You! I love you! I comment because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no, you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is actual hope, not just saying that to say it, you can be made new, a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on…. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, its a free gift! ✞ You are VALUABLE, you are not the product of a random cosmic explosion from nothing with brain barf, obviously nothing created everything, you are wonderfully designed by God, and hey I’d love to to tell YOU the GOOD NEWS, but there is some bad news first, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, every time we have lied and stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (like saying OMG-), saying bad words, and so on. We have spent our life in rebellion against God, storing up His wrath, yet He provides us food, family, and the breath we use to blaspheme His name. You see, God is perfectly Holy, Just and Good. His justice means Hell for those who are guilty, a just judge is going to bring forth justice for those who break the law, and God will righteously punish sin and condemn guilty sinners to Hell. However, there’s GOOD NEWS! God made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice.... You and I broke, God’s laws, Jesus came to pay our bail! God Himself took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to do having the perfect righteousness, and then offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Imagine there’s a HUGE truck coming towards you while you are distracted, and before it hits you, someone whom you’ve spent your life hating runs into the road, pushes you out of the way and is completely crushed and slaughtered by the force of the truck for you, how would you feel? Well that’s what Jesus did for us when Jesus took the wrath of the Father that we deserved, was buried, then rose from the dead. showing the penalty fully paid! God offers salvation as a gift, you can either reject it or receive through repentance (giving up fighting against God, turning away from sin and turning to God) and place your faith in the Lord Jesus Christ. Romans 5:8 “But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.” No amount of good deeds or works can save you, simply just receive it! God promises eternal life and a new heart that will desire righteousness. If you have a Bible, and obey what you read, not to earn your way to God, but because out of love God knows and wants the best for you. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” My instagram is @redeemedthroughChrist if you ever need someone to contact, no I don’t need you to follow me, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self, and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled! God bless. He was actually crucified (an actual historical event affirmed by scholars and historians, actually modern science itself arose from Christianity, the Bible contains 57,000+ manuscripts, 2200+ prophecies with 25,000+ archaeological evidence, 3000+ years ago it talked about the universe’s expansion and earths unsuspension, the hydrolic cycle and so on, for more info you can check out this! ua-cam.com/video/XyNseXdd260/v-deo.html Jesuscares.com ua-cam.com/play/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw.html ua-cam.com/video/b5Ogh7IDgxo/v-deo.html Take care, and I love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you! † † ††
What if there was a place? Where you could be calm, everything from the architecture to the outside was all made in mind to make you feel warm and calm. Would you take it?
iGetBulliedAtSchool maybe we can go to beach together nice breeze, walk on top of the mountain side, go to a tropical lake side. Life has lot of discoveries don’t let death overcome your decision.
It’s better not knowing people then eh? Being alone isn’t that bad I like being alone But non of my friends respect that Well I don’t have friends anymore I rather be in peace by myself than have a lot of friends who I ain’t happy around
Its true sometimes ill meet random people in town or at place that i dont know and just have some of the best moments in my life I cry so hard i cant breath, i laugh so hard i cant contol my bladder, i feel free
ik, I don’t have depression, but I have awful anxiety and panic attacks all the time. it feels like I can’t live my life and sometimes makes me want to sleep all the time. not die, just sleep.
No sleep is depression, sleep is deep depression, because your sitting their on your bed thinking about everything rn when you could me smiling with your family and do things, but it’s, take your time, you have all you need to heal and everyone is here for you
@@_exotic_3466 not everyone. I hate it when people say “we’re here for you” cause I honestly feel like they just say that. I have no one absolutely no one. I just want someone to hug and to cry in their shoulders cause I’m exhausted from this pain inside of me.
Yes, always, but remember that you are not alone, you are loved, you will find love and finally stop this horrendous feeling and feel complete once again
Because of quarantine , I've been able to spend more time as in more time as across the entire last decade with my sister , , the only person who truly cares about me . And I feel exactly like you do , it will get better . Thing about rock bottom is , there's no other way but up.
It shows how much people relate to eachother Even with all the controversy and bad stuff,theres always the good side,its ok to let out your feelings,it eases you,makes you feel better.
"Lonely people dont realize how lonely they are till that one person walks into their life, and they dont realize how lonelier it will be when that same person leaves"
Why do the nicest people have to feel all the pain, why do we have things taken away from us when we have done nothing wrong. It just doesn’t make sense.
Is anyone else at the point where they feel like crying but you just physically can’t, all you can do is sit there and feel your heart being torn apart bit by bit
Same. Like a few months ago I cried so much that now I physically can't cry anymore even if i try. It hurts and idk what to do, 2019 has been the hardest year in my life.
Finn Stuchbery lets physically and mentally fight it🙂 I know that it is hard to get used to our life’s and bodies but just know... that it’s temporary ❤️🥀
'Usually when people ask how I'm doing, the real answer is I am doing shitty, but I can't say I am doing shitty because I don't have a good reason to be doing shitty. So if I say "I am doing shitty" then they say "Why, what's wrong?". And I have to be like "I dunno all of it".' -Bojack Horsemen
It is :( and when they walk in on u crying you just wipe tears away and put on a fake smile because you don't want them to see you are hurting because you feel like they do enough for you or they won't understand you and tell you that you're too young to feel like this
Carl Williams thanks for the kind and humble words, but in my heart i’d like to be more responsible for my own sins I shall be the one who pays for what i owe. i seldom do care about god as i barely even follow my native religion (hinduism) but i do believe that the philosophy that has been written into the bible and many other works of religious text do have a lot of merit to them
@@dhhruvsingh3245 God does not simply forgive to save you. He desperately wants to know you. He wants to love you and will do anything to be closer to you. It breaks my heart seeing your comment and I hate even saying that because of how fake most people are. Please please do not shut the door on someone who truly cares for you.
Destiny Vlogs I feel you. I never want to grow up. As much as I hate my life now, I’d rather stay here where I can be safe. It’s scary out there. But one day at a time, one hand in front of the other. And it will get better. Stay strong and it will slowly get better.
that's the most amazing part in life not knowing what the future has in store because it can be the most amazing thing and yeah it could be the worst but you just gotta have faith and you be fine. don't worry about it to much 😇
The things that you're worried about today, will make you laugh 5 years from now. We're scared of what we dont understand. The day that you decide to tackle everything head on, is the day you'll truly understand what it feels like to be free from anxiety. Once you realize you'll never have complete control, and you begin to accept that it's okay to ask for help, you'll be just fine.
Yo man, I hope you gonna get better! You can do it! I know you'll find yourself. It just takes time and that okay. It's okay to be confused. Its okay to be not okay as long as it get better eventually!
is anybody else sitting there, listening to this and you feel like crying, but you can’t because your body’s numb and dry. there are no tears anymore..
God I hate it. It’s like I know I’m in pain and I can’t get it out. I can manage to get a tear to role down my face occasionally but it doesn’t help because it’s not real it’s not really crying and I’m numb but Im also in so much pain and I’m so tired. I just need the pain to be gone. Im so fucked up in the head, I’m not eating properly I want it to be over. Im 13 I don’t know if I can keep doing this
We all are, 15 till 85. We are too young for this. But one thing isn’t. What we pass on. People like Emily Dickinson, H.P.Lovecraft, and all others didn’t know what they contributed to this machine we call aging was great. But you do, you can make it to the finish line. There’s a cup waiting for you there. 🥂🥤🍷🥃🍸🍺🍹
“Take her to the moon for me, okay?” Edit: Haven’t been on this post in ages, almost a year. I hope y’all are doing fine, cause I was in a dark place when I posted this comment, but I’m better now. Thank you lads
remember being a kid? where you didn’t care about how you looked, or how other people looked. you weren’t worried about anything. life was bliss. only thing I was worried about was being quiet at nap time so I could redeem a prize. those were the days, weren’t they? when stuff was simple. everything was simple. when video games were a fun break, rather than something to do to escape.
Remover when you grew up thinking u had all these friends and they were gonna stay in your life forever but once u hit highschool what happend to them😁😁they gone now they don’t care about you they never did😁😁but it’s fine I rather have no friends then have fake ass friends but we’ll not get into that rn😇😂
I see a lot of people online saying that as a flex, but if you think it a lot to your self in private moments then it really stings more deeply. It sucks, but you'll get through it. ❤️
@@muralmarshall5044 Yes, this was a quote i saw from another part of the internet, although at the time i saw it and wrote this i truly felt this was the truth about me. I had no friends really, and had trouble talking to people, i was also struggling with an eating disorder and juggling my moms emotions with me basically acting like peoples personal therapist when i had my own unresolved issues. I’m proud to say now i’ve developed a life for myself i couldn’t be happier with, i am surrounded by amazing people and have a direction i think i want to go with my life. I have a wonderful girlfriend and family that supports me for being non-binary and lesbian :) *^* just also as a follow up story on what happened to me after i wrote this 7 months ago.
You! I love you! I comment because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no, you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is actual hope, not just saying that to say it, you can be made new, a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on…. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, its a free gift! ✞ You are VALUABLE, you are not the product of a random cosmic explosion from nothing with brain barf, obviously nothing created everything, you are wonderfully designed by God, and hey I’d love to to tell YOU the GOOD NEWS, but there is some bad news first, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, every time we have lied and stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (like saying OMG-), saying bad words, and so on. We have spent our life in rebellion against God, storing up His wrath, yet He provides us food, family, and the breath we use to blaspheme His name. You see, God is perfectly Holy, Just and Good. His justice means Hell for those who are guilty, a just judge is going to bring forth justice for those who break the law, and God will righteously punish sin and condemn guilty sinners to Hell. However, there’s GOOD NEWS! God made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice.... You and I broke, God’s laws, Jesus came to pay our bail! God Himself took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to do having the perfect righteousness, and then offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Imagine there’s a HUGE truck coming towards you while you are distracted, and before it hits you, someone whom you’ve spent your life hating runs into the road, pushes you out of the way and is completely crushed and slaughtered by the force of the truck for you, how would you feel? Well that’s what Jesus did for us when Jesus took the wrath of the Father that we deserved, was buried, then rose from the dead. showing the penalty fully paid! God offers salvation as a gift, you can either reject it or receive through repentance (giving up fighting against God, turning away from sin and turning to God) and place your faith in the Lord Jesus Christ. Romans 5:8 “But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.” No amount of good deeds or works can save you, simply just receive it! God promises eternal life and a new heart that will desire righteousness. If you have a Bible, and obey what you read, not to earn your way to God, but because out of love God knows and wants the best for you. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” My instagram is @redeemedthroughChrist if you ever need someone to contact, no I don’t need you to follow me, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self, and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled! God bless. He was actually crucified (an actual historical event affirmed by scholars and historians, actually modern science itself arose from Christianity, the Bible contains 57,000+ manuscripts, 2200+ prophecies with 25,000+ archaeological evidence, 3000+ years ago it talked about the universe’s expansion and earths unsuspension, the hydrolic cycle and so on, for more info you can check out this! ua-cam.com/video/XyNseXdd260/v-deo.html Jesuscares.com ua-cam.com/play/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw.html ua-cam.com/video/b5Ogh7IDgxo/v-deo.html Take care, and I love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you! † † ††
Hello. I have stood in the place where you stand now. I have looked into the abyss, which has left you stranded on a dark street corner with two pathways to take. On one hand, you can feel nothing, and move on in life hardened, but the weight of your experiences will grind you down. Or, you can take a harder path. Lean into everything you feel - experience the depths of emotion that exist within you. Learn these emotions, and base yourself in them. Let them guide you through the rough days when getting out of bed does not seem like an option. In the depth of your emotions, you can and will find happiness, joy, peace, solace, truth, light, and comfort. It may not be easier, but walk the harder road, because it will make you a better person in the end, no matter how many times you break. Let it be hard. If you do that, it can be over, without looming over your existence like a blackened cloud. It may get worse, and it may get harder to walk through the depths of your soul, but in the end, you will find a freedom and peace of mind you did not know existed.
