@@poes-masquerade Persona 3 and 5 have great soundtracks, but they do not evoke the same feelings as Silent Hill's lol. They're upbeat, energetic, pop and jazz inspired OSTs. Silent Hill is all about dark ambient textures and industrial soundscapes, with some trip hop and alt rock thrown in for good measure. They're not comparable. What are you on man?
@@LongSinceDead1 dude why yiu gotta be a lil derogatory, fyi persona has alot of rock music man, did u play persona 3? It has dark ost to fit the atmosphere, not all persona ost has upbeat and energetic so what is u saying, btw smt 3 has the silent hill ost setting in a way, it has a ton of "dark ambience" and rock, tho i agree with u on the "they're not comparable" ofc not THEY'RE DIFFERENT GAMES IT DAMN WELL OBVIOUS, Hence why i brought smt3 into the mix you really should hear the ost it slaps some have the silent hill vibe
used to walk to school some days in the early mornings, it was always extremely foggy outside and the streets were empty... part of me felt at home because of silent hill. listening to this took me back to those days all over again...
@@ryan.1990 Christ, dude, I’m just speaking on music that eases my mental state and you got a problem with that? I think YOU need to grow up, assuming people’s living situations and thinking it reflects their mental health is not the move.
"In my restless dreams, I see that town. Silent Hill. You promised me you'd take me there again someday. But you never did. Well, I'm alone there now... In our 'special place'... Waiting for you... Waiting for you to come to see me. But you never do. And so I wait, wrapped in my cocoon of pain and loneliness. I know I've done a terrible thing to you. Something you'll never forgive me for. I wish I could change that, but I can't. I feel so pathetic and ugly laying here, waiting for you... Every day I stare up at the cracks in the ceiling and all I can think about is how unfair it all is... The doctor came today. He told me I could go home for a short stay. It’s not that I'm getting better. It’s just that this may be my last chance... I think you know what I mean... Even so, I'm glad to be coming home. I've missed you terribly. But I'm afraid, James. I'm afraid you don't really want me to come home. Whenever you come see me, I can tell how hard it is on you... I don't know if you hate me or pity me... Or maybe I just disgust you... I'm sorry about that. When I first learned that I was going to die, I just didn't want to accept it. I was so angry all the time and I struck out at everyone I loved most. Especially you, James. That's why I understand if you do hate me. But I want you to know this, James. I'll always love you. Even though our life together had to end like this, I still wouldn't trade it for the world. We had some wonderful years together. Well, this letter has gone on too long, so I'll say goodbye. I told the nurse to give this to you after I'm gone. That means that as you read this, I'm already dead. I can't tell you to remember me, but I can't bear for you to forget me. These last few years since I became ill... I'm so sorry for what I did to you, did to us... You've given me so much and I haven't been able to return a single thing. That's why I want you to live for yourself now. Do what's best for you, James. James... You made me happy." -Mary
I know this is an old post but the people who say that tend to be older and I sometimes think of the stories my family who's majority in their 50s-80s say about their lives. It's so alien. How they talk about growing up in active neighborhoods, having cars at 16 they bought for $200 or so, having a fluid set of friends, just actually living. It makes me feel like I was born in another dimension. One of thought first and that much action is a miracle I can't comprehend.
This is it how it feels when I run in my dreams at the deepest level of a psych trip, all alone, lost, I saw this, me running in front of myself, except it wasn't me. Edited sun sep 24, 2023 I don't know who, or what I am anymore... Edited Wed sep 25,2024
Because you are paralzyed during yer sleep esp when in the REM cycle to prevent your body causing injuries if you would to flail around or kick too much. That's why in dreams it feels and looks that way cus it's you trying to move a paralyzed body by force/will.
@@Rodemu I had a dream not too long ago, some rabid feral shadow man full sprinted at me, I tried to kick him when he got close, I kicked the wall next to me IRL, woke up and my foot hurt a lot lmao
So many broken hearts here, Silent hill is a place to accept reality and move on, not to mourn over your past. If you don’t accept you’ll be stuck here …… forever
I used to study to this music, finishing up my degree, looking forward to permanently moving in with my long distance partner instead of just traveling to visit him in between every semester. We’d been dating for years, and he had waited years for me to finish school. We lived on separate coasts. I felt hopeful and at peace listening to this music as I slogged toward finishing and seeing him again. I graduated and saw him right before packing up my things for the move. I discovered he’d been cheating on me and he was not at all the person he portrayed himself to be. This silent hill ambience instantly went from my peace to the embodiment of hell, anxiety, a meaningless void. My own hard work mocked me. Now I’ve picked up the pieces and returned. Any meaning I did or didn’t derive from this music was my own, and I have the strength to decide what it means. Life is a spirit, not an animal, and we make the conscious choice to follow the good spirit out of the silent hill that awaits us all. I won’t pretend I’m any wiser than before, but at least I can get busy living rather than dying.
@@armandtormo5304 Its a bot, it has posted comments on literally every video I come across. The videos are suspicious on its channel. Also I love this playlist ! !
I don’t know why but lately I’ve been feeling less and less “alive” or “joyful”, I’m not depressed or suicidal, I used to be, but now I often just have that lingering feeling of wanting to sleep forever even after I already slept well. It might be because I am alone, except for my immediate family I have no one to call my own. I have a job and going to college, but for what? It feels like I’m running in a dark void, endlessly searching for something that doesn’t exist unless I have someone to give it to. I’m so tired of running…
You don’t need to search for life, you are life. Watch the wind billow through the trees and feel the breeze on your skin. Peace doesn’t need to be in some distant place you can find it here and now. Much love
This is the type of music that perfectly describes my current life, alone and lost in my mind, but peaceful when alone, just sitting there and reading books ...
late nights 2008 (13 y.o.), staying the night at my friend Daniels. we'd say up all night playing the Silent Hill homecoming campaign. to us then, all we were doing was playing another scary video game. the music was enthralling but never really stood out. later on 2013 I would listen to Akira's playlists on UA-cam. little did I know I was reaching for nostalgia. I listened over and over again. forget the game I had played when i was young., this music sent me somewhere. right back to that room. to that young kid. how I wish I could meet him. but I will never. I will listen too these playlists, in honor of him, and of then.
