Wow, within an hour of posting I've been flooded with love, support and encouragement. I honestly can't thank y'all enough, y'all are making this hard choice easier to bare. And although it breaks my heart to see so many people who had to make the same decision, it helps me feel not so alone. Thank you for sharing your thoughts and stories! ❤
Chronically Jaquie You are such an amazing young woman and you inspire me to keep pushing no matter what! I can't believe some of the things I see you do! Keep staying strong!
Chronically Jaquie Anytime sweetheart, In a way while its been a battle and continues to be gods plan (I struggle but it is what it is) is making me happy😊❤️
I had to be put on home bound in my first year of high school. I went to public high school and on the first day I had an episode in the middle of the cafeteria, I was throwing up and kept passing out and I had a seizure which was strange because I had never had one before. There were people screaming and there were people laughing and pointing. It sucked to have a big part of my "normal" life taken away, but thanks to people like you Jacquie I'm now educated on what I can do to help myself become more independent. I decided that a service dog would benefit me and now it feels like I can't like without my boy :) If it wasn't for you I would have still thought that service dogs were only for blind people, and I wouldn't have been able to regain some of my independence, so thank you Jaquie.
Im going back to school next week (thats when middle school starts in pasco) and i was complaining about it and after watching this i thought, i should feel lucky to be able to go and get a education and learn,Thank u for helping me see that even if u didn't mean to❤❤
Welcome to Wonder Land I had the same thought. I'm going into my second year of university. I suffer from depression and anxiety, and like most people it's worse during school when stress is high. It's made me want to stop and Ive been dreading school. I realized now that though it's true it's hard for everyone, especially those with any sort of illness, my reality is it's doable. And if I'm capable and given the opportunity, I should give it my all
Welcome to Wonder Land Well in Midwest some kids are going back to school next Thursday I think alot of states are trying to make kids go to school at the same time every year around the same time so they can get out earlier and also be insync.but this year school stuff is more expensive than last year.
Victoria All you can do is try... One of my issues is my terrible anxiety.....remember not all illnesses are visible. You have to focus on you and handle what YOU can handle. ❤️
Dear jaquie I'm really struggling right now I get bullied at school people are really mean. Even though I don't have chronic illness you staying positive video really helped. I just wanted to say thank you.
Jaquie I had to withdraw a year and a half and I was so devastated but my mom told me that school is there, my health though... Im in med school so just imagine how hard it is as a spoony but it is totally worth it!! You WILL get there eventually and youll feel so good about it when your health is more stable
I'm a communication major as well as a youtuber as well as someone who lives with a chronic illness! Communication is an amazing major that you can do so much with!
I just wanted to thank you for this, my dream career got stopped before it ever got started due to my chronic illnesses and even though I've 'given up' on it over 4 years ago, it's still tough some days, knowing that I had to give up the dream of doing what I loved, to take care of my self. I needed this reminder that that is okay, and my health should come first. Thank you.
Jaquie, you are never defeated! You are winning every battle against your chronic illnesses by being ALIVE! You are doing great things by educating people about invisible illnesses, you are spreading positivity. You are making a change in the world! God has a plan for you and if OT doesn't work out, God has better stuff up in His sleeves! You are an amazing person and I really look up to you!
Hoo boy if you like phone calls, just wait until you get set up with ExpressScript. You get a phone call EVERY TIME they send you something. And it'l not like "Oh, my medicines are coming, that's good to know." They send a lot of stuff one bottle at a time, one bottle per package. And every time they do, you get an automated call you HAVE to answer and follow the process otherwise the system calls over and over and over. My parents use it and their phone never stops ringing.
I also use ExpressScripts and we have it set up with email instead of phone calls :) they send stuff super fast and it's cheaper than the pharmacy so we love it!
This is relatable. I have Hypothyroidism and that gives me what I affectionately refer to as Dory syndrome and its difficult for me to retain new information so for my first couple years at community college I took all my basic education classes one at a time and I finally got all my credits last Spring and I'm ready to start all my classes that are specifically for my degree program and I signed up for one this Summer and due to low enrollment my program classes were all cancelled this summer. It broke my heart and I whined that now its going to take me even longer to finish school and I'm almost 30 and still living with my parents and working part time as a cashier and its taking me 4 years to complete a 2 year Associates degree and its really put a damper on my attitude. but that's okay all we can do is our best and that's good enough. It is just one semester after all :)
Hugs. You are such an inspiring woman! I wonder if you can set it up with the university (while you are taking a medical break) so you an sit in on some classes when you are feeling good. Just to get a feel of a communications major etc. Maybe you to talk to some students, professors etc. It may help you with research and also still feel plugged in with out having to follow strict course work and schedule. Big plus is you can go there when you feel good. Talk with people stay plugged in. A career that has something to do with medical advocacy might be a good option. Also checking out companies where you might want to work good too, but maybe down the road some. I can see you interviewing people as part of your advocacy, research on your channel. I love your channel. Take care and hugs to you and Harlow 💜
Disney Gamer, me too when I was in university, I took full advantage of using tools for my disabilities. Note takers, extended time on tests, quiet rooms to take exams, recording lectures, etc. I don't think I could have graduated if it were not for the access to the tools I needed. 💜 It took me 10 years of blood, sweat and tears and lots and lots of self-care.
Sue G 👏 CONGRATULATIONS! Unfortunately I was only able to pass " The fun courses" I was starting with an English class, Due to my severe brain damage I repeated it a few times.Then i got very sick with a new thing. Sadly things have gone down hill but i have accepted my new path and finally ok that i cant work, live alone. The services that were offered well, lets just say i hadn't accepted things yet..😄🙈
I understand the frustrations and resignation of having to take a while off from study. I was supposed to start drama school September last year but ended up in hospital the whole time from July to October and had to defer for a year. Today I was diagnosed with PoTS but my main health problem is now definitely under control. I have an operation on Friday and will be starting at drama school THIS YEAR on crutches. We're the same age, I'm 2 days younger than you and I felt looking at people my age going off, flying through life not worrying about meds and not fainting and keep stable. Watching people race off and not going with them but also knowing that that is 100% the right call for my health was so frustrating. I don't know exactly what you're going through because your situation is a lot more serious than mine, but I've managed to get through he difficulties I've faced and you give me such a fresh positivity to battle on through. You've got 53k people backing you, amazing family, super dog, and some amazing friends. You will be so supported through this Jaquie; just KEEP MOVING FORWARD
i have severe anxiety & depression, and last school year i missed 5 months of school because i was in and out of the hospital. then, this march i was fortunate enough to be introduced to an amazing program at my school. educators are usually not too great with that stuff but some are which is great. its so amazing when people understand and help.
Hi Jackie. I'm 17 and I will be a senior in High School this year. I first wanted to become an OT and then realized that I wanted to become an OTA. It saves time and money. I would eventually become an OT but I'm doing what I think is best for myself. I think you're doing what best for yourself and I'm proud of you for that. You're are amazing! 💕
This girl has soooo much bravery in her heart it makes me feel ashame for myself. I am a healthy person, no illnesses and yet I really admire your strength Jaquie. You inspires me a lot to not take life for granted and to make sure that whatever life will throw at me, I always have a choice. I can choose to be a victim and just give up or I can be my own hero and fight back. The circumstances that is happening to you is difficult and you get frustrated, yeah. You also get sad and sometimes angry yet you ALWAYS choose to move forward and show life that it may be hard, but you will do everything that you can to fight back and live your life with the help of Judd, Harlow and your family. You will always be in my prayers, Jaquie. Thank you for inspiring me and a lot of people.
I can so relate to the multiple phone calls. I was on the phone with my pharmacy and doctor's office yesterday, and today it took 5 phone calls between the pharmacy and insurance company just to get 2 meds approved. One medication is new, and insurance didn't want to approve it....that took 3 months!!! So today I am celebrating getting that med approved. The other med needed prior authorization, and though my doctor had faxed it, they were still not approving it. And it's a med I've been on and will continue to be on for the rest of my life. They just got a prior authorization last month and wanted another one this month. It's certainly exhausting and frustrating, both for me, the pharmacy and the doctor's office! I think you made the right decision, Jaquie! Like you said, Education will be there and may improve over the years! Taking care of yourself has to be your top priority right now. It wasn't long ago when you were in the hospital fighting so hard!
I have a chronic illness that doctors don't understand. I've been dizzy 24/7 with waves of nausea for 3 years. Every. Single. Day. I've been homeschooled since 8th grade and it depressed me. I loved going to school. Anyway now college is coming up and I can't do it online, it's just not an option anymore and just want to curl up and die. I'm so scared I'll get sick at school. I just started to be able to go into stores alone because I've developed terrible anxiety with this sickness because I'm terrified of puking, which I think makes the nausea even worse. I can't drop out, it's also not an option, so I'm stuck with no option other than to suffer though the day. If I push myself to much in a day (which I have a feeling school will do) I just get wiped of all my energy and it makes me even sicker to the point of not being able to get out of bed. It takes a day to a week to recover from pushing myself to much. You probably won't see this but you are the reason I get through my day. You're so positive and I'm not at all, but I'm slowly trying to ask myself in situations what you would do and how you'd feel and how you'd turn it into a positive thing. It's actually helped in a few situations. Still learning but anyway I think you not going to school was the right move. I'm glad you're so open about changing your career. I had a set career I wanted but with my sickness I won't be able to do it and I'm having trouble letting it go. You are and will continue to inspire and motivate me and others who are sick and who aren't. Thank you for all your videos. 💙
Hey Jacquie, I'm not chronically Ill but I want to share to you a part of my story (Sorry if I'm I make some mistakes, I'm French). I'm in university in Paris. I'm study History but last year was very difficult to me. Because of some family issues, I was dealing with anxiety and stress. But, with a therapy and love, I decided to finish my programm (three years and I already passed two). In bad moment, I was sure that I couldn't finish it. And today, I know that I want to study something else but I want to finish my actual programm like a goal, a success against anxiety and everything else. You are a beautiful person and your illnesses don't make who you are. I'm sure that with love, patience and just you, you can success (in your OT programm, in the other one to become an OT assistant or in something else). If you need more time than others, it's fine, It's not a fail. I was sure I just needed five years to complete all of my study programm but with my issues, it can be complete in six or seven years but I know that I will success. You have all the support you need and we support you too, even if we are behind a screen. I pray for you everyday and you already helped me to see more the good things in my life than the baddest. Thank you for that.
