Tom Rosenthal - God stood me up (Lights are on)﹝slowed + reverb﹞
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Sleep isn’t just sleep anymore it’s an escape from reality
True
It's been 10 years already....=_=
This reminded me of that one quote that goes "You know you've grown up when sleep becomes a reward instead of a chore"
Or a trip to a darker reality then the one you desperately try to escape
True
This is the song I want to play during my funeral
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I agree it’s too perfect not to be playing
yep
Same
Same
I keep letting down my family while trying to help myself.
You should try to make yourself feel better instead of trying to keep your family happy. If you keep going down that path, you will eventually fall. Just take care of yourself ok?
I'm gonna act like I didn't see this comment and that we aren't in the same boat
“The only way you can make world a better place is by making you a better person” … and the happy version of you is the best version of you… you do whatever possible, your family will understand..
you are trying your best .. you should be proud of yourself for that. i hope you are okay now.
Same, my parents are pissed at my grades because I have a C but the rest of them are good due to me being exhausted. I hope things get better for you❤️
I had to put my dog down yesterday, he was struggling to get up and eat and I knew it was time. I miss him so so much, I can’t believe he’s actually gone. I was there when they put him to sleep, felt his paws go cold. He will be missed dearly, I miss you so much Bentley. We will see each other soon 🤍
Oh girl... im so so so sorry... This broke my hearth...
Im sorry to hear that. If it makes you feel any better sometimes we must do the hardest things that will test our hearts ti get the freedom of knowing we did our best in that situation! Once again i send my condolences
🤍 for Bentley
this shattered my heart. im crying. im so so sorry
I'm sososososososososo sorry, Just know that it was better than him suffering here, i had to=do something similar with my first cat, but i know that it's better than suffering here.
Life is moving way to fast…
Ikr, and people are leaving way too fast
@@ayooo1960 it just means we’re growing up and it’s scary
I can barely keep up
I wanna stop growing
Same I got a bird last year and it died in December
I am having the worst week of my entire life. Music is the only thing that is keeping me going, even if it’s as sad as this beautiful song. Thank you
no problem at all
Hey Queen, it's been a month and I hope that you're doing better than you were the week you wrote this. If it matters, I support you and I know that you can make it through your tough times, it's totally okay to have bad days and weeks where you just feel defeated and want to drown in your sorrows, but try not to lose sight of what there can be rather than being stuck in what is if that makes sense.
There is a beautiful comfort in allowing music to drown everything else out so i hope that whenever you feel sore, this song can ease the pain a bit and i also hope that this message can help you a bit as well. You've got this and i hope that you have a great day whatever day you may read this and even if you don't, have a great day man!
@@janey1252 Thank you so much, it means a lot that there is someone out there who worries about me even if we don't know each other. Thankfully, my life has gotten so much better since I wrote that comment and I started seeing a therapist too (yay!)
Thanks for worrying about me, it means a lot
@@Metanoia_Branch hey yall i need help i dont know what to do anymore my entire year was just a succession of terrible things my grandma becoming crazy my parents beeing rough at me i'm being bullied i cant forget the one i love i'm ugly and weak
@@hipkiz6126 Hey! First of all, don't talk down to yourself, it only makes things worse. Second, just remember that sometimes things get worse before they get better! And finally, if you feel like you are spiraling and getting worse and worse, I recommend seeing a therapist or talking to an adult and/or someone who you trust who can get you the help if you need it
the girl started out of the window. but not a tear rolled down her cheek. she was like a willow tree. life had beaten and pushed and pulled and manipulated and tortured her, but all she did was bend. she never snapped in half, or fractured or broke, she just absorbed all the pressure everyone had put on her since the minute she could breathe. like a willow tree, she sways in the wind of life not breaking, but slowly tilting under all the pressure. and we all know what too much wind does to a tree, willow or not.
don't cry , Strong warrior for God is there with you , Jesus is love , he loves everyone no matter what ever they have done
Jesus wept for John the Baptist and lazurs , he loves and cries for u , no matter how many times u failed he still loves you and will never give up on u ❤️. The greatest man in history is Jesus. He had no servant yet they called him master . He had no degree , yet they called him teacher . He had no medicines yet they called him healer . He had no army , yet kings feared him . He has not won military battles yet he conquered the world . He committed no crime yet he was crucified . He was bruised tomb . Yet he lives today
Spread the Love of our Lord ♥️🧡💛💚💙💜. Hope you are having a great dayvm.tiktok.com/ZSJe7VXGd/ua-cam.com/video/usAOzfUU__Qh/v-deo.htmlttps://ua-cam.com/video/WzvhSU5esqUh/v-deo.htmlttps://ua-cam.com/video/DX0bYAu2LXEI/v-deo.htmlf you declare with your mouth, "Jesus is Lord," and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.Dear Lord Jesus, I know that I am a sinner, and I ask for Your forgiveness. I believe You died for my sins and rose from the dead. I turn from my sins and invite You to come into my heart and life. I want to trust and follow You as my Lord and Savior."Ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free" (John 8:32). ... Knowing the truth, then, is knowing God in some degree. Daily study and prayer to understand Him better are the best means to this end. He is and knows only good.