As many, also I feel this strong sense of nostalgia. Watching Harry running in the black background it is like slowly remember the time when I was younger, playing this game in my room. It feels like a dream, something never happened. I was 16, now 40. The outside world was so different from now. We were less conscious about everything, cos the web wasn't there, and we, as young people, were so challenged to live in the reality. It was so hard to not knowing things. It was hard as much as a young person now, with maybe too much awareness. I really, really do not see Harry running here simply as a game. It is a memory of another reality I was in. It is friends I was close to. It is my school and right after it coming back home. It is me challenging myself to be braver. I miss those moments so much. I know life is good and everything, but coming back I would have follow more what my heart and my smiles told me. At the youngest: run towards your heartbeat goes. Your heart (literally) is your compass. Do not change your direction for nothing and no one. You will be repaid with happiness. Thanks to Akira Yamaoka for translate our generation in music
Wow. That’s so incredible we’ll said. I so understand what you said about if you could go back. You would of followed your heart more. And also. You said your life is good. Same as mine now. . But these seem like very distant memories at times. I Almost question did these memories ever exist when I was growing up. That really touched me that. So true. I’m 36. So just a couple years younger than you. I grew up with resident evil. And silent hill. Sometimes I drive through my old housing estate where I grew up with memories of this game. From 1998/2001. And just reminisce about memories. That I will never have again. But grateful for my life. I know people say things like this all the time. But I really miss those times sometimes. It’s weird how we take childhood memories for granted. But like you said. At the time. We were so less conscious of that time.
@@jimmybaldwin737 Love you comment here. Thanks for sharing it. It was a time also where technology were evolving, so our imagination. It was really special I think. I feel lucky to have lived that time of transition from an analogic era to a digital one. Even if sometimes it is scary to watch where is going (with AI, algorithm, etc.) but having those memories help me to be more focused on real things I think. I also sometimes come back to my old house, in my old room.. It is a strange feeling, but a good feeling :) Take care
As I was reading this my whole body started aching with a feeling of nostalgic loneliness. I remember early mornings sitting by myself in my high school's basement in the mid-fall. It was when I first started getting into Silent Hill, and I remember playing the first game on my PSP as I sat and waited for my best friend to join me. It was always so cold and dimly lit down there. It's also thought by the locals that the school is haunted due to its age and the fact that several deaths have taken place within its walls. It created the perfect atmosphere to play such a game. My friend eventually stopped taking the time to come down to join me because she now had a boyfriend and friends that were way cooler and more outgoing than I was. I remember how abandoned I felt when I realized she would rather be around people that weren't me, while I continued to sit down in the basement by myself with just my PSP and Silent Hill. At the time it felt awful, but now I strangely miss it. Silent Hill was my comfort as well as the basement, the bus ride home, and the sanctuary that was my bedroom. All of that seems so far away now, and if I could get the opportunity to visit myself in the past, I would pass along a similar message. I wish I had lived for myself more, rather than trying to constantly sacrifice myself for others.
Listening to this in the dead of night, enjoying the moment. Staring out the window, there's not a single soul in sight... And I can see the faint outline of the forest trees. I'm haunted by memories of a past life that now has the allure of some kind of fairy tale. I guess there were things I could've done better, and now all I can do is keep moving forward. The real tragedy in life is that there's no magic restart button. Moments like these when we get to self-reflect undisturbed are precious. No matter how painful they may be.
Same. Listening to this. It's 2:36pm and the sun didn't cast light today. It hasn't for six weeks. I look out over the dead and dying grass in the grey, endless hellscape of a spent world. Out the window, to my other neighbors, who stare too. We make eye-contact, but they hurriedly close the blinds. Other people are dangerous now, we're told. I am haunted by memories of decisions made and more those left undecided. I guess we all did the best we could, but it wouldn't be enough. The real tragedy is that no one tried to lose it all. It just happened, despite our best intentions, we just let it all slip away...
That's a beautiful way to say it. They really are precious moments of pain, emptiness, loneliness, peaceful contemplation, and all with the power of one of my favorite words: Zeitgiests.
No matter how many times I hear Silent Hill music. No matter if it's slowed, reverbed, or any other kind of version. It always sounds good, and always keeps me calm and relaxed.
Akira Yamaoka is an absolute musical genius! His compositions are hauntingly beautiful and possess an unparalleled ability to captivate the listener's emotions. The way he effortlessly combines eerie melodies with intricate sound design creates a spine-chilling atmosphere that is truly unforgettable. Whether it's his work on the Silent Hill series or any other project, Yamaoka's music has the power to transport you to another realm entirely. Each note he crafts is a masterpiece in itself, showcasing his remarkable talent and creativity. Hats off to Akira Yamaoka for creating such incredible music that touches the depths of our souls.
@koekenbakker2732different dishes cook at different temperatures, and some dishes rest before ready, your mind is different but no less great or important.
I've been watching this video every night before going to sleep, mostly because it has no ads and it has become kind of safe place to me, I instinctively remember the music and my brain plays it in my dreams at the same time it plays irl
A endless time spent.. A endless cycle.. A endless maze.. A endless loop forever to continue.. It makes everything feel meaningless.. just repeats again and again and again.. The guilt follows
I remember when i was 7 Year's old my first time playing silent hill one i woke up early in the morning it was a school day it was foggy and cold i woke up early to play it for a bit my mom and dad where next to me and i can remember being scared of the monsters in that game but the music put me at ease a little because it was creepy but relaxing and when my mom took me to school the fog outside mixed with the games music in my head would not excape me i miss that day
I like when my room is pitch black, so when I play this video at night I get a tiny Harry Mason running in full darkness, it’s kinda surreal, it looks like he’s there for reals
I've been listening to this playlist every now and again for almost a year I think. Sometimes I'll drift to other realms of music and forget about it, but I always come back to it. There is something indescribable in how eerie and calming and spooky and hypnotizing these tracks, in this particular order, can be. Harry Mason running in the dark like some 64bit Sisyphus is the cherry on top.
it's incredible how particular things in those ambients may sound disturbing but when combined together it sounds sad and calm, almost relaxing. for me this music feels like after you've been stressed out for so long, you had a breaking point, you cried out all your negative emotions and now you're finally feel empty, and this empty is good cause it means no bad things left in your head. you're still hurt and not feeling good but you definitely feel better than it was before
I feel like one thing that makes Silent Hill music so soothing is that it feels cathartic, like it's telling us the truth about reality, or something like that. Yes, life ends, life has a lot of misery, a lot of unfinished business, but it still ends. Seems like Silent Hill empathizes or somehow gives a voice to that truth. Rather than grinning through the pain, and continuing to tell ourselves something that we would like to hear, there's finally some media that's expressing that truth of reality. Or at least apparent partial truth of reality.
Thank you so much for this playlist. I listen to this almost every day while I study. It helps me feel focused. I get often distracted by music while studying, however, this playlist doesn't. I love Silent Hill 1 and 2 and it seems like this is a perfect playlist for me. Thank you once again.
