Every time I look back on the hardest times of my life there is a underlying of gratitude for the bad things that happened to me. Whenever I was truly lost I found the greatest growth, and when I was sure of my path I ran into the same walls that confounded me.
I can't find words for how deeply this resonated with me as someone who tends to feel every lost and alone within a group of people. I'm still finding my place but it nice to know I'm not so alone in the journey I'm going through. The photography complements your writing so well that it creates an utterly comforting and exposing feeling. thank you for sharing your thoughts, they deserve much more recognition.
Being 'lost' is a step towards self-discovery. As Lao Tzu wisely said, 'Not knowing is true knowledge.' Embrace the uncertainty for it’s often in the depths of the unknown that we find our true selves and path forward.
That's a beautiful city. I haven't been watching her videos lately so I don't know whether this is China or Canada. Concerning who you are, I think it's difficult to define because you're constantly changing. There's no final version of you, and I know this is confusing. Life is about absorbing small bits of people and places around you and transforming them into something new, it's an odyssey through the unknown.
This is the reality.. nobody knows who they actually are because everything is changing and so we are according to our circumstances and situations...so stop finding yourself and let us all go with the flow of life
Who I am and who you are, isn't written anywhere. Who we are changes constantly. Each moment is just a snapshot in time. You can't scoop up a cup of water from a river and claim that the water in the cup is truly who and what that river is, was and will be. Thank you for the regular thought prompt and the calming video. I call your videos existential lozenges 😂
The sense of self, the question of who I am and even where I am if we go on autopilot is so important. I'm glad I discovered it too and finally I am in that process, I am happy
i cant even stress enough on the fact that you have helped me so much. your videos are really helpful. ive been in a slump since jan and ive recently found your channel. you have helped me so much no other person or therapy has helped me this much. thank you so much, i love your videos so much 🤍🤍
You know recently i have been losing a bit of hope for the world, for people and for me. It felt like the world I knew was fake and that nothing in life is actually joyful and even though i wanted to see the world through pink lenses I couldn't because it isn't like that. In my head i had a whole different world, whole different people and a whole different me imagined. I didn't really realise that it was so deep to the point that i can't accept to see life the way it is. As I am living more, I am finding out more about life and how it is nothing like how it was in my head. And honestly, I am quite pessimistic about it. But when I watch your videos i feel so calm and honestly you make me look at so many perspectives i never would have though of and I feel hopeful about life and the world. So thank you for changing my mindset so much. :))
I guess don't knowing who you are have an advantage and disadvantage. Because,if you say i am smart(ex:i am reading,watching,playing instrument or etc.)you behave how you think about.That so positive thing But if you say yourself i am serious,i do not care anything else,i do not like to be social,may be these things are your characteristic features and you aware it,but if you everytime think about it,that means (from my perspective) you are limiting yourself. For ex:i am 16 years old right now 3-4 years ago everybody told me "you have no emotions,you are so cold,you are not humble" I swear,i was suffering from this over the years.I was upset for "why i do not feel anything else?what's wrong with me?why i am not humble?i want to be humble,it really hurts me why people think i am emotionless?" During 3-4 years i just behaved relevant to this thoughts.I was not me,i was the person that they how imagined me in their little brains. Really,you become the person who you think. But i have changed.Physically and mentally. My mom still thinks i am like the 2-3 years ago me. She still thinks about it,i didn't change in her thoughts. But i changed in my imagination.Regardless of that,i do not wanna limit myself,i wanna accept things,i just want to understand and make these things a part of my life. If somebody doesn't agree with me,that's totally okay. Because these thoughts based on my life experience,may be itsn't true for you😊 By the way,while watching video,i really admire your beauty. And while i am thinking about you,meiqi,i admire and isnpire your calm character😊❤
I love your mindset :) Thats why I love people who know themselves (at some point) because if they know who they are, they don't let external opinions define them. However, it is true that not sticking to one identity or personality is essential because we are recurrently changing, and defining yourself is, like you said, limiting ourselves.