@@jjj4189 thank you so much for this😌😌
Absolutely gorgeous, pls don't stop writing ur amazing at it.
Currently laying in bed listening to music while writing in my journal at night with my blinds open. This describes me rn. Except, I have a tear, and she does not.
Beautiful
This song feels like the definition of accepting what happened to you, whenever that is. I still haven’t.
It makes me heart broken to see all these people and kids slowly lose themselves. Honey, it's not your fault. It happens and there's really nothing you can do about it. Hang on. Please hang on and finish your fight. You got this! You're strong and brave and beautiful and handsome and perfect and wonderful and you make people happy so hang on sweets. ヾ(´︶`♡)ﾉ
I’ve been crying almost nonstop all day today from all my past mistakes and I’ve been feeling so down lately thank you so so so much for this comment it truly made my day better
ilysm for this
You’re so sweet (∩´﹏`∩)
i love you guys
your message came to me in the right time, thank you
God didnt stand me up but he did. I owe him everything, he carried me when I couldnt walk. He gave me love and care, something no one truly has ever done for me. I owe him my life. I will carry him when he is at his worst, even if I cant walk I will find a way to drag him along with me.
i would never force an opinion but i’ll just share mine. God is not responsible for the mess in our lives, he’s not responsible for the pain and misery, for nothing. He gave us the freedom to define our lives, whether it turns out good or bad, super good or super bad he gave us the right to control it, at least in a certain extent. I would never believe that he enjoys seeing newborns dying from cancer, serial killers killing innocents, people being abused, none of these. But i assure u that he keeps a better place, a better next life, a more fair next life for them, in heaven. So he doesn’t owe us a happy ending. All we can do, as human beings, is stand by him, believe him, have faith in him and follow his advice throughout life. We should give love, much love, hope, tones of hope to others. Although, don’t forget that yourself is included to "others". Live your life as faithfully as you can, and if u won’t get awarded for your efforts in this life, i’m sure u will live happily and carefree the next one. All this comes from a person who has suffered their whole life, with mental and physical issues. And still does, all day and night. And remember always, good people always end up with good people. Love u
@@nadanefeli482 Thank you, personally I am not that religious. But thank you, I will be in a better place because soon and I will make sure. Love u too
@@prinz_x i wish you all the best :) Hang on mate
this is such a cute way of putting it, but just so you know, the term 'god stood me up' basically means 'god left me alone', kinda like how people say that they got stood up by their date
Amen.
i wish i could grow wings, what i would give for a minute with God
what anyone would give for a minute with God
I'd give my life
Me 2
What's up?
Who?
to anyone reading this, i am really sorry you had to go through whatever it is that you went/are going through. i know that in these hopeless times there really isn't much i can say to make you feel better because no matter what anyone says nothing is going to change the way you feel rn and that's okay. allow yourself to feel everything you need to feel. but just know that there is light somewhere, somehow, in between all of your pain there is still some peace left waiting to be found. i am proud of you and i love you. as long as there's life, there is hope.
I can't explain how much I needed to read this, thank you xx
@@jemima9730 ofc
….I just like the song though-
Hello, I have had the worst life ever being through terrible abuse, neglect and more thank you for helping everyone u are an angel
Can we be friends ?
To the person who read this,
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
“Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
have a good day and great years.
I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
respect
crying, sobbing, puking this is the best thing I've ever read thank you so much I will save this forever
Thank u.. this actually had me soobing ❤
Deam u really have us all crying rn, but much love to you, really appreciate you taking time out of your day to do this🤍
Thank you for this buddy. I'm crying . I don't even know what to type. Thanks and I love you very much
God did stood me up and I don’t know why…
every once in a while i get better but then i always come back here, always… :(
This song is like the hug from your parents you never got, or they bed time story’s that drifted you to sleep.
Holy heaven...this. just this.
or the last goodbye from a loved one they never got to say before they died
Depression is winning guys...
Hey are you ok ?
Hang on there pal. There's light at the end of the tunnel. Or so I've been told.
Pray, Jesus will help
i realize only now that all my life i was never depressed like doctors told me; my life is just truly that awful and this is how i should feel.
Yo you still alive ?
God really did stand me up. I owe him everything. My love for him is infinite.