Does anyone else just listens to this song in the middle of the night and cries and just feels so empty and tired from pretending to be „fine“ all day ??
@@jelloello9592 wait... What is this song and the comment section?? Idk if my sister still uses the account where she made a Playlist with only this song, but I think it's weird..
When I say I’m tired I don’t mean that I didn’t sleep enough. I’m tired of suffering and never meeting someones expectation. I’m exhausted. I feel like I was running the whole time and now I’m out of breath.
heyy friend i have felt that before i know were you are coming from but be more selfish and start living for you not them. you feel exhausted because the burden is there all the time if you live for yourself you will lose that burden and have alot more energy to better yourself in that way you will go beyond there expection. live for youself so you will become your best self that way you help alot more people including yourself
I have a pretty decent life, great friends, great family. But sometimes i just wish to end it all, life is tiring, sometimes i wish just to go to sleep...and never wake up again.
I don't want to die, like the old arabic saying, "if you throw yourself into the sea you'd find yourself fighting to survive, you want to kill the thing inside of you. " Hope this helps anything 💞
Well u can still live to live the moments that ur outside while it's raining, or after the rain, to feel the sun in the summer, to feel the warmth in the winter.... Life is not only about people, it's about moments
I was crying while scrolling through the comments and you made me giggle a little bit. Thank you. If you’re going through something I hope you feel better soon. ❤️❤️
I was crying while scrolling through the comments and you made me giggle a little bit. Thank you. If you’re going through something I hope you feel better soon. ❤️❤️
I was crying while scrolling through the comments and you made me giggle a little bit. Thank you. If you’re going through something I hope you feel better soon. ❤️❤️
Hey hun! How are you, it’s been about three weeks and I’m just wondering if you’re okay? If not that’s okay! My DMs are always open and my insta is @x_robync_x and I will listen, I promise. Be safe angel 🤍
I’m so sorry you have to go through so much pain and I know it hurts. I hate having to go through it then seeing others have it even worse I mean sometimes i don’t even know why I’m so sad but I hope this can maybe help just a bit. You are beautiful, smart, and caring. Ik that may sound weird coming from someone you don’t even know but it sounds freakin awesome when someone says that to you. Someone loves you and cares for you. Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. The world needs you. It’s going to be ok and I hope that someone close to you can help make you feel like you have a reason to be alive and they love you. We love you. ❤️
Not that it's any1's business but same but in my point of view or however you would say it.. I was slowly overdosing to this song in my room. As I was laying there, my vision and hearing were fading away and tbh it was very peaceful for me. But I realized what was happening so I jumped up ran to the bathroom started the shower and sat there in cold water till I was fine
@@WilfredThePig Hey ! I saw your comment and just wanted to leave this message because I genuinely care about you. Commenting because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no, you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is only 1 person who can help you, and you don’t have to try to earn His love, you can come to Him in all your mess, and this person knows the worst about you yet loved you the most to die for you, His name, Jesus. He offers to make you new, you can have a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on…. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, its a free gift! ✞ The best news ever is contained in this message. You are valuable, you aren’t an accident, obviously nothing created everything, you are wonderfully made by God, and He cares for you. I want to tell you the best news you’ll ever hear but there is bad news, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, whether you have have lied or stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (saying OMG), so on. A just judge is going to punish guilty criminals for their crimes and we deserve to go to Hell for our willful crimes, but, if someone takes your Hell punishment for you, how much remains left for you to pay? None, but who would be willing to take your Hell punishment for you? God in His love despite our hatred toward Him, the same God who gave us life, breath and functioning organs, made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice. He took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to live, and then that Son of God offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Jesus took the wrath of the Father dying for our sins, was buried, then rose from the dead! God calls you to repent, acknowledge your sins and that no amount of good works can save you or anything you do can save you, and put your faith in Jesus alone for salvation. God offers salvation as a gift, just receive it through believing what Jesus did for you. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” We are not saved from our sins because the Romans beat up Jesus and killed Him! We are saved from our sins because when He was on the tree all of your sin was imputed to Him, and all the full force of God’s wrath of His holy hatred against you and your crimes, and me, and my crimes, that as a Holy God He must pour out. He poured out on His own Son! Trust alone in Him today, and tell others about the Good news of how they can be saved through Jesus as well!! I recommend reading the Bible, the Bible is God’s word, was written by 40+ authors in a span of 1500+ years with 66 books in 3 continents remaining consistent throughout it all fulfilling 2500+ prophecies backed up with 25000+ archaeological evidence, contains more manuscripts and data recorded in history with 57000+ manuscripts, more than any other work of antiquity even with over 2.6 million pages of texts. This is true my friends, trust in Jesus today! “We have more evidence for Jesus than we have for almost anybody from his time period.” Scholarly fact. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. My instagram is @redeemedthroughChrist if you ever need someone to contact, no I don’t need you to follow me, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self, and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled! ua-cam.com/video/XyNseXdd260/v-deo.html Jesuscares.com ua-cam.com/play/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw.html ua-cam.com/video/b5Ogh7IDgxo/v-deo.html I love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you†!!
I feel the exact same way. My mom thinks I have a music obsession and she tries to take music away from me and makes me feel bad for listening to music. You can't blame her though, she doesn't understand that music calms me down, keeps me sane, and keeps me from drowning in my thoughts sometimes.
we all have someone who cares for us, it is just the matter of if they truly want to care or if they are just doing to make us feel better knowing they think differently anyway and just lie to us
Let me sleep I am tired of my grief And I would like you To love me, to love me, to love me This is the night when these woods sigh Come with me There are people who cannot speak Without smiling But they would take me from your hand Or they would try, they would try This is the murmur of the land This is the sound of love's marching band And how they hold you like a gun And how I sing you like a song I heard when I was young And buried for a night like this Buried for a night like this
this comment section, has this kind of unity. We don't necessarily know each other, but we understand each other, more than people that are actually around us do.
same with me, I think I don't want to bring any children into this horrid world, they wouldn't've asked for it, just like I didn't ask for this existence
imagine being happy for a whole day without one small thing just coming in the way and ruining it, making the rest of ur day so shit u just sit there in silence and wonder if youll ever b happy again
I too wonder when it'll get better and I've been wondering for about 3 years now but I still hold on to those words who kept me alive since it all began . Everytime I thought it was time for me to end it all, I told myself that if I kept living on, then maybe... something would change. It's been one year since you've posted this comment but I just hope you're okay
@@drowsystag46yearsago5 I love YOU for spreading such pureness and love . I hope you always have good things in your way, and even if there are obstacles, it always gets better. Remember this kid. Good luck in life. Thank you for being a good person , you made my day with that simple comment.
@@fabianfrayre4928 Same.. Like I never got a say in being here, and if anything, my birth has made my parent's lives so difficult. Because of my birth, they tried to stay together for me, and they hurt each other so much during that time. And they couldn't move on after their divorce, because *I was connecting them*. If I was to have a child, I know that they wouldn't have a father figure. I just don't attract stable men/women to date. And I wouldn't want them to suffer from that. I have diagnosed mental disorders, including antisocial personality, depression, and anxiety. Not only are those things genetic, they are also learned and environmental. I don't know that I'll ever be healthy enough to not teach my child these negative thoughts and views of the world. And even if I am, they are genetically at risk of those issues. It's so scary, you know? I don't want to put someone into this world if they're going to hate living in it.
i want to sleep and never see the sun rise again yet i want to stay awake till i see the sun peak at the top of a tree and smile at me. does.. that make sense? update 8 months later: thank you all for the kind words, I’m doing much better and have fixed problems I never thought I could fix. I believe all of you can beat whatever you’re going through. It’s gonna take a while but you got this :)
There are so many people out there who will never think of smiling at the sun, dont waste the courage to do it. Be that change and let people see the beauty only damaged people can truly see.
Does anyone else just feel numb and then the next everything is okay and it just feels like a switch someone keeps on turning on and off. Or is that just me
There's a moment where your numbness goes away and you burst into tears, and it just wouldn't stop, and that's the one of the most painful feeling. To realize the pain is still there. To finally let it all out.
Oh honey I am so sorry your mom never gave you what you needed. Sometimes parents can be not the best and not there for you the way you like. I hope for your happiness and that you'll find the love you need one day kiddo. Even if it can't come from her. Sending love ❤️
This doesn't even feel like depression anymore. I feel so lost in my thoughts where i feel like im going crazy. I cant even feel my own heart beat like am i even alive? Who knew a person could feel so much pain.
I feel the fucking same thing like I overgrown the depression and now im so lost that i don't know what to do anymore.... It's driving me crazy to the point when I go out or for a walk and I just stare at the same fucking thing and thinking what the fuck is happening to me like i'm stuck somwhere, somehow and someway... Cause you know everyone has their own problems but i have that most miserable thing that i start to love someone who has a boyfriend but my fucking feelings are to hard to let go... So so lost in my thoughts that I get to the point when I sit on my bed the whole night and asking myself and God like what happend? Why im I feeling this shity way like a slave of my thoughts, like they controll me and my feelings? Have a good day.
i see everyone around me living the life i want to live, i have no talents and all my dreams would be to study abroad in an arts/science university, or study to beat some kind of disease, something worthwhile. i just look around me and constantly think how nothing is right, i feel like im trapped in someone else's body, all my thoughts and aspirations are so different from what im able to achieve.
