Sometimes I wish I could enter a world where no one is here and I can be free for once and when I'm done I can go back to the real world and I could go there anytime I need
Heh. Thats right... Yet in the storm of duties, daily activities and problems you forget about this... need to feel it. this sadness? It feels like it, yet its soo appealing for some reason. weird right?
Gotta try and feel something. Otherwise you’ll lose yourself in bitterness and general hate, as I have found myself here. Grasping at the edges of my hole, trying to regain the attributes people use to use for me. Kind, thoughtful, great friend, loving son. I feel like I’ve lost these traits for one reason or another. Was it my fault? Is it the worlds? Or a combination of both? The key is perception - my perceived world is grey, full of hypocritical nonsense, brimming with fake virtue, a world wounded, spewing life-blood over is all, while we all bicker, scheme and rage against each other. Fighting hopeless opinion based fights. This is the world I live in. I want so dearly for my true self to return. Oh to see the colors of the world once more, I’d give anything for that. Yet we can’t trade for mental stability, nor can we trade for a lost perception. I can’t take back those traits until I give something up, as you can’t get something from nothing for my alchemical friends. I guess my point is, try to stop yourself before it affects you too seriously, don’t lose yourself in the worlds cruelty, and disregard. If you already have lost yourself, then together maybe we can find what’s chaining us down, and maybe then we can give that up and return to who we were meant to be.
I grew up in a building similar to those in some of these pictures, as grey and bland they might seem I get so much comfort and warmth from looking at them, everything felt so magical back in those days...
I feel like the idea of emptyness is both terrifying and comforting. On one hand, being completely alone is a really scary thought for most people. But its also a huge comfort. No constant pressure on you, just vast emptyness, devoid of life. There is a certain peacefulness to that if you know how to find it.
every now and then, ill have a dream when im in this empty landscape, sometimes there will be a house (my sister and her husbands house, they live in the middle of no where lol) and the sky will be white and overcast and everything is just so quiet and empty, usually the house would be completely empty with no furniture and even tho its kinda eery and creepy, its also so calming and freeing and the music in this vid matches that dream so well
Welcome to Russia. We live in that image. And there is nothing out there except blizzard, dirt, cold as hell wind, ice, millions of same grey walls, and it's getting dark very early. The only place when you can find warmth is someone's home. That's why a word "friend" means something very important to us. When you're walking by this streets, the only good thing you see is someone's window, and warm, yellow light slightly visible from outside. Knowing that you can go inside this place, with such warm and lively light, because you know that your friend lives there, - is the only thing keeping your sanity, and will to live.
if you think that was an illusion or an dream dreAam or an illusiond, it"s not it was real, you just got to the real world and universe for a couple if minutes, it was hours ir days to yiu when your kn that worId but on here it only took a c0uplee seconds the world it's not what u think ut is
Гулять зимой по родным дворам... Эти ощущения не передать словами. Эта гнетущая днем атмосфера становится такой легкой вечером, ты буд то во сне. Пархающий снег, тёплый свет фонарей, люди, спешащие куда то. Да, это обыденость, но когда ты обращаешь внимание на детали, все кажется совершенно другим.
@@Хзенберг да, причем заметил именно зимой часа в 2 ночи вообще нет ни кого. Такое ощущение как будто всё что ты видишь принадлежит тебе, все эти улицы)
@@cheekibreekigameringandsuc1037Some places feel like lost in the past, the Soviet times. My country still has some traditions and things from back then. Some people suffered a lot back then..
I love this playlist and specially the people in the comments section, it feels sorta comforting to know you're not the only one going through these feelings of emptiness, coldness, detachment, etc.. specially when no one in your close circle really understands it. It's so conflicting because this state of mind is the only thing I've know for a long time now and it's become a part of me.. deep down I know it is not healthy but keep falling for it.. sounds like an addiction..
@@liminal-roses no,it won't get better,it's just a scam,people are told so they will slave away in their shit jobs for THE MAN so he can get richer and richer,while we plebians are controled and told what to do and drugged with SSRI placebos that don't even make life better
it kind of is an addiction.. i don’t know what this feeling is but i know i yearn for it all the time and can’t quite sense it. i don’t know how to express it feel it but like you said the people in the comments feel it too and it’s nice to know that you’re not the only one feeling this.. void.
I decided to listen to one of my mother's famous 10-minute voice messages while this music was on. She's in her mid-70s now and has slowed down tremendously. I'm not ready for what will come. There was a time I used to roll my eyes and tell her don't leave such long messages. Now I'm saving them. 😢Sorry for being melodramatic but hearing her voice over this music just hit me like a ton of bricks.
Well it's never easy loosing a parent. Lost my dad at 17 and my ma at 23. Just exist and be with her as much as you can and take day by day, enjoy every little moment you can with her. When the times come, you will feel shit and more, can't describe the feeling, execpt lost, hopeless, sad and shit is the closes explantion. If ones parents was good, the day they pass will be a tragic day but you will survive, you will make it and get over it. Not completly, days turns too weeks and weeks might turn into months after said parent passed away day, the funeral will be one hell of a punch, you have to be strong yet feel destroyed and it's okay. Time will heal all wounds, at least to a certain point. I'm all alone currently, no siblings and no parents or grandparents, all of them has passed away and rest of relatives are either dead or just gone. Life is unfair, but no parent wants to die before their children, unsure of your age and such, but if you get a kid. You'll probably understand or you currently do. Make sure too spread your seeds if you haven't, my family tree ends with me.
This image looks freakishly similar to a dream I had when I was 9 or 10. At the time I was deeply in love with my best friend, who I wasn't on the best terms with. I had this dream that we were walking through a snow filled world, holding hands. Her skin was so soft and she was smiling. She was wearing a specific white sweater I hadn't seen her wear ever in a full year. AND LITERALLY THE NEXT DAY WHEN I WALKED INTO SCHOOL, she was wearing that sweater. Sweet memory
I live in Greece, and in a lot of cities or towns there are buildings like this in the photo, Some days when it's night around 9 to 10 PM, I go for a walk, I pass through these buildings listening to this masterpiece, it feels amazing, the calmness, the nostalgia, but I also feel very sad because I want my childhood to be brought back, we can't exchange past and present, but we can feel nostalgic about then, our childhood, I wish for all people to success on their dreams, love you all
Hello from Australia, home to the largest Greek population outside of Greece. May the good feelings of your childhood become the realities of your future. Let's go 2023!
When I look back on life, all I see is the amount of failures I have amassed. It’s all because of a lack of motivation and drive. Seeking the past for me just reminds me of all the weight life has placed on me
Todays society tricked us that there's a wall we must climb to reach happiness, that we have to chase it, yet after we are on the other side of the wall, there is nothing and we keep looking for happiness What we don't realize is thay happiness is now, living every moment in the present, to cherish every second being alive, for the fact that being alive is the most beautiful thing that the universe created, a way for the universe to experience itself, a one time experience that we won't get any chance at it ever again, but even this we might never know if it's true
@@LikeAGroove I agree with everything except I believe God created the world. Your view of the world is valid though, if it gives you a sense of inner peace. Some people worship God without realizing it
@@noxplay4906 maybe God is the universe, God might be the fundamental rules of the universe, like the gravitational force or the speed of light or the nuclear forces, governing the way matter behaves in the universe and the universe itself, thus influencing our lives
@@LikeAGroove I belive that God isn't necessarily those rules, but is the creator of said rules. God can see through the future and the past, I belive that he made us the way he imagined through evolution. You can be christian and belive in science, too.
oh god, i think this playlist is all i needed rn. i am really stressed, bc my dad is coming next month, my school and shit. i cannot focus on anything, feeling like i need to do more, and i have no time. when in reality i do have time. and like now its 9:18 pm, but it feels wrong. thank you for the playlist
I just lost a friend a few days ago. We weren’t even that close but she was a great person. Lit up everyone around her. Hope you doing good baby girl. You never got to do all your dreams you wanted and every sad song makes me think of you now. Never forgotten Alexis Shanks
@@VagranT999 Well... I think we have pretty much the same stuff There's Chicken, Beef, Mushrooms, Seafood, Bacon and a lot of variations. Like spicy stuff or some additional things like Cheese.
Just somewhere, somehow we're all looking at the same sky. we can't speak to it or hear it but it's there and we're here and that's all that matters right?
The moon you see when you look up to the night sky, is the same moon the first humans saw when they'd look up. The emotions it's beauty brings you, are the same your most distant relatives felt, the same emotions all other people around the world feel when their eyes meet it's light. Hell, if you haven't met the love of your life yet, know that they're out there, and you most likely admired the moon at the same time as them, in a way, you're already connected.
@@rickydo6572 we are all connected all the time. We all share the same planet, the same solar system and galaxy, we share a gift of life. We all share the same air, the same water, the same thoughts and feelings at one time or another simultaneously. We’re all connected in the way that we’re all different but we have the same basic biology, the same color blood, the same stardust, the same consciousness, the same evolutionary path. We are all one. Your soulmate is just the other parts of you you’ve been missing. You are absolutely right though
You look at the sky and see a normal sky, I look up at the sky and think about God's majesty. Still, I agree. Life is a gift and we should cherish it. It's not the worst thing ever
You made me cry, I remember my young me used to seat at the edge of the wall watching how the city is grey and fading as the sun goes down and the breeze started to get colder and colder, I miss the old house I used to live, where everything seems fine and no war
You know, the girl that I hurt and lost, becuse I was a fucked up, tored version of myself, reminds me alot of these pannel buildings, in the winter especially. She wasn't perfect, but she was warm, cosy, she cared and protected my mental, she shined in the gloomy darkness of my lofe like the windows on these buildings, pointing you to warmth and safety. I truly miss her, and idk if I'll be able to move on
imagine if we had no phones.. we would be out playing loving our parents enjoying life but we’re sat here looking at billions of leds and all of this leads to depression and sadness. remember your old friend group.. What have we become.
As a person who dosent even know how to socialize properly or even socialize with people and always preferred to be alone, even when I needed assistance or help. I just stay quiet, it makes it to the point where I don't even wanna sit down and eat with my family. I just wanna eat alone, stay alone. Live alone, I've gotten so used to it that I somehow or somewhat even find company when I'm alone, the only things that keeps me company at those moments are just my pure empty thoughts. It's more like talking to yourself aimlessly without a topic, this kinda helps me think about how it would impact both me and my family if I socialized more often or went out and spent time with my family often, basically this playlist help me relax.