When I started believing in him, food tasted delicious and not dull. It was more precious. My days went on slowly and I was happy about it. They were precious. I started appreciating nature and animals more. I was so grateful because I have all I have and that's it. I'm alive! It's really true. Being alive isn't depression and enclosure. It isn't self-harm or suicide. It's love. It's faith. It is God...
Thank you Lord for making me feel precious and thank you for understanding me.
My teacher hates me but I loved her so much. I needed her. But as soon as I became depressed she stopped loving me...just as my own mother.
I hope everything will be ok, there's always going to be someone who loves you, even if you don't know it yet. Stay strong!
@WeDoNotFightHere cuz we are deppressed :p
@WeDoNotFightHere ur such a bad person
@WeDoNotFightHere I think it's called venting and they can express themselves more when listening to this song
@WeDoNotFightHere Sometimes help isn't what you need. You just need a small time to let everything go for a while and let it all out.
it will still be okay
Same to you
Thank you! You take care of yourself too
I’ve been saying that to myself for 8 years I’m tired
@@iloveme06 it will be okay trust me , Never give up !
I don’t believe that
Lyrics
God stood me up
And I don't know why
Lights are on
But nobody's home
There ain't no love like our love
There ain't no love like our love
Like our love, love, love, love, love
Let the last worms go
And roll in tonight
Don't wake us up
We got nothing for you
There ain't no love like our love
There ain't no love like our love
Like our love, love, love, love, love
Build us a door
And rest here with me
Lights are on
But nobody's home
There ain't no love like our love
There ain't no love like our love
Lost ones not last worms 😭
@@eliader6219 omg im so sorry i didnt realise 😭😭 i just copy pasted this from somewhere
its build us a dome😭
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Everytime I've thought that things couldn't get any worse for me, they always have. I've witnessed every worst possible outcome in my life take place be it in my love life or family problems. I try to be as strong as I can because I've seen it all happen at a very young age. But there are still times when I can't be strong and that's when I listen to this particular song.
"God stood me up,
And I don't know why.
Lights are on
But nobody's home"
These lyrics hit way too close to my heart. Tom Rosenthal/Edith Whiskers, thank you.
Stay strong
I hope its become better, and I love you despite not knowing who you are
this moment when you give someone more than you get back
This really hurts :[
Yeah… everyday man…
Whoever is reading this comment. Everything is gonna be ok. I believe in you love.
Thank you like i really mean it thank you
I hope so
I imagined my younger brother singing this as he walked into my room after I had passed away. He's the reason I'm staying
Same except it’s my cousin without her I would not be here ❤
My depression, anxiety, worries won sorry that I let everyone down in my life, 💕🕊 time to fly high.
Don't do it
Don't do it you are stronger that you think
Pls keep going
Do it for yourself love..
it will get better my friend, please check up with us here
me too, man. me too.
Please, I love you . Please reply this if you see this. Man please I request
hey guys. if you need anyone to talk to or idk just anything u need. i'm here and i know i'm just a stranger but there will always be someone out there who cares for you. just remember that. i lost a dear friend and love of mine to drugs a couple of years ago. life hasn't been the same since but i try to live for the both of us. she has always been an angel
Sending LOVE from afar!!!
I wish nobody would judge me after I opened up
i understand. stay safe. stay hopeful. and stay calm and collected.
Honestly I get this a lot man… I feel as though every time I’ve opened up to someone (usually significant others), they end up leaving my life after I got to know them and came to accept and trust them.
Your words made me cry, because the same situation happened to me, I opened up to a person, and he and the whole college condemns me behind my back.
@@Darwin_INFJ OMG, I HOPE EVERYTHING WILL GET BETTER SOON! YK BEING ALIVE CAN BE THE HAPPIEST AND BEST THING TOO, AND UR UR ALIVE, SO AM I. LETS ALL CELEBRATE, ILYALL
People aren't reliable man. Don't trust them with your innermost thoughts and feelings. Only place you should put that stuff is in the note app of your phone. Your phone is password locked. Your paper diary isn't. Anyone can look for it and open it.
God would never stand you up❤️ He will never leave you nor forsake you
I feel stood up by him. I entrusted my mental health to him and then he shoved me into the dirt along with the rest of this god forsaken world. I believe in God but it's gonna be hard to trust him again. Never thought I'd be commenting this as someone who's a believer himself... But I trusted him.
God never stood me up. Not when I disobeyed Him without remorse time and time again, not when I tried to end it all a year back, not when I put everything else before Him, and I'm so thankful for that
I have no idea if this fits better to play at a funeral or at a wedding
Definitely not at a wedding 💀
Funeral obviously
Yes.