We are whole only when we are mindless reflectors of the present moment, reacting mindlessly to what is, devoid of any desire, fear or judgement about such present. To surrender. To stop asking "who am I?" or "what is the purpose of my life?" but to Be and assume the purpose of life as to live the present moment fully.
This is so complicated, but that's fine. I don't wanna be lost... I don't look at the stars at night because then I realize how small and unimportant I really am. The universe is so big. Way too big, and there is no meaning to my life. Why do I even exist? This makes me think about life and death, that I will die anyways, and nobody cares. We are too small for the world. I get this feeling of being alone... and lost, and I hate it. I wanna live in my bubble, everything will be fine. 😭
Our life isn’t over yet and that’s why we change a lot throughout and sometimes it’s scary because we become so accustomed to a certain of ourselves but then so suddenly we start to change and we have to learn how to adapt and accept it. Change is something we can’t avoid because it will always happen no matter what that’s what makes life interesting
Waow, that summer in China really paid off : you've gone full "Ethereal Chinese fairy poetry" in this vid. That was lovely. As for not knowing who you are, it's all the more normal. You're still in college, still learning, and there are still plenty of the world and life and how you grow yourself withing it left for you to discover. At this stage, pretending the opposite (I know exactly who I am) would be a bit precocious & pretentious. At your age, you're still very much a sponge, and a very active at that, since you're in college, which is probably the time in your life when you're surrounded by a whirlpool of new knowledge, so obviously, you'd be curious of everything and want to learn from all over the place. So the question about you not knowing who you are yet is very much you being in a Ship of Theseus stage (when all the planks of the ship are being replaced/renovated since Ancient times, is it still the same ship ?) The more experience life and the world throws at people, the more people get to know themselves. It's only after reacting and getting to know the world we live in (and how we react to them) that our personality gets forged with time. So happy learning and living.
To the open and youthful mind, identity and values can only be based on speculation, and therefore they're bound to be constantly shifting. That's why, sometimes, I prefer identifying with my consciousness rather than with my preconceived notion of who I am. Our consciousness just "is", whereas our mind tries to sort out something that escapes any attempt to sort it: life. Regardless of how much humanity evolves, I think we'll always value love, compassion, health, serving each other, and being resilient and diligent. These are by no means revolutionary values, but they do seem timeless to me. And, of course, we won't be able to uphold them all the time, but that's when we have to extent the love and compassion to ourselves. Anyway, I think it needs to be mentioned that you keep one-upping yourself with these videos. They're becoming more and more beautiful.
You are a true inspiration for me, honestly a human I have thd same beliefs as you and I truly admire your character as well as views on life I feel like I belong❤❤❤❤
I loved the video sm❤️ I have a video request...how do you spend time without being on your phone. I have no friends, and I don't know how to live my life yet. I also feel lost so I live vicariously through the lives of others on the internet. I hope you see this, please and thank you 💕
Do you have any experience of being outcast in your friends grp , if there is a experience could share your experience and how you passed through it?? 💌 Your videos are always helpful to my thoughts that roaming around in my universe. And this thought “Who I am ” was among them. I am really confused, a confused teen. That is all I know.
Honestly no words can describe how much I love this account. I find so much comfort in it
Me too its so beautiful and I’m going to be happier with this advice
Every time I look back on the hardest times of my life there is a underlying of gratitude for the bad things that happened to me. Whenever I was truly lost I found the greatest growth, and when I was sure of my path I ran into the same walls that confounded me.
I can't find words for how deeply this resonated with me as someone who tends to feel every lost and alone within a group of people. I'm still finding my place but it nice to know I'm not so alone in the journey I'm going through. The photography complements your writing so well that it creates an utterly comforting and exposing feeling. thank you for sharing your thoughts, they deserve much more recognition.
Being 'lost' is a step towards self-discovery.
As Lao Tzu wisely said, 'Not knowing is true knowledge.'
Embrace the uncertainty for it’s often in the depths of the unknown that we find our true selves and path forward.
