Dude this had me BAWLING. Your story telling and video editing is SO captivating. I'm so thankful you and Paige have been able to adventure and to take the time you need. What a beautiful way to honour his memory
Although I'm older, as was my father, I know this loss personally. I moved my parents from the desert to the city more than 10yrs ago. I got them a place just a few blocks from my place so I could help out my sister who quit her job and moved in with my parents full time. Things were going really well for everyone for a couple years then dad's health started to decline. He went on palliative care for another year or so, then on to hospice. Sadly the apartment I got for my parents went up for sale and we were struggling finding a wheelchair accessible place for them. We ended up buying them a mobile home right on the bay and this allowed us to make all the modifications we needed for dad, and gave my mom a new place to make her own while she starts thinking about creating a new life without my dad. I'm so glad we were able to be there for dad, caring for him and spending as much time as possible with him. My dad was a war veteran, and after serving in the military both parents were civil service, still working for the Navy department. My dad was a strict parent, the rules were firm and you always knew where you stood with dad. But at the same time he was fair. We have family meetings where all 5 kids got to give their opinions about family decisions, mostly about where his next assignment would take us. They always said they might not do what we wanted them to do, but it would certainly be a part of their decision making. I never really appreciated how lucky I was to have the parents I got till I was in bootcamp at the age of 19, hearing all the stories of other recruits family life, or lack of family life. So much chaos and disfunction, abuse and lack of affection and simple respect for another human being. I always had that with my parents, and I didn't appreciate how fortunate I was until I learned more about the lives of others. My dad and I didn't really talk about personal things, not until the very end of his life. He'd never talked about his war experience in Korea , I knew he was shot because I grew up seeing the scars on his back and neck, but I though he was lucky because he wasn't suffering like so many others have. What I found out was how much he'd kept quiet about, and how much he suffered mentally and emotionally because of his experiences. I learned why he did so many of the things he did, why he was so strict and wanted us to have so much self-discipline . As painful as our loss is, we are the lucky ones. We had parents who loved us, who sacrificed for us, who helped us to be better human beings, helped us to not be afraid of hard work and to challenge ourselves. To always remind us that we are capable and worthy. We are lucky to have parents who loved us enough, who we loved enough, that we will miss them ALWAYS. Now, I'm helping to care for my mom. My sister still lives with her, she drops her off at my house Monday - Friday, so she can go to work, and I spend time with mom. They my sister picks her up and they go back to their place at night. Mom is almost 90yrs old now, she has a touch of dementia, she visually and hearing impaired. Mom and I were never close while I was growing up, we were very different and she didn't get me anymore than I got her. It is weird that the two "kids" that have ended up being there for my parents, especially mom, are the one's she didn't approve of most of our lives. By "approve of", I mean the life decisions we made. What is so cool now, is over the last few years, spending so much time with mom, I've gotten to know her, know why she thinks the way she does and the things that have happened to her that helped for her opinions and outlook on life. Mom is a religious person, I will never be that. I know more now about why she's turned to her religion, and she has a level of appreciation of why I choose not to belong to the church, or any other religion. In so many ways, these last days, weeks, months and years are a gift. If your heart is open to it, even in the presence of illness and death there can be so much healing for everyone too. Take care of yourself, you are a lucky man to have had your father in your life, I'm so sorry you lost him so early in your life, as well as his own life.
Derek, thank-you for sharing this story with me. I teared up reading this. You're clearly a wonderful and thoughtful son. The perspective and presence you have shown in this time with your mother is very special. I appreciate you sharing this with us and your support is not lost on us! We are happy to have you hear with us 💛
I’m so sorry. So proud of you guys! My grandfather passed away December 28th 2022 from stage 4 liver cancer. He passed 1 day after his 76th birthday, in his bed with his wife of 50 years. So sad but yet so grateful that he was home when he passed, because that’s what he wanted, he was a truck driver for 40 odd years. I have a few pictures ! But I also have a vehicle he was working on and now I’m trying to get it running for him so I can paint it with his ashes in his honor.
I can fully relate to what you have been through. In January just coming up to 5 years ago, I had a mental breakdown (High stress/high pressure work) and had to give up work. 2 months later my daughter returned to New Zealand with end stage kidney failure. Being an O- blood type, she needed an O blood type donour. After a lot of tests, it was decided I was a suitable donour, at age 64. Then, because of covid, the transplant was put off, and put off again. Finally, after 2 years on dialysis, the operation went ahead. My mother died 3 weeks after our transplant operation. My daughter is now doing very well, and I also recovered fully. Then. in January of this year, I suffered a massive heart attack. The heart specialists have told me that the only reason I survived, is because I was healthy (not fit, but healthy). Now, 11 months later I am back to living/travelling in my caravan, but only have 35% heart function, so get tired very easily. One never knows what is going to happen in the next second/minute/day/month..... So make the most of your time and live your life the way you want while you can.
Wow thank-you for sharing this story. It sounds like you have had some real life challenges, but from them you have gain so much perspective and strength. I'm sorry for the loss of your mother, and I'm so happy your daughter has improved. I wish you good health as you caravan and live your life to the absolute fullest 💛
I Lost my Dad to Cancer also, back in 1974, I was 12. You never get over a Loss of a Loved one. We will always carry them in our hearts and memories. I was crying right along with you at the end of your video. So happy you got to spend that time with your Dad and that you have that precious photo of him and yourself, to take along with you, on your guys journey. Love and Hugs to you both. Love the Van build.
Thank you so much for your kind words. Losing a loved one is never easy, but it's comforting to know that we're not alone in our grief. I'm grateful for the time I had with my dad and the memories we made. Sending love to you as well!
I know how it feels loosing a parent unexpectedly and way too young. The picture you mum gave to you is so precious and fits perfectly in your van. You so right, life is a glimpse and should be lived in the fullest. Enjoy your journey, life and nature. For sure your dad is very proud of you. 🌹👋🏽
Sorry for your loss, Colin. My dad passed away when I was young, so I could relate to everything you said. Life is so precious and fragile indeed, so let’s cherish it and make the most out if it. Looking forward to seeing your journey on the road!❤
So sorry for the loss of your father but so glad you had time to share in his journey. I’m sure it was a great comfort to your parents to have you close by during his illness and death. I know you will keep his love and memory with you the rest of your life. Thank you for sharing your story.
Life is RARELY as we plan. With the 20:20 vision in the rear view mirror, now all the delays that were so frustrating at the time served you and gave you something far more precious. We never know, and when the plan is not happening, ther is often times a wholly different plan coming into the picture.
so happy to see you fysically cherish the memorie of your dad. and know that makes him not go away but be in your memories with you for ever. beautifull to see ❤
As I Sit here wiping the tears It brings me to remember the time the years. I got to spend with my father till his passing. They Are such very precious Times to keep close to your heart. Glad to see you back. Page is looking so sweet on camera. I'm looking forward to seeing your adventures to come. We'll be there with you. ❤
I've just come across this video. you were where you were meant to be at that time. you got to say goodbye to the most influential man in your life. He'd want you to do what makes you happy, You made him proud, please continue to do so & remember all the amazing times you shared when things get tough. I came back from my travels as I sensed something was not quite right with a family member rather than continue on my travels, & then my Dad too got sick and I got to share some amazing memories. Take care, be safe.
