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I've always been using this ambience for my studies as it really helps me concentrate better or when I'm alone at night. Its like something sad and calming at the same time. I'm not really sure how to explain it.
What you did has helped me immensely to concentrate during studies and reading. It wouldn't be an exaggeration to say that I must have listened to at least 40-50 hours of this soundtrack during those moments. Thank you!
Ah, Silent Hill, most peaceful town in US. Pleasant weather, quiet neighborhoods, great availability of medical care... People a bit gloomy, but who isn't nowadays?
Everything is hallucination but theres only way to get rid of the curse, You're the only one was seeing the curse because you felt guilty of what you just did and.... Suicide to get rid of the curse
Yeah, after all these years life has become kinda like a nightmare too. But the strength of our souls always tries to keep fighting against those monsters.
your sir are a genius the fact your able to see this proves it. i believe this and many other forms of art are just a collective human semi conscious/subconscious map music is another great example of this many of the words used describe exactly what your trying to say
@@h.p.lovecraft7286 i hope no one has hurt you for nothing that's the vibe i'm getting i can't say the same for me and i guess that's why this strikes me
Silent Hill music and ambience makes me want to travel around the woods, highways and towns of the American north-west in winter. The vibe and aesthetic from SH ambience is just impeccable.
I have to agree that this is a legit SH-driven inspiration. My sister and I are big SH fans and some years back we did precisely this late at night at a high school under construction and that was about 3/4ths to completion. Despite its not-even-new vintage, it looked straight up out of the Otherworld. It was fascinating because construction of all primary structures was done but the hallways were all lit up with just lines of hanging lights and no ceiling tile installation, there was of course scaffolding up and about, the top level floor tiling also had not been performed, and all maintenance alcoves and access areas were exposed and not yet cut off by doors or barriers. It looked like it might as well have been an older school stripped down rather than a new school that was being put up. Again, it straight up appeared like it belonged in SH3. There was even a good jump scare in the back room of the cafeteria where the loading doors were, such that at one (and only one) random moment an apparent draft caused them to suddenly swing out only to then immediately shut themselves. Only the adventurous spirit of the SH games could have prompted us to venture forth in such a manner and yet have an absolute blast while doing so.
@Alain Marceux Sanctuary means a safe area. So the words "end of small sanctuary" basically means an end to a small safe area, which is appropriate since when the music plays it's in a rare and very short moment of calm before everything goes crazy.
I don't know if I'm weird but, hearing this type of dark ambience music during the late night hours brings me so much peace... like, is a type of peace of mind that I can't have on my day on day basis.
You ain't a weirdo i like to listen this type of stuff in the night too it refresh my mind,if you like this type of music i recommend to listen Telepath and Nmesh albums it got a lot of Chill Ambient tracks like this one
I’m actually curious as to where it stems from but, I’m sure like many other people I find so much joy and peace in this kind of scenery and music. I love night time, I love the dark, I love rain and thunderstorms, my absolute favourite thing in the world, is chilling in my games room at night during winter when it’s cold, I’m warm, it’s raining outside, it’s 2am, absolute bliss. I think in the all chaos that goes on in our day to day lives those kind of moments are just pure bliss.
I actually believe things like this are a type of therapy almost. When I was younger I dealt with bad depression, still do occasionally but then I was much worse. I used to go on late night drives in the forest up in the hillside of where I live, driving alone, nothing but the road in front of you and the trees alongside, just like in the image, music like this playing, it's some of the best memories I have, so calming and for a while it just feels like you don't have to think about anything else in the world, it's just you and the road ahead of you. I miss it, will have to go again sometime soon.
This is what Silent Hill is really about... Repressed memories, guilt, trauma, and fear of the subconscious mind. Monsters are scary and all but there is nothing more terrifying realizing you can't run away from yourself. You're trapped. And the town will take all your emotional baggage and will force you to face it head on, whether it kills you or not.
Something about PS1 graphics have a very "handcrafted" charm to them. Like they look like papercraft dioramas that were made with dedication instead of skill.
Currently now 4AM. I’ve been struggling a lot with insomnia from stress about school and life (last year of college) but I’m glad I came across this to help. Hope everyone here is having a good morning ❤️
Holy shit me too! Exactly that. Best of luck to you and perhaps try to remind yourself that you are essentially enough and studying and school is more so about learning than having to prove yourself. The diploma may or may not be so relevant depending on what you study; but regardless these years will forever cement your future, so be kind to yourself and do what you have to do to make it :). No regrets. Good luck to you💜
DUUDE, i dont wanna get sappy... But i cant stress how much i love this franchise and its music. thank you for making these ambient mixes with the rain. its beautiful. idk why but blasting that first track with the ambience gave me chills and made me emotional. life is so short i remember playing these games when they were released like it was yesterday. so long ago and i feel like i havent changed
Idk what it is about resident evil and silent Hill OSTs but they always give me the feeling you get after starting a new chapter in your life after going through something traumatic. You might have a lot of emotional baggage to carry and mentally exhausted, but you're alive, and you made it, almost like the songs remind you that while you may not feel okay today, tomorrow, or a month from now... but eventually you will make it, and you can look back at the terrible times you had and learn from them. And especially silent hill, since their games usually delve into the minds of characters who are severely depressed and/or suffering from some sort of mental anguish
@starlinkwaves yo dude, this guys a bot channel who steals comment to redirect attention to his channel.. His vibes really ruin this cool sh community, can u delete his comments?