I have listened to this whole playlist hundreds of times by now, from the selection of the tracks to the fact that all of them are the slowed versions, this video is perfect
i used to listen to this playlist all the time during the summer while i was studying for the MCAT and i was so uncertain of what would be next for me. i'm reminded of it again cuz i'm listening to it now while studying for my first exam of med school :') thanks for putting this playlist together it's been with me through a lot!
love this playlist 💖💖💖 using a clip of harry running endlessly into black nothingness was a really good idea, too. really helps capture the mood and feeling of being completely lost in a loop/fog.
This game changed my life. I was 15 y/o and for me, video games meant mario and kirby. When I first played RE I felt something new and fell in love with it. I have beaten the game more times than I can count. Everytime it takes me back to my early teenage years. It’s like reading a book your mom used to read to you, like smelling the perfume of a loved one you no longer see. Listening to this beautiful music really puts me in a more easy and relaxed mood. Thank you for uploading it.
Silent Hill’s music has really struck a chord with me even as a little kid, and it’s even better and more relatable now as I’ve walked this walk of life. Pain is necessary, so is sadness and grief, otherwise we wouldn’t even experience such emotions. Things get better, always, no exceptions.
im leaving my home town this summer to move away, so i've started walking around town more in the early morning. i like listening to this music while i walk around. really gives a feeling i cant describe.
The contrast between lamenting and horrifying sounds in this soundtrack is so interesting. This playlist has helped a lot for me to calm down if my mind got full.
I have a whole playlist of just different mixes of silent hill music/ slowed down edits for some of the songs and this is definitely getting added. No music has ever brought me this amount of peace, definitely creates a very special mood that I think resonates on such a personal level with every person to where each person inserts themselves into the music, creating an experience that is truly unique to them. And that is just so damn special when it comes to music and silent hill as a whole. Which is why despite being such terrifying games at times, they’re all weirdly cozy
I appreciate you not monetizing on the video and keeping the soothing sound through and through. Can’t tell you how many times I’m scared out of sleep because an ad pops right as I’m entering sleep.
Id do anything to have a real friend, someone to talk to.. Being alone is so calming, but as a child who has only dreamt of being alone in the world I think its safe to say its been too long. I try to get myself out there but its more like I cant find the right person to vibe with on the same level. Now that im older im scared ill feel this way forever
I'm sure you won't feel this way forever. a real friend or someone who is on the same vibe is a rare gem, please continues to meet people and appreciates every interaction, don’t isolate yourself ♡
Being alone is not so bad, but if you feel that having a friend would be good, you should try to find people that you can interact with, it is not 100% sure that you will connect but, at least you will try to find people that you can interact with. that you will connect but, at least you will try.
I finished my writing... my heart feels ill at ease, and yet it will heal with the soul extended with ink. I am quite happy this video existed to assist me when I needed it.
Music like this always makes me feel at peace especially prisonic fairytale, it's like going on a walk after a heavy summer rain, or during winter in the morning when it's foggy and quiet. It's hard to describe but I love the feeling.
ive no idea what 'fogcore' is, but this makes me feel like ive woken up alone in a hospital bed, sickly greenish-blueish lights above me. makes me feel like i am in the middle of an unnaturally lit room, sobbing, but without a sound coming out. makes me feel like ive gone to bed in winter with no blankets and am shivering feverishly, clasping at my shoulders and digging my fingernails into my skin, maybe even deep enough to bruise or draw blood. makes me feel like im walking alone at night through a snow storm, street lights on but not a soul out, the muted sky and overwhelming white distracting me from having a thought to myself. makes me feel like im sitting in a church basement, footsteps above, poking around through the old, stained plastic toys.
I got an older brother right now who dealt w/ addiction for basically my whole childhood up until I was 18. He got kicked out when I he was 18 but he’s 7 years older than me so I was still a kid. basically lived the next 7-8 years without an older brother but w/ the previous bond we had before he was suddenly kicked out still just sitting there in our game room. We’ve since reconnected in the past couple years after he “finished” rehab. The thing is, he can’t mentally escape from his struggles. What he’s done in the past, all his feelings of abandonment, the physical damage that all the drugs have caused on his brain and psyche, the emotional damage of being an example for me & my younger brother of what not to do in life. All these things he just can’t escape from. We had an amazing thanksgiving together & he’s been supposedly doing good for close to 6-7 months prior to thanksgiving. Next thing I know, he shows up to our house (he lives an hour away) to tell us his girlfriend he’s been living w/ for a couple years now has just completely packed his things for him & kicked him out of their apartment. He doesn’t have a car either & is trying to finish working a job to make money for his car. Keep in mind he’s already relapsed just before showing up to our house high out of his mind trying to guilt trip my mother into admitting she was the one who caused him to make all his mistakes he made over the course of like 13 years for some reason & made my mom cry & wouldn’t leave the house when she told him to so she called the cops on him because he was getting real belligerent & manipulative w/ her & threatened suicide because “that’s what she wants him to do” really weird stuff to do to your mom. Long story short, it just feels like I’m watching him slip into darkness & I can’t do anything about it besides tell him I love him & try to give him advice while visiting him wherever he ends up @. He just feels like a ticking time bomb & I hate that it feels like I just can’t find the things to tell him or find the actions to help him & I also hate that he just can’t find peace in his life. I know you shouldn’t air out your laundry online but, I have no one I can tell this too fully. I have friends, but it feels better to comment this unto a digital void that’s likely to be unseen because there’s just too much going on w/ my brother to even explain to someone without going on for a couple hours. He’s a really complex person in someways. Anyways, I hope whoever reads this knows that, there is always a light @ the end of the tunnel, even if YOU have to put a light there your damn self. Sometimes life won’t show you the way, you have to CREATE your way from the ground up & go from there. Take all your losses on the chin, learn, & be as happy as you can be when you catch a win or two. If you don’t have anything to be proud of, be proud & happy that you’re alive & that there are millions of souls who wish they can have what you have. A chance @ life & the ability to wake up & take another shot @ living your own life in this crazy, ethereal world we live in. I got love for you, please remember that you are so much more than your internal thoughts & emotions/feelings or your past or even your future. Just be happy to be here. Goodbye.
i live in the northeast, with those wildfires and the smoke coming down it really does feel like silent hill come to life, not to mention i live only a 2 hour drive from the original inspiration for it (centralia) and this playlist is PERFECT
I'm glad I found this playlist. It helps me feel somewhere not here. I don't want to celebrate New Year without my boyfriend, we're both upset. So many factors influence us to see each other less. I hate what's happening to me now. I just want to be alone with my bf so that no one will touch us and we can live quietly for ourselves. We are tired of feeding our parents. We can’t properly save up for an apartment, and our parents don’t help. My parents are divorced and my father gave a huge amount of money to his mistress. My mother has been drinking for 10 years and had epilepsy. I won’t say anything for the bf’s parents, it’s quiet shocking.. We have been dating for 5 years, and we want to live peacefully together, just live... or not live. For the whole day my friends have been asking me what’s wrong with my mood and why I’m sad. I'm running out of patience, I don't want to be here
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This is like the 500th time I listen to this. Idk how you did it but the order the songs are doesn't make the playlist feel like too slow or too fast.. PERFECT, IT'S JUST PERFECT!!!