This song reminds me so much of the birthdays I spent all alone with my stuffed animals. It makes me cry so hard, because it makes me realize that when i was a kid the only thing that loved me was my dog and my stuffies. I wish i could feel loved
I tried doing it. I lived on sleeping pills for almost 11months back in 2017. I would just stay in bed, sleeping, and when I finally wake up after 15hours I would just wait for the sleep to come and take me away again. I skipped most of my school year. It ruined my brain, I feel like i can never fonction the same after that year. I lost passion in everything, even life. It's the darkest era of my life and hate it, I never talked abt it,or at least I never said the full story , even now. But I would do it again, the feeling that you get after waking up and feeling numb, feeling nothing, you can't even remember what day is it, or where you are for the few seconds after waking up was my greatest joy. It was the highlight of the day. I honestly don't know if I want anyone else to go through this. I just know it was the most peaceful thing to exist.
I feel you, I really do That was my thought before ( still ) Everyday every night, if I could just cut this off and lose this and remove that It takes time and effort to accept the body that you have It takes time to love it It’s really hard now A days to be confident And not have disordered eating But your body is the only thing that is going to be with u to the end of the time And your mind too, so what you choose to nurture your mind it will nurture your body If you nurture it with love, you will love your body eventually Trust me, try Give it a try, unfollow accounts that make you feel like shit And follow ones that are nice and encouraging Eat mindfully without restricting Eat what you feel like it You will not always feel like chocolate Exercise for your mind, to become stronger Do something that you love It’s the kind that plays a whole part and I realized that after two damn years of suffering Just try, it’s not the problem it’s what you do to overcome it You are not alone
It gets to me everyday . I walk in the store and assume someone is talking about me or laughing at me . I feel embarrassed to walk around . Nd think everybody is laughing at me:(
The moment u relize all the stranger in these comments understands u more than yourself... EDIT: Omg guys, ty for ur support and all the likes, i Cant even imagine ty
You're not alone, stay strong. I know it's hard but i know you can do this. Hope you're okay, if you ever need to talk then i'm here. I don't know you but i can be your friend.
They say you have no reason to be sad but sometimes.. they are the reason you are sad and they will never understand because they judge you instead of listening
I hope your doing okay, one day they'll realize that it's not just something your making up, just don't let them realize to late. Keep fighting, I promise it will get better soon
hearing this for the first time hits me differently. it's like a new dimension/level of sadness, just pure depression. let's cheers to all those silent battles we've been dealing with and no one knews about it because we have to pretend we're okay and happy.
there comes a point, when you just stop crying. and when you cant feel pain anymore. you cant cry anymore no matter how hard you try... and when youve hit that point, youre officially broken into pieces.
i agree, this is much worse than at least being able to cry it out and sleep. i havent cried in weeks but almost a week ago i had an argument with my parents and i suddenly started crying so much and i screamed "i dont wanna live, i want to end my life, i want to kill myself." and im still not sure how they feel about it idk if it was the right thing to say but ive been suffering for years and they didnt even know
OMGGGGG, yesss!!!!! As the song is playing, I'm looking at all of these people who feel hopeless, or just tired, and my throat is starting to burn and my eyes start to water because I want to take everyone's pain away. And now I'm crying.
thank you- ...thank you for this, its weird but its what i need to hear rn, thank you bless your soul (sorry if its like im pushing a region on you its juist what i say)
Sofia Kapnik I felt that sooo much it’s so sad to know that as much as u try and are nice or funny or how much effort u put in ur never good enough to them
wait sofia noo :(( i dont know how i found this but i completely relate to that. i love you soo much and i want you to be happy but if whoever this person is doesn't chose you that's their problem and they're missing out. put them aside and chose someone who actually deserves it. someone who chooses you back. you might not find them immediately but the time will come and it will feel amazing and you'll feel like the happiest person alive. giving effort and getting that same effort in return is more precious than anything ~liana
Aquí estoy de nuevo llorando todas las nochess para despertar como día tras día con una sonrisa y ver que tu familia no te quiere te jusga sin saber lo que te pasa y sientes, solo quiero un día dormir y no despertar...
Tienes una vida por delante, esas lagrimas se convertirán en lagrimas de no aguantar mas la risa, eres una señorita increíble, creo en ti, aquí está tu familia, aquí tienes a alguien. ✨ échale ganas bonita.
@@marlonanrrango802 Hay gente que le cuesta aprender ciertas cosas, y qué vengas tú tan solo a burlarte da una mala imagen. Sí no vas apoyar, mejor no escribas nada.
Yo no te voy a venir a decir que todo estará bien, ni tampoco te vendré a decir que debes olvidarte de ellos. Simplemente, me gustaría que fueras a terapia. Es el mejor consejo que te puedo dar, acepta la ayuda, y deja que te ayuden. No me gustaría engañarte y decirte que todo está bien y que no importa. Ve a terapia, estarás bien.
Duele, y dolerá por mucho tiempo. Ojalá todos aquí pudiéramos decirte palabras para que todo mejore.. o mejor aún, darte un abrazo. Se fuerte, se valiente. Tu puedes con esto.
"why am i always the "happy friend"? why does it have to be me? Im always the person checking in on everyone, but when is someone gonna check up on me? I want to feel whole again. I want to feel loved again. i want to feel ME again. but when? when will i? will anyone learn? will anyone ask? will i ever feel the same again?" I may not always be happy but i i will be for you.
I felt this on a spiritual level, read this and my eyes started to water lol. I agree it is tough, I am exactly the same and have the same thoughts, sending you love, though I don't know u, hope u take it 😂. We can get through this, you will find someone one day that will love you truly 💕
Can’t wait till the day that I wake up and don’t feel sad anymore. Until the day I hear a sad song and you are not the first person that comes to mind...
'Oops that sounded depressing, let me put lol after it' It's not whatever. You are important and cared about. Please reach out if you need someone to talk to, and please never give up. I know it's hard. But I know you can keep fighting, every single day. I believe in you. Sending you lots of virtual hugs and little chocolates cause theyre really tasty and cute :)
This song really makes me reminisce about the past even with the mistakes I’ve made, it still makes me miss the little moments I’ve had. I miss being in high school, but I wish I interacted enough to still be with my friends even after high school. Now I’ve never felt more alone.
hi. you wrote this three months ago so i hope you are doing better now! everything will be okay one day, i promise. things might be tough right now but you're strong and you will get through it. you're amazing. you're beautiful. you're loved. and if you haven't been told this today, i'm proud of you.
There’s nothing wrong with crying, it just means that you’ve been strong for too long. There’s nothing wrong with people hearing you, that just means they’ll help you. There’s nothing wrong with not being the same, no one’s the same. There’s nothing wrong with 𝕪𝕠𝕦, you’ll be different from everyone you meet, but you’ll meet people who appreciate you.
I used to listen to this in the early stages of my grief. I was bullied and my brother took his own life. A very difficult year followed. After what has felt like a long period of time, things have started to get better. It's been almost 5 years but only feels a few months ago.
i know nobody’s gonna see this, but i really need to vent. i haven’t felt like myself in so long. everything feels like it should be normal but... something feels missing. i don’t know if it’s seasonal depression or anything like that, but i’ve just been so sad lately. it’s like that somber numbness that you get right after a mental breakdown. but some nights i just completely break down and cry for hours. sometimes i’ll cry so hard it gets hard to breathe or speak- and i know i’m not unique or anything for feeling this way but i haven’t felt this terrible in a long while. everything’s feels like it’s just falling apart. i’m losing touch with my long distance partner, i’m losing my best friend. and i’m so tired. the kind of tired that makes you question if it’s even worth it anymore. anyways thanks if you read this entire thing. i hope it gets better for you wherever you are. EDIT: i thank all of you from the bottom of my heart. whenever i feel depressed i come to your replies and they help. i’m going to be honest, it’s been rough. my long distance partner left me a few months ago and tbh i didn’t realize how much i needed them until they were gone. it was unhealthy. currently, i’ve been trying my best to get out of this ditch. again, thank you for all of your kind replies- i truly appreciate it.
everything is going to be okay, i promise. there are people out there that love you, even if you don’t know who they are, dear. i’m proud of you for sharing this. we all love you ❤️
Yee Haw i hope your pain eases. I’m sorry you’re dealing with this you’re not alone ,hang in there Ik it’s hard but things will be okay . You’re loved let it out as much as you need too everything will be okay one day ❤️
@Carl Williams you just copy and paste the same comment over and over again, huh? Let me tell you that's not how you bring people closer to god nor christ, the first few words mean nothing if you're going to shove a whole f-ing novel up their ass.
@@SAM-ck4br you can talk to me about your issues if you want. I might not be the smartest nor the wisest but i am a stranger and i'll patiently listen. :)
It's okay to feel like that, your feelings are valid. We all have reason to our madness, we just need to find a way to express it, I hope you find your way ♥️
told someone i was tired and they said “from what? u didn’t do anything all day all u did was sleep” and that’s when it hit me. They’ll never understand
Mihail Piperkov when yours, and everyone else’s time comes. you will shine so bright one day, and live your best life. so don’t stress about it. because even when that happens, happiness wasn’t meant to last forever, just as sadness or anger wasn’t.
I'm sorry, but it's because of I'm weak. There's nothing wrong with that at all, actually. I actually thing what you said is the same as being weak. The opposite of strength is weakness. If you have none anymore you're weak. Sometimes being weak is the only thing we can do. I have found my strength in God. There were moments I would just cry and I was at a point where I would cry to Him with nothing but empty groans. It was like trying to talk with nothing but the pain of me pulling any words out. I told Him I couldn't do it anymore and it was the weakest I had ever felt. Miraculously I felt a peace wash over me the next following days (those days turned into years till now) and its been getting better. I'm not doing okay right now and I know I'm weak cause I have no strength. That's absolutely okay. There's nothing wrong with that. Things will get better.
@@Ashley-ro4xz my friend being strong and weak are a balancing act. what you just described is what a strong person does with his weakness. its something to imbrace something to accept and something to respect your mind and body is telling you something so listen to it its oke to ''feel weak'' so you can go on again and focus on getting strong again by getting rest. its a moment to breath and see the world in a more peacefull way a moment to stand still and just watch it go by its a moment of rest. and if you feel ready you can fight again and make a better comeback then before. ashley its going to be oke your doing awsome spreading the love!!!! i am open to listen if you need someone to talk to i have a hard life so i hope i can help you
@Carl Williams Thank you, even if it wasn't directed towards me. I needed to see this, I appreciate you for spreading the voice of the Lord. I am a christian now and I have gotten so clouded and far away from God. I struggle with depression and other mental issues, I have been seeing more and more of God in my life now. I am so happy that God has lead me to the point that I am at today. I am going to reawaken my relationship with God and repent for my sins, although I know I will always sin. I will always ask for forgiveness. Thank you for posting this comment.