I wake up at 4am on weekdays. This is exactly the perfect playlist to listen to when i walk to school at 5am. When it’s foggy and the weather is cloudy, i feel like i got lost in silent hill lol
I work in a school building by myself at night im a night time custodian I put in my headphones everyday and get to enjoy the comfort of complete silence as I enjoy the music and my thoughts sometimes I watch iceberg videos either way its peaceful time that I happen to look forward too! This video helps me think about my life and where I'am and how far I come it helps me recharge my batteries when I feel everything is falling apart and for that I thank you magical person who made this video thank you
This always gives me the feeling of traveling to the rural areas of Maine and take a stroll on a Cliffside while walking towards an abandoned town covered in fog, and as the ambitious music is playing you just toss out everything and remember all of your wrong doings and how it will reflect and haunt you for the rest of your life
@@tikalthewhimsicott2736 There is an entire MOD of Silent Hill for GTA SA, it litterally transforms every aspect of the game in the style of a Silent Hill genre. Russians are something else when they sit and create mods
I just wanted to personally say thank you for uploading this and please, no matter what don't take this down. Ever since I saw this on my recommended a few months ago, I've been listening to it with my TV screen off at night. I always get these horrible thoughts at night that stop me from being able to sleep, thoughts about my own and my family's mortality, regrets from the past, fears about the future, tearing up silently while staring up at the ceiling or laying under my blanket and just wishing I could push the thoughts away and go to sleep already. The thoughts just plagued my mind over and over and I always lost hours of sleep over it. But this, there's something just calming and relaxing about this track. I've never played a Silent Hill game so this was pretty new/foreign to me when I saw it in my recommended but I mean it from the bottom of my heart when I say that this simple upload has changed my life. It's part of my nightly routine now and just makes me feel this strange feeling of solace I've never felt at night before, allows me to fall asleep in minutes. Of all the years I've had to experience content up here, this truly is the most special video on UA-cam to me and I again thank you for uploading this ^^
_It’s 4am and listening to this inspired me to write... not sure if it’s any good as I’m too tired to proof read anymore, but if anyone wants a scary read to go with the ambience, here you go_ The worn tires spit rocks from the dirt path underneath them. Tonight is colder than it has been and is seemingly dropping. Further into the sea of trees, he drives. The car shakes and bounces as it climbs over sticks and rocks; headlights beaming against the passing trees. Branches stretch out like arms, scratching along the doors and windows like fingernails. At last, he finds a clearing and parks. Pressing his forehead against the steering wheel, he utters a broken man’s prayer, “Please, forgive me.” He then steps out and opens the trunk. Her wrapped body kicks and spasms in its chained casing like a bound wild animal. Her voice is guttural and deep like a cursing demon. From the trunk, beside her, he grabs a shovel and flashlight, leaving the hood open as he walks over to the center of the clearing and begins to dig. His eyes are vacant. The digging is done in a traumatic haze as he replays everything in his head. His movements are repetitive and drone-like. Her soft words whisper in his mind like a fading memory. That’s when he hears someone call out from the darkness. “What are you doing?” A voice asks from somewhere deep within the forest around him. He spins in a head-rushing whirlwind but catches nothing beyond his circle of light in an overwhelming forest. He doesn’t respond. _It doesn’t matter who it is, they might not be talking to me and no one can know I was here._ He can feel something shift around the trees toward his car. With a sudden gust of wind, its headlights flash twice before turning off. He takes it as a warning. Now, the night is as black as death until his eyes adjust. Before they do, the voice speaks again from somewhere much closer. “Who are you?” There’s no denying it. The voice is talking to him. “My...dog died. And I was just... putting it to rest.” He responds, fighting back against his raging heartbeat. “Babe...” Her voice speaks, smoothly into his ears like medicine. With rising tears and a shaking body, he turns toward her voice; toward the opened trunk where her wrapped and chained body is sitting up, facing back at him. “Look out,” she says with extreme effort but a fading energy. As she finishes, her body immediately begins to regurgitate blood into her wrapped casing, filling it quickly with a spreading red stain. More and more, she spews a seemingly endless amount before succumbing to a seizing shake and tumbling out of the trunk. It found him almost instantly. A strobing headache; painfully deep like a drilling bullet. He drops the shovel, and falls to his knees. His skin burns, his vision is gone, and with a teeth gritting scream, he digs his hands into the dirt before blacking out. He wakes up to the early sun.
@@newbornassassin7291 Ayyy 👉🏽👉🏽 thanks! Lol I wasn’t planning on expanding on this, but since you asked... hope you enjoy! Dried blood is encrusted throughout his chest and lap. He squints around and finds himself leaning against a tree near his interrupted ceremony. His parked car draws him toward it like a beckoning friend. Trunk still open, it laughs maniacally in his mind. His head pounds, sending a pulsating tingle down his neck and back as he staggers to his feet. Walking passed his dig cite, he catches wind of a sickening scent coming from the hole. He leans over, pinching his shirt over his nose as he peeks. Rotting at the base are the mauled remains of some unfortunate bastard. He might’ve suspected it to the be his wife, if he hadn’t remembered that she was bagged and chained while wearing only her nightgown. And amidst the gruesome remains in front him now are a hat and badge labeled “Park Ranger”. The body’s face and limbs are shredded up like a bear attack. _How did… Why is…_ He almost pukes, but instead his stomach knots up as he croaks a dry heave. Turning away in disgust, he presses on toward the car with his mind too shaken to wonder what awaits him in that trunk of his. Reaching it, a different horror reveals itself. _She’s gone! Oh my god, what the fuck is going on?! …Wait a minute..._ Leading out of the trunk, a bloody trail smears through the grass and into the woods. While already hesitant to follow it, he hears the sound of nearby hikers. In a sweaty rush, he sloppily piles the dug-up soil over the butchered Park Ranger and jumps into his vehicle. Speeding at a dangerous speed, he swerves and navigates a maze of trees until he finds the highway. Adjusting his rear view mirror, he watches his deeds dwindle off into the background. His new destination; the horizon. _It’s over! It’s finally over!_ His empty stomach growls. _First things first._ * * * The young twenty-something year old girl behind the checkout counter of the local clothing store stares at him oddly as he pays for his all black track suit. “This was for a costume party,” he nonchalantly tries to explain the bloody mess he’s coated in. “Oh, okay. I was gonna say…” she laughs loudly, immediately believing his explanation. _What a gullible generation._ “But why do you smell so bad, dude?” She questions further with an even uglier expression on her face. “It was a competition. And I figured the smell would make it seem more realistic,” He cunningly replies. “Wow. Well, it’s too much. Please go.” She hands him his bag, and he can’t help but smirk at the thought of the smell bothering her. _I hope it stings, bitch… Woah. What the hell? What’s wrong with me? I… I must not feel well. I need rest._ With cleaner clothes, and a greasy bag of fast food, he finds a room to rent; A small motel where the lost flock to to commit their dastardly sins. Roaches scurry under the bed and behind the nightstand, thin walls shake from some fat politician banging his curvy secretary next door, and it wouldn’t be a surprise if a few filthy needles were still in the bathroom, left behind by last night's junkies. He showers there anyway, and when walking back into the bedroom with only a towel tied around his waist, he sees her. There she is, sitting in the loveseat in the corner with her silky legs crossed, smiling at him. “Ooh, nice and clean. Got a big date tonight?” She’s as gorgeous as ever but the bloody nightgown she wears reminds him of what she really is. A conjuring of guilt. He shuts his eyes, expecting her to be gone when he reopens them. He’s wrong. She’s still there, as clear and tangible as his own reflection. More than ever, he repeats to himself that she is dead. _She can’t be here. This isn’t real. This isn’t her because she’s dead!