Never in a million years did i think id not just find this incredibly specific sound ive been scouring for for years, but also have it described to me so succinctly.
These tracks are the definition of "capturing the moment perfectly". All has gone to shit outside but when you get here, it's exactly that: a safe heaven, a momentary rest, peace in the storm. It's like yeah, I know I may not survive if I go out again but at least for now, I just need to lay down and rest.
I've never played a Silent Hill, but the setting it has and that enveloping soundtrack that Silent Hill 2 has is captivating me. At the moment I am saving money to buy an xbox and when I get the xbox I will take the opportunity to buy Silent Hill 2. The soundtrack makes me imagine feelings like nostalgia, death and all those very melancholic feelings, although I have never had a close encounter with those feelings, the music of Silent Hill makes them feel so close to me as if I had been through a moment extremely sad. it's just surround.
This is one of those UA-cam mix's that I will come back to because thinking of putting this on spotify/itunes is too much work and Id rather enjoy it here all at once than segmented into individual songs
Silent hill is such a nice soundtrack ever made i cant explan it its just so deep and beautiful to the point this music makes me cry a bit because its beauty and art around it thank you Silent hill
I love that this music is right between bliss and melancholy. It’s frightening yet calming at the same time. Like it makes me uneasy yet I fall asleep to it like an infant.
Silent hill is not a place, it's a mental state.
Hey, you're absolutely right.
A mental state is a place
@@togetherforever-i6j Makes sense
@@togetherforever-i6j yeah, Florida. This state is absolutely mental...
@@sinistertwister686haha!
I never get tired of Akira's music
I never saw a game with soundtrack that give me this feeling
@@Le_SchlagGuess you never heard of persona series, mostly 3 and 5.
@@poes-masquerade Persona 3 and 5 have great soundtracks, but they do not evoke the same feelings as Silent Hill's lol. They're upbeat, energetic, pop and jazz inspired OSTs. Silent Hill is all about dark ambient textures and industrial soundscapes, with some trip hop and alt rock thrown in for good measure. They're not comparable. What are you on man?
@@LongSinceDead1 dude why yiu gotta be a lil derogatory, fyi persona has alot of rock music man, did u play persona 3? It has dark ost to fit the atmosphere, not all persona ost has upbeat and energetic so what is u saying, btw smt 3 has the silent hill ost setting in a way, it has a ton of "dark ambience" and rock, tho i agree with u on the "they're not comparable" ofc not THEY'RE DIFFERENT GAMES IT DAMN WELL OBVIOUS, Hence why i brought smt3 into the mix you really should hear the ost it slaps some have the silent hill vibe
@@LongSinceDead1 btw i wasnt comparing the games sped, he said "i never saw a game with sound track thay gave me thid feeling" so wht is u saying
In my restless dreams,
I see that foggy town.
Silent Hill.
Calling to me.
You promised me you'd take me
there again someday.
But you never did
@@armandtormo5304 there's room in the back seat
@@luislanga I think the back seat's already taken. Just don't look.
@@armandtormo5304 there's no seat but you can sit in my lap...
@@UltimateBingus But I'd like to look to make it clear to just enjoy the moment
i love the gif chosen for this playlist bc its like hes endlessly running but can never escape
he will escape.
Me fr
Def accelerating
What if he is not trying to escape?
@@vaporwave-man then he’s not my equal
used to walk to school some days in the early mornings, it was always extremely foggy outside and the streets were empty... part of me felt at home because of silent hill. listening to this took me back to those days all over again...
Same thing, I used to listen sh sounds to sleep as well absolutely genius
🙌😤
damn. I wish I got to walk to school in the fog :/ I have to commute and its never foggy
did not work for me with that
Me too!!!
The one friend who walks/drives everyone home, now going back to their place.
the homies gotta get home safe. there are monsters in the fog.
To have such a beautiful friend.
I'm that "one" friend. I ensure they are okay while I question myself if i am.
THATS ME LMAO
I'm mfs
Seeing how the people is depressed asf here, but i just hear to this every night as a ritual to relax and sleep, it is... Kinda weird
Same
@@redditvoider2578 hi five bro
It's very relaxing to me too, reminds me that there's beauty in the unknown.
Ong..
art comforts the disturbed, and disturbs the comforted
I finally found the perfect music for when I’m feeling absolutely non-existent in a desolate void.
Never thought of it like that 🫢
Perfect dissociation playlist
Disassociation😊👌
You have unfettered internet access, clean water and live in a developed nation, grow up.
@@ryan.1990 Christ, dude, I’m just speaking on music that eases my mental state and you got a problem with that? I think YOU need to grow up, assuming people’s living situations and thinking it reflects their mental health is not the move.
"In my restless dreams,
I see that town.
Silent Hill.
You promised me you'd take me
there again someday.
But you never did.
Well, I'm alone there now...
In our 'special place'...
Waiting for you...
Waiting for you to
come to see me.
But you never do.
And so I wait, wrapped in my
cocoon of pain and loneliness.
I know I've done a terrible
thing to you. Something you'll
never forgive me for.
I wish I could change
that, but I can't.
I feel so pathetic and ugly
laying here, waiting for you...
Every day I stare up at the cracks
in the ceiling and all I can think
about is how unfair it all is...
The doctor came today.
He told me I could go
home for a short stay.
It’s not that I'm getting better.
It’s just that this may be
my last chance...
I think you know what I mean...
Even so, I'm glad to be coming
home. I've missed you terribly.
But I'm afraid, James.
I'm afraid you don't really
want me to come home.
Whenever you come see me,
I can tell how hard it is on you...
I don't know if you
hate me or pity me...
Or maybe I just disgust you...
I'm sorry about that.
When I first learned that
I was going to die, I just
didn't want to accept it.
I was so angry all the time and I
struck out at everyone I loved most.
Especially you, James.
That's why I understand
if you do hate me.
But I want you to
know this, James.
I'll always love you.
Even though our life together had
to end like this, I still wouldn't
trade it for the world. We had
some wonderful years together.
Well, this letter has gone on
too long, so I'll say goodbye.
I told the nurse to give
this to you after I'm gone.
That means that as you read
this, I'm already dead.
I can't tell you to remember me,
but I can't bear for you to
forget me.
These last few years since I
became ill... I'm so sorry for
what I did to you, did to us...
You've given me so much and
I haven't been able to return
a single thing.
That's why I want you to live
for yourself now.
Do what's best for you, James.
James...