Quality of life is just as important as achieving goals! I'm 66 and it has taken me a a whole lifetime to embrace that. You are still young and learning now. Good for you Jacquie! I'm a grandmother of 5, a widow, and new to your channel. You encourage me every day. You are very smart to keep track of all the medical issues and truly understand what's going on in your body. AND you have a terrific husband too! (I did as well, for 27 years). He was wheel chair bound for 12 of those years, so we dealt with a lot of medical issues as well. God is using you! Keep it up!
I'm sorry to hear about your school situation, but take comfort that, in the meantime, you are giving so much help & encouragement to so many people by the way you share of yourself & your situation on this vlog!
College student and recently diagnosed narcoleptic here. Watching your videos has taught me so much about how to advocate for myself and to stay positive through the difficult times. Thankfully my health has not prohibited me from getting my education but it has not been easy because without a diagnosis I could not get the medicine or academic accommodations necessary for me to function and learn like everyone else. Now that I'm diagnosed I can start looking at resources to help me succeed and work with my teachers and doctor to get the tools I need. Sending prayers and gratitude your way that you may one day be healthy enough to return to school and that your videos have helped me to be able to! 💕
Have you thought about becoming a motivational speaker or something like that without so much traveling? You have such a positive view of life despite your illness, and it would be amazing to share your story! It would have the same moral as your vlogs and help bring inspiration to your listeners.
I can totally relate to how you feel with your decision about school. I have complex regional pain syndrome in three sites as well as a few other chronic health issues and had to take a step back with regards to education and work. I'm now focusing on the day to day things, putting my health first and although at first it felt like a backwards step I'm actually feeling a lot better mentally (and physically) now not pushing my body so much each day. We all have limits, each of us just have different limits due to different circumstances.
While this decision has been difficult for you, as you always say; you know what's best for YOU! I admire your strength and determination to continue as you can. That's very inspiring. My daughter is my chronic illness warrior and has to be home schooled her last two years of HS. Fortunately, she is able to start college this fall as many of her illnesses have begun to sort themselves out. I also really appreciate your video regarding positivity. Even those of us without CI, can benefit from your wise words! Praying for you, daily, sweet girl.
I have always loved school and wanted nothing but the best for my education. For a few years I was in public school, now I am online Schooled and am a freshman this year. I am so excited to see where my high school adventure leads me. 💖
Sometimes we have to sacrife a lot in life. I remember that I had to take an year off from college bc my depression was getting to me. Plus I had to take time off from work to concentrate on my health. I didn't like it at first but when I look back I made a really great choice. It's hard right now but when you look back in life, you said that I made a great choice.
The most enthusiastic namaste ever! Having to make changes like this for health vs education is always tough, I've been in that position myself. Try and embrace it as a stepping stone in the journey of life. Your positivity truly is incredible and have confidence in the knowledge that God has a plan for you and is helping you reach goals you don't even know you have yet ❤️
As someone who has had to medically withdraw twice, I understand how hard that decision can be, but, as you know, it is important to know your boundaries and take care of your body. When making the decision to return to school, you have to keep in mind that chronic illness is never truly stable, as you talk about all the time. It is important to know when it is not a good time to start back, such as now when you're expecting some rough times, but it is also important to remember that rough times can also be unpredictable and you can't get too down on yourself for having to make that hard decision. You have to do what you think you can't, but you also have to remember that taking care of yourself is just as important.
I know exactly how you feel about school. I'm 14 and have not been in classes for three years now due to my chronic illnesses. Next month I will have to start year 10/9th grade/high school in order to get my GCSEs to become a nurse and I'm freaked out as I have very limited experience of secondary school 😳 It's comforting to know I am not the only one having to decide health over education
You're such a brave girl for going through all your chronic illnesses but you never let any of them bring you down. That's what I admire about you is you're such a strong woman and Judd is so lucky to have you. Keep going strong Jaquie!
Hi! I went throgh breast cancer myself. I was 48 when I got diagnosed. And it sadens me that such a nice beautiful girl like you has to go through that. My blessings and prayers go to you. You are a very strong girl. Dont stop praying, the lord is there with you every step of the way. I love your dog! She is an angel. Blessings!
You made the right hard decision. Health first, school second. I finally got my BS at 45. I had my Associates since I was 19, and it worked for me for 20+ years. I've had 5 different jobs in my career. Each worked off experience from prior jobs. Today, at 51, I'm officially disabled due to my chronic illnesses. I only have 2. I'm not sure how you keep positive, but watching your vlog has helped me see life more in the positive!
Oh sweet girl, you had me in tears. It's heartbreaking when reality looks so different then should. But... I have a feeling you will find you niche, most likely it will have something to do with the UA-cam thing. Being a motivator and/or an advocate are two things you are already doing an amazing job at. I'm looking forward to watching you on that journey.
* hugs* I am so so sorry. I had to quit because of my health also. I did a silly thing though..... Got ballsy and after half my double senior year home recovery from a bad surgery, went to community college, It was a disaster! Yes, this is not what we want but its the best thing for us! My mom text bombs me ( texts me alot) when her and dad leave me for awhile❤️ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUR MOM!
I'm right there with you love. I was enrolled to continue college and will most likely be medically withdrawing because of everything that's happened in the last year to focus on my health. I may be able to go part time but we will see. We can only do what we can do and everything happens for a reason!
Defeated is the perfected word to describe how I felt when I had to decide not to return to school due to chronic illness. I still miss college and I want to get healthy enough to finish my degree one day. I love your videos - thank you so much for sharing your life and tough moments with UA-cam! I find them encouraging and can't wait to see where your life/health journey takes you!
I'm so sorry Jaquie that you had to stop school for now. You're right, your heath is the most important thing. There is always time to go back to school later 💛
I'm glad you'll finally be able to give IvIG another shot soon. Best of luck Jacquie! Another commenter said you'd be good at health care communications, and I agree. You'd be great advocating for other people with chronic illnesses and disabilities. I didn't finish my MPH in environmental health, because of my depression. I'm really hoping to find a job in that field soon so I can use it to finish my masters.
You are a great warrior! I have so little chronic pain compared to you but I do understand chronic pain. I was looking at esophogeal (sp?) cancer for severe acid reflux and had a gastric bypass to add 6 inches of intestine to my now small egg stomach. I try to eat enough to gain a few pounds but then I vomit. Migraines and fibro. Cervical stenosis and sciatica. Neuropathy (all over). You are a wonderful inspiration! I look normal so many people think I cannot be ill. I love Harlow. I have a therapy cat who has chronic ibsd-she is a good cuddler and seems to know my pain and depression. She is on a restrictive diet too. Thank God for my good husband who helps me. Thank you!
I honestly love seeing Jaquie's channel grow. I feel like she must get such a rewarding feeling seeing her subscriber number go up and know people are learning about the struggles of chronic illness.
I want you to know you encourage me so much! I am undiagnosed but after 2.5 years they are finally realizing it isn't psychogenic. School was very hard for me and I dropped a lot of classes when I first got sick. Between my medical issues and the appointments my teachers are very understanding. I do work myself a lot, I am a Violin performance major and have had issues with being able to use my hands. I got told to change my major several times but stuck with it cause its what I love. So no matter what happens don't ever give up :)
It is a hard choice, but your health is most important. I failed a college course because I wasn't healthy enough to do some of his work, which were walking tours, having to go to different neighborhoods, take so many pictures, like 2-3 neighborhoods, and walk around in museums. He was not understanding at all, and it's a huge risk that some professors are not sympathetic about. They'll just find it as an "excuse". You'll get your education one day, we all believe in you ❤️
It can be super hard to make decisions that aren't decisions we want to make but are decisions we know we need to make. I've recently reached the decision that I need to put my health before my job and my education. I am able to take online courses but I need to make concessions to make things work for my health. Jaquie, you are awesome! Don't let this get you down. :-)
I haven't gone to school for about 3 years and me and my mum have decided next year won't happen either and its such a pressure off worrying. no school is offering a suitable place for my disibillitys so its imposibel even if I wanted to!
I've been having a really hard time with my parents lately and out of the blue one of your videos showed up in my recommended and I decided to give it a watch. Watching your videos helps me when I'm having small anxiety attacks to calm myself and to breathe as well as just makes me smile which means a lot at the moment. You have also inspired me because no matter what you manage to take the time to make others happy (within limitations) and to make videos. I want to thank you for uploading as it has been a bright spot in my gloomy days.
