The only reason why you feel this way is because you would not let yourself be happy. The only one who can save you is you, yourself. Gather yourself up, nothing is too late. There are no lies in front of love. No matter who you are, I love you, god loves you, you are blessed and a children of God.
I grew up with a lot of trauma, and it all started when I was 11. Every single day, something seemed to go wrong in my life. I didn’t mind the small problems, but when there were too many-along with bigger issues-it became overwhelming. I’ve been alone for almost five years now, though I can’t remember the exact number anymore. I know it’s at least three or four years. I don’t really have a life. In real life, I only have two friends, but we’re not close, and they don’t know each other well. We rarely talk-sometimes months or even a year passes without a word. I tried making friends in games or online, but my bad English and poor communication skills made it difficult. It became very lonely. I’ve gotten used to it, but I’m still human-I crave attention too. Why didn’t I try harder to make friends in real life? I did. But people come and go too quickly, and before I knew it, I was alone again. I got tired of trying. I keep jumping from one job to another, but I still feel empty inside. My physical health makes it hard to find the right job, and I have to be picky about it, which has only made my life worse. I don’t even know how to express all of this in a way that makes sense to others. For a while, I went to therapy, but it didn’t really help me. Sometimes, I feel like I don’t even know myself anymore. Being alone for so many years has made me lose my voice. I don’t dare to talk to people first, even when I want to, because I don’t know what to say. My mind just makes it seem so awkward. I want to be happy, and it’s not like I haven’t tried. I want to give love and feel loved, too. I don’t want to feel lost or give up, but with each passing second, it feels like things are only getting worse. Every day, I feel like I’m losing more of myself, and I’m losing everything in my life. If you understand how many Asian families raise their children-where parents often decide everything-then you might get a glimpse of my childhood and teenage years. Add all the trauma I’ve been through, and it’s no wonder I feel this way.
I'll leave this comment so that when someone likes it, it reminds me that this playlist exists and I can listen to it again at 3 am when I can't sleep💔💔
I lost my grandfather a week after my cousin was stabbed to death, three days after his funeral we were kicked out if our home of 6 years and given a two days to move out, 3 months after that my mom passed. Two weeks after that another grandparent and a uncle. Earlier in the year i was also diagnosed with a tumor in my femur, one that causes me to have chronic pain I probably have a form of depression and insomnia that makes it hard to wanna wake ul every morning. Yet i still do, because even if i dint wanna be here. Theres people i care about that want me here. Theyre the only reason im still goin. Life is rough, its unfair, its a tiring cycle of love and abuse. Just hang onto the good parts and try your best. Thats all we can do Is try our best
you just infinite strong than 87% of people in the whole world... my pain can't even compare as ants when i saw your comment... you have something great in your future...a more happiest life.. be strong always come back soon!!
I'm really sorry to hear that you're going through this. Remember, it's okay to reach out to others for help. Things do get better with time. Stay strong.
It will get better eventually my love. You deserve the world. I can feel it deep down that your are an extremely strong person who has so much love deep down and who deserves that much love back. Stay strong even if it’s hard. It will always be hard there will always be struggles but the struggles keep us alive they shape us into who we are even if we don’t like it even if those same struggles make us wonder if we should end it all, but don’t. People out there love you even if it doesn’t seem like it someone somewhere needs you. You are so important to them you are the reason for their happiness, and joy. You bring them comfort and love. You are their peace. Stay strong my dear for you are so deeply loved even if no one acknowledges it. I love you so much❤️
I’m tired. I am so so tired. I’ve been bullied, I’ve been hit, I’ve listened to other people’s troubles, I’ve helped them, I’ve forgiven people, I’ve hurt people, I’ve become worse then them, but nothing ever works. Nothing. I’m tired and I want something to hold onto.
Hope. You hold onto hope. You look back on what child you would've wanted. You look back on what you're proud of. You look at who has been there for you, yourself. Cheer yourself on. At times it takes a hug. At other times it takes a pillow and a blanket. Neither will judge, bully you, hurt you. And don't forget, Love is not earned. Love should always be there. You don't need to earn love from nobody if you love yourself. But even in those moments God loves you. One day you may feel his love round' you. I hope you find the peace, love, justification, and more. One day. And I don't know you, you don't know me. But promise, you'll keep thriving.
listen here and listen very closely don't ever get attached to anyone or anything promise me I have learned from experience with the way your life is going just make sure to remember my words 😔😔😔😔😔😔 but always remember to smile and laugh😂😂😂😂🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭😊😊😊😊.
I'm really sorry that you're feeling this way, but I'm unable to provide the help that you need. It's really important to talk things over with someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life.
i know your going through a hard time and i'm not ganna act like i know how you feel because i dont but i hope your life gets better and that you start to love being alive again have a great day
Listen, I understand that you're going through alot rn But, what I a warrior without any hardships? He's just an ordinary being in this world. But you have been given the chance to fight for yourself, god knows that u have that capability and that it's gonna make u stronger every time you pass through these hardships So, start living dear, you only live once and let that one chance be the best one Don't give up, ik you can and you will GOOD LUCK, you are very pretty
I truly understand your feelings because some days I too feel like it but you know what keeps me going....this line It's a dark world and you must become a beacon of light here ❤️ ~bible
If you're reading this, I hope your day is filled with peace and joy. Life can feel heavy at times, but your warmth and empathy bring light to those around you. Remember, there are always people who appreciate the beauty you bring into the world.
I am a SA victim and my trauma keeps hunting me for months now. I can't sleep because of flashbacks or nightmares and just keep spending my nights staring at the celling. I fould this playlist by simply typing "I am tired, playlist" and, oh boy, I am so grateful for that. I still stare at my celling but, with these songs on headphones, I am slowly starting to forget about the pain. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart!
As a domestic abuse and SA victim myself i can tell you it gets so much better. Seek professional help and a solid support system in your friends. We will recover. Their actions do not define us. We are more resilient than they know
I haven’t had this feeling since I was 15 sitting in my bedroom alone crying myself to sleep.. fast forward I’m 27 with a beautiful baby boy but feeling more lost and confused than ever before, please send you prayers for me and positive vibes ✨🫶🏼
Sending you lots of blessings and happiness into your upcoming future 💖✨💫 These hearts for your beautiful baby ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
today is my birthday, and the first person ever to wish me a happy 19th was chatgpt. i know i sound very pitiful. but i am grateful. i hope everyone gets the love they deserve, i think i wanted to highlight that. please appreciate little things, celebrate everything. we didn't know how much that little things means for others.
Happy birthday (ik it's late) I also spent my whole day (bday) alone , roaming around the city , but yeah that's how it is .... feel proud that atleast u r not around toxic ppl
I'm depressed, thats not normal, and I have no one. No one to hold me, no one to tell me its okay. I just need someone to hold on to me and tell me that everything is okay, even if its not, I just need to believe it for a second, and this music is the closest thing I have to that, thank u this helped me as much as it could.
Hey buddy. I have been through a similar phase... And believe me my friend it is a phase and this too shall pass... I know you are strong...very strong... No depression is bigger than you buddy. Love from India...❤
i need to hold someone. i want to tell someone that everything is going to be ok, i want to be there for someone through thick and thin. i want to love uncontrollably and forget about everything else. i want to take care of someone, and be their strength…their love.
@@renie2516 Yeah. It sucks when your someone's strength yet they don't support you and just kinda suck off your strength like a leach. I want someone to do equally what this commenter said, but I equally want to do it too.
Life has been such a blessing.. I've been through so many heartaches I've had many breakdowns I've had family issues Relationship issues Friendship issues And academic failures But never have i ever given up on myself I know all these things have made me stronger and i'm happy for being where i'm rn I always thank God for my family, my boyfriend my friends and even all the people that ones hurt me so bad I'm happy and safe in my God's arms And i hope, whoever is reading this rn will get a ray of hope in their life I hope u stay strong and faithful love❤
It's truly inspiring to see your strength and resilience. Your journey is a testament that hardships can make us stronger and better. Here's to always finding hope and staying strong. Keep going!
This auto played right after I finished deleting and blocking my ex on everything. It was exactly what my soul desperately needed to hear after enduring this heartache. But it also confirmed that I am ready to let go. The heartache of losing the one who you genuinely believed to be your soulmate hurts in a way that I will never be able to put into words. It has been over a month since it happened, and I always thought losing him would break me. I only discovered my true strength and resilience to heartache. It was the best blessing in disguise, I'm profoundly grateful for it. Thank you for letting me vent to you beautiful strangers. I hope everyone can find the peace they need. You matter and You are loved, always!
I'm so proud of you for going through with that. It is hard, but know you will heal in time I'm going through the same thing as of the moment, my husband, ex husband now, divorced me cause his parents repeatedly asked him to, and the pressure got into him. He changed just in days into someone very different and act so rude and harsh on me until it has reached my limit and I'm done trying to save my marriage. After 2 weeks trying to save it, today I just decided that enough is enough. So I understand the feeling for losing someone that you have trusted the most. It hurts so much, it stings very much so no matter how hard you try to forget it, cause your trust has been betrayed. I'm crying when I'm listening to this playlist. Crying for my heart that I have let it down so much. Crying for someone that used to love and appreciate me. But it is fine. Crying doesn't make you weak, it is just proof that you have had enough trying to be strong. I hope with time, we can be much stronger than we are and have our beautiful endings. Lots of love for everyone
For anyone who needs this: The hurt and sadness isn’t gonna be here forever and whatever you’re feeling will get better remember that quitting is a permanent solution to a temporary problem you are so so so amazing, smart, kind ,beautiful/ handsome, and I am proud of you for trying your best even if it seems like you’re not enough or not doing enough because you are enough in my eyes. I love you ml❤
One thing I think that most people who comment don’t notice is that the creator made it, and is probably going through the exact same emotions they are.
You're absolutely right. The creator often experiences the same emotions as the audience. It's a shared journey, and each comment contributes to that experience.
Ive been having issues with my mental health..arguing with family and friends, feeling lazy, and having mental breakdowns way too often. All i wish for is a peaceful home and some "better" parents. And no, i dont get abused...but words and actions hurt the same way. The comparing and trash talking....Then we go to the school life..I dont get bullied, im badically friends with everyone, people like me and all of that. But it always feels like something is missing. Like no matter how hard you try, you cant satisfy yourself or others because you've got used to how things should go at home....