A funeral
Hey y’all Jesus really does love you and he accepts you not your sin. He wants to cleanse you and set you free.
this song brings out the pain that I try to hide everyday
God bless you all brothers and sisters !
i am doing the dishes right now with this song on. and as i looked out the window i saw 5 deers running down the fields. The snow is slowly melting and the sun is wonderful warm today. i felt like i am in a movie.
i feel like i'm drowning...and nobody is there to save me.
When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; And through the rivers, they shall not overflow you. iSAIAH 43;2
@@extinct0111 🥺
It’s just that life don’t feel like it used to anymore. I’m not sad or mad or depressed, my life’s going pretty well, it’s just that it’s not like it used to. I don’t really get excited about things anymore. It’s just kind of….empty. Like I’m happy and all, but I’m just….there. Christmas didn’t even fell like Christmas. There was none of that extreme excitement that made it hard to sleep the night before. There was no joy looking at all the lights. No anticipation to know what my presents were. The Christmas movies weren’t even as joyful. They were just Christmas movies. That’s it. Just another movie. It’s kinda like I’m just living the same day over and over but with a little to no change in them. It feels like everyone’s distant too. Like yes we talk, see each other, have fun, smile, laugh and all that but yet we’re still distant. It’s like we’re just now realizing that we’re all just here, on this big sphere sitting in space, alone. Everything I see now is just “mhm” “cool” and I move on like it’s nothing new. Everywhere I go, everything I do, afterwards it’s always a sort of blur in a way. Like my mind was empty the whole time. It’s like all I want to do is be alone, but I don’t. But none of this is expressed. It all happens deep down. When I’m in the moment I don’t feel it, but when I’m alone, sitting in my room with nothing to do, it all comes back. Its like songs like songs like this make me just realize how life is now. It’s just not the same anymore and that kills me.
I feel this a lot
Eu venho aqui toda vez que me sinto mal, eu preciso chorar, essa música é como um abraço onde posso apertar bem firme e chorar o quanto eu quiser sem ser julgada por nada.
i wish i could give you a hug rn.. virtual hug
My God, why have you forsaken me? I used to pray for happiness even if it was temporary. I just want to be loved. To be understood.
The LORD himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. ... Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go."
after every time i disobeyed my god he never stopped loving me. every time I was in a big problem and started fighting with him about everything i was going through he stood by my side and just listened and loved me more and more and helped me more and more and more. i realised it later how grateful I'm to him ❤
People at church pulled me to the floor, chocked me and beat me, while I was calling out to God . Because they "thought I was possessed" this song describes how I felt
That my friend is why i'm an assembly of God, we just shout the Lord's name in praise like nobody's watchin'(Also i'm so sorry that happen to you)
I can’t stop listening to this song it makes me cry. It causes all the flash backs from when I was younger
im pretty sure no one is gonna see this, but when i mean God stood me up i really mean it. it’s a cycle. i don’t even know exactly what’s wrong with me so when people ask if im ok i ignore the empty feeling and just say yes. but im not and idk why im not. or maybe i do but it’s just too many reasons to even explain. i wish i could just write a book or maybe even letters to every little thing that makes me feel the way i feel. each as a chapter bc im continuously given more and more reasons to be not okay. And it’s just too much for me. I can’t even say it’s my “karma” from God bc my life has been like this since my first breath. I find ever little thing about me and just hate it. EVERYTHING. i don’t know what i look like. i don’t know how people perceive me. I just want to feel understood not by someone else but by me cause i don’t understand myself. I want to help myself. It’s just so hard
guys it’s me again i can’t do it anymore i’m trying i really am but i can’t do it… it’s so hard for me to keep going… i really can’t…i give up
@@miajuarez7109 are you still with us darling? : (
@@miajuarez7109 Are you ok? Are you here?
Losing someone you love is hard, feeling like it should’ve been you is harder.
I remember when God stood me up. I used to pray for hours on end for him to make things better, my my parents to love each other, for me to be normal and skinny and pretty. Now when people ask me why I don't believe in God anymore I just say 'what god?'
I know you’re not gonna believe me when I say “that’s just part of God’s plan” because I feel the exact same feeling of resentment whenever someone else tells me that, but if the truth were always comfortable, we would never lie.
You suffer for a reason. You know the lowest the world has to offer so you can know the highest God has to offer. I hope your life is going well, and I hope you can rekindle a relationship with God on your terms, and not your parents or church or whatever.
this is such a great song I can't 😭😭
Probably this song will be the last song i have listened. I really tried, tried so hard, but nothing was never be in the way. My soul already died with my wishes,happy memories, and my hopes.I know it is not the solve, but at least i wont feel the pain which is killing me slowly inside. Love u.. Stay safe.