I understand completely! I had to drop out of high school due to my POTS,IBS,and migraines. I also admit that school was causing a lot of those issues and triggered them. I have gotten so much more relief now that I don't have that pressure on me anymore and decisions like these are bound to work out for the best! Stay positive girl!🙏🏻❤️
I had to make the same decision to not go back to school this fall semester due to my chronic medical issues. It's hard since I want to learn and I want to see my friends at school. I know this is for the best for me after seeking with my medical team. Thank you for showing me that I am not alone in the struggles with chronic illnesses.
YOUR VIDEOS ARE SO INSPIRING TO ME!!! YOU MAKE ME LOVE ME LOFE EVEN MORE!! YOU ARE A LOVING PERSON AND THAT MAKES PEOPLE LOVE YOU!! ONE DAY I HOPE TO MEET YOU!! I LOVE LITTLE HIPPO SHE IS SO CUTE!! HARLOW WORKS SO HAD AND SHE LOVES YOU SO MUCH
I just pledged!! It isn't much, but I want to support you as much as I can. I have a chronic illness, but I couldn't imagine having as many as you. There are days when I just can't get out of bed, and then I watch your vlog. And that's motivation enough. You're such an inspiration to me! Thank you!
My doctor made the decision for me not to go back to school this semester and it broke my heart. This year is my senior year in college and I'm so close to graduation so I know how you feel. But I'm so glad that you are staying positive and putting your health first. If we don't have our health then what do we have? Thank you for all your videos, I love watching them. I just got my port placed today so I've been binging on your old videos so I can see your whole journey.
Dwell done! You are such a delightful young woman - & my, are you doing well. I am an Australian retired University Academic- school WILL always be there. And it often takes time to find our best path. I have coped pretty well with chronic illness & a life of education. You'll sort it out, health has to be your priority at present. We are all so proud of you, & appreciate your encouragement & kindness. Pat Harlow for me!
I totally understand your decision. I just finished my bachelor's degree in Radiologic Technology and almost withdrew due to anxiety. You need to do what is best for you. Take your break and get better then tackle school. It will always be there for you.
Oh gosh. There's so much here that I identify with/connect with. Our disabilities are different, but everything you said about having to change your plans for school, I recognize from my own experience. Those decisions can be heartbreaking. I love school, I love taking classes and learning and feeling like I'm achieving something. My goal had been to be a Speech Language Pathologist, which requires a bachelor's and master's. I tackled an associate of arts at my local community college first, though, and that changed everything. I really had to shove to get through it, even going only part time. By the time I graduated I had just... broken myself, I'd pushed so incredibly hard. I could barely function and it took me six months to even begin to function in daily life again. Much longer to really get back to my version of normal. It showed me that the road to a master's degree, which I already knew would be very challenging for me, wasn't worth risking my health/well-being. I really miss school. I'd still like to take classes and work toward a BA, but I just got married and I snow-bird between Alaska and Florida, which doesn't work well for taking in-person classes. I haven't done very well with the few online classes I've tried so far. (And honestly, I'm not at the top of my game these days disability-wise, so I'm not really ready to tackle it.) I'm still working on figuring out what path I want to take. I've thought about being a SLP-assistant, for all of the same reasons that you mentioned about considering working toward being an OT-assistant. Snow-birding sort of puts a damper on in-person work for me, though. For the moment, I'm just working on being able to handle daily living tasks and taking care of myself. Anyway, sending love your way. I know what a difficult decision that is to make. I know how hard it can be to figure out what's next. Even though it's the right thing to do, it's hard.
I had to do something similar. After I got my AA degree I was taking Japanese courses at my local community college intending on entering a program to teach English in Japan or become an interpreter. Then my health took a nose dive. I recently was able to start taking classes again, this time online. It's been a decade since I have to stop taking those Japanese courses. I couldn't believe it had been 10 years when I realised it. Still I'm glad to have the opportunity to continue my education. My goals have changed since then, partly to accommodate my medical needs and partly I just understand better who I am as a person now. So yeah, there is no shame in having to postpone your education because of your health. Also good call deciding on a medical alert system, though I'm not in need of on my self as of yet, my fiance works as an in-home care provider and has worked for people who have had them. They are great tools to give you that extra piece of mind and level of independence.
You are sweet! Harlow is an awesome emotional support animal too! Life brings changes. I was let go from my teaching job after 18 years of dedication and hard work. They replaced me with someone cheaper. It was hard, but all I can do is move forward and try to get hired somewhere else or go back to school and switch careers. Positivity helps. My husband has a great job so I was thankful we didn't lose the house and what not. Changing your mindset is the key. It might not be easy, but the change will become the new norm.
Great video! You’re such a remarkable and inspiring person Jaquie! The way you look at life and handle hurdles thrown into your life’s path with such positivity. It’s something I still have to muster, because I still have days where I break down crying and am envious of those who are blessed with good health, who can fulfil their life’s dreams, which I feel is very difficult for us. I still have to learn to set small goals for myself rather than having big goals. Achieving any goal is a big thing for us chronic illness sufferers. I was twice enrolled in college but time ran out and I was unable to finish the courses because of my chronic health issues.Then my college rang me and offered me an extension period where they said I’d be able to finish my course but I assessed everything and discussed it with my hubby and realised that my health as just not good enough for me to be able to finish the course in the time offered by my college. So I didn’t use the extension, as I too am facing a lot of challenges with my health and this would have once again prevented me from finish my course. My hubby also told me to put my health first then, which is what I did. Sending love and regards from Melbourne, Australia to you, Judd, your darling Mum and Harlow. May God bless all of you most abundantly.💕🌸🕊
Well done for making the right call for you. I know it's not easy, I trained for years to be a teacher and never actually got to do it because my health declined. Now I'm looking at retraining again. Life takes you down different paths and its really brave and admirable that you are seeing this as a challenge and an adventure, rather than a setback!
Sending you big hugs. I had been in a similar position over the past few years. Due to recurrent low immunity, infections and allergy flare-ups, I couldn't begin my university course. I have been waiting for 4 years but my body is in a good position at the moment. I have been doing some home studying and hopefully will be set to attend university from September 2018. Listen to your body and fight hard.
My heart breaks for you and so glad that Harlow was there to provide snuggles. And yes it is not the original plan but as you say "let's keep moving forward and on to a new adventure"!
Hi Jaquie, I am sorry you have to skip this semester. But like you said it is only one semester in the grand scheme of things. Making phone calls to doctors and insurance wears me out. I know exactly how you feel, if someone doesn't ha a chronic illness or chronic pain they have no idea. Sometimes the hallways at the doctor's office look a mile long. Good luck Jaquie stay positive and pet Harlow for me. Oh yeah tell Judd hi. 💫
Oh Jaquie, it breaks my heart to see you feeling defeated😔 you are so AMAZING, but I totally understand the disappointment. I love that you always keep moving forward! Ps, I went through a MAJOR health crisis this past January and it has changed so much inside of me. I was never scared of the dentist, but now I am SOOO scared of it. I have just cried through the last 2 appointments I had. So best of luck with that😕
I'm really proud of you for putting your health first. I was able to make it through college without withdrawing (even though my depression and anxiety made it hard sometimes), but I can think of three close friends who had to medically withdraw for one or more semesters, and even more who were in school for more than four years (some because their health meant that they had to either decrease their coursework or take classes more than once). I know how hard it is, but your dreams will wait for you, so take your time and take care of yourself. 💗💗💗
I just wanted to say thank you for making posts like this. Your channel has really opened my eyes to serious and common struggle people with chronic illness have. While I may not always be able to understand all the struggles of chronic illness, I thank you for making these videos I teaching people, like me, who don't always get to interact with people with chronic illnesses. Also I think the struggle with your school education journey and trying to figure out what you want from life is so relatable. You and Jud's resiliency is amazing. I struggle with a lot of anxiety and depression issues but your videos are so calming to me. Even if you aren't happy all the time, the way you fight on gives me hope and courage to continue my fight, even thought they are very different battles. I don't know if you will read this but I just wanted to say thank you! Also I love your photography.
I feel for you. Just this past Spring I had to medically withdraw from my dream college (I have Cystic Fibrosis) living in a dorm and 10 hours from home just isn't plausible for me. I'm hoping to find a local school in 2018. It's a tough decision for you but it's also the right one. Keep moving forward!
Jaquie my mom is a Certified Occupational Therapy Assistant or COTA and she loves it the only difference is u have to have a supervisor also tricare tends to be denying a lot these days so I recommend that when u call to check make them send your information to a qualified medical professional because who they send it to is just a person sitting in a desk has no medical training I was denied my custom wheelchair because this happened and I am a full-time wheelchair user but once we send it to a medical professional they reversed the denial just a little tip I learned from this experience hope everything goes well
Hey girlie, I also had to medically withdraw this spring semester too so I know the frusturation. I'm doing fall but am seriously worried I'll have another "flare" of my atypical migraines which cause me to faint randomly all the time. Always do what's best for you, I had big dreams this year of competing in a bikini body building competition but seeing as I can barely lift a weight that's not possible lol. Looking forward to you having a successful IVIG!
Oh dear Jaquie, you truly are wise beyond your years! ♡ Thank you for your genuine authenticity, strength, and example- I so very much appreciate how you take things in stride and find new ways daily to keep on keeping on! I must say you have a natural gift for V-loging, and which ever path you choose, I'm right here with you guys watching with supportive energy coming your way! I too have a service dog and have found watching your training interaction with Harlow extremely helpful! Thank you once again for all you do, wishing you much health and successful abundance always!
I so love your vlogs. You are a courageous person dealing with everything and being so optimistic. Harlow is one special and beautiful dog. He is so smart.