@Carl Williams i dunno whats worse, you copying n pasting the same comment to everyone tht seems slightly upset or u LOOKING for it in comments of slowed songs, mate i appreciate u trying but whats da point in doin dat lol
if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help.
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i dont want to die I just want to go somewhere alone where it's calm
You! I love you! I comment because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no, you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is actual hope, not just saying that to say it, you can be made new, a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on…. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, its a free gift! ✞ You are VALUABLE, you are not the product of a random cosmic explosion from nothing with brain barf, obviously nothing created everything, you are wonderfully designed by God, and hey I’d love to to tell YOU the GOOD NEWS, but there is some bad news first, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, every time we have lied and stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (like saying OMG-), saying bad words, and so on. We have spent our life in rebellion against God, storing up His wrath, yet He provides us food, family, and the breath we use to blaspheme His name. You see, God is perfectly Holy, Just and Good. His justice means Hell for those who are guilty, a just judge is going to bring forth justice for those who break the law, and God will righteously punish sin and condemn guilty sinners to Hell. However, there’s GOOD NEWS! God made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice.... You and I broke, God’s laws, Jesus came to pay our bail! God Himself took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to do having the perfect righteousness, and then offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Imagine there’s a HUGE truck coming towards you while you are distracted, and before it hits you, someone whom you’ve spent your life hating runs into the road, pushes you out of the way and is completely crushed and slaughtered by the force of the truck for you, how would you feel? Well that’s what Jesus did for us when Jesus took the wrath of the Father that we deserved, was buried, then rose from the dead. showing the penalty fully paid! God offers salvation as a gift, you can either reject it or receive through repentance (giving up fighting against God, turning away from sin and turning to God) and place your faith in the Lord Jesus Christ. Romans 5:8 “But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.” No amount of good deeds or works can save you, simply just receive it! God promises eternal life and a new heart that will desire righteousness. If you have a Bible, and obey what you read, not to earn your way to God, but because out of love God knows and wants the best for you. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” My instagram is @redeemedthroughChrist if you ever need someone to contact, no I don’t need you to follow me, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self, and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled! God bless. He was actually crucified (an actual historical event affirmed by scholars and historians, actually modern science itself arose from Christianity, the Bible contains 57,000+ manuscripts, 2200+ prophecies with 25,000+ archaeological evidence, 3000+ years ago it talked about the universe’s expansion and earths unsuspension, the hydrolic cycle and so on, for more info you can check out this! ua-cam.com/video/XyNseXdd260/v-deo.html Jesuscares.com ua-cam.com/play/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw.html ua-cam.com/video/b5Ogh7IDgxo/v-deo.html Take care, and I love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you! † † ††
Exactly
What if there was a place? Where you could be calm, everything from the architecture to the outside was all made in mind to make you feel warm and calm. Would you take it?
iGetBulliedAtSchool maybe we can go to beach together nice breeze, walk on top of the mountain side, go to a tropical lake side. Life has lot of discoveries don’t let death overcome your decision.
@@Jbeats37 Someday. Im going to build a place just like that. For people who just want to be at peace
As I scroll through these comments, I come to the realization that strangers are nicer than our own friends...
Kyla Miller lol for real
It’s better not knowing people then eh?
Being alone isn’t that bad
I like being alone
But non of my friends respect that
Well I don’t have friends anymore
I rather be in peace by myself than have a lot of friends who I ain’t happy around
Its true sometimes ill meet random people in town or at place that i dont know and just have some of the best moments in my life I cry so hard i cant breath, i laugh so hard i cant contol my bladder, i feel free
That's reality bro
My friends don’t even care. They think I just want attention..
We dont want to end our lives. We just want to end the pain
But how else can you end the pain
Tjasa Smonkar by living through it and shining in the very end
ik, I don’t have depression, but I have awful anxiety and panic attacks all the time. it feels like I can’t live my life and sometimes makes me want to sleep all the time. not die, just sleep.
Tjasa Smonkar smoke weed... works for me
@@layshaaaaaaa same and drinking
“Sleep isn’t sleep anymore. It’s just another escape from reality.” -Someone wise.
it really is.
No sleep is depression, sleep is deep depression, because your sitting their on your bed thinking about everything rn when you could me smiling with your family and do things, but it’s, take your time, you have all you need to heal and everyone is here for you
@@_exotic_3466 not everyone. I hate it when people say “we’re here for you” cause I honestly feel like they just say that. I have no one absolutely no one. I just want someone to hug and to cry in their shoulders cause I’m exhausted from this pain inside of me.
“I don’t want to die I just want the pain to stop”
-some other wise person
😭
Do you ever just feel alone when you have friends family but you just don’t feel complete and you just feel empty
Yes, always, but remember that you are not alone, you are loved, you will find love and finally stop this horrendous feeling and feel complete once again
every day, but I just keep going and hope i find something/someone that completes me
Because of quarantine , I've been able to spend more time as in more time as across the entire last decade with my sister , , the only person who truly cares about me . And I feel exactly like you do , it will get better . Thing about rock bottom is , there's no other way but up.
that’s what I feel everyday I feel like something is missing , my life feels like a circle I just want to escape but there is no way out
What if were a thread hang on in a shell of a human body
This comment section turned into a group therapy session lmao
Lol
Matthew Carlson agreed kinda funny
It shows how much people relate to eachother
Even with all the controversy and bad stuff,theres always the good side,its ok to let out your feelings,it eases you,makes you feel better.
I know, isn't it lovely.
Much better than meme spaming.
Matthew Carlson LMAOOOO ITS WORSE THAN THE SOUNDCLOUD COMMENTS
Tears rolling down my cheeks is the only warm feeling I have right now.
Sage Shellum I really do wish it was that easy 😔
i wish i could feel the tears but there’s none left.
hope you’re feeling better now :)
Same😔
Sage Shellum thx💞
"Lonely people dont realize how lonely they are till that one person walks into their life, and they dont realize how lonelier it will be when that same person leaves"
Espero que no sea tarde, pero
¡Tú puedes! y todo pasará, ya verás que sí
And I'm crying all my tears out...
Goddammit. So true. Imagine the person who made you feel less lonely leaves, how devastating.
indeed...
Your music is very good i will always support you☘ 💛 🌱
Why do the nicest people have to feel all the pain, why do we have things taken away from us when we have done nothing wrong. It just doesn’t make sense.
Because they dont want others to suffer
What makes you a nice person?
I know right it just doesn’t seem fair
ZChris CrisisZ all the pain you’ve felt
This is what I think about all the time with tears in my eyes I really don’t understand it’s hurts so damn much 💔
Is anyone else at the point where they feel like crying but you just physically can’t, all you can do is sit there and feel your heart being torn apart bit by bit
It’s being numb. I know that feeling.
Same. Like a few months ago I cried so much that now I physically can't cry anymore even if i try. It hurts and idk what to do, 2019 has been the hardest year in my life.
Finn Stuchbery look at that we are both breaking down in the same hour🙂💔
@@jigokucat7101 I don't know what to do .. 😔
Finn Stuchbery lets physically and mentally fight it🙂 I know that it is hard to get used to our life’s and bodies but just know... that it’s temporary ❤️🥀
Yeah, I came here to cry. And I'm not disappointed.
Let's all cry together.
That would help..
Same lol
Thank You...
Now I don’t feel alone lmao
안재로Karl ok.
the depressing thing about being sad is not finding a reason to be sad and still feeling sad
'Usually when people ask how I'm doing, the real answer is I am doing shitty, but I can't say I am doing shitty because I don't have a good reason to be doing shitty. So if I say "I am doing shitty" then they say "Why, what's wrong?". And I have to be like "I dunno all of it".' -Bojack Horsemen
this.
True
@@kevinthomas1649 bojack horsemen.... he really hits hard doesn't he
💯
-i'm tired
-go sleep!
-no, you don't understand.
I relate so much
Felt m
"You don't understand, I can't"
I’m tired of life. When I say “I’m tired” I want to be tired to go to sleep not tired of life. yk
im tired of everything. the abuse. the hate. the toxicity. the depression. i just want a break from it all. i want out for a few days. that's all.
It’s hard holding back tears in front of friends and family
Facts😔
fr.
Faxxx i always feel like to cry when i can't
When i want to cry i just go to the bathroom, it's much easier and faster than explaining.
It is :( and when they walk in on u crying you just wipe tears away and put on a fake smile because you don't want them to see you are hurting because you feel like they do enough for you or they won't understand you and tell you that you're too young to feel like this
“loneliness is the deadliest thing in this world” - some senior of mine when i opened up about my depression
Carl Williams thanks for the kind and humble words, but in my heart i’d like to be more responsible for my own sins
I shall be the one who pays for what i owe.
i seldom do care about god as i barely even follow my native religion (hinduism)
but i do believe that the philosophy that has been written into the bible and many other works of religious text do have a lot of merit to them
@@dhhruvsingh3245 God does not simply forgive to save you. He desperately wants to know you. He wants to love you and will do anything to be closer to you.
It breaks my heart seeing your comment and I hate even saying that because of how fake most people are.
Please please do not shut the door on someone who truly cares for you.
Carl Williams Thank you, I don’t Believe in Jesus but i needed to hesr that
Grieving the loss of someone who is still alive is a different kind of pain.
i relate, i relate very much.
and the worst part... i know for a fact that i will never be able to get them back.
you know what's deeper than that, If they don't even know that all you're going through is even happening
Grieving the loss of someone who never even exsisted, i.e. a baby in dream
Facts
im so scared of growing up. lifes hard enough. im so terrified for what the future has in store. i don't know what to do.
just live life and embrace it
Destiny Vlogs completely relate
Destiny Vlogs I feel you. I never want to grow up. As much as I hate my life now, I’d rather stay here where I can be safe.
It’s scary out there.
But one day at a time, one hand in front of the other.
And it will get better. Stay strong and it will slowly get better.
that's the most amazing part in life not knowing what the future has in store because it can be the most amazing thing and yeah it could be the worst but you just gotta have faith and you be fine. don't worry about it to much 😇
The things that you're worried about today, will make you laugh 5 years from now. We're scared of what we dont understand. The day that you decide to tackle everything head on, is the day you'll truly understand what it feels like to be free from anxiety. Once you realize you'll never have complete control, and you begin to accept that it's okay to ask for help, you'll be just fine.
Anyone else feel like they don’t have a soul anymore? I feel numb.