Your not alone I might not make it this year
I know that I am just a stranger from the internet and I can't even imagibe what happened to you and how painful it must have been but I promise you won't feel this way forever. Talking to someone and getting help will release you of your pain at least for a time. If there is no one nearby you right now, you can always call a help line. There is nothing wrong with you. And please never forget, there is always someone who cares and who will help.
@@MMa-mz3hm thank u so so much really talking to someone helps a lot☹️
Emilia, you already seem like such a kind person and you might just be one person in the world but to at least one person you are their world. I lost my sister to suicide, she thought it would be for the best. But I’m telling you rn… everyone loved her and she didn’t realize that. Everyone was sad for a long time. I’m still sad today. But I promise, it’s gonna be ok. I love you if you think no one else does ❤️
@@John_doe627 You will, you will find a way to pull through. You are much stronger than you think, one person I met. I owe him my life, I unexpectedly had to go for a couple months. Hes lost so many people to suicide, I promise him I will love. He said he knew I was strong. I never realized it, find someone or something to live for. Maybe even yourself, you are strong. So many people die, but you. Maybe you will pull through, you just have to belive that you will.
I’m tried of helping other people be happy when I’m not
this song makes me feel an emotion that doesn’t exist.
If everything that existed could be easily described, art would be dead.
This sounds really beautiful, wheter it's to chill, when you're happy or even if you're in a bad phase of your life this song really feels great!
I wanna sleep forever
And never wake up.
Lets all keep it pushing guys.. its hard in this life, and we are all on the same mission. Just trying to find ourselfs on this crazy journey.. im proud of all of you guys here. I love you all!!! Your never gonna be alone in this life.. please dont harm yourselfs. Message me if you need to just let it out. Remember a couple things for me. 1 day at a time.. any step is a good step big or small. PLEASE DONT SIT IN SILENCE FRIENDS!!! PLEASE STAY HERE WITH ME!! DONT YOU LEAVE ME!! Its gonna get hard, but i promise we are gonne get through this TOGETHER!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!
Also remember!! Alot of these things were going through are temporary.. dont make a permamnent decision you cant come back from. The beauty in life is we can bounce back from just about anything. You can have it all in life.. just not all at once my friends. Break down your wall, and talk to someone! It will make you feel better than you think.
i feel like no matter what i do, no matter who i try to be, no matter how i live…nobody wants me around. nobody genuinely wants me in their life. not friends. not family. nobody. and no matter how far i’ve come, that i will never succeed. so i feel it’s better to stop trying. with living and existing.
By the time I'm writing this is Feburary 2022 :) Almost Valentines.. And I just wanna say how obsessed I still am with this song, especially the "God stood me up" part. Time goes past by so fast, but in reality it's slow. Edit : When we grow up, lifes just gonna end up different you know, generations gain. I just want to say I love you! To the strangers, I don't know or just anyone in the world 💛 .
I just wanna be ok
i feel you bro, dont worry!
This song reminds me of my old best friend Kaylum, but he unfortunately passed away last September and I never got to say goodbye to him, I'm just so thankful I was able to know him, he was an amazing, sweet and caring person, he was just going through a lot - it was too late when I found out how much he had been hiding, just because he didn't want to hurt anyone or be a burden, I'd always tell him I'd be here for him no matter what it was, and he always did the same for me - moral of the story, please do not ever feel like you are being a burden when you need to talk to someone/find help, you are loved and so many people care about you ❤ whatever you're going through right now, whatever it may be, you can get through this, and you don't have to go through it alone, there are people around you that care so much
R.I.P to him dude:(
God stood me up. When I was at my hardest, I don't know how to owe him except praying, and study the Quran in my religion. I love him & for what he has done for everyone on the planet. He has created the world, he was here way before our time. I love him and will keep on praying for him..
I also had relationship wit my Jesus🥺❤🩹he saved me from depression, suicide, trauma, panic attack!!🥺he is the reason why I am living!! Thank you Christ❤🩹
@PRERNA TRIBHUWAN OH my God!! I am glad you are alive rn.😥😥 Honestly, I hope you will never go through that trauma again. Yes, Jesus loves you.
@@mymymy666 Let any problem come I know who is with mee! My Jesus❤🔥My kingg! With him I can fight every battle! 😇Thank you Anyways! ❤🩹JESUS LOVES YOU TOO
God isn’t real
@@spartanjack1015 okay, for you. But for me ofc he is real. who else created the Earth and human.
There is 5 minutes till Christmas and While my Whole Family is Celebrating and Laughing in the other room ,I’m Sitting alone in my room,just to see if anybody cares….The thing is…I have been sitting here for 1 Hour 48 minutes and 13 seconds….