Thank you for being positive. Thank you for showing that it's ok to put yourself first. Thank you for inspiring many others to be positive and going forward in life regardless of the cause. Just thank you for being you and not letting life with all its curve balls and innings put you down and stay down.
Im so proud of you Jackie ❤ I also had to make thay decision last semester and I fully understand the disappointment that comes with it. But it takes so much strength to be honest with yourself and your health. Sending big prayers to you from here. Doing what your doing now by sharing your life is being such a faithful servant to God. I know He is so so so proud of you.
Uhh. I love all your videos, but this one stuck a chord particularly. I've after years of dealing with chronic pain from a serious back injury, I was finally staring to get better and take my life back, and finally last year the plan was to go back to school... And then I fell for no reason other than clumsiness and smashed my head and suffered a signifigant concussion. Great, right, my body finally starts working properly and now my brain is "broken". Thanks for sharing the perspective. It's somehow comforting knowing this is something other people have struggled with and are overcoming. This too shall pass and school will always be there. Please keep the vids coming. You're truly an inspiration on so many fronts to those who find themselves in similar situations. Plus you're hilarious flailer, derpy dog is great for a smile! Much love from Canada. 🍁 ♥
I've been confronted with a similar situation. In June I had to drop out of my summer study abroad trip that I was going to go on. I was going to go to Madrid, and between the outdoor heat and rigid program schedule, I wouldn't be able to go on the trip. My chronic pain, fatigue, and POTS would prevent me from participating in almost everything. I also just decided to change my major too. My passion for studying psychology has waned. I want to change to exercise science with a pre-professional concentration. With that degree I could be an OT. My experiences with disability have made me realize that I want to help other disabled people. Also, many OTs are disabled themselves, so I wouldn't have to worry about it as much. When I was a child, I wanted to be a doctor, but when I developed debilitating anxiety, I realized I could not handle going to medical school (for me, anxiety is a disability). Doing OT will still allow me to experience the more medical side of things (which I love bc I'm a huge nerd) while not putting me through the trauma of a highly competitive med school. I feel truly happy about my career prospects for the first time since I realized I was too disabled(anxiety) to become a doctor.
I predict UA-cam pans out well for you...you already seem to be a natural communicator and your positivity along with your realness of allowing space for your emotions are amazing qualities not to mention your faith...lots of love! 💜💜💜
I wish you the very best, and you definitely need to take care of yourself first. I have Hashimoto's and it was hard on me to realize that I couldn't work full time anymore. It's a really hard reality. But my mom always told me that when you have to let go of something big like a dream, there is always something else that comes along to fill that spot. You have a calling that you are not aware of yet. Best wishes!
I am sorry you had to put school on hold. I had to the same for a year and every time the new semester came around I stubbornly tried to do it. At the end I had to make the call to school to withdraw because I wasn't able to. That was very hard and demoralizing, I felt everyone was going places and doing stuff and I was stuck. You just have to keep your chin up and realize that at the end, you need to put your health first. Hope you feel better :).
I'm sorry to hear you had to make such a tough decision, but I'm glad that you are doing what is best for you and your health! I have recently had to decrease the amount of classes I take each semester due to it being too overwhelming with my health. It's so frustrating! However, I am so glad that I did, as I can actually enjoy school once again. Now with my newly-trained service dog, it is actually possible for me to go to school again! I also want to add that I am a communication major and love it! There are so many opportunities with this degree! And, like you, there's a good chance I won't be able to take a full time job. A communication degree gives you so many options and opportunities. All the best!!
I have cerebral palsy and use a powerchair, i had huge hiatal hernia and gallbladder removed in '07. 2 years later i learned my nissen fundoplication wrap had herniated 3 days after my surgery. My surgeon failed to take me back to the o.r. to fix it. 2 yrs later he dismissed my pain as a pulled muscle from physical therapy. I had 9 surgical consults with 8 different surgeons who said that getting it fixed was too risky, did not have a good sucess rate. Until last summer a surgeon called me at the request of my gasteroenterologist, he said that in his opinion i was at risk of my stomach twisting, other surgeons believe my stomach was so far up in my chest twisting was not likely. Laat yr during my endoscopy the gasteroenterologist duscoveredcthat my esophagus was twisted & the outlet leading out of my stomach had twisted. My digestion had slowed, they suspect the 1st surgeon had damaged my vagus nerve during the surgery. Dec. of 2016 i had my nissen fundoplication revision surgery. I am glad i did. The surgeon found that my stomach wasnt just sitting in my chest but had grown attached to my pericardium. He was able to carefully disect my chest, & close the defect in my hiatus & relocate my stomach to my abdomen. I have thoroughly enjoyed your vlogs that i have recently found. I know allot of people dont understand what it is like having to deal with multiple medical issues at the same time. Thank you for your willingness to give people a glimpse at what you have to do on a daily basis to live. I know with what i had to contend with over the last decade some family & friends said i was doing it for attention or i am stillbsick?
Thank you for talking about this subject! I'm a junior in high school and I've been debating on what I should do when I'm older. I was really want to be a research scientist or I want to go into pathology as a career, but as I am getting older my joints are failing me, my back is getting worse, and I am in need of about a min of 5 surgeries in the next 5-6 years. It's been really conflicting and confusing and I still don't really know what to do. However, as you said "we need to put our health first before education."
Your video where you list and describe all your illnesses is very good. Your personality, manner, voice, gestures all added to the video and made it both informative and easy to listen to. I'm struggling a bit with words as I don't want to say I "enjoyed" it. Maybe I should just say that I could watch and listen to you for hours without getting bored or restless. I think a career relating to these talents would be something you would be great at.
You've made a hard but good decision for yourself. I also had to take temporary withdrawal from university and it wasn't easy. I felt like I'd failed. But I did some cool stuff in the time I was away and when I went back I lived with new people who were amazing and made some great friends and I was in a much better position to do my work well. You'll get back to your degree and hopefully you'll be doing much better :)
Man Jaquie, I can only imagine how hard it is to have to stop schooling. It makes you feel really defeated when you have to stop something you love for your health. I really wanted to get into running and track but because of an inflamed sesamoid, I couldn't without extreme pain. But, I didn't get the help I needed which caused me still run, but in extreme pain. Now, I can't run more then a mile without not being able to walk on the flat of my foot, even large amounts of walking put me into extreme pain. But, now that I've stopped I've pushed a passion for music and art, so now I'm only at a slight risk for any surgery pertaining to my pain, though I still have to do physical therapy to correct my walking, which is causing the inflammation. It sucks, especially when you've walked one way your whole life, it causes you absolutely unbearable pain to walk like, have a risk of 2 separate surgeries, and have to retrain yourself how to walk right :/ Even with all that, I'll still suffer from chronic pain for the rest of my life. So, even though having to stop really sucks, it's what's best, and I 100% support and appreciate everything you do. Thank you for being someone I can relate to for my chronic pain ❤
Jaquie i feel bad for you that you had to take yourself out of your course at this time but that doesnt mean that its the end. It could be the start of an amazing beginning. You are a wonderful communicator and an amazing lady all i can do is wish you the best and tell you how much i value what you add to my day. You add a LOT. Love and thanks always xx
All in time! Loving your videos though. Y'all are so sweet and great with each ither. You have great communication skills. Very informed about your medical health. Very informative to us. You have taught Harlow very well also. Perhaps something along that area. Teaching others what you know and showing positivity. Idk it would be something for the moment and i think rewarding as well. Much love from S. Texas ~Patty
Dear Jaquie, I have learned that everything happens for a reason. I think you will do great in anything you decide to do as long as you love what you do. Chin up 😉
I'm so sorry you had to make such a tough decision. You are so strong and inspiring to your viewers. Thank you for always being a fighter and inspiring others to fight through whatever tough situations they find themselves in
You gotta do what you gotta do. I'm rooting for you Jaquie. My major in college was Communication. There isn't as much test taking as much as there is paper writing. While I know that every Autistic is different, I personally LOVE researching stuff. It's my bread and butter. And communication has A LOT of researching going on. It's the bomb. ^_^
Glad you're doing what's best for your health. I'm a comm major in school and I absolutely love it! The classes are super fun and interesting. Plus now you have a whole semester to figure out what to do :)
I like psych but I would not be a good therapist. I lack empathy and understanding others emotions because of my autism. But I like psych so I majored in that as it was reccomended for OT school :)
Wow, within an hour of posting I've been flooded with love, support and encouragement. I honestly can't thank y'all enough, y'all are making this hard choice easier to bare. And although it breaks my heart to see so many people who had to make the same decision, it helps me feel not so alone. Thank you for sharing your thoughts and stories! ❤
Chronically Jaquie tell ur mom happy birthday from ur biggest fan
Chronically Jaquie You are such an amazing young woman and you inspire me to keep pushing no matter what! I can't believe some of the things I see you do! Keep staying strong!
Chronically Jaquie you can always do online classes.
Amanda, I cannot unfortunately. I explained why that is not an option in the vlog.
Chronically Jaquie Anytime sweetheart, In a way while its been a battle and continues to be gods plan (I struggle but it is what it is) is making me happy😊❤️
I saw a very hard choice in the title and then her hugging Harlow in the thumbnail. Had a mini heart attack
At first I thought it said A very Hard choice: putting Harlow down....no idea how i jumped to that conclusion.
Chloe Matthews me too
I was thinking : I WILL TAKE HIM☝️☝️☝️☝️
My thought too. Why is she putting Harlow down? Sigh of relief.....
