RJ Walker - A Seance for the Boy I Let Die

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  • Опубліковано 12 вер 2024
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КОМЕНТАРІ • 58

  • @richardbarry7232
    @richardbarry7232 6 років тому +250

    "If there's any spirits present they may make themselves known. I know you're there dead boy - I know you're there cause I carry you everywhere". WOW

  • @LITTLEMUSTANGFILLY
    @LITTLEMUSTANGFILLY 6 років тому +280

    "To be a medic is to be a campfire, a thing that holds ghost stories. " that speaks volumes.

  • @stephaniemaris4878
    @stephaniemaris4878 6 років тому +125

    Ok, this cut deep with me. About a year and 1/2 ago, my mom died due to a paramedics mistake. It was an accident, I know that, and my mom never took good care of herself. But still, I was angry for a long time. I've forgiven them, but it doesn't make her death any easier. Then, hearing this poem about a medic carrying the death of a patient with him really got to me. Thank you, RJ, for sharing this deeply personal story in such a beautifully tragic way!

  • @jdlcaswell8489
    @jdlcaswell8489 6 років тому +65

    "I summon you here now, to ask. Not for forgiveness, but of forgiveness. Is it even a word in the language of the dead?"
    Wow.

  • @causcam
    @causcam 6 років тому +90

    Man, RJ is one of the best poets I've ever heard. All his poems cut deep and are everlasting.
    Keep going, friend. You're gifted.

  • @raiukii
    @raiukii 6 років тому +27

    It never really occured to me how heavy it is to be a medic. You have the lives of people upon your hands. It'll be in your conscience forever if something bad happens.

  • @thedreamer215
    @thedreamer215 4 роки тому +7

    In EMS or pre-hospital settings, you see so much. After working a year as an EMT, I am still haunted by a lot of my experiences with patients. I never loss a patient in my ambulance but there's things in this world you can never un-see. I'd be lying if I said most days were bad. Actually, most days were good. I've met so many patients who openly talk about their life stories including the struggles, rehab, surgeries, family, spouse/dating partner. I enjoyed my conversations with every patient. I learned a lot from my patients and my world view continually expanded after each conversation. Although, there were only a few bad days when I worked in EMS, I'll never forget those days. I sit and wonder sometimes if a patient lived after being taken to the ER or other medical facility. Even though you only spend a short time with each patient, those moments still have a great impact.
    To all of my fellow EMS workers, thank you! I know how hard you work every day in all weather conditions, in every part of the city, and for 24 hours/7 days a week.

  • @samanthamedina6842
    @samanthamedina6842 6 років тому +38

    This gave me chills. He expressed his emotions beautifully.

  • @ScarlettDeLion
    @ScarlettDeLion 3 роки тому +10

    Out of all the Button poets... Nora Cooper... Doc Luebec... Neil Hilborn.. everyone.. RJ is so much more relatable. I've been an EMT for 15 years in the field. 15 years of logs. Except.... my logs have burned down to ash, but the ash and the smoke remains to reform nightly into those logs that were placed...
    One day, I want to see RJ perform live.

  • @Emiltee
    @Emiltee 4 роки тому +4

    i still think about this poem often. when people talk about poetry, this is the one I remember. It hits a bit harder now.

  • @LucyousWarlock
    @LucyousWarlock 6 років тому +21

    I can't remember which was the last poem that brought tears to my eyes but you've just done it. Such powerfull words are rare to find

  • @queenofcookie3299
    @queenofcookie3299 3 роки тому +1

    Ive heard this poem years ago once and had been looking for this poem ever since and i could never find it and i genuinely gave up thinking i would never find it again and here it is here it finnaly is

  • @amiraelzokm
    @amiraelzokm 6 років тому +5

    “and i cannot speak yours without smoke in my throat i’m sorry -“ fuck that killed me

  • @okuhle.
    @okuhle. 2 роки тому +1

    I love his poems😭

  • @skauffman5720
    @skauffman5720 6 років тому +15

    I know this is a serious poem and i love it... but i love your shirt

    • @rjwalker4622
      @rjwalker4622 6 років тому +5

      Saige Kauffman NIGHT IN THE WOODS!