Colin & Paige I've missed you both!!! Fantastic story telling, editing & friends. Cancer sucks-I'm thankful you spent time with your family before your fathers passing. Paige, your voice is so soothing. I cried even harder when you came up behind Colin to comfort him while he was showing the precious picture of he & his father. Take care of one another. Looking forward to future videos. ❤❤
This reminds me of the passing of my father in law during COVID from brain cancer. Your father’s immortality lies in the life he gave you to live. Go out and be his flag to plant. All the best from another Barrie boy.
I am so sorry for your loss! I’m glad you got to spend precious time with your Dad before he passed! Wishing you all the best on your adventure together, can’t wait to watch it unfold!
It's obvious that you had an incredible father. It's obvious that you were an incredible son to him. I have a feeling your dad wouldn't want you to cry over his loss but to celebrate the life he lived. And what I mean by celebrate is live. Your life, just like you would have only may be a little bit more purposely. Because you do know how precious life is. He's going to be rolling down every highway and back road with you. But this time he's going to be able to quite literally spread his wings. ❤ your lucky to have had such a great dad! ❤
You will never forget that time, life is different when you lose a parent or parents when you're young. Im sure every once in a while your dad will tap you on the shoulder and let you know he's still keeping an eye on you and he's ok. Your doing it right life passes in the blink of an eye, one day your twenty thinking every one else is older then all of the sudden your 50 and wonder how it happened. My parents were both gone early from cancer and I have appreciated every moment of my life at a level those who haven't been through it can understand. Good luck on the road.
Wow thank-you for sharing these kind words. You have a refreshing perspective that can only be taught from life's many experiences. We are wishing you the absolute best. Thank-you for your support 💛
Wow. Yes, so fragile, so short, so precious. I am thankful for this video, Colin and Paige, and grateful to be able to see you live your lives, honouring the things you have learned at such a young age. Here's to more lessons, more journeys, more shared community and love.
Your Dad will always be with you in your heart and memories. I’m sure he’ll be visiting you in spirit from time to time on your adventures. Thanks for the reminder of how precious and fragile life is. I’ve lost both my parents now, one to cancer and the other to heart attack so I know what you’re going through. Sending hugs to you both 🫂
Hello to you. My name is Sébastien and i didn't see any of your video. Today I saw one of your videos for the first time, and I was deeply touched by it. I come from a large family, I had 21 uncles and aunts, so many cousins. But also a lot of deaths, trought life, illness or accidents and I know how hard that is. as I sincerely sympathize, and with all my prayers, my love for life, and for your lives, I send you all my good vibes of well-being on this December 24, 2023. Lots of love from me, Sébastien, Auvergne in France
That was hilarious @ around 3:24 when your Dad touched Paige’s leg and scared her! I am the same way when someone surprises me! I am thinking of you two, as well as your Mom and other family and friends, as you navigate the loss of your father. I am so glad you were able to be with him & put that as a priority over your van build & travels. I know he will be with you, as you travel & that you will jeep your memories close to you. I hope he sends you little signs that he is with you. This was a wonderful vlog filled with so much craftsmanship and help from old friends and new friends. Love your storytelling style! The van looks amazing! 💥🫶🙏🏼💛
My husband of 20 years (he is just 40) was just diagnosed with stage 4 skin cancer. I'm not sure why I saw this video. But I needed this cry more than anything. Scary times coming for my family. It's good to know I'm not alone.
I am so sorry for you and your family in the loss of your father. I am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason and the delays on your van build were just that for you. Thiss allowed you to be there for your dad and your family. I had a "happens for a reason" in 2021 that allowed me to spend the last few months of my mom's life with her, being there for her and my dad. I would never have been able to have been there for them if I my "happens for a reason" had not occurred. While I was upset at the time it happened, I am very blessed and grateful that it did.happen. God bless you and your family and prayers for all of you.
Stay strong.. don't let these setbacks end your passion for life and doing what you want.. if this painful time does anything positive.. let it remind you how short life is and you should do exactly what's right for you and exactly what makes you happy.. and as little of the rest as possible! Heads up.. stay strong.. love, light , and joy sent your way..!
What a beautiful bittersweet story. My wife and I started on the Tiny House On Wheels journey back in March 2021. We hired a local professional tiny house builder to build our 8&1/2 foot wide and 20 foot long tiny house. Because of supply issues, taking care of sick parents and in-laws, the unexpected death of his daughter and many other road bumps, it took our builder 2&1/2 years to finish our house. Our builder finally finished in August 2023. My wife and I have now been in our Tiny House On Wheels for 5 months and we are loving it and it has been worth the 2&1/2 year long wait. Best of luck on your journey!!!
Another beautiful video and glad to see your progress and so sad for loss of Colin’s dad. Y’all always share words of wisdom and encouragement for living life. Let your good times roll.
In the blink of a firefly it will pass us by................... so so true. I am glad the universe lined things up so you were there. Out of your sadness will come strength. Losing a parent is not easy, you are never the same, somehow the very fabric of who you are is forever changed in ways that you continually become aware of. We are who we are because of our parents and just getting to know you through your videos I can tell your Dad was Captain Awesome. Go Gently Colin and Paige xox
Oh wow this was such a wonderful and sweet message. You're right, I'll never be the same. The photo hanging in the van is a reminder of him, but more importantly, to take life on with a sense of presence, gratitude and appreciation 💛 we appreciate your support
You’ve got it right guys. The way to live is to live on your terms and collect memories and experiences. The pain will get easier and your followers support you. The universe slowed you down so you wouldn’t miss this very important opportunity with your father. Now go live…every.day.to.the.fullest!
I feel for you bud I also lost my mother to cancer and was sitting holding her hand when she passed away. It is an awful feeling but you learn to not think of the bad but all the wonderful memories you have.. Fantastic video don't ever lose it. God Bless from your Canadian Friend.
I don’t know how this video made it to my feed, I don’t know you, I don’t think I have ever seen a video from you. This hit the feels. I left a job of 7+ years to be my fathers caretaker. Unfortunately he never came home. I can relate to that kind of pain. As I type through my own tears seeing this, I wish nothing but the best for you and family. keep the good in your heart. I’m sure nothing but pride is looked down to you from your father.
This is so kind of you to share with us. I'm sorry for your loss as well. We are really happy you stumbled on this video and we want to thank you for being here with us!