Add my insta darius.pighee
That’s tough
i had a panic attack and my whole body felt numb, i think i almost passed out
vKoryo me too
Me too baby but I have hope that we will become better one day.....just one day
people in the comments trying to find another person, when I'm over here trying to find my self...
Yo man, I hope you gonna get better! You can do it! I know you'll find yourself. It just takes time and that okay. It's okay to be confused. Its okay to be not okay as long as it get better eventually!
Honestly I’m trying to find someone to help me find myself cause I’ve come to realize I can’t find myself or be happy with myself by myself 😔
AJ Villegas you can, i Believe in you ❤️
good
I hope you feel better soon.
is anybody else sitting there, listening to this and you feel like crying, but you can’t because your body’s numb and dry. there are no tears anymore..
Me:( are u ok?
Every day
Feeling like this right now, i cant sleep and im smoking like snoob dog and even like this i wanna cry and i just cant, i hope you all feels better
God I hate it. It’s like I know I’m in pain and I can’t get it out. I can manage to get a tear to role down my face occasionally but it doesn’t help because it’s not real it’s not really crying and I’m numb but Im also in so much pain and I’m so tired. I just need the pain to be gone. Im so fucked up in the head, I’m not eating properly I want it to be over. Im 13 I don’t know if I can keep doing this
You are not a loser, only those who fall know how to win
i’m too young to feel this sad all the time...
We all are, 15 till 85. We are too young for this. But one thing isn’t. What we pass on. People like Emily Dickinson, H.P.Lovecraft, and all others didn’t know what they contributed to this machine we call aging was great. But you do, you can make it to the finish line.
There’s a cup waiting for you there.
🥂🥤🍷🥃🍸🍺🍹
me too sis-
hi how are ya me too:(
Felt this
@@GhostSoapO im..11...
“Take her to the moon for me, okay?”
Edit: Haven’t been on this post in ages, almost a year. I hope y’all are doing fine, cause I was in a dark place when I posted this comment, but I’m better now. Thank you lads
WTF are you doing to me do not remind me of that
AAAAH DONT SAY THAT
They played that movie when I was getting evaluated at a hospital. Cant watch it without having flashbacks of that day.
one of the most painful sentences I've ever ridden
What movie is that from?
remember being a kid? where you didn’t care about how you looked, or how other people looked. you weren’t worried about anything. life was bliss. only thing I was worried about was being quiet at nap time so I could redeem a prize. those were the days, weren’t they? when stuff was simple. everything was simple. when video games were a fun break, rather than something to do to escape.
wait you got a prize for being quiet at nap time??? lucky i only got nap time and that was it
Remover when you grew up thinking u had all these friends and they were gonna stay in your life forever but once u hit highschool what happend to them😁😁they gone now they don’t care about you they never did😁😁but it’s fine I rather have no friends then have fake ass friends but we’ll not get into that rn😇😂
My biggest fear is facing the world, and this comment just made me wanna- 💀
This made me laugh while I was crying listening to this music.❤️😂
I feel with you bro your not alone🥺
I, genuinely feel, like I was put on this earth to give more love than I will likely ever receive in return.
i feel like my sole perpose here is to give the love i deserve to everyone that didn't get theirs
Have you accepted it?
indeed...
I see a lot of people online saying that as a flex, but if you think it a lot to your self in private moments then it really stings more deeply. It sucks, but you'll get through it. ❤️
@@muralmarshall5044 Yes, this was a quote i saw from another part of the internet, although at the time i saw it and wrote this i truly felt this was the truth about me. I had no friends really, and had trouble talking to people, i was also struggling with an eating disorder and juggling my moms emotions with me basically acting like peoples personal therapist when i had my own unresolved issues.
I’m proud to say now i’ve developed a life for myself i couldn’t be happier with, i am surrounded by amazing people and have a direction i think i want to go with my life. I have a wonderful girlfriend and family that supports me for being non-binary and lesbian :) *^* just also as a follow up story on what happened to me after i wrote this 7 months ago.
im stuck between feeling nothing and everything.
You! I love you! I comment because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no, you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is actual hope, not just saying that to say it, you can be made new, a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on…. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, its a free gift! ✞ You are VALUABLE, you are not the product of a random cosmic explosion from nothing with brain barf, obviously nothing created everything, you are wonderfully designed by God, and hey I’d love to to tell YOU the GOOD NEWS, but there is some bad news first, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, every time we have lied and stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (like saying OMG-), saying bad words, and so on. We have spent our life in rebellion against God, storing up His wrath, yet He provides us food, family, and the breath we use to blaspheme His name. You see, God is perfectly Holy, Just and Good. His justice means Hell for those who are guilty, a just judge is going to bring forth justice for those who break the law, and God will righteously punish sin and condemn guilty sinners to Hell. However, there’s GOOD NEWS! God made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice.... You and I broke, God’s laws, Jesus came to pay our bail! God Himself took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to do having the perfect righteousness, and then offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Imagine there’s a HUGE truck coming towards you while you are distracted, and before it hits you, someone whom you’ve spent your life hating runs into the road, pushes you out of the way and is completely crushed and slaughtered by the force of the truck for you, how would you feel? Well that’s what Jesus did for us when Jesus took the wrath of the Father that we deserved, was buried, then rose from the dead. showing the penalty fully paid! God offers salvation as a gift, you can either reject it or receive through repentance (giving up fighting against God, turning away from sin and turning to God) and place your faith in the Lord Jesus Christ. Romans 5:8 “But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.” No amount of good deeds or works can save you, simply just receive it! God promises eternal life and a new heart that will desire righteousness. If you have a Bible, and obey what you read, not to earn your way to God, but because out of love God knows and wants the best for you. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” My instagram is @redeemedthroughChrist if you ever need someone to contact, no I don’t need you to follow me, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self, and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled! God bless. He was actually crucified (an actual historical event affirmed by scholars and historians, actually modern science itself arose from Christianity, the Bible contains 57,000+ manuscripts, 2200+ prophecies with 25,000+ archaeological evidence, 3000+ years ago it talked about the universe’s expansion and earths unsuspension, the hydrolic cycle and so on, for more info you can check out this! ua-cam.com/video/XyNseXdd260/v-deo.html Jesuscares.com ua-cam.com/play/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw.html ua-cam.com/video/b5Ogh7IDgxo/v-deo.html Take care, and I love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you! † † ††
I felt this one 🥺
Sending love your way 🌸
Hello. I have stood in the place where you stand now. I have looked into the abyss, which has left you stranded on a dark street corner with two pathways to take. On one hand, you can feel nothing, and move on in life hardened, but the weight of your experiences will grind you down. Or, you can take a harder path. Lean into everything you feel - experience the depths of emotion that exist within you. Learn these emotions, and base yourself in them. Let them guide you through the rough days when getting out of bed does not seem like an option. In the depth of your emotions, you can and will find happiness, joy, peace, solace, truth, light, and comfort. It may not be easier, but walk the harder road, because it will make you a better person in the end, no matter how many times you break. Let it be hard. If you do that, it can be over, without looming over your existence like a blackened cloud. It may get worse, and it may get harder to walk through the depths of your soul, but in the end, you will find a freedom and peace of mind you did not know existed.
You found the words i couldn’t describe 😔
Does anyone else just listens to this song in the middle of the night and cries and just feels so empty and tired from pretending to be „fine“ all day ??
Me rn
Ouch that hit so hard 😔🥺
It's 4 am and i'msad going through coments
its 12:44 and I feel shitty so u not alone :) was gonna cut myself but didnt for some reason
yep
You don’t understand-
*no amount of sleep in the world can cure the tiredness I feel*
People don't understand that we're not just physically, but mentally tired
It's not like we're tired in the physical way.....
We are just tired of suffering and feeling so miserable all the time....
@@jelloello9592 wait... What is this song and the comment section?? Idk if my sister still uses the account where she made a Playlist with only this song, but I think it's weird..
Ryan. NL LOL um it's just a song that gets in my feels
@@jelloello9592 so true:)sometimes i just wish to not exist in this world until im ready to exist again.i just need to rest from every feeling
When I say I’m tired I don’t mean that I didn’t sleep enough. I’m tired of suffering and never meeting someones expectation. I’m exhausted. I feel like I was running the whole time and now I’m out of breath.
heyy friend i have felt that before i know were you are coming from but be more selfish and start living for you not them. you feel exhausted because the burden is there all the time if you live for yourself you will lose that burden and have alot more energy to better yourself in that way you will go beyond there expection. live for youself so you will become your best self that way you help alot more people including yourself
Что бы не случилось знай что где то далеко есть незнакомый человек который выслушает, поймёт, поддержит...
Все будет хорошо, обещаю!
This too shall pass my friend. I hope you are better ❤️❤️
it’s honestly scary how quiet i can cry
I feel that.
Shrek luv you shrek lol ❤️💀🥺
@@sleepysloth802 ❤💯
I do this so my family doesn’t ask what’s wrong lol 🙂
Absolutely Not that always makes it worse when they ask because you want to tell them but they won’t understand or will underestimate your problems :(
I have a pretty decent life, great friends, great family. But sometimes i just wish to end it all, life is tiring, sometimes i wish just to go to sleep...and never wake up again.
Same here..
Man I actually feel you
^
I don't want to die, like the old arabic saying, "if you throw yourself into the sea you'd find yourself fighting to survive, you want to kill the thing inside of you. " Hope this helps anything 💞
Well u can still live to live the moments that ur outside while it's raining, or after the rain, to feel the sun in the summer, to feel the warmth in the winter.... Life is not only about people, it's about moments
if this isnt played at my funeral I'm not coming.
Minna Hayter you just make me laugh in the middle of a breakdown, thanks for remembering how it felt :)
I was crying while scrolling through the comments and you made me giggle a little bit. Thank you. If you’re going through something I hope you feel better soon. ❤️❤️
I was crying while scrolling through the comments and you made me giggle a little bit. Thank you. If you’re going through something I hope you feel better soon. ❤️❤️
I was crying while scrolling through the comments and you made me giggle a little bit. Thank you. If you’re going through something I hope you feel better soon. ❤️❤️
Minna Hayter Well sometimes I need a running start too, I go for porn over sad music though
the “i want you to love me...to love me” part in this song is what makes me break down. i’m surrounded by people yet i feel so alone
crying alone in my room has become part of my daily routine.