Idk why but this reminds me of my childhood…. N64,ps1,power rangers,beast wars,Batman animated series, X-men cartoon, big coats in like 4 different colors lol. if you ask me life was better then. No care now it’s unbelievable how much life has changed
Same, I remember mine, Pokemon, Harry Potter, Gundam, Zoids, GBA, Tekken, Flag ceremony, baby cologne, smell of new Pokemon and yugioh cards, petrichor, crocodile hunter Steve Irwin, the most xtreme show, legends of hidden temple..
So melancholy…But so pleasant. It makes me feel nostalgic. Real Nostalgia. I’m sad all those golden years are now gone but i’m so so grateful they happened…🖤🖤🖤
@@HellBent_ guys please how the fuck you will be sorry in america, Im living in turkey, my opportunities are geting lower every day, our money are worthless, I cant go gym, I cant find a job, I cant take my own car/computer with working. you guys are soo lucky, please stop being sorry and work. Good luck :(
I did too till earlier this year when I found it. Love. Loves was what I was missing. Though I understand not all are capable of being able to receive love as I wasn’t for a very, very long time and I thought that it was going to be that way forever. If it wasn’t for my girlfriend it would’ve been that way actually. I would’ve lost the need to be loved and then just carried on with my life as if nothing ever happened. And nothing ever would’ve I don’t think. As such I offer you another solution. Motivation. If we are motivated to do something for someone then we’ll actually do it on time and sometimes we’ll make it better. It doesn’t always have to be for yourself. I almost killed myself but I kept living on for my mother cause I had no idea how she’d react to her first born son taking his own life so I did everything for her. So find what motivates you and work from there. And if you still can’t find anything then let me know. I’m sure I’ll think of something for ya.
despite just finding out about snowfall, it reminds me of so many better times. although i was probably at my lowest, i still felt alive, the kind of alive i dont think i ever felt. staying up late, laughing non-stop, daydreaming all day, enjoying the sky and rain. that's what makes it 'better', because it's something i'll probably never get to experience or be again.
To me this invokes memories of childhood when you looked at the world through innocent eyes and while you didn't live in luxury, you remember the people of the neighborhood and cherished all those moments before you moved away never to return.
My dad has a tumor in his spinal chord. I'm waiting at the visitors lobby right now, waiting to put my best sunny face. It's been 3 weeks since his hospitalization and I don't know what to do. This compilation is somewhat helpful, can't say exactly why. Thank you for the upload.
Когда мне было 8 лет, сидя на заднем сиденьи автомобиля, глядя на малодушно засыпающий чёрно-белый пейзаж урбанизированной застройки, укрытой под лёгким, как перо, и в то же время тяжёлым, как груз душевных терзаний, страхов и подавленности, которые я, проживя в два раза более вышеуказанного срока, испытываю каждую ночь, созерцая единственного компаньона нашей прекрасной, слишком прекрасной, чтобы существовать, колыбели, несущейся сквозь безвоздушный простор, наполненного до краёв чувством безысходности и безразличия, подобно тому, что испытывает приговорённый, в никуда, близкое, чтобы предположить, но далёкое, чтобы доказать, я впервые, посмотрев в окно случайного серого здания, в котором горел свет, задумался: "А ведь там тоже кто-то живёт! У него своя история, свои родные, свои ценности, веры, достоинства. Своя жизнь.... и своя смерть.". Они как фантомы - они близко, ты их чувствуешь, хочешь говорить, но тебе до них не докричаться, они тебя не увидят и не услышат, даже не задумаются. Они ходят среди нас, ходят на работу, отдыхают с друзьями, проводят время с семьёй, учатся, топчат ту же землю, вскормившую тебя, твоего отца, отца твоего отца и ещё бесчисленное количество твоих соотечественников, а вскормит ещё больше! Вот ты сидишь в автобусе, добираясь домой на автобусе. Перед тобой сидит человек - в его глаза скорбь, усталость, безразличие. Ты хочешь с ним заговорить, но боишься чего-то. Будто какой-то вредитель, схватившись ежовыми рукавицами за твоё сердце, нажал на стоп-кран, и твоё сердце, едва разгораясь от искры основного права человека - эмпатии, снова обращается в ледышку. Оно снова мертво, хотя всё ещё бьётся. В таком же ледяном царстве. Остановка. Человек вышел - шанс его спасти упущен. Он продолжит жить своей жизнью. Но ты его никогда не увидишь и не услышишь, он для тебя теперь мёртв. Существуют тысячи историй таких людей. Но... что есть эти тысячи, когда есть миллионы миллионов таких же, может быть даже ещё более интригующих, но они никогда не выйдут на свет божий. Будут забыты. Забвенье - худшее, что может произойти с чем-либо. Это больно, но вот ты снова сжимаешь своё переполняемое огнём, открытое для всех, сердце. Оно снова ледяное. Оно снова мертво, хотя всё ещё бьётся. Есть вещи в этом мире, на которые нельзя идти с открытым, горячим сердцем. Оно тебя согреет в холодный год и осветит путь. Но к таким вещам ты должен идти с закрытым, ледяным сердцем. Оно бьётся, хотя мертво. Продолжай идти. И только сердце изо льда бьётся в твоей руке.
I’ve been to that building in Moscow the first one in the video. It’s a very somber place it’s in a neighborhood called cherntonovo. It’s a very run down place that is very very cold and sort of dangerous and poor. But I have to tell you something something very important. I saw something in that neighborhood I saw a child dancing to a street preformer on the street. It was a very beautiful thing. Knowing that even in the most lonely places there is love light and happiness. If you guys would like I could post a photo of the building and the street performance if I can find it in my photos. Love you all.
Это так больно, хочется оказаться лежащей посреди поля, в снегу, в свете полной луны. Хочется смотреть на звёзды и выдыхать изо рта клубы пара. Хочется, чтобы все мысли, которые заставляют меня беззвучно плакать, ушли вместе с тёплым воздухом из моих лёгких. Это ужасное чувство. Когда не хочешь жить, но тем более не хочешь умереть. Хочешь просто исчезнуть хотя бы на час. Побыть в полном одиночестве, лишь наедине с собой, своими эмоциями, которые ты так давно держишь в себе. Ещё хуже, что все вокруг думают, что, так как тебе всего лишь 17 лет, у тебя не может быть серьёзных проблем и что ты просто ленивый и безответственный. Когда ты рассыпаешься на миллионы частичек, никто не скажет тебе, что рядом, что держит тебя за руку и поможет тебе собрать каждую из этих частей воедино. Так больно плакать беззвучно, словно рыдания и всхлипы, которые ты держишь в себе, режут тебя изнутри и остаются там, пока ты не закричишь от того, что уже переполнен. Желаю никому не ощущать такого
@@dj_genocide да мне кажется у нас у всех, всё - "не так". Просто в аду живем, вот и всё. А главный в нашем мире....не трудно догадаться кто у нас главный, если мы в аду, вроде на букву "Д" его зовут. И вот милость его, этого главного - это если он тебя не замечает, и ему на тебя пофигу. А вот если он тобой заинтересовался - жди беды, облом будет во всех твоих мечтах). Мы точно в аду, ведь тут грешные люди наоборот самые успешные, а самые добрые, честные, искренние, скромные, люди - в полной жо...И таких ни кто не жалует у нас. Самые добрые тут - самые невезучие. Мы в аду...
I don't like reality, I often live in my own world. Not in the selfish way, I just.. drift. Like I'm on a lone island of my own imagination but it'd drowning me. People can't get to my island, my island is isolated. No one will get it, no one will reach me. I can pretend to have a "pastel and happy personality" (One of my friends described me as this) but no. That is the closest I could shape myself for people to like me. Although lots of people don't like me. And when I bring down the illusion and float on my island, people get mad and say I don't care about them. Or I'm selfish or arguing or anything of the such. I do care. But I'm so trapped on my island then I don't have the energy to show my care. There's only so much food and energy on my island to supply me over 8 hrs in reality. Sadly, my island is not actually real. If only I could actually leave when I'm tired of this life, instead of just blocking everyone out. Thank you for reading, feel free to vent under here!!! I want to my pyhologist, and help people!!
You are saying you care, but at the same time you want to run from reality. Seems very twisted. Just make a decision. If you don't care about others just say it and accept it. If you do care, really genuinely, then do so ,even before you say it.
I believe that cold people is ultimately the result of how society treats them. Giving so much but not receiving any love is very draining, that's why many people chose being alone
a playlist like this would have had me feeling so much in the past. i'm very numb now. i don't mind though. i'm numb, but i'm okay. joy has become a mellow pleasantness in my chest, gentle and unimposing as warm sunlight. sorrow and fear have become steel chains that wrap around my torso and shoulders, but they don't hold me down. they just add some weight and pressure. i miss being able to float on memories and emotions, but i'm okay as i am now. thankfully, humans adapt, so we will always end up okay. if you're not okay or going to be, you're dead, and dead people have nothing left to worry about. so i'm not going to worry, i'm just going to live and write my story
I wish I could hug you bro. After I realized what you meant with "numb" ( I'm not an native English speaker), the playlist immediately played another soundtrack, which literally shocked me to the core. I don't know, if you're just metaphorical or serious about you not hearing anymore. But I don't care. I simply wish to give you a hug. No matter, how dark and horrible this world might be, I think that (just like you), that there is always light and who knows. Maybe in many years, we will have figured out how to heal cancer, what the meaning of life is or what was before the universe. For many users, this will sound very dreamy, but nobody during the middle age could have imagined, how the year 2023 would look like, but it happend. I think, I'm writing to much. I don't even know, if you're even gonna read this or take me serious. Maybe I'm also writing complete nonsense. I listen to the music right know and just write, whats up in my head. I simply want to thank you for simply existing, for sharing something with the world and not giving up :)
@@simpledonkey9668 i'd like that hug, i've been really craving a hug for a while. the numbness is real, i still don't feel much anymore, but seeing someone cared enough to write me back made me smile. thanks for that. i also think you're right about the light thing, darkness cannot exist without light so no matter how dark things get there has to be light somewhere, even if we don't see it right away. thank you too for existing and sharing a little positivity with me. ill try not to give up
@@ashedaces @zsazsam.4068 Thanks for the quick response, although your original comment was made some mouths ago. At least I'm now sure, that.... you know didn't....well decided to give up your life, because that was a tiny fear of mine. I think, I can give you a little tip. Not a tip that will change your life immediately from 1-100, but can function as a little grab hook that pulls you out of the swamp of seeing everything arround yourself as shit. Simply, take out a sheet of paper and a pen and just write down in short bulletpoints what good things happened today. Even if its the most tinest thing in the universe like: "I ate my favourite food today and didn't die" or "I live a day longer" WRITE IT DOWN. Since 2022, I regularly write down on a digital textdocument called "Good things that happened in [Add year here]" what positive things happened in the current date of the respective year. When I always look down on the list, of the current year, I still acknowledge that the earth has a gigantic tone of problems, but that the light is still shining. The effect: I feel a bit better and so do you I think when you try it. Additionally, the tracking of positive things that are happening around you, caused (at least for me), that you seriously, also try to find good news and save good events that happend to me in my head longer. Why?: to write them down of cause. So yeah, that's the tip. If you understood at least half of what I wrote, than that's cool. If not, than that's also ok (translating my thoughts into text is always a challenge for me). With you promising to fight on, is in my opinion already an achievement to write down on that list ;) Before I end the text, I want to also give you an the way to always use your own head, in order to not get manipulated by others.