Never watched your channel because I thought it might be click bait van life in the beginning. I'm glad that UA-cam kept recommending your channel because I should have not judged this book by the book store! watched some of your videos and I'm refreshed by your perspective, Im glad I got to see what you guys are doing, inspiring :)
Hey guys, I’m only about 10 minutes in the video I’m a 57-year-old guy and I’m not handy at all but here’s what I learned in life get an idea in your mind of what you think it will take in time or dollars. OK now double that times it by two add 100 then x that by four and then go with that estimate. That should have you covered at least pretty close. I can’t wait to watch the rest of your video. Good luck.
Oh, Dear Lord, this had me sobbing. Your respect and love for your father were honorable. Enjoy your journey, embrace what you have found with your beautiful lady, and live life in peace.
I kept checking your channel since that last video. I am broken and so sorry for your loss. Your father is shining through you truly. I was so glad to see you both and saw when your van was at Vanwives, but still no vlogs now I understand. Missed you both so much. I pray we see you more now as your vlogging as another brilliant talent of your Colin. I thank God for giving you Paige to support you. Xx
Colin as long as you hold those precious memories of the time spent with your dad and your family your father will always be there in your times of need, standing beside you couching you in life's special journeys! Thank you and Paige for allowing us to share in his celebration of life. God Bless! Stay Well Stay Safe and Enjoy Every Day
Wow. Thanks for reading us in. I knew you guys were really good at telling a story. This is brutally real and life on life’s terms. Thanks for sharing so much of this journey. I was reminded the other day that we are all counting our days. The courage to see the bigger picture is heartbreaking and seeing the pic was like creating lifetime of memories through the pain. I’m speechless.
Oh Colin I am so sorry, I didn't know about your dad. You sure did the right thing. Life is too short. That is the tragedy of humanity. These huge brains and the lifespan of a gnat.
Thank-you for supporting us 💛 I think it's important to connect with our mortality, as its what gives so much to this precious time here, let's make it count!
Oh guys! So sorry for your loss. I am glad you took the time you needed to be with your dad. Happy to see you both again and looking forward to your future videos. Love and be safe!🤗😘🎄🇻🇪
Gosh I LOVE the way you make your videos! The storytelling is insane!! Worth waiting a year for We too have parents who are unwell with the same and we totally understand the feeling. It’s so conflicting and hard when you have plans and these things pop up, but as you know it all happens for a reason and you got the time you would have missed. Excited to watch the rest of your journey 😊😊
Thanks for watching Josie. I'm sorry to hear about your parents and hope they improve, and hope you can spend some quality time with them 💛 Appreciate you and will be following your journey too! Maybe we need to adventure in some wild place one day!!
Colin and Paige,I am old enough to be your Grandma.I cried with you.On this channel that was my first video seen so I subscribed,I don't text often but I will be watching every post.💌💌
I'm sorry for your Loss. Glad to see you are back. Take it a day at a time and you will get through it. Love your story. Remember Life is beautiful Share a little love with the whole wide world and the World will share it's Love with you.
This was breathtaking, and had me crying at multiple points. Your story telling is incredible. Thank you for sharing this with us and I am so sorry for your loss ❤
This must have been such a difficult video for you two to post❤️ I know your dad is smiling while guiding and watching over your journey❤️ Hugs my friend
I lost my dad five years ago and nothing prepares you for it bc they are such a rooted, strong tree in our lives & when they go, it shakes up everything. You have found purpose, reflection, and clarity in your grief & have recognized the people still around you, loving on you & cheering you on. Grief never ends, but if we are open & supported during it, we will learn many valuable lessons and the love we have for others and life itself grows leaps & bounds. Best wishes to you all. Go have your adventures!
Thank you for sharing Colin. I agree with you, until some tragedy hits us we don't truly understand the fragility of life. In late October I received my cancer diagnosis, I had 1 day to decide to have extremely risky surgery to safe my (or end)my life. I had my surgery in November and now in very long recovery having to depend on the kindness of others to help me 24/7. I've gotten through the worst time in my life by listening to stories like yours to not feel alone. You are a gift, the friendship & support in your life is a testament to your beautiful soul. Wishing you all the best.
Oh wow, thank-you for sharing this with us. Such a difficult challenge you are facing, we are wishing you the speediest recovery on your healing journey. Our thoughts and support are with you 💛💛
Life is so short and we can’t buy more time when ever I hear a story like this it is always a reminder to be greatful that I still have my parents and that I shouldn’t take it for granted 😢 I am sorry for you loss. What a wonderful memory and memories I’m sure you get to carry with you ❤
I'm so sorry u lost your father. Your UA-cam family understand why u needed time away family comes first. know how it feels to lose someone so close to you. Much love to u guys from Wollongong Australia 🇦🇺 I cried when I saw your photo with your dad. I wish you both every happiness and huge hugs ❤
Soooooo Beautiful … I was with my father when he passed at 56 with a volatile cancer and remember all the immense emotions of it all… You are so blessed to know how precious those and all moments are and you and Paige are masterful storytellers. Your first video is what started my vanlife dreaming and watching and how I found Vanwives and Max and Occy. Your Perseverance and Continuance Give Us Strength to keep going with our Dreams no matter what Life puts in our Way💕🙏♥️🙏💕🏁 Thank You♥️♥️
Thank-you for your kind words of support. I'm sorry about your father 💛 we are blown away they you found us first, then those two channels, usually it's the other ways around 😅 thanks for being here
Welcome back! Thanks, for those of us who live vicariously through you two! If you're ever cruising through the Texas hill country, please stop in. We have plenty of room for a van that was beautifully built with much love. Hugs guys.
Thankyou for sharing. We were all in tears at the end. We loved the story and wish you well on the future. Your van is well thought-out and an inspiration for my 90% finished van.
Thank-you so much for your support. We love the way our van turned out, and in the new year we are going to share a van tour for you 💛 It's really cool hearing we inspired a build (when really Vanwives inspired our build 😂). Sending love
I'm really sorry to here about your dad, hope you and the rest of your family are doing well. I lost my mum earlier this year due to old age. All the best to you Paige and the rest of you family.
You have no idea how excited I was to see your face in my feed first thing this morning. I have many favorite channels, but yours has always been at the top. Your absence has been deeply felt and I knew something more important that YT was consuming your attention. The tragedy and loss is for those left behind. Those that have moved on are in the best place ever. And, they are still with you. Thank you so much for coming back and answering the questions that have kept me wondering. I'd see glimpses of your presence in the VanWives videos and at least knew you were still breathing. Colin and Paige ... welcome back. Sorry for your loss, but so elated for your return. My van isn't finished either. But, then I'm an old woman with no budget doing it alone without help. I'll get there eventually. Please, I hope you will be posting more as you have time/energy and heart. 💜
Thank-you for your support. I'm blown away by your kindness and saying we are one of your favourite channels 🤗 wishing you the best on your van journey 🙏
An absolute beautiful and heartfelt video Colin and Paige. Thank-you for being real and venerable. We also believe in things happen for a reason. And those final moments with Dad you will forever treasure and be grateful for. In our prayers always. ♥️🙏🏻♥️
Even though you didn't have to, thank you for sharing your heartache in this video. Losing a parent is hard. Hope to meet you on the road and share some laughs.