    • @nickwodeshick608
      @nickwodeshick608 5 років тому +1

      RJ Walker “At the end of everything, hold on to anything.”

  • @hiimaperson4436
    @hiimaperson4436 6 років тому +19

    This was heavy.

  • @Garnie541
    @Garnie541 5 років тому +1

    I have full body goosebumps. This is beautiful. You are strong. So much love in this.

  • @TGabrielle55
    @TGabrielle55 6 років тому +15

    I’m absolutely gutted.

  • @billybray8082
    @billybray8082 6 років тому +5

    Such a powerful poem

  • @CaraMiavandyk1612
    @CaraMiavandyk1612 6 років тому +19

    HOLY SHIT ..
    One could feel the emotion... 😢

  • @swandive81
    @swandive81 6 років тому +1

    this is one of the most powerful pieces I've ever heard. incredible 💙💙

  • @destinyheath6583
    @destinyheath6583 6 років тому +2

    Man this cuts so deep

  • @hadeelal-ayoubi9420
    @hadeelal-ayoubi9420 6 років тому +2

    Wow. Just. Wow.

  • @JackieM.
    @JackieM. 6 років тому +3

    I think i found my new favorite channel...

  • @mdaniels135
    @mdaniels135 6 років тому +7

    That just hit a little too close to home for me. Gonna go cry in my corner now. Great poem nonetheless

  • @poettimmypoetry2260
    @poettimmypoetry2260 6 років тому +1

    This is beautiful.... emotions expressed... Hi

  • @louisi9239
    @louisi9239 6 років тому +1

    thank you

  • @alfie4503
    @alfie4503 6 років тому +5

    This kills me

  • @manny8489
    @manny8489 6 років тому

    YES RJ.

  • @johnbutler4130
    @johnbutler4130 4 роки тому +2

    Dammmm...

    • @johnbutler4130
      @johnbutler4130 3 роки тому +1

      I've been a Medic do 17 years now. This made absolute sense.

  • @Un_jottie
    @Un_jottie 6 років тому

    Powerful

  • @zzisreal
    @zzisreal 6 років тому +7

    I don’t really understand what the poem is about. Anyone care to explain?

    • @kobedziuba97
      @kobedziuba97 6 років тому +24

      ZZFORREAL he was a paramedic, he was doing triage (so there were a bunch of patients all at once) his job was to evaluate each patient and give them 1 of four coloured bands, black means the person can not be saved and to not waste precious time, he had to give the black band to a young boy who was still alive but past the point of saving and he carries the guilt of it

  • @sierrahoff2247
    @sierrahoff2247 6 років тому +3

    I don't understand the importance of the black wristband. Can anyone help?

    • @elizabethshuping706
      @elizabethshuping706 6 років тому +22

      In the medical field, when you triage someone and you mark them with a black tag or wristband, it means that they are either dead or not worth the time or resources to save. If that boy had been marked with red instead, they would have worked on saving him instead. It's basically representing the death sentence he gave the boy by giving him the black wristband

  • @abigailroy7577
    @abigailroy7577 5 років тому

    Dang. Really gokd

  • @arthurml4698
    @arthurml4698 6 років тому +1

    I want his shirt

  • @takingitonedayatatime7851
    @takingitonedayatatime7851 6 років тому

    Wow

  • @mmsandpages7198
    @mmsandpages7198 6 років тому

    2 words
    Holy. Fuck.

  • @chrilluarts
    @chrilluarts 6 років тому +5

    Dang heavy owo also first

  • @cafeAmericano
    @cafeAmericano 8 місяців тому

    This guy should spend less time writing crap hipster poems and more time with a bar of soap

    • @ButtonPoetry
      @ButtonPoetry  8 місяців тому

      Wow. I am shocked that is what you took away from the poem.
      I appreciate the insight you and your comment provide though! Bless your heart!