I'm out in the dark staring at the blood red moon Remembering the hopes and dreams I had And all I had to do Wondering what happened to that boy And the world he called his own... I'm out in the dark I wonder how I got so old It's all gone There's nothing left of everything I loved everything feels wrong It's all gone No hopes no dreams no world no...i don't belong No...I don't belong here anymore I will get lost in time It will not be long Left alone with nothing The end Left alone with nothing Nothing
When I was working night shifts earlier this year I used to listen to many of those types of playlists ... Hits different after 6 AM when you are working from 8 PM to 8 AM.
these songs remind me of my older brother. He used to always play with me and my little brother when we where young, and my mum used to record it. i'm so glad she did, otherwise i'd never get to remember those good times we had with my older brother. -Hey when is "__" coming back? my little brother used to ask the day my older brother left us for good, and my answer was the same everytime, "i dont know". my mother was in despair 10 years later, my brother turned 22 and asked her for money, so he could by cigarettes for him and his girlfriend, of course my mum answered no, because we could barely afford the rent. He started threatening my mum that if she doesnt give him the money, that he'll never talk to us again, in the end, it happened and i will never forget how many times we cried together, me , my brother and my mum. Because of that i grew up to hate him, but deep inside i still feel grief and sadness. i just want my brother to be like what he used to be, and i miss him. to all of you experiencing similar things, i'm so sorry.
@@ExtraSAD Esse final da tarde é a hora do dia q mais me dá medo de estar sozinho, existiu uma época que eu vivia isolado dentro do quarto, ficava acordado durante a noite e dormia o dia todo. Mas eu não me sentia tão só quanto no finalzinho de tarde, pq era o horário em que as pessoas estavam voltando de suas escolas/trabalho, e o céu ainda estava claro, mas a terra já em sombras, e enquanto eu ouvia as pessoas, via suas vidas acontecendo, e eu longe delas, me sentia tão só que ficava aterrorizado. X.X
i wish there were a place where we could all go. some place void of hate, full of warmth, and surrounded in love. i dont know why we cant have such a place here on our earth, is it because of the nature of humans? is this truly the pure nature of humans? cant we be more than our greed? more than our hate? so why is it that we dont abandon cruelty for a life full of compassion? i know there is good out there, but so is plenty of hurt. and i am so so tired of the hurt. i have so many questions, and no one to ask them to. even if i did, would they even have any answers? im tired, very tired. maybe in another life i will have the chance to know everlasting peace, i just wish we could experience it now.
❤❤❤ "People who say such things show that they are looking for a country of their own. If they had been thinking of the country they had left, they would have had opportunity to return. Instead, they were longing for a better country-a heavenly one. Therefore God is not ashamed to be called their God, for he has prepared a city for them." Hebrews 11:14-16 ☀️ Then I saw “a new heaven and a new earth,” for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away, and there was no longer any sea. I saw the Holy City, the new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride beautifully dressed for her husband. And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying, “Look! God’s dwelling place is now among the people, and he will dwell with them. They will be his people, and God himself will be with them and be their God. ‘He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death’ or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.” He who was seated on the throne said, “I am making everything new!” Then he said, “Write this down, for these words are trustworthy and true.” Revelation 21:1-5 ☀️✝️
Before I even knew that the genre dream core exists I thought I was the only one to experience the world and some places u would consider as „dreamcore“ I’m so glad people perceive the world as I do. It makes me feel less lonely.
You know, these playlists often make me nostalgic for a few video games I played in middle school. We got Little Big Planet online levels, The Last of Us, and Mirror’s Edge Catalyst. I feel like these games were the most important in my life and helped shape me into the college kid I am now, it is a bittersweet comfort, cold and distant but brings forth a warm none can replicate. I often find myself playing video games from my childhood or listening to the soundtracks because it carries that feeling. I have no idea if this made any sense at all but I hope someone knows this kind of feeling, had these kinds of memories. I love you all and have a blessed day/night. 🤍🖤💙
Idk how to say this feeling, I felt like my mind have flow away and these musics make me feel calmful but with a little sadness in it, I just like these music very much
I actually feel a rollercoaster of emotions like anxiety, nostalgia, inner peace and a feeling of emptiness everytime I listen to this. Those liminal spaces are waiting for us. Always...
When i hear this music. I remember being a kid. During a snow storm, school would be canceled, and everyone would be inside because the snow was so heavy. I would lay down in the middle of my yard as chunky flakes landed sofly on me, the world was so quiet. I felt like i was the only living being around and i felt absolutely at peace. I've forgotten so much in the years since, so much of my childhood lost. But ill always remember that feeling like im living it now in this moment.
This music translates that feeling you get when you're writing hoping no one reads them lines. But also, in a weird way... you want to shout them from the rooftop of your town hall.
As a person with no succeeding applications, I feel like I’m in a different world when I discover one. It just tells me how special I was compared to the normal students who can succeed fairly or mostly, while I barely. A place like this tells me to find my own passion and my own way of living. Escape the realm where your trapped for eternity and avoid obstacles that I can face my fears at.
Give yourself targets that you can achieve, thus you will feel the joy of accomplishment and not the anxiety of failure. Don't care what society, or anyone expect from you. You can be happy without their approval.
When I hear this I'm taken to a place of realization of everything around me I avoid thinking about. Working constantly and filling the day to the max to avoid having a moment where reality can slip in. This is emptiness. It reminds me that my childhood home isn't home anymore. It reminds me that family isn't there anymore. It reminds me that the time and place in which my home existed is no more. No matter if I return to the place it will never exist in the way it did. Nothing can ever bring home back. No place will ever feel like home in the way it did. When I am present in this place all I want is to go home, but I'm faced with the reality that I can never go home again. When I was young I was taken far away from my home and eventually I had to run away and start a new life. When I come back to the place I once lived happily it feels even sadder than when I'm far away. When I'm here I feel the emptiness. I know I'm not a child. The people who were once here are long gone and the time to enjoy it has gone. Those feelings and memories are what I feel in this liminal art. A longing to go home. To return to a place I can never reach. A chance to do it over again but with a happy ending of growing up peacefully with my family. Unfortunately that will not come. I am happy in my life but I am always left haunted by these places wondering if the feeling will ever go away
A image popped up in my head of the thrift store I was at today but all the lights were off and it was empty. Listening to this music while I explore it in my daydreams ♡
Living by not feeling conscious of yourself or what you are doing and feeling like you are just driving your own life subconsciously which makes you look forgetful and inattentive from the outside. Forgetting that you yourself are a real person with a life ahead which makes you feel like you are watching your own life as a third person but somehow realizing that these sensations are unusual. Having altered perceptions of reality which makes you think you might just be delusional. Feeling detached from surroundings and what's happening to you. Everything feels unreal and dream-like.
I really don't know, but those depressing grey apartments look really nice in my opinion maybe because they fit in so well with the rest of the atmosphere, but it's just not only that... In fact in every video where there's pictures similar to the ones in this one are just somehow so comfortable and they give me this nice feeling. I'd really like to live in a city in a place where it's always winter and dark most of the time, which kind of sounds crazy to some people probably.
these are so comforting yet so distressing. To actively avoid this feeling of loneliness, yet constantly finding myself back here. We all face challenges in our wake, but perhaps not all of them can be overcome
I like to listen to these types of playlists when I go to visit my friend’s grave. I feel at peace when I visit him, I want him to know that everything’s alright. That I’m doing fine. I visit often and read books from his favorite author with him.
This is a playlist is where you could just put on and drift away into your own little world, where there's no problems, no worries, no one being disappointed in you, you not pushing yourself to do better in school, just sit here and relax, it helps the brain to calm down once in a while, stay here as long as you need, remember you are loved by people, you just don't know it. Goodnight.
@@smoothiecakeszhey. Just don't forget about your own comment a year ago, I don't know what your going through but just don't forget about this buddy.
There’s a certain sense of feeling that I get from listening to this…not a sense of wanting but a sense of remembering something I never felt. A sense of yearning for something more but not in a greedy way but a way that just makes things better. A feeling of travelling through compartmentalized nothingness, as if every block in the blocs was it’s own separate entity, it’s own story. It’s hard to truly describe how this music makes me feel..as if I’m not on the correct path nor on the wrong path just on the path, still discovering where I’m going. P.s On top of it being a great video, the timestamps a blessing
Everyday feels harder for me to keep living, when I think about life in the future, I think about the most horrible things happening to me, the people treating me badly and saying thorn-like words to me. No matter how many times I try to keep myself stable, or whether I try to improve, the effort just crumbles down. Music has been the only thing that kept me safe and comforted all the time, it tells me that everything will be alright sooner, and that I just need to hold on for a while. There has been days where the world looks colorful to me, but most of the time it's not. I've been affected by my own depression to the point of not being able to enjoy things that much anymore. I just hope that one day I'll be able to receive the help I deserve and be stable enough.
If you see this, know that you are important. There will always be someone who cares about you. And you are a good person, no matter what they say. Whoever you are, you are important to someone. Just remember it
This really just highlights the lonliness I feel inside myself. I'm so greatful for having this source of music to suit my need of current emotional detachment.
Some of you problably would think that i am crazy..But... I almost feel like i wish..I want to go to.. Dream world..Just exploring it and relax.. And i don't know why, but i feel like dreams are better than reality.. When i went to sleep...Sometimes.. I do want to dream about a new world.. A new world like this video for example.. (I don't know what to say anymore..I don't know how to describe the feeling).