My soul is ready to go.
Me too
Same
Maybe you should stay a little longer.
@@bc8724 I'm trying I swear
@@emma-vt4ju i am too,but i guess we are still struggling-
But thanks a lot for staying a bit longer,it means a lot.
Have a nice day/night.
there is one line that broke my heart into a million pieces. “what’s making you act like this? you weren’t like this when i first met you”
2020 and 2021 was the toughest years of my LIFE!! And this song just took me back…I never wanna go back to that moment
my tragic flaw is my undying love for him
@Joudy Kashkoush i’m always here if your up for it ? just keep in mind, it always gets better :)
I am genuinely happy to see how far I have gotten myself. Every day I tell myself "Hey, today could have been a lot worse. Not everything was your fault." :)
1. aby Twoi rodzice byli dumni
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5. aby ponownie posłuchać muzyki
6. doświadczyć nowej kultury
7. nawiązać nowe znajomości
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13. śmiać się do łez
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16. zobaczyć, jak twoje rodzeństwo rośnie
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18. dostać tatuaż
19. uśmiechać się, aż bolą cię policzki
20. spotkać się z przyjaciółmi z internetu
21. znaleźć kogoś, kto cię kocha tak, jak na to zasługujesz
22. jeść lody w upalny dzień
23. pić gorącą czekoladę w zimny dzień
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35. Pocałunki dziecka (z otwartymi ustami, kiedy mlaskają ustami w twój policzek).
36. Przeklinaj słowa i uczucie ulgi, gdy je wypowiadasz.
37. Trampoliny.
38. Lody.
39. Obserwacja gwiazd.
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41. Branie prysznica, a potem spanie w czystej pościeli.
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45. Ulga, którą odczuwasz po płaczu.
46. Słońce.
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48. Twój przyszły ślub.
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56. Zapach przed deszczem i po nim.
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69. Walki na balony wodne.
70. Nowe książki twoich ulubionych autorów.
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72. Urodziny.
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74. Spędzenie dnia z kimś, kogo kochasz.
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76. Zjedz pół litra ulubionych lodów.
77. Unosząc się w wodzie na plecach i po prostu wpatrując się w niebo.
78. Pierwsze randki (nawet te złe to zabawne historie.)
79. Ogniska i s'mores.
80. Relacje, w których kochasz kogoś, ale nie jesteś w nim zakochany.
81. Powrót do domu do kogoś, kogo kochasz.
82. Kolor jesiennych liści, gdy się zmieniają.
Lato.
83. Śpiewanie pieśni na całych płucach z przyjaciółmi.
84. Przytulanie.
85. Otulenie się w ciepłym łóżku.
86. Czyjaś skóra na twojej.
87. Trzymanie się za ręce.
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89. Śpiewanie klucza z najlepszymi przyjaciółmi.
90. Wycieczki samochodowe.
91. Spontaniczne przygody.
92. Uczucie piasku pod palcami.
93. Uczucie, kiedy pierwsza fala oceanu zawija się i otacza Twoje palce u nóg, kostek i kolan.
94. Burze z piorunami.
95. Twoja pierwsza (lub setna) podróż do Disneylandu.
96. Smak twojego ulubionego jedzenia.
97. Dziecięce uczucie, które odczuwasz w świąteczny poranek.
98. Dzień, w którym wszystko w końcu pójdzie po Twojej myśli.
99. Komplementy i pochwały.
100. spojrzeć na ten moment za 10 lat i zdać sobie sprawę, że to zrobiłeś.
The song exactly explain who is the only one to stood you up/Jesus 💖💖💖
atp i am so tired, my heart feels so heavy. i’ve been suffering in pain for so many years now and also besides had a traumatic childhood asf.. i just dont know what to do atm the only thing that could help me..can’t. he is in such a much happier place now but please dad, i feel more happy in my scenarios with you up there than in my real life, i get treated so badly everywhere.
Sometime things don’t always work out. Words I hear every. Damn. Day.
Words I don’t hear enough...
I'm such a failure... I'm just failing constantly. I have become so numb to emotions that I even cannot help my friends with their own feelings. I am seen as a harsh and a bad friend because I just can't console them because i don't know how... i hate it and i hate myself.