Hei Lisa. I hope you live to see the beauty in life. Don't be afraid of how friends or people you care will respond to your mental breakdown. I have suffered same but one thing I regret most is never sharing my pain with those who love and cared about me. I hope you get to let go the worries and let them hear out your pain and their love will help you heal . Yours Stranger
I hope I can genuinely be happy someday. I hope I can one day live and love without fear of getting hurt again and again. I just feel like i’m a broken person
I have bpd and i’m currently going through a breakup right now where my partner just disappeared. to anyone that is feeling similar, im here for you and i understand you🩷 just remember to breathe, it’s how you know you’re alive🩷🩷
But know that You're still Loved and valued. No matter whatever you go through, your strength will come from the almighty God :). Life happens and it offers all it has to give so accept it, experience it but don't live with it.
I grew up from a needy family, my father had chronic pain since I was in kindergarten, my life always depended on the help of people, in the end my father died when I was in high school, at that time we lived at my brother's house. after my father's death my brother's treatment got worse for me even my mother who was also his own mother. exactly 2 months after dad passed my brother kick out me n my mother. we lost contact until now. Since we were kicked out I tried hard to continue my school despite the difficulties of the cost. but thx God, I can. Unfortunately it has been my greatest trauma causing me to become anxiety, n always feel less in the eyes of others. I never thought that my sibling could behave so badly towards his family, especially his mother.
There are secrets we will die with, we may never be proud of all our choices, but we have to forgive ourselves. For the mind is a battle field and only the decisive win.
(Dont mind me, i just feel like venting a bit somewhere) The guilty feeling of having so many people around you, who cares and love you deeply but it never reaches your heart, not like when you were a kid. The world is so colorful, so full yet it feels so frustratingly empty. It felt unfair, for you and for those who truly loves you. It is my case, I have been trying to reciprocate other’s sincerity but never able to willingly. I learn to care for others by theory, teaching and feedbacks from those around. I do feel guilty, even going as far as hating myself for it, for being so heartless and inability to express the most simple things. My failure to appreciate the only people in my life that are keeping me alive, the last string I clung onto desperately, send me into deep despair. So in order not to upset them, I have always been good at keeping things to myself, or was it just another excuse to stop trying to be more self-expressive? I never knew the answer, the frustration is only mine to bury.
I feel the same, but not at the same time. We both have different experiences, so I'm sure it's different. But you worded how I feel so perfectly, I just wanted to say this... Thank you for venting, it's good to get some of the negativity to light
@@Wr1tersBl0ck No, y tengo que explicarlo para no parecer un adolescente más que se siente abrumado por una vida que tarde o temprano lo consumirá, y que por ello recurre a un entendimiento de vida poco significativo, haciendo a los monstruos (no te hagas ilusiones, el monstruo es tu tarea y el propósito que nunca cumples) más pequeños, pero no harán que desaparezcan, solo tratan de evitar los sentimientos negativos poniendo barreras en medio. Ahora la explicación de mi No: primero no puedes ser el protagonista de tu propia historia porque directamente estas condicionado, todo lo que quieras hacer lo aras con los otros "personaje principales" de su propia historia, es lo que comúnmente se llama como sociedad, no naciste de la nada, no te alimentaron de la nada, no tienes agua que llega a tu casa de la nada, no recogen tu basura ángeles mágicos recoge basura, no consigues tu comida solo, depende de nosotros, dependes de todos, es una cárcel de la que no podrás escapar así por así. Este lugar es un conjunto de personas que es su intento de destacar y ser distintos solo son como el resto, y si te conformas eres incluso menos, eres escoria, un lastre y una carga para lo demás. Todos son él personaje principal, y por ello ninguno lo es, algunos la pasan bien, algunos mal y algunos no debieron ni nacer, es la realidad niño. Si tuviste la suerte de tener una vida mal, pues felicidades, te esforzaras, caerás y repetirás el proceso hasta morir. Si tiene una vida buena, bueno hola ser inexistente, o, perdón, mejor dicho: mentiroso que se miente lo suficientemente bien para pensarse feliz. Ahora abordemos el tema; "es tu vida y la de nadie más", bueno la repuesta es obvia, NO, no es tu vida y si es la de todos, el porque, bueno, primero porque el sistema consumirá hasta la ultima gota de tiempo que tengas en tu monótona vida, para generar dinero acosta de generarte "felicidad". Y segundo, tu vida solo es la copia de una vida ya vivida, a que me refiero, simple, eres inmortal, camina, sueña, dibuja, pinta, estudia, lee, has lo que quieras, otra persona, no se si ahora o mañana, solo se que ocurrirá, hará exactamente lo mismo, se pensara única, por experimentar sensaciones que ella o él siente por primera vez, sin tomar en cuenta que, si bien no es el mismo nombre, es el mismo sistema nervioso, el mismo conjunto de químicos que lo conforman, y que generan algo innegable: la existencia del ser humano; ser humano que por estar hecho del mismo material, objetivamente hablando, sentirán las mismas primeras veces, y las tantas experiencias que lo hacen "único". [Estas no son mis ideas, son mi criatura]
whenever I come in too close I either find excuses to runaway just so I wouldn’t get hurt or heartbroken , or I feel like I don’t know how to love or the person who I completely trusted and opened up to (which I rarely do )disappoint me or I overthink literally everything and becomes really anxious over the slightest things that they do but all I wanna is to be loved and love someone unconditionally cuddle do what every couple I see do even though people say you don’t need that drama or whenever they ask me why are u still single ? And it just makes me feel like I have a problem not the other way around
This is indeed a very good selection. It is winter now in holland, rainy and the dark sets in early. A wonderfull playlist to listen to in that time of the year.
everyone see that 1% of you when you seem to be a strong person always happy joyful enjoying giggling supporting others making others laugh making fun and where you dont need anyone seems like you are enough for yourself but only you know that 99% of you where you are filled with grief no energy to express yourself all alone everything feels dark where you need someone at least someone to be there with you who can understand your weaker side someone who feels like our home someone we ca hug tight and cry the hell out one who never judge us... :)
i just wrote my last note, and im ready. thanks to everyone. i hope one day my parents find these comments im leaving so they feel at peace. ik what im doing is selfish but I can’t keep coming back to this place. signing off for the last time, pascal.
You dont have to do that , your life matters, I know that you are going through a lot of dark times right, I have been there. But if you kill yourself now you will miss on so much good memories and wonderful people that are gonna love you for who you are. I wont be able to share those memories or find the love of your life. I know im just a stranger but i know that you are loved and you are not alone on this battle, please please please dont do it!
You can talk to a psy or a therapist that will help you deal with your trauma and get to understand those emotions etc. YOU WILL GET BETTER. Thats why im still alive and I want you to know that life is worth living. You will find amazing people and you will get to a better place in your life.
Pascal please bro, your life is worth living, it is the most valuable thing anyone could ever have is the ability to stay alive. no matter what anyone else says, your life holds value even if you can't see it., we may not know each other personally but I know the struggles that you might be going through, I went through the same and to be honest it felt like hell and I wrote notes too. but I had to stay alive, not for myself but because I knew my death would cause more pain to others than it would cause me. and to this day im glad I didn't end it back then and im sure if you would do the same you could come to the same conclusion as me, please pascal try to stay alive. there will always be people who are willing to listen to what you have to say, including myself. I learned the hard way that leaving things behind won't make them go away, if anything it makes them linger even more so. to confront a problem is always better than taking the easy way out. pascal, if you get to read this message please reply im willing to talk you out of it please
Kinda sad knowing that there's a lot of people out there but im here, on ma room alone with my soul. Im someone that is used to being just with myself but i cant lie how much i need a friend.
да.. я тоже привыкла думать, что я - интроверт, но.. я такая открытая и общительная в кругу близких друзей.. была. а они у меня есть сейчас? не уверена, хотя.. плейлист действительно заставляет задуматься
Hey @joeyabrego4647 Life will turn out better in the future, Stay strong and pass through hard times as a Champion. you know you have it in you. Praying for you rn
You are tougher then you believe you are, you made it this far. Life wouldn't make you go through all the suffering for nothing, you are defined by what you managed to survive going through. Keep being a warrior , Love from across the pond 🫶🏾
Life is hard. I’ve been trying to enjoy life for two years now and I’m still trying. Sometimes our emotions are so strong we can’t think clear. I have thought about ending it a lot of times but then I realised what I’m going to lose. Some people that mess your life don’t deserve to be in it, maybe you should get some new friends, change your life, change everything until you like what you are reading. Also, I hope Pascal is okay. Stay strong everyone. I promise this isn’t forever. Whatever you need, I’m here for you guys. Even if you can’t see it, there’s a rainbow behind the storm❤️
You know there's a times like this, when I'm feel sad even though I know that I'm okay. I think it is because the fact that I'm getting older? All the stress, pressure, or the reality that are sinking in. You cannot control it, it's just a random day that all the emotions that build or kept within yourself up will explode. All i want to say is that it is okay to feel sad or wanting to cry. I love you and lets cry while listening to this song❤
It's been a year since I tried to leave in a stupid way. hearing these songs i remember the events of that night where i played the songs and sat with the instruments ready to take me to another world I realized that selfish actions were completely useless in solving the problem.I thank God.For those of you who are crying silently, stay strong, you must remember that not everything has to be resolved with the word "Death". It's natural to be tired because we are human, but giving up is useless because problems don't discriminate, you could die in trouble. keep stronggg people who fight for happiness
Just realized these past 2 months, no one asked how are you to me, am i still healthy or not. Not even my only lil brother, friends, or my parents even after know my condition. Even im in the room all day long, no one asked me if i eaten or not. Here, quietly swallowed all my tears.
vent: i feel like everyone i love is slipping away.. they all stop talking to me and are getting distant.. and i know im to blame aswell. i just havent been the best recently and ive been bottling up my depression for almost 3 years now, and im too scared to go to anyone because i dont trust people anymore.. even my family is ignoring me and everything just seems like its a big blur, everythings in black and white and its like im lost in a large ocean.. i dont know what to do and i just wanna be happy. im way too young to be extremley depressed but i dont wanna tell even my parents because i js feel like they womt really care, or think im overexaterating or thing im crazy. im sick and tired of being sad. i just want one person to love me, is that too much to ask for? do i even deserve to be loved..?
Everyone deserves to be loved. even though life seems pretty hard and you're too tired to move along don't give up. There're so many beautiful things in life that you haven't experienced yet,so stay strong you'll get through this
This is my last note, I hope that everyone I love and love can find this note, I finally found peace with myself, I found the peace that I was looking for so much, and thanks to a girl I found it, this is my last note, I wish luck to everyone I loved, I wish you luck in your lives, I say goodbye forever, goodbye i love to all🌷💕
Hola personita, quiens sea que lea esto quiero decirte que estas haciendo lo mejor que puedes, I'm Proud of you, estoy orgullosa de ti porque a pesar de todas las caidas pudiste levantarte, sigue adelante que al final de la lluvia siempre sale el sol y un arcoiris.