Just remember everyone, you are loved, you are special, and you are important. I don’t know if anyone needed this, but i used to listen to this stuff when i was depressed and thinking awful things. Just keep going, God has a lot in store for you❤
This is how i always saw Eastern Europe during the Cold war when i was a kid, it always intrigued me the buildings, night time in winter, the struggle to stay warm and to eat😢
This is what this genre is called - dreamcore/emptycore? I kept thinking it was some sort of ambient lo-fi or liminal EDM. I really like those names though because they evoke exactly what the music evokes - dreaming and wide expansive and empty spaces which often have a fog, night, twilight, dusk, dawn, snow, or lo-fi video aesthetic.
Sometimes I wish I could be someone else. My life has no meaning, I haven’t achieved anything meaningful, I can’t get any job no matter how hard I try and when I feel like I finally get a chance at something it blows up in my face. I’m lost and I don’t want to end it either, I’m really trying to be better, but no matter how much hard work I put out, I revert again to being a loser no one listens to me and I have no body that I feel comfortable enough to talk to about this nor that people would care about what I have to say , what am I supposed to do I’m just lost
Hey humans, love ya dont know when ill see ya again but last time i said bye it was…a while ago. Im struggling and stressed as hell. Feel like ive been failed, cheated on/with, made fun of, broken to be reborn then destroyed again a few times. Maybe not as many as you all but if any of you have any tips for a young person just seeking love these days. Feel free to leave it here. Might come back myself someday to like it.
For me, videos like this allow me to reflect on my disappointments in life. But, it also reminds me that even after all my failures - even if everything were to go wrong - I would still be here at the end of the day. A human being has value apart from their accomplishments and failures. If you take away everything you ever called your own . . . you'd still be you. The music provides a voice for my suppressed emotions . . . about a home I left behind on another continent . . . childhood dreams . . . a future that I hoped for but may never come to be.
im from South Korea and i never been to Russia but those soviet?(i dont no professional words whatever) vibe architecture gives me both comfort and fear. maybe im just having a lot interset with Chernobyl accident and lot of secondary creation like Metro2033 and other horror stories with radiation stuff with Chernobyl. when i saw a picture(it was taken from indoor, watching sunrise through dirty window in staircase) it was kinda feelin' very familliar to me. however thanks for nice video, i want to visit Chernobyl power plant when after the war over.
This architectural style was fairly popular in the 60s and 70s, it's called Brutalism, these buildings here were large panel systems that were pre cast blocks of concrete put together like life sized lego sets
В этих картинах и музыке, вся сущность нашего быта и бытия современных мегаполисов. Где много людей, но говорить не с кем, где много домов, но царит моральная пустота и разруха, где тысячи людей с холодными сердцами идут навстречу друг другу и проходят мимо как тени...Города стали похожи на колонии поселения на дальних рубежах, где люди живут и используют эти рубежи как платформы для заработка и растрат. В этой музыке вся реальность гнетущей атмосферы существования в безысходности...
Несмотря на то, что это самый свежий альбом аля сборник дримкора, он содержит самые красивые треки (snowfall и the last beginning вообще вошли в повседневный плейлист)))>)
This music is perfect representation of when you are having a cheery, colorful dream where you are surrounded with loads of people that you love and care about and you are all having a garden party on a summer's day or are at a warm exotic country on holidays together; when suddenly - the dream ends and you wake up alone somewhere in a bleak Eastern European apartment alone on a cold December night, reality hits you and the dream fades away from your memory but the dread of loneliness stays...
It gets so hard to make it through a week, let alone months sometimes. Can't really find the purpose except a lifetime of torment and chaos. Then again you can't just end it all. Fearing death while simultaneously embracing it.
Hey idk if it would help to talk to somebody, but I'm here if it ever gets that way again. I know the people on the hotline are also very kind. They helped me out a few years ago.
I have a memory of this place. Those buildings. I was taking a stroll with my mother, I remember on the side of the buildings there was this bridge over a river. Seems so distant yet vivid. My remember my moms smile, she's old now and dealing with personal stuff. I just wish things were back to the way things were. I dream of going to a place like this reflecting on life. I wish I was a kid again, I wish my mom was happy like she was again, she's the world to me. 6:40
I like to play this whenever I'm having a mental crisis... currently don't know what to do with my life and I'm panicking that it might get even lonlier for me in the next 5 years than it is now which I didn't even know was humanly possible.
I feel like if i was in an empty world, it would be fun to make things that walk and crawl of plenty variety. Just interacting with their ideal habitat. Storms of fire cleaning wood, and leaving growth for greener things.
i cant describe what i feel looking at this photo.it's something like my home, i listen these songs and i travel in time when i was a child, and i understand that i cant return that time. i fcking want to be a child again.
Quando eu era mais jovem,tive um sonho com um prédio muito parecido com esse primeiro,era de tijolos vermelhos.Fazia um tempo muito frio e cinzento.Em frente havia um banco,onde me sentei,observando o prédio.Quando dei-me por mim,uma senhora se aproximou,sentando-se ao meu lado,e com o olhar ainda fixo no prédio,comentei"estou aqui esperando o meu tio,que está internado ai",e naquele momento,eu me sentia feliz em poder vê-lo novamente,vivo.Ela olhou fixamente em meus olhos,com um olhar muito triste e me disse"eu venho aqui,todos os dias,a 70 anos esperar o meu marido,mas ele nunca saiu de lá... 🇧🇷😞
This makes me remember my childhood. Those images are everything for me, it's home. Lots of memories that fill those grey buildings make them the best place to be. Especially inside, when you are welcomed by the old but cozy furniture.
Sometimes I wish I could enter a world where no one is here and I can be free for once and when I'm done I can go back to the real world and I could go there anytime I need
Dreams can help you for that, learn how to have lucid dreams and that's it
Have you tried lucid dreaming? You can do exactly that whenever you please.
@@anthuan8634Oops I replied to OP and didn’t see that you had already suggested lucid dreaming. Ha
Sounds like you need some LSD m8
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It’s weird. No matter how many times you escape you always want to come back to this feeling.
yes. this perfectly explains me i wish i could meet you in real life because you have no idea how mutch you just related to me. lol
Heh. Thats right... Yet in the storm of duties, daily activities and problems you forget about this... need to feel it. this sadness? It feels like it, yet its soo appealing for some reason. weird right?
maybe it’s the need to feel something.. we live in a world that’s become so numb and dull, that it feels good to at least feel something
Gotta try and feel something. Otherwise you’ll lose yourself in bitterness and general hate, as I have found myself here. Grasping at the edges of my hole, trying to regain the attributes people use to use for me. Kind, thoughtful, great friend, loving son. I feel like I’ve lost these traits for one reason or another. Was it my fault? Is it the worlds? Or a combination of both? The key is perception - my perceived world is grey, full of hypocritical nonsense, brimming with fake virtue, a world wounded, spewing life-blood over is all, while we all bicker, scheme and rage against each other. Fighting hopeless opinion based fights. This is the world I live in. I want so dearly for my true self to return. Oh to see the colors of the world once more, I’d give anything for that. Yet we can’t trade for mental stability, nor can we trade for a lost perception. I can’t take back those traits until I give something up, as you can’t get something from nothing for my alchemical friends. I guess my point is, try to stop yourself before it affects you too seriously, don’t lose yourself in the worlds cruelty, and disregard. If you already have lost yourself, then together maybe we can find what’s chaining us down, and maybe then we can give that up and return to who we were meant to be.
Facts. I love commieblocks.
I grew up in a building similar to those in some of these pictures, as grey and bland they might seem I get so much comfort and warmth from looking at them, everything felt so magical back in those days...
Eynən...
Which one?
@@lesner66 the first one especially)
Yeah man, it's just so comforting and reminiscent
I grew up and still live in such places and I feel what you’re saying) This is legit dreamcore)
I feel like the idea of emptyness is both terrifying and comforting. On one hand, being completely alone is a really scary thought for most people. But its also a huge comfort. No constant pressure on you, just vast emptyness, devoid of life. There is a certain peacefulness to that if you know how to find it.
Definitely takes time to adjust for the better during that process, but it is worth it once you do.
Welcome at the sharp edge between nihilism and existentialism :)
so true mr president
At least until you get hungry.
I totally get the feeling of wanting to be alone sometimes, but as hard as it might be, we need one another
every now and then, ill have a dream when im in this empty landscape, sometimes there will be a house (my sister and her husbands house, they live in the middle of no where lol) and the sky will be white and overcast and everything is just so quiet and empty, usually the house would be completely empty with no furniture and even tho its kinda eery and creepy, its also so calming and freeing and the music in this vid matches that dream so well
Welcome to Russia.
We live in that image.
And there is nothing out there except blizzard, dirt, cold as hell wind, ice, millions of same grey walls, and it's getting dark very early.
The only place when you can find warmth is someone's home. That's why a word "friend" means something very important to us. When you're walking by this streets, the only good thing you see is someone's window, and warm, yellow light slightly visible from outside.
Knowing that you can go inside this place, with such warm and lively light, because you know that your friend lives there, - is the only thing keeping your sanity, and will to live.
Ugh, sounds like New York but worse. No wonder so many Doomer cartoons take place in Eurasia
@@Tempusverum :,)
fkn teenagers...
ты это какую-то крайне северную депрессивную залупу описал, у меня не так хд. Тоже депрессивно, особенно зимой, но не настолько же.
@@xviii5780 он описал свою жизнь, а не твою, естественно, рассказ отличается от твоего
Being born here and living here all my life, I only now watching this video realise how much our streets and roads remind of dreamcore aesthetic
I think it is dreamcore that is using street and roads as a reference because these are memory of scenery that is widely held around globe
@@木白-g3l but it looks like Russian urban landscape so much, I literally look at the window right now and see it haha . Gloomy and unrealistic
Where is it?
yea true, this legit looks like something I would see pretty regularly on a walk with my friends
@@xaver7623 in Russia
i literally felt myself slowly disconnecting from reality as I astral projected because of the emptiness I felt while listening to this
You 🤝 me
Astral projecting to dreamcore playlists
@@CrossbredManiac plz teach me i want to get away from everything how do you do it
teach me how i just want to get away from the world
@@stellanovak5380 Death. Antidepressants. Choose wisely, there's more to explore in this world than in death. Be glad you wake up.
if you think that was an illusion or an dream dreAam or an illusiond, it"s not it was real, you just got to the real world and universe for a couple if minutes, it was hours ir days to yiu when your kn that worId but on here it only took a c0uplee seconds the world it's not what u think ut is
Гулять зимой по родным дворам... Эти ощущения не передать словами.