You made me happy." -Mary
Aw now you made me cry. That's effing beautiful.
Where did it came from?
@@klingeryyfrom the underground back from the underground waka waka FRRRRRRR
Its insane to me how a playlist about quiet uneasiness brings me comfort due to my own quiet uneasiness
"Art should comfort the disturbed and disturb the comforted."
- Cesar A. Cruz
💕💕💕💕💕
Minus and minus make plus
Dont waste your 20's! They're going to be the best years of your life!
My 20's:
My whole life:
"Your life is going to be so good after school"
My life after school:
@@diediedice real
I know this is an old post but the people who say that tend to be older and I sometimes think of the stories my family who's majority in their 50s-80s say about their lives.
It's so alien. How they talk about growing up in active neighborhoods, having cars at 16 they bought for $200 or so, having a fluid set of friends, just actually living.
It makes me feel like I was born in another dimension. One of thought first and that much action is a miracle I can't comprehend.
bro i feel this so hard lol keep your head up, we got this
This is it how it feels when I run in my dreams
at the deepest level of a psych trip, all alone, lost, I saw this, me running in front of myself, except it wasn't me.
Edited sun sep 24, 2023
I don't know who, or what I am anymore...
Edited Wed sep 25,2024
Factual
Because you are paralzyed during yer sleep esp when in the REM cycle to prevent your body causing injuries if you would to flail around or kick too much. That's why in dreams it feels and looks that way cus it's you trying to move a paralyzed body by force/will.
@@Rodemu I had a dream not too long ago, some rabid feral shadow man full sprinted at me, I tried to kick him when he got close, I kicked the wall next to me IRL, woke up and my foot hurt a lot lmao
Yes my dreams is like that, but at least i can jump high and fall slow
@@Afflictamine hahahahh i had the same happening or kicking my leg and waking up randomly
So many broken hearts here, Silent hill is a place to accept reality and move on, not to mourn over your past. If you don’t accept you’ll be stuck here …… forever
is that true lore wise?
@@yeetus6507😊
@@yeetus6507 yes actually, thats the whole point of silent hill, its a purgatory/limbo of sorts
That why Eddie and Angela are stuck reliving their nightmare on a loop until James helps to break the pattern @@yeetus6507
I love the internet. This is divine and I'm going to listen to it for the next 5 months.
Why specifically 5 months
@@Thomas-472 idk it's like not half a year but just right
As will I
@@Thomas-472 I'm on my second month listening to this and I haven't gotten tired yet.
Welcome to silent hill
I used to study to this music, finishing up my degree, looking forward to permanently moving in with my long distance partner instead of just traveling to visit him in between every semester. We’d been dating for years, and he had waited years for me to finish school. We lived on separate coasts. I felt hopeful and at peace listening to this music as I slogged toward finishing and seeing him again.
I graduated and saw him right before packing up my things for the move. I discovered he’d been cheating on me and he was not at all the person he portrayed himself to be. This silent hill ambience instantly went from my peace to the embodiment of hell, anxiety, a meaningless void. My own hard work mocked me.
Now I’ve picked up the pieces and returned. Any meaning I did or didn’t derive from this music was my own, and I have the strength to decide what it means. Life is a spirit, not an animal, and we make the conscious choice to follow the good spirit out of the silent hill that awaits us all. I won’t pretend I’m any wiser than before, but at least I can get busy living rather than dying.
🙏🏼 : - )
Lesson learned,believe in irl and never waste time on visiting.Sorry for your upbringing(
Hang in there bud, you're not alone
I listen to this for almost a year to relax or fall asleep, when I saw that it was deleted I wanted to cry but I found it again and I feel happy again
Deleted ? 🤔
@@armandtormo5304 Its a bot, it has posted comments on literally every video I come across. The videos are suspicious on its channel. Also I love this playlist ! !
@@armandtormo5304 I think it refers to a possible deletion of the video by copyright
This comment looks awfully familiar 🤔
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I don’t know why but lately I’ve been feeling less and less “alive” or “joyful”, I’m not depressed or suicidal, I used to be, but now I often just have that lingering feeling of wanting to sleep forever even after I already slept well. It might be because I am alone, except for my immediate family I have no one to call my own. I have a job and going to college, but for what? It feels like I’m running in a dark void, endlessly searching for something that doesn’t exist unless I have someone to give it to. I’m so tired of running…
It almost never gets better man , enjoy it while you can. Peace awaits us all
Man thats how exactly i'am feeling
I can completely relate to you man you put my thought in words
seek god
You don’t need to search for life, you are life. Watch the wind billow through the trees and feel the breeze on your skin. Peace doesn’t need to be in some distant place you can find it here and now. Much love
I put this on full volume and stuffed my phone under my pillow. Slowly falling asleep to this was very calming surprisingly
I need to try this some day
Yeah, interestingly I’ve always found Silent Hill ambience to be perfect for falling asleep
Not a good idea to put it under your pillow😬
@@DeletedUser14790fire hazard or smthn???
@@grossberglawoffices9910not healthy to have radio waves transmitted through ur head for 8 hours +
for those of us going through it, good luck and godspeed.
the one piece is not real
@@frane_29 LIAR!!!
Thanks man :)
day 473 of thugging it out
This is the type of music that perfectly describes my current life, alone and lost in my mind, but peaceful when alone, just sitting there and reading books ...
Well do you like like it?
Christ, Madness Combat and Silent Hill? Talk about a blast from my past. Give Krinkels my regards.
Same ☺️💗
So crazy how the world has changed so much to the point where people like us just want to be alone...
Same here
late nights 2008 (13 y.o.), staying the night at my friend Daniels. we'd say up all night playing the Silent Hill homecoming campaign. to us then, all we were doing was playing another scary video game. the music was enthralling but never really stood out. later on 2013 I would listen to Akira's playlists on UA-cam. little did I know I was reaching for nostalgia. I listened over and over again. forget the game I had played when i was young., this music sent me somewhere. right back to that room. to that young kid. how I wish I could meet him. but I will never. I will listen too these playlists, in honor of him, and of then.
Your vocabulary is incredible for a young lad
As many, also I feel this strong sense of nostalgia. Watching Harry running in the black background it is like slowly remember the time when I was younger, playing this game in my room. It feels like a dream, something never happened. I was 16, now 40. The outside world was so different from now. We were less conscious about everything, cos the web wasn't there, and we, as young people, were so challenged to live in the reality. It was so hard to not knowing things. It was hard as much as a young person now, with maybe too much awareness. I really, really do not see Harry running here simply as a game. It is a memory of another reality I was in. It is friends I was close to. It is my school and right after it coming back home. It is me challenging myself to be braver. I miss those moments so much. I know life is good and everything, but coming back I would have follow more what my heart and my smiles told me.
