art is amazing. I too had a narcissistic mother (also an alcoholic, also a hoarder). While yours fed you too much as a means of control, mine never fed me at all. I love the way you weave your craft into your emotional work. I hope you know how special you are. Thank you for sharing, for making yourself vulnerable. You are so strong, Candy.
Summer thank you so much my lovely friend 🥰🙃
@@CandySoulAndSoil It's Beth here. No worries, I'm sure your wonderful video prompted many responses. xoxo
What a Horrific Childhood ...... As a mother of girls ......I just can not get my head around your NARCISSISTIC Mother !!
You are Beautiful inside and out !!
I would love you to create a Healing Oracle deck with the art work that you have already created.....truly needed for so many people !! 😘
A Healing Oracle. What an excellent idea!!!! Yes, please 🙏
@@emmajade7434 Emma that’s just it isn’t it I don’t think I ever truly accepted truth till I had my own children and looked back on everything with a mothers eyes and the question “would you do this to your own kids?” Then I could see things for what they were ❤️
@@shannonkilpatrick6054 Shannon thank you ☺️
This was wonderful Candy, I found myself agreeing with a lot of what you were saying at the beginning. I have recently had the Morrigan come to me brought through by Brigid, I think it can sometimes happen the other way too. This video was so magical 🥰💖
Thank you Sandra ❤️
Oh and your Russian Dolls are beautiful, I have all ways wanted a set from when I was a kid but never did get one 🥰
Carried them all the way back from Russia ❤️
Aw Candy this made me cry! Some of things you spoke about are what I am going through right now and I related so much to what you said. I’m on a health journey too (1stone down so far) and I’m reclaiming myself from all the toxicity and abuse.
If you ever need a health buddy to keep you motivated and offer encouragement you can always reach out to me. 😊 I wish you every success with your journey and I know you’ll absolutely get there! Sending you love ❤❤
Oh well done that’s anazing. I’d love to share the journey 🥰❤️
I love the Russuan dolls. Beautiful. ❤❤😊
Thank you Lizzie ❤️❤️
Candy this resonated with me at such a deep level. Thank you for sharing this it’s truly thought provoking ❤
@@pennysmith3803 penny thank you for watching too 🥰❤️
Love your art. You should create a tarot deck 💚
Yes I’ve started one but nowhere near finished . ☺️ thank you
Wonderful Candy. This video is magick itself. The artwork with the dolls is brilliant. Love this. 💕💖🦋🎎
@@GlindaDoll glinda thank you so much 🥰❤️
Candy, my word. So profound. I loved this share. ✨✨💗💗✨✨
Thank you so much!🥰❤️
I am sat here nodding my head in agreement. I lived with a 'shapeshifter' for 9 years. In the end I felt I was going mad! Thank goodness I walked away. It took me 4 years as they kept pulling me back in. An awful time but I came out the other end stronger and more aware. I am now in a much healthier relationship. 😊❤ Your poem and artwork is so impactful and moving. Thank you Candy.
@@lizzieh5284 they say that the average amount of times to leave a narc and finally succeed is 7 times. It took me two times and when I let him back it was a living hell!
@@CandySoulAndSoil Thank goodness we are both now in a better place. We had to learn to love ourselves. ❤😊
Thank you for being so open and honest. I am so sorry you had to go through all that as a child. You are such a lovely person. I too have had an unhealthy rekatiinship with food in the past due to childhood trauma. We are survivors and that is something to be proud of.❤❤❤😊
@@lizzieh5284 totally yes 🥰❤️
Wow... I love your beautifully embodied craft, you really owe it and it shines with strength! I love your artworks and how you speak about the spirits of art and the way you see and understand shapeshifting. So rich, so touching, so deep... Thank you❤
@@CefiLeaube thank you so much I appreciate this 🥰❤️
Aww Candy, this is a beautiful video.
Thank you for sharing your reflections, this resonated with me so deeply.
I've been struggling with a shapeshifter in my life so your video was very synchronistic for me.
Sending lots of love and virtual hugs! 🧡🧡🧡
You are so welcome and I hope you sort out those shapeshifters with ease ❤️
@@CandySoulAndSoil I actually cut the abusive friendship off recently and ever since, things have been getting increasingly better.
I feel personally that it's helpful to shapeshift for the better, to change, evolve, and grow stronger. 💚
Beautiful art. Beautiful thoughts. Those Russian dolls!!! So much love to you, Candy. 🐺💜 "We are the Shapeshifters, Mister!"
Yes we are! Thank you Lennan I appreciate that ❤️
You are so brave. So strong. So beautiful, the warrior. I binge as well as a coping mechanism, but my antidepressants really have helped me.
Your Russian doll metaphor is perfect. I have my late brother in law's Russian dolls. I will see them in a brand new light. Thank you.
@@beanbaghagwag Trish thank you my lovely friend 🥰❤️
Powerful, magical, beautiful. Thank you Candy 💖💖💖
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Amazing reflections and inspiration. ❤❤
@@MeadowlarkMystic Renee thank you so much 🥰❤️
Thank you, Candy for sharing this topic and your journey. I have had similar experiences and your suggestions to deal with 'shapeshifters' are incredibly empowering.
@@BagLadyJournals thank you so much for watching 🥰❤️
This video struck such a chord within me, it was so powerful to hear you speak about loving the whole person and not waiting until we fulfil someone else’s agenda. Loved this!
I’m so glad thank you for watching ❤️
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Gosh… truly…you are SUCH a ‘treasure’ to the tarot community (especially artistically & authentically)!! I just appreciate the heck out of ‘you’ and all the amazingly unique content you share ♥️🥰 mentioned before, but the uncanny similarities between our moms is a thread that is rarely found with others (NOT THAT WOULD WISH THAT ON ANYBODY), but just know that I will never find the proper words to express how much it truly means to me just to know someone out there understands and is healing and coming out other side. You ALWAYS inspire me in ways no other content has been able to and just sending ya ALL the love (always) 💕🤗
Btw: that pen and ink of kitsune?! Just WOW! 🤩
Wow just thank you so much. I always talk
About the paths I walked because I know they were brutal at times. Being betrayed by the people who are meant to be closest to you is tough territory to navigate. To know it’s reached even one person who knows this path as theirs is everything to me so I cannot truly thank you enough for telling me this. I send you all the love I have. We’ve got this and we aren’t alone ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
This is amazing for my right now…do you have a way to purchase your art and poetry?
Heidi I don’t as yet I need to sort it dont i 🥰❤️
Amazing.
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@@mevrouwmikmak5949 🥰❤️🥰❤️🥰