Эта гнетущая днем атмосфера становится такой легкой вечером, ты буд то во сне.
Пархающий снег, тёплый свет фонарей, люди, спешащие куда то. Да, это обыденость, но когда ты обращаешь внимание на детали, все кажется совершенно другим.
Да, особеннокрасивы медленно падающие хлопья снега на фоне небес, на улице тишина, никого нет, только ты один
@@Хзенберг да, причем заметил именно зимой часа в 2 ночи вообще нет ни кого. Такое ощущение как будто всё что ты видишь принадлежит тебе, все эти улицы)
I want to visit Russia, even just Eastern Europe. I love it, I need to go there someday
@@cheekibreekigameringandsuc1037Some places feel like lost in the past, the Soviet times. My country still has some traditions and things from back then. Some people suffered a lot back then..
@@cheekibreekigameringandsuc1037 ты не пожалеешь, зимой в России очень атмосферно
I love this playlist and specially the people in the comments section, it feels sorta comforting to know you're not the only one going through these feelings of emptiness, coldness, detachment, etc.. specially when no one in your close circle really understands it. It's so conflicting because this state of mind is the only thing I've know for a long time now and it's become a part of me.. deep down I know it is not healthy but keep falling for it.. sounds like an addiction..
yeahhh,I don't thinkl there is escape from depression. You can just bury it...
@@weirdowsos4774there is . there is always a way out , always an escape
never give up , because even if no one else , i care about you
@@liminal-roses no,it won't get better,it's just a scam,people are told so they will slave away in their shit jobs for THE MAN so he can get richer and richer,while we plebians are controled and told what to do and drugged with SSRI placebos that don't even make life better
it kind of is an addiction.. i don’t know what this feeling is but i know i yearn for it all the time and can’t quite sense it. i don’t know how to express it feel it but like you said the people in the comments feel it too and it’s nice to know that you’re not the only one feeling this.. void.
I just wish this person sourced the music they stole
I decided to listen to one of my mother's famous 10-minute voice messages while this music was on. She's in her mid-70s now and has slowed down tremendously. I'm not ready for what will come. There was a time I used to roll my eyes and tell her don't leave such long messages. Now I'm saving them. 😢Sorry for being melodramatic but hearing her voice over this music just hit me like a ton of bricks.
Well it's never easy loosing a parent. Lost my dad at 17 and my ma at 23.
Just exist and be with her as much as you can and take day by day, enjoy every little moment you can with her.
When the times come, you will feel shit and more, can't describe the feeling, execpt lost, hopeless, sad and shit is the closes explantion. If ones parents was good, the day they pass will be a tragic day but you will survive, you will make it and get over it. Not completly, days turns too weeks and weeks might turn into months after said parent passed away day, the funeral will be one hell of a punch, you have to be strong yet feel destroyed and it's okay.
Time will heal all wounds, at least to a certain point.
I'm all alone currently, no siblings and no parents or grandparents, all of them has passed away and rest of relatives are either dead or just gone.
Life is unfair, but no parent wants to die before their children, unsure of your age and such, but if you get a kid. You'll probably understand or you currently do.
Make sure too spread your seeds if you haven't, my family tree ends with me.
@@Pelviss hey, hope you're doing okay
Hope you're ok ....one year already, greetings from Brazil, stay strong
0:01 reminds me of my grandpa. I still miss him.
I’m sorry for your loss man.
I know this is a reply 1 year late but possibly the first to even reassure you that it’s going to be okay.
This image looks freakishly similar to a dream I had when I was 9 or 10. At the time I was deeply in love with my best friend, who I wasn't on the best terms with. I had this dream that we were walking through a snow filled world, holding hands. Her skin was so soft and she was smiling. She was wearing a specific white sweater I hadn't seen her wear ever in a full year. AND LITERALLY THE NEXT DAY WHEN I WALKED INTO SCHOOL, she was wearing that sweater.
Sweet memory
What a coincidence
I believe that our dreams can maybe give us a peak into (dare I say it)...the future. Almost prophetic. Crazy, maybe, but who knows.
I live in Greece, and in a lot of cities or towns there are buildings like this in the photo, Some days when it's night around 9 to 10 PM, I go for a walk, I pass through these buildings listening to this masterpiece, it feels amazing, the calmness, the nostalgia, but I also feel very sad because I want my childhood to be brought back, we can't exchange past and present, but we can feel nostalgic about then, our childhood, I wish for all people to success on their dreams, love you all
Another Greek person hello:)
@@editsaudios4991 hiii
Hello from Australia, home to the largest Greek population outside of Greece. May the good feelings of your childhood become the realities of your future. Let's go 2023!
@@raksh9
When I look back on life, all I see is the amount of failures I have amassed. It’s all because of a lack of motivation and drive. Seeking the past for me just reminds me of all the weight life has placed on me
I just love how all of us from all around the world came here to share this moment, even small things like that can be magical.
Todays society tricked us that there's a wall we must climb to reach happiness, that we have to chase it, yet after we are on the other side of the wall, there is nothing and we keep looking for happiness
What we don't realize is thay happiness is now, living every moment in the present, to cherish every second being alive, for the fact that being alive is the most beautiful thing that the universe created, a way for the universe to experience itself, a one time experience that we won't get any chance at it ever again, but even this we might never know if it's true
Yeah 😅
@@LikeAGroove I agree with everything except I believe God created the world. Your view of the world is valid though, if it gives you a sense of inner peace. Some people worship God without realizing it
@@noxplay4906 maybe God is the universe, God might be the fundamental rules of the universe, like the gravitational force or the speed of light or the nuclear forces, governing the way matter behaves in the universe and the universe itself, thus influencing our lives
@@LikeAGroove I belive that God isn't necessarily those rules, but is the creator of said rules.
God can see through the future and the past, I belive that he made us the way he imagined through evolution.
You can be christian and belive in science, too.
oh god, i think this playlist is all i needed rn.
i am really stressed, bc my dad is coming next month, my school and shit. i cannot focus on anything, feeling like i need to do more, and i have no time. when in reality i do have time. and like now its 9:18 pm, but it feels wrong. thank you for the playlist
Se acalma, vai ficar tudo bem.
I literally read this at 9:18 pm and now I'm slightly spooked lol
(hope everything ends up well btw)
@@melvinathemagnificent9007 oh god, that's spooky. thank you!!
Skill issue
Bro, my time is exactly at 9.18 pm when I read your comment 😮. Edit : i just realized there's another guy experienced the same thing XD
I just lost a friend a few days ago. We weren’t even that close but she was a great person. Lit up everyone around her. Hope you doing good baby girl. You never got to do all your dreams you wanted and every sad song makes me think of you now. Never forgotten Alexis Shanks
please stay strong, i understand the feeling. Take care of yourself especially, I know it can be difficult when that person isn't there. R.I.P Alexis
Who
Perhaps you can tell her story.. 🌛
@@hyekat its such a void there. Mourning their innocence and knowing they never got to get old. I appreciate it tho 🙏
My condolences, stay strong friend, you'll make it trough this
A lonesomeness to a really empty space .cold, windy. Just left behind a empty corner with having nothingness and nobody.
My life
This literally describes how I felt when I was living at university, you described it perfectly!!!!
@@pikabooo thanks for ur time in reading this. 🙏
Make a great life out there.
As a Russian dude I gotta admit
This is literally what I see when I go outside to buy some instant noodles
What flavors do You got there?
@@VagranT999 Well... I think we have pretty much the same stuff
There's Chicken, Beef, Mushrooms, Seafood, Bacon and a lot of variations.
Like spicy stuff or some additional things like Cheese.
@@justpotato816 ngl thts bare authentic.
pretty cool
Hi fellow russian, I'm also from there too
Just somewhere, somehow we're all looking at the same sky. we can't speak to it or hear it but it's there and we're here and that's all that matters right?
The moon you see when you look up to the night sky, is the same moon the first humans saw when they'd look up.
The emotions it's beauty brings you, are the same your most distant relatives felt, the same emotions all other people around the world feel when their eyes meet it's light.
Hell, if you haven't met the love of your life yet, know that they're out there, and you most likely admired the moon at the same time as them, in a way, you're already connected.
@@rickydo6572 we are all connected all the time. We all share the same planet, the same solar system and galaxy, we share a gift of life. We all share the same air, the same water, the same thoughts and feelings at one time or another simultaneously. We’re all connected in the way that we’re all different but we have the same basic biology, the same color blood, the same stardust, the same consciousness, the same evolutionary path. We are all one. Your soulmate is just the other parts of you you’ve been missing. You are absolutely right though
All i see up there is rain right now. 😔
You look at the sky and see a normal sky, I look up at the sky and think about God's majesty. Still, I agree. Life is a gift and we should cherish it. It's not the worst thing ever
You made me cry, I remember my young me used to seat at the edge of the wall watching how the city is grey and fading as the sun goes down and the breeze started to get colder and colder, I miss the old house I used to live, where everything seems fine and no war
What happened are you alright?
You know, the girl that I hurt and lost, becuse I was a fucked up, tored version of myself, reminds me alot of these pannel buildings, in the winter especially. She wasn't perfect, but she was warm, cosy, she cared and protected my mental, she shined in the gloomy darkness of my lofe like the windows on these buildings, pointing you to warmth and safety. I truly miss her, and idk if I'll be able to move on
imagine if we had no phones.. we would be out playing loving our parents enjoying life but we’re sat here looking at billions of leds and all of this leads to depression and sadness. remember your old friend group.. What have we become.
Yeah…I just wish only google and music is part of it, even making phone calls.
Советские панельные дома (панельки) очень подходят, хотя я больше предпочитаю слушать под них русский пост-панк
это так точно
Первая песня подходит для какой нибудь русской глубинки, зимой
зудящая задница
@@noteless-u4t воркута
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As a person who dosent even know how to socialize properly or even socialize with people and always preferred to be alone, even when I needed assistance or help. I just stay quiet, it makes it to the point where I don't even wanna sit down and eat with my family. I just wanna eat alone, stay alone. Live alone, I've gotten so used to it that I somehow or somewhat even find company when I'm alone, the only things that keeps me company at those moments are just my pure empty thoughts. It's more like talking to yourself aimlessly without a topic, this kinda helps me think about how it would impact both me and my family if I socialized more often or went out and spent time with my family often, basically this playlist help me relax.