@@colinandpaige that's why I always try to remember it's not always the Big adventures but sometimes the littlest and simplest things they can bring you the most joy
You have terrific memories and no regrets. Thankfully you were able to be there. I’m going through something similar right now. I was booked on a cruise Dec 24 and then going to travel the southern US for 2 months. My mom got sick 2 weeks ago and has was diagnosed with stage 4 pancreatic cancer and liver cancer. She is now palliative being moved to hospice care. I am so great full I am here. Colin and Paige ❤❤ smile and laugh when you see something your dad would like.
Oh wow Joanne. I'm emotional writing this. I feel the weight you are feeling right now. But what really struck a chord in me is your perspective on being so present with your mother. Savor these moments with her 💛 We wish you peace and strength through this difficult time.
Colin, my condolences on the passing of your dad. I hope looking at that picture of you both sitting on the roof of your van brings you peace or at the very least brings a smile to your face. Take of yourself and enjoy the journey.
YOU honour him everyday by being the beautiful soul that is within YOU and like all your loyal community members....found tears of joy at celebrating your fathers Life ( A life well lived)....and look forward to more videos when time alots!!! (I found your channel obviously through your time with the Van Wives.....and I am sure there will be a time when we see you together enjoying the fruits of your labour!!! As for your Angels ( you know who you are....it is a lesson of love thats for sure!! Be safe and happy trails!! Warmest of regards, 1000 islands Canada
This is such a sweet and thoughtful message. We appreciate you and the support you shared. We feel the love and support from you and the community today💛 thank-you
May memories of your dad continue to comfort you as you adjust to your loss. I’d never heard your metaphor of life being but a blink of a lightening bug/firefly. Even after being in the “death business” as a hospice chaplain for 30 years. It is so good to see you and Paige and your van. Safe travels and be well. ❤❤❤
Very genuine and honest… a video capturing the impact family needs to have in our everyday lives. You’ll never regret putting family first like you did this past year.
A lovely tribute to your father. You were incredibly blessed to be able to spend that time with him, and to have the memories that you have. I applaud you for putting your family first.
For some reason this video came up on my page. It was a amazing video. The emotion of this video is insane. I'm sorry for your lost and i hope you find a way to keep going. Please remember the people we lost are always there in your memories. I bet your dad was proud of you and showing the passion in this project shows strong will and how he knew you were ready for the real world. I know this wont matter alot but you just got a subscribe from me :) Keep making videos when you feel your able to and do not push your self to hard.
Wow thank-you for your support and kind words. You do matter very much, your support matters a lot. We appreciate you and the time you have spent watching our story 💛
A beautiful, authentic, heartfelt tribute to your Dad. He is with you always and enjoying the wonderful adventure you and Paige are experiencing. So happy to see you back. 🤗
Dude this had me BAWLING. Your story telling and video editing is SO captivating. I'm so thankful you and Paige have been able to adventure and to take the time you need. What a beautiful way to honour his memory
Thank-you, sending love B 💛
Although I'm older, as was my father, I know this loss personally. I moved my parents from the desert to the city more than 10yrs ago. I got them a place just a few blocks from my place so I could help out my sister who quit her job and moved in with my parents full time. Things were going really well for everyone for a couple years then dad's health started to decline. He went on palliative care for another year or so, then on to hospice. Sadly the apartment I got for my parents went up for sale and we were struggling finding a wheelchair accessible place for them. We ended up buying them a mobile home right on the bay and this allowed us to make all the modifications we needed for dad, and gave my mom a new place to make her own while she starts thinking about creating a new life without my dad. I'm so glad we were able to be there for dad, caring for him and spending as much time as possible with him. My dad was a war veteran, and after serving in the military both parents were civil service, still working for the Navy department. My dad was a strict parent, the rules were firm and you always knew where you stood with dad. But at the same time he was fair. We have family meetings where all 5 kids got to give their opinions about family decisions, mostly about where his next assignment would take us. They always said they might not do what we wanted them to do, but it would certainly be a part of their decision making. I never really appreciated how lucky I was to have the parents I got till I was in bootcamp at the age of 19, hearing all the stories of other recruits family life, or lack of family life. So much chaos and disfunction, abuse and lack of affection and simple respect for another human being. I always had that with my parents, and I didn't appreciate how fortunate I was until I learned more about the lives of others. My dad and I didn't really talk about personal things, not until the very end of his life. He'd never talked about his war experience in Korea , I knew he was shot because I grew up seeing the scars on his back and neck, but I though he was lucky because he wasn't suffering like so many others have. What I found out was how much he'd kept quiet about, and how much he suffered mentally and emotionally because of his experiences. I learned why he did so many of the things he did, why he was so strict and wanted us to have so much self-discipline . As painful as our loss is, we are the lucky ones. We had parents who loved us, who sacrificed for us, who helped us to be better human beings, helped us to not be afraid of hard work and to challenge ourselves. To always remind us that we are capable and worthy. We are lucky to have parents who loved us enough, who we loved enough, that we will miss them ALWAYS. Now, I'm helping to care for my mom. My sister still lives with her, she drops her off at my house Monday - Friday, so she can go to work, and I spend time with mom. They my sister picks her up and they go back to their place at night. Mom is almost 90yrs old now, she has a touch of dementia, she visually and hearing impaired. Mom and I were never close while I was growing up, we were very different and she didn't get me anymore than I got her. It is weird that the two "kids" that have ended up being there for my parents, especially mom, are the one's she didn't approve of most of our lives. By "approve of", I mean the life decisions we made. What is so cool now, is over the last few years, spending so much time with mom, I've gotten to know her, know why she thinks the way she does and the things that have happened to her that helped for her opinions and outlook on life. Mom is a religious person, I will never be that. I know more now about why she's turned to her religion, and she has a level of appreciation of why I choose not to belong to the church, or any other religion. In so many ways, these last days, weeks, months and years are a gift. If your heart is open to it, even in the presence of illness and death there can be so much healing for everyone too. Take care of yourself, you are a lucky man to have had your father in your life, I'm so sorry you lost him so early in your life, as well as his own life.
Derek, thank-you for sharing this story with me. I teared up reading this. You're clearly a wonderful and thoughtful son. The perspective and presence you have shown in this time with your mother is very special. I appreciate you sharing this with us and your support is not lost on us! We are happy to have you hear with us 💛
I’m so sorry. So proud of you guys!
My grandfather passed away December 28th 2022 from stage 4 liver cancer.
He passed 1 day after his 76th birthday, in his bed with his wife of 50 years.
So sad but yet so grateful that he was home when he passed, because that’s what he wanted, he was a truck driver for 40 odd years.