@Lev Alex
You are not a failure. You’re already a winner for taking they time to try to be better. If those people don’t love you for you and think you’re a bad friend then that is their opinion. Sometimes you just need to sit down and think about things. Trust me, sometimes helping your friends with their emotions is what tears down yours. It’s like you’re taking on depression 2x at the same time. Don’t hate yourself for trying to be a better person. A lot of people just say get some help, but I say find someone that you trust and love and tell them how you feel. I swear it makes life 100% better if someone knows and understands you. Stay safe out their love. And keep fighting for me ❤️
You are human. You are not a robot. Most importantly, you aren’t your friends therapist. It’s okay to not know how to respond to them. I have trouble with that also but I explain to them that I have things going on too. I can’t be there 24/7. I have my own life. That’s not being harsh. That’s the truth. You are not a bad friend. I promise that. If you need a break from socializing, the media or from ppl in general, take that break! Do the best you can for you and your health. You matter. It’s always going to be you at the end of the day. Be kind to yourself 💗. Stay hydrated and eat (even if it’s in smaller pieces, at least it’s smth)
I’m just reading through the comments crying
You know. I think about it now and i slowly watched me lose myself. I watched my families happiness go as they seen me fading. I'm to where now drugs such as weed and alcohol is what keeps me smiling. I've quit weed. But alcohol is still with me. I'm afraid if I quit ill lose me completely. Its one thing to be alone. But being with a group of friends and still feeling alone and not a single bit of happiness is a different type of alone. Its like its in stages. You fall once and see the sadness in just a day or two phase. then its frequent falls. Then its to where you lose your motivation and happiness towards things. What hurts most is when your so far down in this hole that you can see that your parents know but have no idea to help. You see them tear up. And it breaks you even more cause then you take the fault of their pain. Sometimes i think ill never make it back out of here. I'm lost. I lost me. I lost happiness. I lost faith. I lost everything without actually losing a thing in the real world. And now I'm stuck here. Maybe this is the real world. Maybe some us mature faster. I'm not sure. But if your reading this. Dont give up.
Excuse me but is it because of something in particular, how did you get into it? And if not, courage! a lot of people have struggled to get out of it but you can do it, I'm sure.
i just wanna be happy..
God has never stood me up, if at all he's ever stood me up, it was for my best. I owe everything to him.
Life’s getting that point where everything feels, not right and not in the right place.
the fact that i listen to this song everytime just to cry.
i listen to this song all day long. And i want to thank u for bringing up this version of the song. it realy helps me and I´m realy enjoyng it :]
Keep it up :) I bet many people are enjoying ur work
This means a lot man, thanks so much! Let me know any requests you guys might have !
Wish my mom would love like I love her..
It’s just that life don’t feel like it used to anymore. I’m not sad or mad or depressed, my life’s going pretty well, it’s just that it’s not like it used to. I don’t really get excited about things anymore. It’s just kind of….empty. Like I’m happy and all, but I’m just….there. Christmas didn’t even fell like Christmas. There was none of that extreme excitement that made it hard to sleep the night before. There was no joy looking at all the lights. No anticipation to know what my presents were. The Christmas movies weren’t even as joyful. They were just Christmas movies. That’s it. Just another movie. It’s kinda like I’m just living the same day over and over but with a little to no change in them. It feels like everyone’s distant too. Like yes we talk, see each other, have fun, smile, laugh and all that but yet we’re still distant. It’s like we’re just now realizing that we’re all just here, on this big sphere sitting in space, alone. Everything I see now is just “mhm” “cool” and I move on like it’s nothing new. Everywhere I go, everything I do, afterwards it’s always a sort of blur in a way. Like my mind was empty the whole time. It’s like all I want to do is be alone, but I don’t. But none of this is expressed. It all happens deep down. When I’m in the moment I don’t feel it, but when I’m alone, sitting in my room with nothing to do, it all comes back. Its like songs like songs like this make me just realize how life is now. It’s just not the same anymore and that kills me.
Life is so hard I’m tired 🚶🏻♀️.
Exactly!
No one noticed me working hard and now when Im giving up everyone is starting to care..
Even though I didn't even work hard..im tired :)
@@amotor343 Do you know what? I just wanna work hard for myself I deserve happiness I been doing and trying all the time for my family not for myself but now I’m tired in the same time you need to understand that your family not always going to be here for you so don’t you ever hurt yourself for anybody else.
@@amotor343 I’m sure you did! Just don’t stop find your on way .
@@94.99 Omg wow thank you
Everyone I need to say something to you people! God loves you so much! You are so special to him.. Don't listen to people who say ur not special or good enough! You're good enough the way you are! Be yourself!❤ I hope you all be safe and you people will be in my prayers and you are God's child he will make you have a better future if you Believe in him!❤ I hope you have faith in yourself that times will get better for you and if you ever lost someone they are looking down at you proud. God is proud of you! If you ever feel alone God is always with you to keep you safe
Nothing better than the feeling of pitying yourself..... I've been through so much and was manipulated so many times because of my naive mind, I cry thinking of how much I've cried.. and I know this kinda sounds selfish and self centered but I'm tired and I really need a break.