Hey hun! How are you, it’s been about three weeks and I’m just wondering if you’re okay? If not that’s okay! My DMs are always open and my insta is @x_robync_x and I will listen, I promise. Be safe angel 🤍
We have to be strong stand strong sister fighting with ourself... Everything will b fine soon
I’m so sorry you have to go through so much pain and I know it hurts. I hate having to go through it then seeing others have it even worse I mean sometimes i don’t even know why I’m so sad but I hope this can maybe help just a bit. You are beautiful, smart, and caring. Ik that may sound weird coming from someone you don’t even know but it sounds freakin awesome when someone says that to you. Someone loves you and cares for you. Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. The world needs you. It’s going to be ok and I hope that someone close to you can help make you feel like you have a reason to be alive and they love you. We love you. ❤️
you’re not alone, remember. we’re here
Same
at this point I can't even cry, I jus doze off and reminisce how everything use to be.
me too. you’re not alone.
your comment reminded me of so many things. so many bad, and good memories.
For me, I think of all of my regrets and what life would have been if I was around different people. Imagine how nice that would be.
lexxoh or about how things could’ve been
my friend thought of this awhile back and she said, “we’re all just suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids that suicide isn’t the answer.”
this is so true, it hurts
Pastel Gaming she didn’t think of that lol that’s from like tumblr
@@Ally880 but still true
not all of us...
yeah bit some ppl just pretend
i remember being at the lowest point in my life. i kept this song on repeat for some reason. it was a tough time… but this song is beautiful
Same for me I remember laying alone in the dark with this playing in the background and not crying but just laying there feeling empty
Not that it's any1's business but same but in my point of view or however you would say it.. I was slowly overdosing to this song in my room. As I was laying there, my vision and hearing were fading away and tbh it was very peaceful for me. But I realized what was happening so I jumped up ran to the bathroom started the shower and sat there in cold water till I was fine
هذا ما يحدث معي في كل ليله تقريبن🥀
I just want to go back to being a kid not caring about how I look or what my future will be, I just wanna be happy and laugh with everyone
our profile pictures 🥺🔥
@@mlp221 twins 🥺🥺
stuck in my house it was meant to be 🙊🥺
@@mlp221 yyaaasss
im deciding what i want to do as a career right now and i feel that, i just wanna be a little kid again
:] eh
have you ever just cried so hard to the point where you had to hold your hand over your mouth
Tia Earle do you want to talk?
Tia Earle OH I JUST CRY✨SILENTLY✨
basically every day 😹
@Carl Williams sigh
no
Sucks when you see the galaxy in someone's eyes when they can't see a star in yours
Is this a quote from something? If not, you just made a very good one.
@@WilfredThePig Hey ! I saw your comment and just wanted to leave this message because I genuinely care about you. Commenting because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no, you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is only 1 person who can help you, and you don’t have to try to earn His love, you can come to Him in all your mess, and this person knows the worst about you yet loved you the most to die for you, His name, Jesus. He offers to make you new, you can have a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on…. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, its a free gift! ✞ The best news ever is contained in this message. You are valuable, you aren’t an accident, obviously nothing created everything, you are wonderfully made by God, and He cares for you. I want to tell you the best news you’ll ever hear but there is bad news, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, whether you have have lied or stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (saying OMG), so on. A just judge is going to punish guilty criminals for their crimes and we deserve to go to Hell for our willful crimes, but, if someone takes your Hell punishment for you, how much remains left for you to pay? None, but who would be willing to take your Hell punishment for you? God in His love despite our hatred toward Him, the same God who gave us life, breath and functioning organs, made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice. He took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to live, and then that Son of God offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Jesus took the wrath of the Father dying for our sins, was buried, then rose from the dead! God calls you to repent, acknowledge your sins and that no amount of good works can save you or anything you do can save you, and put your faith in Jesus alone for salvation. God offers salvation as a gift, just receive it through believing what Jesus did for you. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” We are not saved from our sins because the Romans beat up Jesus and killed Him! We are saved from our sins because when He was on the tree all of your sin was imputed to Him, and all the full force of God’s wrath of His holy hatred against you and your crimes, and me, and my crimes, that as a Holy God He must pour out. He poured out on His own Son! Trust alone in Him today, and tell others about the Good news of how they can be saved through Jesus as well!! I recommend reading the Bible, the Bible is God’s word, was written by 40+ authors in a span of 1500+ years with 66 books in 3 continents remaining consistent throughout it all fulfilling 2500+ prophecies backed up with 25000+ archaeological evidence, contains more manuscripts and data recorded in history with 57000+ manuscripts, more than any other work of antiquity even with over 2.6 million pages of texts. This is true my friends, trust in Jesus today! “We have more evidence for Jesus than we have for almost anybody from his time period.” Scholarly fact. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. My instagram is @redeemedthroughChrist if you ever need someone to contact, no I don’t need you to follow me, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self, and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled! ua-cam.com/video/XyNseXdd260/v-deo.html Jesuscares.com ua-cam.com/play/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw.html ua-cam.com/video/b5Ogh7IDgxo/v-deo.html I love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you†!!
@@WilfredThePig he made it, thats deep..
@@WilfredThePig nah I read this quote online. It's from a poetry book if I'm not mistaken.
@@titas1124 no I think it's from a poetry book. I remember reading it and it hit quite deep ❤
when my father sick in hospital we listening this song every night when want sleep,now my father sleep forever🖤 Good bye my Hero🥀
F
I’m so sorry for your loss❤️
Stay strong, dear
Things will get fine ♥️
so sorry for your loss ..
*Goodbye
Crying with strangers at 2am is a must at this point
Edit: wow this got some likes hope you are all okay. xx
its 2am for me rn im tearing up reading these sad stories and eating Twizzlers
I feel you!
love this
felt this on a spiritual level.
I made this the 666 like
music is the only thing that is keeping me sane right now.
God, I have the same feeling rigth now
I feel the exact same way. My mom thinks I have a music obsession and she tries to take music away from me and makes me feel bad for listening to music. You can't blame her though, she doesn't understand that music calms me down, keeps me sane, and keeps me from drowning in my thoughts sometimes.
Yeah. Music is amazing. That’s why I love to sing and listen to music all the time.
Same😔
Agreed
Face it, we’re all lost souls looking for someone who will truly care for us.
yea :(
we all have someone who cares for us, it is just the matter of if they truly want to care or if they are just doing to make us feel better knowing they think differently anyway and just lie to us
Yur Mum I thought I did. But they left and so far have never come back
I had that someone but i lost her
exactly..
Let me sleep
I am tired of my grief
And I would like you
To love me, to love me, to love me
This is the night when these woods sigh
Come with me
There are people who cannot speak
Without smiling
But they would take me from your hand
Or they would try, they would try
This is the murmur of the land
This is the sound of love's marching band
And how they hold you like a gun
And how I sing you like a song
I heard when I was young
And buried for a night like this
Buried for a night like this
The best sounds ever! Thank you for sharing such great video! 💜 😘 💖
this comment section, has this kind of unity. We don't necessarily know each other, but we understand each other, more than people that are actually around us do.
Jana Gwen yeah, I love seeing everyone here join together, saying that hope your okay!
@@lynn-yi4qc what is this kind of Depresuising shit my sister watch 😂
@StartToMiddle yesss omg
StartToMiddle ahh I can imagine
yep
one of my biggest fears when i get older is my kids sitting in their bedroom crying at 3am and i have no clue
@Carl Williams thank you for taking the time out of your day to comment this, but i am athiest (i think thats how you spell it) but thank you
@MADELYN HART if you have friends that won't wait or be patient for you, they're not really friends, I know from experience
same with me, I think I don't want to bring any children into this horrid world, they wouldn't've asked for it, just like I didn't ask for this existence
ik just thinking about that breaks my heart
Same man
imagine being happy for a whole day without one small thing just coming in the way and ruining it, making the rest of ur day so shit u just sit there in silence and wonder if youll ever b happy again
just the fact that you were happy today shows enormous progress. push through, hang in there. you've got this.
“it gets better.” when? it’s been i don’t even know how long since i’ve felt pure joy. i just wanna feel again. is that too much to ask for?
I too wonder when it'll get better and I've been wondering for about 3 years now but I still hold on to those words who kept me alive since it all began . Everytime I thought it was time for me to end it all, I told myself that if I kept living on, then maybe... something would change. It's been one year since you've posted this comment but I just hope you're okay
@@lynx__1019 been about 6 years for me. it never gets better.
when no one understands you; even yourself,
^
This one hit hard.
Carl Williams stop
It's 05.00 AM.I made myself a coffee and went out to the balcony. Then I lit a cigarette and opened this song. I guess this isn't the world.
I can't sleep.. it's 5:10 am... everyone is asleep and I stay here looking at the morning sky...
I love you both and I'm proud of you guys for making it this far in life, even when I don't know either of you.
@@drowsystag46yearsago5 I love YOU for spreading such pureness and love . I hope you always have good things in your way, and even if there are obstacles, it always gets better. Remember this kid.
Good luck in life. Thank you for being a good person , you made my day with that simple comment.
@@orion3043 AH! I love you too! I appreciate this reply so so much you don't even know
@@drowsystag46yearsago5 ahhhhh you noticed. Good taste in music by the way! It's like, my anthem.
I don’t want my future kids to feel this pain :(
Carl Williams I’m not really religious but thank you
It would break my heart.
This is the only reason that makes me question if I want kids or not. Sometimes feels like being born is unfair.
Fabián Frayre omg me too...
@@fabianfrayre4928 Same.. Like I never got a say in being here, and if anything, my birth has made my parent's lives so difficult. Because of my birth, they tried to stay together for me, and they hurt each other so much during that time. And they couldn't move on after their divorce, because *I was connecting them*. If I was to have a child, I know that they wouldn't have a father figure. I just don't attract stable men/women to date. And I wouldn't want them to suffer from that. I have diagnosed mental disorders, including antisocial personality, depression, and anxiety. Not only are those things genetic, they are also learned and environmental. I don't know that I'll ever be healthy enough to not teach my child these negative thoughts and views of the world. And even if I am, they are genetically at risk of those issues. It's so scary, you know? I don't want to put someone into this world if they're going to hate living in it.
What scares me the most is how I could go through so much and still be so weak. Aren't I supposed to have learned to bear it by now?
this is true for me.
I just wanna be friends with all the ppl in the comment section
Let’s be friends🥺
Nadia Nasrin sure ❤️
I'm giving you a virtual hug rn.
Orlagh Phimister aww thanks love ❤️
ikr:(
i want to sleep and never see the sun rise again yet i want to stay awake till i see the sun peak at the top of a tree and smile at me.
does.. that make sense?
update 8 months later: thank you all for the kind words, I’m doing much better and have fixed problems I never thought I could fix. I believe all of you can beat whatever you’re going through. It’s gonna take a while but you got this :)
Too much sense, yes
it makes so much sense. thank you. :,)
same, but the stars and the sea involved in someway...
yes. it does.
There are so many people out there who will never think of smiling at the sun, dont waste the courage to do it. Be that change and let people see the beauty only damaged people can truly see.