That's a beautiful city. I haven't been watching her videos lately so I don't know whether this is China or Canada. Concerning who you are, I think it's difficult to define because you're constantly changing. There's no final version of you, and I know this is confusing. Life is about absorbing small bits of people and places around you and transforming them into something new, it's an odyssey through the unknown.
I love the last sentence. That's beautiful.
This is the reality.. nobody knows who they actually are because everything is changing and so we are according to our circumstances and situations...so stop finding yourself and let us all go with the flow of life
I didn´t find this video, this video found me, and made me find myself a little more. thank you
Who I am and who you are, isn't written anywhere. Who we are changes constantly. Each moment is just a snapshot in time.
You can't scoop up a cup of water from a river and claim that the water in the cup is truly who and what that river is, was and will be.
Thank you for the regular thought prompt and the calming video. I call your videos existential lozenges 😂
mei really makes me wanna live life thank youuu mei
I love your videos so much. Your words are so powerful and well-thought out and the video itself is sooo asthetic. 💖💖
The sense of self, the question of who I am and even where I am if we go on autopilot is so important.
I'm glad I discovered it too and finally I am in that process, I am happy
i cant even stress enough on the fact that you have helped me so much. your videos are really helpful. ive been in a slump since jan and ive recently found your channel. you have helped me so much no other person or therapy has helped me this much. thank you so much, i love your videos so much 🤍🤍
i love watching your videos in the morning and start my day it makes me calm and at peace.
Thankyou for these beautiful videos ♡
You know recently i have been losing a bit of hope for the world, for people and for me. It felt like the world I knew was fake and that nothing in life is actually joyful and even though i wanted to see the world through pink lenses I couldn't because it isn't like that. In my head i had a whole different world, whole different people and a whole different me imagined. I didn't really realise that it was so deep to the point that i can't accept to see life the way it is.
As I am living more, I am finding out more about life and how it is nothing like how it was in my head. And honestly, I am quite pessimistic about it. But when I watch your videos i feel so calm and honestly you make me look at so many perspectives i never would have though of and I feel hopeful about life and the world. So thank you for changing my mindset so much. :))
you spoke my mind, this is actually beautiful ❤
I absolutely love your videos. Thank you so much for putting these videos out on the internet:)
I guess don't knowing who you are have an advantage and disadvantage.
Because,if you say i am smart(ex:i am reading,watching,playing instrument or etc.)you behave how you think about.That so positive thing
But if you say yourself i am serious,i do not care anything else,i do not like to be social,may be these things are your characteristic features and you aware it,but if you everytime think about it,that means (from my perspective) you are limiting yourself.
For ex:i am 16 years old right now
3-4 years ago everybody told me "you have no emotions,you are so cold,you are not humble"
I swear,i was suffering from this over the years.I was upset for "why i do not feel anything else?what's wrong with me?why i am not humble?i want to be humble,it really hurts me why people think i am emotionless?"
During 3-4 years i just behaved relevant to this thoughts.I was not me,i was the person that they how imagined me in their little brains.
Really,you become the person who you think.
But i have changed.Physically and mentally.
My mom still thinks i am like the 2-3 years ago me.
She still thinks about it,i didn't change in her thoughts.
But i changed in my imagination.Regardless of that,i do not wanna limit myself,i wanna accept things,i just want to understand and make these things a part of my life.
If somebody doesn't agree with me,that's totally okay.
Because these thoughts based on my life experience,may be itsn't true for you😊
By the way,while watching video,i really admire your beauty.
And while i am thinking about you,meiqi,i admire and isnpire your calm character😊❤
Oh that was a really great way of thinking!! ❤
@@AntonyThomas-x4c thanks my dear❤️🙃
I love your mindset :) Thats why I love people who know themselves (at some point) because if they know who they are, they don't let external opinions define them. However, it is true that not sticking to one identity or personality is essential because we are recurrently changing, and defining yourself is, like you said, limiting ourselves.
We are whole only when we are mindless reflectors of the present moment, reacting mindlessly to what is, devoid of any desire, fear or judgement about such present. To surrender. To stop asking "who am I?" or "what is the purpose of my life?" but to Be and assume the purpose of life as to live the present moment fully.