Notice how most of the comments have the word "hope" in them. I love that we are all giving advice and love talk even though you yourself need it most. Take care of others but save hope for yourself. ❤ stay strong darlings
Absolutely, the positivity and unity in this comment section is truly heartening. Let's continue supporting each other and fostering hope. Take care everyone.
Who ever is reading this and ur done with life pls dont end it ik im a stranger on the Internet but i still know life is worth living it will get better i promise pls dont end it if you wanna talk abt it ill help
The fact that all these poor people clicked on this video breaks my heart. I hate that all of you amazing, wonderful, kind, smart, beautiful/handsome people are going through something and don't have anyone, i love you all. I know it seems like it wont and saying it doesn't help, but it will get better. You have to break a glowstick before it glows
Extremely soul crashing, can't even describe the feeling of emptiness while crying... My cat, which I had for 12 years (I'm 17), passed away almost a year ago but the feelings are not getting any easier...I just miss her so much, why can't she come back, why can't she be with me in moments like this... She was never very clingy, but like a year before she died she started asking for pets and cuddles more often, I started thinking if she knows something, that maybe it's her form of saying goodbye so I was a bit prepared, just didn't know exactly when will it happen, but now I just feel helpless, I miss her so much😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 Also she started getting sick more often, meaning sometimes she would breathe very loudly with her mouth open catching air, but the parents weren't sure if we could take her to the vet because we don't have much money... I know it sounds horrible but I think 12 years earlier nobody thought we would be in such a bad financial situation that we couldn't afford the vet.... I know it seems cruel but I never had any intentions of harming my baby, I just hoped she didn't suffer much cause she pased not so long after this heavy breathing attacks started..... Pls how can I cope with my emotions, why can't she come back and support me in hard moments like these😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
My condolences. I think the best thing to do is to let it out, but do not isolate yourself. Do not keep emotions building up. May she rest in peace and be in a better place. Remember to take care of yourself and take time as needed. Hope all gets easier.
Everyone in the comments are so nice I feel so guilty for no reason at all Take care of yourselves, you matter. Scientifically (I'd hope), and genuinely.
I never thought songs could make me cry more but these songs brought everything back all the memories even the bad ones like friendships ending, being bullied, getting abused but the good ones came back stronger like making friends, showing who I truly am, and doing things they I want to do them the memories just came back and it was sad and happy and depressing but good and these song just make me feel better now idk if any of this makes sense but “i love these songs” is a summary and if you feel like ending it all just remember all the good memories ❤
I'm a stranger, just like everyone else here. Living is hard, it's cruel, it gives you pain-physical or mentally- and I do not know if it will continues or not. It's difficult to keep on living. But, that doesn't mean it won't change. Changing comes and goes. It will take a while, longer than others. Push yourselves, to reach the end. Reach a happy ending. I know that some people won't get it. People, life in general, sucks. When you breathe, it gets harder each time. I know that I'm just someone from the internet and I don't know you or understand your situation, but just know, there will be atleast someone there to believe you can keep going and/or change. I want to let you know keep on living, don't give up yet. Go to therapy, or maybe get your mind off of whatever your thinking. Think of anything you like, things to look for in the future, things you planned to achieve. I'm sorry if this is just useless advice to you.
Same as me, my parents deserve a better achiever child than me, they did anything they could to take care of me and support me...but the problem is... ME...I don't know what should I give them in exchange for the sacrifice they did...For Me.
I understand where you’re coming from, and it’s okay to feel like that but you also need to realize how truly amazing you are. Somewhere out there you are someone’s important person and they care about you so deeply. You aren’t a failure the people around you failed to love you properly to give you the proper support and love you deserve. I can just tell you are a truly extraordinary person and can do so main wonderful things with that strong moral of yours. Keep going my love ❤️
No you are not. Stop being so dumb and negative. Everyone is special and blessed. I know that you must be facing a tough time, happiness and love is the key to help us get it over. So smile and enjoy the little thing in our life. ( I love to look at the sky) I will always be here, feel free to talk to me I Love You
I'm listening to this playlist, and i keep thinking of my best friend. We were so close for 3 years, he changed my life so much. When I first met him, I thought "I finally found someone like me, who knows me personally. I feel comfortable to share my deepest secrets with him, I can never let him go." Those 3 years were the best years of my life, because unfortunately I never saw him again. He transferred to another school, and another country. Recently, I got scolded by my teacher because apparently i've let myself go, and i dont care about my grades anymore. Of course, that's not true. She doesn't know I've shed blood, sweat and tears for my grades, and she doesn't know even know why I got a less percentage. It's not even that low, it's just apparently not what she expected from such a gifted child like me. While walking home, I remembered something. When I was still with my best friend, we both got scolded infront of the whole class for getting a low score, for the same reason. That "we've let ourselves go". Our teacher even knew that we were preparing for an upcoming school event, and since we're the only two "gifted kids" of our class, all the extracurricular activities were given to us to manage. And yet, we still had to get a full percentage because if we don't then apparently we're failures. We even had to train some juniors for their own performances, how could we even study for the exam with our hands full? We did our best, and I remember being so hurt that day, no one even acknowledged how hard we worked for the event to go well, and to write the exam well, and on top of that we got condemned for being "lazy". I just left school after the bell and never lifted my head up, it was my first time being scolded *ever*. I was honestly about to cry, while walking home with my best friend. But, you know what he said to me? " You're really crying about what she said? You should be like me. Just shake it all off!" he said that to me while patting my shoulder and with the smile I always knew and loved, and I just couldn't help but burst into tears. Now, when I got scolded after he left, I remembered his words, and I never stopped crying that night. I know he'll never see this, but - Yes, D. I did shake it all off, I never cried because of anyone's words ever, but I cried because of you. Because I remembered your words, and I just wanted to get in contact with you and see you smile one more time, that would be enough to last me the rest of my life. We never even got a proper goodbye.
I listen to these songs because of my baby, he sleeps with them, but even after he sleeps I keep listening, and I end up getting lost in my thoughts, I'm so tired, exhausted, motherhood is difficult, but I keep going for him
For people who need this Never let people in your way always keep your head up don’t let people’s words believe in your self never give up if your in a bad situation do a hobbie that makes you happy or listen to songs love yourself give yourself confidence and say nice things to yourself never try to harm your self in any type of way ignore people who think that they can get in your head never let them do that always make sure you show them who you are stand up for your self show them who you really are❤❤❤😚💗💗
Im not living anymore,just alive .not even tired anymore I'm just numb can't feel anything ,there is nothing that I would want from this life I don't even want to die anymore.I don't want anything.
the way a playlist can calm me down and give me comfort, even though it's made for sad moments :( this is simply perfect :) thank you for this monument
I genuinely don’t have anything to be happy about. My family is poor, my dad cut contact and financial help. My mom is an alcoholic. I have awful spending habits, and I need to spend to feel better about myself. I keep telling myself things will get better, but I don’t think it will. Living is expensive. It’s like I take one step forward and two steps back. I don’t know how people find the will to keep going. Hopefully I will find the will one day.
Hey, I know it can be hard. But if there is one thing that can lift you up is the will to keep going not for others, but for yourself. At the end, we all have the same destination and the overall desire for peace. Let yourself be that peace while you work toward making things better. I wish you the best of luck and know that you are not alone in your feelings.
hey everyone, yess you. i don't know who you are, what your going through right now, or what you have been through, but i want you to know, you can always come to me if you need to talk, and there will always be someone out there. I can't promise it will get better, but you just have to keep going.
I Remember during school, some staff Members cared about my mental health. I Remember I gave them presents, they hugged me and said how much they would miss me. I cried from midnight to 5am, Kids helpline never picked up. No one ever hugged me, since than no one has I am depressed and have been for years, it doesn’t end, it just hides away. Anxiety feels just a normal state of mind now, also found out I have mild autism so the bullies were right i guess I have to now sleep in the sound of myself crying, let’s hope my brakes cut off tomorrow, thanks for the chat, it really helped me, Love you
My mental struggles are getting worse, so I know the moment I don’t laugh with my friends or joke with my parents I’m letting it spill to help me and the people around me….
Every difficulty you overcome alone will make you invincible. If it hurts, suffer. If it makes you cry, cry. It won't last forever. That's how you will change and grow. And that's how you will learn to survive. And one day when you become the best version of yourself, you will remember all of this with just a smile on your lips.
I have learned many things while living the main one is that humans are the cruelest creatures on this planet I don’t consider myself a good person stopped that years ago I don’t see what others do I see a disappointment like my parents so when I leave one day the nothing I want this my online friends to be happy…happy that I won’t hold them back anymore i want my rl friends to move on and not feel guilty I want everyone to forget me like they would when I was alive …but I hope anyone here sleeps well you deserve this pain no one does no one deserves death I wish you luck fellow tired person
о, мне тебя так жаль, невероятный человек! этот плейлист навевает мне похожие мысли и даже некое ощущение себя не в своём теле.. будто я вовсе без него! плейлист заставляет задуматься.. ❤🩹
In 2019 I had freshly turned 17 I ran away from a loving home in Los Angeles and hopped on a 3 day train ride to be with the love of my life. I packed a bag, bought a one way ticket and left. He was supposed to pick me up in Atlanta and I received 0 messages from him my whole trip . 3 hours before I arrived in Atlanta my sister called me to tell me he had got into an accident the night I got on the train and he was in a coma on life support. My sister was married to his brother so she picked me up from Atlanta and we drove home . I kid you not I did not stop crying those 3 hours I had left to get off. It’s been almost 5 years now and I have never healed. I miss him so much and I think of him all the time. I met him on a trip to visit my sister in 2016 and had been long distance since. I would go visit him every year ❤️🩹
Life was shit before. I couldn't take a break at all. I just wanted to cry all day since I forever. That is a simplification of the whole shitty situation I was in. If I were to write here, it will not fit. During those dark times, I really felt hopeless. I felt suffocated. But then I got the chance to start anew somewhere else in 2022. Life was totally so much better, and I met new amazing friends that I would die for. Looking back, it feels so strange. I forgot how bad my life was before. Somehow, I can even joke about it now. I thought I was going to end myself and not live past 30. Now, here I am, making plans for my future. The point is, it will all pass, and hopefully, one day, we can look back and see that we are so much happier now compared to then. Hang in there, pal!