Idk why but this reminds me of my childhood…. N64,ps1,power rangers,beast wars,Batman animated series, X-men cartoon, big coats in like 4 different colors lol. if you ask me life was better then. No care now it’s unbelievable how much life has changed
Same, I remember mine, Pokemon, Harry Potter, Gundam, Zoids, GBA, Tekken, Flag ceremony, baby cologne, smell of new Pokemon and yugioh cards, petrichor, crocodile hunter Steve Irwin, the most xtreme show, legends of hidden temple..
@@coffeebreak454 i love that nee Pokémon smell so nostalgic
So melancholy…But so pleasant. It makes me feel nostalgic. Real Nostalgia. I’m sad all those golden years are now gone but i’m so so grateful they happened…🖤🖤🖤
something is missing, I feel empty, really empty
Same here. The emptiness isn't even the worst part for me - it's that I don't know what's missing so I don't even know what to do about it
@@HellBent_ guys please how the fuck you will be sorry in america, Im living in turkey, my opportunities are geting lower every day, our money are worthless, I cant go gym, I cant find a job, I cant take my own car/computer with working. you guys are soo lucky, please stop being sorry and work. Good luck :(
Walk 10,000 steps a day breath in the air of mother nature. Then you will find what's missing.
@@CanthrotheCanthro actually I know what is the missing "freedom"
I did too till earlier this year when I found it. Love. Loves was what I was missing. Though I understand not all are capable of being able to receive love as I wasn’t for a very, very long time and I thought that it was going to be that way forever. If it wasn’t for my girlfriend it would’ve been that way actually. I would’ve lost the need to be loved and then just carried on with my life as if nothing ever happened. And nothing ever would’ve I don’t think. As such I offer you another solution. Motivation. If we are motivated to do something for someone then we’ll actually do it on time and sometimes we’ll make it better. It doesn’t always have to be for yourself. I almost killed myself but I kept living on for my mother cause I had no idea how she’d react to her first born son taking his own life so I did everything for her. So find what motivates you and work from there. And if you still can’t find anything then let me know. I’m sure I’ll think of something for ya.
You don't know the true value of something until you lost it
despite just finding out about snowfall, it reminds me of so many better times. although i was probably at my lowest, i still felt alive, the kind of alive i dont think i ever felt. staying up late, laughing non-stop, daydreaming all day, enjoying the sky and rain. that's what makes it 'better', because it's something i'll probably never get to experience or be again.
To me this invokes memories of childhood when you looked at the world through innocent eyes and while you didn't live in luxury, you remember the people of the neighborhood and cherished all those moments before you moved away never to return.
My dad has a tumor in his spinal chord. I'm waiting at the visitors lobby right now, waiting to put my best sunny face. It's been 3 weeks since his hospitalization and I don't know what to do. This compilation is somewhat helpful, can't say exactly why. Thank you for the upload.
Is he okay?
@@Hazel2008 I'am still waiting for results. I try to be hopeful but I don't know...
Love n light
I hope you and your dad are ok 🥺
@@Bee.ya1412 thank you, he's doing radiotherapy and he always have stomach ache. Still fighting. I hope you are well too.
Been feeling kinda messy these days, I'm struggling with a lot of things and my mind is one of those things. This place is the hug I need right now.
This is one of the most beautiful experiences I’ve ever had listening to a playlist. Wow.
Always remember. Tomorrow. You'll be nostalgic for today. Live today like you're living Tomorrow's memories live.
I can't put into words how much I love this playlist
Когда мне было 8 лет, сидя на заднем сиденьи автомобиля, глядя на малодушно засыпающий чёрно-белый пейзаж урбанизированной застройки, укрытой под лёгким, как перо, и в то же время тяжёлым, как груз душевных терзаний, страхов и подавленности, которые я, проживя в два раза более вышеуказанного срока, испытываю каждую ночь, созерцая единственного компаньона нашей прекрасной, слишком прекрасной, чтобы существовать, колыбели, несущейся сквозь безвоздушный простор, наполненного до краёв чувством безысходности и безразличия, подобно тому, что испытывает приговорённый, в никуда, близкое, чтобы предположить, но далёкое, чтобы доказать, я впервые, посмотрев в окно случайного серого здания, в котором горел свет, задумался: "А ведь там тоже кто-то живёт! У него своя история, свои родные, свои ценности, веры, достоинства. Своя жизнь.... и своя смерть.". Они как фантомы - они близко, ты их чувствуешь, хочешь говорить, но тебе до них не докричаться, они тебя не увидят и не услышат, даже не задумаются. Они ходят среди нас, ходят на работу, отдыхают с друзьями, проводят время с семьёй, учатся, топчат ту же землю, вскормившую тебя, твоего отца, отца твоего отца и ещё бесчисленное количество твоих соотечественников, а вскормит ещё больше! Вот ты сидишь в автобусе, добираясь домой на автобусе. Перед тобой сидит человек - в его глаза скорбь, усталость, безразличие. Ты хочешь с ним заговорить, но боишься чего-то. Будто какой-то вредитель, схватившись ежовыми рукавицами за твоё сердце, нажал на стоп-кран, и твоё сердце, едва разгораясь от искры основного права человека - эмпатии, снова обращается в ледышку. Оно снова мертво, хотя всё ещё бьётся. В таком же ледяном царстве. Остановка. Человек вышел - шанс его спасти упущен. Он продолжит жить своей жизнью. Но ты его никогда не увидишь и не услышишь, он для тебя теперь мёртв. Существуют тысячи историй таких людей. Но... что есть эти тысячи, когда есть миллионы миллионов таких же, может быть даже ещё более интригующих, но они никогда не выйдут на свет божий. Будут забыты. Забвенье - худшее, что может произойти с чем-либо. Это больно, но вот ты снова сжимаешь своё переполняемое огнём, открытое для всех, сердце. Оно снова ледяное. Оно снова мертво, хотя всё ещё бьётся. Есть вещи в этом мире, на которые нельзя идти с открытым, горячим сердцем. Оно тебя согреет в холодный год и осветит путь. Но к таким вещам ты должен идти с закрытым, ледяным сердцем. Оно бьётся, хотя мертво. Продолжай идти. И только сердце изо льда бьётся в твоей руке.
А может все же просто взять и заговорить с "фантомом"? Кто знает, что из этого выйдет
@@elinabellini5851 можно и заговорить
Я вижу у тебя словарный запас достаточно обширный, ты читаешь много книг? Если да, то сколько книг почитал?
@@Niceday_07 честно говоря, я почти не читаю книг. И это очень плохо, я этим не горжусь.
Very interesting
I’ve been to that building in Moscow the first one in the video. It’s a very somber place it’s in a neighborhood called cherntonovo. It’s a very run down place that is very very cold and sort of dangerous and poor. But I have to tell you something something very important. I saw something in that neighborhood I saw a child dancing to a street preformer on the street. It was a very beautiful thing. Knowing that even in the most lonely places there is love light and happiness. If you guys would like I could post a photo of the building and the street performance if I can find it in my photos. Love you all.
Shifting is better than Lucid dreaming. You mentally shift realities. It's hard to master, but it actually feels and sounds like you're there :)
Это так больно, хочется оказаться лежащей посреди поля, в снегу, в свете полной луны. Хочется смотреть на звёзды и выдыхать изо рта клубы пара. Хочется, чтобы все мысли, которые заставляют меня беззвучно плакать, ушли вместе с тёплым воздухом из моих лёгких. Это ужасное чувство. Когда не хочешь жить, но тем более не хочешь умереть. Хочешь просто исчезнуть хотя бы на час. Побыть в полном одиночестве, лишь наедине с собой, своими эмоциями, которые ты так давно держишь в себе. Ещё хуже, что все вокруг думают, что, так как тебе всего лишь 17 лет, у тебя не может быть серьёзных проблем и что ты просто ленивый и безответственный. Когда ты рассыпаешься на миллионы частичек, никто не скажет тебе, что рядом, что держит тебя за руку и поможет тебе собрать каждую из этих частей воедино. Так больно плакать беззвучно, словно рыдания и всхлипы, которые ты держишь в себе, режут тебя изнутри и остаются там, пока ты не закричишь от того, что уже переполнен. Желаю никому не ощущать такого
Что не так в твоей жизни?
@@dj_genocide подростковая депрессия
🫂
@@dj_genocide да мне кажется у нас у всех, всё - "не так". Просто в аду живем, вот и всё. А главный в нашем мире....не трудно догадаться кто у нас главный, если мы в аду, вроде на букву "Д" его зовут. И вот милость его, этого главного - это если он тебя не замечает, и ему на тебя пофигу. А вот если он тобой заинтересовался - жди беды, облом будет во всех твоих мечтах). Мы точно в аду, ведь тут грешные люди наоборот самые успешные, а самые добрые, честные, искренние, скромные, люди - в полной жо...И таких ни кто не жалует у нас. Самые добрые тут - самые невезучие. Мы в аду...
@@serega992 ад у тебя в голове.
I don't like reality, I often live in my own world. Not in the selfish way, I just.. drift. Like I'm on a lone island of my own imagination but it'd drowning me. People can't get to my island, my island is isolated. No one will get it, no one will reach me. I can pretend to have a "pastel and happy personality" (One of my friends described me as this) but no. That is the closest I could shape myself for people to like me. Although lots of people don't like me. And when I bring down the illusion and float on my island, people get mad and say I don't care about them. Or I'm selfish or arguing or anything of the such. I do care. But I'm so trapped on my island then I don't have the energy to show my care. There's only so much food and energy on my island to supply me over 8 hrs in reality. Sadly, my island is not actually real. If only I could actually leave when I'm tired of this life, instead of just blocking everyone out.
Thank you for reading, feel free to vent under here!!! I want to my pyhologist, and help people!!
I don't think I'll ever let anyone to dare me trying get to know me it's not a barrier it's the way i live
You are saying you care, but at the same time you want to run from reality. Seems very twisted. Just make a decision. If you don't care about others just say it and accept it. If you do care, really genuinely, then do so ,even before you say it.
I believe that cold people is ultimately the result of how society treats them. Giving so much but not receiving any love is very draining, that's why many people chose being alone
This hit so close to home… You’re not alone.