At the youngest: run towards your heartbeat goes. Your heart (literally) is your compass. Do not change your direction for nothing and no one. You will be repaid with happiness.
Thanks to Akira Yamaoka for translate our generation in music
Wow. That’s so incredible we’ll said. I so understand what you said about if you could go back. You would of followed your heart more. And also. You said your life is good. Same as mine now. . But these seem like very distant memories at times. I Almost question did these memories ever exist when I was growing up. That really touched me that. So true. I’m 36. So just a couple years younger than you. I grew up with resident evil. And silent hill. Sometimes I drive through my old housing estate where I grew up with memories of this game. From 1998/2001. And just reminisce about memories. That I will never have again. But grateful for my life. I know people say things like this all the time. But I really miss those times sometimes. It’s weird how we take childhood memories for granted. But like you said. At the time. We were so less conscious of that time.
@@jimmybaldwin737 Love you comment here. Thanks for sharing it. It was a time also where technology were evolving, so our imagination. It was really special I think. I feel lucky to have lived that time of transition from an analogic era to a digital one. Even if sometimes it is scary to watch where is going (with AI, algorithm, etc.) but having those memories help me to be more focused on real things I think. I also sometimes come back to my old house, in my old room.. It is a strange feeling, but a good feeling :) Take care
Cool story and I mean it
Turn your ways for Christ, my friend. Without Him, life is truly at a loss, be it noticed or not by oneself, verily.
As I was reading this my whole body started aching with a feeling of nostalgic loneliness. I remember early mornings sitting by myself in my high school's basement in the mid-fall. It was when I first started getting into Silent Hill, and I remember playing the first game on my PSP as I sat and waited for my best friend to join me. It was always so cold and dimly lit down there. It's also thought by the locals that the school is haunted due to its age and the fact that several deaths have taken place within its walls. It created the perfect atmosphere to play such a game.
My friend eventually stopped taking the time to come down to join me because she now had a boyfriend and friends that were way cooler and more outgoing than I was. I remember how abandoned I felt when I realized she would rather be around people that weren't me, while I continued to sit down in the basement by myself with just my PSP and Silent Hill. At the time it felt awful, but now I strangely miss it. Silent Hill was my comfort as well as the basement, the bus ride home, and the sanctuary that was my bedroom.
All of that seems so far away now, and if I could get the opportunity to visit myself in the past, I would pass along a similar message. I wish I had lived for myself more, rather than trying to constantly sacrifice myself for others.
This reminds me of a place I’d like to go one day and just rest forever.
Id like to join u there
@@aloevera5206 blud thinks he`s on the team
Im not suicidal but I want to be at peace forever and just not exist like I'm scared of death but I crave it so much
@@annette222don't go 😢 u shouldn't be alone there
@@EnvironMint-g2q man I came straight out a panic attack when I commented. I'm good now dont worry
This is so peaceful. Reminds me of when I drive to work at 4 am and there's no one else on the roads.
What kind of job you work?
Listening to this in the dead of night, enjoying the moment. Staring out the window, there's not a single soul in sight... And I can see the faint outline of the forest trees. I'm haunted by memories of a past life that now has the allure of some kind of fairy tale. I guess there were things I could've done better, and now all I can do is keep moving forward. The real tragedy in life is that there's no magic restart button. Moments like these when we get to self-reflect undisturbed are precious. No matter how painful they may be.
Same. Listening to this. It's 2:36pm and the sun didn't cast light today. It hasn't for six weeks. I look out over the dead and dying grass in the grey, endless hellscape of a spent world. Out the window, to my other neighbors, who stare too. We make eye-contact, but they hurriedly close the blinds. Other people are dangerous now, we're told. I am haunted by memories of decisions made and more those left undecided. I guess we all did the best we could, but it wouldn't be enough. The real tragedy is that no one tried to lose it all. It just happened, despite our best intentions, we just let it all slip away...
That's a beautiful way to say it. They really are precious moments of pain, emptiness, loneliness, peaceful contemplation, and all with the power of one of my favorite words: Zeitgiests.
gaaaayyy
Indeed, mate. Indeed.
@elmerfudd2884 *farded
This music is eerily sad. It makes me feel all alone and homeless in the world. I love it.
I used to get silent hill vibes in my town when I was a kid, it was always foggy and rainy. This music brings back a lot of nostalgia
Ironically enough, these Silent Hill videos are all very calming to me, despite what the town itself represents.
the town isnt always bad though, it gave the little girl in the second a wonderful dreamscape
I always come back here. To my initial state, my natural birth, my relapse, and my rehabilitation.
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In some kind of way that music embodies how depression and loneliness feels like.. But it brings comfort too.. Love it
No matter how many times I hear Silent Hill music. No matter if it's slowed, reverbed, or any other kind of version. It always sounds good, and always keeps me calm and relaxed.
Akira Yamaoka is an absolute musical genius! His compositions are hauntingly beautiful and possess an unparalleled ability to captivate the listener's emotions. The way he effortlessly combines eerie melodies with intricate sound design creates a spine-chilling atmosphere that is truly unforgettable. Whether it's his work on the Silent Hill series or any other project, Yamaoka's music has the power to transport you to another realm entirely. Each note he crafts is a masterpiece in itself, showcasing his remarkable talent and creativity. Hats off to Akira Yamaoka for creating such incredible music that touches the depths of our souls.
This is the "all great minds come together" part of the Internet
@koekenbakker2732different dishes cook at different temperatures, and some dishes rest before ready, your mind is different but no less great or important.
We are all tortured by our minds that comprehend too much...
This the best Silent Hill playlist. Been listening for a year and still can’t find another one like it
I've been watching this video every night before going to sleep, mostly because it has no ads and it has become kind of safe place to me, I instinctively remember the music and my brain plays it in my dreams at the same time it plays irl
This playlist reminds me of my dad.. I used to watch him play Silent Hill all day when I was a kid.
i miss spending time with him like we used to
Literally same.
A endless time spent..
A endless cycle..
A endless maze..
A endless loop forever to continue..
It makes everything feel meaningless.. just repeats again and again and again..
The guilt follows
u ok?
@@kellysmith7357 More or less 🥲
Why do you ask..?
@@Ace-km2le oh, no reason 🥺
@@kellysmith7357 bro 🥹
what a blessing is when silent hill is only a game and not your reality, or a representation of your mental state at the moment. peace
Walked through a misty, big old cemetary with this one early morning, words cant describe the feeling.
It's akin to being alone with the world; you just feel like you're in this state of being alone but not lost, and its feeling is mystical.
Absolutely insane how good this is
this deserves more views, this is some good stuff. very ambient.