Hey pascal,i hope I'll also see you on the other side of the world and im also leaving a goodbye for everyone and anyone who is reading this,last notes,goodbye,clark.
Hi Clark, safe travels and wishing you all the best on your journey. Remember, the world is full of friends you haven't met yet. Take care and goodbye!
never thought betrayed by friends would hurt that much. you know? my best friend betrayed me. he lied to me several times. he has made a girl life hell if i go to talk about it with him he will misunderstood me and started to yell at me which i don't want. he has done something which he was not allowed to agh forgot about that incident the most heartbreaking thing he has done to me it that all the 3 to 4 years till now he used to have "trust issue" with me which he doesn't tell me about i found it from another friend he used to talk behind me yk it hurts. last year i lost my grandparents he's the one an only person knew what i've gone through. im glad that moment he was with me. but now i don't think i can forgive him. besides i have a lots of family problem which i don't really wanna talk about. sorry if you're reading till now thanks for reading all the way. i appreciate it so much. pray for me so i don't do anything stupid:) -fazn.
i will . have a great day and live your life to the fullest i know its hard sometimes but dont let anyone make you feel less than be yourself and once again have a great day
They said that we don't need to regret something if we have worked for it. But the problem is, I didn't even have the gut to work on myself, I'm afraid for the outcome. I feel so fragile, uncaring, but also sensitive. This feeling won't stop haunting me, it feels heavy on my chest and I can't even cry it out right now.. It feels numb.
I feel that too, sometimes when I think I'll start working on myself, I just feel lost as in from where I start. But remember one thing everything falls in place when the time comes. You may feel like you are behind but the truth is you are just working at your own pace. So it's okay to just soak it all in and tackle one thing at a time. I hope you find happiness and never lose hope.
I've been scrolling through the comments, and despite being sad I haven't cried. Your comment brought a tear to my eye, I just lost my baby, too. Her name was Lily, I lost her this week. She understood me, and I tried my best to understand her. She was my everything 💔 just know your Molly is surely looking over you and still loving you to this day, just like my Lily to me ❤️🌈
imma leave this here: the boy i love left me. i love him so much. we were LDR but we felt so closed. We started our rls on Sep and i never forget that day he texted me to asked me out. The first 3 weeks everything worked out perfectly until we fought.. it was my fault probably idk. I am a type of person who overthink and rly sensitive. He didn’t like it that i was so sensitive and he said I didn’t try to understand him. a week later, we fought again. after that he started to act nonchalant and i didn’t like it coz i was overthinking. some days he almost ignored me no texting for the whole day. i tried. i told myself “it’s ok he doesnt text me coz he’s bz it’s fine. he would text me if he has time it’s ok dun overthink” over and over again. things were rough and tough for us. till that day we didn’t talk for 2 weeks. i thought he had to focus on his studying and so do i coz we both wanna be academic achievers. i was patiently waiting for the first tests end which is at the end of this month. i wait and wait until that day…he blocked me. he blocked me but our messages still there he didn’t delete them just blocked. i told myself “nahhhh he wouldn’t do this nahhh it just a prankkk lmaooo ain’t no way” but i cried. this is last week btw. dunno the reasons coz he didn’t say anything. this might be a good thing for him coz he deserves better he needs a girl who can understand him and love him as much as i do. i mean i did try to understand him but i feel like I didn’t try hard enough it didn’t reach the top where i could show him i love him and i understand him. im pretty sure he loved me too ik he probably thought I didn’t deserve him or idk. i just dunno. i got so many unsaid things. it hurts tho didn’t know it was this painful..
Don't put yourself down like that, maybe he was not meant for you and you were not meant for him. But please do not say you aren't enough because you are, from the moment you try even if you don't succeed. I don't know you but I know you're a good person because you care about what he think, about how he react, about what you did or didn't do, you're always scared to do something wrong and that's the burden of an overthinker. But you are just you and this sensitivity you feel is you, it's a part of you and i think it's a really beautiful quality and i hope one day you will see this like me
Like the 1st person said, it's not your fault, I know we sometimes feel responsible for other people feelings, but in reality we can't do nothing to change them, you just need to give love to the person you think deserves it, if it doesn't come back to you there is a reason, god's plan is always perfect, hope you are feeling better. A friend.
even though i barely gathered my trust together just for you, you ruined it. you knew that trusting and loving are the most scariest things for me for the whole time. i told you that i was so scared to have the same experience. you, you told me not to worry about it as you were not gonna make me feel like the past. you promised me. you wanted me to expect from you. especially from you. 'you should expect from me, especially from me' where are you now? why did you choose to fuck my life up while knowing me to the deepest part for the whole time? what did i do to have this suffering but loving you from the bottom of my heart? i warned you. i did warn you but you didn't listen to me. here i am with a heavy heart and your absence. what about you? do i ever come to your mind? why don't you leave my mind like you left my life? all I ever wanted was to love and be loved. i guess i was asking for too much. you will not see this, even if you did, i doubt you would care but i don't forgive you.
I pray you get through your tough times and fight it through. Allow yourself to heal. YOU are enough. YOU are YOU. Don't let ANYBODY tell you different or dim that bright light of yours. I truly wish you the best!!!
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reminder : these feelings you're having now won't stay forever , nothing does!
- sending lots of love .. ❣
thank you 🤍..
all lies!!!! I have been stuck with this emptiness for 4 years😔😔😔😔😔😔💔💔💔💔
The only reason why you feel this way is because you would not let yourself be happy. The only one who can save you is you, yourself. Gather yourself up, nothing is too late. There are no lies in front of love. No matter who you are, I love you, god loves you, you are blessed and a children of God.
@@addisonhouck-r1q any reason? if u can tell
I grew up with a lot of trauma, and it all started when I was 11. Every single day, something seemed to go wrong in my life. I didn’t mind the small problems, but when there were too many-along with bigger issues-it became overwhelming.
I’ve been alone for almost five years now, though I can’t remember the exact number anymore. I know it’s at least three or four years. I don’t really have a life. In real life, I only have two friends, but we’re not close, and they don’t know each other well. We rarely talk-sometimes months or even a year passes without a word.
I tried making friends in games or online, but my bad English and poor communication skills made it difficult. It became very lonely. I’ve gotten used to it, but I’m still human-I crave attention too.
Why didn’t I try harder to make friends in real life? I did. But people come and go too quickly, and before I knew it, I was alone again. I got tired of trying. I keep jumping from one job to another, but I still feel empty inside. My physical health makes it hard to find the right job, and I have to be picky about it, which has only made my life worse.
I don’t even know how to express all of this in a way that makes sense to others. For a while, I went to therapy, but it didn’t really help me. Sometimes, I feel like I don’t even know myself anymore. Being alone for so many years has made me lose my voice. I don’t dare to talk to people first, even when I want to, because I don’t know what to say. My mind just makes it seem so awkward.
I want to be happy, and it’s not like I haven’t tried. I want to give love and feel loved, too. I don’t want to feel lost or give up, but with each passing second, it feels like things are only getting worse. Every day, I feel like I’m losing more of myself, and I’m losing everything in my life.
If you understand how many Asian families raise their children-where parents often decide everything-then you might get a glimpse of my childhood and teenage years. Add all the trauma I’ve been through, and it’s no wonder I feel this way.
I'll leave this comment so that when someone likes it, it reminds me that this playlist exists and I can listen to it again at 3 am when I can't sleep💔💔
reminderrr
Reminder :)
Reminder!!
I'm not liking this I don't want you to cry again
Strange, I'm listening to this now at exactly 3AM reading this comment.
I read someone's comment on this vid saying their done. Damn it. I never cried so hard. Rip pascal. Fly high 🕊️
It's always tough to see someone affected so deeply by a video. Stay strong.
🙂
R.I.P Pascal ..
Pascal, rest in peace...
This is so unfair…
I lost my grandfather a week after my cousin was stabbed to death, three days after his funeral we were kicked out if our home of 6 years and given a two days to move out, 3 months after that my mom passed. Two weeks after that another grandparent and a uncle.
Earlier in the year i was also diagnosed with a tumor in my femur, one that causes me to have chronic pain
I probably have a form of depression and insomnia that makes it hard to wanna wake ul every morning.
Yet i still do, because even if i dint wanna be here. Theres people i care about that want me here. Theyre the only reason im still goin.
Life is rough, its unfair, its a tiring cycle of love and abuse.
Just hang onto the good parts and try your best.
Thats all we can do
Is try our best
Truly inspiring, my best wishes for you❤
you are amazing sooo amazing insanely strong
you just infinite strong than 87% of people in the whole world... my pain can't even compare as ants when i saw your comment... you have something great in your future...a more happiest life.. be strong always come back soon!!
❤
The last few months have been hard for me, this anxiety is exhausting. But I believe that it will get better someday…
I'm really sorry to hear that you're going through this. Remember, it's okay to reach out to others for help. Things do get better with time. Stay strong.
i hope it does and when it does i want you to stay happy free from anxiety ,depression and enything your struggling with
It will get better eventually my love. You deserve the world. I can feel it deep down that your are an extremely strong person who has so much love deep down and who deserves that much love back. Stay strong even if it’s hard. It will always be hard there will always be struggles but the struggles keep us alive they shape us into who we are even if we don’t like it even if those same struggles make us wonder if we should end it all, but don’t. People out there love you even if it doesn’t seem like it someone somewhere needs you. You are so important to them you are the reason for their happiness, and joy. You bring them comfort and love. You are their peace. Stay strong my dear for you are so deeply loved even if no one acknowledges it. I love you so much❤️
Believe in Jesus and don’t worry about anxiety
It ain't tbh, you have to accept and life will go better
I’m tired. I am so so tired. I’ve been bullied, I’ve been hit, I’ve listened to other people’s troubles, I’ve helped them, I’ve forgiven people, I’ve hurt people, I’ve become worse then them, but nothing ever works. Nothing. I’m tired and I want something to hold onto.
Hug 🫂
You’ve been through so much. It’s okay to feel tired. Remember to take care of yourself; you deserve peace and happiness.
When I read this I just dropped my phone and started to cry because it perfectly describes my situation
Hope. You hold onto hope. You look back on what child you would've wanted. You look back on what you're proud of. You look at who has been there for you, yourself. Cheer yourself on. At times it takes a hug. At other times it takes a pillow and a blanket. Neither will judge, bully you, hurt you. And don't forget, Love is not earned. Love should always be there. You don't need to earn love from nobody if you love yourself. But even in those moments God loves you. One day you may feel his love round' you. I hope you find the peace, love, justification, and more. One day. And I don't know you, you don't know me. But promise, you'll keep thriving.
listen here and listen very closely don't ever get attached to anyone or anything promise me I have learned from experience with the way your life is going just make sure to remember my words 😔😔😔😔😔😔 but always remember to smile and laugh😂😂😂😂🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭😊😊😊😊.