I have a few pictures ! But I also have a vehicle he was working on and now I’m trying to get it running for him so I can paint it with his ashes in his honor.
I am sorry for your loss. It sound like he lived a beautiful life! Wow, what a way to honor him with that car
I can fully relate to what you have been through. In January just coming up to 5 years ago, I had a mental breakdown (High stress/high pressure work) and had to give up work. 2 months later my daughter returned to New Zealand with end stage kidney failure. Being an O- blood type, she needed an O blood type donour. After a lot of tests, it was decided I was a suitable donour, at age 64. Then, because of covid, the transplant was put off, and put off again. Finally, after 2 years on dialysis, the operation went ahead. My mother died 3 weeks after our transplant operation. My daughter is now doing very well, and I also recovered fully.
Then. in January of this year, I suffered a massive heart attack. The heart specialists have told me that the only reason I survived, is because I was healthy (not fit, but healthy). Now, 11 months later I am back to living/travelling in my caravan, but only have 35% heart function, so get tired very easily.
One never knows what is going to happen in the next second/minute/day/month..... So make the most of your time and live your life the way you want while you can.
Wow thank-you for sharing this story. It sounds like you have had some real life challenges, but from them you have gain so much perspective and strength. I'm sorry for the loss of your mother, and I'm so happy your daughter has improved. I wish you good health as you caravan and live your life to the absolute fullest 💛
I Lost my Dad to Cancer also, back in 1974, I was 12. You never get over a Loss of a Loved one. We will always carry them in our hearts and memories. I was crying right along with you at the end of your video. So happy you got to spend that time with your Dad and that you have that precious photo of him and yourself, to take along with you, on your guys journey. Love and Hugs to you both. Love the Van build.
Thank you so much for your kind words. Losing a loved one is never easy, but it's comforting to know that we're not alone in our grief. I'm grateful for the time I had with my dad and the memories we made. Sending love to you as well!
I know how it feels loosing a parent unexpectedly and way too young. The picture you mum gave to you is so precious and fits perfectly in your van. You so right, life is a glimpse and should be lived in the fullest. Enjoy your journey, life and nature. For sure your dad is very proud of you. 🌹👋🏽
Thank-you for sharing these kind words. We appreciate you very much 🙏🏻
Sorry for your loss, Colin. My dad passed away when I was young, so I could relate to everything you said. Life is so precious and fragile indeed, so let’s cherish it and make the most out if it. Looking forward to seeing your journey on the road!❤
Thank-you for your support 💛
So sorry for the loss of your father but so glad you had time to share in his journey. I’m sure it was a great comfort to your parents to have you close by during his illness and death. I know you will keep his love and memory with you the rest of your life. Thank you for sharing your story.
Thank-you for being here with us, we appreciate you 💛😊
I am so sorry for your loss.
You were blessed to have time with your Father.
Thank you for sharing your story.
Thanks so much for being here with us 😊
Life is RARELY as we plan. With the 20:20 vision in the rear view mirror, now all the delays that were so frustrating at the time served you and gave you something far more precious. We never know, and when the plan is not happening, ther is often times a wholly different plan coming into the picture.
Absolutely. Thank-you for watching and supporting us 💛
so happy to see you fysically cherish the memorie of your dad. and know that makes him not go away but be in your memories with you for ever. beautifull to see
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Thanks for your support and watching 🙏
As I Sit here wiping the tears It brings me to remember the time the years. I got to spend with my father till his passing. They Are such very precious Times to keep close to your heart.
Glad to see you back. Page is looking so sweet on camera. I'm looking forward to seeing your adventures to come. We'll be there with you. ❤
It's so precious, difficult time but important that we got to be present with them. Thanks for your support 💛
I've just come across this video. you were where you were meant to be at that time. you got to say goodbye to the most influential man in your life. He'd want you to do what makes you happy, You made him proud, please continue to do so & remember all the amazing times you shared when things get tough.
I came back from my travels as I sensed something was not quite right with a family member rather than continue on my travels, & then my Dad too got sick and I got to share some amazing memories. Take care, be safe.
Thank-you for your kind words of support. I appreciate you sharing this story and I am so happy you got to spend that time so present 💛
Colin & Paige
I've missed you both!!!
Fantastic story telling, editing & friends.
Cancer sucks-I'm thankful you spent time with your family before your fathers passing.
Paige, your voice is so soothing. I cried even harder when you came up behind Colin to comfort him while he was showing the precious picture of he & his father. Take care of one another. Looking forward to future videos. ❤❤
We appreciate your kind words and being here with us 💛
Sorry to hear about your dad Collin. My dad died in March. Glad to have both of you back though. Take care of yourselves. Love ya.
This reminds me of the passing of my father in law during COVID from brain cancer. Your father’s immortality lies in the life he gave you to live. Go out and be his flag to plant. All the best from another Barrie boy.
Thank-you for your support 💛
I am so sorry for your loss! I’m glad you got to spend precious time with your Dad before he passed! Wishing you all the best on your adventure together, can’t wait to watch it unfold!
Thank-you for being here Emma 💛
It's obvious that you had an incredible father. It's obvious that you were an incredible son to him. I have a feeling your dad wouldn't want you to cry over his loss but to celebrate the life he lived. And what I mean by celebrate is live. Your life, just like you would have only may be a little bit more purposely. Because you do know how precious life is. He's going to be rolling down every highway and back road with you. But this time he's going to be able to quite literally spread his wings. ❤ your lucky to have had such a great dad! ❤
This is so thoughtful, thank-you 💛 we appreciate your support so much. Got teary reading this 🙏
So beautifully said.
The picture of you and your dad is so precious. I am so sorry for your loss. Cherish your memories close to your heart.
Thank-you for your support 💛
😢Glad your back
We are too 💛
You will never forget that time, life is different when you lose a parent or parents when you're young. Im sure every once in a while your dad will tap you on the shoulder and let you know he's still keeping an eye on you and he's ok. Your doing it right life passes in the blink of an eye, one day your twenty thinking every one else is older then all of the sudden your 50 and wonder how it happened. My parents were both gone early from cancer and I have appreciated every moment of my life at a level those who haven't been through it can understand. Good luck on the road.
Wow thank-you for sharing these kind words. You have a refreshing perspective that can only be taught from life's many experiences. We are wishing you the absolute best. Thank-you for your support 💛
Wow. Yes, so fragile, so short, so precious. I am thankful for this video, Colin and Paige, and grateful to be able to see you live your lives, honouring the things you have learned at such a young age. Here's to more lessons, more journeys, more shared community and love.
Thanks for being here with us Jona 😊🙏💛
This was a beautiful way to honour his memory, love the way you put this video together. Life is to short, just live and be kind.