素晴らしい音の数々、編集してくださりありがとうございます。
最高でした。
a playlist like this would have had me feeling so much in the past. i'm very numb now. i don't mind though. i'm numb, but i'm okay. joy has become a mellow pleasantness in my chest, gentle and unimposing as warm sunlight. sorrow and fear have become steel chains that wrap around my torso and shoulders, but they don't hold me down. they just add some weight and pressure. i miss being able to float on memories and emotions, but i'm okay as i am now. thankfully, humans adapt, so we will always end up okay. if you're not okay or going to be, you're dead, and dead people have nothing left to worry about. so i'm not going to worry, i'm just going to live and write my story
I wish I could hug you bro. After I realized what you meant with "numb" ( I'm not an native English speaker), the playlist immediately played another soundtrack, which literally shocked me to the core. I don't know, if you're just metaphorical or serious about you not hearing anymore. But I don't care. I simply wish to give you a hug. No matter, how dark and horrible this world might be, I think that (just like you), that there is always light and who knows. Maybe in many years, we will have figured out how to heal cancer, what the meaning of life is or what was before the universe. For many users, this will sound very dreamy, but nobody during the middle age could have imagined, how the year 2023 would look like, but it happend.
I think, I'm writing to much. I don't even know, if you're even gonna read this or take me serious. Maybe I'm also writing complete nonsense. I listen to the music right know and just write, whats up in my head.
I simply want to thank you for simply existing, for sharing something with the world and not giving up :)
@@simpledonkey9668 i'd like that hug, i've been really craving a hug for a while. the numbness is real, i still don't feel much anymore, but seeing someone cared enough to write me back made me smile. thanks for that. i also think you're right about the light thing, darkness cannot exist without light so no matter how dark things get there has to be light somewhere, even if we don't see it right away. thank you too for existing and sharing a little positivity with me. ill try not to give up
@@ashedaces @zsazsam.4068 Thanks for the quick response, although your original comment was made some mouths ago. At least I'm now sure, that.... you know didn't....well decided to give up your life, because that was a tiny fear of mine.
I think, I can give you a little tip. Not a tip that will change your life immediately from 1-100, but can function as a little grab hook that pulls you out of the swamp of seeing everything arround yourself as shit.
Simply, take out a sheet of paper and a pen and just write down in short bulletpoints what good things happened today. Even if its the most tinest thing in the universe like: "I ate my favourite food today and didn't die" or "I live a day longer" WRITE IT DOWN. Since 2022, I regularly write down on a digital textdocument called "Good things that happened in [Add year here]" what positive things happened in the current date of the respective year. When I always look down on the list, of the current year, I still acknowledge that the earth has a gigantic tone of problems, but that the light is still shining. The effect: I feel a bit better and so do you I think when you try it.
Additionally, the tracking of positive things that are happening around you, caused (at least for me), that you seriously, also try to find good news and save good events that happend to me in my head longer. Why?: to write them down of cause.
So yeah, that's the tip. If you understood at least half of what I wrote, than that's cool. If not, than that's also ok (translating my thoughts into text is always a challenge for me). With you promising to fight on, is in my opinion already an achievement to write down on that list ;)
Before I end the text, I want to also give you an the way to always use your own head, in order to not get manipulated by others.
all alone on christmas and new year, like last time too. this music sets the mood.
I'm out in the dark
staring at the blood red moon
Remembering the hopes and dreams I had
And all I had to do
Wondering what happened to that boy
And the world he called his own...
I'm out in the dark
I wonder how I got so old
It's all gone
There's nothing left of everything I loved
everything feels wrong
It's all gone
No hopes no dreams no world
no...i don't belong
No...I don't belong here anymore
I will get lost in time
It will not be long
Left alone with nothing
The end
Left alone with nothing
Nothing
Dude, are you okay?
I love it. What you wrote is just so amazing. It's so related 🥺
When I was working night shifts earlier this year I used to listen to many of those types of playlists ... Hits different after 6 AM when you are working from 8 PM to 8 AM.
these songs remind me of my older brother. He used to always play with me and my little brother when we where young, and my mum used to record it. i'm so glad she did, otherwise i'd never get to remember those good times we had with my older brother.
-Hey when is "__" coming back? my little brother used to ask the day my older brother left us for good, and my answer was the same everytime, "i dont know". my mother was in despair 10 years later, my brother turned 22 and asked her for money, so he could by cigarettes for him and his girlfriend, of course my mum answered no, because we could barely afford the rent. He started threatening my mum that if she doesnt give him the money, that he'll never talk to us again, in the end, it happened and i will never forget how many times we cried together, me , my brother and my mum. Because of that i grew up to hate him, but deep inside i still feel grief and sadness. i just want my brother to be like what he used to be, and i miss him.
to all of you experiencing similar things, i'm so sorry.
Thinking of you. Sending love.
❤
Voltando do trabalho, entro no metrô, coloco meus fones e fecho os olhos após um longo e cansativo dia, esta playlist me ajuda a refletir
isso é bom?
@@shawny5700 em qual sentido?
fazia isso no onibus.
Sinceramente acho melhor escutar no final da tarde perto do anoitecer, olhando para a janela de casa.
@@ExtraSAD
Esse final da tarde é a hora do dia q mais me dá medo de estar sozinho, existiu uma época que eu vivia isolado dentro do quarto, ficava acordado durante a noite e dormia o dia todo.
Mas eu não me sentia tão só quanto no finalzinho de tarde, pq era o horário em que as pessoas estavam voltando de suas escolas/trabalho, e o céu ainda estava claro, mas a terra já em sombras, e enquanto eu ouvia as pessoas, via suas vidas acontecendo, e eu longe delas, me sentia tão só que ficava aterrorizado.
X.X
i wish there were a place where we could all go. some place void of hate, full of warmth, and surrounded in love. i dont know why we cant have such a place here on our earth, is it because of the nature of humans? is this truly the pure nature of humans? cant we be more than our greed? more than our hate? so why is it that we dont abandon cruelty for a life full of compassion? i know there is good out there, but so is plenty of hurt. and i am so so tired of the hurt. i have so many questions, and no one to ask them to. even if i did, would they even have any answers? im tired, very tired. maybe in another life i will have the chance to know everlasting peace, i just wish we could experience it now.
❤❤❤
"People who say such things show that they are looking for a country of their own. If they had been thinking of the country they had left, they would have had opportunity to return. Instead, they were longing for a better country-a heavenly one. Therefore God is not ashamed to be called their God, for he has prepared a city for them."
Hebrews 11:14-16 ☀️
Then I saw “a new heaven and a new earth,” for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away, and there was no longer any sea. I saw the Holy City, the new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride beautifully dressed for her husband.
And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying, “Look! God’s dwelling place is now among the people, and he will dwell with them. They will be his people, and God himself will be with them and be their God. ‘He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death’ or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.”
He who was seated on the throne said, “I am making everything new!” Then he said, “Write this down, for these words are trustworthy and true.”
Revelation 21:1-5 ☀️✝️
My music taste lies between rock and metal but damn... this feels amazing to come to from time to time...
Poooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooop
Happy New Year everyone. I wish you to be happy and healthy :)
Happy new year to you too!
Before I even knew that the genre dream core exists I thought I was the only one to experience the world and some places u would consider as „dreamcore“ I’m so glad people perceive the world as I do. It makes me feel less lonely.
FR!
You know, these playlists often make me nostalgic for a few video games I played in middle school. We got Little Big Planet online levels, The Last of Us, and Mirror’s Edge Catalyst. I feel like these games were the most important in my life and helped shape me into the college kid I am now, it is a bittersweet comfort, cold and distant but brings forth a warm none can replicate. I often find myself playing video games from my childhood or listening to the soundtracks because it carries that feeling. I have no idea if this made any sense at all but I hope someone knows this kind of feeling, had these kinds of memories. I love you all and have a blessed day/night. 🤍🖤💙
Idk how to say this feeling, I felt like my mind have flow away and these musics make me feel calmful but with a little sadness in it, I just like these music very much
I actually feel a rollercoaster of emotions like anxiety, nostalgia, inner peace and a feeling of emptiness everytime I listen to this. Those liminal spaces are waiting for us. Always...
I am russian and i love this aesthetics. Sometimes I miss for these panel houses, the greyness and peacefulness...
When i hear this music. I remember being a kid. During a snow storm, school would be canceled, and everyone would be inside because the snow was so heavy. I would lay down in the middle of my yard as chunky flakes landed sofly on me, the world was so quiet. I felt like i was the only living being around and i felt absolutely at peace. I've forgotten so much in the years since, so much of my childhood lost. But ill always remember that feeling like im living it now in this moment.
This music translates that feeling you get when you're writing hoping no one reads them lines. But also, in a weird way... you want to shout them from the rooftop of your town hall.
As a person with no succeeding applications, I feel like I’m in a different world when I discover one. It just tells me how special I was compared to the normal students who can succeed fairly or mostly, while I barely. A place like this tells me to find my own passion and my own way of living. Escape the realm where your trapped for eternity and avoid obstacles that I can face my fears at.
Give yourself targets that you can achieve, thus you will feel the joy of accomplishment and not the anxiety of failure.
Don't care what society, or anyone expect from you.
You can be happy without their approval.
Nonexistence is Quite a Surreal Thought. This mix was refreshing. I appreciate the effort of you for making it. Thank you.
When I hear this I'm taken to a place of realization of everything around me I avoid thinking about. Working constantly and filling the day to the max to avoid having a moment where reality can slip in. This is emptiness. It reminds me that my childhood home isn't home anymore. It reminds me that family isn't there anymore. It reminds me that the time and place in which my home existed is no more. No matter if I return to the place it will never exist in the way it did. Nothing can ever bring home back. No place will ever feel like home in the way it did. When I am present in this place all I want is to go home, but I'm faced with the reality that I can never go home again. When I was young I was taken far away from my home and eventually I had to run away and start a new life. When I come back to the place I once lived happily it feels even sadder than when I'm far away. When I'm here I feel the emptiness. I know I'm not a child. The people who were once here are long gone and the time to enjoy it has gone. Those feelings and memories are what I feel in this liminal art. A longing to go home. To return to a place I can never reach. A chance to do it over again but with a happy ending of growing up peacefully with my family. Unfortunately that will not come. I am happy in my life but I am always left haunted by these places wondering if the feeling will ever go away
The first song is *art*
A image popped up in my head of the thrift store I was at today but all the lights were off and it was empty. Listening to this music while I explore it in my daydreams ♡
Living by not feeling conscious of yourself or what you are doing and feeling like you are just driving your own life subconsciously which makes you look forgetful and inattentive from the outside. Forgetting that you yourself are a real person with a life ahead which makes you feel like you are watching your own life as a third person but somehow realizing that these sensations are unusual. Having altered perceptions of reality which makes you think you might just be delusional. Feeling detached from surroundings and what's happening to you. Everything feels unreal and dream-like.