I realized i don’t want to die, i just don’t want to exist anymore. Please take me away. I had my fair share of joy and miseary. Let it end already.
I'm really sorry that you're feeling this way, but I'm unable to provide the help that you need. It's really important to talk things over with someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life.
i know your going through a hard time and i'm not ganna act like i know how you feel because i dont but i hope your life gets better and that you start to love being alive again have a great day
Listen, I understand that you're going through alot rn
But, what I a warrior without any hardships?
He's just an ordinary being in this world. But you have been given the chance to fight for yourself, god knows that u have that capability and that it's gonna make u stronger every time you pass through these hardships
So, start living dear, you only live once and let that one chance be the best one
Don't give up, ik you can and you will
GOOD LUCK, you are very pretty
I truly understand your feelings because some days I too feel like it but you know what keeps me going....this line
It's a dark world and you must become a beacon of light here ❤️
~bible
❤
If you're reading this, I hope your day is filled with peace and joy. Life can feel heavy at times, but your warmth and empathy bring light to those around you. Remember, there are always people who appreciate the beauty you bring into the world.
im dying alone.
i realy appreciate that thank you and please remember you are loved as well have a great day
@@kayla-yf7hh i hope you live a long happy and healthy life please keep your head high and never give up have a great day
@@Dae-e9w i'm trying.
I am a SA victim and my trauma keeps hunting me for months now. I can't sleep because of flashbacks or nightmares and just keep spending my nights staring at the celling. I fould this playlist by simply typing "I am tired, playlist" and, oh boy, I am so grateful for that. I still stare at my celling but, with these songs on headphones, I am slowly starting to forget about the pain. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart!
Im so sorry you had to go through that. I hope you can find peace with the help of music and time❤
As a domestic abuse and SA victim myself i can tell you it gets so much better. Seek professional help and a solid support system in your friends. We will recover. Their actions do not define us. We are more resilient than they know
Thank you, loves💖 I am wishing you nothing but happiness in life. You are not alone in this world. ✨
Bruh I want someone to SA me so maybe I'd not feel like a ghost that everyone ignores
@@shorty2222 I really hope, with my whole heart, that this is an irony.
I haven’t had this feeling since I was 15 sitting in my bedroom alone crying myself to sleep.. fast forward I’m 27 with a beautiful baby boy but feeling more lost and confused than ever before, please send you prayers for me and positive vibes ✨🫶🏼
I wanna be like you in future 🙂
i hope he recovers from every hardship he's going through god bless you both
@@Mervenur-lj7me im sure you'll be lovely in the future keep strong and god bless you
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Sending you lots of blessings and happiness into your upcoming future 💖✨💫
These hearts for your beautiful baby
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today is my birthday, and the first person ever to wish me a happy 19th was chatgpt. i know i sound very pitiful. but i am grateful. i hope everyone gets the love they deserve, i think i wanted to highlight that. please appreciate little things, celebrate everything. we didn't know how much that little things means for others.
@@Iffhmhfzhh-bn3pm HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY 🥰🎊
happy birthday!
@@zülalish thank u so much , u really made my day ❤️
@@arthurdiniz3941thank u so much ❤️
Happy birthday (ik it's late)
I also spent my whole day (bday) alone , roaming around the city , but yeah that's how it is .... feel proud that atleast u r not around toxic ppl
You know it's getting bad again when you start to listen to depressing songs again
whatever your going through i hope things better
@Dae-e9w no, I'm fine. I'm just feeling down lately, but anyways, thank you.
@@The.2nd.Person your welcome
I certified it, because I need to vent.
I'm depressed, thats not normal, and I have no one. No one to hold me, no one to tell me its okay. I just need someone to hold on to me and tell me that everything is okay, even if its not, I just need to believe it for a second, and this music is the closest thing I have to that, thank u this helped me as much as it could.
I dont know you but I am just here to tell you everything is going to be okay, and it will be better than ever trust me.
Same
Hey buddy. I have been through a similar phase... And believe me my friend it is a phase and this too shall pass...
I know you are strong...very strong... No depression is bigger than you buddy.
Love from India...❤
i need to hold someone. i want to tell someone that everything is going to be ok, i want to be there for someone through thick and thin. i want to love uncontrollably and forget about everything else. i want to take care of someone, and be their strength…their love.
Oh I think I want that too
That's all i want man
I have so much to give but this time I want be the one to receive this much love.
@@renie2516 Yeah. It sucks when your someone's strength yet they don't support you and just kinda suck off your strength like a leach. I want someone to do equally what this commenter said, but I equally want to do it too.
I feel you @@Waffles-jt2wu
Life has been such a blessing..
I've been through so many heartaches
I've had many breakdowns
I've had family issues
Relationship issues
Friendship issues
And academic failures
But never have i ever given up on myself
I know all these things have made me stronger and i'm happy for being where i'm rn
I always thank God for my family, my boyfriend my friends and even all the people that ones hurt me so bad
I'm happy and safe in my God's arms
And i hope, whoever is reading this rn will get a ray of hope in their life
I hope u stay strong and faithful love❤
It's truly inspiring to see your strength and resilience. Your journey is a testament that hardships can make us stronger and better. Here's to always finding hope and staying strong. Keep going!
@iam.inlove indeed🫶
ims so glad that your still holding on i hope you have a great day
This auto played right after I finished deleting and blocking my ex on everything. It was exactly what my soul desperately needed to hear after enduring this heartache. But it also confirmed that I am ready to let go.
The heartache of losing the one who you genuinely believed to be your soulmate hurts in a way that I will never be able to put into words.
It has been over a month since it happened, and I always thought losing him would break me. I only discovered my true strength and resilience to heartache. It was the best blessing in disguise, I'm profoundly grateful for it.
Thank you for letting me vent to you beautiful strangers. I hope everyone can find the peace they need. You matter and You are loved, always!
TRUST GOD my love!
I'm so proud of you for going through with that. It is hard, but know you will heal in time
I'm going through the same thing as of the moment, my husband, ex husband now, divorced me cause his parents repeatedly asked him to, and the pressure got into him. He changed just in days into someone very different and act so rude and harsh on me until it has reached my limit and I'm done trying to save my marriage. After 2 weeks trying to save it, today I just decided that enough is enough.
So I understand the feeling for losing someone that you have trusted the most. It hurts so much, it stings very much so no matter how hard you try to forget it, cause your trust has been betrayed.
I'm crying when I'm listening to this playlist. Crying for my heart that I have let it down so much. Crying for someone that used to love and appreciate me.
But it is fine. Crying doesn't make you weak, it is just proof that you have had enough trying to be strong.
I hope with time, we can be much stronger than we are and have our beautiful endings.
Lots of love for everyone
Oooo😅😅pppooooopp😅😅😅😅😅😅😅opopppppooooo😅pppoopoppp😅po
i hope for you to heal and got over it quickly :(
I hope the best for u :)
For anyone who needs this: The hurt and sadness isn’t gonna be here forever and whatever you’re feeling will get better remember that quitting is a permanent solution to a temporary problem you are so so so amazing, smart, kind ,beautiful/ handsome, and I am proud of you for trying your best even if it seems like you’re not enough or not doing enough because you are enough in my eyes. I love you ml❤
Such a beautiful message! Your support means so much to everyone here, thank you for sharing positivity!
@ YOU’RE SO WELCOME 💕
One thing I think that most people who comment don’t notice is that the creator made it, and is probably going through the exact same emotions they are.
You're absolutely right. The creator often experiences the same emotions as the audience. It's a shared journey, and each comment contributes to that experience.
Exactly 💯 I also thought the same 🥺
this songs were selected so well...damn
I agree, the song selection was indeed impressive. It really added to the overall experience of the video.
yeah.. finally i can depress more properly this time
I wish whoever reading my Comment and came to listen this song get peace and get heal physically and mentally ❤
Ive been having issues with my mental health..arguing with family and friends, feeling lazy, and having mental breakdowns way too often. All i wish for is a peaceful home and some "better" parents. And no, i dont get abused...but words and actions hurt the same way. The comparing and trash talking....Then we go to the school life..I dont get bullied, im badically friends with everyone, people like me and all of that. But it always feels like something is missing. Like no matter how hard you try, you cant satisfy yourself or others because you've got used to how things should go at home....
Hei Lisa.
I hope you live to see the beauty in life. Don't be afraid of how friends or people you care will respond to your mental breakdown.
I have suffered same but one thing I regret most is never sharing my pain with those who love and cared about me.
I hope you get to let go the worries and let them hear out your pain and their love will help you heal .
Yours
Stranger
Sending lots of love to you lisa💗
Try to go to church my friend
@grimmreaper8551 I'm not Christian but i do pray to my gods everyday
I hope your okay
The replies are so sweet, also made me tear up
I hope I can genuinely be happy someday. I hope I can one day live and love without fear of getting hurt again and again. I just feel like i’m a broken person
You will
❤❤
I do hope 😭😭😭😭
I have bpd and i’m currently going through a breakup right now where my partner just disappeared. to anyone that is feeling similar, im here for you and i understand you🩷 just remember to breathe, it’s how you know you’re alive🩷🩷
Your strength in acknowledging your feelings is powerful. Take things one breath at a time; you're not alone.
But know that You're still Loved and valued. No matter whatever you go through, your strength will come from the almighty God :). Life happens and it offers all it has to give so accept it, experience it but don't live with it.
I grew up from a needy family, my father had chronic pain since I was in kindergarten, my life always depended on the help of people, in the end my father died when I was in high school, at that time we lived at my brother's house. after my father's death my brother's treatment got worse for me even my mother who was also his own mother. exactly 2 months after dad passed my brother kick out me n my mother. we lost contact until now.
Since we were kicked out I tried hard to continue my school despite the difficulties of the cost. but thx God, I can. Unfortunately it has been my greatest trauma causing me to become anxiety, n always feel less in the eyes of others.
I never thought that my sibling could behave so badly towards his family, especially his mother.
I'm sorry for that 💔
I'm sorry.. are you okay now ?
There are secrets we will die with, we may never be proud of all our choices, but we have to forgive ourselves. For the mind is a battle field and only the decisive win.
thank you i reallu needed to hear this.