You're exactly right. Thank-you for being here with us 💛
Your Dad will always be with you in your heart and memories. I’m sure he’ll be visiting you in spirit from time to time on your adventures. Thanks for the reminder of how precious and fragile life is. I’ve lost both my parents now, one to cancer and the other to heart attack so I know what you’re going through. Sending hugs to you both 🫂
Thank-you for your kind words of support. We appreciate you being here with us 💕
Hello to you. My name is Sébastien and i didn't see any of your video. Today I saw one of your videos for the first time, and I was deeply touched by it. I come from a large family, I had 21 uncles and aunts, so many cousins. But also a lot of deaths, trought life, illness or accidents and I know how hard that is. as I sincerely sympathize, and with all my prayers, my love for life, and for your lives, I send you all my good vibes of well-being on this December 24, 2023. Lots of love from me, Sébastien, Auvergne in France
Thank-you for watching and supporting 💛 I'm sorry for your losses
That was hilarious @ around 3:24 when your Dad touched Paige’s leg and scared her! I am the same way when someone surprises me! I am thinking of you two, as well as your Mom and other family and friends, as you navigate the loss of your father. I am so glad you were able to be with him & put that as a priority over your van build & travels. I know he will be with you, as you travel & that you will jeep your memories close to you. I hope he sends you little signs that he is with you. This was a wonderful vlog filled with so much craftsmanship and help from old friends and new friends. Love your storytelling style! The van looks amazing! 💥🫶🙏🏼💛
Thank-you for your kind words of support. We really appreciate you being here with us 💕
Keep doing what you love and remember to honour him
Everyday. He was my guy. Thanks for being here 💛
Glad to see you back. Time to heal, remember and live. Thanks for sharing. Peace!
Thank-you Lynne! 🙏😊
My husband of 20 years (he is just 40) was just diagnosed with stage 4 skin cancer.
I'm not sure why I saw this video.
But I needed this cry more than anything.
Scary times coming for my family.
It's good to know I'm not alone.
I'm so sorry to hear. Sending you health and strength during this fight. We are thinking of you today 💛
Now I’m crying! God bless you for being with your Dad
I’m so glad your channel came up… I’ll follow your new adventures and treasure your love for your dad…🥰🇨🇦
Thank-you for being here with us 💛
I am so sorry for you and your family in the loss of your father. I am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason and the delays on your van build were just that for you. Thiss allowed you to be there for your dad and your family. I had a "happens for a reason" in 2021 that allowed me to spend the last few months of my mom's life with her, being there for her and my dad. I would never have been able to have been there for them if I my "happens for a reason" had not occurred. While I was upset at the time it happened, I am very blessed and grateful that it did.happen. God bless you and your family and prayers for all of you.
Wow thank-you for sharing this story. You are exactly right, I was meant to be there 💛 thank-you for being here with us
Stay strong.. don't let these setbacks end your passion for life and doing what you want.. if this painful time does anything positive.. let it remind you how short life is and you should do exactly what's right for you and exactly what makes you happy.. and as little of the rest as possible! Heads up.. stay strong.. love, light , and joy sent your way..!
Thank-you so much for watching, we really appreciate the kind words of support 😊🙏🏻
Nice to see you again 😊
Good to see you ☺️💛
What a beautiful bittersweet story. My wife and I started on the Tiny House On Wheels journey back in March 2021. We hired a local professional tiny house builder to build our 8&1/2 foot wide and 20 foot long tiny house. Because of supply issues, taking care of sick parents and in-laws, the unexpected death of his daughter and many other road bumps, it took our builder 2&1/2 years to finish our house. Our builder finally finished in August 2023. My wife and I have now been in our Tiny House On Wheels for 5 months and we are loving it and it has been worth the 2&1/2 year long wait. Best of luck on your journey!!!
Awhhh well in glad that through all of those challenges you made it through. Thank-you for being here with us 💛
So beautiful. Thank you for sharing ❤
We appreciate you 💛
Losing a parent is horrible. Stay strong, he is looking down on you, proud.
Thank-you Brad. We appreciate you 😊🙏🏻
Another beautiful video and glad to see your progress and so sad for loss of Colin’s dad.
Y’all always share words of wisdom and encouragement for living life.
Let your good times roll.
Thank-you for being here Jack, your kind words mean a lot 💛
In the blink of a firefly it will pass us by................... so so true. I am glad the universe lined things up so you were there. Out of your sadness will come strength. Losing a parent is not easy, you are never the same, somehow the very fabric of who you are is forever changed in ways that you continually become aware of. We are who we are because of our parents and just getting to know you through your videos I can tell your Dad was Captain Awesome. Go Gently Colin and Paige xox
Oh wow this was such a wonderful and sweet message. You're right, I'll never be the same. The photo hanging in the van is a reminder of him, but more importantly, to take life on with a sense of presence, gratitude and appreciation 💛 we appreciate your support
You’ve got it right guys. The way to live is to live on your terms and collect memories and experiences. The pain will get easier and your followers support you. The universe slowed you down so you wouldn’t miss this very important opportunity with your father. Now go live…every.day.to.the.fullest!
Thank-you for your support and kind words. We are happy that you are here 😊
I'm so sorry for your loss. My heart and prayers go to you and your family in this time.
Thank-you so much 💛
I feel for you bud I also lost my mother to cancer and was sitting holding her hand when she passed away. It is an awful feeling but you learn to not think of the bad but all the wonderful memories you have.. Fantastic video don't ever lose it. God Bless from your Canadian Friend.
I'm sorry to hear about your mother. I'm comforted by the fact you were with her in the end! Thankyou so much for being here 💛
So sorry for your loss. Life is very precious. Each and every day is a blessing, and we should make every day count.
We very much agree! Thanks for watching 🙏🏻💛
I don’t know how this video made it to my feed, I don’t know you, I don’t think I have ever seen a video from you. This hit the feels. I left a job of 7+ years to be my fathers caretaker. Unfortunately he never came home. I can relate to that kind of pain. As I type through my own tears seeing this, I wish nothing but the best for you and family. keep the good in your heart. I’m sure nothing but pride is looked down to you from your father.
This is so kind of you to share with us. I'm sorry for your loss as well. We are really happy you stumbled on this video and we want to thank you for being here with us!
Never watched your channel because I thought it might be click bait van life in the beginning. I'm glad that UA-cam kept recommending your channel because I should have not judged this book by the book store! watched some of your videos and I'm refreshed by your perspective, Im glad I got to see what you guys are doing, inspiring :)
That is very kind. Thankyou!
Hey guys, I’m only about 10 minutes in the video I’m a 57-year-old guy and I’m not handy at all but here’s what I learned in life get an idea in your mind of what you think it will take in time or dollars. OK now double that times it by two add 100 then x that by four and then go with that estimate. That should have you covered at least pretty close. I can’t wait to watch the rest of your video. Good luck.
Love this advice ☺️
to take some words from a great song...........precious and few are the things we all can share.