I cried reading that because I haven’t understood anything more than your comment it truly hurts when you realise you’ve been through too much,, it’s not selfish I would do anything to get a break too
‘Don’t wake us up , we got nothing for you’
Wow
All I’ve ever wanted was to make my father proud , but he never believed in me and I always failed
I believe in you. Believe in yourself. Believe that you got this. Because I, a complete stranger believe you are amazing and you got this. And if I can believe you can too.
If he never belived in you ofcourse you "failed", but you never did fail. Maybe you think you've failed him but you've failed no one, make yourself proud. Believe in things you want to do, everyone here belives that you can do that. You cant fail us because we know you'll keep on trying.
Trust me love, you did not fail. Okay? You’re doing the best you can and that is always enough. You are enough. If he doesn’t believe in you, believe in yourself. If you don’t believe in yourself, I believe in you 💗. Be kind to yourself. Breathe.. it’ll be okay. Stay hydrated and make sure to eat!
For those listening .. Love yourself before loving anyone else
I really like how this song is so comforting
💕
I keep hurting the people I love because I’m so broken and no one can deal with me so now I’m all alone
People have bullied me in my life be it either classmates or my family making fun of me for just existing when I started high school I thought about ending It but I started listening to bts and watching anime and I found comfort in both I meet amazing people that make me happy I've been through many struggles but I survived at these point there isn't much that can hurt me so I try to be happy and I'm trying to heal.
If you read through these thank you for reading my story
I hate life but at least I have music and my friends the ones that actually are there for me and appreciate that I laugh for them everyday so they won’t have to worry about me. And at least I have Jesus every time I got to church I feel so much better and this song makes me so happy so thank you to whoever made this video.
We always have to fit the beauty of society I wish somebody noticed .
I want ppl to realize that we are all human beings and we have feelings. Kids in my class often tell each other to “kill themselves” and they think it’s funny. But they don’t realize that ppl actually have that thought to end there life everyday.
I love her so much I'm telling her that I love her everyday shes the reason im still alive im so jealous when someone else is flirting with her omfg I don't know what I would do without her she's everything I have idk what I would do if she would leave me I love her so much she said that she would never leave me I love her she's the best the prettiest the most loving person I ever met I never loved someone that much as I love her damn man shes my soulmate shes my home
Edit: we broke up man.
guys I don't think she still loves me we're having hard times rn :((
I'm sorry man. I know your pain. Pain is an old friend we all see from time to time.
Does anyone just want to die because no one loves you like how you love them,I just want to die and be able to achieve that because I cant achieve anything else
I just wanna hug everyone in this comment section….. I’m so sorry :(
Quand j'écoute cette chanson , mon cœur s'apaise tellement, quand j'ai l'impression que mon souffle est sur le point de se couper tout vas mieux.
“We didn’t know we were making memories all we knew was that we were having fun”
i love this song sm☹️
This song is so beautiful i get the chills when i listen to this. I feel free when i listen to this, i feel like now there's nothing stopping me from being me.
But then i wake up to reality .People will just hate you for being to be yourself so you try to change yourself.
I hate the fact that young children just start changing themselves to be like others (or to fit in to put it in better words) They try try try try try constantly they get nowhere. Ik you hear this all the time but at least try to be yourself. if people don't like you for you then what's the point in being friends or even talking to them? And again Never change yourself for others You are perfect, special, unique and beautiful in your own way
Everyone that has ever loved me as been abandoned by me. I have let down the only people who ever gave a damn about me. I continue to let down the one person who has loved me. I can no longer bear this guilt. I fear not the pain but the solution. The only solution is to free this wold of my destruction.
when i die i want this song to be played on my funeral.How many times ive tried and stayed strong everything was always Never GOOD ENOUGH.
You are good enough, everyone is good in their own way. I am good in my own way, only one person who made me truly happy realized that. You are amazing in your own way like me, others wont notice it. But someone will one day, you can stay strong. You just have to belive you will.
sometimes it hurts to think about the problems i have with myself that are taking forever to fix, listening to songs like this remind me of that need to continue being strong for myself
God will always be there for you regardless of if you chose to believe it or not.
lyrics:
God stood me up
And I don't know why
Lights are on
But nobody's home
There ain't no love like our love
There ain't no love like our love
Like our love, love, love, love, love
Let the last worms go
And roll in tonight
Don't wake us up
We got nothing for you
There ain't no love like our love
There ain't no love like our love
Like our love, love, love, love, love
Build us a door
And rest here with me
Lights are on
But nobody's home
There ain't no love like our love
There ain't no love like our love
remember to drink some water and eat something if you can, i'm so proud of you and you're so strong. keep going and take care. love you