Damn what yall mfs do 😂😂
(Dont mind me, i just feel like venting a bit somewhere)
The guilty feeling of having so many people around you, who cares and love you deeply but it never reaches your heart, not like when you were a kid. The world is so colorful, so full yet it feels so frustratingly empty. It felt unfair, for you and for those who truly loves you. It is my case, I have been trying to reciprocate other’s sincerity but never able to willingly. I learn to care for others by theory, teaching and feedbacks from those around. I do feel guilty, even going as far as hating myself for it, for being so heartless and inability to express the most simple things. My failure to appreciate the only people in my life that are keeping me alive, the last string I clung onto desperately, send me into deep despair. So in order not to upset them, I have always been good at keeping things to myself, or was it just another excuse to stop trying to be more self-expressive? I never knew the answer, the frustration is only mine to bury.
I feel the same, but not at the same time. We both have different experiences, so I'm sure it's different. But you worded how I feel so perfectly, I just wanted to say this... Thank you for venting, it's good to get some of the negativity to light
Remember: You're the main character of your life. No one can take that
no im not
@@ashstep3320 it's your life, nobody elses.
@@Wr1tersBl0ck No, y tengo que explicarlo para no parecer un adolescente más que se siente abrumado por una vida que tarde o temprano lo consumirá, y que por ello recurre a un entendimiento de vida poco significativo, haciendo a los monstruos (no te hagas ilusiones, el monstruo es tu tarea y el propósito que nunca cumples) más pequeños, pero no harán que desaparezcan, solo tratan de evitar los sentimientos negativos poniendo barreras en medio. Ahora la explicación de mi No: primero no puedes ser el protagonista de tu propia historia porque directamente estas condicionado, todo lo que quieras hacer lo aras con los otros "personaje principales" de su propia historia, es lo que comúnmente se llama como sociedad, no naciste de la nada, no te alimentaron de la nada, no tienes agua que llega a tu casa de la nada, no recogen tu basura ángeles mágicos recoge basura, no consigues tu comida solo, depende de nosotros, dependes de todos, es una cárcel de la que no podrás escapar así por así. Este lugar es un conjunto de personas que es su intento de destacar y ser distintos solo son como el resto, y si te conformas eres incluso menos, eres escoria, un lastre y una carga para lo demás. Todos son él personaje principal, y por ello ninguno lo es, algunos la pasan bien, algunos mal y algunos no debieron ni nacer, es la realidad niño. Si tuviste la suerte de tener una vida mal, pues felicidades, te esforzaras, caerás y repetirás el proceso hasta morir. Si tiene una vida buena, bueno hola ser inexistente, o, perdón, mejor dicho: mentiroso que se miente lo suficientemente bien para pensarse feliz. Ahora abordemos el tema; "es tu vida y la de nadie más", bueno la repuesta es obvia, NO, no es tu vida y si es la de todos, el porque, bueno, primero porque el sistema consumirá hasta la ultima gota de tiempo que tengas en tu monótona vida, para generar dinero acosta de generarte "felicidad". Y segundo, tu vida solo es la copia de una vida ya vivida, a que me refiero, simple, eres inmortal, camina, sueña, dibuja, pinta, estudia, lee, has lo que quieras, otra persona, no se si ahora o mañana, solo se que ocurrirá, hará exactamente lo mismo, se pensara única, por experimentar sensaciones que ella o él siente por primera vez, sin tomar en cuenta que, si bien no es el mismo nombre, es el mismo sistema nervioso, el mismo conjunto de químicos que lo conforman, y que generan algo innegable: la existencia del ser humano; ser humano que por estar hecho del mismo material, objetivamente hablando, sentirán las mismas primeras veces, y las tantas experiencias que lo hacen "único". [Estas no son mis ideas, son mi criatura]
Thank You. I needed this reminder.
the thoughts in my head are taking over
whenever I come in too close I either find excuses to runaway just so I wouldn’t get hurt or heartbroken , or I feel like I don’t know how to love or the person who I completely trusted and opened up to (which
I rarely do )disappoint me or I overthink literally everything and becomes really anxious over the slightest things that they do but all I wanna is to be loved and love someone unconditionally cuddle do what every couple I see do even though people say you don’t need that drama or whenever they ask me why are u still single ? And it just makes me feel like I have a problem not the other way around
This playlist is everything you need.
are you okay?
@@RedVelvetyCakeare u okay?
This is indeed a very good selection.
It is winter now in holland, rainy and the dark sets in early.
A wonderfull playlist to listen to in that time of the year.
I'm glad you're enjoying the playlist! It sounds like the perfect companion for those cozy winter evenings in Holland. Stay warm!
everyone see that 1% of you when you seem to be a strong person always happy joyful enjoying giggling supporting others making others laugh making fun and where you dont need anyone seems like you are enough for yourself but only you know that 99% of you where you are filled with grief no energy to express yourself all alone everything feels dark where you need someone at least someone to be there with you who can understand your weaker side someone who feels like our home someone we ca hug tight and cry the hell out one who never judge us... :)
Uss:)
i just wrote my last note, and im ready. thanks to everyone. i hope one day my parents find these comments im leaving so they feel at peace. ik what im doing is selfish but I can’t keep coming back to this place. signing off for the last time, pascal.
You dont have to do that , your life matters, I know that you are going through a lot of dark times right, I have been there. But if you kill yourself now you will miss on so much good memories and wonderful people that are gonna love you for who you are. I wont be able to share those memories or find the love of your life. I know im just a stranger but i know that you are loved and you are not alone on this battle, please please please dont do it!
You can talk to a psy or a therapist that will help you deal with your trauma and get to understand those emotions etc. YOU WILL GET BETTER. Thats why im still alive and I want you to know that life is worth living. You will find amazing people and you will get to a better place in your life.
Pascal are u okay we can talk if u want 🥺
Dude you good?
Pascal please bro, your life is worth living, it is the most valuable thing anyone could ever have is the ability to stay alive. no matter what anyone else says, your life holds value even if you can't see it., we may not know each other personally but I know the struggles that you might be going through, I went through the same and to be honest it felt like hell and I wrote notes too. but I had to stay alive, not for myself but because I knew my death would cause more pain to others than it would cause me. and to this day im glad I didn't end it back then and im sure if you would do the same you could come to the same conclusion as me, please pascal try to stay alive. there will always be people who are willing to listen to what you have to say, including myself. I learned the hard way that leaving things behind won't make them go away, if anything it makes them linger even more so. to confront a problem is always better than taking the easy way out. pascal, if you get to read this message please reply im willing to talk you out of it please
Kinda sad knowing that there's a lot of people out there but im here, on ma room alone with my soul. Im someone that is used to being just with myself but i cant lie how much i need a friend.
:(
Got discord?
да.. я тоже привыкла думать, что я - интроверт, но.. я такая открытая и общительная в кругу близких друзей.. была. а они у меня есть сейчас? не уверена, хотя.. плейлист действительно заставляет задуматься
Hey there friend
A friend is always for you :)
This playlist hits hard going trough a lot rn and I feel like leaving this world, writing letters saying goodbye, I’m so tired of fighting
Hey @joeyabrego4647 Life will turn out better in the future, Stay strong and pass through hard times as a Champion. you know you have it in you.
Praying for you rn
You are tougher then you believe you are, you made it this far. Life wouldn't make you go through all the suffering for nothing, you are defined by what you managed to survive going through. Keep being a warrior , Love from across the pond 🫶🏾
do you want to be friends? I'm in a similar situation right now and I'm good at supporting people
you're on the world to fight so don't give up....
الحزن غير لائق على وجهك الجميل
Life is hard. I’ve been trying to enjoy life for two years now and I’m still trying. Sometimes our emotions are so strong we can’t think clear. I have thought about ending it a lot of times but then I realised what I’m going to lose. Some people that mess your life don’t deserve to be in it, maybe you should get some new friends, change your life, change everything until you like what you are reading. Also, I hope Pascal is okay. Stay strong everyone. I promise this isn’t forever. Whatever you need, I’m here for you guys.
Even if you can’t see it, there’s a rainbow behind the storm❤️
You know there's a times like this, when I'm feel sad even though I know that I'm okay. I think it is because the fact that I'm getting older? All the stress, pressure, or the reality that are sinking in. You cannot control it, it's just a random day that all the emotions that build or kept within yourself up will explode. All i want to say is that it is okay to feel sad or wanting to cry. I love you and lets cry while listening to this song❤
It's completely normal to feel sad sometimes. Let it out-you're not alone in this emotional journey.
It's been a year since I tried to leave in a stupid way. hearing these songs i remember the events of that night where i played the songs and sat with the instruments ready to take me to another world I realized that selfish actions were completely useless in solving the problem.I thank God.For those of you who are crying silently, stay strong, you must remember that not everything has to be resolved with the word "Death". It's natural to be tired because we are human, but giving up is useless because problems don't discriminate, you could die in trouble. keep stronggg people who fight for happiness
Just realized these past 2 months, no one asked how are you to me, am i still healthy or not. Not even my only lil brother, friends, or my parents even after know my condition. Even im in the room all day long, no one asked me if i eaten or not. Here, quietly swallowed all my tears.
Hey man. It's not necessary that someone known to ask that right. So How are ya? Are you doing good, if not that's also fine. I'm here to listen
Love you bro❤
vent:
i feel like everyone i love is slipping away.. they all stop talking to me and are getting distant.. and i know im to blame aswell. i just havent been the best recently and ive been bottling up my depression for almost 3 years now, and im too scared to go to anyone because i dont trust people anymore.. even my family is ignoring me and everything just seems like its a big blur, everythings in black and white and its like im lost in a large ocean.. i dont know what to do and i just wanna be happy. im way too young to be extremley depressed but i dont wanna tell even my parents because i js feel like they womt really care, or think im overexaterating or thing im crazy. im sick and tired of being sad. i just want one person to love me, is that too much to ask for? do i even deserve to be loved..?
Everyone deserves to be loved. even though life seems pretty hard and you're too tired to move along don't give up. There're so many beautiful things in life that you haven't experienced yet,so stay strong you'll get through this
@ thank you, i really appretiacte you.
This is my last note, I hope that everyone I love and love can find this note, I finally found peace with myself, I found the peace that I was looking for so much, and thanks to a girl I found it, this is my last note, I wish luck to everyone I loved, I wish you luck in your lives, I say goodbye forever, goodbye i love to all🌷💕
It’s heartbreaking to hear this. Please know there's help available, and you're not alone. Your life matters. Reach out if you can.