Same
I had to be put on home bound in my first year of high school. I went to public high school and on the first day I had an episode in the middle of the cafeteria, I was throwing up and kept passing out and I had a seizure which was strange because I had never had one before. There were people screaming and there were people laughing and pointing. It sucked to have a big part of my "normal" life taken away, but thanks to people like you Jacquie I'm now educated on what I can do to help myself become more independent. I decided that a service dog would benefit me and now it feels like I can't like without my boy :) If it wasn't for you I would have still thought that service dogs were only for blind people, and I wouldn't have been able to regain some of my independence, so thank you Jaquie.
I did hospital homebound through some of high school as well. I am so glad I was able to show you all that a service dog can do! (:
Im going back to school next week (thats when middle school starts in pasco) and i was complaining about it and after watching this i thought, i should feel lucky to be able to go and get a education and learn,Thank u for helping me see that even if u didn't mean to❤❤
Welcome to Wonder Land Its ok to be healthy and dislike school. 😊
Welcome to Wonder Land I had the same thought. I'm going into my second year of university. I suffer from depression and anxiety, and like most people it's worse during school when stress is high. It's made me want to stop and Ive been dreading school. I realized now that though it's true it's hard for everyone, especially those with any sort of illness, my reality is it's doable. And if I'm capable and given the opportunity, I should give it my all
YES!!! What an awesome positive attitude, "Welcome to Wonder Land"!!
Welcome to Wonder Land Well in Midwest some kids are going back to school next Thursday I think alot of states are trying to make kids go to school at the same time every year around the same time so they can get out earlier and also be insync.but this year school stuff is more expensive than last year.
Victoria All you can do is try... One of my issues is my terrible anxiety.....remember not all illnesses are visible. You have to focus on you and handle what YOU can handle. ❤️
Dear jaquie I'm really struggling right now I get bullied at school people are really mean. Even though I don't have chronic illness you staying positive video really helped. I just wanted to say thank you.
Jaquie I had to withdraw a year and a half and I was so devastated but my mom told me that school is there, my health though... Im in med school so just imagine how hard it is as a spoony but it is totally worth it!! You WILL get there eventually and youll feel so good about it when your health is more stable
That is amazing! Med school is CRAZY so that is really amazing of you!
I'm a communication major as well as a youtuber as well as someone who lives with a chronic illness! Communication is an amazing major that you can do so much with!
I just wanted to thank you for this, my dream career got stopped before it ever got started due to my chronic illnesses and even though I've 'given up' on it over 4 years ago, it's still tough some days, knowing that I had to give up the dream of doing what I loved, to take care of my self. I needed this reminder that that is okay, and my health should come first. Thank you.
Jaquie, you are never defeated! You are winning every battle against your chronic illnesses by being ALIVE! You are doing great things by educating people about invisible illnesses, you are spreading positivity. You are making a change in the world! God has a plan for you and if OT doesn't work out, God has better stuff up in His sleeves! You are an amazing person and I really look up to you!
Hoo boy if you like phone calls, just wait until you get set up with ExpressScript. You get a phone call EVERY TIME they send you something. And it'l not like "Oh, my medicines are coming, that's good to know." They send a lot of stuff one bottle at a time, one bottle per package. And every time they do, you get an automated call you HAVE to answer and follow the process otherwise the system calls over and over and over. My parents use it and their phone never stops ringing.
I also use ExpressScripts and we have it set up with email instead of phone calls :) they send stuff super fast and it's cheaper than the pharmacy so we love it!
Yes I also did the email option (:
This is relatable. I have Hypothyroidism and that gives me what I affectionately refer to as Dory syndrome and its difficult for me to retain new information so for my first couple years at community college I took all my basic education classes one at a time and I finally got all my credits last Spring and I'm ready to start all my classes that are specifically for my degree program and I signed up for one this Summer and due to low enrollment my program classes were all cancelled this summer. It broke my heart and I whined that now its going to take me even longer to finish school and I'm almost 30 and still living with my parents and working part time as a cashier and its taking me 4 years to complete a 2 year Associates degree and its really put a damper on my attitude. but that's okay all we can do is our best and that's good enough. It is just one semester after all :)
Exactly, all we can do is our very best
Hugs. You are such an inspiring woman! I wonder if you can set it up with the university (while you are taking a medical break) so you an sit in on some classes when you are feeling good. Just to get a feel of a communications major etc. Maybe you to talk to some students, professors etc. It may help you with research and also still feel plugged in with out having to follow strict course work and schedule. Big plus is you can go there when you feel good. Talk with people stay plugged in. A career that has something to do with medical advocacy might be a good option. Also checking out companies where you might want to work good too, but maybe down the road some. I can see you interviewing people as part of your advocacy, research on your channel. I love your channel. Take care and hugs to you and Harlow 💜
Oh those are all excellent ideas I had not though of, thank you!
Sue G Also, maybe ask about having someone help with writing. That was offered to me , sometimes it takes everything to pay attention. AND THATS OK!
Sue G excellent ideas!
Disney Gamer, me too when I was in university, I took full advantage of using tools for my disabilities. Note takers, extended time on tests, quiet rooms to take exams, recording lectures, etc. I don't think I could have graduated if it were not for the access to the tools I needed. 💜 It took me 10 years of blood, sweat and tears and lots and lots of self-care.
Sue G 👏 CONGRATULATIONS! Unfortunately I was only able to pass " The fun courses" I was starting with an English class, Due to my severe brain damage I repeated it a few times.Then i got very sick with a new thing. Sadly things have gone down hill but i have accepted my new path and finally ok that i cant work, live alone. The services that were offered well, lets just say i hadn't accepted things yet..😄🙈
I understand the frustrations and resignation of having to take a while off from study. I was supposed to start drama school September last year but ended up in hospital the whole time from July to October and had to defer for a year. Today I was diagnosed with PoTS but my main health problem is now definitely under control. I have an operation on Friday and will be starting at drama school THIS YEAR on crutches. We're the same age, I'm 2 days younger than you and I felt looking at people my age going off, flying through life not worrying about meds and not fainting and keep stable. Watching people race off and not going with them but also knowing that that is 100% the right call for my health was so frustrating. I don't know exactly what you're going through because your situation is a lot more serious than mine, but I've managed to get through he difficulties I've faced and you give me such a fresh positivity to battle on through. You've got 53k people backing you, amazing family, super dog, and some amazing friends. You will be so supported through this Jaquie; just KEEP MOVING FORWARD
i have severe anxiety & depression, and last school year i missed 5 months of school because i was in and out of the hospital. then, this march i was fortunate enough to be introduced to an amazing program at my school. educators are usually not too great with that stuff but some are which is great. its so amazing when people understand and help.
Hi Jackie. I'm 17 and I will be a senior in High School this year. I first wanted to become an OT and then realized that I wanted to become an OTA. It saves time and money. I would eventually become an OT but I'm doing what I think is best for myself. I think you're doing what best for yourself and I'm proud of you for that. You're are amazing! 💕
This girl has soooo much bravery in her heart it makes me feel ashame for myself. I am a healthy person, no illnesses and yet I really admire your strength Jaquie. You inspires me a lot to not take life for granted and to make sure that whatever life will throw at me, I always have a choice. I can choose to be a victim and just give up or I can be my own hero and fight back. The circumstances that is happening to you is difficult and you get frustrated, yeah. You also get sad and sometimes angry yet you ALWAYS choose to move forward and show life that it may be hard, but you will do everything that you can to fight back and live your life with the help of Judd, Harlow and your family. You will always be in my prayers, Jaquie. Thank you for inspiring me and a lot of people.
I can so relate to the multiple phone calls. I was on the phone with my pharmacy and doctor's office yesterday, and today it took 5 phone calls between the pharmacy and insurance company just to get 2 meds approved. One medication is new, and insurance didn't want to approve it....that took 3 months!!! So today I am celebrating getting that med approved. The other med needed prior authorization, and though my doctor had faxed it, they were still not approving it. And it's a med I've been on and will continue to be on for the rest of my life. They just got a prior authorization last month and wanted another one this month. It's certainly exhausting and frustrating, both for me, the pharmacy and the doctor's office! I think you made the right decision, Jaquie! Like you said, Education will be there and may improve over the years! Taking care of yourself has to be your top priority right now. It wasn't long ago when you were in the hospital fighting so hard!
I have a chronic illness that doctors don't understand. I've been dizzy 24/7 with waves of nausea for 3 years. Every. Single. Day. I've been homeschooled since 8th grade and it depressed me. I loved going to school. Anyway now college is coming up and I can't do it online, it's just not an option anymore and just want to curl up and die. I'm so scared I'll get sick at school. I just started to be able to go into stores alone because I've developed terrible anxiety with this sickness because I'm terrified of puking, which I think makes the nausea even worse. I can't drop out, it's also not an option, so I'm stuck with no option other than to suffer though the day. If I push myself to much in a day (which I have a feeling school will do) I just get wiped of all my energy and it makes me even sicker to the point of not being able to get out of bed. It takes a day to a week to recover from pushing myself to much. You probably won't see this but you are the reason I get through my day. You're so positive and I'm not at all, but I'm slowly trying to ask myself in situations what you would do and how you'd feel and how you'd turn it into a positive thing. It's actually helped in a few situations. Still learning but anyway I think you not going to school was the right move. I'm glad you're so open about changing your career. I had a set career I wanted but with my sickness I won't be able to do it and I'm having trouble letting it go. You are and will continue to inspire and motivate me and others who are sick and who aren't. Thank you for all your videos. 💙
Hey Jacquie,
I'm not chronically Ill but I want to share to you a part of my story (Sorry if I'm I make some mistakes, I'm French). I'm in university in Paris. I'm study History but last year was very difficult to me. Because of some family issues, I was dealing with anxiety and stress. But, with a therapy and love, I decided to finish my programm (three years and I already passed two). In bad moment, I was sure that I couldn't finish it. And today, I know that I want to study something else but I want to finish my actual programm like a goal, a success against anxiety and everything else. You are a beautiful person and your illnesses don't make who you are. I'm sure that with love, patience and just you, you can success (in your OT programm, in the other one to become an OT assistant or in something else). If you need more time than others, it's fine, It's not a fail. I was sure I just needed five years to complete all of my study programm but with my issues, it can be complete in six or seven years but I know that I will success.