Does anyone else just feel numb and then the next everything is okay and it just feels like a switch someone keeps on turning on and off. Or is that just me
Me too. It happens every day.
Its us mentally trying to cope or something.
I feel it. Everyday.. it’s like one second I’m fine, and then the next I’m in so much pain. Everything is just too hard. :/
it happens to me, like i’m happy one second and then i just feel, empty
i feel that evryday, somedays i want to end it all, somedays i want to live. i cant decide
There's a moment where your numbness goes away and you burst into tears, and it just wouldn't stop, and that's the one of the most painful feeling. To realize the pain is still there. To finally let it all out.
Me tonight
Damn this hit hard
i want to climb a mountain, run to the top and scream, sing a song, cry, talk alone. i don´t want it, i need it.
Same. I want my friends back. They hate me because I’m too “ugly”.
Me freaking too, let's do it together. IDC WHEN OR EVEN IF WE GO UP THE SAME MOUNTIAN JUST AH IDK JDJDJDJSUUSS
I did that once and trust me it feels so relieving, it might have not been a mountain but it was a hill that went high. Try it out
Welp everday i want to be in a super dark place and thinking about my life
*e s c a p e w i t h m e*
i want my mom to hold me and comfort me like she used to. i want to be that young again. i want to feel her touch in a way that’s not angry.
ahahaha-cheers out to you I never experienced such a thing
@@JoeMama-wf9li i’m so sorry 🥺
@@JoeMama-wf9li pick me pick me pick me
@@stevenshannah2001 bro stfu, let them rant
Oh honey I am so sorry your mom never gave you what you needed. Sometimes parents can be not the best and not there for you the way you like. I hope for your happiness and that you'll find the love you need one day kiddo. Even if it can't come from her. Sending love ❤️
This doesn't even feel like depression anymore. I feel so lost in my thoughts where i feel like im going crazy. I cant even feel my own heart beat like am i even alive? Who knew a person could feel so much pain.
I feel the fucking same thing like I overgrown the depression and now im so lost that i don't know what to do anymore.... It's driving me crazy to the point when I go out or for a walk and I just stare at the same fucking thing and thinking what the fuck is happening to me like i'm stuck somwhere, somehow and someway... Cause you know everyone has their own problems but i have that most miserable thing that i start to love someone who has a boyfriend but my fucking feelings are to hard to let go...
So so lost in my thoughts that I get to the point when I sit on my bed the whole night and asking myself and God like what happend? Why im I feeling this shity way like a slave of my thoughts, like they controll me and my feelings?
Have a good day.
k jerz i thought I was the only one :(
k jerz it’s going to be okay. I’m here if you need someone to talk to
same I just feel like an alien it’s the only way I can explain it
i see everyone around me living the life i want to live, i have no talents and all my dreams would be to study abroad in an arts/science university, or study to beat some kind of disease, something worthwhile. i just look around me and constantly think how nothing is right, i feel like im trapped in someone else's body, all my thoughts and aspirations are so different from what im able to achieve.
This song reminds me so much of the birthdays I spent all alone with my stuffed animals. It makes me cry so hard, because it makes me realize that when i was a kid the only thing that loved me was my dog and my stuffies. I wish i could feel loved
U are loved i promise❤
I hope your heart is in a better place and that a lot of love has manifested in your life ❤
imagine just going to sleep forever and not having to deal with anything ever again >
I feel you 💯
that's gonna happen one day anyways so why just waist time waiting for it. just enjoy the waiting period!
It's called a coma
I wish...
I tried doing it. I lived on sleeping pills for almost 11months back in 2017. I would just stay in bed, sleeping, and when I finally wake up after 15hours I would just wait for the sleep to come and take me away again. I skipped most of my school year. It ruined my brain, I feel like i can never fonction the same after that year. I lost passion in everything, even life. It's the darkest era of my life and hate it, I never talked abt it,or at least I never said the full story , even now. But I would do it again, the feeling that you get after waking up and feeling numb, feeling nothing, you can't even remember what day is it, or where you are for the few seconds after waking up was my greatest joy. It was the highlight of the day. I honestly don't know if I want anyone else to go through this. I just know it was the most peaceful thing to exist.
whoever you are, i love you. it will get better.
TTempes TT i love you, and im sorry
hey, thank you, even if you don't know me, thank you, I love you too! ;)
No it won't
chaw eyoyes it will babes, what socials do u have dm me we can talk it out
I want to go back to being a kid where I didn't care about my body
it hurts how much i care about my body. it’s draining
I feel you, I really do
That was my thought before ( still )
Everyday every night, if I could just cut this off and lose this and remove that
It takes time and effort to accept the body that you have
It takes time to love it
It’s really hard now A days to be confident
And not have disordered eating
But your body is the only thing that is going to be with u to the end of the time
And your mind too, so what you choose to nurture your mind it will nurture your body
If you nurture it with love, you will love your body eventually
Trust me, try
Give it a try, unfollow accounts that make you feel like shit
And follow ones that are nice and encouraging
Eat mindfully without restricting
Eat what you feel like it
You will not always feel like chocolate
Exercise for your mind, to become stronger
Do something that you love
It’s the kind that plays a whole part and I realized that after two damn years of suffering
Just try, it’s not the problem it’s what you do to overcome it
You are not alone
Emily and Claudia Dick I feel you, I understand u
But please read the comment down ):
Same I hate my body.
It gets to me everyday . I walk in the store and assume someone is talking about me or laughing at me . I feel embarrassed to walk around . Nd think everybody is laughing at me:(
It scares me, because I never understood when they said "no tears left to cry" until now. Now I just sit while feelng numb... I literally can't cry.
I understand...
The moment u relize all the stranger in these comments understands u more than yourself...
EDIT: Omg guys, ty for ur support and all the likes, i Cant even imagine ty
or even more than your friends
@Carl Williams ooooo
Yes
Lmao yes-
i feel like my existence is annoying
Cricket You’re not alone
You're not alone, stay strong. I know it's hard but i know you can do this. Hope you're okay, if you ever need to talk then i'm here. I don't know you but i can be your friend.
Kaylee Cheechoo Stay strong, you can do this, wherever you are i hope you're okay. If you need a friend then i'm here for you. You're not alone
Kaylee Cheechoo ofc
You really aren’t alone, I am literally hated because I’m so loud in my family/school I am the “loud kid”
They say you have no reason to be sad but sometimes.. they are the reason you are sad and they will never understand because they judge you instead of listening
Or you don't even have a reason to be sad
You just feel empty
This! This is what my parents are like sometimes and it’s frustrating like I just want to be heard and not judged
The perfect song to close a stage of your life and start a new one.
life is pretty hard ? isn't it ?
Atina Khurriyyatun it all will eventually get easier as time passes by.
@@barneyxnxx1445 Life won't get easier, you just learn things over time
DepisH Kr yes. true sorry.
Atina Khurriyyatun yeah it is 🤧🍺
Yes.
Please go and like everyones comment, just to let them know that we heard him. That he's not alone..
I do it all the time because I know how lonely it feels
The hardest thing is when your parents don't understand you even when you tell them, they just think it is a phase.
I hope your doing okay, one day they'll realize that it's not just something your making up, just don't let them realize to late. Keep fighting, I promise it will get better soon
yeah me too
It was fun while it lasted
Bubba Aguilar I know what it’s like l am going through it too you are not alone
T and A Vlogs its okay man you are not alone if you need to talk lm always here okay
hearing this for the first time hits me differently. it's like a new dimension/level of sadness, just pure depression. let's cheers to all those silent battles we've been dealing with and no one knews about it because we have to pretend we're okay and happy.
Me:I’m going to sleep
My mom:but you just woke up
Me:I’m sorry you wouldn’t understand what I mean
Carl Williams you deserve the world.
Carl Williams not everyone is christian :)
i love you, so much.
My parents would literally send me to 5 therapists at a time if i said that
We’re all a bit lost and that’s okay
Carl Williams wow.. thank you..
I’m just heart broken :/
rissa 1 ua-cam.com/video/15KmzlDzYcc/v-deo.html hope you get through it
a lot lost* or just me...
?? Hella lost
And broken
there comes a point, when you just stop crying. and when you cant feel pain anymore. you cant cry anymore no matter how hard you try... and when youve hit that point, youre officially broken into pieces.
Elizabeth So i hope it gets better
i agree, this is much worse than at least being able to cry it out and sleep. i havent cried in weeks but almost a week ago i had an argument with my parents and i suddenly started crying so much and i screamed "i dont wanna live, i want to end my life, i want to kill myself." and im still not sure how they feel about it idk if it was the right thing to say but ive been suffering for years and they didnt even know
that's where I am right now. I've been at this point for a while
KaylinMarie just hit that point idk what I’m doin here but all I know is I’m numb
i’m at that point
Sometimes I wish I could be gone without hurting anyone I love. If there was a way, I would be long gone.
I feel the same way
Who else feels like their throat is being tied harder and harder the more they scroll down?
Hey now we’ll be okay...
Asian-Roro these comments are what makes me sob so much
Meeee! 🤧🤧
these comments make me so worried and sad and i don;t even know these people
OMGGGGG, yesss!!!!! As the song is playing, I'm looking at all of these people who feel hopeless, or just tired, and my throat is starting to burn and my eyes start to water because I want to take everyone's pain away. And now I'm crying.
thank you- ...thank you for this, its weird but its what i need to hear rn, thank you bless your soul (sorry if its like im pushing a region on you its juist what i say)
START: 1:46 - „Let me sleep, I am tired of my pain."
I can relate to this.
doesn’t it suck being someone’s last choice or not even being their choice.
Sofia Kapnik I felt that sooo much it’s so sad to know that as much as u try and are nice or funny or how much effort u put in ur never good enough to them
zoe b exactly, like they are my first choice but i’m not even theirs :/
wait sofia noo :(( i dont know how i found this but i completely relate to that. i love you soo much and i want you to be happy but if whoever this person is doesn't chose you that's their problem and they're missing out. put them aside and chose someone who actually deserves it. someone who chooses you back. you might not find them immediately but the time will come and it will feel amazing and you'll feel like the happiest person alive. giving effort and getting that same effort in return is more precious than anything ~liana
frenchtoast awww hi:,) and omg thank u so much, i’m crying so hard bro, i love you so much 😭❤️
@@notwishful i love u moree jusst know you'll never be my last choice ily ish oosh
Aquí estoy de nuevo llorando todas las nochess para despertar como día tras día con una sonrisa y ver que tu familia no te quiere te jusga sin saber lo que te pasa y sientes, solo quiero un día dormir y no despertar...