_ He rubs his eyes again. “Stop!” He shouts as he starts to realize that she isn't going anywhere. “Oh, don't be like that. I thought you'd be happy to see me.” Hallucination or not, the woman’s voice is hypnotic. Each word a golden drop of ecstasy melting him like butter. He wants to believe his eyes but is afraid acceptance of this impossibility would mean a full submission to insanity. “No no no don’t do this to me! You’re dead!” “Yes, I am.” “Okay, then what are you? A ghost? Some fucking figment of my imagination?” “No, I’m just a part of him. A part of YOU now. We all are.” “All are?” “Yes, there are others like me. And nearly every single one of them is on their way here now…to get to you.” “Why?” He asks, terrified of whatever her answer might be. “To take control. You are their key to life.” “You’re obviously not Kim. You just wear her face, so why aren’t you trying?” “My god, Marcus,” she exclaims, standing up from the chair, “I may be a part of him but I’m still me.” Stepping closer to him, she runs her soft palms gently over his freshly washed body and says, “And even though you killed me... Well, I guess I still love you,” her voice suddenly changes to the deep rumblings of an angry spirit, “And this bitch is stubborn.” As she delivers her growling statement, half of her face ripples like boiling water and her left eye flashes a glowing yellow hue. She winces, pushes away, and grunts before saying, “I have to go. He can sense when I’m near you.” “Where is he?” “In all of us, even you. He just doesn’t have the strength to take control yet. Switching weakens him. That’s why I thought it would end with me. But you still have a chance to stop him! You just have to act now, before he regains his strength.” Just then, the high beams of a black SUV shine over the entire motel as it pulls into the parking lot. Marcus looks between the blinds and watches as a disciplined unit of five men step out of the vehicle, strapped with fully automatic rifles. “I’ve got to go. You take care of that.” “That!? Who is that? Oh my god, they’re gonna kill me!” “Ha,” she laughs, “You’d be surprised how powerful he makes you. Just...don’t use too much.” His stomach growls. “Perfect. You’re hungry? There’s dinner,” she says with a wink. And just like that, she vanished; gone like a madman’s vision. Now alone, he heeds the words of his once held love...and eats.
This has helped me sleep for the past couple weeks now. The first time I heard it I woke up from a nightmare at 4am. I put this on since it was also the first video to show on my feed when I opened up my yt app. Thank you.
I used to play this game with my best friend but one day his family decided to change town ( 2009 ) and I couldn’t ever find him after … it’s like he was just a dream or a game level and disappeared 💔💔💔 i miss him
@@DaveBudness in saudi having the same name as someone else is common thing … that’s why it was so hard to find him + the only thing i had at that time was his Telephone number which changed when they moved out of town … and yeah … it was a really bad feeling when i lost him
this might be my favorite track of all the fan uploaded SH music. Something about it being so melancholic yet hopeful, it's that feeling I got three quarters in through all the games.
This makes me think of early dawn, just as the sun is beginning to rise over the hills in my area. But still dark enough that the street lights illuminate the barren roads.
The darkness is the place I dwell in frequently. I desire the light which is Jesus Christ. I know he will free me from this place and renew my thoughts. What ever you are going through just know that suicide is not the way out. I thought about it and have planned many evil things but it's not the right path. There is a hell and God wants you to be with him in heaven when you die. He wants to give you that peace and cure you. Just search him. You are very loved by God and knows every ounce of pain you feel right now. You are not alone. Right now as you read this, look up and thank God because he's with you. Speak to him, he wants to hear from you in this very moment. You aren't reading this just because. It's God speaking to you. It's a message. Your soul is tired and he wants to give you peace. Have a nice day or night.
@@bigmac159 It was just one of those realistic dreams, where you can really feel the emotions you’re experiencing in it. I just remember I was in a heated argument with my dad, and I said I never wanted to see him again, and then he died (don’t remember how now). That’s when I woke up
@@cannibalbunny it’s very touching. I had a similar dream recently where my father’s health deteriorated pretty bad I had to come quick, then I woke up and realized nothing happened.
I had a dream where i woke up in a car driving through the town, but i was in the backseat and the car drove itself. It was night time and the car began cruising through the woods, I remember it was quiet and i just sat there enjoying the view, no monsters/disturbances around either. probably my most relaxing dream i've had throughout my life
When drained of everything left that remains of you, what strength is there left to be able to cherish anything again? That's the vibe this song gives me.
I listen to this as I drive around at night in my fathers old beat up MR2 AW he gave to me and just relax, zone out from everything, find a nice spot in the city to park for a little and eat some cheap fast food, its good to get away from things and I figured after listening to this for a while I owe you a thank you, so, thank you.
This just gives me a feeling of dying through something traumatic and you lay there looking up at the sky with the chaos around you. But the noise is drowned out by this music as you feel more at peace simply fading away each second.
I've always been curious how Silent Hill would reshape itself to reflect my own personal demons against me I have a litany of them both singular and symbolic
This is literally the best thing for me to put on while working on something. It just makes my ADHD lizard brain focus on stuff 100x more. Thanks for this :)
I got a taste for SH soundtracks and tracks inspired in Akira Yamaoka's works back as a middle schooler (Homecoming had just been released). Would get my old Phillips MP3 player and listen for hours, alone, in the dark, just mulling about life and my place in the world. Nowadays I still have those same tracks and listen to them from time time to remember simpler days, days of cold, dusk and lonely walks across the fields.
Going back to college while working full time with a wife and kid at home, and doing jiu jitsu every morning at 6 am…. I needed this… new study ambience, thank you ❤
I’ve been using this track for months during the creation of my current dark fantasy d&d campaign. It’s such a perfect soothing melody filled with swirling emotions.. thank you for everything
It's currenlty 2am,fog has filled the streets and I'm sitting on my small balcony and thinking about sikent hill,since life'd been rough lately,having lost not only my father,my home to my Aunt,but also the will to continue...I'd like to say more but it's getting late and I have to go now,since I'll have to go to work tomorrow,to helo my mother and my sister to survive the next month...sorry for even writing here,but how much the fog of the streets has reminded me of Silent Hill and the bliss I had playing it before all this,made me come here and I just had to share a bit,because I don't know if I'll see another day to just experience this again,so thanks for having made such a video and also hope that noone has to go through what I have to,against ones will and lack of any say in what happens,just like my mother,my sister and myself...would like to wish you all the best...
SH ambient aesthetic is very much sounds like what borderlines experience their emptiness of self. just void of beautiful or unsettlling echoes beyond reach
This music is so downright cozy. I love everything about it, the way you feel like you're just alone with nature itself, and not a care nor worry on your mind... It's really easy for me to fall asleep to it, despite its somewhat creepy, melancholic nature.