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I'm lost for words. This was such a beautiful video and story. I'm sorry for your loss. Sending love your way. ❤
Thank you so much Matt. Appreciate you taking the time to watch our little silly video, wishing you and the Mrs all the best 💖🙏
What a bittersweet journey for you both. Thanks for reminding all of us how precious life is!
It truly was. Thanks for being here with us and supporting. We appreciate you!
Oh, Dear Lord, this had me sobbing. Your respect and love for your father were honorable. Enjoy your journey, embrace what you have found with your beautiful lady, and live life in peace.
thankyou
Thank you for sharing, and happy to see you and Page. 💕
Thanks for being here with us 💖
So sorry for your loss, how precious that you were able to be there for him and your family! ❤️🙏
Thank-you for your support
I kept checking your channel since that last video. I am broken and so sorry for your loss. Your father is shining through you truly.
I was so glad to see you both and saw when your van was at Vanwives, but still no vlogs now I understand. Missed you both so much. I pray we see you more now as your vlogging as another brilliant talent of your Colin. I thank God for giving you Paige to support you. Xx
Thank-you for your continued support, we appreciate you and glad you're hear with us 💛
Colin as long as you hold those precious memories of the time spent with your dad and your family your father will always be there in your times of need, standing beside you couching you in life's special journeys! Thank you and Paige for allowing us to share in his celebration of life. God Bless! Stay Well Stay Safe and Enjoy Every Day
John, we appreciate you and your continued support. Thanks for taking the time to write us today 😊
Wow. Thanks for reading us in. I knew you guys were really good at telling a story. This is brutally real and life on life’s terms. Thanks for sharing so much of this journey.
I was reminded the other day that we are all counting our days. The courage to see the bigger picture is heartbreaking and seeing the pic was like creating lifetime of memories through the pain. I’m speechless.
Thank-you for spending the time with us. We appreciate your kind words and being here supporting through the difficult time.
Oh Colin I am so sorry, I didn't know about your dad. You sure did the right thing. Life is too short. That is the tragedy of humanity. These huge brains and the lifespan of a gnat.
Thank-you for supporting us 💛 I think it's important to connect with our mortality, as its what gives so much to this precious time here, let's make it count!
Oh guys! So sorry for your loss. I am glad you took the time you needed to be with your dad. Happy to see you both again and looking forward to your future videos. Love and be safe!🤗😘🎄🇻🇪
Thank-you for your support 💛
Gosh I LOVE the way you make your videos! The storytelling is insane!! Worth waiting a year for
We too have parents who are unwell with the same and we totally understand the feeling. It’s so conflicting and hard when you have plans and these things pop up, but as you know it all happens for a reason and you got the time you would have missed.
Excited to watch the rest of your journey 😊😊
Thanks for watching Josie. I'm sorry to hear about your parents and hope they improve, and hope you can spend some quality time with them 💛 Appreciate you and will be following your journey too! Maybe we need to adventure in some wild place one day!!
Colin and Paige,I am old enough to be your Grandma.I cried with you.On this channel that was my first video seen so I subscribed,I don't text often but I will be watching every post.💌💌
Thankyou for being here with us 💛
Cancer is horrible. My heart goes out to you both and your families. ❤
Thank-you 💛
I'm sorry for your Loss. Glad to see you are back. Take it a day at a time and you will get through it.
Love your story.
Remember Life is beautiful
Share a little love with the whole wide world and the World will share it's Love with you.
Appreciate you spending time with us! And you're right 💛☺️
This was breathtaking, and had me crying at multiple points. Your story telling is incredible. Thank you for sharing this with us and I am so sorry for your loss ❤
Thank-you for being here and watching. We appreciate your kind words 💛
This must have been such a difficult video for you two to post❤️ I know your dad is smiling while guiding and watching over your journey❤️ Hugs my friend
Thank-you for your support. We appreciate you 😌🙏🏻
Sorry for your loss. Condolances for the suffering. Please read "On grief and greiving."
Thank-you for your support 💛
How beautiful that he was part of this new journey and that he will continue to be in spirit ❤ im sorry for your loss 🙏
Thank-you for your support
Sorry for your loss. It's true life is uncertain we have live it to the fullest. Enjoy every second of it. ❤❤
Thank-you for being here with us. You are absolutely right 💛
I'm so sorry for the loss of your father and you are so right, Life is Precious. Take your time to grieve there is no time limit ❤
We appreciate you Stacey 🙏
I lost my dad five years ago and nothing prepares you for it bc they are such a rooted, strong tree in our lives & when they go, it shakes up everything. You have found purpose, reflection, and clarity in your grief & have recognized the people still around you, loving on you & cheering you on. Grief never ends, but if we are open & supported during it, we will learn many valuable lessons and the love we have for others and life itself grows leaps & bounds. Best wishes to you all. Go have your adventures!
I'm sorry for your loss. And you are so so right. Thank-you for your support and kindness 💛
Thank you for sharing Colin. I agree with you, until some tragedy hits us we don't truly understand the fragility of life. In late October I received my cancer diagnosis, I had 1 day to decide to have extremely risky surgery to safe my (or end)my life. I had my surgery in November and now in very long recovery having to depend on the kindness of others to help me 24/7. I've gotten through the worst time in my life by listening to stories like yours to not feel alone. You are a gift, the friendship & support in your life is a testament to your beautiful soul. Wishing you all the best.
Oh wow, thank-you for sharing this with us. Such a difficult challenge you are facing, we are wishing you the speediest recovery on your healing journey. Our thoughts and support are with you 💛💛
Life is so short and we can’t buy more time when ever I hear a story like this it is always a reminder to be greatful that I still have my parents and that I shouldn’t take it for granted 😢 I am sorry for you loss. What a wonderful memory and memories I’m sure you get to carry with you ❤
Thank-you for your kind words of support. Enjoy every moment you can with your parents, in fact, with everyone 💛🤙🏻
May his memory always be a blessing to you
Thank-you 💛
Thank you for sharing this beautiful message about quality time and the fragility of life. May your dear father RIEP
Thank-you for your support 💛
Life. This is life. You are living it.❤. Really missed your videos!
Thanks for watching and being here with us! It's definitely a reminder to make it count 💛
I'm so sorry u lost your father. Your UA-cam family understand why u needed time away family comes first. know how it feels to lose someone so close to you. Much love to u guys from Wollongong Australia 🇦🇺 I cried when I saw your photo with your dad. I wish you both every happiness and huge hugs ❤
Thank-you for spending time with us 💛
Beautiful 😢 here’s to living life and remembering how precious this life is x
Thank-you for being here 💛
Soooooo Beautiful … I was with my father when he passed at 56 with a volatile cancer and remember all the immense emotions of it all… You are so blessed to know how precious those and all moments are and you and Paige are masterful storytellers. Your first video is what started my vanlife dreaming and watching and how I found Vanwives and Max and Occy. Your Perseverance and Continuance Give Us Strength to keep going with our Dreams no matter what Life puts in our Way💕🙏♥️🙏💕🏁 Thank You♥️♥️
Thank-you for your kind words of support. I'm sorry about your father 💛 we are blown away they you found us first, then those two channels, usually it's the other ways around 😅 thanks for being here
So happy you are back at it!!!❤
us too!