You have all the support you need and we support you too, even if we are behind a screen. I pray for you everyday and you already helped me to see more the good things in my life than the baddest. Thank you for that.
Your english is good (: I am not in a hurry to finish, I just wish I did not have to take more time off. But it is for the best!
Quality of life is just as important as achieving goals! I'm 66 and it has taken me a a whole lifetime to embrace that. You are still young and learning now. Good for you Jacquie! I'm a grandmother of 5, a widow, and new to your channel. You encourage me every day. You are very smart to keep track of all the medical issues and truly understand what's going on in your body. AND you have a terrific husband too! (I did as well, for 27 years). He was wheel chair bound for 12 of those years, so we dealt with a lot of medical issues as well. God is using you! Keep it up!
I'm sorry to hear about your school situation, but take comfort that, in the meantime, you are giving so much help & encouragement to so many people by the way you share of yourself & your situation on this vlog!
Vlogging has become a fun hobby that definitely helps me feel productive, that is true! :)
College student and recently diagnosed narcoleptic here. Watching your videos has taught me so much about how to advocate for myself and to stay positive through the difficult times. Thankfully my health has not prohibited me from getting my education but it has not been easy because without a diagnosis I could not get the medicine or academic accommodations necessary for me to function and learn like everyone else. Now that I'm diagnosed I can start looking at resources to help me succeed and work with my teachers and doctor to get the tools I need. Sending prayers and gratitude your way that you may one day be healthy enough to return to school and that your videos have helped me to be able to! 💕
Jaquie, don't worry at all, all 63K of us support you no matter what you do! We are just glad that you keep a positive attitude! ❤❤❤❤
Have you thought about becoming a motivational speaker or something like that without so much traveling? You have such a positive view of life despite your illness, and it would be amazing to share your story! It would have the same moral as your vlogs and help bring inspiration to your listeners.
I am so awkward in person lol! Body language, eye contact, etc. Autism makes that hard. It would be fun, but also not sure how I would get started
I can totally relate to how you feel with your decision about school. I have complex regional pain syndrome in three sites as well as a few other chronic health issues and had to take a step back with regards to education and work. I'm now focusing on the day to day things, putting my health first and although at first it felt like a backwards step I'm actually feeling a lot better mentally (and physically) now not pushing my body so much each day. We all have limits, each of us just have different limits due to different circumstances.
While this decision has been difficult for you, as you always say; you know what's best for YOU! I admire your strength and determination to continue as you can. That's very inspiring. My daughter is my chronic illness warrior and has to be home schooled her last two years of HS. Fortunately, she is able to start college this fall as many of her illnesses have begun to sort themselves out. I also really appreciate your video regarding positivity. Even those of us without CI, can benefit from your wise words! Praying for you, daily, sweet girl.
I have always loved school and wanted nothing but the best for my education. For a few years I was in public school, now I am online Schooled and am a freshman this year. I am so excited to see where my high school adventure leads me. 💖
Your intro is something you'd see on television. Like this is a legit show. But better than television 😊
Sometimes we have to sacrife a lot in life. I remember that I had to take an year off from college bc my depression was getting to me. Plus I had to take time off from work to concentrate on my health. I didn't like it at first but when I look back I made a really great choice. It's hard right now but when you look back in life, you said that I made a great choice.
The most enthusiastic namaste ever!
Having to make changes like this for health vs education is always tough, I've been in that position myself. Try and embrace it as a stepping stone in the journey of life. Your positivity truly is incredible and have confidence in the knowledge that God has a plan for you and is helping you reach goals you don't even know you have yet ❤️
As someone who has had to medically withdraw twice, I understand how hard that decision can be, but, as you know, it is important to know your boundaries and take care of your body. When making the decision to return to school, you have to keep in mind that chronic illness is never truly stable, as you talk about all the time. It is important to know when it is not a good time to start back, such as now when you're expecting some rough times, but it is also important to remember that rough times can also be unpredictable and you can't get too down on yourself for having to make that hard decision. You have to do what you think you can't, but you also have to remember that taking care of yourself is just as important.
I know exactly how you feel about school. I'm 14 and have not been in classes for three years now due to my chronic illnesses. Next month I will have to start year 10/9th grade/high school in order to get my GCSEs to become a nurse and I'm freaked out as I have very limited experience of secondary school 😳 It's comforting to know I am not the only one having to decide health over education
You're such a brave girl for going through all your chronic illnesses but you never let any of them bring you down. That's what I admire about you is you're such a strong woman and Judd is so lucky to have you. Keep going strong Jaquie!
Hi! I went throgh breast cancer myself. I was 48 when I got diagnosed. And it sadens me that such a nice beautiful girl like you has to go through that. My blessings and prayers go to you. You are a very strong girl. Dont stop praying, the lord is there with you every step of the way. I love your dog! She is an angel. Blessings!
You made the right hard decision. Health first, school second. I finally got my BS at 45. I had my Associates since I was 19, and it worked for me for 20+ years. I've had 5 different jobs in my career. Each worked off experience from prior jobs. Today, at 51, I'm officially disabled due to my chronic illnesses. I only have 2. I'm not sure how you keep positive, but watching your vlog has helped me see life more in the positive!
Oh sweet girl, you had me in tears. It's heartbreaking when reality looks so different then should. But... I have a feeling you will find you niche, most likely it will have something to do with the UA-cam thing. Being a motivator and/or an advocate are two things you are already doing an amazing job at. I'm looking forward to watching you on that journey.
* hugs* I am so so sorry. I had to quit because of my health also. I did a silly thing though..... Got ballsy and after half my double senior year home recovery from a bad surgery, went to community college, It was a disaster! Yes, this is not what we want but its the best thing for us! My mom text bombs me ( texts me alot) when her and dad leave me for awhile❤️ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUR MOM!
I'm right there with you love. I was enrolled to continue college and will most likely be medically withdrawing because of everything that's happened in the last year to focus on my health. I may be able to go part time but we will see.
We can only do what we can do and everything happens for a reason!
Defeated is the perfected word to describe how I felt when I had to decide not to return to school due to chronic illness. I still miss college and I want to get healthy enough to finish my degree one day. I love your videos - thank you so much for sharing your life and tough moments with UA-cam! I find them encouraging and can't wait to see where your life/health journey takes you!
I'm so sorry Jaquie that you had to stop school for now. You're right, your heath is the most important thing. There is always time to go back to school later 💛
I'm glad you'll finally be able to give IvIG another shot soon. Best of luck Jacquie!
Another commenter said you'd be good at health care communications, and I agree. You'd be great advocating for other people with chronic illnesses and disabilities.
I didn't finish my MPH in environmental health, because of my depression. I'm really hoping to find a job in that field soon so I can use it to finish my masters.
You are a great warrior! I have so little chronic pain compared to you but I do understand chronic pain. I was looking at esophogeal (sp?) cancer for severe acid reflux and had a gastric bypass to add 6 inches of intestine to my now small egg stomach. I try to eat enough to gain a few pounds but then I vomit. Migraines and fibro. Cervical stenosis and sciatica. Neuropathy (all over). You are a wonderful inspiration! I look normal so many people think I cannot be ill. I love Harlow. I have a therapy cat who has chronic ibsd-she is a good cuddler and seems to know my pain and depression. She is on a restrictive diet too. Thank God for my good husband who helps me. Thank you!
I honestly love seeing Jaquie's channel grow. I feel like she must get such a rewarding feeling seeing her subscriber number go up and know people are learning about the struggles of chronic illness.
You have so much energy in these videos. Inspirational.
I want you to know you encourage me so much! I am undiagnosed but after 2.5 years they are finally realizing it isn't psychogenic. School was very hard for me and I dropped a lot of classes when I first got sick. Between my medical issues and the appointments my teachers are very understanding. I do work myself a lot, I am a Violin performance major and have had issues with being able to use my hands. I got told to change my major several times but stuck with it cause its what I love. So no matter what happens don't ever give up :)
It is a hard choice, but your health is most important. I failed a college course because I wasn't healthy enough to do some of his work, which were walking tours, having to go to different neighborhoods, take so many pictures, like 2-3 neighborhoods, and walk around in museums. He was not understanding at all, and it's a huge risk that some professors are not sympathetic about. They'll just find it as an "excuse". You'll get your education one day, we all believe in you ❤️
It can be super hard to make decisions that aren't decisions we want to make but are decisions we know we need to make. I've recently reached the decision that I need to put my health before my job and my education. I am able to take online courses but I need to make concessions to make things work for my health.
Jaquie, you are awesome! Don't let this get you down. :-)
I haven't gone to school for about 3 years and me and my mum have decided next year won't happen either and its such a pressure off worrying. no school is offering a suitable place for my disibillitys so its imposibel even if I wanted to!
Jaquie, thank you for pushing through, educating and advocating! Get it girl!!