Beautiful track actually. It really transports me to another place as i listen and look at the picture on screen. This song is perfect for the twilight hours of between 5pm and 7pm- when the skies are dark but with a tinge of light hanging around for little less than an hour before night hits completely.
It just sounds good strangly calming this would play after the protagonist escapes hell (like a really horryfing place or situation with a murderer or something like that) and is all covered in blood finally free wiping the blood out of its face and tears start to fall as she/he slowly walks away laughing and crying at the same time its finally over after all that its finally over.
I feel like this is the track you listen to when you’ve finally achieved you’re goal. You’ve finally taken that chance. You’ve finally got the girl. You finally made that one person proud. You’ve done enough that you know you don’t have to worry again the same way you did before and even though it’s a bit eerie to be alone now you look back and realize….I did everything I ever doubted myself for.
Damn the early 2000s vibes in this is nostalgic as hell I loved the Silent Hill games growing up there's something mind chilling about ambient that makes me feel I can tap into my brain this is taking me a trip down to memory lane and I wish I could time travel to enjoy the moment.
Thanks to the video I discovered my current favorite video game, silent hill. This game gives me memories of when I was happy with my late brother, beautiful times while we played video games ;) Tysm for the good video
I wish this would play when you're about to die on your deathbed. So soothing, a dream feeling like a lifetime lost in the depths of infinite nothingness.
Cant wait to listen to this all night and get no sleep for work cause I love 1am-4am way too much. The most peaceful, beautiful time of the full 24hrs. Especially laying on the beach, breeze hitting you as you stare at the stars. No one around. No one to judge you. Perfect.
The darkness is the place I dwell in frequently. I desire the light which is Jesus Christ. I know he will free me from this place and renew my thoughts. What ever you are going through just know that suicide is not the way out. I thought about it and have planned many evil things but it's not the right path. There is a hell and God wants you to be with him in heaven when you die. He wants to give you that peace and cure you. Just search him. You are very loved by God and knows every ounce of pain you feel right now. You are not alone. Right now as you read this, look up and thank God because he's with you. Speak to him, he wants to hear from you in this very moment. You aren't reading this just because. It's God speaking to you. It's a message. Your soul is tired and he wants to give you peace. Have a nice day or night.
The darkness is the place I dwell in frequently. I desire the light which is Jesus Christ. I know he will free me from this place and renew my thoughts. What ever you are going through just know that suicide is not the way out. I thought about it and have planned many evil things but it's not the right path. There is a hell and God wants you to be with him in heaven when you die. He wants to give you that peace and cure you. Just search him. You are very loved by God and knows every ounce of pain you feel right now. You are not alone. Right now as you read this, look up and thank God because he's with you. Speak to him, he wants to hear from you in this very moment. You aren't reading this just because. It's God speaking to you. It's a message. Your soul is tired and he wants to give you peace. Have a nice day or night.
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I've always been using this ambience for my studies as it really helps me concentrate better or when I'm alone at night.
Its like something sad and calming at the same time. I'm not really sure how to explain it.
Name of soundtrack?
Congratulations! I remember getting here and not even getting 300k views.
can u delete the bots comments? It detracts from this neiche genre...
What you did has helped me immensely to concentrate during studies and reading. It wouldn't be an exaggeration to say that I must have listened to at least 40-50 hours of this soundtrack during those moments. Thank you!
This track makes me think of someone who just escaped something traumatic and they can now rest easy knowing they are finally free.
They will never be free
wish that someone was me ngl
For now…
Wow. You should make a game and call it Silent Hill 2
Kid what
Ah, Silent Hill, most peaceful town in US. Pleasant weather, quiet neighborhoods, great availability of medical care... People a bit gloomy, but who isn't nowadays?
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Да Саня, все верно.
They must have great health insurance 😂
Brazuca aqui?
Everything is hallucination but theres only way to get rid of the curse, You're the only one was seeing the curse because you felt guilty of what you just did and....
Suicide to get rid of the curse
Some of us never left that place; the world turned into our personal Silent Hill over the years.
@Dannydolan88 Be nice to the people around you, regardless of what you perceive them to be.
Yeah, after all these years life has become kinda like a nightmare too. But the strength of our souls always tries to keep fighting against those monsters.
@@h.p.lovecraft7286 pretty funny reading that and remembering that Lovecraft was a massive racist and a antisemite (based)
your sir are a genius the fact your able to see this proves it. i believe this and many other forms of art are just a collective human semi conscious/subconscious map music is another great example of this many of the words used describe exactly what your trying to say
@@h.p.lovecraft7286 i hope no one has hurt you for nothing that's the vibe i'm getting i can't say the same for me and i guess that's why this strikes me
Silent Hill music and ambience makes me want to travel around the woods, highways and towns of the American north-west in winter. The vibe and aesthetic from SH ambience is just impeccable.
I have to agree that this is a legit SH-driven inspiration. My sister and I are big SH fans and some years back we did precisely this late at night at a high school under construction and that was about 3/4ths to completion. Despite its not-even-new vintage, it looked straight up out of the Otherworld. It was fascinating because construction of all primary structures was done but the hallways were all lit up with just lines of hanging lights and no ceiling tile installation, there was of course scaffolding up and about, the top level floor tiling also had not been performed, and all maintenance alcoves and access areas were exposed and not yet cut off by doors or barriers. It looked like it might as well have been an older school stripped down rather than a new school that was being put up. Again, it straight up appeared like it belonged in SH3. There was even a good jump scare in the back room of the cafeteria where the loading doors were, such that at one (and only one) random moment an apparent draft caused them to suddenly swing out only to then immediately shut themselves. Only the adventurous spirit of the SH games could have prompted us to venture forth in such a manner and yet have an absolute blast while doing so.
@@SaturnDreamingofMercury A very nice story, thanks for telling me about it!
Although Silent Hill is set in the North East.
@Alain Marceux Sanctuary means a safe area. So the words "end of small sanctuary" basically means an end to a small safe area, which is appropriate since when the music plays it's in a rare and very short moment of calm before everything goes crazy.
I'm from Brazil, and i really can't feel it.
here's too hot and dirty, it sucks to live no one should come here
listening to this at 4 am is surreal but very peaceful & comforting
I love your pfp
4:24 a.m para mi
anhedonia mmm what a cursed spell.... peace be upon you
Facts
I’m gonna hibernate til it’s sunrise….
I don't know if I'm weird but, hearing this type of dark ambience music during the late night hours brings me so much peace... like, is a type of peace of mind that I can't have on my day on day basis.