Our family and My dad went thew this same journey five years ago and I now cry with you.
I'm sorry you had to experience something so similar. Thank-you for watching and supporting us!
Welcome back! Thanks, for those of us who live vicariously through you two!
If you're ever cruising through the Texas hill country, please stop in. We have plenty of room for a van that was beautifully built with much love. Hugs guys.
Thank you for your support 💛
Your dad is never gone if he's in your heart and thoughts. Condolences to you and your family.
Thank-you 💛
That is just a great picture. A story in itself.
Thanks for being here 💛
Thankyou for sharing. We were all in tears at the end. We loved the story and wish you well on the future. Your van is well thought-out and an inspiration for my 90% finished van.
Thank-you so much for your support. We love the way our van turned out, and in the new year we are going to share a van tour for you 💛 It's really cool hearing we inspired a build (when really Vanwives inspired our build 😂). Sending love
I'm really sorry to here about your dad, hope you and the rest of your family are doing well. I lost my mum earlier this year due to old age. All the best to you Paige and the rest of you family.
Thank-you for your support Shaun. I'm sorry to hear about your loss 💛
You have no idea how excited I was to see your face in my feed first thing this morning. I have many favorite channels, but yours has always been at the top. Your absence has been deeply felt and I knew something more important that YT was consuming your attention. The tragedy and loss is for those left behind. Those that have moved on are in the best place ever. And, they are still with you. Thank you so much for coming back and answering the questions that have kept me wondering. I'd see glimpses of your presence in the VanWives videos and at least knew you were still breathing. Colin and Paige ... welcome back. Sorry for your loss, but so elated for your return. My van isn't finished either. But, then I'm an old woman with no budget doing it alone without help. I'll get there eventually. Please, I hope you will be posting more as you have time/energy and heart. 💜
Thank-you for your support. I'm blown away by your kindness and saying we are one of your favourite channels 🤗 wishing you the best on your van journey 🙏
Wowwww man what a journey sending all the love I can brother ❤❤❤
Ahhh thank-you Brax 💛 sending you love
I was wondering where you two were, happy to see you again. So sorry to hear about your dad. Merry Christmas you two.
Thank-you Sharon 💛
An absolute beautiful and heartfelt video Colin and Paige. Thank-you for being real and venerable. We also believe in things happen for a reason. And those final moments with Dad you will forever treasure and be grateful for. In our prayers always. ♥️🙏🏻♥️
Thank-you so much for your support Jamie and Lisa. We appreciate you and hope to see you sometime on the road 💛
Even though you didn't have to, thank you for sharing your heartache in this video. Losing a parent is hard. Hope to meet you on the road and share some laughs.
Thank-you 💛 I felt like it was important to be open and honest, and share our reflections on how short our time is here.
@@colinandpaige that's why I always try to remember it's not always the Big adventures but sometimes the littlest and simplest things they can bring you the most joy
You are right
You have terrific memories and no regrets. Thankfully you were able to be there. I’m going through something similar right now. I was booked on a cruise Dec 24 and then going to travel the southern US for 2 months. My mom got sick 2 weeks ago and has was diagnosed with stage 4 pancreatic cancer and liver cancer. She is now palliative being moved to hospice care. I am so great full I am here. Colin and Paige ❤❤ smile and laugh when you see something your dad would like.
Oh wow Joanne. I'm emotional writing this. I feel the weight you are feeling right now. But what really struck a chord in me is your perspective on being so present with your mother. Savor these moments with her 💛 We wish you peace and strength through this difficult time.
Colin, my condolences on the passing of your dad. I hope looking at that picture of you both sitting on the roof of your van brings you peace or at the very least brings a smile to your face. Take of yourself and enjoy the journey.
Thank-you for your support. The photo will stay in the van as this beautiful reminder 💛
YOU honour him everyday by being the beautiful soul that is within YOU and like all your loyal community members....found tears of joy at celebrating your fathers Life ( A life well lived)....and look forward to more videos when time alots!!! (I found your channel obviously through your time with the Van Wives.....and I am sure there will be a time when we see you together enjoying the fruits of your labour!!! As for your Angels ( you know who you are....it is a lesson of love thats for sure!! Be safe and happy trails!! Warmest of regards, 1000 islands Canada
This is such a sweet and thoughtful message. We appreciate you and the support you shared. We feel the love and support from you and the community today💛 thank-you
@@colinandpaige Thank you...your reply warms this heart!!! Cheers, Bruce
May memories of your dad continue to comfort you as you adjust to your loss. I’d never heard your metaphor of life being but a blink of a lightening bug/firefly. Even after being in the “death business” as a hospice chaplain for 30 years. It is so good to see you and Paige and your van. Safe travels and be well. ❤❤❤
Thank-you for your continued support 💛
Thank you for sharing. What a beautiful photo of a precious memory.
Thank-you for being here 💛
@@colinandpaigeof course. I’m “B’s” mom. She always speaks highly of both of you. 💕
Your channel popped up on my suggestions. So glad I did. You did make me tear up and I hope you continue with the strength to keep moving forward.
Thankyou for sharing, that is so very kind. We appreciate you watching and being here with us 🙏🏻💛
Very genuine and honest… a video capturing the impact family needs to have in our everyday lives. You’ll never regret putting family first like you did this past year.
Thank-you for your support. I absolutely whole heartedly agree. I wouldn't change a thing 💛
A lovely tribute to your father. You were incredibly blessed to be able to spend that time with him, and to have the memories that you have. I applaud you for putting your family first.
Thank-you for your support 💛
Missed your videos and deeply sorry for your loss. Thanks for sharing your journey, y’all are incredible human beans. ❤
We love and appreciate you 💛
For some reason this video came up on my page. It was a amazing video. The emotion of this video is insane. I'm sorry for your lost and i hope you find a way to keep going. Please remember the people we lost are always there in your memories. I bet your dad was proud of you and showing the passion in this project shows strong will and how he knew you were ready for the real world. I know this wont matter alot but you just got a subscribe from me :) Keep making videos when you feel your able to and do not push your self to hard.
Wow thank-you for your support and kind words. You do matter very much, your support matters a lot. We appreciate you and the time you have spent watching our story 💛
A beautiful, authentic, heartfelt tribute to your Dad. He is with you always and enjoying the wonderful adventure you and Paige are experiencing.
So happy to see you back. 🤗
Thank-you for being here with us 💛
Thank you for sharing your life's journey even in this difficult time. Hugs
Thanks for being here 💛😊
all of my thoughts, prayers and wishes for healing to you and your loved ones...
Thank-you 💛
You are a good son.❤Your Dad shows through you.😊
Thank-you 💛