You are you. You can be any version of yourself and you will never be able to define who you are
This is why I love her
This is so complicated, but that's fine. I don't wanna be lost...
I don't look at the stars at night because then I realize how small and unimportant I really am. The universe is so big. Way too big, and there is no meaning to my life. Why do I even exist?
This makes me think about life and death, that I will die anyways, and nobody cares. We are too small for the world. I get this feeling of being alone... and lost, and I hate it.
I wanna live in my bubble, everything will be fine. 😭
the timing is perfect💗
I love everything about your videos. The music, the beautifully captured moments, the message you're trying to convey. Every video is a masterpiece ✨️
Our life isn’t over yet and that’s why we change a lot throughout and sometimes it’s scary because we become so accustomed to a certain of ourselves but then so suddenly we start to change and we have to learn how to adapt and accept it. Change is something we can’t avoid because it will always happen no matter what that’s what makes life interesting
Waow, that summer in China really paid off : you've gone full "Ethereal Chinese fairy poetry" in this vid.
That was lovely.
As for not knowing who you are, it's all the more normal. You're still in college, still learning, and there are still plenty of the world and life and how you grow yourself withing it left for you to discover.
At this stage, pretending the opposite (I know exactly who I am) would be a bit precocious & pretentious.
At your age, you're still very much a sponge, and a very active at that, since you're in college, which is probably the time in your life when you're surrounded by a whirlpool of new knowledge, so obviously, you'd be curious of everything and want to learn from all over the place.
So the question about you not knowing who you are yet is very much you being in a Ship of Theseus stage (when all the planks of the ship are being replaced/renovated since Ancient times, is it still the same ship ?)
The more experience life and the world throws at people, the more people get to know themselves. It's only after reacting and getting to know the world we live in (and how we react to them) that our personality gets forged with time.
So happy learning and living.
Thanks for sharing this. Your life is inspiring and telling your story about who you are is incredibly amazing. Also this is relatable 👍
Thanks for sharing ❤.
Have an amazing wonderful day.
This is so so so beautiful. I also want to make these kinds of films
thank you for being a safe space..
So what if I'm lost..This is epic . Thank you
To the open and youthful mind, identity and values can only be based on speculation, and therefore they're bound to be constantly shifting. That's why, sometimes, I prefer identifying with my consciousness rather than with my preconceived notion of who I am. Our consciousness just "is", whereas our mind tries to sort out something that escapes any attempt to sort it: life. Regardless of how much humanity evolves, I think we'll always value love, compassion, health, serving each other, and being resilient and diligent. These are by no means revolutionary values, but they do seem timeless to me. And, of course, we won't be able to uphold them all the time, but that's when we have to extent the love and compassion to ourselves. Anyway, I think it needs to be mentioned that you keep one-upping yourself with these videos. They're becoming more and more beautiful.
You are a true inspiration for me, honestly a human I have thd same beliefs as you and I truly admire your character as well as views on life I feel like I belong❤❤❤❤
Yay I got a like man???!!!
legit made me teary eyed
My dream is becoming so lost that when they issue out a missing person poster of me they won't even be sure how I look like.
I love listening to you please keep making these videos and be well
yes🥹🤍
I loved the video sm❤️ I have a video request...how do you spend time without being on your phone. I have no friends, and I don't know how to live my life yet. I also feel lost so I live vicariously through the lives of others on the internet. I hope you see this, please and thank you 💕
i am so very interested on your playlist
You're like the perfect girl. So pretty and smart
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love this
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what is the background music,its rhythm smoothy
guess its time to touch some grass
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can u list names of songs you use in this video, plss they're so good
First
Remember me when you get famous
These days I feeling lost most often why i want to know 😢??
Being lost is not good, always find guidance
You have boyfriend
Do you have any experience of being outcast in your friends grp , if there is a experience could share your experience and how you passed through it??
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Your videos are always helpful to my thoughts that roaming around in my universe. And this thought “Who I am ” was among them. I am really confused, a confused teen. That is all I know.
Pls do u have insta?
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