Tienes una vida por delante, esas lagrimas se convertirán en lagrimas de no aguantar mas la risa, eres una señorita increíble, creo en ti, aquí está tu familia, aquí tienes a alguien. ✨ échale ganas bonita.
Tu si estas bien pendej0 jjaja de la gente no se vive jaja
@@marlonanrrango802 Hay gente que le cuesta aprender ciertas cosas, y qué vengas tú tan solo a burlarte da una mala imagen. Sí no vas apoyar, mejor no escribas nada.
Yo no te voy a venir a decir que todo estará bien, ni tampoco te vendré a decir que debes olvidarte de ellos. Simplemente, me gustaría que fueras a terapia. Es el mejor consejo que te puedo dar, acepta la ayuda, y deja que te ayuden. No me gustaría engañarte y decirte que todo está bien y que no importa. Ve a terapia, estarás bien.
Duele, y dolerá por mucho tiempo. Ojalá todos aquí pudiéramos decirte palabras para que todo mejore.. o mejor aún, darte un abrazo.
Se fuerte, se valiente. Tu puedes con esto.
my eyes are slowly starting to fill with tears
henriette wilhelmine I feel it too . With you on that ❤️ it will be okay
Same.
henriette wilhelmine Get over it, u need to move forward
i have the same name as you , wow .. ♥️
I wish i could cry..
"why am i always the "happy friend"?
why does it have to be me?
Im always the person checking in on everyone, but when is someone gonna check up on me?
I want to feel whole again.
I want to feel loved again.
i want to feel ME again.
but when? when will i?
will anyone learn?
will anyone ask?
will i ever feel the same again?"
I may not always be happy but i i will be for you.
taaria thompson me too.
I felt this on a spiritual level, read this and my eyes started to water lol. I agree it is tough, I am exactly the same and have the same thoughts, sending you love, though I don't know u, hope u take it 😂. We can get through this, you will find someone one day that will love you truly 💕
i randomly scrolled and found this and i couldn’t put it into better words.
Taaria Hey, how are you ? Really, how are you ? If you want to talk my instagram is Mari.angelii
This hits so much I thought I didn't feel like this still but ig I still do.
My goal in life is to be able to listen to songs like this and not feel lonely about it.
I feel you bro
This song makes me feel a certain way I can't describe, it feels so nostalgic and sad at the same time
Can’t wait till the day that I wake up and don’t feel sad anymore. Until the day I hear a sad song and you are not the first person that comes to mind...
currently listening during quarantine. alone with my thoughts. thoughts that take over my body and impact me every single day. but it’s whatever lol.
Im here for you if you need to talk, stay strong Please, you got this
'Oops that sounded depressing, let me put lol after it' It's not whatever. You are important and cared about. Please reach out if you need someone to talk to, and please never give up. I know it's hard. But I know you can keep fighting, every single day. I believe in you. Sending you lots of virtual hugs and little chocolates cause theyre really tasty and cute :)
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Same I’m drowning in my tears that I can’t breath sometimes my thoughts like eat me alive 💔
I have cried so much I can't do it anymore.
i haven’t been told “i love you” first in years
i don’t even say it to myself
i love you ❤️
Ay. I love you. WE love you. YOU gotta love YOU. We promise. Always.
shitty shirah i’ve never been told “i love you” by someone who’s ever meant it at all
i love you. ❤️
shitty shirah I feel you girl🥺💘 but ily
This song really makes me reminisce about the past even with the mistakes I’ve made, it still makes me miss the little moments I’ve had. I miss being in high school, but I wish I interacted enough to still be with my friends even after high school. Now I’ve never felt more alone.
At this point I feel like I’m going to die young because of stress.
Stay strong!!!
Same😔
It will get better sooner or later take deep breathes and keep pushing
My hair is falling off because of stress
cheelse magana same, my hair is literally so thin now.
i dont want to die, i just dont want to live like this anymore...
Pls lets be friends..instagram: anxxk.xd
Exactly
Your not living to die...you're dying to live 🤍🙏
hi. you wrote this three months ago so i hope you are doing better now! everything will be okay one day, i promise. things might be tough right now but you're strong and you will get through it. you're amazing. you're beautiful. you're loved. and if you haven't been told this today, i'm proud of you.
I found happiness in God
Sometime’s i’m scared of crying because i am afraid that people hear me...
Marc Reedy you are right, thankyouu ❤️
There’s nothing wrong with crying, it just means that you’ve been strong for too long.
There’s nothing wrong with people hearing you, that just means they’ll help you.
There’s nothing wrong with not being the same, no one’s the same.
There’s nothing wrong with 𝕪𝕠𝕦, you’ll be different from everyone you meet, but you’ll meet people who appreciate you.
Felt that
Maaike Sprangers sometime it take tears to heal your heart, don’t let other people judgement make a decision for your life and what you want to do.
Well, I cried silently 🙂
I used to listen to this in the early stages of my grief. I was bullied and my brother took his own life. A very difficult year followed. After what has felt like a long period of time, things have started to get better. It's been almost 5 years but only feels a few months ago.
i know nobody’s gonna see this, but i really need to vent.
i haven’t felt like myself in so long. everything feels like it should be normal but... something feels missing. i don’t know if it’s seasonal depression or anything like that, but i’ve just been so sad lately. it’s like that somber numbness that you get right after a mental breakdown. but some nights i just completely break down and cry for hours. sometimes i’ll cry so hard it gets hard to breathe or speak- and i know i’m not unique or anything for feeling this way but i haven’t felt this terrible in a long while. everything’s feels like it’s just falling apart. i’m losing touch with my long distance partner, i’m losing my best friend. and i’m so tired. the kind of tired that makes you question if it’s even worth it anymore.
anyways thanks if you read this entire thing. i hope it gets better for you wherever you are.
EDIT: i thank all of you from the bottom of my heart. whenever i feel depressed i come to your replies and they help.
i’m going to be honest, it’s been rough. my long distance partner left me a few months ago and tbh i didn’t realize how much i needed them until they were gone. it was unhealthy.
currently, i’ve been trying my best to get out of this ditch. again, thank you for all of your kind replies- i truly appreciate it.
Yee Haw - i thought i was the only one that cried at night. :’))
everything is going to be okay, i promise. there are people out there that love you, even if you don’t know who they are, dear. i’m proud of you for sharing this. we all love you ❤️
LiteratePictures thank you, that helps more than you can imagine ❤️
Yee Haw i hope your pain eases. I’m sorry you’re dealing with this you’re not alone ,hang in there Ik it’s hard but things will be okay . You’re loved let it out as much as you need too everything will be okay one day ❤️
I can’t cry anymore
The fact that Id be more comfortable talking to strangers bout my issues than my parents is sad.
@Carl Williams I am a Muslim 💖
@Carl Williams you just copy and paste the same comment over and over again, huh?
Let me tell you that's not how you bring people closer to god nor christ, the first few words mean nothing if you're going to shove a whole f-ing novel up their ass.
@@SAM-ck4br you can talk to me about your issues if you want. I might not be the smartest nor the wisest but i am a stranger and i'll patiently listen. :)
Felt that they really don't understand 😪
They dont truly listen......
am i the only one who’s angry at themselves bc there always sad and they don’t want to be idk i just feel like screaming and crying at the same time
It's okay to feel like that, your feelings are valid. We all have reason to our madness, we just need to find a way to express it, I hope you find your way ♥️
I feel like that all the time ffs. It’s nice to know that someone feels the same way uno
We’re all going through it. It’s okay to just make it day by day. Things will get better
No you’re not. I hate myself for being so damn sad. I can’t enjoy life & I feel like it’s my fault. That I’m just too much of a screwup.
I feel that right now, but i hope your doing well things will get better eventually i promise you that. I'm here if you need to vent : )
told someone i was tired and they said “from what? u didn’t do anything all day all u did was sleep” and that’s when it hit me. They’ll never understand
They never will.
We'll be okay. Eventually, we will.
When?
Mihail Piperkov when yours, and everyone else’s time comes. you will shine so bright one day, and live your best life. so don’t stress about it. because even when that happens, happiness wasn’t meant to last forever, just as sadness or anger wasn’t.
Mihail Piperkov Soon is all I can say, trust me
bro im already ok im just here cause its a good song tf
@@jessicalonnon8700 then this comment wasn't meant for you.
just remember that you’re not crying because you’re weak. you’re crying because you’ve been strong for too long.
I'm sorry, but it's because of I'm weak. There's nothing wrong with that at all, actually. I actually thing what you said is the same as being weak. The opposite of strength is weakness. If you have none anymore you're weak.
Sometimes being weak is the only thing we can do. I have found my strength in God. There were moments I would just cry and I was at a point where I would cry to Him with nothing but empty groans. It was like trying to talk with nothing but the pain of me pulling any words out. I told Him I couldn't do it anymore and it was the weakest I had ever felt. Miraculously I felt a peace wash over me the next following days (those days turned into years till now) and its been getting better. I'm not doing okay right now and I know I'm weak cause I have no strength. That's absolutely okay. There's nothing wrong with that. Things will get better.
@@Ashley-ro4xz my friend being strong and weak are a balancing act. what you just described is what a strong person does with his weakness. its something to imbrace something to accept and something to respect your mind and body is telling you something so listen to it its oke to ''feel weak'' so you can go on again and focus on getting strong again by getting rest. its a moment to breath and see the world in a more peacefull way a moment to stand still and just watch it go by its a moment of rest. and if you feel ready you can fight again and make a better comeback then before. ashley its going to be oke your doing awsome spreading the love!!!! i am open to listen if you need someone to talk to i have a hard life so i hope i can help you
Beautifully put
No im crying cause i cant slit my gaddam throut cause im scared it hurts
…… yeah.
Anyone else crying so hard that they can’t breathe or is it just me?
@Carl Williams Thank you, even if it wasn't directed towards me. I needed to see this, I appreciate you for spreading the voice of the Lord. I am a christian now and I have gotten so clouded and far away from God. I struggle with depression and other mental issues, I have been seeing more and more of God in my life now. I am so happy that God has lead me to the point that I am at today. I am going to reawaken my relationship with God and repent for my sins, although I know I will always sin. I will always ask for forgiveness. Thank you for posting this comment.
I don't even know how to cry anymore. Hope ur feeling better now!♥
I hope u feeling better rn
@Carl Williams i dunno whats worse, you copying n pasting the same comment to everyone tht seems slightly upset or u LOOKING for it in comments of slowed songs, mate i appreciate u trying but whats da point in doin dat lol
I get it, I can't really cry anymore
It’s great when you feel like you need to have a good cry but no tears come out.
if thats you in your pfp your kinda pretty
if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help.