I really don't know, but those depressing grey apartments look really nice in my opinion maybe because they fit in so well with the rest of the atmosphere, but it's just not only that... In fact in every video where there's pictures similar to the ones in this one are just somehow so comfortable and they give me this nice feeling. I'd really like to live in a city in a place where it's always winter and dark most of the time, which kind of sounds crazy to some people probably.
these are so comforting yet so distressing. To actively avoid this feeling of loneliness, yet constantly finding myself back here. We all face challenges in our wake, but perhaps not all of them can be overcome
I like to listen to these types of playlists when I go to visit my friend’s grave. I feel at peace when I visit him, I want him to know that everything’s alright. That I’m doing fine. I visit often and read books from his favorite author with him.
What kind of sorcery is this?
I immediately felt calm within a few seconds of listening to it.
This is a playlist is where you could just put on and drift away into your own little world, where there's no problems, no worries, no one being disappointed in you, you not pushing yourself to do better in school, just sit here and relax, it helps the brain to calm down once in a while, stay here as long as you need, remember you are loved by people, you just don't know it. Goodnight.
I always missed everything.
00:00 - 02:00 Snowfall
02:01 - 4:52 Green To Blue
04:53 - 8:17 Space 1
08:18 - 11:39 Everything Ends Eventually
11:40 - 16:56 Violet Emperor On The Highway
16:57- 20:12 A Last Beginning
20:13 - 25:14 Driving Wings
25:15 - 27:51 You Left Me On S**c*de Sunday
thank you
@@lisa.spielvogel yw
Ty
@@smoothiecakeszhey. Just don't forget about your own comment a year ago, I don't know what your going through but just don't forget about this buddy.
You left me on what? 😅
There’s a certain sense of feeling that I get from listening to this…not a sense of wanting but a sense of remembering something I never felt. A sense of yearning for something more but not in a greedy way but a way that just makes things better. A feeling of travelling through compartmentalized nothingness, as if every block in the blocs was it’s own separate entity, it’s own story. It’s hard to truly describe how this music makes me feel..as if I’m not on the correct path nor on the wrong path just on the path, still discovering where I’m going.
P.s
On top of it being a great video, the timestamps a blessing
i feel so lonely. it hurts
❤ yeah I feel that too. You're not alone I'm with you.
Everyday feels harder for me to keep living, when I think about life in the future, I think about the most horrible things happening to me, the people treating me badly and saying thorn-like words to me. No matter how many times I try to keep myself stable, or whether I try to improve, the effort just crumbles down. Music has been the only thing that kept me safe and comforted all the time, it tells me that everything will be alright sooner, and that I just need to hold on for a while. There has been days where the world looks colorful to me, but most of the time it's not. I've been affected by my own depression to the point of not being able to enjoy things that much anymore. I just hope that one day I'll be able to receive the help I deserve and be stable enough.
I’m on the same way, stay listen and enjoy it.
If you see this, know that you are important. There will always be someone who cares about you. And you are a good person, no matter what they say. Whoever you are, you are important to someone. Just remember it
This really just highlights the lonliness I feel inside myself.
I'm so greatful for having this source of music to suit my need of current emotional detachment.
I feel happy but in a sad way.
Some of you problably would think that i am crazy..But...
I almost feel like i wish..I want to go to..
Dream world..Just exploring it and relax..
And i don't know why, but i feel like dreams are better than reality..
When i went to sleep...Sometimes.. I do want to dream about a new world..
A new world like this video for example..
(I don't know what to say anymore..I don't know how to describe the feeling).
Just remember everyone, you are loved, you are special, and you are important. I don’t know if anyone needed this, but i used to listen to this stuff when i was depressed and thinking awful things. Just keep going, God has a lot in store for you❤
This is how i always saw Eastern Europe during the Cold war when i was a kid, it always intrigued me the buildings, night time in winter, the struggle to stay warm and to eat😢
This is what this genre is called - dreamcore/emptycore?
I kept thinking it was some sort of ambient lo-fi or liminal EDM.
I really like those names though because they evoke exactly what the music evokes - dreaming and wide expansive and empty spaces which often have a fog, night, twilight, dusk, dawn, snow, or lo-fi video aesthetic.
Sometimes I wish I could be someone else. My life has no meaning, I haven’t achieved anything meaningful, I can’t get any job no matter how hard I try and when I feel like I finally get a chance at something it blows up in my face. I’m lost and I don’t want to end it either, I’m really trying to be better, but no matter how much hard work I put out, I revert again to being a loser no one listens to me and I have no body that I feel comfortable enough to talk to about this nor that people would care about what I have to say , what am I supposed to do I’m just lost
It's like a mix of loneliness, dread, and serenity all in one.
Hey humans, love ya dont know when ill see ya again but last time i said bye it was…a while ago. Im struggling and stressed as hell. Feel like ive been failed, cheated on/with, made fun of, broken to be reborn then destroyed again a few times. Maybe not as many as you all but if any of you have any tips for a young person just seeking love these days. Feel free to leave it here. Might come back myself someday to like it.
Find what u love surround yourself in that love urself ask urself what makes you happy
For me, videos like this allow me to reflect on my disappointments in life. But, it also reminds me that even after all my failures - even if everything were to go wrong - I would still be here at the end of the day. A human being has value apart from their accomplishments and failures. If you take away everything you ever called your own . . . you'd still be you.
The music provides a voice for my suppressed emotions . . . about a home I left behind on another continent . . . childhood dreams . . . a future that I hoped for but may never come to be.
im from South Korea and i never been to Russia but those soviet?(i dont no professional words whatever) vibe architecture gives me both comfort and fear. maybe im just having a lot interset with Chernobyl accident and lot of secondary creation like Metro2033 and other horror stories with radiation stuff with Chernobyl. when i saw a picture(it was taken from indoor, watching sunrise through dirty window in staircase) it was kinda feelin' very familliar to me. however thanks for nice video, i want to visit Chernobyl power plant when after the war over.
Try stalker its a video game series and you will absolutely love it, the game takes place in chernobyl its hella atmospheric
This architectural style was fairly popular in the 60s and 70s, it's called Brutalism, these buildings here were large panel systems that were pre cast blocks of concrete put together like life sized lego sets
В этих картинах и музыке, вся сущность нашего быта и бытия современных мегаполисов. Где много людей, но говорить не с кем, где много домов, но царит моральная пустота и разруха, где тысячи людей с холодными сердцами идут навстречу друг другу и проходят мимо как тени...Города стали похожи на колонии поселения на дальних рубежах, где люди живут и используют эти рубежи как платформы для заработка и растрат. В этой музыке вся реальность гнетущей атмосферы существования в безысходности...
Это ты ещё на территории БД не был там вообще атмосфера... словами не описать. Больше хаоса, больше депрессии, больше серости и одиночества
I imagine walking to unknown planet alone 💤
cool
Hehe cute
I imagine being in some sort of limbo , every now & then seeing reminders of life, but no real memory of having lived.
Несмотря на то, что это самый свежий альбом аля сборник дримкора, он содержит самые красивые треки (snowfall и the last beginning вообще вошли в повседневный плейлист)))>)
These images, have a certain comfort. I don’t think i can ever experience any where else. Sometimes, it’s okay to just. Escape.
attracted by melancholy and thus be able to feel something even if it is only the distance from others
This music is perfect representation of when you are having a cheery, colorful dream where you are surrounded with loads of people that you love and care about and you are all having a garden party on a summer's day or are at a warm exotic country on holidays together; when suddenly - the dream ends and you wake up alone somewhere in a bleak Eastern European apartment alone on a cold December night, reality hits you and the dream fades away from your memory but the dread of loneliness stays...
It gets so hard to make it through a week, let alone months sometimes. Can't really find the purpose except a lifetime of torment and chaos. Then again you can't just end it all. Fearing death while simultaneously embracing it.
Hey idk if it would help to talk to somebody, but I'm here if it ever gets that way again. I know the people on the hotline are also very kind. They helped me out a few years ago.
Every extreme introvert's paradise and heaven. This makes me want to shed tears as it's so endearing and it hits home. 💯😢🙏🏻
I have a memory of this place. Those buildings. I was taking a stroll with my mother, I remember on the side of the buildings there was this bridge over a river. Seems so distant yet vivid. My remember my moms smile, she's old now and dealing with personal stuff. I just wish things were back to the way things were. I dream of going to a place like this reflecting on life. I wish I was a kid again, I wish my mom was happy like she was again, she's the world to me. 6:40
I like to play this whenever I'm having a mental crisis... currently don't know what to do with my life and I'm panicking that it might get even lonlier for me in the next 5 years than it is now which I didn't even know was humanly possible.
I feel like if i was in an empty world, it would be fun to make things that walk and crawl of plenty variety.
Just interacting with their ideal habitat.
Storms of fire cleaning wood, and leaving growth for greener things.
i cant describe what i feel looking at this photo.it's something like my home, i listen these songs and i travel in time when i was a child, and i understand that i cant return that time. i fcking want to be a child again.
Quando eu era mais jovem,tive um sonho com um prédio muito parecido com esse primeiro,era de tijolos vermelhos.Fazia um tempo muito frio e cinzento.Em frente havia um banco,onde me sentei,observando o prédio.Quando dei-me por mim,uma senhora se aproximou,sentando-se ao meu lado,e com o olhar ainda fixo no prédio,comentei"estou aqui esperando o meu tio,que está internado ai",e naquele momento,eu me sentia feliz em poder vê-lo novamente,vivo.Ela olhou fixamente em meus olhos,com um olhar muito triste e me disse"eu venho aqui,todos os dias,a 70 anos esperar o meu marido,mas ele nunca saiu de lá...
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I was listening to snowfall long time ago.And it is still my best comfort song
This makes me remember my childhood. Those images are everything for me, it's home. Lots of memories that fill those grey buildings make them the best place to be. Especially inside, when you are welcomed by the old but cozy furniture.
At some point I stopped talking because no one was ever listening…