I've been having a really hard time with my parents lately and out of the blue one of your videos showed up in my recommended and I decided to give it a watch. Watching your videos helps me when I'm having small anxiety attacks to calm myself and to breathe as well as just makes me smile which means a lot at the moment. You have also inspired me because no matter what you manage to take the time to make others happy (within limitations) and to make videos. I want to thank you for uploading as it has been a bright spot in my gloomy days.
I understand completely! I had to drop out of high school due to my POTS,IBS,and migraines. I also admit that school was causing a lot of those issues and triggered them. I have gotten so much more relief now that I don't have that pressure on me anymore and decisions like these are bound to work out for the best! Stay positive girl!🙏🏻❤️
I had to make the same decision to not go back to school this fall semester due to my chronic medical issues. It's hard since I want to learn and I want to see my friends at school. I know this is for the best for me after seeking with my medical team. Thank you for showing me that I am not alone in the struggles with chronic illnesses.
YOUR VIDEOS ARE SO INSPIRING TO ME!!! YOU MAKE ME LOVE ME LOFE EVEN MORE!! YOU ARE A LOVING PERSON AND THAT MAKES PEOPLE LOVE YOU!! ONE DAY I HOPE TO MEET YOU!! I LOVE LITTLE HIPPO SHE IS SO CUTE!! HARLOW WORKS SO HAD AND SHE LOVES YOU SO MUCH
I just pledged!! It isn't much, but I want to support you as much as I can. I have a chronic illness, but I couldn't imagine having as many as you. There are days when I just can't get out of bed, and then I watch your vlog. And that's motivation enough. You're such an inspiration to me! Thank you!
My doctor made the decision for me not to go back to school this semester and it broke my heart. This year is my senior year in college and I'm so close to graduation so I know how you feel. But I'm so glad that you are staying positive and putting your health first. If we don't have our health then what do we have? Thank you for all your videos, I love watching them. I just got my port placed today so I've been binging on your old videos so I can see your whole journey.
Dwell done! You are such a delightful young woman - & my, are you doing well. I am an Australian retired University Academic- school WILL always be there. And it often takes time to find our best path. I have coped pretty well with chronic illness & a life of education. You'll sort it out, health has to be your priority at present.
We are all so proud of you, & appreciate your encouragement & kindness. Pat Harlow for me!
It's for your own good, it does suck, maybe you can get back in it in spring. Happy ur still positive!
I totally understand your decision. I just finished my bachelor's degree in Radiologic Technology and almost withdrew due to anxiety. You need to do what is best for you. Take your break and get better then tackle school. It will always be there for you.
Oh gosh. There's so much here that I identify with/connect with. Our disabilities are different, but everything you said about having to change your plans for school, I recognize from my own experience. Those decisions can be heartbreaking. I love school, I love taking classes and learning and feeling like I'm achieving something. My goal had been to be a Speech Language Pathologist, which requires a bachelor's and master's. I tackled an associate of arts at my local community college first, though, and that changed everything. I really had to shove to get through it, even going only part time. By the time I graduated I had just... broken myself, I'd pushed so incredibly hard. I could barely function and it took me six months to even begin to function in daily life again. Much longer to really get back to my version of normal. It showed me that the road to a master's degree, which I already knew would be very challenging for me, wasn't worth risking my health/well-being.
I really miss school. I'd still like to take classes and work toward a BA, but I just got married and I snow-bird between Alaska and Florida, which doesn't work well for taking in-person classes. I haven't done very well with the few online classes I've tried so far. (And honestly, I'm not at the top of my game these days disability-wise, so I'm not really ready to tackle it.)
I'm still working on figuring out what path I want to take. I've thought about being a SLP-assistant, for all of the same reasons that you mentioned about considering working toward being an OT-assistant. Snow-birding sort of puts a damper on in-person work for me, though. For the moment, I'm just working on being able to handle daily living tasks and taking care of myself.
Anyway, sending love your way. I know what a difficult decision that is to make. I know how hard it can be to figure out what's next. Even though it's the right thing to do, it's hard.
I had to do something similar. After I got my AA degree I was taking Japanese courses at my local community college intending on entering a program to teach English in Japan or become an interpreter. Then my health took a nose dive. I recently was able to start taking classes again, this time online. It's been a decade since I have to stop taking those Japanese courses. I couldn't believe it had been 10 years when I realised it. Still I'm glad to have the opportunity to continue my education. My goals have changed since then, partly to accommodate my medical needs and partly I just understand better who I am as a person now. So yeah, there is no shame in having to postpone your education because of your health. Also good call deciding on a medical alert system, though I'm not in need of on my self as of yet, my fiance works as an in-home care provider and has worked for people who have had them. They are great tools to give you that extra piece of mind and level of independence.
You are sweet! Harlow is an awesome emotional support animal too! Life brings changes. I was let go from my teaching job after 18 years of dedication and hard work. They replaced me with someone cheaper. It was hard, but all I can do is move forward and try to get hired somewhere else or go back to school and switch careers. Positivity helps. My husband has a great job so I was thankful we didn't lose the house and what not. Changing your mindset is the key. It might not be easy, but the change will become the new norm.
Great video! You’re such a remarkable and inspiring person Jaquie! The way you look at life and handle hurdles thrown into your life’s path with such positivity. It’s something I still have to muster, because I still have days where I break down crying and am envious of those who are blessed with good health, who can fulfil their life’s dreams, which I feel is very difficult for us. I still have to learn to set small goals for myself rather than having big goals. Achieving any goal is a big thing for us chronic illness sufferers. I was twice enrolled in college but time ran out and I was unable to finish the courses because of my chronic health issues.Then my college rang me and offered me an extension period where they said I’d be able to finish my course but I assessed everything and discussed it with my hubby and realised that my health as just not good enough for me to be able to finish the course in the time offered by my college. So I didn’t use the extension, as I too am facing a lot of challenges with my health and this would have once again prevented me from finish my course. My hubby also told me to put my health first then, which is what I did. Sending love and regards from Melbourne, Australia to you, Judd, your darling Mum and Harlow. May God bless all of you most abundantly.💕🌸🕊
Aww Jaquie.. I'm sorry to hear about School but like you said, school will always be there waiting
Well done for making the right call for you. I know it's not easy, I trained for years to be a teacher and never actually got to do it because my health declined. Now I'm looking at retraining again. Life takes you down different paths and its really brave and admirable that you are seeing this as a challenge and an adventure, rather than a setback!
Who else says along with her, "We'll go on our adventure" in her intro?
Sending you big hugs. I had been in a similar position over the past few years. Due to recurrent low immunity, infections and allergy flare-ups, I couldn't begin my university course. I have been waiting for 4 years but my body is in a good position at the moment. I have been doing some home studying and hopefully will be set to attend university from September 2018. Listen to your body and fight hard.
My heart breaks for you and so glad that Harlow was there to provide snuggles. And yes it is not the original plan but as you say "let's keep moving forward and on to a new adventure"!
Hi Jaquie, I am sorry you have to skip this semester. But like you said it is only one semester in the grand scheme of things. Making phone
calls to doctors and insurance wears me out. I know exactly how you feel, if someone doesn't ha a chronic illness or chronic pain
they have no idea. Sometimes the hallways at the doctor's office look a mile long. Good luck Jaquie stay positive and pet Harlow for me.
Oh yeah tell Judd hi. 💫
The look on Harlow's face when you said 'olay' instead of 'okay', oh my gosh, I laughed so hard
Oh Jaquie, it breaks my heart to see you feeling defeated😔 you are so AMAZING, but I totally understand the disappointment. I love that you always keep moving forward! Ps, I went through a MAJOR health crisis this past January and it has changed so much inside of me. I was never scared of the dentist, but now I am SOOO scared of it. I have just cried through the last 2 appointments I had. So best of luck with that😕
I'm really proud of you for putting your health first. I was able to make it through college without withdrawing (even though my depression and anxiety made it hard sometimes), but I can think of three close friends who had to medically withdraw for one or more semesters, and even more who were in school for more than four years (some because their health meant that they had to either decrease their coursework or take classes more than once). I know how hard it is, but your dreams will wait for you, so take your time and take care of yourself. 💗💗💗
I just wanted to say thank you for making posts like this. Your channel has really opened my eyes to serious and common struggle people with chronic illness have. While I may not always be able to understand all the struggles of chronic illness, I thank you for making these videos I teaching people, like me, who don't always get to interact with people with chronic illnesses. Also I think the struggle with your school education journey and trying to figure out what you want from life is so relatable. You and Jud's resiliency is amazing. I struggle with a lot of anxiety and depression issues but your videos are so calming to me. Even if you aren't happy all the time, the way you fight on gives me hope and courage to continue my fight, even thought they are very different battles.
I don't know if you will read this but I just wanted to say thank you! Also I love your photography.
I feel for you. Just this past Spring I had to medically withdraw from my dream college (I have Cystic Fibrosis) living in a dorm and 10 hours from home just isn't plausible for me. I'm hoping to find a local school in 2018. It's a tough decision for you but it's also the right one. Keep moving forward!
Jaquie my mom is a Certified Occupational Therapy Assistant or COTA and she loves it the only difference is u have to have a supervisor also tricare tends to be denying a lot these days so I recommend that when u call to check make them send your information to a qualified medical professional because who they send it to is just a person sitting in a desk has no medical training I was denied my custom wheelchair because this happened and I am a full-time wheelchair user but once we send it to a medical professional they reversed the denial just a little tip I learned from this experience hope everything goes well
Hey girlie, I also had to medically withdraw this spring semester too so I know the frusturation. I'm doing fall but am seriously worried I'll have another "flare" of my atypical migraines which cause me to faint randomly all the time. Always do what's best for you, I had big dreams this year of competing in a bikini body building competition but seeing as I can barely lift a weight that's not possible lol. Looking forward to you having a successful IVIG!