You ain't a weirdo i like to listen this type of stuff in the night too it refresh my mind,if you like this type of music i recommend to listen Telepath and Nmesh albums it got a lot of Chill Ambient tracks like this one
you definitely are weird cause you think it might be weird to feel that way
I need sound like this to fall asleep to. You ain't weird , relaxation & peace is the key and we all have a different lock.
Na, alot of us feel this.
It's why silent hill music brings comfort in a bizzar way
Fuuuuck that... I got ptsd from silent hill.. this music would give me nightmares
I’m actually curious as to where it stems from but, I’m sure like many other people I find so much joy and peace in this kind of scenery and music. I love night time, I love the dark, I love rain and thunderstorms, my absolute favourite thing in the world, is chilling in my games room at night during winter when it’s cold, I’m warm, it’s raining outside, it’s 2am, absolute bliss. I think in the all chaos that goes on in our day to day lives those kind of moments are just pure bliss.
Im exactly like you
you are unique and special, i would love to meet you
Facts
Feel the same man
I actually believe things like this are a type of therapy almost. When I was younger I dealt with bad depression, still do occasionally but then I was much worse. I used to go on late night drives in the forest up in the hillside of where I live, driving alone, nothing but the road in front of you and the trees alongside, just like in the image, music like this playing, it's some of the best memories I have, so calming and for a while it just feels like you don't have to think about anything else in the world, it's just you and the road ahead of you. I miss it, will have to go again sometime soon.
This is what Silent Hill is really about... Repressed memories, guilt, trauma, and fear of the subconscious mind. Monsters are scary and all but there is nothing more terrifying realizing you can't run away from yourself. You're trapped. And the town will take all your emotional baggage and will force you to face it head on, whether it kills you or not.
Shut up
Better to be dead than carry any of it
Something about PS1 graphics have a very "handcrafted" charm to them. Like they look like papercraft dioramas that were made with dedication instead of skill.
но это графика гта са
This isn't ps1.
Currently now 4AM. I’ve been struggling a lot with insomnia from stress about school and life (last year of college) but I’m glad I came across this to help. Hope everyone here is having a good morning ❤️
I feel ya
You’re gonna be okay. Everything will work out in your favor.
Hope it gets better for you soon
ahahaha all too relatable.
Holy shit me too! Exactly that. Best of luck to you and perhaps try to remind yourself that you are essentially enough and studying and school is more so about learning than having to prove yourself. The diploma may or may not be so relevant depending on what you study; but regardless these years will forever cement your future, so be kind to yourself and do what you have to do to make it :). No regrets.
Good luck to you💜
DUUDE, i dont wanna get sappy... But i cant stress how much i love this franchise and its music. thank you for making these ambient mixes with the rain. its beautiful. idk why but blasting that first track with the ambience gave me chills and made me emotional. life is so short i remember playing these games when they were released like it was yesterday. so long ago and i feel like i havent changed
You have so many subs were you a big UA-camr at one point?
Welcome back :)
@@tex1751it’s a bought account. it’s just an ai bot
Shut up
Idk what it is about resident evil and silent Hill OSTs but they always give me the feeling you get after starting a new chapter in your life after going through something traumatic. You might have a lot of emotional baggage to carry and mentally exhausted, but you're alive, and you made it, almost like the songs remind you that while you may not feel okay today, tomorrow, or a month from now... but eventually you will make it, and you can look back at the terrible times you had and learn from them. And especially silent hill, since their games usually delve into the minds of characters who are severely depressed and/or suffering from some sort of mental anguish
Being alive isn't a good thing
San andreas forest at night is creepier than 90% of modern horror games
minecraft caves worse
No@@huggywuggy594
@@huggywuggy594 Your like 10 bro Minecraft caves ain't scary
Life would be such an unforgivable burden without music
@starlinkwaves yo dude, this guys a bot channel who steals comment to redirect attention to his channel.. His vibes really ruin this cool sh community, can u delete his comments?
@@Horizons_Industry agreed
I wake up at 4am on weekdays. This is exactly the perfect playlist to listen to when i walk to school at 5am. When it’s foggy and the weather is cloudy, i feel like i got lost in silent hill lol
sounds sick
a start of any good day
I work in a school building by myself at night im a night time custodian I put in my headphones everyday and get to enjoy the comfort of complete silence as I enjoy the music and my thoughts sometimes I watch iceberg videos either way its peaceful time that I happen to look forward too! This video helps me think about my life and where I'am and how far I come it helps me recharge my batteries when I feel everything is falling apart and for that I thank you magical person who made this video thank you
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thats sick man. its nice to find peace and serenity in little things like this video that maybe many would overlook. hope ur doing well
Been there
This always gives me the feeling of traveling to the rural areas of Maine and take a stroll on a Cliffside while walking towards an abandoned town covered in fog, and as the ambitious music is playing you just toss out everything and remember all of your wrong doings and how it will reflect and haunt you for the rest of your life
Until everything goes dark and you's suddenly in a bloody rust covered hellhole.
Silent Hill x GTA SA is a great combination, something about GTA SA forests terrified me as a kid when I used to play on the PS2 back in the days
The draw distance plus lack of loud music/npcs that you’d normally get in the city. Just Cj and his footsteps
Imagine how awesome looking a Silent Hill game developed on the RAGE engine would be
@@tikalthewhimsicott2736 There is an entire MOD of Silent Hill for GTA SA, it litterally transforms every aspect of the game in the style of a Silent Hill genre. Russians are something else when they sit and create mods
the bigfoot and cryptid hunter videos back on youtube way back in the day was dope as fuck lmao. never gonna be a game like GTA SA again man
@@exodus1055 facts man should out to the russians they go crazy
i love the subtlety of all this. the image choice combined with the grim ambiance, it's *chefs kiss*
I just wanted to personally say thank you for uploading this and please, no matter what don't take this down. Ever since I saw this on my recommended a few months ago, I've been listening to it with my TV screen off at night. I always get these horrible thoughts at night that stop me from being able to sleep, thoughts about my own and my family's mortality, regrets from the past, fears about the future, tearing up silently while staring up at the ceiling or laying under my blanket and just wishing I could push the thoughts away and go to sleep already. The thoughts just plagued my mind over and over and I always lost hours of sleep over it. But this, there's something just calming and relaxing about this track. I've never played a Silent Hill game so this was pretty new/foreign to me when I saw it in my recommended but I mean it from the bottom of my heart when I say that this simple upload has changed my life. It's part of my nightly routine now and just makes me feel this strange feeling of solace I've never felt at night before, allows me to fall asleep in minutes. Of all the years I've had to experience content up here, this truly is the most special video on UA-cam to me and I again thank you for uploading this ^^
love listening to these while I go on my random 2am walks, so soothing
_It’s 4am and listening to this inspired me to write... not sure if it’s any good as I’m too tired to proof read anymore, but if anyone wants a scary read to go with the ambience, here you go_
The worn tires spit rocks from the dirt path underneath them. Tonight is colder than it has been and is seemingly dropping. Further into the sea of trees, he drives. The car shakes and bounces as it climbs over sticks and rocks; headlights beaming against the passing trees. Branches stretch out like arms, scratching along the doors and windows like fingernails. At last, he finds a clearing and parks. Pressing his forehead against the steering wheel, he utters a broken man’s prayer, “Please, forgive me.” He then steps out and opens the trunk. Her wrapped body kicks and spasms in its chained casing like a bound wild animal. Her voice is guttural and deep like a cursing demon. From the trunk, beside her, he grabs a shovel and flashlight, leaving the hood open as he walks over to the center of the clearing and begins to dig. His eyes are vacant. The digging is done in a traumatic haze as he replays everything in his head. His movements are repetitive and drone-like. Her soft words whisper in his mind like a fading memory. That’s when he hears someone call out from the darkness.