I remember when i was 7 Year's old my first time playing silent hill one i woke up early in the morning it was a school day it was foggy and cold i woke up early to play it for a bit my mom and dad where next to me and i can remember being scared of the monsters in that game but the music put me at ease a little because it was creepy but relaxing and when my mom took me to school the fog outside mixed with the games music in my head would not excape me i miss that day
I like when my room is pitch black, so when I play this video at night I get a tiny Harry Mason running in full darkness, it’s kinda surreal, it looks like he’s there for reals
I see Lisa, and I feel defeated, unable to help her😢
I've been listening to this playlist every now and again for almost a year I think. Sometimes I'll drift to other realms of music and forget about it, but I always come back to it. There is something indescribable in how eerie and calming and spooky and hypnotizing these tracks, in this particular order, can be. Harry Mason running in the dark like some 64bit Sisyphus is the cherry on top.
it's incredible how particular things in those ambients may sound disturbing but when combined together it sounds sad and calm, almost relaxing. for me this music feels like after you've been stressed out for so long, you had a breaking point, you cried out all your negative emotions and now you're finally feel empty, and this empty is good cause it means no bad things left in your head. you're still hurt and not feeling good but you definitely feel better than it was before
I feel like one thing that makes Silent Hill music so soothing is that it feels cathartic, like it's telling us the truth about reality, or something like that. Yes, life ends, life has a lot of misery, a lot of unfinished business, but it still ends. Seems like Silent Hill empathizes or somehow gives a voice to that truth. Rather than grinning through the pain, and continuing to tell ourselves something that we would like to hear, there's finally some media that's expressing that truth of reality. Or at least apparent partial truth of reality.
I deeply love Akira music, feels like a mix of nostalgia, mystery and sadness
I listen to this literally everyday. LITERALLY
"The Day Of Night" will always resonate with me
Thank you so much for this playlist. I listen to this almost every day while I study. It helps me feel focused. I get often distracted by music while studying, however, this playlist doesn't. I love Silent Hill 1 and 2 and it seems like this is a perfect playlist for me. Thank you once again.
This game and this soundtrack is such a comfort zone hard to describe with words
liminal
I have listened to this whole playlist hundreds of times by now, from the selection of the tracks to the fact that all of them are the slowed versions, this video is perfect
Listening to this while taking a walk through grey gloom streets with yellow yet depressing trees feel so melancholic in a romantic way. Love this
i used to listen to this playlist all the time during the summer while i was studying for the MCAT and i was so uncertain of what would be next for me. i'm reminded of it again cuz i'm listening to it now while studying for my first exam of med school :') thanks for putting this playlist together it's been with me through a lot!
I'm never getting tired of this video, I've been watching this thing before sleep every night for months
love this playlist 💖💖💖 using a clip of harry running endlessly into black nothingness was a really good idea, too. really helps capture the mood and feeling of being completely lost in a loop/fog.
This game changed my life. I was 15 y/o and for me, video games meant mario and kirby. When I first played RE I felt something new and fell in love with it. I have beaten the game more times than I can count. Everytime it takes me back to my early teenage years. It’s like reading a book your mom used to read to you, like smelling the perfume of a loved one you no longer see. Listening to this beautiful music really puts me in a more easy and relaxed mood. Thank you for uploading it.
RE? I always make confusion between the 2 too lol
You mean Silent Hill, right?
@@dsprocessing its a stolen comment, this guy comments everywhere to get extra clicks on his channel cause hes verified
Is that right, you bot?
@@starrycat127he’s a bot. He cheats. His sub count is fake
Silent Hill’s music has really struck a chord with me even as a little kid, and it’s even better and more relatable now as I’ve walked this walk of life.
Pain is necessary, so is sadness and grief, otherwise we wouldn’t even experience such emotions.
Things get better, always, no exceptions.
Silent hill will always be so special to me
im leaving my home town this summer to move away, so i've started walking around town more in the early morning. i like listening to this music while i walk around. really gives a feeling i cant describe.
Have you ever been so secluded to games you like that you don't play a game but the soundtrack itself is something you REALLY love? Or is it just me
The contrast between lamenting and horrifying sounds in this soundtrack is so interesting. This playlist has helped a lot for me to calm down if my mind got full.
I turn this playlist on whenever I’m doing homework or winding down for night, it’s so calming.
Silent Hill is fundamentally just a feeling. It's a state of consciousness. Damn this playlist is so good.
by god this is THE BEST ambient playlist EVER
I have a whole playlist of just different mixes of silent hill music/ slowed down edits for some of the songs and this is definitely getting added. No music has ever brought me this amount of peace, definitely creates a very special mood that I think resonates on such a personal level with every person to where each person inserts themselves into the music, creating an experience that is truly unique to them. And that is just so damn special when it comes to music and silent hill as a whole. Which is why despite being such terrifying games at times, they’re all weirdly cozy
I appreciate you not monetizing on the video and keeping the soothing sound through and through. Can’t tell you how many times I’m scared out of sleep because an ad pops right as I’m entering sleep.
Id do anything to have a real friend, someone to talk to.. Being alone is so calming, but as a child who has only dreamt of being alone in the world I think its safe to say its been too long. I try to get myself out there but its more like I cant find the right person to vibe with on the same level. Now that im older im scared ill feel this way forever
I'm sure you won't feel this way forever. a real friend or someone who is on the same vibe is a rare gem, please continues to meet people and appreciates every interaction, don’t isolate yourself ♡
Being alone is not so bad, but if you feel that having a friend would be good, you should try to find people that you can interact with, it is not 100% sure that you will connect but, at least you will try to find people that you can interact with.
that you will connect but, at least you will try.
Not sure if you're still going through tough times and I know this is a UA-cam comment but I can listen and try to offer support here
@@toddshaw74can you do the same for me man I really need to talk to someone :(
@el_super_mi8155 I'm getting ready for work but fire away and I'll respond when I can
Every time I come back to this I can't help but appreciate your editing of Magdalene going into Pianissimo Epilogue. Just flows together so nicely.
I finished my writing... my heart feels ill at ease, and yet it will heal with the soul extended with ink. I am quite happy this video existed to assist me when I needed it.
Music like this always makes me feel at peace especially prisonic fairytale, it's like going on a walk after a heavy summer rain, or during winter in the morning when it's foggy and quiet. It's hard to describe but I love the feeling.
ive no idea what 'fogcore' is, but this makes me feel like ive woken up alone in a hospital bed, sickly greenish-blueish lights above me. makes me feel like i am in the middle of an unnaturally lit room, sobbing, but without a sound coming out. makes me feel like ive gone to bed in winter with no blankets and am shivering feverishly, clasping at my shoulders and digging my fingernails into my skin, maybe even deep enough to bruise or draw blood. makes me feel like im walking alone at night through a snow storm, street lights on but not a soul out, the muted sky and overwhelming white distracting me from having a thought to myself. makes me feel like im sitting in a church basement, footsteps above, poking around through the old, stained plastic toys.
when did you realize that you have your mother's anger?