Oh dear Jaquie, you truly are wise beyond your years! ♡ Thank you for your genuine authenticity, strength, and example- I so very much appreciate how you take things in stride and find new ways daily to keep on keeping on!
I must say you have a natural gift for V-loging, and which ever path you choose, I'm right here with you guys watching with supportive energy coming your way! I too have a service dog and have found watching your training interaction with Harlow extremely helpful! Thank you once again for all you do, wishing you much health and successful abundance always!
I so love your vlogs. You are a courageous person dealing with everything and being so optimistic. Harlow is one special and beautiful dog. He is so smart.
Thank you for being positive. Thank you for showing that it's ok to put yourself first. Thank you for inspiring many others to be positive and going forward in life regardless of the cause. Just thank you for being you and not letting life with all its curve balls and innings put you down and stay down.
Im so proud of you Jackie ❤ I also had to make thay decision last semester and I fully understand the disappointment that comes with it. But it takes so much strength to be honest with yourself and your health. Sending big prayers to you from here. Doing what your doing now by sharing your life is being such a faithful servant to God. I know He is so so so proud of you.
Uhh. I love all your videos, but this one stuck a chord particularly. I've after years of dealing with chronic pain from a serious back injury, I was finally staring to get better and take my life back, and finally last year the plan was to go back to school... And then I fell for no reason other than clumsiness and smashed my head and suffered a signifigant concussion. Great, right, my body finally starts working properly and now my brain is "broken". Thanks for sharing the perspective. It's somehow comforting knowing this is something other people have struggled with and are overcoming. This too shall pass and school will always be there. Please keep the vids coming. You're truly an inspiration on so many fronts to those who find themselves in similar situations. Plus you're hilarious flailer, derpy dog is great for a smile! Much love from Canada. 🍁 ♥
I've been confronted with a similar situation. In June I had to drop out of my summer study abroad trip that I was going to go on. I was going to go to Madrid, and between the outdoor heat and rigid program schedule, I wouldn't be able to go on the trip. My chronic pain, fatigue, and POTS would prevent me from participating in almost everything.
I also just decided to change my major too. My passion for studying psychology has waned. I want to change to exercise science with a pre-professional concentration. With that degree I could be an OT. My experiences with disability have made me realize that I want to help other disabled people. Also, many OTs are disabled themselves, so I wouldn't have to worry about it as much. When I was a child, I wanted to be a doctor, but when I developed debilitating anxiety, I realized I could not handle going to medical school (for me, anxiety is a disability). Doing OT will still allow me to experience the more medical side of things (which I love bc I'm a huge nerd) while not putting me through the trauma of a highly competitive med school. I feel truly happy about my career prospects for the first time since I realized I was too disabled(anxiety) to become a doctor.
I predict UA-cam pans out well for you...you already seem to be a natural communicator and your positivity along with your realness of allowing space for your emotions are amazing qualities not to mention your faith...lots of love! 💜💜💜
I wish you the very best, and you definitely need to take care of yourself first. I have Hashimoto's and it was hard on me to realize that I couldn't work full time anymore. It's a really hard reality. But my mom always told me that when you have to let go of something big like a dream, there is always something else that comes along to fill that spot. You have a calling that you are not aware of yet. Best wishes!
I love your enthusiasm while still being realistic about things. It's hard to find that and refreshing to discover!
I am sorry you had to put school on hold. I had to the same for a year and every time the new semester came around I stubbornly tried to do it. At the end I had to make the call to school to withdraw because I wasn't able to. That was very hard and demoralizing, I felt everyone was going places and doing stuff and I was stuck. You just have to keep your chin up and realize that at the end, you need to put your health first. Hope you feel better :).
I'm sorry to hear you had to make such a tough decision, but I'm glad that you are doing what is best for you and your health! I have recently had to decrease the amount of classes I take each semester due to it being too overwhelming with my health. It's so frustrating! However, I am so glad that I did, as I can actually enjoy school once again. Now with my newly-trained service dog, it is actually possible for me to go to school again! I also want to add that I am a communication major and love it! There are so many opportunities with this degree! And, like you, there's a good chance I won't be able to take a full time job. A communication degree gives you so many options and opportunities. All the best!!
I have cerebral palsy and use a powerchair, i had huge hiatal hernia and gallbladder removed in '07. 2 years later i learned my nissen fundoplication wrap had herniated 3 days after my surgery. My surgeon failed to take me back to the o.r. to fix it. 2 yrs later he dismissed my pain as a pulled muscle from physical therapy. I had 9 surgical consults with 8 different surgeons who said that getting it fixed was too risky, did not have a good sucess rate. Until last summer a surgeon called me at the request of my gasteroenterologist, he said that in his opinion i was at risk of my stomach twisting, other surgeons believe my stomach was so far up in my chest twisting was not likely. Laat yr during my endoscopy the gasteroenterologist duscoveredcthat my esophagus was twisted & the outlet leading out of my stomach had twisted. My digestion had slowed, they suspect the 1st surgeon had damaged my vagus nerve during the surgery. Dec. of 2016 i had my nissen fundoplication revision surgery. I am glad i did. The surgeon found that my stomach wasnt just sitting in my chest but had grown attached to my pericardium. He was able to carefully disect my chest, & close the defect in my hiatus & relocate my stomach to my abdomen. I have thoroughly enjoyed your vlogs that i have recently found. I know allot of people dont understand what it is like having to deal with multiple medical issues at the same time. Thank you for your willingness to give people a glimpse at what you have to do on a daily basis to live. I know with what i had to contend with over the last decade some family & friends said i was doing it for attention or i am stillbsick?
I just watched this! Thank you jaquie! I've medically withdrawn 2 times and I'm taking a different path too! I believe in you!
Thank you for talking about this subject! I'm a junior in high school and I've been debating on what I should do when I'm older. I was really want to be a research scientist or I want to go into pathology as a career, but as I am getting older my joints are failing me, my back is getting worse, and I am in need of about a min of 5 surgeries in the next 5-6 years. It's been really conflicting and confusing and I still don't really know what to do. However, as you said "we need to put our health first before education."
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Your video where you list and describe all your illnesses is very good. Your personality, manner, voice, gestures all added to the video and made it both informative and easy to listen to. I'm struggling a bit with words as I don't want to say I "enjoyed" it. Maybe I should just say that I could watch and listen to you for hours without getting bored or restless. I think a career relating to these talents would be something you would be great at.
You've made a hard but good decision for yourself. I also had to take temporary withdrawal from university and it wasn't easy. I felt like I'd failed. But I did some cool stuff in the time I was away and when I went back I lived with new people who were amazing and made some great friends and I was in a much better position to do my work well. You'll get back to your degree and hopefully you'll be doing much better :)
Man Jaquie, I can only imagine how hard it is to have to stop schooling. It makes you feel really defeated when you have to stop something you love for your health. I really wanted to get into running and track but because of an inflamed sesamoid, I couldn't without extreme pain. But, I didn't get the help I needed which caused me still run, but in extreme pain. Now, I can't run more then a mile without not being able to walk on the flat of my foot, even large amounts of walking put me into extreme pain. But, now that I've stopped I've pushed a passion for music and art, so now I'm only at a slight risk for any surgery pertaining to my pain, though I still have to do physical therapy to correct my walking, which is causing the inflammation. It sucks, especially when you've walked one way your whole life, it causes you absolutely unbearable pain to walk like, have a risk of 2 separate surgeries, and have to retrain yourself how to walk right :/ Even with all that, I'll still suffer from chronic pain for the rest of my life. So, even though having to stop really sucks, it's what's best, and I 100% support and appreciate everything you do. Thank you for being someone I can relate to for my chronic pain ❤
Jaquie i feel bad for you that you had to take yourself out of your course at this time but that doesnt mean that its the end. It could be the start of an amazing beginning. You are a wonderful communicator and an amazing lady all i can do is wish you the best and tell you how much i value what you add to my day. You add a LOT. Love and thanks always xx
All in time! Loving your videos though. Y'all are so sweet and great with each ither. You have great communication skills. Very informed about your medical health. Very informative to us. You have taught Harlow very well also. Perhaps something along that area. Teaching others what you know and showing positivity. Idk it would be something for the moment and i think rewarding as well. Much love from S. Texas ~Patty
Dear Jaquie, I have learned that everything happens for a reason. I think you will do great in anything you decide to do as long as you love what you do. Chin up 😉
I'm so sorry you had to make such a tough decision. You are so strong and inspiring to your viewers. Thank you for always being a fighter and inspiring others to fight through whatever tough situations they find themselves in
You gotta do what you gotta do. I'm rooting for you Jaquie. My major in college was Communication. There isn't as much test taking as much as there is paper writing. While I know that every Autistic is different, I personally LOVE researching stuff. It's my bread and butter. And communication has A LOT of researching going on. It's the bomb. ^_^
i was put on home bound when i started having attacks during school and it was the best decision for my health. stay strong!
Glad you're doing what's best for your health. I'm a comm major in school and I absolutely love it! The classes are super fun and interesting. Plus now you have a whole semester to figure out what to do :)
You would be SUCH a GOOD therapist, Jaquie! I'd love having you help me with my difficulties, you are SO positive!
I like psych but I would not be a good therapist. I lack empathy and understanding others emotions because of my autism. But I like psych so I majored in that as it was reccomended for OT school :)