“What are you doing?” A voice asks from somewhere deep within the forest around him.
He spins in a head-rushing whirlwind but catches nothing beyond his circle of light in an overwhelming forest. He doesn’t respond. _It doesn’t matter who it is, they might not be talking to me and no one can know I was here._ He can feel something shift around the trees toward his car. With a sudden gust of wind, its headlights flash twice before turning off. He takes it as a warning. Now, the night is as black as death until his eyes adjust. Before they do, the voice speaks again from somewhere much closer.
“Who are you?”
There’s no denying it. The voice is talking to him.
“My...dog died. And I was just... putting it to rest.” He responds, fighting back against his raging heartbeat.
“Babe...” Her voice speaks, smoothly into his ears like medicine.
With rising tears and a shaking body, he turns toward her voice; toward the opened trunk where her wrapped and chained body is sitting up, facing back at him.
“Look out,” she says with extreme effort but a fading energy.
As she finishes, her body immediately begins to regurgitate blood into her wrapped casing, filling it quickly with a spreading red stain. More and more, she spews a seemingly endless amount before succumbing to a seizing shake and tumbling out of the trunk.
It found him almost instantly. A strobing headache; painfully deep like a drilling bullet. He drops the shovel, and falls to his knees. His skin burns, his vision is gone, and with a teeth gritting scream, he digs his hands into the dirt before blacking out. He wakes up to the early sun.
Write a pt 2 that was good !
@@newbornassassin7291 Ayyy 👉🏽👉🏽 thanks! Lol I wasn’t planning on expanding on this, but since you asked... hope you enjoy!
Dried blood is encrusted throughout his chest and lap. He squints around and finds himself leaning against a tree near his interrupted ceremony. His parked car draws him toward it like a beckoning friend. Trunk still open, it laughs maniacally in his mind. His head pounds, sending a pulsating tingle down his neck and back as he staggers to his feet. Walking passed his dig cite, he catches wind of a sickening scent coming from the hole. He leans over, pinching his shirt over his nose as he peeks. Rotting at the base are the mauled remains of some unfortunate bastard. He might’ve suspected it to the be his wife, if he hadn’t remembered that she was bagged and chained while wearing only her nightgown. And amidst the gruesome remains in front him now are a hat and badge labeled “Park Ranger”. The body’s face and limbs are shredded up like a bear attack. _How did… Why is…_ He almost pukes, but instead his stomach knots up as he croaks a dry heave. Turning away in disgust, he presses on toward the car with his mind too shaken to wonder what awaits him in that trunk of his. Reaching it, a different horror reveals itself. _She’s gone! Oh my god, what the fuck is going on?! …Wait a minute..._ Leading out of the trunk, a bloody trail smears through the grass and into the woods. While already hesitant to follow it, he hears the sound of nearby hikers. In a sweaty rush, he sloppily piles the dug-up soil over the butchered Park Ranger and jumps into his vehicle.
Speeding at a dangerous speed, he swerves and navigates a maze of trees until he finds the highway. Adjusting his rear view mirror, he watches his deeds dwindle off into the background. His new destination; the horizon. _It’s over! It’s finally over!_ His empty stomach growls. _First things first._
* * *
The young twenty-something year old girl behind the checkout counter of the local clothing store stares at him oddly as he pays for his all black track suit.
“This was for a costume party,” he nonchalantly tries to explain the bloody mess he’s coated in.
“Oh, okay. I was gonna say…” she laughs loudly, immediately believing his explanation.
_What a gullible generation._
“But why do you smell so bad, dude?” She questions further with an even uglier expression on her face.
“It was a competition. And I figured the smell would make it seem more realistic,” He cunningly replies.
“Wow. Well, it’s too much. Please go.”
She hands him his bag, and he can’t help but smirk at the thought of the smell bothering her. _I hope it stings, bitch… Woah. What the hell? What’s wrong with me? I… I must not feel well. I need rest._
With cleaner clothes, and a greasy bag of fast food, he finds a room to rent; A small motel where the lost flock to to commit their dastardly sins. Roaches scurry under the bed and behind the nightstand, thin walls shake from some fat politician banging his curvy secretary next door, and it wouldn’t be a surprise if a few filthy needles were still in the bathroom, left behind by last night's junkies. He showers there anyway, and when walking back into the bedroom with only a towel tied around his waist, he sees her. There she is, sitting in the loveseat in the corner with her silky legs crossed, smiling at him.
“Ooh, nice and clean. Got a big date tonight?”
She’s as gorgeous as ever but the bloody nightgown she wears reminds him of what she really is. A conjuring of guilt. He shuts his eyes, expecting her to be gone when he reopens them. He’s wrong. She’s still there, as clear and tangible as his own reflection. More than ever, he repeats to himself that she is dead. _She can’t be here. This isn’t real. This isn’t her because she’s dead!_ He rubs his eyes again.
“Stop!” He shouts as he starts to realize that she isn't going anywhere.
“Oh, don't be like that. I thought you'd be happy to see me.”
Hallucination or not, the woman’s voice is hypnotic. Each word a golden drop of ecstasy melting him like butter. He wants to believe his eyes but is afraid acceptance of this impossibility would mean a full submission to insanity.
“No no no don’t do this to me! You’re dead!”
“Yes, I am.”
“Okay, then what are you? A ghost? Some fucking figment of my imagination?”
“No, I’m just a part of him. A part of YOU now. We all are.”
“All are?”
“Yes, there are others like me. And nearly every single one of them is on their way here now…to get to you.”
“Why?” He asks, terrified of whatever her answer might be.
“To take control. You are their key to life.”