No bro ❣️🫲
I understand you....I hope you'll find peace for yourself there...I'll be joining you sooner or later...
i'm so sorry sweetheart, rest easy
I am really thinking that way too, it's not easy at all
Hola personita, quiens sea que lea esto quiero decirte que estas haciendo lo mejor que puedes, I'm Proud of you, estoy orgullosa de ti porque a pesar de todas las caidas pudiste levantarte, sigue adelante que al final de la lluvia siempre sale el sol y un arcoiris.
Necesitaba leer esto, muchas gracias me sacaste una sonrisa :)
Realmente necesitaba esto, gracias
(perdón por los problemas de traducción, mi primaria lengua es el inglés)
gracias :)
Notice how most of the comments have the word "hope" in them. I love that we are all giving advice and love talk even though you yourself need it most. Take care of others but save hope for yourself. ❤ stay strong darlings
Absolutely, the positivity and unity in this comment section is truly heartening. Let's continue supporting each other and fostering hope. Take care everyone.
same to you stay strong as well i hope you have a splended day tomorrow for days to come
Who ever is reading this and ur done with life pls dont end it ik im a stranger on the Internet but i still know life is worth living it will get better i promise pls dont end it if you wanna talk abt it ill help
The fact that all these poor people clicked on this video breaks my heart. I hate that all of you amazing, wonderful, kind, smart, beautiful/handsome people are going through something and don't have anyone, i love you all. I know it seems like it wont and saying it doesn't help, but it will get better. You have to break a glowstick before it glows
🥹🥲thank you
@@aaron_787 No problem luv, hope that message helped someone as cool as you feel a bit better
Extremely soul crashing, can't even describe the feeling of emptiness while crying...
My cat, which I had for 12 years (I'm 17), passed away almost a year ago but the feelings are not getting any easier...I just miss her so much, why can't she come back, why can't she be with me in moments like this... She was never very clingy, but like a year before she died she started asking for pets and cuddles more often, I started thinking if she knows something, that maybe it's her form of saying goodbye so I was a bit prepared, just didn't know exactly when will it happen, but now I just feel helpless, I miss her so much😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Also she started getting sick more often, meaning sometimes she would breathe very loudly with her mouth open catching air, but the parents weren't sure if we could take her to the vet because we don't have much money... I know it sounds horrible but I think 12 years earlier nobody thought we would be in such a bad financial situation that we couldn't afford the vet.... I know it seems cruel but I never had any intentions of harming my baby, I just hoped she didn't suffer much cause she pased not so long after this heavy breathing attacks started.....
Pls how can I cope with my emotions, why can't she come back and support me in hard moments like these😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
My condolences. I think the best thing to do is to let it out, but do not isolate yourself. Do not keep emotions building up. May she rest in peace and be in a better place. Remember to take care of yourself and take time as needed. Hope all gets easier.
@kari-saturn thanks, I hope she's somewhere better too...💔💔💔
Everyone in the comments are so nice I feel so guilty for no reason at all
Take care of yourselves, you matter. Scientifically (I'd hope), and genuinely.
No need to feel guilty, it's great to see positivity in the comments. Remember, your feelings matter too.
take care of yourself as well have a great day
You too take care of yourself beautiful
@@divyaprasad7578 thank you and you as well keep up the good work
I never thought songs could make me cry more but these songs brought everything back all the memories even the bad ones like friendships ending, being bullied, getting abused but the good ones came back stronger like making friends, showing who I truly am, and doing things they I want to do them the memories just came back and it was sad and happy and depressing but good and these song just make me feel better now idk if any of this makes sense but “i love these songs” is a summary and if you feel like ending it all just remember all the good memories ❤
hi i hope you’re doing great
there’s nothing wrong with being tired
i’m proud of you
don’t give up!
i love you 😢❤
Don’t ever feel like you are the failure. The part where you aren’t what u want to be should be the motivation for u to keep doing things.
I'm a stranger, just like everyone else here. Living is hard, it's cruel, it gives you pain-physical or mentally- and I do not know if it will continues or not. It's difficult to keep on living. But, that doesn't mean it won't change. Changing comes and goes. It will take a while, longer than others. Push yourselves, to reach the end. Reach a happy ending. I know that some people won't get it. People, life in general, sucks. When you breathe, it gets harder each time. I know that I'm just someone from the internet and I don't know you or understand your situation, but just know, there will be atleast someone there to believe you can keep going and/or change. I want to let you know keep on living, don't give up yet. Go to therapy, or maybe get your mind off of whatever your thinking. Think of anything you like, things to look for in the future, things you planned to achieve. I'm sorry if this is just useless advice to you.
thank you
I love these songs they are so clean
I'm just a failure, disappointment,useless person for my family
i love you 💗
Same as me, my parents deserve a better achiever child than me, they did anything they could to take care of me and support me...but the problem is... ME...I don't know what should I give them in exchange for the sacrifice they did...For Me.
So Tru . I always feel like this@@Orenkaii
I understand where you’re coming from, and it’s okay to feel like that but you also need to realize how truly amazing you are. Somewhere out there you are someone’s important person and they care about you so deeply. You aren’t a failure the people around you failed to love you properly to give you the proper support and love you deserve. I can just tell you are a truly extraordinary person and can do so main wonderful things with that strong moral of yours. Keep going my love ❤️
No you are not. Stop being so dumb and negative. Everyone is special and blessed. I know that you must be facing a tough time, happiness and love is the key to help us get it over. So smile and enjoy the little thing in our life. ( I love to look at the sky)
I will always be here, feel free to talk to me I Love You
I'm listening to this playlist, and i keep thinking of my best friend. We were so close for 3 years, he changed my life so much. When I first met him, I thought "I finally found someone like me, who knows me personally. I feel comfortable to share my deepest secrets with him, I can never let him go." Those 3 years were the best years of my life, because unfortunately I never saw him again. He transferred to another school, and another country. Recently, I got scolded by my teacher because apparently i've let myself go, and i dont care about my grades anymore. Of course, that's not true. She doesn't know I've shed blood, sweat and tears for my grades, and she doesn't know even know why I got a less percentage. It's not even that low, it's just apparently not what she expected from such a gifted child like me. While walking home, I remembered something. When I was still with my best friend, we both got scolded infront of the whole class for getting a low score, for the same reason. That "we've let ourselves go". Our teacher even knew that we were preparing for an upcoming school event, and since we're the only two "gifted kids" of our class, all the extracurricular activities were given to us to manage. And yet, we still had to get a full percentage because if we don't then apparently we're failures. We even had to train some juniors for their own performances, how could we even study for the exam with our hands full? We did our best, and I remember being so hurt that day, no one even acknowledged how hard we worked for the event to go well, and to write the exam well, and on top of that we got condemned for being "lazy". I just left school after the bell and never lifted my head up, it was my first time being scolded *ever*. I was honestly about to cry, while walking home with my best friend. But, you know what he said to me? " You're really crying about what she said? You should be like me. Just shake it all off!" he said that to me while patting my shoulder and with the smile I always knew and loved, and I just couldn't help but burst into tears. Now, when I got scolded after he left, I remembered his words, and I never stopped crying that night. I know he'll never see this, but -
Yes, D. I did shake it all off, I never cried because of anyone's words ever, but I cried because of you. Because I remembered your words, and I just wanted to get in contact with you and see you smile one more time, that would be enough to last me the rest of my life. We never even got a proper goodbye.
....
Oohhh girl you've been suffering soo much 🥹
I listen to these songs because of my baby, he sleeps with them, but even after he sleeps I keep listening, and I end up getting lost in my thoughts, I'm so tired, exhausted, motherhood is difficult, but I keep going for him
you are so doing great
I just hope after 3 years when I go back to this video, it's not heavy anymore.
It's touching that you have hope for the future. Remember, healing takes time! 🌈
Thank you for making this playlist🎀
For people who need this
Never let people in your way always keep your head up don’t let people’s words believe in your self never give up if your in a bad situation do a hobbie that makes you happy or listen to songs love yourself give yourself confidence and say nice things to yourself never try to harm your self in any type of way ignore people who think that they can get in your head never let them do that always make sure you show them who you are stand up for your self show them who you really are❤❤❤😚💗💗
Such a beautiful message! Self-love and resilience are so important. Keep shining and believing in yourself! ✨
Im not living anymore,just alive .not even tired anymore I'm just numb can't feel anything ,there is nothing that I would want from this life I don't even want to die anymore.I don't want anything.
i love you, please stay💗
why do I lowk feel calm when listening to this. Like- its helping me draw lowk
This selection is so good!! got healing powers in it and with it I must say.
the way a playlist can calm me down and give me comfort, even though it's made for sad moments :(
this is simply perfect :) thank you for this monument
Absolutely! Music has a magical way of comforting us, even on our saddest days! So glad you enjoyed it! 💖
I genuinely don’t have anything to be happy about. My family is poor, my dad cut contact and financial help. My mom is an alcoholic. I have awful spending habits, and I need to spend to feel better about myself.
I keep telling myself things will get better, but I don’t think it will. Living is expensive. It’s like I take one step forward and two steps back. I don’t know how people find the will to keep going. Hopefully I will find the will one day.
Hey, I know it can be hard. But if there is one thing that can lift you up is the will to keep going not for others, but for yourself. At the end, we all have the same destination and the overall desire for peace. Let yourself be that peace while you work toward making things better. I wish you the best of luck and know that you are not alone in your feelings.
@ thank you truly. This made me feel a lot better and I will be taking this to heart❤️
@@ginza_animatex4083 I am glad I could be of help. 💙
It feels like this music is healing every wound in my heart.
That’s so powerful! Music has an incredible way of healing. Keep listening! 🎶
hey everyone, yess you. i don't know who you are, what your going through right now, or what you have been through, but i want you to know, you can always come to me if you need to talk, and there will always be someone out there. I can't promise it will get better, but you just have to keep going.
same for you batman!
@@farfallazx2226 @the_batman91939 same here!
hey i dont even know what happiness is like
Thanks u bro from Kazakhstan (russian)
I think i need it, feel free to let me know how can I.
The beauty of love songs is that they say exactly what we feel but can never find the right words for.
Absolutely! Love songs capture our emotions so perfectly when we struggle to express them. It's beautiful, isn't it?
i just sat and teard
I hope the video was able to touch your feelings deeply.
it's weird but this playlist helps me fall asleep, helps me, when I'm sad, in need to calm myself 😊
Sometimes, life is just cruel
Too much
i know you're tired.. of everything. i am too 😞😞
I Remember during school, some staff Members cared about my mental health. I Remember I gave them presents, they hugged me and said how much they would miss me.