@@Blackout0900too young thats when
@@goldenmolelover I understand, have you tried forgiving her?
26:30 "Black Fairy" does something to me, I can't explain it tho...
literally same dude, shit makes me want to enter the fog fr 🏃
I got an older brother right now who dealt w/ addiction for basically my whole childhood up until I was 18. He got kicked out when I he was 18 but he’s 7 years older than me so I was still a kid. basically lived the next 7-8 years without an older brother but w/ the previous bond we had before he was suddenly kicked out still just sitting there in our game room. We’ve since reconnected in the past couple years after he “finished” rehab. The thing is, he can’t mentally escape from his struggles. What he’s done in the past, all his feelings of abandonment, the physical damage that all the drugs have caused on his brain and psyche, the emotional damage of being an example for me & my younger brother of what not to do in life. All these things he just can’t escape from. We had an amazing thanksgiving together & he’s been supposedly doing good for close to 6-7 months prior to thanksgiving. Next thing I know, he shows up to our house (he lives an hour away) to tell us his girlfriend he’s been living w/ for a couple years now has just completely packed his things for him & kicked him out of their apartment. He doesn’t have a car either & is trying to finish working a job to make money for his car. Keep in mind he’s already relapsed just before showing up to our house high out of his mind trying to guilt trip my mother into admitting she was the one who caused him to make all his mistakes he made over the course of like 13 years for some reason & made my mom cry & wouldn’t leave the house when she told him to so she called the cops on him because he was getting real belligerent & manipulative w/ her & threatened suicide because “that’s what she wants him to do” really weird stuff to do to your mom.
Long story short, it just feels like I’m watching him slip into darkness & I can’t do anything about it besides tell him I love him & try to give him advice while visiting him wherever he ends up @. He just feels like a ticking time bomb & I hate that it feels like I just can’t find the things to tell him or find the actions to help him & I also hate that he just can’t find peace in his life.
I know you shouldn’t air out your laundry online but, I have no one I can tell this too fully. I have friends, but it feels better to comment this unto a digital void that’s likely to be unseen because there’s just too much going on w/ my brother to even explain to someone without going on for a couple hours. He’s a really complex person in someways.
Anyways, I hope whoever reads this knows that, there is always a light @ the end of the tunnel, even if YOU have to put a light there your damn self. Sometimes life won’t show you the way, you have to CREATE your way from the ground up & go from there. Take all your losses on the chin, learn, & be as happy as you can be when you catch a win or two. If you don’t have anything to be proud of, be proud & happy that you’re alive & that there are millions of souls who wish they can have what you have. A chance @ life & the ability to wake up & take another shot @ living your own life in this crazy, ethereal world we live in.
I got love for you, please remember that you are so much more than your internal thoughts & emotions/feelings or your past or even your future. Just be happy to be here. Goodbye.
I have never heard of fogcore before but I am here for it!
i live in the northeast, with those wildfires and the smoke coming down it really does feel like silent hill come to life, not to mention i live only a 2 hour drive from the original inspiration for it (centralia) and this playlist is PERFECT
please do more playlists like this one!! you are so talented and have a great taste in music and video games :}
I'm glad I found this playlist. It helps me feel somewhere not here. I don't want to celebrate New Year without my boyfriend, we're both upset. So many factors influence us to see each other less. I hate what's happening to me now. I just want to be alone with my bf so that no one will touch us and we can live quietly for ourselves. We are tired of feeding our parents. We can’t properly save up for an apartment, and our parents don’t help. My parents are divorced and my father gave a huge amount of money to his mistress. My mother has been drinking for 10 years and had epilepsy. I won’t say anything for the bf’s parents, it’s quiet shocking..
We have been dating for 5 years, and we want to live peacefully together, just live... or not live. For the whole day my friends have been asking me what’s wrong with my mood and why I’m sad. I'm running out of patience, I don't want to be here
I really hope it’s gonna be okay soon for you and your boyfriend, I wish you all the peace and happiness in the world ♡
@@armandtormo5304thank you for kind words
same💜
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This is like the 500th time I listen to this. Idk how you did it but the order the songs are doesn't make the playlist feel like too slow or too fast.. PERFECT, IT'S JUST PERFECT!!!
That piano hits my soul and draws my deepest sadness to surface
Man music like this is perfect for writing to, no jarring sounds, but enough to block out the noise of other things so I can concentrate
Ya he muerto y nacido tantas veces que mi conciencia siente nostalgia por el vacío que me deja estar viva.
Never in a million years did i think id not just find this incredibly specific sound ive been scouring for for years, but also have it described to me so succinctly.
These tracks are the definition of "capturing the moment perfectly". All has gone to shit outside but when you get here, it's exactly that: a safe heaven, a momentary rest, peace in the storm. It's like yeah, I know I may not survive if I go out again but at least for now, I just need to lay down and rest.
Finally someone plays a slowed version of all the best songs from these games
this is the feeling when you take a nap after school and wake up at 11:00.
Deeply magical
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yet dark and enigmatic...
Haven cometh, yonder I wander no more wonder. I go.
As a fantasy/horror writer, I am fueled by coffee and the serene sense of dread Silent Hill's ost instills in me.
There’s something very comforting about this music, despite it feeling eerie and dark
I've never played a Silent Hill, but the setting it has and that enveloping soundtrack that Silent Hill 2 has is captivating me. At the moment I am saving money to buy an xbox and when I get the xbox I will take the opportunity to buy Silent Hill 2.
The soundtrack makes me imagine feelings like nostalgia, death and all those very melancholic feelings, although I have never had a close encounter with those feelings, the music of Silent Hill makes them feel so close to me as if I had been through a moment extremely sad.
it's just surround.
the best playlist of all horrors soundtracks
Haunting and peaceful at the same time that’s so crazy
This is one of those UA-cam mix's that I will come back to because thinking of putting this on spotify/itunes is too much work and Id rather enjoy it here all at once than segmented into individual songs
10:46 best one
The day of night puts me in a trance i swear its beautiful
25:00 I love sleeping to this part
The concept of 'the abyss' is a sort of comfort. Despite how much life changes it's always there.
Unchanged. Indifferent.
Silent hill is such a nice soundtrack ever made i cant explan it its just so deep and beautiful to the point this music makes me cry a bit because its beauty and art around it thank you Silent hill
I love that this music is right between bliss and melancholy. It’s frightening yet calming at the same time. Like it makes me uneasy yet I fall asleep to it like an infant.
This is spellbinding. There's nothing quite like this genre of music.
Vaporwave
Ambient drone