“You’re obviously not Kim. You just wear her face, so why aren’t you trying?”
“My god, Marcus,” she exclaims, standing up from the chair, “I may be a part of him but I’m still me.”
Stepping closer to him, she runs her soft palms gently over his freshly washed body and says, “And even though you killed me... Well, I guess I still love you,” her voice suddenly changes to the deep rumblings of an angry spirit, “And this bitch is stubborn.”
As she delivers her growling statement, half of her face ripples like boiling water and her left eye flashes a glowing yellow hue. She winces, pushes away, and grunts before saying, “I have to go. He can sense when I’m near you.”
“Where is he?”
“In all of us, even you. He just doesn’t have the strength to take control yet. Switching weakens him. That’s why I thought it would end with me. But you still have a chance to stop him! You just have to act now, before he regains his strength.”
Just then, the high beams of a black SUV shine over the entire motel as it pulls into the parking lot. Marcus looks between the blinds and watches as a disciplined unit of five men step out of the vehicle, strapped with fully automatic rifles.
“I’ve got to go. You take care of that.”
“That!? Who is that? Oh my god, they’re gonna kill me!”
“Ha,” she laughs, “You’d be surprised how powerful he makes you. Just...don’t use too much.”
His stomach growls.
“Perfect. You’re hungry? There’s dinner,” she says with a wink.
And just like that, she vanished; gone like a madman’s vision. Now alone, he heeds the words of his once held love...and eats.
holy shit it's 4:43am and I just found these two beautifully written story passages and I think that you're an excellent writer! 💙
@ninja tuna That is very kind of you to say and truly means a lot to me! Thank you! 🖤
Hello kind writer please write a book about this because I'm obsessed
why i feel so held by this its like a warm blanket of safety and relaxation coming over my skin
This has helped me sleep for the past couple weeks now. The first time I heard it I woke up from a nightmare at 4am. I put this on since it was also the first video to show on my feed when I opened up my yt app. Thank you.
Thanks to you!
You know if there was no monsters silent hill would be pretty chill
We need a 10 hour version of this (ad-free tho)
“When you visit me, I can see how hard it is for you. I don’t know if you pity me or..even disgusted by me..”
We meet again, restless dreamers.
I used to play this game with my best friend but one day his family decided to change town ( 2009 ) and I couldn’t ever find him after … it’s like he was just a dream or a game level and disappeared 💔💔💔 i miss him
man this is so heart breaking 😔
@@mr-sam-jax it is because i am now an introvert and I couldn’t find anyone like him
So, you never got the name of your best friend, or introduced yourself to him? Non the less, losing a friend isn't fun.
@@DaveBudness in saudi having the same name as someone else is common thing … that’s why it was so hard to find him + the only thing i had at that time was his Telephone number which changed when they moved out of town … and yeah … it was a really bad feeling when i lost him
@@LuckySauD7This is me
This is so comforting and wonderful to me thank you
Thanks to you! ♥
This is perfect for relaxation and sleep.Incredible
I wanted to add that i sleep with this last night, omg,so good sleep.Remind me the Making peace from SH2.Please make more like this, exactly like this
Listening to this in the morning as the sun is starting to rise is very beautiful
this might be my favorite track of all the fan uploaded SH music. Something about it being so melancholic yet hopeful, it's that feeling I got three quarters in through all the games.
This makes me think of early dawn, just as the sun is beginning to rise over the hills in my area. But still dark enough that the street lights illuminate the barren roads.
This ambitious soundtrack has given me an overthinking of my past mistakes and reflections about my past.
I woke up at 3:30 crying from a bad dream…went to UA-cam just now at 4 and this video pops up. Wow
It was really 4am when I saw this.
The darkness is the place I dwell in frequently. I desire the light which is Jesus Christ. I know he will free me from this place and renew my thoughts. What ever you are going through just know that suicide is not the way out. I thought about it and have planned many evil things but it's not the right path. There is a hell and God wants you to be with him in heaven when you die. He wants to give you that peace and cure you. Just search him. You are very loved by God and knows every ounce of pain you feel right now. You are not alone. Right now as you read this, look up and thank God because he's with you. Speak to him, he wants to hear from you in this very moment. You aren't reading this just because. It's God speaking to you. It's a message. Your soul is tired and he wants to give you peace. Have a nice day or night.
What was you crying about ? What did the dream consist of?
@@bigmac159 It was just one of those realistic dreams, where you can really feel the emotions you’re experiencing in it. I just remember I was in a heated argument with my dad, and I said I never wanted to see him again, and then he died (don’t remember how now). That’s when I woke up
@@cannibalbunny it’s very touching. I had a similar dream recently where my father’s health deteriorated pretty bad I had to come quick, then I woke up and realized nothing happened.
I had a dream where i woke up in a car driving through the town, but i was in the backseat and the car drove itself. It was night time and the car began cruising through the woods, I remember it was quiet and i just sat there enjoying the view, no monsters/disturbances around either. probably my most relaxing dream i've had throughout my life
When drained of everything left that remains of you, what strength is there left to be able to cherish anything again? That's the vibe this song gives me.
I listen to this as I drive around at night in my fathers old beat up MR2 AW he gave to me and just relax, zone out from everything, find a nice spot in the city to park for a little and eat some cheap fast food, its good to get away from things and I figured after listening to this for a while I owe you a thank you, so, thank you.
This just gives me a feeling of dying through something traumatic and you lay there looking up at the sky with the chaos around you. But the noise is drowned out by this music as you feel more at peace simply fading away each second.
I've always been curious how Silent Hill would reshape itself to reflect my own personal demons against me
I have a litany of them both singular and symbolic
One of my favourite tracks in the genre: it's atmospheric, steady and consistent... no high pitch tones, no surprise extra sounds. Thanks
Thanks to you!
This really gives me a dreamscape sense
these videos have a unique way of making you feel peace like youve never known before
maybe its just me but i think thats really special
My life has become a silent hill story
You murdered your wife?
This is literally the best thing for me to put on while working on something. It just makes my ADHD lizard brain focus on stuff 100x more. Thanks for this :)
I got a taste for SH soundtracks and tracks inspired in Akira Yamaoka's works back as a middle schooler (Homecoming had just been released). Would get my old Phillips MP3 player and listen for hours, alone, in the dark, just mulling about life and my place in the world. Nowadays I still have those same tracks and listen to them from time time to remember simpler days, days of cold, dusk and lonely walks across the fields.
My childhood. This is my mind thru out my whole life
I just love to play this while sitting at late night after an exhausting day, and thinking about nothing but enjoying being with myself.