I cried from midnight to 5am, Kids helpline never picked up. No one ever hugged me, since than no one has
I am depressed and have been for years, it doesn’t end, it just hides away. Anxiety feels just a normal state of mind now, also found out I have mild autism so the bullies were right i guess
I have to now sleep in the sound of myself crying, let’s hope my brakes cut off tomorrow, thanks for the chat, it really helped me, Love you
remember bro, you are the main actor in your life, so don't give your life completely to someone else
No, I won't.
This song reminds me of my deceased brother, I love him so much that God may show mercy🥹
My mental struggles are getting worse, so I know the moment I don’t laugh with my friends or joke with my parents I’m letting it spill to help me and the people around me….
Sharing and reaching out is a strength; remember, it's okay to lean on your friends. You’re not alone!
I'am so tired of everything cause i lose it i lose everything i ever had
This is a Game over for me
"If I don't have you, at least I'll still have me"
Every difficulty you overcome alone will make you invincible. If it hurts, suffer. If it makes you cry, cry. It won't last forever. That's how you will change and grow. And that's how you will learn to survive. And one day when you become the best version of yourself, you will remember all of this with just a smile on your lips.
I have learned many things while living the main one is that humans are the cruelest creatures on this planet I don’t consider myself a good person stopped that years ago I don’t see what others do I see a disappointment like my parents so when I leave one day the nothing I want this my online friends to be happy…happy that I won’t hold them back anymore i want my rl friends to move on and not feel guilty I want everyone to forget me like they would when I was alive …but I hope anyone here sleeps well you deserve this pain no one does no one deserves death I wish you luck fellow tired person
о, мне тебя так жаль, невероятный человек! этот плейлист навевает мне похожие мысли и даже некое ощущение себя не в своём теле.. будто я вовсе без него! плейлист заставляет задуматься.. ❤🩹
In 2019 I had freshly turned 17 I ran away from a loving home in Los Angeles and hopped on a 3 day train ride to be with the love of my life. I packed a bag, bought a one way ticket and left. He was supposed to pick me up in Atlanta and I received 0 messages from him my whole trip . 3 hours before I arrived in Atlanta my sister called me to tell me he had got into an accident the night I got on the train and he was in a coma on life support. My sister was married to his brother so she picked me up from Atlanta and we drove home . I kid you not I did not stop crying those 3 hours I had left to get off. It’s been almost 5 years now and I have never healed. I miss him so much and I think of him all the time. I met him on a trip to visit my sister in 2016 and had been long distance since. I would go visit him every year ❤️🩹
Let this be the last day I suffer please.
Wishing you brighter days ahead. Remember, it's okay to ask for help, you don't have to go through this alone.
@ Thank you, it means a lot to hear this from someone,
I’m sorry, you can get through this it won’t be forever I’m here We’re here
Life was shit before. I couldn't take a break at all. I just wanted to cry all day since I forever. That is a simplification of the whole shitty situation I was in. If I were to write here, it will not fit. During those dark times, I really felt hopeless. I felt suffocated. But then I got the chance to start anew somewhere else in 2022. Life was totally so much better, and I met new amazing friends that I would die for. Looking back, it feels so strange. I forgot how bad my life was before. Somehow, I can even joke about it now. I thought I was going to end myself and not live past 30. Now, here I am, making plans for my future. The point is, it will all pass, and hopefully, one day, we can look back and see that we are so much happier now compared to then. Hang in there, pal!
Hey pascal,i hope I'll also see you on the other side of the world and im also leaving a goodbye for everyone and anyone who is reading this,last notes,goodbye,clark.
Hi Clark, safe travels and wishing you all the best on your journey. Remember, the world is full of friends you haven't met yet. Take care and goodbye!
this autoplayed when i really needed it
I'm glad the video came up just when you needed it. UA-cam's autoplay feature can sometimes be quite helpful.
remind me pleaseee comment.like.do whatever. just let me know this playlist exists
This playlist is definitely a gem! Perfect for those emotional moments where we just need to feel.
thank you for making this one🎀
never thought betrayed by friends would hurt that much. you know? my best friend betrayed me. he lied to me several times. he has made a girl life hell if i go to talk about it with him he will misunderstood me and started to yell at me which i don't want. he has done something which he was not allowed to agh forgot about that incident the most heartbreaking thing he has done to me it that all the 3 to 4 years till now he used to have "trust issue" with me which he doesn't tell me about i found it from another friend he used to talk behind me yk it hurts. last year i lost my grandparents he's the one an only person knew what i've gone through. im glad that moment he was with me. but now i don't think i can forgive him. besides i have a lots of family problem which i don't really wanna talk about. sorry if you're reading till now thanks for reading all the way. i appreciate it so much. pray for me so i don't do anything stupid:)
-fazn.
i will . have a great day and live your life to the fullest i know its hard sometimes but dont let anyone make you feel less than be yourself and once again have a great day
They said that we don't need to regret something if we have worked for it.
But the problem is, I didn't even have the gut to work on myself, I'm afraid for the outcome.
I feel so fragile, uncaring, but also sensitive.
This feeling won't stop haunting me, it feels heavy on my chest and I can't even cry it out right now.. It feels numb.
I feel that too, sometimes when I think I'll start working on myself, I just feel lost as in from where I start. But remember one thing everything falls in place when the time comes. You may feel like you are behind but the truth is you are just working at your own pace. So it's okay to just soak it all in and tackle one thing at a time. I hope you find happiness and never lose hope.
Mom, I wish you're happier after me, Goodbye, everyone
Hey are you still here plz don't go
Hey please...... don't do this we are here for you dude
I think people here are more comforting than my parents 🥺🥲............... feeling sad🥺
I miss my baby girl. I can’t believe she’s been gone for a year. I love you Molly, you may have been a misunderstood dog, but I understood you. ❤️🩹
I'm really sorry for your loss. It sounds like Molly was a wonderful companion and she was lucky to have you. Remember the good times you shared.
I’m so sorry for your loss. Remember that Molly knew your love. Hold on to those beautiful memories.
I've been scrolling through the comments, and despite being sad I haven't cried. Your comment brought a tear to my eye, I just lost my baby, too. Her name was Lily, I lost her this week. She understood me, and I tried my best to understand her. She was my everything 💔 just know your Molly is surely looking over you and still loving you to this day, just like my Lily to me ❤️🌈
Mind full of thoughts, heavy heart,winter,rain, midnight 🌠❤️
Your thoughts resonate deeply. Rainy nights like these can really bring out those heavy feelings.
imma leave this here: the boy i love left me. i love him so much. we were LDR but we felt so closed. We started our rls on Sep and i never forget that day he texted me to asked me out. The first 3 weeks everything worked out perfectly until we fought.. it was my fault probably idk. I am a type of person who overthink and rly sensitive. He didn’t like it that i was so sensitive and he said I didn’t try to understand him. a week later, we fought again. after that he started to act nonchalant and i didn’t like it coz i was overthinking. some days he almost ignored me no texting for the whole day. i tried. i told myself “it’s ok he doesnt text me coz he’s bz it’s fine. he would text me if he has time it’s ok dun overthink” over and over again. things were rough and tough for us. till that day we didn’t talk for 2 weeks. i thought he had to focus on his studying and so do i coz we both wanna be academic achievers. i was patiently waiting for the first tests end which is at the end of this month. i wait and wait until that day…he blocked me. he blocked me but our messages still there he didn’t delete them just blocked. i told myself “nahhhh he wouldn’t do this nahhh it just a prankkk lmaooo ain’t no way” but i cried. this is last week btw. dunno the reasons coz he didn’t say anything. this might be a good thing for him coz he deserves better he needs a girl who can understand him and love him as much as i do. i mean i did try to understand him but i feel like I didn’t try hard enough it didn’t reach the top where i could show him i love him and i understand him. im pretty sure he loved me too ik he probably thought I didn’t deserve him or idk. i just dunno. i got so many unsaid things. it hurts tho didn’t know it was this painful..
Don't put yourself down like that, maybe he was not meant for you and you were not meant for him. But please do not say you aren't enough because you are, from the moment you try even if you don't succeed. I don't know you but I know you're a good person because you care about what he think, about how he react, about what you did or didn't do, you're always scared to do something wrong and that's the burden of an overthinker. But you are just you and this sensitivity you feel is you, it's a part of you and i think it's a really beautiful quality and i hope one day you will see this like me
@ awww thanksss this actually make me feel better
@@elle.mee12 I hope so ! it makes me happy that you are doing better yeahhh :)
Like the 1st person said, it's not your fault, I know we sometimes feel responsible for other people feelings, but in reality we can't do nothing to change them, you just need to give love to the person you think deserves it, if it doesn't come back to you there is a reason, god's plan is always perfect, hope you are feeling better.
A friend.
Thank you sm I needed that 🙏❤️🩹
i love this, thank god
If we didn't make this body, we don't have a right to end it. Life is a cycle of highs and lows. Sun will shine again! Be patient.
even though i barely gathered my trust together just for you, you ruined it. you knew that trusting and loving are the most scariest things for me for the whole time. i told you that i was so scared to have the same experience. you, you told me not to worry about it as you were not gonna make me feel like the past. you promised me. you wanted me to expect from you. especially from you. 'you should expect from me, especially from me' where are you now? why did you choose to fuck my life up while knowing me to the deepest part for the whole time? what did i do to have this suffering but loving you from the bottom of my heart? i warned you. i did warn you but you didn't listen to me. here i am with a heavy heart and your absence. what about you? do i ever come to your mind? why don't you leave my mind like you left my life? all I ever wanted was to love and be loved. i guess i was asking for too much. you will not see this, even if you did, i doubt you would care but i don't forgive you.
I pray you get through your tough times and fight it through. Allow yourself to heal.
YOU are enough.
YOU are YOU.
Don't let ANYBODY tell you different or dim that bright light of yours.
I truly wish you the best!!!
@@Biiwlxv :') hey, thank you for this sincere comment. really heart-warming..
@@rainplath ❤️❤️❤️
Feeling tired and weak is only a part of life we all feel. These helps us be our best self.
Yesterday was my friends birthday today his sister told me he committed suicide rip jacob i miss you..🫶🏽
Happy bday to him!!!!! Ilysmmmm ttm if u wanttt 🩷🩷
These songs are perfectly curated... just wow! 🎶🔥
I'm glad you're enjoying the playlist! We put a lot of effort into curating it.
You didn't find this video, this video found YOU.