Going back to college while working full time with a wife and kid at home, and doing jiu jitsu every morning at 6 am…. I needed this… new study ambience, thank you ❤
This is when you wake up and get into a warm shower on a cold day sounds like. just close your eyes as the warmth of the water hits you. peace.
I’ve been using this track for months during the creation of my current dark fantasy d&d campaign. It’s such a perfect soothing melody filled with swirling emotions.. thank you for everything
It's 11 pm but listening to this at 4am oh what feeling that would be love silent Hill soundtracks one of the best in gameing history
It's currenlty 2am,fog has filled the streets and I'm sitting on my small balcony and thinking about sikent hill,since life'd been rough lately,having lost not only my father,my home to my Aunt,but also the will to continue...I'd like to say more but it's getting late and I have to go now,since I'll have to go to work tomorrow,to helo my mother and my sister to survive the next month...sorry for even writing here,but how much the fog of the streets has reminded me of Silent Hill and the bliss I had playing it before all this,made me come here and I just had to share a bit,because I don't know if I'll see another day to just experience this again,so thanks for having made such a video and also hope that noone has to go through what I have to,against ones will and lack of any say in what happens,just like my mother,my sister and myself...would like to wish you all the best...
you’re a real one for no ads
SH ambient aesthetic is very much sounds like what borderlines experience their emptiness of self. just void of beautiful or unsettlling echoes beyond reach
i think finding comfort in games like silent hill is just finding comfort in the gloomiest parts of myself
in my restless dreams, I see that town
Checkpoint reached….
it feels like beating cry of fear
Thank you, I've been very stressed and it keeps my heart calm.
This music is so downright cozy. I love everything about it, the way you feel like you're just alone with nature itself, and not a care nor worry on your mind... It's really easy for me to fall asleep to it, despite its somewhat creepy, melancholic nature.
This relaxes my mind on an acid trip I just close my eyes and meditate
Beautiful track actually. It really transports me to another place as i listen and look at the picture on screen. This song is perfect for the twilight hours of between 5pm and 7pm- when the skies are dark but with a tinge of light hanging around for little less than an hour before night hits completely.
My life is literally silent hill 2
you are literally james
It's currently 3:40 am rn. Not really 4:00 am, but a man can dream
Just wait for 20 minutes and then it will be 4:00 am. enjoy the vibes
I come back to this every once in a while to clear my mind. Thanks for the music.
Why does everyone casually listen to it at 4 am, anyway thank you for uploading this.
thanks to you! ♥
" she came and there she goes "
One of my new sleeping tracks, thank you!
I never sleep without this video, thanks man
i love these dark ambient tracks
It just sounds good strangly calming this would play after the protagonist escapes hell (like a really horryfing place or situation with a murderer or something like that) and is all covered in blood finally free wiping the blood out of its face and tears start to fall as she/he slowly walks away laughing and crying at the same time its finally over after all that its finally over.
I feel like this is the track you listen to when you’ve finally achieved you’re goal. You’ve finally taken that chance. You’ve finally got the girl. You finally made that one person proud. You’ve done enough that you know you don’t have to worry again the same way you did before and even though it’s a bit eerie to be alone now you look back and realize….I did everything I ever doubted myself for.
This is so beautiful and so true
What video game does that happen in? I want to play
Took a screenshot of this comment because I like it
@@anthonyf616 life.
@@andrewtatereal3168 is that a new game? Haven't heard of it
Damn the early 2000s vibes in this is nostalgic as hell I loved the Silent Hill games growing up there's something mind chilling about ambient that makes me feel I can tap into my brain this is taking me a trip down to memory lane and I wish I could time travel to enjoy the moment.
I want rest. So much noise.
Thanks to the video I discovered my current favorite video game, silent hill. This game gives me memories of when I was happy with my late brother, beautiful times while we played video games ;) Tysm for the good video
This sounds like something you made and not something from Yamaoka, but it damn sure would be a nice addition to the sound track. Love it.
sounds like how to dissapear completely, whom are in desperate need for physical releases of their work
I wish this would play when you're about to die on your deathbed. So soothing, a dream feeling like a lifetime lost in the depths of infinite nothingness.
So clam and soothing
This is such a comfort zone for me
Having this being recommended to me 4:03 am its.. well i'm scary and curious.
Imma head to my roof and look at the neighbourhood at 1:20am while listening to this sad but beautiful ambience.
its like listening to ocean waves slowly go up and down on a foggy beach morning
Not to sure why but this music gives me a void vibes where I'm just here. Nowhere but somewhere.
None of it matter
What does...
It'll be okay
you read my mind
Cant wait to listen to this all night and get no sleep for work cause I love 1am-4am way too much. The most peaceful, beautiful time of the full 24hrs.
Especially laying on the beach, breeze hitting you as you stare at the stars. No one around. No one to judge you. Perfect.
This music reminds me of the ritual I have of being sad every day. Weird lil ritual, probably should tell my brain to stop.
Brings me to memories
hits so hard and you can feel the pain..
the music sounds like a good ending
legit droolin all over dis beat, keep it up cuh
This video is everything!
Thanks !♥
I find this oddly comforting, it calms me down so much it makes me feel at peace
Sometimes I just want to disappear to silent hill without a trace
Don't we all..
Makes me wanna drop everything and just go stare into the woods
Jan 1st 2023, starting the year right studying ...4:10am so Cal I was here
The darkness is the place I dwell in frequently. I desire the light which is Jesus Christ. I know he will free me from this place and renew my thoughts. What ever you are going through just know that suicide is not the way out. I thought about it and have planned many evil things but it's not the right path. There is a hell and God wants you to be with him in heaven when you die. He wants to give you that peace and cure you. Just search him. You are very loved by God and knows every ounce of pain you feel right now. You are not alone. Right now as you read this, look up and thank God because he's with you. Speak to him, he wants to hear from you in this very moment. You aren't reading this just because. It's God speaking to you. It's a message. Your soul is tired and he wants to give you peace. Have a nice day or night.
Silent hill at 4 am just hits differently
Curiously, UA-cam recommended this video to me at almost 4 am.
Me too
The darkness is the place I dwell in frequently. I desire the light which is Jesus Christ. I know he will free me from this place and renew my thoughts. What ever you are going through just know that suicide is not the way out. I thought about it and have planned many evil things but it's not the right path. There is a hell and God wants you to be with him in heaven when you die. He wants to give you that peace and cure you. Just search him. You are very loved by God and knows every ounce of pain you feel right now. You are not alone. Right now as you read this, look up and thank God because he's with you. Speak to him, he wants to hear from you in this very moment. You aren't reading this just because. It's God speaking to you. It's a message. Your soul is tired and he wants to give you peace. Have a nice day or night.